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How many people came?

It was amazing.

Everybody loved the dude.

This is such crap.

Bianca. Why couldn't they save him?

He was right there in the hospital. Why did he have to die?

I guess Jesus wanted him close.

What a stupid thing to say.

Hey, Bex, do you have a ride to the reception?

Uh, not yet.

Why don't you come with me?

Why do I always say the wrong thing?

It's what you believe, isn't it?

I should apologize.

Tell him it was unfair he died. He was too young.

You know what? You should leave it for today. You know what? I can't.

I'm sorry about before.

I was just looking for an answer. Any answer.

There isn't one.

What do you all know that I don't? He died because of you.

Me?

I wasn't even there. You're the reason he went into the van.

To call you and beg for your forgiveness.

No.

We should go. Your family's waiting.

Listen.

Deacon, that's okay. He doesn't know what he's saying.

I'll take you to the reception.

Becky.

It's decided.

I hate funerals. Who doesn't?

Undertakers, probably.

Pretty much anyone in the funeral business. Like cemeteries, headstone

manufacturers. Okay, Connor, we get it. Is it wrong to say I miss Paris?

I don't want to end the summer.

It's him, isn't it?

So, should we head to the reception?

Is that weird?

We barely knew Adam. Yeah, but we can't just go on with our day like nothing

happened, can we?

Sweetie, what are you doing?

I thought you'd be at the reception.

No one wants to be there.

Don't be silly. You were Adam's girlfriend.

We had a fight.

And I said I needed space.

Well, that doesn't matter now.

It does to Drew.

You believe Adam's in heaven, right?

Then you can talk to him whenever you want.

Even say you're sorry.

What are you thinking?

Can any of you build a bonfire?

How do you say goodbye to someone who changed your life?

Beats me, but that funeral didn't do the trick.

How was it?

Funeral -y.

Did you cry?

It was quiet, but everybody was.

Sounds like every funeral ever.

Which is why I didn't feel like Adam.

You know, he wasn't gloomy.

He was the most positive person I know. And the palsiest.

I hope everyone remembers him like that.

Maybe we can help them.

We're making a memorial video, aren't we? The best memorial video.

Everyone's asking about you upstairs.

I brought you some food. Egg salad's your favorite.

Do you know what egg salad does for this guy?

Tootle and fart.

Yeah, keep telling me about that.

Hey, this is where the party's at.

Wow, look at all the flowers.

Looks like someone robbed a flower shop. Can you imagine?

Hands up, Mr. Florist. Give me all your gladiolas.

Sorry, I'm not really good with this stuff.

So, how was everyone's summer?

Anything exciting happen?

Stupid. Hey, hey.

We gotta get you out of this house, man.

We'll go to a bar, we'll get some drinks, whatever you want.

I just wanna be alone.

No, man, you gotta be around people.

Now we just need a song.

Hey.

I have some news that might brighten your day.

I talked to the doctor.

Your CT scan came back clean.

What?

Seriously?

That means you're cured, right?

Not yet. I'm in remission.

Which means the cancer is gone for now. So you can finally blow this popsicle

stand, right?

They're discharging her tonight.

You know, people would love to see you.

They could use some good news.

We need to get this place packed up.

I don't care to be happy.

I want to give you some time.

Please, can you talk to me?

Anything you need, just say the word.

I need my brother back.

He was the best, the very, very best.

And I killed him.

What?

It was my fault.

Now Becky's mine.

I'd be blaming everyone else, but it was me.

If the last person I talked to, if I would have just...

A couple people planned a bonfire for him.

It might help to go.

Perfect day.

It's like he's watching over us.

Okay, now for the finishing touch.

Connor, can I have your help?

A little more, a little more.

Yeah, okay. Who's that chair for?

Adam.

You think it's stupid, don't you?

Stupid? No.

A little creepy, maybe.

What if this whole celebration was a mistake?

I mean, what if no one comes? People will come. You posted the invitation on

Facebook. Exactly. I posted it.

Adam's friends don't like me.

And Drew hates me.

Drew lost his brother a couple days ago. Right now he hates the world.

I just want tonight to be perfect.

Or Adam.

My last hospital jello.

Whoa.

I thought you'd be ready for the bonfire.

I've been thinking.

Always scary.

I shouldn't go to the bonfire.

Why not?

You've been discharged.

I know.

But I'm still immunosuppressed.

The doctor said it was fine, as long as there's no close contact.

What about the hugging? You know that there will be hugging. I'll be your hug

proxy.

You want to honor Adam, don't you?

You know I do.

Then what's with the string of excuses?

got me through this summer?

How do I face everyone faith drew when I lived and he died?

What kind of weirdo godmath is that?

You can't blame yourself for living.

It's so unfair.

I agree.

but Adam wouldn't want to be sad or angry or guilty.

You don't know that.

Would you?

Anyone else really hungry?

Obviously no one's coming.

Let's just put the fire out and pack up. Wait, maybe we should hold on. No, it's

fine. It was a silly idea anyway. Becky, I just wanted this to be worthy of

Adam.

Becky? Can't we get the spinner down?

Not until you look over there.

There are more people coming.

It's going to be a packed house.

Or a packed field.

That's exactly what people need.

You know, this reminds me of that party he threw for Fiona at the old church.

That's where we finally sparked.

You called Adam a hero that night.

Oh, that's because he was.

Mine.

He taught me the power of twinkly lights.

Where would we be without them?

Claire, you're here. I didn't think you'd make it. No, no, no, no. No germs.

can hug the hug proxy.

Me.

Okay, this is weird.

They let you out of the hospital?

My cancer's in remission.

Oh, my God.

I didn't want to say it because I didn't want to overshadow Adam.

Are you kidding me? That's amazing.

Yeah, we needed some good news tonight.

Now I just need to make sure that I make the most of my life.

Well, shit.

as a new person, myself.

And I hit on the hottest girl, Bianca, before my brother was with her.

And then I fell for the perfect one who overcame so much to do with me.

So hands off, Drew.

Becky, come here.

Come here. I want you on video.

Then everyone can believe that someone like you is like a guy like me.

the camera so I can go make it on my girlfriend.

It's not the one I was hoping for.

How do we move on?

We find a way to say goodbye.

You did a stupid thing.

When you love something or someone, you went after it. You didn't hesitate.

That's why you made such a huge mark on the people around you.

That's why there's so many people here to say goodbye.

I'm not going to.

To me, you'll never be gone.

You'll always be right up here.

You don't get another concussion.

All right, guys.

Enough standing around. Let's get this party started.

Hey.

Hi.

I just wanted to say thanks.

Adam loved a good party. Does she and me have to miss it? We didn't.

I can feel it.

Then he'd be pretty mad at the way I treated the girl he loved.

Becky, it wasn't your fault. It wasn't anyone's.

How do we move on?

What do we do?

I guess we make Adam's death mean something.

But I'm a kid like everyone else

So let me go

I don't wanna be your hero

I don't wanna be your big man I just

wanna fight

I can make it through.

And if I hold out, I know I can make it through.

I know I can make it through.