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STELLA: Human touch.
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Our first form
of communication.
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Safety, security, comfort,
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all in the gentle caress
of a finger.
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Or the brush of lips
on a soft cheek.
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It connects us
when we're happy,
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bolsters us in times of fear,
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excites us
in times of passion
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and love.
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We need that touch
from the one we love
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almost as much
as we need air to breathe.
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But I never understood
the importance of touch.
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His touch.
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Until I couldn't have it.
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(UPBEAT ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
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Oh!
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, yeah. This one's perfect.
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(CHUCKLES)
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Actually, though,
the tan lines
might be incredible.
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Oh, my gosh. That doesn't even
cover half your boob.
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(CAMILA CHUCKLES)
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This is actually cute.
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that's actually really cute.
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CAMILA: Let me see.
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STELLA: I like that.
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Oh, yeah, that's actually
really pretty.
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But I can't tell,
is it too trampy
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or not trampy enough?
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Hello!
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Are you with us?
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Okay, guess what.
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Taylor and Mason
are meeting us
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at the airport in the morning.
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STELLA: What's that face?
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CAMILA: Oh, my God!
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I know. I know, I know!
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CAMILA: Dude,
Mason and Brooke broke up.
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No, they didn't.
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Oh, my God! Maya!
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You're gonna do it!
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(LAUGHS)
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I wish I could be there
to see that in person.
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Just sucks
that you planned it this year
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and you don't even get to go.
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Well,
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you can just Photoshop me in
with your fancy editing apps.
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What are you talking about?
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STELLA: You know
what I'm talking about.
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CAMILA: Why are you laughing?
No, I don't.
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The one
where you get your pimples
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and your little fake blush.
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Shut up.
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The lashes! Your lashes
aren't that long in real life.
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CAMILA: You guys
are so annoying.
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STELLA: Okay, come on.
Thank you for the burgers.
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Honestly, you guys
are gonna have so much fun.
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Okay?
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Bye. I love you.
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MAYA: I love you more.
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I love you.
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Miss you. Bye.
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Mwah. Use protection.
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Thanks, Mom.
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(SIGHS)
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(SIGHS)
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(MUFFLED PA CHATTER)
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(SIGHS DEEPLY)
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(CAMCORDER BEEPS)
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So, I am back
in the hospital again
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for another tune-up.
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I need a few more rounds
of antibiotics
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to get over
this little sore throat
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that I've been...
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Hi, Barb!
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Sore throat?
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Right, with a 102 fever?
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I've had worse.
Say hi!
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Stella, get that thing
out of my face.
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You're looking good!
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Stella will be right back
after we get her all set up.
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You heard the boss lady.
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(BARB SIGHS)
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I think this is her best work.
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(DOOR OPENS)
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Wow.
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Wow. A lot's changed
in the last six months.
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Yep.
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He's due in March.
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Bend your arm, please.
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What room's Poe in?
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JULIE: 310.
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(TYPING)
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And open up.
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All right.
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You are all set.
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I'll see you in a bit.
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Thank you, Julie.
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(CLEARING THROAT)
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STELLA: Wow.
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Are you sure this is okay?
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I will still
be monitoring you.
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And, yes, it's okay.
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What would I do without you?
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You'd die.
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(BARB CHUCKLES)
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That's true.
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So, Barb is letting me keep
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my med cart
in my room this time.
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And she left me
a bunch of pills,
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some G-Juice.
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Yum!
That's the liquid nutrition
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that goes
straight to my stomach
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through my G-tube.
(CHUCKLES)
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So, to any of you girls
out there
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wishing you could eat
5,000 calories a day
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and not gain a pound,
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I'll trade you any day.
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Today I'll probably
be reorganizing this thing
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because as many of you know,
I'm slightly anal.
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By slightly anal,
I mean clinically OCD.
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So, peace.
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Bye, guys.
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(MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING)
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(COUGHING)
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(INHALING)
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(KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS)
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New baby upstairs.
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Meet me in 15.
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(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
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Hi, Cynthia.
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Hi, Stella.
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Hi.
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WILL: I've already clocked
the nurse's schedule,
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so unless you plant your ass
on that call button,
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no one's gonna bother you
for, like, an hour.
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Hey. I gotta sleep
on that bed, okay?
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Wow. I mean,
we're not animals.
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Don't worry, it's not even
gonna take that long.
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JASON: Hey!
Whatchu talkin' about, Willis?
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(UPBEAT MUSIC CONTINUES)
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Okay, bye.
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(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
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(DOOR OPENS)
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(UPBEAT MUSIC ENDS)
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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Saw you moving in your stuff.
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It was, uh...
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There was a lot of it.
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Are you gonna be here
for a while?
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Hello?
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Oh. (SIGHS)
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You're deaf.
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STELLA: Shouldn't you be
procuring your room
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for your guests?
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You rent by the hour or what?
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So, that was you
lurking in the hall.
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Mmm, I don't lurk,
and you followed me here.
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I wanted to introduce myself,
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but that little attitude
of yours...
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Let me guess.
You're the kind of guy
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that ignores the rules
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'cause it makes you feel
in control. Am I right?
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You're not wrong.
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You think that's cute?
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Do you think it's cute?
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Letting your friends
borrow your room for sex
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is disgusting, so, no.
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You don't like sex?
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No, I like
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sex. I like sex.
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Sex is fine.
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(SCOFFS)
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Fine isn't exactly
a ringing endorsement,
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but I'll take some common
ground where I can get it.
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We have nothing in common.
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Ooh, that's cold.
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BARB: What...
What are you doing up here?
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Six feet at all times.
You both know the rules.
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Will, get back to your room.
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There you go.
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A little name for
your psychological profile.
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I'm Will Newman.
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And you are?
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Deaf.
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BARB: Stella, thank you
for putting your mask back on.
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Stella.
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You need to lighten up.
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It's just life.
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It'll be over
before you know it.
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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STELLA: So, he's a CFer?
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B. cepacia.
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Part of a new drug trial
for Cevaflomalin.
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You contract that
and you can...
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You can kiss the possibility
of new lungs goodbye.
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There's no coming back
from that bacteria.
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Stay away.
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(MONITORS BEEPING IN NICU)
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Hello, world.
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BARB: Okay, AffloVest
for 30 more minutes,
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then you're all set.
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You need anything else
before I hit the road?
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Chocolate pudding for two?
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Oh, so, what?
I'm room service now?
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(CHUCKLES) Gotta take
advantage of the perks.
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(LAUGHS)
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(COUGHING)
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BARB: All right.
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Good girl, good girl.
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All right, good.
Right.
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Right, sweetie.
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I'll see you tomorrow.
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Bye, Barb.
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Okay.
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(COUGHS)
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STELLA: (ON VIDEO) Like
all kids with cystic fibrosis,
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I was born terminal,
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which doesn't necessarily mean
I'm gonna die tomorrow,
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but I could die tomorrow.
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Anyone could die tomorrow.
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I just have
a little bit less time
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than everyone else.
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My lungs are at about
50% function right now.
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So at this rate,
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Dr. Hamid says
that I'll need a transplant
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by the time
I'm a junior in high school.
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That'll be fun.
(CHUCKLES)
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Hi, guys! Shh!
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We're at the NICU
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because I'm obsessed
with babies.
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And Barb...
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The beautiful Barb
is giving me permission
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to come in here by myself now.
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Cystic fibrosis, as you know,
is a genetic disease
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that basically makes my body
produce a shit ton of mucus.
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Fun fact, I have to be
extremely careful
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around other people with CF.
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The rule is that we're not
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supposed to get
within six feet
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because we could end up
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catching
each other's bacteria.
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A lot of people
don't realize that new lungs
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generally only last
about five years,
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which is okay actually
because most of us
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are just trying to stay alive
long enough
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for a new treatment
to come out.
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(VEST VIBRATING)
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Just chilling here
in my new AffloVest,
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which is really cool
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because now I don't have to be
hooked up to the wall,
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which obviously I'm not
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because I'm hanging
upside down on my bed.
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(LAUGHING)
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This is actually good
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for getting the mucus up
and stuff.
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I know, cute, right?
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(IMITATES VEST VIBRATING)
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(LAUGHS)
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(CELL PHONE RINGING)
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(URBAN REGGAE MUSIC PLAYS
ON CELL PHONE)
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Dang, girl.
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You look worn.
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Who is he?
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Is it anyone I know?
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(CHUCKLES)
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00:14:18,551 --> 00:14:20,252
STELLA: What'd you get?
269
00:14:23,288 --> 00:14:24,254
What?
270
00:14:24,256 --> 00:14:27,157
Are those truffles?
How'd you get truffles?
271
00:14:27,159 --> 00:14:28,593
Oh, you gotta
bring them with, sister.
272
00:14:28,595 --> 00:14:29,596
Wow.
273
00:14:31,396 --> 00:14:33,800
(CHUCKLES) Look at how spicy
that food cart is.
274
00:14:34,232 --> 00:14:35,365
I'm impressed.
275
00:14:35,367 --> 00:14:36,934
All right,
let's talk about me.
276
00:14:36,936 --> 00:14:39,539
I'm single!
277
00:14:40,372 --> 00:14:41,706
You broke up with Michael?
278
00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:43,509
Maybe he broke up with me.
279
00:14:43,743 --> 00:14:44,809
Did he?
280
00:14:44,811 --> 00:14:46,178
It was mutual.
281
00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:48,679
No, it wasn't.
282
00:14:48,681 --> 00:14:51,849
Why? You actually
really liked him.
283
00:14:51,851 --> 00:14:53,820
And I thought
he was gonna be the one.
284
00:14:54,286 --> 00:14:55,755
He obviously isn't.
285
00:14:58,423 --> 00:14:59,659
Screw him anyway, right?
286
00:14:59,892 --> 00:15:01,792
At least you got to do that.
287
00:15:01,794 --> 00:15:03,894
(SPUTTERS, LAUGHS)
288
00:15:03,896 --> 00:15:05,228
STELLA: Poe?
289
00:15:05,230 --> 00:15:07,230
(POE GASPING)
290
00:15:07,232 --> 00:15:08,566
(POE COUGHS)
291
00:15:08,568 --> 00:15:09,636
(PHONE RINGING)
292
00:15:11,269 --> 00:15:12,371
Poe?
293
00:15:12,905 --> 00:15:14,304
Poe, you okay?
294
00:15:14,306 --> 00:15:15,673
(POE CONTINUES COUGHING)
295
00:15:15,675 --> 00:15:16,909
Choking, 310.
296
00:15:20,245 --> 00:15:21,879
(SIGHS) I'm sorry, Julie.
297
00:15:21,881 --> 00:15:23,748
My leg hit the call button.
298
00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:25,485
JULIE: You scared us, Poe.
299
00:15:25,852 --> 00:15:28,855
Yeah, try chewing next time.
300
00:15:29,589 --> 00:15:30,723
Here, Stella.
301
00:15:32,391 --> 00:15:34,625
Enjoy your truffles, asshole.
302
00:15:34,627 --> 00:15:35,762
(POE COUGHS)
303
00:15:36,829 --> 00:15:38,598
And please be careful.
304
00:15:39,297 --> 00:15:40,931
I love you, Stella.
305
00:15:40,933 --> 00:15:41,734
(DOOR CLOSES)
306
00:15:42,502 --> 00:15:43,834
DR. HAMID:
Phase one clinical trials
307
00:15:43,836 --> 00:15:45,335
only started
only 18 months ago,
308
00:15:45,337 --> 00:15:47,270
so we need to be patient
309
00:15:47,272 --> 00:15:49,607
and Will needs to help us
with that.
310
00:15:49,609 --> 00:15:52,375
The risk of cross infection
will be even higher now, so...
311
00:15:52,377 --> 00:15:55,278
Don't cough
on any other CFers.
312
00:15:55,280 --> 00:15:57,815
Well, don't get close enough
to touch them
313
00:15:57,817 --> 00:15:59,819
for their safety and yours.
314
00:16:00,252 --> 00:16:02,855
(SIGHS) Six feet at all times.
I got it.
315
00:16:05,290 --> 00:16:08,628
Will, in order for this
to work,
316
00:16:08,961 --> 00:16:11,196
you need to keep up
with your regimen.
317
00:16:15,601 --> 00:16:17,537
Okay, I will see you soon.
318
00:16:20,740 --> 00:16:21,841
(DOOR CLOSES)
319
00:16:24,944 --> 00:16:26,445
(MEREDITH SIGHS)
320
00:16:46,899 --> 00:16:48,632
(SQUEALS)
321
00:16:48,634 --> 00:16:50,000
You're wearing
the bathing suit!
322
00:16:50,002 --> 00:16:51,869
(MAYA SHOUTS INDISTINCTLY)
323
00:16:51,871 --> 00:16:52,903
CAMILA: Hi!
324
00:16:52,905 --> 00:16:56,507
Oh, I'm officially jealous.
That looks so fun!
325
00:16:56,509 --> 00:16:58,576
CAMILA: We miss you!
326
00:16:58,578 --> 00:16:59,710
I miss you, too!
327
00:16:59,712 --> 00:17:01,781
You have
any cute boy visitors?
328
00:17:02,615 --> 00:17:04,382
No. No. He's not cute.
329
00:17:04,650 --> 00:17:05,651
MAYA: What?
330
00:17:06,351 --> 00:17:07,551
Boy?
331
00:17:07,553 --> 00:17:09,520
What?
332
00:17:09,522 --> 00:17:10,588
(LAUGHS)
333
00:17:10,590 --> 00:17:12,725
MAYA: Show us! Show us!
334
00:17:12,992 --> 00:17:14,326
(CLEARS THROAT)
335
00:17:19,431 --> 00:17:21,901
(COUGHING)
336
00:17:32,011 --> 00:17:33,246
(GRUNTS)
337
00:17:34,046 --> 00:17:35,848
(PANTS)
338
00:17:44,657 --> 00:17:45,725
(GROANS)
339
00:17:49,361 --> 00:17:50,630
(PANTING)
340
00:17:57,670 --> 00:17:58,536
What are you doing?
341
00:17:58,538 --> 00:18:00,540
Do you have a death wish
or something?
342
00:18:00,973 --> 00:18:02,041
WILL: Hey!
343
00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:03,974
My lungs are toast, okay?
344
00:18:03,976 --> 00:18:08,413
Can you just let me enjoy
this view while I can?
