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Hey, kiddo, do you mind scooching over
where you're sitting in my seat?

I look like a kiddo to you?

Everybody looks like a kiddo to me.

Hi, ma 'am.

Tess.

All rise.

The Honorable Judge Dolores Chapin
presiding.

That's Monica, Judge Chapin's clerk.

Been here for only three days. She's
cute, seems like a hard worker, but,

we'll see how she works out.

You're awfully familiar with this court.

What are you, a career criminal?

Something worse, a career mother.

Judge Chapin is my daughter.

So what are you in here for? I just like
to see justice in action.

Well, you have come to the right place.

Story is the best.

Court will come to order.

The problem with this job is that I only
get to see the end of things, not the

beginning or the middle.

Maybe that's why I can see the bigger
picture.

through all your talk of
incompatibility.

As my mother always says, that's a nice
long legal term for something as simple

as forgetting how to talk.

Life gets so busy, we forget to check
how the person across from the microwave

pancake is feeling.

We don't ask how the meeting with the
boss went yesterday.

Or maybe you're tired of seafood because
you had it for lunch that day.

No sounds louder than yes.

And it's easier just to say nothing
rather than explain yourself. So Karen,

I want you to do me a favor.

Go out on a date.

Maybe three.

Talk to each other.

Now you and I both know that I can't
legally make you do that.

But I would hope that when you come back
here, if you come back here,

Well, maybe you'll see a different
picture.

I'm postponing my judgment for two
weeks.

We're adjourned.

All right.

What did I tell you? Well, she's
certainly her mother's daughter.

Hi, Emma. How are you today?

Hi, kiddo. I couldn't be better if I was
twins.

This is Tess. She's new.

Not a looky -loo.

Would you tell my daughter I'm getting
some coffee, and I've got some papers

her to sign. Will do.

Always likes to get her coffee from the
jury waiting room.

None of the others quite fills a full
cup.

Well, I hope you've got some better
information than that, Miss Wayne. I do.

Emma comes to court at least once a
week, and she usually has something for

daughter to sign or approve.

Sort of a mom Friday.

But between you and me, I think she
likes to come for the sheer joy of

her daughter be a judge.

They're very close.

Do you think maybe they're too close?

Well, they're a bit dependent.

Somewhat symbiotic.

Connected in a very special way. Those
two have the apron strings twisted so

don't know who's holding on to who.

So I guess what you're saying is snip,
snip, bye -bye apron strings.

But it's a very complicated operation
because the father wants both patients

survive.

When you walk down the road

Heavy burden, heavy load I

will rise and I will walk with you I'll

walk with you Till the sun don't even
shine Walk with

you Every time I tell you I'll walk with
you

Believe me, I'll walk with you.

Interesting strategy with that last
couple, sweetheart.

I saw your father give the same advice
once.

I know. It was your idea that I do that,
remember?

Last week at dinner, more talk, less
litigation.

That's right.

I forgot.

Of course, it was also your suggestion
that I could save my marriage that way.

And that would have worked, too, if Bill
hadn't been all chest and no heart.

But what a chance.

I had different priorities then.

So, what have you got for me, huh?

This is car work here.

Yeah. I renewed your membership in the
auto club. We don't want you stranded in

that fancy car of yours. Why not? You
changed the tire the last time.

Well, every woman has to be independent,
darling, but not stupid.

And your automobile insurance is due on
Friday, so initial this change there and

then I'll mail it. Okay.

Excuse me, Your Honor. There's someone
here from the governor's office to see

you. Governor's office?

Must be charity fundraising time. Send
him in.

You want me to wait outside?

Yeah, would you?

As if I could keep anything secret from
you.

Hello.

Judge Chapin.

Yes. It's a pleasure to finally meet
you. Thank you. I'm Andrew, and I bet

are Emma.

I bet you're right.

Now, why do you know me?

Well, you're something of a legend
around here, as was your husband.

Oh, thank you. He was a lovely man.

What can I do for you, Andrew? Well, as
you may know, the governor is

considering candidates for the open seat
on the state Supreme Court.

And he's narrowed his list down to you.

Me?

On the state Supreme Court?

We'll take it.

We'll think about it.

