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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:15,208 --> 00:00:18,583 If you could see the life you will have before your birth... 4 00:00:18,750 --> 00:00:20,958 ...would you still want to come into world? 5 00:00:22,375 --> 00:00:25,208 Who cares what others say, I would. 6 00:00:26,625 --> 00:00:29,625 Because no one ever asked me that question since I was born... 7 00:00:32,458 --> 00:00:36,291 Is this the life you want to live Cicek? 8 00:00:43,666 --> 00:00:45,333 Eggs with Cemen. 9 00:00:45,458 --> 00:00:47,083 Your favourite. 10 00:01:33,416 --> 00:01:35,416 The life that I want to... 11 00:01:35,541 --> 00:01:39,375 I mean with whom I want to spend my life with... 12 00:01:39,500 --> 00:01:42,500 ...I found it out the day I was turned 18. 13 00:01:54,500 --> 00:01:56,041 My mom used to give me a gift for my every birthday... 14 00:01:56,166 --> 00:01:58,958 ...something that she had used in her youth. 15 00:01:59,083 --> 00:02:00,750 I have turned 18 today... 16 00:02:00,875 --> 00:02:03,500 ...I thought this tradition would change. 17 00:02:15,875 --> 00:02:17,083 Surprise! 18 00:02:18,041 --> 00:02:20,041 Happy Birthday Cicek. 19 00:02:20,458 --> 00:02:21,916 My dear Murat. 20 00:02:22,041 --> 00:02:23,791 My lovely daughter, my dear Cicek. 21 00:02:23,916 --> 00:02:26,458 Vaoww... Murat you look very showy. 22 00:02:26,583 --> 00:02:28,708 It is for you dear Cicek. You are my rose. 23 00:02:30,166 --> 00:02:31,250 Come, come... 24 00:02:31,416 --> 00:02:33,666 Look how beautiful she is. 25 00:02:33,791 --> 00:02:35,625 Did you like your birthday present? 26 00:02:35,791 --> 00:02:37,875 I used to love wearing this hair clip. 27 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:40,791 It is hundred percent hand made. Here, here. 28 00:02:40,916 --> 00:02:43,125 No one else has the exact same one. 29 00:02:43,250 --> 00:02:45,458 Actually there was an another replica of this... 30 00:02:45,625 --> 00:02:48,166 ...but I couldn´t find it. I don´t know where I put it. 31 00:02:48,291 --> 00:02:50,291 But it´ll come out from somewhere. 32 00:02:50,500 --> 00:02:52,666 -Here take it. -Thank you. 33 00:02:52,791 --> 00:02:53,916 Let me kiss you. 34 00:02:55,541 --> 00:02:57,083 Well... you might as well get married. 35 00:02:57,208 --> 00:02:59,625 What! No! What are you talking about? 36 00:02:59,750 --> 00:03:01,375 My daughter is going to be a doctor. 37 00:03:01,583 --> 00:03:04,041 Yeah yeah... I´m thinking of being an urologist. 38 00:03:04,416 --> 00:03:06,291 Come on, let´s make a wish. 39 00:03:45,791 --> 00:03:46,791 Cicek... 40 00:03:47,333 --> 00:03:49,500 ...just make yourself comfortable. 41 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:52,458 You will fall down one day. 42 00:03:52,583 --> 00:03:55,291 Would it be bad? There would be an action in our lives. 43 00:03:55,541 --> 00:03:57,458 We call it gravity. 44 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:00,958 For example if I crash to the asphalt. 45 00:04:01,791 --> 00:04:05,791 Recep wouldn´t be able to open his shop as he does everyday. 46 00:04:07,666 --> 00:04:11,791 School bus wouldn´t be able to pick up children on the same time. 47 00:04:13,375 --> 00:04:15,166 Science teacher´s daughter wouldn´t be able to 48 00:04:15,291 --> 00:04:17,500 hide her headscarf at the corner. 49 00:04:20,458 --> 00:04:21,791 And of course... 50 00:04:21,916 --> 00:04:27,541 Hatice Soylu daughter of Hasan Soylu has passed away today... 51 00:04:27,666 --> 00:04:30,583 ...her funeral will take place... 52 00:04:30,708 --> 00:04:33,875 ...at center mosque after noon prayer. 53 00:04:41,791 --> 00:04:43,208 You are right... 54 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:46,416 ...same things everyday. 55 00:04:47,666 --> 00:04:50,125 Why the hell did you move from Ankara as you were a baby. 56 00:04:52,291 --> 00:04:55,125 What are we going to do here? Are we going to die because of boredom? 57 00:04:55,416 --> 00:04:56,750 Who says it? 58 00:04:57,500 --> 00:05:00,708 Have a look at me, is my hair looking allright? 59 00:05:01,833 --> 00:05:04,041 Kudret, the rapist cat in the market. 60 00:05:05,291 --> 00:05:08,291 Go, go! Go and see how Kudret gropes you. 61 00:05:10,208 --> 00:05:12,625 Nope. He is a total jerk... but he wouldn´t do such things. 62 00:05:14,541 --> 00:05:16,166 You are such a humanist. 63 00:05:20,958 --> 00:05:22,375 Good morning. 64 00:05:33,500 --> 00:05:34,916 Hello. 65 00:05:40,666 --> 00:05:41,875 Kudret. 66 00:05:49,875 --> 00:05:51,500 Can I have a cigarette? 67 00:05:52,708 --> 00:05:54,708 Which one do you smoke? 68 00:05:56,208 --> 00:05:57,916 Look how easy I found it. 69 00:06:02,041 --> 00:06:05,416 -Actually I heard you saying hello. -Why didn´t you look at me then? 70 00:06:05,625 --> 00:06:07,625 I waited until you say my name. 71 00:06:12,166 --> 00:06:13,416 -The thing is... -Yes? 72 00:06:13,541 --> 00:06:15,958 We are going to Trafo... 73 00:06:18,083 --> 00:06:19,916 ...why don´t you come with us, we can drink together. 74 00:06:20,041 --> 00:06:22,875 No, I can´t. It´s my birthday today. 75 00:06:23,333 --> 00:06:24,583 My parents would take offense at me. 76 00:06:24,708 --> 00:06:27,916 Wow... Birthday kid. 77 00:06:29,625 --> 00:06:31,041 Let me see... 78 00:06:38,208 --> 00:06:41,208 A gift from me. Happy Birthday. 79 00:06:41,875 --> 00:06:43,291 Thank you. 80 00:06:44,041 --> 00:06:46,666 You turned 18 now, right? 81 00:06:48,375 --> 00:06:50,083 It means, you are allowed to get married now. 82 00:06:50,250 --> 00:06:53,875 For God´s sake. Why is every one obsessed with me getting married? 83 00:06:54,041 --> 00:06:56,041 My life hasn´t even started yet. 84 00:06:57,875 --> 00:06:59,875 Or maybe it has already somewhere... 85 00:07:01,500 --> 00:07:02,500 ...but... 86 00:07:02,875 --> 00:07:05,708 ...I am missing it. 87 00:07:06,833 --> 00:07:08,041 I mean... 88 00:07:08,916 --> 00:07:10,916 ...I feel like missing it sometimes. 89 00:07:11,666 --> 00:07:13,500 Do you get me? 90 00:07:13,625 --> 00:07:15,250 Yes. Indeed. 91 00:07:15,708 --> 00:07:21,875 I understand you, because I do the same in my life too. 92 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:25,000 But I do it in a philosophic way, I wouldn´t do it like you. 93 00:07:27,666 --> 00:07:31,000 You know what... What I do when I feel overwhelmed? 94 00:07:31,125 --> 00:07:32,333 What? 95 00:07:33,291 --> 00:07:35,125 You don´t know, do you? 96 00:07:37,458 --> 00:07:38,666 Come closer. 97 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:40,625 Come closer, come closer. 98 00:07:43,291 --> 00:07:44,916 Come on, come closer. 99 00:07:45,291 --> 00:07:47,916 God, I won´t bite you girl. 100 00:07:49,250 --> 00:07:51,083 When I feel like this... 101 00:07:53,291 --> 00:07:55,125 ...I go to Trafo. 102 00:07:59,916 --> 00:08:01,458 I should go. 103 00:08:02,541 --> 00:08:05,666 Maybe next time. Thanks for the gift. 104 00:08:05,791 --> 00:08:07,416 You´re welcome. See you. 105 00:08:10,083 --> 00:08:13,083 MET Private Education Course 106 00:08:22,166 --> 00:08:25,583 I ran like a horse. Where the hell is the teacher? 107 00:08:26,375 --> 00:08:28,166 I guess he is not coming. Let´s get lost. 108 00:08:28,291 --> 00:08:29,708 -Let´s go then. -Let´s get lost. 109 00:08:29,833 --> 00:08:31,125 -You know what... -I came for nothing. 110 00:08:31,250 --> 00:08:33,083 What did you do with Kudret huh? 111 00:08:33,208 --> 00:08:35,625 Did you get new experiences with him? 112 00:08:37,416 --> 00:08:39,833 Alright everyone please sit down. 113 00:08:40,041 --> 00:08:41,666 Come on! Who am I talking to? 114 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:43,250 Ezgi do not linger. 115 00:08:43,375 --> 00:08:45,000 Come on please be quiet. 116 00:08:45,125 --> 00:08:46,916 Ahmet please. Mert come on! 117 00:08:47,041 --> 00:08:49,458 Should I make you sit down one by one? Sit down! 118 00:08:52,125 --> 00:08:54,750 Okay, listen to me now. 119 00:08:54,875 --> 00:08:58,500 What is going on Madam? Are you finally getting married? 120 00:08:59,333 --> 00:09:03,958 Unlike you, having a husband is not all I think about dear Ceylan. 121 00:09:04,958 --> 00:09:06,166 Alright Madam. 122 00:09:06,958 --> 00:09:10,875 Alright everyone, Unfortunately Mr. Ilyas had an accident... 123 00:09:12,208 --> 00:09:13,750 ...his hip was broken... 124 00:09:13,875 --> 00:09:17,708 ...a new teacher will substitute him for a while. 125 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:20,208 He came from Istanbul... 126 00:09:20,333 --> 00:09:22,875 ...he is a very very successful teacher... 127 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:27,208 ...I´m telling you, don´t compare him with Mr. Ilyas. 128 00:09:27,791 --> 00:09:31,208 I am calling him in now. Be respectful, ok? 129 00:09:31,958 --> 00:09:34,583 -Understood Ceylan? -Of course Madam. 130 00:09:34,833 --> 00:09:36,458 -Thank you. -You´re welcome. 131 00:09:37,666 --> 00:09:40,500 Please come in sir, please. 132 00:09:53,458 --> 00:09:55,291 Make yourself comfortable, please. 133 00:09:55,416 --> 00:09:56,416 Huh? 134 00:09:59,125 --> 00:10:00,625 Oh sorry. 135 00:10:01,041 --> 00:10:02,250 Sorry. 136 00:10:02,791 --> 00:10:05,000 -Have a nice class. -Thank you. 137 00:10:05,541 --> 00:10:08,583 -I´ll be in my room if you need anything. -Thank you. 138 00:10:08,708 --> 00:10:10,250 Hava a nice class. 139 00:10:15,458 --> 00:10:17,083 Hello everyone. 140 00:10:18,125 --> 00:10:19,958 My name is Dogan Akin. 141 00:10:28,875 --> 00:10:30,250 What is your name? 142 00:10:32,958 --> 00:10:34,083 Yes you? 143 00:10:34,208 --> 00:10:35,625 Cicek. 144 00:10:39,250 --> 00:10:40,666 Your Surname? 145 00:10:41,041 --> 00:10:42,458 Emm... Ince. 146 00:10:56,958 --> 00:10:58,375 Okay now... 147 00:10:58,916 --> 00:11:00,125 ...where have you left off? 148 00:11:00,250 --> 00:11:02,375 We were at First New Movement. 149 00:11:02,583 --> 00:11:05,000 -What was that? -The Garips then. 150 00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:08,375 The Garips... 151 00:11:09,750 --> 00:11:12,541 ...They devoted themselves to eliminate the forms of Turkish poetry. 152 00:11:12,666 --> 00:11:14,041 But all of them at once. 153 00:11:14,166 --> 00:11:15,541 Rhythm, rhyme. 154 00:11:15,875 --> 00:11:18,291 They were three friends. Three poet friends. 155 00:11:19,125 --> 00:11:20,958 They got together and... 156 00:11:21,083 --> 00:11:23,708 ...published a book in 1941. 157 00:11:23,833 --> 00:11:26,375 It´s name is Garip. That’s where their names come from. The Garips. 158 00:11:26,583 --> 00:11:29,708 Is there anyone who can remember these three poet friends? 159 00:11:29,916 --> 00:11:30,958 Yes. 160 00:11:31,083 --> 00:11:34,083 Orhan Veli, Melih Cevdet Anday, Oktay Rıfat. 