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A law school test.

A whole building devoted entirely to
learning. And I'm all prepared. I have

and pencils, even a spiral notebook
and... Anything in that bag for me?

This is.

So, which one is he?

Right there, baby.

Oh, that feels so bad. I didn't even
notice him. That happens way too much

around here.

He's even a mystery to his mother.

Make that especially a mystery to his
mother.

Aaron.

Aaron.

You know, if you don't start paying
attention, the whole world is going to

you down.

Even if it's... What's that word?

Inadvertent? I -N -A -D -V -E -R -T -E
-N -T?

Meaning unintentional, from the middle
Latin. You know, if you keep this up,

you're not going to have any friends.

What are you doing here?

I left your lunch in the truck.

Thanks, Mom.

Don't forget to stop by the grocery
after school, okay?

Harry has the list. All you've got to do
is pick the stuff up from him.

Right after school, Aaron.

No excuses.

Well, he may have a wee bit of a problem
with his mother, but he certainly

doesn't seem to have a problem with
words. That boy loves words.

He studies them. He spells them. He
memorizes them.

Aaron loves words like most kids love
basketball or football.

And that's a good thing.

Well, it's his gift and his handicap.

You see, Angel Girl, words can be used
to express wonderful thoughts and ideas,

but it can also be used to hide from the
world.

And that's his problem.

Aaron only feels truly connected to
three things in his life.

Words, his father, and over there,
that's Michael.

That's Aaron's brother.

The best wrestler in Minnesota this
year. And a real local hero here at

Olympus.

Hey, you little squirt, huh?

An Aaron champion in his life.

It's a good thing he has a brother who
cares about him that much.

You should be very blind.

Well, that's true. But things are about
to metamorphose, and you have to be

there, honey, when it happens.

Meta what?

Starts with an M, and it's from the
Greek to transform.

You better get studied up, because this
little boy's future is at stake.

And to him, spelling counts.

When you...

Walk down the road, heavy burden, heavy

load.

I will rise and I will walk with you.

I'll walk with you till the sun don't
even shine.

Walk with you every time I tell you I'll
walk

with you.

Believe me, I'll walk with you.

This is an exciting time for us, Tess.

All this fuss over a little wrestling
match?

There's nothing little about it.

Michael Gibson has put this town on the
map again.

Do you know how many college recruiters
have been through here in the past

several months?

Well, that's good for Michael Gibson.
That's good for all of us. It makes the

whole school look good. It makes the
whole school feel good.

Best breathe success.

I'll check in with you later

Congratulations

Aaron

Gibson you're the first one to sign up
for the spelling and probably the last

Nobody ever signs up for these things.
Well, you just did

Spelling is the foundation of
communication.

But try telling that to the illiterati
of this school.

Well, I think you have great potential.

Potential? P -O -T -N -T -I -A -L. A
latent excellence that may or may not be

developed.

All right, Davis, hand control.

Take him down.

All right. Take him down. Come on.
Right.

75 % given. Save it for the match
Friday.

Come on, Michael, take him down.

Hello, Aaron Gibson.

Yeah.

I'm Monica. I'm a spelling tutor, and
I'd like to be able to help you get

for the qualification test on Friday.

I'm already ready. Who said I need help?

Someone who thought my loquaciousness
might be an aspect.

Loquaciousness?

L -O -Q... L -O -Q -U -A -C -I -O -U -S
-N -E

-S -S?

Talking or tending to talk much or
freely.

Loquaciousness. Good one.

Well, if you're going to be a spelling
tutor, you need to know how to spell.

I don't mean to cast aspersions on your
abilities.

I'm sure you're going to do very well,
Aaron.

Just want you to know I'm here to help
if you want it.

I guess it would be fun to have someone
to train with.

Kind of like Michael does.

Oh, no. I got to go.

I figured when Michael's little brother
didn't show up, I better bring these

things over myself. I didn't want to
disrupt Michael's training schedule.

Thanks, Harry.

So, Friday's the big day, huh?

Last meet before district.

I'm going to be the best champion from
Olympus since you, Mary. Oh, that was a

long time ago. My burning days are over.

Michael's been a godsend these past two
years.

Finally, this town has got something to
be excited about again.

Oh, I sure am proud of him.

Oh, Harry.

Oh. I didn't pay for all this. Well, I
just... Threw in a few extra things for

Michael, like those yogurt -covered nuts
that he likes, on the house.