345
00:18:09,715 --> 00:18:12,516
Do you know how lucky
you are to be here?
346
00:18:12,518 --> 00:18:14,720
To be a part of
this drug trial?
347
00:18:15,988 --> 00:18:17,824
How do you know
about my drug trial?
348
00:18:18,858 --> 00:18:20,493
You been asking about me?
349
00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:21,894
Ugh.
350
00:18:23,095 --> 00:18:24,864
If you don't care,
351
00:18:25,665 --> 00:18:27,033
then leave.
352
00:18:27,733 --> 00:18:29,099
Give your spot
to someone else.
353
00:18:29,101 --> 00:18:31,971
Someone that wants it,
that wants to live.
354
00:18:36,108 --> 00:18:37,375
Okay.
355
00:18:39,812 --> 00:18:41,645
What are you doing?
Will?
356
00:18:41,647 --> 00:18:43,714
(GRUNTS)
357
00:18:43,716 --> 00:18:45,482
Will, stop, please!
358
00:18:45,484 --> 00:18:47,450
Please get down now!
359
00:18:47,452 --> 00:18:49,720
Will, stop!
Oh, my God!
360
00:18:49,722 --> 00:18:50,923
(WILL CHUCKLES)
361
00:18:53,759 --> 00:18:54,794
God!
362
00:18:55,728 --> 00:18:56,863
Relax!
363
00:19:01,567 --> 00:19:02,635
Fine.
364
00:19:04,136 --> 00:19:05,638
Stay up here then.
365
00:19:06,973 --> 00:19:09,008
Come on. It was a joke.
366
00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:11,077
Hey, it was a joke.
367
00:19:14,614 --> 00:19:15,748
(SIGHS)
368
00:19:22,889 --> 00:19:25,623
(DOOR RATTLING)
369
00:19:25,625 --> 00:19:27,760
(INDIE ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
370
00:19:38,004 --> 00:19:39,038
(SIGHS)
371
00:20:02,728 --> 00:20:03,996
Damn it!
372
00:20:19,712 --> 00:20:20,813
(DOOR OPENS)
373
00:20:26,686 --> 00:20:28,953
STELLA: Where's your med cart,
and your pills,
374
00:20:28,955 --> 00:20:31,055
and why's your AffloVest
on the floor?
375
00:20:31,057 --> 00:20:33,192
Can... Can I see your regimen?
376
00:20:34,093 --> 00:20:37,663
Uh... Not that it's
any of your business...
377
00:20:40,232 --> 00:20:41,734
(SIGHS)
378
00:20:45,871 --> 00:20:47,707
Is this... What?
379
00:20:49,208 --> 00:20:50,274
Why would...
380
00:20:50,276 --> 00:20:52,209
Is this what an aneurysm
looks like?
381
00:20:52,211 --> 00:20:54,613
Why? Ugh!
382
00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:56,714
Look, I get that you have
some kind of
383
00:20:56,716 --> 00:20:58,215
save-the-world hero complex
going on,
384
00:20:58,217 --> 00:20:59,783
but can you leave me
out of it?
385
00:20:59,785 --> 00:21:00,951
These meds are not optional.
386
00:21:00,953 --> 00:21:01,819
Yeah, that's probably why
387
00:21:01,821 --> 00:21:03,155
they keep shoving them
down my throat.
388
00:21:03,589 --> 00:21:05,091
STELLA:
You're making me crazy.
389
00:21:11,297 --> 00:21:13,165
Hey.
390
00:21:14,633 --> 00:21:15,801
Stella, come on!
391
00:21:17,336 --> 00:21:18,738
Six feet!
392
00:21:24,610 --> 00:21:25,811
(DOOR OPENS)
393
00:21:28,314 --> 00:21:29,682
(DOOR CLOSES)
394
00:21:38,858 --> 00:21:40,858
I need you
to follow your regimen
395
00:21:40,860 --> 00:21:43,062
strictly and completely,
please.
396
00:21:44,130 --> 00:21:45,195
Why don't...
397
00:21:45,197 --> 00:21:48,298
Why don't you tell me
what's going on, actually?
398
00:21:48,300 --> 00:21:51,969
Talk to me. I'm not gonna make
any jokes or laugh.
399
00:21:51,971 --> 00:21:53,205
(CHUCKLES)
400
00:21:53,839 --> 00:21:56,108
I have control issues.
401
00:21:57,143 --> 00:22:00,344
And I need to know
that things are in order,
402
00:22:00,346 --> 00:22:02,312
and I know that you're
not doing your treatments
403
00:22:02,314 --> 00:22:05,115
and it's really,
really messing me up.
404
00:22:05,117 --> 00:22:08,018
Okay, I wanna help you.
405
00:22:08,020 --> 00:22:09,021
I do.
406
00:22:11,057 --> 00:22:13,657
I don't even know how to do
what you're asking me to.
407
00:22:13,659 --> 00:22:14,825
That's bullshit!
408
00:22:14,827 --> 00:22:17,027
That's bullshit!
All CFers know
409
00:22:17,029 --> 00:22:18,095
how to administer
their own treatments.
410
00:22:18,097 --> 00:22:20,130
We're practically doctors
by the time we're 12.
411
00:22:20,132 --> 00:22:21,365
Are you serious?
412
00:22:21,367 --> 00:22:23,634
Am I actually messing you up?
413
00:22:23,636 --> 00:22:24,637
Yes.
414
00:22:26,238 --> 00:22:27,239
All right.
415
00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:29,241
I'll help you.
416
00:22:30,042 --> 00:22:31,343
But if I do,
417
00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:35,748
what's in it for me?
418
00:22:37,349 --> 00:22:38,715
No, not like...
419
00:22:38,717 --> 00:22:41,754
I... I wanna draw you.
420
00:22:42,788 --> 00:22:43,921
No.
421
00:22:43,923 --> 00:22:45,858
Why not? I'm serious.
422
00:22:46,225 --> 00:22:47,226
No.
423
00:22:52,064 --> 00:22:53,099
Okay.
424
00:22:54,366 --> 00:22:55,701
Then no deal.
425
00:22:56,902 --> 00:22:59,236
You really can't practice just
a little bit of discipline
426
00:22:59,238 --> 00:23:00,871
even to save your own life?
427
00:23:00,873 --> 00:23:03,674
Stella, nothing is going to
save our lives.
428
00:23:03,676 --> 00:23:05,744
We're breathing borrowed air.
429
00:23:06,879 --> 00:23:07,847
Enjoy it.
430
00:23:10,950 --> 00:23:11,984
(DOOR OPENS)
431
00:23:13,919 --> 00:23:15,221
(DOOR CLOSES)
432
00:23:18,724 --> 00:23:19,758
(DOOR OPENS)
433
00:23:22,962 --> 00:23:24,128
Fine.
434
00:23:24,130 --> 00:23:26,230
But I'm not posing
for hours on end.
435
00:23:26,232 --> 00:23:28,031
And your regimen,
we're doing it my way.
436
00:23:28,033 --> 00:23:29,166
Okay, the first thing
you're gonna do
437
00:23:29,168 --> 00:23:30,769
is get a med cart
in your room. Deal?
438
00:23:32,771 --> 00:23:33,772
Deal.
439
00:23:34,073 --> 00:23:35,107
Shake on it?
440
00:23:39,479 --> 00:23:40,746
Funny.
441
00:23:44,950 --> 00:23:46,116
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
442
00:23:46,118 --> 00:23:47,286
(DINGS)
443
00:23:51,323 --> 00:23:53,726
(CRASHING)
444
00:23:54,093 --> 00:23:56,729
POE: (GROANS) Shit!
445
00:23:59,398 --> 00:24:01,901
Oh, God, no, no, no!
446
00:24:03,135 --> 00:24:04,136
Hey.
447
00:24:06,805 --> 00:24:08,005
You missed the show.
448
00:24:08,007 --> 00:24:09,840
WILL: Yeah.
You doing stunts in there?
449
00:24:09,842 --> 00:24:11,975
Well, there's no better place
to break a leg.
450
00:24:11,977 --> 00:24:13,145
That's fair.
451
00:24:13,345 --> 00:24:14,380
I'm Will.
452
00:24:17,917 --> 00:24:18,951
I'm Poe.
453
00:24:20,386 --> 00:24:21,987
B. cepacia.
454
00:24:23,022 --> 00:24:24,356
Damn, that's rough.
455
00:24:25,457 --> 00:24:26,458
Yeah.
456
00:24:27,259 --> 00:24:29,359
So, no lung transplant for me.
457
00:24:29,361 --> 00:24:30,928
When did you contract it?
458
00:24:30,930 --> 00:24:33,397
About eight months ago now.
It colonized so quickly.
459
00:24:33,399 --> 00:24:36,035
I was on the transplant list
one minute and then...
460
00:24:38,070 --> 00:24:39,071
(SCOFFS)
461
00:24:40,206 --> 00:24:42,472
I'm sure that attitude
is what's giving Stella fits.
462
00:24:42,474 --> 00:24:44,074
Yeah, what's up with that?
463
00:24:44,076 --> 00:24:46,544
She told me that she has
control issues or something.
464
00:24:46,546 --> 00:24:48,445
POE: Call it what you want,
she's got her shit together.
465
00:24:48,447 --> 00:24:50,249
She definitely keeps me
in line.
466
00:24:50,449 --> 00:24:51,817
So, uh,
467
00:24:52,885 --> 00:24:54,220
have you two...
468
00:24:55,888 --> 00:24:58,090
(CHUCKLES) No.
469
00:24:58,324 --> 00:24:59,890
No, no, no.
470
00:24:59,892 --> 00:25:02,428
I've known that girl
since I was, like, seven.
471
00:25:02,928 --> 00:25:04,895
I don't know, man.
472
00:25:04,897 --> 00:25:06,296
Sounds like you love her.
473
00:25:06,298 --> 00:25:07,931
Of course, I love her.
474
00:25:07,933 --> 00:25:10,200
So, why haven't you done
anything about it?
475
00:25:10,202 --> 00:25:11,370
Because
476
00:25:12,238 --> 00:25:13,872
she's not a he.
477
00:25:18,110 --> 00:25:19,276
(SIGHS)
478
00:25:19,278 --> 00:25:21,345
Don't worry.
I don't like white boys.
479
00:25:21,347 --> 00:25:22,781
(POE CHUCKLES)
480
00:25:30,889 --> 00:25:32,523
Dr. Hamid said
that you suddenly
481
00:25:32,525 --> 00:25:34,994
wanna be responsible
for your own regimen.
482
00:25:35,595 --> 00:25:37,497
Don't make me regret this.
483
00:25:48,340 --> 00:25:49,840
Did you wipe everything down?
484
00:25:49,842 --> 00:25:52,512
WILL: Yes. This wasn't
my idea, you know?
485
00:25:55,314 --> 00:25:56,947
STELLA: Are we still clear?
486
00:25:56,949 --> 00:25:58,450
Yes. Hurry up.
487
00:25:59,519 --> 00:26:01,153
STELLA: I'm almost done.
488
00:26:30,349 --> 00:26:31,350
(GROANS)
489
00:26:36,221 --> 00:26:38,623
Okay. Your med cart's
all set up.
490
00:26:38,625 --> 00:26:40,558
I built an app
for chronic illnesses.
491
00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:41,925
It'll alert you when to do
492
00:26:41,927 --> 00:26:43,126
your treatments,
and take your pills...
493
00:26:43,128 --> 00:26:44,662
WILL: Built an app?
494
00:26:44,664 --> 00:26:46,198
Like you built it?
495
00:26:46,633 --> 00:26:47,833
STELLA: Surprise.
496
00:26:48,467 --> 00:26:50,000
It's pretty simple.
497
00:26:50,002 --> 00:26:51,437
You should be able
to figure it out.
498
00:27:05,951 --> 00:27:07,353
(BREATHES HEAVILY)
499
00:27:22,434 --> 00:27:23,501
POE: Okay, Stella.
500
00:27:23,503 --> 00:27:25,670
Don't tell me that
the one time you're interested
501
00:27:25,672 --> 00:27:27,938
in some guy, he's a CFer.
502
00:27:27,940 --> 00:27:30,042
I just helped him set up
his med cart.
503
00:27:30,275 --> 00:27:32,442
That... That's it.
That's all!
504
00:27:32,444 --> 00:27:34,044
I know you, Stella.
505
00:27:34,046 --> 00:27:36,215
Organizing a med cart
is like foreplay.
506
00:27:38,183 --> 00:27:39,451
(LINE DISCONNECTS)
507
00:27:39,686 --> 00:27:41,954
(SHOUTS)
They're called manners!
508
00:27:43,690 --> 00:27:44,990
(LAPTOP CHIMES)
509
00:27:49,361 --> 00:27:50,530
(CELL PHONE RINGING)
510
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,169
Are you doing your AffloVest?
511
00:27:58,137 --> 00:27:59,238
Yeah.
512
00:27:59,672 --> 00:28:00,673
Show me.
513
00:28:01,608 --> 00:28:03,676
I can't.
I'm half-naked.
514
00:28:04,176 --> 00:28:07,010
You're supposed to be doing
your AffloVest right now,
515
00:28:07,012 --> 00:28:08,180
and did you take your Creon?
516
00:28:08,581 --> 00:28:11,551
Are those the suppositories?
517
00:28:13,553 --> 00:28:14,652
Okay.
518
00:28:14,654 --> 00:28:16,219
Okay, I can't trust you,
519
00:28:16,221 --> 00:28:18,388
so this is how
it's gonna work.
520
00:28:18,390 --> 00:28:20,023
We're gonna do
our treatments together
521
00:28:20,025 --> 00:28:21,759
so that way I know you're
actually doing them.
522
00:28:21,761 --> 00:28:23,026
Okay?
523
00:28:23,028 --> 00:28:24,361
Always looking for ways
524
00:28:24,363 --> 00:28:26,396
to spend more time with me,
aren't you, Stella?
525
00:28:26,398 --> 00:28:27,399
Bye.
526
00:28:28,568 --> 00:28:30,969
STELLA: I've been doing this
since I was a little kid.
527
00:28:33,205 --> 00:28:35,071
So you just pour them all
in the pudding
528
00:28:35,073 --> 00:28:36,774
and stir it around.
Are you doing that?