My mother, in her more rational moments,
always taught me to consider everything

fully before answering.

Actually, that was more of her father's
philosophy.

I'm more of a fly -by -the -seat -of
-your -pants kind of gal.

Well, Your Honor, you are the governor's
first choice, but he is going to need

an answer pretty soon.

I'll get him one. Thank you.

Pleasure.

So, who's next?

Are you wearing any clothes under that
robe?

Yes, I am.

Okay.

Yes, dear.

How many ladies are judges?

Well, as I always tell my daughter,
Jenny, not enough.

There's still not enough lady doctors or
lady lawyers or lady Indian chiefs, for

that matter.

It's good for women to do things that
their mothers couldn't do.

If ladies never did this, how'd you know
you could?

Remember the rhyme about Jack and Jill
going up the hill?

Well, my father was a district court
judge.

And my mother, who was sitting in the
back of the room, she always said, if

can do it, Jill can do it.

And she's living proof of that. Not only
was she a math teacher, she was also

a wasp in the Second World War.

You were a bug?

No.

I was a pilot. In fact, I was a
commander in the Women's Air Force

Pilots. You see, that's WASP.

And our motto was, we live in the wind
and the sand, but our eyes are always on

the stars.

Girls don't fly in wars.

They do, too.

They do now.

But back in World War II, it was very
unusual.

Maybe if we sit quietly...

Jenny's grandmother will explain to us
why they needed women pilots then.

Sure. See, the army needed to free up
the men to go and fight in Europe.

We flew the planes from the factory
where they were made to the bases where

men took them on mission.

You did?

Top secret missions?

Sometimes. Did you fly any top secret
missions, Grandma?

If I tell you, they won't be secret
anymore.

I'm really sorry. We're out of time.
Let's all thank Jenny's mom and grandma

coming and talking to us today. Thank
you.

Hey,

I've got to rush back to court. How do
you guys feel about walking home?

Can we, Grandma? We hardly ever get a
walk anymore.

Sure, Tito. As a matter of fact, I want
you all to come to my house for dinner.

I've invited Tess and Monica.

We are celebrating.

We'll see.

We've got to talk about that. The dinner
sounds great. I'll see you at Grandma's

house at 6 o 'clock, huh?

Okay. Bye, baby. Bye -bye, Tori.

What does it look like?

It doesn't look like what?

What's wrong?

Well, Grandma's getting tired.

We've never walked this way to your
house before.

Well, think of it as an adventure.

We're right back where we started.

Maybe...

we should call mom. No, no. We can take
care of ourselves.

I think we're lost.

Our eyes are always on the stars.

This isn't a surprise party. I'm going
to be very unhappy.

Mom! Jenny!

Didn't Emma know we were coming?

She invited us all to dinner, didn't
she?

Yes.

She should have been home an hour ago.

Nothing's been started. They definitely
haven't been here. I'm sure that Emma

and Jenny are just fine.

They're fine.

They have to be fine. The question is,
where are they fine?

I hope I'm not too early. I came to help
your mother in the kitchen.

You're Tess?

Yes.

Do you know where my mother is?

Isn't she here?

No, she's not.

Look, I am going to take a drive from
here down to Jenny's school. I'm sorry,

Tess. It doesn't look like we're going
to have dinner.

Sure we are. I'll just go and get it
started.

Those two will be home before you know
it, and they'll be hungry. Kitchen's

right over here, huh?

Yes, it is.

You know, there's something about that
woman.

Are you sure you checked her out?

Oh, yes. Her record is bottom.

Her reputation beyond reproach. She's
the kind of person that puts the sun on

Sunday. Yeah, well, her mother and
little girl aren't missing.

Mommy!

Where have you been?

You had me scared to death.

Andrew, everything okay?

Yes, yes. I found them sitting on a
bench and I just gave them a lift home.

Well, that's very kind of you. What were
you doing sitting on a bench?

We got lost.

We weren't lost.

We just lost track of time.

How do you lose track of five hours? You
really had me worried, Mother.

Oh, come on. I know how to take care of
myself, daughter.

Everything's fine in here.

No problem. Who is that?

Tess. Tess.

Tess.

Well, I got to get going. But, Emma, I
will take a rain check on that meatloaf.

