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Man:
I WAS SURPRISED TO HEARALL THE DRUGS HE DID.
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I HAD NO IDEA HE
WAS DRINKING THAT MUCH,
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OR THAT HE WAS HIGH
EVERY DAY IN SCHOOL.
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Young man:
I'D GET UP SOME MORNINGSAND I'D BE LIKE,
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"MAN, TODAY'SGOING TO SUCK."
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AND SO I'D JUST HAVE,LIKE, YOU KNOW--
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I'D PUT A LITTLE VODKAIN MY COFFEE.
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SOME DAYS, IF I HAD
SOME PRESCRIPTIONS PILLS
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LEFTOVER FROM THE WEEKEND
I'D POP A COUPLE OF THOSE.
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Mark Willenbring:
THIS IS A DISORDEROF YOUNG PEOPLE.
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{\an8}VERY LITTLE ADDICTION STARTS
AFTER THE AGE OF 30.
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{\an8}IT ALMOST ALWAYS STARTS,
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{\an8}BETWEEN THE AGES
OF 18 AND 25.
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Woman:
WE KEPT THINKING ONCESHE GOT OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL
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IT WOULD BE OKAY.ONCE SHE GOT OUT OF COLLEGEIT WOULD BE OKAY.
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ONCE SHE GOTMARRIED IT WOULD BE OKAY.ONCE SHE BECAME A MOTHER...
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UNTIL SHE DECIDES
TO LAY DOWN THAT ADDICTION
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THERE'S NOTHING
I CAN SAY OR DO THAT'S
GOING TO MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE.
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{\an8}THERE ARE MISCONCEPTIONS
THAT REALLY DRIVE ME CRAZY
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{\an8}WHEN IT COMES TO ADDICTIONS.
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{\an8}ONE OF THEM IS THIS WHOLE
IDEA THAT AN INDIVIDUAL
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{\an8}NEEDS TO REACH
ROCK-BOTTOM
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{\an8}BEFORE THEY CAN
GET ANY HELP.
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{\an8}THAT IS ABSOLUTELY WRONG.
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{\an8}IT'S A MYTH THAT THEY
HAVE TO CRASH AND BURN
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{\an8}BEFORE THEY CAN GET BETTER.
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IT'S MORE LIKE ANY OTHER
CHRONIC CONDITION--
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THE SOONER YOU START
THE BETTER,
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THE MORE YOU STAY ON TOP
OF IT THE BETTER.
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I GOT SOBER IN 1981
AND STAYED SOBER
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FOR 17 AND A HALF YEARS
THROUGH AA.
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I HAD NO PROBLEM AND THEN
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SOME PERSONAL THINGS
HAPPENED TO ME IN MY LIFE
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AND I'VE BEEN
DRUNK EVER SINCE.
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I'M ASHAMED BECAUSE I LOOKED
INTO THE EYES OF MY CHILDREN
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AND THAT WASN'T ENOUGH
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TO MAKE ME STOP.
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{\an8}HOW CAN WE COMPREHEND
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{\an8}THE CONCEPT OF A PERSON,
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{\an8}THAT WANTS TO STOP DOING
SOMETHING AND THEY CANNOT,
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{\an8}DESPITE CATASTROPHIC
CONSEQUENCES?
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WE'RE NOT SPEAKING
OF LITTLE CONSEQUENCES.
THESE ARE CATASTROPHIC.
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AND YET, THEY CANNOTCONTROL THEIR BEHAVIOR.
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I MEAN, THERE HAVE
BEEN SO MANY THINGS THAT
I HAVEN'T ACCOMPLISHED
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BECAUSE--
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BECAUSE OF THE PROBLEM.
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I THINK... SO...
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THAT'S ALL.
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MY DRINKING
IS KILLING ME
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AND I DESPERATELY
NEED HELP.
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{\an8}THERE'S MORE
TREATMENTS AVAILABLE.
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{\an8}THERE'S BETTER
UNDERSTANDING.
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{\an8}THERE'S MORE ACCEPTANCE THAT
THIS IS A MEDICAL CONDITION
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{\an8}WITH REAL MEDICAL SOLUTIONS
THEN THERE EVER HAS BEEN.
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{\an8}THE RIGHT MEDICATION
WITH THE RIGHT THERAPY
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{\an8}REALLY CAN GIVE
AN INDIVIDUAL
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{\an8}A LEG UP IN RECOVERY.
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Woman:
THIS WHOLE ADDICTION
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WILL RUIN YOUR MINDAND THOUGHTS.
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EVEN THOUGH
I LIVED THROUGH IT,
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I STILL DON'T
UNDERSTAND IT.
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THIS IS EXCELLENT.
WHAT WE SEE IN YOUR BRAIN
IS WHAT YOU SEE...
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THE CORRECT DOSINGTECHNIQUE IS TO PUT ITUNDER YOUR TONGUE.
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YOUR CRAVINGS
ARE ACTUALLY MUCH LOWER
THAN WHEN YOU STARTED,
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WHICH IS REALLY NICE.
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THE OPIATES THAT WE'RE
USING NOW, IT STIMULATES
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THE PARTS OF YOUR BRAIN
THAT HELP YOU WANT TO GET
UP GO DO YOUR JOB...
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( siren wailing )
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HE'S GOT A BRUISE
UNDER HIS MID-LEFT
CLAVICLE.
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{\an8}Larry Gentilello:
HERE AT THE TRAUMA CENTERIT'S SATURDAY NIGHT,
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{\an8}THESE ARE WHERE
THE PROBLEMS REALLY ARISE FROM
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{\an8}TOO MUCH DRINKING,
TO MUCH DRUG USE
IN OUR SOCIETY.
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PUT THE ULTRASOUND AWAY.
OG-TUBE, LET'S GO.
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WE'RE HERE IN THE ER.
I'M NOT FLOODED TONIGHT
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WITH PEOPLE WHO NEED
THEIR APPENDIX TAKEN OUT
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OR THEIR GALLBLADDER.
IT'S ALL DRINKING AND INJURIES.
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HAVE YOU EVER HAD
SEIZURES FROM STOPPING
DRINKING BEFORE?
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- I'VE HAD BLACKOUTS.
- YOU'VE HAD BLACKOUTS?
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THIS IS PROBABLY
OUR THIRD INCIDENT
THIS EVENING
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WHERE WE'VE HAD ALCOHOL
OR DRUG USE INVOLVED.
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{\an8}GO, GO, GO.
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- WHAT HAVE YOU GOT THERE?
- TRACE AMOUNT OF CRACK HERE.
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THEY USE THAT
TO SMOKE IT.
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HE'S POSITIVE
FOR BENZODIAZEPINES
AND OPIATES,
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BUT ALSO POSITIVE
FOR COCAINE.
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{\an8}WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?
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{\an8}I GOT IN A FIGHT
WITH TWO YOUNGSTERS,
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{\an8}CUT ME ACROSS THE HEAD
AND CUT ME RIGHT HERE.
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- ( yells )
- I'M SORRY.
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I THINK IT'S PRETTY LIKELY
THAT DRUGS AND ALCOHOL
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WERE INVOLVED IN
THIS INJURY,
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BOTH ON THE PART
OF THE PATIENT AND ON THE PART
OF THOSE WHO STABBED HIM.
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{\an8}WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS
PATIENT OVER THERE?
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{\an8}42-YEAR-OLD MALE
IN THE PARKING LOT
SLIPPED BETWEEN
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{\an8}THE CURB AND THE WALL,
SNAPPED HIS ANKLE.
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- HAS HE BEEN DRINKING?
- HE'S BEEN DRINKING.
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- I HAD ABOUT A SIX-PACK.
- A SIX-PACK, OKAY.
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- IT'S DEFORMED THERE.
- I HONESTLY DON'T THINK
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THAT THIS HAPPENED
BECAUSE I WAS DRINKING.
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I THINK IT'S JUST BECAUSE
OF THE WAY I STEPPED.
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YOU MAY BE RIGHT.
I'M NOT SAYING YOU'RE NOT.
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NORMALLY, A PATIENTLIKE THIS WOULD COMETO AN EMERGENCY ROOM,
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EVERYONE WOULD FOCUS ON HIS
ANKLE AND NOTHING WOULD BE DONE
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FOR THE UNDERLYING DRINKING
PROBLEM THAT CAUSED THIS INJURY
IN THE FIRST PLACE.
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NOW'S THE TIME
TO OFFER HIM SOME COUNSELING.
HE'S AN EXCELLENT CANDIDATE.
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WE'RE GOING TO KEEP
AN EYE ON HIM, GIVE HIM
HIS MEDICAL CARE.
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BY TOMORROW MORNING
WE'RE GOING TO MAKE SURE
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HE SEES A COUNSELORBEFORE HE GOES HOME.
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- HOW YOU DOING THERE, SIR?
- I'M DOING ALL RIGHT NOW.
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{\an8}I'M 20 RIGHT NOW.
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{\an8}BARELY TURNED 20--
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HUH?
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TODAY YOU'VE BEEN DRINKING?
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LITTLE BIT, YES, SIR.
I HAVE BEEN DRINKING TODAY
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- WHAT DID YOU DRINK?
- I DRANK JIM BEAM, SIR.
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TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.
RIGHT NOW IS MY BIRTHDAY.
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AS OF 12:00 TONIGHTIT'S MY BIRTHDAY.
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- HOW OLD ARE YOU?
- I'M 20 YEARS OF AGE.
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- 20?
- YES, SIR.
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HOW MANY JIM BEAMSDID YOU HAVE?
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I PROBABLY HAD ABOUT
15 TO 20 SHOTS.
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( yells )
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WE'RE GOING TO FIX
THAT UP FOR YOU.
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YOU'RE LUCKY YOU DIDN'T
DAMAGE ANY ARTERIES
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OR NERVES THAT CONTROL
THE FUNCTION OF YOUR ARM.
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THIS COULD HAVE
BEEN A LOT WORSE.
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DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER
HISTORY OF DRUG USE
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AMONG PEOPLE WHO ARE
CLOSE TO YOU?
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YES, THEY ALL
USE DRUGS.
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I WISH THEY
WOULD ALL QUIT.
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MY BEST FRIEND
IN THE WHOLE WORLD--
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I LOVE HER SO
SO SO MUCH.
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BABY, I WISH
YOU WOULD QUIT.
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YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT?
I AIN'T SAYING NOTHING ELSE.
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PLEASE, BABY.
PLEASE.
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{\an8}Gentilello:
THIS IS WHAT WE CALLA LEVEL-ONE TRAUMA.
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{\an8}THIS IS SOMEONEWHO IS BADLY INJURED
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{\an8}WHO THE PARAMEDICSHAVE PRETTY MUCH DECIDED
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{\an8}IS AT RISK OF LOSINGLIFE OR LIMB.
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THE RESOURCES THAT WE
COMMIT TO TRAUMA CARE
ARE ENORMOUS.
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IN FACT, IN SOME WAYS,
IT'S ONE OF THE MOST
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EXPENSIVE DISEASES
THAT WE FACE IN MODERN SOCIETY.
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AND ABOUT HALF OF IT'S RELATED
TO ALCOHOL USE.
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- DO WE HAVE A PULSE?
- DO YOU HAVE A PULSE?
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NO, HE'S 26 YEARS OLD.
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Gentilello:
WE'VE GOT TO GIVE HIMEVERY CHANCE.
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THE MAIN THING IS TO STOP
THE BLEEDING FROM HIS
PELVIC FRACTURE.
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LET'S SHOCK HIM.LET'S SHOCK HIM.
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- GO TO 400.
- CLEAR.
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- CLEAR
- WE GOT A PULSE.
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- WE HAVE A PULSE?
- YES.
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HE'S GOT A RAPID PULSEAND A WEAK BLOOD PRESSURE.
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NOT MUCH. I MEAN HIS CHANCES
ARE PRETTY SLIM TO NONE.
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BUT AS LONG AS HE'S GOT
A PULSE AND A FAINT
BLOOD PRESSURE
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WE'RE GONNA KEEP
DOING ALL WE CAN.
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- YIKES!
- WHAT'S HE GOT?
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ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT.
WE FOUND WHAT YOU FOUND.
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IS HE BLEEDING
FROM HIS BACK?
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HE'S GOT A BALLOTABLE BACK.
HIS WHOLE BACK'S
FULL OF BLOOD.
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Woman:
THERE'S MORE BLOOD.
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HOW LONG HAVE WE
BEEN DOING CPR?
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Woman:
WE'VE BEEN DOINGCPR FOR 19 MINUTES,
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AND HE WAS DOWNSEVEN MINUTES WHENHE GOT HERE.
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GENTILELLO, WE DON'T
HAVE ANYTHING.
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ALL RIGHT,LET'S CALL IT.
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PATIENT'S EXPIRED.
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WE DID EVERYTHINGWE COULD.
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THANKS A LOT.
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YOU NEVER GET OVERSEEING YOUNG PEOPLE DIE.
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SO WE JUST CHECKED
THIS PATIENT'S URINE
TOXICOLOGY SCREEN.
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HE WAS UNDER
THE INFLUENCE OF MARIJUANA.
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SO HE DIED BECAUSE
OF INTOXICATION.
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HE'S A YOUNG PERSON.
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IT'S NOT LIKE TAKING CARE
OF SOMEBODY WHO'S 75 YEARS OLD
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AND DIED OF A HEART ATTACK,
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OR 80 YEARS OLD
AND HAS CANCER OR DEMENTIA.
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THIS IS A YOUNG PERSON
IN THE PRIME OF HIS LIFE.
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LEFT HIS HOUSE TODAY
AND EXPECTED TO COME HOME
TO HIS PARENTS TONIGHT.
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BUT HE WON'T.
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Radio:
Dispatch.
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HEY, I GOT A WARRANT
FOR AN INDIVIDUAL THAT
I'M LOOKING FOR.
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AND WE'RE HEADED
OVER THERE NOW TO
CHECK THE HOUSE.
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SHE COULD BE
ANYWHERE AROUND HERE.
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{\an8}I'VE HEARD ABOUT PEOPLE
HAVING THEIR CHILDREN
ARRESTED TO GET HELP.
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{\an8}AND I THOUGHT,
"WHAT A DESPERATE MEASURE."
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I USED TO THINK,
"I HOPE I NEVER GET
TO THAT POINT."
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AND I THOUGHT,
"I COULD NEVER ARREST
MY OWN CHILD."
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I MEAN HOW COULD
YOU DO THAT?
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THAT'S LIKE AN ADDICT
GETTING DESPERATE.
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THAT'S HOW A PARENT--
I'M DESPERATE NOW.
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I WILL DO ANYTHING
TO HELP MY CHILD.
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( dog barking )
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Donna:
MY DAUGHTER HAS BEENAN ADDICT FOR SEVEN YEARS.
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SHE'S BEEN OUT ON THE STREETSRIGHT NOW FOR...
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30 DAYS.
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BUT SHE'S MANAGED
TO AVOID THE LAW
AND AVOID US.
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AND THEY'RE
VERY RESOURCEFUL.
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- THEY'RE VERY STREET SMART.
- SHE'S OBVIOUSLY BEEN HERE.
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BECAUSE THAT'S HER STUFF
ON THE OTHER SIDE.
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ON THE FLOOR THERE.
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CLIMB IN THROUGH
THIS WINDOW--
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00:11:54,413 --> 00:11:57,181
THEY ACTUALLY CLIMB UP THE ROOF,
SNEAK IN THE WINDOW.
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I'VE SEEN HER
OVERDOSE TWICE.
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00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:04,088
AND THE LAST ONE
SHE ALMOST DIDN'T MAKE IT.
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WE'VE ALREADY FOUND
DRUG PARAPHERNALIA--
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SPOONS, RAZORS,
CRACK PIPES,
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SUBOXONE--
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SEVERAL DIFFERENT THINGS.
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MY DAUGHTER HAS STOLEN
ITEMS FROM ME.
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AND IN THE PAST
I'VE OVERLOOKED IT, BUT...
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I'M HOPING DETECTIVE MITCHELLCAN GET HER IN JAIL,
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GET HER THROUGH DETOX
WHERE SHE CAN THINK CLEARLY,
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00:12:26,846 --> 00:12:29,246
BECAUSE RIGHT NOW
SHE CAN'T THINK CLEARLY.
215
00:12:29,315 --> 00:12:31,815
ALL SHE CAN THINK ABOUT
IS THE NEXT FIX.
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IN THE END OF HER LETTER
SHE SAYS,
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00:12:34,054 --> 00:12:35,786
"THERE IS NO ESCAPE,
BUT I'M TERRIFIED
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OF GOING TO JAIL, AND EVEN MORE
OF BEING DOPE SICK."
219
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THIS IS WHEN
SHE WAS ABOUT 15,
220
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BEFORE THE ADDICTION
HAD STARTED.
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THIS IS HER GRADUATION PICTURE
WHERE SHE, AT THIS POINT,
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WAS SOMEWHERE AROUND
SEVEN TO EIGHT MONTHS CLEAN.
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AND THIS ONE WAS TAKEN
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PROBABLY ABOUT
TWO MONTHS AGO.
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AND SHE LOOKS HIGH TO ME.
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SHE WAS IN THE GIFTEDPROGRAM AT SCHOOL,
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CAPTAIN OF THECHEERLEADING SQUAD.
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00:13:06,619 --> 00:13:08,686
SHE HAD A LOTOF FRIENDS.
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SHE HAD
A BEAUTIFUL VOICE.
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SHE SANG AT WEDDINGS AND PLAYED
THE PIANO BEAUTIFULLY.
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SHE GOT THAT TALENT
FROM HER FATHER.
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BUT SHE NEVERLIKED HERSELF.
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WHEN YOU TALK TO PEOPLE
THAT DO NOT HAVE ADDICTS,
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THEY JUST
DON'T UNDERSTAND.
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YOU'LL OVERHEAR,
"WELL, WHERE WERE THE PARENTS?
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WHERE WERE YOU
WHEN THIS WAS HAPPENING?"
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I WAS RIGHT HERE.
I MEAN, I WAS RIGHT
WITH MY DAUGHTER.
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I HAD HER
IN EVERYTHING.
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I WAS-- YOU KNOW,
I KEPT HER BUSY.
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BUT, YOU KNOW--
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00:13:37,316 --> 00:13:40,484
OR "WHY DON'T YOU
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT?"
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YOU KNOW, I'VE DONE
EVERYTHING I COULD POSSIBLY
DO ABOUT IT.
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WHEN I PUT HER
IN TREATMENT, I WAS
LED TO BELIEVE--
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AND MAYBE IT WAS JUST ME
BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW,
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00:13:54,467 --> 00:13:56,467
AND THEY DIDN'T
EXPLAIN IT TO ME--
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THAT WE'RE GOING TO PUT YOUR
DAUGHTER INTO TREATMENT
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AND SHE'S GOING
TO GO THROUGH THE TREATMENT
248
00:14:01,807 --> 00:14:03,907
AND SHE'S GOING TO LEARN
WHAT SHE HAS TO DO.
249
00:14:03,976 --> 00:14:06,443
AND WHEN SHE CAME OUT
OF TREATMENT I THOUGHT,
250
00:14:06,512 --> 00:14:08,879
"THIS IS IT.
YOU KNOW, THIS IS GOOD."
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00:14:08,948 --> 00:14:10,551
BUT IT WASN'T.
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00:14:12,117 --> 00:14:15,052
WE'RE ALSO GOING TO NEED
TO CHECK THE HOUSE,
IF YOU DON'T MIND.
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( radio chatter )
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00:14:19,325 --> 00:14:21,491
I HAVEN'T
SEEN HER OR SPOKE
TO HER SINCE...
255
00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:24,028
DID PATOSKI GO
THROUGH EVERYTHING ELSE?
THE ATTIC AND ALL THAT?
256
00:14:24,097 --> 00:14:27,197
...SINCE ABOUT
TWO WEEKS AGO.
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00:14:27,266 --> 00:14:29,833
I CRY A LOT
AND SOMETIMES I THINK
I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT.
258
00:14:29,902 --> 00:14:32,503
BUT THEN I TURN AROUND AND SAY,
"I HAVE TO MAKE IT."
259
00:14:32,572 --> 00:14:34,505
I MEAN,
SHE'S ALL I HAVE.
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00:14:34,574 --> 00:14:36,606
IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME,
SHE WON'T MAKE IT.
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00:14:36,675 --> 00:14:39,877
I WANT HER TO MAKE IT
BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN HER.
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00:14:39,946 --> 00:14:42,883
I KNOW SHE CAN MAKE IT.
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00:14:53,526 --> 00:14:55,392
STEP.
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00:14:55,461 --> 00:14:58,232
THERE YOU GO,
'CAUSE I DON'T WANT
IT TO CHOKE YOU.
265
00:14:59,898 --> 00:15:02,900
Donna:
AUBREY WILL BE PICKED UP TODAYBY DETECTIVE MITCHELL.
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00:15:02,969 --> 00:15:06,073
SHE'LL BE TRANSPORTEDFOR A HEARING.
267
00:15:07,439 --> 00:15:11,308
I GOT THE CALL WHEN HE ALREADYHAD HER AT THE STATION.
268
00:15:11,377 --> 00:15:13,778
HE SAID, "I HAVE SOMEBODY HERE
THAT WANTS TO TALK TO YOU,"
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00:15:13,847 --> 00:15:16,280
AND I JUST CRIED.
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00:15:16,349 --> 00:15:19,916
I THINK IT WAS
JUST THE EMOTIONS
THAT BUILT UP INSIDE.
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I HEARD HER VOICEAND I JUST ALL LET LOOSE.
272
00:15:25,191 --> 00:15:27,725
BUT I'M NERVOUS.I'M NERVOUS WITHWHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN
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00:15:27,794 --> 00:15:29,359
AT THE MAGISTRATE'SOFFICE.
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00:15:29,428 --> 00:15:32,797
AND I'M PROBABLYMORE NERVOUS WITH HERCOMING HOME.
275
00:15:32,866 --> 00:15:36,400
'CAUSE IT'S NEVER
WORKED IN THE PAST.
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00:15:36,469 --> 00:15:38,969
I WAS JUST
DONE RUNNING.
277
00:15:39,038 --> 00:15:41,138
I COULDN'T
DO IT ANYMORE.
278
00:15:41,206 --> 00:15:44,574
YOU GOTTA FIND
A PLACE TO SLEEP
EVERY NIGHT.
279
00:15:44,643 --> 00:15:47,278
YOU GOTTA FIND
WAYS OF GETTING
MONEY EVERY DAY.
280
00:15:47,347 --> 00:15:49,617
IT'S JUST TOO MUCH.
281
00:15:52,418 --> 00:15:55,589
I DIDN'T CARE WHAT
HAPPENED JUST AS LONG
AS I GOT HIGH.
282
00:15:57,489 --> 00:16:00,624
BUT THEN NEAR
THE END IT'S JUST
THE MONEY RAN OUT.
