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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:31,496 --> 00:00:35,032 Man: I WAS SURPRISED TO HEAR ALL THE DRUGS HE DID. 4 00:00:35,101 --> 00:00:38,435 I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS DRINKING THAT MUCH, 5 00:00:38,504 --> 00:00:40,840 OR THAT HE WAS HIGH EVERY DAY IN SCHOOL. 6 00:00:42,341 --> 00:00:44,241 Young man: I'D GET UP SOME MORNINGS AND I'D BE LIKE, 7 00:00:44,310 --> 00:00:45,842 "MAN, TODAY'S GOING TO SUCK." 8 00:00:45,911 --> 00:00:47,845 AND SO I'D JUST HAVE, LIKE, YOU KNOW-- 9 00:00:47,914 --> 00:00:50,281 I'D PUT A LITTLE VODKA IN MY COFFEE. 10 00:00:50,349 --> 00:00:52,616 SOME DAYS, IF I HAD SOME PRESCRIPTIONS PILLS 11 00:00:52,685 --> 00:00:55,355 LEFTOVER FROM THE WEEKEND I'D POP A COUPLE OF THOSE. 12 00:00:57,089 --> 00:00:59,489 Mark Willenbring: THIS IS A DISORDER OF YOUNG PEOPLE. 13 00:00:59,558 --> 00:01:02,860 {\an8}VERY LITTLE ADDICTION STARTS AFTER THE AGE OF 30. 14 00:01:02,929 --> 00:01:04,895 {\an8}IT ALMOST ALWAYS STARTS, 15 00:01:04,964 --> 00:01:07,701 {\an8}BETWEEN THE AGES OF 18 AND 25. 16 00:01:09,135 --> 00:01:11,367 Woman: WE KEPT THINKING ONCE SHE GOT OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL 17 00:01:11,436 --> 00:01:14,003 IT WOULD BE OKAY. ONCE SHE GOT OUT OF COLLEGE IT WOULD BE OKAY. 18 00:01:14,072 --> 00:01:16,973 ONCE SHE GOT MARRIED IT WOULD BE OKAY. ONCE SHE BECAME A MOTHER... 19 00:01:17,043 --> 00:01:19,876 UNTIL SHE DECIDES TO LAY DOWN THAT ADDICTION 20 00:01:19,945 --> 00:01:22,916 THERE'S NOTHING I CAN SAY OR DO THAT'S GOING TO MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE. 21 00:01:24,250 --> 00:01:27,784 {\an8}THERE ARE MISCONCEPTIONS THAT REALLY DRIVE ME CRAZY 22 00:01:27,853 --> 00:01:29,319 {\an8}WHEN IT COMES TO ADDICTIONS. 23 00:01:29,388 --> 00:01:31,755 {\an8}ONE OF THEM IS THIS WHOLE IDEA THAT AN INDIVIDUAL 24 00:01:31,824 --> 00:01:34,625 {\an8}NEEDS TO REACH ROCK-BOTTOM 25 00:01:34,694 --> 00:01:36,727 {\an8}BEFORE THEY CAN GET ANY HELP. 26 00:01:36,796 --> 00:01:39,295 {\an8}THAT IS ABSOLUTELY WRONG. 27 00:01:39,364 --> 00:01:42,533 {\an8}IT'S A MYTH THAT THEY HAVE TO CRASH AND BURN 28 00:01:42,602 --> 00:01:44,769 {\an8}BEFORE THEY CAN GET BETTER. 29 00:01:44,838 --> 00:01:46,904 IT'S MORE LIKE ANY OTHER CHRONIC CONDITION-- 30 00:01:46,973 --> 00:01:48,505 THE SOONER YOU START THE BETTER, 31 00:01:48,574 --> 00:01:50,811 THE MORE YOU STAY ON TOP OF IT THE BETTER. 32 00:01:52,445 --> 00:01:55,946 I GOT SOBER IN 1981 AND STAYED SOBER 33 00:01:56,015 --> 00:01:59,350 FOR 17 AND A HALF YEARS THROUGH AA. 34 00:01:59,419 --> 00:02:01,351 I HAD NO PROBLEM AND THEN 35 00:02:01,420 --> 00:02:03,654 SOME PERSONAL THINGS HAPPENED TO ME IN MY LIFE 36 00:02:03,723 --> 00:02:07,358 AND I'VE BEEN DRUNK EVER SINCE. 37 00:02:07,427 --> 00:02:10,995 I'M ASHAMED BECAUSE I LOOKED INTO THE EYES OF MY CHILDREN 38 00:02:11,064 --> 00:02:14,299 AND THAT WASN'T ENOUGH 39 00:02:14,368 --> 00:02:17,869 TO MAKE ME STOP. 40 00:02:17,938 --> 00:02:20,237 {\an8}HOW CAN WE COMPREHEND 41 00:02:20,306 --> 00:02:22,640 {\an8}THE CONCEPT OF A PERSON, 42 00:02:22,709 --> 00:02:25,609 {\an8}THAT WANTS TO STOP DOING SOMETHING AND THEY CANNOT, 43 00:02:25,678 --> 00:02:28,345 {\an8}DESPITE CATASTROPHIC CONSEQUENCES? 44 00:02:28,414 --> 00:02:31,915 WE'RE NOT SPEAKING OF LITTLE CONSEQUENCES. THESE ARE CATASTROPHIC. 45 00:02:31,984 --> 00:02:34,288 AND YET, THEY CANNOT CONTROL THEIR BEHAVIOR. 46 00:02:36,656 --> 00:02:39,491 I MEAN, THERE HAVE BEEN SO MANY THINGS THAT I HAVEN'T ACCOMPLISHED 47 00:02:39,560 --> 00:02:42,026 BECAUSE-- 48 00:02:42,095 --> 00:02:44,262 BECAUSE OF THE PROBLEM. 49 00:02:44,331 --> 00:02:47,365 I THINK... SO... 50 00:02:47,434 --> 00:02:49,336 THAT'S ALL. 51 00:02:51,171 --> 00:02:53,237 MY DRINKING IS KILLING ME 52 00:02:53,306 --> 00:02:57,074 AND I DESPERATELY NEED HELP. 53 00:02:57,143 --> 00:02:58,943 {\an8}THERE'S MORE TREATMENTS AVAILABLE. 54 00:02:59,012 --> 00:03:00,711 {\an8}THERE'S BETTER UNDERSTANDING. 55 00:03:00,780 --> 00:03:03,580 {\an8}THERE'S MORE ACCEPTANCE THAT THIS IS A MEDICAL CONDITION 56 00:03:03,649 --> 00:03:06,616 {\an8}WITH REAL MEDICAL SOLUTIONS THEN THERE EVER HAS BEEN. 57 00:03:06,685 --> 00:03:08,819 {\an8}THE RIGHT MEDICATION WITH THE RIGHT THERAPY 58 00:03:08,888 --> 00:03:10,855 {\an8}REALLY CAN GIVE AN INDIVIDUAL 59 00:03:10,924 --> 00:03:12,726 {\an8}A LEG UP IN RECOVERY. 60 00:03:15,027 --> 00:03:16,961 Woman: THIS WHOLE ADDICTION 61 00:03:17,030 --> 00:03:18,863 WILL RUIN YOUR MIND AND THOUGHTS. 62 00:03:18,932 --> 00:03:20,631 EVEN THOUGH I LIVED THROUGH IT, 63 00:03:20,700 --> 00:03:22,603 I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND IT. 64 00:03:43,356 --> 00:03:46,594 THIS IS EXCELLENT. WHAT WE SEE IN YOUR BRAIN IS WHAT YOU SEE... 65 00:03:54,367 --> 00:03:57,868 THE CORRECT DOSING TECHNIQUE IS TO PUT IT UNDER YOUR TONGUE. 66 00:03:57,937 --> 00:04:00,871 YOUR CRAVINGS ARE ACTUALLY MUCH LOWER THAN WHEN YOU STARTED, 67 00:04:00,940 --> 00:04:02,510 WHICH IS REALLY NICE. 68 00:04:09,381 --> 00:04:11,447 THE OPIATES THAT WE'RE USING NOW, IT STIMULATES 69 00:04:11,516 --> 00:04:15,422 THE PARTS OF YOUR BRAIN THAT HELP YOU WANT TO GET UP GO DO YOUR JOB... 70 00:04:40,914 --> 00:04:43,050 ( siren wailing ) 71 00:05:01,467 --> 00:05:04,668 HE'S GOT A BRUISE UNDER HIS MID-LEFT CLAVICLE. 72 00:05:04,737 --> 00:05:07,371 {\an8}Larry Gentilello: HERE AT THE TRAUMA CENTER IT'S SATURDAY NIGHT, 73 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:09,640 {\an8}THESE ARE WHERE THE PROBLEMS REALLY ARISE FROM 74 00:05:09,709 --> 00:05:12,379 {\an8}TOO MUCH DRINKING, TO MUCH DRUG USE IN OUR SOCIETY. 75 00:05:25,959 --> 00:05:29,059 PUT THE ULTRASOUND AWAY. OG-TUBE, LET'S GO. 76 00:05:29,128 --> 00:05:31,162 WE'RE HERE IN THE ER. I'M NOT FLOODED TONIGHT 77 00:05:31,231 --> 00:05:33,396 WITH PEOPLE WHO NEED THEIR APPENDIX TAKEN OUT 78 00:05:33,465 --> 00:05:35,970 OR THEIR GALLBLADDER. IT'S ALL DRINKING AND INJURIES. 79 00:05:39,238 --> 00:05:42,706 HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEIZURES FROM STOPPING DRINKING BEFORE? 80 00:05:42,775 --> 00:05:44,875 - I'VE HAD BLACKOUTS. - YOU'VE HAD BLACKOUTS? 81 00:05:44,944 --> 00:05:47,778 THIS IS PROBABLY OUR THIRD INCIDENT THIS EVENING 82 00:05:47,847 --> 00:05:50,214 WHERE WE'VE HAD ALCOHOL OR DRUG USE INVOLVED. 83 00:05:50,283 --> 00:05:52,353 {\an8}GO, GO, GO. 84 00:05:54,453 --> 00:05:57,021 - WHAT HAVE YOU GOT THERE? - TRACE AMOUNT OF CRACK HERE. 85 00:05:57,090 --> 00:05:58,722 THEY USE THAT TO SMOKE IT. 86 00:05:58,791 --> 00:06:02,960 HE'S POSITIVE FOR BENZODIAZEPINES AND OPIATES, 87 00:06:03,029 --> 00:06:04,895 BUT ALSO POSITIVE FOR COCAINE. 88 00:06:04,964 --> 00:06:07,164 {\an8}WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? 89 00:06:07,233 --> 00:06:09,066 {\an8}I GOT IN A FIGHT WITH TWO YOUNGSTERS, 90 00:06:09,135 --> 00:06:11,268 {\an8}CUT ME ACROSS THE HEAD AND CUT ME RIGHT HERE. 91 00:06:11,337 --> 00:06:14,738 - ( yells ) - I'M SORRY. 92 00:06:14,807 --> 00:06:18,843 I THINK IT'S PRETTY LIKELY THAT DRUGS AND ALCOHOL 93 00:06:18,912 --> 00:06:20,677 WERE INVOLVED IN THIS INJURY, 94 00:06:20,746 --> 00:06:24,081 BOTH ON THE PART OF THE PATIENT AND ON THE PART OF THOSE WHO STABBED HIM. 95 00:06:24,150 --> 00:06:25,983 {\an8}WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS PATIENT OVER THERE? 96 00:06:26,052 --> 00:06:28,352 {\an8}42-YEAR-OLD MALE IN THE PARKING LOT SLIPPED BETWEEN 97 00:06:28,421 --> 00:06:30,521 {\an8}THE CURB AND THE WALL, SNAPPED HIS ANKLE. 98 00:06:30,590 --> 00:06:32,156 - HAS HE BEEN DRINKING? - HE'S BEEN DRINKING. 99 00:06:32,225 --> 00:06:35,459 - I HAD ABOUT A SIX-PACK. - A SIX-PACK, OKAY. 100 00:06:35,528 --> 00:06:37,527 - IT'S DEFORMED THERE. - I HONESTLY DON'T THINK 101 00:06:37,596 --> 00:06:39,730 THAT THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE I WAS DRINKING. 102 00:06:39,799 --> 00:06:43,167 I THINK IT'S JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY I STEPPED. 103 00:06:43,236 --> 00:06:45,035 YOU MAY BE RIGHT. I'M NOT SAYING YOU'RE NOT. 104 00:06:45,104 --> 00:06:47,671 NORMALLY, A PATIENT LIKE THIS WOULD COME TO AN EMERGENCY ROOM, 105 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:50,106 EVERYONE WOULD FOCUS ON HIS ANKLE AND NOTHING WOULD BE DONE 106 00:06:50,175 --> 00:06:52,976 FOR THE UNDERLYING DRINKING PROBLEM THAT CAUSED THIS INJURY IN THE FIRST PLACE. 107 00:06:53,045 --> 00:06:56,780 NOW'S THE TIME TO OFFER HIM SOME COUNSELING. HE'S AN EXCELLENT CANDIDATE. 108 00:06:56,849 --> 00:06:59,050 WE'RE GOING TO KEEP AN EYE ON HIM, GIVE HIM HIS MEDICAL CARE. 109 00:06:59,119 --> 00:07:00,885 BY TOMORROW MORNING WE'RE GOING TO MAKE SURE 110 00:07:00,954 --> 00:07:03,453 HE SEES A COUNSELOR BEFORE HE GOES HOME. 111 00:07:03,522 --> 00:07:07,094 - HOW YOU DOING THERE, SIR? - I'M DOING ALL RIGHT NOW. 112 00:07:09,762 --> 00:07:12,363 {\an8}I'M 20 RIGHT NOW. 113 00:07:12,432 --> 00:07:15,599 {\an8}BARELY TURNED 20-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HUH? 114 00:07:15,668 --> 00:07:17,234 TODAY YOU'VE BEEN DRINKING? 115 00:07:17,303 --> 00:07:19,503 LITTLE BIT, YES, SIR. I HAVE BEEN DRINKING TODAY 116 00:07:19,572 --> 00:07:21,772 - WHAT DID YOU DRINK? - I DRANK JIM BEAM, SIR. 117 00:07:21,841 --> 00:07:24,441 TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY. RIGHT NOW IS MY BIRTHDAY. 118 00:07:24,510 --> 00:07:28,112 AS OF 12:00 TONIGHT IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. 119 00:07:28,181 --> 00:07:30,448 - HOW OLD ARE YOU? - I'M 20 YEARS OF AGE. 120 00:07:30,517 --> 00:07:32,316 - 20? - YES, SIR. 121 00:07:32,385 --> 00:07:34,384 HOW MANY JIM BEAMS DID YOU HAVE? 122 00:07:34,453 --> 00:07:37,355 I PROBABLY HAD ABOUT 15 TO 20 SHOTS. 123 00:07:37,424 --> 00:07:39,660 ( yells ) 124 00:07:42,228 --> 00:07:43,794 WE'RE GOING TO FIX THAT UP FOR YOU. 125 00:07:43,863 --> 00:07:45,896 YOU'RE LUCKY YOU DIDN'T DAMAGE ANY ARTERIES 126 00:07:45,965 --> 00:07:48,599 OR NERVES THAT CONTROL THE FUNCTION OF YOUR ARM. 127 00:07:48,668 --> 00:07:50,500 THIS COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT WORSE. 128 00:07:50,569 --> 00:07:53,370 DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER HISTORY OF DRUG USE 129 00:07:53,439 --> 00:07:54,838 AMONG PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSE TO YOU? 130 00:07:54,907 --> 00:07:56,874 YES, THEY ALL USE DRUGS. 131 00:07:56,943 --> 00:07:58,843 I WISH THEY WOULD ALL QUIT. 132 00:07:58,912 --> 00:08:01,179 MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD-- 133 00:08:01,248 --> 00:08:04,081 I LOVE HER SO SO SO MUCH. 134 00:08:04,150 --> 00:08:05,949 BABY, I WISH YOU WOULD QUIT. 135 00:08:06,018 --> 00:08:08,886 YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT? I AIN'T SAYING NOTHING ELSE. 136 00:08:08,955 --> 00:08:12,826 PLEASE, BABY. PLEASE. 137 00:08:15,227 --> 00:08:17,761 {\an8}Gentilello: THIS IS WHAT WE CALL A LEVEL-ONE TRAUMA. 138 00:08:17,830 --> 00:08:19,997 {\an8}THIS IS SOMEONE WHO IS BADLY INJURED 139 00:08:20,066 --> 00:08:22,366 {\an8}WHO THE PARAMEDICS HAVE PRETTY MUCH DECIDED 140 00:08:22,435 --> 00:08:24,968 {\an8}IS AT RISK OF LOSING LIFE OR LIMB. 141 00:08:25,037 --> 00:08:28,672 THE RESOURCES THAT WE COMMIT TO TRAUMA CARE ARE ENORMOUS. 142 00:08:28,741 --> 00:08:31,342 IN FACT, IN SOME WAYS, IT'S ONE OF THE MOST 143 00:08:31,411 --> 00:08:34,978 EXPENSIVE DISEASES THAT WE FACE IN MODERN SOCIETY. 144 00:08:35,047 --> 00:08:38,816 AND ABOUT HALF OF IT'S RELATED TO ALCOHOL USE. 145 00:08:38,884 --> 00:08:42,620 - DO WE HAVE A PULSE? - DO YOU HAVE A PULSE? 146 00:08:42,689 --> 00:08:45,555 NO, HE'S 26 YEARS OLD. 147 00:08:45,624 --> 00:08:47,857 Gentilello: WE'VE GOT TO GIVE HIM EVERY CHANCE. 148 00:08:47,926 --> 00:08:50,831 THE MAIN THING IS TO STOP THE BLEEDING FROM HIS PELVIC FRACTURE. 149 00:08:54,501 --> 00:08:56,767 LET'S SHOCK HIM. LET'S SHOCK HIM. 150 00:08:56,836 --> 00:08:59,303 - GO TO 400. - CLEAR. 151 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:02,239 - CLEAR - WE GOT A PULSE. 152 00:09:02,308 --> 00:09:03,640 - WE HAVE A PULSE? - YES. 153 00:09:03,709 --> 00:09:05,809 HE'S GOT A RAPID PULSE AND A WEAK BLOOD PRESSURE. 154 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:08,645 NOT MUCH. I MEAN HIS CHANCES ARE PRETTY SLIM TO NONE. 155 00:09:08,714 --> 00:09:11,649 BUT AS LONG AS HE'S GOT A PULSE AND A FAINT BLOOD PRESSURE 156 00:09:11,718 --> 00:09:12,983 WE'RE GONNA KEEP DOING ALL WE CAN. 157 00:09:13,053 --> 00:09:15,719 - YIKES! - WHAT'S HE GOT? 158 00:09:15,788 --> 00:09:18,889 ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT. WE FOUND WHAT YOU FOUND. 159 00:09:18,958 --> 00:09:20,890 IS HE BLEEDING FROM HIS BACK? 160 00:09:20,959 --> 00:09:23,794 HE'S GOT A BALLOTABLE BACK. HIS WHOLE BACK'S FULL OF BLOOD. 161 00:09:23,863 --> 00:09:25,163 Woman: THERE'S MORE BLOOD. 162 00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:26,730 HOW LONG HAVE WE BEEN DOING CPR? 163 00:09:26,799 --> 00:09:28,665 Woman: WE'VE BEEN DOING CPR FOR 19 MINUTES, 164 00:09:28,734 --> 00:09:30,868 AND HE WAS DOWN SEVEN MINUTES WHEN HE GOT HERE. 165 00:09:30,937 --> 00:09:33,170 GENTILELLO, WE DON'T HAVE ANYTHING. 166 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:35,739 ALL RIGHT, LET'S CALL IT. 167 00:09:35,808 --> 00:09:37,478 PATIENT'S EXPIRED. 168 00:09:40,613 --> 00:09:42,213 WE DID EVERYTHING WE COULD. 169 00:09:42,282 --> 00:09:44,715 THANKS A LOT. 170 00:09:44,784 --> 00:09:47,021 YOU NEVER GET OVER SEEING YOUNG PEOPLE DIE. 171 00:09:50,089 --> 00:09:54,325 SO WE JUST CHECKED THIS PATIENT'S URINE TOXICOLOGY SCREEN. 172 00:09:54,394 --> 00:09:57,127 HE WAS UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF MARIJUANA. 173 00:09:57,196 --> 00:09:59,366 SO HE DIED BECAUSE OF INTOXICATION. 174 00:10:03,470 --> 00:10:05,569 HE'S A YOUNG PERSON. 175 00:10:05,638 --> 00:10:07,772 IT'S NOT LIKE TAKING CARE OF SOMEBODY WHO'S 75 YEARS OLD 176 00:10:07,841 --> 00:10:09,573 AND DIED OF A HEART ATTACK, 177 00:10:09,642 --> 00:10:11,708 OR 80 YEARS OLD AND HAS CANCER OR DEMENTIA. 178 00:10:11,777 --> 00:10:13,776 THIS IS A YOUNG PERSON IN THE PRIME OF HIS LIFE. 179 00:10:13,845 --> 00:10:17,047 LEFT HIS HOUSE TODAY AND EXPECTED TO COME HOME TO HIS PARENTS TONIGHT. 180 00:10:17,116 --> 00:10:19,453 BUT HE WON'T. 181 00:10:32,833 --> 00:10:34,664 Radio: Dispatch. 182 00:10:34,733 --> 00:10:38,669 HEY, I GOT A WARRANT FOR AN INDIVIDUAL THAT I'M LOOKING FOR. 183 00:10:38,738 --> 00:10:42,810 AND WE'RE HEADED OVER THERE NOW TO CHECK THE HOUSE. 184 00:10:54,253 --> 00:10:57,621 SHE COULD BE ANYWHERE AROUND HERE. 185 00:10:57,690 --> 00:11:01,158 {\an8}I'VE HEARD ABOUT PEOPLE HAVING THEIR CHILDREN ARRESTED TO GET HELP. 186 00:11:01,227 --> 00:11:03,894 {\an8}AND I THOUGHT, "WHAT A DESPERATE MEASURE." 187 00:11:03,963 --> 00:11:07,101 I USED TO THINK, "I HOPE I NEVER GET TO THAT POINT." 188 00:11:13,439 --> 00:11:16,741 AND I THOUGHT, "I COULD NEVER ARREST MY OWN CHILD." 189 00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:18,709 I MEAN HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? 190 00:11:18,778 --> 00:11:21,545 THAT'S LIKE AN ADDICT GETTING DESPERATE. 191 00:11:21,614 --> 00:11:24,748 THAT'S HOW A PARENT-- I'M DESPERATE NOW. 192 00:11:24,817 --> 00:11:27,919 I WILL DO ANYTHING TO HELP MY CHILD. 193 00:11:27,988 --> 00:11:31,054 ( dog barking ) 194 00:11:31,123 --> 00:11:34,358 Donna: MY DAUGHTER HAS BEEN AN ADDICT FOR SEVEN YEARS. 