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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:25,200 I have a confession to make, Red Shoes. Like most women, I've always been under 2 00:01:25,200 --> 00:01:28,960 this impression that if I could change certain things about myself, then I 3 00:01:28,960 --> 00:01:29,960 find happiness. 4 00:01:30,140 --> 00:01:34,700 If only I was a little prettier, richer, thinner, taller, sweeter, tougher, had 5 00:01:34,700 --> 00:01:38,680 fuller lips, or just about anything different than what I had and was, I 6 00:01:38,680 --> 00:01:41,540 in fact, have and be all that I could dream of being. 7 00:01:42,780 --> 00:01:45,260 Most importantly, I would accept myself. 8 00:01:46,340 --> 00:01:48,800 Unable to reinvent myself. 9 00:01:50,350 --> 00:01:51,750 I did the next best thing. 10 00:01:53,130 --> 00:01:58,290 I took the labor of absence from work and made arrangements to take off with 11 00:01:58,290 --> 00:01:59,290 France. 12 00:02:23,620 --> 00:02:24,620 Apex Bay. 13 00:02:28,160 --> 00:02:29,160 Apex Bay. Apex Bay. 14 00:02:48,820 --> 00:02:49,820 Apex Bay. 15 00:02:52,600 --> 00:02:56,040 When my friend Lynn heard what I was doing, she called a friend of hers in 16 00:02:56,040 --> 00:03:01,900 Paris, a photojournalist, to see if she knew of any great places in the black. 17 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:07,300 As luck would have it, it just so happened she was going away for the 18 00:03:07,300 --> 00:03:10,600 April and was desperately looking for someone to house fit. 19 00:03:12,980 --> 00:03:19,360 Or in her case, I should say both fit, since she lived on a converted barge on 20 00:03:19,360 --> 00:03:20,360 the Seine. 21 00:03:26,989 --> 00:03:29,790 Ha! Ha! 22 00:04:05,890 --> 00:04:10,330 In all my life, I've never seen a place quite as beautiful. 23 00:04:11,450 --> 00:04:12,550 The furniture. 24 00:04:13,790 --> 00:04:15,230 The art on the wall. 25 00:04:16,930 --> 00:04:17,930 The plates. 26 00:04:19,190 --> 00:04:20,370 The silkware. 27 00:04:21,160 --> 00:04:22,160 Everything. 28 00:04:24,180 --> 00:04:26,680 The woman who lives here must be extraordinary. 29 00:04:32,920 --> 00:04:39,320 It might sound strange, but from the moment I walked through the door, 30 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:42,060 I wanted to be her. 31 00:04:43,900 --> 00:04:45,840 Her spirit took me over completely. 32 00:04:47,880 --> 00:04:49,860 It was like walking into her soul. 33 00:04:54,740 --> 00:04:55,740 Bless you. 34 00:05:50,030 --> 00:05:54,530 I've never snooped or invaded anyone's privacy before. 35 00:05:55,770 --> 00:05:58,630 In fact, it would never have entered my mind. 36 00:06:00,390 --> 00:06:01,710 But this was different. 37 00:06:03,870 --> 00:06:06,290 I had to find out who she was. 38 00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:21,020 February 5th, 1993. 39 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:24,320 Another collection. 40 00:06:25,820 --> 00:06:28,040 Shot 35 rolls before noon. 41 00:06:29,260 --> 00:06:31,060 All the clothes look the same. 42 00:06:32,260 --> 00:06:33,300 It's cold. 43 00:06:33,920 --> 00:06:34,920 Gray. 44 00:06:35,940 --> 00:06:37,160 Decided to call Jim. 45 00:06:38,660 --> 00:06:40,460 Haven't seen him since New York. 46 00:06:42,780 --> 00:06:44,960 Repeated everything we did the last time. 47 00:06:45,920 --> 00:06:47,200 Like a dance. 48 00:06:49,150 --> 00:06:50,150 Saying nothing. 49 00:06:52,150 --> 00:06:53,490 Wouldn't let him touch me. 50 00:06:54,210 --> 00:06:55,210 Not yet. 51 00:06:57,370 --> 00:06:59,770 Just his eyes on me as I undressed him. 52 00:07:01,870 --> 00:07:03,390 And then I took his picture. 