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This is your dad's thank you spot.

I loved it though.

That's where we lived.

And it was just the wee third one along.

It's such a different life in New York,
isn't it?

It's so different.

So different.

Don't you miss New York?

I just miss your dad.

I just miss your dad.

Yeah, me too.

I've got something for you, actually.

This was your dad.

And I know you'd want me to have it.

Thank you.

I love you.

Beautiful.

I'm so proud of you. I love you.

As long as you're happy, I'm happy.

And I know we're not happy, but as long
as you're okay.

Yeah.

I just miss him.

But I can't stand the word you say It

holds no consequence to me

Now you find me skin and bone

I used to have teeth

I found the strength to run away

But this freedom wasn't my escape.

Because I just want to be adored. We
commit the soul of our friend Leonard

Walker. I don't want to be ignored.

May he rest in peace.

My time's a blessing, not a curse.

But your patience only makes it worse.

I had lots of things to say.

I looked up poems and everything, but it
just doesn't seem right.

Leonard was a beautiful man.

He was a great friend.

He was a great doctor.

He was a great dad.

He appreciated you all welcoming him
back into the community like you did.

And all the visits when he was really
ill.

We appreciate it so much.

I don't know.

We're going to miss him.

deliver. I have praise for the familiar.

But watching it slip away is the hardest
part.

I just want to be adored.

occurs but your patience only makes it
worse

it only makes it worse

thank

you so much for coming

we really appreciate it thank you

Thank you. Take care. Safe home.

Thank you. Bye.

Thank you for coming.

I'll give you a call.

Thanks so much, Tom.

Take care.

Bye. Thank you for coming.

Sorry, I forgot to even show you.

Bye, guys. Bye.

We need to tidy up the stuff, don't we?

I got it. Don't worry.

Why don't you give me that?

Here, take that.

I'll reuse it.

It's fine.

No, I'm fine. I'm good.

No, how are you? Like, how are you?

Let's say you're okay.

Let's say I'm fine.

Are you okay, Woody?

Let's say I've been thinking a lot about
this.

Let me just remove you from America.

Let me take you away from...

All your friends in America, and we
moved you here to this small place,

I'm sorry if we've made the wrong
decisions.

Why are you saying this right now?

I don't know.

You just... You always say, I'm okay,
Mum. I'm fine, Mum. Everything's fine.

I will be there for you and I will be
whatever you need.

Yeah, I know.

Believe me, please. No, I know. I
believe you. Okay. Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Say I love you.

You left me writhing on the floor

Dripping with disease

I find the time to suffocate

The reason for this new mistake.

Because I just want to be adored.

And I don't want to be ignored.

My times are blessed and not a curse.

But your patience only makes it worse.

It only makes it worse.

I'm so happy you're here.

I'm so happy to see you.

Hannah, tuck your hair back.

Thank you.

How's your dad?

He didn't really have time again.

But he's leaving for a tour, so I get
it. Yeah, he's busy.

What about school?

Have you thought about what you're going
to do for your presentation?

No, I have no idea.

What are you doing?

I think I'm going to do some digital
media stuff.

I've been working on the edits. Whenever
you have time, you should take a look.

Yeah, for sure.

Have you thought about when you want to
go back?

I don't know. I mean, I don't want to
leave my mom yet.

I'm just really worried about her,
but... I mean, I'll be back soon. You're

going to take a break, right?

Because we're almost done.

No, I know. I know.

No, I'm...

Obviously, coming back, I just feel like
I can't, like, up and leave my mom's

wreck, you know?

Yeah, but this year is also really
important.

I'm going to be there. Don't worry.

I really fucked up your face.

Let me see.

Let me see yours.

I'm not good at drawing.

You want to look at the same time?

Oh, my god.

I'm so mad at you. OK. OK.

One. Two.

Three.

Oh, my god. Caitlin.

Caitlin, if I look like that, why are
you my friend?

I don't see you like this at all.

I wish I could translate what's in my
brain to the paper better.

What is that?

Drawing is not my forte.

We're going to get through this.

What's your plans?

I think I gotta go, Mom.