Now, hi, kid.

Thank you, Harry. That was real sweet.
See you, Mary.

You see what happens when you don't pay
attention?

Made Harry come all the way over here
out of his way. I had to come home in

-shift. And don't give me that line
about miga... miga... mitigating

circumstances.

M -I -T -I -G... Stop it, Aaron.

Don't correct your mother.

You know, nobody talks that way.

Monica does. She tells me... Why don't
you get out a little? Get some fresh

Maybe take the trash out with you on the
way. I mean, do you have to just sit

around spelling everything all the time?

I'm not like you and Michael, Mom.

I'm xenogenic.

You're what?

Xenogenic. X -E -N -O -G -E -N -I -C.

Xenogenic. From the Greek, xenos meaning
foreigners, and genic meaning from the

genes. Completely and permanently
different from the parent.

CQCQCQ, 20 meters to UN3RH.

This is K0XBX.

CQCQCQ, 20 meters to UN3RH. This is
K0XBX.

CQCQCQ, 20 meters to UN3RH. This is
K0XBX. You out there?

Hey, Barth.

Hello, Michael Peterson.

How is the famous American wrestling
stuff?

Ready for Olympics?

Indubitably. I indeed... Unless my
little brother Aaron screws it up for

He's thinking about getting into the
spelling competition and it's making my

crazy.

Knock, knock.

Sorry, gotta go. Gotta lose another
pound before Friday.

K -0 -X -B -X -Q -R -T -K -0 -X -B -X -C
-O.

You okay?

Heard Mom kind of went off on you this
afternoon, huh?

Yeah.

Well, maybe this will cheer you up.

You got another one.

From Dad?

Wow, that's two this month already.

I know.

He must be thinking a lot about you
these days.

I wish Mom hadn't driven Dad away.

Things would be a lot better around
here.

Hey, you can't blame Mom.

Believe me, Dad was no picnic.

Yeah, well, at least he doesn't think
I'm a geek like Mom does.

Buddy, she doesn't think you're a geek.

Yeah, she does.

And she's right.

No way. What are you talking about?

Hey, you're the coolest little bro.

All I can do is spell words.

Man, I'd give a million bucks to be able
to spell like you do.

Yeah?

Yeah.

There's a qualifying test for the
Midwest Regional Spelling Bee this

Same time as our meet.

That's perfect.

I'll go to mine, you go to yours.

We'll both come back winners.

I suppose we should get started. Are you
ready?

I am, but I'm not sure about Aaron.

Well, that's why he's surrounded by
angels.

Well, this is your big day.

They're not going to abrogate the
results because no one else showed up,

they? No.

The results will be valid.

It's a written example, so you get an
individual score just as if the room

filled.

So, are you ready to get started?

Sure, I'm ready

Onomatopoeia

Onomatopoeia The making of a word by
imitation of a sound.

That's it.

All done.

One hundred words.

Now, I just need you to sign along the
bottom.

And I'll deliver it myself. You'll get
the results in a few days.

But I'm sure you got them all right.

Even that on a motto one.

Then what happens?

Well, then you'll qualify for the
Midwest Regional Spelling Bee

They're being held at the state capitol.

Did they give you a trophy? Of course
they did.

Hello.

Ah, Mrs. Adams.

Aaron, your mother would like you to
come home right away.

I'm going to drive you home, baby.

What's the matter?

A truck.

A drunk driver hit Coach Higby's car on
the highway.

About an hour ago.

The coach is going to be fine, but your
brother, baby, he

didn't survive.

Michael's dead?

Yes, he is, baby. But he died instantly.

He didn't feel any pain.

All right, it's time to go.

I told you I'm not going.

Don't you want to say goodbye?

No, go away.

Leave him alone if that's what he wants.

He's a smart boy. He'll decide on his
own.

Michael Gibson was a great athlete and a
true competitor.

And I loved him as if he were my own
son.

I don't think I have to tell any of you
the impact that Michael Gibson had on

this town.

He gave us hope.

He gave us a dream.

He gave us something to all come
together for.

I wish it had been me instead, Michael.

These people love you.

I love you for your strength, your
commitment, and your spirit.

And we will miss you.

This scripture, I think, is such a
perfect choice for Michael.

Let no man despise thy youth, but be
thou an example of the believers in

in conversation, in charity.

In spirit, in faith, in purity.

Go away.

Hello, Aaron.