195 00:11:34,427 --> 00:11:37,662 SHE'S BEEN OUT ON THE STREETS RIGHT NOW FOR... 196 00:11:37,731 --> 00:11:39,663 30 DAYS. 197 00:11:39,732 --> 00:11:42,733 BUT SHE'S MANAGED TO AVOID THE LAW AND AVOID US. 198 00:11:42,802 --> 00:11:45,936 AND THEY'RE VERY RESOURCEFUL. 199 00:11:46,005 --> 00:11:48,672 - THEY'RE VERY STREET SMART. - SHE'S OBVIOUSLY BEEN HERE. 200 00:11:48,741 --> 00:11:50,808 BECAUSE THAT'S HER STUFF ON THE OTHER SIDE. 201 00:11:50,877 --> 00:11:52,609 ON THE FLOOR THERE. 202 00:11:52,678 --> 00:11:54,344 CLIMB IN THROUGH THIS WINDOW-- 203 00:11:54,413 --> 00:11:57,181 THEY ACTUALLY CLIMB UP THE ROOF, SNEAK IN THE WINDOW. 204 00:11:57,250 --> 00:12:00,851 I'VE SEEN HER OVERDOSE TWICE. 205 00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:04,088 AND THE LAST ONE SHE ALMOST DIDN'T MAKE IT. 206 00:12:04,157 --> 00:12:06,490 WE'VE ALREADY FOUND DRUG PARAPHERNALIA-- 207 00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:08,860 SPOONS, RAZORS, CRACK PIPES, 208 00:12:08,929 --> 00:12:11,362 SUBOXONE-- 209 00:12:11,431 --> 00:12:13,864 SEVERAL DIFFERENT THINGS. 210 00:12:13,933 --> 00:12:15,832 MY DAUGHTER HAS STOLEN ITEMS FROM ME. 211 00:12:15,901 --> 00:12:19,069 AND IN THE PAST I'VE OVERLOOKED IT, BUT... 212 00:12:19,138 --> 00:12:23,874 I'M HOPING DETECTIVE MITCHELL CAN GET HER IN JAIL, 213 00:12:23,943 --> 00:12:26,777 GET HER THROUGH DETOX WHERE SHE CAN THINK CLEARLY, 214 00:12:26,846 --> 00:12:29,246 BECAUSE RIGHT NOW SHE CAN'T THINK CLEARLY. 215 00:12:29,315 --> 00:12:31,815 ALL SHE CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE NEXT FIX. 216 00:12:31,884 --> 00:12:33,985 IN THE END OF HER LETTER SHE SAYS, 217 00:12:34,054 --> 00:12:35,786 "THERE IS NO ESCAPE, BUT I'M TERRIFIED 218 00:12:35,855 --> 00:12:39,256 OF GOING TO JAIL, AND EVEN MORE OF BEING DOPE SICK." 219 00:12:39,325 --> 00:12:41,726 THIS IS WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT 15, 220 00:12:41,795 --> 00:12:44,461 BEFORE THE ADDICTION HAD STARTED. 221 00:12:44,530 --> 00:12:48,065 THIS IS HER GRADUATION PICTURE WHERE SHE, AT THIS POINT, 222 00:12:48,134 --> 00:12:51,772 WAS SOMEWHERE AROUND SEVEN TO EIGHT MONTHS CLEAN. 223 00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:56,573 AND THIS ONE WAS TAKEN 224 00:12:56,642 --> 00:12:58,846 PROBABLY ABOUT TWO MONTHS AGO. 225 00:13:00,714 --> 00:13:02,613 AND SHE LOOKS HIGH TO ME. 226 00:13:02,682 --> 00:13:04,548 SHE WAS IN THE GIFTED PROGRAM AT SCHOOL, 227 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:06,550 CAPTAIN OF THE CHEERLEADING SQUAD. 228 00:13:06,619 --> 00:13:08,686 SHE HAD A LOT OF FRIENDS. 229 00:13:08,755 --> 00:13:10,220 SHE HAD A BEAUTIFUL VOICE. 230 00:13:10,289 --> 00:13:12,856 SHE SANG AT WEDDINGS AND PLAYED THE PIANO BEAUTIFULLY. 231 00:13:12,925 --> 00:13:14,792 SHE GOT THAT TALENT FROM HER FATHER. 232 00:13:14,861 --> 00:13:17,528 BUT SHE NEVER LIKED HERSELF. 233 00:13:17,597 --> 00:13:20,398 WHEN YOU TALK TO PEOPLE THAT DO NOT HAVE ADDICTS, 234 00:13:20,467 --> 00:13:22,733 THEY JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND. 235 00:13:22,802 --> 00:13:25,169 YOU'LL OVERHEAR, "WELL, WHERE WERE THE PARENTS? 236 00:13:25,238 --> 00:13:27,104 WHERE WERE YOU WHEN THIS WAS HAPPENING?" 237 00:13:27,173 --> 00:13:30,908 I WAS RIGHT HERE. I MEAN, I WAS RIGHT WITH MY DAUGHTER. 238 00:13:30,977 --> 00:13:32,877 I HAD HER IN EVERYTHING. 239 00:13:32,946 --> 00:13:35,146 I WAS-- YOU KNOW, I KEPT HER BUSY. 240 00:13:35,214 --> 00:13:37,247 BUT, YOU KNOW-- 241 00:13:37,316 --> 00:13:40,484 OR "WHY DON'T YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT?" 242 00:13:40,553 --> 00:13:44,491 YOU KNOW, I'VE DONE EVERYTHING I COULD POSSIBLY DO ABOUT IT. 243 00:13:48,560 --> 00:13:51,528 WHEN I PUT HER IN TREATMENT, I WAS LED TO BELIEVE-- 244 00:13:51,597 --> 00:13:54,398 AND MAYBE IT WAS JUST ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW, 245 00:13:54,467 --> 00:13:56,467 AND THEY DIDN'T EXPLAIN IT TO ME-- 246 00:13:56,536 --> 00:13:59,337 THAT WE'RE GOING TO PUT YOUR DAUGHTER INTO TREATMENT 247 00:13:59,406 --> 00:14:01,739 AND SHE'S GOING TO GO THROUGH THE TREATMENT 248 00:14:01,807 --> 00:14:03,907 AND SHE'S GOING TO LEARN WHAT SHE HAS TO DO. 249 00:14:03,976 --> 00:14:06,443 AND WHEN SHE CAME OUT OF TREATMENT I THOUGHT, 250 00:14:06,512 --> 00:14:08,879 "THIS IS IT. YOU KNOW, THIS IS GOOD." 251 00:14:08,948 --> 00:14:10,551 BUT IT WASN'T. 252 00:14:12,117 --> 00:14:15,052 WE'RE ALSO GOING TO NEED TO CHECK THE HOUSE, IF YOU DON'T MIND. 253 00:14:15,121 --> 00:14:17,491 ( radio chatter ) 254 00:14:19,325 --> 00:14:21,491 I HAVEN'T SEEN HER OR SPOKE TO HER SINCE... 255 00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:24,028 DID PATOSKI GO THROUGH EVERYTHING ELSE? THE ATTIC AND ALL THAT? 256 00:14:24,097 --> 00:14:27,197 ...SINCE ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO. 257 00:14:27,266 --> 00:14:29,833 I CRY A LOT AND SOMETIMES I THINK I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 258 00:14:29,902 --> 00:14:32,503 BUT THEN I TURN AROUND AND SAY, "I HAVE TO MAKE IT." 259 00:14:32,572 --> 00:14:34,505 I MEAN, SHE'S ALL I HAVE. 260 00:14:34,574 --> 00:14:36,606 IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME, SHE WON'T MAKE IT. 261 00:14:36,675 --> 00:14:39,877 I WANT HER TO MAKE IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN HER. 262 00:14:39,946 --> 00:14:42,883 I KNOW SHE CAN MAKE IT. 263 00:14:53,526 --> 00:14:55,392 STEP. 264 00:14:55,461 --> 00:14:58,232 THERE YOU GO, 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT IT TO CHOKE YOU. 265 00:14:59,898 --> 00:15:02,900 Donna: AUBREY WILL BE PICKED UP TODAY BY DETECTIVE MITCHELL. 266 00:15:02,969 --> 00:15:06,073 SHE'LL BE TRANSPORTED FOR A HEARING. 267 00:15:07,439 --> 00:15:11,308 I GOT THE CALL WHEN HE ALREADY HAD HER AT THE STATION. 268 00:15:11,377 --> 00:15:13,778 HE SAID, "I HAVE SOMEBODY HERE THAT WANTS TO TALK TO YOU," 269 00:15:13,847 --> 00:15:16,280 AND I JUST CRIED. 270 00:15:16,349 --> 00:15:19,916 I THINK IT WAS JUST THE EMOTIONS THAT BUILT UP INSIDE. 271 00:15:19,985 --> 00:15:23,590 I HEARD HER VOICE AND I JUST ALL LET LOOSE. 272 00:15:25,191 --> 00:15:27,725 BUT I'M NERVOUS. I'M NERVOUS WITH WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN 273 00:15:27,794 --> 00:15:29,359 AT THE MAGISTRATE'S OFFICE. 274 00:15:29,428 --> 00:15:32,797 AND I'M PROBABLY MORE NERVOUS WITH HER COMING HOME. 275 00:15:32,866 --> 00:15:36,400 'CAUSE IT'S NEVER WORKED IN THE PAST. 276 00:15:36,469 --> 00:15:38,969 I WAS JUST DONE RUNNING. 277 00:15:39,038 --> 00:15:41,138 I COULDN'T DO IT ANYMORE. 278 00:15:41,206 --> 00:15:44,574 YOU GOTTA FIND A PLACE TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT. 279 00:15:44,643 --> 00:15:47,278 YOU GOTTA FIND WAYS OF GETTING MONEY EVERY DAY. 280 00:15:47,347 --> 00:15:49,617 IT'S JUST TOO MUCH. 281 00:15:52,418 --> 00:15:55,589 I DIDN'T CARE WHAT HAPPENED JUST AS LONG AS I GOT HIGH. 282 00:15:57,489 --> 00:16:00,624 BUT THEN NEAR THE END IT'S JUST THE MONEY RAN OUT. 283 00:16:00,693 --> 00:16:01,725 I HAD NOWHERE TO GO. 284 00:16:01,794 --> 00:16:04,862 I WAS LIKE-- RIGHT NOW, I CARE. 285 00:16:04,931 --> 00:16:07,334 THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANT. 286 00:16:10,303 --> 00:16:13,303 Mitchell: YOU READY? OKAY. 287 00:16:13,372 --> 00:16:15,609 THAN YOU VERY MUCH. HAVE A GOOD DAY. 288 00:16:19,512 --> 00:16:21,646 - ONE MORE. - DID YOU SAY THANK YOU? 289 00:16:21,714 --> 00:16:23,280 YES, MANY TIMES. 290 00:16:23,349 --> 00:16:26,384 I TOLD HER, NO FRIENDS, 291 00:16:26,453 --> 00:16:28,553 NO NOTHING, NO VISITS, 292 00:16:28,621 --> 00:16:31,322 NO FAKE EATING PARK LUNCHES, NO-- 293 00:16:31,391 --> 00:16:33,360 - NOTHING. - NOTHING. 294 00:16:42,068 --> 00:16:44,572 WE'RE GOING TO RUN THE HOUSE LIKE A REHAB. 295 00:16:48,074 --> 00:16:49,640 I HOPE SO. 296 00:16:49,709 --> 00:16:52,410 I'M JUST TRYING TO GET AT: WHAT'S IT GOING TO TAKE 297 00:16:52,479 --> 00:16:54,679 FOR YOU TO REACH YOUR BOTTOM? 298 00:16:54,748 --> 00:16:56,747 I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT A BOTTOM IS. 299 00:16:56,816 --> 00:16:58,815 I GUESS IT'S DIFFERENT FOR EVERYBODY. 300 00:16:58,884 --> 00:17:01,685 I MEAN, CAN I SAY I'M NEVER GOING TO TAKE 301 00:17:01,754 --> 00:17:03,253 ANOTHER DRUG OR ANOTHER DRINK 302 00:17:03,322 --> 00:17:05,522 FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE? NO, I CANNOT SAY THAT. 303 00:17:05,591 --> 00:17:07,959 CAN I SAY I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE A DRUG OR DRINK TODAY? 304 00:17:08,028 --> 00:17:09,660 YEAH, I CAN. 305 00:17:09,729 --> 00:17:12,066 YOU KNOW? IT WORKS LIKE THAT. 306 00:17:18,070 --> 00:17:20,571 I'M JUST THINKING, WHAT DID WE DO WRONG? 307 00:17:20,640 --> 00:17:22,506 OR DID WE DO ANYTHING WRONG? 308 00:17:22,575 --> 00:17:25,309 WHAT DIDN'T WE DO THAT WE NEED TO DO THIS TIME? 309 00:17:25,378 --> 00:17:28,949 LIKE, STICK TO A PROGRAM. 310 00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:33,250 I DON'T KNOW. I NEED-- I NEED TO NOT BE BORED. 311 00:17:33,319 --> 00:17:35,786 I NEED TO GET A JOB. 312 00:17:35,855 --> 00:17:38,392 I NEED TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS THAT DON'T USE. 313 00:17:40,460 --> 00:17:42,426 YOU NEED TO GO TO MEETINGS. 314 00:17:42,495 --> 00:17:45,229 I KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT ADDICTION AND RECOVERY. 315 00:17:45,298 --> 00:17:47,198 I MEAN, I'VE BEEN GOING TO REHAB SINCE, 316 00:17:47,267 --> 00:17:49,868 FOR WHAT, 10 YEARS OR SOMETHING. 317 00:17:49,937 --> 00:17:52,336 - SO-- - 16. 318 00:17:52,405 --> 00:17:54,171 16, WHATEVER. 319 00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:57,041 EIGHT YEARS, SEVEN YEARS. 320 00:17:57,110 --> 00:17:59,013 I COULD RUN A REHAB. 321 00:18:00,212 --> 00:18:02,613 WE NEED TO SIT DOWN AND MAKE A PLAN, 322 00:18:02,682 --> 00:18:04,682 A GOAL, A CONTRACT, SOMETHING, 323 00:18:04,751 --> 00:18:07,151 AND LIVE BY IT. 324 00:18:07,220 --> 00:18:09,687 - DOES THAT SOUND GOOD? - YEP. 325 00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:11,655 YOU HELP ME AND I'LL HELP YOU, 326 00:18:11,724 --> 00:18:14,895 AND MAYBE WE'LL MAKE IT. 327 00:18:17,296 --> 00:18:19,800 - WHAT DO YOU THINK? - SOUNDS GOOD. 328 00:18:28,875 --> 00:18:30,808 {\an8}WHEN SOMEBODY BEGINS TO THINK 329 00:18:30,877 --> 00:18:34,044 {\an8}THAT A LOVED ONE OR FAMILY MEMBER 330 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,414 {\an8}HAS A DRUG OR ALCOHOL PROBLEM 331 00:18:37,483 --> 00:18:39,583 {\an8}IT IS REALLY FRIGHTENING. 332 00:18:39,652 --> 00:18:42,420 BECAUSE NONE OF US KNOW 333 00:18:42,489 --> 00:18:45,656 HOW TO START, WHERE TO START AND WHERE TO GO. 334 00:18:45,725 --> 00:18:49,160 {\an8}ADDICTION IS UNPLEASANT TO THE PERSON WHO HAS IT, 335 00:18:49,229 --> 00:18:51,728 {\an8}AND TO THE FAMILY OF THE PERSON THAT HAS IT. 336 00:18:51,797 --> 00:18:53,730 AND THAT'S WHY YOU WANT TO TREAT IT. 337 00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:56,434 {\an8}THIS IS NOT SOMETHING THAT DEVELOPS 338 00:18:56,503 --> 00:18:58,836 {\an8}OVERNIGHT FOR ANY INDIVIDUAL. 339 00:18:58,905 --> 00:19:02,039 {\an8}AND GENERALLY THERE IS A SERIES OF STEPS 340 00:19:02,108 --> 00:19:04,909 THAT THE INDIVIDUALS GO THROUGH 341 00:19:04,978 --> 00:19:07,944 FROM EXPERIMENTATION AND OCCASIONAL USE 342 00:19:08,013 --> 00:19:11,649 THROUGH THE ACTUAL LOSS OF CONTROL OF USE. 343 00:19:11,718 --> 00:19:14,352 {\an8}USE BECOMES COMPULSIVE. 344 00:19:14,421 --> 00:19:16,920 {\an8}AND PEOPLE BECOME PREOCCUPIED WITH IT. 345 00:19:16,989 --> 00:19:19,790 {\an8}IT BECOMES VERY VERY IMPORTANT TO THEM. 346 00:19:19,859 --> 00:19:23,126 ONE OF THE WAYS I DEFINE ADDICTION 347 00:19:23,195 --> 00:19:27,097 IS WANTING THE WRONG THING VERY VERY BADLY. 348 00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:29,900 {\an8}DRUG ADDICTION IS A DISEASE OF THE BRAIN 349 00:19:29,969 --> 00:19:32,603 {\an8}THAT TRANSLATES-- THAT THAT DISEASE 350 00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:36,040 {\an8}TRANSLATES INTO ABNORMAL BEHAVIOR. 351 00:19:36,109 --> 00:19:39,477 {\an8}WHEN A PERSON WHO HAS THIS DISEASE 352 00:19:39,546 --> 00:19:42,012 {\an8}IS EXPOSED TO CUES OR STIMULI 353 00:19:42,081 --> 00:19:44,514 {\an8}THAT REMIND THEM OF, 354 00:19:44,583 --> 00:19:47,718 {\an8}OR HAVE PREVIOUSLY BEEN ASSOCIATED WITH THE USE OF A DRUG, 355 00:19:47,787 --> 00:19:51,521 {\an8}THERE IS AN UNCONTROLLABLE REFLEX. 356 00:19:51,590 --> 00:19:53,791 IT HAPPENS VERY VERY QUICKLY IN THE BRAIN. 357 00:19:53,860 --> 00:19:55,325 WE CAN SEE IT IN BRAIN IMAGING. 358 00:19:55,394 --> 00:19:58,428 AND THE PERSON DOESN'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO STOP IT. 359 00:19:58,497 --> 00:20:01,802 AS A MATTER OF FACT, IT MAY HAPPEN BEFORE THEY'RE EVEN CONSCIOUS OF IT. 360 00:20:07,307 --> 00:20:09,640 Man: I'M OUT HERE ALONE NOW, 361 00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:12,580 TRYING TO HANG ON AND SURVIVE. 362 00:20:15,081 --> 00:20:16,981 THE HOLIDAYS WERE ROUGH. 363 00:20:17,050 --> 00:20:20,051 I ACTUALLY THOUGHT THIS ONE WOULD BE DIFFERENT. 364 00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:21,952 BUT RIGHT NEAR THE END 365 00:20:22,021 --> 00:20:24,158 SOME OTHER THINGS HAPPENED... 366 00:20:26,526 --> 00:20:28,659 WITH MY WIFE AND THE FAMILY 367 00:20:28,728 --> 00:20:32,166 AND I DIDN'T RESPOND VERY WELL. 368 00:20:35,101 --> 00:20:38,102 I SAID, "I'M GOING OUT FOR A LITTLE WHILE." 369 00:20:38,171 --> 00:20:39,770 I WENT OUT. 370 00:20:39,839 --> 00:20:42,507 I DON'T EVEN REALLY REMEMBER WHERE I WENT OR WHATEVER. 371 00:20:42,576 --> 00:20:44,341 BUT I DO REMEMBER GOING OUTSIDE, 372 00:20:44,410 --> 00:20:47,845 WALKING AROUND, BUYING DRUGS. I HAD MONEY. 373 00:20:47,914 --> 00:20:49,817 AND... 374 00:20:51,418 --> 00:20:54,154 USED-- AND JUST USED. 375 00:21:02,095 --> 00:21:05,730 {\an8}EVEN AFTER PEOPLE HAVE BEEN DRUG FREE FOR 376 00:21:05,799 --> 00:21:08,198 {\an8}NOT JUST DAYS OR WEEKS, BUT MONTHS OR YEARS, 377 00:21:08,267 --> 00:21:11,301 {\an8}THE TENDENCY TO RELAPSE IS VERY STRONG. 378 00:21:11,370 --> 00:21:14,905 SO IT IS THE WAY TO UNDERSTAND 379 00:21:14,974 --> 00:21:16,306 WHAT ADDICTIONS ARE. 380 00:21:16,375 --> 00:21:18,976 THE TENDENCY TO RELAPSE IS PART OF THE DISORDER. 381 00:21:19,045 --> 00:21:21,178 IT'S NOT A FAILURE OF TREATMENT. 382 00:21:21,247 --> 00:21:22,746 IT'S PART OF THE DISORDER. 383 00:21:22,815 --> 00:21:25,215 {\an8}I'VE ALWAYS LOST THE BATTLE, AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL. 384 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:28,618 {\an8}I'VE LOST THE BATTLE AGAIN AND I'M USING AGAIN. 385 00:21:28,687 --> 00:21:31,956 YOU KNOW, I SIT AND WHEN I'M ACTUALLY USING 386 00:21:32,025 --> 00:21:34,291 AFTER A BATTLE LIKE THAT, I FEEL SO BAD. 387 00:21:34,360 --> 00:21:36,461 BECAUSE I COULDN'T WIN. 388 00:21:36,530 --> 00:21:39,033 OR I DIDN'T WIN. 389 00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:43,868 Childress: YOU'VE HAD A WILD THREE OR FOUR MONTHS HERE. 390 00:21:43,937 --> 00:21:46,337 William: A ROLLER-COASTER RIDE. 391 00:21:46,406 --> 00:21:48,172 RIGHT NOW I'M IN A PERIOD WHERE 392 00:21:48,241 --> 00:21:50,774 I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET WHAT I WANT. 393 00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:52,543 I DEFINITELY KNOW WHAT I WANT. 394 00:21:52,612 --> 00:21:54,545 AND THAT'S CLEAN AND SOBER. THAT'S THE END. 395 00:21:54,614 --> 00:21:57,181 - THAT'S THE END RESULT. - YOU WANT TO GET TO A GOOD SPOT. 396 00:21:57,250 --> 00:22:00,417 IT'S SO IMPORTANT TO DO EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE DOING, WHICH IS TO SAY, 397 00:22:00,486 --> 00:22:03,120 "IF I HAD 11 MONTHS 398 00:22:03,189 --> 00:22:04,955 GOOD FUNCTIONING, CLEAN TIME BEFORE..." 