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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:13,074 --> 00:00:15,674 Hey sweetheart. I'm in Sydney. 2 00:00:15,794 --> 00:00:17,554 - Are you serious? - Yeah. 3 00:00:17,634 --> 00:00:18,754 Yeah, I thought this, 4 00:00:18,874 --> 00:00:20,834 I thought this might actually be some good news. 5 00:00:24,434 --> 00:00:25,834 I owe you an explanation. 6 00:00:27,314 --> 00:00:27,954 Alison! 7 00:00:28,074 --> 00:00:28,714 [gasping] 8 00:00:28,834 --> 00:00:31,234 Jesus! Get an ambulance! 9 00:00:31,354 --> 00:00:34,354 How dare you go around saying things about my son. 10 00:00:34,634 --> 00:00:36,474 Your whole family owes me. 11 00:00:36,554 --> 00:00:38,714 You fucking owe me. 12 00:00:39,274 --> 00:00:41,194 I know it wasn't my fault. 13 00:00:41,914 --> 00:00:43,514 I left that night. 14 00:00:47,394 --> 00:00:50,394 [Screaming] No! 15 00:00:50,594 --> 00:00:51,474 Fuck! 16 00:00:52,754 --> 00:00:54,594 How did you want this to play out? 17 00:00:54,674 --> 00:00:56,474 I don't know. I didn't think, obviously 18 00:00:56,634 --> 00:00:58,954 What if this life had been us? 19 00:00:59,034 --> 00:01:00,234 Who the fuck are you? 20 00:01:00,354 --> 00:01:01,874 Nothing happened. 21 00:01:01,914 --> 00:01:03,394 If you say so. 22 00:01:04,554 --> 00:01:06,994 [Alison] It was really good to see you again. 23 00:01:07,194 --> 00:01:09,594 I don't want to run from the past anymore Dan. 24 00:01:14,114 --> 00:01:19,034 ["I Fall Apart" by Rory Gallagher playing] 25 00:01:24,714 --> 00:01:29,354 # Like a cat that's playing with a ball of twine # 26 00:01:29,514 --> 00:01:31,434 # That you call my heart # 27 00:01:31,594 --> 00:01:37,634 # Oh but baby, is it so hard to tell the two apart? # 28 00:01:37,794 --> 00:01:44,834 # And so slowly you unwind me until I fall apart # 29 00:01:46,394 --> 00:01:49,434 [song starts playing through headphones] 30 00:01:49,594 --> 00:01:55,994 # I'm only living for the hour that I see your face # 31 00:01:56,074 --> 00:02:02,874 # When that happens, I don't want to be no other place... # 32 00:02:03,034 --> 00:02:05,834 [sirens, dogs barking] 33 00:02:13,834 --> 00:02:15,354 When will she be back? 34 00:02:17,354 --> 00:02:19,674 She's not coming back. 35 00:02:23,434 --> 00:02:25,554 She didn't say anything about leaving. 36 00:02:25,714 --> 00:02:28,234 She talked to you about it, right? 37 00:02:31,034 --> 00:02:32,794 She left me a note. 38 00:02:36,514 --> 00:02:38,874 None of this makes sense. 39 00:02:40,114 --> 00:02:42,714 Did something happen? You don't... 40 00:02:42,874 --> 00:02:46,354 You don't just up and leave home at 17, Peter. 41 00:02:48,034 --> 00:02:50,074 Look... 42 00:02:50,234 --> 00:02:54,634 Whenever she's settled I'm sure she'll be in touch. 43 00:02:55,314 --> 00:02:57,034 How are you so calm? 44 00:02:59,034 --> 00:03:01,194 Because I can guarantee ya... 45 00:03:03,234 --> 00:03:05,674 wherever she is now... 46 00:03:07,034 --> 00:03:09,634 she's happier than she were here. 47 00:03:14,634 --> 00:03:17,634 [footsteps descending stairs] 48 00:03:18,674 --> 00:03:21,034 I bought her a birthday present. 49 00:03:23,674 --> 00:03:24,674 Who are you? 50 00:03:24,754 --> 00:03:27,794 - He's just leaving. - I'm Alison's boyfriend. 51 00:03:28,674 --> 00:03:29,874 Yeah? 52 00:03:31,314 --> 00:03:33,194 So she left you and all. 53 00:03:34,794 --> 00:03:36,714 I wouldn't worry too much about it. 54 00:03:36,874 --> 00:03:39,954 She were probably shagging a few lads. 55 00:03:40,034 --> 00:03:41,794 - Fucking bitch. - Stop it. 56 00:03:41,954 --> 00:03:44,034 Thought too much of herself. 57 00:03:44,114 --> 00:03:48,034 She'll see in the real world - she'll get her comeuppance. 58 00:03:48,194 --> 00:03:50,194 Ungrateful cow. 59 00:03:51,194 --> 00:03:54,434 And this one - off to the army. 60 00:03:56,114 --> 00:03:58,874 You give them everything... 