All language subtitles for touched_by_an_angel_s04e09_charades

Oh, Andrew, I'm so excited to be here.

My first time in Los Angeles, the city
of angels.

This city needs all the angels it can
get.

Here you go.

Don't want you to forget your sunblock,
because Tess said I should keep an eye

on you, and I'm not taking any chances.

Where is Tess?

I don't know, but until she shows up,
I'm the stand -in.

It's a movie term. You know, Andrew,
I've never actually been to a movie.

Tess never wants to go.

Well, you know, Tess isn't a big fan of
Hollywood.

The last time she was here was in the
50s, and oh, that was a bad time for

people and angels.

But it says in my guidebook that
Hollywood was the dream factory. But for

of people, it was a nightmare.

And for some, it still hasn't ended.

Welcome to the world of Libby Glazer.
She owns a talent agency over there.

But her real talent is for survival.

Miss Glazer, I was just on my way to the
mailroom. Did you pick up this? The

fax? Just sitting on the fax machine?
What does it say here?

Confidential. By now it's probably in
Letterman's monologue.

I'm sorry, Miss Glazer.

Everybody's got an excuse.

The guy in the mailroom was in the john.
Now he's out of a job. So are you.

Everyone is so afraid of Libby.

She is one of the most powerful women in
Hollywood.

With a very powerful secret.

Drinking. Is that her secret?

No.

That is her solution.

She thinks that if she drinks enough,
the pain will go away.

It's a pain that started such a long
time ago. When she was a little girl.

She doesn't even remember.

Helping her to remember. Is that my
assignment?

Not just remember.

Forgive.

Libby has been living a lie.

And she doesn't even know it.

And when she finds out the truth, you're
going to drive her straight to the

edge.

down the road.

Heavy burden, heavy load.

I will rise and I will walk with you.

I'll walk with you till the sun don't
even shine.

Walk with you every time I tell you I'll
walk

with you.

Believe me, I'll walk with you.

No, you listen to me. I don't care if
he's out of town. He's the head of the

Hollywood Screen Guild. He's got to
check in for messages.

This is Libby Glazer. I've already
called once this week. Do you know who I

No, I will not hold.

Hello? Hello?

Hello. Who are you? I'm Monica, your new
assistant.

Hello?

Wait, Hollywood.

Getting this phone call return is like
trying to get a phone call from God.

Maybe I could help you. You?

Please. If I can't get through with my
connections, you haven't got a prayer.

Now, if you're going to be my assistant,
let's get something straight.

Around here, God's in the details, and
I'm God.

I want to see every piece of mail, every
script, every fact, as soon as it comes

in. No excuses.

My first commandment is, thou shalt not
forgive.

God don't forgive.

Not in L .A.

Take it from me. I grew up here.

with a movie star for a mother.

That's her.

She's very beautiful, your mother.

Beautiful, yeah.

But she didn't have a lot of time for
the mother part.

Is your father in the movies, too?

Not in them.

He wrote them.

But he died a long time ago in a car
accident.

I'm sorry to hear that.

It's Daddy in Washington.

He was one of the biggest writers in
Hollywood till he was blacklisted.

Blacklisted?

He sacrificed everything for what he
believed.

It must have been wonderful to have a
hero for a father.

I don't remember him.

And neither does this town.

I'm a child of the blacklist, Monica.

If you want to work for me, you better
find out what that means.

Are you a member of the Communist Party?

Or have you ever been a member of the
Communist Party?

The blacklist.

The product of the Cold War.

The time in this country when fear of
communism shattered a lot of lives and

families like Libby's.

You know, it all began with naming
names. People who were even accused of

un -American. They lost their jobs.

Friends betrayed friends and marriages
were broken apart.

And Libby's father, Bud Glazer.

He couldn't work for the last six years
of his life. Well, at least not under

his own name.

No wonder Libby's so angry that people
don't remember.

Well, that's why Libby's trying to get
in touch with the Hollywood Screen

You see, they're honoring the victims of
the blacklist, and Libby wants to make

sure that her father is remembered.

How can I help her?

You can start by answering the phone.

Hello, Libby Glazer's office?

Yes. Could you hold, please?

Miss Glaser, I have the head of the
Hollywood Screen Guild on the phone.