399 00:22:05,024 --> 00:22:07,224 - YES. - "...I CAN DO THAT AGAIN." 400 00:22:07,293 --> 00:22:11,328 IN FACT, ALL THE DATA SAYS THAT THE MORE TIMES YOU KEEP TRYING 401 00:22:11,397 --> 00:22:13,964 YOU INCREASE YOUR LIKELIHOOD OF THAT SUCCESS BEING MORE SUSTAINED. 402 00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:16,000 AND THAT'S REALLY REALLY IMPORTANT. 403 00:22:16,069 --> 00:22:18,769 PATIENTS SAY, "WHY CAN'T I JUST STOP? 404 00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:21,906 I'VE LOST SO MUCH. I'VE PAID SUCH A HIGH PRICE." 405 00:22:21,975 --> 00:22:24,875 PARENTS SAY, "WHY CAN'T THEY JUST STOP? 406 00:22:24,944 --> 00:22:27,778 THEY'VE COMPLETELY WRECKED THEIR LIVES. 407 00:22:27,847 --> 00:22:30,480 OUR LIVES TOO. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST STOP?" 408 00:22:30,549 --> 00:22:34,085 AND WHAT WE'RE BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND NOW AT THE LEVEL OF THE BRAIN 409 00:22:34,154 --> 00:22:35,653 IS THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF CARDS 410 00:22:35,722 --> 00:22:37,821 THAT ARE STACKED IN THE WRONG DIRECTION HERE. 411 00:22:37,890 --> 00:22:39,823 I'M SO STRONG-WILLED IN SUCH OTHER THINGS 412 00:22:39,892 --> 00:22:43,627 THAT PEOPLE-- PEOPLE COULD ACTUALLY-- THERE'S PEOPLE THAT WOULD SAY TO YOU, 413 00:22:43,696 --> 00:22:45,696 "YEAH, HE'S STRONG- WILLED IN THIS WAY." 414 00:22:45,765 --> 00:22:48,365 - SO WHY CAN'T HE BE STRONG- WILLED IN THIS WAY? - EXACTLY. 415 00:22:48,434 --> 00:22:51,369 SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND 416 00:22:51,438 --> 00:22:53,304 IT'S NOT A MATTER 417 00:22:53,373 --> 00:22:56,507 OF MORAL FIBER OR CHARACTER OR JUST WANTING IT ENOUGH. 418 00:22:56,576 --> 00:22:58,842 YOU'VE GOT PARTS OF THE BRAIN HERE THAT THINK 419 00:22:58,911 --> 00:23:00,544 WHEN THEY SEE THESE SIGNALS FOR A DRUG, 420 00:23:00,613 --> 00:23:03,947 THAT THAT'S AS IMPORTANT AS A RELATIONSHIP, 421 00:23:04,016 --> 00:23:06,650 AS THE BEST FOOD YOU EVER SAW. 422 00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:09,953 IT'S-- IT'S A TRICK THAT'S PLAYED ON THE BRAIN. 423 00:23:10,022 --> 00:23:12,690 AND IN A WAY THAT TENDS TO LEAVE OUT 424 00:23:12,759 --> 00:23:14,925 THIS DECISION-MAKING PART OF YOUR BRAIN. 425 00:23:14,994 --> 00:23:18,161 SO IN THE BRAIN WE HAVE THESE TWO IMPORTANT SYSTEMS. 426 00:23:18,230 --> 00:23:22,132 THE "GO" SYSTEM, THE ANCIENT "GO" CIRCUIT FOR HELPING US RESPOND 427 00:23:22,201 --> 00:23:25,435 TO NATURAL REWARDS THAT ARE SO IMPORTANT FOR OUR SURVIVAL. 428 00:23:25,504 --> 00:23:28,905 AND THE "STOP" SYSTEM, THE MORE RECENT FRONTAL LOBE SYSTEM 429 00:23:28,974 --> 00:23:32,410 THAT'S IMPORTANT FOR HELPING US CONSIDER WHEN IT'S IMPORTANT NOT TO GO, 430 00:23:32,479 --> 00:23:35,516 NOT TO ACT ON THE PULL OF THAT REWARD. 431 00:23:49,529 --> 00:23:52,262 WHEN THINGS ARE WORKING RIGHT, THE GO CIRCUITRY 432 00:23:52,331 --> 00:23:55,466 AND THE STOP CIRCUITRY REALLY ARE INTERCONNECTED 433 00:23:55,535 --> 00:23:57,468 AND REALLY TALKING TO EACH OTHER 434 00:23:57,537 --> 00:23:59,469 TO HELP YOU WEIGH THE CONSEQUENCES 435 00:23:59,538 --> 00:24:03,307 OF A DECISION AND DECIDE WHEN TO GO OR NOT TO GO. 436 00:24:03,376 --> 00:24:06,477 SO IT'S NOT THAT THEY'RE SEPARABLE. 437 00:24:06,546 --> 00:24:09,881 THEY'RE INTERACTIVE. THEY'RE INTERLINKED AT ALL TIMES. 438 00:24:09,950 --> 00:24:11,815 IT'S JUST THAT IT'S INTERESTING, 439 00:24:11,884 --> 00:24:15,086 WITH OUR PATIENT SITUATION, IT IS AS THOUGH THEY 440 00:24:15,155 --> 00:24:17,321 HAVE BECOME FUNCTIONALLY DISCONNECTED. 441 00:24:17,390 --> 00:24:19,323 IT IS AS THOUGH THE GO SYSTEM 442 00:24:19,392 --> 00:24:21,626 IS SORT OF RUNNING OFF ON ITS OWN, 443 00:24:21,695 --> 00:24:23,628 IS A ROGUE SYSTEM NOW, 444 00:24:23,697 --> 00:24:26,530 AND IS NOT INTERACTING 445 00:24:26,599 --> 00:24:30,471 IN A REGULAR, SEAMLESS, INTEGRATED WAY WITH THE STOP SYSTEM. 446 00:24:35,007 --> 00:24:37,875 THIS IS THE TRIGGER-- ALL OF THIS AROUND ME. 447 00:24:37,944 --> 00:24:41,044 YOU CAN TURN AROUND AND LOOK AT ALL THAT, AND ALL THAT'S A TRIGGER 448 00:24:41,113 --> 00:24:44,482 BECAUSE ALL OF THIS IS WHERE I'M FROM 449 00:24:44,551 --> 00:24:48,051 AND I'VE ALWAYS USED IN THIS AREA. 450 00:24:48,120 --> 00:24:50,087 SO YOU IMAGINE, THE TRIGGER IS HERE. 451 00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:52,423 THE TRIGGER IS NOT ONLY UP HERE, 452 00:24:52,492 --> 00:24:55,796 THE TRIGGER IS WHEN I WALK OUT, OPEN MY EYES AND WHAT I SEE. 453 00:24:59,465 --> 00:25:03,834 THE PATIENT SEES, SMELLS, EXPERIENCES 454 00:25:03,903 --> 00:25:06,136 THINGS THAT REMIND THEM OF THEIR DRUG OF ABUSE. 455 00:25:06,205 --> 00:25:09,973 AND INSTEAD OF BEING ABLE TO SAY, "WAIT A MINUTE. 456 00:25:10,042 --> 00:25:12,743 THINK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED LAST WEEK. 457 00:25:12,812 --> 00:25:15,712 YOU LOST YOUR JOB. YOU ALMOST LOST YOUR LIFE." 458 00:25:15,781 --> 00:25:19,750 INSTEAD THE STOP SYSTEM DOESN'T SEEM TO GET INTO THE PICTURE AT ALL. 459 00:25:19,819 --> 00:25:21,755 IT'S ALL ABOUT GO. 460 00:25:26,759 --> 00:25:28,726 ONE OF THE EXCITING THINGS ABOUT NOW 461 00:25:28,795 --> 00:25:31,762 IN TERMS OF OUR UNDERSTANDING ADDICTION 462 00:25:31,831 --> 00:25:33,597 IS THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME 463 00:25:33,666 --> 00:25:35,599 IN ALL OF HUMAN HISTORY 464 00:25:35,668 --> 00:25:37,601 WE CAN PEEK INSIDE THE BRAIN 465 00:25:37,670 --> 00:25:39,203 AND SEE WHAT MAY BE BROKEN. 466 00:25:39,272 --> 00:25:42,707 AND IF WE CAN SEE WHAT'S BROKEN, 467 00:25:42,776 --> 00:25:45,209 WE HAVE AN IDEA 468 00:25:45,278 --> 00:25:47,047 ABOUT HOW TO GO ABOUT FIXING IT. 469 00:25:51,417 --> 00:25:55,719 WE WANTED TO UNDERSTAND HOW LITTLE DOES IT TAKE 470 00:25:55,788 --> 00:25:57,722 TO GET THIS SENSITIVE REWARD CIRCUIT 471 00:25:57,791 --> 00:26:00,694 ACTIVATED AND OFF TO A HEAD START. 472 00:26:02,661 --> 00:26:06,296 SO WHAT WE'VE NOTICED IN THE PAST YEAR IS THAT THE SYSTEM 473 00:26:06,365 --> 00:26:08,298 CAN BE ACTIVATED WHEN WE SHOW PICTURES 474 00:26:08,367 --> 00:26:11,402 THAT ARE AS SHORT AS 33 MILLISECONDS; 475 00:26:11,471 --> 00:26:14,838 WITH THINGS THAT ARE SO SHORT 476 00:26:14,907 --> 00:26:18,575 THAT THEY ARE OUTSIDE AWARENESS. 477 00:26:18,644 --> 00:26:21,678 SO WHAT'S REALLY DIFFICULT HERE FOR THE STOP SYSTEM 478 00:26:21,747 --> 00:26:24,748 IS WE KNOW THAT THE MESSAGE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE 479 00:26:24,817 --> 00:26:26,851 TO GET UP TO THE FRONTAL LOBES FOR THEM TO WEIGH IN. 480 00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:28,785 IT'S COMING IN UNDER THE RADAR 481 00:26:28,854 --> 00:26:32,322 BEFORE YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO MOUNT A DEFENSE. 482 00:26:32,391 --> 00:26:35,926 SO WHAT'S SO IMPRESSIVE TO ME IS THAT 483 00:26:35,995 --> 00:26:39,363 THIS GO SYSTEM IS SO INCREDIBLY SENSITIVE 484 00:26:39,432 --> 00:26:42,266 THAT WHILE MANY OF THE THINGS 485 00:26:42,335 --> 00:26:44,167 WE EXPERIENCE ARE MULTIPLE SECONDS LONG, 486 00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:46,437 THEY DON'T HAVE TO BE TO GET IT GOING. 487 00:26:46,506 --> 00:26:48,472 FOR OUR PATIENTS, I THINK IT WILL BE 488 00:26:48,541 --> 00:26:50,507 A HELPFUL PIECE OF NEWS 489 00:26:50,576 --> 00:26:53,844 BECAUSE FOR THEM, THEY SOMETIMES COULDN'T POINT TO THE CUE 490 00:26:53,913 --> 00:26:57,514 OR LABEL THE CUE THAT SET OFF THIS CRAVING STATE. 491 00:26:57,583 --> 00:27:00,617 IF THIS KIND OF MOMENT ARISES SO QUICKLY, 492 00:27:00,686 --> 00:27:03,587 WE NEED SOMETHING TO BE IN PLACE 493 00:27:03,656 --> 00:27:07,257 TO SORT OF BRING THINGS INTO A MANAGEABLE RANGE 494 00:27:07,326 --> 00:27:10,598 BEFORE THE CHALLENGE OF A GO MOMENT. 495 00:27:14,034 --> 00:27:15,967 WE'VE BEGUN TO STUDY A MEDICATION 496 00:27:16,036 --> 00:27:17,834 THAT WOULD HELP QUIET THINGS DOWN, 497 00:27:17,903 --> 00:27:21,838 THAT WOULD SORT OF, LIKE, TUNE DOWN THE VOLUME ON THE GO SYSTEM. 498 00:27:21,907 --> 00:27:25,176 THIS MEDICATION, CALLED BACLOFEN , IT'S FAMILIAR. 499 00:27:25,245 --> 00:27:27,411 IT'S BEEN AROUND A LONG TIME. 500 00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:30,247 BUT WE'VE FOUND THAT IT CAN REDUCE 501 00:27:30,316 --> 00:27:32,482 THE ACTIVITY IN THIS SYSTEM A LITTLE BIT, 502 00:27:32,551 --> 00:27:35,786 BRINGING IT SORT OF INTO A MORE MANAGEABLE RANGE. 503 00:27:35,855 --> 00:27:37,788 SO WHAT THIS PICTURE SHOWS 504 00:27:37,857 --> 00:27:40,491 IS THAT IN PATIENTS 505 00:27:40,560 --> 00:27:43,227 WHO ARE UNTREATED, 506 00:27:43,296 --> 00:27:46,163 WHO HAVE NO MEDICATION, 507 00:27:46,232 --> 00:27:49,600 WHO SEE HALF-SECOND COCAINE CUES, 508 00:27:49,669 --> 00:27:53,471 THE BRAIN HAS AN INTENSE DIALOGUE. 509 00:27:53,540 --> 00:27:55,639 ONE WAY TO THINK ABOUT THIS PICTURE 510 00:27:55,708 --> 00:27:58,609 IS THAT YOU'RE SEEING A VISUAL REPRESENTATION 511 00:27:58,678 --> 00:28:01,011 OF "LET'S GO FOR IT." 512 00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:03,947 {\an8}AND YOU CAN TELL THAT IT'S A VERY INTENSE DIALOGUE 513 00:28:04,016 --> 00:28:07,351 {\an8}BECAUSE OF THESE VERY HOT SPOTS. 514 00:28:07,420 --> 00:28:09,353 ON THE OTHER HAND, 515 00:28:09,422 --> 00:28:11,722 WHEN WE LOOK AT PATIENTS 516 00:28:11,791 --> 00:28:14,392 WHO ARE TREATED FOR SEVEN DAYS WITH BACLOFEN, 517 00:28:14,461 --> 00:28:16,461 WHAT YOU CAN SEE IS THAT NOW 518 00:28:16,530 --> 00:28:18,395 THIS INTENSE CONVERSATION 519 00:28:18,464 --> 00:28:22,266 HAS BEEN REDUCED TO A WHISPER. 520 00:28:22,335 --> 00:28:24,335 {\an8}IT'S NOT THAT THE BRAIN IS DEAD. 521 00:28:24,404 --> 00:28:26,304 {\an8}THERE'S ACTIVITY. 522 00:28:26,373 --> 00:28:28,906 BUT INSTEAD OF "GO GO GO," 523 00:28:28,975 --> 00:28:31,441 IT'S "I DON'T KNOW. 524 00:28:31,510 --> 00:28:33,878 DOESN'T SEEM LIKE IT'S WORTH GOING." 525 00:28:33,947 --> 00:28:37,247 SO THE HOPE IS THAT YOU WOULD HAVE A CHANCE 526 00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:39,283 FOR THE FRONTAL LOBE TO DO ITS THING, 527 00:28:39,352 --> 00:28:42,753 TO BE ABLE TO WEIGH IN AND HAVE A CHANCE 528 00:28:42,822 --> 00:28:46,123 TO PUT INTO PLACE GOOD DECISION-MAKING. 529 00:28:46,192 --> 00:28:48,459 I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE 530 00:28:48,528 --> 00:28:51,929 UNDER THE GRIPS OF MY ADDICTION. 531 00:28:51,998 --> 00:28:54,132 I WILL BE AN ADDICT PROBABLY-- 532 00:28:54,201 --> 00:28:56,099 I WILL BE AN ADDICT ALL MY LIFE. 533 00:28:56,168 --> 00:28:59,870 BUT I WANT TO NOT BE AN ADDICT USING. 534 00:28:59,939 --> 00:29:02,973 SO THE HOPE OF THE FUTURE IS 535 00:29:03,042 --> 00:29:05,009 MEDICATIONS AND BEHAVIORAL TREATMENTS 536 00:29:05,078 --> 00:29:07,044 THAT CAN COMBINE 537 00:29:07,113 --> 00:29:10,417 TO LITERALLY RESET THE BRAIN. 538 00:29:30,870 --> 00:29:33,237 THIS IS ME IN THE SIXTH GRADE. 539 00:29:33,306 --> 00:29:35,807 I WAS KIND OF HIGH IN THAT PICTURE. 540 00:29:35,876 --> 00:29:38,412 VISINE'S ALL YOU NEED. 541 00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:49,821 {\an8}OF ALL OF THE MENTAL DISEASES THAT I'VE SEEN, 542 00:29:49,890 --> 00:29:51,822 {\an8}THERE'S NOTHING THAT I HAVE SEEN 543 00:29:51,891 --> 00:29:55,158 {\an8}THAT DISRUPTS MORE A FAMILY THAN HAVING A KID WHO'S ADDICTED. 544 00:29:55,227 --> 00:29:58,462 IT CAN BE DRUGS OR ACTUALLY IT COULD BE ALCOHOL. 545 00:29:58,531 --> 00:30:00,831 I JUST EXPERIMENTED WITH ALL OF THEM. 546 00:30:00,900 --> 00:30:04,171 {\an8}LIKE EX, METH, MUSHROOMS. 547 00:30:06,939 --> 00:30:10,675 {\an8}THE ONE THAT I LIKED THE BEST WAS BUD BECAUSE 548 00:30:10,744 --> 00:30:13,143 {\an8}IT JUST-- LIKE, IT WAS-- 549 00:30:13,212 --> 00:30:15,812 {\an8}IT WAS A CALMING FEELING. 550 00:30:15,881 --> 00:30:19,684 I HAD RACING THOUGHTS ALL THE TIME AND IT JUST CHILLED ME OUT. 551 00:30:19,753 --> 00:30:20,918 AND I LIKED THAT FEELING. 552 00:30:20,987 --> 00:30:23,157 ( heavy metal music playing ) 553 00:30:24,357 --> 00:30:27,991 YEAH, I REMEMBER I TOOK 10 CAPS OF SHROOMS. 554 00:30:28,060 --> 00:30:30,527 AND THAT'S ENOUGH TO KILL YOU. 555 00:30:30,596 --> 00:30:34,231 SO I JUST THOUGHT-- 556 00:30:34,300 --> 00:30:38,002 I WAS LIKE, "WOW, I'M AMAZED THAT I'M STILL ALIVE AFTER THAT." 557 00:30:38,071 --> 00:30:40,905 {\an8}THE ADOLESCENT BRAIN IS DIFFERENT 558 00:30:40,974 --> 00:30:42,540 {\an8}FROM THAT OF AN ADULT. 559 00:30:42,609 --> 00:30:44,575 {\an8}AND THAT LEADS TO BEHAVIORS 560 00:30:44,644 --> 00:30:46,143 {\an8}THAT DEFINITELY PUT THEM 561 00:30:46,212 --> 00:30:49,247 {\an8}AT MUCH HIGHER RISK TO WANT TO TRY DRUGS 562 00:30:49,316 --> 00:30:51,282 {\an8}THAN THE BRAIN OF AN ADULT. 563 00:30:51,351 --> 00:30:55,252 {\an8}THEY HAVE EVEN LESS OVERRIDE OF THEIR IMPULSIVITY. 564 00:30:55,321 --> 00:30:59,523 {\an8}AND PROBABLY FROM FACTORS 565 00:30:59,592 --> 00:31:01,292 {\an8}THAT EXISTED BEFORE THEY USED DRUGS 566 00:31:01,361 --> 00:31:04,064 {\an8}AND EXACERBATED BY USING DRUGS. 567 00:31:07,466 --> 00:31:10,934 Scott: DYLAN WAS TURNING 10-- 10 AND A HALF 568 00:31:11,003 --> 00:31:14,538 WHEN HIS FATHER, HIS BIRTH FATHER, LEFT HIM. 569 00:31:14,607 --> 00:31:17,240 {\an8}HE LEFT WITHOUT GIVING HIS KIDS ANY WORD. 570 00:31:17,309 --> 00:31:20,677 {\an8}AND THEN HE STARTED TO WITHDRAW AND GET-- 571 00:31:20,746 --> 00:31:23,147 {\an8}HE WENT INTO A DEPRESSED STATE 572 00:31:23,216 --> 00:31:25,215 {\an8}THAT WE DIDN'T RECOGNIZE AT FIRST. 573 00:31:25,284 --> 00:31:27,284 WHEN HE WAS IN FIFTH AND SIXTH GRADE 574 00:31:27,353 --> 00:31:29,320 HE STARTED USING AT THE GRADE SCHOOL 575 00:31:29,389 --> 00:31:32,189 VARIOUS DRUGS THAT WERE AVAILABLE, 576 00:31:32,258 --> 00:31:34,458 AND THEN EVEN ALCOHOL THAT HE COULD FIND. 577 00:31:34,527 --> 00:31:39,163 AND HE DID THIS FOR-- WELL, UP TO PRESENT DAY. 578 00:31:39,232 --> 00:31:41,432 BUT HE USED ANY TYPE OF DRUG, 579 00:31:41,501 --> 00:31:43,200 ANYTHING HE CAN GET HIS HANDS ON. 580 00:31:43,269 --> 00:31:44,935 HE WAS KNOWN AS A CUTTER. 581 00:31:45,004 --> 00:31:48,038 AND WE FOUND OUT A LOT OF ADOLESCENT TEENS ARE DOING THAT. 582 00:31:48,107 --> 00:31:51,642 HE THOUGHT IT WOULD RELEASE STRESS, 583 00:31:51,711 --> 00:31:54,277 BUT IT DID NOTHING MORE THAN LEAVE PERMANENT MARKS. 584 00:31:54,346 --> 00:31:57,614 AND THEN HE STARTED BEING AGGRESSIVE AGAIN TOWARDS HIMSELF 585 00:31:57,683 --> 00:32:01,118 BY CUTTING HIS FACE. HE BURNED HIS FACE WITH A NEEDLE. 586 00:32:01,187 --> 00:32:04,455 HE TOOK IT OUT ON THINGS 587 00:32:04,524 --> 00:32:06,156 THAT HE KNEW HE WOULDN'T HURT PEOPLE, 588 00:32:06,225 --> 00:32:09,092 BUT HE WOULD EITHER HURT HIMSELF OR MATERIAL THINGS. 589 00:32:09,161 --> 00:32:11,461 {\an8}IF YOU LOOK AT KIDS COMING INTO TREATMENT, 590 00:32:11,530 --> 00:32:15,132 {\an8}THEY'RE CHARACTERIZED BY HAVING MULTIPLE PROBLEMS. IT'S NOT ONE THING. 591 00:32:15,201 --> 00:32:18,101 {\an8}ALCOHOL OR DRUG USE MAY NOT EVEN BE THEIR MOST SEVERE PROBLEM. 592 00:32:18,170 --> 00:32:21,338 THEY MAY HAVE PROBLEMS WITH DEPRESSION, WITH SUICIDE IDEATION. 593 00:32:21,407 --> 00:32:25,275 THEY MAY BE CUTTING THEMSELVES OR BURNING THEMSELVES OR MUTILATING THEMSELVES. 594 00:32:25,344 --> 00:32:27,344 ABOUT A THIRD OF THEM DO. 595 00:32:27,413 --> 00:32:30,581 THEY MAY HAVE PROBLEMS WITH ANGER AND CONTROLLING THEIR TEMPERS. 596 00:32:30,650 --> 00:32:34,017 THEY MAY HAVE PROBLEMS RUNNING AWAY OR FOLLOWING RULES AND ORDERS. 