283
00:16:00,693 --> 00:16:01,725
I HAD NOWHERE TO GO.
284
00:16:01,794 --> 00:16:04,862
I WAS LIKE--
RIGHT NOW, I CARE.
285
00:16:04,931 --> 00:16:07,334
THIS ISN'T
WHAT I WANT.
286
00:16:10,303 --> 00:16:13,303
Mitchell:
YOU READY? OKAY.
287
00:16:13,372 --> 00:16:15,609
THAN YOU VERY MUCH.
HAVE A GOOD DAY.
288
00:16:19,512 --> 00:16:21,646
- ONE MORE.
- DID YOU SAY THANK YOU?
289
00:16:21,714 --> 00:16:23,280
YES, MANY TIMES.
290
00:16:23,349 --> 00:16:26,384
I TOLD HER,
NO FRIENDS,
291
00:16:26,453 --> 00:16:28,553
NO NOTHING,NO VISITS,
292
00:16:28,621 --> 00:16:31,322
NO FAKE EATING
PARK LUNCHES, NO--
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- NOTHING.
- NOTHING.
294
00:16:42,068 --> 00:16:44,572
WE'RE GOING TO RUN
THE HOUSE LIKE A REHAB.
295
00:16:48,074 --> 00:16:49,640
I HOPE SO.
296
00:16:49,709 --> 00:16:52,410
I'M JUST TRYINGTO GET AT: WHAT'SIT GOING TO TAKE
297
00:16:52,479 --> 00:16:54,679
FOR YOU TO REACHYOUR BOTTOM?
298
00:16:54,748 --> 00:16:56,747
I DON'T REALLY KNOW
WHAT A BOTTOM IS.
299
00:16:56,816 --> 00:16:58,815
I GUESS IT'S DIFFERENT
FOR EVERYBODY.
300
00:16:58,884 --> 00:17:01,685
I MEAN, CAN I SAY
I'M NEVER GOING TO TAKE
301
00:17:01,754 --> 00:17:03,253
ANOTHER DRUG
OR ANOTHER DRINK
302
00:17:03,322 --> 00:17:05,522
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE?
NO, I CANNOT SAY THAT.
303
00:17:05,591 --> 00:17:07,959
CAN I SAY I'M NOT GOING
TO TAKE A DRUG OR DRINK TODAY?
304
00:17:08,028 --> 00:17:09,660
YEAH, I CAN.
305
00:17:09,729 --> 00:17:12,066
YOU KNOW?
IT WORKS LIKE THAT.
306
00:17:18,070 --> 00:17:20,571
I'M JUST THINKING,WHAT DID WE DO WRONG?
307
00:17:20,640 --> 00:17:22,506
OR DID WE DOANYTHING WRONG?
308
00:17:22,575 --> 00:17:25,309
WHAT DIDN'T WE DOTHAT WE NEED TO DOTHIS TIME?
309
00:17:25,378 --> 00:17:28,949
LIKE, STICKTO A PROGRAM.
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00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:33,250
I DON'T KNOW.
I NEED-- I NEED
TO NOT BE BORED.
311
00:17:33,319 --> 00:17:35,786
I NEED TO GET A JOB.
312
00:17:35,855 --> 00:17:38,392
I NEED TO MAKE
NEW FRIENDS THAT
DON'T USE.
313
00:17:40,460 --> 00:17:42,426
YOU NEED TOGO TO MEETINGS.
314
00:17:42,495 --> 00:17:45,229
I KNOW ENOUGH
ABOUT ADDICTION
AND RECOVERY.
315
00:17:45,298 --> 00:17:47,198
I MEAN, I'VE BEEN
GOING TO REHAB SINCE,
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00:17:47,267 --> 00:17:49,868
FOR WHAT, 10 YEARS
OR SOMETHING.
317
00:17:49,937 --> 00:17:52,336
- SO--
- 16.
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00:17:52,405 --> 00:17:54,171
16, WHATEVER.
319
00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:57,041
EIGHT YEARS, SEVEN YEARS.
320
00:17:57,110 --> 00:17:59,013
I COULD RUN A REHAB.
321
00:18:00,212 --> 00:18:02,613
WE NEED TO SIT DOWNAND MAKE A PLAN,
322
00:18:02,682 --> 00:18:04,682
A GOAL, A CONTRACT,SOMETHING,
323
00:18:04,751 --> 00:18:07,151
AND LIVE BY IT.
324
00:18:07,220 --> 00:18:09,687
- DOES THAT SOUND GOOD?
- YEP.
325
00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:11,655
YOU HELP MEAND I'LL HELP YOU,
326
00:18:11,724 --> 00:18:14,895
AND MAYBEWE'LL MAKE IT.
327
00:18:17,296 --> 00:18:19,800
- WHAT DO YOU THINK?
- SOUNDS GOOD.
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00:18:28,875 --> 00:18:30,808
{\an8}WHEN SOMEBODY
BEGINS TO THINK
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00:18:30,877 --> 00:18:34,044
{\an8}THAT A LOVED ONE
OR FAMILY MEMBER
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00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,414
{\an8}HAS A DRUG OR ALCOHOL PROBLEM
331
00:18:37,483 --> 00:18:39,583
{\an8}IT IS REALLY FRIGHTENING.
332
00:18:39,652 --> 00:18:42,420
BECAUSE NONE OF US KNOW
333
00:18:42,489 --> 00:18:45,656
HOW TO START, WHERE TO START
AND WHERE TO GO.
334
00:18:45,725 --> 00:18:49,160
{\an8}ADDICTION IS UNPLEASANT
TO THE PERSON WHO HAS IT,
335
00:18:49,229 --> 00:18:51,728
{\an8}AND TO THE FAMILY
OF THE PERSON THAT HAS IT.
336
00:18:51,797 --> 00:18:53,730
AND THAT'S WHY
YOU WANT TO TREAT IT.
337
00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:56,434
{\an8}THIS IS NOT SOMETHING
THAT DEVELOPS
338
00:18:56,503 --> 00:18:58,836
{\an8}OVERNIGHT FOR ANY INDIVIDUAL.
339
00:18:58,905 --> 00:19:02,039
{\an8}AND GENERALLY THERE IS
A SERIES OF STEPS
340
00:19:02,108 --> 00:19:04,909
THAT THE INDIVIDUALS
GO THROUGH
341
00:19:04,978 --> 00:19:07,944
FROM EXPERIMENTATION
AND OCCASIONAL USE
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00:19:08,013 --> 00:19:11,649
THROUGH THE ACTUAL LOSS
OF CONTROL OF USE.
343
00:19:11,718 --> 00:19:14,352
{\an8}USE BECOMES COMPULSIVE.
344
00:19:14,421 --> 00:19:16,920
{\an8}AND PEOPLE BECOME
PREOCCUPIED WITH IT.
345
00:19:16,989 --> 00:19:19,790
{\an8}IT BECOMES VERY
VERY IMPORTANT TO THEM.
346
00:19:19,859 --> 00:19:23,126
ONE OF THE WAYS
I DEFINE ADDICTION
347
00:19:23,195 --> 00:19:27,097
IS WANTING THE WRONG
THING VERY VERY BADLY.
348
00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:29,900
{\an8}DRUG ADDICTION
IS A DISEASE OF THE BRAIN
349
00:19:29,969 --> 00:19:32,603
{\an8}THAT TRANSLATES--
THAT THAT DISEASE
350
00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:36,040
{\an8}TRANSLATES INTO
ABNORMAL BEHAVIOR.
351
00:19:36,109 --> 00:19:39,477
{\an8}WHEN A PERSON
WHO HAS THIS DISEASE
352
00:19:39,546 --> 00:19:42,012
{\an8}IS EXPOSED TO CUES
OR STIMULI
353
00:19:42,081 --> 00:19:44,514
{\an8}THAT REMIND THEM OF,
354
00:19:44,583 --> 00:19:47,718
{\an8}OR HAVE PREVIOUSLY
BEEN ASSOCIATED WITH
THE USE OF A DRUG,
355
00:19:47,787 --> 00:19:51,521
{\an8}THERE IS AN UNCONTROLLABLE
REFLEX.
356
00:19:51,590 --> 00:19:53,791
IT HAPPENS VERY
VERY QUICKLY IN THE BRAIN.
357
00:19:53,860 --> 00:19:55,325
WE CAN SEE IT
IN BRAIN IMAGING.
358
00:19:55,394 --> 00:19:58,428
AND THE PERSON DOESN'T HAVE
THE ABILITY TO STOP IT.
359
00:19:58,497 --> 00:20:01,802
AS A MATTER OF FACT, IT MAY
HAPPEN BEFORE THEY'RE EVEN
CONSCIOUS OF IT.
360
00:20:07,307 --> 00:20:09,640
Man:
I'M OUT HERE ALONE NOW,
361
00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:12,580
TRYING TO HANG ON
AND SURVIVE.
362
00:20:15,081 --> 00:20:16,981
THE HOLIDAYS WERE ROUGH.
363
00:20:17,050 --> 00:20:20,051
I ACTUALLY THOUGHTTHIS ONE WOULD BE DIFFERENT.
364
00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:21,952
BUT RIGHT NEAR THE END
365
00:20:22,021 --> 00:20:24,158
SOME OTHER
THINGS HAPPENED...
366
00:20:26,526 --> 00:20:28,659
WITH MY WIFE
AND THE FAMILY
367
00:20:28,728 --> 00:20:32,166
AND I DIDN'T
RESPOND VERY WELL.
368
00:20:35,101 --> 00:20:38,102
I SAID, "I'M GOING
OUT FOR A LITTLE WHILE."
369
00:20:38,171 --> 00:20:39,770
I WENT OUT.
370
00:20:39,839 --> 00:20:42,507
I DON'T EVEN REALLY
REMEMBER WHERE I WENT
OR WHATEVER.
371
00:20:42,576 --> 00:20:44,341
BUT I DO REMEMBER
GOING OUTSIDE,
372
00:20:44,410 --> 00:20:47,845
WALKING AROUND, BUYING DRUGS.
I HAD MONEY.
373
00:20:47,914 --> 00:20:49,817
AND...
374
00:20:51,418 --> 00:20:54,154
USED--
AND JUST USED.
375
00:21:02,095 --> 00:21:05,730
{\an8}EVEN AFTER PEOPLE HAVE BEEN
DRUG FREE FOR
376
00:21:05,799 --> 00:21:08,198
{\an8}NOT JUST DAYS OR WEEKS,
BUT MONTHS OR YEARS,
377
00:21:08,267 --> 00:21:11,301
{\an8}THE TENDENCY TO RELAPSE
IS VERY STRONG.
378
00:21:11,370 --> 00:21:14,905
SO IT IS THE WAY
TO UNDERSTAND
379
00:21:14,974 --> 00:21:16,306
WHAT ADDICTIONS ARE.
380
00:21:16,375 --> 00:21:18,976
THE TENDENCY TO RELAPSE
IS PART OF THE DISORDER.
381
00:21:19,045 --> 00:21:21,178
IT'S NOT A FAILURE
OF TREATMENT.
382
00:21:21,247 --> 00:21:22,746
IT'S PART OF THE DISORDER.
383
00:21:22,815 --> 00:21:25,215
{\an8}I'VE ALWAYS LOST THE BATTLE,
AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL.
384
00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:28,618
{\an8}I'VE LOST THE BATTLE AGAIN
AND I'M USING AGAIN.
385
00:21:28,687 --> 00:21:31,956
YOU KNOW, I SIT AND WHEN
I'M ACTUALLY USING
386
00:21:32,025 --> 00:21:34,291
AFTER A BATTLE LIKE THAT,
I FEEL SO BAD.
387
00:21:34,360 --> 00:21:36,461
BECAUSE I COULDN'T WIN.
388
00:21:36,530 --> 00:21:39,033
OR I DIDN'T WIN.
389
00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:43,868
Childress: YOU'VE HAD A WILDTHREE OR FOUR MONTHS HERE.
390
00:21:43,937 --> 00:21:46,337
William:
A ROLLER-COASTER RIDE.
391
00:21:46,406 --> 00:21:48,172
RIGHT NOW I'M
IN A PERIOD WHERE
392
00:21:48,241 --> 00:21:50,774
I JUST CAN'T SEEM
TO GET WHAT I WANT.
393
00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:52,543
I DEFINITELY KNOW
WHAT I WANT.
394
00:21:52,612 --> 00:21:54,545
AND THAT'S CLEAN AND SOBER.
THAT'S THE END.
395
00:21:54,614 --> 00:21:57,181
- THAT'S THE END RESULT.
- YOU WANT TO GET
TO A GOOD SPOT.
396
00:21:57,250 --> 00:22:00,417
IT'S SO IMPORTANT TO DO
EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE DOING,
WHICH IS TO SAY,
397
00:22:00,486 --> 00:22:03,120
"IF I HAD 11 MONTHS
398
00:22:03,189 --> 00:22:04,955
GOOD FUNCTIONING,
CLEAN TIME BEFORE..."
399
00:22:05,024 --> 00:22:07,224
- YES.
- "...I CAN DO THAT AGAIN."
400
00:22:07,293 --> 00:22:11,328
IN FACT, ALL THE DATA
SAYS THAT THE MORE TIMES
YOU KEEP TRYING
401
00:22:11,397 --> 00:22:13,964
YOU INCREASE YOUR
LIKELIHOOD OF THAT SUCCESS
BEING MORE SUSTAINED.
402
00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:16,000
AND THAT'S REALLY
REALLY IMPORTANT.
403
00:22:16,069 --> 00:22:18,769
PATIENTS SAY,
"WHY CAN'T I JUST STOP?
404
00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:21,906
I'VE LOST SO MUCH.
I'VE PAID SUCH A HIGH PRICE."
405
00:22:21,975 --> 00:22:24,875
PARENTS SAY,
"WHY CAN'T THEY JUST STOP?
406
00:22:24,944 --> 00:22:27,778
THEY'VE COMPLETELY
WRECKED THEIR LIVES.
407
00:22:27,847 --> 00:22:30,480
OUR LIVES TOO.
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST STOP?"
408
00:22:30,549 --> 00:22:34,085
AND WHAT WE'RE
BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND
NOW AT THE LEVEL OF THE BRAIN
409
00:22:34,154 --> 00:22:35,653
IS THAT THERE ARE
A LOT OF CARDS
410
00:22:35,722 --> 00:22:37,821
THAT ARE STACKED
IN THE WRONG DIRECTION HERE.
411
00:22:37,890 --> 00:22:39,823
I'M SO STRONG-WILLED
IN SUCH OTHER THINGS
412
00:22:39,892 --> 00:22:43,627
THAT PEOPLE-- PEOPLE COULD
ACTUALLY-- THERE'S PEOPLE
THAT WOULD SAY TO YOU,
413
00:22:43,696 --> 00:22:45,696
"YEAH, HE'S STRONG-
WILLED IN THIS WAY."
414
00:22:45,765 --> 00:22:48,365
- SO WHY CAN'T HE BE STRONG-
WILLED IN THIS WAY?
- EXACTLY.
415
00:22:48,434 --> 00:22:51,369
SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT FOR
PEOPLE TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND
416
00:22:51,438 --> 00:22:53,304
IT'S NOT A MATTER
417
00:22:53,373 --> 00:22:56,507
OF MORAL FIBER OR
CHARACTER OR JUST
WANTING IT ENOUGH.
418
00:22:56,576 --> 00:22:58,842
YOU'VE GOT PARTS
OF THE BRAIN HERE
THAT THINK
419
00:22:58,911 --> 00:23:00,544
WHEN THEY SEE
THESE SIGNALS FOR A DRUG,
420
00:23:00,613 --> 00:23:03,947
THAT THAT'S AS IMPORTANT
AS A RELATIONSHIP,
421
00:23:04,016 --> 00:23:06,650
AS THE BEST FOOD
YOU EVER SAW.
422
00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:09,953
IT'S-- IT'S A TRICK THAT'S
PLAYED ON THE BRAIN.
423
00:23:10,022 --> 00:23:12,690
AND IN A WAY THAT
TENDS TO LEAVE OUT
424
00:23:12,759 --> 00:23:14,925
THIS DECISION-MAKING
PART OF YOUR BRAIN.
425
00:23:14,994 --> 00:23:18,161
SO IN THE BRAIN WE HAVE
THESE TWO IMPORTANT SYSTEMS.
426
00:23:18,230 --> 00:23:22,132
THE "GO" SYSTEM,
THE ANCIENT "GO" CIRCUIT
FOR HELPING US RESPOND
427
00:23:22,201 --> 00:23:25,435
TO NATURAL REWARDS
THAT ARE SO IMPORTANT
FOR OUR SURVIVAL.
428
00:23:25,504 --> 00:23:28,905
AND THE "STOP" SYSTEM,
THE MORE RECENT FRONTAL
LOBE SYSTEM
429
00:23:28,974 --> 00:23:32,410
THAT'S IMPORTANT
FOR HELPING US CONSIDER
WHEN IT'S IMPORTANT NOT TO GO,
430
00:23:32,479 --> 00:23:35,516
NOT TO ACT ON THE PULL
OF THAT REWARD.
431
00:23:49,529 --> 00:23:52,262
WHEN THINGS ARE WORKING
RIGHT, THE GO CIRCUITRY
432
00:23:52,331 --> 00:23:55,466
AND THE STOP CIRCUITRY
REALLY ARE INTERCONNECTED
433
00:23:55,535 --> 00:23:57,468
AND REALLY TALKING
TO EACH OTHER
434
00:23:57,537 --> 00:23:59,469
TO HELP YOU
WEIGH THE CONSEQUENCES
435
00:23:59,538 --> 00:24:03,307
OF A DECISION AND DECIDE
WHEN TO GO OR NOT TO GO.
436
00:24:03,376 --> 00:24:06,477
SO IT'S NOT THAT
THEY'RE SEPARABLE.
437
00:24:06,546 --> 00:24:09,881
THEY'RE INTERACTIVE.
THEY'RE INTERLINKED
AT ALL TIMES.
438
00:24:09,950 --> 00:24:11,815
IT'S JUST THAT
IT'S INTERESTING,
439
00:24:11,884 --> 00:24:15,086
WITH OUR PATIENT SITUATION,
IT IS AS THOUGH THEY
440
00:24:15,155 --> 00:24:17,321
HAVE BECOME FUNCTIONALLY
DISCONNECTED.
441
00:24:17,390 --> 00:24:19,323
IT IS AS THOUGH
THE GO SYSTEM
442
00:24:19,392 --> 00:24:21,626
IS SORT OF RUNNING OFF
ON ITS OWN,
443
00:24:21,695 --> 00:24:23,628
IS A ROGUE SYSTEM NOW,
444
00:24:23,697 --> 00:24:26,530
AND IS NOT INTERACTING
445
00:24:26,599 --> 00:24:30,471
IN A REGULAR, SEAMLESS,
INTEGRATED WAY WITH
THE STOP SYSTEM.
446
00:24:35,007 --> 00:24:37,875
THIS IS THE TRIGGER--
ALL OF THIS AROUND ME.
447
00:24:37,944 --> 00:24:41,044
YOU CAN TURN AROUND
AND LOOK AT ALL THAT, AND ALL
THAT'S A TRIGGER
448
00:24:41,113 --> 00:24:44,482
BECAUSE ALL OF THISIS WHERE I'M FROM
449
00:24:44,551 --> 00:24:48,051
AND I'VE ALWAYS USEDIN THIS AREA.
450
00:24:48,120 --> 00:24:50,087
SO YOU IMAGINE,
THE TRIGGER IS HERE.
451
00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:52,423
THE TRIGGER
IS NOT ONLY UP HERE,
452
00:24:52,492 --> 00:24:55,796
THE TRIGGER IS WHEN
I WALK OUT, OPEN MY EYES
AND WHAT I SEE.
453
00:24:59,465 --> 00:25:03,834
THE PATIENT SEES,
SMELLS, EXPERIENCES
454
00:25:03,903 --> 00:25:06,136
THINGS THAT REMIND THEM
OF THEIR DRUG OF ABUSE.
455
00:25:06,205 --> 00:25:09,973
AND INSTEAD
OF BEING ABLE TO SAY,
"WAIT A MINUTE.
456
00:25:10,042 --> 00:25:12,743
THINK ABOUT WHAT
HAPPENED LAST WEEK.
457
00:25:12,812 --> 00:25:15,712
YOU LOST YOUR JOB.
YOU ALMOST LOST YOUR LIFE."
458
00:25:15,781 --> 00:25:19,750
INSTEAD THE STOP SYSTEM
DOESN'T SEEM TO GET INTO
THE PICTURE AT ALL.
459
00:25:19,819 --> 00:25:21,755
IT'S ALL ABOUT GO.
460
00:25:26,759 --> 00:25:28,726
ONE OF THE EXCITINGTHINGS ABOUT NOW
461
00:25:28,795 --> 00:25:31,762
IN TERMS OF OURUNDERSTANDING ADDICTION
462
00:25:31,831 --> 00:25:33,597
IS THAT FORTHE FIRST TIME
463
00:25:33,666 --> 00:25:35,599
IN ALL OF HUMAN HISTORY
464
00:25:35,668 --> 00:25:37,601
WE CAN PEEK
INSIDE THE BRAIN
465
00:25:37,670 --> 00:25:39,203
AND SEE
WHAT MAY BE BROKEN.
466
00:25:39,272 --> 00:25:42,707
AND IF WE CAN SEE
WHAT'S BROKEN,
467
00:25:42,776 --> 00:25:45,209
WE HAVE AN IDEA
468
00:25:45,278 --> 00:25:47,047
ABOUT HOW
TO GO ABOUT FIXING IT.
469
00:25:51,417 --> 00:25:55,719
WE WANTED TO UNDERSTANDHOW LITTLE DOES IT TAKE
470
00:25:55,788 --> 00:25:57,722
TO GET THIS SENSITIVEREWARD CIRCUIT
471
00:25:57,791 --> 00:26:00,694
ACTIVATED AND OFFTO A HEAD START.
472
00:26:02,661 --> 00:26:06,296
SO WHAT WE'VE NOTICED
IN THE PAST YEAR IS THAT
THE SYSTEM
473
00:26:06,365 --> 00:26:08,298
CAN BE ACTIVATEDWHEN WE SHOW PICTURES
474
00:26:08,367 --> 00:26:11,402
THAT ARE AS SHORTAS 33 MILLISECONDS;
475
00:26:11,471 --> 00:26:14,838
WITH THINGSTHAT ARE SO SHORT
476
00:26:14,907 --> 00:26:18,575
THAT THEY AREOUTSIDE AWARENESS.
