All language subtitles for 1999 A Secret Affair FULL HOT MILF MOVIE

We have two things to celebrate tonight.

30 years ago, Patricia and I, with some
trepidation, I will admit, opened one

small store, Stewart's Quality Home
Goods.

Shortly after...

we opened that little store, the most
precious gift of our lives came along.

A little baby girl.

And that little girl grew into an
accomplished and talented young lady who

is not only my beautiful daughter, but
also my brilliant head of marketing.

All of which brings me to the second,
but not the second most, reason for our

celebrations tonight.

The engagement of my irreplaceable
daughter, Vanessa, to Stephen.

For the last four years, Stephen has
worked tirelessly with us to realize our

dream of expanding the business.

I suppose no father believes there is
any man in the world who is worthy of

daughter. But I say with all my heart, I
can't think of anyone I would rather

welcome into our family than Stephen
Rocker.

To Stephen and Vanessa, the continuation
of the Stewart dynasty.

Stephen and Vanessa.

Delivery for the Stuart dynasty.

I designed it myself.

You did?

What is it?

Oh.

Oh.

It's so you.

I wanted you to feel like a bum girl on
your honeymoon.

As your maid of honor.

Do I actually qualify as a maid? As a
maiden? No.

Then again, you are wearing white, which
is incredibly accurate.

As your maid of honor, I do feel it is
my duty to remind you that you don't

to go through with this.

Your point?

Vanessa, when you're marrying a man,
you're supposed to love him truly,

and very deeply.

There you are.

Hi.

What a party, huh? I can hardly wait for
the karaoke.

Mimi and Vanessa, yeah, pow.

Oh, honey, I almost forgot. Billy
Babcock from Smith Barney is a five

and his wife is 11. They want to play on
Sunday.

Oh, all right. Okay.

Cool.

What's that?

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

He's funny.

But golf with a broker.

I'm happy.

Darling, first thing in the morning, we
have to decide what to do about the

caterers. And we've got to get you in
for a final fitting.

When the company go in public and my
wedding, I'm going to have an aneurysm.

Hey, at least you get to go to Venice.
That is so cool. I'm so jealous.

Venice isn't going to work out this
year.

I need you here for the presentation to
the investors.

Yeah, but if I don't go to Venice, we
won't have stock for the holidays.

else can go.

is do the buying trip to Venice.

That's the luxury you may have to
sacrifice.

Luxury?

Wait a minute. These are the items that
make our store unique.

I'm not asking you.

I'm telling you.

I'm not asking for the keys to the car
here.

No, and while we're at it, I don't like
the direction that you're taking the

company. Have you forgotten what we
stand for?

I don't need anyone reminding me what
Stewart stands for.

I built this company from the ground up
for you.

I need you here.

Now what's it going to be?

Wait a minute.

That's a different line.

What?

We stop ahead at the next platform.

Next stop.

Thanks.

First time here?

Um... No, I come here for business.

That's lucky.

Whenever I'm burned out, I always try
and get a few days here.

What do you do?

I'm a buyer for a store.

Sorry, am I being nosy?

Occupational hazard.

I'm a reporter.

Bill. Bill Fitzgerald.

Vanessa. Hi.

How long are you here?

A few days.

Will you have time to see the city?

No, I'm going to be working the entire
time.

Maybe we could have dinner one night.

I'm really very busy.

Too busy for dinner?

Well, yeah. My schedule's unpredictable,
you know. Is it? Yeah.

So is mine.

I like unpredictability.

Keeps things from getting dull and
predictable.

Yeah. Yeah, well.

Oh, this is my stop.

It was nice meeting you.

You want me to go? I can tell.

I... No, it's just that I'm traveling
alone, and actually, I prefer it that

Don't you think that's the best part of
traveling alone, is meeting new people?

No, I'm jet lagged, and I don't like to
use my own time.

Okay, I can take it.

Although it's actually more of a bold
statement.

I'd like to go.

Bye.

Bye. Bye.

Hello?

I know what you're thinking.

He's that annoying man again.

I'm sorry for being obnoxious yesterday.

The truth is I'm only here for a few
days.

I didn't want to be alone.