Yeah.

I don't want to get stuck.

I think you're absolutely right,
sweetie.

Are you okay if I leave?

I'll be fine, honestly.

I've got good friends here.

And I'm always here.

I know you are.

Oh, I love you so much. I love you.

I didn't hear a word you said I never
pay attention anyway

It

doesn't matter what you do

So this is third year, not the first.

So please come to my lectures a little
fresher -faced and busier -tailed.

This is quite important stuff now.

So hi.

I am hoping that you all know this is a
Roscoe.

And I am just going to talk to you about
my first time when I went to a

Roscoe show.

I truly felt alive.

What I saw were these...

monumental pieces, one per wall.

Their permanence made them feel alive.

And that is what art should do.

That's what you need to think about.
What is your voice?

What is your story? What are you wanting
to say?

It's a reflection of you. Your work is a
reflection of who you are.

Hey, Mom.

You okay?

Something wrong?

Nothing's wrong. I'm fine.

Oh, good.

Good. I'm glad to hear that, sweetie.
Yeah, no, I'm good.

How are you?

No, I'm fine. I'm busy.

Just looking at some drawings and
things. Yeah, yeah, yeah. All good with

Okay. I was just wondering if you
fancied coming home for a wee visit?

If you're bored?

I don't know if I can.

I know, I know. I just, I have a lot of
work to get done and I was just there,

you know.

Just, you know, if you're bored or need
company, I miss you.

Mom, I miss you too. I just, I have a
lot to do.

Yeah, no, sure.

Sure, sure. No, I'm just kidding.

Love you, Lourdes. Bye.

Bye.

I lay down in the corner of the
churchyard. I count the hours, but God's

home. Can we rise and create something
special?

Hope I'm not alone.

You're not alone.

You see this guy?

Do you recognize him? What guy?

I feel like we should know him. He went
to our school.

You could see that far?

What is he doing?

Being weird on the corner? I don't know.

I don't know. He, like, has some weird
sculpture or something.

We should go talk to him.

Let's go. He's a stranger.

Let's go say hi.

Is that him?

Where's he going? Is he running away
from us?

Caitlin, he doesn't want to talk to you.
Hey!

expressionism is largely remembered as a
movement defined by the paint

-slinging, hard -drinking machismo of
its poster boys, Jackson Pollock and

William de Kooning.

But the women who helped develop and
push the style forward

have largely fallen out of the art
historical spotlight.

Do you still think that that is the case
for you guys sitting there today.

Yes.

Yes, it is.

See, I can argue that diversity is just
getting people in the room.

Inclusion is making them feel welcome,
like they belong there.

Now, you are the next generation.

Do you want your children to be having
the same problem and the same fight?

Do you want your daughters to feel like
they haven't got a say or a voice and

nobody is interested?

Don't let yourself be written out of the
book.

Overlooked.

Have you been here before?

I don't think so.

No? Nice.

Yeah, it's pretty.

Have you been here before? I've been
here many times.

This is where you take strange girls and
walks.

Yeah, but...

I'm bringing you now.

Oh, this is where you take all the
girls. Not all the girls. It's your

move. Just special girls.

Yeah.

Safe? Coming on? I'm good on solid
ground. Thank you.

It doesn't look safe.

No? No.

Come out with me tonight.

Where are we going? I'll take you to a
museum.

I don't know.

What do you not know about?

Because I don't know you. How did you
know I like museums?

Are you into it? I am. Yeah?

You're into art? I'm very into art.
Really? Yes. You're very into art? Very,

very into art. Okay, so what do we do
with that information?

We could go and see some art.

We could go see some art? We're going to
see some art.

Okay. Yeah. Where are we seeing art? A
museum.

Cool. Today.

Today? Tonight.

Together. Right now? A date. A date? Me
and you.

Are you asking me on a date?

Yeah.

Okay. Cool.

Hi,

you've reached Shirley and Kate in the
locker.

I'm not available.

Leave a message and...

Hi, Caitlin.

Must be nice not answering your phone.

I miss you.

I know you're back, but I just, I feel
like I haven't seen you.