529
00:28:36,776 --> 00:28:39,011
(INDIE FOLK MUSIC PLAYING)
530
00:28:43,516 --> 00:28:45,618
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATION)
531
00:28:58,130 --> 00:28:59,697
(IMITATES VEST VIBRATING)
532
00:28:59,699 --> 00:29:02,067
(CONVERSATION CONTINUES
INDISTINCTLY)
533
00:29:06,739 --> 00:29:08,608
(STELLA IMITATES
VEST VIBRATING)
534
00:29:10,275 --> 00:29:11,678
(INDIE FOLK MUSIC CONTINUES)
535
00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:29,361
Good night.
536
00:29:31,531 --> 00:29:33,131
(INDIE FOLK MUSIC ENDS)
537
00:29:34,366 --> 00:29:36,435
The Divorce Diet
doesn't look good on you, Mom.
538
00:29:37,236 --> 00:29:38,503
What are you talking about?
539
00:29:38,505 --> 00:29:40,470
You're too thin.
Dad needs a bath.
540
00:29:40,472 --> 00:29:41,608
You guys are stealing my look.
541
00:29:42,241 --> 00:29:44,009
I'm stealing your look?
542
00:29:44,443 --> 00:29:45,375
Mmm-hmm.
543
00:29:45,377 --> 00:29:47,177
Okay, maybe I need this
more than you do.
544
00:29:47,179 --> 00:29:49,312
No!
545
00:29:49,314 --> 00:29:50,483
Oh, my God!
546
00:29:51,383 --> 00:29:52,750
How did that happen?
547
00:29:52,752 --> 00:29:54,284
How did it happen?
548
00:29:54,286 --> 00:29:55,452
Oh, man!
549
00:29:55,454 --> 00:29:56,789
Give me napkins.
550
00:29:57,490 --> 00:29:59,391
Aw, here, honey.
551
00:30:18,343 --> 00:30:19,746
I love you so much.
552
00:30:21,881 --> 00:30:24,416
I know.
I love you, too.
553
00:30:25,885 --> 00:30:28,220
I don't know
what I'd do without you.
554
00:30:29,288 --> 00:30:30,523
(ERIN SNIFFLES)
555
00:30:37,396 --> 00:30:38,596
How does it feel?
556
00:30:38,598 --> 00:30:40,533
STELLA: Not great.
557
00:30:42,134 --> 00:30:43,568
Let's try some Bactroban,
558
00:30:43,570 --> 00:30:44,802
see how it looks
in a day or two.
559
00:30:44,804 --> 00:30:46,469
Maybe we can clear it up, huh?
560
00:30:46,471 --> 00:30:48,140
(CELL PHONE CHIMING)
561
00:30:48,741 --> 00:30:50,375
Oh. I'll be at the gym.
562
00:30:51,243 --> 00:30:52,442
Thanks, Doc!
563
00:30:52,444 --> 00:30:54,745
(WILL PANTING)
564
00:30:54,747 --> 00:30:56,348
(COUGHS)
565
00:30:57,784 --> 00:31:00,185
Hey, you know, this sucks.
566
00:31:00,419 --> 00:31:04,356
When does this deal of ours
become mutually beneficial?
567
00:31:05,324 --> 00:31:06,924
I've done everything
you've asked
568
00:31:06,926 --> 00:31:09,328
with no return
on my investment.
569
00:31:10,462 --> 00:31:12,697
You really wanna draw me
after we work out?
570
00:31:12,699 --> 00:31:14,199
Yeah.
571
00:31:14,601 --> 00:31:15,602
No.
572
00:31:15,802 --> 00:31:18,836
I'm gross, and sweaty,
and smell.
573
00:31:18,838 --> 00:31:20,871
"My hair is dirty.
574
00:31:20,873 --> 00:31:22,840
"I'm too tired.
575
00:31:22,842 --> 00:31:24,677
"My med cart is messy."
576
00:31:24,877 --> 00:31:26,111
Fine.
577
00:31:26,746 --> 00:31:29,181
I'll sweat harder then.
Just for you.
578
00:31:30,382 --> 00:31:32,315
I'm going to draw that sweat.
579
00:31:32,317 --> 00:31:34,353
(STELLA COUGHING)
580
00:31:41,961 --> 00:31:43,462
What's that?
581
00:31:44,229 --> 00:31:45,565
My to-do list.
582
00:31:45,898 --> 00:31:47,500
To-do list?
583
00:31:47,934 --> 00:31:51,434
That's pretty old-fashioned
for someone that builds apps.
584
00:31:51,436 --> 00:31:53,269
Yeah, well,
the app doesn't give me
585
00:31:53,271 --> 00:31:55,440
the satisfaction of doing
586
00:31:55,808 --> 00:31:57,142
that.
587
00:32:01,446 --> 00:32:03,650
What else is on
that to-do list of yours?
588
00:32:04,216 --> 00:32:05,950
My master list
or my daily list?
589
00:32:05,952 --> 00:32:07,920
Yeah, of course
you have two lists.
590
00:32:08,721 --> 00:32:10,657
The master list.
That's the big stuff, right?
591
00:32:11,891 --> 00:32:12,923
Okay.
592
00:32:12,925 --> 00:32:15,826
Volunteer in an important
political campaign.
593
00:32:15,828 --> 00:32:16,794
Done.
594
00:32:16,796 --> 00:32:18,729
Study all the works of
William Shakespeare.
595
00:32:18,731 --> 00:32:19,732
Done.
596
00:32:20,833 --> 00:32:22,465
Share everything I know
about CF with other people.
597
00:32:22,467 --> 00:32:23,734
That's my YouTube page.
598
00:32:23,736 --> 00:32:26,839
So, your plan
is to die really smart
599
00:32:27,305 --> 00:32:28,572
so that you can join
600
00:32:28,574 --> 00:32:30,242
the debate team of the dead
or something?
601
00:32:30,643 --> 00:32:32,679
What about
traveling the world?
602
00:32:38,851 --> 00:32:40,918
Learn to play piano.
603
00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:42,187
Done.
604
00:32:42,488 --> 00:32:44,722
Speak fluent French.
605
00:32:44,724 --> 00:32:46,592
(SPEAKS FRENCH)
606
00:32:47,459 --> 00:32:49,227
Can you look at me for a sec?
607
00:32:50,496 --> 00:32:51,696
You wanna hear my list?
608
00:32:51,698 --> 00:32:52,665
No.
609
00:32:53,566 --> 00:32:56,201
Painting class with Bob Ross.
610
00:32:57,904 --> 00:33:00,638
He's dead.
611
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:02,809
Yeah, never mind. Uh...
612
00:33:03,876 --> 00:33:05,410
Sex in the Vatican.
613
00:33:05,978 --> 00:33:08,881
(SIGHS) I'd rather help you
meet Bob Ross.
614
00:33:10,683 --> 00:33:11,684
I don't know.
615
00:33:13,452 --> 00:33:15,287
I'd like to travel the world.
616
00:33:16,055 --> 00:33:17,822
Actually get to see some of it
617
00:33:17,824 --> 00:33:20,960
and not the inside
of these hospitals.
618
00:33:28,034 --> 00:33:29,334
STELLA: Thank you.
619
00:33:30,737 --> 00:33:31,771
For what?
620
00:33:33,338 --> 00:33:34,974
For saying something real.
621
00:33:39,612 --> 00:33:40,980
Was it the Vatican thing?
622
00:33:42,414 --> 00:33:43,616
Can you hurry up?
623
00:34:02,467 --> 00:34:04,001
Okay. I just thought
you might want to know
624
00:34:04,003 --> 00:34:05,536
how this feels. You ready?
625
00:34:05,538 --> 00:34:06,839
And I brought a jumping buddy.
626
00:34:07,472 --> 00:34:09,474
Don't worry.
I'll hold him tight.
627
00:34:10,076 --> 00:34:12,109
All right, Abby,
ready to jump out of a plane?
628
00:34:12,111 --> 00:34:13,376
Ready!
629
00:34:13,378 --> 00:34:15,047
Happy Birthday, Stella.
630
00:34:15,447 --> 00:34:16,783
(ABBY SCREAMING)
631
00:34:19,552 --> 00:34:21,453
(ABBY CONTINUES SCREAMING)
632
00:34:29,762 --> 00:34:31,731
I love you, Stella.
I'll see you soon.
633
00:34:32,632 --> 00:34:33,800
STELLA: I love you, too.
634
00:34:36,769 --> 00:34:38,037
(CLATTERS)
635
00:34:45,611 --> 00:34:47,511
I like seeing you like this.
636
00:34:47,513 --> 00:34:48,813
Like what?
637
00:34:48,815 --> 00:34:50,448
Hopeful.
638
00:34:52,718 --> 00:34:53,753
All right.
639
00:34:55,755 --> 00:34:57,089
Hey, Julie.
640
00:35:00,660 --> 00:35:02,495
What if this doesn't work?
641
00:35:03,930 --> 00:35:05,565
What if it does?
642
00:35:15,975 --> 00:35:17,944
(RESUMES SKETCHING)
643
00:35:32,625 --> 00:35:33,726
(CHUCKLES)
644
00:35:38,865 --> 00:35:40,633
(LAUGHING)
645
00:35:45,705 --> 00:35:47,137
Ha-ha!
646
00:35:47,139 --> 00:35:48,841
(LAPTOP RINGING)
647
00:35:53,779 --> 00:35:55,348
Why cartoons?
648
00:35:55,848 --> 00:35:57,683
They're subversive.
649
00:35:58,551 --> 00:36:01,785
They can be light and funny
but pack a powerful punch.
650
00:36:01,787 --> 00:36:03,554
I think a well-drawn cartoon
651
00:36:03,556 --> 00:36:05,189
can say a lot more
than words ever could.
652
00:36:05,191 --> 00:36:06,557
Yeah?
653
00:36:06,559 --> 00:36:08,861
What does this say exactly?
654
00:36:09,528 --> 00:36:12,698
A lot more than words
ever could.
655
00:36:13,099 --> 00:36:14,967
I think it's actually
pretty good.
656
00:36:15,167 --> 00:36:17,103
I think that's really good.
Behind you.
657
00:36:17,570 --> 00:36:18,738
What is that?
658
00:36:19,238 --> 00:36:21,471
Oh, those are lungs.
That's brilliant.
659
00:36:21,473 --> 00:36:22,673
Did you do that?
660
00:36:22,675 --> 00:36:25,609
Uh, no, my older sister, Abby.
661
00:36:25,611 --> 00:36:26,679
Wow. She's really good.
662
00:36:27,780 --> 00:36:29,181
I'd love to see more of
her stuff. Do you have any?
663
00:36:31,050 --> 00:36:35,152
We don't have to, uh,
share our stories, okay?
664
00:36:35,154 --> 00:36:37,590
We can just do
our treatments together.
665
00:36:38,024 --> 00:36:39,525
(LINE DISCONNECTS)
666
00:36:40,159 --> 00:36:41,727
(SCOFFS SOFTLY)
667
00:36:44,630 --> 00:36:48,098
STELLA: Hey, guys!
I have to get a nasal poly...
668
00:36:48,100 --> 00:36:49,166
Polypectomy.
669
00:36:49,168 --> 00:36:51,702
We're removing polyps
from your nasal passages.
670
00:36:51,704 --> 00:36:53,070
And Stella's nervous.
671
00:36:53,072 --> 00:36:54,972
But I'm gonna be there
to sing her to sleep.
672
00:36:54,974 --> 00:36:56,874
Just like always.
673
00:36:56,876 --> 00:36:59,610
♪ I love you
A bushel and a peck ♪
674
00:36:59,612 --> 00:37:00,678
♪ A bushel and a peck ♪
675
00:37:00,680 --> 00:37:01,712
Don't sing
the whole thing yet.
676
00:37:01,714 --> 00:37:02,780
♪ And a hug around the neck ♪
677
00:37:02,782 --> 00:37:04,148
You're gonna jinx it.
(SHUSHES)
678
00:37:04,150 --> 00:37:05,249
♪ And a barrel and a heap ♪
679
00:37:05,251 --> 00:37:06,684
You're gonna jinx it.
680
00:37:06,686 --> 00:37:09,853
♪ And I'm talkin' in my sleep
About you ♪
681
00:37:09,855 --> 00:37:11,090
But seriously.
682
00:37:11,590 --> 00:37:13,057
I'm gonna be there
when you go to sleep
683
00:37:13,059 --> 00:37:14,894
and I'm gonna be right here
when you wake up.
684
00:37:16,862 --> 00:37:17,964
Okay?
685
00:37:19,065 --> 00:37:20,066
Okay.
686
00:37:21,534 --> 00:37:22,702
I love you.
687
00:37:23,035 --> 00:37:24,503
I love you, too.
688
00:37:24,737 --> 00:37:26,303
My sister, Abby,
ladies and gentlemen.
689
00:37:26,305 --> 00:37:28,572
She's single, by the way.
690
00:37:28,574 --> 00:37:29,942
Her digits are...
691
00:37:30,743 --> 00:37:31,976
That was last year.
692
00:37:31,978 --> 00:37:34,146
Abby's not in any of
the videos after that.
693
00:37:34,647 --> 00:37:36,080
I found Abby's Instagram.
694
00:37:36,082 --> 00:37:38,015
I mean, it's mostly art,
695
00:37:38,017 --> 00:37:40,617
her and Stella,
but you're right.
696
00:37:40,619 --> 00:37:42,488
I mean,
she hasn't posted in a year.
697
00:37:49,729 --> 00:37:50,796
(DOOR OPENS)
698
00:37:54,867 --> 00:37:57,201
Barb didn't see you come in,
did she?
699
00:37:57,203 --> 00:37:58,537
No.
700
00:38:10,683 --> 00:38:12,151
Abby's dead, isn't she?
701
00:38:16,155 --> 00:38:18,090
You're as delicate
as a jackhammer.
702
00:38:18,724 --> 00:38:22,028
We don't have time for
delicacy, Stella. We're dying.
703
00:38:22,828 --> 00:38:26,132
Can you stop reminding me
that I'm dying?
704
00:38:26,699 --> 00:38:28,966
I get it. I get that.
705
00:38:28,968 --> 00:38:30,868
Okay? I just can't.
706
00:38:30,870 --> 00:38:32,903
I have been dying
my whole life.
707
00:38:32,905 --> 00:38:35,906
Every birthday, we celebrated
it like it was my last one.
708
00:38:35,908 --> 00:38:37,608
I know. Me, too.