477
00:26:18,644 --> 00:26:21,678
SO WHAT'S REALLY DIFFICULTHERE FOR THE STOP SYSTEM
478
00:26:21,747 --> 00:26:24,748
IS WE KNOW THAT THE MESSAGE
DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE
479
00:26:24,817 --> 00:26:26,851
TO GET UP TO THE FRONTAL LOBES
FOR THEM TO WEIGH IN.
480
00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:28,785
IT'S COMING INUNDER THE RADAR
481
00:26:28,854 --> 00:26:32,322
BEFORE YOU HAVEA CHANCE TO MOUNTA DEFENSE.
482
00:26:32,391 --> 00:26:35,926
SO WHAT'S SO IMPRESSIVETO ME IS THAT
483
00:26:35,995 --> 00:26:39,363
THIS GO SYSTEM
IS SO INCREDIBLY SENSITIVE
484
00:26:39,432 --> 00:26:42,266
THAT WHILE MANY
OF THE THINGS
485
00:26:42,335 --> 00:26:44,167
WE EXPERIENCE
ARE MULTIPLE SECONDS LONG,
486
00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:46,437
THEY DON'T HAVE TO BETO GET IT GOING.
487
00:26:46,506 --> 00:26:48,472
FOR OUR PATIENTS,I THINK IT WILL BE
488
00:26:48,541 --> 00:26:50,507
A HELPFUL PIECE OF NEWS
489
00:26:50,576 --> 00:26:53,844
BECAUSE FOR THEM,THEY SOMETIMES COULDN'TPOINT TO THE CUE
490
00:26:53,913 --> 00:26:57,514
OR LABEL THE CUETHAT SET OFF THISCRAVING STATE.
491
00:26:57,583 --> 00:27:00,617
IF THIS KINDOF MOMENT ARISESSO QUICKLY,
492
00:27:00,686 --> 00:27:03,587
WE NEED SOMETHING TO BEIN PLACE
493
00:27:03,656 --> 00:27:07,257
TO SORT OF BRING THINGS
INTO A MANAGEABLE RANGE
494
00:27:07,326 --> 00:27:10,598
BEFORE THE CHALLENGE
OF A GO MOMENT.
495
00:27:14,034 --> 00:27:15,967
WE'VE BEGUN TO STUDYA MEDICATION
496
00:27:16,036 --> 00:27:17,834
THAT WOULD HELPQUIET THINGS DOWN,
497
00:27:17,903 --> 00:27:21,838
THAT WOULD SORT OF, LIKE,TUNE DOWN THE VOLUME ONTHE GO SYSTEM.
498
00:27:21,907 --> 00:27:25,176
THIS MEDICATION, CALLEDBACLOFEN , IT'S FAMILIAR.
499
00:27:25,245 --> 00:27:27,411
IT'S BEEN AROUND
A LONG TIME.
500
00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:30,247
BUT WE'VE FOUND THAT
IT CAN REDUCE
501
00:27:30,316 --> 00:27:32,482
THE ACTIVITY IN THIS
SYSTEM A LITTLE BIT,
502
00:27:32,551 --> 00:27:35,786
BRINGING IT SORT OF INTO
A MORE MANAGEABLE RANGE.
503
00:27:35,855 --> 00:27:37,788
SO WHAT THISPICTURE SHOWS
504
00:27:37,857 --> 00:27:40,491
IS THAT IN PATIENTS
505
00:27:40,560 --> 00:27:43,227
WHO ARE UNTREATED,
506
00:27:43,296 --> 00:27:46,163
WHO HAVE NO MEDICATION,
507
00:27:46,232 --> 00:27:49,600
WHO SEE HALF-SECOND
COCAINE CUES,
508
00:27:49,669 --> 00:27:53,471
THE BRAIN
HAS AN INTENSE DIALOGUE.
509
00:27:53,540 --> 00:27:55,639
ONE WAY TO THINKABOUT THIS PICTURE
510
00:27:55,708 --> 00:27:58,609
IS THAT YOU'RE SEEINGA VISUAL REPRESENTATION
511
00:27:58,678 --> 00:28:01,011
OF "LET'S GO FOR IT."
512
00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:03,947
{\an8}AND YOU CAN TELL THATIT'S A VERY INTENSE DIALOGUE
513
00:28:04,016 --> 00:28:07,351
{\an8}BECAUSE OF THESEVERY HOT SPOTS.
514
00:28:07,420 --> 00:28:09,353
ON THE OTHER HAND,
515
00:28:09,422 --> 00:28:11,722
WHEN WE LOOK AT PATIENTS
516
00:28:11,791 --> 00:28:14,392
WHO ARE TREATED FOR SEVENDAYS WITH BACLOFEN,
517
00:28:14,461 --> 00:28:16,461
WHAT YOU CAN SEEIS THAT NOW
518
00:28:16,530 --> 00:28:18,395
THIS INTENSE CONVERSATION
519
00:28:18,464 --> 00:28:22,266
HAS BEEN REDUCEDTO A WHISPER.
520
00:28:22,335 --> 00:28:24,335
{\an8}IT'S NOT THATTHE BRAIN IS DEAD.
521
00:28:24,404 --> 00:28:26,304
{\an8}THERE'S ACTIVITY.
522
00:28:26,373 --> 00:28:28,906
BUT INSTEAD OF
"GO GO GO,"
523
00:28:28,975 --> 00:28:31,441
IT'S "I DON'T KNOW.
524
00:28:31,510 --> 00:28:33,878
DOESN'T SEEM LIKE
IT'S WORTH GOING."
525
00:28:33,947 --> 00:28:37,247
SO THE HOPE IS THAT YOU
WOULD HAVE A CHANCE
526
00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:39,283
FOR THE FRONTAL LOBE
TO DO ITS THING,
527
00:28:39,352 --> 00:28:42,753
TO BE ABLE TO WEIGH IN
AND HAVE A CHANCE
528
00:28:42,822 --> 00:28:46,123
TO PUT INTO PLACE
GOOD DECISION-MAKING.
529
00:28:46,192 --> 00:28:48,459
I DO NOT WANT
TO LIVE MY LIFE
530
00:28:48,528 --> 00:28:51,929
UNDER THE GRIPS
OF MY ADDICTION.
531
00:28:51,998 --> 00:28:54,132
I WILL BE AN
ADDICT PROBABLY--
532
00:28:54,201 --> 00:28:56,099
I WILL BE AN ADDICT
ALL MY LIFE.
533
00:28:56,168 --> 00:28:59,870
BUT I WANT TO NOT BE
AN ADDICT USING.
534
00:28:59,939 --> 00:29:02,973
SO THE HOPE
OF THE FUTURE IS
535
00:29:03,042 --> 00:29:05,009
MEDICATIONS AND BEHAVIORAL
TREATMENTS
536
00:29:05,078 --> 00:29:07,044
THAT CAN COMBINE
537
00:29:07,113 --> 00:29:10,417
TO LITERALLY
RESET THE BRAIN.
538
00:29:30,870 --> 00:29:33,237
THIS IS ME
IN THE SIXTH GRADE.
539
00:29:33,306 --> 00:29:35,807
I WAS KIND OF HIGH
IN THAT PICTURE.
540
00:29:35,876 --> 00:29:38,412
VISINE'S ALL YOU NEED.
541
00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:49,821
{\an8}OF ALL OF THE MENTAL DISEASES
THAT I'VE SEEN,
542
00:29:49,890 --> 00:29:51,822
{\an8}THERE'S NOTHING
THAT I HAVE SEEN
543
00:29:51,891 --> 00:29:55,158
{\an8}THAT DISRUPTS MORE A FAMILY
THAN HAVING A KID
WHO'S ADDICTED.
544
00:29:55,227 --> 00:29:58,462
IT CAN BE DRUGS OR ACTUALLY
IT COULD BE ALCOHOL.
545
00:29:58,531 --> 00:30:00,831
I JUST EXPERIMENTED
WITH ALL OF THEM.
546
00:30:00,900 --> 00:30:04,171
{\an8}LIKE EX, METH,
MUSHROOMS.
547
00:30:06,939 --> 00:30:10,675
{\an8}THE ONE THAT I LIKED
THE BEST WAS BUD BECAUSE
548
00:30:10,744 --> 00:30:13,143
{\an8}IT JUST-- LIKE, IT WAS--
549
00:30:13,212 --> 00:30:15,812
{\an8}IT WAS A CALMING FEELING.
550
00:30:15,881 --> 00:30:19,684
I HAD RACING THOUGHTS
ALL THE TIME AND IT JUST
CHILLED ME OUT.
551
00:30:19,753 --> 00:30:20,918
AND I LIKED
THAT FEELING.
552
00:30:20,987 --> 00:30:23,157
( heavy metal music playing )
553
00:30:24,357 --> 00:30:27,991
YEAH, I REMEMBER
I TOOK 10 CAPS OF SHROOMS.
554
00:30:28,060 --> 00:30:30,527
AND THAT'S ENOUGH
TO KILL YOU.
555
00:30:30,596 --> 00:30:34,231
SO I JUST THOUGHT--
556
00:30:34,300 --> 00:30:38,002
I WAS LIKE, "WOW, I'M AMAZED
THAT I'M STILL ALIVE
AFTER THAT."
557
00:30:38,071 --> 00:30:40,905
{\an8}THE ADOLESCENT BRAIN
IS DIFFERENT
558
00:30:40,974 --> 00:30:42,540
{\an8}FROM THAT OF AN ADULT.
559
00:30:42,609 --> 00:30:44,575
{\an8}AND THAT LEADS
TO BEHAVIORS
560
00:30:44,644 --> 00:30:46,143
{\an8}THAT DEFINITELY PUT THEM
561
00:30:46,212 --> 00:30:49,247
{\an8}AT MUCH HIGHER RISK
TO WANT TO TRY DRUGS
562
00:30:49,316 --> 00:30:51,282
{\an8}THAN THE BRAIN
OF AN ADULT.
563
00:30:51,351 --> 00:30:55,252
{\an8}THEY HAVE EVEN LESS OVERRIDE
OF THEIR IMPULSIVITY.
564
00:30:55,321 --> 00:30:59,523
{\an8}AND PROBABLY FROM FACTORS
565
00:30:59,592 --> 00:31:01,292
{\an8}THAT EXISTED BEFORE
THEY USED DRUGS
566
00:31:01,361 --> 00:31:04,064
{\an8}AND EXACERBATED
BY USING DRUGS.
567
00:31:07,466 --> 00:31:10,934
Scott:
DYLAN WAS TURNING 10--10 AND A HALF
568
00:31:11,003 --> 00:31:14,538
WHEN HIS FATHER,HIS BIRTH FATHER, LEFT HIM.
569
00:31:14,607 --> 00:31:17,240
{\an8}HE LEFT WITHOUT GIVING
HIS KIDS ANY WORD.
570
00:31:17,309 --> 00:31:20,677
{\an8}AND THEN HE STARTED
TO WITHDRAW AND GET--
571
00:31:20,746 --> 00:31:23,147
{\an8}HE WENT INTO
A DEPRESSED STATE
572
00:31:23,216 --> 00:31:25,215
{\an8}THAT WE DIDN'T
RECOGNIZE AT FIRST.
573
00:31:25,284 --> 00:31:27,284
WHEN HE WAS IN
FIFTH AND SIXTH GRADE
574
00:31:27,353 --> 00:31:29,320
HE STARTED USING
AT THE GRADE SCHOOL
575
00:31:29,389 --> 00:31:32,189
VARIOUS DRUGS
THAT WERE AVAILABLE,
576
00:31:32,258 --> 00:31:34,458
AND THEN EVEN ALCOHOL
THAT HE COULD FIND.
577
00:31:34,527 --> 00:31:39,163
AND HE DID THIS FOR--
WELL, UP TO PRESENT DAY.
578
00:31:39,232 --> 00:31:41,432
BUT HE USED
ANY TYPE OF DRUG,
579
00:31:41,501 --> 00:31:43,200
ANYTHING HE CAN GET
HIS HANDS ON.
580
00:31:43,269 --> 00:31:44,935
HE WAS KNOWN
AS A CUTTER.
581
00:31:45,004 --> 00:31:48,038
AND WE FOUND OUT A LOT
OF ADOLESCENT TEENS
ARE DOING THAT.
582
00:31:48,107 --> 00:31:51,642
HE THOUGHT IT WOULD
RELEASE STRESS,
583
00:31:51,711 --> 00:31:54,277
BUT IT DID
NOTHING MORE THAN LEAVE
PERMANENT MARKS.
584
00:31:54,346 --> 00:31:57,614
AND THEN HE STARTED
BEING AGGRESSIVE AGAIN
TOWARDS HIMSELF
585
00:31:57,683 --> 00:32:01,118
BY CUTTING HIS FACE.
HE BURNED HIS FACE
WITH A NEEDLE.
586
00:32:01,187 --> 00:32:04,455
HE TOOK IT OUT
ON THINGS
587
00:32:04,524 --> 00:32:06,156
THAT HE KNEW HE
WOULDN'T HURT PEOPLE,
588
00:32:06,225 --> 00:32:09,092
BUT HE WOULD
EITHER HURT HIMSELF
OR MATERIAL THINGS.
589
00:32:09,161 --> 00:32:11,461
{\an8}IF YOU LOOK AT KIDS
COMING INTO TREATMENT,
590
00:32:11,530 --> 00:32:15,132
{\an8}THEY'RE CHARACTERIZED
BY HAVING MULTIPLE PROBLEMS.
IT'S NOT ONE THING.
591
00:32:15,201 --> 00:32:18,101
{\an8}ALCOHOL OR DRUG USE
MAY NOT EVEN BE THEIR
MOST SEVERE PROBLEM.
592
00:32:18,170 --> 00:32:21,338
THEY MAY HAVE PROBLEMS
WITH DEPRESSION, WITH SUICIDE
IDEATION.
593
00:32:21,407 --> 00:32:25,275
THEY MAY BE CUTTING
THEMSELVES OR BURNING THEMSELVES
OR MUTILATING THEMSELVES.
594
00:32:25,344 --> 00:32:27,344
ABOUT A THIRD OF THEM DO.
595
00:32:27,413 --> 00:32:30,581
THEY MAY HAVE PROBLEMS
WITH ANGER AND CONTROLLING
THEIR TEMPERS.
596
00:32:30,650 --> 00:32:34,017
THEY MAY HAVE PROBLEMS
RUNNING AWAY OR FOLLOWING
RULES AND ORDERS.
597
00:32:34,086 --> 00:32:37,588
SO IT TENDS TO NOT BE
ONE THING BUT MULTIPLE THINGS.
598
00:32:37,657 --> 00:32:39,556
{\an8}DYLAN GOT IN TROUBLE
LAST FALL.
599
00:32:39,625 --> 00:32:43,027
{\an8}BASICALLY HE WAS STARTING
TO HAVE RAGE EPISODES
600
00:32:43,096 --> 00:32:46,763
{\an8}WHERE HE WOULD COULDN'T
CONTROL HIS ANGER AT ALL.
601
00:32:46,832 --> 00:32:50,334
THE DAY DYLAN DECIDED
TO BREAK OUR WINDOWS
602
00:32:50,403 --> 00:32:52,103
WITH A SLINGSHOT
WRIST ROCKET,
603
00:32:52,172 --> 00:32:54,838
HE HAD AN ARGUMENT
OVER DOING A CHORE.
604
00:32:54,907 --> 00:32:58,742
IT WAS A VERY SIMPLE TASK,
BUT HE DIDN'T FEEL HE NEEDED
TO DO IT.
605
00:32:58,811 --> 00:33:01,846
SO HE SNUCK OUTSIDE,
SHOT OUT THE WINDOWS.
606
00:33:01,915 --> 00:33:04,648
AND BY DOING SO I HAD
TO GO OUT AND CONFRONT HIM.
607
00:33:04,717 --> 00:33:07,684
AND HE WAS HOLDING THE WEAPON,
AIMING IT AT ME.
608
00:33:07,753 --> 00:33:10,554
I WASN'T SURE IF HE
WAS GONNA SHOOT ME OR WHAT.
609
00:33:10,623 --> 00:33:12,456
BUT HE DIDN'T.
610
00:33:12,525 --> 00:33:15,292
HIS MOM ACTUALLY CALLED
THE SHERIFF.
611
00:33:15,361 --> 00:33:18,829
AND THAT WAS VERY HARD,
TO TURN IN YOUR OWN SON.
612
00:33:18,898 --> 00:33:22,766
I FELT LIKE I WAS--
613
00:33:22,835 --> 00:33:24,468
LIKE THE WORLD WAS
ON MY SHOULDERS.
614
00:33:24,537 --> 00:33:27,638
LIKE, "OH, I AM THIS RESPONSIBLE
ADULT FOR THIS CHILD
615
00:33:27,707 --> 00:33:29,573
AND THIS KID AND HE'S
DOING THIS STUFF
616
00:33:29,642 --> 00:33:31,245
AND THERE'S NOTHING
I CAN DO."
617
00:33:32,712 --> 00:33:35,446
LESS THAN ONE IN 10ADOLESCENTS WHO ALREADY
618
00:33:35,515 --> 00:33:38,115
MEET CLINICAL CRITERIAFOR ABUSE OR DEPENDENCE
619
00:33:38,184 --> 00:33:39,784
ARE SHOWING UPTO TREATMENT.
620
00:33:39,853 --> 00:33:41,785
{\an8}NOW WHAT THAT MEANS
IS WE'RE DOING A BAD JOB
621
00:33:41,854 --> 00:33:43,587
{\an8}OF IDENTIFYING
AND GETTING YOUR KIDS
622
00:33:43,656 --> 00:33:46,423
{\an8}WHO HAVE PROBLEMS
INTO TREATMENT.
623
00:33:46,492 --> 00:33:48,759
THIS IS VERY DIFFICULT
BECAUSE IT'S NOT ONE THING.
624
00:33:48,828 --> 00:33:50,761
PART OF IT MAY BE THAT
PARENTS AND TEACHERS
625
00:33:50,830 --> 00:33:54,665
ARE HOPING, POSITIVELY,
THAT THEY'LL GROW OUT OF IT.
626
00:33:54,734 --> 00:33:57,267
UNFORTUNATELY THIS
IS A VERY RISKY THING TO DO.
627
00:33:57,336 --> 00:34:01,005
IT'S MUCH MORE IMPORTANT
TO OVERREACT, POSSIBLY.
628
00:34:01,074 --> 00:34:02,606
{\an8}BOREDOM IS A REALLY
BIG TRIGGER.
629
00:34:02,675 --> 00:34:04,942
{\an8}LIKE, YOU KNOW,
YOU'RE JUST SITTING AROUND
THE HOUSE BORED.
630
00:34:05,011 --> 00:34:08,212
{\an8}YOU GOT A BIG SACK
OF WEED AND A COUPLE BEERS.
631
00:34:08,281 --> 00:34:10,648
HAVE A PARTY
RIGHT THERE.
632
00:34:10,717 --> 00:34:13,183
{\an8}MY PARENTS WOULD BE
LIKE STRAIGHT UP,
633
00:34:13,252 --> 00:34:15,519
{\an8}LIKE YELLING IN MY FACE.
LIKE, YOU KNOW,
634
00:34:15,588 --> 00:34:18,255
{\an8}"YOU FUCKIN' BLAH, BLAH,
BLAH, BLAH."
635
00:34:18,324 --> 00:34:20,357
AND I'D JUST BE SITTING
THERE LIKE, "UH-HUH."
636
00:34:20,426 --> 00:34:22,593
AND MY MIND WOULD
JUST BE SOMEWHERE ELSE.
637
00:34:22,662 --> 00:34:24,561
AND I WOULD JUST
BE THINKING ABOUT,
638
00:34:24,630 --> 00:34:27,801
"THANK GOD I GOT ANOTHER GRAM
STASHED SOMEWHERE IN MY ROOM."
639
00:34:28,968 --> 00:34:31,234
{\an8}HE'S HAD ONE TOOL
IN THE TOOL BAG. YOU KNOW?
640
00:34:31,303 --> 00:34:34,004
{\an8}"IT'S, YOU KNOW, IT'S A BAD DAY.
I THINK I'LL GET HIGH.
641
00:34:34,073 --> 00:34:35,806
{\an8}THE SUN IS SHINING.
I THINK I'LL--
642
00:34:35,875 --> 00:34:38,342
{\an8}MY GIRLFRIEND BROKE UP WITH ME.
I THINK I'LL GET HIGH."
643
00:34:38,411 --> 00:34:40,644
KIDS DIDN'T COME
TO TREATMENT AND SAY,
644
00:34:40,713 --> 00:34:42,479
"I WANT TO STOP USING DRUGS,"
645
00:34:42,548 --> 00:34:45,449
BECAUSE THEY'RE THE BEST THING
THAT EVER HAPPENED TO THEM.
646
00:34:45,518 --> 00:34:47,784
WHY WOULD THEY?
IT'S THEIR ONE COPING SKILL.
647
00:34:47,853 --> 00:34:51,388
TED'S FLUNKED OUT OF
AN OUTPATIENT PROCESS.
648
00:34:51,457 --> 00:34:54,625
{\an8}I MEAN, THE VERY FIRST DAY
THEY TOLD HIM HOW TO FAKE
THE URINE TESTS.
649
00:34:54,694 --> 00:34:57,594
{\an8}AND SO FROM WEEK ONE
HE WAS DOING IT.
650
00:34:57,663 --> 00:35:01,432
IT FINALLY GOT TO THE POINTTHAT TED HAD BEEN KICKEDOUT OF BOTH OF OUR HOUSES.
651
00:35:01,501 --> 00:35:04,501
AND THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY
WE GOT HIM IN HERE.
652
00:35:04,570 --> 00:35:07,138
THE ONLY WAY WE GOT HIM INTO
INPATIENT TREATMENT
653
00:35:07,207 --> 00:35:10,041
WAS TO REALLY PUSH...
654
00:35:10,110 --> 00:35:11,909
THAT FAR.
655
00:35:11,978 --> 00:35:14,912
{\an8}SO THE PARENTS BECOME
VERY ANGRY AT THE KID.
656
00:35:14,981 --> 00:35:17,047
{\an8}AND THE KID THEN REACTS OUT.
657
00:35:17,116 --> 00:35:20,751
{\an8}THEN YOU START TO CREATE
A DYNAMIC THAT'S VERY NEGATIVE.
658
00:35:20,820 --> 00:35:22,719
THAT'S NOT GOING TO HELP
THE ADOLESCENT,
659
00:35:22,788 --> 00:35:25,989
NOR IS IT GOING
TO HELP THE PARENT.
660
00:35:26,058 --> 00:35:29,860
BECAUSE THE ADOLESCENT
WILL REBEL AGAINST THESE
NEGATIVE ATTITUDES.
661
00:35:29,929 --> 00:35:32,496
ONE OF THE INTERVENTIONSTHAT HAS BEEN SHOWN
662
00:35:32,565 --> 00:35:35,365
TO BE QUITE EFFECTIVEARE FAMILY INTERVENTIONS
663
00:35:35,434 --> 00:35:38,939
WHERE YOU ENGAGE THE FAMILYAS PART OF THE TREATMENT.