Andrew. Yes. Thank you. It's no problem.

I'd better go help Tess.

Honey, you better go do your homework.

That woman cannot go from A to B without
stopping.

Somewhere in between.

So you don't think she got lost then? My
mother, are you kidding?

You need help with that, Emma?

Did I salt these potatoes?

You want me to taste test it?

No. Why is everything a test these days?

This afternoon.

Please don't say anything to Dory about
this.

Suddenly couldn't find my way back to a
home that I have lived in for

40 years.

A home that my husband and I bought in
our salad days and we were going to keep

for our golden years together.

But he didn't get as many as I did.

And these days don't feel so golden.

Emma, why don't you just tell?

Dory, what's happening? There's nothing
wrong with needing a little extra help.

I don't want to be a burden, especially
with this new job.

She's going to rely on me more than
ever.

Emma, she's a grown woman. It's time she
took care of herself.

Oh, dear.

Well,

this is the house I grew up in, Monica.

My mom used these same dishes for every
family meal ever since I was in the

eighth grade.

And my father used to sit in his chair
every night and tell us about the cases

he had heard that day and the judgments
he'd rendered.

I always thought he was the smartest man
in the world.

He was the one who inspired you to be a
judge then.

He inspired.

But my mother convinced me.

She always made everything seem
possible.

Did you see that desk?

When I was a kid, this was strictly off
-limits.

Mom's territory.

So I kept it rolled down and locked.

And I finally jimmied it open when I was
in high school.

And all I discovered inside were bank
books and bills.

And I remember finding out for the first
time how rich we really

weren't. And somehow...

She had managed every month to balance
everything.

And she was the reason why I always felt
so safe.

Mothers are one of God's greatest
miracles.

Well, I know mine is.

I know people probably think our
relationship is pretty unusual, but

she's not just my mother. She's my best
friend, and I don't know what I'd do

without her.

Have you ever tried to find out?

The truth is, it's kind of a scary
thought.

She's always been there for me.

Every time I get up on that bench, I'm
holding people's lives in my hands. And

there are days when I honestly feel I
can't do it.

And I look out there and I see her.

The one person who always said I could
do it. And it keeps me going.

Being asked to be on the Supreme Court
today, it was an incredible thrill for

me, but it wouldn't have meant half as
much if she hadn't been there to see it.

Are you going to accept the nomination?

Oh, we'll see.

I haven't decided yet.

Why wouldn't you?

It's a big commitment.

And they don't allow spectators.

All parties, please rise. The Honorable
Judge Dolores Chapin presiding.

You may be seated.

Counselor, you may proceed.

Ms. Miller, are you feeling better
today?

Yes, Your Honor.

All right. Please continue, but remember
that you're still under oath.

I'm sorry, Your Honor, for getting so
upset.

It's just that, well, he's my father.

I can't help but remember all the
wonderful things that he did for me when

too little to take care of myself.

And now he can't tie his shoes, take a
bath, he can't cook his own meals, and I

would just like the chance to do that
for him like he did for me when I was

little.

I love my brother, but I will never,
ever let anyone.

anyone put my father in a home as long
as I can take care of him by myself.

Your Honor, may we approach the bench?

Oh, you know, I think I picked the wrong
day to drop by. This is a bummer.

Let's blow this pop stand. Okay.

Lindy was the one who made me want to
fly.

Five years later, when Amelia Earhart
flew across the Atlantic, That was when

knew I could.

Are you all right?

I tell you, Tess, some days it takes
everything I've got to get here.

This old gray mare ain't what she used
to be.

Come on, baby.

I'm taking you to the doctor.

Judge Chapin, how can I help you?

My mother?

Yesterday, no.

She was here yesterday. She seemed fine.

What pill?

Uh... No, no, I didn't know she was
taking any.

You're kidding.

No, she didn't tell me a thing.

Okay, I will. Thank you for letting me
know, Doctor.

Everything all right?

That was my mother's doctor. He said she
went to see him yesterday and that

she's been taking blood pressure pills
for over a year and he thinks she's

forgetting to take them.

Doesn't sound like her.

You mean forgetting?

I hate these doctors who look at a
calendar and decide it's time for you to

start falling apart.

