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Grammy award winning
Casting Crowns.

Hearing these songs and
their lives are being impacted.

I've been a youth pastor about 20 years
at the church I'm in now in Atlanta.

They are, arguably, the most
successful artists in the last 25 years.

They're pursuing Christ,
and all the success they've had

comes secondary to their
relationship with the Lord.

Tonight they've won
collectively seven awards.

Casting Crowns!

They've sold
over 13 million albums.

Would you please make welcome,
Casting Crowns.

We start getting stories and
emails from all over the world.

How did we get here?

You always came back
home. And you're just still you.

Mark and I worked several jobs
together in high school and college.

We worked
at a stationary shop together.

We worked at a basket store
in the mall, kind of place.

And... he was actually
the Easter Bunny.

And I took pictures at the mall
while he was Easter Bunny.

We also kept
the nursery together

during choir practice
on Wednesday nights.

Sometimes we ran the sound
system for a choir practice for them.

And so, we were
just really good friends

and grew up
just doing church together.

I was driving to
Bible college and back.

And I took that drive for about
six years at that four-year college,

and, it was a tough,
tough go.

And I remember, every day it was
45 minutes there, 45 minutes back.

And as I would leave school every
day, I would quit school pretty much,

and be done with it.

And I'm never going back
to that place.

And on the 45-minute drive home,

God had enough time
to get into my thoughts

and let me hand it
back to him and say,

"Lord, I'm sorry.
I'll go back."

Because I am
dyslexic and ADD.

So, school was never
good or fun for me.

I was in all the classes you have
to go to when you couldn't keep up.

He was in school about a year, and a guy
approached him to work with teenagers.

And he...
I will never forget,

he said, "I... I don't
like teenagers."

And I said, "Well, you know,
have you prayed about it?"

And he said, "Well, no, because
I don't like teenagers."

He said,
"But I guess I will."

And the next day he
came to me and he said,

"Well, I think maybe we should
at least go talk to the pastor."

I have given you
my cell number, email,

everything I can get to you guys
to talk to me when you need me,

and, I have talked
to so many of you guys.

And one of the things that's
always on our minds is friends

and just stuff we're
trying to work through.

Hey, gang, cool dads in
the house. Squad goals.

Would you say this
place is lit? I say it is.

We have to put on our own...

kind of costumes...

So, when I started teaching, I'm still
figuring out my friendship with Jesus.

I am not killin' it at life.
I'm bumping my head every day.

He started hearing songs, and I think
that's when the song-writing part started.

I wrote songs for a long time
before anybody ever heard them.

I was scared to death
to show anybody.

But my youth group was
where I would sing the songs.

And that's how
I started writing.

This is what they call
a cassette tape,

and this is my band, One Voice.

And. man,
we played...

We probably played
a hundred shows a year

just at churches in our
area in North Florida.

And we would head to church, and we'd set
up after work on the weekends and play.

So, this is where it first
started happening for me.

Ooh. I was trying to be Kirk
from 4Him right there.

It didn't go well.

Mark? Mark? MARK: What? We're merging.

We're merging.

Melanie's getting
a little nervous.

We're filming and driving
at the same time. - Right.

Okay. Here we are.
It's bunch of woods out here.

Mark! Mark! Mark!

We did it all of college.

And he started leading
the worship on Wednesdays

um, in the youth group,
which was my old youth group.

Shortly after that, I started
helping him on Wednesday nights.

We had a couple of kids
in the youth group playing.

So, we ended up with a band,
like, in no time.

I don't know
what happened. So, the rest of college,

we were leading the worship
for the youth group.

Started leading worship for
our student ministry at the time.

And in that time, Mark Hall came to be the
youth pastor of the church I grew up in.

And I was still there.

I had plans
to hold it all together

playing my five chords on guitar
and lead worship for all these students.

Kind of... Kind of be the
glue that held it together

until Mark got there and got in
place and then I was gonna be like,

"Bye. I'm going to this other church
that all my friends left to go to."

Mark just, kind of...
They all sucked me in.

They just, kind of, engulfed
me into their ministry.

And I stayed and...
here we are.

So, they never had
a singing youth pastor before.

And, And I was like, "Hey,
man. I wanna sing with you guys."

And we started leading
worship for our youth group.

And I just did
what I know to do.

And, so that's when
we made the first Crowns CD,

was with that group of people.

And we would give
those to the students.

It was kind of like a track

that would have the gospel on
there and would have Bible verses.

It was really just for the
students to give out to their friends

and get them
to come to church.

But then, some parents would come
on Wednesdays and hear these songs

and they'd ask Mark,
"Where can we find the song?"

And then he was like,

"Right here
every Wednesday."

The funny part is, Hector,
the first guitar player,

he remembered, like, we did a Disciple
Now at our church with other bands.

And he's like, "That's the first time
I heard the name Casting Crowns."

I was sitting at the drums.
And somebody goes,

"Hey, here's Casting Crowns."

And he's like... MELODEE: Who's that?

"that's us."

Mark had pretty much came up
with the name Casting Crowns.

The name comes
from Revelation 4.

And if you read, John sees all the
elders around the throne of Christ

and their crowns
that they were given,

they're laying them
at the feet of Jesus.

I didn't know what to
think about it. I was like,

"What? We're naming
a band? This is crazy."

I was the pastor here at
Eagle's Landing for 31 years.

And our church was, um,
looking for a student pastor.

And, I... I knew
what I was looking for

but I didn't know
who I was looking for.

And I don't even remember
who gave me Mark's name.

But when I called him to reach
out to him, I had a great connection.

There was no pretention,
no trying to impress anybody.

It's just, "Hey,
this is who I am.

"This is what God
has made me to be."

We have a song called
"We Are The Body."

And, um, most of the words
came from this, um,

or a couple of other
places like James 2.

But this is a really special,
um, passage.

So, don't get up and go to the
bathroom while I'm reading this,

or I will throw a Bible at you.

All right. Kidding, kind of.

Um...

We were actually sitting at the
parking lot here at the church.

And, he said, "Hey, Pastor,
can you listen to this CD?"

It was a CD that they had
made. A home-made CD.

And, So, we popped it in the truck
and sat there and listened to it.

And, I can just
remember being stunned.

I just looked at him and said,
"Mark, if the world ever hears this,

"I mean, you're not gonna
be here very long."

So, there's a kid in my youth group,
actually a college kid, named Chase.