664
00:35:39,972 --> 00:35:43,274
THE CHOICES THAT DYLAN MAKES
WILL RESULT IN EITHER
665
00:35:43,343 --> 00:35:45,276
MORE FREEDOM...
666
00:35:45,345 --> 00:35:48,713
OR A TIGHTER BOX.
667
00:35:48,782 --> 00:35:50,885
AND IT'S ALL ON DYLAN.
668
00:35:52,118 --> 00:35:54,552
Riggs:
OFTENTIMES FAMILIESARE REALLY ANGRY.
669
00:35:54,621 --> 00:35:56,386
{\an8}PARENTS ARE REALLY ANGRYWITH THEIR KIDS
670
00:35:56,455 --> 00:35:59,723
{\an8}BY THE TIME THEY GET TO DRUG
TREATMENT BECAUSE THEY'VE
LIED TO THEM.
671
00:35:59,792 --> 00:36:01,725
{\an8}YOU KNOW, THEY SNEAK
OUT THE WINDOW.
672
00:36:01,794 --> 00:36:05,129
{\an8}THEY GO OUT AT NIGHT.
THEY AREN'T HOME ON TIME.
PARENTS ARE REALLY ANGRY.
673
00:36:05,198 --> 00:36:07,798
THEY HAVE A HARD TIME
WITH TRUST
674
00:36:07,867 --> 00:36:09,800
OR EVEN POSITIVELY
REINFORCING THEIR KIDS.
675
00:36:09,869 --> 00:36:11,603
DYLAN, LET ME PUT ITTHIS WAY:
676
00:36:11,672 --> 00:36:13,837
IF YOU GIVE ME REASONS
677
00:36:13,906 --> 00:36:15,873
TO PUT MY THUMB ON YOU,
THAT'S YOUR FAULT.
678
00:36:15,942 --> 00:36:19,009
AND IF YOU GO CRAZY
BECAUSE YOU'RE SO RESTRICTED,
679
00:36:19,078 --> 00:36:22,746
THAT'S YOUR FAULT.
AND YOU PAY THE CONSEQUENCES
FOR THAT.
680
00:36:22,815 --> 00:36:25,753
YOU CAN GO BACK TO MONTVIEW,
TO DETENTION.
681
00:36:27,454 --> 00:36:29,053
WHAT A CONCEPT.
682
00:36:29,122 --> 00:36:31,288
{\an8}THERE ARE VERY
ABNORMAL PATTERNS
683
00:36:31,357 --> 00:36:33,657
{\an8}IN THE COMMUNICATION
OF THE FAMILY MEMBERS
684
00:36:33,726 --> 00:36:36,193
{\an8}THAT DEVELOP AS A RESULT
OF THE ADDICTION.
685
00:36:36,262 --> 00:36:39,430
IF NOT DEALT WITH,
THOSE ABNORMAL PATTERNS
686
00:36:39,499 --> 00:36:42,099
MAY CONTRIBUTE
TO RELAPSE.
687
00:36:42,168 --> 00:36:45,302
{\an8}HOW ARE YOU GOING
TO TELL THESE PEOPLE
688
00:36:45,371 --> 00:36:47,608
{\an8}I CAN'T GO WITH YOU?
689
00:36:49,109 --> 00:36:51,242
I'M NOT REALLY SURE.
I JUST...
690
00:36:51,311 --> 00:36:52,976
KNOW THAT I, UM...
691
00:36:53,045 --> 00:36:56,780
I'M A STRONG ENOUGH
PERSON THAT I WOULDN'T
DO THAT KIND OF A THING.
692
00:36:56,849 --> 00:37:00,617
HE DOESN'T HAVE A LOT
OF SKILLS YET
693
00:37:00,686 --> 00:37:02,619
IN ASKING FOR HELP
WHEN HE NEEDS IT.
694
00:37:02,688 --> 00:37:05,388
Dennis:
IF YOU REALLY WANTTO BREAK THE PATTERN
695
00:37:05,457 --> 00:37:08,392
YOU HAVE TO IDENTIFY ALLOF THE CO-OCCURING THINGS
696
00:37:08,461 --> 00:37:10,227
THAT ARE FEEDING OFFOF EACH OTHER
697
00:37:10,296 --> 00:37:12,997
AND ADDRESS THEM AT THE SAMETIME IN TREATMENT.
698
00:37:13,066 --> 00:37:14,666
IT'S BEEN
GETTING EASIER.
699
00:37:14,735 --> 00:37:17,367
- OKAY.
- BUT, UM...
700
00:37:17,436 --> 00:37:20,537
THIS IS NOT JUST WHAT
DO YOU DO FOR YOUR SON
OR DAUGHTER TODAY.
701
00:37:20,606 --> 00:37:24,641
BUT THIS IS AFFECTING THE NEXT
50 TO 70 YEARS OF THEIR LIFE.
702
00:37:24,710 --> 00:37:28,245
YOU MAY CONTROL WHETHER
THEIR WHOLE LIFE--
703
00:37:28,314 --> 00:37:32,016
MEASURED IN DECADES, NOT WEEKS
OR MONTHS-- IS AFFECTED.
704
00:37:32,085 --> 00:37:34,051
THIS IS A TREATABLE
ILLNESS.
705
00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:37,655
EVERY DAY, ALL DAY I SEE KIDS
706
00:37:37,724 --> 00:37:40,358
WHO ARE THE MOST SERIOUS KIDS,
THEY GET MUCH MUCH BETTER.
707
00:37:40,427 --> 00:37:42,526
EVERY TREATMENT PROGRAM
ALL OVER THE COUNTRY
708
00:37:42,595 --> 00:37:44,498
SEES KIDS WHO GET MUCH
MUCH BETTER.
709
00:37:45,631 --> 00:37:47,835
I DON'T-- I'M LIKE
OVER IT NOW, BUT...
710
00:37:51,104 --> 00:37:53,604
( applause )
711
00:37:53,673 --> 00:37:55,973
TED, I'M SO PROUD OF YOU.
712
00:37:56,042 --> 00:37:59,643
AND THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING
TO DO THIS HARD HARD WORK.
713
00:37:59,712 --> 00:38:02,746
'CAUSE I REALLY-- I'M REALLY
LOOKIN' FORWARD
714
00:38:02,815 --> 00:38:04,715
TO BEING AROUND YOU
715
00:38:04,784 --> 00:38:06,684
AND HAVING YOU
IN OUR LIVES.
716
00:38:06,753 --> 00:38:08,252
SO THANK YOU.AND I LOVE YOU.
717
00:38:08,321 --> 00:38:10,491
{\an8}( applause )
718
00:38:16,629 --> 00:38:18,529
{\an8}ALL OF THE DRUGS,
WHETHER IT'S HEROIN,
719
00:38:18,598 --> 00:38:21,431
{\an8}ALCOHOL, CIGARETTES,
MARIJUANA--
720
00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:24,502
{\an8}ALL OF THEM ACTIVATE
THE DOPAMINE PATHWAY.
721
00:38:24,571 --> 00:38:25,937
{\an8}ALL OF THEM.
722
00:38:26,006 --> 00:38:27,771
{\an8}DOPAMINE IS
THE NEUROTRANSMITTER
723
00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:30,240
{\an8}THAT'S RELEASED WITH
PLEASURABLE EVENTS.
724
00:38:30,309 --> 00:38:33,911
AND IT IS BASICALLY
THE NEUROTRANSMITTER SYSTEM
725
00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:37,682
THAT DEFINES
THE PLEASURE PATHWAYS
IN THE BRAIN.
726
00:38:37,751 --> 00:38:41,418
{\an8}THE DRUGS OF ABUSE ARE FIVE
TIMES, AT LEAST,
727
00:38:41,487 --> 00:38:44,789
{\an8}MORE REINFORCING
AND COMPELLING
728
00:38:44,858 --> 00:38:48,759
{\an8}AS THE THINGS THAT OUR
BRAIN REWARD SYSTEM EVOLVED
729
00:38:48,828 --> 00:38:51,262
{\an8}IN THE FIRST PLACE
TO BE REWARDED BY--
730
00:38:51,331 --> 00:38:53,230
LIKE FOOD OR
SEX OR WHATEVER.
731
00:38:53,299 --> 00:38:56,467
AND DRUGS ARE SO MUCH
MORE REWARDING
732
00:38:56,536 --> 00:38:59,569
TO OUR BRAINS THAN THAT.
WE WILL DO ANYTHING.
733
00:38:59,638 --> 00:39:03,307
THEY COMMANDEER
OUR BRAIN REWARD SYSTEM
AND DRIVE OUR BEHAVIOR.
734
00:39:03,376 --> 00:39:05,409
AND THAT TAKES POWERFUL
TREATMENTS
735
00:39:05,478 --> 00:39:08,579
TO THWART THOSE DRIVES.
736
00:39:08,648 --> 00:39:10,915
HELLO,
I'M DR. NORA VOLKOW.
737
00:39:10,984 --> 00:39:13,750
I WANT TO ASK YOU
SOME QUESTIONS.
738
00:39:13,819 --> 00:39:16,657
{\an8}AT ANY POINT IF YOU FEELUNCOMFORTABLE JUST LET ME KNOW.
739
00:39:20,593 --> 00:39:23,161
NOW, YOU ARE HOW OLD?
740
00:39:23,230 --> 00:39:24,795
43.
741
00:39:24,864 --> 00:39:28,032
SO YOU HAVE BEEN
TAKING METHAMPHETAMINE
FOR 10 YEARS?
742
00:39:28,101 --> 00:39:32,236
{\an8}- YEAH, OR MORE. ABOUT 11.
- SO HOW DID IT START?
743
00:39:32,305 --> 00:39:35,239
WELL, I WAS DOING
A LOT OF COKE.
744
00:39:35,308 --> 00:39:38,842
AND THE METH
GOT ME OFF OF COKE
FOR ONE THING.
745
00:39:38,911 --> 00:39:42,045
METH GAVE ME THE SAME
KIND OF BUZZ,
746
00:39:42,114 --> 00:39:44,448
BUT IT WOULD LAST LONGERAND WOULD COST LESS.
747
00:39:44,517 --> 00:39:47,488
HOW DID IT AFFECT YOUR LIFE,
METHAMPHETAMINE?
748
00:39:48,821 --> 00:39:52,356
WHEN YOU'RE NOT ON IT
YOU JUST FEEL SO UNNORMAL.
749
00:39:52,425 --> 00:39:55,092
AND YOU'D KIND OF REALLY
LIKE TO GET SOME
750
00:39:55,161 --> 00:39:57,798
JUST TO GET BACK
TO A NORMAL FEELING.
751
00:39:58,998 --> 00:40:00,731
PLACE YOUR HAND
IN THAT BOX.
752
00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:02,800
THAT'S GONNA GET
A LITTLE WARM.
753
00:40:02,869 --> 00:40:05,870
WE'RE GONNA LET YOU REST
FOR ABOUT 10-15 MINUTES
TO GET WARM.
754
00:40:05,939 --> 00:40:07,804
- DO YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE?
- SURE.
755
00:40:07,873 --> 00:40:10,608
Volkow:
WITH IMAGING TECHNIQUES NOWWE CAN DIRECTLY TAKE PICTURES
756
00:40:10,677 --> 00:40:13,343
OF THE WORKING
HUMAN BRAIN.
757
00:40:13,412 --> 00:40:16,680
{\an8}WE CAN COMPARE THE BRAINS
OF PEOPLE THAT ARE ADDICTED
TO DRUGS
758
00:40:16,749 --> 00:40:19,717
{\an8}WITH THAT OF PEOPLE THAT
ARE NOT ADDICTED TO DRUGS
759
00:40:19,786 --> 00:40:21,785
{\an8}UNDER VERY DIFFERENT
CONDITIONS.
760
00:40:21,854 --> 00:40:25,689
FOR EXAMPLE, WE CAN STRESS
THE DOPAMINE SYSTEM,
761
00:40:25,758 --> 00:40:27,959
WHICH IS THE SYSTEM THAT
IS ACTIVATED BY DRUGS.
762
00:40:28,028 --> 00:40:29,826
Man: 20 SECONDS.
763
00:40:29,895 --> 00:40:33,597
Volkow:
SO WHAT WE WANT TO DO NOWIN THIS STUDY IS TO SEE
764
00:40:33,666 --> 00:40:36,133
IN PEOPLE THAT ARE ADDICTEDTO METHAMPHETAMINE
765
00:40:36,202 --> 00:40:38,403
HOW THE DOPAMINE CELLSARE FUNCTIONING.
766
00:40:38,472 --> 00:40:40,237
Man:
FIVE, FOUR...
767
00:40:40,306 --> 00:40:44,475
Volkow:
SO WE'RE MEASURINGTHE MAGNITUDE OF THAT SEARCH,
768
00:40:44,544 --> 00:40:47,345
WHICH IS AN INDICATIONOF REALLY, ONCE YOU STRESS
769
00:40:47,414 --> 00:40:50,284
THE DOPAMINE CELLS,HOW DO THEY RESPOND.
770
00:40:51,551 --> 00:40:53,917
IT'S EQUIVALENTTO WHEN, FOR EXAMPLE,
771
00:40:53,986 --> 00:40:57,321
THEY SEND YOU
TO A CARDIOLOGIST AND THEY
PUT YOU ON A TREADMILL.
772
00:40:57,390 --> 00:41:00,524
SO THEY STRESS YOUR HEART
773
00:41:00,593 --> 00:41:02,126
TO SEE HOW IT RESPONDS.
774
00:41:02,195 --> 00:41:04,728
OKAY, SO WE HAVE
THE RESULT.
775
00:41:04,797 --> 00:41:06,230
THIS IS YOUR IMAGE.
776
00:41:06,299 --> 00:41:08,232
AND WHAT WE'VE SHOWN
IS AN IMAGE OF A PERSON,
777
00:41:08,301 --> 00:41:11,569
ALSO OF A MAN
OF THE SAME AGE
778
00:41:11,638 --> 00:41:14,005
THAT HAS NOTTAKEN ANY DRUGS.
779
00:41:14,074 --> 00:41:15,839
LET'S LOOK AT
THE NORMAL BRAIN.
780
00:41:15,908 --> 00:41:18,743
AND YOU SEE THEM, THE AREAS
IN RED SHOW VERY VERY HIGH
CONCENTRATIONS.
781
00:41:18,812 --> 00:41:21,245
THIS IS ONE OF THE CELLS
782
00:41:21,314 --> 00:41:23,213
IN THE BRAIN THAT'S
MOST SENSITIVE
783
00:41:23,282 --> 00:41:26,917
TO THE DAMAGING EFFECTSOF METHAMPHETAMINE.
784
00:41:26,986 --> 00:41:29,386
LOOK AT YOUR BRAIN
AND SEE HOW
785
00:41:29,455 --> 00:41:31,655
THAT RED BASICALLY
HAS DISAPPEARED.
786
00:41:31,724 --> 00:41:33,490
ALL OF THIS PART
HERE IS GONE.
787
00:41:33,559 --> 00:41:36,760
YOU CAN CLEARLY
SEE THERE IS MUCH LESS
ACTIVITY IN YOUR BRAIN
788
00:41:36,829 --> 00:41:38,863
THAN IN THE BRAIN
OF THIS PERSON.
789
00:41:38,932 --> 00:41:41,765
SO ONE OF THE CONCERNS
IS OF COURSE, THAT AS PEOPLE
790
00:41:41,834 --> 00:41:43,734
THAT TAKE METHAMPHETAMINE
GROW OLDER
791
00:41:43,803 --> 00:41:45,736
AND CONTINUE
TO TAKE IT,
792
00:41:45,805 --> 00:41:47,972
ARE THEY PUTTING
THEMSELVES AT RISK
793
00:41:48,041 --> 00:41:50,908
FOR NEUROLOGICAL
DISEASES?
794
00:41:50,977 --> 00:41:52,976
- THAT WON'T GO AWAY.
- THAT WON'T GO AWAY.
795
00:41:53,045 --> 00:41:55,045
AND THAT WILL
CREATE SYMPTOMS.
796
00:41:55,114 --> 00:41:58,082
SO, I MEAN, WHEN WE WERE
SPEAKING-- AND I'M BEING
CANDID WITH YOU,
797
00:41:58,151 --> 00:42:00,384
BECAUSE THERE'S NO POINT
OF NOT BEING IT.
798
00:42:00,453 --> 00:42:04,154
IF YOU CONTINUE
TO TAKE METHAMPHETAMINE,
THIS WILL NOT RECOVER.
799
00:42:04,223 --> 00:42:06,390
I MEAN, IT'S BOTTOM LINE.
800
00:42:06,459 --> 00:42:09,360
THE OTHER THING
THAT CONCERN ME TOO
IS THIS THING.
801
00:42:09,429 --> 00:42:12,396
AND IT'S ACTUALLY--
THIS IS YOUR BRAIN MRI.
802
00:42:12,465 --> 00:42:14,398
THIS BRAIN LOOKS
LIKE THE BRAIN
803
00:42:14,467 --> 00:42:16,466
OF A MUCH
OLDER PERSON.
804
00:42:16,535 --> 00:42:19,069
IT LOOKS LIKETHE BRAIN OF A60-YEAR-OLD.
805
00:42:19,138 --> 00:42:22,106
{\an8}HE CLEARLY STATED TO US
THAT HE HIMSELF
806
00:42:22,175 --> 00:42:24,041
{\an8}IS NOT CONVINCED
807
00:42:24,110 --> 00:42:25,877
{\an8}THAT HE WANTS
TO GET DETOXIFIED.
808
00:42:25,946 --> 00:42:28,812
{\an8}AND THAT'S EXACTLY
NOT UNCOMMON,
809
00:42:28,881 --> 00:42:31,381
{\an8}THIS AMBIVALENCE
OF THE PERSON THAT'S ADDICTED.
810
00:42:31,450 --> 00:42:35,119
BECAUSE IN A WAY-- IT'S LIKE
THEY ARE IN LOVE WITH
THE DRUG IN A WAY.
811
00:42:35,188 --> 00:42:37,054
BUT AT THE SAME TIME
THERE IS THIS HATRED
812
00:42:37,123 --> 00:42:39,256
BECAUSE THEY ACTUALLY--
THIS LOSS OF CONTROL.
813
00:42:39,325 --> 00:42:41,258
BUT THERE IS
CLEARLY AN AMBIVALENCE,
AND HE EXPRESSED IT.
814
00:42:41,327 --> 00:42:44,195
Woman:
DO YOU FEEL CONCERNED ABOUTTHE IMAGE OF YOUR BRAIN?
815
00:42:44,264 --> 00:42:47,631
NOT REALLY.
AGAIN, I DON'T THINK--
816
00:42:47,700 --> 00:42:51,301
I DON'T KNOW IF THEY
CAN REALLY REALLY TELL,
817
00:42:51,370 --> 00:42:54,572
WHETHER THEY'RE
FUDGING THE PICTURE.
I DON'T KNOW.
818
00:42:54,641 --> 00:42:56,573
IT IS ACTUALLY
INCREDIBLY TELLING,
819
00:42:56,642 --> 00:42:59,210
THE NOTION OF SELF-DECEPTION,
TO WHAT EXTENT YOU CAN
820
00:42:59,279 --> 00:43:01,545
SELF-DECEIVE
YOURSELF TO SAY,
821
00:43:01,614 --> 00:43:03,914
"THIS DRUG HAS NOT DONE
ANYTHING WRONG FOR ME."
822
00:43:03,983 --> 00:43:06,817
WHAT I WANT TO IMPRESS
UPON YOU IS THE IMPORTANCE
823
00:43:06,886 --> 00:43:09,887
OF REALLY TRYING
TO STAY CLEAN.
824
00:43:09,956 --> 00:43:12,723
BECAUSE YOU CAN DO
A LOT OF RECOVERY.
825
00:43:12,792 --> 00:43:16,093
OUR BRAIN HAS A TREMENDOUSCAPACITY FOR RECOVERY.
826
00:43:16,162 --> 00:43:19,196
SO HOPEFULLYIF I STOP USING,
827
00:43:19,265 --> 00:43:21,865
IN A YEAR OR TWO IT MIGHT--
THE RED MIGHT COME BACK SOME?
828
00:43:21,934 --> 00:43:25,636
YEAH. WE'VE SEEN IT
IN THE PAST, BUT YOU
HAVE TO STAY CLEAN.
829
00:43:25,705 --> 00:43:28,005
AND IT'S NOT
STAYING CLEAN FOR
THREE MONTHS.
830
00:43:28,074 --> 00:43:32,210
NO. OVER A YEAR.
SO IT DOES REQUIRE THAT.
831
00:43:32,279 --> 00:43:33,714
OKAY.
832
00:43:40,353 --> 00:43:44,555
{\an8}DENIAL IS CLEARLY A CORE
FEATURE OF THIS DISORDER,
833
00:43:44,624 --> 00:43:47,257
{\an8}AND THAT, PARTICULARLY
834
00:43:47,326 --> 00:43:49,026
{\an8}IN THE EARLY STAGES
OF THE ILLNESS,
835
00:43:49,095 --> 00:43:52,529
PEOPLE JUST REFUSE
TO FACE UP TO THE FACT
836
00:43:52,598 --> 00:43:55,733
THAT THEIR USE OF DRUGS
IS IMPACTING THEIR LIFE
837
00:43:55,802 --> 00:43:57,701
IN IMPORTANT
AND SUBSTANTIAL WAYS.
838
00:43:57,770 --> 00:44:00,605
{\an8}YOU KNOW IF YOU HAVE
A DISEASE, WHY NOT DENY
THAT YOU HAVE IT?
839
00:44:00,674 --> 00:44:02,773
{\an8}WE DO IT ALL THE TIME.
840
00:44:02,842 --> 00:44:06,276
SO DENIAL IS NOT SORT
OF UNIQUE TO THIS DISEASE.
841
00:44:06,345 --> 00:44:10,081
AND PART OF THE DISEASE
ITSELF, OF COURSE,
842
00:44:10,150 --> 00:44:11,882
IS TO DENY
THAT YOU HAVE IT.
843
00:44:11,951 --> 00:44:13,717
{\an8}IT REALLY IS THE JOB
844
00:44:13,786 --> 00:44:16,153
{\an8}OF THE TREATMENT PROFESSIONAL
TO TAKE THAT PERSON,
845
00:44:16,222 --> 00:44:19,823
{\an8}WITH ALL THEIR AMBIVALENCE
ABOUT BEING IN TREATMENT--
846
00:44:19,892 --> 00:44:21,492
THEY DON'T REALLY WANT
TO BE THERE,
847
00:44:21,561 --> 00:44:23,828
THEY'RE HALF IN
DENIAL ABOUT IT--
848
00:44:23,897 --> 00:44:26,631
AND HELP THEM SEE
BOTH WHAT DAMAGE
849
00:44:26,700 --> 00:44:28,299
ADDICTION HAS DONE
IN THEIR LIVES
850
00:44:28,368 --> 00:44:30,334
AND HOW MUCH BETTER
THEIR LIFE CAN BE
851
00:44:30,403 --> 00:44:32,069
IF THEY GET CLEAN.