709
00:38:37,610 --> 00:38:40,646
Because then, yeah,
as you pointed out, Abby died.
710
00:38:42,782 --> 00:38:44,381
And then
my parents' marriage died.
711
00:38:44,383 --> 00:38:46,884
And it was supposed to be me.
712
00:38:46,886 --> 00:38:48,685
Everyone was ready for that.
713
00:38:48,687 --> 00:38:50,120
Everyone was prepared
for that.
714
00:38:50,122 --> 00:38:51,924
I just, I can't die.
715
00:38:53,959 --> 00:38:56,295
I just... My parents...
I can't.
716
00:38:57,229 --> 00:38:59,598
Is this why you're so obsessed
with your regimen?
717
00:39:01,033 --> 00:39:03,667
You're not afraid of dying.
You have survivor's guilt.
718
00:39:03,669 --> 00:39:04,601
Will?
719
00:39:04,603 --> 00:39:06,270
You're a sick girl
with survivor's guilt.
720
00:39:06,272 --> 00:39:08,305
This is out of your control.
721
00:39:08,307 --> 00:39:10,707
I just don't have
any other choice, okay?
722
00:39:10,709 --> 00:39:11,942
You do. But that's what
I'm trying to tell you.
723
00:39:11,944 --> 00:39:13,913
STELLA: I don't!
Will, I don't.
724
00:39:15,147 --> 00:39:16,947
Okay, Stella.
Hey, I'm sorry.
725
00:39:16,949 --> 00:39:18,115
We're supposed
to be meditating.
726
00:39:18,117 --> 00:39:19,718
Stella, come on!
727
00:39:21,720 --> 00:39:23,353
POE: You knew
he had boundary issues.
728
00:39:23,355 --> 00:39:26,056
For what it's worth, I don't
think he meant to hurt you.
729
00:39:26,058 --> 00:39:27,658
Yeah,
but it's still annoying.
730
00:39:27,660 --> 00:39:29,326
Like, he said
"Abby" and "dead"
731
00:39:29,328 --> 00:39:31,597
in the same sentence
like it was no big deal.
732
00:39:34,333 --> 00:39:35,734
(SIGHS)
733
00:39:37,770 --> 00:39:39,105
I should've been there.
734
00:39:39,839 --> 00:39:42,808
I should've been there.
735
00:39:43,876 --> 00:39:45,010
Stella, look at me.
736
00:39:45,911 --> 00:39:47,179
You can't know.
737
00:39:47,713 --> 00:39:49,215
You just can't.
738
00:39:49,415 --> 00:39:51,784
(SIGHS)
739
00:39:52,718 --> 00:39:54,820
Oh, this disease is a prison.
740
00:39:55,154 --> 00:39:57,323
I wanna hug you.
741
00:39:58,324 --> 00:40:01,160
Just pretend
that I'm doing it right now.
742
00:40:03,429 --> 00:40:04,730
I love you.
743
00:40:06,065 --> 00:40:07,333
I love you, too.
744
00:40:09,835 --> 00:40:11,268
You wanna get ice cream?
745
00:40:11,270 --> 00:40:13,172
Yes.
746
00:40:18,177 --> 00:40:19,645
(LINE BEEPS)
747
00:40:34,494 --> 00:40:37,997
DR. HAMID: If the infection
gets into the bloodstream...
748
00:40:41,100 --> 00:40:42,101
Hey.
749
00:40:44,103 --> 00:40:45,836
It's gonna be okay.
750
00:40:45,838 --> 00:40:47,838
You don't know that.
751
00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:50,709
You're right. I don't.
It's risky.
752
00:40:51,043 --> 00:40:53,179
But sepsis is
the bigger monster.
753
00:40:55,381 --> 00:40:56,682
Hey.
754
00:40:57,950 --> 00:41:00,117
You're a fighter,
Stella Grant.
755
00:41:00,119 --> 00:41:01,420
You always have been.
756
00:41:05,191 --> 00:41:06,458
So...
757
00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:08,761
Yeah?
758
00:41:09,128 --> 00:41:10,429
Yeah.
759
00:41:11,764 --> 00:41:13,132
Tomorrow morning, then.
760
00:41:15,134 --> 00:41:16,936
I'll let your parents know.
761
00:41:17,303 --> 00:41:18,737
(DOOR OPENS)
762
00:41:20,306 --> 00:41:21,740
(DOOR CLOSES)
763
00:41:27,079 --> 00:41:28,080
(SIGHS)
764
00:41:55,441 --> 00:41:57,510
(SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING)
765
00:42:09,888 --> 00:42:10,990
Hey.
766
00:42:12,492 --> 00:42:13,792
You're here.
767
00:42:14,494 --> 00:42:15,526
I'm here.
768
00:42:15,528 --> 00:42:18,097
I got your cartoon.
You're forgiven. Back up.
769
00:42:21,467 --> 00:42:23,367
You missed our treatment.
What's going on?
770
00:42:23,369 --> 00:42:25,404
Infected G-tube.
771
00:42:26,038 --> 00:42:27,971
Dr. Hamid's worried
about sepsis,
772
00:42:27,973 --> 00:42:29,842
so she's replacing it
in the morning.
773
00:42:30,309 --> 00:42:31,908
I'm going under general.
774
00:42:31,910 --> 00:42:33,076
Shit.
775
00:42:33,078 --> 00:42:34,547
Are your lungs up for that?
776
00:42:36,181 --> 00:42:39,985
Do your nebulizer at 8:00,
and your AffloVest, okay?
777
00:42:40,553 --> 00:42:41,887
(DOOR CLOSES)
778
00:42:57,136 --> 00:42:59,204
(SOULFUL MUSIC CONTINUES)
779
00:43:36,476 --> 00:43:37,610
(DOOR OPENS)
780
00:43:46,553 --> 00:43:48,287
What are you doing here?
781
00:43:49,154 --> 00:43:51,088
I thought this was
the bathroom, honestly.
782
00:43:51,090 --> 00:43:52,289
(LAUGHS)
783
00:43:52,291 --> 00:43:54,494
It's your first surgery
without Abby.
784
00:43:55,628 --> 00:43:57,029
How do you know that?
785
00:43:57,229 --> 00:43:59,098
I've seen all your movies.
786
00:44:00,132 --> 00:44:01,634
Some might say
787
00:44:02,167 --> 00:44:03,634
I'm your biggest fan.
788
00:44:03,636 --> 00:44:06,840
So, I really hope
that I don't mess this up.
789
00:44:10,710 --> 00:44:14,378
♪ I love you
A bushel and a peck ♪
790
00:44:14,380 --> 00:44:16,647
♪ A bushel and a peck
And a hug around the neck ♪
791
00:44:16,649 --> 00:44:18,215
Go away! Go away!
792
00:44:18,217 --> 00:44:21,719
♪ A hug around the neck
And a barrel and a heap ♪
793
00:44:21,721 --> 00:44:23,320
♪ A barrel and a heap ♪
794
00:44:23,322 --> 00:44:27,059
♪ And I'm talkin' in my sleep
About you ♪
795
00:44:28,595 --> 00:44:31,094
Our grandma
used to sing that to us.
796
00:44:31,096 --> 00:44:34,030
I had to Google it.
It's really old.
797
00:44:34,032 --> 00:44:35,098
I know.
798
00:44:35,100 --> 00:44:36,433
What the heck's
799
00:44:36,435 --> 00:44:38,268
a barrel and a heap?
800
00:44:38,270 --> 00:44:39,639
(LAUGHS)
801
00:44:48,046 --> 00:44:49,616
You're gonna be okay.
802
00:44:50,315 --> 00:44:51,551
Promise?
803
00:44:56,756 --> 00:44:58,157
(BOTH KISS)
804
00:44:58,758 --> 00:45:00,192
Hey.
805
00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:03,028
You ready to get this show
on the road?
806
00:45:03,663 --> 00:45:04,930
(MOUTHING) Yeah.
807
00:45:16,609 --> 00:45:18,509
Oh, hell, no!
808
00:45:18,511 --> 00:45:19,712
Will!
809
00:45:24,116 --> 00:45:25,685
She was scared.
810
00:45:26,084 --> 00:45:27,585
I just wanted to do
something nice.
811
00:45:27,587 --> 00:45:28,588
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
812
00:45:32,492 --> 00:45:34,326
Come on!
813
00:45:35,060 --> 00:45:37,327
She's in more danger
under the anesthesia
814
00:45:37,329 --> 00:45:39,131
than she is with me.
815
00:45:42,735 --> 00:45:44,303
Trevor Von.
816
00:45:45,370 --> 00:45:48,338
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
That's who you remind me of.
817
00:45:48,340 --> 00:45:50,808
Trevor Von and Amy Presley.
818
00:45:50,810 --> 00:45:52,677
Oh, they were...
819
00:45:52,679 --> 00:45:55,080
They were in love.
820
00:45:55,815 --> 00:45:58,816
And I let them break the rules
so they could be happy.
821
00:45:58,818 --> 00:46:00,452
And let me guess,
822
00:46:01,453 --> 00:46:02,587
they died?
823
00:46:02,589 --> 00:46:04,757
Yes, Will, they did.
824
00:46:06,659 --> 00:46:08,327
On my watch.
825
00:46:11,396 --> 00:46:14,501
And I'd be damned
if I let that happen again.
826
00:46:18,738 --> 00:46:20,640
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
827
00:46:35,287 --> 00:46:37,254
(EKG BEEPING)
828
00:46:37,256 --> 00:46:38,791
It's gonna be okay.
829
00:46:57,276 --> 00:46:58,743
You know what to do.
830
00:46:58,745 --> 00:47:00,212
Mmm-hmm.
831
00:47:01,848 --> 00:47:05,215
BOTH: Ten, nine...
832
00:47:05,217 --> 00:47:06,418
STELLA: ...eight,
833
00:47:07,219 --> 00:47:08,555
seven...
834
00:47:10,557 --> 00:47:12,090
ANESTHESIOLOGIST: Shh...
835
00:47:15,460 --> 00:47:17,460
(ECHOING VOICE
SINGING INDISTINCTLY)
836
00:47:17,462 --> 00:47:19,398
(DREAMY MUSIC PLAYING)
837
00:47:58,403 --> 00:47:59,404
(MOANS SOFTLY)
838
00:48:02,942 --> 00:48:04,242
(GASPS)
839
00:48:05,377 --> 00:48:07,780
Oh... (GASPS)
840
00:48:30,737 --> 00:48:32,371
(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
841
00:48:41,279 --> 00:48:43,650
STELLA: (SINGSONG)
Hi, it's me.
842
00:48:44,349 --> 00:48:48,755
(GROGGILY) Call me
'cause I miss you, okay?
843
00:48:49,321 --> 00:48:51,856
But don't call me, 'cause
I just got out of surgery
844
00:48:51,858 --> 00:48:53,526
and I'm really tired.
845
00:48:53,726 --> 00:48:56,459
But call me though
when you get this,
846
00:48:56,461 --> 00:48:59,431
because you're cute
847
00:48:59,666 --> 00:49:02,502
and I wanna see you
848
00:49:03,402 --> 00:49:06,238
and your fluffy little hair
849
00:49:06,906 --> 00:49:10,608
and your little skinny legs.
(CHUCKLES)
850
00:49:10,610 --> 00:49:11,744
Okay?
851
00:49:12,578 --> 00:49:13,811
Don't call me, though,
852
00:49:13,813 --> 00:49:16,847
because if I hear
your sexy voice,
853
00:49:16,849 --> 00:49:19,284
I won't be able
to sleep, so...
854
00:49:20,720 --> 00:49:23,455
Call me when you get this,
okay?
855
00:49:24,524 --> 00:49:25,725
Bye.
856
00:49:27,960 --> 00:49:30,195
(JAZZY POP MUSIC PLAYING)
857
00:50:22,582 --> 00:50:23,750
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
858
00:50:41,567 --> 00:50:43,268
Will's not coming.
859
00:50:45,104 --> 00:50:46,404
Will?
860
00:50:47,940 --> 00:50:50,442
I'm not leaving
until you open the door.
861
00:50:54,046 --> 00:50:55,347
WILL: I can't.
862
00:50:58,450 --> 00:51:01,085
Just, please open the door
and we can talk about this.
863
00:51:01,087 --> 00:51:02,953
Okay? I don't care
what Barb said.
864
00:51:02,955 --> 00:51:05,057
Just open the door!
865
00:51:05,525 --> 00:51:07,091
(TURNS DOOR HANDLE)
866
00:51:07,093 --> 00:51:08,526
I can't.
867
00:51:08,528 --> 00:51:09,829
STELLA: Will, come on.
868
00:51:23,876 --> 00:51:25,377
Go away, Stella.
869
00:51:29,982 --> 00:51:31,816
POE:
Maybe it's better this way.
870
00:51:31,818 --> 00:51:34,051
STELLA:
No, I can figure this out.
871
00:51:34,053 --> 00:51:35,719
I need to figure this out.
872
00:51:35,721 --> 00:51:37,355
POE: We're not normal kids.
873
00:51:38,591 --> 00:51:40,591
We don't get to take chances
like this.
874
00:51:40,593 --> 00:51:42,860
Oh, come on. You're not gonna
give me that, too?
875
00:51:42,862 --> 00:51:44,362
POE:
Admit what's going on here.
876
00:51:44,864 --> 00:51:46,999
Will's a risk-taker,
just like Abby.
877
00:51:48,634 --> 00:51:50,536
What's that supposed to mean?
878
00:51:51,971 --> 00:51:54,974
You think that I'm the one
that's afraid to take risks?
879
00:51:55,575 --> 00:51:56,974
What about you and your life
880
00:51:56,976 --> 00:51:58,843
and your relationships?
881
00:51:58,845 --> 00:52:01,411
You and Tim, you and Rick,
you and Michael.
882
00:52:01,413 --> 00:52:03,013
Don't go there.
883
00:52:03,015 --> 00:52:05,082
They knew you were sick
and they loved you.
884
00:52:05,084 --> 00:52:07,450
You were the one who ran.
Every time, you ran.
885
00:52:07,452 --> 00:52:08,451
You don't know
what you're talking about.
886
00:52:08,453 --> 00:52:10,955
You ruined every chance
you've ever had at love,
887
00:52:10,957 --> 00:52:12,992
so just keep your advice
to yourself.