597 00:32:34,086 --> 00:32:37,588 SO IT TENDS TO NOT BE ONE THING BUT MULTIPLE THINGS. 598 00:32:37,657 --> 00:32:39,556 {\an8}DYLAN GOT IN TROUBLE LAST FALL. 599 00:32:39,625 --> 00:32:43,027 {\an8}BASICALLY HE WAS STARTING TO HAVE RAGE EPISODES 600 00:32:43,096 --> 00:32:46,763 {\an8}WHERE HE WOULD COULDN'T CONTROL HIS ANGER AT ALL. 601 00:32:46,832 --> 00:32:50,334 THE DAY DYLAN DECIDED TO BREAK OUR WINDOWS 602 00:32:50,403 --> 00:32:52,103 WITH A SLINGSHOT WRIST ROCKET, 603 00:32:52,172 --> 00:32:54,838 HE HAD AN ARGUMENT OVER DOING A CHORE. 604 00:32:54,907 --> 00:32:58,742 IT WAS A VERY SIMPLE TASK, BUT HE DIDN'T FEEL HE NEEDED TO DO IT. 605 00:32:58,811 --> 00:33:01,846 SO HE SNUCK OUTSIDE, SHOT OUT THE WINDOWS. 606 00:33:01,915 --> 00:33:04,648 AND BY DOING SO I HAD TO GO OUT AND CONFRONT HIM. 607 00:33:04,717 --> 00:33:07,684 AND HE WAS HOLDING THE WEAPON, AIMING IT AT ME. 608 00:33:07,753 --> 00:33:10,554 I WASN'T SURE IF HE WAS GONNA SHOOT ME OR WHAT. 609 00:33:10,623 --> 00:33:12,456 BUT HE DIDN'T. 610 00:33:12,525 --> 00:33:15,292 HIS MOM ACTUALLY CALLED THE SHERIFF. 611 00:33:15,361 --> 00:33:18,829 AND THAT WAS VERY HARD, TO TURN IN YOUR OWN SON. 612 00:33:18,898 --> 00:33:22,766 I FELT LIKE I WAS-- 613 00:33:22,835 --> 00:33:24,468 LIKE THE WORLD WAS ON MY SHOULDERS. 614 00:33:24,537 --> 00:33:27,638 LIKE, "OH, I AM THIS RESPONSIBLE ADULT FOR THIS CHILD 615 00:33:27,707 --> 00:33:29,573 AND THIS KID AND HE'S DOING THIS STUFF 616 00:33:29,642 --> 00:33:31,245 AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO." 617 00:33:32,712 --> 00:33:35,446 LESS THAN ONE IN 10 ADOLESCENTS WHO ALREADY 618 00:33:35,515 --> 00:33:38,115 MEET CLINICAL CRITERIA FOR ABUSE OR DEPENDENCE 619 00:33:38,184 --> 00:33:39,784 ARE SHOWING UP TO TREATMENT. 620 00:33:39,853 --> 00:33:41,785 {\an8}NOW WHAT THAT MEANS IS WE'RE DOING A BAD JOB 621 00:33:41,854 --> 00:33:43,587 {\an8}OF IDENTIFYING AND GETTING YOUR KIDS 622 00:33:43,656 --> 00:33:46,423 {\an8}WHO HAVE PROBLEMS INTO TREATMENT. 623 00:33:46,492 --> 00:33:48,759 THIS IS VERY DIFFICULT BECAUSE IT'S NOT ONE THING. 624 00:33:48,828 --> 00:33:50,761 PART OF IT MAY BE THAT PARENTS AND TEACHERS 625 00:33:50,830 --> 00:33:54,665 ARE HOPING, POSITIVELY, THAT THEY'LL GROW OUT OF IT. 626 00:33:54,734 --> 00:33:57,267 UNFORTUNATELY THIS IS A VERY RISKY THING TO DO. 627 00:33:57,336 --> 00:34:01,005 IT'S MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO OVERREACT, POSSIBLY. 628 00:34:01,074 --> 00:34:02,606 {\an8}BOREDOM IS A REALLY BIG TRIGGER. 629 00:34:02,675 --> 00:34:04,942 {\an8}LIKE, YOU KNOW, YOU'RE JUST SITTING AROUND THE HOUSE BORED. 630 00:34:05,011 --> 00:34:08,212 {\an8}YOU GOT A BIG SACK OF WEED AND A COUPLE BEERS. 631 00:34:08,281 --> 00:34:10,648 HAVE A PARTY RIGHT THERE. 632 00:34:10,717 --> 00:34:13,183 {\an8}MY PARENTS WOULD BE LIKE STRAIGHT UP, 633 00:34:13,252 --> 00:34:15,519 {\an8}LIKE YELLING IN MY FACE. LIKE, YOU KNOW, 634 00:34:15,588 --> 00:34:18,255 {\an8}"YOU FUCKIN' BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH." 635 00:34:18,324 --> 00:34:20,357 AND I'D JUST BE SITTING THERE LIKE, "UH-HUH." 636 00:34:20,426 --> 00:34:22,593 AND MY MIND WOULD JUST BE SOMEWHERE ELSE. 637 00:34:22,662 --> 00:34:24,561 AND I WOULD JUST BE THINKING ABOUT, 638 00:34:24,630 --> 00:34:27,801 "THANK GOD I GOT ANOTHER GRAM STASHED SOMEWHERE IN MY ROOM." 639 00:34:28,968 --> 00:34:31,234 {\an8}HE'S HAD ONE TOOL IN THE TOOL BAG. YOU KNOW? 640 00:34:31,303 --> 00:34:34,004 {\an8}"IT'S, YOU KNOW, IT'S A BAD DAY. I THINK I'LL GET HIGH. 641 00:34:34,073 --> 00:34:35,806 {\an8}THE SUN IS SHINING. I THINK I'LL-- 642 00:34:35,875 --> 00:34:38,342 {\an8}MY GIRLFRIEND BROKE UP WITH ME. I THINK I'LL GET HIGH." 643 00:34:38,411 --> 00:34:40,644 KIDS DIDN'T COME TO TREATMENT AND SAY, 644 00:34:40,713 --> 00:34:42,479 "I WANT TO STOP USING DRUGS," 645 00:34:42,548 --> 00:34:45,449 BECAUSE THEY'RE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO THEM. 646 00:34:45,518 --> 00:34:47,784 WHY WOULD THEY? IT'S THEIR ONE COPING SKILL. 647 00:34:47,853 --> 00:34:51,388 TED'S FLUNKED OUT OF AN OUTPATIENT PROCESS. 648 00:34:51,457 --> 00:34:54,625 {\an8}I MEAN, THE VERY FIRST DAY THEY TOLD HIM HOW TO FAKE THE URINE TESTS. 649 00:34:54,694 --> 00:34:57,594 {\an8}AND SO FROM WEEK ONE HE WAS DOING IT. 650 00:34:57,663 --> 00:35:01,432 IT FINALLY GOT TO THE POINT THAT TED HAD BEEN KICKED OUT OF BOTH OF OUR HOUSES. 651 00:35:01,501 --> 00:35:04,501 AND THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY WE GOT HIM IN HERE. 652 00:35:04,570 --> 00:35:07,138 THE ONLY WAY WE GOT HIM INTO INPATIENT TREATMENT 653 00:35:07,207 --> 00:35:10,041 WAS TO REALLY PUSH... 654 00:35:10,110 --> 00:35:11,909 THAT FAR. 655 00:35:11,978 --> 00:35:14,912 {\an8}SO THE PARENTS BECOME VERY ANGRY AT THE KID. 656 00:35:14,981 --> 00:35:17,047 {\an8}AND THE KID THEN REACTS OUT. 657 00:35:17,116 --> 00:35:20,751 {\an8}THEN YOU START TO CREATE A DYNAMIC THAT'S VERY NEGATIVE. 658 00:35:20,820 --> 00:35:22,719 THAT'S NOT GOING TO HELP THE ADOLESCENT, 659 00:35:22,788 --> 00:35:25,989 NOR IS IT GOING TO HELP THE PARENT. 660 00:35:26,058 --> 00:35:29,860 BECAUSE THE ADOLESCENT WILL REBEL AGAINST THESE NEGATIVE ATTITUDES. 661 00:35:29,929 --> 00:35:32,496 ONE OF THE INTERVENTIONS THAT HAS BEEN SHOWN 662 00:35:32,565 --> 00:35:35,365 TO BE QUITE EFFECTIVE ARE FAMILY INTERVENTIONS 663 00:35:35,434 --> 00:35:38,939 WHERE YOU ENGAGE THE FAMILY AS PART OF THE TREATMENT. 664 00:35:39,972 --> 00:35:43,274 THE CHOICES THAT DYLAN MAKES WILL RESULT IN EITHER 665 00:35:43,343 --> 00:35:45,276 MORE FREEDOM... 666 00:35:45,345 --> 00:35:48,713 OR A TIGHTER BOX. 667 00:35:48,782 --> 00:35:50,885 AND IT'S ALL ON DYLAN. 668 00:35:52,118 --> 00:35:54,552 Riggs: OFTENTIMES FAMILIES ARE REALLY ANGRY. 669 00:35:54,621 --> 00:35:56,386 {\an8}PARENTS ARE REALLY ANGRY WITH THEIR KIDS 670 00:35:56,455 --> 00:35:59,723 {\an8}BY THE TIME THEY GET TO DRUG TREATMENT BECAUSE THEY'VE LIED TO THEM. 671 00:35:59,792 --> 00:36:01,725 {\an8}YOU KNOW, THEY SNEAK OUT THE WINDOW. 672 00:36:01,794 --> 00:36:05,129 {\an8}THEY GO OUT AT NIGHT. THEY AREN'T HOME ON TIME. PARENTS ARE REALLY ANGRY. 673 00:36:05,198 --> 00:36:07,798 THEY HAVE A HARD TIME WITH TRUST 674 00:36:07,867 --> 00:36:09,800 OR EVEN POSITIVELY REINFORCING THEIR KIDS. 675 00:36:09,869 --> 00:36:11,603 DYLAN, LET ME PUT IT THIS WAY: 676 00:36:11,672 --> 00:36:13,837 IF YOU GIVE ME REASONS 677 00:36:13,906 --> 00:36:15,873 TO PUT MY THUMB ON YOU, THAT'S YOUR FAULT. 678 00:36:15,942 --> 00:36:19,009 AND IF YOU GO CRAZY BECAUSE YOU'RE SO RESTRICTED, 679 00:36:19,078 --> 00:36:22,746 THAT'S YOUR FAULT. AND YOU PAY THE CONSEQUENCES FOR THAT. 680 00:36:22,815 --> 00:36:25,753 YOU CAN GO BACK TO MONTVIEW, TO DETENTION. 681 00:36:27,454 --> 00:36:29,053 WHAT A CONCEPT. 682 00:36:29,122 --> 00:36:31,288 {\an8}THERE ARE VERY ABNORMAL PATTERNS 683 00:36:31,357 --> 00:36:33,657 {\an8}IN THE COMMUNICATION OF THE FAMILY MEMBERS 684 00:36:33,726 --> 00:36:36,193 {\an8}THAT DEVELOP AS A RESULT OF THE ADDICTION. 685 00:36:36,262 --> 00:36:39,430 IF NOT DEALT WITH, THOSE ABNORMAL PATTERNS 686 00:36:39,499 --> 00:36:42,099 MAY CONTRIBUTE TO RELAPSE. 687 00:36:42,168 --> 00:36:45,302 {\an8}HOW ARE YOU GOING TO TELL THESE PEOPLE 688 00:36:45,371 --> 00:36:47,608 {\an8}I CAN'T GO WITH YOU? 689 00:36:49,109 --> 00:36:51,242 I'M NOT REALLY SURE. I JUST... 690 00:36:51,311 --> 00:36:52,976 KNOW THAT I, UM... 691 00:36:53,045 --> 00:36:56,780 I'M A STRONG ENOUGH PERSON THAT I WOULDN'T DO THAT KIND OF A THING. 692 00:36:56,849 --> 00:37:00,617 HE DOESN'T HAVE A LOT OF SKILLS YET 693 00:37:00,686 --> 00:37:02,619 IN ASKING FOR HELP WHEN HE NEEDS IT. 694 00:37:02,688 --> 00:37:05,388 Dennis: IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BREAK THE PATTERN 695 00:37:05,457 --> 00:37:08,392 YOU HAVE TO IDENTIFY ALL OF THE CO-OCCURING THINGS 696 00:37:08,461 --> 00:37:10,227 THAT ARE FEEDING OFF OF EACH OTHER 697 00:37:10,296 --> 00:37:12,997 AND ADDRESS THEM AT THE SAME TIME IN TREATMENT. 698 00:37:13,066 --> 00:37:14,666 IT'S BEEN GETTING EASIER. 699 00:37:14,735 --> 00:37:17,367 - OKAY. - BUT, UM... 700 00:37:17,436 --> 00:37:20,537 THIS IS NOT JUST WHAT DO YOU DO FOR YOUR SON OR DAUGHTER TODAY. 701 00:37:20,606 --> 00:37:24,641 BUT THIS IS AFFECTING THE NEXT 50 TO 70 YEARS OF THEIR LIFE. 702 00:37:24,710 --> 00:37:28,245 YOU MAY CONTROL WHETHER THEIR WHOLE LIFE-- 703 00:37:28,314 --> 00:37:32,016 MEASURED IN DECADES, NOT WEEKS OR MONTHS-- IS AFFECTED. 704 00:37:32,085 --> 00:37:34,051 THIS IS A TREATABLE ILLNESS. 705 00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:37,655 EVERY DAY, ALL DAY I SEE KIDS 706 00:37:37,724 --> 00:37:40,358 WHO ARE THE MOST SERIOUS KIDS, THEY GET MUCH MUCH BETTER. 707 00:37:40,427 --> 00:37:42,526 EVERY TREATMENT PROGRAM ALL OVER THE COUNTRY 708 00:37:42,595 --> 00:37:44,498 SEES KIDS WHO GET MUCH MUCH BETTER. 709 00:37:45,631 --> 00:37:47,835 I DON'T-- I'M LIKE OVER IT NOW, BUT... 710 00:37:51,104 --> 00:37:53,604 ( applause ) 711 00:37:53,673 --> 00:37:55,973 TED, I'M SO PROUD OF YOU. 712 00:37:56,042 --> 00:37:59,643 AND THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING TO DO THIS HARD HARD WORK. 713 00:37:59,712 --> 00:38:02,746 'CAUSE I REALLY-- I'M REALLY LOOKIN' FORWARD 714 00:38:02,815 --> 00:38:04,715 TO BEING AROUND YOU 715 00:38:04,784 --> 00:38:06,684 AND HAVING YOU IN OUR LIVES. 716 00:38:06,753 --> 00:38:08,252 SO THANK YOU. AND I LOVE YOU. 717 00:38:08,321 --> 00:38:10,491 {\an8}( applause ) 718 00:38:16,629 --> 00:38:18,529 {\an8}ALL OF THE DRUGS, WHETHER IT'S HEROIN, 719 00:38:18,598 --> 00:38:21,431 {\an8}ALCOHOL, CIGARETTES, MARIJUANA-- 720 00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:24,502 {\an8}ALL OF THEM ACTIVATE THE DOPAMINE PATHWAY. 721 00:38:24,571 --> 00:38:25,937 {\an8}ALL OF THEM. 722 00:38:26,006 --> 00:38:27,771 {\an8}DOPAMINE IS THE NEUROTRANSMITTER 723 00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:30,240 {\an8}THAT'S RELEASED WITH PLEASURABLE EVENTS. 724 00:38:30,309 --> 00:38:33,911 AND IT IS BASICALLY THE NEUROTRANSMITTER SYSTEM 725 00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:37,682 THAT DEFINES THE PLEASURE PATHWAYS IN THE BRAIN. 726 00:38:37,751 --> 00:38:41,418 {\an8}THE DRUGS OF ABUSE ARE FIVE TIMES, AT LEAST, 727 00:38:41,487 --> 00:38:44,789 {\an8}MORE REINFORCING AND COMPELLING 728 00:38:44,858 --> 00:38:48,759 {\an8}AS THE THINGS THAT OUR BRAIN REWARD SYSTEM EVOLVED 729 00:38:48,828 --> 00:38:51,262 {\an8}IN THE FIRST PLACE TO BE REWARDED BY-- 730 00:38:51,331 --> 00:38:53,230 LIKE FOOD OR SEX OR WHATEVER. 731 00:38:53,299 --> 00:38:56,467 AND DRUGS ARE SO MUCH MORE REWARDING 732 00:38:56,536 --> 00:38:59,569 TO OUR BRAINS THAN THAT. WE WILL DO ANYTHING. 733 00:38:59,638 --> 00:39:03,307 THEY COMMANDEER OUR BRAIN REWARD SYSTEM AND DRIVE OUR BEHAVIOR. 734 00:39:03,376 --> 00:39:05,409 AND THAT TAKES POWERFUL TREATMENTS 735 00:39:05,478 --> 00:39:08,579 TO THWART THOSE DRIVES. 736 00:39:08,648 --> 00:39:10,915 HELLO, I'M DR. NORA VOLKOW. 737 00:39:10,984 --> 00:39:13,750 I WANT TO ASK YOU SOME QUESTIONS. 738 00:39:13,819 --> 00:39:16,657 {\an8}AT ANY POINT IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE JUST LET ME KNOW. 739 00:39:20,593 --> 00:39:23,161 NOW, YOU ARE HOW OLD? 740 00:39:23,230 --> 00:39:24,795 43. 741 00:39:24,864 --> 00:39:28,032 SO YOU HAVE BEEN TAKING METHAMPHETAMINE FOR 10 YEARS? 742 00:39:28,101 --> 00:39:32,236 {\an8}- YEAH, OR MORE. ABOUT 11. - SO HOW DID IT START? 743 00:39:32,305 --> 00:39:35,239 WELL, I WAS DOING A LOT OF COKE. 744 00:39:35,308 --> 00:39:38,842 AND THE METH GOT ME OFF OF COKE FOR ONE THING. 745 00:39:38,911 --> 00:39:42,045 METH GAVE ME THE SAME KIND OF BUZZ, 746 00:39:42,114 --> 00:39:44,448 BUT IT WOULD LAST LONGER AND WOULD COST LESS. 747 00:39:44,517 --> 00:39:47,488 HOW DID IT AFFECT YOUR LIFE, METHAMPHETAMINE? 748 00:39:48,821 --> 00:39:52,356 WHEN YOU'RE NOT ON IT YOU JUST FEEL SO UNNORMAL. 749 00:39:52,425 --> 00:39:55,092 AND YOU'D KIND OF REALLY LIKE TO GET SOME 750 00:39:55,161 --> 00:39:57,798 JUST TO GET BACK TO A NORMAL FEELING. 751 00:39:58,998 --> 00:40:00,731 PLACE YOUR HAND IN THAT BOX. 752 00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:02,800 THAT'S GONNA GET A LITTLE WARM. 753 00:40:02,869 --> 00:40:05,870 WE'RE GONNA LET YOU REST FOR ABOUT 10-15 MINUTES TO GET WARM. 754 00:40:05,939 --> 00:40:07,804 - DO YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE? - SURE. 755 00:40:07,873 --> 00:40:10,608 Volkow: WITH IMAGING TECHNIQUES NOW WE CAN DIRECTLY TAKE PICTURES 756 00:40:10,677 --> 00:40:13,343 OF THE WORKING HUMAN BRAIN. 757 00:40:13,412 --> 00:40:16,680 {\an8}WE CAN COMPARE THE BRAINS OF PEOPLE THAT ARE ADDICTED TO DRUGS 758 00:40:16,749 --> 00:40:19,717 {\an8}WITH THAT OF PEOPLE THAT ARE NOT ADDICTED TO DRUGS 759 00:40:19,786 --> 00:40:21,785 {\an8}UNDER VERY DIFFERENT CONDITIONS. 760 00:40:21,854 --> 00:40:25,689 FOR EXAMPLE, WE CAN STRESS THE DOPAMINE SYSTEM, 761 00:40:25,758 --> 00:40:27,959 WHICH IS THE SYSTEM THAT IS ACTIVATED BY DRUGS. 762 00:40:28,028 --> 00:40:29,826 Man: 20 SECONDS. 763 00:40:29,895 --> 00:40:33,597 Volkow: SO WHAT WE WANT TO DO NOW IN THIS STUDY IS TO SEE 764 00:40:33,666 --> 00:40:36,133 IN PEOPLE THAT ARE ADDICTED TO METHAMPHETAMINE 765 00:40:36,202 --> 00:40:38,403 HOW THE DOPAMINE CELLS ARE FUNCTIONING. 766 00:40:38,472 --> 00:40:40,237 Man: FIVE, FOUR... 767 00:40:40,306 --> 00:40:44,475 Volkow: SO WE'RE MEASURING THE MAGNITUDE OF THAT SEARCH, 768 00:40:44,544 --> 00:40:47,345 WHICH IS AN INDICATION OF REALLY, ONCE YOU STRESS 769 00:40:47,414 --> 00:40:50,284 THE DOPAMINE CELLS, HOW DO THEY RESPOND. 770 00:40:51,551 --> 00:40:53,917 IT'S EQUIVALENT TO WHEN, FOR EXAMPLE, 771 00:40:53,986 --> 00:40:57,321 THEY SEND YOU TO A CARDIOLOGIST AND THEY PUT YOU ON A TREADMILL. 772 00:40:57,390 --> 00:41:00,524 SO THEY STRESS YOUR HEART 773 00:41:00,593 --> 00:41:02,126 TO SEE HOW IT RESPONDS. 774 00:41:02,195 --> 00:41:04,728 OKAY, SO WE HAVE THE RESULT. 775 00:41:04,797 --> 00:41:06,230 THIS IS YOUR IMAGE. 776 00:41:06,299 --> 00:41:08,232 AND WHAT WE'VE SHOWN IS AN IMAGE OF A PERSON, 777 00:41:08,301 --> 00:41:11,569 ALSO OF A MAN OF THE SAME AGE 778 00:41:11,638 --> 00:41:14,005 THAT HAS NOT TAKEN ANY DRUGS. 779 00:41:14,074 --> 00:41:15,839 LET'S LOOK AT THE NORMAL BRAIN. 780 00:41:15,908 --> 00:41:18,743 AND YOU SEE THEM, THE AREAS IN RED SHOW VERY VERY HIGH CONCENTRATIONS. 781 00:41:18,812 --> 00:41:21,245 THIS IS ONE OF THE CELLS 782 00:41:21,314 --> 00:41:23,213 IN THE BRAIN THAT'S MOST SENSITIVE 783 00:41:23,282 --> 00:41:26,917 TO THE DAMAGING EFFECTS OF METHAMPHETAMINE. 784 00:41:26,986 --> 00:41:29,386 LOOK AT YOUR BRAIN AND SEE HOW 785 00:41:29,455 --> 00:41:31,655 THAT RED BASICALLY HAS DISAPPEARED. 786 00:41:31,724 --> 00:41:33,490 ALL OF THIS PART HERE IS GONE. 787 00:41:33,559 --> 00:41:36,760 YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE THERE IS MUCH LESS ACTIVITY IN YOUR BRAIN 788 00:41:36,829 --> 00:41:38,863 THAN IN THE BRAIN OF THIS PERSON. 789 00:41:38,932 --> 00:41:41,765 SO ONE OF THE CONCERNS IS OF COURSE, THAT AS PEOPLE 790 00:41:41,834 --> 00:41:43,734 THAT TAKE METHAMPHETAMINE GROW OLDER 791 00:41:43,803 --> 00:41:45,736 AND CONTINUE TO TAKE IT, 792 00:41:45,805 --> 00:41:47,972 ARE THEY PUTTING THEMSELVES AT RISK 793 00:41:48,041 --> 00:41:50,908 FOR NEUROLOGICAL DISEASES? 794 00:41:50,977 --> 00:41:52,976 - THAT WON'T GO AWAY. - THAT WON'T GO AWAY. 795 00:41:53,045 --> 00:41:55,045 AND THAT WILL CREATE SYMPTOMS. 