And Chase Tramont
goes off to basketball camp.

He meets Mark Miller,
the lead singer of Sawyer Brown.

Welcome to
Sawyer Brown Live.

Chase comes up to me,
I didn't know him at the time,

and he says, "My coach says you're
famous, and I've never heard of you."

And we both started laughing.

And he said, "Well, the best band
in the world plays at my church."

And so I say, "Well,
you know what,

"I thought I had the
best band in the world.

"But I would love to hear what you
think is the best band in the world."

So, he went in and pulled out of his
gym bag the CD and he gave it to me.

In our business, we get tapes
and CDs and stuff all the time.

And for the most part, 99% of the
time, they're really not very good.

It's a Sunday night
in McDonough, Georgia.

I'm at Johnny's Pizza with a
couple of guys from the youth group.

And I get a phone call.

And it's this guy.

He says, "Hey, this is
Mark Miller of Swayer Brown.

And I'm like,
"Whoa! Okay. Hey, how are you?"

He goes, "Man, I'm
listening to your music.

"This kid named Chase
gave me your CD."

And I'm like, "Chase!"
Right?

And he says, "I'm here with a friend
of mine, Steven Curtis Chapman."

And I'm like...

"Yes, yes. I'm familiar.
I believe I've heard the name."

You know he's only my hero.

So, I'm just playing it cool.

And, um, he says, "Man,
we're listening to your songs."

And, he said, "Man,
you got something to say."

And, And I... I'm... I don't
even know what to say back.

I am walking to Wednesday-night
meal just from the office complex,

and Mark Hall says,
"Hey, Pastor Tim."

And he said, "I think
somebody's spoofing me."

I was like, "What are
you talking about?"

He said, "Somebody
just called me

"and said they were
Steven Curtis Chapman."

We used to vacation
with some very dear friends,

Mark Miller and his brother
Frank Miller.

So, we had a lot of fun together
and laughed, and, you know,

we talk about music, faith,
talk about family all those things.

And at some point, I
remember Mark Miller saying,

"Hey, I've got
a CD of a group."

There's something really
special going on here.

I popped the CD in and... the first
song I heard was "If We Are The Body"

It's challenging.
It's asking questions.

It's convicting.

But it's not pointing the finger
like, "What's wrong with you?"

It was the very first day for Terry
Hemmings, the new president of,

what at the time was called, Provident
label group or Provident Music.

And I was the General Manager
of Reunion Records.

My first day on the job
I brought this cassette in,

had a meeting
with the executive team,

went into Dean Diehl's office and
played him "If We Are The Body."

I was just like
"What is this?"

It wasn't just something
that just made you feel good.

It was something
that shook you up a little bit.

How do we do this?
Let's do this now.

In this first conversation,
I am going through,

like, what the record deal
would look like.

'Cause Terry told me to call him
up and sign him to a record deal.

So, I am going through
the whole thing,

and there's, like,
silence on the call.

And he said, "Man, all that sounds
great. But I just have one question.

"Am I still gonna be able
to be a youth pastor?"

He said to me, "Pastor, listen.
You gotta hold me accountable

"through every conversation we
have, through all the contracts stuff.

"And if they say you gotta choose
between student pastor and a musician,

"it's student pastor.

"I'm not gonna do this."

We had a list
of, like, 10 or 12 things,

"This is what it takes
to be a successful new artist

"in this business,
in this industry."

And we had our checklist.

And so, in my mind, I am talking to
Mark Hall and I am asking questions

and Mel's there
and we are talking,

and not a lot of the boxes
are getting checked.

There's no way.
He can't do both of these.

But at the end
of the conversation,

Mark said, "Hey, bottom
line is I am a student pastor."

And he looked at me and I
said, "Hey, he just... he told me

"my job is to hold him
accountable for God's calling.

"Whatever you guys gotta do to work
this out that's what we need to do."

I don't... I don't know if
they thought we were naive

and we probably were.

When I walked over there, I remember
driving home thinking to myself,

"Man, we just got

"a great student pastor,
and he is doing fantastic,

"and they are gonna...
he is gonna be gone."

God, we pray that people
fill this place up tonight.

That whatever walls we are
building around, whatever it is,

that we would see
that you can handle it.

That Lord, you'd... open
us up a little bit more tonight.

We know you don't need
this whole concert to do that,

but it would be awesome
if we could be here

on the night you
did that for somebody.

And let it start with us.

Lord, thank you that you
are patient with us to wait.

Lord, I thank you that
you can do so much more

than we can ask
or think or imagine.

I pray that you just start helping
us to ask, to think and to imagine.

In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.

Well, I am just anxious to feel
the presence of the Lord tonight

'cause these are songs
of truth and from the heart,

and when people hear this
they hear Jesus.

Their music... if I'm having a bad
day at work, I turn their music on,

I've got it downloaded
on my phone,

and it just
instantly uplifts me.

Casting Crowns
and their lyrics just...

it's real life and it
reaches your heart.

I was working with Steven Curtis
Chapman and... one of my heroes,

and we are working on a song
and I remember him saying

there is something
that Bill Gaither told him,

"There's the 'So what?' test."

When you finish writing what
you're writing, "Okay. So what?

"What are you saying?
What's the point of that?"

And that has always
stuck with me.

If somebody's gonna give me four minutes of
their life, three minutes of their life, um,

what am I telling them?

I was struggling
with a lot of mental distress.

I had just given
my life back to the Lord

and I just know that the enemy was
just trying to almost make me feel like,

"You are doing
the wrong thing."

Lot of lies that we're
just bombarding my mind,

and it would be hard
for me to sleep at night.

I came across this song
"The Voice of Truth."

"Tells me a different story. The voice
of truth says, 'Do not be afraid.'"

I would listen to that song
on repeat all night long,

and that song just
buried into my spirit.

It taught me that
Jesus is the truth,

and there is no lie that is gonna
stop Him from being who He is

and Him from being...
me from being who I am in Him.

And it revolutionized my
relationship with the Lord

and from then, I have not had
any more emotional distress at all.

It was a delivering experience.

My husband, he used to
attend a lot of meetings,

and he was on his way back.

He... He caught COVID.

And it hit him hard. Um...

He asked me to call 911
because he couldn't breathe.

Um... Paramedics came.

When they let me
go into the room,

all I did was
play worship music,

you know, the songs
that he loved,

you know,
all the Casting Crowns.