852
00:44:32,138 --> 00:44:34,838
{\an8}RECENT RESEARCH HAS MADE
A GREAT DEAL OF PROGRESS
853
00:44:34,907 --> 00:44:37,041
{\an8}IN UNDERSTANDING WHAT'S
GOING ON IN THE BRAIN
854
00:44:37,110 --> 00:44:39,276
{\an8}WITH ADDICTION.
AND USING BRAIN IMAGING
855
00:44:39,345 --> 00:44:41,312
{\an8}WE CAN ACTUALLY SEE
WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE BRAIN.
856
00:44:41,381 --> 00:44:43,680
WE CAN SEE WHICH PARTS
OF THE BRAIN ARE ACTIVATED.
857
00:44:43,749 --> 00:44:46,583
AND THIS HAS HELPED US
TO DEVELOP NEW MEDICATIONS
858
00:44:46,652 --> 00:44:50,488
FOR NICOTINE, ALCOHOL,
COCAINE, METHAMPHETAMINE.
859
00:44:50,557 --> 00:44:54,025
BUT WITH OPIATES
SUCH AS HEROIN,
860
00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:55,893
THE REAL
BREAKTHROUGH BEGAN
861
00:44:55,962 --> 00:44:59,296
IN THE 1960s WITH
THE USE OF METHADONE.
862
00:44:59,365 --> 00:45:01,732
FOR THE FIRST TIME
IT WAS FOUND THAT A MEDICATION
863
00:45:01,801 --> 00:45:03,734
COULD REDUCE CRAVING
864
00:45:03,803 --> 00:45:06,403
AND BLOCK
THE USE OF HEROIN,
865
00:45:06,472 --> 00:45:08,339
OR AT LEAST
THE PLEASURE FROM THAT,
866
00:45:08,408 --> 00:45:11,374
AND ENABLE PEOPLE
TO LEAD NORMAL LIVES.
867
00:45:11,443 --> 00:45:14,644
THEY COULD BE ON METHADONE
AND FUNCTION IN SCHOOL
868
00:45:14,713 --> 00:45:18,482
OR IN A PROFESSION
OR DRIVING A CAR AND DO
PERFECTLY WELL.
869
00:45:18,551 --> 00:45:22,219
THEN MORE RECENTLY,
BUPRENORPHINE HAS COME ALONG.
870
00:45:22,288 --> 00:45:25,556
AND BUPRENORPHINE ITSELF
IS A VERY SAFE DRUG.
871
00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:27,891
IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE
TO OVERDOSE ON IT
872
00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:31,194
BECAUSE IT ONLY
PARTIALLY ACTIVATES
THE OPIATE RECEPTORS.
873
00:45:31,263 --> 00:45:34,298
IF SOMEONE TAKES
AN OPIATE WHILE THEY'RE
ON BUPRENORPHINE
874
00:45:34,367 --> 00:45:37,401
IT'S GONNA BE
RELATIVELY BLOCKED
875
00:45:37,470 --> 00:45:41,205
BECAUSE OF THE STRONG
AFFINITY THAT BUPRENORPHINE
876
00:45:41,274 --> 00:45:43,240
HAS FOR THESE RECEPTORS.
877
00:45:43,309 --> 00:45:46,043
IT'S SO SAFE THAT A DOCTOR
878
00:45:46,112 --> 00:45:48,312
CAN GIVE A PRESCRIPTION
FOR BUPRENORPHINE
879
00:45:48,381 --> 00:45:51,082
FOR AS MUCH
AS A MONTH'S SUPPLY
AND THE PATIENT
880
00:45:51,151 --> 00:45:54,585
CAN HAVE THEIR
ADDICTION TREATED,
881
00:45:54,654 --> 00:45:57,421
HAVE THEIR CRAVING
REDUCED OR ELIMINATED,
882
00:45:57,490 --> 00:46:00,194
AND STILL LEAD
A RELATIVELY NORMAL LIFE.
883
00:46:18,144 --> 00:46:20,043
{\an8}Man:
IT SEEMS LIKE THERE'SA LOT OF CONNECTION
884
00:46:20,112 --> 00:46:21,812
{\an8}BETWEEN DEPRESSIONAND DRUG USE.
885
00:46:21,881 --> 00:46:24,081
{\an8}ESPECIALLY OPIATES,
BECAUSE THEY ARE--
886
00:46:24,150 --> 00:46:26,716
{\an8}EVEN THOUGH
THEY ARE DOWNERS,
WHAT IT DOES MEAN--
887
00:46:26,785 --> 00:46:29,819
DEPRESSION PRETTY MUCH
IS WHEN YOU DON'T TAKE
THEM THE RIGHT WAY.
888
00:46:29,888 --> 00:46:32,656
LIKE THEY MAKE YOU FEEL
VERY COMFORTABLE AND RELAXED,
889
00:46:32,725 --> 00:46:35,226
ESPECIALLY WITH ANXIETY.
A LOT OF PEOPLE DO THEM.
890
00:46:35,295 --> 00:46:38,462
YOU'RE PRETTY MUCH VERY RELAXED
AND, LIKE, CHATTY,
891
00:46:38,531 --> 00:46:40,965
AND YOU FEEL GOOD
FOR, LIKE, FIVE OR SIX HOURS.
892
00:46:41,034 --> 00:46:44,738
THEN WHEN YOU COME OFF OF THEM
YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP. SO...
893
00:46:49,342 --> 00:46:52,309
{\an8}SHE ALWAYS TAKES IN
THE ANIMALS THAT ARE HURT...
894
00:46:52,378 --> 00:46:54,645
{\an8}OR SOMEWHAT BRAIN DAMAGED.
895
00:46:54,714 --> 00:46:56,380
{\an8}THE LAST ONE WE HAD
WAS-- IT HAD A--
896
00:46:56,449 --> 00:46:58,349
HAD SEIZURESAND THAT KIND OF STUFF.
897
00:46:58,418 --> 00:47:00,584
Amanda: HE DIED.
898
00:47:00,653 --> 00:47:02,990
Justin:
YEAH, AND IT DIED
899
00:47:05,191 --> 00:47:08,058
- HOW YOU FEEL, GIRL?
- I COULD BARELY SLEEP
ALL NIGHT.
900
00:47:08,127 --> 00:47:12,032
AND LIKE, I COULDN'T GET OUT
OF BED THIS MORNING, BARELY.
I WAS LIKE, "OH GOD."
901
00:47:14,733 --> 00:47:18,405
- Man: OKAY WELL, WE'D BETTER GET CRACKING.
- Justin: YEP.
902
00:47:24,844 --> 00:47:26,410
Amanda:
I FEEL REALLY CRAPPY.
903
00:47:26,479 --> 00:47:29,412
I HOPE IT WORKS,AS GOOD AS EVERYBODYSAYS IT DOES
904
00:47:29,481 --> 00:47:32,553
SO I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUTFEELING LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
905
00:47:39,125 --> 00:47:41,926
WHAT HAVE YOU
BEEN USING FOR DRUGS?
906
00:47:41,995 --> 00:47:45,129
I STARTED SMOKING POT
AND DOING VICODIN
AND DRINKING.
907
00:47:45,198 --> 00:47:47,131
THEN I GOT INTRODUCED
908
00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:48,966
TO ACID AND ECSTASY.
909
00:47:49,035 --> 00:47:52,803
- VICODIN. PERCOCET.
- YOU STARTED RIGHT OUT ON THOSE DRUGS?
910
00:47:52,872 --> 00:47:54,871
- YEP.
- YOUR MAIN-- WHEN YOU FIRST STARTED USING?
911
00:47:54,940 --> 00:47:57,975
- YES.
- IS THIS THE FIRST TREATMENT PROGRAM YOU'VE BEEN IN?
912
00:47:58,044 --> 00:47:59,910
YEP. IT'S HARD FOR ME
TO GET UP IN THE MORNING
913
00:47:59,979 --> 00:48:01,645
AND COME, THOUGH,
BECAUSE I WORK SO LATE.
914
00:48:01,714 --> 00:48:04,315
BUT I'M TRYING
MY HARDEST TO GET UP
915
00:48:04,384 --> 00:48:07,584
AND BE HERE BY 9:30
OR 9:00 OR AT LEAST BY 10:30,
916
00:48:07,653 --> 00:48:10,554
AND AT LEAST MAKE ONE GROUP
OR COME FOR THE AFTERNOON GROUPS
917
00:48:10,623 --> 00:48:12,156
OR WHATEVER I CAN.
YOU KNOW?
918
00:48:12,225 --> 00:48:14,058
{\an8}EVERY PERSON WHO'SBORN IN THE WORLD
919
00:48:14,127 --> 00:48:16,827
{\an8}HAS A MOLECULE IN THEIR BRAIN
920
00:48:16,896 --> 00:48:18,596
{\an8}THAT'S EXACTLY
THE SAME AS MORPHINE.
921
00:48:18,665 --> 00:48:20,965
{\an8}FIRST THING IT DOES
FOR YOU IS IT HELPS
922
00:48:21,034 --> 00:48:22,533
{\an8}LIFT YOUR MOOD
SO THAT YOU FEEL BETTER.
923
00:48:22,602 --> 00:48:24,334
SECOND THING THATIT DOES FOR YOU
924
00:48:24,403 --> 00:48:26,437
IS THAT IT HELPS
YOU FEEL MOTIVATED.
925
00:48:26,506 --> 00:48:28,472
IT STIMULATES THE PARTS
OF YOUR BRAIN
926
00:48:28,541 --> 00:48:30,574
THAT HELP YOU WANNA
GET UP, GO DO YOUR JOB,
927
00:48:30,643 --> 00:48:32,442
TAKE CAREOF YOUR KIDS,WORK ON YOUR CAR--
928
00:48:32,511 --> 00:48:34,411
MOW YOUR LAWN.ALL THAT KIND OF STUFF.
929
00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:37,915
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU
USE OPIATES, LARGE AMOUNTS
OF OPIATES
930
00:48:37,984 --> 00:48:40,083
IN PARTICULAR, THAT YOU
INTRODUCE FROM THE OUTSIDE,
931
00:48:40,152 --> 00:48:42,453
IS THEY GO TO THESE SAME
RECEPTOR SITES IN YOUR BRAIN
932
00:48:42,522 --> 00:48:44,922
THAT THIS NATURAL OPIATE
GOES TO, RIGHT,
933
00:48:44,991 --> 00:48:46,823
AND STIMULATES THEM.
934
00:48:46,892 --> 00:48:50,161
ONLY THE DIFFERENCE
IS THAT TYPICALLY WHATEVER
DRUG YOU'RE USING
935
00:48:50,230 --> 00:48:53,230
IS WAY MORE POTENT
THAN ANYTHING
936
00:48:53,299 --> 00:48:54,865
THAT YOUR
BRAIN'S PRODUCING.
937
00:48:54,934 --> 00:48:58,735
OXYCONTIN, MORPHINE,
HEROIN, DILAUDID--
938
00:48:58,804 --> 00:49:00,638
THOSE DRUGS ARE
WAY MORE STIMULATING
939
00:49:00,707 --> 00:49:02,405
TO THOSE PARTS
OF YOUR BRAIN.
940
00:49:02,474 --> 00:49:05,543
AND WHAT HAPPENSIS YOU GO THROUGH THE GROSSWITHDRAWAL, RIGHT?
941
00:49:05,612 --> 00:49:07,678
THE JONESING THATEVERYBODY TALKS ABOUT.
942
00:49:07,747 --> 00:49:10,514
BUT THEN WHAT HAPPENS
AFTER THAT IS A LONG
PERIOD OF TIME
943
00:49:10,583 --> 00:49:13,884
WE CALL POST-ACUTE
WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME.
THAT'S JUST A FANCY WORD
944
00:49:13,953 --> 00:49:15,920
FOR FEELING LIKE SHITFOR DAYS,
945
00:49:15,989 --> 00:49:17,855
WEEKS, MONTHS,
YEARS ON END.
946
00:49:17,924 --> 00:49:19,857
AND THAT'S WHY 90% OF THE PEOPLE
947
00:49:19,926 --> 00:49:22,993
WHO DON'T USE REPLACEMENT
THERAPY RELAPSE, 'CAUSE
THEY CAN'T STAND
948
00:49:23,062 --> 00:49:25,729
HOW THEY FEEL OVERTHE LONG PERIOD OF TIME.
949
00:49:25,798 --> 00:49:27,731
Man:
IT SEEMS LIKE THE WORLDCOMES DOWN ON YOU.
950
00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:29,904
( phone ringing )
951
00:49:31,537 --> 00:49:34,875
Woman:
SOME PEOPLE SAY THEY TASTELIKE AN ORANGE PEEL. OKAY?
952
00:49:36,409 --> 00:49:38,709
IT USUALLY TAKESABOUT FIVE MINUTES.
953
00:49:38,778 --> 00:49:42,713
SUBOXONE-- WHICH IS THE BRAND
NAME OF THE BUPRENORPHINE--
954
00:49:42,782 --> 00:49:45,716
THE SUBOXONE
IS A VERY EFFECTIVE DRUG
955
00:49:45,785 --> 00:49:47,551
WITH THE RIGHT
KIND OF A PATIENT.
956
00:49:47,620 --> 00:49:50,354
AND IF YOU HAVE SOMEBODY
WHO HAS TYPICALLY SOMEWHAT
957
00:49:50,423 --> 00:49:53,357
OF A LOWER ADDICTION PROFILE,
MEANING
958
00:49:53,426 --> 00:49:55,826
THAT HAS NOT BEEN
USING FOR AS LONG,
959
00:49:55,895 --> 00:49:58,429
OR MAYBE NOT BEEN USING
INTRAVENOUSLY,
960
00:49:58,498 --> 00:50:00,465
THEN SUBOXONE
IS A MEDICATION
961
00:50:00,534 --> 00:50:04,068
THAT IS EFFECTIVE
VERY QUICKLY.
962
00:50:04,137 --> 00:50:06,569
TYPICALLY WHAT YOU SEE HAPPEN
WITH PATIENTS WHO TAKE IT
963
00:50:06,638 --> 00:50:08,906
IS THAT THEY WILL
START REPORTING FEELING
BETTER THAT DAY,
964
00:50:08,975 --> 00:50:10,607
THE DAY THEY INITIATE.
965
00:50:10,676 --> 00:50:13,944
ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE
IS ALSO ON SUBOXONE, AND HE
SAID IT HELPS HIM.
966
00:50:14,013 --> 00:50:15,846
YOU KNOW, HE HASN'T DONE
A THING IN YEARS.
967
00:50:15,915 --> 00:50:19,350
I'VE BEEN TRYIN' TO GET OFF
OPIATES FOR OVER FOUR YEARS.
968
00:50:19,419 --> 00:50:21,452
I'VE BEEN TRYING
TO DO IT BY MYSELF.
969
00:50:21,521 --> 00:50:25,355
I REALIZED THAT AFTER
TWO OR THREE YEARS OF TRYING
970
00:50:25,424 --> 00:50:27,924
TO DO IT BY MYSELF
THAT I NEED HELP AND THAT I
CAN'T DO IT BY MYSELF.
971
00:50:27,993 --> 00:50:31,329
SO JUSTIN HASA FAIRLY LONGHISTORY OF USING.
972
00:50:31,398 --> 00:50:33,130
WE'RE NOT POSITIVE
THAT THIS DRUG
973
00:50:33,199 --> 00:50:35,766
IS GONNA BE ABLE TO MANAGE
HIS ADDICTION WELL ENOUGH.
974
00:50:35,835 --> 00:50:37,935
HE MAY HAVE TO LOOK
AT DOING METHADONE.
975
00:50:38,004 --> 00:50:39,837
YEAH.
976
00:50:39,906 --> 00:50:43,207
AMANDA'S PROBABLYGOT A LESSER USINGTIME, RIGHT?
977
00:50:43,276 --> 00:50:44,708
- LESS TIME USING.
- TWO YEARS.
978
00:50:44,777 --> 00:50:47,744
SO IT'S MORE LIKELY OR IT'S--
SHE MAY ACTUALLY RESPOND
979
00:50:47,813 --> 00:50:50,047
TO SUBOXONE VERY WELL
AND JUSTIN WOULDN'T.
980
00:50:50,116 --> 00:50:52,182
IN THAT CASE HE'D BE
A METHADONE CANDIDATE.
981
00:50:52,251 --> 00:50:54,184
AMANDA WOULD STAY
ON SUBOXONE.
982
00:50:54,253 --> 00:50:56,653
THE SUBOXONE
ACTUALLY IS REALLY GOOD.
983
00:50:56,722 --> 00:50:59,489
YOU GET ALL OF YOUR ENERGY BACK.
I'VE ONLY BEEN ON IT FOR LIKE
THREE WEEKS.
984
00:50:59,558 --> 00:51:03,060
I THINK IT'S A WONDER DRUG.
I DON'T HAVE NO CRAVINGS.
985
00:51:03,129 --> 00:51:06,130
I DON'T EVEN CRAVE
DRINKING ANYMORE REALLY.
NOTHING.
986
00:51:06,199 --> 00:51:07,731
I STILL HAVE
A COUPLE OF THOSE.
987
00:51:07,800 --> 00:51:10,468
BUT I MEAN, I HAVEN'T
USED ANY DRUGS SINCE
I'VE STARTED IT.
988
00:51:10,537 --> 00:51:13,938
THE FIRST DAY YOU TOOK IT,
DID YOU FEEL FINE
989
00:51:14,007 --> 00:51:15,572
OR DID YOU STILL GET
WITHDRAWALS?
990
00:51:15,641 --> 00:51:18,242
IT WAS ALL RIGHT,
I WAS JUST LIKE...
991
00:51:18,311 --> 00:51:20,043
WERE YOU SORE, STILL?
992
00:51:20,112 --> 00:51:23,247
IT DOESN'T TAKE ACHES AWAY.
IT'S NOT LIKE METHADONE.
993
00:51:23,316 --> 00:51:25,682
IT HAS, LIKE,
NO NARCOTIC REALLY.
994
00:51:25,751 --> 00:51:28,219
{\an8}YOU KNOW, THESE PEOPLE
ARE ASHAMED TO SOME DEGREE
995
00:51:28,288 --> 00:51:30,320
{\an8}OF THE THINGS THAT THEY'VE
HAD TO DO IN ORDER
996
00:51:32,859 --> 00:51:35,793
PEOPLE ARE-- EVERYONE'S
MAD AT THEM, RIGHT?
997
00:51:35,862 --> 00:51:37,728
THE WHOLE WORLD BASICALLY SAYS,
"YOU'RE A LOSER."
998
00:51:37,797 --> 00:51:41,399
{\an8}AND YOU HAVE TO HAVE
A TOLERANCE FOR MISBEHAVIOR
999
00:51:41,468 --> 00:51:44,168
{\an8}OR WHAT MANY PEOPLE PERCEIVE
AS MISBEHAVIOR,
1000
00:51:44,237 --> 00:51:46,803
{\an8}BUT REALLY ARE SYMPTOMS
OF A DISORDER THAT PEOPLE HAVE,
1001
00:51:46,872 --> 00:51:49,640
AND NOT ELIMINATE PEOPLE
FROM TREATMENT FOR EXHIBITING
1002
00:51:49,709 --> 00:51:51,741
THE SYMPTOMS OF THE DISORDER
THAT THEY HAVE.
1003
00:51:51,810 --> 00:51:54,244
I MEAN, IF YOU WERE TREATING
SOMEBODY WHO WAS DEPRESSED
1004
00:51:54,313 --> 00:51:55,879
AND THEY CAME IN AND SAID,
1005
00:51:55,948 --> 00:51:58,549
"GEE, I'M HAVING
A TERRIBLE DAY AND I FEEL
LIKE KILLING MYSELF,"
1006
00:51:58,618 --> 00:52:00,451
YOU WOULDN'T KICK THEM OUT
OF YOUR TREATMENT PROGRAM
1007
00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:02,352
BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T
GETTING UNDEPRESSED.
1008
00:52:02,421 --> 00:52:05,122
BUT WHEN SOMEBODY
COMES IN WITH AN ADDICTION
AND THEY SAY,
1009
00:52:05,191 --> 00:52:07,725
"I RELAPSED LAST NIGHT
AND I USED COCAINE,"
1010
00:52:07,794 --> 00:52:11,095
VERY OFTEN THE REACTION
IS TO SAY, "GO HOME
1011
00:52:11,164 --> 00:52:14,265
AND COME BACK
WHEN YOU'RE READY."
1012
00:52:14,334 --> 00:52:16,400
IT'S AN EPIDEMIC.
IT IS SO CONCERNING.
1013
00:52:16,469 --> 00:52:19,403
AND IT-- YOU DON'T--
PEOPLE AREN'T TALKING
ABOUT IT, YOU KNOW?
1014
00:52:19,472 --> 00:52:22,740
MAINE IS THE NUMBER ONE
STATE IN THE NATION
1015
00:52:22,809 --> 00:52:26,076
FOR TREATMENT ADMISSIONS
RIGHT NOW FOR OPIATE ADDICTION.
1016
00:52:26,145 --> 00:52:29,012
WE ARE THE MOST
OPIATE-ADDICTED STATE
IN THE COUNTRY.
1017
00:52:29,081 --> 00:52:32,820
OUR RATE IS
GROWING FASTER THAN
ANYBODY ELSE IN AMERICA.
1018
00:52:44,497 --> 00:52:47,067
KEEP THE FRIES
IN IT THIS TIME.
1019
00:52:52,838 --> 00:52:57,107
MY PERSONALITY
AND MY STATE OF MIND
SIX MONTHS AGO
1020
00:52:57,176 --> 00:52:59,677
WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN MY
STATE OF MIND RIGHT NOW.
1021
00:52:59,746 --> 00:53:01,579
LIKE THE WAY I THINK,
THE WAY I TALK,
1022
00:53:01,648 --> 00:53:04,248
THE WAY I DO EVERYTHING
BASICALLY CHANGED TOTALLY
1023
00:53:04,317 --> 00:53:07,750
WHEN I STOPPED DOING OPIATES
OR WHEN I GOT ON THE SUBOXONE.
1024
00:53:07,819 --> 00:53:10,520
{\an8}WHICH IS WHAT I WAS
LOOKING FOR. IT'S EXACTLY
WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR--
1025
00:53:10,589 --> 00:53:13,825
{\an8}JUST TAKING MY LIFE AND TOTALLY
TURNING IT UPSIDE DOWN
1026
00:53:13,894 --> 00:53:15,426
{\an8}AND GOING
THE OTHER WAY WITH IT.