Monica? Yes.

You've qualified for the Regional
Spelling Championship. Congratulations.

So what?

I know this is a terribly painful time
for you, Aaron.

You work so hard for this. You know you
have the right to be happy about it.

Don't you get it?

Michael is dead.

Nothing matters.

Especially a bunch of stupid words.

Words are life, Aaron.

Don't you see?

You know, you speak and you give birth
to your thoughts.

And you send them out into the universe
and suddenly they have power.

In the beginning, there was the word.

You know, did you notice that God never
did anything without putting it into

words first?

Let there be light, he said.

And there was light.

He spoke the entire world into
existence. And you can be sure he knew

spell all the words too.

God has given you a precious gift,
Aaron.

The gift of language and words.

And the power that goes with them.

He wants you to use that gift.

So did Michael.

Spelling isn't going to bring Michael
back.

The team wants to skip the district
meet.

Nobody has a heart for it without
Michael. The kid was something.

What a shame.

Why does it have to be Michael of all
people?

We ought to do something to remember
him.

Michael was such a remarkable young man.

We were trying to figure out a way to
honor him.

How do you feel about a scholarship in
Michael's name?

You mean to help another athlete?

I think Michael would have liked that.

Thanks. It's the least we could do,
Mary.

I made a lot of food, and I put it in
the freezer. You just make sure you eat

it, because it's not going to do you any
good not to take care of yourself right

now. Thanks, Tess.

How is Aaron doing?

He's handling this the way he handles
everything, by himself.

Just like his father.

His tutor, Monica, said that he
qualified for the regional spelling bee

championships.

Spelling Bee Championships?

Well, I know this is an awkward time,
but your son got the highest score of

the contestants.

Words.

Aaron.

Aaron. I'm going upstairs.

I just don't know how to get through to
him.

Yeah, so, uh... I gotta get going,
Ramon.

And you're probably not gonna hear from
me for a while.

Where are you going to go?

As far as I can.

A0XBX, QRT.

A0XBX, clear.

How you doing, Mary?

Even busy.

You need something, Tess?

I want to talk to you about your other
son.

Aaron's a smart kid.

He'll be all right.

Yes, he is smart.

But brains have nothing to do with the
heart.

And Aaron's heart is just as broken as
yours right now.

I know.

But he doesn't share those things with
me, so he's got school and I've got

And we'll get through it.

Well, he didn't show up at school today.

Hey!

Need a cab?

What's the noise?

That could be. I'll get around.

Nothing.

Okay, so do you want to keep driving
around? Do you remember where you want

go? I don't know yet. Do you have to
keep asking me that?

Oh, no. I can sing if you want. I can do
a great rendition of Danny Boy.

A rendition.

R -E -N -D -I -T -I -O -N.

From the old French land, to give back.

So a fellow connoisseur of linguistics,
huh?

I used to be.

You reinventing yourself?

Yeah.

I'm gonna start over.

That's why I'm going to see my dad.

He'll appreciate whatever I do.

Always does.

Okay, then dads it is.

What's the address?

Maybe we should get something to eat
first.

Okay, you're the boss.

Okay.

We had a burger, extra ketchup, no
pickles, right?

Thanks.

So, um...

Been a while since you've seen your dad,
huh?

Struck? Yeah.

He left when I was just a kid, but he
writes me letters all the time.

I have most of them in my bag.

See?

Whoa.

Looks like somebody cares a lot about
you.

Yeah, he's proud of me.

He understands.

He's the only one left who does.

But Mom, she doesn't get it, huh?

Nah. Just my dad and my brother Michael.

My mom only cares about Michael.

And he died.

You know, it can be pretty rough on a
family to lose somebody

like that.

But I'm sure that your mom cares about
you, too.

It doesn't matter anymore.

Right, because we are on our way to
start a new life.

My name is Andrew, by the way. Aaron.

Hey.

1847. That ought to be on the right
side.

This can't be right.

This is the address.

This is it.

I don't understand.

How could this be where my father lives?

Father doesn't live here.

But the letter is... He said... Why
would he lie to me?

You see, this is the address he puts on
the envelopes.

Like last year when he sent me my
dictionary.

And this one came a couple months after
I got beat up after school.

And I got this one right after my mom
and I had a big fight about... How do

always know about those things?

Um... Look at these.

Postmark Brainerd, Minnesota.

Great Falls, Eau Claire.