And I always say the wrong thing.

Apology accepted.

May I join you?

Okay.

So?

Are you getting a lot of work done?

Yes, actually.

Is this something for your tour?

May I see?

Yes.

Oh, these are beautiful.

Especially this.

What made you buy it?

I always like to have one item that's
out of the ordinary.

You know, give people the range of the
expected, but then the exception.

They have a way of being very endearing.

Unique items.

Not bad.

Maybe we feel they're being themselves.

Yeah, they're the underdogs.

We pull for them because it's a tough
job to be yourself.

Is it tough for you to be yourself?

No.

It's not tough for me.

Don't expect the top one others to put
up with.

So what are you doing for dinner?

I'm not sure.

I was going to go to the break at a
restaurant right near here.

Will you join me?

Okay.

I like well -made, well -designed
objects.

They're beauty.

And I love what it means to our
customers.

Like last year, I was here and I got
these big, beautiful things. They had

great, clean lines and these wonderful
pastel stripes and these circles that

seemed to float.

Ah, that's versatile.

Whenever I look at them, I'm comforted.

Is that what you're looking for?

Comfort?

I want to give my customers something
that when they get home, no matter what

kind of day they had, they can look at
something beautiful and be comforted.

Yeah, yeah.

Like my friend Mimi. She's got this
piece of Steuben glass.

Her mother gave her. Now, it's not her
style. She'd never buy it.

But there it is, sitting on her piano, a
symbol of her mother.

Connection. You love what you do.

Yeah.

But when it comes to finances and
compared to pricing... Not for you.

Nothing.

Good thing you know where you're going,
because I'm completely turned around

here.

What about getting another job?

Doing something else?

Oh, that's my family's business.

Kind of like being in the mob, you know,
once you're a member.

You think art's a creative to be stuck
in love?

Yeah.

I did study art at college. That's
actually my real love.

Art is such a primal thing.

I remember when my father died, my
mother started to paint.

If it hadn't been for that, I don't know
what would have happened to her.

It saved her life.

Is she still painting?

She struggled for years.

Now she actually makes a living at it.

Oh, I don't think I can come back.

Sacrifice.

Life is too short to settle.

What about you? What kind of reporting
do you do? Foreign conflicts.

I just got back from Cosmo.

Three days old.

And then back I go.

Go to death. I can barely watch the
evening news.

I am scared to death.

Which doesn't mean I don't love it. I
do.

Like I said, good thing you know where
you're going.

That would be a good thing.

You do know where you're going.

Maybe.

Maybe not.

My instinct says right.

What do you think? Right or left?

You're the one who's been to the
restaurant, not me. It doesn't mean you

have an opinion.

You do seem to have opinions.

Oh, what does that mean?

Some of my best friends are stubborn and
willful.

Is that a compliment?

Of a sort.

Well, Missy, we can't stand here all
day.

Which way?

Right or left?

Left. Left, then.

I think I recognize that on the rear.

Didn't we cross the square before?

I thought you were so curious, though.
Don't you trust your instincts?

Oh, it's not my instincts I'm concerned
about.

And you doubted me. I did.

Giorgio. Hello, hello. How's it going?
Nice to see you again. Hello, how's it

going? All right. Good to see you.

You don't mind if I, uh...

You're eating all my food.

This is Italy. It's full of food.

You don't take no for an answer, do you?

An occupational hazard.

I feel sorry for people who get in your
way.

I'm very charming to everyone I
bulldoze.

What's the biggest no you didn't take
for an answer?

The biggest no?

That would have been Somalia.

1991.

What was going on there?

Clan wars.

I was there with Francis, my cameraman.

Unfortunately, one of the local warlords
had it in for journalists.

Some henchman came in the middle of the
night, dragged us out of bed, and threw

us in jail.

What for?

Espionage.

Not that he needed a reason to shoot
you.

While we were in prison, we heard how
extensive the killings were.

Entire villages were being wiped out.

So what happened?

A few days later, they let us go.

Gave us an escort to the border.

We headed north.

Then when our escort was gone, we swung
around and went back in.

We were the first ones to find the mass
grave.

I never could have gone back.