888
00:52:19,532 --> 00:52:21,601
(MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING)
889
00:52:44,624 --> 00:52:46,626
(MELLOW MUSIC CONTINUES)
890
00:53:07,647 --> 00:53:08,948
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
891
00:53:34,273 --> 00:53:35,508
(LAUGHS)
892
00:53:37,009 --> 00:53:38,010
Bitch.
893
00:53:38,644 --> 00:53:39,779
Asshole.
894
00:53:41,747 --> 00:53:43,416
You know, you're right.
895
00:53:44,250 --> 00:53:45,651
I am afraid.
896
00:53:46,585 --> 00:53:49,019
You know what someone gets
for loving me?
897
00:53:49,021 --> 00:53:51,221
They get to pay
for all my care.
898
00:53:51,223 --> 00:53:53,059
And then
they get to watch me die.
899
00:53:54,794 --> 00:53:58,262
Deductibles, meds,
hospital stays, surgeries.
900
00:53:58,264 --> 00:54:01,598
When I turn 18,
there's no more full coverage.
901
00:54:01,600 --> 00:54:03,100
Who should I put that on?
902
00:54:03,102 --> 00:54:05,470
Michael or my family?
903
00:54:05,972 --> 00:54:07,873
It's my sickness,
it's my problem.
904
00:54:10,242 --> 00:54:11,942
Maybe we can get Will
to marry you.
905
00:54:11,944 --> 00:54:13,045
He's loaded.
906
00:54:14,580 --> 00:54:16,649
He's not picky.
He likes you.
907
00:54:17,850 --> 00:54:19,785
(BOTH CHUCKLE)
908
00:54:21,887 --> 00:54:23,189
I am sorry
909
00:54:24,724 --> 00:54:26,125
about you and Will.
910
00:54:40,940 --> 00:54:42,241
POE: Stella?
911
00:54:44,610 --> 00:54:45,711
What?
912
00:54:47,980 --> 00:54:49,181
Stella?
913
00:54:51,884 --> 00:54:53,819
(VEST VIBRATING)
914
00:54:58,057 --> 00:54:59,258
(VIBRATING STOPS)
915
00:55:11,203 --> 00:55:12,671
(LAPTOP CHIMES)
916
00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:21,845
Hello.
917
00:55:21,847 --> 00:55:24,348
There is something
a little bit different
918
00:55:24,350 --> 00:55:26,552
I want to talk about today.
919
00:55:26,886 --> 00:55:29,088
Burkholderia cepacia.
920
00:55:29,755 --> 00:55:32,322
The risks, the restrictions
921
00:55:32,324 --> 00:55:35,025
and the rules of engagement.
922
00:55:35,027 --> 00:55:39,296
B. cepacia
is a hardy bacteria.
923
00:55:39,298 --> 00:55:42,166
Okay? It is so adaptive
924
00:55:42,168 --> 00:55:45,271
that it literally feeds
on penicillin.
925
00:55:45,704 --> 00:55:49,339
So, our first line
of defense is
926
00:55:49,341 --> 00:55:53,811
Cal Stat, a hospital-grade
hand sterilizer.
927
00:55:53,813 --> 00:55:56,849
Apply liberally and often.
928
00:55:57,049 --> 00:56:01,418
Next is
good old-fashioned latex!
929
00:56:01,420 --> 00:56:04,054
Tried-and-true.
930
00:56:04,056 --> 00:56:07,660
Used for protection
in all types of activities.
931
00:56:08,427 --> 00:56:13,330
B. cepacia thrives best
in saliva or phlegm.
932
00:56:13,332 --> 00:56:16,233
Fun fact,
a cough can travel six feet,
933
00:56:16,235 --> 00:56:19,436
a sneeze can travel
up to 200 miles per hour.
934
00:56:19,438 --> 00:56:24,910
But the "no saliva" thing
also means no kissing.
935
00:56:25,277 --> 00:56:26,645
Ever.
936
00:56:27,046 --> 00:56:30,347
So, our best defense
is distance.
937
00:56:30,349 --> 00:56:33,285
Six feet at all times.
938
00:56:34,019 --> 00:56:35,986
Ta-da!
939
00:56:35,988 --> 00:56:37,287
Here's a pool cue.
940
00:56:37,289 --> 00:56:40,059
It measures
approximately five feet.
941
00:56:41,393 --> 00:56:43,427
Five feet.
942
00:56:43,429 --> 00:56:46,866
I've given a lot of thought
to foot number six.
943
00:56:47,266 --> 00:56:49,802
And you know what?
It made me mad.
944
00:56:50,402 --> 00:56:54,673
When you have cystic fibrosis,
so much is taken from you.
945
00:56:55,141 --> 00:56:56,974
You live
every day of your life
946
00:56:56,976 --> 00:56:59,443
according to treatments,
and pills, and schedules.
947
00:56:59,445 --> 00:57:01,778
Most of us
can't have children.
948
00:57:01,780 --> 00:57:03,347
A lot of us
don't even live long enough
949
00:57:03,349 --> 00:57:04,948
to try to have children.
950
00:57:04,950 --> 00:57:08,486
Shit, it's complicated
to try to explain,
951
00:57:08,488 --> 00:57:12,358
but it's even hard
to fall in love.
952
00:57:13,893 --> 00:57:17,828
So, after all that
CF has stolen from me,
953
00:57:17,830 --> 00:57:19,229
from us,
954
00:57:19,231 --> 00:57:22,668
I don't mind stealing
a little something back.
955
00:57:23,135 --> 00:57:24,370
One foot.
956
00:57:25,505 --> 00:57:27,771
One fucking foot
957
00:57:27,773 --> 00:57:29,306
of space, of distance,
958
00:57:29,308 --> 00:57:31,041
of length, or whatever
you wanna call it.
959
00:57:31,043 --> 00:57:33,445
I don't mind
stealing that back.
960
00:57:34,079 --> 00:57:35,814
Because CF...
961
00:57:37,983 --> 00:57:40,186
you're not the thief anymore.
962
00:57:40,487 --> 00:57:42,319
I'm the thief now.
963
00:57:42,321 --> 00:57:44,087
(IMITATES EXPLOSION)
964
00:57:44,089 --> 00:57:45,455
(WHOOPS)
965
00:57:45,457 --> 00:57:47,826
(HOLLERS)
966
00:57:48,027 --> 00:57:49,762
(BANGING ON DOOR)
967
00:57:55,267 --> 00:57:56,869
Five feet apart.
968
00:57:57,236 --> 00:57:58,304
Deal?
969
00:58:01,508 --> 00:58:03,075
Are you in?
970
00:58:13,919 --> 00:58:15,287
I'm so in.
971
00:58:20,527 --> 00:58:23,762
Atrium. 9:00.
972
00:58:30,369 --> 00:58:31,971
(STELLA GROANS)
973
00:58:34,139 --> 00:58:36,340
Why didn't I pack
anything nice?
974
00:58:36,342 --> 00:58:39,479
Oh, 'cause you always pack
for a hot hospital romance.
975
00:58:40,446 --> 00:58:42,047
(GROANS)
976
00:58:50,889 --> 00:58:52,124
(SPRAYS)
977
00:59:08,608 --> 00:59:10,409
Is this see-through?
978
00:59:11,143 --> 00:59:13,178
Don't even think about it, ho.
979
00:59:18,585 --> 00:59:20,886
(DREAM POP MUSIC PLAYING)
980
00:59:29,496 --> 00:59:30,996
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
981
00:59:45,911 --> 00:59:46,945
Hi.
982
00:59:48,113 --> 00:59:49,148
Hi.
983
01:00:13,038 --> 01:00:14,907
WILL: He cut and ran
when I was born.
984
01:00:15,207 --> 01:00:17,876
I guess having a sick kid
wasn't part of his plan.
985
01:00:18,277 --> 01:00:19,845
What about your mom?
986
01:00:20,079 --> 01:00:23,013
She's beautiful and driven
and smart.
987
01:00:23,015 --> 01:00:26,985
She's just focused on me
and me alone.
988
01:00:28,020 --> 01:00:30,120
So, starting tomorrow,
when I'm 18,
989
01:00:30,122 --> 01:00:32,523
I will be making the decisions
for myself.
990
01:00:32,525 --> 01:00:34,159
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
991
01:00:35,060 --> 01:00:36,496
Tomorrow's your birthday?
992
01:00:37,930 --> 01:00:39,196
You could have told me that.
993
01:00:39,198 --> 01:00:41,033
I don't have
a present for you.
994
01:00:42,635 --> 01:00:45,638
How about you just promise to
stick around for the next one?
995
01:00:49,007 --> 01:00:50,510
Come on.
996
01:00:51,544 --> 01:00:53,480
I'm getting out of here.
997
01:00:56,148 --> 01:00:58,350
There is this one theory
I like
998
01:00:58,618 --> 01:01:01,987
that says, "To understand death,
you have to look at birth."
999
01:01:03,155 --> 01:01:04,591
So, like,
1000
01:01:05,157 --> 01:01:09,061
while we're in the womb,
we're living that existence
1001
01:01:09,428 --> 01:01:12,362
not knowing
that our next existence
1002
01:01:12,364 --> 01:01:14,297
is just an inch away.
1003
01:01:14,299 --> 01:01:17,568
So, maybe it's the same
with death.
1004
01:01:17,570 --> 01:01:21,572
Maybe death is just
the next life,
1005
01:01:21,574 --> 01:01:23,075
but an inch away.
1006
01:01:24,076 --> 01:01:27,946
Or maybe it's just
a big sleep, baby.
1007
01:01:29,181 --> 01:01:30,315
Lights out.
1008
01:01:31,150 --> 01:01:32,317
Done and done.
1009
01:01:32,985 --> 01:01:34,119
No.
1010
01:01:37,089 --> 01:01:38,155
There's no way
1011
01:01:38,157 --> 01:01:43,427
that Abby just blinked out.
1012
01:01:43,429 --> 01:01:45,197
I refuse to believe it.
1013
01:01:46,666 --> 01:01:49,468
What happened with Abby?
1014
01:01:53,740 --> 01:01:57,075
She was cliff diving
in California.
1015
01:01:58,010 --> 01:02:01,113
She landed wrong,
broke her neck and drowned.
1016
01:02:04,450 --> 01:02:06,283
They said
she didn't feel any pain,
1017
01:02:06,285 --> 01:02:10,255
but how would they know
if she felt pain?
1018
01:02:11,558 --> 01:02:15,160
I was supposed to be there
with her, but I got sick.
1019
01:02:15,461 --> 01:02:17,162
Like I always do.
1020
01:02:19,532 --> 01:02:23,035
I just keep imagining it
over and over again.
1021
01:02:23,703 --> 01:02:25,237
What she was feeling.
1022
01:02:28,708 --> 01:02:29,709
(SOBS)
1023
01:02:30,810 --> 01:02:34,044
Without knowing that,
she just never stops dying.
1024
01:02:34,046 --> 01:02:35,047
Stella.
1025
01:02:36,048 --> 01:02:38,549
Even if you were there,
you still wouldn't know.
1026
01:02:38,551 --> 01:02:40,185
But I wasn't there.
1027
01:02:43,523 --> 01:02:45,257
She died alone.
1028
01:02:48,060 --> 01:02:49,762
Isn't that how
we're gonna die?
1029
01:02:51,430 --> 01:02:54,433
Drowning.
Just without the water.
1030
01:02:55,133 --> 01:02:57,504
Our own fluids
doing the dirty work.
1031
01:02:59,438 --> 01:03:00,740
(LAUGHS)
1032
01:03:01,574 --> 01:03:03,510
I think about
that last breath a lot.
1033
01:03:04,777 --> 01:03:06,613
Gasping for air,
1034
01:03:07,780 --> 01:03:09,482
not getting any.
1035
01:03:10,750 --> 01:03:11,816
No air,
1036
01:03:11,818 --> 01:03:15,387
just black.
1037
01:03:17,790 --> 01:03:19,524
But that's only on Mondays.
1038
01:03:19,526 --> 01:03:21,628
Otherwise,
I don't dwell on it.
1039
01:03:25,430 --> 01:03:28,400
There's that smile.
1040
01:03:33,338 --> 01:03:35,307
God, you're beautiful.
1041
01:03:36,843 --> 01:03:38,310
And brave.
1042
01:03:43,315 --> 01:03:45,217
I wish I could touch you.
1043
01:03:46,486 --> 01:03:48,655
(DREAMY MUSIC CONTINUES)
1044
01:04:33,666 --> 01:04:34,834
I lied
1045
01:04:35,802 --> 01:04:37,302
when we met.
1046
01:04:40,405 --> 01:04:43,108
I've never had sex.
(LAUGHS)
1047
01:04:46,278 --> 01:04:48,512
I've never wanted anyone
to see me.
1048
01:04:48,514 --> 01:04:50,115
The scars, uh,
1049
01:04:53,753 --> 01:04:55,888
the tube,
nothing about it's sexy.
1050
01:04:57,322 --> 01:04:59,424
Everything about you is sexy.
1051
01:05:01,861 --> 01:05:03,496
I think you're perfect.
1052
01:05:04,697 --> 01:05:06,465
(DREAMY MUSIC CONTINUES)
1053
01:06:59,579 --> 01:07:01,346
(YELPING)
1054
01:07:10,556 --> 01:07:12,390
Good morning.
1055
01:07:19,065 --> 01:07:21,266
STELLA:
See those lights out there?
1056
01:07:21,534 --> 01:07:23,601
Abby and I would
call them stars
1057
01:07:23,603 --> 01:07:25,972
and we would make wishes.
1058
01:07:27,807 --> 01:07:29,640
She'd never tell me
what her wish was,
1059
01:07:29,642 --> 01:07:34,446
but I knew she wished
for new lungs for me.
1060
01:07:35,715 --> 01:07:37,550
I hope she gets her wish.
1061
01:07:38,416 --> 01:07:39,986
(CHUCKLES) Yeah, me too.
1062
01:07:42,855 --> 01:07:45,057
Mornin', Barb.
1063
01:07:59,639 --> 01:08:00,840
(SIGHS)
1064
01:08:01,507 --> 01:08:02,642
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
1065
01:08:11,050 --> 01:08:13,052
Where are they?
1066
01:08:14,554 --> 01:08:15,555
Who?
1067
01:08:16,589 --> 01:08:18,423
What are you talking about?
