All language subtitles for Degrassi TNG s12e34 Ray of Light 2

The birds are seen, the sun is shining,
a gentle breeze is creating a nice wind

machine effect.

Well, I'm glad to see your cinematic
imagination is alive and well on this

suspicious morning.

I'm feeling good, Claire.

I'm going to nail this NYU interview.

Of course you will. You've been on such
a strong path all year.

Nothing's going to get in my way.

Eli, I have a gift for you.

I thought you might want your shirt
back.

Still coming down?

Okay, please don't be worried.

Coming down from what? I took a break
from editing the video yearbook and went

to that art party with Jake and Mo. And
you smoked weed again?

Look, I don't want you to freak out, but
I didn't smoke.

I took MDMA.

Okay, now I'm worried. I promise.

It won't happen again.

We said nothing would get in your way.

Thank you.

Thanks for the chat, Doc.

You're welcome.

Remember my sister Katie?

I do.

Nice to see you again.

Hi. Thanks for everything.

We won't take up any more of your time.

Hey.

So after blowing my chances of being on
the national

soccer team and my student council
presidency, Jake was my rock.

I helped him with his garden.

We laughed a lot.

I hate myself for ruining it.

But you know what? I know you have more
important things to do than talk about

my love life.

Look, when you lose something that you
love, it's really tough.

But it's never too late to start again
and rebuild.

I've tried to apologize to Jake, but he
won't even look at me.

Tell me something. What do you think
would make you feel better?

If I finish processing the simulator on
time, we can reach Mars by this

afternoon. Ooh, do you think we'll get
to see the Curiosity rover?

I haven't programmed it yet, but...
Wait, how do you know about the

rover? I guess you're rubbing off on me.

And don't forget, I got into the gifted
program too, remember?

Hi! Are we interrupting?

Not at all.

So are you guys dating?

It's not official or anything.

Well, considering we've been on one date
and have committed to a second, that

technically qualifies as dating.

We also kissed on the lips and you told
me not to stop.

Okay, Connor, that's personal.

All right, I'll go save us some seats at
the front.

Yeah.

You didn't tell me you guys kissed.
Where did he take you on your date? Oh,

went to space.

Was that a euphemism? No, Dallas.

Oh, are you going to get married and
make cute little astronaut babies?

This is why I didn't tell anyone.

You guys are so annoying.

Favorite Italian neorealist film?

Well, while The Bicycle Thief has its
merits, I'd have to go with Umberto D.

Now, De Sica took simple character study
and turned it into heartbreaking drama.

Okay, no idea what you just said, but it
sounded bellissimo.

Oh, by the way, you don't have to finish
the video yearbook.

So, in Truffaut's... Wait, wait, wait.

You know, I know I'm behind, but as soon
as my interview's over, I'll finish it.

I'm relieving you of the burden.

What are you not telling me?

Maybe you should just talk to Claire.

She doesn't think it's a good idea.

But she's the one who got me to do the
video in the first place. I know.

But she doesn't think you can handle it
right now.

Um, chili, hey.

It's not a good idea, you know, it's so
spicy.

But I like it.

I don't think you can handle it.

Since when do you dictate which hot
lunch items I can and cannot handle?

It doesn't feel good, does it?

The last time you tried editing cam
footage, it led you to do drug.

I was just looking out for you. You're
meddling. Okay, that is not fair. I do

because I care. I'm finishing it.

Maybe you should postpone your interview
until this is all over. You mean the

interview that starts in 15 minutes?

Enjoy your show. You can do it.

Hi.

I'm sorry about the whole baby thing.

I didn't mean to say you'd get pregnant
again.

I know.

That was just intense.

You hurt everyone, even you.

Look, it wasn't sure of us to tease, but
if you felt so uncomfortable, maybe

dating Connor is not a good idea.

Maybe he's all wrong for me and I just
can't see it because it felt so good to

hang out with a nice guy for once.

Look, only you know whether you like him
or not.

But before you commit, I made a mistake.

You know when I told you to stay away
from my brother?

Your brother was a jerk to me.

I might be biased, but he's changed.

Plus, he's social and fun.

I think you two would be perfect
together.

Thanks a lot, Becky.

Now I really don't know what to do.