I'm in the kitchen if you're home. I
just did the dishes, and I also noticed

that you ate my leftovers, which I know
are delicious, so how about we actually

go there for dinner?

My treat.

Call me back, okay?

Please.

And if you're in your room, I'm in the
kitchen, so come hang out with me, okay?

Bye, love you, call me.

You've been here, yeah?

Yeah, years ago.

I was like five when I came on a school
trip.

It's much bigger than I remember.

It's definitely big. Yeah, it's big.

So what's your art like?

My art is things that you see on the
street every day.

So, like, anything. Anything you want.
But I don't want it to... I don't want

to look like art. I want you to walk
past it and feel something.

Raw? No, I totally agree. I think this
time of art just being decorative is

past, you know?

Like, it needs to be visceral and
emotional and about the sake of making,

not just thinking about the end product.

You know what I mean?

Yeah.

That one's pretty funny.

Which one? Wait, are they all the same
thing? No, they're not. No, they're all

the same thing.

Okay,

you're... You're that guy that's like I
knew I knew you're gonna say that okay,

you are You are that person there with a
mouth open.

I'll be this guy though with a mouth
open

You're the guy at the back you know with
like the eye

like I'm not that guy

It's so disturbing to never do that
again.

My face is like, my face is really
stretchy actually.

Really? Yeah, my whole body. You want to
see? Yeah.

It's like, my body just stretches. Oh my
god.

I can like really stretch. I was really
fat as a baby.

So now I can just like stretch
everything.

Cool.

I'm going to show you who you actually
are.

Okay.

I found you.

Oh my god, Brad Pitt.

Okay. No, it's Rory.

It's Rory.

It's Rory.

He's kind of half smiling.

Mm -hmm.

But I feel like he's handing it in his
pockets.

Yeah.

No, but he's a little happier than that.

He's like, I can't even do it. No, no,
no, you have to have more of, like, the

faraway gaze. Like, you know, like...
You have got that. And then you do,

a little, like, what's up?

I just got, like, a creep.

You do look like a creeper. You look
very creepy. I look sleazy when I do it.

Yeah.

Hey.

She didn't even realize real art in
front of her.

What do you do?

Right now I'm making ceramics.

Okay.

I've been painting the shapes that I
want the ceramics to become.

But I kind of like the paintings.

So you want to paint more?

Yeah, I think.

But I don't think I'm a painter.

Then we can create something together.

This is you.

This is me?

Yeah, it's got your claw and everything,
doesn't it?

What claw are you?

I agree.

I'll be her.

I'm not mad at that.

You see it?

Yeah, I can see it.

Yeah, that's perfect.

A little bit more on your face.

And can you just grow, like, a wing as
well? Yeah, yeah, yeah.

There you go, that's perfect.

That's it.

For the very last time, I am not going
to bow to you.

You haven't earned it.

But I need you tonight.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

Left to my devices.

in support

Tell me, why does this feel wrong? It's
a different kind of

love that we've been dreaming of.

It's a different kind of love.

Whoa.

It's a different.

Get up.

No, come on.

I'm sorry.

Sit down.

Come on.

Come on, sit down.

What have you been up to?

I'm sorry, Sue. I'm so sorry. I'm
confused.

Wait a minute.

I can't keep doing this, okay? I have a
life.

I can't run here every time you get
drunk to take care of you.

No, no, no.

I wasn't drunk. I didn't mean to be able
to get through to the next morning.

I didn't mean to call you and I didn't
mean to frighten you. You really scared

me. I know.

I thought we were on the same page. I
thought you were good and that's why I

left. I felt okay leaving you.

I feel really ashamed.

You really freaked me out.

I have to finish school, Mum. I have to
graduate. I've worked really fucking

hard for this and I can't just stop
everything.

No, I don't want you to. I don't want
you to. We can't just let our lives fall

apart, okay?

It absolutely won't happen.

It won't happen, I promise.

This is the last time.

Welcome to my class today.

I wanted to say a few things about love.

Let's talk about what drives you
forward.

Because I believe that your art would be
your dream.