It was hard for me because...

it was hard for me to let go.

So, "Scars In Heaven."

Who would have thought that I would be
playing that song in my husband's service?

And I know that
he is with our God.

That song was just
so perfect because,

although he is
not here with me,

he got spiritual healing
completely.

My girls. That's
their song with him.

It just rings so close to us

because that's the person who has them,
the one who has scars in his hands.

So, it's 2003 when Crowns, kind
of, happened everywhere else.

Everybody here was
used to us, you know?

And, so when we got signed, there was
a lot of fear, I think, in the church.

You know, it's just like, "What's
that mean? Is Mark gonna go off?"

And there were
little murmurings.

I think it was a Wednesday
night. I just kind of addressed it.

I said, "Guys, I'm hearing a lot
of you guys think that, you know,

"we are gonna become these
artists and disappear. Just be gone.

"And the church is
gonna be left high and dry.

"You know, I think the
reason you think that

"is probably because
that's what you would do.

"But that's not who we are.

"Casting Crowns was gonna
be part of Eagle's Landing.

"Just one more ministry like any
other mission's ministry in the church

"that heads out and
shares Jesus on the road."

It doesn't make it
very financially easy

when you are only gonna do
three shows a week

because Mark wanted
to be in the office.

He wanted to be at church
on Sunday morning.

And the office at church
on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday,

and then with the youth group
on Wednesday night,

it did create its challenges
in the beginning.

But there was still always
the purpose and the goal.

I would love to say I was
the guy that immediately went,

"This is gonna work. This is gonna be
awesome. I feel God at work" and stuff.

I am the guy that's gonna actually
put together a marketing plan

where I don't have
access to the artists.

And touring. Am I gonna be
able to get these guys on a tour?

I love this guy, but I have said
no to a lot of artists that I love.

It's the first
couple of days of tour.

First concert.

Second concert?

Slightly less.

We didn't really do things the way the
industry did them when we first started.

The way we tour is we did Thursday,
Friday and Saturday. Came back home.

That's like, "That's a whole another
day that you guys can tour on Sunday."

You function in the
industry as a touring group.

And touring is kind of difficult
because you rent production equipment,

PA, lights, video, buses.

These are semis. We
got three of them this year.

One, two, three.

This is our army of buses.

One, two, three, four... five.

Now when we travel, our family
travels with us every weekend.

So, the first half of the day
is all about me and my kids.

But at night,
it gets a little crazy.

So, it's always special when
I can slip out and see them.

Let's go see the babies.

Hello?

Daddy!

Hey, who are those
people? Do you know?

No.No.

That's not fair!
Can you cut out this?

He said, "Can you cut out this?"

My kid is talking
about editing already.

Look at his smile.

And cut!

Let's show them what your
bunks look like, okay? Come on.

Show them how
you get up in there.

Ha.

Show them where
you're bunking.

Hello Kitty pillow!

Wednesday night after church,
we load up at midnight,

get the kids out of the bed,
slide them in here,

and they're gonna wake up in
whatever city we're gonna be in.

And we just roll in Sunday
morning right before, um,

let's say right before
Sunday school.

Right back here, it's our
craft area, hang-out wing

of the estate of bus here.

This is our family.
This is how we do it.

We decided from the start we're
gonna do it together. So, here we be.

God's blessing us.
Good stuff.

The first tour I did with him,
we knew, "Hey."

Every Sunday I watched them get up at
crack of dawn or leave Saturday night.

Get the bus back home.

There were
challenges with routing

because there's only so many cities
within striking distance of Atlanta

that I can get them back
to driving in on buses.

It's definitely
not that glamorous.

And you're living
in tight quarters.

You're going city to city.

And how cool is that. You're
getting to travel around the country.

Many days, I get to see the
inside of a venue and that's it.

It was so surreal that I
didn't feel like it was real life.

I thought it was this weird
thing we do on the weekends

and then we come home
to real life.

There would be a clean
pile of clothes on the floor

and a dirty pile of clothes
on the floor,

and they never made it
to any drawers.

We'd just wash them and
put them back in the suitcase.

And I would literally come home
on Monday and stare at the wall

because I was so, like, mentally,
spiritually, like, exhausted.

Where are we?

Um... Arizona.

I knew that.Nice.

I had to think
about it for a second.

Hey, Mark, where are we?

We are in Glendale, Arizona. Hey!

- That's a first.
- I was gonna say.

Where are we, Melodee?

They're completely oblivious that another
member of the band is filming them

when they are gushing
over the band.

Andy's on his eighth step.
Need an oxygen bottle?

"I might not be able
to carry the ring,

..."but I can carry you."

Mr. Frodo.

There is a certain smell
in this area.

There has been livestock
in this building before.

Wonder how they clean
this. It reeks of a certain odor.

It smells like cow up in here.

They call me tour-mom Mel very
often because I play the role of mom.

And I'm doling out the
medicines when people are sick,

checking the fever,
and checking on the spouse,

and, "How's your wife doing?
And how are the kids doing?"

And trying to help encourage
wherever I can.

Raising a family on the road
is a little bit like home school.

Except that it is home school,
and bus school, and plane school,

and boat school,
hotel-room school.

We have three kids.

They've been travelling with me
since they were newborns.

They have grown up
on the road.

Think they have been
to 48 continental states.

When you get to a venue, you
think it's loud during the concert.

But it's really loud when you
got guys yelling at each other.

There is a forklift
driving back and forth

and things are clanging
and banging.

And Melodee is trying to keep
a five-year-old boy's attention.

And there's people, you know,
cases going back and forth.

She's like, "I'm right here.
I'm right here. Look at me.

"I'm gonna read to you. Okay.
Can you do the math? Do your math."

We have four fantastic kids
that we love greatly,

and they get to travel
and get to meet people.

They get
to learn responsibility.

They get to work and learn how to be a
responsible member of society, if you will

and life skills and things.

And, um, it's been really great. I feel
like it's made them really well-rounded.

Been travelling with Crowns since they
started. I was about five years old.

So, that's kind of been...
My whole life has been

half a week on a bus
and half the week at home.

You got a little bit of mustard
right there on your face.

Further. Further.

Your tongue's
not gonna reach it.

See?

That's it. Attaboy.
That's what I'm talking about.

This is JM on the bass guitar.

By the way, he and his wife just found out
they're gonna have a baby and it is a boy.

You can look and see
their track record.