People do grow old, you know.

People do, but not my mother.

Is the army Mr.

Jones? Oh, Mr. Jones.

No private rooms or telephone?

No telephone.

You had your breakfast in bed before.
Ah, but you won't have it there anymore.

Is the army Mr.

Green? Hey, Mr. Green.

We like our barracks nice and clean.
Nice and clean. You had a housemaid to

your floor. Ah, but she won't help you
out anymore.

this morning.

Oh, did that old goat Jameson rat on me?

You're taking heart pills and you didn't
tell me. No.

Well, yeah, sort of. I mentioned him.
No, you didn't. Well, I referred to him

kind of a new vitamin.

Is this serious?

Well, absolutely not. It's preventative
measures. It's kind of like flossing.

Now, kiddo, what is on the docket for
today?

The Millers. They're still fighting it
out.

Today, the brother takes his shot.

But I really think I need to hear from
the father.

I think dad would have done that, don't
you?

Certainly, if he thought of it, yeah.

Oh, that poor Mr.

Miller. I've got Jenny's report card I
want you to sign.

Mm -hmm. And we've got to go to lunch.

See you, kiddo.

Look, my sister talks a good game, but
when push comes to shove, she never

follows through.

She'd like to be the devoted daughter,
but she doesn't have a clue what it's

going to take.

She can't think that far ahead.

Hey, I could think circles around you,
you idiot!

That's enough. You will show respect for
this court, both of you.

Now.

We'll take a recess for 15 minutes.

Mom, come on.

Hey.

You fell asleep.

Mom.

Who are you?

Thanks for the water, kiddo.

You're all right. You know who I am. I'm
fine, Dory.

I'm going to just go splash some water
on my face and fix up this paint job.

We'll be back on the flight line before
you know it. Then we still have to sign

that report card.

I'll stay with her. Thanks.

So tedious in there, I almost fell
asleep.

No, you didn't.

And Emma didn't fall asleep because she
was bored.

She's tired, Dory.

She's getting older, and she's slowing
down.

My mother doesn't know how to slow down.

She's trying her best to make you
believe that nothing has changed.

But it has.

Her body is changing.

Her mind is changing. And she hides it
from you very well because she saves the

best moments and hours of the day for
you.

But she's not as good at hiding it as
she used to be.

I don't know what you're talking about.

I know you don't.

But your mother has something important
to do. Much more important than

balancing your checkbook and being your
cheerleader. And I'm here to tell you,

the clock is ticking.

And you're going to have to recognize
your mama's limitations.

And then you're going to have to
recognize her potential.

She's 78.

What potential?

You see potential in your little girl,
don't you?

Jenny has great possibility.

Well, Emma is somebody's little girl,
too.

God's little girl.

And she may be 78, but to the father,
she's still his baby.

And he's got plans for her.

And Dory, when he looks at her, he sees
a lot of potential.

That's very sweet, Tess.

But I live in the real world, and if you
don't mind, I'd like to keep my mother

living there, too, if you know what I
mean. It scares you, doesn't it?

What? Thinking of living without your
mama.

Jenny's sleeping with a friend tonight,
so I think I'll burn the midnight oil,

see if I can catch up on a few things.

And don't forget, the governor really
needs an answer in the morning.

Yeah.

Monica, have you spent time alone with
my mother? I mean, when I'm not around.

Yes, I have.

How does she act?

Does she act old?

Well, she certainly reserves her best
moments for her family.

She hid the blood pressure pills from
me. You think she's hiding something

I think she's doing the best she can.

Goodnight.

What are you doing here at this hour in
my house? This is my house.

How dare you go through my house?
Mother, I was worried about you. Well,

doesn't give you any right to invade my
privacy. Mother, it's a good thing that

I did.

They are going to turn off your
electricity next Thursday. Your

is five weeks late. You paid the same
magazine. I have a system that you don't

know anything about because you never
bothered to ask and just broke in.

There is no system.

Well, it's just a mess. Well, it's my
mess. No, it is mine, too.

You did not mail in my car insurance.

I am driving without coverage. Oh, I
forgot.

Oh, honey, I'm so sorry.

Okay.

Mom, what is going on?