You don't know what you do.

I didn't know how not to go back.

I only knew that if I didn't, more
people were going to die.

It must be really hard for people that
are close to you knowing what could

happen to you.

I'm worried most about my little girl.

I chose this job before I was a dad.

You have a little girl?

Delina.

Uh, she's beautiful.

How long have you been married?

My wife died eight years ago.

The linea saved my mother while I'm
working.

I try to clear as much as I can.

How about you?

That's a very conspicuous -looking
diamond ring on your finger.

Yeah, well, I'm engaged.

Who's the lucky guy?

His name is Stephen.

He's the chief financial officer for our
store.

Is he the guy for you?

Well, I believe you.

Yes.

And you must be.

Well, thank you for dinner. I had a
lovely time, actually.

You're not going to turn in now.

It's dusk.

It's magic hour.

Oh, no, I have a huge, huge day
tomorrow.

Oh, come on. You can't wait the night in
Venice, really.

Well, I have to get up at the crack of
dawn.

Oh, come on.

The city's waiting for you.

Let's walk to Zatara.

Or take the water taxi to San Giorgio.

Have you ever seen the sunlight in
Piazza San Marco?

I have to be at the Fenice Glass
Factory, Marana, first thing in the

I can't tempt you.

You can, but I'm still going straight to
bed.

I'd love to see a glass factory.

I've always been into blowing glass.

May I join you?

I have to look at a lot of items,
negotiate price.

He wouldn't be affected.

I'm afraid not.

Thanks for dinner.

Bye.

One third.

One third.

Well, and you? Oh, bambini. Oh, well.

Oh, good.

Oh, look.

Oh, 14th century.

Yes. Do you like? Beautiful, yes.

The master is starting another one. Come
with me. I'd like something I'd like to

see.

Vanessa Stewart.

And this is Bill... Fitzgerald. Yes.

He's a reporter.

He wanted a tour of the factory.

A friend of mine's an editor with
National Geographic, so I thought I'd

holiday into that.

But you two know one another?

Yes.

Un momento.

I always wanted to see it last, frankly,
ever since I was a little boy.

You're following me.

Do you like it?

You know, it's the only place where I
can be myself, and I prefer not to stop

thinking about it.

Can't be yourself at home?

No. But yes.

I mean, it's not that I can't. You
don't?

It's just, I have roles.

I can't let this down.

By being yourself.

You're slightly phony, Vanessa. You're
at home.

Vanessa must be in. No, I am not phony.
No, it's just me.

I'm forming a role.

Will you stop answering to me?

All right.

You're making this much worse than it
is. I do not have a problem. There is no

problem. You're the only one person who
can be yourself.

One. I hope it gets you, I'm saying.

Even though it's really hot, he can't
wear gloves because he's got to feel the

curves.

He's got a great touch.

Yeah.

He's making an hourglass.

See how it constantly changes?

That's what I love about Glasswood. It
just evolves.

Vanessa, this is a present for my
master.

Oh, do you like it? Oh, very much.

Look at that.

It's perfect.

You know what this is?

Honesty is the best policy.

If I hadn't admitted I was a jerk, you
would never have had dinner with me.

Well,

maybe the best policy would be not to be
a jerk in the first place.

Well, I see that's where you're wrong.

If I hadn't been a jerk, I couldn't have
apologized for it.

And you wouldn't have been disarmed.

It just doesn't seem right somehow.

It is.

Steven. Yeah, yeah, things are great.

How are you?

How's dad? Is he still angry?

Yeah, things are going well.

I'm finding lots of great things.

Already? Well,

you decide.

You decide.

That's just fine.

Yeah.

Listen, you know what?

Stephen, I really have to go because I'm
due at a designer's and the maid is

here and she would like to change the
sheets.

Okay. All right.

Yes, yes. See you soon.

Me too.

Right?

What the hell do you think you're doing?

That was my fiancé!

How is Stephen?

You know what? Just because you rocked
my world does not give you the right to

screw up my life!

You didn't know what was going on.

No thanks to you!

You know what?

You thought that was funny?

I thought we had an incredible time
together.