Once again, as per last week's meeting,
we've agreed to sidebar any conversation

about sugary beverages in the cafeteria
until the end. What are you doing here?

Marcel said you were trying to get my
garden back. How could you not tell me?

Well, you ignored me in the halls. How
was I supposed to tell you?

Anne, all right, before we move on, are
there any additions to the agenda?

Um, yeah, I'd like to set forth a motion
to reopen the garden.

Oh, I don't think that's right.

I think the school needs time. I'm
sorry.

Look, what happened was a tragedy, but
that doesn't make the garden tragic.

You're punishing an entire school for
one student's decision.

We're all still here. We should be
allowed to enjoy it.

I also propose the students paint a new
mural, give the garden a fresh new

start.

Let the garden be a symbol of
perseverance, of hope.

What do you say?

Well, um, thank you, Katie.

The PTA will vote, and we'll let you
know.

Okay.

Why are you doing this?

Well, it's important for everyone, and
for you.

And what are you currently working on?

The video yearbook and a zombie short,
but that's on hold for the moment. You

don't have a follow -through problem, do
you?

There's been some extenuating
circumstances.

Something disturbing happened at school
and it affected me.

Well, actually, most things do.

I'm bipolar.

Does it interfere with your work?

No, I think it helps.

I put my feelings in my heart, and
that's why doing what I do can be scary.

Because it comes from someplace real.

And now you must think I'm a mess.

I think you're a very passionate young
man.

You have no idea.

Eli, this is the most competitive
program in the country. If you don't get

this time, we urge you to try again.

That doesn't sound too promising.

Well, we say that to everyone.

Thanks for coming.

You're Romeo and Jules?

Pardon? Your stage submission for your
portfolio. You sent us this DVD?

Yes, I did. I directed it.

This is one of the strongest high school
productions I've seen at my time at

NYU.

And I've been there a while.

Thanks.

Woo! What's up, man? Yeah.

Ah, nailed it. Yeah.

Come on.

Yeah.

Uh, so it went well?

Yeah, um, great.

They loved Romney and Jules.

If I could pick you up and twirl you, I
would.

Congratulations. Thanks. Now it's all up
to the gods of film. Let's celebrate.

I really wish I was in a celebrating
mood, but... You're still mad about the

drugs, okay? Can we just forgive,
forget, and move on? No, we have to talk

this.

Okay, um, let's talk.

First off, I should not have said what I
did before your interview.

I know finding Cam was hard on you, and
it's not fair that you had to be the one

to find him.

But it happened.

And we can't ignore what's going on with
you because of it.

There is a right way and a wrong way to
deal with things, and doing drugs is the

wrong way to deal with it.

Any news? They're still discussing.

This is a waste of time.

We won't get it back.

I disagree. We just have to want it bad
enough.

Wait, are you guys talking about the
garden or your relationship?

The garden.

My God, what's taking so long? This is
so unfair.

You know what?

You're right, man.

I'm not going to sit back and wait for
the parents to tell us what's going to

happen to our school.

They're not going to give us back the
garden?

We're going to have to take it back.
What are you doing? What is she doing?

Katie. Katie.

Put the hammer down.

Katie. There's absolutely no admitting.

Katie.

Katie. Katie.

Nice.

Wait.

Whoa, whoa, whoa. What are you doing?

We're moving on and there's nothing you
can do to stop us. I was just on my way

over here to tell you that the PTA
voted.

They've agreed to reopen the garden.

Whoops.

You, you, you, you.

Detention. All of you.

What the hell are you doing?

Oh, it's so refreshing.

I may be on drugs right now. You do
realize that you are showering with your

clothes on in the girls' change room
right now?

What the hell are you thinking? For
once, nothing, someone, and I'm not

any names, has been forcing me to talk
and talk, talk, talk,

talk.

That is more Eli than I've ever wanted
to see.

Thank you.

Eli. Remember when you said that you
wouldn't have sex with me because you

thought I was damaged?

What? Do I look damaged to you?

I'm a freaking superhero.

Eli.

Mr. Simpson.

Coward. Meme.

If you liked me, why didn't you say so
instead of waiting for your sister to do

something? Look, I felt like I messed up
so bad with you, and then when I tried

again the other day, I messed up again.

Well, what'll be different this time?

I think I need a girl like you to keep
me in line.

All right, how about a date?