53 00:07:04,950 --> 00:07:06,530 One after the other. 54 00:07:08,530 --> 00:07:09,530 He looked. 55 00:07:10,870 --> 00:07:12,190 And I loved it too. 56 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:30,960 Thank you. 57 00:07:55,410 --> 00:08:02,330 The more I read about Shelby, the more I wanted to be like 58 00:08:02,330 --> 00:08:03,330 her. 59 00:08:04,250 --> 00:08:06,490 Her words gave me courage. 60 00:08:11,550 --> 00:08:15,310 Too shy to ever allow anyone to take my picture. 61 00:08:16,550 --> 00:08:19,210 I set up a camera I found of hers and... 62 00:08:19,640 --> 00:08:21,540 Decided to try and take them out myself. 63 00:08:24,300 --> 00:08:26,180 I wanted to know what it was like. 64 00:08:27,960 --> 00:08:29,360 It excited me. 65 00:08:30,540 --> 00:08:35,159 It made me feel bad and daring and free. 66 00:08:37,039 --> 00:08:39,080 It made me feel like Shelby. 67 00:08:40,820 --> 00:08:44,600 The next day, I did something else I'd never done before. 68 00:08:46,120 --> 00:08:48,600 I borrowed one of Shelby's short skirts. 69 00:08:50,160 --> 00:08:53,400 And actually had the courage to wear it out in public. 70 00:08:55,320 --> 00:08:56,540 Thank you, Shelby. 71 00:08:59,100 --> 00:09:01,280 It was amazing. 72 00:09:02,180 --> 00:09:04,960 I had been in Paris for four days. 73 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:10,200 And for the first time in my life, everything seems possible. 74 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:12,900 I'm totally anonymous. 75 00:09:14,040 --> 00:09:15,620 Nobody knows who I am. 76 00:09:16,840 --> 00:09:18,280 Nobody to judge me. 77 00:09:19,020 --> 00:09:25,920 If Shelby could sit in a short skirt in an outdoor cafe and pick up a 78 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:28,860 waiter, why couldn't I? 79 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:32,180 Gina's not Gina today. 80 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:35,760 She's Shelby. 81 00:09:37,840 --> 00:09:42,000 Confident, poised, brave. 82 00:09:43,300 --> 00:09:44,300 Shelby. 83 00:09:45,380 --> 00:09:48,160 I do love being Shelby. 84 00:09:50,120 --> 00:09:51,120 Love it. 85 00:09:52,120 --> 00:09:53,120 Love it. 86 00:09:55,740 --> 00:09:57,440 April 5th, 1993. 87 00:09:59,440 --> 00:10:00,440 Dinner alone. 88 00:10:01,480 --> 00:10:02,500 I was bored. 89 00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:05,100 He was the waiter. 90 00:10:06,700 --> 00:10:08,200 His name was Jean -Louis. 91 00:10:09,160 --> 00:10:10,840 Wrote my room number on the check. 92 00:10:12,600 --> 00:10:13,800 Very discreet. 93 00:10:15,820 --> 00:10:17,080 And so was he. 94 00:10:28,460 --> 00:10:29,660 And he wasn't even that attractive. 95 00:10:31,080 --> 00:10:32,220 But it didn't matter. 96 00:10:33,600 --> 00:10:36,400 I focused on that tattoo on his chest. 97 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:40,020 And waited for that feeling to come. 98 00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:46,100 I loved to be taken from behind. 99 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:50,700 Just the sound of his breath. 100 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:55,240 The weight of his body pressed against me. 101 00:10:57,640 --> 00:10:59,840 My hands gripping the edge of the bed. 102 00:11:02,420 --> 00:11:04,100 He could be anybody. 103 00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:07,520 Feeling. 104 00:11:09,200 --> 00:11:11,560 The blood rushing into my face. 105 00:11:12,080 --> 00:11:13,720 I could hardly breathe. 