They have had family
travel with them on the road.

They've stayed integrated
with each other.

And I know that's not easy.

I have a family at home.

They don't get to come
out with me out on the road.

It's hard for me to be out
here. But, I... like, I know.

I have told my wife, "If it was
music for the sake of music,

"as much as I love music,
I'd have to be out."

It has to be something deeper, particularly
in Christian music, behind going out and just

hitting the stage every night, and feeling
the adrenaline rush from being onstage.

I felt like, in many ways, we were
saying hello and goodbye in one night.

I'm like, "What can
possibly be done?"

I started realizing that
these songs in themselves

are earning the right
to tell truth to folks

because we're saying, "I
don't have it together either."

So, I started seeing at
that one visit of a concert

if we could drop a few
little nuggets into their heart.

The first one I remember that landed
with people was, "God doesn't need you.

"God wants you."

And just seeing lights
come on in the room

has really given us a sense of purpose
of why we're out here doing this.

Mark's always encouraging us to
lift our eyes up from what we're doing

and look at what God's
doing in the crowd.

And it's a good way to constantly
remind us that it's not about us.

When I look at it, people are
singing our songs back to us,

it's like God is connecting
with that person

through a song
that He let me write.

And coming back to my own
church every week was a reminder of,

"You gotta remember who's who
in the zoo here." Right?

The moment I start stepping, that's a
very dangerous place to be, on a stage,

'cause you're standing between
people in their moment with the Father.

There's this idea that the people up
on the stage have got it all together.

And, you never want
that to get into your head.

You know, we know we're
a bunch of dorks.

It's like reverse coordinate.

It hit the board, It hit the
strings and then bounced back in.

Juan. Yeah, baby. Come
on now! Get you some of that!

I'm de-tuning your guitar.

What the heck, man?
Hey.

I think it's easy for artists
to move to Nashville

and get sucked up
into all the business.

And everything and everybody
just come out of the wood works.

And everybody wants something.
Everybody needs something.

Kind of the first Easter
that they were around,

the agent called me and he said,
"Mike, you're not gonna believe this.

"We have an incredible offer for Casting
Crowns to go play at this church in California.

"I'm not gonna say anything more.
I'm just gonna send it over to you.

"And, I guess we'll see

"if they're serious about being
home for church on Sunday."

He sends the offer,
and I couldn't believe it.

And it included airfare,
so there's no risk for them.

They can fly from Atlanta to
California, play a big Easter service

and fly home.

It was the biggest money
that they had ever seen.

And I sent it over. And I got a call
almost immediately from Melanie Hall,

and said, "Mike,
we're incredibly honored.

"Please tell them thank you, and we
would love to come back at another time,

"but we're committed to being
at our home church for Easter."

And at that moment I'm like,
"I guess they're for real."

He told me at that time,
and I didn't believe it.

It took me until the second
record to really understand this.

He said, "I'm not a youth pastor who
wants to be an artist... Also an artist.

"I'm not an artist who also
wants to be a youth pastor.

"I'm not a dual-career person
trying to juggle two things.

"I'm a youth pastor.

"Period."

One thing I would want you to know
about us before we go tonight is that

I came so, so close
to never being a youth pastor.

So, close to never even
thinking about writing a song

because I had spent almost
all of my life... scared.

I would have never imagined getting
up in front of people and singing

much less talking.

That was not my thing.

I'm the kid in the LD classes
from school.

You know, everything about
life taught me,

"Stay in the back. Blend
in as good as you can.

"I'm sure God has a plan, and I'm
sure God can do big things to people.

"It's just not gonna
be for you, Mark."

And I lived in "scared"
for a long time

until I finally started letting
God talk to me about "scared."

Then I see God tell Paul.
2 Corinthians 12,

where Paul has a thorn
in his flesh.

"My grace is sufficient for you, and my power
is gonna be made perfect in your weakness."

I thinks it's the reason there
even is a Casting Crowns.

That morning,
He started to say to me.

"Mark...

"I don't need you.

"I want you.

"Mark, I don't needyou.

"I want you.

"Do you think that all of
these fears and limitations

"and all these things that make
you feel so small are worrying me?

"You think that all these
little initials you got

"from all these little tests
when you were a kid

"are weighing me down?

"Mark, I am gonna do
something in the world.

"I just wanna know
if you wanna come."

My songs tends
to start in the dark.

Art usually starts
in the dark.

We were just in the Rock & Roll Hall
of Fame walking around the other day.

When I walked through there, I
saw so much more than just music.

I saw pain,
heaviness on people.

There's a hopelessness
about people.

And the more loved art is
usually the art that's honest

and that's usually the art
that's in the dark.

And what I saw is a trend
in all these bands

that I listened to as a kid
in my darkest days.

All they really did was say,
"It's dark. Maybe it'll get better."

Or, "It's dark. What's
the use," you know?

And as a believer, I can't
live my life that way anymore.

I started looking back on songs
and seeing a trend in my writing.

And the trend that I see is that,
they start with, "This is how I feel.

"This is what
makes sense to me."

So, when I write a song, I'm
gonna start with my feelings.

"This is how I feel." But now,
I've gotta go to His word and say,

"God, I need you to tell me the
truth about my feelings." Right?

"I know my feelings are valid, but I
need to know what's true about it."

So, songs like
"Voice of Truth,"

I'm dealing with... with
being dyslexic, having ADD,

flunking classes
every semester, you know?

And going, "Why in
the world am I here?"

Um, that's where
the song starts.

I received a text
from Jack, March 2nd.

It was a day before my birthday,

and I was in a meeting
in my office.

And when I was reading
his text, it said,

"I'm dying."

I grew up in McDonough.
I've been there all my life.

Been in church all my life.

My parents have been
heavily involved in the church

whether it's my mom working
or my dad volunteering.

I met Jack when
he was about fifth grade.

He grew up with my son,
John Michael.

So, that whole friend group came
through the youth group together.

I saw very early on that
Jack had a soft heart.

Me being dyslexic and ADD, I can always sense
when somebody processes a little different.

And... you know, Jack has some of the
same things you struggle with in school

that I struggled with.

And just always had a special
place in my heart for Jack.

He and his best friends
formed this band in high school.

After graduation, they actually
were playing gigs around Atlanta.

Solo Jones was the band and it went
farther than I ever though it would.

I was having a hard time

with how I viewed a drummer in a
rock band or a rock band in general.