161 00:11:34,291 --> 00:11:36,291 Bravo. Thank you. 162 00:11:36,416 --> 00:11:39,416 These three poets claim that... 163 00:11:40,916 --> 00:11:43,250 ...a poem about an ordinary life can be written. 164 00:11:43,375 --> 00:11:45,708 And it could even be written as we talk right now. 165 00:11:45,833 --> 00:11:47,625 With a simple, pure tongue. 166 00:11:47,750 --> 00:11:51,583 Sir... I must disagree. 167 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:56,875 In order to feel something we should be a little bit poetical, right? 168 00:12:06,750 --> 00:12:09,375 This good weather ruined me. 169 00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:12,916 Did you feel it? 170 00:12:14,041 --> 00:12:16,333 Yes. Lucky Orhan Veli. 171 00:12:19,208 --> 00:12:21,416 Are you a poet sir? 172 00:12:23,250 --> 00:12:24,833 Look, there is a saying... 173 00:12:24,958 --> 00:12:28,041 ...one must go to hell and come back to become a poet. 174 00:12:28,166 --> 00:12:29,375 Have you gone? 175 00:12:31,416 --> 00:12:32,416 I have. 176 00:12:35,625 --> 00:12:37,250 I have but... 177 00:12:38,250 --> 00:12:41,875 Whatever let´s open our books... the First New Movement. 178 00:12:48,208 --> 00:12:51,416 What a strange guy. Weird, interesting. 179 00:12:53,083 --> 00:12:57,083 Now I am going to read you how Orhan Veli explains it with his own words. 180 00:12:58,625 --> 00:13:01,458 God please make something new happen. 181 00:13:01,583 --> 00:13:04,583 Send me someone. Let there be a miracle. 182 00:13:04,833 --> 00:13:10,833 Let my ordinary life change a little, just a little bit. Please. 183 00:13:11,375 --> 00:13:14,166 Lots of sorrow but we also got plenty of raki. 184 00:13:14,291 --> 00:13:19,208 “Find the person you love,then let him go, let him kill you” said a wise man once. 185 00:13:19,333 --> 00:13:22,125 It was my birthday. A foggy winter´s day. 186 00:13:22,250 --> 00:13:23,875 Rain everywhere. 187 00:13:24,291 --> 00:13:27,166 I let my literature teacher kill me. 188 00:13:30,708 --> 00:13:33,916 Guys we will continue the test after the break, okay? 189 00:13:34,458 --> 00:13:35,875 Sir... 190 00:13:36,583 --> 00:13:38,708 ...you are new here so you don´t know it yet... 191 00:13:38,833 --> 00:13:41,166 ...but we are not exactly following the curriculum. 192 00:13:41,291 --> 00:13:44,541 But I can help you if you want me to. 193 00:13:44,708 --> 00:13:45,875 What is your name? 194 00:13:46,583 --> 00:13:48,208 Ceylan. 195 00:13:48,333 --> 00:13:50,583 Ceylan. Come here. 196 00:13:50,875 --> 00:13:52,083 Alright. 197 00:13:57,541 --> 00:13:58,750 Can you open your hand? 198 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:04,416 Write down all the curriculum here... 199 00:14:04,833 --> 00:14:07,458 ...put it on my desk till I leave in the evening. Ok? Thanks. 200 00:14:07,916 --> 00:14:09,541 See you. 201 00:14:11,083 --> 00:14:12,291 Ceylan. 202 00:14:14,166 --> 00:14:15,208 You should have unbuttoned your shirt more. 203 00:14:15,333 --> 00:14:16,375 That’s why it didn´t work. 204 00:14:16,500 --> 00:14:18,208 You should show him your ass too He will certainly have a look at it. 205 00:14:18,416 --> 00:14:19,833 You say so? 206 00:14:20,125 --> 00:14:21,750 Actually you are right. 207 00:14:21,958 --> 00:14:25,791 I will pass by your boyfriend Nezih. At least poor guy will see a woman. 208 00:14:26,083 --> 00:14:29,083 You don´t say! You are such a slut. 209 00:14:29,708 --> 00:14:32,916 -What are you going to do about it? -Please stop it. 210 00:14:33,916 --> 00:14:36,166 You have boobs instead of a brain. 211 00:14:36,541 --> 00:14:38,208 "You have boobs instead of a brain." 212 00:14:42,375 --> 00:14:44,833 Yes my love, he is 40 and single. 213 00:14:44,958 --> 00:14:46,750 They say he does not care about the curriculum... 214 00:14:46,875 --> 00:14:49,291 ...he makes his own schedule. Such a man. 215 00:14:49,500 --> 00:14:50,500 What is going on? 216 00:14:50,625 --> 00:14:52,625 The new teacher. We explored the guy. 217 00:14:53,375 --> 00:14:55,625 God! How did you find out about all these information? 218 00:14:55,750 --> 00:14:59,583 That´s my professionality. I beat this fella if you noticed. 219 00:15:00,291 --> 00:15:02,041 Don´t be so sure about it dear. 220 00:15:02,166 --> 00:15:04,000 Why, what else do you have? 221 00:15:07,041 --> 00:15:08,250 Noo! 222 00:15:08,875 --> 00:15:10,041 Dogan´s phone? 223 00:15:10,166 --> 00:15:12,083 Yes. I went to principal´s office... 224 00:15:12,208 --> 00:15:14,791 ...and stalled him a little while then I had a look into his file. 225 00:15:15,166 --> 00:15:17,416 So my love? You look a little pale. 226 00:15:17,541 --> 00:15:19,291 God! You look a little bit off. 227 00:15:19,416 --> 00:15:21,833 -So what? -What are we going to do with it? 228 00:15:22,833 --> 00:15:24,458 You are kidding me right? 229 00:15:25,708 --> 00:15:27,541 Of course we will make a phone prank. 230 00:15:29,333 --> 00:15:30,583 That’s a great idea. 231 00:15:31,541 --> 00:15:34,166 What if he falls in love with me. 232 00:15:34,291 --> 00:15:35,750 Come on. 233 00:15:36,666 --> 00:15:37,791 What´s it to you? 234 00:15:37,916 --> 00:15:39,750 Just tell me, are you in or out? 235 00:15:39,958 --> 00:15:43,083 I´m not sure, poor guy just came here. 236 00:15:43,208 --> 00:15:45,375 So it´s even better, he is such an enigma. 237 00:15:45,500 --> 00:15:47,083 Always seeking attraction. 238 00:15:47,208 --> 00:15:48,291 Exactly. 239 00:15:49,750 --> 00:15:50,750 He is here. 240 00:15:54,416 --> 00:15:56,041 Can I have a glass of water? 241 00:15:56,333 --> 00:15:59,791 Every cell of my body was begging me “Don´t do this Cicek”. 242 00:15:59,916 --> 00:16:01,583 You can´t deal with this guy... 243 00:16:01,708 --> 00:16:04,541 ...you will get hurt. Stay away from him. 244 00:16:08,375 --> 00:16:09,583 I´m in. 245 00:16:23,875 --> 00:16:26,708 Falling in love is a little bit like committing a crime. 246 00:16:27,208 --> 00:16:30,041 Even if they say there is hellfire in the end... 247 00:16:30,250 --> 00:16:32,666 ...we can not stop ourselves. 248 00:16:34,375 --> 00:16:36,375 “I can´t take my eyes off you...” 249 00:16:36,833 --> 00:16:38,041 Who knows... 250 00:16:38,375 --> 00:16:41,583 ...maybe that fire is the thing we love. 251 00:16:44,333 --> 00:16:47,041 “...restless tongue, raw state... 252 00:16:50,750 --> 00:16:53,541 ...melting from a silver top.” 253 00:17:08,875 --> 00:17:11,125 Come on, hurry up! He is coming, run run! 254 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:23,791 I am leaving bye. 255 00:17:24,458 --> 00:17:25,500 Cicek. 256 00:17:25,625 --> 00:17:26,791 Where are you going on an empty stomach? 257 00:17:26,916 --> 00:17:28,083 To the class of course, where else can I go? 258 00:17:28,208 --> 00:17:31,416 Wait a sec, wait a sec... Did you apply some eyeliner? 259 00:17:31,541 --> 00:17:33,250 -What no! -Cicek! 260 00:18:06,041 --> 00:18:08,250 Ours was a harmless trap. 261 00:18:09,458 --> 00:18:11,666 We were just playing a game. 262 00:18:13,875 --> 00:18:16,083 That’s why I didn´t notice it. 263 00:18:26,041 --> 00:18:28,041 If there is a trap somewhere... 264 00:18:28,500 --> 00:18:31,041 ...Dogan was not the one who has fallen into it. 265 00:18:31,166 --> 00:18:32,375 Slow down guys. 266 00:18:32,500 --> 00:18:34,125 It was me. 267 00:19:00,750 --> 00:19:02,291 Enjoy your new dress... 268 00:19:03,166 --> 00:19:05,125 What are you doing over there at the computer? 269 00:19:05,250 --> 00:19:08,000 What is going on mom? Knock the door for God´s sake. 270 00:19:08,125 --> 00:19:10,500 I brought your dress for tomorrow. 271 00:19:10,708 --> 00:19:14,541 I chose this one by myself and ironed it. 272 00:19:15,500 --> 00:19:16,625 Come on dinner is ready. 273 00:19:16,750 --> 00:19:18,208 No thanks, I won´t eat. 274 00:19:18,666 --> 00:19:21,291 But it has been like this for weeks Cicek. 275 00:19:21,833 --> 00:19:25,041 Come and eat something with us. 276 00:19:25,458 --> 00:19:27,041 Is this a new thing of yours? 277 00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:28,958 No I am just going to study. 278 00:19:57,041 --> 00:19:58,666 Ülkü is something wrong? 279 00:20:01,958 --> 00:20:03,375 No. 280 00:20:10,541 --> 00:20:11,541 Ülkü... 281 00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:14,000 Ülkü... 282 00:20:15,500 --> 00:20:17,708 There is something up with Cicek. 283 00:20:21,958 --> 00:20:23,375 Like what? 284 00:20:24,458 --> 00:20:27,458 Don´t you see it, she has not been eating with us for weeks. 285 00:20:28,125 --> 00:20:29,125 Soo? 286 00:20:29,583 --> 00:20:30,666 What do you mean so? 287 00:20:30,791 --> 00:20:32,583 I want her to hang out with me... 288 00:20:32,708 --> 00:20:34,708 ...maybe watch a movie together, but she won´t. 289 00:20:34,833 --> 00:20:37,250 She puts on make up before going to course 290 00:20:37,375 --> 00:20:38,583 She is changed a lot. 291 00:20:38,708 --> 00:20:41,500 Come on Ülkü, she is still a young girl. 292 00:20:41,625 --> 00:20:43,125 Maybe she likes a boy. 293 00:20:43,250 --> 00:20:45,833 Oh yes alright then, what about it? I was just worrying about nothing thanks. 294 00:20:45,958 --> 00:20:48,375 Or maybe I should feel good about it. Should I dance with joy now, huh? 295 00:20:48,541 --> 00:20:50,750 Did I say something like that? 296 00:20:51,041 --> 00:20:52,875 I was just trying to say... 297 00:20:54,583 --> 00:20:55,583 There is nothing to be upset about. 298 00:20:55,708 --> 00:20:58,708 How can you be so sure? How would you know it? 299 00:20:59,500 --> 00:21:01,125 Things have always been like... 300 00:21:01,875 --> 00:21:04,375 -...the way you wanted them to be-- -How I wanted them to be? 301 00:21:04,500 --> 00:21:05,833 How we wanted them to be Murat. 302 00:21:05,958 --> 00:21:07,833 I haven´t done anything by myself. 303 00:21:07,958 --> 00:21:09,875 You have always been a part of it remember. 304 00:21:11,500 --> 00:21:13,708 You always keep on reminding me that. 305 00:21:15,541 --> 00:21:17,375 I mean we got... 306 00:21:17,625 --> 00:21:19,458 ...everything we wanted. 307 00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:23,583 I mean... She just does things you want her to do. 308 00:21:25,666 --> 00:21:27,500 Actually we all do. 309 00:21:28,375 --> 00:21:29,666 What did you say? 310 00:21:30,041 --> 00:21:31,208 Nothing. 311 00:21:31,375 --> 00:21:33,000 Do you have complains? 312 00:21:34,083 --> 00:21:35,750 Are you not satisfied with your life Murat? 313 00:21:35,875 --> 00:21:37,208 Door is over there. 314 00:21:37,375 --> 00:21:38,791 You can leave if you want. 315 00:21:38,916 --> 00:21:41,541 If you think you are not happy just leave. Door is over there! 