106 00:11:16,320 --> 00:11:18,980 Then from out of nowhere it suddenly began. 107 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:23,160 Violently at first. 108 00:11:25,100 --> 00:11:27,220 And over and over again. 109 00:11:29,420 --> 00:11:31,100 Like waves lapping on his shore. 110 00:11:33,500 --> 00:11:36,660 If only I could keep him inside of me forever. 111 00:11:56,060 --> 00:11:57,460 I couldn't give her up. 112 00:11:59,560 --> 00:12:00,560 Loved her clothes. 113 00:12:01,460 --> 00:12:02,860 Loved to dress like her. 114 00:12:04,440 --> 00:12:06,320 Loved to read her letters. 115 00:12:08,200 --> 00:12:10,260 Loved to hear a voice in my head. 116 00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:12,900 Loved him. 117 00:12:13,920 --> 00:12:14,920 Loved him. 118 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:22,800 Charles was the difference between sex and love. 119 00:12:24,860 --> 00:12:28,260 He was the only man that could make me come by just a touch. 120 00:12:29,580 --> 00:12:31,240 Or sometimes even a look. 121 00:12:33,440 --> 00:12:35,380 I felt passion for him. 122 00:12:38,260 --> 00:12:39,260 His lips. 123 00:12:40,420 --> 00:12:41,420 His kiss. 124 00:12:43,100 --> 00:12:45,120 He could have owned me if he wanted to. 125 00:12:46,800 --> 00:12:51,560 He was the only man I would relinquish myself to. 126 00:12:53,440 --> 00:12:54,440 I did. 127 00:12:55,760 --> 00:12:57,720 I loved it when he kissed me. 128 00:13:21,520 --> 00:13:25,600 In case I didn't already mention it, my name is Antonio, and my number is 129 00:13:25,600 --> 00:13:29,840 42533441. Sorry about that message. 130 00:13:30,280 --> 00:13:31,280 It's a bad habit. 131 00:13:31,820 --> 00:13:33,420 Anyway... Hello? 132 00:13:33,900 --> 00:13:34,940 This is Shelby. 133 00:13:40,880 --> 00:13:42,040 I couldn't resist. 134 00:13:43,200 --> 00:13:45,500 He had no idea who I was. 135 00:13:47,800 --> 00:13:49,800 To him, I was Shelby. 136 00:13:52,050 --> 00:13:56,090 Beautiful, poised, beguiling. 137 00:13:57,870 --> 00:13:58,870 Shelby. 138 00:14:16,230 --> 00:14:18,830 Just keep on repeating. 139 00:14:20,330 --> 00:14:24,050 My name is Shelby. 140 00:14:24,750 --> 00:14:30,370 And I'm strong and fierce and beautiful. 141 00:14:33,150 --> 00:14:36,690 Just keep on repeating it like a mantra. 142 00:14:38,330 --> 00:14:39,330 That's right. 143 00:14:40,850 --> 00:14:44,210 I said my name is Shelby. 144 00:15:20,970 --> 00:15:23,510 is Shelby and you are under my spell. 145 00:15:25,450 --> 00:15:32,270 My name is Shelby and you will do what I want you to do. 146 00:15:34,190 --> 00:15:40,710 My name is Shelby and I'm strong, fierce, 147 00:15:40,970 --> 00:15:43,330 and beautiful. 148 00:15:45,690 --> 00:15:46,690 That's right. 149 00:15:47,870 --> 00:15:49,630 I said my name. 150 00:15:50,550 --> 00:15:51,550 is Shelby. 151 00:15:59,030 --> 00:16:00,490 What did Sue tell you about me? 152 00:16:01,290 --> 00:16:02,590 She said you were wonderful. 153 00:16:04,550 --> 00:16:05,550 Which you are. 154 00:16:07,170 --> 00:16:10,070 And that you were, um... How did she put it? 155 00:16:11,370 --> 00:16:12,690 Without fear. 156 00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:50,920 You like being in control, hm? 157 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:53,120 Is that it? 158 00:17:06,160 --> 00:17:09,800 I want you to kiss me inside of my thighs. 159 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:16,619 I talk to a voice on the other end of the phone. 160 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:20,280 And now she asks me to kiss the inside of her thighs. 161 00:17:24,380 --> 00:17:25,380 Inside of my thighs. 