At least I did you know what I'm not
supposed to be having incredible nights

with other men

It's not the plans we make for ourselves
and what we expect to happen.

It's now.

It's us. You may see the world that way,
but I don't.

I feel so guilty.

When's the last time you laughed like
last night?

Jennifer. I like you.

You're creative.

You're smart.

You have the discipline to succeed at
work you don't like.

You can certainly succeed at work you
love.

My friend, she's the only one.

Hey, how about me?

Okay.

You're the only other one.

It's nice when you have people who
believe in you.

But you're the only person who knows
what's right for you.

I know, Danny.

Are you sure you don't want me to go
with you to the train station?

No.

Let's say goodbye here.

Let's not say goodbye.

When can I see you again?

You can't.

Why?

Because I have obligations, you know
that.

I'm only saying we should stay in touch.

This was amazing.

We don't really know each other.

I think I know you.

And you know me.

If we make more of this, we'll ruin it.

Give me your number.

If you call me, I'll want to see you,
and I can't.

You, uh, don't fool me one little bit.

No?

Well, you told me about the Dorsoduro,
the, uh, Vaporetto, the amazing furnaces

in Murano, but, uh, you don't fool me.

Well, I'm not trying to keep anything
from you. I just didn't want you to

the car.

You met someone?

Yes!

What happened?

Who is he?

His name is Bill Fitzgerald, and he's a
television reporter.

Television reporter?

Have I seen him? Is he on TV?

Yes, he's a television reporter. He's
Irish.

The accent guy with those lips.

And those blue, blue eyes.

Oh, my God. You have had some major
activity. You have to tell me every

It was the most wonderful, exciting,
romantic four days of my life.

He was unbelievable in bed, right?

Tell me everything.

Well... Who is it?

It's me.

Wait, wait, wait, wait.

When are you going to see Blue Eyes
again?

Never. What do you mean, never?

Look, I have a whole life here planned
with Stephen. A real life. And when I

him in Italy, it wasn't real.

I don't even know him.

You could get to know him.

I didn't give him my number.

And I didn't get his.

No, no, no, no. Wait, wait. Vanessa,
wait.

Vanessa.

Compare and contrast.

Hey. Hey.

I missed you. Yeah, I missed you.

Hi. Hi. Sorry I got tied up on that.

You know, you don't mind that?

No problem. No problem. You know, I'm
going to leave you lovebirds alone,

Compare and contrast.

Bye.

Bye. Take care, Alvin.

See ya.

Compare and contrast.

It's a problem Mimi's having. How was
your flight?

Not bad.

Listen, I picked up your suit from the
dry cleaners, and I also got your

accounts file over, which you left
behind at the office.

Taking a little vacation from
collections, were you?

Combining a little pleasure with
business?

Oh, and I figured you were tired, so I
picked up some meat crop from Chandora

you love so dearly. Oh, speaking of you
love so dearly, remember that townhouse

in Riverdale?

Well, it's for rent, and I took a peek,
and it's in our ballpark now.

Really? Yeah, we can look at it tomorrow
night.

Do you ever feel trapped, you know, by
all these plans, like everything is so

set?

Why should I? I am marrying the girl of
my dreams. Too good for me, really. No.

Smart, gorgeous, sexy, and best of all,
true blue.

I mean, our careers are taken off.
Everything is in line.

Why don't we just all

hope?

No, honey, we can't. After nine months
of wedding plans, our parents will kill

us.

Listen, you just probably jet lagged.

Why don't you come lay down on the
couch, and I'll fix you some of that

necrob.

Our customers come to us expecting the
extraordinary, and they're willing to

for it.

Why are we throwing all of that out just
because we're expanding?

We can't talk about this if you insist
on getting emotional.

Emotional? I'm not emotional just
because I care.

We can't go public until we get our new
fiscal goals. If we go public and

destroy everything we stand for, then
we're not being true to ourselves or the

customers. We are in business to make
money. That's the bottom line. She is.

Spear.

Hello? Vanessa?

Don't hang up, please.

Okay.

I know you didn't want me to call.

But I tracked down your number because I
had to speak to you.

Certainly. Could you hold for just a
moment?