61 00:03:59,034 --> 00:04:01,874 and they're happy to just leave you on your own. 62 00:04:02,034 --> 00:04:04,114 Selfish brats. 63 00:04:12,234 --> 00:04:15,274 [tense music] 64 00:04:42,034 --> 00:04:45,754 [music playing] [people chattering] 65 00:05:19,594 --> 00:05:23,194 [Alison VO] Dear Daniel, you've probably already worked out 66 00:05:23,354 --> 00:05:27,114 from the postmark - I'm in Ireland. 67 00:05:27,274 --> 00:05:28,554 It's really cool, hey? 68 00:05:28,714 --> 00:05:31,954 There's a great music scene. You'd love it. 69 00:05:32,034 --> 00:05:34,634 I miss ya, and I'm so sorry I didn't come see you 70 00:05:34,794 --> 00:05:35,914 before I left. 71 00:05:36,914 --> 00:05:39,754 [chattering] 72 00:05:41,114 --> 00:05:42,954 [man] Hey Mark, it's fine. 73 00:05:43,034 --> 00:05:44,514 [man whistling] 74 00:05:44,674 --> 00:05:46,234 Hey ah... 75 00:05:47,954 --> 00:05:48,914 Can I help you? 76 00:05:48,994 --> 00:05:50,514 Yeah, just three pints, please. 77 00:05:50,674 --> 00:05:53,114 And just join us for a drink, yeah? 78 00:05:53,274 --> 00:05:55,914 Got a smile for us, love? 79 00:05:56,034 --> 00:05:58,034 Come on. Just a little. 80 00:05:58,114 --> 00:06:00,034 [men laughing] 81 00:06:00,194 --> 00:06:01,234 [man] Hey, give her a break. 82 00:06:01,314 --> 00:06:03,274 We're just messing around. 83 00:06:04,354 --> 00:06:07,874 - I'll get these, yeah? - Really, yeah? 84 00:06:08,034 --> 00:06:09,154 Thanks. 85 00:06:12,754 --> 00:06:14,114 They're dickheads. 86 00:06:16,634 --> 00:06:19,154 Can I buy you a drink to say sorry? 87 00:06:19,314 --> 00:06:22,674 No, thank you. I'm working. 88 00:06:22,834 --> 00:06:26,674 That's not an Irish accent. Are you from England? 89 00:06:29,234 --> 00:06:31,034 I'm busy. 90 00:06:31,674 --> 00:06:33,394 No worries. 91 00:06:33,554 --> 00:06:36,074 I'm staying in some digs near here. 92 00:06:36,234 --> 00:06:38,114 Might see you about. 93 00:06:39,994 --> 00:06:42,994 I'm Michael, by the way. 94 00:06:43,074 --> 00:06:45,234 Nice to meet you, Michael. 95 00:06:54,314 --> 00:06:56,434 I know he loves me. 96 00:06:56,594 --> 00:06:57,834 Um... 97 00:06:58,674 --> 00:07:02,594 But sometimes it just feels... 98 00:07:03,754 --> 00:07:05,554 suffocating. 99 00:07:06,874 --> 00:07:09,874 Um, he's used to being in control. 100 00:07:14,674 --> 00:07:17,714 But that's your job, right? 101 00:07:17,874 --> 00:07:20,394 To, to be in control. 102 00:07:20,554 --> 00:07:23,954 But you can't, you can't control another person. 103 00:07:24,034 --> 00:07:27,354 I mean he - you tracked my phone. 104 00:07:28,074 --> 00:07:29,474 You followed me. 105 00:07:29,634 --> 00:07:33,514 Can you explain your thinking behind that, Michael? 106 00:07:33,674 --> 00:07:34,954 Oh, look, I don't think it's that unusual 107 00:07:35,034 --> 00:07:37,514 to have a family tracking plan on iPhones. 108 00:07:37,674 --> 00:07:40,594 I know a lot of people who do that. 109 00:07:40,754 --> 00:07:44,914 But you didn't tell Alison or Stella that you had that plan. 110 00:07:45,034 --> 00:07:46,314 Hmm... 111 00:07:46,474 --> 00:07:50,474 You do accept that Alison is allowed her privacy? 112 00:07:53,354 --> 00:07:55,074 Of course I do. 113 00:07:56,394 --> 00:07:59,634 [Michael] But, Alison is so... 114 00:08:03,514 --> 00:08:05,434 You're so in yourself, 115 00:08:05,594 --> 00:08:09,034 that sometimes I just feel like I'm trying to find you. 116 00:08:09,954 --> 00:08:12,314 And if that's suffocating. 117 00:08:12,994 --> 00:08:15,394 Yeah, I'm sorry. 118 00:08:15,554 --> 00:08:19,714 Do you feel like you've shut yourself off to Michael, Alison? 119 00:08:23,034 --> 00:08:24,954 No. 120 00:08:26,034 --> 00:08:27,474 Ah... 121 00:08:27,634 --> 00:08:29,514 Maybe, I'm... 122 00:08:30,994 --> 00:08:33,794 Not consciously. 