316 00:21:47,208 --> 00:21:48,625 Guys... 317 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:50,750 ...unfortunately your time is up. 318 00:21:50,875 --> 00:21:51,875 Cicek... 319 00:21:52,291 --> 00:21:53,666 ...would you collect the tests? 320 00:21:53,791 --> 00:21:54,791 Of course. 321 00:21:59,250 --> 00:22:02,583 Come on give me. Hooop time is up. 322 00:22:07,541 --> 00:22:08,750 Here you are sir. 323 00:22:09,208 --> 00:22:10,416 Thank you. 324 00:22:12,333 --> 00:22:13,958 You asked me something about a poem. 325 00:22:14,083 --> 00:22:17,500 Yes sir, we asked you several times to read us a poem, but you didn’t. 326 00:22:19,291 --> 00:22:20,541 Just look... 327 00:22:20,666 --> 00:22:23,166 ...there might be something you like in it. 328 00:22:24,083 --> 00:22:25,500 Thank you. 329 00:22:38,291 --> 00:22:40,125 “You are not like them.” 330 00:22:49,958 --> 00:22:51,833 Sir, may I go to the restroom? 331 00:22:54,541 --> 00:22:55,541 Thank you. 332 00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:44,833 Why don´t you eat your fruit my dear Cicek. 333 00:23:53,833 --> 00:23:55,250 They are delicious. 334 00:23:55,583 --> 00:23:57,500 I don’t want any. 335 00:24:00,916 --> 00:24:02,541 I am going to sleep. 336 00:24:04,708 --> 00:24:06,125 Good night. 337 00:24:08,083 --> 00:24:09,166 See... 338 00:24:09,625 --> 00:24:11,458 ...there is something up with her. 339 00:24:11,625 --> 00:24:13,000 I told you. 340 00:24:13,125 --> 00:24:14,750 She is in love. 341 00:24:16,333 --> 00:24:17,750 How do you know? 342 00:24:25,500 --> 00:24:26,708 Ülkü... 343 00:24:29,083 --> 00:24:30,916 ...because I didn´t forget... 344 00:24:31,041 --> 00:24:33,875 ...how it feels like to be in love. 345 00:24:34,583 --> 00:24:36,250 Come on. 346 00:24:36,666 --> 00:24:37,666 Ülkü... 347 00:24:37,916 --> 00:24:39,500 Go away. 348 00:24:39,625 --> 00:24:40,833 Let me go. 349 00:24:41,000 --> 00:24:42,625 Good god. 350 00:24:45,166 --> 00:24:47,791 She is not old enough to fall in love. She is still too young. 351 00:25:57,833 --> 00:25:59,458 Just don´t. 352 00:26:03,375 --> 00:26:05,208 Alright everyone... 353 00:26:05,500 --> 00:26:09,333 ...the pioneer man of socialist realist poetry in Turkey is... 354 00:26:09,500 --> 00:26:11,708 ...Nazim Hikmet. 355 00:26:15,708 --> 00:26:17,500 I hope everyone here knows who Nazim is. 356 00:26:17,625 --> 00:26:19,625 You probably have read at least one of his poems. 357 00:26:20,583 --> 00:26:23,000 -He used to write songs-- -Sir... 358 00:26:23,500 --> 00:26:25,125 ...since you don´t read any... 359 00:26:25,250 --> 00:26:27,291 ...may I read one poem? 360 00:26:29,083 --> 00:26:31,083 I mean as an example to the subject. 361 00:26:31,708 --> 00:26:32,916 Alright. 362 00:26:34,708 --> 00:26:36,750 Thinking of you is beautiful. 363 00:26:37,166 --> 00:26:38,750 Thinking of you is hopeful. 364 00:26:39,916 --> 00:26:42,125 It´s like listening to the most beautiful song... 365 00:26:42,500 --> 00:26:44,541 ...from the most beautiful voice on earth. 366 00:26:46,041 --> 00:26:48,041 Thinking of you is beautiful. 367 00:26:48,208 --> 00:26:50,208 Thinking of you is hopeful. 368 00:26:50,958 --> 00:26:53,166 But hope is not enough for me anymore. 369 00:26:53,708 --> 00:26:55,916 I don´t want to listen to songs anymore... 370 00:26:56,250 --> 00:26:58,833 ...I want to sing. 371 00:26:59,416 --> 00:27:01,666 Wow... he has balls of steel. 372 00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:05,833 Man! All she thinks about is balls, even Nazim`s. 373 00:27:08,250 --> 00:27:10,458 Thank you Cicek, you may sit down. 374 00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:16,208 Yes... 375 00:27:17,541 --> 00:27:21,166 ...Nazim spent most of his life in prison or in exile. 376 00:27:21,625 --> 00:27:23,625 -So if we think of society and the truth... -Sit down. 377 00:27:23,750 --> 00:27:26,125 -Don’t you dare say something. -...in this country... 378 00:27:26,250 --> 00:27:28,250 -Okay take your hand away. -...there is a price. 379 00:27:29,500 --> 00:27:32,333 -Sir may I say something? -He always wrote about love. 380 00:27:33,083 --> 00:27:36,500 -About his lover, his country... -Shut up! 381 00:27:38,250 --> 00:27:40,083 Soo what else is left that we didn´t try? 382 00:27:40,958 --> 00:27:43,166 How are we going to catch his attention? 383 00:27:44,708 --> 00:27:47,333 I am not on your team anymore, I give up. 384 00:27:47,875 --> 00:27:50,875 On our team? Who texted him? 385 00:27:51,541 --> 00:27:54,375 Okay we had fun but it´s enough, don’t push it more. 386 00:27:55,125 --> 00:27:57,750 Oh so I sacrificed my confidential line for nothing. 387 00:28:00,625 --> 00:28:03,833 Actually I would show you how it ends... 388 00:28:04,125 --> 00:28:05,666 ...but be thankful that he turned out to be impotent. 389 00:28:05,791 --> 00:28:08,000 -Oh my! -Idiot... 390 00:28:08,583 --> 00:28:11,000 ...he is not interested in you, so it means he is impotent? 391 00:28:11,125 --> 00:28:12,208 Indeed. 392 00:28:12,333 --> 00:28:15,541 Did god give you bigger boobs instead of giving a brain? 393 00:28:15,750 --> 00:28:16,958 What´s going on with you now? 394 00:28:17,250 --> 00:28:20,083 Why are you both down in the mouth today? 395 00:28:22,750 --> 00:28:23,750 Sevil? 396 00:28:26,791 --> 00:28:28,416 What is wrong with you? 397 00:28:29,666 --> 00:28:31,291 Nothing, I am fine. 398 00:28:36,083 --> 00:28:37,708 We broke up with Nezih. 399 00:28:38,625 --> 00:28:40,583 From now on I won´t even look at him. 400 00:28:40,708 --> 00:28:42,541 He is a total douche bag. 401 00:28:43,375 --> 00:28:45,500 Don´t worry, you will make up again. 402 00:28:45,625 --> 00:28:47,833 In two days not more. 403 00:28:48,375 --> 00:28:49,833 I won´t. 404 00:29:00,333 --> 00:29:01,333 Damn! 405 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,833 Come on the song is very nice. I like it. 406 00:29:14,833 --> 00:29:17,041 Turn it down idiots. 407 00:29:19,458 --> 00:29:20,458 Sevil! 408 00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:22,000 Sevil! 409 00:29:22,625 --> 00:29:24,250 -Nezih? -Sevil! 410 00:29:24,583 --> 00:29:26,041 -Sevil I know you are there! -Come on get up. 411 00:29:26,166 --> 00:29:28,166 -Come on come here. -Sevil! 412 00:29:28,458 --> 00:29:30,625 See, it has not been even two days. I told you. 413 00:29:30,750 --> 00:29:32,208 Sevil look down! 414 00:29:33,875 --> 00:29:35,500 Come on Sevil look at me! 415 00:29:35,750 --> 00:29:36,958 Come on girl. 416 00:29:37,083 --> 00:29:38,750 He will probably leave in a minute, lie down. 417 00:29:38,875 --> 00:29:43,083 Sevil I will shout till morning. I promise you I will. Sevil! 418 00:29:43,208 --> 00:29:45,625 -Aren´t you even a little curious? -No. 419 00:29:47,916 --> 00:29:50,916 I am getting curious Sevil come on. Come on. 420 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:54,541 She is more excited than I am. 421 00:29:55,666 --> 00:29:57,625 Sevil! Look down Sevil! 422 00:29:57,750 --> 00:29:59,750 Call Sevil! Look down Sevil! 423 00:29:59,875 --> 00:30:00,875 Stop, stop! 424 00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:05,208 Sevil I love you so much! Sevil look down! 425 00:30:06,500 --> 00:30:08,166 I won´t come! Go away! 426 00:30:08,291 --> 00:30:11,041 Sevil I won´t leave until you come! 427 00:30:11,458 --> 00:30:13,291 Come on don’t be so hard on him! Come here! 428 00:30:13,625 --> 00:30:16,041 Okay don´t look, I will keep on shouting. Sevil! 429 00:30:16,208 --> 00:30:17,708 Come on, come on. 430 00:30:17,916 --> 00:30:20,916 -Come on. -Get off me! 431 00:30:22,666 --> 00:30:24,875 Sevil!.. Sevil! 432 00:30:27,291 --> 00:30:28,500 What? 433 00:30:38,166 --> 00:30:40,791 “Sevil would you marry me?” 434 00:30:41,083 --> 00:30:44,000 -You idiot! -Don´t play hard to get, go downstairs. 435 00:30:44,125 --> 00:30:46,208 I fucking love you! Come here! 436 00:30:48,333 --> 00:30:49,541 Go downstairs. 437 00:30:51,625 --> 00:30:53,250 She is coming. 438 00:31:06,666 --> 00:31:08,083 Yes! 439 00:31:08,500 --> 00:31:09,916 God! Yes! 440 00:31:10,791 --> 00:31:12,916 -Are we seriously getting married? -Yes we are. 441 00:31:13,041 --> 00:31:14,583 Yes! 442 00:31:14,708 --> 00:31:17,666 -I love you! -I love you too. 443 00:31:17,791 --> 00:31:20,083 -Did you like the flames? -What did you just do? 444 00:31:20,208 --> 00:31:22,625 -Do you want me to set everywhere on fire? -You are adorable! 445 00:31:22,750 --> 00:31:25,375 -I adore you! -Damn it, you are so cute! 446 00:31:39,666 --> 00:31:42,083 Heey crazy what´s up? 447 00:32:14,916 --> 00:32:16,041 Cicek? 448 00:32:18,625 --> 00:32:20,166 I want private lessons from you. 449 00:32:20,916 --> 00:32:22,125 Excuse me? 450 00:32:22,250 --> 00:32:25,458 All of the teachers in the course do that. So I am asking you. 451 00:32:25,625 --> 00:32:27,250 You are my teacher, right? 452 00:32:27,625 --> 00:32:29,041 I´ll pay you. 453 00:32:31,708 --> 00:32:34,416 I thought you were thinking about studying medicine, right? 454 00:32:34,541 --> 00:32:37,291 So shouldn´t maths and science be more important to you? 455 00:32:37,416 --> 00:32:39,250 Why do you need literature lessons? 456 00:32:39,416 --> 00:32:41,583 -Sevil is getting married. -Who? 457 00:32:42,083 --> 00:32:45,083 Ohh, your friend. Got it. 458 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,416 Isn´t she too young? 459 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:50,750 Do you think age matters in love? 460 00:32:54,875 --> 00:32:56,083 What do you want to do? 461 00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,416 Something about love. 462 00:33:00,041 --> 00:33:02,458 Sevil is my closest friend... 463 00:33:02,750 --> 00:33:05,958 ...I want to write something for them and then read it in their wedding. 464 00:33:06,416 --> 00:33:08,416 But I don’t know how to write it. 465 00:33:08,708 --> 00:33:10,333 Teach me. 466 00:33:10,958 --> 00:33:11,958 Cicek... 467 00:33:12,583 --> 00:33:13,875 ...go home. 468 00:33:14,875 --> 00:33:16,541 Good night. 469 00:34:55,916 --> 00:34:57,541 What have you done? 470 00:34:57,875 --> 00:34:59,708 I´ve butchered my parents. 471 00:35:01,666 --> 00:35:03,541 It´s just tomato juice you idiot, come in. 472 00:35:03,666 --> 00:35:04,708 I was worried you idiot. 473 00:35:04,833 --> 00:35:06,583 What´s going on in the middle of the night? 474 00:35:24,416 --> 00:35:27,625 -Are you seriously getting married? -Yes. 475 00:35:34,125 --> 00:35:35,750 When? 476 00:35:36,041 --> 00:35:38,250 -Next month. -Next month? 477 00:35:38,375 --> 00:35:39,416 Yes next month. 