796 00:41:55,114 --> 00:41:58,082 SO, I MEAN, WHEN WE WERE SPEAKING-- AND I'M BEING CANDID WITH YOU, 797 00:41:58,151 --> 00:42:00,384 BECAUSE THERE'S NO POINT OF NOT BEING IT. 798 00:42:00,453 --> 00:42:04,154 IF YOU CONTINUE TO TAKE METHAMPHETAMINE, THIS WILL NOT RECOVER. 799 00:42:04,223 --> 00:42:06,390 I MEAN, IT'S BOTTOM LINE. 800 00:42:06,459 --> 00:42:09,360 THE OTHER THING THAT CONCERN ME TOO IS THIS THING. 801 00:42:09,429 --> 00:42:12,396 AND IT'S ACTUALLY-- THIS IS YOUR BRAIN MRI. 802 00:42:12,465 --> 00:42:14,398 THIS BRAIN LOOKS LIKE THE BRAIN 803 00:42:14,467 --> 00:42:16,466 OF A MUCH OLDER PERSON. 804 00:42:16,535 --> 00:42:19,069 IT LOOKS LIKE THE BRAIN OF A 60-YEAR-OLD. 805 00:42:19,138 --> 00:42:22,106 {\an8}HE CLEARLY STATED TO US THAT HE HIMSELF 806 00:42:22,175 --> 00:42:24,041 {\an8}IS NOT CONVINCED 807 00:42:24,110 --> 00:42:25,877 {\an8}THAT HE WANTS TO GET DETOXIFIED. 808 00:42:25,946 --> 00:42:28,812 {\an8}AND THAT'S EXACTLY NOT UNCOMMON, 809 00:42:28,881 --> 00:42:31,381 {\an8}THIS AMBIVALENCE OF THE PERSON THAT'S ADDICTED. 810 00:42:31,450 --> 00:42:35,119 BECAUSE IN A WAY-- IT'S LIKE THEY ARE IN LOVE WITH THE DRUG IN A WAY. 811 00:42:35,188 --> 00:42:37,054 BUT AT THE SAME TIME THERE IS THIS HATRED 812 00:42:37,123 --> 00:42:39,256 BECAUSE THEY ACTUALLY-- THIS LOSS OF CONTROL. 813 00:42:39,325 --> 00:42:41,258 BUT THERE IS CLEARLY AN AMBIVALENCE, AND HE EXPRESSED IT. 814 00:42:41,327 --> 00:42:44,195 Woman: DO YOU FEEL CONCERNED ABOUT THE IMAGE OF YOUR BRAIN? 815 00:42:44,264 --> 00:42:47,631 NOT REALLY. AGAIN, I DON'T THINK-- 816 00:42:47,700 --> 00:42:51,301 I DON'T KNOW IF THEY CAN REALLY REALLY TELL, 817 00:42:51,370 --> 00:42:54,572 WHETHER THEY'RE FUDGING THE PICTURE. I DON'T KNOW. 818 00:42:54,641 --> 00:42:56,573 IT IS ACTUALLY INCREDIBLY TELLING, 819 00:42:56,642 --> 00:42:59,210 THE NOTION OF SELF-DECEPTION, TO WHAT EXTENT YOU CAN 820 00:42:59,279 --> 00:43:01,545 SELF-DECEIVE YOURSELF TO SAY, 821 00:43:01,614 --> 00:43:03,914 "THIS DRUG HAS NOT DONE ANYTHING WRONG FOR ME." 822 00:43:03,983 --> 00:43:06,817 WHAT I WANT TO IMPRESS UPON YOU IS THE IMPORTANCE 823 00:43:06,886 --> 00:43:09,887 OF REALLY TRYING TO STAY CLEAN. 824 00:43:09,956 --> 00:43:12,723 BECAUSE YOU CAN DO A LOT OF RECOVERY. 825 00:43:12,792 --> 00:43:16,093 OUR BRAIN HAS A TREMENDOUS CAPACITY FOR RECOVERY. 826 00:43:16,162 --> 00:43:19,196 SO HOPEFULLY IF I STOP USING, 827 00:43:19,265 --> 00:43:21,865 IN A YEAR OR TWO IT MIGHT-- THE RED MIGHT COME BACK SOME? 828 00:43:21,934 --> 00:43:25,636 YEAH. WE'VE SEEN IT IN THE PAST, BUT YOU HAVE TO STAY CLEAN. 829 00:43:25,705 --> 00:43:28,005 AND IT'S NOT STAYING CLEAN FOR THREE MONTHS. 830 00:43:28,074 --> 00:43:32,210 NO. OVER A YEAR. SO IT DOES REQUIRE THAT. 831 00:43:32,279 --> 00:43:33,714 OKAY. 832 00:43:40,353 --> 00:43:44,555 {\an8}DENIAL IS CLEARLY A CORE FEATURE OF THIS DISORDER, 833 00:43:44,624 --> 00:43:47,257 {\an8}AND THAT, PARTICULARLY 834 00:43:47,326 --> 00:43:49,026 {\an8}IN THE EARLY STAGES OF THE ILLNESS, 835 00:43:49,095 --> 00:43:52,529 PEOPLE JUST REFUSE TO FACE UP TO THE FACT 836 00:43:52,598 --> 00:43:55,733 THAT THEIR USE OF DRUGS IS IMPACTING THEIR LIFE 837 00:43:55,802 --> 00:43:57,701 IN IMPORTANT AND SUBSTANTIAL WAYS. 838 00:43:57,770 --> 00:44:00,605 {\an8}YOU KNOW IF YOU HAVE A DISEASE, WHY NOT DENY THAT YOU HAVE IT? 839 00:44:00,674 --> 00:44:02,773 {\an8}WE DO IT ALL THE TIME. 840 00:44:02,842 --> 00:44:06,276 SO DENIAL IS NOT SORT OF UNIQUE TO THIS DISEASE. 841 00:44:06,345 --> 00:44:10,081 AND PART OF THE DISEASE ITSELF, OF COURSE, 842 00:44:10,150 --> 00:44:11,882 IS TO DENY THAT YOU HAVE IT. 843 00:44:11,951 --> 00:44:13,717 {\an8}IT REALLY IS THE JOB 844 00:44:13,786 --> 00:44:16,153 {\an8}OF THE TREATMENT PROFESSIONAL TO TAKE THAT PERSON, 845 00:44:16,222 --> 00:44:19,823 {\an8}WITH ALL THEIR AMBIVALENCE ABOUT BEING IN TREATMENT-- 846 00:44:19,892 --> 00:44:21,492 THEY DON'T REALLY WANT TO BE THERE, 847 00:44:21,561 --> 00:44:23,828 THEY'RE HALF IN DENIAL ABOUT IT-- 848 00:44:23,897 --> 00:44:26,631 AND HELP THEM SEE BOTH WHAT DAMAGE 849 00:44:26,700 --> 00:44:28,299 ADDICTION HAS DONE IN THEIR LIVES 850 00:44:28,368 --> 00:44:30,334 AND HOW MUCH BETTER THEIR LIFE CAN BE 851 00:44:30,403 --> 00:44:32,069 IF THEY GET CLEAN. 852 00:44:32,138 --> 00:44:34,838 {\an8}RECENT RESEARCH HAS MADE A GREAT DEAL OF PROGRESS 853 00:44:34,907 --> 00:44:37,041 {\an8}IN UNDERSTANDING WHAT'S GOING ON IN THE BRAIN 854 00:44:37,110 --> 00:44:39,276 {\an8}WITH ADDICTION. AND USING BRAIN IMAGING 855 00:44:39,345 --> 00:44:41,312 {\an8}WE CAN ACTUALLY SEE WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE BRAIN. 856 00:44:41,381 --> 00:44:43,680 WE CAN SEE WHICH PARTS OF THE BRAIN ARE ACTIVATED. 857 00:44:43,749 --> 00:44:46,583 AND THIS HAS HELPED US TO DEVELOP NEW MEDICATIONS 858 00:44:46,652 --> 00:44:50,488 FOR NICOTINE, ALCOHOL, COCAINE, METHAMPHETAMINE. 859 00:44:50,557 --> 00:44:54,025 BUT WITH OPIATES SUCH AS HEROIN, 860 00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:55,893 THE REAL BREAKTHROUGH BEGAN 861 00:44:55,962 --> 00:44:59,296 IN THE 1960s WITH THE USE OF METHADONE. 862 00:44:59,365 --> 00:45:01,732 FOR THE FIRST TIME IT WAS FOUND THAT A MEDICATION 863 00:45:01,801 --> 00:45:03,734 COULD REDUCE CRAVING 864 00:45:03,803 --> 00:45:06,403 AND BLOCK THE USE OF HEROIN, 865 00:45:06,472 --> 00:45:08,339 OR AT LEAST THE PLEASURE FROM THAT, 866 00:45:08,408 --> 00:45:11,374 AND ENABLE PEOPLE TO LEAD NORMAL LIVES. 867 00:45:11,443 --> 00:45:14,644 THEY COULD BE ON METHADONE AND FUNCTION IN SCHOOL 868 00:45:14,713 --> 00:45:18,482 OR IN A PROFESSION OR DRIVING A CAR AND DO PERFECTLY WELL. 869 00:45:18,551 --> 00:45:22,219 THEN MORE RECENTLY, BUPRENORPHINE HAS COME ALONG. 870 00:45:22,288 --> 00:45:25,556 AND BUPRENORPHINE ITSELF IS A VERY SAFE DRUG. 871 00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:27,891 IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO OVERDOSE ON IT 872 00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:31,194 BECAUSE IT ONLY PARTIALLY ACTIVATES THE OPIATE RECEPTORS. 873 00:45:31,263 --> 00:45:34,298 IF SOMEONE TAKES AN OPIATE WHILE THEY'RE ON BUPRENORPHINE 874 00:45:34,367 --> 00:45:37,401 IT'S GONNA BE RELATIVELY BLOCKED 875 00:45:37,470 --> 00:45:41,205 BECAUSE OF THE STRONG AFFINITY THAT BUPRENORPHINE 876 00:45:41,274 --> 00:45:43,240 HAS FOR THESE RECEPTORS. 877 00:45:43,309 --> 00:45:46,043 IT'S SO SAFE THAT A DOCTOR 878 00:45:46,112 --> 00:45:48,312 CAN GIVE A PRESCRIPTION FOR BUPRENORPHINE 879 00:45:48,381 --> 00:45:51,082 FOR AS MUCH AS A MONTH'S SUPPLY AND THE PATIENT 880 00:45:51,151 --> 00:45:54,585 CAN HAVE THEIR ADDICTION TREATED, 881 00:45:54,654 --> 00:45:57,421 HAVE THEIR CRAVING REDUCED OR ELIMINATED, 882 00:45:57,490 --> 00:46:00,194 AND STILL LEAD A RELATIVELY NORMAL LIFE. 883 00:46:18,144 --> 00:46:20,043 {\an8}Man: IT SEEMS LIKE THERE'S A LOT OF CONNECTION 884 00:46:20,112 --> 00:46:21,812 {\an8}BETWEEN DEPRESSION AND DRUG USE. 885 00:46:21,881 --> 00:46:24,081 {\an8}ESPECIALLY OPIATES, BECAUSE THEY ARE-- 886 00:46:24,150 --> 00:46:26,716 {\an8}EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE DOWNERS, WHAT IT DOES MEAN-- 887 00:46:26,785 --> 00:46:29,819 DEPRESSION PRETTY MUCH IS WHEN YOU DON'T TAKE THEM THE RIGHT WAY. 888 00:46:29,888 --> 00:46:32,656 LIKE THEY MAKE YOU FEEL VERY COMFORTABLE AND RELAXED, 889 00:46:32,725 --> 00:46:35,226 ESPECIALLY WITH ANXIETY. A LOT OF PEOPLE DO THEM. 890 00:46:35,295 --> 00:46:38,462 YOU'RE PRETTY MUCH VERY RELAXED AND, LIKE, CHATTY, 891 00:46:38,531 --> 00:46:40,965 AND YOU FEEL GOOD FOR, LIKE, FIVE OR SIX HOURS. 892 00:46:41,034 --> 00:46:44,738 THEN WHEN YOU COME OFF OF THEM YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP. SO... 893 00:46:49,342 --> 00:46:52,309 {\an8}SHE ALWAYS TAKES IN THE ANIMALS THAT ARE HURT... 894 00:46:52,378 --> 00:46:54,645 {\an8}OR SOMEWHAT BRAIN DAMAGED. 895 00:46:54,714 --> 00:46:56,380 {\an8}THE LAST ONE WE HAD WAS-- IT HAD A-- 896 00:46:56,449 --> 00:46:58,349 HAD SEIZURES AND THAT KIND OF STUFF. 897 00:46:58,418 --> 00:47:00,584 Amanda: HE DIED. 898 00:47:00,653 --> 00:47:02,990 Justin: YEAH, AND IT DIED 899 00:47:05,191 --> 00:47:08,058 - HOW YOU FEEL, GIRL? - I COULD BARELY SLEEP ALL NIGHT. 900 00:47:08,127 --> 00:47:12,032 AND LIKE, I COULDN'T GET OUT OF BED THIS MORNING, BARELY. I WAS LIKE, "OH GOD." 901 00:47:14,733 --> 00:47:18,405 - Man: OKAY WELL, WE'D BETTER GET CRACKING. - Justin: YEP. 902 00:47:24,844 --> 00:47:26,410 Amanda: I FEEL REALLY CRAPPY. 903 00:47:26,479 --> 00:47:29,412 I HOPE IT WORKS, AS GOOD AS EVERYBODY SAYS IT DOES 904 00:47:29,481 --> 00:47:32,553 SO I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT FEELING LIKE THIS ANYMORE. 905 00:47:39,125 --> 00:47:41,926 WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN USING FOR DRUGS? 906 00:47:41,995 --> 00:47:45,129 I STARTED SMOKING POT AND DOING VICODIN AND DRINKING. 907 00:47:45,198 --> 00:47:47,131 THEN I GOT INTRODUCED 908 00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:48,966 TO ACID AND ECSTASY. 909 00:47:49,035 --> 00:47:52,803 - VICODIN. PERCOCET. - YOU STARTED RIGHT OUT ON THOSE DRUGS? 910 00:47:52,872 --> 00:47:54,871 - YEP. - YOUR MAIN-- WHEN YOU FIRST STARTED USING? 911 00:47:54,940 --> 00:47:57,975 - YES. - IS THIS THE FIRST TREATMENT PROGRAM YOU'VE BEEN IN? 912 00:47:58,044 --> 00:47:59,910 YEP. IT'S HARD FOR ME TO GET UP IN THE MORNING 913 00:47:59,979 --> 00:48:01,645 AND COME, THOUGH, BECAUSE I WORK SO LATE. 914 00:48:01,714 --> 00:48:04,315 BUT I'M TRYING MY HARDEST TO GET UP 915 00:48:04,384 --> 00:48:07,584 AND BE HERE BY 9:30 OR 9:00 OR AT LEAST BY 10:30, 916 00:48:07,653 --> 00:48:10,554 AND AT LEAST MAKE ONE GROUP OR COME FOR THE AFTERNOON GROUPS 917 00:48:10,623 --> 00:48:12,156 OR WHATEVER I CAN. YOU KNOW? 918 00:48:12,225 --> 00:48:14,058 {\an8}EVERY PERSON WHO'S BORN IN THE WORLD 919 00:48:14,127 --> 00:48:16,827 {\an8}HAS A MOLECULE IN THEIR BRAIN 920 00:48:16,896 --> 00:48:18,596 {\an8}THAT'S EXACTLY THE SAME AS MORPHINE. 921 00:48:18,665 --> 00:48:20,965 {\an8}FIRST THING IT DOES FOR YOU IS IT HELPS 922 00:48:21,034 --> 00:48:22,533 {\an8}LIFT YOUR MOOD SO THAT YOU FEEL BETTER. 923 00:48:22,602 --> 00:48:24,334 SECOND THING THAT IT DOES FOR YOU 924 00:48:24,403 --> 00:48:26,437 IS THAT IT HELPS YOU FEEL MOTIVATED. 925 00:48:26,506 --> 00:48:28,472 IT STIMULATES THE PARTS OF YOUR BRAIN 926 00:48:28,541 --> 00:48:30,574 THAT HELP YOU WANNA GET UP, GO DO YOUR JOB, 927 00:48:30,643 --> 00:48:32,442 TAKE CARE OF YOUR KIDS, WORK ON YOUR CAR-- 928 00:48:32,511 --> 00:48:34,411 MOW YOUR LAWN. ALL THAT KIND OF STUFF. 929 00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:37,915 WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU USE OPIATES, LARGE AMOUNTS OF OPIATES 930 00:48:37,984 --> 00:48:40,083 IN PARTICULAR, THAT YOU INTRODUCE FROM THE OUTSIDE, 931 00:48:40,152 --> 00:48:42,453 IS THEY GO TO THESE SAME RECEPTOR SITES IN YOUR BRAIN 932 00:48:42,522 --> 00:48:44,922 THAT THIS NATURAL OPIATE GOES TO, RIGHT, 933 00:48:44,991 --> 00:48:46,823 AND STIMULATES THEM. 934 00:48:46,892 --> 00:48:50,161 ONLY THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT TYPICALLY WHATEVER DRUG YOU'RE USING 935 00:48:50,230 --> 00:48:53,230 IS WAY MORE POTENT THAN ANYTHING 936 00:48:53,299 --> 00:48:54,865 THAT YOUR BRAIN'S PRODUCING. 937 00:48:54,934 --> 00:48:58,735 OXYCONTIN, MORPHINE, HEROIN, DILAUDID-- 938 00:48:58,804 --> 00:49:00,638 THOSE DRUGS ARE WAY MORE STIMULATING 939 00:49:00,707 --> 00:49:02,405 TO THOSE PARTS OF YOUR BRAIN. 940 00:49:02,474 --> 00:49:05,543 AND WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU GO THROUGH THE GROSS WITHDRAWAL, RIGHT? 941 00:49:05,612 --> 00:49:07,678 THE JONESING THAT EVERYBODY TALKS ABOUT. 942 00:49:07,747 --> 00:49:10,514 BUT THEN WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THAT IS A LONG PERIOD OF TIME 943 00:49:10,583 --> 00:49:13,884 WE CALL POST-ACUTE WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME. THAT'S JUST A FANCY WORD 944 00:49:13,953 --> 00:49:15,920 FOR FEELING LIKE SHIT FOR DAYS, 945 00:49:15,989 --> 00:49:17,855 WEEKS, MONTHS, YEARS ON END. 946 00:49:17,924 --> 00:49:19,857 AND THAT'S WHY 90% OF THE PEOPLE 947 00:49:19,926 --> 00:49:22,993 WHO DON'T USE REPLACEMENT THERAPY RELAPSE, 'CAUSE THEY CAN'T STAND 948 00:49:23,062 --> 00:49:25,729 HOW THEY FEEL OVER THE LONG PERIOD OF TIME. 949 00:49:25,798 --> 00:49:27,731 Man: IT SEEMS LIKE THE WORLD COMES DOWN ON YOU. 950 00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:29,904 ( phone ringing ) 951 00:49:31,537 --> 00:49:34,875 Woman: SOME PEOPLE SAY THEY TASTE LIKE AN ORANGE PEEL. OKAY? 952 00:49:36,409 --> 00:49:38,709 IT USUALLY TAKES ABOUT FIVE MINUTES. 953 00:49:38,778 --> 00:49:42,713 SUBOXONE-- WHICH IS THE BRAND NAME OF THE BUPRENORPHINE-- 954 00:49:42,782 --> 00:49:45,716 THE SUBOXONE IS A VERY EFFECTIVE DRUG 955 00:49:45,785 --> 00:49:47,551 WITH THE RIGHT KIND OF A PATIENT. 956 00:49:47,620 --> 00:49:50,354 AND IF YOU HAVE SOMEBODY WHO HAS TYPICALLY SOMEWHAT 957 00:49:50,423 --> 00:49:53,357 OF A LOWER ADDICTION PROFILE, MEANING 958 00:49:53,426 --> 00:49:55,826 THAT HAS NOT BEEN USING FOR AS LONG, 959 00:49:55,895 --> 00:49:58,429 OR MAYBE NOT BEEN USING INTRAVENOUSLY, 960 00:49:58,498 --> 00:50:00,465 THEN SUBOXONE IS A MEDICATION 961 00:50:00,534 --> 00:50:04,068 THAT IS EFFECTIVE VERY QUICKLY. 962 00:50:04,137 --> 00:50:06,569 TYPICALLY WHAT YOU SEE HAPPEN WITH PATIENTS WHO TAKE IT 963 00:50:06,638 --> 00:50:08,906 IS THAT THEY WILL START REPORTING FEELING BETTER THAT DAY, 964 00:50:08,975 --> 00:50:10,607 THE DAY THEY INITIATE. 965 00:50:10,676 --> 00:50:13,944 ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE IS ALSO ON SUBOXONE, AND HE SAID IT HELPS HIM. 966 00:50:14,013 --> 00:50:15,846 YOU KNOW, HE HASN'T DONE A THING IN YEARS. 967 00:50:15,915 --> 00:50:19,350 I'VE BEEN TRYIN' TO GET OFF OPIATES FOR OVER FOUR YEARS. 968 00:50:19,419 --> 00:50:21,452 I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO IT BY MYSELF. 969 00:50:21,521 --> 00:50:25,355 I REALIZED THAT AFTER TWO OR THREE YEARS OF TRYING 970 00:50:25,424 --> 00:50:27,924 TO DO IT BY MYSELF THAT I NEED HELP AND THAT I CAN'T DO IT BY MYSELF. 971 00:50:27,993 --> 00:50:31,329 SO JUSTIN HAS A FAIRLY LONG HISTORY OF USING. 972 00:50:31,398 --> 00:50:33,130 WE'RE NOT POSITIVE THAT THIS DRUG 973 00:50:33,199 --> 00:50:35,766 IS GONNA BE ABLE TO MANAGE HIS ADDICTION WELL ENOUGH. 974 00:50:35,835 --> 00:50:37,935 HE MAY HAVE TO LOOK AT DOING METHADONE. 975 00:50:38,004 --> 00:50:39,837 YEAH. 976 00:50:39,906 --> 00:50:43,207 AMANDA'S PROBABLY GOT A LESSER USING TIME, RIGHT? 977 00:50:43,276 --> 00:50:44,708 - LESS TIME USING. - TWO YEARS. 978 00:50:44,777 --> 00:50:47,744 SO IT'S MORE LIKELY OR IT'S-- SHE MAY ACTUALLY RESPOND 979 00:50:47,813 --> 00:50:50,047 TO SUBOXONE VERY WELL AND JUSTIN WOULDN'T. 980 00:50:50,116 --> 00:50:52,182 IN THAT CASE HE'D BE A METHADONE CANDIDATE. 981 00:50:52,251 --> 00:50:54,184 AMANDA WOULD STAY ON SUBOXONE. 982 00:50:54,253 --> 00:50:56,653 THE SUBOXONE ACTUALLY IS REALLY GOOD. 983 00:50:56,722 --> 00:50:59,489 YOU GET ALL OF YOUR ENERGY BACK. I'VE ONLY BEEN ON IT FOR LIKE THREE WEEKS. 984 00:50:59,558 --> 00:51:03,060 I THINK IT'S A WONDER DRUG. I DON'T HAVE NO CRAVINGS. 985 00:51:03,129 --> 00:51:06,130 I DON'T EVEN CRAVE DRINKING ANYMORE REALLY. NOTHING. 986 00:51:06,199 --> 00:51:07,731 I STILL HAVE A COUPLE OF THOSE. 987 00:51:07,800 --> 00:51:10,468 BUT I MEAN, I HAVEN'T USED ANY DRUGS SINCE I'VE STARTED IT. 988 00:51:10,537 --> 00:51:13,938 THE FIRST DAY YOU TOOK IT, DID YOU FEEL FINE 989 00:51:14,007 --> 00:51:15,572 OR DID YOU STILL GET WITHDRAWALS? 