If you don't want me to handle your
bills, maybe you should get somebody

I would. I offered, Mother, but you
insisted.

Now, all of a sudden, the bills aren't
being paid, so what is going on?

I'm getting old.

It's ridiculous.

Mother, if you don't want to do it
anymore, you just tell me. No, I won't

you in every way I can. But I can't keep
up anymore.

Mother, you are not getting old. No,
listen to me, Debra.

I don't remember putting those bills in
that drawer.

And I forgot completely about that
insurance check.

I'm not senile. I'm not getting
Alzheimer's.

I'm slowing down.

It takes me twice as much energy to do
half the things that I used to do. That

is what I keep telling you. You've got
to take better care of yourself.

You've got to exercise more. You eat
meatloaf all the time. What about the

supplements that I bought you?

Dory, honey, please. Mother, you can't
go on like this. I have no choice.

You have a choice. I have no choice.

The best thing that I can hope for is to
just keep in shape for the shape that I

am in and the shape that I'm in, honey.

He's old, and I'm getting older.

Mama!

You're not.

Mama.

You only call me Mama when you're
frightened.

We are going to fight this, Mama. No,
we're going to accept it.

Because the battle against old age only
ends one way, sweetheart.

You are giving up.

And I am sorry I'm not giving up on you.

Before this, I thought custody cases
were for children, and I suppose in

a way they are.

Because here we are, all talking about
who's going to feed me,

change my diapers, take me for walks.

In my mind, I always think of these as
things I want to do for myself,

for my body.

My body stopped listening a long time
ago.

How do you think it is?

I raised my kids to do the right thing,
and here they are.

I can't decide what the right thing is.

I love my boy, and I know he only wants
to do the best thing for me.

I love my little girl.

I appreciate she's willing to take care
of me herself.

I love her so much, I can't let her do
that.

I've lived a good life, and it's time
for her to live hers.

It's all right, honey. I know that you
love me. You don't have to prove it this

way.

Just make sure you bring the kids by for
a visit when you can.

It's all that I need now.

Truth is, I'm going to a nice, clean
place where nobody's heard any of my

stories yet.

Can't have it much better than that.

Now, I don't want to hear another word
about this.

Thank you, Mr. Miller.

In light of Mr.

Miller's testimony, I am going to call
for a recess.

And perhaps Ms. Miller's attorneys would
like to use this time to consider a

motion to withdraw.

All rise.

Dory?

Are you all right?

I'm fine, Monica. I just needed a
moment.

Andrew is here from the governor's
office to see you.

Your Honor, very sorry to disturb you.

The governor...

is under a lot of pressure to name his
nominee.

He's going to need an answer today.

I understand.

Tell the governor I'm very grateful for
the opportunity, but I'm sorry I have to

decline.

I'm going to.

Andrew, do you think you could stall the
governor a bit longer?

Monica! I'll see what I can do.

How dare you?

I made my decision and that's final. You
can't make a decision when you're

upset. I make decisions all the time.
That's what I do.

It was not a decision.

It was a reaction.

It was fear.

You're damn right it was fear. I am
about to lose my mother, Monica, and

not the time to take on a new job.

It would kill her to think you gave up
the chance because of her.

Well, I would give up anything for her.

I listened to that man out there, that
poor dear man, and all I could think of

was that I would rather die than let
someone I love sit in a wheelchair for

hours in some disinfected hallway.

waiting to be pushed to the community
room to watch game shows.

I can't let that happen to my mother,
and I can't let that happen to me.

What do you mean?

I need her.

Nobody, nobody can make a thing all okay
the way my mom can.

And if that is childish and selfish
and...

dependent, then I'm guilty.

Because it scares me to death the
thought of losing her.

Because I can't bear the day when she'll
look at me and she won't remember who I

am and that will be the day that I will
finally realize that I am truly alone in

this world.

Will you please just leave me?

I know you're afraid, Dory.

But you haven't lost your mother yet.

You've just found out that she's human.

I thought this was the shopping day.
What are

you doing here?

I'm quitting.

Quitting what?

I can't do it anymore, Tess.

I'm getting tired and I'm making
mistakes.

And Dory won't let me go peacefully.

So you're just going to quit?