478 00:35:39,541 --> 00:35:41,000 His parents are coming over this weekend 479 00:35:41,125 --> 00:35:42,625 to ask my parents if they are okay with it. 480 00:35:42,833 --> 00:35:45,041 My God. 481 00:35:46,541 --> 00:35:49,708 Why are rushing into it? 482 00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:53,750 Huh? What´s going on? 483 00:35:55,625 --> 00:35:57,541 You dog. 484 00:35:57,666 --> 00:35:59,666 Come on now. 485 00:36:00,041 --> 00:36:03,041 I haven´t slept with him. I would have told you if I had. 486 00:36:03,583 --> 00:36:05,583 I am not so sure about that. 487 00:36:05,833 --> 00:36:08,041 We marry out of love. 488 00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:10,416 So be it. 489 00:36:11,666 --> 00:36:13,500 -Cicek... -Yes? 490 00:36:13,666 --> 00:36:16,666 I hope you will fall in love like I have. 491 00:36:16,875 --> 00:36:19,083 I tell you, it feels really great. 492 00:36:37,541 --> 00:36:39,250 A person does not belong to the place where they sleep... 493 00:36:39,375 --> 00:36:42,875 ...a person belongs to the person with whom they want to sleep with. 494 00:36:51,333 --> 00:36:52,750 Are you sleeping? 495 00:37:12,291 --> 00:37:13,291 Murat? 496 00:37:16,125 --> 00:37:17,125 Murat? 497 00:37:17,291 --> 00:37:18,291 Hii? 498 00:37:20,500 --> 00:37:22,125 You are right. 499 00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:28,250 She is in love. 500 00:37:34,333 --> 00:37:35,416 May I sit here? 501 00:37:38,916 --> 00:37:40,041 Sure. 502 00:37:47,541 --> 00:37:48,750 You are right. 503 00:37:49,166 --> 00:37:50,666 Pardon me. 504 00:37:51,791 --> 00:37:53,458 What you wrote. It´s true. 505 00:37:53,583 --> 00:37:56,208 Did you like it? 506 00:37:57,125 --> 00:37:58,958 It´s nice but something is missing. 507 00:38:01,041 --> 00:38:02,250 Okay. 508 00:38:02,916 --> 00:38:04,541 Teach me then. 509 00:38:04,708 --> 00:38:06,750 It´s all I want. 510 00:38:09,250 --> 00:38:12,083 You were going to write it for your marrying friend, right? 511 00:38:12,750 --> 00:38:14,083 Yes. 512 00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:15,916 About love. 513 00:38:20,208 --> 00:38:22,416 Have you ever loved someone so bad? 514 00:38:22,541 --> 00:38:24,458 I mean, love him so bad that you want to marry him. 515 00:38:28,916 --> 00:38:31,333 Have you ever slept in someone´s arms? 516 00:38:36,083 --> 00:38:37,833 You haven´t even kissed someone, have you? 517 00:38:41,291 --> 00:38:42,708 Cicek... 518 00:38:43,166 --> 00:38:45,583 ...it´s very hard to explain these things before experiencing them. 519 00:38:45,708 --> 00:38:46,916 It´s very hard. 520 00:38:47,750 --> 00:38:48,958 Why? 521 00:38:49,791 --> 00:38:52,125 Because I´m too young, right? 522 00:38:54,208 --> 00:38:56,041 Because you are too young. 523 00:39:24,958 --> 00:39:26,708 Hope no customers will show up. 524 00:39:27,750 --> 00:39:31,166 There is no one else to show me how to roll a cigarette. 525 00:39:31,375 --> 00:39:33,250 No one else knows it better than you. 526 00:39:36,166 --> 00:39:37,291 You are right. 527 00:39:42,291 --> 00:39:43,916 Alright then... 528 00:39:44,583 --> 00:39:46,791 ...if you say so, I will show you. 529 00:39:46,916 --> 00:39:48,708 Here is my tobacco. 530 00:39:48,833 --> 00:39:51,041 Tobacco bag, leather. 531 00:39:53,375 --> 00:39:56,541 Here is our rolling paper. This is very important. 532 00:39:56,666 --> 00:40:00,083 I am using arabic gum rolling paper, it´s more natural. 533 00:40:01,166 --> 00:40:03,583 It means, it doesn´t contain any chemical additives. 534 00:40:03,875 --> 00:40:05,541 Then we go back to our tobacco. 535 00:40:05,666 --> 00:40:08,583 I am smoking tobacco from Adiyaman. It´s strong. 536 00:40:08,708 --> 00:40:10,916 I smoke it because I am a though guy. 537 00:40:11,375 --> 00:40:16,208 Anyway, you put the filter on your lips... 538 00:40:16,333 --> 00:40:18,541 ...or you put it over here. Anyways. 539 00:40:18,666 --> 00:40:20,500 -Kudret... -One second love. 540 00:40:20,625 --> 00:40:23,750 First you place it here and then stretch it like this... 541 00:40:23,875 --> 00:40:26,041 ...in order to stable it. 542 00:40:26,166 --> 00:40:29,000 -You wouldn´t want to squeeze it too hard... -Kudret... 543 00:40:29,250 --> 00:40:31,500 -...and tobacco must-- -...look at me. 544 00:41:13,083 --> 00:41:15,916 What kind of an idiot closes a shop this early? 545 00:41:16,458 --> 00:41:17,666 Kudret! 546 00:41:39,041 --> 00:41:40,250 Emm... 547 00:41:41,250 --> 00:41:43,208 -...I have to go. -Don´t rush. 548 00:41:43,333 --> 00:41:45,750 -I´m late. -Okay, wait a sec-- 549 00:41:57,958 --> 00:42:01,166 My knees literally knocked together. Twinkie. 550 00:42:01,833 --> 00:42:03,666 Such a twinkie I swear. 551 00:43:03,916 --> 00:43:05,958 Just for five minutes. 552 00:43:48,208 --> 00:43:49,416 Wow. 553 00:43:54,208 --> 00:43:55,625 Did you like it? 554 00:43:58,458 --> 00:43:59,666 I mean... 555 00:44:01,083 --> 00:44:02,708 ...it´s intimate. 556 00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:08,416 Because of you. 557 00:44:12,458 --> 00:44:15,083 I haven´t done anything, have I? 558 00:44:17,708 --> 00:44:19,541 Remember you told me... 559 00:44:20,458 --> 00:44:22,875 ...that I can´t write those things... 560 00:44:23,375 --> 00:44:26,000 ...without kissing or loving someone. 561 00:44:27,875 --> 00:44:28,875 Yes. 562 00:44:32,166 --> 00:44:33,375 I did. 563 00:44:35,916 --> 00:44:37,333 I kissed someone. 564 00:44:55,375 --> 00:44:56,375 Okay. 565 00:44:59,458 --> 00:45:00,875 Okay? 566 00:45:01,458 --> 00:45:03,791 You wanted to have private lessons, Okay... 567 00:45:03,916 --> 00:45:05,125 ...you got it. 568 00:45:09,500 --> 00:45:10,500 Are you joking? 569 00:45:13,916 --> 00:45:16,541 I only want one thing, alright? 570 00:45:18,250 --> 00:45:20,666 You won´t do anything before I say. 571 00:45:21,958 --> 00:45:22,958 Hii? 572 00:45:24,166 --> 00:45:25,166 I wont. 573 00:45:25,791 --> 00:45:26,791 Promise. 574 00:45:28,375 --> 00:45:29,583 Thank you. 575 00:45:42,666 --> 00:45:44,291 Are you ready? 576 00:46:28,333 --> 00:46:29,333 Now... 577 00:46:30,125 --> 00:46:32,291 ...I will tell you a word, okay? 578 00:46:32,416 --> 00:46:35,166 You will tell me three words which you relate to that word. 579 00:46:35,291 --> 00:46:37,291 But without thinking about it, immediately. Deal? 580 00:46:37,416 --> 00:46:39,041 Deal. 581 00:46:39,375 --> 00:46:40,583 Alright. 582 00:46:42,333 --> 00:46:43,541 Impossible. 583 00:46:44,666 --> 00:46:45,666 To give up. 584 00:46:46,208 --> 00:46:47,333 Nice, write it down. 585 00:46:50,416 --> 00:46:51,833 What else? 586 00:46:54,791 --> 00:46:55,833 Physical contact. 587 00:46:57,708 --> 00:46:59,708 Okay, nice. Write it down. 588 00:47:01,291 --> 00:47:02,500 Yes... 589 00:47:03,666 --> 00:47:05,125 ...come on don´t think about it. 590 00:47:05,250 --> 00:47:06,541 Teacher. 591 00:47:12,416 --> 00:47:15,625 Okay, write me a story about these three words. Okay? 592 00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:17,625 You have half an hour. Go. 593 00:47:26,083 --> 00:47:28,916 Our unique, magical... 594 00:47:29,375 --> 00:47:32,583 ...and impossible story has begun like this. 595 00:47:37,666 --> 00:47:39,875 There was an age difference of 20 years. 596 00:47:40,208 --> 00:47:42,208 My parents would kill me. 597 00:47:42,458 --> 00:47:44,666 Townsfolk would execute Dogan. 598 00:47:46,375 --> 00:47:47,791 But I didn´t care... 599 00:47:48,125 --> 00:47:50,833 ...for non of them. 600 00:48:03,250 --> 00:48:05,083 How many people are invited to the wedding? 601 00:48:07,791 --> 00:48:09,000 200. 602 00:48:09,750 --> 00:48:12,750 You will read this in front of 200 people. Huh? 603 00:48:13,958 --> 00:48:16,166 Nope, not good start over. 604 00:48:19,916 --> 00:48:21,125 No way! 605 00:48:25,375 --> 00:48:27,708 Will I ever see you reading a poem? 606 00:48:27,833 --> 00:48:30,166 Just read once, I want to hear one so bad, please. 607 00:48:30,291 --> 00:48:32,000 Finish your story. 608 00:48:34,083 --> 00:48:35,500 Okay. 609 00:48:39,125 --> 00:48:41,083 May I also teach you something? 610 00:48:41,208 --> 00:48:43,625 -Oh my! -Please. 611 00:48:49,791 --> 00:48:53,208 -Were you going to teach me this? -Why? Didn´t I need experiences in life? 612 00:49:08,833 --> 00:49:10,250 What now? 613 00:49:10,458 --> 00:49:12,666 -We wait. -For what? 614 00:49:13,041 --> 00:49:15,458 Could you please be quiet? 615 00:50:30,375 --> 00:50:31,375 What are you doing? 616 00:50:31,625 --> 00:50:33,708 This kid has a bad influence on Cicek. 617 00:50:34,083 --> 00:50:35,791 He is going to ruin everything. 618 00:50:35,916 --> 00:50:36,916 Who is the kid? 619 00:50:37,041 --> 00:50:39,583 That´s what I´m trying to find out. 620 00:50:40,916 --> 00:50:43,541 It has to be stopped. I am losing my daughter. 621 00:50:46,666 --> 00:50:48,291 Why are you looking at me like that? 622 00:50:48,833 --> 00:50:52,208 I can´t stand here doing nothing about it like you. Like a coward. 623 00:51:12,000 --> 00:51:13,625 Is it not good again? 624 00:51:16,875 --> 00:51:17,958 On the contrary... 625 00:51:19,041 --> 00:51:20,041 ...it is very good. 626 00:51:20,291 --> 00:51:21,500 You´re kidding! 627 00:51:23,333 --> 00:51:26,333 Soo, is it over? 628 00:51:26,750 --> 00:51:28,166 ...our lessons? 629 00:51:29,583 --> 00:51:31,583 Actually there is only one thing left... 630 00:51:32,500 --> 00:51:35,208 ...forget everything you learned, okay? 631 00:51:35,583 --> 00:51:36,583 I mean... 632 00:51:37,833 --> 00:51:40,458 ...do whatever your heart tells you to. Alright? 633 00:51:46,333 --> 00:51:47,541 Are you sure? 634 00:51:51,625 --> 00:51:53,041 Okay. 635 00:52:16,125 --> 00:52:18,541 There is no text message in her phone. 636 00:52:21,250 --> 00:52:23,083 And also there is no unknown number. 637 00:52:25,833 --> 00:52:28,041 She covers her tracks just like her mother would do. 638 00:52:30,083 --> 00:52:32,708 Your are exaggerating it now Ülkü. 639 00:52:33,333 --> 00:52:36,875 -I won´t let a stranger change our fate. -Hi Murat! 640 00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:38,583 -How are you Efraim? -Where have you been man? 641 00:52:38,708 --> 00:52:39,750 I´ve been around here. 642 00:52:39,875 --> 00:52:42,041 Our football matches have been dull since you left man. 643 00:52:42,166 --> 00:52:44,250 We lost to every team we played. 644 00:52:44,375 --> 00:52:46,625 -I´m over there. -Come on, lets drink some tea. 645 00:52:46,750 --> 00:52:48,375 Obviously you don´t train well. 646 00:52:48,500 --> 00:52:50,500 -You never join us man. -I will. 647 00:52:52,333 --> 00:52:53,333 Ülkü? 648 00:52:55,208 --> 00:52:56,625 How are you? 649 00:52:56,916 --> 00:53:00,125 Fine. We are on the way back home from shopping. 650 00:53:00,375 --> 00:53:03,791 So. I heard Sevil is getting married. 651 00:53:03,916 --> 00:53:06,375 Yes I hope for the best for them. 652 00:53:06,500 --> 00:53:08,708 And I also hope for the best for Cicek. 653 00:53:09,458 --> 00:53:11,375 Isn´t it too soon Cicek? 