990 00:51:15,641 --> 00:51:18,242 IT WAS ALL RIGHT, I WAS JUST LIKE... 991 00:51:18,311 --> 00:51:20,043 WERE YOU SORE, STILL? 992 00:51:20,112 --> 00:51:23,247 IT DOESN'T TAKE ACHES AWAY. IT'S NOT LIKE METHADONE. 993 00:51:23,316 --> 00:51:25,682 IT HAS, LIKE, NO NARCOTIC REALLY. 994 00:51:25,751 --> 00:51:28,219 {\an8}YOU KNOW, THESE PEOPLE ARE ASHAMED TO SOME DEGREE 995 00:51:28,288 --> 00:51:30,320 {\an8}OF THE THINGS THAT THEY'VE HAD TO DO IN ORDER 996 00:51:32,859 --> 00:51:35,793 PEOPLE ARE-- EVERYONE'S MAD AT THEM, RIGHT? 997 00:51:35,862 --> 00:51:37,728 THE WHOLE WORLD BASICALLY SAYS, "YOU'RE A LOSER." 998 00:51:37,797 --> 00:51:41,399 {\an8}AND YOU HAVE TO HAVE A TOLERANCE FOR MISBEHAVIOR 999 00:51:41,468 --> 00:51:44,168 {\an8}OR WHAT MANY PEOPLE PERCEIVE AS MISBEHAVIOR, 1000 00:51:44,237 --> 00:51:46,803 {\an8}BUT REALLY ARE SYMPTOMS OF A DISORDER THAT PEOPLE HAVE, 1001 00:51:46,872 --> 00:51:49,640 AND NOT ELIMINATE PEOPLE FROM TREATMENT FOR EXHIBITING 1002 00:51:49,709 --> 00:51:51,741 THE SYMPTOMS OF THE DISORDER THAT THEY HAVE. 1003 00:51:51,810 --> 00:51:54,244 I MEAN, IF YOU WERE TREATING SOMEBODY WHO WAS DEPRESSED 1004 00:51:54,313 --> 00:51:55,879 AND THEY CAME IN AND SAID, 1005 00:51:55,948 --> 00:51:58,549 "GEE, I'M HAVING A TERRIBLE DAY AND I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF," 1006 00:51:58,618 --> 00:52:00,451 YOU WOULDN'T KICK THEM OUT OF YOUR TREATMENT PROGRAM 1007 00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:02,352 BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T GETTING UNDEPRESSED. 1008 00:52:02,421 --> 00:52:05,122 BUT WHEN SOMEBODY COMES IN WITH AN ADDICTION AND THEY SAY, 1009 00:52:05,191 --> 00:52:07,725 "I RELAPSED LAST NIGHT AND I USED COCAINE," 1010 00:52:07,794 --> 00:52:11,095 VERY OFTEN THE REACTION IS TO SAY, "GO HOME 1011 00:52:11,164 --> 00:52:14,265 AND COME BACK WHEN YOU'RE READY." 1012 00:52:14,334 --> 00:52:16,400 IT'S AN EPIDEMIC. IT IS SO CONCERNING. 1013 00:52:16,469 --> 00:52:19,403 AND IT-- YOU DON'T-- PEOPLE AREN'T TALKING ABOUT IT, YOU KNOW? 1014 00:52:19,472 --> 00:52:22,740 MAINE IS THE NUMBER ONE STATE IN THE NATION 1015 00:52:22,809 --> 00:52:26,076 FOR TREATMENT ADMISSIONS RIGHT NOW FOR OPIATE ADDICTION. 1016 00:52:26,145 --> 00:52:29,012 WE ARE THE MOST OPIATE-ADDICTED STATE IN THE COUNTRY. 1017 00:52:29,081 --> 00:52:32,820 OUR RATE IS GROWING FASTER THAN ANYBODY ELSE IN AMERICA. 1018 00:52:44,497 --> 00:52:47,067 KEEP THE FRIES IN IT THIS TIME. 1019 00:52:52,838 --> 00:52:57,107 MY PERSONALITY AND MY STATE OF MIND SIX MONTHS AGO 1020 00:52:57,176 --> 00:52:59,677 WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN MY STATE OF MIND RIGHT NOW. 1021 00:52:59,746 --> 00:53:01,579 LIKE THE WAY I THINK, THE WAY I TALK, 1022 00:53:01,648 --> 00:53:04,248 THE WAY I DO EVERYTHING BASICALLY CHANGED TOTALLY 1023 00:53:04,317 --> 00:53:07,750 WHEN I STOPPED DOING OPIATES OR WHEN I GOT ON THE SUBOXONE. 1024 00:53:07,819 --> 00:53:10,520 {\an8}WHICH IS WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR. IT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR-- 1025 00:53:10,589 --> 00:53:13,825 {\an8}JUST TAKING MY LIFE AND TOTALLY TURNING IT UPSIDE DOWN 1026 00:53:13,894 --> 00:53:15,426 {\an8}AND GOING THE OTHER WAY WITH IT. 1027 00:53:15,495 --> 00:53:18,862 HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THE FUTURE FOR YOU 1028 00:53:18,931 --> 00:53:22,533 WITH SUBOXONE? I MEAN, IS THIS SOMETHING THAT YOU'RE GOING TO CONTINUE 1029 00:53:22,602 --> 00:53:24,602 TO DO OVER A LONG PERIOD OF TIME, DO YOU THINK? 1030 00:53:24,671 --> 00:53:27,104 I FEEL LIKE IT'S HELPED A LOT ALREADY. 1031 00:53:27,173 --> 00:53:29,406 LIKE I DON'T THINK THAT I'LL HAVE TO BE ON IT 1032 00:53:29,475 --> 00:53:31,708 NEARLY AS LONG AS JUSTIN WILL HAVE TO BE ON IT. 1033 00:53:31,777 --> 00:53:34,945 LIKE I FEEL THAT I COULD BE OFF IT IN LIKE A YEAR. 1034 00:53:35,014 --> 00:53:36,814 NOW THAT I'M ON SUBOXONE 1035 00:53:36,883 --> 00:53:38,949 AND I'M HAVING TROUBLE GETTING THE INSURANCE 1036 00:53:39,018 --> 00:53:41,819 TO BE ABLE TO GET IT MYSELF, 1037 00:53:41,888 --> 00:53:43,987 I'M ACTUALLY THINKING ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY 1038 00:53:44,056 --> 00:53:45,723 OF SWITCHING TO METHADONE 1039 00:53:45,792 --> 00:53:47,658 BECAUSE IT'S CHEAPER 1040 00:53:47,727 --> 00:53:50,394 AND I CAN GET IT FOR-- AS LONG AS-- 1041 00:53:50,463 --> 00:53:53,230 I CAN GET IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE FREE, BASICALLY, FROM ACADIA. 1042 00:53:53,299 --> 00:53:55,967 BUT SINCE I'M ON SUBOXONE IT'S GONNA COST ME 1043 00:53:56,036 --> 00:53:59,737 CLOSE TO $150 A WEEK WITHOUT INSURANCE 1044 00:53:59,806 --> 00:54:02,206 JUST TO GET MY MEDICATION. 1045 00:54:02,275 --> 00:54:04,874 THIS IS THE HARDEST PROBLEM THAT OUR PATIENTS HAVE-- 1046 00:54:04,943 --> 00:54:08,112 IS AFFORDING THE MEDICATION. BY FAR, HARDEST PROBLEM WE HAVE. 1047 00:54:08,181 --> 00:54:09,647 ESPECIALLY THE SUBOXONE. 1048 00:54:09,716 --> 00:54:12,386 - SUBOXONE'S VERY EXPENSIVE. - IT'S VERY EXPENSIVE. 1049 00:54:22,595 --> 00:54:25,596 {\an8}WELL, THE SCIENCE OF UNDERSTANDING ADDICTION 1050 00:54:25,665 --> 00:54:27,598 {\an8}HAS JUST BEEN EXPLODING IN RECENT YEARS 1051 00:54:27,667 --> 00:54:30,367 {\an8}THROUGH THE USE OF ANY NUMBER OF DIFFERENT TECHNOLOGIES 1052 00:54:30,436 --> 00:54:33,370 {\an8}INCLUDING GENETICS, ANIMAL STUDIES, 1053 00:54:33,439 --> 00:54:35,472 {\an8}STUDIES IN HUMANS AND BRAIN IMAGING. 1054 00:54:35,541 --> 00:54:38,576 WE ARE REALLY STARTING TO PIECE TOGETHER 1055 00:54:38,645 --> 00:54:41,946 SOME OF THE BRAIN MECHANISMS INVOLVED 1056 00:54:42,015 --> 00:54:45,616 IN THE DEVELOPMENT OF AND RESOLUTION OF 1057 00:54:45,685 --> 00:54:48,389 DRUG DEPENDENCE AND ALCOHOL DEPENDENCE. 1058 00:54:58,497 --> 00:55:02,600 THERE ARE CURRENTLY THREE MEDICATIONS AVAILABLE-- ON THE MARKET FOR 1059 00:55:02,669 --> 00:55:06,270 TREATING ALCOHOL DEPENDENCE IN THE UNITED STATES. 1060 00:55:06,339 --> 00:55:09,640 DISULFIRAM, BEST KNOWN AS ANTABUSE, 1061 00:55:09,709 --> 00:55:11,608 IS FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE IN RECOVERY 1062 00:55:11,677 --> 00:55:15,045 WHO ARE ABSTINENT AND ARE GOING INTO A HIGHER-RISK SITUATION. 1063 00:55:15,114 --> 00:55:18,786 IF YOU TAKE A DRINK, ANTABUSE CAN MAKE YOU SICK. 1064 00:55:19,686 --> 00:55:22,286 ACAMPROSATE WORKS ON THOSE 1065 00:55:22,355 --> 00:55:24,355 PROTRACTED ABSTINENCE SYNDROME, 1066 00:55:24,424 --> 00:55:26,056 THE KIND OF SYMPTOMS THAT PEOPLE GET 1067 00:55:26,125 --> 00:55:31,061 AND CAN HAVE FOR A YEAR OR TWO EVEN AFTER STOPPING DRINKING. 1068 00:55:31,130 --> 00:55:34,898 NALTREXONE REDUCES THAT PRIMING OF THE PUMP PHENOMENON. 1069 00:55:34,967 --> 00:55:36,967 IF YOU ARE WORKING TO STAY ABSTINENT 1070 00:55:37,036 --> 00:55:39,002 AND YOU HAVE A SLIP AND YOU TAKE A DRINK, 1071 00:55:39,071 --> 00:55:41,238 IT MAKES IT MUCH EASIER FOR YOU TO STOP DRINKING 1072 00:55:41,307 --> 00:55:45,609 BEFORE YOU GO ON TO A FULL-FLEDGED RELAPSE. 1073 00:55:45,678 --> 00:55:49,280 ONE OF THE MORE PROMISING MEDICATIONS THAT'S BEING TESTED RIGHT NOW 1074 00:55:49,349 --> 00:55:52,786 IS A MEDICATION CALLED TOPIRAMATE. 1075 00:55:59,025 --> 00:56:01,959 {\an8}I GUESS I'VE ALWAYS KNOWN THAT I WAS AN ALCOHOLIC, 1076 00:56:02,028 --> 00:56:04,527 {\an8}BUT I WAS-- 1077 00:56:04,596 --> 00:56:08,099 WELL, FOR LACK OF A BETTER TERM, I WAS A FUNCTIONAL DRUNK. 1078 00:56:08,168 --> 00:56:11,205 MY DRINKING HAS NEVER BEEN BROUGHT ON BY... 1079 00:56:13,273 --> 00:56:15,772 SWINGS OF DEPRESSION 1080 00:56:15,841 --> 00:56:19,109 OR JOY OR DISAPPOINTMENT OR ANYTHING. 1081 00:56:19,178 --> 00:56:21,978 I JUST DRANK BECAUSE I WANTED TO GET HIGH. 1082 00:56:22,047 --> 00:56:24,348 {\an8}EVER SINCE I WAS YOUNG I STARTED SNEAKING LIQUOR 1083 00:56:24,417 --> 00:56:26,683 {\an8}AND DRINKING JUST BY MYSELF. 1084 00:56:26,752 --> 00:56:29,086 THEN WHEN I GOT TO COLLEGE I JUST WENT KIND OF CRAZY. 1085 00:56:29,155 --> 00:56:31,488 THEN I STARTED FALLING BACK INTO DRINKING ALONE, 1086 00:56:31,557 --> 00:56:33,223 WHICH IS WHAT WORRIES ME THE MOST. 1087 00:56:33,292 --> 00:56:37,227 WHEN I RETIRED I DRANK... 1088 00:56:37,296 --> 00:56:39,597 MORNING, NOON AND NIGHT. 1089 00:56:39,666 --> 00:56:42,833 I FEEL AN EMPTINESS THAT NEEDS TO BE FILLED, 1090 00:56:42,902 --> 00:56:45,769 AND ALCOHOL IS ONE WAY THAT I DO IT. 1091 00:56:45,838 --> 00:56:49,340 IT IS-- I WOULD SAY THERE'S A CRAVING FOR ALCOHOL THAT I HAVE. 1092 00:56:49,409 --> 00:56:51,342 MY DRINKING'S KILLING ME 1093 00:56:51,411 --> 00:56:54,144 AND I DESPERATELY NEED HELP. 1094 00:56:54,213 --> 00:56:56,547 {\an8}Doctor: DID YOU BRING BACK YOUR OTHER MEDS? 1095 00:56:56,616 --> 00:56:58,314 {\an8}Adam: THEY'RE ALL USED UP. 1096 00:56:58,383 --> 00:57:01,455 {\an8}Woman: YOU DON'T NEED THEM. BUT THE MOST DETAIL THE BETTER. 1097 00:57:02,789 --> 00:57:06,026 I'LL CALL IF THEY HAVE YOU BRING BACK THE BOTTLES OR NOT. 1098 00:57:15,802 --> 00:57:18,902 Bankole Johnson: TOPIRAMATE IS A MEDICATION THAT REDUCES 1099 00:57:18,971 --> 00:57:21,237 THE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS FROM ALCOHOL. 1100 00:57:21,306 --> 00:57:24,308 - I THINK YOU PRETTY MUCH ANSWERED ALL MY QUESTIONS. - OKAY. 1101 00:57:24,377 --> 00:57:26,210 {\an8}IT'S A VERY GOOD DRUG AT CUTTING 1102 00:57:26,279 --> 00:57:29,146 {\an8}THE CRAVING OR THE BUZZ FROM ALCOHOL. 1103 00:57:29,215 --> 00:57:31,615 SAY IF AN INDIVIDUAL WENT TO TRY AND TAKE A DRINK 1104 00:57:31,684 --> 00:57:33,517 OR SLIP BACK INTO DRINKING, 1105 00:57:33,586 --> 00:57:37,958 THEY FEEL LESS LIKELY TO TAKE THE NEXT AND THE NEXT DRINK. 1106 00:57:41,193 --> 00:57:44,061 I WAS DRINKING, JUST LEFT THEM. I'M ASHAMED TO SHOW YOU ALL THIS. 1107 00:57:44,130 --> 00:57:45,997 THIS IS A MESS HERE. 1108 00:57:46,066 --> 00:57:47,931 IT'S LIKE MY LIFE IS UNRESOLVED. 1109 00:57:48,000 --> 00:57:51,472 IT'S JUST NOT GOING ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW. I MEAN, JUST CRAZY STUFF. 1110 00:57:53,539 --> 00:57:55,805 IT'S LIKE I'M IN A HAZE. I DON'T EVEN NOTICE IT. 1111 00:57:55,874 --> 00:57:58,876 BUT IF SOMEONE ELSE IS AROUND THEN I GET SELF-CONSCIOUS ABOUT IT. 1112 00:57:58,945 --> 00:58:02,483 LAST NIGHT WOULD BE THIS... 1113 00:58:03,717 --> 00:58:05,883 AND THREE OF THESE-- 1114 00:58:05,952 --> 00:58:07,651 FOUR OF THOSE. 1115 00:58:07,720 --> 00:58:10,020 Man: THOSE ARE THE BIG MALT LIQUOR BOTTLES. 1116 00:58:10,089 --> 00:58:12,590 YEAH, THIS STUFF WILL KNOCK YOU OUT. 1117 00:58:12,659 --> 00:58:15,860 IT'S CHEAPER AND IT'S A LITTLE MORE... 1118 00:58:15,929 --> 00:58:19,096 ALCOHOL CONTENT. 1119 00:58:19,165 --> 00:58:21,299 HAD ANY FAMILY HISTORY OF DRINKING? 1120 00:58:21,368 --> 00:58:23,367 A FEW. YOU KNOW, MAYBE. 1121 00:58:23,436 --> 00:58:27,138 MY FATHER, HIS SON FROM HIS PREVIOUS MARRIAGE, 1122 00:58:27,207 --> 00:58:28,606 MY HALF BROTHER, 1123 00:58:28,675 --> 00:58:30,607 BASICALLY DRANK HIMSELF TO DEATH. 1124 00:58:30,676 --> 00:58:32,876 THEY FOUND HIM DEAD IN HIS APARTMENT. 1125 00:58:32,945 --> 00:58:35,779 BEEN ROTTING FOR A COUPLE DAYS. 1126 00:58:35,848 --> 00:58:37,982 BUT I MEAN, THERE ARE A LOT OF OTHER WAYS OF GETTING HIGH 1127 00:58:38,051 --> 00:58:40,617 OTHER THAN CHUGGING EIGHT BEERS, RIGHT? 1128 00:58:40,686 --> 00:58:43,821 TELL ME ONE THAT'S BETTER FOR ME AND I'LL BELIEVE IT. 1129 00:58:43,890 --> 00:58:46,527 THE BEERS ARE THE ONES THAT DO IT FOR YOU? 1130 00:58:49,629 --> 00:58:52,129 YEAH. I-- WELL, ALCOHOL IN GENERAL IS JUST 1131 00:58:52,198 --> 00:58:55,131 AN OLD REGULAR. IT'S WHAT STUCK WITH ME. 1132 00:58:55,200 --> 00:58:58,836 BUT I WANNA STOP. I'M HOPING THE MEDICINE WILL HELP GIVE ME SOME INCENTIVE 1133 00:58:58,905 --> 00:59:00,972 TO FEEL A LITTLE BETTER DURING THE DAY, 1134 00:59:01,041 --> 00:59:02,974 SO I DON'T HAVE TO REACH FOR THE BEER 1135 00:59:03,043 --> 00:59:05,446 JUST TO DROWN MY FEELINGS. 1136 00:59:10,016 --> 00:59:12,883 WHEN I FIRST CAME HERE 1137 00:59:12,952 --> 00:59:16,387 IF SOMEBODY HAD ASKED ME 1138 00:59:16,456 --> 00:59:19,290 IF I WANTED TO HAVE A DRINK, 1139 00:59:19,359 --> 00:59:23,261 I WOULD HAVE TOLD THEM YES. 1140 00:59:23,330 --> 00:59:25,863 I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO HAVE HAD A DRINK. 1141 00:59:25,932 --> 00:59:29,900 NOW IF SOMEBODY TOLD ME 1142 00:59:29,969 --> 00:59:33,437 WOULD I LIKE TO HAVE A DRINK, I'D SAY, "NO." 1143 00:59:33,506 --> 00:59:36,073 IT TOOK A WHILE. THE FIRST THREE OR FOUR WEEKS 1144 00:59:36,142 --> 00:59:38,442 I NOTICED VERY LITTLE EFFECT AT ALL. 1145 00:59:38,511 --> 00:59:41,779 THE PATTERN STAYED PRETTY MUCH THE SAME-- 1146 00:59:41,848 --> 00:59:44,418 DRINKING LATE INTO THE EVENINGS. 1147 00:59:46,285 --> 00:59:48,219 BUT THEN IT GRADUALLY-- 1148 00:59:48,288 --> 00:59:49,820 I STARTED GOING TO SLEEP EARLIER 1149 00:59:49,889 --> 00:59:52,860 AND I STARTED DRINKING LESS. 1150 00:59:57,096 --> 00:59:59,130 YOUR CRAVING'S ACTUALLY MUCH LOWER 1151 00:59:59,199 --> 01:00:01,265 THAN WHEN YOU STARTED, WHICH IS REALLY NICE. 1152 01:00:01,334 --> 01:00:03,334 IT DOES-- IT'S GETTING EASIER. 1153 01:00:03,403 --> 01:00:05,202 I THINK WHEN I DECIDED TO QUIT DRINKING, 1154 01:00:05,271 --> 01:00:08,973 THAT MEDICINE BEING THERE WAS REALLY-- IT WAS A BOOST. 1155 01:00:09,042 --> 01:00:11,008 IT WAS A-- IT MADE ME 1156 01:00:11,077 --> 01:00:13,009 FEEL COMFORTABLE ABOUT IT. 1157 01:00:13,078 --> 01:00:16,480 YOU KNOW, WHEN AN INDIVIDUAL'S AT THE HEIGHT OF THEIR ALCOHOL DRINKING, 1158 01:00:16,549 --> 01:00:19,416 IT'S ALMOST LIKE AN UNQUENCHABLE THIRST. 1159 01:00:19,485 --> 01:00:20,918 YEAH, YOU COULD SAY THAT. 1160 01:00:20,987 --> 01:00:23,921 AND SO IT'S GOOD TO HAVE A MEDICATION 1161 01:00:23,990 --> 01:00:27,157 THAT TAKES THE EDGE OFF THAT UNQUENCHABLE THIRST 1162 01:00:27,226 --> 01:00:31,094 AND PROVIDES THE INDIVIDUAL WITH ACTUALLY A MECHANISM 1163 01:00:31,163 --> 01:00:34,531 WHEREBY THEY CAN SAY, "OKAY, I'VE NOW GONE OFF THE ACUTE PERIOD OF TIME. 1164 01:00:34,600 --> 01:00:38,101 NOW I CAN START THINKING ABOUT INCORPORATING OTHER THINGS IN MY LIFE," 1165 01:00:38,170 --> 01:00:41,772 LIKE YOU HAVE DONE, TO BE ABLE TO HELP THE OVERALL PICTURE. 1166 01:00:41,841 --> 01:00:43,978 ( dog barking ) 1167 01:00:45,579 --> 01:00:48,345 BEHAVE YOURSELF, YOU BIG SILLY. 1168 01:00:48,414 --> 01:00:51,619 Tom: I THINK YOU HAVE TO REACH A POINT... 1169 01:00:54,454 --> 01:00:57,154 AND MAKE A-- YOU'VE GOT TO MAKE A DECISION. 1170 01:00:57,223 --> 01:00:59,957 YOU'VE GOT TO MAKE A PERSONAL STATEMENT. 1171 01:01:00,026 --> 01:01:02,292 BUT I THINK THAT MEDICATION 1172 01:01:02,361 --> 01:01:05,562 MADE IT SO MUCH EASIER FOR ME. 1173 01:01:05,631 --> 01:01:09,299 FOR EXAMPLE, TODAY I CAN PICK AND CHOOSE WHAT I WANNA DO. 1174 01:01:09,368 --> 01:01:11,668 IF I WANT TO DO SOMETHING IN THE HOUSE 1175 01:01:11,737 --> 01:01:14,438 OR IF I WANT TO GO OUT OR GO SOMEWHERE, I CAN DO THAT. 1176 01:01:14,507 --> 01:01:16,606 IN DAYS GONE BY I KNOW WHAT I'D DO. 1177 01:01:16,675 --> 01:01:19,243 I'D BE SITTING HERE DRINKING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY. 1178 01:01:19,312 --> 01:01:22,480 THE DRINKING WAS BECOMING 1179 01:01:22,549 --> 01:01:24,648 A 24-HOUR-A-DAY, 1180 01:01:24,717 --> 01:01:27,421 SEVEN-DAYS-A-WEEK AFFAIR FOR ME. 1181 01:01:28,555 --> 01:01:30,120 IT'S TOO BAD I DIDN'T COME 1182 01:01:30,189 --> 01:01:31,922 TO THIS REALIZATION A LONG TIME AGO. 1183 01:01:31,991 --> 01:01:34,792 I CAN'T CHANGE THAT. 1184 01:01:34,861 --> 01:01:37,962 BUT I CAN DETERMINE 1185 01:01:38,031 --> 01:01:39,730 WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN TOMORROW. 