Like, I had this vision of, "Let's party. Let's
get drunk. Let's go on the stage buzzing."

I could tell that he was fading. And I
would chat with him every once in a while.

And he would be,
"All right. Okay. All right."

I was skateboarding,
and I was in an accident,

and I broke a couple of ribs.

I had somebody really close to me
very innocently gave me painkillers.

When I was taking those pills,
I felt more confident,

and I felt like I knew myself.

I wasn't as introverted.
I felt more talkative.

I felt like people
liked me more.

It's such a sick thing
because...

My gosh.

You know, no one tells you that

as you take these, your
tolerance is gonna get higher.

And no one tells you that
it's changing, like,

some hard-core chemistry
in your brain.

And, I'm not blaming anybody. This
is... All of these things were my fault.

I had so hardly
rewired my brain

that reward system that's in my mind,
that knows nothing that is good or bad.

It just knows that it wants
to feel that... that high again.

I remember one night him talking
to me when it got a little dark for him.

And it was catching up to him.

So, we sat down
in Waffle House.

And probably around midnight, it's
the best time to be at Waffle House,

and we just start
talking about life.

I really opened up for the first
time about what I was thinking

and, like, where
I was spiritually.

He was like, "Well,
you know, I just...

"I just always heard about Jesus, and
it's always been what I've grown up with.

"But what if there's
just more out there?"

And I just remember telling him,

"Jack, the love of God
is inescapable,

"and you can run Him away,
you can party Him away,

"you can try to
question Him away.

"But at the end of every day,

"it's just you looking up at your
ceiling fan knowing that He's here."

Mark listened to me.
He listened to my doubts,

and he made me realize that to
come to Christ, like to be surrendered,

you don't have to,
like, not doubt.

You don't have to
have it all figured out.

There have always
been people in my life

that knew what I've done wrong.

But because of Jesus,
they didn't burn bridges.

There's always a bridge there.

And one of the things that I
always wanted Jack to know

is that this bridge
is always here.

So, I'll always tell him
the same thing.

I tell him the truth. I tell him
what he doesn't wanna hear.

And I'd remind him
I'm always in your corner.

You tell me you wanna talk,
and I'm right here.

And he would run,

and he would fall off a cliff.

But he knew I'm gonna be here.

And it wasn't just me,
it was a lot of people

that were there for him, just
like there are people there for me.

In high school, growing up with my best
friends, they're still my best friends,

if someone were to tell me, "You're
gonna take pictures of their bank account

"so that later you can go and drain
it so you can just keep getting high."

You know, I would think that's
the most ridiculous thing ever.

It was a few days
before Christmas, actually.

I get a call from his
best friend and he said,

"You know, Jack has stolen from
the band and something has to happen."

He said, "He cannot come back until
there is some kind of intervention."

On Christmas Eve is when I
texted Mark, I texted my pastor, um,

and I texted my therapist.

I'm like, "Hey, I need help.
I don't know what else to do."

We're eating... dinner

and I get a text from Mark
saying, "Hi, is Jack okay?"

And I get call right after that
text come. It was from Pastor Tim.

Two weeks after that, um, is
when I went to a retreat center.

They have an aspect of it
called "Colony of Mercy,"

and it's for
addiction recovery.

It was faith-based, and at the
time, I didn't want faith-based at all.

You know, looking back on it, it
was because I was really ashamed

and I didn't want Jesus
to do anything about it.

I remember standing in the
parking lot when he was leaving,

and I told him, "So, Jack,
you're not going up there,

"to find out who you are.

"You're going up there for
God to remind you who you are."

My parents, and Mark, my
friends are a perfect picture

of somebody stepping down to the mess
I made and walking with me through it.

I didn't deserve the help that I was
being given, but I'm very grateful for it

because a few of my friends
that I met at rehab

don't have the
support system I have.

They don't have the family,
they don't have the friends.

They don't have the pastor.
They don't have the church.

We had planned to go and
visit Jack at rehab in March.

Casting Crowns was going to be having
a concert there at Trenton, New Jersey.

And Melanie said, "Well, why not we give
tickets, you know, to the whole rehab?"

So, that's what they did.

And I get a call from Mark, and he
said, "Hey, they just closed us down."

That was the day that, you know, most of
America closed down because of COVID.

We have a tour meeting, and,
we said, "This is not gonna happen.

"We're gonna have to find a way to
get home and keep our families safe."

But the first thing I thought was,
"Dude, we're an hour from Jack."

So, I looked over at Josh, I looked over at
Juan and said, "We're gonna go see Jack."

We brought our acoustics. We're
playing songs acoustic to them

just to encourage them

and see our friend
and hug his neck.

You know, we don't have TVs.
We don't have cell phones there.

But every Friday night, they would
let us watch music videos on YouTube.

Somebody, without fail,
would always play a Crowns song

whether it was "Nobody,"
"My Soul."

But they really played "Nobody"
every single time.

It was gonna be cool for my friends
that I had met to go to this concert,

but now it's gonna be even
cooler that they're coming here.

This was my youth pastor, and he just
happens to be in a famous band now.

Walking into that room and seeing Jack
walk through those pews, to get to me

was, I could already
see he was different.

We kind of surprised him
about half-way through. And...

We're playing some songs and
we got to the song "Voice of Truth."

"Voice of Truth" is all about
laying down some lies

and understanding that what's true
about you is what God says about you.

That's what true about you.

And, in my head a million times, it was like,
"Don't do this. Don't do this. Don't do this."

I said, "I'm doing it.

"Jack. Come up here, Jack." Everybody's
cheering Jack on. Jack gets up on that stage.

That was the first time Jack had
played the drums in months and months.

And they did not allow you to play any
instrument. It was part of the disciplines.

And so, it was
a God moment for him.

What he loves...
and his gift.

All right.

Ha had resigned himself to...
he was cutting grass.

He told me... He says, "I don't
care if I ever play drums again."

The dark places
that he had been,

he felt like that was, kind of, a place
where... that he could just leave behind.

And he would just be content
playing in church is what he told me.

I was just getting
to a place of contentment, um,

and starting to grasp
the fact that

if my life is not revolved
around music, like, it's okay.

It sucked for sure. It was hard. But, you
know, I was slowly getting to the point of,

"This isn't for me."

What he didn't know
was right about that time,

Brian, our drummer, was deciding it
was time for him to come off the road.

His sons were getting about
middle school, high school.