And you know the places where Michael
headed to weigh me.

Dad must have been going to Michael's
matches.

Well, Aaron, maybe... Maybe your dad
didn't go to Michael's matches.

What do you mean?

Take a look at the handwriting.

Now, does that look like your dad's
handwriting, or... Michael?

You know, buddy, maybe...

Maybe your brother loved you so much
that he tried to give you something that

thought that you wanted.

Maybe Michael wrote those letters and he
signed your dad's name to it because he

loved you that much that no matter how
busy he was or how successful

he was, he always had time for his
little brother.

He wrote these letters.

That's why they never cared about me.

Look, I know this is tough for you. You
know, you've had a lot of loss in your

life. And now this is like losing your
dad all over again.

I'm going to tell you something.

It is okay to be angry.

Well, I'm not angry.

Everything is copacetic.

C -O -P -A... I think you are angry.

You've got to do something to let it
out, because if you don't, it just eats

up inside.

I mean, you've lost your dad.

You've lost your brother.

Don't lose yourself.

A barricade.

One who lies, he are.

Aaron.

Aaron Payton. Hey, hey, hey, hey. Look,
I know... I know that you're hurting

really, really bad. But sooner or later,
you're going to have to deal with these

feelings.

Betrayal. B -E -T -R -A.

You need to go home.

You and your mother can work this out. I
know you can.

So come on.

Get in the car.

You are making me dizzy.

This is what I do when I'm upset, Tess.
I run.

I put on my track shoes and I run until
I can't think anymore.

That's what I did when Ed left me.

That's what I did after Michael was
killed.

Well, it's time to stop running.

I don't know how.

Oh, Aaron.

Aaron.

Welcome home, baby.

Thank you.

Where have you been?

I went to see dad in Minneapolis.

All the stupid things.

What made you think that he was in
Minneapolis?

Empirical evidence.

E -N. Stop it, Aaron!

The letters.

You mean like this one?

It's mine. It's addressed to me.

Who is it from?

Michael.

Michael wrote them.

He wrote them, he signed them from Dad,
and he sent them to me.

Why?

Because you don't believe in me?

I believe in you.

No, you don't. You believe in Michael.
Well, there are a lot of people who do

believe in you, Erin.

In fact, they've decided to give the
Michael Gibson Scholarship money to you

pay your way to the state capitol for
the Midwest.

Spelling Bee Championships.

I'm not going to that stupid Spelling
Bee. Wait a minute, Erin.

That's not the same little boy that took
such joy in words.

We're losing him.

I don't know what to say to him.

I never know what to say to him.

I know that parents aren't supposed to
have favorites, but...

God help me, Michael was mine.

No, he wasn't. You just connected with
Michael because he was most like you.

No.

It's more than that.

You want to know the real truth?

Every time I look at Aaron, I see my ex
-husband, Ed.

He looks just like him. He acts just
like him. He even dreams like him.

Ed always had his nose stuck in a book,
too.

Maybe I wasn't smart enough for Ed.

What if I'm not smart enough for my son?

What's going on here?

I am an angel.

I'm sent by God to bring you one word.

Truth.

Oh, God, have I completely lost my mind?

No, baby. You just lost your way, and
God wants to help you get back on track.

Aaron and I are just different, like Ed
and I were different.

They're students.

Michael and I were athletes.

I've never known how to get through to
somebody like that. I never have.

Well, for starters, you could stop
looking for the differences and try to

some common ground.

And you better do it quick.

Because if you keep running, you're
going to run right past your son.

I'm not good with words like Aaron is.

Oh, baby, this is not about who's
smarter than who.

And this is not about who knows the most
words.

This is about a little boy that needs
his mama.

And you're the only one he's got.

And you want to know something else?

He's all you've got.

And whether you know it or not, God
loves you. And so does this little boy.

He may not be able to say it, but he
spells it out to you every day.

L -O -V -E.

Love, baby. Love.

Love.

Can you hear me?

Well, I know you can.

So I'm just going to go ahead and say
what I'm going to say.

I'm sorry, Aaron.

I guess I haven't been a very good
mother to you a lot of the time.

But, honey, I never meant...

To make you feel like you weren't
important.

I'm just not good with words, Aaron.

Not like you.

See, you know how to do something that I
can't do, and that scared me.

Because I was afraid that you wouldn't
respect me or love me.

But I guess maybe it's okay for kids to
know

something that their parents don't know.