I've got all her stuff here. She'll find
somebody else to take care of it all.

It's time for me to... I don't know.

To what?

Shop for a rocking chair, I guess.

Wait just a minute. Let me see if I got
this straight. You can no longer be the

manager and the shopper and the
babysitter and the therapist and the

the mom and the grandma.

You just can't do it all like you used
to. So you're going to find some place

lay down and wait to die?

Well, what else is there?

I've been waiting for you to ask me that
question. Step right this way.

What on earth is going on here?

Have a seat, Your Honor.

This is between my mother and me.

That's not exactly true.

Dory, you told me that you were afraid
your mother would leave somehow someday

and that you'd be all alone.

But that's not true.

No one is ever alone.

You and your mother and Jenny have
always had angels watching over you.

And you've had three angels walking side
by side with you these last few days.

What are you trying to say?

I think she's trying to tell us that she
is an angel.

I don't believe in angels.

Oh, I do.

In fact, I think I even saw one once on
a recon mission over Guadalcanal.

That was Andrew.

Andrew? What, the governor's Andrew?

Yes, he remembers you well.

I'm sorry, this is crazy. I can't accept
it.

What is going on?

Oh, my goodness. We are angels sent by
God because he loves

you and we have a message for you.

You know, Dad, I think, you know, I
could have jumped the gun out there in

hall with you. I really don't think I'm
ready to die yet.

Well, that's good because God has more
work for you to do.

But you can't do it until the fear is
out of the way first.

I have never been afraid of anything.

I've always been afraid of everything.

Your mama showed you how to be strong,
and now is the time to show her that you

can. God doesn't just want you to be as
good as your father, Dory.

He wants you to surpass him.

And you can.

Parents are God's gift, but they're not
a replacement for God.

God will never die.

He'll never leave you alone.

He is life itself, and he will never
grow old.

I never thought much about God.

It's hard to believe he thinks that much
about me.

But somehow I know it's true.

So then, what do we do?

God wants you to give up the fear of
being alone, of growing old, the fear of

losing each other.

Fear is a thief.

It steals all your todays by making you
dread tomorrow.

But today is all you have.

It's all anyone has.

And there's no reason to worry about
tomorrow.

God is already there.

You know, I was so scared of losing you.

And I thought that if this is how it
feels, for you to be gone for just one

How will I go on when it's forever?

You'll just go on, honey.

You'll just go on because you have to.

I know.

But I am going to miss you so very much.

And I won't be anybody's baby anymore.

You'll always be my baby.

There's one more item of business on the
agenda.

Oh, can it wait?

No, it cannot.

God has a mission for you, Emma.

God wants me to do something.

There's a new millennium approaching,
Emma.

And the next thousand years could be
peaceful ones if the next generations

learn the lessons that you and others
have learned from the wars of this

century. But there are very few voices
left to tell the story.

Yours is one of them.

And God has called you to lift your
voice.

Okay, kiddo, we're set to take off. Come
on, Tigerettes. Let's get this show on

the road.

Oh, isn't this wonderful?

I haven't seen these girls in years.

Esther is going to be kind of a problem,
though. She wants to bring her

boyfriend.

and her friends are going to come to my
school first, and there's going to be a

big assembly and everything.

Well, that's the least we can do.

Jenny's the one that brought this gang
together in the first place on the

Internet.

Dory, you're going to be late.

Yeah, right.

Well, not a good idea to be late on my
first day.

Bye,

baby. Okay. I'll see you tonight.

Okay.

This is as far as I go.

All right, just one more time.

You've got your sock, the extra sweater,
your traveler's check, the emergency

phone number.

I am going to be just fine.

I want you to know how proud I am

of you.

And I think Daddy would have been proud
of you too, Mom.

He is.

I have that on the highest authority.

I love you, Mom.

And I love you forever and ever.

seeing you in all the old familiar
places that his heart of mine embraces

all day through in the small cafe the
park

across the way the children's carousel
the chestnut trees

the wishing

Madame Justin?

Monica said you were the angel of death.

Yes.

And you know what died today?

Fear.

I made you some meatloaf for the trip.

This is supposed to be a pleasant
experience.

No, baby.

Bye -bye. Bye.

Bye.