123 00:08:33,954 --> 00:08:39,514 But there's some stuff that he doesn't ask about. 124 00:08:39,674 --> 00:08:42,314 I mean, you've never even asked about my past. 125 00:08:42,474 --> 00:08:45,434 You don't want to talk about that. 126 00:08:45,594 --> 00:08:48,074 Why do you just accept that? 127 00:08:49,914 --> 00:08:52,954 So I'm either suffocating you or I'm giving you too much space. 128 00:08:53,034 --> 00:08:54,954 Like, which is it? 129 00:08:55,034 --> 00:09:00,914 There's work here, but there's also love. I can see that. 130 00:09:09,034 --> 00:09:10,954 - There we go. - No! 131 00:09:14,034 --> 00:09:15,554 How's Alex getting on? 132 00:09:15,714 --> 00:09:20,194 Oh, he's, he's good. He is planning to go to the Highlands 133 00:09:20,354 --> 00:09:22,674 with his mate for half term, yeah. 134 00:09:22,834 --> 00:09:25,754 I do not know how much studying he is doing. 135 00:09:25,914 --> 00:09:27,594 That sounds familiar, don't it? 136 00:09:27,754 --> 00:09:29,754 But he is happy. 137 00:09:30,994 --> 00:09:32,994 Marian were in bits when Dan moved out. 138 00:09:33,074 --> 00:09:34,994 - I was not. - Yes, you were. 139 00:09:35,074 --> 00:09:37,354 Not as bad as you stuck in that shed all day with your pigeons. 140 00:09:37,434 --> 00:09:40,594 - That's not true. - He cried, you know. 141 00:09:40,754 --> 00:09:41,754 [Marian] You did. 142 00:09:41,874 --> 00:09:45,354 Right, well I'll go, go check the oven. 143 00:09:45,514 --> 00:09:47,434 - Modern man, hey? - Aye. 144 00:09:47,594 --> 00:09:50,034 Got to go myself. Have a waz. 145 00:09:50,194 --> 00:09:52,234 - Bill! - See you later, ooh... 146 00:09:52,394 --> 00:09:55,034 - Watch it. - Mind your hip. 147 00:10:00,514 --> 00:10:04,634 [tense music rising] 148 00:10:10,194 --> 00:10:13,314 [ragged breathing] 149 00:10:18,714 --> 00:10:21,354 [gentle music] 150 00:10:25,034 --> 00:10:27,794 We weren't expecting you back from America so soon. 151 00:10:27,954 --> 00:10:29,314 Weren't you meant to be there for a few weeks. 152 00:10:29,394 --> 00:10:31,274 Yeah, even longer. 153 00:10:31,434 --> 00:10:34,714 I just had to come back and sort some stuff out. 154 00:10:37,354 --> 00:10:39,354 Is everything okay? 155 00:10:43,034 --> 00:10:45,954 No, not really. 156 00:10:46,034 --> 00:10:48,034 Oh, I see. 157 00:10:52,154 --> 00:10:55,954 You must have had that, with Bill, right? 158 00:10:56,034 --> 00:11:00,034 Weren't there moments where you were ready to just give up? 159 00:11:01,234 --> 00:11:03,634 I don't understand. 160 00:11:03,794 --> 00:11:08,794 I get that two people don't change at the same time, but... 161 00:11:08,954 --> 00:11:10,434 What if you haven't changed? 162 00:11:10,594 --> 00:11:15,354 What if you're just not on the same page anymore? 163 00:11:19,114 --> 00:11:21,994 I'm lost, love. 164 00:11:22,074 --> 00:11:24,954 It's okay. It doesn't matter. 165 00:11:28,874 --> 00:11:30,354 Love... 166 00:11:32,274 --> 00:11:34,354 Marriages are hard, aren't they? 167 00:11:34,514 --> 00:11:37,794 Times I'd happily strangle Bill, but... 168 00:11:37,954 --> 00:11:41,634 Well, all that matters is... 169 00:11:41,794 --> 00:11:43,754 that you're honest with one another and, 170 00:11:43,914 --> 00:11:47,434 I'm sure everything will be fine, love. 171 00:12:11,194 --> 00:12:14,154 [door opening and closing] 172 00:12:16,554 --> 00:12:20,114 - Bye, Mum. - Ta, love, bye. 173 00:12:29,314 --> 00:12:33,834 ["Background Check" by Display Homes playing] 174 00:12:35,754 --> 00:12:37,714 # It pops out # 175 00:12:37,874 --> 00:12:41,754 # Pops back down and won't take my look # 176 00:12:42,194 --> 00:12:43,034 [music stops] 177 00:12:43,114 --> 00:12:44,714 - [Alison] Hey. - Hey. 178 00:12:44,874 --> 00:12:47,114 Just checking in. 179 00:12:48,274 --> 00:12:50,314 How's counselling? 