Relationships come and go. That's kind
of what I feel.

What are you doing after this?

Nothing.

I have no plans. Okay, let's go to the
studio.

We should go somewhere.

Do you like cake?

Boy, I love cake. Okay, well, that's
everything for today. You know, it's the

most difficult thing you can do. And it
is the best.

It's the thing that will transform you.
It's like that love for you. Love for

you. The more you love, the more you
love.

I'm going to wrap it up.

But I want you to think about what makes
you feel vulnerable, what makes you

feel scared, what worries you and why.

And then maybe try and do a piece that
encapsulates all

of it.

paint for shit what am i doing it's why
can't i call myself a fucking artist

just sit down okay nothing's gonna come
of it from this just what

do you see

someone who is

just bullshitting their way through
their life

after i didn't see it before
unfortunately but i want to see more of

thank you

you're welcome

Hey, Stacy.

Yeah.

Um, I was gonna hang with Caitlin, but
I'm so down to get dinner.

Can I come pick you up? I'm leaving the
library.

Okay.

I'll see you soon.

Well, I came to avoid disaster.

I came here to make you pain.

My vanity's in a peril where my libido,
well, it's just fine.

It's time to let this all go.

Leave it behind.

This grief and turmoil.

Do you want a drink?

I'm drunk.

Yeah, I'm drunk too.

Yeah, we're both drunk.

Come on.

Let's dance.

Come on.

What? What? Dance with me.

The shape of a different story.

The taste of a different mind.

I don't want your entertainment.

I need a moment to feel alive.

This time.

You good?

Yeah, I'm just a bit drunk.

Maybe if you give me a minute and
then... It's not you, I'm just really

Yeah, yeah, don't worry.

You don't have to try so hard, you know?

Like be real.

Do you want breakfast?

Yes. I can't cook, but I can make
granola.

Yummy.

Do you want milk?

Do you have any almond milk?

Yes. Can I have some of that, please?

Breakfast is served.

Thank you.

Good morning.

Do you want some tea or something?

Yeah, I'll take some tea. Do you want a
hand?

No, just sit down.

Do you know where the almond nuggets
are?

No, I don't know.

I know you still have some.

I don't know.

Drink it?

Maybe.

Stacey doesn't drink regular milk, so
now she can't have breakfast.

Well, I don't really care about Stacey's
breakfast.

Well, if you finished it, do you want to
maybe go get some?

Um, no. Why don't you go out? You're
already dressed in my sweatshirt.

Sorry, there is no almond milk.

Excuse me.

No breakfast for us.

That's okay. I can eat this drawing.
There's tons of shit in there, too. Just

take something else.

Do you want anything, Rory? Are you
hungry?

Do you want... Okay.

Why... Why do you put this here? Every
time I get here, it hits me in the face.

Do you realize that plants need light to
grow?

Yeah, I realize that. They are for a
reason.

What is your deal? Like, what did I do
to you?

Hannah, we were supposed to go to
dinner, and you just never showed up.

I was here waiting for you. We never
made that plan, Caitlin. We literally

You never gave me the time.

I was at home waiting for you.

Why are you, like, playing dumb right
now?

That's my granola.

What, you're, like, trying to be tough
in front of your new little girlfriend?

What, you're trying to be tough in front
of your crusty little... No, I don't

give a shit about him.

So, what, you ditched me for her?

Can you not?

Talk to her like that, don't tell me
what to do.

Okay?

What the fuck is really wrong with you
today? I just don't like that you

me to go do other stuff when I wanted to
see you. I had shit that I wanted to

talk to you about and you don't even
care.

You just don't care because you're just
obsessed with yourself.

That's all you care about. You just
think about yourself all the time.

Have you seen how selfish you've been?
Like, I understand something traumatic

happened to you.

What? But this is kind of crazy.

Are you fucking kidding me right now?

I'm not fucking kidding you. My dad died
and you're saying that I'm being

selfish? Have you not seen how you've
been acting? Like, I'm not trying to

you. You're a fucking bitch. What the
fuck is that? Honestly, you can't keep

using the excuse that your dad died to
be able to do whatever the fuck you want

to people.