This is going to be a while. I'll just
take it in my office.

Now, take it here.

I've got to see this on the computer.

Can you talk?

Yes. No.

I'm in the Balkans. I'll be in Dublin
over the weekend.

I know it's asking a lot.

But I have to see you.

I'm sending you a plane ticket.

My life is falling apart.

All I can think about is this.

I can't fly to Dublin.

I know it's insane and you're engaged
and you're 3 ,000 miles away.

I've said the same to myself every hour
over the past three days.

Until I found myself sitting here with
your phone number in my hand.

And now I've gotten up the courage to
call you and ask you to do this crazy

thing.

And of course you'll probably say no.

But please, please Vanessa, don't say
no.

I can't come see you.

When you said goodbye, you said nothing
like this had ever happened to you

before.

How can you say no?

I'm due in an hour before you.

If I get delayed, there's a key under
the mat.

Come to Dublin.

Hey. Hey.

Oh. Hey.

Is it real? Yeah, I thought so, too,
when I ran into the little boy on the

stairs.

Oh. Yeah.

Hey,

who are they from?

They're from Mimi.

Why is Mimi sending

you flowers?

Her sister, the one in Miami, is really
ill, and I told Mimi that I'd go with

her over the weekend, so I guess she's
grateful.

Terrible. Cancer?

Yes. No. Well, I don't think they really
know. A female thing.

When are you leaving?

Tonight.

Actually, a couple hours.

But, honey, you just got here.

I know. It's just that her sister's
having an operation first thing in the

morning, and I... Well, Mimi's a wreck.

All right.

All right.

Okay.

Travel safe.

Thanks.

Talk to you later. All right.

Say have a good time with, you know,
probably a bad thing on a certain stage.

Try it out.

Okay. All right. Thank you. I'm sorry.
Bye. Bye.

You made it.

I was worried.

We were delayed on the ground for two
hours.

I'm sorry.

How was your flight?

Fine.

The part where I wanted to get off
midair because this is the craziest

I've ever done.

Don't think you can blame the airline
for that.

That's my wife and our daughter, Helena.

Must have been horrible to lose her.

It was.

How'd you cope?

I'm not religious.

But my wife had a strong belief in God.

She told me that after she was gone,
she'd be in heaven.

Because heaven is other people holding
you in their hearts.

Now I believe that's true.

All the way here.

I was afraid.

I thought you'd changed your mind at the
last moment.

I almost did a dozen times.

Every time I tried to turn around, I
just...

Did you have to lie to him?

Why are you with him?

Ironically, because I can trust him.

Sounds like the woman you've so many
become.

When I was 12, my father almost left my
mother for another woman.

That must have been rough.

I hated my father for life.

I guess I decided right then and there
that I would never depend on a man for

anything.

Are they still together?

Yeah.

My mother says they're trying to make it
work.

She doesn't trust him.

I think that's why she went back into
the business.

She'd stayed home, you know, to be a
mom. But the minute that affair

she was back at the office every day.

I don't want that to be me.

I have to go to the country to meet my
daughter tomorrow.

I might be rushing things, but I want
you to come.

To meet your mother?

And my daughter.

Sheena's having a birthday party, and
she's inviting me.

But she's not inviting Becca, because
they had a big fight.

What was the fight about?

Becca told Barry O 'Brien that Sheena
likes him.

Sheena punched Becca in the loo.

Well, I don't remember antics like that
when you were away at school.

Oh, did you leave out those bits in your
letters home?

You went to boarding school?

In England.

Don't blame my parents.

I made up my own mind when I was nine
years old.

The beginning of my wanderlust, I
suppose.

Hmm, nine.

Well, we were very impressed with his
independence.

I got an excellent classical education
and a healthy resentment of authority.

When Bill's father died, we could no
longer afford boarding school.

That was the excuse.

I've always expected Mother wanted my
company.

And would I need an excuse? to have my
own son here at home with me.

I had to find some way to put food on
the table. Granny is a great painter.

Vanessa's an artist.

Are you?

Well, I sculpt, and I studied art in
college, but now I'm a buyer for my

store. Do you want to see the report I
did for school?

You have lots of drawings.