180 00:12:52,794 --> 00:12:54,954 How did you know we're at the counsellor's? 181 00:12:55,034 --> 00:12:56,354 I'm not a complete moron. 182 00:12:56,514 --> 00:12:58,674 Well, you're not a moron at all. 183 00:12:58,834 --> 00:13:00,354 [Alison sighing] 184 00:13:01,754 --> 00:13:03,194 You know, sometimes, 185 00:13:03,354 --> 00:13:07,034 sometimes you just need some help with your problems. 186 00:13:07,154 --> 00:13:08,834 That's all. 187 00:13:08,994 --> 00:13:11,954 Dad and I love you very much. You know that, don't you? 188 00:13:12,034 --> 00:13:17,234 This has got nothing to do with you or Thea. 189 00:13:18,514 --> 00:13:23,034 But all this kicked off when all that stuff happened. 190 00:13:23,114 --> 00:13:25,994 No it didn't, darling. I promise. 191 00:13:26,074 --> 00:13:28,274 This is our own stuff. 192 00:13:40,034 --> 00:13:42,434 Are we going to keep doing this? 193 00:13:43,474 --> 00:13:45,394 Avoiding each other? 194 00:13:53,754 --> 00:13:57,954 I think I'm just afraid of what's going to come out 195 00:13:58,034 --> 00:13:59,954 when we start talking. 196 00:14:09,034 --> 00:14:11,954 She um, lives in Sydney. 197 00:14:12,034 --> 00:14:16,954 This author that you pretended you didn't know. 198 00:14:20,514 --> 00:14:24,314 There were no direct flights to New Zealand, Kat. 199 00:14:26,034 --> 00:14:28,514 There is so little we have in common anymore, Dan, 200 00:14:28,674 --> 00:14:32,434 but the inability to lie well is still true for the both of us. 201 00:14:34,554 --> 00:14:36,554 Did you go there to see her? 202 00:14:40,514 --> 00:14:45,354 Look, it were a stop over on my route to see Jack Leonard. 203 00:14:46,834 --> 00:14:52,714 And yes, I did see her when I were in Sydney. 204 00:14:54,434 --> 00:14:57,114 Look, it's not like you think. 205 00:14:57,274 --> 00:15:00,274 Right, when we were kids, we were together and, 206 00:15:00,434 --> 00:15:01,834 and she left Sheffield suddenly, 207 00:15:01,994 --> 00:15:05,794 and, and I just wanted to know why. That were it. 208 00:15:05,954 --> 00:15:09,074 Why didn't you tell me that? 209 00:15:09,234 --> 00:15:12,434 - You could have. - I don't know. I don't know. 210 00:15:12,594 --> 00:15:13,794 I don't know. You're right, 211 00:15:13,954 --> 00:15:16,674 I should have been straight with you from the start. 212 00:15:16,834 --> 00:15:18,114 I should have been, but you know, 213 00:15:18,274 --> 00:15:19,514 we've been going through this weird space 214 00:15:19,594 --> 00:15:21,954 and I just felt like this was my thing. 215 00:15:22,034 --> 00:15:24,034 I needed some answers. 216 00:15:24,154 --> 00:15:27,314 Honestly Kat, it were no more than that. 217 00:15:29,034 --> 00:15:32,354 We've been together for decades, 218 00:15:32,514 --> 00:15:35,274 and you've never even mentioned her. 219 00:15:36,914 --> 00:15:38,234 Why not? 220 00:15:50,234 --> 00:15:51,914 I'm sorry, Kat. 221 00:15:54,034 --> 00:15:56,034 I'll make it better. 222 00:15:58,554 --> 00:16:01,514 Look, I'm sorry, but you are so fucking boring at the moment. 223 00:16:01,674 --> 00:16:04,274 Come on, one party! I need a wingman. 224 00:16:04,434 --> 00:16:06,114 - You don't need a wingman. - Yeah, right. 225 00:16:06,274 --> 00:16:08,034 There's that bird from that convent school. 226 00:16:08,154 --> 00:16:09,714 Roz something, I don't know. 227 00:16:09,874 --> 00:16:11,954 I want her to think I'm nice and respectable. 228 00:16:12,034 --> 00:16:13,274 I'm definitely not open with that. 229 00:16:13,354 --> 00:16:15,674 See! Dull. 230 00:16:15,834 --> 00:16:17,234 Come on! 231 00:16:18,354 --> 00:16:20,914 Here, isn't that Peter? 232 00:16:21,034 --> 00:16:22,434 Peter! 233 00:16:24,154 --> 00:16:26,554 I didn't know you were back. 234 00:16:26,714 --> 00:16:28,274 Has there been any word from Al? 235 00:16:28,434 --> 00:16:29,834 - Is she okay? - Look mate, I have to get on. 236 00:16:29,914 --> 00:16:31,754 [Duncan] He's not stopped pining for her, the idiot. 