1068
01:08:26,933 --> 01:08:28,366
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
1069
01:08:30,903 --> 01:08:33,438
Oh, shit.
Barb knows we're gone.
1070
01:08:33,706 --> 01:08:34,738
Okay.
1071
01:08:34,740 --> 01:08:37,710
Uh, she'll look for me first
in the NICU, so...
1072
01:08:38,177 --> 01:08:40,479
Bye! Okay.
1073
01:08:47,787 --> 01:08:49,354
(COUGHING)
1074
01:08:56,996 --> 01:08:58,598
(PANTING)
1075
01:08:59,999 --> 01:09:01,433
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
1076
01:09:08,541 --> 01:09:09,775
(SIGHS IN RELIEF)
1077
01:09:19,085 --> 01:09:21,621
(COUGHING)
1078
01:09:30,529 --> 01:09:31,697
(EXHALES)
1079
01:09:32,732 --> 01:09:33,900
(LAUGHS)
1080
01:09:39,238 --> 01:09:40,806
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
1081
01:09:55,855 --> 01:09:57,790
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1082
01:10:08,968 --> 01:10:10,636
(CELL PHONE RINGING)
1083
01:10:15,741 --> 01:10:17,576
I'm free!
1084
01:10:18,277 --> 01:10:19,512
Oh...
1085
01:10:20,012 --> 01:10:21,712
Oh, my gosh!
1086
01:10:21,714 --> 01:10:23,080
Happy Birthday!
1087
01:10:23,082 --> 01:10:24,982
I'm so sorry.
I forgot.
1088
01:10:24,984 --> 01:10:26,116
No, it's fine.
1089
01:10:26,118 --> 01:10:28,118
What are you doing? Are you
busy? Let's take a walk.
1090
01:10:28,120 --> 01:10:30,020
I can't right now.
1091
01:10:30,022 --> 01:10:31,157
I'm sorry.
1092
01:10:31,958 --> 01:10:33,223
Studying.
1093
01:10:33,225 --> 01:10:34,593
Maybe later?
1094
01:10:35,061 --> 01:10:36,860
My friends
are actually coming later.
1095
01:10:36,862 --> 01:10:38,128
That's all right.
1096
01:10:38,130 --> 01:10:39,732
We'll figure something out.
1097
01:10:40,866 --> 01:10:42,601
I was just, uh,
1098
01:10:43,169 --> 01:10:44,503
missing you.
1099
01:10:47,640 --> 01:10:49,108
Talk to you later.
1100
01:10:49,308 --> 01:10:51,241
All right. Bye.
1101
01:10:51,243 --> 01:10:52,244
(LINE BEEPS)
1102
01:10:57,149 --> 01:10:58,484
Jason.
1103
01:11:00,019 --> 01:11:01,318
Yeah, no. Don't...
1104
01:11:01,320 --> 01:11:03,255
No. Don't worry about it.
It's fine.
1105
01:11:03,923 --> 01:11:05,958
No, seriously, I'm not mad.
1106
01:11:07,259 --> 01:11:09,862
It's fine.
Just do your thing.
1107
01:11:10,296 --> 01:11:11,931
I'll talk to you tomorrow.
1108
01:11:39,158 --> 01:11:40,259
(LAPTOP CHIMES)
1109
01:11:45,364 --> 01:11:46,999
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
1110
01:13:25,798 --> 01:13:27,032
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
1111
01:13:50,723 --> 01:13:52,191
Thought you'd never find me.
1112
01:13:55,060 --> 01:13:56,760
I know it's late,
1113
01:13:56,762 --> 01:13:59,798
but we had to wait
till the cafeteria closed.
1114
01:14:00,099 --> 01:14:01,231
"We"?
1115
01:14:01,233 --> 01:14:02,234
STELLA: Mmm-hmm.
1116
01:14:06,972 --> 01:14:08,906
ALL: Surprise!
1117
01:14:08,908 --> 01:14:11,744
(LAUGHING AND WHOOPING)
1118
01:14:12,011 --> 01:14:14,211
HOPE: We felt so bad
for ditching you, dude.
1119
01:14:14,213 --> 01:14:16,346
But your girlfriend DM'd us
1120
01:14:16,348 --> 01:14:17,915
and convinced us
to surprise you, man.
1121
01:14:17,917 --> 01:14:19,517
"Girlfriend"?
1122
01:14:19,519 --> 01:14:20,886
You're so good.
1123
01:14:21,120 --> 01:14:22,487
JASON: Yeah, I'm good.
1124
01:14:22,489 --> 01:14:24,087
CAMILA: I can't believe
he's real.
1125
01:14:24,089 --> 01:14:25,222
I know!
1126
01:14:25,224 --> 01:14:27,758
MAYA: And he's even hotter
in person.
1127
01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:28,825
CAMILA: Seriously.
1128
01:14:28,827 --> 01:14:30,827
POE: Hey,
the food's almost ready!
1129
01:14:30,829 --> 01:14:32,231
And Happy Birthday!
1130
01:14:32,431 --> 01:14:33,866
(LAUGHTER)
1131
01:14:40,206 --> 01:14:43,075
Just wanted to observe
the master at work.
1132
01:14:43,375 --> 01:14:46,245
Are those roses?
1133
01:14:47,480 --> 01:14:49,179
They're so beautiful.
1134
01:14:49,181 --> 01:14:50,249
How do you do that?
1135
01:14:50,449 --> 01:14:52,318
POE: I've been practicing.
1136
01:14:55,921 --> 01:14:57,387
'Cause next month,
Michael and I
1137
01:14:57,389 --> 01:14:58,991
are gonna go see my mom.
1138
01:14:59,425 --> 01:15:00,793
Really?
1139
01:15:01,026 --> 01:15:02,159
(SQUEALS)
1140
01:15:02,161 --> 01:15:04,463
He's coming to lunch tomorrow
and I'm gonna go for it.
1141
01:15:05,464 --> 01:15:07,166
Oh, my God!
1142
01:15:09,268 --> 01:15:10,402
He loves me.
1143
01:15:11,403 --> 01:15:13,072
And I love him, too.
1144
01:15:13,906 --> 01:15:17,241
Aw, Poe, I'm so happy!
1145
01:15:17,243 --> 01:15:18,408
Don't go all soppy on me.
1146
01:15:18,410 --> 01:15:20,377
You know
I can't let a girl cry alone.
1147
01:15:20,379 --> 01:15:21,380
(LAUGHS)
1148
01:15:22,348 --> 01:15:24,214
They're happy tears.
1149
01:15:24,216 --> 01:15:27,317
I'm happy for you, Poe.
1150
01:15:27,319 --> 01:15:29,288
(BOTH LAUGH)
1151
01:15:31,991 --> 01:15:33,192
Let's eat!
1152
01:15:33,526 --> 01:15:34,527
(SQUEALS)
1153
01:15:35,294 --> 01:15:37,296
(FUNK MUSIC PLAYING)
1154
01:15:48,541 --> 01:15:51,041
Poe, where did you get
all of this?
1155
01:15:51,043 --> 01:15:52,976
Hospitals have VIP kitchens
1156
01:15:52,978 --> 01:15:54,378
where they keep
all the good stuff.
1157
01:15:54,380 --> 01:15:56,882
You know,
for celebrities, politicians.
1158
01:15:57,149 --> 01:15:59,818
But tonight, Birthday Boy,
it's for you.
1159
01:16:01,420 --> 01:16:02,421
Salud!
1160
01:16:02,988 --> 01:16:04,491
ALL: Salud!
1161
01:16:08,160 --> 01:16:09,529
(ALL LAUGHING)
1162
01:16:13,299 --> 01:16:15,535
(COUGHING)
1163
01:16:18,070 --> 01:16:19,604
We were, like, ten!
1164
01:16:19,606 --> 01:16:22,573
Yes. And we literally
put sheets over our head
1165
01:16:22,575 --> 01:16:24,341
and ran
into the dementia ward!
1166
01:16:24,343 --> 01:16:26,812
(THUMPS TABLE)
1167
01:16:28,047 --> 01:16:30,113
It was just like that!
1168
01:16:30,115 --> 01:16:32,082
POE: (SPOOKILY) Woo!
1169
01:16:32,084 --> 01:16:33,283
It was crazy.
1170
01:16:33,285 --> 01:16:35,821
It was
the best Halloween ever!
1171
01:16:36,489 --> 01:16:38,155
We got in so much trouble.
1172
01:16:38,157 --> 01:16:39,590
And it wasn't even our idea.
1173
01:16:39,592 --> 01:16:42,259
Remember? Abby...
Abby came up with that.
1174
01:16:42,261 --> 01:16:43,429
(CHATTER QUIETS)
1175
01:16:52,004 --> 01:16:53,506
Abby was wild.
1176
01:16:54,306 --> 01:16:56,507
She was free.
1177
01:16:56,509 --> 01:16:58,375
POE: She always said
she was gonna live big
1178
01:16:58,377 --> 01:17:00,145
because Stella couldn't.
1179
01:17:01,113 --> 01:17:02,179
She did.
1180
01:17:02,181 --> 01:17:03,614
POE: She lived big.
1181
01:17:03,616 --> 01:17:05,918
POE: Bigger than any of us.
1182
01:17:06,452 --> 01:17:07,685
She would've loved
a clandestine party
1183
01:17:07,687 --> 01:17:08,887
like this one!
1184
01:17:09,188 --> 01:17:10,289
She would've.
1185
01:17:13,092 --> 01:17:15,060
To Abby.
1186
01:17:16,295 --> 01:17:17,497
CAMILA: To Abby.
1187
01:17:22,301 --> 01:17:27,137
♪ Happy Birthday to you! ♪
1188
01:17:27,139 --> 01:17:28,407
Whoo!
1189
01:17:30,109 --> 01:17:31,343
Make a wish!
1190
01:17:36,583 --> 01:17:39,385
I can't blow the candles out
or else you guys can't eat it.
1191
01:17:42,522 --> 01:17:44,390
(BLOWS)
1192
01:17:45,224 --> 01:17:46,957
HOPE: I made a wish for you.
1193
01:17:46,959 --> 01:17:48,358
Thank you.
1194
01:17:48,360 --> 01:17:50,093
One. Two.
1195
01:17:50,095 --> 01:17:51,395
MAYA: All right.
1196
01:17:51,397 --> 01:17:52,963
(CAMERA CLICKS)
1197
01:17:52,965 --> 01:17:54,131
ALL: Yay!
1198
01:17:54,133 --> 01:17:56,368
CAMILA: Happy Birthday, Will!
1199
01:17:58,505 --> 01:17:59,506
POE: Barb?
1200
01:17:59,706 --> 01:18:01,004
Hey!
1201
01:18:01,006 --> 01:18:02,307
(BARB CLEARS THROAT)
1202
01:18:02,509 --> 01:18:04,307
POE: We thought
you were off tonight.
1203
01:18:04,309 --> 01:18:06,613
You want us
to fix you a plate?
1204
01:18:07,480 --> 01:18:08,746
That's it. That's it.
1205
01:18:08,748 --> 01:18:10,347
You're all confined
to your rooms
1206
01:18:10,349 --> 01:18:11,649
while we get
respiratory cultures.
1207
01:18:11,651 --> 01:18:13,183
And you.
1208
01:18:13,185 --> 01:18:14,719
You'll be transferred
in the morning.
1209
01:18:14,721 --> 01:18:16,721
STELLA: Barb!
Barb, it wasn't his fault.
1210
01:18:16,723 --> 01:18:18,689
Well, you might be willing
to gamble with your lives,
1211
01:18:18,691 --> 01:18:19,757
but I'm not!
1212
01:18:19,759 --> 01:18:21,391
POE: Just like when
we were kids.
1213
01:18:21,393 --> 01:18:23,528
But you're not kids
anymore, Poe.
1214
01:18:23,530 --> 01:18:25,462
But we were safe
like you taught us to be.
1215
01:18:25,464 --> 01:18:26,764
Oh. (SIGHS)
1216
01:18:26,766 --> 01:18:29,067
I'm sorry, but it was fun!
1217
01:18:37,409 --> 01:18:38,578
(LAUGHING)
1218
01:18:44,383 --> 01:18:46,651
WILL: All right, I'm gonna
let you go to sleep, okay?
1219
01:18:46,653 --> 01:18:48,185
STELLA: Good night.
1220
01:18:48,187 --> 01:18:49,522
Good night.
1221
01:18:50,523 --> 01:18:51,524
(LINE BEEPS)
1222
01:18:59,799 --> 01:19:01,264
A little pick-me-up?
1223
01:19:01,266 --> 01:19:02,267
Thank you.
1224
01:19:03,235 --> 01:19:05,538
It's just safer if he goes.
1225
01:19:06,305 --> 01:19:07,605
You're probably right.
1226
01:19:07,607 --> 01:19:09,540
She's gonna hate me.
1227
01:19:09,542 --> 01:19:11,343
JULIE: Mmm-hmm.
1228
01:19:14,079 --> 01:19:15,447
What's up, Poe?
1229
01:19:17,282 --> 01:19:19,517
He probably sat
on the call button again.
1230
01:19:19,519 --> 01:19:20,520
I got it.
1231
01:19:24,056 --> 01:19:26,291
Knock, knock. Poe?
1232
01:19:30,563 --> 01:19:32,532
(GASPS) Code Blue!
1233
01:19:35,234 --> 01:19:36,801
MAN: (ON PA) Attention,
all medical personnel.
1234
01:19:36,803 --> 01:19:38,703
Poe! Poe!
1235
01:19:38,705 --> 01:19:40,072
BARB: Poe!
1236
01:19:40,339 --> 01:19:41,438
No pulse.
1237
01:19:41,440 --> 01:19:43,106
Oh, God! Okay.
1238
01:19:43,108 --> 01:19:44,040
JULIE: Stay with me, baby.
1239
01:19:44,042 --> 01:19:45,510
He's not breathing.
He's not breathing.
1240
01:19:45,512 --> 01:19:47,177
Come on, you can do it.
Come on.
1241
01:19:47,179 --> 01:19:49,047
Bag him.
Start chest compressions!
1242
01:19:50,182 --> 01:19:51,649
JULIE: Come on!
1243
01:19:51,651 --> 01:19:52,717
DOCTOR: Give him an Epi!
1244
01:19:52,719 --> 01:19:53,718
Come on, baby!
1245
01:19:53,720 --> 01:19:55,520
DOCTOR: It's a massive
tension pneumothorax.