Maybe we could even learn from each
other.

I know you're pretty upset with me right
now, and I don't blame you.

I just want you to know that I love you
and that

I'm real proud of who you are.

K -0 -X -B -X, clear.

Do you believe in angels?

C -E -L -E -S -T -I -A -L.

Aaron, there is a time for everything.

There's a time to live. There's a time
to die.

There's a time to spell.

And it's the time to stop felling.

And stop doing anything, anything that
stands in the way of letting you feel

what it is that you need to feel.

In the car, Michael.

In the back seat, that was you.

Yeah.

I was with your brother when he died.

Take me to him?

I can't do that.

I'm here to help you live.

You didn't help Michael.

Yes, I did. I helped Michael get to
where it was that he needed to go.

And I'm here to help you do the same.

Did you read the last letter that
Michael sent you?

Uh -uh.

Deception.

P -U -I -O -N.

No?

The truth.

These are the words that Michael wanted
to share with you.

Hey, Aaron.

I just wanted to drop you a quick note
to tell you to knock him dead at the

spelling bee.

I know you'll do it.

You're the smartest kid I know.

But you know what?

Winning a spelling bee just means you're
a good speller.

Like winning a wrestling match only
means you can wrestle.

You're more than that, Aaron.

You're a great kid.

And I'm proud of you.

Really proud.

I wish I could be there to see it.

Abandoned. A -B -A -N -D -O -N -E -D.
God will never abandon you.

He will never leave you or forsake you.

That's the difference between God and
people.

People, sometimes they let you down, but
God never will.

Because he loves you perfectly,
unconditionally.

U -N -C -O -N -D -I -T -I -O -N -A -L -L
-Y.

Aaron, God really loves you.

To him, you are his beautiful child.

Let him be your father and your brother
and your friend now. And trust him with

all those things that frighten you and
all those things that hurt you.

And also trust him with your hopes and
your dreams. He just wants to be the

friend you've ever had.

God likes me.

He thinks you're a great kid.

I'm so sorry, Aaron.

I do.

Do you know how proud of you I am?

If I'm never going to be any good at
sport?

Well, I'm never going to be a champion
speller.

But I sure love you.

I love you.

With all of my heart.

I love you too, Mom.

The word is gang.

Easy. G -A -N -G.

Gang. No.

Always ask for the derivation, Aaron.
This gang is French from the Greek.

Okay, so it's...

G -A -N -G -U -E.

Yes, that's right.

Should we try another one?

You're going to come with me to the
farms, right?

No, I'm not.

But there's someone else who's asked
permission to be there.

Who?

Hi.

And I'll be waiting right here for you
when you come back.

I'm so proud of you.

That is correct.

Quiet. Quiet, please.

Charlie, the next word is quintessence.

Quintessence.

Q -U -I -N -T -E -S -S -A -N -C -E.

Quintessence. I'm sorry, that is
incorrect.

Pamela?

Quintessence. Q -U -I -N -T -E -S

-S -E -N -C -E. Quintessence.

That is correct.

Erin Gibson.

Now take your time, Erin.

The word is Kazakhstan.

Kazakhstan.

K -A -Z -A -K -H -S -T -A -N.

Kazakhstan.

That is correct.

Yes! Yeah, baby!

We're down to our two finalists.

One of you will be the next Midwest
regional champion.

All right, Lori. Are you ready for your
word?

The word is... Thappanation.

Thappanation.

A -P -O -N -A -C -I -O -U -S,

saponaceous.

I'm sorry, that is incorrect.

Aaron, if you get this word correct and
can spell the next word,

you will be our next champion.

The word is saponaceous.

From the Latin?

Yes.

Saponaceous.

S -A -P -O -N -A -C

-E -O -U -S.

Saponaceous. That is correct.

Erin, if you get this word correct, you
will be our new champion.

Are you ready, Erin?

For the championship, the word is
rapprochement.

May I have a derivation, please?

From the French, the state of
reconciliation.

to make friendly again after an
estrangement.

Reprochement.

R -A -P -P -R -O

Monica!

I remember what you said. I remember
that's the derivation.

But then I was so nervous, I couldn't
remember if it was O -A or O -C -H -E.

So what did you do?

I asked God to help me.

And God came through.

Just like he always does.

That's so great.

That's great.

I'm so proud of you.

My mom was pretty proud of me.

Good man, good man