162 00:17:47,850 --> 00:17:48,850 You're just there. 163 00:17:50,230 --> 00:17:51,530 I think I've died. 164 00:17:51,870 --> 00:17:52,930 I'm going to heaven. 165 00:17:54,610 --> 00:17:55,610 Answer me. 166 00:20:03,210 --> 00:20:04,590 We made love all night. 167 00:20:05,830 --> 00:20:12,770 And somewhere during that time, I stopped being Shelby and became myself. 168 00:20:14,610 --> 00:20:17,050 And that's when my real problems began. 169 00:20:18,650 --> 00:20:19,790 Poor Antonio. 170 00:20:21,050 --> 00:20:24,730 Went to bed with one woman and woke up with another. 171 00:20:27,170 --> 00:20:28,350 No, I'm not. 172 00:20:28,650 --> 00:20:29,650 Yes, you are. 173 00:20:30,270 --> 00:20:32,350 Perfect. The perfect woman. 174 00:20:34,830 --> 00:20:36,890 Believe me, I'm far from perfect. 175 00:20:40,890 --> 00:20:41,890 Sweetest lips. 176 00:20:42,930 --> 00:20:43,930 Perfect lips. 177 00:20:46,910 --> 00:20:48,470 What a goofy smile. 178 00:20:53,210 --> 00:20:54,270 Perfect neck. 179 00:20:56,050 --> 00:20:57,070 Wet neck. 180 00:21:21,320 --> 00:21:22,320 Viably beautiful. 181 00:21:23,860 --> 00:21:24,860 Completely unexpected. 182 00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:33,040 I'm just not used to... What? 183 00:21:33,980 --> 00:21:35,040 You're not used to what? 184 00:21:35,980 --> 00:21:36,980 Say the words. 185 00:21:39,280 --> 00:21:46,140 I'm not used to it. It's kind of a... It's the way I 186 00:21:46,140 --> 00:21:47,140 feel. 187 00:21:52,100 --> 00:21:53,300 Maybe we went too fast. 188 00:21:55,600 --> 00:22:00,120 Maybe we should get dressed and go out and get a cup of coffee, you know? 189 00:22:01,300 --> 00:22:02,300 Talk a little. 190 00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:04,540 Start from the beginning. 191 00:22:07,420 --> 00:22:12,040 I can tell you all about me and I can tell me all about you and everything. 192 00:22:12,700 --> 00:22:15,220 What frightens you, what excites you. 193 00:22:24,620 --> 00:22:25,620 What do you say? 194 00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:43,740 I, uh... I'm sorry. I need to be alone 195 00:22:43,740 --> 00:22:44,740 right now. 196 00:22:55,880 --> 00:23:00,080 He seemed to really like me, and I really liked him. 197 00:23:01,400 --> 00:23:03,320 And I didn't want it to be a fantasy. 198 00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:07,160 I wanted it to be real. 199 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:14,080 When he called to ask if he could see me again, I finally worked up the courage 200 00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:15,160 to tell him the truth. 201 00:23:16,380 --> 00:23:23,260 I told him who I was, how none of it was mine, and it didn't seem to matter to 202 00:23:23,260 --> 00:23:28,560 him. And then he repeated again how much he really liked me just as I am. 203 00:23:29,660 --> 00:23:30,780 For who I am. 204 00:23:31,320 --> 00:23:36,920 Wow, so she wasn't who he thought she was, even though he liked who he thought 205 00:23:36,920 --> 00:23:37,799 she was. 206 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:41,380 Even though he liked who she was when he found out who she really was. 207 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:46,200 And if she hadn't pretended to be Shelby, he would never have met her. 208 00:23:46,980 --> 00:23:50,340 And she would never have learned that being who she really is is probably the 209 00:23:50,340 --> 00:23:51,340 best thing that she can be. 210 00:23:53,450 --> 00:23:54,450 You understand that? 211 00:24:00,130 --> 00:24:01,730 And maybe you can explain it to me. 13897