1186 01:01:39,799 --> 01:01:41,302 AND I'M NOT GONNA DRINK. 1187 01:01:47,906 --> 01:01:50,374 IT WAS ABOUT THREE WEEKS AGO AND I WAS STILL DRINKING. 1188 01:01:50,443 --> 01:01:52,042 A SORT OF DEPRESSION LIFTED FROM ME 1189 01:01:52,111 --> 01:01:54,945 AND I STARTED LISTENING TO BEETHOVEN IT WAS, I THINK AT THE TIME. 1190 01:01:55,014 --> 01:01:57,882 AND I STARTED FEELING LIKE I COULD WRITE MUSIC. 1191 01:01:57,951 --> 01:02:00,785 I STARTED WRITING BEFORE I STOPPED DRINKING. 1192 01:02:00,854 --> 01:02:03,621 I STARTED WRITING MORE AND THE ALCOHOL 1193 01:02:03,690 --> 01:02:05,390 STARTED HAVING LESS OF AN EFFECT. 1194 01:02:05,459 --> 01:02:08,592 THEN LAST WEEK, I FIGURED 1195 01:02:08,661 --> 01:02:10,962 AS IT WAS HAVING VERY LITTLE EFFECT ANYWAY, 1196 01:02:11,031 --> 01:02:12,697 I JUST DECIDED TO STOP. 1197 01:02:12,766 --> 01:02:15,199 I HAVEN'T LOOKED BACK YET. 1198 01:02:15,268 --> 01:02:17,671 {\an8}SO THAT'S WHERE I STAND. 1199 01:02:32,284 --> 01:02:35,819 {\an8}ONE OF THE THINGS THAT'S MOST IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND HERE 1200 01:02:35,888 --> 01:02:39,323 {\an8}IS THAT THE MEDICINES WON'T DO THE WORK FOR YOU. 1201 01:02:39,392 --> 01:02:43,861 YOU'VE GOT TO WORK AT THIS IN ORDER TO CHANGE. 1202 01:02:43,930 --> 01:02:47,998 PEOPLE HAVE THE IDEA THAT, "I WON'T WANNA DRINK ANYMORE." 1203 01:02:48,067 --> 01:02:51,535 THAT IT'LL MAGICALLY MAKE THE WHOLE THING DISAPPEAR. 1204 01:02:51,604 --> 01:02:54,371 FOR THE MOST PART THAT WON'T WORK. 1205 01:02:54,440 --> 01:02:57,542 WHAT IT CAN DO IS IT CAN MAKE IT EASIER 1206 01:02:57,611 --> 01:02:58,776 TO DO THE RIGHT THING. 1207 01:02:58,845 --> 01:03:01,377 IT CAN MAKE IT EASIER TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS. 1208 01:03:01,446 --> 01:03:05,049 {\an8}THERE'S NO MEDICATION THAT I CAN EVER CONCEIVE OF, EVEN IN THE FUTURE, 1209 01:03:05,118 --> 01:03:09,553 {\an8}THAT WILL TAKE AWAY THE NEED FOR THE STRUGGLE, 1210 01:03:09,622 --> 01:03:13,557 {\an8}THE HARD WORK THAT'S REQUIRED IN PSYCHOTHERAPY, 1211 01:03:13,626 --> 01:03:15,859 {\an8}FAMILY THERAPY, GROUP THERAPY, WHATEVER. 1212 01:03:15,928 --> 01:03:19,029 BUT THE MEDICATIONS WILL GET BETTER AND BETTER 1213 01:03:19,098 --> 01:03:23,000 AT HELPING THE PERSON TO CONTROL THESE EXTREME COMPULSIONS 1214 01:03:23,069 --> 01:03:25,636 TO GO BACK AND USE DRUGS. 1215 01:03:25,705 --> 01:03:29,706 {\an8}SO BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE A SINGLE CURE 1216 01:03:29,775 --> 01:03:32,342 {\an8}AND BECAUSE TREATMENT, WHILE IT'S PROVIDED, 1217 01:03:32,411 --> 01:03:35,379 CAN HELP THAT, IT'S FAR BETTER 1218 01:03:35,448 --> 01:03:37,848 TO KEEP AN INDIVIDUAL IN TREATMENT, 1219 01:03:37,917 --> 01:03:41,919 IN SUPERVISION AND WITH PROPER FAMILY SUPPORT 1220 01:03:41,988 --> 01:03:44,592 FOR A VERY LONG TIME. 1221 01:03:46,292 --> 01:03:48,162 BEST COFFEE IN ASTORIA. 1222 01:03:54,867 --> 01:03:58,135 - HOW ARE YOU DOING? - ALL RIGHT. DON'T WORK TOO HARD. 1223 01:03:58,204 --> 01:04:00,241 KNOCK 'EM DEAD KID. 1224 01:04:08,481 --> 01:04:11,548 {\an8}I'M DON PERKS. GONNA BE 65 YEARS OLD. 1225 01:04:11,617 --> 01:04:14,285 {\an8}I'VE BEEN A STEAMFITTER SINCE 1962. 1226 01:04:14,354 --> 01:04:17,254 I WANT EVERYBODY TO GO HOME SAFE AND SOUND. 1227 01:04:17,323 --> 01:04:19,957 WORK SAFE, FELLAS. 1228 01:04:20,026 --> 01:04:23,594 Don: A STEAMFITTER IS SOMEONE WHO PUTS IN 1229 01:04:23,663 --> 01:04:26,296 THE HEATING, VENTILATING AND AIR-CONDITIONING SYSTEMS. 1230 01:04:26,365 --> 01:04:29,333 WE PUT IN THE BOILERS. WE PUT IN THE STEAM PIPE. 1231 01:04:29,402 --> 01:04:32,003 WE DO POWERHOUSES. WHENEVER YOU SEE A POWERHOUSE, 1232 01:04:32,072 --> 01:04:34,241 IT'S ALMOST ALL STEAMFITTER LABOR. 1233 01:04:36,175 --> 01:04:37,508 ( scraping ) 1234 01:04:37,577 --> 01:04:40,944 GO AROUND TO THE OTHER SIDE. HOLD THAT IN THERE. 1235 01:04:41,013 --> 01:04:44,348 Don: WE WORK IN UNITS OF TWO. EVERYBODY HAS A PARTNER. 1236 01:04:44,417 --> 01:04:46,387 ( chains rattling ) 1237 01:04:47,753 --> 01:04:50,824 IN OUR BUSINESS WE CALL IT A MARRIAGE WITH NO DIVORCES. 1238 01:04:54,360 --> 01:04:56,260 EVERYBODY KNOWS THE STEAMFITTERS. 1239 01:04:56,329 --> 01:04:59,463 WE'RE THE HARDEST WORKING AND PROBABLY THE BIGGEST DRINKERS. 1240 01:04:59,532 --> 01:05:01,799 DRINKING WAS LIKE HAVING A SODA ON THE JOB. 1241 01:05:01,868 --> 01:05:04,434 IT WASN'T-- NOBODY FROWNED ON IT. 1242 01:05:04,503 --> 01:05:06,537 I THOUGHT I'D DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN. 1243 01:05:06,606 --> 01:05:10,107 I WAS 22 YEARS OLD AND I WAS DRINKING EVERY DAY 1244 01:05:10,176 --> 01:05:12,843 ON THE JOB AND IT WAS OKAY. 1245 01:05:12,912 --> 01:05:16,213 NOBODY WOULD ADMIT TO ALCOHOLISM. NOBODY WOULD ADMIT TO ADDICTION. 1246 01:05:16,282 --> 01:05:20,350 YOU WIND UP DOING THINGS THAT YOU WOULDN'T DREAM OF DOING. 1247 01:05:20,419 --> 01:05:23,621 I WAS IN AN ACCIDENT ONE TIME WITH MY SON IN THE CAR AND HE GOT HURT. 1248 01:05:23,690 --> 01:05:25,689 AND I WAS DRUNK. YOU KNOW, IT WAS LIKE, 1249 01:05:25,758 --> 01:05:28,192 "OH MY GOD, HOW-- YOU KNOW, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?" 1250 01:05:28,261 --> 01:05:29,593 WE WATCHED OUT FOR EACH OTHER. 1251 01:05:29,662 --> 01:05:32,296 {\an8}WE TOOK CARE OF EACH OTHER BY ENABLING. 1252 01:05:32,365 --> 01:05:35,466 WE DIDN'T KNOW THAT BY PUTTING A GUY IN THE BATHTUB 1253 01:05:35,535 --> 01:05:36,967 AND PUTTING PLYWOOD OVER IT 1254 01:05:37,036 --> 01:05:39,202 AND KEEPING HIM IN THERE FOR SIX OR SEVEN HOURS 1255 01:05:39,271 --> 01:05:41,872 'CAUSE HE'S SO DRUNK AND THEN GETTING HIM BACK ON HIS FEET 1256 01:05:41,941 --> 01:05:44,508 AND GETTING HIM HOME SO HIS FAMILY COULD GET HIS PAY-- 1257 01:05:44,577 --> 01:05:47,544 WE THOUGHT THAT WAS HELPING. WE REALLY REALLY DID. 1258 01:05:47,613 --> 01:05:50,851 {\an8}WHAT, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? THAT'S A LAME EXCUSE, JIMMY. 1259 01:05:52,118 --> 01:05:54,718 {\an8}I ONLY TOLD YOU I DIDN'T WANT YOU GOING OUT. 1260 01:05:54,787 --> 01:05:56,853 I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHETHER YOU GO OUT OR NOT. 1261 01:05:56,922 --> 01:05:58,822 BUT DON'T ASK ME TO PUT YOU ON A JOB, 1262 01:05:58,891 --> 01:06:02,292 BECAUSE EVERY TIME YOU GO OUT TO LUNCH YOU GOT THAT DRINK IN YOU 1263 01:06:02,361 --> 01:06:04,765 AND YOU COME BACK AND NOBODY KNOWS WHAT THE HELL YOU'RE DOING. 1264 01:06:07,367 --> 01:06:09,366 LET ME TELL YOU-- 1265 01:06:09,435 --> 01:06:11,968 HEY, WAIT A MINUTE, LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, JIMMY. 1266 01:06:12,037 --> 01:06:14,505 YOU'RE NOT TALKING TO SOMEBODY THAT GREW UP YESTERDAY. 1267 01:06:14,574 --> 01:06:16,206 GOD DAMN IT, I'M AN ALCOHOLIC. 1268 01:06:16,275 --> 01:06:18,942 I'M AN ALCOHOLIC MYSELF WHO QUIT DRINKING 1269 01:06:19,011 --> 01:06:21,279 AND I'M NOT PISSED OFF AT ANYBODY THAT DRINKS. 1270 01:06:21,348 --> 01:06:23,947 YOU GOTTA GET YOUR ACT STRAIGHT FIRST. 1271 01:06:24,016 --> 01:06:26,316 I'M TELLING YOU, JIMMY, FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. 1272 01:06:26,385 --> 01:06:29,186 Samuel Bacharach: STEAMFITTERS, LIKE MANY PEOPLE IN CONSTRUCTION, 1273 01:06:29,255 --> 01:06:32,523 HAVE HAD A LONG TRADITION OF DRINKING. 1274 01:06:32,592 --> 01:06:35,759 THE STEAMFITTERS STUCK THEIR NECK OUT AND SAID, 1275 01:06:35,828 --> 01:06:38,329 {\an8}"YOU KNOW WHAT? THE BUCK STOPS HERE. 1276 01:06:38,398 --> 01:06:41,365 {\an8}WE'RE TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR OUR OWN BROTHERS AND SISTERS." 1277 01:06:41,434 --> 01:06:44,768 IT IS IN THE VERY BEST SENSE OF THE WORD 1278 01:06:44,837 --> 01:06:46,804 WHAT THIS SOCIETY IS ALL ABOUT. 1279 01:06:46,873 --> 01:06:48,505 HOW DO WE HELP OUR NEIGHBORS? 1280 01:06:48,574 --> 01:06:50,874 IF I HAVE A PROBLEM, THIS PROGRAM WILL SAY TO ME, 1281 01:06:50,943 --> 01:06:53,477 "GUESS WHAT? COME TO SEE ONE OF OUR PEERS. 1282 01:06:53,546 --> 01:06:55,546 WE WILL GET YOU THE TYPE OF HELP WE NEED. 1283 01:06:55,615 --> 01:06:58,249 WE WILL BE YOUR GUIDE. 1284 01:06:58,318 --> 01:07:01,784 WE WILL BE THERE IN YOUR CORNER ALL THE WAY. TRUST US." 1285 01:07:01,853 --> 01:07:05,390 {\an8}- ( phone rings ) - HELLO. STEAMFITTERS INDUSTRY ASSISTANCE PROGRAM. 1286 01:07:05,459 --> 01:07:06,857 {\an8}CAN I HELP YOU? 1287 01:07:06,926 --> 01:07:09,025 {\an8}Don: AN EAP IS AN EMPLOYEE ASSISTANCE PROFESSIONAL. 1288 01:07:09,094 --> 01:07:12,462 WE ARE THE FIRST PEOPLE THAT MEET WITH SOMEONE IN TROUBLE. 1289 01:07:12,531 --> 01:07:15,832 WE ARE THE FIRST ONE THAT THEY COME TO. 1290 01:07:15,901 --> 01:07:19,703 IT'S AN INCREDIBLE EXPERIENCE TO HAVE SOMEONE CALL YOU UP. 1291 01:07:19,772 --> 01:07:23,174 LIKE WHEN I CALLED, I WAS SO BROKEN AND SO SCARED. 1292 01:07:23,243 --> 01:07:25,275 I STILL AM IN AWE THAT PEOPLE 1293 01:07:25,344 --> 01:07:29,180 WOULD ACTUALLY TRUST ME ENOUGH TO CALL FOR HELP AT THAT-- 1294 01:07:29,249 --> 01:07:31,181 AT THAT POINT IN THEIR LIFE. 1295 01:07:31,250 --> 01:07:34,018 'CAUSE UNLESS YOU EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THAT, 1296 01:07:34,087 --> 01:07:38,055 IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE HOW LOW YOU ARE, 1297 01:07:38,124 --> 01:07:39,857 HOW LOST YOU ARE, 1298 01:07:39,926 --> 01:07:41,792 HOW DESPERATE YOU ARE. 1299 01:07:41,861 --> 01:07:44,394 Man on phone: You know I'm drinking too much. 1300 01:07:44,463 --> 01:07:46,901 And, you know my life's a mess. 1301 01:07:48,500 --> 01:07:51,902 - I'm just a little scared of this. - YEAH, YEAH. 1302 01:07:51,971 --> 01:07:55,473 YOU KNOW ABOUT WHAT THE DEAL IS 1303 01:07:55,542 --> 01:07:58,142 HERE WITH THE ASSISTANCE PROGRAM? 1304 01:07:58,211 --> 01:08:01,845 YOU KNOW IT'S A DETOX, IF IT'S NECESSARY. 1305 01:08:01,914 --> 01:08:03,814 THEY'LL DO AN EVALUATION. 1306 01:08:03,883 --> 01:08:06,784 AND ALSO IT'S A 30-DAY INPATIENT REHAB. 1307 01:08:06,853 --> 01:08:09,953 Yeah, I'm probably gonna need that. 1308 01:08:10,022 --> 01:08:13,257 YEAH, YOU KNOW, TRUTHFULLY IT'S THE BEST WAY. 1309 01:08:13,326 --> 01:08:15,960 - IT'S REALLY WHAT WORKS. - How quickly can I get in? 1310 01:08:16,029 --> 01:08:19,130 WELL, IT'S 10:00 NOW. 1311 01:08:19,199 --> 01:08:21,898 IT'S POSSIBLE TO GO IN TODAY. 1312 01:08:21,967 --> 01:08:25,369 WE CAN GET 'EM PICKED UP RIGHT AT THEIR HOUSE. AND THEY'LL TAKE 'EM UPSTATE, 1313 01:08:25,438 --> 01:08:28,338 DO A QUICK EVALUATION AND STICK THEM RIGHT INTO DETOX. 1314 01:08:28,407 --> 01:08:31,008 AND WHEN THAT DETOX IS DONE, THEY'LL PICK THEM UP 1315 01:08:31,077 --> 01:08:32,876 AND BRING THEM BACK DOWN TO THE REHAB. 1316 01:08:32,945 --> 01:08:35,245 IF I AS A STEAMFITTER GO TO ANOTHER STEAMFITTER 1317 01:08:35,314 --> 01:08:37,715 AND SAY TO HIM, "BROTHER, I'VE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE. 1318 01:08:37,784 --> 01:08:40,485 I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH. YOU'VE GOT A PROBLEM," 1319 01:08:40,554 --> 01:08:42,152 THAT'S A HELL OF A LOT DIFFERENT 1320 01:08:42,221 --> 01:08:45,055 THAN SOME MANAGEMENT PERSON OR SOME SOCIAL WORKER COMING IN. 1321 01:08:45,124 --> 01:08:47,291 SO THE STEAMFITTERS USE THEIR BROTHERHOOD 1322 01:08:47,360 --> 01:08:49,497 AND THEIR SISTERHOOD AS A WAY OF INTERVENING. 1323 01:08:51,597 --> 01:08:53,931 Don: THIS UNION IS AN ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE UNION, 1324 01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:56,400 WHAT THEY DO FOR THEIR MEMBERS. 1325 01:08:56,469 --> 01:08:59,002 WE WANNA GET THE TREATMENT THAT THE DOCTORS RECOMMEND 1326 01:08:59,071 --> 01:09:02,973 WITHOUT HAVING SOMEONE INTERFERING AND TRYING TO TELL YOU 1327 01:09:03,042 --> 01:09:05,542 YOU DON'T NEED THAT OR YOU DON'T NEED THAT MUCH. 1328 01:09:05,611 --> 01:09:08,779 THE UNION DECIDED TO GO SELF-INSURED 1329 01:09:08,848 --> 01:09:11,318 BECAUSE THE PREMIUMS KEPT INCREASING. 1330 01:09:14,119 --> 01:09:18,155 {\an8}WE HAVE BASICALLY DRIVEN THE INSURANCE COMPANY 1331 01:09:18,224 --> 01:09:20,057 {\an8}AND MANAGED CARE OUT OF THE PICTURE. 1332 01:09:20,126 --> 01:09:22,326 WE DON'T ALLOW THEM TO CALL THE FACILITY. 1333 01:09:22,395 --> 01:09:25,296 THEY CAN'T CALL THE HOSPITAL TO FIND OUT HOW THE GUY'S DOING. 1334 01:09:25,365 --> 01:09:27,464 THAT'S OUR JOB. WE DO THAT. 1335 01:09:27,533 --> 01:09:29,433 I'M NOT GONNA ALLOW MY MEMBERS 1336 01:09:29,502 --> 01:09:32,770 TO BE KILLED BY AN OUTPATIENT DETOX. 1337 01:09:32,839 --> 01:09:34,472 I'M JUST NOT GONNA ALLOW THAT. 1338 01:09:34,541 --> 01:09:36,940 YOUNG GUY, 33 YEARS OLD, 1339 01:09:37,009 --> 01:09:39,810 HE COULDN'T DO IT AND HE DIED. 1340 01:09:39,879 --> 01:09:43,280 HE KILLED HIMSELF. HE TOOK HIS LIFE. 1341 01:09:43,349 --> 01:09:46,149 BEAUTIFUL KID. 1342 01:09:46,218 --> 01:09:48,886 I GOT CLOSE WITH HIM BECAUSE HE REMINDED ME OF MY KID. 1343 01:09:48,955 --> 01:09:52,790 AND HE TRUSTED ME AND I'VE SEEN HIM LAUGH-- 1344 01:09:52,859 --> 01:09:54,759 NOT MUCH, BUT-- 1345 01:09:54,828 --> 01:09:57,128 AND HIS OWN OLD MAN, I KNOW HIM. 1346 01:09:57,197 --> 01:09:59,830 HE COULDN'T-- HIS OLD MAN COULDN'T LOVE HIM. 1347 01:09:59,899 --> 01:10:02,132 COULDN'T LOVE HIM. AND THAT'S ALL HE NEEDED. 1348 01:10:02,201 --> 01:10:04,101 BUT WE COULDN'T GIVE HIM WHAT HE NEEDED 1349 01:10:04,170 --> 01:10:07,037 AND THAT'S THE STUFF THAT HURTS. 1350 01:10:07,106 --> 01:10:09,273 THAT'S WHAT MAKES YOU FIGHT HARDER. 1351 01:10:09,342 --> 01:10:11,842 HE DIED IN HIS FATHER'S YARD. 1352 01:10:11,911 --> 01:10:14,645 ALONE. FUCK. 1353 01:10:14,714 --> 01:10:17,115 IT'S TERRIBLE. 1354 01:10:17,184 --> 01:10:18,548 YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET THERE. 1355 01:10:18,617 --> 01:10:20,517 YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET THERE. YOU KNOW THAT. 1356 01:10:20,586 --> 01:10:23,420 AND THAT'S WHAT WE TRY TO TELL 'EM. YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO THERE, MAN. 1357 01:10:23,489 --> 01:10:26,227 DON'T FOLLOW THAT. DON'T FOLLOW THAT. 1358 01:10:28,627 --> 01:10:31,562 MY NAME'S WAYNE. I'M AN ALCOHOLIC AND A DRUG ADDICT. 1359 01:10:31,631 --> 01:10:34,330 HI, I'M GENE. I'M AN ALCOHOLIC. 1360 01:10:34,399 --> 01:10:37,168 HOW YOU DOING? MY NAME IS MIKE. I'M AN ALCOHOLIC AND AN ADDICT. 1361 01:10:37,237 --> 01:10:39,437 Don: THE THURSDAY GROUP IS THE AFTERCARE GROUP 1362 01:10:39,506 --> 01:10:42,273 THAT WE PUT TOGETHER BACK IN 1990. 1363 01:10:42,342 --> 01:10:45,142 I'VE BEEN IN REHAB SIX TIMES AND I'VE NEVER LET IT WORK. 1364 01:10:45,211 --> 01:10:47,211 AFTERCARE IS JUST THAT-- 1365 01:10:47,280 --> 01:10:50,982 IT'S A CONTINUING CARE THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO BE INVOLVED IN 1366 01:10:51,051 --> 01:10:52,949 IF YOU'RE GONNA WANT TO SURVIVE THIS. 1367 01:10:53,018 --> 01:10:55,952 IF YOU JUST LEAVE 30 DAYS TREATMENT AND YOU DON'T GO TO MEETINGS 1368 01:10:56,021 --> 01:10:59,289 AND YOU DON'T GET INVOLVED WITH A SPONSOR AND A GROUP AND A COMMITMENT, 1369 01:10:59,358 --> 01:11:02,960 YOU'RE GOING BACK. IT AIN'T GONNA BE NO TIME AT ALL THAT YOU'RE BACK. 1370 01:11:03,029 --> 01:11:04,595 YOU CAN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION. 1371 01:11:04,664 --> 01:11:07,964 WHEN I HEARD THE WORD AA, I WOULD RUN AWAY FROM 'EM. 1372 01:11:08,033 --> 01:11:11,268 Don: I TELL 'EM YOU GOTTA COME A MINIMUM OF SIX WEEKS. 