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I might be getting that promotion.

Might be.

Hopefully I should know by the end of the week.

He knows.

Hello? Hello?

Who

was

that? No one.

I wanna leave.

I wanna stay.

This is our receipt from the other night.

So what?

I wasn't wearing the dress.

Nothing.

Thank you.

Yeah.

So you're reading again?

How long have you been in here?

I'm sorry.

I can't do this anymore.

I'm really not happy here

I'm

tired of this house I'm tired of feeling lonely

You

don't have anything to say?

I have no one to talk to.

I can't do this anymore.

I

really want to

leave.

the book.

We must have left it running.

Right?

No.

No, that's it. We left it running.

We're not leaving.

Will you stop that?

Will you just stop and listen to me? We're not leaving. You don't understand.

We have to go. We have to go? Why?

Why? The receipt's nothing, the shower's nothing.

Just listen to me and stop. Will you just stop?

I'm leaving with or without you.

Really?

Really. That's what it's going to come to? You're going to leave without me,

okay. Yeah, that's what I'm going to do.

I'm staying here. The safest place is in the house, okay?

Fuck this.

Find out what's wrong.

What? What?

Be careful.

I will, okay? Don't worry.

SORAK!

Where are we?

This isn't real.

This is not right.

Not right. This can't be.

Right? Because this doesn't happen. This doesn't.

Anytime you're in

You're awake. You're awake. You live life. Your life is going,

and you're there.

You see things, and you know things, and everything's real, and you can touch

things, and they make sense.

And now it doesn't make any fucking sense.

It doesn't make any fucking sense, does it? No.

Life.

Why? Did I deserve this?

Because I wanted you?

Because I thought I loved you too?

Does that make a difference?

I'm wrong?

I'm wrong?

Because... How do you...

How do you weigh punishment?

How do you weigh somebody's sins?

Who's to say?

Who's to say I'm a sinner or you're a sinner or he's a sinner or anybody's a

sinner? Why?

Why? Why would somebody say that?

This isn't real. This isn't real.

This isn't real. You're not real. I'm not real. Touch me. Go ahead, see?

Touch me.

Am I real?

Am I real?

Am I real?

Thank you. Thank you.

and nobody over here.

You stole some candy?

Yeah, once. And I felt really bad about it for like weeks.

And then I just never did it again. Because it's not worth the guilt.

You know?

Are you Catholic?

No. I'm not really religious.

Not at all. Are you?

I was brought up Catholic, but I think that's where my guilt stems from.

Yeah, I feel like a really guilty religion.

Yeah, I feel like everything that any kind of like you know, bad thoughts I

or if I do something.

Even before I do something, I feel like I play the consequences in my head.

Yeah. And I get really paranoid and then, like, I feel really guilty before

even do anything.

Well, how do you feel about being here, then?

You know?

But I love you.

I know.

And I love you, too.

Don't you feel a little weird about it?

I mean... You have something on your nose. My glasses.

No.

No.

I don't feel like it's bad because...

Love is involved, and if you love someone, if you love something, then it

shouldn't matter.

But what about other people's feelings?

You know?

That's love too.

Well, do you still love them?

No.

So then why would you feel bad?

I don't know.

There's just not a side of me that feels bad. I can't really explain it.

Something.

You feel like you should be punished for it?

I don't know.

I just believe that when you do things, that hurt other people's feelings it

will have consequences and i'm a little afraid of that what happens if

you told him i don't think that's a good idea

but then you'd be honest and then you would you would get any

any kind of guilt or bad feelings off of you it's out in the open

Do you want me to tell him?

Is that what you're saying?

I don't know. I don't know. I'm just... I'm thinking out loud.

I know knowing him, I don't think it's a good idea.

Why is he a... Is he a jealous man?

Yeah, he is.

And there's something about him I don't trust.

Well, I trust him. I mean, he can never know.

You never know.

Trust me.

I don't want him to ever know about this. I don't think I'm ever going to

him.

So you think lying is okay?

I think it depends.

Depends on the situation.

Have you ever lied?

Yeah.

Why? And when?

Well... It's something that I really want, maybe.

I'll lie if I feel like that's the only way to get something.

So you're really selfish.

You think that's funny?

That I'm selfish?

I guess everybody's selfish.

Of course they are.

Because the world is an unfair place.

Because you have to lie in order to restore the balance of it.

Are you lying to me?

No.

I'm not.

But you just said you were lying.

No, I'm gonna be lying right now. I said I said that I have lied and That I

don't think it's really a bad thing But how can I trust you not lying

to me because I'm being honest with you I'm being honest. I'm being honest by

telling you that I'm a liar and I have nothing to hide from you

and You're here, right?

Right.

And I want you to be here.

I want to be here. And you want to be here, so there's nothing to laugh about.

Right.

You're making... You hate me now.

No, I don't hate you. You hate me. Yeah, you're judging me.

No, I'm just thinking about what you said.

About lying.

I don't think that you should constantly lie.

And I don't think that... That's why I said maybe you should tell him. Because

you're lying to him.

There's no way.

So you're just as selfish as I am.

Yeah. I guess I'm a liar too.

You're a liar. We're all liars.

But I don't think you're a bad person because of that.

But you can't trust me.

Well...

Who can you trust if you can't trust me?

Well, I want to trust you.

I think it's really sad if you can't trust anybody.

Because this feels right.

Dad.

And I'm not lying.

And it feels wrong too.

I feel like I'm just waiting for you to leave me.

I'm not gonna leave you.

You've been happy?

Yeah. I'm happy.

What?

That you'll never leave me.

I will never leave you.

You're nothing like them.

So why did it end?

What?

What do you mean, what?

I don't know what you mean.

Your marriage.

I don't really feel like talking about it.

Why not?

I feel really guilty.

Thinking about it, and then if we talk about it, it's worse.

Don't feel guilty. It's not your fault.

That's how life is. People love someone and then they stop.

Yeah, I guess.

Yeah, I just don't like talking about it.

Do you know when you stopped loving him?

I think so.

Yeah?

Well, it's hard to say, like, a specific time, but I remember one day we were

walking around the city, and I had to go to a dance class.

And then, you know, I started crying, like, for no reason.

I don't remember why.

And he asked, like, what's wrong?

And I said nothing, and then he just left me there, standing crying in the

middle of the city.

And I just realized that I can't be with a person who would do something like

that.

He just left you like that?

Yeah.

Did he ever ask you what was wrong?

Not really.

It's like he didn't care, you know?

And that really hurt me.

And then I met you.

Remember we used to dance all the time?

Yeah.

I miss that. You should do that again tonight.

We should.

And you're so talented.

Not really, but... No, you are.

You know you are.

Forever.

Bye.

Tell me something.

What?

That you always love me.

I will always love you.

You're nothing like him.