Yes, I do have a few connections.

You just became the best assistant that
Libby has ever had because you've got

connections that she can't even imagine.

So, it looks as if Libby's father will
finally get the recognition he deserves.

Yes.

For writing one of the greatest movies
ever made.

Salvation's Child, starring Vera King.

Libby's mother.

And Clive Hathaway.

Whoa, girl, it's not even noon.

I don't look good, you don't get your
10%. Clive, this isn't about a job. I

found out the Hollywood Screen Guild's
going to honor Daddy at a special

ceremony for blacklisted writers.

And restore his credit on Salvation's
Child.

Oh, that's wonderful.

Congratulations, Lippy.

Does your mother know?

I'm going to tell her at lunch.

Now, the Guild wants us both to accept
the award.

I'd like you to present it.

Me? Who else?

You were Daddy's best friend and
Mother's leading man.

Maybe I will take that drink.

Bud, you're not a communist.

They're not just targeting communists.

They're after Jews, Negroes, teachers,
lawyers.

Bud, this isn't Mr. Smith goes to
Washington.

This is Washington goes after Mr. Smith.

Bud, if you want to keep writing
pictures, you're going to have to start

thinking about your future.

I am.

I'm thinking that it is up to me to make
this world a better place.

For my kid, Vera's pregnant.

We're going to have a baby.

Baby?

Clive.

Your drink.

Lily, I'd be honored to present that
award, if it's okay with Vera.

Thanks.

Don Perignon, what's the occasion?

The Guild wants to honor Daddy at a
special screening next week.

Finally, the opening credits on
Salvation's Child are going to say,

Bud Glazer.

Mother?

What's wrong? I thought you'd be over
the moon.

I am. Oh, I am.

I just... It brings back so many

memories.

Mother. Your father loved champagne.

Not the champagne, really. The bubbles.

He always said the best things never
last.

I wish I could remember him.

Sometimes it's better to forget.

It was such a painful time.

The Guild wants us both to accept the
award.

I've asked Clive to present it.

Clive.

I am not standing on any stage with that
man.

What have you got against Clive? Why
can't you ever say anything nice about

He was your father's friend, not mine.

Well, he's my friend, too, and he was my
very first client.

Clive gave me my start in this business.

And I gave you the strength to survive
it.

This isn't a competition.

This is about Daddy.

Can't you get up on that stage for five
minutes and just pretend?

It's called acting.

I'm sorry, honey.

I'm really not very hungry.

You gotta watch those sprockets.

Any words from Tess?

No, but don't worry.

She will show up before the final
renewal.

I pledge allegiance to the flag of the
United States of America.

and to the republic for which it stands,
one nation, under God, invisible,

with... Wait, what?

Did you say invisible?

It's indeed visible.

Indeed visible.

Although maybe invisible is a better
word.

What's wrong, Daddy?

Libby. You see this man?

His name is Joe McCarthy.

He's a very bad man.

America's number one dummy gets a
college degree.

I love Charlie McCarthy.

Yeah? Me too. Come here.

Come on. Jump up here.

This is one of Daddy's home movies.

We thought they were lost.

Monica, I have to know who sent this.
Maybe there's more.

Who's running the mailroom now?

I don't know. Well, find out and get
them up here. Go, go, go, go, go.

Excuse me. Could you tell me who's in
charge of the mailroom?

I am.

Oh, Tess.

It's so good to see you.

Hello, Miss Wings. Welcome to Hollywood.

Not my favorite postmark.

Oh, it looks like Libby got her
delivery.

Do you know about this?

She said that it's been lost for years.

Oh, nothing's ever lost.

Not really.

But after so many years, Tess, who found
it? Who sent it?

God, Miss Wings.

So let me get this straight. You're in
charge of the mailroom. That's your job.

Now, this piece of film was delivered to
me today. It has no return address, no

identification of any kind. Do you
recognize it? Don't speak, just nod.

But you can't tell me where it came
from. Is that what you're saying?

All right, get back to work.

He's hiding something.

I don't know what it is, but you're
going to find out.

Tess, I've never seen you hold your
tongue like that before.

Well, I didn't come here to lose my
temper. I came here to help her find the

truth.