1027
00:53:15,495 --> 00:53:18,862
HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT
THE FUTURE FOR YOU
1028
00:53:18,931 --> 00:53:22,533
WITH SUBOXONE?
I MEAN, IS THIS SOMETHING
THAT YOU'RE GOING TO CONTINUE
1029
00:53:22,602 --> 00:53:24,602
TO DO OVER A LONG PERIOD
OF TIME, DO YOU THINK?
1030
00:53:24,671 --> 00:53:27,104
I FEEL LIKE
IT'S HELPED A LOT ALREADY.
1031
00:53:27,173 --> 00:53:29,406
LIKE I DON'T THINK
THAT I'LL HAVE TO BE ON IT
1032
00:53:29,475 --> 00:53:31,708
NEARLY AS LONG
AS JUSTIN WILL HAVE
TO BE ON IT.
1033
00:53:31,777 --> 00:53:34,945
LIKE I FEEL THAT
I COULD BE OFF IT
IN LIKE A YEAR.
1034
00:53:35,014 --> 00:53:36,814
NOW THAT I'M ON SUBOXONE
1035
00:53:36,883 --> 00:53:38,949
AND I'M HAVING TROUBLE
GETTING THE INSURANCE
1036
00:53:39,018 --> 00:53:41,819
TO BE ABLE
TO GET IT MYSELF,
1037
00:53:41,888 --> 00:53:43,987
I'M ACTUALLY THINKING
ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY
1038
00:53:44,056 --> 00:53:45,723
OF SWITCHING
TO METHADONE
1039
00:53:45,792 --> 00:53:47,658
BECAUSE IT'S CHEAPER
1040
00:53:47,727 --> 00:53:50,394
AND I CAN GET IT FOR--
AS LONG AS--
1041
00:53:50,463 --> 00:53:53,230
I CAN GET IT FOR THE REST
OF MY LIFE FREE, BASICALLY,
FROM ACADIA.
1042
00:53:53,299 --> 00:53:55,967
BUT SINCE I'M ON SUBOXONE
IT'S GONNA COST ME
1043
00:53:56,036 --> 00:53:59,737
CLOSE TO $150 A WEEK
WITHOUT INSURANCE
1044
00:53:59,806 --> 00:54:02,206
JUST TO GET
MY MEDICATION.
1045
00:54:02,275 --> 00:54:04,874
THIS IS THE HARDEST PROBLEM
THAT OUR PATIENTS HAVE--
1046
00:54:04,943 --> 00:54:08,112
IS AFFORDING THE MEDICATION.
BY FAR, HARDEST PROBLEM WE HAVE.
1047
00:54:08,181 --> 00:54:09,647
ESPECIALLY
THE SUBOXONE.
1048
00:54:09,716 --> 00:54:12,386
- SUBOXONE'S VERY EXPENSIVE.
- IT'S VERY EXPENSIVE.
1049
00:54:22,595 --> 00:54:25,596
{\an8}WELL, THE SCIENCE
OF UNDERSTANDING ADDICTION
1050
00:54:25,665 --> 00:54:27,598
{\an8}HAS JUST BEEN EXPLODING
IN RECENT YEARS
1051
00:54:27,667 --> 00:54:30,367
{\an8}THROUGH THE USE OF ANY NUMBER
OF DIFFERENT TECHNOLOGIES
1052
00:54:30,436 --> 00:54:33,370
{\an8}INCLUDING GENETICS,
ANIMAL STUDIES,
1053
00:54:33,439 --> 00:54:35,472
{\an8}STUDIES IN HUMANS
AND BRAIN IMAGING.
1054
00:54:35,541 --> 00:54:38,576
WE ARE REALLY STARTING
TO PIECE TOGETHER
1055
00:54:38,645 --> 00:54:41,946
SOME OF THE BRAIN
MECHANISMS INVOLVED
1056
00:54:42,015 --> 00:54:45,616
IN THE DEVELOPMENT OF
AND RESOLUTION OF
1057
00:54:45,685 --> 00:54:48,389
DRUG DEPENDENCE
AND ALCOHOL DEPENDENCE.
1058
00:54:58,497 --> 00:55:02,600
THERE ARE CURRENTLY
THREE MEDICATIONS AVAILABLE--
ON THE MARKET FOR
1059
00:55:02,669 --> 00:55:06,270
TREATING ALCOHOL DEPENDENCE
IN THE UNITED STATES.
1060
00:55:06,339 --> 00:55:09,640
DISULFIRAM,BEST KNOWN AS ANTABUSE,
1061
00:55:09,709 --> 00:55:11,608
IS FOR PEOPLE WHOARE IN RECOVERY
1062
00:55:11,677 --> 00:55:15,045
WHO ARE ABSTINENTAND ARE GOING INTOA HIGHER-RISK SITUATION.
1063
00:55:15,114 --> 00:55:18,786
IF YOU TAKE A DRINK,ANTABUSE CAN MAKE YOU SICK.
1064
00:55:19,686 --> 00:55:22,286
ACAMPROSATE WORKSON THOSE
1065
00:55:22,355 --> 00:55:24,355
PROTRACTEDABSTINENCE SYNDROME,
1066
00:55:24,424 --> 00:55:26,056
THE KIND OF SYMPTOMSTHAT PEOPLE GET
1067
00:55:26,125 --> 00:55:31,061
AND CAN HAVE FORA YEAR OR TWO EVEN AFTERSTOPPING DRINKING.
1068
00:55:31,130 --> 00:55:34,898
NALTREXONE REDUCES THAT PRIMINGOF THE PUMP PHENOMENON.
1069
00:55:34,967 --> 00:55:36,967
IF YOU ARE WORKINGTO STAY ABSTINENT
1070
00:55:37,036 --> 00:55:39,002
AND YOU HAVE A SLIPAND YOU TAKE A DRINK,
1071
00:55:39,071 --> 00:55:41,238
IT MAKES IT MUCH EASIERFOR YOU TO STOP DRINKING
1072
00:55:41,307 --> 00:55:45,609
BEFORE YOU GO ON TOA FULL-FLEDGED RELAPSE.
1073
00:55:45,678 --> 00:55:49,280
ONE OF THE MORE
PROMISING MEDICATIONS
THAT'S BEING TESTED RIGHT NOW
1074
00:55:49,349 --> 00:55:52,786
IS A MEDICATION
CALLED TOPIRAMATE.
1075
00:55:59,025 --> 00:56:01,959
{\an8}I GUESS I'VE ALWAYS KNOWN
THAT I WAS AN ALCOHOLIC,
1076
00:56:02,028 --> 00:56:04,527
{\an8}BUT I WAS--
1077
00:56:04,596 --> 00:56:08,099
WELL, FOR LACK
OF A BETTER TERM,
I WAS A FUNCTIONAL DRUNK.
1078
00:56:08,168 --> 00:56:11,205
MY DRINKING HAS NEVER BEEN
BROUGHT ON BY...
1079
00:56:13,273 --> 00:56:15,772
SWINGS OF DEPRESSION
1080
00:56:15,841 --> 00:56:19,109
OR JOY OR DISAPPOINTMENT
OR ANYTHING.
1081
00:56:19,178 --> 00:56:21,978
I JUST DRANK BECAUSE
I WANTED TO GET HIGH.
1082
00:56:22,047 --> 00:56:24,348
{\an8}EVER SINCE I WAS YOUNG
I STARTED SNEAKING LIQUOR
1083
00:56:24,417 --> 00:56:26,683
{\an8}AND DRINKING
JUST BY MYSELF.
1084
00:56:26,752 --> 00:56:29,086
THEN WHEN I GOT TO COLLEGE
I JUST WENT KIND OF CRAZY.
1085
00:56:29,155 --> 00:56:31,488
THEN I STARTED FALLING BACK
INTO DRINKING ALONE,
1086
00:56:31,557 --> 00:56:33,223
WHICH IS WHAT WORRIES
ME THE MOST.
1087
00:56:33,292 --> 00:56:37,227
WHEN I RETIRED
I DRANK...
1088
00:56:37,296 --> 00:56:39,597
MORNING,
NOON AND NIGHT.
1089
00:56:39,666 --> 00:56:42,833
I FEEL AN EMPTINESS
THAT NEEDS TO BE FILLED,
1090
00:56:42,902 --> 00:56:45,769
AND ALCOHOL IS ONE WAY
THAT I DO IT.
1091
00:56:45,838 --> 00:56:49,340
IT IS-- I WOULD SAY
THERE'S A CRAVING FOR
ALCOHOL THAT I HAVE.
1092
00:56:49,409 --> 00:56:51,342
MY DRINKING'S KILLING ME
1093
00:56:51,411 --> 00:56:54,144
AND I DESPERATELY
NEED HELP.
1094
00:56:54,213 --> 00:56:56,547
{\an8}Doctor: DID YOU BRINGBACK YOUR OTHER MEDS?
1095
00:56:56,616 --> 00:56:58,314
{\an8}Adam:
THEY'RE ALL USED UP.
1096
00:56:58,383 --> 00:57:01,455
{\an8}Woman: YOU DON'T NEED THEM.BUT THE MOST DETAILTHE BETTER.
1097
00:57:02,789 --> 00:57:06,026
I'LL CALL IF THEY
HAVE YOU BRING BACK
THE BOTTLES OR NOT.
1098
00:57:15,802 --> 00:57:18,902
Bankole Johnson:
TOPIRAMATE IS A MEDICATIONTHAT REDUCES
1099
00:57:18,971 --> 00:57:21,237
THE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMSFROM ALCOHOL.
1100
00:57:21,306 --> 00:57:24,308
- I THINK YOU PRETTY MUCH
ANSWERED ALL MY QUESTIONS.
- OKAY.
1101
00:57:24,377 --> 00:57:26,210
{\an8}IT'S A VERY GOOD DRUG
AT CUTTING
1102
00:57:26,279 --> 00:57:29,146
{\an8}THE CRAVING OR THE BUZZ
FROM ALCOHOL.
1103
00:57:29,215 --> 00:57:31,615
SAY IF AN INDIVIDUAL WENT
TO TRY AND TAKE A DRINK
1104
00:57:31,684 --> 00:57:33,517
OR SLIP
BACK INTO DRINKING,
1105
00:57:33,586 --> 00:57:37,958
THEY FEEL LESS LIKELY TO TAKE
THE NEXT AND THE NEXT DRINK.
1106
00:57:41,193 --> 00:57:44,061
I WAS DRINKING, JUST LEFT THEM.
I'M ASHAMED TO SHOW
YOU ALL THIS.
1107
00:57:44,130 --> 00:57:45,997
THIS IS A MESS HERE.
1108
00:57:46,066 --> 00:57:47,931
IT'S LIKE MY LIFE
IS UNRESOLVED.
1109
00:57:48,000 --> 00:57:51,472
IT'S JUST NOTGOING ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW.I MEAN, JUST CRAZY STUFF.
1110
00:57:53,539 --> 00:57:55,805
IT'S LIKE I'M IN A HAZE.I DON'T EVEN NOTICE IT.
1111
00:57:55,874 --> 00:57:58,876
BUT IF SOMEONE ELSEIS AROUND THEN I GETSELF-CONSCIOUS ABOUT IT.
1112
00:57:58,945 --> 00:58:02,483
LAST NIGHT
WOULD BE THIS...
1113
00:58:03,717 --> 00:58:05,883
AND THREE OF THESE--
1114
00:58:05,952 --> 00:58:07,651
FOUR OF THOSE.
1115
00:58:07,720 --> 00:58:10,020
Man:
THOSE ARE THE BIGMALT LIQUOR BOTTLES.
1116
00:58:10,089 --> 00:58:12,590
YEAH, THIS STUFF WILL
KNOCK YOU OUT.
1117
00:58:12,659 --> 00:58:15,860
IT'S CHEAPER
AND IT'S A LITTLE MORE...
1118
00:58:15,929 --> 00:58:19,096
ALCOHOL CONTENT.
1119
00:58:19,165 --> 00:58:21,299
HAD ANY FAMILYHISTORY OF DRINKING?
1120
00:58:21,368 --> 00:58:23,367
A FEW.
YOU KNOW, MAYBE.
1121
00:58:23,436 --> 00:58:27,138
MY FATHER, HIS SON
FROM HIS PREVIOUS MARRIAGE,
1122
00:58:27,207 --> 00:58:28,606
MY HALF BROTHER,
1123
00:58:28,675 --> 00:58:30,607
BASICALLY DRANK
HIMSELF TO DEATH.
1124
00:58:30,676 --> 00:58:32,876
THEY FOUND HIM
DEAD IN HIS APARTMENT.
1125
00:58:32,945 --> 00:58:35,779
BEEN ROTTING
FOR A COUPLE DAYS.
1126
00:58:35,848 --> 00:58:37,982
BUT I MEAN, THERE AREA LOT OF OTHER WAYSOF GETTING HIGH
1127
00:58:38,051 --> 00:58:40,617
OTHER THAN CHUGGINGEIGHT BEERS, RIGHT?
1128
00:58:40,686 --> 00:58:43,821
TELL ME ONE
THAT'S BETTER FOR ME
AND I'LL BELIEVE IT.
1129
00:58:43,890 --> 00:58:46,527
THE BEERS ARE THE ONESTHAT DO IT FOR YOU?
1130
00:58:49,629 --> 00:58:52,129
YEAH. I-- WELL, ALCOHOL
IN GENERAL IS JUST
1131
00:58:52,198 --> 00:58:55,131
AN OLD REGULAR.
IT'S WHAT STUCK WITH ME.
1132
00:58:55,200 --> 00:58:58,836
BUT I WANNA STOP.
I'M HOPING THE MEDICINE WILL
HELP GIVE ME SOME INCENTIVE
1133
00:58:58,905 --> 00:59:00,972
TO FEEL A LITTLE BETTER
DURING THE DAY,
1134
00:59:01,041 --> 00:59:02,974
SO I DON'T HAVE
TO REACH FOR THE BEER
1135
00:59:03,043 --> 00:59:05,446
JUST TO DROWN
MY FEELINGS.
1136
00:59:10,016 --> 00:59:12,883
WHEN I FIRST
CAME HERE
1137
00:59:12,952 --> 00:59:16,387
IF SOMEBODY
HAD ASKED ME
1138
00:59:16,456 --> 00:59:19,290
IF I WANTED
TO HAVE A DRINK,
1139
00:59:19,359 --> 00:59:23,261
I WOULD HAVE
TOLD THEM YES.
1140
00:59:23,330 --> 00:59:25,863
I WOULD HAVE LIKED
TO HAVE HAD A DRINK.
1141
00:59:25,932 --> 00:59:29,900
NOW IF SOMEBODY
TOLD ME
1142
00:59:29,969 --> 00:59:33,437
WOULD I LIKE
TO HAVE A DRINK,
I'D SAY, "NO."
1143
00:59:33,506 --> 00:59:36,073
IT TOOK A WHILE.
THE FIRST THREE OR FOUR WEEKS
1144
00:59:36,142 --> 00:59:38,442
I NOTICED VERY
LITTLE EFFECT AT ALL.
1145
00:59:38,511 --> 00:59:41,779
THE PATTERN STAYED
PRETTY MUCH THE SAME--
1146
00:59:41,848 --> 00:59:44,418
DRINKING LATE
INTO THE EVENINGS.
1147
00:59:46,285 --> 00:59:48,219
BUT THEN IT GRADUALLY--
1148
00:59:48,288 --> 00:59:49,820
I STARTED GOING
TO SLEEP EARLIER
1149
00:59:49,889 --> 00:59:52,860
AND I STARTED
DRINKING LESS.
1150
00:59:57,096 --> 00:59:59,130
YOUR CRAVING'SACTUALLY MUCH LOWER
1151
00:59:59,199 --> 01:00:01,265
THAN WHEN YOU STARTED,
WHICH IS REALLY NICE.
1152
01:00:01,334 --> 01:00:03,334
IT DOES-- IT'S
GETTING EASIER.
1153
01:00:03,403 --> 01:00:05,202
I THINK WHEN I DECIDED
TO QUIT DRINKING,
1154
01:00:05,271 --> 01:00:08,973
THAT MEDICINE BEING
THERE WAS REALLY--
IT WAS A BOOST.
1155
01:00:09,042 --> 01:00:11,008
IT WAS A-- IT MADE ME
1156
01:00:11,077 --> 01:00:13,009
FEEL COMFORTABLE ABOUT IT.
1157
01:00:13,078 --> 01:00:16,480
YOU KNOW, WHEN
AN INDIVIDUAL'S AT THE HEIGHT
OF THEIR ALCOHOL DRINKING,
1158
01:00:16,549 --> 01:00:19,416
IT'S ALMOST LIKE
AN UNQUENCHABLE THIRST.
1159
01:00:19,485 --> 01:00:20,918
YEAH, YOU COULD SAY THAT.
1160
01:00:20,987 --> 01:00:23,921
AND SO IT'S GOOD
TO HAVE A MEDICATION
1161
01:00:23,990 --> 01:00:27,157
THAT TAKES THE EDGE
OFF THAT UNQUENCHABLE
THIRST
1162
01:00:27,226 --> 01:00:31,094
AND PROVIDES THE INDIVIDUAL
WITH ACTUALLY A MECHANISM
1163
01:00:31,163 --> 01:00:34,531
WHEREBY THEY CAN SAY,
"OKAY, I'VE NOW GONE OFF
THE ACUTE PERIOD OF TIME.
1164
01:00:34,600 --> 01:00:38,101
NOW I CAN START THINKING
ABOUT INCORPORATING OTHER
THINGS IN MY LIFE,"
1165
01:00:38,170 --> 01:00:41,772
LIKE YOU HAVE DONE,
TO BE ABLE TO HELP
THE OVERALL PICTURE.
1166
01:00:41,841 --> 01:00:43,978
( dog barking )
1167
01:00:45,579 --> 01:00:48,345
BEHAVE YOURSELF,
YOU BIG SILLY.
1168
01:00:48,414 --> 01:00:51,619
Tom:
I THINK YOU HAVETO REACH A POINT...
1169
01:00:54,454 --> 01:00:57,154
AND MAKE A-- YOU'VE
GOT TO MAKE A DECISION.
1170
01:00:57,223 --> 01:00:59,957
YOU'VE GOT TO MAKE
A PERSONAL STATEMENT.
1171
01:01:00,026 --> 01:01:02,292
BUT I THINK
THAT MEDICATION
1172
01:01:02,361 --> 01:01:05,562
MADE IT SO MUCH
EASIER FOR ME.
1173
01:01:05,631 --> 01:01:09,299
FOR EXAMPLE, TODAY I CAN PICKAND CHOOSE WHAT I WANNA DO.
1174
01:01:09,368 --> 01:01:11,668
IF I WANT TODO SOMETHING IN THE HOUSE
1175
01:01:11,737 --> 01:01:14,438
OR IF I WANT TO GO OUT
OR GO SOMEWHERE,
I CAN DO THAT.
1176
01:01:14,507 --> 01:01:16,606
IN DAYS GONE BY
I KNOW WHAT I'D DO.
1177
01:01:16,675 --> 01:01:19,243
I'D BE SITTING HERE DRINKING
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY.
1178
01:01:19,312 --> 01:01:22,480
THE DRINKING WASBECOMING
1179
01:01:22,549 --> 01:01:24,648
A 24-HOUR-A-DAY,
1180
01:01:24,717 --> 01:01:27,421
SEVEN-DAYS-A-WEEKAFFAIR FOR ME.
1181
01:01:28,555 --> 01:01:30,120
IT'S TOO BAD
I DIDN'T COME
1182
01:01:30,189 --> 01:01:31,922
TO THIS REALIZATION
A LONG TIME AGO.
1183
01:01:31,991 --> 01:01:34,792
I CAN'T CHANGE THAT.
1184
01:01:34,861 --> 01:01:37,962
BUT I CAN DETERMINE
1185
01:01:38,031 --> 01:01:39,730
WHAT'S GOING TO
HAPPEN TOMORROW.
1186
01:01:39,799 --> 01:01:41,302
AND I'M NOT GONNA DRINK.
1187
01:01:47,906 --> 01:01:50,374
IT WAS ABOUT THREE WEEKS AGOAND I WAS STILL DRINKING.
1188
01:01:50,443 --> 01:01:52,042
A SORT OF DEPRESSION
LIFTED FROM ME
1189
01:01:52,111 --> 01:01:54,945
AND I STARTED LISTENING
TO BEETHOVEN IT WAS,
I THINK AT THE TIME.
1190
01:01:55,014 --> 01:01:57,882
AND I STARTED FEELING
LIKE I COULD WRITE MUSIC.
1191
01:01:57,951 --> 01:02:00,785
I STARTED WRITING BEFORE
I STOPPED DRINKING.
1192
01:02:00,854 --> 01:02:03,621
I STARTED WRITING MORE
AND THE ALCOHOL
1193
01:02:03,690 --> 01:02:05,390
STARTED HAVING
LESS OF AN EFFECT.
1194
01:02:05,459 --> 01:02:08,592
THEN LAST WEEK,
I FIGURED
1195
01:02:08,661 --> 01:02:10,962
AS IT WAS HAVING
VERY LITTLE EFFECT ANYWAY,
1196
01:02:11,031 --> 01:02:12,697
I JUST DECIDED TO STOP.
1197
01:02:12,766 --> 01:02:15,199
I HAVEN'T LOOKED BACK YET.
1198
01:02:15,268 --> 01:02:17,671
{\an8}SO THAT'S WHERE I STAND.
1199
01:02:32,284 --> 01:02:35,819
{\an8}ONE OF THE THINGS THAT'S MOST
IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE
TO UNDERSTAND HERE
1200
01:02:35,888 --> 01:02:39,323
{\an8}IS THAT THE MEDICINES
WON'T DO THE WORK FOR YOU.
1201
01:02:39,392 --> 01:02:43,861
YOU'VE GOT TO WORK AT THIS
IN ORDER TO CHANGE.
1202
01:02:43,930 --> 01:02:47,998
PEOPLE HAVE THE IDEA THAT,
"I WON'T WANNA DRINK ANYMORE."
1203
01:02:48,067 --> 01:02:51,535
THAT IT'LL MAGICALLY MAKE
THE WHOLE THING DISAPPEAR.
1204
01:02:51,604 --> 01:02:54,371
FOR THE MOST PART
THAT WON'T WORK.
1205
01:02:54,440 --> 01:02:57,542
WHAT IT CAN DO IS
IT CAN MAKE IT EASIER
1206
01:02:57,611 --> 01:02:58,776
TO DO THE RIGHT THING.
1207
01:02:58,845 --> 01:03:01,377
IT CAN MAKE IT EASIER
TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS.