Fuck you.

I didn't do anything, Tyra.

What's up?

I don't know. I feel weird about
Caitlin.

Yeah, but she's not here.

Oh, come on.

Come on, dance with me.

You don't have to be alone.

Don't be blinded by a colorful love.

When you're drowning in a monocled
flood.

You don't have to be alone.

Oh, you don't have to be alone.

Color me in.

Color.

How you doing?

Trying to figure all this out.

This is awesome.

I was actually going to ask, do you
think you'd be able to maybe help me

a quick video?

Three, two, one.

I have the cruelest mouth.

You want to check it? Just make sure
it's okay.

I have the cruelest mouth.

Perfect. Amazing.

And then, okay, the last one.

Three, two.

Juan, you need someone to tell.

This is a nice surprise.

I was just finishing the water,
naturally.

It smells so nice in here.

Doesn't it?

I love it in here.

Yeah. I've been looking after things a
bit better.

And what are you doing home?

I just feel like staying there right
now.

It's not like you. You love your flat.

So tell me.

I don't. No, I just got in this dumb
fight with Hannah.

In a fight with Hannah?

I can't imagine you two fighting.

It was so stupid.

What did you fight about?

Like, nothing.

Like, literally nothing.

I don't... I just... I don't know. I
feel like she's going to leave me.

Don't be silly.

No, stop.

No, I know. It's so stupid. No, it's
not.

What's going on?

I don't... I mean, she has this new
girlfriend and she's great. I'm super

for her. Like, it's great.

And I just... Are you feeling left out?

Yeah, I'm so done. Oh, darling.

Sweet. Oh, honey.

You can't fall out with Hannah.

It's not worth it.

No, I know. I'm leaving bits of my
jumper all over you.

I'm going to grow you a moustache.

No, you need to sort that out, honey.
No, I know.

I know, I just... You know, it's a
little thing, and then it just got

bigger, and it just said really mean
stuff.

Oh, I appreciate it. Should we send
stuff back to you? Yeah, it was awful.

She'll be feeling like you.

She'll be devastated.

Yeah. I don't know the new girl, but
she's not going to be...

Like a replacement for our best pal.

Come on, you need to... You know what I
would do if it was over something silly?

I would just go round and say sorry,
really.

Yeah. Yeah.

This isn't a good time for you to be
falling out with friends and... You

need that.

Yeah.

It's exciting about the exhibition.

Yeah, I hope it's good.

I look forward to seeing your work that
I've not been able to...

Get a PCAT for ages.

Nobody can see it yet. I know, and I'm
desperate.

It'll be fun.

But you need to speak to Hannah,
sweetie.

You do.

I don't want to.

You're having a rough time. I'm going to
make you a cup of tea. Okay.

I'm going to make you a favourite
dinner.

Okay. I'm going to tuck you up in bed.

You're going to get the full work.

You're going to have a hot water bottle.

Things will be okay.

Thanks, Mum.

Caitlin?

Caitlin?

Hey.

Oh, wait, wait, wait. Don't look, don't
look. Just peace this way.

Okay.

It just, you know, no one's seen it yet,
you know, and I just, I didn't see it.

But... I wanted to say... I'm sorry.

Yeah, I'm sorry, too.

I'm sorry. I was an asshole. I was an
asshole. I just... I didn't know how

space you needed, and I felt... I feel
really bad that you feel like I

you, and that's not the case. You know I
love you.

Yeah. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry. I was a fucking
asshole.

I feel really bad. I don't want you to
ever feel like I'm not here for you. I'm

not looking.

I don't ever, ever, ever, ever want you
to feel like that. I just, I felt like

you needed space and I might have given
you too much, but I just didn't know. I

didn't want you to feel like I'm
overwhelming you. I know. I overreacted.

I'm sorry I was stupid.

I didn't hit you.

Where did that come from? I don't know,
but you got a strong -ass bitch slap.

Like, literally, just because I love you
so much, I was proud.

I was kind of proud, too.

I never thought I could do that.