He had an opportunity

to work with a non-profit
that helps foster families,

and it was just
the perfect time for him.

I knew I was gonna
need a drummer.

But I knew that I needed Jack to walk
with Jesus more than I needed a drummer.

So, I didn't say
a word about it.

And every time we met, we talked
about Jack we talked about Jesus.

I remember him showing me the tattoos on
his arms and how they all had stories.

He was kind of ashamed
of some of his ink.

I said, "Man, that's
not you anymore."

You got new stories for those.
You have a brand-new story now.

And I remember him telling me
like, "I really wanna play drums."

He said, "But I'm scared of the
places that I have to go to play drums."

He's still haunted by the people
that he hurt, people in our church.

And months of him learning to
trust Jesus through hard times,

facing his parents again, going back to his
house again, dealing with his brothers again,

trying to reform relationships
that had been so broken, right?

And I remember the day
he was in my office. He said,

"Mark, I think... I don't think
I ever would have said this,

"but I think that I'm okay
with releasing drumming.

"I need Jesus more
than I need drumming."

That's when I knew
it was time.

I went to his dad first.

He was saying that, "Hey,
how's Jack doing?"

I said, "Man, Jack's doing
really good right now."

And I said, "Vic, Brian's
stepping down as drummer."

And Vic is a lot like me. Vic
cries first and asks questions later.

He said, "How about we just let him come
on tour with us and see how it works out."

And at that point I start getting
ahold of Jack to talk to him.

I said, "Man, I'm wondering
if you're free in the spring."

I'm cutting grass, and I'm pressure-washing
houses. That's what I'm doing.

I said, "I'd like for you to sit in
and play drums on this tour."

And he looked at me
like a kid.

He said, "See if you like it." I'm
thinking, "Bro, I'm gonna like it."

I just go ahead and say,
"I'm gonna like it."

And he's sitting back
and he says, "Is this real?"

I just felt like somebody was gonna come
out with a camera and say, "Gotcha!"

Since I was a little kid,
that's what I wanted.

I literally cannot believe
this is happening.

Here's some of the things
that are gonna have to happen.

You know, we're gonna put some
safeguards. We're gonna put guard rails.

But I know that I need you. And I know that
all of your life has led you to right this...

this moment.

He said, "Does Brian know?"

Talking about our old drummer.

I said, "Yeah, Brian knows." And he
said, "Does Brian think I can do it?"

"Jack...

"none of us are good
enough to do this.

"That's what makes
Casting Crowns what it is.

"We're all in over our heads.

"God's letting us do this. And I
think God's gonna let you do this."

The whole story of "Nobody"
is John the Baptist was asked,

you know, "Who are you?"

Um, and that was his
moment to kind of shine.

And he's like, "Man,
I'm just a voice."

And... because he knew. He saw
Jesus for who he was. And he knew...

Every time I sing that song,

I'm gonna hear those guys singing it louder
than... louder than Mark was singing it.

My songs start in the dark, but
I've gotta let God speak light into that

and then I gotta
follow Him out.

"East to West" it's me
struggling with God's forgiveness

and just feeling haunted.

"God, just how far
is this East from the West?

"I mean, are you still
with me after all of this?"

And I go to his word, and
it says, "Yes, he is." Right?

Songs like that, for me,
that's where everybody lives.

So, It's easy to write
songs where everybody lives

because... we're all a
bunch of train wrecks, right?

Having these lyrics set to music where these
people are singing scripture over their lives,

they're singing hard truths and good truths
and... I think it's a beautiful thing.

People don't walk around with
a CD of their favorite preacher.

You don't remember sermons
as well as you do a song.

You can say something to me, but if
I hear it in, like, a bridge of a song,

it's gonna totally resonate
in a different spot in my mind.

I'm not good with
putting words together.

I'm not the brightest crayon
in the box.

But music was something
that always stuck.

When I started playing guitar,
it was just like,

"I love this.
This is where I can be me."

Um, and then when I realized
that I can do that for God

and honor Him and know Him more,

it was just,
"I'm sold. I'm done.

"This is what I'm doing
for the rest of my life."

You can
see hurting,

dealing with their
hard stuff,

or they're
going through storms,

very easily in the crowd.

I usually try and
remember like, "We're here.

"And we get the opportunity
to sing these songs

"that God is using
in all these people's lives."

Those moments that help me
to remember to keep my eyes up,

and to try to gauge whatever the Lord's
doing out there because that's what matters.

You know, it might be my five
hundredth time playing a song.

I can probably play
these songs in my sleep.

It's just muscle memory
at this point.

But it might be that person's first
time hearing it or hearing it live.

And that matters.

God bless you guys.
Thanks for coming.

You listen to someone's
story long enough,

you will hear the moment they
needed God to show up a certain way,

and He didn't show up that way.

And when God doesn't show
up the way you need Him to,

you gotta figure out what
you're gonna do with that.

And in our little minds,
we're like,

"Okay, either He doesn't
love me, or He's not there."

We were out on the road.
I'm dealing with acid reflux,

dealing with throat issues,
voice issues.

I've had voice problems
just all through Crowns

until having surgery just a
few years ago on my chords.

Can you sing it again...
again from the top?

That feels really good.

We gotta write a song
with that in it.

All right. We're gonna try
this. I'll get you some tea.

So, I went to the doctor for
acid reflux, and he did a scan.

I left the doctor. The
doctor's a friend of mine, Scott.

And, I went to a funeral,
and I came out of the funeral

and I was just ready
to hear something from him.

And I looked at my phone
and I see a text from Scott.

And it just says,
"I need you to call me."

And I stood
in the foyer of that church.

People just walking by, and it's
like everything just slowed down.

And I just read that text
over and over and over.

And all I can think was,
something's about to happen.

Just something's
about to happen.

And I walked out of the
parking lot, and I called Scott.

And he said, "You gotta a
mass on one of your kidneys.

"And, I don't think we're gonna
need to try to test it or anything.

"I think we just need to take
the whole thing and test it later.

"It's, like, it's... it's large, and
it looks a little aggressive."

And, and I'm sitting...

I'm standing in the parking lot like
we're talking about somebody else.

Like... I'm the pastor guy that walks
other people through their hard time.

And I'm hearing him talk to me.
And I'm this guy... I'm just thinking,

"We need to pray
for this guy."

You know, like, "No, this is
me. This is happening right now."

I started walking around
the parking lot.