1246
01:19:55,522 --> 01:19:56,587
His lung is collapsing!
1247
01:19:56,589 --> 01:19:58,056
(ALARMED CHATTER)
1248
01:19:59,559 --> 01:20:01,091
DOCTOR: Put the pads on him!
Put the pads on him!
1249
01:20:01,093 --> 01:20:02,325
JULIE: Come on, buddy.
1250
01:20:02,327 --> 01:20:04,294
Come on, sweetie.
Come on, sweetie!
1251
01:20:04,296 --> 01:20:05,462
JULIE: Come on, buddy!
1252
01:20:05,464 --> 01:20:06,531
Barb, what's happening?
1253
01:20:06,533 --> 01:20:08,098
Somebody get her out of here!
1254
01:20:08,100 --> 01:20:09,165
Close that door!
1255
01:20:09,167 --> 01:20:10,637
Barb, what's happening?
1256
01:20:17,844 --> 01:20:19,376
STELLA: Dr. Hamid?
1257
01:20:19,378 --> 01:20:20,645
Not now, Stella.
1258
01:20:20,647 --> 01:20:22,347
Dr. Hamid?
1259
01:20:25,818 --> 01:20:27,419
I'm sorry.
1260
01:20:28,353 --> 01:20:29,556
I'm so sorry.
1261
01:20:30,122 --> 01:20:31,123
(SOBBING) No!
1262
01:20:33,191 --> 01:20:34,393
No!
1263
01:20:35,193 --> 01:20:37,597
(SOBBING) I'm so sorry.
1264
01:20:49,842 --> 01:20:50,908
No!
1265
01:20:50,910 --> 01:20:52,812
(CONTINUES SOBBING)
1266
01:20:56,516 --> 01:20:57,784
Oh, my God!
1267
01:21:00,252 --> 01:21:02,689
Oh, my God!
He's gone!
1268
01:21:03,623 --> 01:21:05,489
Michael's never gonna
see him again.
1269
01:21:05,491 --> 01:21:07,560
His parents are never gonna
see him again.
1270
01:21:09,428 --> 01:21:11,731
I'm never gonna see him again.
1271
01:21:16,803 --> 01:21:18,470
I never hugged him!
1272
01:21:19,939 --> 01:21:21,038
I never hugged him!
1273
01:21:21,040 --> 01:21:25,143
He's my best friend and
I never fucking hugged him!
1274
01:21:27,580 --> 01:21:29,147
Oh, God!
1275
01:21:32,384 --> 01:21:34,087
I'm losing everyone.
1276
01:21:34,787 --> 01:21:36,321
You're not losing me.
1277
01:21:37,289 --> 01:21:38,658
What are you doing?
1278
01:21:39,892 --> 01:21:41,224
Get out!
1279
01:21:41,226 --> 01:21:42,860
Get out!
1280
01:21:42,862 --> 01:21:44,396
Just get out!
1281
01:22:02,548 --> 01:22:03,783
(JAR SHATTERS)
1282
01:22:37,650 --> 01:22:39,217
(CONTINUES SOBBING)
1283
01:24:16,448 --> 01:24:17,884
(MOUTHING)
1284
01:24:37,970 --> 01:24:39,038
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
1285
01:24:47,412 --> 01:24:49,015
I wanna go see the lights.
1286
01:24:49,816 --> 01:24:52,718
It's gotta be, like,
two miles away.
1287
01:24:53,853 --> 01:24:56,354
Hey, come on, let's go inside.
1288
01:24:57,123 --> 01:24:58,591
Come with me.
1289
01:24:59,492 --> 01:25:01,725
Stella, now's not the time
to be rebellious.
1290
01:25:01,727 --> 01:25:03,060
Is this about Poe?
1291
01:25:03,062 --> 01:25:04,396
It is about Poe.
1292
01:25:04,630 --> 01:25:06,764
It's about Abby,
it's about you and me
1293
01:25:06,766 --> 01:25:09,101
and all the things that we'll
never get to do together.
1294
01:25:09,869 --> 01:25:13,403
This whole time, I've been
living for my treatments
1295
01:25:13,405 --> 01:25:16,108
instead of doing my treatments
so that I can live.
1296
01:25:17,844 --> 01:25:19,344
I wanna live.
1297
01:25:23,549 --> 01:25:25,149
It's just life, Will.
1298
01:25:25,151 --> 01:25:26,986
It'll be over
before we know it.
1299
01:25:32,792 --> 01:25:33,860
All right.
1300
01:25:36,062 --> 01:25:38,030
Can we catch a cab at least?
1301
01:25:39,665 --> 01:25:41,901
I wanna walk
and enjoy the night.
1302
01:25:45,538 --> 01:25:47,139
Glove.
We're good.
1303
01:25:54,480 --> 01:25:55,781
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATION)
1304
01:25:59,051 --> 01:26:00,620
(WILL PANTING)
1305
01:26:03,489 --> 01:26:05,589
WILL: How are you always
getting me to exercise?
1306
01:26:05,591 --> 01:26:06,592
(STELLA CHUCKLES)
1307
01:26:11,864 --> 01:26:13,499
(BOTH PANTING)
1308
01:26:21,941 --> 01:26:23,910
Sure looks better
from up here.
1309
01:26:35,054 --> 01:26:36,122
(WILL GRUNTS)
1310
01:26:36,756 --> 01:26:38,057
(STELLA CHUCKLES)
1311
01:26:52,004 --> 01:26:53,105
What's that?
1312
01:26:57,076 --> 01:26:59,178
Yeah, you're gonna have
to explain that one.
1313
01:27:02,682 --> 01:27:03,881
Abby got it for me
1314
01:27:03,883 --> 01:27:05,849
the first time I came
to the hospital.
1315
01:27:05,851 --> 01:27:07,920
I've had it with me
every time since.
1316
01:27:10,523 --> 01:27:11,889
That's a relief, honestly,
1317
01:27:11,891 --> 01:27:12,823
'cause I didn't have
the heart to tell you
1318
01:27:12,825 --> 01:27:15,194
that a third boob might be
a deal breaker.
1319
01:27:15,828 --> 01:27:16,996
(STELLA CHUCKLES)
1320
01:27:46,625 --> 01:27:48,027
Hey, Stella.
1321
01:27:49,295 --> 01:27:50,262
Hmm?
1322
01:27:50,963 --> 01:27:53,099
It's cold.
1323
01:27:54,066 --> 01:27:55,234
(GRUNTS)
1324
01:28:02,742 --> 01:28:03,776
Come on.
1325
01:28:04,210 --> 01:28:05,778
Let's go see your lights.
1326
01:28:15,888 --> 01:28:17,523
(BOTH PANTING)
1327
01:28:17,923 --> 01:28:19,558
Let's take a breather.
1328
01:28:30,369 --> 01:28:32,770
Stella?
Hey, don't do that.
1329
01:28:32,772 --> 01:28:33,937
Stella.
1330
01:28:33,939 --> 01:28:35,274
(STOMPS) It's frozen solid.
1331
01:28:42,048 --> 01:28:44,250
(SNIFFLES, SIGHS HEAVILY)
1332
01:28:46,318 --> 01:28:47,384
DR. HAMID: Hey, ladies.
1333
01:28:47,386 --> 01:28:49,820
I just got a call from
St. Luke's in Kansas City.
1334
01:28:49,822 --> 01:28:50,888
Car accident with fatalities.
1335
01:28:50,890 --> 01:28:54,324
One female, AB neg, 5'2",
thoracic cage size...
1336
01:28:54,326 --> 01:28:55,659
Stella's getting lungs.
1337
01:28:55,661 --> 01:28:57,696
ETA three hours.
Get her prepped.
1338
01:28:59,231 --> 01:29:00,966
(BARB GASPING)
1339
01:29:02,168 --> 01:29:03,636
Oh, my God.
1340
01:29:08,140 --> 01:29:10,174
No, no, no, no, no.
1341
01:29:10,176 --> 01:29:12,810
No, no, no, no, no. No!
1342
01:29:12,812 --> 01:29:15,147
(STELLA LAUGHING
AND SQUEALING)
1343
01:29:23,355 --> 01:29:24,356
Whew!
1344
01:29:25,658 --> 01:29:26,826
(GRUNTS)
1345
01:29:31,730 --> 01:29:33,232
(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
1346
01:29:48,848 --> 01:29:49,849
Hey.
1347
01:29:51,917 --> 01:29:53,219
Everything all right?
1348
01:30:04,130 --> 01:30:05,164
Yeah.
1349
01:30:09,335 --> 01:30:10,870
Yeah, I'm good.
1350
01:30:14,440 --> 01:30:16,075
Oh! (LAUGHING)
1351
01:30:22,848 --> 01:30:24,049
I love you, Stella.
1352
01:30:25,117 --> 01:30:26,318
(PANTING)
1353
01:30:33,292 --> 01:30:34,693
(GIGGLES)
1354
01:30:35,161 --> 01:30:37,163
(STELLA YELPS, LAUGHS)
1355
01:30:39,965 --> 01:30:41,233
(STELLA COUGHS)
1356
01:30:46,772 --> 01:30:47,940
I love you, too.
1357
01:31:23,375 --> 01:31:24,877
We can't.
1358
01:31:30,249 --> 01:31:31,350
I know.
1359
01:31:33,285 --> 01:31:34,320
Stella.
1360
01:31:49,368 --> 01:31:50,903
(ICE CRACKING)
1361
01:31:51,136 --> 01:31:52,402
Oh...
1362
01:31:52,404 --> 01:31:53,538
STELLA: Shit!
1363
01:31:53,540 --> 01:31:54,907
WILL: Come on, come on!
1364
01:31:55,140 --> 01:31:56,206
Come on.
1365
01:31:56,208 --> 01:31:57,407
(LOUD CRACK)
1366
01:31:57,409 --> 01:31:59,445
WILL: Come on.
1367
01:31:59,945 --> 01:32:02,279
Barb. Barb? Barb.
1368
01:32:02,281 --> 01:32:03,213
She's not answering,
1369
01:32:03,215 --> 01:32:04,314
and now it's going
straight to voicemail.
1370
01:32:04,316 --> 01:32:06,817
Stella would never run off.
She wouldn't do that.
1371
01:32:06,819 --> 01:32:07,985
Have you been able
to reach him?
1372
01:32:07,987 --> 01:32:09,920
No.
1373
01:32:09,922 --> 01:32:12,055
How long have they been gone?
1374
01:32:12,057 --> 01:32:13,591
If your son causes Stella
to lose these lungs...
1375
01:32:13,593 --> 01:32:15,359
My son is just
as sick as your daughter is.
1376
01:32:15,361 --> 01:32:16,893
Stella would never do
anything like this.
1377
01:32:16,895 --> 01:32:17,961
She's never done anything.
1378
01:32:17,963 --> 01:32:19,096
BARB: Stella did this, Erin.
1379
01:32:19,098 --> 01:32:21,999
Not Will. He doesn't know
anything about the lungs.
1380
01:32:22,001 --> 01:32:23,200
Lungs?
1381
01:32:23,202 --> 01:32:25,035
Is there a transplant?
1382
01:32:25,037 --> 01:32:27,039
Yeah, for Stella.
They're on the way.
1383
01:32:27,373 --> 01:32:29,139
STELLA: Well, tell me
at least you're a cat person.
1384
01:32:29,141 --> 01:32:30,207
Do you like cats?
1385
01:32:30,209 --> 01:32:31,542
WILL: I owned a ferret.
1386
01:32:31,544 --> 01:32:33,443
I was a ferret kid.
(CHUCKLES)
1387
01:32:33,445 --> 01:32:35,480
Oh, no.
You would be a ferret kid.
1388
01:32:35,482 --> 01:32:37,447
(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
1389
01:32:37,449 --> 01:32:39,349
Don't answer it.
1390
01:32:39,351 --> 01:32:40,618
Really. What do they need
right now?
1391
01:32:40,620 --> 01:32:42,052
It's my mom.
1392
01:32:42,054 --> 01:32:44,123
Let me just tell her
that I'm okay.
1393
01:32:48,595 --> 01:32:50,429
Stella, they have
new lungs for you.
1394
01:32:52,231 --> 01:32:54,064
Hey, they have
new lungs for you.
1395
01:32:54,066 --> 01:32:55,299
Let's go to the hospital.
Come on!
1396
01:32:55,301 --> 01:32:57,069
I haven't seen the lights yet.
1397
01:32:57,903 --> 01:32:58,904
The lights?
1398
01:33:00,005 --> 01:33:01,972
Did you know about this?
What are we doing out here?
1399
01:33:01,974 --> 01:33:03,040
Let's go to the hospital.
1400
01:33:03,042 --> 01:33:04,207
Come on.
1401
01:33:04,209 --> 01:33:05,175
Five years?
1402
01:33:05,177 --> 01:33:06,443
Five years is a lifetime
for people like us.
1403
01:33:06,445 --> 01:33:07,411
It's not!
Because what happens
1404
01:33:07,413 --> 01:33:08,546
when they fail
and I'm back to square one?
1405
01:33:08,548 --> 01:33:10,247
Let's not be stupid. Can we go
the hospital, please?
1406
01:33:10,249 --> 01:33:11,381
Come on, let's go.
1407
01:33:11,383 --> 01:33:13,018
(YELPS)
1408
01:33:13,252 --> 01:33:14,386
Stella!
1409
01:33:19,425 --> 01:33:21,258
(COUGHING)
1410
01:33:21,260 --> 01:33:22,328
(LAUGHING)
1411
01:33:26,031 --> 01:33:27,230
Stella.
1412
01:33:27,232 --> 01:33:28,400
Come on.
1413
01:33:28,635 --> 01:33:30,770
Please? It's cold.
1414
01:33:34,641 --> 01:33:35,841
Stella!
1415
01:33:43,349 --> 01:33:44,484
Stella!
1416
01:33:58,263 --> 01:33:59,632
(PANTING RAPIDLY)
1417
01:34:01,100 --> 01:34:02,101
Stella.
1418
01:34:38,505 --> 01:34:40,272
(WILL GASPING)
1419
01:34:40,640 --> 01:34:41,641
Help!
1420
01:34:49,214 --> 01:34:50,249
(TONE CHIMES)
1421
01:34:54,186 --> 01:34:55,555
Come on, Stella.