Okay, ready?

Are you peeking? No, I'm not. My eyes
are closed. Ready? Okay. Okay. Take a

little step.

Hey. Hey, one sec.

Where'd you come from? Where'd I come
from? Where have you been?

You know, I've been working on my thing.

What thing? I've been painting.

Yeah? Yeah.

How you been?

I've been good.

You okay?

You okay?

Cold, yeah?

Do you want to do something tomorrow?

Um... We can... I don't know. We can go
to the canal.

We can... Yeah, I think I'm... I'm kind
of doing my own thing right now, you

know?

But it was fun hanging out with you.

You cool?

Okay. You want to come play with me or
what?

Yeah, okay.

Okay, come on.

What you got?

Playing against each other. Is that what
we're doing? Yeah, that's what we're

doing.

What? Look what I just finished
developing.

Oh. Yes. I have a favorite.

Look. The second one.

Oh, my God. But I love this. This is
great. The lighting.

Thank you. I wanted to talk to you about
the in -conversation with Catherine

Hendricks. I'm so excited. You are
coming? Yes. Oh, good. Well, that's

thing. It's because I really want to
introduce the both of you to her. And I

think you're going to love it. I'm going
to be so excited about that.

inspirational and the way her art
imitates her personal life I think

you just you're gonna really connect
with her and I think she's gonna love

and she's gonna be so I'm so looking
forward to it okay good I'm glad you're

coming

And thank her for coming today.

We all know that this is formidable.

Catherine Hendricks. Hi.

Thank you so much for joining us.

What brought you to art? What made you
become an artist?

I don't think I ever decided to become
an artist.

I don't think two artists decide that's
what they're going to be. It's a

vacation, isn't it? Even from a very
young age, I was...

very interested in colour and the
texture of paint and my mother tells me

was quite a messy artist when I was a
very young child and I really wanted

to feel the paint and from a very young
age it's just stayed with me and it's

how I process and communicate my
emotions and my life to a point that

what other people feel about it is
separate to my process of making it.

You're quite rebellious as a student.

Was that an intellectual choice to sort
of complement your art?

Or was it just you living the life of a
young

teenager?

Well, truth changes.

No,

what you do in your 20s seems honest and
real and on reflection, I guess. I'm a

very excessive.

Nothing exceeds like excess. I love that
phrase.

When do you stop? Why should you stop?

So I didn't stop.

I kept partying. And as a result of not
being in reality, I missed my mother's

60th birthday party. That didn't go down
very well within my family

unit. So as an attempt of an apology, I
produced this piece of art.

It started off, myself and her, in a
very true representative way of how we

appear in real life.

And it was about the vacuum, the empty
space in between us, the emotions, the

history, the memories.

And as a result of working through that
empty space, which is a relationship you

have that nobody can truly define, you
therefore change the actual real being.

Ultimately, the piece of art was
rejected.

The bittersweet result was that although
my mother rejected it, I ended up

getting a Turner Prize.

Hi, Caitlin.

Hey. I found your mom outside.

Hi. Oh, sweetie, this is...

It's

beautiful.

Yeah? You like them?

Yeah, I don't know.

I started with this one.

I don't know, it felt too symbolic.

I wanted to move away from that and from
trying to be blatant about telling a

story through my paintings, so I got
this idea of switching to these lengths

fabrics.

Because I wanted to work with free
association and mark making and kind of

meditative form of painting where the
painting, the act of painting dictates

what the painting becomes.

So I don't really know what a lot of
this means.

But it felt good to make.

I know I always tell you I'm fine.

Don't worry, and I don't want to talk
about it.

And I know I should be better with that.

But this is how I feel.

Does that make sense?

It makes perfect sense.

Thank you for coming. Thank you.

Thank you for being you.

And thank you for... ...everything.

Are you okay?

Yeah. I am.

Want to see the rest?

Yes, please.

Is that Hannah's video and stuff there?
Yeah.

Oh, the pieces go so well together. It's
my first time doing digital art.

So good.

Correct me if I'm wrong, Hannah, but
this is kind of...