And, I remember looking up in the
sky, and there wasn't a star anywhere.

It was just gray.

I remember thinking, "God, what
are we doing? What is happening?"

You know, "What does this mean?"

It was
a really hard day.

Went to the doctor.

Came home. We're in the car.
We pull into the driveway.

We just sit there for a minute

knowing that we're the
only two people that know.

So, we say, "God, that you
that you're not anxious about this,

"and I gotta lean into you."

And I know that
He can calm the storm,

or He might just sit down
next to me and say,

"I love you, but this
is gonna happen.

"And we're gonna
walk through it."

And one of the first songs
that I wrote like that

was a song called
"Praise You In This Storm."

And we walked with a family. They're
losing their little girl to cancer.

Erin started to dance when
she was about three years old.

She loved ballet, tap, jazz.

She was known for her smile,
and people loved being around her.

She wasn't perfect. By
no means was Erin perfect.

But she loved the Lord.
My goodness.

The girls were listening
to music that we felt, like,

it was inappropriate for
young girls to be listening to.

So, he did some research
and found Casting Crowns.

We introduced
that music to them

and they just started listening
to them every day, all the time.

Erin was so excited.
Meribeth was too.

They wanted to meet
Mark Hall and the band.

We were starting to get
emails. Never got any emails.

I'm not used to anyone other than my
church hearing the songs, you know?

So, we were just starting
to hear from people,

and we connected with
a little girl named Erin,

who had performed a dance at
her school to one of our songs.

And met the family. And right about
the time we connected with Erin,

that's when they discovered that
the reason she wasn't getting well,

and she kind of stayed sick
was it was cancer.

She only had about
2-3% chance of survival.

And then in about three months
we would probably start treating her

for quality of life
instead of quantity of life.

She came to me and said,
"Mom, I had a dream."

We found out that I had cancer
widespread throughout my whole body.

So, we got down on our knees and
then we started praying and praying.

It was hard. We trusted God.

We trusted that He was gonna
heal me and work a miracle in me.

And sure enough, He sent
an angel to me in a dream.

And the angel said,
"You're gonna be okay."

Four months later, in January,
we went back for a scan.

And they said, "It's normal."

We're like, "Normal,
as in nothing's changed,

"or normal, as in there's
no cancer?"

They're like, "Normal,
as in there's no cancer."

So, then they turn to me
and they were like,

"What do you have to say about
that, Erin?" And I said, "Well...

"Am I supposed
to be surprised?"

But they don't like
to say cancer-free.

There's no sign of cancer
is what they told us.

The last year,
she couldn't attend class.

So, we decided that... We
thought it would be really special

to do a private solo dance
with just the four of us.

Erin and Meribeth chose a song and it
happened to be a Casting Crowns song

called "Here I Go Again."

We practiced all year long, and we danced
to that song at the Carolina theatre.

So, shortly after we met Casting
Crowns, Erin started feeling bad.

So, we called the doctor and moved
up the bone scan by about three weeks

and found out that her cancer
had returned to her lungs.

She had already had 12
months' worth of chemotherapy,

nine weeks' worth
of heavy-duty radiation.

I talked to Erin,
and we prayed about it.

And she said that she would
choose heaven over chemo.

And we knew, and she knew
where she was going when she died.

But I didn't want her to die.

I wanted her to live.

And even though I'm praying
for God's will to be done,

and I wanting
God's will to be done,

I wanting God's will
to be my will.

And He just had a whole
bigger view of things than I did.

I remember talking to Erin
one night and telling her

'cause I was so excited I was
like, "I'm writing a song for you."

She was so excited
that she screamed.

Mark just sat down and talked
to Erin like they were best friends,

and they really did become
best friends after that.

They were phoning each other all
the time, you know, emailing constantly.

At one point, she was
having trouble breathing.

And I said to Erin,
"What can I do for you?"

And she said,
"Just read the scriptures."

So, I sat on her bed, and I read the
scriptures that had meant so much to us.

4:24 a.m. on November 1st,

at that point I had gotten in her bed,
and Joey had helped lay her in my arms.

And at 4:24 she opened
her eyes, and looked up.

And I said, "Erin,
do you see Jesus?"

And she took one last breath.

And we had been warned that
her last moments might be terrifying,

but they weren't.

She just took one last breath.

And the peace that
I literally felt, like,

raining down on me
at that moment

was the miracle that was beyond
any miracle I had prayed for.

I knew she was with Jesus.

And I knew
I would see her again.

We saw what worship
looked like in a hard time,

and I remember it speaking
so much to me.

And I want people to see that we don't
worship God because today is good,

we worship God because
God is good today, right?

So, there's a... there's
something that's gotta happen

that only He can do
in your heart.

So, ever since the Crowns
have been a band,

we've sung the songs
like "Praise You In This Storm,"

"Already There," "Just Be Held,"
"My Soul," "Desert Road"

because people need to see how to
navigate that and trust God through it.

FedEx drops off a box,
and it's from Mark.

And I'm like,
"What could that be?"

And I cut... went to cut the tape,
and I stopped, and I remembered

I just watched him win a
Dove award for this song.

I wonder if it had
something to do with that.

You know, and we... open the
box and there's the Dove Award,

and I'm like, "Ain't no
way he gave that away."

We received two of these
because of a songwriter in the band.

And we're gonna send
one of these to Ms. Laurie

along with all the letters that
we've collected over the two years

of, just, people all over the country
encouraged by Erin's ministry,

of the storm that
they went through.

And I pray more that this a more
special time for them than it is for us.

While I was up on stage,
he gave me the book.

And it was just full of emails
that he had received

from people who wanted to share
what the song had meant to them,

how it had ministered to them,

changed their lives,
touched their lives.

We've seen Casting Crowns
play in concert many times.

It'll never be enough because
every time I hear that song,

it's like Erin's back.

Reading the emails
just solidified the miracle

that I see happening
still with that song

and how Erin was
instrumental in being used

like she wanted to be used
by God to touch others.

And so, it means so
much to us as a family.

Just seeing how the impact of
what Mark was going through

impacted other people,

I knew that whatever it was, that God
was gonna walk with us through the storm,

and we were just gonna have
to trust Him in the middle of it.

At the end of the day,
he just saw that as another way

that God was fashioning him
into the image of His son

so that He might be glorified
through his life.

I think it also let people know

that, you know, even if you're
in the spotlight on the stage,

you're a real person.