What were you thinking?

You know what?

Uh, yeah, this was a huge mistake.

Stay away from my girlfriend!

I was protecting you. By punching
someone?

The reason I like you is because I
didn't think you were that guy.

Now I'm not so sure.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

Okay, we'll be there tomorrow.

Thank you.

You have an appointment with Dr. Weston.

Eli, she did today. It's...

It's grounds for suspension, possibly
expulsion. Mr. Simpson, please.

I have to finish my year to get into
NYU.

You know, we have a lot more in common
than you think.

You do drugs and get naked?

When I was about your age, I found the
body of a classmate who committed

suicide.

It doesn't get better overnight.

It's been hard for me, but I'm okay.

Yeah, I know.

I've been keeping an eye on you.

So what went wrong today?

There's all this pressure to talk, to
act a certain way.

You gotta talk about it, bud. To my
therapist, yeah.

But not to everyone. 24 hours a day.

I need to move on. I didn't know him. I
didn't choose to walk into that damn

greenhouse. Eli.

When things like this happen, it affects
everyone. You can't let others get to

you. You risk so much.

Your future and your health.

Dad, look at me.

I get it.

Last year, it could have been me in that
greenhouse, okay?

I could have died.

I'll never do it again, okay?

I hear you stand,

head in hand, at the edge of the flood.

Given to all the change it's given you.
Connor!

What do you want? I thought I
embarrassed you when I punched Luke. I

talk. I know what talk is code for,
Jenna. You want to break up with me,

What you did was wrong and can't happen
again.

That didn't sound like a breakup.

Because it wasn't.

Connor, I had more fun on our one date
than any other date I've ever been on.

Oh, no, thank you. I brought a lunch.
Open it.

What's the gift?

Freeze -dried space food. Cool, thank
you.

Yeah, if we're going to travel the
universe together, we'll need snacks.

Space date, city date, let's do it all.

Do you like movies?

I love them.

You did it.

Yes. Too bad we can't enjoy it yet.

Hey, um... I'm sorry.

No, don't sweat it. It's just a week's
worth of morning detention.

No, I... I mean, I... I'm really sorry.

You were the best boyfriend I ever had,
and you didn't deserve what I did to

you.

Hey.

When I heard you needed a job, I thought
this

and thought of you.

Jake, you know I don't play anymore.

I went to Dr. Cluchy months ago.

I mean, maybe it's time to get back to
what you love.

What are you waiting for?

I saw my therapist today.

I thought I should come back here.

Is it helping?

I'm in a greenhouse, there are no dead
bodies, and I'm not freaking out.

This is good.

You took drugs because of me?

I said a lot of things, didn't I?

I regret what I did more than you'll
ever know.

Taking drugs was bad, but for me, so was
talking nonstop.

But I can't get better if you're going
to be worrying about me all the time.

What do you... We need time apart.

This is because I was here when you
found Cam.

You're linking me to the incident and
you're cutting me out. You're still

dealing with all this. No, no, see?

You're hearing me, but you're not
listening.

Cam's not the problem.

You are.

This ball has been the source of the
most joy I've ever felt and the most

Will you just take the freaking ball
already? What's with the theatrics?

This is a big deal, Maya. The last time
I played was the beginning of my dance.

I'm so going to regret that.

Yes, my turn.

We're going to go. We're going to go.

Hilarious right now? That's the thing
about soccer. All the drama in the world

goes poof.

You gonna fly for that summer job?

Yeah, and if I get it, it's out of town,
which means we won't get to spend any

time together this summer.

Please, go.

I'm so taking over your room.

Oh, chicken little, you're gonna miss
me.

No way! Yep!

Uh, yes!

This year has been a great year at
Degrassi.

I'm going to miss it. It's been a good
couple of years.

What do you mean you don't know what
Whisperha is? What is Whisperha? It's

like the biggest band at Degrassi ever.

Yeah, I built this garden here. It's
just been a big part of my life.

Romeo and Jules was absolutely amazing.

Such a good job. We live for the symbol.

That is my life.

I tell you.

Don't forget where you were born.

Don't forget this moment Don't forget
this

Don't forget this moment

Don't forget this moment

Don't forget this moment

Bye, Degrassi. We'll miss you.

You do good work, Eli.

I love what I do, so.