654 00:53:11,500 --> 00:53:15,333 She is just 18 years old. What is the rush? 655 00:53:15,541 --> 00:53:19,625 She is obviously not a child. I was 16 when I got married. 656 00:53:19,750 --> 00:53:22,291 So you wanted her to be like you then? 657 00:53:22,416 --> 00:53:24,250 I think you should give it another thought. 658 00:53:25,458 --> 00:53:28,000 I think you should look after Cicek more. 659 00:53:29,625 --> 00:53:30,833 What do you mean? 660 00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:34,833 I wasn´t going to tell you but I saw 661 00:53:34,958 --> 00:53:37,208 Cicek and Kudret in the shop the other day. 662 00:53:37,416 --> 00:53:38,625 Who is Kudret? 663 00:53:38,791 --> 00:53:41,791 Hooligan child of Ali. 664 00:53:41,958 --> 00:53:45,375 He drinks all day long in the shop. 665 00:53:45,916 --> 00:53:48,125 I was there for shopping... 666 00:53:48,333 --> 00:53:50,750 ...then I saw Cicek and Kudret... 667 00:53:50,875 --> 00:53:53,000 ...and the shutters were closed. 668 00:53:53,666 --> 00:53:54,666 So? 669 00:53:54,833 --> 00:53:59,666 They were being very intimate with each other. 670 00:54:00,375 --> 00:54:02,208 They were kissing. 671 00:54:02,458 --> 00:54:04,083 On the lips. 672 00:54:28,500 --> 00:54:29,583 What´s going on? 673 00:54:30,125 --> 00:54:32,416 Why don´t you come here Cicek. Come here and sit down. 674 00:54:33,750 --> 00:54:35,166 Alright. 675 00:54:37,375 --> 00:54:39,208 Is something wrong dear Murat? 676 00:54:44,833 --> 00:54:47,250 Cicek you turned 18... 677 00:54:48,333 --> 00:54:50,333 ...you are an adult now. 678 00:54:51,708 --> 00:54:55,208 Of course you will wander, have fun... 679 00:54:55,583 --> 00:54:58,333 -...you will have boyfriends-- -You won´t see that guy anymore! 680 00:55:00,375 --> 00:55:02,708 Which guy? 681 00:55:03,000 --> 00:55:04,208 See... 682 00:55:04,666 --> 00:55:06,875 ...how she pretends not to know him. 683 00:55:07,416 --> 00:55:09,416 What the hell were you doing with him? 684 00:55:10,250 --> 00:55:12,541 Mom we did not do anything wrong. 685 00:55:12,666 --> 00:55:15,083 I´m not sure about that. Serife had seen you. 686 00:55:15,208 --> 00:55:17,166 I bet whole townsfolk know about you now. 687 00:55:17,291 --> 00:55:20,625 Ok, look at me Cicek. Listen to me. 688 00:55:21,250 --> 00:55:23,083 Your mom got a little bit excited. 689 00:55:24,041 --> 00:55:25,583 Are you in love? 690 00:55:26,625 --> 00:55:29,625 I swear I was going to tell you... 691 00:55:30,791 --> 00:55:32,541 ...but I couldn´t... I mean-- 692 00:55:32,666 --> 00:55:34,250 You won´t see him again. It´s over. 693 00:55:34,500 --> 00:55:37,916 -For God´s sake mom. -I said it´s over! It´s over. 694 00:55:38,083 --> 00:55:40,625 From now on you will go to course and come back straight home! 695 00:55:40,750 --> 00:55:42,958 I will follow you if necessary. 696 00:55:44,125 --> 00:55:46,958 -Murat... -Okay Cicek, your mom got a little mad. 697 00:55:47,083 --> 00:55:49,875 -Please. -I understand why you got mad. 698 00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:54,333 I honestly don´t understand how I fell in love with a guy like this... 699 00:55:54,458 --> 00:55:58,125 ...but this is the first time I fell in love with someone. Haven´t you ever? 700 00:55:58,250 --> 00:55:59,750 Don´t be ridiculous. 701 00:56:01,083 --> 00:56:04,166 It´s certainly over now, you understand? It´s over. 702 00:56:10,125 --> 00:56:11,625 What do you say dad? 703 00:56:28,000 --> 00:56:29,333 You got what you want now? 704 00:56:30,333 --> 00:56:31,750 Your plan... 705 00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:36,208 Oh sorry our plan. 706 00:57:18,541 --> 00:57:19,750 Cicek? 707 00:57:19,916 --> 00:57:22,333 Cicek, what´s going on? 708 00:57:48,750 --> 00:57:50,166 What is this place? 709 00:57:51,458 --> 00:57:53,458 Sevil´s family is farmer. 710 00:57:54,041 --> 00:57:55,791 They stay here in summer. 711 00:57:55,916 --> 00:57:58,541 It´s close to the farm and it´s chilly. 712 00:57:58,708 --> 00:58:01,125 No one comes here in winter. 713 00:58:01,250 --> 00:58:04,250 I got one extra key and I used to come here from time to time. 714 00:58:04,708 --> 00:58:07,333 There is just a few furniture here but... 715 00:58:08,250 --> 00:58:09,875 A few is good. 716 00:58:51,208 --> 00:58:53,208 You don´t need to learn anything else from me. 717 00:58:54,666 --> 00:58:56,250 So is that it? 718 00:58:59,416 --> 00:59:00,625 Yes. 719 00:59:00,958 --> 00:59:03,375 You are coming to the wedding though, right? 720 00:59:04,250 --> 00:59:06,875 You will listen to my story with every one else, right? 721 00:59:10,833 --> 00:59:12,333 You won´t? 722 00:59:17,166 --> 00:59:19,166 Mr. Ilyas is coming back this week. 723 00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:22,000 So are you leaving? 724 00:59:28,458 --> 00:59:29,666 Okay. 725 00:59:32,708 --> 00:59:34,541 Thank you very much. 726 00:59:35,375 --> 00:59:36,583 I mean... 727 00:59:37,625 --> 00:59:39,458 ...for everything. 728 01:00:36,625 --> 01:00:38,458 Cicek... Cicek... 729 01:00:40,208 --> 01:00:42,208 -...I have to tell you something. -Me too. 730 01:00:42,875 --> 01:00:45,000 -I have never-- -Cicek please-- 731 01:00:45,125 --> 01:00:48,125 -Don´t go... Please. -Don´t-- 732 01:00:49,041 --> 01:00:50,583 It´s too late... 733 01:00:52,083 --> 01:00:54,083 ...it´s too late for you to say something. 734 01:01:40,083 --> 01:01:41,500 Is it really happening? 735 01:01:44,291 --> 01:01:45,500 I think it’s a dream. 736 01:01:47,041 --> 01:01:48,666 You were about to say something. 737 01:01:50,666 --> 01:01:51,875 Don´t ask. 738 01:01:53,083 --> 01:01:55,083 You don´t want to hear it anymore. 739 01:01:56,250 --> 01:01:57,666 I won´t Dogan. 740 01:01:59,416 --> 01:02:01,416 I won´t say a word. 741 01:02:03,750 --> 01:02:05,750 As long as you don´t leave me. 742 01:02:54,250 --> 01:02:55,666 Dogan? 743 01:03:02,250 --> 01:03:03,458 Dogan? 744 01:03:16,041 --> 01:03:17,250 Dogan?! 745 01:04:00,375 --> 01:04:01,625 Where have you been? 746 01:04:01,750 --> 01:04:03,958 I am right here. Where else can I be? 747 01:04:04,250 --> 01:04:07,458 -Next lecture is literature, right? -What is going on with you? 748 01:04:07,583 --> 01:04:09,333 Nothing is going on Sevil. 749 01:04:10,041 --> 01:04:12,041 You are being really weird. 750 01:04:15,041 --> 01:04:19,250 Guys, I can´t deal with you today, open your books and study by yourselves. 751 01:04:21,041 --> 01:04:22,708 But our subject is literature. 752 01:04:23,208 --> 01:04:26,750 -There is no literature today. -Why, where is Mr. Dogan? 753 01:04:26,875 --> 01:04:30,333 Mr. Dogan resigned today. He went back to Istanbul. 754 01:04:49,208 --> 01:04:50,208 Cicek? 755 01:06:34,166 --> 01:06:36,791 You were a step taken outside of the world. 756 01:06:37,583 --> 01:06:38,791 Our lives... 757 01:06:39,375 --> 01:06:41,208 ...were unanswered questions. 758 01:06:41,500 --> 01:06:42,583 That is it. 759 01:06:43,500 --> 01:06:46,916 Milky way was taking off your hands. 760 01:06:47,750 --> 01:06:49,375 I was in those... 761 01:06:50,041 --> 01:06:51,666 ...sand grains. 762 01:06:52,833 --> 01:06:54,833 I am about to start to a new journey... 763 01:06:55,625 --> 01:06:57,041 ...it´s snowing... 764 01:06:58,083 --> 01:07:01,500 ...one love is caught in a snowstorm, at the very beginning. 765 01:07:03,125 --> 01:07:04,916 You are just a child and I was... 766 01:07:05,041 --> 01:07:06,833 ...in love with the snowstorm in your voice. 767 01:07:06,958 --> 01:07:08,375 You are just a child... 768 01:07:09,416 --> 01:07:11,416 ...who loses her balance after evey break up... 769 01:07:11,583 --> 01:07:14,916 ...what else can be a bigger threat than a child who doesn´t speak. 770 01:07:16,166 --> 01:07:18,583 No one knows the answer to my question. 771 01:07:19,916 --> 01:07:22,250 I´m a bad story teller though. 772 01:07:23,666 --> 01:07:25,875 And when an accident happens... 773 01:07:26,416 --> 01:07:28,625 ...they call it love. 774 01:07:39,416 --> 01:07:40,750 Cicek. 775 01:07:40,916 --> 01:07:43,125 I didn´t say anything to you today. 776 01:07:44,416 --> 01:07:47,416 You skipped the course, it´s alright, but it´s too late now. 777 01:07:48,333 --> 01:07:49,958 Breakfast is ready. 778 01:07:51,833 --> 01:07:53,250 Come on now! 779 01:08:00,000 --> 01:08:01,208 Cicek? 780 01:09:25,500 --> 01:09:28,333 Where have you been? Where did you stay last night? 781 01:09:28,458 --> 01:09:30,291 Leave me alone. 782 01:09:34,333 --> 01:09:36,750 I know you were not with Kudret. 783 01:09:37,166 --> 01:09:38,208 Kudret? 784 01:09:38,333 --> 01:09:40,750 I know your character, You wouldn´t like a guy like Kudret. 785 01:09:40,875 --> 01:09:42,916 Kudret is not the one you fell in love with. 786 01:09:43,250 --> 01:09:45,500 Was Kudret the one you were talking about all the time? 787 01:09:45,750 --> 01:09:49,291 -With whom did you spend the night then? -With no one. 788 01:09:51,208 --> 01:09:52,833 You will tell me! 789 01:09:52,958 --> 01:09:56,875 I don´t know you anymore. How could you run away? 790 01:09:57,000 --> 01:09:59,333 -Look at me! -Enough! 791 01:09:59,791 --> 01:10:02,000 I told you to leave me alone. Don´t you hear me? 792 01:10:02,125 --> 01:10:03,916 Haven´t I done everything, what you´ve told me to? 793 01:10:04,041 --> 01:10:06,208 Everyday I wore your old clothes! 794 01:10:06,333 --> 01:10:08,666 I ate what you wanted me to, I drank what you wanted me to. 795 01:10:08,791 --> 01:10:11,083 What else do you want from me?! 796 01:10:11,208 --> 01:10:13,875 I made all my life decisions according to you even my field of study. 797 01:10:14,000 --> 01:10:16,458 Don´t raise your voice! That´s nonsense. 798 01:10:16,583 --> 01:10:19,833 You used to walk around wearing stethoscope as you were a child. 799 01:10:19,958 --> 01:10:21,041 Studying medicine was your choice. 800 01:10:21,166 --> 01:10:22,250 -Is that so? -Of course! 801 01:10:27,333 --> 01:10:29,708 -I used to play with stethoscope, huh? -What are you doing? Put them away! 802 01:10:29,833 --> 01:10:31,666 -...I made you buy me an apron, where is it? -What are you doing? Give me them! 803 01:10:31,791 --> 01:10:33,583 Why isn´t there any photos of them? 804 01:10:33,708 --> 01:10:35,625 Give me them, why would I lie to you? Give me them! 805 01:10:35,750 --> 01:10:37,958 Why don´t I see them then? 806 01:10:38,500 --> 01:10:40,708 I see different things here, look. 807 01:10:41,083 --> 01:10:42,708 A photo of me and dad. 808 01:10:42,833 --> 01:10:43,875 Me and dad... 809 01:10:44,000 --> 01:10:45,833 ...me alone... me and Kadife. 