I think that's an encouragement
to everyone, and it has been

through his songs and even
through what he shares at concerts.

Maybe one of the best ways
that he ministers to people,

that are walking through
similar things in their life,

God can get you through, and
he's speaking from experience.

Sing it.

Right?

They are arguably the most successful
artist in the last 20-25 years.

And they've sold
12 million records,

18 Dove awards,
15 number one songs.

There is certainly
a success factor,

but there's an impact
that is immeasurable.

All those awards and accolades
are just a reflection

of a much greater and important
component of their career.

Mark used to say this way back,
I can't believe I can remember it,

that a song can
change your day

but only God can
change your life.

We've been able to visit
a number of countries,

thirty-eight countries I think
is where the count is currently

in the past 18 years.

Brazil and Kenya,
Germany and...

we've been to Singapore
a couple of times,

we've been to North Korea.

How did we get here?

When you start thinking
about all the fame

that comes with a ministry like this
just blossoming around the world,

it's so easy for that
to go to your head.

You're on the stage, and they're in
the audience, and there's a distance,

and this is one of the things I've
wrestled with because it's isolating.

There's a detachment

from really where the people that
you're ministering to and singing to are

if you allow it to be.

We see a lot of artists. And they go
and give everything that they have.

And they're on stage every
night, and they come off.

And maybe they're addicted
to that adrenaline.

They're addicted to the rush
of being on stage.

If there's ever a thing that's
gonna turn an artist's head,

it's being
at the Grammy Awards.

He's up in the front seats
with all the nominees.

I'm way up in the back, you
know, with the paying customers.

And I get this text from Mark,
and it just said, "They're all here."

And my initial thought was,

"Aw, Mark. Don't tell me you're getting
your head turned by these guys here.

"You've won a Grammy.
You're sitting down here

"with all the big stars that
you've known your whole life."

I, kind of, have to confess my first
thought was a little disappointment.

And then he continued to text,

"These are the people I'm at
war with for the minds of my kids.

"These are the people writing
the songs and writing the lyrics

"that are telling them the lies
that are destroying their lives.

"And I'm sitting down
here with them."

Well, the song that we're
nominated for, I wrote...

I started writing the night
that I found out I had cancer.

I'm good now, but that at time it was a
pretty scary word to hear a doctor say to you.

And, just dealing with fear
and having to understand

that I'm gonna have to, instead of going
with the feelings that I'm feeling,

I gotta go with the God
that I know right now.

He just looked at me, and
he said, "I don't belong here."

And again I misunderstood, like,
"You absolutely belong here."

He goes, "No, no, no, no.
I don't belong here."

And I thought, "Gosh,
even here he's a youth pastor."

They can play in front of huge audiences
on Thursday, Friday and Saturday night.

They roll up on Sunday morning
in the church parking lot.

Mark takes a bird bath
in the sink

to get ready to lead worship
on Sunday morning.

But before he even makes it in,
he's met by one of his teenagers,

who's got no place else to go.
Nobody else to talk to.

And he's the one
they're coming to.

These kids need this. And I think,
Mark and the band, they need that too.

Fame is a big secret.

And everybody that would be
called "famous" knows the secret.

And it's that there is no
such thing as famous, right?

The only people you are famous
to are people that don't know you.

So, as soon as they know you, they're
like, "you're not famous." Right?

So, I think the fact that we're grounded
in a place, where we are just us,

it keeps us who we are.

You can give Crowns, you can
give us guys all the awards you want.

You can rank them
whatever you want.

It's just not gonna
stick to them

because we're still in the same
place doing the same thing.

The Body of Christ
right here so...

Now it's dragging. And so you go to
the first line then you got to choose...

Let us pray. God, thanks for the
chance to be in front your people today.

God, we pray that we
lead them always to you.

Thank you for the chance
to be a part of this church.

Bless us in Jesus' name.
Amen. ALL: Amen.

We're no different than the other
people sitting next to us at church.

They go out every week and they
do what God has gifted them to do

when they use their gifts to reach
the world with the gospel in their way.

Mark always says,
"You wanna stay humble,

"go play in front of thousands
of people on Saturday night

"and then show up
on Sunday morning.

"Get off the bus,
walk in for church

"and get snubbed by
a middle schooler who says,

"'So, why weren't you
at my game last night?'"

Last night, sold out, some city.
People having a great time.

Today, I'm a bus driver.

But I'm a pretty
big deal, right, guys?

Yeah, yeah.

Keeps things
in perspective.

And so as otherworldly
and awesome as this was,

you always came back home
and you're just still you.

We wanna pour into the people
that we do life with first and foremost

and then anything beyond that we
wanna pour into the big C, church.

Mark has continued to be
involved in the church.

He's still a youth pastor.

And I still believe
that's why he's able to write

with the impact on the
church that he writes with.

We love our people. And when
you love people, you can speak truth.

What pastoring has taught me is that you
speak hard truth out of your own brokenness.

You don't tell the world
what you've learned,

you tell the world
what you're learning.

You don't say, "If you're the body,
this is what you need to be doing."

You say, "If we are the body,
why aren't we doing this?"

We had our second kick-off concert
for their tour here at the church.

And all those guys
came back from the label.

I remember Norman
walked up to me and he said,

"Man, I gotta tell you
something. I'm so sorry.

"You guys weren't dumb,
we were.

"We did not understand that all
this music comes out of this place."

Mark's testimony is,
"God took a boy

"that was dyslexic
and had school challenges

"and then chose to write songs that
would win American Music Awards

"and Billboard Awards
and Grammy Awards,

"and he chose to use
that boy to do that."

He could have used the strongest soldier
in Saul's army to defeat Goliath,

but he chose to use David.

When people saw
Goliath on the ground,

they didn't look and say,
"Look what David did."

They looked and saw,
"Look what God did."

If we'll just let Him use us, He'll
accomplish things that people will look at Him

and say,
"Look how good God is."

As beautiful as art can be

if it's not pointing
to the truth,

we're steering people
in the wrong direction.

On my best day writing a song,
what I'm really writing is an arrow.

I'm pointing to something.

So, if you're a little closer to Jesus because
of this song, then we did something, right?

So, that's why I write music.

That's why music
is powerful to me

because it can point us
to the Father.

Can we give the Lord
a shout tonight?

We are not the point. We are
all here to point to the point.

Raise your hand like this.
Sing it with me.