1208
01:03:01,446 --> 01:03:05,049
{\an8}THERE'S NO MEDICATION
THAT I CAN EVER CONCEIVE OF,
EVEN IN THE FUTURE,
1209
01:03:05,118 --> 01:03:09,553
{\an8}THAT WILL TAKE AWAY
THE NEED FOR THE STRUGGLE,
1210
01:03:09,622 --> 01:03:13,557
{\an8}THE HARD WORK THAT'S REQUIRED
IN PSYCHOTHERAPY,
1211
01:03:13,626 --> 01:03:15,859
{\an8}FAMILY THERAPY,
GROUP THERAPY, WHATEVER.
1212
01:03:15,928 --> 01:03:19,029
BUT THE MEDICATIONS
WILL GET BETTER AND BETTER
1213
01:03:19,098 --> 01:03:23,000
AT HELPING THE PERSON
TO CONTROL THESE EXTREME
COMPULSIONS
1214
01:03:23,069 --> 01:03:25,636
TO GO BACK
AND USE DRUGS.
1215
01:03:25,705 --> 01:03:29,706
{\an8}SO BECAUSE WE DON'T
HAVE A SINGLE CURE
1216
01:03:29,775 --> 01:03:32,342
{\an8}AND BECAUSE TREATMENT,
WHILE IT'S PROVIDED,
1217
01:03:32,411 --> 01:03:35,379
CAN HELP THAT,
IT'S FAR BETTER
1218
01:03:35,448 --> 01:03:37,848
TO KEEP AN INDIVIDUAL
IN TREATMENT,
1219
01:03:37,917 --> 01:03:41,919
IN SUPERVISION
AND WITH PROPER FAMILY SUPPORT
1220
01:03:41,988 --> 01:03:44,592
FOR A VERY LONG TIME.
1221
01:03:46,292 --> 01:03:48,162
BEST COFFEE IN ASTORIA.
1222
01:03:54,867 --> 01:03:58,135
- HOW ARE YOU DOING?
- ALL RIGHT. DON'T WORK
TOO HARD.
1223
01:03:58,204 --> 01:04:00,241
KNOCK 'EM DEAD KID.
1224
01:04:08,481 --> 01:04:11,548
{\an8}I'M DON PERKS.
GONNA BE 65 YEARS OLD.
1225
01:04:11,617 --> 01:04:14,285
{\an8}I'VE BEEN A STEAMFITTER
SINCE 1962.
1226
01:04:14,354 --> 01:04:17,254
I WANT EVERYBODY
TO GO HOME SAFE
AND SOUND.
1227
01:04:17,323 --> 01:04:19,957
WORK SAFE, FELLAS.
1228
01:04:20,026 --> 01:04:23,594
Don:
A STEAMFITTER IS SOMEONEWHO PUTS IN
1229
01:04:23,663 --> 01:04:26,296
THE HEATING, VENTILATINGAND AIR-CONDITIONING SYSTEMS.
1230
01:04:26,365 --> 01:04:29,333
WE PUT IN THE BOILERS.WE PUT IN THE STEAM PIPE.
1231
01:04:29,402 --> 01:04:32,003
WE DO POWERHOUSES.WHENEVER YOU SEE A POWERHOUSE,
1232
01:04:32,072 --> 01:04:34,241
IT'S ALMOSTALL STEAMFITTER LABOR.
1233
01:04:36,175 --> 01:04:37,508
( scraping )
1234
01:04:37,577 --> 01:04:40,944
GO AROUND
TO THE OTHER SIDE.
HOLD THAT IN THERE.
1235
01:04:41,013 --> 01:04:44,348
Don:
WE WORK IN UNITS OF TWO.EVERYBODY HAS A PARTNER.
1236
01:04:44,417 --> 01:04:46,387
( chains rattling )
1237
01:04:47,753 --> 01:04:50,824
IN OUR BUSINESS WE
CALL IT A MARRIAGE
WITH NO DIVORCES.
1238
01:04:54,360 --> 01:04:56,260
EVERYBODY KNOWSTHE STEAMFITTERS.
1239
01:04:56,329 --> 01:04:59,463
WE'RE THE HARDEST WORKING
AND PROBABLY THE BIGGEST
DRINKERS.
1240
01:04:59,532 --> 01:05:01,799
DRINKING WAS LIKE HAVING
A SODA ON THE JOB.
1241
01:05:01,868 --> 01:05:04,434
IT WASN'T-- NOBODY
FROWNED ON IT.
1242
01:05:04,503 --> 01:05:06,537
I THOUGHT I'D DIEDAND WENT TO HEAVEN.
1243
01:05:06,606 --> 01:05:10,107
I WAS 22 YEARS OLDAND I WAS DRINKING EVERY DAY
1244
01:05:10,176 --> 01:05:12,843
ON THE JOBAND IT WAS OKAY.
1245
01:05:12,912 --> 01:05:16,213
NOBODY WOULD ADMIT
TO ALCOHOLISM. NOBODY WOULD
ADMIT TO ADDICTION.
1246
01:05:16,282 --> 01:05:20,350
YOU WIND UP DOING THINGS THATYOU WOULDN'T DREAM OF DOING.
1247
01:05:20,419 --> 01:05:23,621
I WAS IN AN ACCIDENT ONE TIME
WITH MY SON IN THE CAR
AND HE GOT HURT.
1248
01:05:23,690 --> 01:05:25,689
AND I WAS DRUNK.
YOU KNOW, IT WAS LIKE,
1249
01:05:25,758 --> 01:05:28,192
"OH MY GOD, HOW-- YOU KNOW,
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?"
1250
01:05:28,261 --> 01:05:29,593
WE WATCHED OUT
FOR EACH OTHER.
1251
01:05:29,662 --> 01:05:32,296
{\an8}WE TOOK CARE OF EACH OTHERBY ENABLING.
1252
01:05:32,365 --> 01:05:35,466
WE DIDN'T KNOW THAT
BY PUTTING A GUY
IN THE BATHTUB
1253
01:05:35,535 --> 01:05:36,967
AND PUTTING PLYWOOD
OVER IT
1254
01:05:37,036 --> 01:05:39,202
AND KEEPING HIM IN
THERE FOR SIX OR SEVEN HOURS
1255
01:05:39,271 --> 01:05:41,872
'CAUSE HE'S SO DRUNK AND THEN
GETTING HIM BACK ON HIS FEET
1256
01:05:41,941 --> 01:05:44,508
AND GETTING HIM HOME
SO HIS FAMILY COULD GET
HIS PAY--
1257
01:05:44,577 --> 01:05:47,544
WE THOUGHT THAT WAS HELPING.
WE REALLY REALLY DID.
1258
01:05:47,613 --> 01:05:50,851
{\an8}WHAT, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
THAT'S A LAME EXCUSE, JIMMY.
1259
01:05:52,118 --> 01:05:54,718
{\an8}I ONLY TOLD YOU
I DIDN'T WANT YOU GOING OUT.
1260
01:05:54,787 --> 01:05:56,853
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
WHETHER YOU GO OUT OR NOT.
1261
01:05:56,922 --> 01:05:58,822
BUT DON'T ASK ME
TO PUT YOU ON A JOB,
1262
01:05:58,891 --> 01:06:02,292
BECAUSE EVERY TIME YOU
GO OUT TO LUNCH YOU GOT
THAT DRINK IN YOU
1263
01:06:02,361 --> 01:06:04,765
AND YOU COME BACK
AND NOBODY KNOWS WHAT
THE HELL YOU'RE DOING.
1264
01:06:07,367 --> 01:06:09,366
LET ME TELL YOU--
1265
01:06:09,435 --> 01:06:11,968
HEY, WAIT A MINUTE, LET ME
TELL YOU SOMETHING, JIMMY.
1266
01:06:12,037 --> 01:06:14,505
YOU'RE NOT TALKING TO SOMEBODY
THAT GREW UP YESTERDAY.
1267
01:06:14,574 --> 01:06:16,206
GOD DAMN IT,
I'M AN ALCOHOLIC.
1268
01:06:16,275 --> 01:06:18,942
I'M AN ALCOHOLIC MYSELF
WHO QUIT DRINKING
1269
01:06:19,011 --> 01:06:21,279
AND I'M NOT PISSED OFF
AT ANYBODY THAT DRINKS.
1270
01:06:21,348 --> 01:06:23,947
YOU GOTTA GET
YOUR ACT STRAIGHT FIRST.
1271
01:06:24,016 --> 01:06:26,316
I'M TELLING YOU, JIMMY,
FOR YOUR OWN GOOD.
1272
01:06:26,385 --> 01:06:29,186
Samuel Bacharach:
STEAMFITTERS, LIKE MANYPEOPLE IN CONSTRUCTION,
1273
01:06:29,255 --> 01:06:32,523
HAVE HAD A LONG TRADITIONOF DRINKING.
1274
01:06:32,592 --> 01:06:35,759
THE STEAMFITTERS STUCKTHEIR NECK OUT AND SAID,
1275
01:06:35,828 --> 01:06:38,329
{\an8}"YOU KNOW WHAT?
THE BUCK STOPS HERE.
1276
01:06:38,398 --> 01:06:41,365
{\an8}WE'RE TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR
OUR OWN BROTHERS AND SISTERS."
1277
01:06:41,434 --> 01:06:44,768
IT IS IN THE VERY BESTSENSE OF THE WORD
1278
01:06:44,837 --> 01:06:46,804
WHAT THIS SOCIETYIS ALL ABOUT.
1279
01:06:46,873 --> 01:06:48,505
HOW DO WE HELPOUR NEIGHBORS?
1280
01:06:48,574 --> 01:06:50,874
IF I HAVE A PROBLEM,
THIS PROGRAM WILL SAY TO ME,
1281
01:06:50,943 --> 01:06:53,477
"GUESS WHAT?
COME TO SEE ONE OF
OUR PEERS.
1282
01:06:53,546 --> 01:06:55,546
WE WILL GET YOU
THE TYPE OF HELP WE NEED.
1283
01:06:55,615 --> 01:06:58,249
WE WILL BE YOUR GUIDE.
1284
01:06:58,318 --> 01:07:01,784
WE WILL BE THERE
IN YOUR CORNER ALL THE WAY.
TRUST US."
1285
01:07:01,853 --> 01:07:05,390
{\an8}- ( phone rings )
- HELLO. STEAMFITTERS INDUSTRY
ASSISTANCE PROGRAM.
1286
01:07:05,459 --> 01:07:06,857
{\an8}CAN I HELP YOU?
1287
01:07:06,926 --> 01:07:09,025
{\an8}Don: AN EAP IS ANEMPLOYEE ASSISTANCEPROFESSIONAL.
1288
01:07:09,094 --> 01:07:12,462
WE ARE THE FIRST PEOPLETHAT MEET WITH SOMEONEIN TROUBLE.
1289
01:07:12,531 --> 01:07:15,832
WE ARE THE FIRST ONETHAT THEY COME TO.
1290
01:07:15,901 --> 01:07:19,703
IT'S AN INCREDIBLE EXPERIENCE
TO HAVE SOMEONE CALL YOU UP.
1291
01:07:19,772 --> 01:07:23,174
LIKE WHEN I CALLED,
I WAS SO BROKEN
AND SO SCARED.
1292
01:07:23,243 --> 01:07:25,275
I STILL AMIN AWE THAT PEOPLE
1293
01:07:25,344 --> 01:07:29,180
WOULD ACTUALLY TRUST ME ENOUGHTO CALL FOR HELP AT THAT--
1294
01:07:29,249 --> 01:07:31,181
AT THAT POINT
IN THEIR LIFE.
1295
01:07:31,250 --> 01:07:34,018
'CAUSE UNLESS YOU EXPERIENCE
SOMETHING LIKE THAT,
1296
01:07:34,087 --> 01:07:38,055
IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE
HOW LOW YOU ARE,
1297
01:07:38,124 --> 01:07:39,857
HOW LOST YOU ARE,
1298
01:07:39,926 --> 01:07:41,792
HOW DESPERATE YOU ARE.
1299
01:07:41,861 --> 01:07:44,394
Man on phone:
You know I'm drinkingtoo much.
1300
01:07:44,463 --> 01:07:46,901
And, you knowmy life's a mess.
1301
01:07:48,500 --> 01:07:51,902
- I'm just a little scared of this.
- YEAH, YEAH.
1302
01:07:51,971 --> 01:07:55,473
YOU KNOW ABOUT
WHAT THE DEAL IS
1303
01:07:55,542 --> 01:07:58,142
HERE WITH THE ASSISTANCE
PROGRAM?
1304
01:07:58,211 --> 01:08:01,845
YOU KNOW IT'S A DETOX,
IF IT'S NECESSARY.
1305
01:08:01,914 --> 01:08:03,814
THEY'LL DO AN EVALUATION.
1306
01:08:03,883 --> 01:08:06,784
AND ALSO IT'S A 30-DAY
INPATIENT REHAB.
1307
01:08:06,853 --> 01:08:09,953
Yeah, I'm probablygonna need that.
1308
01:08:10,022 --> 01:08:13,257
YEAH, YOU KNOW,
TRUTHFULLY IT'S THE BEST WAY.
1309
01:08:13,326 --> 01:08:15,960
- IT'S REALLY WHAT WORKS.
- How quickly can I get in?
1310
01:08:16,029 --> 01:08:19,130
WELL, IT'S 10:00 NOW.
1311
01:08:19,199 --> 01:08:21,898
IT'S POSSIBLE TO GO IN TODAY.
1312
01:08:21,967 --> 01:08:25,369
WE CAN GET 'EM PICKEDUP RIGHT AT THEIR HOUSE.AND THEY'LL TAKE 'EM UPSTATE,
1313
01:08:25,438 --> 01:08:28,338
DO A QUICK EVALUATIONAND STICK THEM RIGHTINTO DETOX.
1314
01:08:28,407 --> 01:08:31,008
AND WHEN THAT DETOX IS DONE,THEY'LL PICK THEM UP
1315
01:08:31,077 --> 01:08:32,876
AND BRING THEM BACK DOWNTO THE REHAB.
1316
01:08:32,945 --> 01:08:35,245
IF I AS A STEAMFITTER
GO TO ANOTHER STEAMFITTER
1317
01:08:35,314 --> 01:08:37,715
AND SAY TO HIM,
"BROTHER, I'VE BEEN
WHERE YOU ARE.
1318
01:08:37,784 --> 01:08:40,485
I KNOW
WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH.
YOU'VE GOT A PROBLEM,"
1319
01:08:40,554 --> 01:08:42,152
THAT'S A HELL OF
A LOT DIFFERENT
1320
01:08:42,221 --> 01:08:45,055
THAN SOME MANAGEMENT PERSON
OR SOME SOCIAL WORKER COMING IN.
1321
01:08:45,124 --> 01:08:47,291
SO THE STEAMFITTERS
USE THEIR BROTHERHOOD
1322
01:08:47,360 --> 01:08:49,497
AND THEIR SISTERHOOD
AS A WAY OF INTERVENING.
1323
01:08:51,597 --> 01:08:53,931
Don:
THIS UNION IS AN ABSOLUTELYINCREDIBLE UNION,
1324
01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:56,400
WHAT THEY DOFOR THEIR MEMBERS.
1325
01:08:56,469 --> 01:08:59,002
WE WANNA GET THE TREATMENTTHAT THE DOCTORS RECOMMEND
1326
01:08:59,071 --> 01:09:02,973
WITHOUT HAVING SOMEONEINTERFERING AND TRYINGTO TELL YOU
1327
01:09:03,042 --> 01:09:05,542
YOU DON'T NEED THAT OR YOUDON'T NEED THAT MUCH.
1328
01:09:05,611 --> 01:09:08,779
THE UNION DECIDEDTO GO SELF-INSURED
1329
01:09:08,848 --> 01:09:11,318
BECAUSE THE PREMIUMSKEPT INCREASING.
1330
01:09:14,119 --> 01:09:18,155
{\an8}WE HAVE BASICALLY DRIVEN
THE INSURANCE COMPANY
1331
01:09:18,224 --> 01:09:20,057
{\an8}AND MANAGED CARE OUT
OF THE PICTURE.
1332
01:09:20,126 --> 01:09:22,326
WE DON'T ALLOW THEMTO CALL THE FACILITY.
1333
01:09:22,395 --> 01:09:25,296
THEY CAN'T CALLTHE HOSPITAL TO FIND OUTHOW THE GUY'S DOING.
1334
01:09:25,365 --> 01:09:27,464
THAT'S OUR JOB.
WE DO THAT.
1335
01:09:27,533 --> 01:09:29,433
I'M NOT GONNA ALLOW
MY MEMBERS
1336
01:09:29,502 --> 01:09:32,770
TO BE KILLED
BY AN OUTPATIENT DETOX.
1337
01:09:32,839 --> 01:09:34,472
I'M JUST NOT GONNA
ALLOW THAT.
1338
01:09:34,541 --> 01:09:36,940
YOUNG GUY, 33 YEARS OLD,
1339
01:09:37,009 --> 01:09:39,810
HE COULDN'T DO IT
AND HE DIED.
1340
01:09:39,879 --> 01:09:43,280
HE KILLED HIMSELF.
HE TOOK HIS LIFE.
1341
01:09:43,349 --> 01:09:46,149
BEAUTIFUL KID.
1342
01:09:46,218 --> 01:09:48,886
I GOT CLOSE WITH HIM BECAUSE
HE REMINDED ME OF MY KID.
1343
01:09:48,955 --> 01:09:52,790
AND HE TRUSTED ME
AND I'VE SEEN HIM LAUGH--
1344
01:09:52,859 --> 01:09:54,759
NOT MUCH, BUT--
1345
01:09:54,828 --> 01:09:57,128
AND HIS OWN OLD MAN,
I KNOW HIM.
1346
01:09:57,197 --> 01:09:59,830
HE COULDN'T-- HIS OLD MAN
COULDN'T LOVE HIM.
1347
01:09:59,899 --> 01:10:02,132
COULDN'T LOVE HIM.
AND THAT'S ALL HE NEEDED.
1348
01:10:02,201 --> 01:10:04,101
BUT WE COULDN'T
GIVE HIM WHAT HE NEEDED
1349
01:10:04,170 --> 01:10:07,037
AND THAT'S THE STUFF
THAT HURTS.
1350
01:10:07,106 --> 01:10:09,273
THAT'S WHAT MAKES
YOU FIGHT HARDER.
1351
01:10:09,342 --> 01:10:11,842
HE DIED
IN HIS FATHER'S YARD.
1352
01:10:11,911 --> 01:10:14,645
ALONE. FUCK.
1353
01:10:14,714 --> 01:10:17,115
IT'S TERRIBLE.
1354
01:10:17,184 --> 01:10:18,548
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET THERE.
1355
01:10:18,617 --> 01:10:20,517
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET THERE.
YOU KNOW THAT.
1356
01:10:20,586 --> 01:10:23,420
AND THAT'S WHAT
WE TRY TO TELL 'EM.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO THERE, MAN.
1357
01:10:23,489 --> 01:10:26,227
DON'T FOLLOW THAT.
DON'T FOLLOW THAT.
1358
01:10:28,627 --> 01:10:31,562
MY NAME'S WAYNE.
I'M AN ALCOHOLIC
AND A DRUG ADDICT.
1359
01:10:31,631 --> 01:10:34,330
HI, I'M GENE.
I'M AN ALCOHOLIC.
1360
01:10:34,399 --> 01:10:37,168
HOW YOU DOING? MY NAME
IS MIKE. I'M AN ALCOHOLIC
AND AN ADDICT.
1361
01:10:37,237 --> 01:10:39,437
Don:
THE THURSDAY GROUPIS THE AFTERCARE GROUP
1362
01:10:39,506 --> 01:10:42,273
THAT WE PUT TOGETHERBACK IN 1990.
1363
01:10:42,342 --> 01:10:45,142
I'VE BEEN IN REHAB SIX TIMES
AND I'VE NEVER LET IT WORK.
1364
01:10:45,211 --> 01:10:47,211
AFTERCARE IS JUST THAT--
1365
01:10:47,280 --> 01:10:50,982
IT'S A CONTINUING CARE THAT YOU
REALLY NEED TO BE INVOLVED IN
1366
01:10:51,051 --> 01:10:52,949
IF YOU'RE GONNA
WANT TO SURVIVE THIS.
1367
01:10:53,018 --> 01:10:55,952
IF YOU JUST LEAVE 30 DAYS
TREATMENT AND YOU DON'T GO
TO MEETINGS
1368
01:10:56,021 --> 01:10:59,289
AND YOU DON'T GET INVOLVED
WITH A SPONSOR AND A GROUP
AND A COMMITMENT,
1369
01:10:59,358 --> 01:11:02,960
YOU'RE GOING BACK.
IT AIN'T GONNA BE NO TIME
AT ALL THAT YOU'RE BACK.
1370
01:11:03,029 --> 01:11:04,595
YOU CAN'T
RESIST THE TEMPTATION.
1371
01:11:04,664 --> 01:11:07,964
WHEN I HEARD THE WORD AA,
I WOULD RUN AWAY FROM 'EM.
1372
01:11:08,033 --> 01:11:11,268
Don:
I TELL 'EM YOU GOTTA COMEA MINIMUM OF SIX WEEKS.
1373
01:11:11,337 --> 01:11:15,272
'CAUSE IF WE CAN
GET 'EM SIX WEEKS,
WE GOT 'EM. WE OWN 'EM.
1374
01:11:15,341 --> 01:11:18,042
I GOT A LITTLE OVER 11 MONTHS
NOW WHICH IS LIKE--
1375
01:11:18,111 --> 01:11:20,277
( applause )
1376
01:11:20,346 --> 01:11:24,147
I NEVER-- I WOULD
HAVE BEEN WITH THE PEOPLE
I USED TO HANG OUT WITH,
1377
01:11:24,216 --> 01:11:28,018
LEAST LIKELY EVERTO WANNA GET SOBER.
1378
01:11:28,087 --> 01:11:31,856
{\an8}THEY ARE NOT BUILT
TO SIT AROUND IN GROUPS
1379
01:11:31,925 --> 01:11:34,258
{\an8}AND WHINE
ABOUT THEIR LIVES,
1380
01:11:34,327 --> 01:11:35,993
AND TALK ABOUT THEIR PAIN
1381
01:11:36,062 --> 01:11:38,128
AND ASK OTHER PEOPLETO HELP THEM
1382
01:11:38,197 --> 01:11:39,697
OR EVEN UNDERSTAND THEM.
1383
01:11:39,766 --> 01:11:42,365
THEY'RE TOUGH GUYS.
THEY'RE VERY TOUGH GUYS.
1384
01:11:42,434 --> 01:11:45,169
I FEEL GOOD.
I'M TAKING ALL THE SUGGESTIONS
THIS TIME.