237 00:16:31,834 --> 00:16:33,874 For fuck's sake! What's fucking wrong with your family? 238 00:16:33,954 --> 00:16:37,594 Hey, why won't you tell me where she is? 239 00:16:37,754 --> 00:16:39,554 My mum's died. 240 00:16:42,034 --> 00:16:43,114 [whispering] Jesus... 241 00:16:43,274 --> 00:16:44,914 I'm sorry. 242 00:16:45,674 --> 00:16:47,034 I'm sorry. 243 00:16:50,834 --> 00:16:52,874 Just leave it, come on. 244 00:16:56,354 --> 00:16:58,194 [phone ringing] 245 00:16:58,354 --> 00:17:00,674 Okay, just let me get her for you. 246 00:17:06,434 --> 00:17:08,674 [man] There's someone on the phone for you. 247 00:17:12,194 --> 00:17:13,514 Hello? 248 00:17:13,674 --> 00:17:16,274 - [Peter on phone] Hi, Al. - Peter! 249 00:17:17,514 --> 00:17:21,674 Listen, I've got bad news. 250 00:17:21,834 --> 00:17:23,634 [Alison] What's wrong? 251 00:17:23,794 --> 00:17:25,394 It's, it's Mum. 252 00:17:27,034 --> 00:17:28,914 [Peter] She, ah... 253 00:17:29,754 --> 00:17:31,514 She died. 254 00:17:34,474 --> 00:17:36,794 She fell down the stairs. 255 00:17:42,034 --> 00:17:43,674 When, when's the funeral? 256 00:17:49,034 --> 00:17:51,394 Tuesday. 257 00:17:51,554 --> 00:17:56,034 So I'm going to wire you the money for your flights. 258 00:17:56,194 --> 00:17:58,954 Or if you don't think you can do it alone, 259 00:17:59,034 --> 00:18:03,034 I'll come over and get ya. 260 00:18:03,114 --> 00:18:07,354 Why is it so soon? Can't we wait a week? 261 00:18:08,554 --> 00:18:11,114 She was seeing that prick Baxter again. 262 00:18:12,034 --> 00:18:14,834 He was with her when she died. 263 00:18:14,994 --> 00:18:17,594 He'd already been on to the funeral directors. 264 00:18:21,034 --> 00:18:24,314 The bastard didn't tell me for two full days she were dead. 265 00:18:25,954 --> 00:18:29,554 And he's going around now acting like a chief mourner. 266 00:18:29,714 --> 00:18:31,834 [sniffling] 267 00:18:33,634 --> 00:18:35,834 I can't... 268 00:18:35,994 --> 00:18:39,274 I can't come home. Peter, I can't come home. 269 00:18:39,434 --> 00:18:41,234 What you talking about? 270 00:18:41,394 --> 00:18:43,074 I'll pay, Ali, you don't have to worry about... 271 00:18:43,154 --> 00:18:44,994 - [Alison] I'm not coming back. - What! 272 00:18:45,074 --> 00:18:48,114 Look, I know you're upset. I understand. 273 00:18:48,274 --> 00:18:49,354 But she was our mum. 274 00:18:49,514 --> 00:18:52,114 Alison, you have to do this. 275 00:18:52,274 --> 00:18:56,394 Even if you're angry with her, yeah? 276 00:18:57,034 --> 00:18:58,514 Trust me. 277 00:18:59,394 --> 00:19:02,074 You'll regret it 278 00:19:02,234 --> 00:19:04,434 She was on the fucking stairs while she was drunk. 279 00:19:04,594 --> 00:19:07,034 I'm not going to a funeral. 280 00:19:08,034 --> 00:19:09,754 [phone clanging] 281 00:19:11,034 --> 00:19:13,514 [Alison crying] 282 00:19:26,474 --> 00:19:28,954 [Cass] You're positive? Like a hundred percent? 283 00:19:29,034 --> 00:19:30,754 You were so reluctant before, what happened? 284 00:19:30,834 --> 00:19:36,114 Yeah, I just, I just made up my mind. 285 00:19:36,274 --> 00:19:38,314 Babe, I could kiss you. This is great news. 286 00:19:38,474 --> 00:19:40,034 I'm going to get onto the PR company - 287 00:19:40,114 --> 00:19:41,674 confirm all the interviews, 288 00:19:41,834 --> 00:19:43,874 and we're going to sort you out some lovely hotels. 289 00:19:44,034 --> 00:19:45,834 Okay. 290 00:19:45,994 --> 00:19:51,034 And will it just be you or you coming with Michael? 291 00:19:54,554 --> 00:19:56,754 Can I get back to you on that? 292 00:19:57,074 --> 00:19:58,074 Sure. 293 00:19:58,154 --> 00:19:59,674 [mobile phone chiming] 294 00:19:59,834 --> 00:20:01,554 Hm, speak of the devil. 