1422
01:34:56,021 --> 01:34:58,190
(PANTING)
1423
01:35:09,301 --> 01:35:10,936
(COUGHING)
1424
01:35:14,473 --> 01:35:15,675
Come on!
1425
01:35:16,208 --> 01:35:17,209
Come on!
1426
01:35:17,510 --> 01:35:18,678
(GRUNTS)
1427
01:35:22,181 --> 01:35:23,313
Come on, Stella.
1428
01:35:23,315 --> 01:35:24,316
(INHALES)
1429
01:35:32,725 --> 01:35:34,326
(WILL GASPING)
1430
01:36:19,839 --> 01:36:21,541
(WILL WHEEZING)
1431
01:36:28,280 --> 01:36:29,616
(GURGLES)
1432
01:36:30,717 --> 01:36:32,585
(COUGHING)
1433
01:36:50,469 --> 01:36:52,204
(SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)
1434
01:36:54,406 --> 01:36:55,640
(COUGHING)
1435
01:36:55,642 --> 01:36:56,807
PARAMEDIC:
We have a 17-year-old...
1436
01:36:56,809 --> 01:36:57,909
DOCTOR: What have we got?
1437
01:36:57,911 --> 01:37:00,811
PARAMEDIC: A 17-year-old
female with cystic fibrosis.
1438
01:37:00,813 --> 01:37:02,212
We already have lungs for her.
1439
01:37:02,214 --> 01:37:03,346
Can someone get
the other mask off?
1440
01:37:03,348 --> 01:37:04,882
Oh, my God. Honey.
1441
01:37:04,884 --> 01:37:07,284
It's okay.
1442
01:37:07,286 --> 01:37:09,654
My son.
My son was out there, too.
1443
01:37:09,656 --> 01:37:10,855
I'm sorry.
Step back, please.
1444
01:37:10,857 --> 01:37:12,322
ERIN: You're okay.
You're okay.
1445
01:37:12,324 --> 01:37:14,124
Where's Will?
1446
01:37:14,126 --> 01:37:15,258
Where's Will?
1447
01:37:15,260 --> 01:37:16,594
ERIN: Honey.
1448
01:37:16,596 --> 01:37:17,830
JULIE: Coming through!
1449
01:37:18,698 --> 01:37:20,598
Is he okay?
1450
01:37:20,600 --> 01:37:21,799
(COUGHING)
1451
01:37:21,801 --> 01:37:24,134
DR. HAMID: Get a mask on her
as soon as possible, please.
1452
01:37:24,136 --> 01:37:25,570
JULIE: O2 is at 45.
1453
01:37:25,572 --> 01:37:26,571
Possible hypothermia.
1454
01:37:26,573 --> 01:37:28,405
JULIE: We're gonna need
more blankets over here.
1455
01:37:28,407 --> 01:37:30,442
DR. HAMID: Just breathe.
Stella?
1456
01:37:30,677 --> 01:37:32,409
ERIN: I've got you, honey.
1457
01:37:32,411 --> 01:37:34,377
DR. HAMID: Stella?
1458
01:37:34,379 --> 01:37:35,546
You need to calm down.
1459
01:37:35,548 --> 01:37:36,881
We have your new lungs.
1460
01:37:36,883 --> 01:37:38,348
Yes, Stella.
1461
01:37:38,350 --> 01:37:39,850
I don't want them.
1462
01:37:39,852 --> 01:37:41,786
Stella, we've been waiting
for these lungs for years.
1463
01:37:41,788 --> 01:37:43,521
What are you talking about?
1464
01:37:43,523 --> 01:37:45,422
If you don't use the lungs,
they're wasted, sweetie.
1465
01:37:45,424 --> 01:37:46,591
I love him. The new lungs
1466
01:37:46,593 --> 01:37:47,758
won't mean anything
without him.
1467
01:37:47,760 --> 01:37:49,660
Lay down!
1468
01:37:49,662 --> 01:37:51,396
WILL: Stop! Stop!
1469
01:37:51,598 --> 01:37:53,600
Please! Stop.
1470
01:37:53,900 --> 01:37:55,267
STELLA: Will!
1471
01:37:56,268 --> 01:37:57,469
Please.
1472
01:37:59,539 --> 01:38:00,873
Take the lungs.
1473
01:38:02,374 --> 01:38:03,576
For me.
1474
01:38:06,378 --> 01:38:07,243
Okay.
1475
01:38:07,245 --> 01:38:08,512
PARAMEDIC:
Come on, put the mask on.
1476
01:38:08,514 --> 01:38:09,580
STELLA: I'm ready.
1477
01:38:09,582 --> 01:38:11,247
DR. HAMID: Okay, all right,
let's go, everyone.
1478
01:38:11,249 --> 01:38:12,215
Okay, okay.
1479
01:38:12,217 --> 01:38:13,017
PARAMEDIC: Okay, here we go.
We're moving.
1480
01:38:13,019 --> 01:38:14,485
ERIN: I'll be right here,
honey.
1481
01:38:14,487 --> 01:38:16,186
PARAMEDIC: Let's go.
1482
01:38:16,188 --> 01:38:17,824
Okay, I love you so much.
1483
01:38:18,958 --> 01:38:20,390
I love you, Dad.
1484
01:38:20,392 --> 01:38:21,692
(COUGHING)
1485
01:38:21,694 --> 01:38:23,128
PARAMEDIC: Okay, here we go.
1486
01:38:23,696 --> 01:38:25,197
WILL: Dr. Hamid.
1487
01:38:25,598 --> 01:38:27,466
I gave her mouth-to-mouth.
1488
01:38:28,968 --> 01:38:30,901
I'm sorry. I didn't have
any other choice.
1489
01:38:30,903 --> 01:38:32,003
You saved her life, Will.
1490
01:38:32,005 --> 01:38:34,874
If she has B. cepacia,
we'll deal with it, okay?
1491
01:38:39,378 --> 01:38:41,279
(SOFT INDIE MUSIC PLAYING)
1492
01:38:53,726 --> 01:38:55,394
(INAUDIBLE)
1493
01:39:37,770 --> 01:39:39,872
(SOFT INDIE MUSIC CONTINUES)
1494
01:40:07,934 --> 01:40:09,702
(INAUDIBLE)
1495
01:40:27,954 --> 01:40:29,387
(DOOR OPENS)
1496
01:40:30,823 --> 01:40:32,759
Bacterial cultures came back.
1497
01:40:33,893 --> 01:40:36,996
I don't know how,
but she's clean.
1498
01:40:37,563 --> 01:40:38,965
She didn't get it.
1499
01:40:42,568 --> 01:40:44,537
But that doesn't mean
she won't.
1500
01:40:48,674 --> 01:40:50,275
What about Will?
1501
01:40:51,677 --> 01:40:53,513
Is the treatment working?
1502
01:40:58,050 --> 01:40:59,051
No.
1503
01:41:01,721 --> 01:41:03,055
No, it's not.
1504
01:41:04,857 --> 01:41:06,025
(BARB SIGHS)
1505
01:41:11,664 --> 01:41:12,765
I'm sorry.
1506
01:41:15,034 --> 01:41:16,600
For all of this.
1507
01:41:16,602 --> 01:41:18,771
No, no, no, no, sweetie.
1508
01:41:20,139 --> 01:41:21,707
It's not your fault.
1509
01:41:31,751 --> 01:41:32,919
(SIGHS)
1510
01:41:38,124 --> 01:41:39,959
(EKG BEEPING)
1511
01:42:09,055 --> 01:42:10,623
(SIGHING)
1512
01:42:25,071 --> 01:42:27,171
WILL: (WHISPERS)
Mom. Hey.
1513
01:42:27,173 --> 01:42:28,973
Hey, Mom.
1514
01:42:28,975 --> 01:42:31,443
What? What is it?
What is it, honey?
1515
01:42:31,811 --> 01:42:33,779
Could you help me
with something?
1516
01:42:38,084 --> 01:42:39,583
Are you guys in?
1517
01:42:39,585 --> 01:42:41,087
Absolutely.
1518
01:42:42,054 --> 01:42:43,055
Barb?
1519
01:42:45,091 --> 01:42:46,757
Hell, yeah, I'm in.
1520
01:42:46,759 --> 01:42:47,691
(ERIN CHUCKLES)
1521
01:42:47,693 --> 01:42:50,029
She's sedated.
We have a few more hours.
1522
01:42:50,663 --> 01:42:51,797
We have time.
1523
01:42:52,031 --> 01:42:53,097
MEREDITH: It's done.
1524
01:42:53,099 --> 01:42:54,567
They said yes.
1525
01:42:56,135 --> 01:42:57,136
Okay.
1526
01:42:57,770 --> 01:42:59,538
Let's do this.
1527
01:43:01,240 --> 01:43:03,509
(INAUDIBLE)
1528
01:43:10,683 --> 01:43:14,452
I've done all I'm doing
with this, Will. I'm done.
1529
01:43:17,523 --> 01:43:19,125
ERIN: Thank you.
1530
01:43:20,559 --> 01:43:21,894
She's waking up.
1531
01:43:26,632 --> 01:43:27,733
ERIN: (SOFTLY)
Hey, honey.
1532
01:43:33,239 --> 01:43:34,505
Hey, sweetie, you did great!
1533
01:43:34,507 --> 01:43:35,673
You really did.
1534
01:43:35,675 --> 01:43:36,876
You did great.
1535
01:43:40,913 --> 01:43:43,514
BARB: You did wonderful, baby.
1536
01:43:43,516 --> 01:43:44,717
You did good.
1537
01:43:45,885 --> 01:43:47,086
ERIN: It's okay.
1538
01:43:54,260 --> 01:43:56,228
(WHISPERS)
We have something for you.
1539
01:44:01,901 --> 01:44:04,537
WILL: My beautiful,
bossy Stella.
1540
01:44:05,304 --> 01:44:08,074
I guess it's true,
what that book of yours says.
1541
01:44:08,708 --> 01:44:11,177
That the soul knows no time.
1542
01:44:12,678 --> 01:44:14,647
My drug trial's not working.
1543
01:44:15,848 --> 01:44:18,916
I want you to know
that this past month
1544
01:44:18,918 --> 01:44:20,720
will last forever for me.
1545
01:44:21,620 --> 01:44:22,953
My only regret is that
1546
01:44:22,955 --> 01:44:24,623
you didn't get to see
your lights.
1547
01:45:04,230 --> 01:45:05,831
(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
1548
01:45:19,712 --> 01:45:22,081
(ON SPEAKERS)
I finally got you speechless.
1549
01:45:26,152 --> 01:45:28,318
You know, people are always
saying if you love something,
1550
01:45:28,320 --> 01:45:30,289
you have to learn
to let it go.
1551
01:45:31,690 --> 01:45:33,793
I thought
that was such bullshit.
1552
01:45:35,828 --> 01:45:38,130
Till I watched you almost die.
1553
01:45:38,864 --> 01:45:40,766
In that moment, Stella,
1554
01:45:43,636 --> 01:45:45,304
nothing mattered to me.
1555
01:45:46,939 --> 01:45:48,107
Except you.
1556
01:45:52,945 --> 01:45:54,146
I'm sorry.
1557
01:45:58,350 --> 01:45:59,952
I don't wanna go.
1558
01:46:02,922 --> 01:46:05,257
All I want is to be with you.
1559
01:46:09,061 --> 01:46:10,262
I can't.
1560
01:46:12,331 --> 01:46:14,366
I need you to be safe.
1561
01:46:15,234 --> 01:46:16,702
From me.
1562
01:46:20,206 --> 01:46:22,341
I don't know what comes next,
1563
01:46:23,042 --> 01:46:26,078
but I don't regret
any of this.
1564
01:46:30,282 --> 01:46:32,118
Could you close your eyes?
1565
01:46:33,419 --> 01:46:35,152
I just don't know
if I can walk away
1566
01:46:35,154 --> 01:46:36,789
if you're still looking at me.
1567
01:46:44,463 --> 01:46:45,764
Please.
1568
01:47:03,082 --> 01:47:04,383
I love you
1569
01:47:05,417 --> 01:47:07,153
so much.
1570
01:47:20,966 --> 01:47:23,002
(MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING)
1571
01:47:35,981 --> 01:47:38,017
(SNIFFLES)
He left this for you.
1572
01:48:09,348 --> 01:48:10,983
(SOBBING)
1573
01:48:23,095 --> 01:48:24,096
(BOTH CHUCKLE)
1574
01:48:26,265 --> 01:48:27,266
(GASPS)
1575
01:48:34,507 --> 01:48:36,141
(SOBS)
1576
01:49:09,208 --> 01:49:10,510
STELLA: Human touch.
1577
01:49:12,077 --> 01:49:14,481
Our first form
of communication.
1578
01:49:15,114 --> 01:49:18,017
Safety, security, comfort,
1579
01:49:18,585 --> 01:49:21,453
all in the gentle caress
of a finger.
1580
01:49:22,454 --> 01:49:25,322
Or at the brush of lips
on a soft cheek.
1581
01:49:25,324 --> 01:49:27,026
Hey, Stella.
You can't record that. No.
1582
01:49:27,326 --> 01:49:29,259
It connects us
when we're happy...
1583
01:49:29,261 --> 01:49:30,929
(GIGGLING)
1584
01:49:31,297 --> 01:49:33,130
(GASPS) Abby, no.
1585
01:49:33,132 --> 01:49:34,632
STELLA: ...bolsters us
in times of fear...
1586
01:49:34,634 --> 01:49:36,033
(SHOUTS)
1587
01:49:36,035 --> 01:49:37,570
Can you turn that off?
1588
01:49:38,003 --> 01:49:40,839
...excites us
in times of passion...
1589
01:49:41,373 --> 01:49:44,477
Ah. No. Stella, no.
Stop!
1590
01:49:44,877 --> 01:49:46,845
...and love.
1591
01:49:49,915 --> 01:49:51,616
We need that touch
from the one we love
1592
01:49:51,618 --> 01:49:53,986
almost as much
as we need air to breathe.
1593
01:49:55,622 --> 01:49:57,956
But I never understood
the importance of touch.
1594
01:50:00,059 --> 01:50:01,561
His touch.
1595
01:50:03,896 --> 01:50:05,532
Until I couldn't have it.
1596
01:50:09,669 --> 01:50:12,371
So, if you're watching this
1597
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and you're able,
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touch him.
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Touch her.
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Life's too short
to waste a second.
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