1385
01:11:45,238 --> 01:11:48,606
I'M DOING IT THE WAY
THAT THEY SUGGESTED TO ME
1386
01:11:48,675 --> 01:11:50,341
RATHER THAN DOING
IT MY WAY.
1387
01:11:50,410 --> 01:11:52,976
Don:
IT'S A TEAM EFFORT.SO WE WATCH PEOPLE.
1388
01:11:53,045 --> 01:11:54,978
YOU SEE SOMEONE
THAT LOOKS A LITTLE BIT--
1389
01:11:55,047 --> 01:11:57,681
HE COMES IN
AND YOU CAN JUST SEE
THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE.
1390
01:11:57,750 --> 01:12:00,585
HE'S ISOLATING,
HE'S DRIFTING AWAY
OR HE'S OVER TALKATIVE.
1391
01:12:00,654 --> 01:12:02,219
WE SAY,
"PIN HIM DOWN TONIGHT."
1392
01:12:02,288 --> 01:12:04,154
AND THEY DO ONE-ON-ONE.
1393
01:12:04,223 --> 01:12:06,824
JUST TO GIVE THE GROUP
A LITTLE BIT OF
A BACKGROUND--
1394
01:12:06,893 --> 01:12:09,126
THIS IS MY FIFTH
TIME TO THE VILLA.
1395
01:12:09,195 --> 01:12:12,563
AND I FELT DIFFERENT
THIS TIME.
1396
01:12:12,632 --> 01:12:15,399
YOU KNOW, I FELT LIKE A BIG
WEIGHT COME OFF MY SHOULDERS.
1397
01:12:15,468 --> 01:12:19,503
THE FIRST YEAR IN RECOVERY
IS SO FREAKING IMPORTANT.
1398
01:12:19,572 --> 01:12:22,439
IT'S SO IMPORTANT.
AND WE KEEP THEM FOR A YEAR.
1399
01:12:22,508 --> 01:12:24,408
MORE, YOU KNOW,
IF WE SEE THAT
1400
01:12:24,477 --> 01:12:26,977
THEY'RE STILL
A LITTLE ANTSY OR A LITTLE--
1401
01:12:27,046 --> 01:12:30,647
WE'LL KEEP 'EM LONGER.
WE'LL KEEP 'EM FOR 10 YEARS
IF THEY HAVE TO.
1402
01:12:30,716 --> 01:12:33,384
YOU KNOW, WAKING UP
EVERY DAY AND HAVING TO GET
1403
01:12:33,453 --> 01:12:36,087
A COUPLE HUNDRED DOLLARS
JUST TO FEEL NORMAL,
1404
01:12:36,156 --> 01:12:39,323
IT'S NOT
A GOOD PLACE TO BE.
1405
01:12:39,392 --> 01:12:42,158
AND I DON'T WANT
TO BE THERE EVER AGAIN.
1406
01:12:42,227 --> 01:12:44,228
Don:
WE'RE NOT HERE TO STOPPEOPLE FROM DRINKING.
1407
01:12:44,297 --> 01:12:45,863
THAT'S NOT OUR PURPOSE.
1408
01:12:45,932 --> 01:12:48,065
WE'RE HERE TO HELP PEOPLE
THAT WANT TO STOP.
1409
01:12:48,134 --> 01:12:50,701
THAT'S OUR PURPOSE.
IF YOU WANT TO KEEP DRINKING,
1410
01:12:50,770 --> 01:12:53,371
THEN THAT'S WHAT YOU DO.
1411
01:12:53,440 --> 01:12:57,378
IF YOU WANNA STOP,
COME SEE US. WE CAN HELP.
1412
01:12:58,845 --> 01:13:01,145
GOOD JOB.
NOBODY GOT HURT.
1413
01:13:01,214 --> 01:13:02,946
EVERYTHING'S WHERE
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE.
1414
01:13:03,015 --> 01:13:06,383
THIS PROGRAM WITH DONHELPS YOU THINK AGAIN.
1415
01:13:06,452 --> 01:13:10,020
GETS YOU CLARITY.IT JUST, IT BRINGSYOU BACK TO LIFE.
1416
01:13:10,089 --> 01:13:11,622
IT HELPS YOU
LIVE LIFE AGAIN.
1417
01:13:11,691 --> 01:13:14,091
TOUGH GUYS AIN'TON THE STREET REALLY ANYMORE.
1418
01:13:14,160 --> 01:13:16,827
YOU WANT TO BE A MAN?STEP UP TO THE PLATE.
1419
01:13:16,896 --> 01:13:18,795
DO WHAT YOU'RESUPPOSED TO DO.
1420
01:13:18,864 --> 01:13:21,498
- GOOD NIGHT.
- SUPPORT YOUR FAMILY. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
1421
01:13:21,567 --> 01:13:25,303
PAY YOUR RENT,PAY YOUR BILLS.YOU KNOW?
1422
01:13:25,372 --> 01:13:26,838
AND THAT'S WHAT
I'M DOING.
1423
01:13:26,907 --> 01:13:29,877
THAT'S WHATWE'RE ALL DOING.
1424
01:13:38,985 --> 01:13:42,986
{\an8}ADDICTS ARE DISCRIMINATED
AGAINST IN WAYS
1425
01:13:43,055 --> 01:13:47,825
{\an8}THAT PEOPLE SUFFERING
FROM NO OTHER DISEASE
ARE AFFECTED.
1426
01:13:47,894 --> 01:13:50,527
SO THERE'S HUGE DISCRIMINATION
AGAINST ADDICTS,
1427
01:13:50,596 --> 01:13:53,830
WHICH MAKES IT MUCH
MUCH HARDER FOR THEM
TO RECOVER.
1428
01:13:53,899 --> 01:13:57,868
{\an8}ONE OF THE THINGS
THAT IS VERY VERY TRAGIC
1429
01:13:57,937 --> 01:14:02,005
{\an8}IS THAT MANY
OF THE INSURANCES
1430
01:14:02,074 --> 01:14:06,243
{\an8}DON'T PAY FOR THE TREATMENT
OF DRUG ADDICTION.
1431
01:14:06,312 --> 01:14:09,914
{\an8}THEY DON'T COVER TREATMENT
AT ALL OR THEY COVER IT
1432
01:14:09,983 --> 01:14:12,782
{\an8}WITH SIGNIFICANTLY HIGHER
DEDUCTIBLES AND COPAYS,
1433
01:14:12,851 --> 01:14:15,786
WHICH IS A VERY EFFECTIVE
BARRIER BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T
1434
01:14:15,855 --> 01:14:17,854
HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY
OUT OF THEIR POCKETS.
1435
01:14:17,923 --> 01:14:21,225
{\an8}MANAGED CARE HAS
REDUCED THE AMOUNT,
1436
01:14:21,294 --> 01:14:24,161
{\an8}DURATION, QUALITY
AND INTENSITY
1437
01:14:24,230 --> 01:14:27,932
{\an8}OF ADDICTION TREATMENT
FAR MORE
1438
01:14:28,001 --> 01:14:31,602
{\an8}THAN IT HAS REDUCED
DURATION OR ANY OF THOSE
PARAMETERS
1439
01:14:31,671 --> 01:14:34,341
{\an8}IN ANY OTHER AREA
OF CARE.
1440
01:14:49,188 --> 01:14:51,588
{\an8}Beverly Mackereth:
ADDICTION TREATMENTCANNOT WAIT.
1441
01:14:51,657 --> 01:14:55,426
WE NEED TO HELP INDIVIDUALSAND SAVE LIVES NOW.
1442
01:14:55,495 --> 01:14:58,199
( applause )
1443
01:15:02,268 --> 01:15:04,935
{\an8}IT IS BECAUSE
WE NEED TO ACT NOW
1444
01:15:05,004 --> 01:15:07,538
{\an8}TO SAVE THE LIVES
OF THOSE SUFFERING
FROM ADDICTION
1445
01:15:07,607 --> 01:15:10,240
{\an8}THAT WE ARE HAVING
ANOTHER HEARING TODAY.
1446
01:15:10,309 --> 01:15:13,877
THIS HEARING WILL FOCUSON THE IMPACT
1447
01:15:13,946 --> 01:15:16,413
OF DENIED TREATMENT
ON CRIME IN OUR STATE,
1448
01:15:16,482 --> 01:15:18,916
ON EMPLOYERS,
ON MEDICAL PRACTICE,
1449
01:15:18,985 --> 01:15:22,886
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
ON OUR FAMILIES.
1450
01:15:22,955 --> 01:15:27,124
{\an8}THIS INDUSTRY HAS
TURNED THEIR BACK
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01:15:27,193 --> 01:15:29,661
{\an8}ON THE STATUTE
OF PENNSYLVANIA
1452
01:15:29,730 --> 01:15:31,328
{\an8}THAT IS THE LAW.
1453
01:15:31,397 --> 01:15:33,363
AND I DON'T WANTTO LINE THE POCKETS
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01:15:33,432 --> 01:15:36,934
OF THE INSURANCE PEOPLE
AND PROVIDERS WHEN
YOU HAVE PEOPLE
1455
01:15:37,003 --> 01:15:39,970
LIKE THESE PEOPLE BEHIND YOU
THAT HAVE TO STAND THERE
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01:15:40,039 --> 01:15:42,406
AND HOLD THEIR SONS
AND DAUGHTERS
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01:15:42,475 --> 01:15:44,675
BEFORE THE PEOPLE
OF PENNSYLVANIA.
1458
01:15:44,744 --> 01:15:47,078
IT'S NOT FAIR.
1459
01:15:47,147 --> 01:15:48,578
IT'S NOT RIGHT.
1460
01:15:48,647 --> 01:15:51,185
- AND IT'S AGAINST THE LAW.
- ( applause )
1461
01:15:55,755 --> 01:15:58,656
{\an8}THE MANAGED CARE SYSTEM
HAS TAUGHT DESPAIR TO FAMILIES
1462
01:15:58,725 --> 01:16:00,757
{\an8}THAT MY LOVED ONE
WILL NEVER GET WELL.
1463
01:16:00,826 --> 01:16:03,794
{\an8}IT HAS ALSO GOT FAMILIES
BEATEN UP ON TREATMENT
PROGRAMS SAYING,
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01:16:03,863 --> 01:16:05,195
{\an8}"YOU DIDN'T WORK,"
1465
01:16:05,264 --> 01:16:07,765
WHEN IN FACT
THE TREATMENT PROGRAM
WAS NOT PERMITTED
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01:16:07,834 --> 01:16:10,467
TO PROVIDE THE CARE
THAT IT KNOWS IT NEEDS
TO PROVIDE.
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01:16:10,536 --> 01:16:13,337
{\an8}THERE'S NOTHING
THAT SAYS SOME BUREAUCRAT
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01:16:13,406 --> 01:16:15,473
{\an8}IN AN INSURANCE COMPANY,
A HEALTH INSURANCE COMPANY,
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01:16:15,542 --> 01:16:18,809
{\an8}HAS THE RIGHT TO OVERRULE
OVER THE TELEPHONE
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01:16:18,878 --> 01:16:20,510
{\an8}WITHOUT LOOKING
AT THE ADDICTED PERSON;
1471
01:16:20,579 --> 01:16:22,947
{\an8}HAS THE RIGHT
TO OVERRULE A DOCTOR,
1472
01:16:23,016 --> 01:16:26,617
A LICENSED PSYCHOLOGIST
WHO'S JUST SPENT TWO HOURS
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01:16:26,686 --> 01:16:29,352
DOING A PROFESSIONAL,
CAREFUL DETERMINATION
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01:16:29,421 --> 01:16:31,822
OF WHAT THE TREATMENT
NEEDS ARE OF THE PATIENT.
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01:16:31,891 --> 01:16:35,526
BUT THE SUFFERING
THAT'S CAUSED, GOOD GOD.
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01:16:35,595 --> 01:16:39,130
( applause )
1477
01:16:39,199 --> 01:16:41,098
MY NAME'S ROBERTA LOJAK.
1478
01:16:41,167 --> 01:16:43,304
THIS IS MY DAUGHTER
ASHLEY.
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01:16:46,005 --> 01:16:49,243
ASHLEY WAS
MY FIRST CHILD.
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01:16:50,510 --> 01:16:53,280
SHE WAS A BLESSING
FROM THE DAY SHE WAS BORN.
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01:16:54,414 --> 01:16:56,381
I KNEW MY DAUGHTER
HAD A PROBLEM
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01:16:56,450 --> 01:16:58,615
PROBABLY IN
MARCH OF 2001.
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01:16:58,684 --> 01:17:02,353
WE WENT TO A REHAB CENTERON OUR OWN.
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01:17:02,422 --> 01:17:05,823
THEY WOULD NOT ADMIT HER
TO AN INPATIENT TREATMENT,
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01:17:05,892 --> 01:17:08,963
BUT THEY DID ADMIT HER
FOR AN OUTPATIENT.
1486
01:17:12,865 --> 01:17:15,432
I'D LIKE TO READ A LETTERTHAT ASHLEY WROTE TO ME.
1487
01:17:15,501 --> 01:17:19,303
"I'M STILL YOUNG AND I STILL
HAVE SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR.
1488
01:17:19,372 --> 01:17:21,806
I DON'T WANT TO END UP
LIKE MY OLD FRIENDS
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01:17:21,875 --> 01:17:23,640
AND BE A DOPE HEAD
MY WHOLE LIFE.
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01:17:23,709 --> 01:17:26,543
'CAUSE I KNOW I'M HERETO DO SOMETHING GOOD.
1491
01:17:26,612 --> 01:17:29,880
AND I HAVEN'T SEEN ANYTHING
IN THIS WORLD SO FAR
AND I WANT TO.
1492
01:17:29,949 --> 01:17:32,449
AND I DECIDED
THAT ALL THAT
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01:17:32,518 --> 01:17:34,552
WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH
REASONS TO QUIT.
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01:17:34,621 --> 01:17:36,520
I AM ENOUGH
REASONS TO QUIT.
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01:17:36,589 --> 01:17:39,326
MOM,
I LOVE YOU."
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01:17:45,197 --> 01:17:47,031
BUT I CALLEDANOTHER REHAB FACILITY.
1497
01:17:47,100 --> 01:17:50,267
IT WAS A COUPLE HOURS
AWAY FROM MY HOME.
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01:17:50,336 --> 01:17:53,236
WHEN WE WERE THERE
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01:17:53,305 --> 01:17:55,806
THEY TOLD ME THEY WEREGONNA ADMIT HER.
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01:17:55,875 --> 01:17:57,742
THEY SAID SHE WOULD
PROBABLY BE THERE
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01:17:57,811 --> 01:18:00,514
AT LEAST 28 DAYS
TO START.
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01:18:04,750 --> 01:18:07,786
- NOW WAS THAT A SURPRISE?
- OH, YEAH.
1503
01:18:07,855 --> 01:18:09,386
WHY?
1504
01:18:09,455 --> 01:18:12,923
'CAUSE THEY TOLD ME
SHE'D BE THERE AT LEAST
28 DAYS.
1505
01:18:12,992 --> 01:18:15,792
SHE WASN'T
READY TO COME HOME.
I KNOW SHE WASN'T.
1506
01:18:15,861 --> 01:18:18,796
I KNEW SHE WASN'T.
SO WENT BACK HOME
1507
01:18:18,865 --> 01:18:21,435
AND ASHLEY MADE US DINNERAND SHE WENT TO BED.
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01:18:22,736 --> 01:18:25,102
THE NEXT MORNING
I LOOKED IN AT ABOUT 8:00
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01:18:25,171 --> 01:18:28,205
AND I SAW HER LAYING
THERE SLEEPING.
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01:18:28,274 --> 01:18:32,143
TV WAS ON.
SHE STILL WAS
HOLDING A REMOTE.
1511
01:18:32,212 --> 01:18:36,350
AND I LOOKED AT--
HER FINGERNAILS WERE BLUE.
1512
01:18:38,484 --> 01:18:41,819
SO I STARTED SCREAMING.
1513
01:18:41,888 --> 01:18:43,354
I RAN OUT OF THE ROOM.
1514
01:18:43,423 --> 01:18:46,624
I CALLED 911,WENT BACK IN THERE.
1515
01:18:46,693 --> 01:18:49,026
I PICKED HER UP
AND PUT HER ON THE FLOOR
1516
01:18:49,095 --> 01:18:51,765
AND TRIED TO DO CPR
TO MY OWN DAUGHTER.
1517
01:18:56,970 --> 01:19:00,040
BUT SHE
WAS ALREADY DEAD.
1518
01:19:05,210 --> 01:19:08,545
I'VE BEEN A PROSECUTORFOR 25 YEARS. I DEAL WITHCRIMINAL CONDUCT.
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01:19:08,614 --> 01:19:11,515
I'M GONNA READ YOU A STATUTE
THAT I HOPE THE LAWYERS
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01:19:11,584 --> 01:19:13,451
FOR THESE PEOPLE
WILL TAKE A LOOK AT.
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01:19:13,520 --> 01:19:18,122
TITLE 18, SECTION 2504:
INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER.
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01:19:18,191 --> 01:19:20,758
GENERAL RULE:
A PERSON IS GUILTY
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01:19:20,827 --> 01:19:23,894
OF INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTERWHEN AS A DIRECT RESULT
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01:19:23,963 --> 01:19:26,730
OF DOING OF AN UNLAWFULACT IN A RECKLESS
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01:19:26,799 --> 01:19:29,967
OR GROSSLY NEGLIGENT MANNER
HE CAUSES THE DEATH
OF ANOTHER PERSON.
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01:19:30,036 --> 01:19:34,205
{\an8}IS IT INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER?
THERE DISCUSSIONS ABOUT THAT.
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01:19:34,274 --> 01:19:36,473
{\an8}NO ONE'S EVER BEEN
PROSECUTED FOR THAT.
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01:19:36,542 --> 01:19:38,542
{\an8}BUT THERE'S A FIRST TIME
FOR EVERYTHING.
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01:19:38,611 --> 01:19:40,478
THOSE OF YOU IN THE MANAGED
CARE INDUSTRY
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01:19:40,547 --> 01:19:42,647
THAT ARE LOOKING
AT THIS ISSUE, ASK YOURSELF:
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01:19:42,716 --> 01:19:45,482
DO YOU WANT TO
TAKE THIS CHANCE?
1532
01:19:45,551 --> 01:19:47,651
I MEAN YOU'RE DANCING
RIGHT UP TO THIS--
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01:19:47,720 --> 01:19:49,186
TO THE EDGE
OF THIS STATUTE.
1534
01:19:49,255 --> 01:19:50,921
THE THING THAT I WOULD TELL
A FAMILY TO DO
1535
01:19:50,990 --> 01:19:53,223
IS-- NO MATTER WHAT THEY'RE
BEING TOLD, IS KEEP FIGHTING,
1536
01:19:53,292 --> 01:19:56,327
IS TO SAY,
"NO, THIS IS WHAT IT
SAYS IN MY BENEFIT.
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01:19:56,396 --> 01:19:58,896
AND I NEED THIS BENEFIT."
1538
01:19:58,965 --> 01:20:00,898
IF THE FAMILIES
DON'T MAKE AN ISSUE OF THIS
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01:20:00,967 --> 01:20:03,200
AND DUST IT UP,
IT'S GONNA CONTINUE.
1540
01:20:03,269 --> 01:20:06,303
GOOD EVENING.MY NAME IS JOAN WARD.
1541
01:20:06,372 --> 01:20:07,871
I LIVE INCRANBERRY TOWNSHIP.
1542
01:20:07,940 --> 01:20:10,040
THIS IS OUR SON ROB.
1543
01:20:10,109 --> 01:20:12,009
WHEN ROB WAS A SENIOR
IN HIGH SCHOOL
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01:20:12,078 --> 01:20:14,878
WE DISCOVERED
THAT HE WAS ABUSING DRUGS.
1545
01:20:14,947 --> 01:20:19,851
YOU'VE HEARD A NUMBER OF VERYTRAGIC STORIES HERE TODAY,
1546
01:20:19,920 --> 01:20:22,353
OF YOUNG LIVES LOST.
1547
01:20:22,422 --> 01:20:25,957
PLEASE DON'T BE COMFORTED
INTO BELIEVING
1548
01:20:26,026 --> 01:20:28,792
THAT THESE ARE ABERRATIONS.
1549
01:20:28,861 --> 01:20:32,797
WE ARE NOT THE EXCEPTION.
WE ARE THE RULE.
1550
01:20:32,866 --> 01:20:34,632
THE WORLD LOOKS
AT OUR CHILDREN
1551
01:20:34,701 --> 01:20:36,668
AND THEY SEE DRUGGIES,
1552
01:20:36,737 --> 01:20:39,640
JUNKIES, FELONS.
1553
01:20:43,142 --> 01:20:45,042
WE LOOK AT OUR CHILDREN
1554
01:20:45,111 --> 01:20:48,078
AND WE SEE COWBOY BOOTS
AND BALLET SLIPPERS.
1555
01:20:48,147 --> 01:20:51,648
WE SEE CHRISTMAS MORNINGS
AND BIRTHDAY PARTIES.
1556
01:20:51,717 --> 01:20:55,185
WE HOLD FOREVER IN OUR HEART
THAT FIRST INSTANT
1557
01:20:55,254 --> 01:20:57,721
THAT WE FIRST LOOKED
INTO THEIR INFANT EYES
1558
01:20:57,790 --> 01:21:00,157
AND WE KNEW IN A HEARTBEAT
1559
01:21:00,226 --> 01:21:03,861
THAT WE WOULD GIVE OUR VERY
LIVES FOR THEM.
1560
01:21:03,930 --> 01:21:06,797
UNFORTUNATELY THAT'STHE LAST ABSOLUTE OF PARENTING.
1561
01:21:06,866 --> 01:21:09,270
IT'S ALL GUESSWORKAFTER THAT.
1562
01:21:10,770 --> 01:21:12,502
WHEN YOU GET
RIGHT DOWN TO IT,
1563
01:21:12,571 --> 01:21:14,739
OUR OPTIONS REALLY ARE
QUITE LIMITED.
1564
01:21:14,808 --> 01:21:18,042
WE CAN BUILD
A BETTER SYSTEM
1565
01:21:18,111 --> 01:21:21,081
OR WE CAN CONTINUE
TO BURY OUR CHILDREN.
1566
01:21:22,381 --> 01:21:26,220
I GREATLY APPRECIATE
YOUR EFFORTS IN THIS AREA.
1567
01:21:27,087 --> 01:21:29,220
THANK YOU FOR
YOUR TIME TODAY.
1568
01:21:29,289 --> 01:21:31,392
( applause )
1569
01:23:06,819 --> 01:23:09,386
All:
KEEP COMING BACK.
IT WORKS IF YOU WORK IT.
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01:23:09,455 --> 01:23:11,725
Woman:
OKAY, FELLAS, THANK YOU.
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