295 00:20:02,474 --> 00:20:04,634 - Michael. - [Cass laughing] 296 00:20:16,034 --> 00:20:19,834 Michael, I said I wanted to talk about something important. 297 00:20:19,994 --> 00:20:24,594 I know, I know. I just wanted to do something nice for you. 298 00:20:24,754 --> 00:20:27,914 It's still allowed, isn't it? Some bubbles. 299 00:20:28,034 --> 00:20:29,634 You may recognise this. 300 00:20:29,794 --> 00:20:33,234 - Tasmania. - Yeah, Tasmania, your favourite. 301 00:20:33,394 --> 00:20:35,834 - [cork popping] - Oh... 302 00:20:35,994 --> 00:20:37,434 - Great. - Here you go. 303 00:20:37,594 --> 00:20:39,554 Ladies first. 304 00:20:40,594 --> 00:20:42,114 A nice big pour. 305 00:20:43,314 --> 00:20:44,954 [Alison] Thanks. 306 00:20:45,794 --> 00:20:49,194 Okay, and uno mas. 307 00:20:49,914 --> 00:20:51,594 There we go. 308 00:20:52,354 --> 00:20:55,474 - Cheers my love. - Cheers. 309 00:20:55,634 --> 00:20:59,314 Mm, please, please. Sit, sit, sit. 310 00:21:02,314 --> 00:21:06,394 We need a bit more of this, huh? Being a couple. 311 00:21:07,034 --> 00:21:08,434 Hmm. 312 00:21:09,354 --> 00:21:11,114 I love you. 313 00:21:13,434 --> 00:21:15,034 I know. 314 00:21:18,874 --> 00:21:22,714 So you told Cass that you're doing the tour? 315 00:21:23,154 --> 00:21:24,954 Yes, I did. 316 00:21:25,034 --> 00:21:27,194 I was thinking... 317 00:21:27,354 --> 00:21:30,714 I am due a lot of leave. 318 00:21:32,074 --> 00:21:33,954 What if I came with you? 319 00:21:35,034 --> 00:21:37,074 That's what I wanted to talk about. 320 00:21:37,234 --> 00:21:41,314 Oh really? You thought that too? 321 00:21:46,034 --> 00:21:47,954 No... 322 00:21:48,034 --> 00:21:50,234 Actually I thought it might be a good idea for us 323 00:21:50,394 --> 00:21:52,474 to have some time apart. 324 00:21:57,034 --> 00:21:58,474 Alison... 325 00:22:00,194 --> 00:22:02,834 I want to do this on my own, Michael. 326 00:22:06,274 --> 00:22:08,954 What about Thea, and Stella? 327 00:22:09,034 --> 00:22:11,154 With everything she's been through. 328 00:22:11,314 --> 00:22:13,834 Oh, Stella's stronger than you think. 329 00:22:22,114 --> 00:22:27,194 It really doesn't matter how hard I try, does it? 330 00:22:31,034 --> 00:22:32,514 You've changed? 331 00:22:36,074 --> 00:22:37,594 Yes... 332 00:22:39,034 --> 00:22:40,554 I have. 333 00:22:46,034 --> 00:22:49,834 [Katja] Hmm, yes, I know... 334 00:22:52,034 --> 00:22:55,714 Steven, you have to stop ringing me, I have to go. 335 00:22:57,274 --> 00:22:58,274 Who was that? 336 00:22:58,354 --> 00:23:01,314 Ah, a telemarketer. Did you get the steaks? 337 00:23:01,474 --> 00:23:06,554 I did. I did. Also got us a lovely bottle of red. 338 00:23:06,714 --> 00:23:09,034 So I thought we could, you know, put these on 339 00:23:09,154 --> 00:23:11,314 and try and have a nice night in. 340 00:23:15,034 --> 00:23:18,154 That is, nice. 341 00:23:23,434 --> 00:23:28,034 ["I Love You" by The Brian Jonestown Massacre playing] 342 00:23:30,074 --> 00:23:32,554 [mobile phone buzzing] 343 00:23:34,234 --> 00:23:36,394 Kat, your phone! 344 00:23:40,194 --> 00:23:42,554 [phone buzzing again] 345 00:24:32,474 --> 00:24:35,434 Is there something you need to tell me. 346 00:24:46,714 --> 00:24:48,634 [Marian] You sure you don't want something to eat? 347 00:24:48,714 --> 00:24:51,354 No, no. I'm fine. I'm alright. 348 00:24:51,514 --> 00:24:53,434 Well you can stay here as long as you like, son. 349 00:24:53,594 --> 00:24:54,914 You know that. 350 00:24:55,034 --> 00:24:57,554 But you are going to have to sort it out eventually. 351 00:24:57,714 --> 00:25:01,434 Yeah, yeah, I will, but not now. 352 00:25:07,034 --> 00:25:09,954 Mum, did I ever get any letters? 353 00:25:10,034 --> 00:25:11,114 What? 354 00:25:11,274 --> 00:25:15,154 It was just, Alison said that she sent me letters. 