1373 01:11:11,337 --> 01:11:15,272 'CAUSE IF WE CAN GET 'EM SIX WEEKS, WE GOT 'EM. WE OWN 'EM. 1374 01:11:15,341 --> 01:11:18,042 I GOT A LITTLE OVER 11 MONTHS NOW WHICH IS LIKE-- 1375 01:11:18,111 --> 01:11:20,277 ( applause ) 1376 01:11:20,346 --> 01:11:24,147 I NEVER-- I WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH THE PEOPLE I USED TO HANG OUT WITH, 1377 01:11:24,216 --> 01:11:28,018 LEAST LIKELY EVER TO WANNA GET SOBER. 1378 01:11:28,087 --> 01:11:31,856 {\an8}THEY ARE NOT BUILT TO SIT AROUND IN GROUPS 1379 01:11:31,925 --> 01:11:34,258 {\an8}AND WHINE ABOUT THEIR LIVES, 1380 01:11:34,327 --> 01:11:35,993 AND TALK ABOUT THEIR PAIN 1381 01:11:36,062 --> 01:11:38,128 AND ASK OTHER PEOPLE TO HELP THEM 1382 01:11:38,197 --> 01:11:39,697 OR EVEN UNDERSTAND THEM. 1383 01:11:39,766 --> 01:11:42,365 THEY'RE TOUGH GUYS. THEY'RE VERY TOUGH GUYS. 1384 01:11:42,434 --> 01:11:45,169 I FEEL GOOD. I'M TAKING ALL THE SUGGESTIONS THIS TIME. 1385 01:11:45,238 --> 01:11:48,606 I'M DOING IT THE WAY THAT THEY SUGGESTED TO ME 1386 01:11:48,675 --> 01:11:50,341 RATHER THAN DOING IT MY WAY. 1387 01:11:50,410 --> 01:11:52,976 Don: IT'S A TEAM EFFORT. SO WE WATCH PEOPLE. 1388 01:11:53,045 --> 01:11:54,978 YOU SEE SOMEONE THAT LOOKS A LITTLE BIT-- 1389 01:11:55,047 --> 01:11:57,681 HE COMES IN AND YOU CAN JUST SEE THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE. 1390 01:11:57,750 --> 01:12:00,585 HE'S ISOLATING, HE'S DRIFTING AWAY OR HE'S OVER TALKATIVE. 1391 01:12:00,654 --> 01:12:02,219 WE SAY, "PIN HIM DOWN TONIGHT." 1392 01:12:02,288 --> 01:12:04,154 AND THEY DO ONE-ON-ONE. 1393 01:12:04,223 --> 01:12:06,824 JUST TO GIVE THE GROUP A LITTLE BIT OF A BACKGROUND-- 1394 01:12:06,893 --> 01:12:09,126 THIS IS MY FIFTH TIME TO THE VILLA. 1395 01:12:09,195 --> 01:12:12,563 AND I FELT DIFFERENT THIS TIME. 1396 01:12:12,632 --> 01:12:15,399 YOU KNOW, I FELT LIKE A BIG WEIGHT COME OFF MY SHOULDERS. 1397 01:12:15,468 --> 01:12:19,503 THE FIRST YEAR IN RECOVERY IS SO FREAKING IMPORTANT. 1398 01:12:19,572 --> 01:12:22,439 IT'S SO IMPORTANT. AND WE KEEP THEM FOR A YEAR. 1399 01:12:22,508 --> 01:12:24,408 MORE, YOU KNOW, IF WE SEE THAT 1400 01:12:24,477 --> 01:12:26,977 THEY'RE STILL A LITTLE ANTSY OR A LITTLE-- 1401 01:12:27,046 --> 01:12:30,647 WE'LL KEEP 'EM LONGER. WE'LL KEEP 'EM FOR 10 YEARS IF THEY HAVE TO. 1402 01:12:30,716 --> 01:12:33,384 YOU KNOW, WAKING UP EVERY DAY AND HAVING TO GET 1403 01:12:33,453 --> 01:12:36,087 A COUPLE HUNDRED DOLLARS JUST TO FEEL NORMAL, 1404 01:12:36,156 --> 01:12:39,323 IT'S NOT A GOOD PLACE TO BE. 1405 01:12:39,392 --> 01:12:42,158 AND I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE EVER AGAIN. 1406 01:12:42,227 --> 01:12:44,228 Don: WE'RE NOT HERE TO STOP PEOPLE FROM DRINKING. 1407 01:12:44,297 --> 01:12:45,863 THAT'S NOT OUR PURPOSE. 1408 01:12:45,932 --> 01:12:48,065 WE'RE HERE TO HELP PEOPLE THAT WANT TO STOP. 1409 01:12:48,134 --> 01:12:50,701 THAT'S OUR PURPOSE. IF YOU WANT TO KEEP DRINKING, 1410 01:12:50,770 --> 01:12:53,371 THEN THAT'S WHAT YOU DO. 1411 01:12:53,440 --> 01:12:57,378 IF YOU WANNA STOP, COME SEE US. WE CAN HELP. 1412 01:12:58,845 --> 01:13:01,145 GOOD JOB. NOBODY GOT HURT. 1413 01:13:01,214 --> 01:13:02,946 EVERYTHING'S WHERE IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE. 1414 01:13:03,015 --> 01:13:06,383 THIS PROGRAM WITH DON HELPS YOU THINK AGAIN. 1415 01:13:06,452 --> 01:13:10,020 GETS YOU CLARITY. IT JUST, IT BRINGS YOU BACK TO LIFE. 1416 01:13:10,089 --> 01:13:11,622 IT HELPS YOU LIVE LIFE AGAIN. 1417 01:13:11,691 --> 01:13:14,091 TOUGH GUYS AIN'T ON THE STREET REALLY ANYMORE. 1418 01:13:14,160 --> 01:13:16,827 YOU WANT TO BE A MAN? STEP UP TO THE PLATE. 1419 01:13:16,896 --> 01:13:18,795 DO WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO. 1420 01:13:18,864 --> 01:13:21,498 - GOOD NIGHT. - SUPPORT YOUR FAMILY. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. 1421 01:13:21,567 --> 01:13:25,303 PAY YOUR RENT, PAY YOUR BILLS. YOU KNOW? 1422 01:13:25,372 --> 01:13:26,838 AND THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING. 1423 01:13:26,907 --> 01:13:29,877 THAT'S WHAT WE'RE ALL DOING. 1424 01:13:38,985 --> 01:13:42,986 {\an8}ADDICTS ARE DISCRIMINATED AGAINST IN WAYS 1425 01:13:43,055 --> 01:13:47,825 {\an8}THAT PEOPLE SUFFERING FROM NO OTHER DISEASE ARE AFFECTED. 1426 01:13:47,894 --> 01:13:50,527 SO THERE'S HUGE DISCRIMINATION AGAINST ADDICTS, 1427 01:13:50,596 --> 01:13:53,830 WHICH MAKES IT MUCH MUCH HARDER FOR THEM TO RECOVER. 1428 01:13:53,899 --> 01:13:57,868 {\an8}ONE OF THE THINGS THAT IS VERY VERY TRAGIC 1429 01:13:57,937 --> 01:14:02,005 {\an8}IS THAT MANY OF THE INSURANCES 1430 01:14:02,074 --> 01:14:06,243 {\an8}DON'T PAY FOR THE TREATMENT OF DRUG ADDICTION. 1431 01:14:06,312 --> 01:14:09,914 {\an8}THEY DON'T COVER TREATMENT AT ALL OR THEY COVER IT 1432 01:14:09,983 --> 01:14:12,782 {\an8}WITH SIGNIFICANTLY HIGHER DEDUCTIBLES AND COPAYS, 1433 01:14:12,851 --> 01:14:15,786 WHICH IS A VERY EFFECTIVE BARRIER BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T 1434 01:14:15,855 --> 01:14:17,854 HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY OUT OF THEIR POCKETS. 1435 01:14:17,923 --> 01:14:21,225 {\an8}MANAGED CARE HAS REDUCED THE AMOUNT, 1436 01:14:21,294 --> 01:14:24,161 {\an8}DURATION, QUALITY AND INTENSITY 1437 01:14:24,230 --> 01:14:27,932 {\an8}OF ADDICTION TREATMENT FAR MORE 1438 01:14:28,001 --> 01:14:31,602 {\an8}THAN IT HAS REDUCED DURATION OR ANY OF THOSE PARAMETERS 1439 01:14:31,671 --> 01:14:34,341 {\an8}IN ANY OTHER AREA OF CARE. 1440 01:14:49,188 --> 01:14:51,588 {\an8}Beverly Mackereth: ADDICTION TREATMENT CANNOT WAIT. 1441 01:14:51,657 --> 01:14:55,426 WE NEED TO HELP INDIVIDUALS AND SAVE LIVES NOW. 1442 01:14:55,495 --> 01:14:58,199 ( applause ) 1443 01:15:02,268 --> 01:15:04,935 {\an8}IT IS BECAUSE WE NEED TO ACT NOW 1444 01:15:05,004 --> 01:15:07,538 {\an8}TO SAVE THE LIVES OF THOSE SUFFERING FROM ADDICTION 1445 01:15:07,607 --> 01:15:10,240 {\an8}THAT WE ARE HAVING ANOTHER HEARING TODAY. 1446 01:15:10,309 --> 01:15:13,877 THIS HEARING WILL FOCUS ON THE IMPACT 1447 01:15:13,946 --> 01:15:16,413 OF DENIED TREATMENT ON CRIME IN OUR STATE, 1448 01:15:16,482 --> 01:15:18,916 ON EMPLOYERS, ON MEDICAL PRACTICE, 1449 01:15:18,985 --> 01:15:22,886 AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, ON OUR FAMILIES. 1450 01:15:22,955 --> 01:15:27,124 {\an8}THIS INDUSTRY HAS TURNED THEIR BACK 1451 01:15:27,193 --> 01:15:29,661 {\an8}ON THE STATUTE OF PENNSYLVANIA 1452 01:15:29,730 --> 01:15:31,328 {\an8}THAT IS THE LAW. 1453 01:15:31,397 --> 01:15:33,363 AND I DON'T WANT TO LINE THE POCKETS 1454 01:15:33,432 --> 01:15:36,934 OF THE INSURANCE PEOPLE AND PROVIDERS WHEN YOU HAVE PEOPLE 1455 01:15:37,003 --> 01:15:39,970 LIKE THESE PEOPLE BEHIND YOU THAT HAVE TO STAND THERE 1456 01:15:40,039 --> 01:15:42,406 AND HOLD THEIR SONS AND DAUGHTERS 1457 01:15:42,475 --> 01:15:44,675 BEFORE THE PEOPLE OF PENNSYLVANIA. 1458 01:15:44,744 --> 01:15:47,078 IT'S NOT FAIR. 1459 01:15:47,147 --> 01:15:48,578 IT'S NOT RIGHT. 1460 01:15:48,647 --> 01:15:51,185 - AND IT'S AGAINST THE LAW. - ( applause ) 1461 01:15:55,755 --> 01:15:58,656 {\an8}THE MANAGED CARE SYSTEM HAS TAUGHT DESPAIR TO FAMILIES 1462 01:15:58,725 --> 01:16:00,757 {\an8}THAT MY LOVED ONE WILL NEVER GET WELL. 1463 01:16:00,826 --> 01:16:03,794 {\an8}IT HAS ALSO GOT FAMILIES BEATEN UP ON TREATMENT PROGRAMS SAYING, 1464 01:16:03,863 --> 01:16:05,195 {\an8}"YOU DIDN'T WORK," 1465 01:16:05,264 --> 01:16:07,765 WHEN IN FACT THE TREATMENT PROGRAM WAS NOT PERMITTED 1466 01:16:07,834 --> 01:16:10,467 TO PROVIDE THE CARE THAT IT KNOWS IT NEEDS TO PROVIDE. 1467 01:16:10,536 --> 01:16:13,337 {\an8}THERE'S NOTHING THAT SAYS SOME BUREAUCRAT 1468 01:16:13,406 --> 01:16:15,473 {\an8}IN AN INSURANCE COMPANY, A HEALTH INSURANCE COMPANY, 1469 01:16:15,542 --> 01:16:18,809 {\an8}HAS THE RIGHT TO OVERRULE OVER THE TELEPHONE 1470 01:16:18,878 --> 01:16:20,510 {\an8}WITHOUT LOOKING AT THE ADDICTED PERSON; 1471 01:16:20,579 --> 01:16:22,947 {\an8}HAS THE RIGHT TO OVERRULE A DOCTOR, 1472 01:16:23,016 --> 01:16:26,617 A LICENSED PSYCHOLOGIST WHO'S JUST SPENT TWO HOURS 1473 01:16:26,686 --> 01:16:29,352 DOING A PROFESSIONAL, CAREFUL DETERMINATION 1474 01:16:29,421 --> 01:16:31,822 OF WHAT THE TREATMENT NEEDS ARE OF THE PATIENT. 1475 01:16:31,891 --> 01:16:35,526 BUT THE SUFFERING THAT'S CAUSED, GOOD GOD. 1476 01:16:35,595 --> 01:16:39,130 ( applause ) 1477 01:16:39,199 --> 01:16:41,098 MY NAME'S ROBERTA LOJAK. 1478 01:16:41,167 --> 01:16:43,304 THIS IS MY DAUGHTER ASHLEY. 1479 01:16:46,005 --> 01:16:49,243 ASHLEY WAS MY FIRST CHILD. 1480 01:16:50,510 --> 01:16:53,280 SHE WAS A BLESSING FROM THE DAY SHE WAS BORN. 1481 01:16:54,414 --> 01:16:56,381 I KNEW MY DAUGHTER HAD A PROBLEM 1482 01:16:56,450 --> 01:16:58,615 PROBABLY IN MARCH OF 2001. 1483 01:16:58,684 --> 01:17:02,353 WE WENT TO A REHAB CENTER ON OUR OWN. 1484 01:17:02,422 --> 01:17:05,823 THEY WOULD NOT ADMIT HER TO AN INPATIENT TREATMENT, 1485 01:17:05,892 --> 01:17:08,963 BUT THEY DID ADMIT HER FOR AN OUTPATIENT. 1486 01:17:12,865 --> 01:17:15,432 I'D LIKE TO READ A LETTER THAT ASHLEY WROTE TO ME. 1487 01:17:15,501 --> 01:17:19,303 "I'M STILL YOUNG AND I STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR. 1488 01:17:19,372 --> 01:17:21,806 I DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE MY OLD FRIENDS 1489 01:17:21,875 --> 01:17:23,640 AND BE A DOPE HEAD MY WHOLE LIFE. 1490 01:17:23,709 --> 01:17:26,543 'CAUSE I KNOW I'M HERE TO DO SOMETHING GOOD. 1491 01:17:26,612 --> 01:17:29,880 AND I HAVEN'T SEEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD SO FAR AND I WANT TO. 1492 01:17:29,949 --> 01:17:32,449 AND I DECIDED THAT ALL THAT 1493 01:17:32,518 --> 01:17:34,552 WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH REASONS TO QUIT. 1494 01:17:34,621 --> 01:17:36,520 I AM ENOUGH REASONS TO QUIT. 1495 01:17:36,589 --> 01:17:39,326 MOM, I LOVE YOU." 1496 01:17:45,197 --> 01:17:47,031 BUT I CALLED ANOTHER REHAB FACILITY. 1497 01:17:47,100 --> 01:17:50,267 IT WAS A COUPLE HOURS AWAY FROM MY HOME. 1498 01:17:50,336 --> 01:17:53,236 WHEN WE WERE THERE 1499 01:17:53,305 --> 01:17:55,806 THEY TOLD ME THEY WERE GONNA ADMIT HER. 1500 01:17:55,875 --> 01:17:57,742 THEY SAID SHE WOULD PROBABLY BE THERE 1501 01:17:57,811 --> 01:18:00,514 AT LEAST 28 DAYS TO START. 1502 01:18:04,750 --> 01:18:07,786 - NOW WAS THAT A SURPRISE? - OH, YEAH. 1503 01:18:07,855 --> 01:18:09,386 WHY? 1504 01:18:09,455 --> 01:18:12,923 'CAUSE THEY TOLD ME SHE'D BE THERE AT LEAST 28 DAYS. 1505 01:18:12,992 --> 01:18:15,792 SHE WASN'T READY TO COME HOME. I KNOW SHE WASN'T. 1506 01:18:15,861 --> 01:18:18,796 I KNEW SHE WASN'T. SO WENT BACK HOME 1507 01:18:18,865 --> 01:18:21,435 AND ASHLEY MADE US DINNER AND SHE WENT TO BED. 1508 01:18:22,736 --> 01:18:25,102 THE NEXT MORNING I LOOKED IN AT ABOUT 8:00 1509 01:18:25,171 --> 01:18:28,205 AND I SAW HER LAYING THERE SLEEPING. 1510 01:18:28,274 --> 01:18:32,143 TV WAS ON. SHE STILL WAS HOLDING A REMOTE. 1511 01:18:32,212 --> 01:18:36,350 AND I LOOKED AT-- HER FINGERNAILS WERE BLUE. 1512 01:18:38,484 --> 01:18:41,819 SO I STARTED SCREAMING. 1513 01:18:41,888 --> 01:18:43,354 I RAN OUT OF THE ROOM. 1514 01:18:43,423 --> 01:18:46,624 I CALLED 911, WENT BACK IN THERE. 1515 01:18:46,693 --> 01:18:49,026 I PICKED HER UP AND PUT HER ON THE FLOOR 1516 01:18:49,095 --> 01:18:51,765 AND TRIED TO DO CPR TO MY OWN DAUGHTER. 1517 01:18:56,970 --> 01:19:00,040 BUT SHE WAS ALREADY DEAD. 1518 01:19:05,210 --> 01:19:08,545 I'VE BEEN A PROSECUTOR FOR 25 YEARS. I DEAL WITH CRIMINAL CONDUCT. 1519 01:19:08,614 --> 01:19:11,515 I'M GONNA READ YOU A STATUTE THAT I HOPE THE LAWYERS 1520 01:19:11,584 --> 01:19:13,451 FOR THESE PEOPLE WILL TAKE A LOOK AT. 1521 01:19:13,520 --> 01:19:18,122 TITLE 18, SECTION 2504: INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER. 1522 01:19:18,191 --> 01:19:20,758 GENERAL RULE: A PERSON IS GUILTY 1523 01:19:20,827 --> 01:19:23,894 OF INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER WHEN AS A DIRECT RESULT 1524 01:19:23,963 --> 01:19:26,730 OF DOING OF AN UNLAWFUL ACT IN A RECKLESS 1525 01:19:26,799 --> 01:19:29,967 OR GROSSLY NEGLIGENT MANNER HE CAUSES THE DEATH OF ANOTHER PERSON. 1526 01:19:30,036 --> 01:19:34,205 {\an8}IS IT INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER? THERE DISCUSSIONS ABOUT THAT. 1527 01:19:34,274 --> 01:19:36,473 {\an8}NO ONE'S EVER BEEN PROSECUTED FOR THAT. 1528 01:19:36,542 --> 01:19:38,542 {\an8}BUT THERE'S A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING. 1529 01:19:38,611 --> 01:19:40,478 THOSE OF YOU IN THE MANAGED CARE INDUSTRY 1530 01:19:40,547 --> 01:19:42,647 THAT ARE LOOKING AT THIS ISSUE, ASK YOURSELF: 1531 01:19:42,716 --> 01:19:45,482 DO YOU WANT TO TAKE THIS CHANCE? 1532 01:19:45,551 --> 01:19:47,651 I MEAN YOU'RE DANCING RIGHT UP TO THIS-- 1533 01:19:47,720 --> 01:19:49,186 TO THE EDGE OF THIS STATUTE. 1534 01:19:49,255 --> 01:19:50,921 THE THING THAT I WOULD TELL A FAMILY TO DO 1535 01:19:50,990 --> 01:19:53,223 IS-- NO MATTER WHAT THEY'RE BEING TOLD, IS KEEP FIGHTING, 1536 01:19:53,292 --> 01:19:56,327 IS TO SAY, "NO, THIS IS WHAT IT SAYS IN MY BENEFIT. 1537 01:19:56,396 --> 01:19:58,896 AND I NEED THIS BENEFIT." 1538 01:19:58,965 --> 01:20:00,898 IF THE FAMILIES DON'T MAKE AN ISSUE OF THIS 1539 01:20:00,967 --> 01:20:03,200 AND DUST IT UP, IT'S GONNA CONTINUE. 1540 01:20:03,269 --> 01:20:06,303 GOOD EVENING. MY NAME IS JOAN WARD. 1541 01:20:06,372 --> 01:20:07,871 I LIVE IN CRANBERRY TOWNSHIP. 1542 01:20:07,940 --> 01:20:10,040 THIS IS OUR SON ROB. 1543 01:20:10,109 --> 01:20:12,009 WHEN ROB WAS A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL 1544 01:20:12,078 --> 01:20:14,878 WE DISCOVERED THAT HE WAS ABUSING DRUGS. 1545 01:20:14,947 --> 01:20:19,851 YOU'VE HEARD A NUMBER OF VERY TRAGIC STORIES HERE TODAY, 1546 01:20:19,920 --> 01:20:22,353 OF YOUNG LIVES LOST. 1547 01:20:22,422 --> 01:20:25,957 PLEASE DON'T BE COMFORTED INTO BELIEVING 1548 01:20:26,026 --> 01:20:28,792 THAT THESE ARE ABERRATIONS. 1549 01:20:28,861 --> 01:20:32,797 WE ARE NOT THE EXCEPTION. WE ARE THE RULE. 1550 01:20:32,866 --> 01:20:34,632 THE WORLD LOOKS AT OUR CHILDREN 1551 01:20:34,701 --> 01:20:36,668 AND THEY SEE DRUGGIES, 1552 01:20:36,737 --> 01:20:39,640 JUNKIES, FELONS. 1553 01:20:43,142 --> 01:20:45,042 WE LOOK AT OUR CHILDREN 1554 01:20:45,111 --> 01:20:48,078 AND WE SEE COWBOY BOOTS AND BALLET SLIPPERS. 1555 01:20:48,147 --> 01:20:51,648 WE SEE CHRISTMAS MORNINGS AND BIRTHDAY PARTIES. 1556 01:20:51,717 --> 01:20:55,185 WE HOLD FOREVER IN OUR HEART THAT FIRST INSTANT 1557 01:20:55,254 --> 01:20:57,721 THAT WE FIRST LOOKED INTO THEIR INFANT EYES 1558 01:20:57,790 --> 01:21:00,157 AND WE KNEW IN A HEARTBEAT 1559 01:21:00,226 --> 01:21:03,861 THAT WE WOULD GIVE OUR VERY LIVES FOR THEM. 1560 01:21:03,930 --> 01:21:06,797 UNFORTUNATELY THAT'S THE LAST ABSOLUTE OF PARENTING. 1561 01:21:06,866 --> 01:21:09,270 IT'S ALL GUESSWORK AFTER THAT. 1562 01:21:10,770 --> 01:21:12,502 WHEN YOU GET RIGHT DOWN TO IT, 1563 01:21:12,571 --> 01:21:14,739 OUR OPTIONS REALLY ARE QUITE LIMITED. 1564 01:21:14,808 --> 01:21:18,042 WE CAN BUILD A BETTER SYSTEM 1565 01:21:18,111 --> 01:21:21,081 OR WE CAN CONTINUE TO BURY OUR CHILDREN. 1566 01:21:22,381 --> 01:21:26,220 I GREATLY APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORTS IN THIS AREA. 1567 01:21:27,087 --> 01:21:29,220 THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME TODAY. 1568 01:21:29,289 --> 01:21:31,392 ( applause ) 1569 01:23:06,819 --> 01:23:09,386 All: KEEP COMING BACK. IT WORKS IF YOU WORK IT. 1570 01:23:09,455 --> 01:23:11,725 Woman: OKAY, FELLAS, THANK YOU. 125202

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