Oh, yes, I'd love to.

After.

Such a pretty ring.

It's diamonds.

Yes, actually.

It's lovely.

Thank you.

We have some dessert.

I'm going to get my report.

Absolutely not.

Bill and I will do the kitchen duty.

How long have you known this Vanessa
person?

This Vanessa person?

You make it sound like she's one of the
long line of Vanessa persons.

I've known her long enough.

Long enough to introduce her to Helena.

Mother, how many women friends have I
brought back to meet Helena?

None. The defense rests.

And would that be an engagement ring on
the Miss Vanessa Purton's finger?

You can lower your eyebrow.

But little luck, the next time you meet
her, she won't be wearing it.

Hello?

Yeah.

Yeah. I like doing the report on bees
because they have such an interesting

hierarchy and they're easy to draw.

You have a real gift for drawing. Did
you know that?

Yes, thank you.

Those are great beads.

Do you want to try them on?

Yeah. Got it?

These are really cool.

Are you my dad's girlfriend?

The network called.

Day after tomorrow, I have to go back to
the Balkans.

You do?

Hey. Hey, little missy.

We should live a whole two days
together.

Plenty of time.

Hi.

I hope it wasn't too much meeting my
mother and Helena all in the one day.

No.

I like them.

They like you?

Mm -mm.

I don't know about your mother.

She takes a bit of time to warm to
people.

Did you get your interview with the KLA
leader?

I did.

I'll be gone about a week.

I couldn't feel this way about you if I
left Stephen.

I can't keep lying to him.

What a beautiful place to grow up.

It was.

I wish I could go with you.

I wish you could go instead of me.

And you could go to the Balkans for me.

Ah, let's see.

Telling Stephen I'm not getting married
or I don't have any more.

I think I'd take the war.

What could we like good for us?

I promise.

Like what?

I'm going to be there when you need me.

I was just starting my career when I got
married.

I was always on assignment.

Thinking that next year I'd be more
established.

Next year we'd have more time together.

Next Christmas I'd be home.

Next birthday.

And then Claire was diagnosed with
lymphoma.

And there was no next year.

for years.

Working all the time.

Having flings.

Never getting involved.

Until now.

How's Mimi's sister?

Better. Oh, that's good.

I am up to my neck in next year's
budget. Do you mind giving me a hand

dinner?

I need to talk to you. Do you remember
how I said I felt trapped by all the

wedding plans?

See, we've been through this before.

I mean, it's a great time to get
married.

I want to call off the wedding.

Honey, I... I know it's scary and it's a
big step, but I'm going to be there for

you. I'm not scared.

A lot of people get rattled before the
wedding.

I'm not rattled. Well, you know, they
do. I need you to listen to me.

Okay, I'm listening.

There's no point in not doing what you
want to do in life.

Okay, fine.

I agree.

We made these plans, and they were
really wonderful plans at the time.

I've changed and the plans just aren't
right.

What are you saying?

I want to call off the wedding, Stephen,
because I don't love you the way I

should.

What do you mean the way you should?

I'm not happy.

What's going on with you?

No, you know, I don't understand.

I mean, you don't even sound like
yourself.

Maybe not.

But this is me.

You really want to do this?

Back out a month before the wedding. I
mean, what about our parents? I mean,

we've invested four years in this
relationship.

Sorry. You know, it's all fine to think
about yourself, Vanessa.

But what about other people?

What about me, for God's sakes?

What about me?

Bowie? Oh, no.

It's perfectly all right. I'm sure it
is.

I came to ask for a favor.

I'd like some time off.

When?

Right away.

We have to finish the budget. Then
there's the fall advertising campaign.

can't have time off now.

Stephen and I broke up.

What happened?

I met someone.

When?

In Venice.

Venice? But you were in Venice for four
days. You know what? It wouldn't have

happened if things had been right
between Stephen and me.

You made a commitment to that man.

Well, that's a funny thing coming from
you.

Vanessa. Rather a poor choice of
argument, Charles.

What's happening?

We got the interview with Janice
Wheaton, leader of the KLA holdout

We'll see him tomorrow. A local guy.
Harry's going to take it. Great.