355 00:25:15,314 --> 00:25:18,034 Did they come here when I went up to uni? 356 00:25:20,274 --> 00:25:22,554 Did you put them up for me or something? 357 00:25:25,954 --> 00:25:27,834 Mum? 358 00:25:27,994 --> 00:25:31,634 Oh, it was so long ago now, all of that. 359 00:25:34,954 --> 00:25:37,194 Mum? What did you do? 360 00:25:44,034 --> 00:25:45,674 You're my son. 361 00:25:47,114 --> 00:25:49,754 Wouldn't you do aught to protect your Alex? 362 00:25:52,714 --> 00:25:55,354 No. Tell me that you didn't do that. 363 00:25:56,874 --> 00:25:58,954 I'm sorry, Dan. 364 00:25:59,034 --> 00:26:00,914 I did what I thought were best. 365 00:26:01,034 --> 00:26:03,954 She had a hold on you that girl and well, she broke your heart. 366 00:26:04,034 --> 00:26:05,714 I knew she would. 367 00:26:05,874 --> 00:26:07,514 I were right. 368 00:26:07,674 --> 00:26:10,274 It were better she was just, gone. 369 00:26:10,434 --> 00:26:12,434 No, no, no. You, you had no right. 370 00:26:12,594 --> 00:26:15,674 Do you understand me? You had no right to do that. 371 00:26:15,834 --> 00:26:18,154 You couldn't even begin to imagine what she'd gone through. 372 00:26:18,314 --> 00:26:19,834 [Marian] I realise that now. 373 00:26:20,994 --> 00:26:25,434 Maybe even realised it at the time, but... 374 00:26:27,674 --> 00:26:31,034 I was scared of losing you. 375 00:26:31,154 --> 00:26:34,154 Well, where are they? Did you keep them? 376 00:26:34,314 --> 00:26:36,754 [Dan whispering] Oh, Mum. 377 00:26:36,914 --> 00:26:38,794 [sighing] 378 00:26:38,954 --> 00:26:41,514 It would've made everything different in my life - 379 00:26:41,674 --> 00:26:43,194 my whole life. 380 00:26:43,354 --> 00:26:45,954 You were only kids. I didn't think... 381 00:26:46,034 --> 00:26:47,554 Yeah, you didn't think, did ya? 382 00:26:47,714 --> 00:26:48,714 - Dan! - No! 383 00:26:48,794 --> 00:26:52,234 You didn't think! My whole life, Mum. 384 00:26:52,394 --> 00:26:54,874 Oh Dan, I'm sorry. 385 00:26:55,634 --> 00:26:56,834 Don't go. 386 00:27:05,954 --> 00:27:08,314 [sobbing] 387 00:27:10,674 --> 00:27:13,754 [mournful music] 388 00:27:14,994 --> 00:27:17,634 [people chattering] 389 00:27:39,034 --> 00:27:40,834 [Peter] Yeah, thanks. 390 00:28:08,114 --> 00:28:10,034 She didn't come then? 391 00:28:12,634 --> 00:28:13,674 No... 392 00:28:15,714 --> 00:28:17,234 She didn't. 393 00:28:20,794 --> 00:28:26,194 I suppose it's a bit of a way for her. 394 00:28:34,394 --> 00:28:36,634 Where is she, Peter? 395 00:28:39,874 --> 00:28:41,234 Ireland. 396 00:28:42,674 --> 00:28:44,834 She's working in a bar in Dublin. 397 00:28:47,034 --> 00:28:49,754 - Ireland? - Yeah. 398 00:28:54,034 --> 00:28:58,474 Alright, I have to get on, mate. 399 00:29:07,234 --> 00:29:09,474 I have my savings and I'm selling all my records. 400 00:29:09,634 --> 00:29:10,914 You've been working for a long time 401 00:29:10,994 --> 00:29:12,074 on that American trip, son. 402 00:29:12,194 --> 00:29:14,954 But I'm worried I'll run out. The flights are expensive 403 00:29:15,034 --> 00:29:16,114 and even if I stay in a hostel... 404 00:29:16,194 --> 00:29:19,154 I'll lend you a few bob, you won't be short. 405 00:29:19,994 --> 00:29:22,034 - You will? - Yeah. 406 00:29:22,194 --> 00:29:25,474 You believe she's worth it and so do I. 407 00:29:25,634 --> 00:29:28,194 Your mum will have to wait for a microwave, mind. 408 00:29:28,354 --> 00:29:29,794 Hey, hey, hey. 409 00:29:29,954 --> 00:29:33,034 - Cheers, Dad. - It's alright. 410 00:29:33,194 --> 00:29:35,794 - Appreciate it. - Go get her. 411 00:29:42,594 --> 00:29:45,714 Have you heard from your brother? 412 00:29:45,874 --> 00:29:47,234 - Yeah. - Hmm? 413 00:29:47,394 --> 00:29:49,514 He wants me to go home. 414 00:29:50,914 --> 00:29:52,354 Well, it's your choice, Alison. 415 00:29:52,514 --> 00:29:55,954 Now, I'm sure Peter loves you, but you said it yourself. 