She wants me to follow you around and...

Take down notes and everything and then
report back to her. All right, now I

lose my temper. She wants you to inform
on me?

That's the way it used to be.

Friends selling out friends and trashing
their beliefs.

Libby is just adding fuel to the same
fire that destroyed her father.

And she used to be such a trusting
little girl.

You knew her?

Yeah, I was Bud Glazer's angel in the
50s.

When freedom was not ringing through the
land, the only way this angel could

take human form was as a maid.

Good morning.

Looking for Bud Glazer, FBI? Come in.

Wait right here. I'll get him for you.

Take your hat off. It's not polite to
wear your hat in the house.

You must be Libby.

And this is Charlie.

You've got a birthday coming up next
week, don't you?

How did you know?

What do you want?

Mr. Glazer, I have something for you.

What is it, Daddy?

Kind of like an invitation on the, uh...

Not to a birthday party. All right,
let's go.

Get out!

Bud?

What is it?

It's a subpoena from the committee.

They're sending someone out from
Washington next week.

Make it nice and easy.

Why do you have to be the hero?

You're not a communist.

Vera, don't.

We've been over and over this.

We've been having this argument for too
many years.

I wish Mommy and Daddy would never
fight.

Oh, sweet baby.

You dry your tears.

Let's play charades. You like to play
charades?

Okay. Okay, I'll go first. Is that okay?

Okay.

Three red?

Third red?

Me?

Second word.

Heart.

Love.

Love me.

First word.

Sky.

Heaven.

God.

God loves me.

Yes, he does, sweet baby. And don't you
ever forget that.

Yes, he does love you.

Why doesn't Libby recognize you

now? Well, she was a little girl.

And she's blocked out all that time
because it was so painful.

People don't like to remember pain.

But sometimes remembering is the only
way to heal.

That is enough.

Why? What's the matter, Mother? I don't
want to talk about it when you're

drinking. You don't want to talk about
it when I'm sober.

What is it, Mother?

Are you jealous of Clive?

Jealous? Is that it?

Because he was Daddy's friend?

Daddy's best friend? He was no friend.

He destroyed your father. What are you
talking about?

How did Clive destroy Daddy?

Clive is the one who accused your father
of being

a communist.

That's why he was blacklisted.

I don't believe it.

Neither did I.

It happened at some secret hearing
before you were born.

I didn't know about it until the day Bud
found out.

It was your sixth birthday.

Your father didn't die in a car
accident.

He killed himself.

Never tell me the truth.

I wanted you to have good memories of
your father.

I wanted to protect you.

I still do.

How could you let me represent Clive all
these years?

Sweetheart, Hollywood is full of people
who named names.

I can't let Clive present that award.

Yes, you can. That's what I came here to
tell you. I will not watch the man who

killed my father present an award to
him. Listen to me.

It'll all be over in just a few days.

And then we can put this behind him.

Monica, come in here.

I need you to do something for me.

Something that requires connections.

Got any ins with the FBI?

What exactly are you looking for?

The truth.

And I need it by Friday.

Is it there?

Libby says that FBI transcript better be
in her hands before the ceremony

tonight, or... You're fired.

How could Clive keep people from finding
out?

Some movie people were given a chance to
testify in secret, clear their names

without a lot of publicity.

So Clive just told them the lie they
wanted to hear.

I don't understand how he could betray
his best friend.

Fear, baby.

That committee had him good and scared.

Clive did it to save his career.

If Bud wasn't a communist, why didn't he
just clear his name and tell the truth?

Well, Bud tried to.

But in those days, people weren't really
looking for the truth.

They were looking for names.

Thank you for coming, Mr. Clayton.

Have a seat.

Let's get this over with. It's my
daughter's birthday.

Must mean Libby, she's six years old.

Oh, that's quite a party you've got
planned.

But don't worry.

It's only the three of us.

I just want to say I am a big fan of
your movies.

I sure hope you'll be writing another
one real soon.

Me too.

My career has taken a bit of a nosedive.

Well, let's see if we can't get it to
straighten up and fly right.

How do we do that?

By answering a few simple questions.

Mr. Glazer, are you now, or have you
ever been, a

member of the Communist Party?