Who are you calling?

None of your business.

Must be the woman.

What woman?

The woman you're so upset at that you're
hardly yourself.

I never noticed you were teary about
everything.

Why is that?

Hello?

It's me.

Where are you?

Beautiful downtown Pristina.

I broke up with Stephen.

Hang on.

Are you all right?

Yeah.

I wish you were here.

I'd make you feel better.

Bet you would.

I'll be in Venice the day after
tomorrow.

Can you meet me?

Yes.

Let's get lost together.

I know a great little restaurant.

We're reporters.

Stop the camera.

Don't give it to him.

Stop the camera. Keep rolling.

Keep rolling.

Stop.

Our jeep was blocked by two cars
carrying four guys with AK -47s. We

they were our contacts, members of the
Liberation Front.

Bill approached them. They wanted money.
He gave money.

And he just gunned them down, cold
blood.

I got it all on camera.

Don't give him the camera!

Don't give him the camera! Keep rolling!

Vanessa. Who?

Vanessa Stewart.

Yes, Miss Stewart.

Listen, I just saw on TV, I mean, I
can't believe he's...

Presumed dead. Of course, they're not
sure they haven't been able to find him.

I'm just hoping.

Where is he?

Well, they're being very vague.

Of course, perhaps they don't know
anything.

His network is...

He took the place where he was last
seen.

Oh, I'm going with you.

I'm going with you. Is that all right?

As you wish.

Vanessa Stewart, my son's friend.

Miss Stewart.

I'm Jim O 'Connor, Senior Director of
Security for the network.

Mrs. Fitzgerald, let me take the time to
say how sorry I am for what you're

going through.

Do you have any idea where my son is?

Bill was shot in a rural area of the
military zone, about 70 miles from here.

Now, we searched the area, but we
couldn't find him. However, every effort

being made. Where could he be?

It's possible he's being held for
ransom.

If that's the case, then the people who
are holding him have every reason to

keep him alive.

What are you doing to find him?

Mounting an extensive search, using
undercover operatives.

What kind of operatives would that be?

Experts who've been in the field for
years, and local contacts.

When will we know if he's being held for
ransom?

It could be some time before a ransom
demand is made.

Weeks, possibly months.

Do you believe he's still alive?

Honestly...

They say it could be months.

Or you don't have to stay here, my dear.
You must have something else to go back

to. A job, family.

My parents are worried, but this is my
life now.

Perform it, Bill.

Thought. I had everything.

Wonderful job and engagement.

The American dream.

We do the best with the hand we're
dealt, don't we?

Bill made me see that I could do the
things that I wanted to do.

You really love my son, don't you?

I do.

You know, my husband died, and then
Claire.

My daughter -in -law.

I don't get close to people very easily.

I

spoke

to Helena this morning.

How is she?

Oh, she's well, missing me and...

She loves my sister, but you know I
worry about leaving her for so long.

Well, if you need to see her, I'll be
here.

No, no, I am not going back without my
son.

God,

are you okay?

Are you okay?

Hello?

This is she.

They've got a ransom note for Bill.

I don't know.

operative went to the drop, but no one
turned up.

There's more.

Bill's wallet and ring were found.

Where?

In a bombed -out church quite close to
the ransom spot.

On a body that was burnt beyond
recognition.

We hope to have the body analyzed, but
we believe it was Bill.

But are you sure?

If I said otherwise, I'd be raising
false hope.

Baby, I'm so sorry.

You don't know how good it feels to see
you and to know you're all right.

Charles, could you get her a glass of
water?

Bill's mother wants me to come to her
home in Ireland.

Try to get Bill's body back.

And I want to be with her.

Okay?

Vanessa, whatever you decide, your
mother and I understand the decisions

made.

We're behind.

We love you.

Helena! Helena!

Helena!

Helena! What are you doing here? I've
been looking all over for you.

Sorry.

What are you doing here?

I wanted to ask Mammy something.

Daddy told me to come here and you'd
speak to me.

I wanted to ask Mammy where Daddy is.

I want to know where Daddy is.

Daddy's with Mammy now.

Dad?

Oh, darling.

No.