I'm guessing a commentary on the kind of
culture of selfies and selfies. Look at

you, Mom.

It's all right.

She told me. She told me. I think I'm
just overthinking it. I think you need

walk away.

I'm not looking at it anymore. But
basically, this is good.

Do you know what?

Oh, hi.

I have Katharine Hendricks here.

This is Katharine Hendricks.

This is your work here?

Yeah, this was the first that I did in
this series.

I started with the canvases and then
moved these lengths of fabric to have a

different medium and explore something
new.

Negative space to drawing you right in,
isn't it?

A lot of Shirley Caitlin's work, I think
the color palette especially.

It mimics or reflects a lot of your
earlier work.

Of my work? I think so, yeah. I think
you've been a big fan.

Yeah, absolutely.

This is one of the reasons why I called
you up here, because I wanted you two to

meet.

This is intelligent and layered.

and thought out, you can see a cathartic
process going on.

I don't know whether it's appropriate to
say.

Yeah,

my dad passed away, so this was kind of
representative of that grief.

Yeah, no, it's a big part of the work.

Yes, I can see.

Well, you work through everything with
art, don't you? Everything is a process,

and the art goes through that, through
people, through experiences, through

life. Then you get this, which changes
every time you look at it. You'll look

this in ten years when the wounds have
healed and it's a completely different

experience.

So what's your next project?

You know, I'm not sure yet.

No? Yeah, I'm figuring it out.

I've got this project and I just don't
know what to do with it. And I need some

fresh eyes.

Would you like to join me in London to
be my assistant for my next project?

Yes. Yeah? Yeah, absolutely.

Great. Wow.

Oh, my God, thank you.

Okay, well, I'll get the details.

Jonah, you can help us with that. Yeah,
I'll be okay. You know, honestly, Hannah

and I really work as a team, though.

Okay.

I know we do our best work together.

Best friends.

Yeah. Well, would you like to come as
well?

I would be honored.

Okay, well, there's the deal.

See you in London.

Okay. That is fantastic.

Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you.

I'm going to show Catherine some more
work. Okay, thanks, ladies.

Bye. Bye. See you soon.

Wait.

We're going to work with Catherine
Hendricks.

I need a moment.

Wow. I can't believe that just happened.

Yes!

Are we, like, going to be famous
artists?

The year!

Hello.

My name is Shredda Kate Walker.

I am a worldwide best -selling artist.
Oh, my God. Can I buy a painting for

,000? You know, that's actually kind of
the low end of my work, because after I

showed at the Venice Biennial last year,
you know, my price has just skyrocketed

through the roof. I don't know her
anymore.

How I feel, you'll never know.

Some you win and some you don't Touch my

hand, watch me flow And concede all
control

I think we're on our way Looking

high and looking low With the one I love

the most

They'll never know what we lost in the
fire and the snow.

It's all melted away.

We're lighting up the street tonight.

Surviving as we fade to the sky.

Everywhere we could go, everything we
could do, there's no stopping desire.

There's nothing stopping desire.

Hey, Dad.

leaving. I'm going to London.

I'm working with this artist that I
really love.

It feels like where I'm supposed to be,
you know? I feel like everything's

falling into place after being a mess
for so long.

I really wish you were here because I
think you'd be really proud.

Oh, you'd be proud too because I got
good at basketball.

It's not good, but I can make it
sometimes now.

Time for an adventure.

We're doing it. We're doing it. It's
happening.

Are you ready?

You said that love would be fair Without
you, I'd rather be dead You touched my

body and raised my body No one will ever
compare

You touch my body, you raise my body.

i didn't hear a word you said i never
pay attention anyway

it

doesn't matter what you do i know you
never

How do we know If this is getting better

And how very low is low

Separate rooms

Separate invitations But we share the

same void inside

So don't be blinded by a colorful love
When you're drowning

in a monocled flood You don't have to be
alone

Don't be blinded by a colorful love

When you're drowning in a monocled flood
You don't have to be alone

Color and spaces I guess we know, you
know

Where have you been?

Finding my expectations When you feel
love, come

home