No.

but you know people who are.

Do you want the name of the Girl Scout
that knitted socks for Russian soldiers

back in World War II?

Or the guy who accidentally wandered
into a Communist Party meeting during

college?

No, you don't want the truth.

You want names.

And I am not going to give them to you.
Mr. Glaser, communism

is the biggest enemy democracy has ever
known.

Are you with us or against us? I am a
good, loyal American.

You know that, I know it, and my friends
know it.

Let's talk about your friend, Clive
Hathaway.

Clive is not a communist.

No.

But he says you are.

What?

I don't believe it.

There were a lot of things in this file
I'm sure you won't believe.

Phone conversations, photographs,
medical records.

According to your doctor, you and Vera
were... having trouble.

But it looks like little Libby came
along anyway.

What are you driving at, and what does
it have to do with Clive? Mr. Glazer.

We have been watching you for years.

You, your wife, your best friend.

Now, our photographers aren't as
professional as the ones at the studio.

But you might find these interesting.

A member of the Communist Party. I am a
good, loyal American.

Are you with us?

Or against us?

Clive is not a communist.

But, Blazer, I'm an angel sent from God
to tell you to slow down.

God doesn't want you to do this, no
matter how bad the pain is. He wants you

know there's another way.

A different way.

God's way.

Shut up!

That's from your movie, Salvation's
Child.

The one you wrote to honor Libby.

A little girl who needs you.

You're an angel.

No wonder Libby loved you so much. She
loves you more than she loves me. And

needs you more.

Maybe he ever finds out the truth.

No! Don't you understand?

God wants you to live!

God loves you!

Tell God I'm sorry.

Don't do this!

Stop this! Don't do this!

Stop! Don't!

Don't do this!

What happened to Bud's note?

The note on the script for Libby?

Bud had it with him when he died.

And Clive's transcript?

I just hope that Libby will be able to
handle what's inside better than Bud

did.

The New York Times called him a soldier
of truth.

But Bud Glazer was more than just a
humanitarian.

He was a great writer.

He was also a great friend.

Oh, look.

Daddy's best friend.

Oh, Libby, you're late. I was beginning
to get worried. Have some champagne,

Mother. It comes with a limo.

Haven't you had enough champagne for one
night? No!

Excuse me, Miss Glazer, Miss King.
You're on in a few minutes.

We'll be right there.

Daddy was right.

The best things never last.

Clive Hathaway, September 15th, 1948.

Oh, Mother.

I wanted it to be a surprise.

This is Clive's testimony.

Where did you get it?

Monica, she's got connections.

I'm going to go out there and blow the
truth wide open.

Libby, don't do this, please.

It won't help anybody now.

He destroyed Daddy. I'm going to destroy
him. Haven't enough people been hurt?

Yeah, but not the right ones.

Libby, please.

You don't know what you're doing.

What are you so afraid of?

It's time everyone knew the truth. No,
because once that comes out, the rest of

it will.

What else is there? The part they
blacked out.

For God's sake, what more could there
possibly be?

You better tell me or I'm going to go
out there and... All right.

All right.

Clive is your father.

I want the truth.

All of it.

Shouldn't we wait until... No!

When... When the House Un -American
Activities Committee began

to target Hollywood, Bud...

insisted on getting involved. Cut to the
Clive part.

Clive... was the only one I... I could
really talk to.

We were about to make a picture
together.

Prairie Skies.

And... I see.

While your husband was fighting for
justice, you were off having a fling

his best friend.

It wasn't a fling.

Just a sad little weekend.

When... When Bud went to Washington the
first time, he was gone six

weeks.

I felt so alone, so abandoned.

Everything was falling apart. Nothing
made sense anymore.

People like Bud were going to prison. I
was afraid.

And weak.

You know something?

I've never seen you cry.

I loved Bud.

He was the only man I ever loved.

When I found out I was pregnant, oh, he
was so happy.

How could I tell him?

He's the father you should have had.

And so I decided...

To let you both believe he was.

Clyde went along to save his career from
scandal.

So the two of you went on playing your
little charade.

The loyal wife, the best friend.

I thought I could handle the guilt.

It was my secret, and I darn well was
going to make sure it stayed that way.