810 01:10:46,250 --> 01:10:49,875 Why don´t I have any photos with you mom? Why? 811 01:10:52,083 --> 01:10:54,708 Why am I getting raised in other´s arms? 812 01:10:56,416 --> 01:10:58,250 Why won´t you ever... 813 01:10:58,625 --> 01:11:01,833 ...caress my head for once? 814 01:11:03,291 --> 01:11:04,708 You are being ridiculous now. 815 01:11:07,416 --> 01:11:09,250 You got what you want anyways... 816 01:11:10,125 --> 01:11:11,541 ...don´t worry. 817 01:11:11,833 --> 01:11:14,041 It doesn´t matter anymore who he is. 818 01:11:14,833 --> 01:11:16,833 I couldn´t do it but... 819 01:11:17,916 --> 01:11:20,500 ...he left me. 820 01:11:23,333 --> 01:11:25,416 It hurts mom... 821 01:11:25,541 --> 01:11:27,541 ...my heart crumbles. 822 01:11:29,000 --> 01:11:32,000 I already gave up. I don´t want to fall in love anymore. 823 01:11:36,791 --> 01:11:38,791 Do something. Make the pain go away. 824 01:11:41,166 --> 01:11:42,791 Huh mom? 825 01:11:43,416 --> 01:11:45,166 Hug me. 826 01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:48,083 Say it´s going to be alright. 827 01:11:50,250 --> 01:11:51,666 Huh? 828 01:11:52,958 --> 01:11:54,375 Mommy... 829 01:12:19,125 --> 01:12:20,333 Ülkü... 830 01:12:21,208 --> 01:12:22,625 ...I´m home. 831 01:12:23,375 --> 01:12:24,666 Cicek! 832 01:12:42,708 --> 01:12:44,125 What´s wrong honey? 833 01:12:45,250 --> 01:12:47,250 What did I do to her dad? 834 01:12:49,125 --> 01:12:51,125 Why doesn’t mom love me? 835 01:12:58,958 --> 01:12:59,958 Cicek... 836 01:13:02,625 --> 01:13:04,458 ...why wouldn´t she love you? 837 01:13:05,333 --> 01:13:06,750 She loves you. 838 01:13:06,958 --> 01:13:08,583 What made you think like that? 839 01:13:08,875 --> 01:13:10,541 She doesn´t. 840 01:13:15,416 --> 01:13:17,291 She loves you in her own way. 841 01:13:17,500 --> 01:13:19,708 That´s all she can do. 842 01:13:26,958 --> 01:13:28,166 Sometimes... 843 01:13:29,583 --> 01:13:31,083 ...she looks at me like... 844 01:13:32,500 --> 01:13:35,125 ...like I´ve done something wrong. 845 01:13:49,750 --> 01:13:53,583 I´ve met people who live their lives according to a lie. 846 01:13:56,250 --> 01:14:00,250 I´ve seen people who wake up to the same day. 847 01:14:02,541 --> 01:14:05,166 I promised myself not to be one of them. 848 01:14:27,625 --> 01:14:29,458 But now... 849 01:14:29,583 --> 01:14:32,416 ...all I have is ashes of an ended love. 850 01:14:33,041 --> 01:14:34,458 I get it now... 851 01:14:35,875 --> 01:14:39,291 ...growing up also meant going to waste 852 01:15:14,166 --> 01:15:15,333 What is this mom? 853 01:15:15,625 --> 01:15:17,250 It´s the wedding day. 854 01:15:20,291 --> 01:15:21,916 Sevil is your best friend. 855 01:15:23,000 --> 01:15:25,625 I´ll explain it to her. She would understand me. 856 01:15:27,541 --> 01:15:29,750 I won´t criticize you if you come. 857 01:15:32,250 --> 01:15:35,458 Wear anything you want. 858 01:15:35,875 --> 01:15:39,708 Put on make up as you wish. Do it all by yourself. 859 01:15:40,166 --> 01:15:42,375 I won´t even ask you... 860 01:15:43,750 --> 01:15:45,583 ...whom you love... 861 01:15:48,166 --> 01:15:51,000 I promise I won´t ask you anything. 862 01:15:52,583 --> 01:15:54,916 I just want you to... When I see you like this-- 863 01:15:55,041 --> 01:15:57,250 Don´t worry mom. I grew up. 864 01:16:00,875 --> 01:16:03,791 We don´t need words to communicate. 865 01:16:31,958 --> 01:16:35,375 You should have worn a scarf. You will get cold. 866 01:16:35,666 --> 01:16:38,875 -You should have worn your red scarf. -I couldn´t wear it. 867 01:16:39,541 --> 01:16:42,541 -Why? -He has it now. The man I love. 868 01:16:44,000 --> 01:16:46,500 -Why wouldn´t you tell me-- -You promised me. 869 01:16:46,625 --> 01:16:48,041 Alright I´m keeping my mouth shut. 870 01:17:39,041 --> 01:17:40,250 Murat. 871 01:17:40,416 --> 01:17:42,125 Murat dance with me. 872 01:17:42,916 --> 01:17:44,708 -No not now Ceylan. -Come on, please. 873 01:17:44,833 --> 01:17:46,916 Everybody is dancing anyways. Youngsters are dancing. 874 01:17:47,041 --> 01:17:49,208 -Are you going to break my heart? -You see? 875 01:17:49,333 --> 01:17:51,041 Come on, come on. 876 01:18:14,541 --> 01:18:15,750 Are you alright? 877 01:18:38,333 --> 01:18:39,750 It´s time for my gift. 878 01:18:52,000 --> 01:18:54,083 Hello everyone. Excuse me. 879 01:18:54,333 --> 01:18:55,333 Excuse me. 880 01:18:55,666 --> 01:18:58,250 You look great, I appreciate you. 881 01:19:03,333 --> 01:19:04,458 Hello, I am Cicek. 882 01:19:04,958 --> 01:19:07,291 Sevil is my best friend. 883 01:19:07,416 --> 01:19:09,708 She also happens to be the craziest one in town. 884 01:19:09,833 --> 01:19:12,250 Good luck with her dear Nezih. 885 01:19:16,291 --> 01:19:20,000 I... I prepared a short poem for her... 886 01:19:20,416 --> 01:19:22,625 ...I mean for both of them. 887 01:19:24,458 --> 01:19:27,291 I would like to read it if you don´t mind. 888 01:19:34,541 --> 01:19:37,166 It´s my first time on stage. Pardon me. 889 01:19:41,958 --> 01:19:43,166 Come on. 890 01:19:46,625 --> 01:19:47,833 Come on! 891 01:19:50,958 --> 01:19:53,458 Alright. Alright. I´m sorry. I´m so sorry. 892 01:19:55,750 --> 01:19:57,750 I won´t read it then. 893 01:20:01,416 --> 01:20:03,416 I better sing to you. 894 01:20:03,666 --> 01:20:04,875 Alright? 895 01:20:15,666 --> 01:20:18,666 I desisted... 896 01:20:20,833 --> 01:20:24,291 ...from your eyes. 897 01:20:24,416 --> 01:20:27,041 I desisted... 898 01:20:28,583 --> 01:20:32,291 ...from your words. 899 01:20:32,416 --> 01:20:37,625 Say one “ah” enough, 900 01:20:40,000 --> 01:20:43,041 Silently... 901 01:20:43,708 --> 01:20:47,291 ...being lonely... 902 01:20:47,708 --> 01:20:54,000 ...I sent my lips. 903 01:20:54,166 --> 01:20:59,416 Don´t kiss take enough. 904 01:21:01,541 --> 01:21:08,083 My skin doesn´t know your hands. 905 01:21:08,208 --> 01:21:14,750 My heart doesn´t know your heart. 906 01:21:15,666 --> 01:21:22,083 Ah this smell, this skin, this touch. 907 01:21:22,291 --> 01:21:28,958 Ah this madness, surround, surround my body. 908 01:21:29,666 --> 01:21:36,583 This is the time for disappearing... 909 01:22:17,083 --> 01:22:18,291 Dogan? 910 01:22:24,500 --> 01:22:26,250 What are you doing here? 911 01:22:51,375 --> 01:22:53,000 Does she know? 912 01:22:53,166 --> 01:22:54,791 Did you tell her? 913 01:22:58,125 --> 01:23:00,041 Were you able to tell her? 914 01:23:43,666 --> 01:23:45,833 So they put someone else´s brain in uncle Hasan´s head? 915 01:23:45,958 --> 01:23:48,000 -Exactly, a strange guy´s brain. -Sorry, whose brain? 916 01:23:48,125 --> 01:23:50,791 I don´t know him, he is a stranger. They took his brain... 917 01:23:51,125 --> 01:23:53,458 -...put it in uncle Hasan´s. -Is uncle Hasan alright? 918 01:23:53,583 --> 01:23:55,791 -Uncle Hasan is still the same. -For example, no fucking way... 919 01:23:55,916 --> 01:23:57,791 Everybody is obsessed about it. Uncle Hasan is still the same. 920 01:23:57,916 --> 01:23:59,666 Fuck off! Take Riza for instance. 921 01:23:59,791 --> 01:24:02,833 Take his brain and put it in Kudret´s head. 922 01:24:03,166 --> 01:24:05,958 Would Kudret still be the same? 923 01:24:06,083 --> 01:24:07,708 -Yes of course. -Fuck off. 924 01:24:07,833 --> 01:24:10,833 -Uncle Hasan is still the same. -Alright then, say Riza. 925 01:24:10,958 --> 01:24:11,958 -I have his brain. -Riza. 926 01:24:12,083 --> 01:24:14,375 -I have his brain now. Say to him Riza. -Riza. 927 01:24:14,500 --> 01:24:15,875 -Say it. -Riza. 928 01:24:16,000 --> 01:24:17,416 Yes bro? 929 01:24:30,333 --> 01:24:31,750 Fuck! 930 01:24:35,750 --> 01:24:38,583 -You lucky dog. -Come on let´s go. 931 01:24:38,958 --> 01:24:40,166 Ohh sure. 932 01:24:40,458 --> 01:24:42,750 Sure you leave now. 933 01:24:42,916 --> 01:24:44,541 -Lucky bastard. -Shut up! 934 01:24:44,708 --> 01:24:47,125 -Riza close the shop later. -Okay. 935 01:25:57,291 --> 01:25:58,708 Nice chick. 936 01:26:03,833 --> 01:26:05,041 Cicek... 937 01:26:07,541 --> 01:26:09,000 Cicek... 938 01:26:10,291 --> 01:26:12,291 ...I´m crazy for you. 939 01:26:14,125 --> 01:26:15,750 Hear me? 940 01:26:16,500 --> 01:26:17,958 I´m crazy for you. 941 01:26:19,791 --> 01:26:22,000 Remember the day you came to the shop... 942 01:26:23,291 --> 01:26:25,250 ...you came through the door... 943 01:26:25,916 --> 01:26:29,208 ...like an angel flying in the sky. 944 01:26:30,541 --> 01:26:32,958 You kissed me... 945 01:26:35,250 --> 01:26:36,666 ...I was like... 946 01:26:37,375 --> 01:26:39,000 ...since that day... 947 01:26:40,208 --> 01:26:41,625 Oh my god. 948 01:26:43,750 --> 01:26:44,750 Cicek... 949 01:26:46,208 --> 01:26:48,208 ...do you hear me? 950 01:26:48,500 --> 01:26:50,125 Who am I talking to? 951 01:27:01,125 --> 01:27:03,125 Are you crying? 952 01:27:09,750 --> 01:27:11,166 What´s going on? 953 01:27:12,208 --> 01:27:13,833 Look at me. 954 01:27:18,208 --> 01:27:20,416 Are you thinking of someone else? 955 01:27:21,916 --> 01:27:24,500 Look at me. Are you thinking of someone else? 956 01:27:30,041 --> 01:27:32,625 -Look at me! -Leave me alone! 957 01:27:36,416 --> 01:27:38,041 Don´t drive me crazy! 958 01:27:38,166 --> 01:27:40,500 My love means the world to me. You understand? 959 01:27:45,708 --> 01:27:46,916 Fuck off! 960 01:27:47,666 --> 01:27:48,916 Fuck off!! 961 01:27:49,041 --> 01:27:51,291 Fucking idiot. Fucking retard. 962 01:27:57,041 --> 01:27:59,041 Stand up! Stand up now. 963 01:27:59,500 --> 01:28:00,500 Stand up. 964 01:28:00,708 --> 01:28:01,875 Stand up come on! 965 01:28:02,166 --> 01:28:04,083 We are leaving here. 966 01:28:04,208 --> 01:28:05,416 -Stand up! -Stop. 967 01:28:09,458 --> 01:28:12,583 Calm yourself. Fucking idiot! 968 01:28:46,708 --> 01:28:49,250 Stop, I will get off. Stop now! 969 01:28:52,541 --> 01:28:54,333 Kudret stop, I´ll get off. 970 01:28:54,791 --> 01:28:56,833 Kudret, I´ll get off. 971 01:28:56,958 --> 01:28:58,333 -What the fuck?! -Stop! 972 01:29:03,125 --> 01:29:06,333 Stop! Stop here! I´ll get off. 973 01:29:14,208 --> 01:29:15,416 Dogan! 974 01:29:15,875 --> 01:29:18,291 I know you are there, open the door! 975 01:29:20,250 --> 01:29:22,583 Don´t you have the guts to look at me? 976 01:29:22,708 --> 01:29:27,125 Why did you come back then?! You have no right to come back! 977 01:29:27,291 --> 01:29:28,291 Dogan! 978 01:29:29,291 --> 01:29:32,291 You can´t just burst into someone´s life and then disappear. 979 01:29:32,458 --> 01:29:35,416 You can´t just pretend you never looked at me! 980 01:29:35,541 --> 01:29:39,750 You can´t just make someone fall in love with you and then leave. Hear me? 981 01:29:40,500 --> 01:29:41,708 Dogan! 982 01:29:42,500 --> 01:29:46,250 -Dogan where are you? -Cicek. 983 01:29:52,375 --> 01:29:54,000 I was looking for you. 984 01:29:55,916 --> 01:29:57,125 You jerk. 985 01:29:58,333 --> 01:30:00,708 -How could you leave me?! -Cicek wait. 986 01:30:00,833 --> 01:30:03,666 -How could you leave me? -Cicek. 