No.

It gets cold there.

And you know it rains like every other
minute.

So I brought you all those big bulky
sweaters my mom sends me that I never

I'm never going to wear all those
sweaters. Why don't you say that now?

You know, I can't really imagine you
living on a farm, getting up at dawn,

milking the sheep.

You don't milk sheep.

Oh, really? One weekend on a farm?
You're an expert?

It's not a farm. It's a farmhouse.

Herding them, sorting them out, getting
them to roll their wool into those neat

little balls. There are no sheep.

The mohair's in one corner, polyester's
in the other. You're just trying to get

me to laugh.

explaining to them their quotas.

Faster, faster, or you'll end jobs.

I'm going to miss you. I'm going to miss
you, too.

One up ahead, and a waterfall, and some
rooms.

Ah, you must love exploring here,
Helena.

It's my favorite place.

It was Daddy's favorite place, too.

Batman looks like Daddy.

up at this hour.

I couldn't sleep, you know.

Nightmares.

I thought your light was on.

I have them too.

I spoke to Jim O 'Connor about an hour
ago.

He believed Bill's body is in the hands
of the Yugoslavian government.

I know you do.

Did you know that he also had a gift for
drawing?

No, he never said a word.

Oh, he wouldn't.

He romanticized my painting.

He couldn't watch me paint for hours.

I was guilty and tried to make him go
out and play.

He'd say,

Ma, what does that painting mean?

If nobody sees it.

Maybe that's where he learned how to do
what he believes in, you know, to take

chances.

Maybe.

Maybe he took too many chances.

I think he would have been happy living
life any other way.

No.

No.

Vanessa.

Yes.

Helena.

Helena.

How have you been?

More miserable than I've ever been in my
entire life.

I miss you, Vanessa.

Please don't judge me on how I handled
the most painful moment of my life. I

an idiot.

I do love you.

I want a second chance.

Your mother, your father, and I, we all
want you back home.

I... I can't go back to my old life.

We can build a new one. I mean, there
was a lot there. There was a lot between

us.

There was, yes, but it...

It wasn't enough.

I blew it.

I blew it with you, Vanessa.

Couldn't stop thinking about work long
enough to tell you how much you meant to

me.

How much I loved you.

I really love you.

Stephen, it wasn't one thing you did or
didn't do.

It just wouldn't have worked.

Even if I hadn't met Bill.

And we would have been stuck pretending
that it did.

I don't think...

Your dad.

As I was growing up, I believed that if
I was a perfect little girl, you and mom

would love me.

I tried so hard to be that perfect
little girl.

I never found out who I really was.

Later, when you had the affair, I felt
so angry and betrayed.

I took revenge by locking a part of
myself away from you and from everyone.

I was so shut down that I almost married
the wrong man.

When I met Bill, I felt safe to unlock
that part of myself. And for the first

time in my life, I've taken a risk.

And I know I've done the right thing.

Dad, I'm not angry with you anymore.

I hope you understand why I left you and
Mom in the business.

I want you to get to know the Vanessa
that I'm coming to know.

I know she's not perfect, and I also
know that you love her anyway, as I love

you.

Helena, come on, we're ready to leave.

We have plenty of food in here.

When Helena goes out in the hills, she
wants to be gone all day.

Oh, well, I'll be glad for a long hike.

It was one of daddy's favorite things.

Well, go see the horses.

I miss daddy.

We never found him.

How will he ever get to heaven?

Your daddy's in heaven.

Who do you know?

Your father once told me that... After
you're gone, heaven

is having other people hold you in their
hearts.

So see, your daddy's in my heart, and
he's in your grandmother's heart, and

in your heart, too.

I like that.

I tried to get through this morning
again to the network of my pillow's

No one will talk to me.

It's as though I'm being frozen right
up.

What's going on? Why won't they release
me?

Something's up.

I'm not a ghost.

They wanted me to stay for deep
breathing.

But I made them fly me straight here.

I can't believe we're lost again.

I think... Right.

Oh, do you?

Mm -mm.

Left.

I could get lost with you forever.

But do you want to?

What?

Come off with me the rest of your life.

Yes, I do.