And then that night on your birthday,

Bud called from a phone booth.

He told me they

had pictures of Clive and me.

He found out from them that you weren't
his child.

I can't believe that man is my father.

Excuse me.

It's time to go on.

And I can't believe you're my mother.

Bud was also a family man.

There were two people he loved more than
anyone in the world.

His wife Vera and his daughter Libby.

Your daughter never saw you cry, but God
did.

I remember you.

No, you remember someone who washed the
dishes and polished the silver and took

out the garbage.

And I am here on a cleanup mission.

But I'm not the maid.

I'm an angel.

I must be having a nervous breakdown.

Not a breakdown.

A breakthrough.

At least that's what God wants.

I don't believe in God.

Then what do you believe in?

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know where I went wrong.

It's simple.

You pretended that a lie was the truth,
and you've been doing it for years, and

it's the most difficult role you've ever
played.

First I lost Bud.

Now I've lost Libby.

The only two people I've ever loved.

Well, love is never really lost, Vera.
And you can always find it again through

God.

Because he loved you first.

And best.

Oh, let it out, baby. Let it all out.

This award is given in honor of those
writers who fought the blacklist.

I'm so proud to know that my friend Bud
Glazer will finally be receiving his

due.

And now, ladies and gentlemen, to accept
the award, please welcome Bud's wife,

Vera King, and his daughter, Libby.

She didn't want to spoil our father
-daughter reunion.

You're such an important part of what
I'm about to say. Come on back.

Ladies and gentlemen, this evening is
all about the truth.

Giving credit where credit is due.

Putting names where they belong.

Well, in the name of Bud Glazer, there's
something I'd like to share. chair with

you.

This is a very important document.

One that hasn't been seen in many years.
Clive, tell them what it is.

It looks like a script.

What? With a note on it.

In Bud's handwriting.

It says, Dear Libby,

No matter what they tell you, you'll
always be my little girl.

Go ahead.

Read the rest of it.

I love you, and that's the only truth
that matters.

Forgive us for what we've done to you.

Daddy.

Where did you get this?

I have the best connection of all,
Libby.

I am an angel sent by God.

And he doesn't want you to make the same
mistake that Bud made.

What mistake?

Bud couldn't deal with the truth.

Can you?

What is going on?

Oh, Glenn.

God has a little message for you, too.

He speaks to his children, and he thinks
it's time that you spoke to yours.

Maybe I didn't deserve to be a father.

What I did... I don't know. I fell in
love

with your mother.

I thought if I just named Bud, maybe
she'd leave him and...

She wasn't in love with me.

She was in love with Bud.

Got a big mistake.

Yeah, I guess I was, too.

Well, that's not the way I heard it.

And when I get the word, it is the word,
if you get my meaning.

I know you.

You work for me.

No, I work for God.

But I've been telling you the truth
since you were a little child.

Three words.

First word, God.

Second word, love.

Third word, you.

Tess?

That's right, baby.

And now that you've remembered who I am,

I want you to remember who you are.

A child of God.

Bud loved you, Libby.

He still does.

You'll always be his little girl.

And that's what he wanted you to know.

Ladies and gentlemen, I had something
all prepared.

But being up here has given me a new
perspective.

If Bud Glazer were here today, he'd want
us all to know that there's a lot to

be angry about.

But when the anger takes over, it can
destroy your life.

And the people you love.

I know.

Because I've... I've spent most of my
life drinking too

much and trusting too little.

Mother, come out here.

On behalf of my mother and wife, I'd
like to thank you for giving us the

to stand before you and tell you the
real truth.

The blacklist was a terrible thing.

Friendships were destroyed.

Families were destroyed.

Lives were destroyed.

And all because people were afraid to
tell the truth.

To live the truth.

We can't let that happen anymore because
if we do, it means that Joe McCarthy

won and God lost.

Bud Glazer wrote the movie you're about
to see, Salvation's Child.

It asked the question, what if we
weren't free to believe in God?

It was written in a time when many of
our freedoms were in jeopardy. The

to... disagree, to think, to love,

even the freedom to forgive.

Tonight, you have not just restored
credit to my daddy.

You have restored the truth.

And now he's finally free.

I thank you for that.

And I thank God.