987 01:30:03,958 --> 01:30:05,166 Let me go! 988 01:30:07,500 --> 01:30:10,041 Love is like giving a loaded gun to someone... 989 01:30:10,166 --> 01:30:12,458 ...and wait for them to shoot you. 990 01:30:16,083 --> 01:30:18,500 I gave that gun to Dogan that night. 991 01:30:21,833 --> 01:30:23,583 Where are you going? 992 01:30:26,583 --> 01:30:28,208 Never to take it back. 993 01:30:45,750 --> 01:30:46,750 Ülkü? 994 01:30:50,333 --> 01:30:51,958 Tell me you found her. 995 01:30:52,250 --> 01:30:53,958 -What are you doing? -I am burning them. 996 01:30:54,250 --> 01:30:56,541 She can´t find it out anymore. 997 01:30:56,666 --> 01:30:59,625 I won´t leave any trace behind. Go find my daughter! 998 01:30:59,750 --> 01:31:01,875 I looked everywhere, couldn’t find them. Her phone is off. 999 01:31:02,000 --> 01:31:04,833 -Let´s go to police. -What would they do? She is over 18. 1000 01:31:04,958 --> 01:31:08,208 -Just accept it, it´s over. -No it´s not! Leave me alone. 1001 01:31:08,333 --> 01:31:11,583 -Please, Dogan will tell her the truth. -He can´t prove it, get out of my way. 1002 01:31:11,708 --> 01:31:14,333 Ülkü would you please look at me! Look at my face please. 1003 01:31:14,458 --> 01:31:17,500 -Get off me! -I am exhausted. Please listen to me. 1004 01:31:17,625 --> 01:31:19,375 -Get off me! -I said it´s over, it´s over. 1005 01:31:19,500 --> 01:31:21,416 -It´s over! -No it´s not! It´s not! 1006 01:31:21,541 --> 01:31:23,500 I dedicated my life to it, it´s not over! 1007 01:31:23,625 --> 01:31:25,250 What are you doing to me? 1008 01:31:27,583 --> 01:31:28,583 Heee? 1009 01:31:29,166 --> 01:31:30,375 Then what? 1010 01:31:30,625 --> 01:31:32,750 We should burn ourselves with them then. 1011 01:31:32,875 --> 01:31:34,583 We should burn ourselves with them then. 1012 01:31:34,708 --> 01:31:37,333 We should burn ourselves with them then. Ülkü we should burn ourselves. 1013 01:31:37,458 --> 01:31:39,083 What are you doing? Pull yourself together! Don´t go crazy. 1014 01:31:39,208 --> 01:31:40,875 -I say we burn together with them. -Stop it! 1015 01:31:41,000 --> 01:31:43,875 -I say we burn together, get off me. -Stop! Stop! 1016 01:31:44,000 --> 01:31:47,083 - We burn together then. -Okay! Okay! 1017 01:31:48,416 --> 01:31:51,416 Okay... Okay... 1018 01:31:55,750 --> 01:31:57,708 I give up now. 1019 01:31:58,750 --> 01:32:00,375 It can´t be Dogan. 1020 01:32:00,500 --> 01:32:02,750 How could it be... It can´t be Dogan. 1021 01:32:02,875 --> 01:32:04,291 It can´t be Dogan. 1022 01:32:12,666 --> 01:32:14,958 Do you realize how little we know each other? 1023 01:32:15,583 --> 01:32:16,666 Hihiii. 1024 01:32:19,833 --> 01:32:22,041 There are so many things I don´t know about you. 1025 01:32:22,250 --> 01:32:23,458 Like... 1026 01:32:24,541 --> 01:32:26,750 -Your horoscope? -Aries. 1027 01:32:26,875 --> 01:32:29,875 Alright, but that was easy. I´ll find something more difficult. 1028 01:32:31,166 --> 01:32:33,291 -Let me think... -Ask me. 1029 01:32:34,500 --> 01:32:36,500 Have you ever got beaten up? 1030 01:32:37,500 --> 01:32:39,375 -Yes. -Of course. 1031 01:32:40,833 --> 01:32:42,541 I was in a cab once... 1032 01:32:42,666 --> 01:32:44,875 ...we argued with him about something. 1033 01:32:45,416 --> 01:32:47,791 I thought I could take him down, you know I was about to beat him up. 1034 01:32:47,916 --> 01:32:50,333 Then we got in a fight. Guess what happened? 1035 01:32:50,458 --> 01:32:52,875 There were 30 guys in the blink of an eye. 1036 01:32:53,166 --> 01:32:54,958 I got beaten up so badly. 1037 01:32:55,500 --> 01:32:58,708 -They fucked up my face. -It sounds terrible. 1038 01:33:00,458 --> 01:33:02,875 -My turn. -Yes. 1039 01:33:03,666 --> 01:33:05,208 What was the moment you felt most ashamed? 1040 01:33:10,458 --> 01:33:13,666 It was 4th grade... 1041 01:33:14,208 --> 01:33:18,083 ...I had played in snow a little, I got wet through my pants. 1042 01:33:18,708 --> 01:33:21,500 -Guess what did the teacher do when I got in class? -What? 1043 01:33:21,625 --> 01:33:23,833 He took my clothes off and put them on the heater. 1044 01:33:25,708 --> 01:33:28,708 I sat in my pantyhose for three hours. 1045 01:33:29,791 --> 01:33:31,416 Oh my god. 1046 01:33:34,291 --> 01:33:35,708 Did you blush? 1047 01:33:36,583 --> 01:33:39,791 I was so ashamed that I can´t even forget about it today. 1048 01:33:48,375 --> 01:33:50,000 It´s my turn. 1049 01:33:56,500 --> 01:33:57,916 Who was your first love? 1050 01:34:03,791 --> 01:34:07,791 Come on, you should have been fallen in love until now. 1051 01:34:08,833 --> 01:34:10,041 Who was she? 1052 01:34:17,916 --> 01:34:19,916 She was a girl in college. 1053 01:34:22,500 --> 01:34:24,125 Was she pretty? 1054 01:34:27,791 --> 01:34:29,000 Yes. 1055 01:34:29,666 --> 01:34:31,291 What is her name? 1056 01:34:35,875 --> 01:34:37,875 -Cicek... -Yes? 1057 01:34:44,875 --> 01:34:47,500 Alright then, it´s obviously something personal. 1058 01:34:49,208 --> 01:34:50,625 Last question. 1059 01:34:51,916 --> 01:34:53,125 Yes. 1060 01:34:54,083 --> 01:34:55,708 Did she leave you? 1061 01:34:57,958 --> 01:35:00,166 Alright come here. 1062 01:35:02,833 --> 01:35:05,041 I will never leave you. 1063 01:35:08,791 --> 01:35:10,416 Yes you will. 1064 01:35:10,916 --> 01:35:12,125 Never. 1065 01:35:14,375 --> 01:35:16,375 I will never let you go. 1066 01:35:34,083 --> 01:35:36,083 What now? 1067 01:35:39,000 --> 01:35:41,416 What do you want? 1068 01:35:43,041 --> 01:35:45,250 I would like to come to Istanbul with you. 1069 01:35:46,875 --> 01:35:48,208 College? 1070 01:35:48,333 --> 01:35:51,958 I can chose a college in Istanbul. I have always wanted to live there. 1071 01:35:53,333 --> 01:35:54,958 Your mom, your dad? 1072 01:35:56,708 --> 01:35:58,541 My dad will understand it. 1073 01:35:59,500 --> 01:36:01,333 He will get mad and upset... 1074 01:36:02,250 --> 01:36:04,083 ...but he will understand. 1075 01:36:12,125 --> 01:36:14,166 -Cicek... -Hmm? 1076 01:36:14,875 --> 01:36:17,875 -I should tell you something. -Yes. 1077 01:36:23,166 --> 01:36:24,166 Dogan... 1078 01:36:25,500 --> 01:36:29,125 ...nothing you say would take you away from me, alright? 1079 01:36:32,458 --> 01:36:35,875 And it doesn´t matter. All I want is... 1080 01:36:37,041 --> 01:36:40,041 ...to enjoy this very moment with you. 1081 01:36:46,333 --> 01:36:47,541 Dogan. 1082 01:36:55,333 --> 01:36:57,750 -Don´t forget to bring me some clothes. -Hihii. 1083 01:37:00,708 --> 01:37:03,333 -And a pack of cigarettes. -Is that so? 1084 01:38:04,791 --> 01:38:09,000 Well done Cicek, you made him act just like you do. 1085 01:39:00,750 --> 01:39:02,541 -Hello, how are you? -Fine thanks and you? 1086 01:39:02,666 --> 01:39:04,500 -Can I get one? -Sure. 1087 01:39:06,291 --> 01:39:07,958 -Here you are. -Thanks, see you. 1088 01:39:08,083 --> 01:39:09,333 See you. 1089 01:39:13,375 --> 01:39:14,583 I won´t open it. 1090 01:40:54,541 --> 01:40:56,375 -Mom! -Cicek. 1091 01:40:56,583 --> 01:40:57,875 -I´m begging you, please. -Let me go! 1092 01:40:58,000 --> 01:40:59,750 -You are my sweetheart. -Where is she? Where is mom? 1093 01:40:59,875 --> 01:41:02,291 Don´t forget, I´m your father. Would you please listen to me? 1094 01:41:02,416 --> 01:41:05,166 I´m begging you. Please I´m begging you. 1095 01:41:05,291 --> 01:41:07,083 I´m begging you... 1096 01:41:09,416 --> 01:41:12,250 -Cicek please listen to me. -Let me go! 1097 01:41:22,083 --> 01:41:24,500 Why does Dogan have this? 1098 01:41:28,250 --> 01:41:31,875 -Cicek please-- -Dad let me go! You don´t know anything. 1099 01:41:33,750 --> 01:41:36,958 Why does Dogan have this? Tell us so dad can understand it too. 1100 01:41:51,833 --> 01:41:53,666 Years years ago... 1101 01:41:55,333 --> 01:41:56,958 ...I gave birth to a baby. 1102 01:41:57,333 --> 01:41:59,250 Don´t give me that. 1103 01:42:02,000 --> 01:42:04,625 She was the most beautiful girl on earth, she... 1104 01:42:04,875 --> 01:42:07,916 ...was the smartest and the most kindhearted one. 1105 01:42:08,958 --> 01:42:10,958 She was kind of a miracle. 1106 01:42:12,166 --> 01:42:14,375 She was unbelievably beautiful. 1107 01:42:18,666 --> 01:42:20,375 I named her Cicek. 1108 01:42:20,500 --> 01:42:24,500 What the hell are you talking about? I have never been like a miracle. 1109 01:42:26,541 --> 01:42:28,416 Who is talking about you? 1110 01:42:38,250 --> 01:42:39,750 Who is she? 1111 01:42:43,750 --> 01:42:45,166 Your older sister. 1112 01:42:48,250 --> 01:42:49,666 My older sister? 1113 01:42:51,791 --> 01:42:53,083 Do I have an older sister? 1114 01:42:57,041 --> 01:42:58,666 Where is she now? 1115 01:42:59,291 --> 01:43:01,375 She was 18... 1116 01:43:02,125 --> 01:43:04,125 ...when she was diagnosed... 1117 01:43:04,375 --> 01:43:06,208 ...with cancer. 1118 01:43:08,375 --> 01:43:10,583 They said one year... 1119 01:43:11,500 --> 01:43:14,708 ...she can live one more year. 1120 01:43:25,166 --> 01:43:26,583 Did she die? 1121 01:43:27,166 --> 01:43:30,166 There was just one hope, just one chance. 1122 01:43:31,375 --> 01:43:34,583 A sibling... that´s what doctors said. 1123 01:43:35,750 --> 01:43:38,750 A marrow of a sibling might rescue her. 1124 01:43:43,375 --> 01:43:46,208 Can someone make love whilst crying? 1125 01:43:48,333 --> 01:43:49,750 I did. 1126 01:43:51,375 --> 01:43:55,000 I made love to your father with tears in my eyes... 1127 01:43:56,333 --> 01:43:58,333 ...and praying to God. 1128 01:44:01,875 --> 01:44:03,583 After 9 months, 1129 01:44:03,708 --> 01:44:06,291 when I was giving birth to you in that operating room... 1130 01:44:08,375 --> 01:44:11,375 ...your sister was suffering in the next room. 1131 01:44:12,250 --> 01:44:15,000 She didn’t have so much time left. 1132 01:44:22,750 --> 01:44:24,375 I thought she was going to be alright... 1133 01:44:25,125 --> 01:44:28,541 ...she wasn´t. Your marrow didn´t work. 1134 01:44:31,125 --> 01:44:33,333 She closed her eyes... 1135 01:44:34,833 --> 01:44:36,666 ...20 days after surgery. 1136 01:44:36,791 --> 01:44:40,875 My dear Cicek didn´t open her eyes again. 1137 01:44:42,041 --> 01:44:43,666 It was not your fault. 1138 01:44:46,166 --> 01:44:50,375 Exactly, exactly. That´s what your father said that day. 1139 01:44:50,875 --> 01:44:54,875 "It´s not her fault Ülkü. It´s not her fault." 1140 01:44:58,500 --> 01:45:01,750 Do you know what I think when I look at you? 1141 01:45:04,875 --> 01:45:06,083 Please don´t. 1142 01:45:07,375 --> 01:45:10,000 I gave birth to you for just one reason... 1143 01:45:11,041 --> 01:45:12,458 ...but you failed us. 1144 01:45:16,666 --> 01:45:21,375 It doesn´t matter to me anymore if you live or die. 1145 01:45:26,250 --> 01:45:28,458 You are lying, aren’t you? 1146 01:45:31,541 --> 01:45:33,791 You loved me, right mom? 1147 01:45:41,000 --> 01:45:42,500 Haven´t you ever loved me? 1148 01:45:43,500 --> 01:45:44,708 I have... 1149 01:45:46,000 --> 01:45:47,208 ...I have... 1150 01:45:50,750 --> 01:45:52,958 ...but under one circumstance. 1151 01:45:56,625 --> 01:45:59,041 I raised you as if you were your sister. 1152 01:46:01,125 --> 01:46:02,166 And... 1153 01:46:02,916 --> 01:46:05,333 ...all the clothes I gave you as a present. 1154 01:46:06,208 --> 01:46:08,041 All of them belonged to your sister. 1155 01:46:08,666 --> 01:46:10,500 Mosaic cake... 1156 01:46:11,583 --> 01:46:13,791 ...was her favorite. Ceramics... 1157 01:46:14,000 --> 01:46:17,416 ...was the thing she loved. That film was her favorite too. 1158 01:46:18,125 --> 01:46:22,833 What about studying medicine? It was your sister´s major. 1159 01:46:23,958 --> 01:46:26,166 Your name doesn´t even belong to you. 1160 01:46:28,958 --> 01:46:29,958 We... 1161 01:46:30,291 --> 01:46:33,291 ...moved from Ankara to here immediately... 1162 01:46:34,333 --> 01:46:35,958 ...all these years... 1163 01:46:36,916 --> 01:46:39,708 ...I raised you as if you were your sister... 1164 01:46:40,000 --> 01:46:42,625 ...I looked at you and dreamed of her. 1165 01:46:44,875 --> 01:46:47,083 And you haven´t been against it. 1166 01:46:47,291 --> 01:46:49,708 You just did what you were told. 1167 01:46:50,333 --> 01:46:54,333 God had answered my prayers, he had accepted the deal... 1168 01:46:54,500 --> 01:46:58,333 ...but how could I know That God had his own terms. 1169 01:46:58,833 --> 01:47:00,458 What terms? 1170 01:47:10,333 --> 01:47:11,958 Your sister... 1171 01:47:12,875 --> 01:47:15,041 ...had fallen in love with a guy in college. 1172 01:47:15,166 --> 01:47:18,000 We had been against this love. We had thought it was too soon. 1173 01:47:19,625 --> 01:47:21,250 But the guy... 1174 01:47:21,875 --> 01:47:24,875 ...he also won us over. He was a good kid... 1175 01:47:25,041 --> 01:47:29,458 ...he was so kindhearted. He used to love your sister. 1176 01:47:36,541 --> 01:47:38,166 His name was Dogan. 1177 01:48:20,625 --> 01:48:21,833 Cicek? 1178 01:49:39,083 --> 01:49:40,291 Mom. 1179 01:49:42,458 --> 01:49:44,083 Wake up mom. 1180 01:49:52,791 --> 01:49:54,458 Mom. 1181 01:49:54,750 --> 01:49:55,958 Cicek... 1182 01:49:57,916 --> 01:49:59,541 ...is that you? 1183 01:49:59,666 --> 01:50:01,291 Yes, it´s me. 1184 01:50:03,125 --> 01:50:04,833 Did you miss me? 1185 01:50:06,375 --> 01:50:08,375 Yes my love. 1186 01:50:12,541 --> 01:50:14,541 Look at me carefully then. 1187 01:50:16,916 --> 01:50:19,333 Because it´s the last time you will see me. 1188 01:50:39,708 --> 01:50:42,708 There are miseries that devastate us in life. 1189 01:50:42,833 --> 01:50:45,833 And there are miseries that makes us grow. 1190 01:50:50,875 --> 01:50:52,875 But I see it now... 1191 01:50:53,166 --> 01:50:55,791 ...the cruelest place on earth is... 1192 01:50:56,125 --> 01:50:58,333 ...home. 1193 01:51:20,375 --> 01:51:21,583 Murat! 1194 01:51:23,208 --> 01:51:24,416 Murat! 1195 01:51:27,250 --> 01:51:31,875 -Murat, Cicek left. Go bring her back. -Where did she go? 1196 01:51:32,000 --> 01:51:32,916 Did she tell you anything? 1197 01:51:33,041 --> 01:51:35,416 Go bring Cicek back. Bring my daughter back. 1198 01:52:14,625 --> 01:52:17,833 All these years I have been living someone else´s life. 1199 01:52:20,208 --> 01:52:21,416 Now... 1200 01:52:22,083 --> 01:52:24,125 ...it´s time for me to find out who I really am. 1201 01:52:39,875 --> 01:52:41,291 Where are you going? 1202 01:52:42,000 --> 01:52:44,416 I´m going to Istanbul to find my daughter. 1203 01:52:45,583 --> 01:52:48,000 How do you know she is in Istanbul? 1204 01:52:48,333 --> 01:52:50,541 Somebody saw her getting on a bus. 1205 01:52:51,208 --> 01:52:52,416 I´ll come with you. 1206 01:52:53,750 --> 01:52:55,375 I´m going without you. 1207 01:53:04,416 --> 01:53:06,416 You will come back, right? 1208 01:53:17,916 --> 01:53:20,333 I don´t have anyone but you. 1209 01:53:23,583 --> 01:53:26,208 I ruined my own daughter´s life for you Ülkü. 1210 01:53:27,541 --> 01:53:30,041 So that you are not hurt. 1211 01:53:33,375 --> 01:53:35,208 You are leaving me right? 1212 01:53:36,458 --> 01:53:39,083 No, I am not. 1213 01:53:40,458 --> 01:53:42,875 I will live in this house till my last day. 1214 01:53:43,500 --> 01:53:46,791 We will be living in this house together... 1215 01:53:48,208 --> 01:53:50,208 ...just like two prisoners. 1216 01:53:51,208 --> 01:53:54,416 You will never be satisfied with me and torture me. 1217 01:53:57,250 --> 01:53:59,250 I will let this happen Ülkü. 1218 01:54:05,583 --> 01:54:07,583 But not because I love you... 1219 01:54:08,208 --> 01:54:10,166 ...since I am your partner in this crime... 1220 01:54:10,791 --> 01:54:13,000 ...I will serve my sentence like that Ülkü... 1221 01:54:13,625 --> 01:54:15,166 ...by staying with you. 1222 01:55:01,875 --> 01:55:04,083 Personalized bracelets! Want one miss? 1223 01:55:04,208 --> 01:55:07,208 You want one? It´s 6 liras... Will bring you good luck. 1224 01:55:07,583 --> 01:55:11,125 Come spit on my face if it doesn´t. 1225 01:55:11,250 --> 01:55:12,583 Alright then give me one. 1226 01:55:12,708 --> 01:55:15,541 Good. Great. It´s my first sale of the day. 1227 01:55:15,833 --> 01:55:18,458 What should I engrave, miss? Miss? 1228 01:55:19,041 --> 01:55:20,166 -Miss? -Huh? 1229 01:55:20,291 --> 01:55:21,958 What´s your name? 1230 01:55:24,916 --> 01:55:26,291 -I don´t know. -Huh? 1231 01:55:26,416 --> 01:55:27,458 I don´t know. 1232 01:55:27,583 --> 01:55:30,416 Okay it´s 4 liras for you. Okay? 1233 01:55:31,000 --> 01:55:33,833 It´ll be the first sale of the day. 1234 01:55:34,000 --> 01:55:36,416 Okay, as you wish. Would you want one sir? 1235 01:55:43,083 --> 01:55:44,708 I couldn´t do it Cicek. 1236 01:55:47,083 --> 01:55:50,916 I couldn´t tell you that I was in love with your sister years ago. 1237 01:55:53,958 --> 01:55:56,291 It was love at first sight... 1238 01:55:58,625 --> 01:56:01,125 I love you Dogan. 1239 01:56:02,541 --> 01:56:05,083 “A rose for each day I loved you.” ...I loved her madly... 1240 01:56:06,416 --> 01:56:08,041 ...but I couldn´t tell you that. 1241 01:56:10,583 --> 01:56:12,208 I couldn´t Cicek. 1242 01:56:17,166 --> 01:56:18,791 Forget me. 1243 01:56:19,000 --> 01:56:21,833 I couldn´t tell you that she suddenly left me one day. 1244 01:56:23,041 --> 01:56:25,250 I stayed on that bridge Cicek. 1245 01:56:25,375 --> 01:56:27,375 I couldn´t leave. 1246 01:56:30,041 --> 01:56:32,041 Till the day a job offer... 1247 01:56:32,416 --> 01:56:35,625 ...came from a city I don´t know. 1248 01:56:36,250 --> 01:56:38,875 It was meant for me to find you there. 1249 01:56:39,541 --> 01:56:42,458 A flower that gave me a second chance... 1250 01:56:47,000 --> 01:56:50,416 Cicek Ince. Must be a joke,right? 1251 01:56:52,958 --> 01:56:55,375 You are the lawyer right, you are the one to find her. 1252 01:56:55,500 --> 01:56:57,916 What are you talking about man, It has been 20 years. I will go mad. 1253 01:56:58,041 --> 01:57:00,458 Everything is the same. Her hair, her looks. 1254 01:57:00,791 --> 01:57:02,791 Even the hairclip she wears is the same! 1255 01:57:03,000 --> 01:57:04,833 Her name is the same for god´s sake! 1256 01:57:05,500 --> 01:57:08,333 I will go mad, alright you... You got my e-mail right? 1257 01:57:10,291 --> 01:57:12,500 Okay, send it to me, I am waiting. Come on. 1258 01:57:19,208 --> 01:57:21,625 Date of death: 1997 Time of death: 17:05 Cause of death: Cancer. 1259 01:57:23,000 --> 01:57:25,208 It seems that my cruel girlfriend... 1260 01:57:26,666 --> 01:57:28,875 ...had passed away years ago. 1261 01:57:30,833 --> 01:57:32,666 She thought... 1262 01:57:33,625 --> 01:57:36,833 ...I would be devistated if she´d died in my arms. 1263 01:57:37,458 --> 01:57:38,666 And you... 1264 01:57:39,208 --> 01:57:42,041 ...an unpreventable rain drop... 1265 01:57:42,416 --> 01:57:44,416 ...fresh as spring. 1266 01:57:45,875 --> 01:57:49,208 Knocked on my door for days. 1267 01:57:50,083 --> 01:57:51,708 I ran away from you... 1268 01:57:52,708 --> 01:57:54,125 ...I tried. 1269 01:57:54,875 --> 01:57:56,875 I couldn´t decide... 1270 01:57:57,666 --> 01:58:01,041 ...if I were in love with a withered dream or with you. 1271 01:58:01,791 --> 01:58:03,791 I said to myself. 1272 01:58:06,208 --> 01:58:09,958 Even if you can forget about the past, there are ages between the two of you... 1273 01:58:10,083 --> 01:58:12,291 ...how can you forget about them? 1274 01:58:15,416 --> 01:58:17,041 I tried everything. 1275 01:58:19,250 --> 01:58:21,166 I left you. 1276 01:58:21,750 --> 01:58:22,958 Let me go! 1277 01:58:25,791 --> 01:58:29,208 But I came back I couldn’t forget you. 1278 01:58:30,791 --> 01:58:32,416 I was going to tell you... 1279 01:58:32,541 --> 01:58:34,333 -Cicek. -Don’t let me go. 1280 01:58:34,458 --> 01:58:37,458 ...I am 40 years old Cicek. 1281 01:58:38,291 --> 01:58:41,708 This burden I have, all these mistakes. 1282 01:58:42,458 --> 01:58:44,875 But I turned into a new man... 1283 01:58:45,500 --> 01:58:47,125 ...with you. 1284 01:58:48,416 --> 01:58:51,041 I loved myself around you Cicek. 1285 01:58:51,875 --> 01:58:54,208 I loved myself because you loved me... 1286 01:58:54,875 --> 01:58:56,708 ...but I couldn’t tell you. 1287 01:58:57,916 --> 01:59:00,708 Hello Sevil, did she call? 1288 01:59:05,458 --> 01:59:06,875 Okay, Thanks. 1289 01:59:08,458 --> 01:59:13,958 My destiny keeps on recovering itself. 1290 01:59:17,875 --> 01:59:19,208 Hello? 1291 01:59:20,625 --> 01:59:21,625 Hello? 1292 01:59:22,458 --> 01:59:23,458 Hello? 1293 01:59:32,583 --> 01:59:35,583 How many times can a heart be shattered?... 1294 01:59:35,750 --> 01:59:37,375 ...I have no idea. 1295 01:59:40,583 --> 01:59:42,000 Just like that. 1296 01:59:42,500 --> 01:59:46,125 Twenty years aside, a lost soul,... 1297 01:59:46,333 --> 01:59:48,333 ...the cruel secret of a family... 1298 01:59:48,500 --> 01:59:53,333 ...but then again this passioned love stalled into my heart. 1299 01:59:53,666 --> 01:59:55,833 No way to unstall it man. 1300 01:59:57,541 --> 01:59:59,166 What do you say? 1301 01:59:59,416 --> 02:00:01,791 Can we meet again some day? 1302 02:00:08,375 --> 02:00:10,125 I thought so too. 1303 02:00:22,958 --> 02:00:25,708 I better finish my memorizing. 1304 02:00:26,083 --> 02:00:28,083 Okay, we write the lines then. 1305 02:00:29,750 --> 02:00:31,583 -Alright then, see you. -Okay, bye. 1306 02:00:31,708 --> 02:00:33,125 Bye bye. 1307 02:00:41,291 --> 02:00:43,291 I got your gift sis. 1308 02:00:43,458 --> 02:00:46,083 I don´t know if we´ll meet again but... 1309 02:00:46,291 --> 02:00:48,291 ...I carry him in my heart. 1310 02:00:49,583 --> 02:00:51,000 Cicek! 86993

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