416 00:29:56,034 --> 00:29:58,074 He's got to live his life. 417 00:29:58,234 --> 00:29:59,554 Because if you do go back there, 418 00:29:59,714 --> 00:30:03,914 he's going to feel like he needs to look after you, isn't he? 419 00:30:04,034 --> 00:30:06,474 How's he going to do that when he's in the army? 420 00:30:08,794 --> 00:30:10,234 I don't know. 421 00:30:11,474 --> 00:30:13,234 Like we always looked out for each other, 422 00:30:13,394 --> 00:30:17,714 but now, I mean, it's not like this is my long term plan. 423 00:30:17,874 --> 00:30:21,554 I love it, but I don't even know anybody here. 424 00:30:21,714 --> 00:30:22,714 You're the first friend I've made, 425 00:30:22,794 --> 00:30:23,794 and you're going back to Australia. 426 00:30:23,874 --> 00:30:26,074 Yeah, the greatest country on Earth. 427 00:30:26,234 --> 00:30:28,554 [laughing] 428 00:30:31,354 --> 00:30:34,034 You're beautiful when you do that. 429 00:30:35,434 --> 00:30:40,034 You should smile just like that on our wedding day. 430 00:30:43,314 --> 00:30:44,954 You barely know me. 431 00:30:45,034 --> 00:30:47,954 I know you. You're just like me. 432 00:30:48,034 --> 00:30:52,394 You travelled over here on your own, looking to see the world. 433 00:30:52,554 --> 00:30:54,754 You're fun, Alison Connor. 434 00:30:54,914 --> 00:30:57,474 ["Live It Up" by Mental As Anything playing] 435 00:30:57,634 --> 00:31:00,914 [Michael singing] # Hey there you with the sad face # 436 00:31:01,034 --> 00:31:04,754 # Come up to my place and live it up # 437 00:31:04,914 --> 00:31:05,914 [both laughing] 438 00:31:06,034 --> 00:31:08,154 Jesus Christ. 439 00:31:09,074 --> 00:31:12,514 I've been thinking. Hear me out. 440 00:31:12,674 --> 00:31:15,314 My parents are really well connected. 441 00:31:15,474 --> 00:31:19,154 My dad's got me this internship at this hospital in Sydney. 442 00:31:19,314 --> 00:31:21,314 Well, I reckon he could get you something, 443 00:31:21,474 --> 00:31:23,674 and you would love Australia. 444 00:31:23,834 --> 00:31:26,874 I'd look after you there like it is pretty far from Sheffield. 445 00:31:27,034 --> 00:31:28,914 But it'd be a great adventure. 446 00:31:31,034 --> 00:31:33,514 I don't know. It feels huge. 447 00:31:33,674 --> 00:31:35,474 Yeah, and what about, who's that woman you've been writing to? 448 00:31:35,554 --> 00:31:37,834 - Is it, is it like Sheila? - Yeah. 449 00:31:37,994 --> 00:31:39,874 [Michael] Well, wouldn't it be good to see her? 450 00:31:42,034 --> 00:31:44,914 # Hey there you with the sad face # 451 00:31:45,034 --> 00:31:48,874 # Come up to my place and live it up # 452 00:31:49,034 --> 00:31:51,194 # You beside the dance floor # 453 00:31:51,354 --> 00:31:53,794 # What do you cry for... # 454 00:31:53,954 --> 00:31:58,034 [sad music rising] 455 00:32:10,394 --> 00:32:14,234 [breathing deeply] 456 00:32:36,034 --> 00:32:39,274 [sad music continues] 457 00:32:54,034 --> 00:32:57,034 [Sheila on phone] Of course. I'm delighted to hear from you. 458 00:32:57,114 --> 00:32:58,474 And you're in Ireland? 459 00:32:58,634 --> 00:33:02,474 You don't hang about do you, hey? Travelling already! 460 00:33:02,634 --> 00:33:06,194 Yeah, I guess I got the bug. That's why I'm ringing, really. 461 00:33:06,354 --> 00:33:09,074 I've, I've, well, I've met somebody, 462 00:33:09,234 --> 00:33:12,874 and he's Australian and he's suggested... 463 00:33:13,034 --> 00:33:16,434 [Sheila] No! Are you coming out here? 464 00:33:16,594 --> 00:33:18,474 - Would that be weird? - Weird! 465 00:33:18,634 --> 00:33:22,314 Look, I'm getting a spare room ready as we speak. 466 00:33:29,114 --> 00:33:32,034 [Katja] It was just one night, I was drunk, 467 00:33:32,114 --> 00:33:34,114 and really upset about us. 468 00:33:34,274 --> 00:33:35,874 And this work colleague of yours, 469 00:33:36,034 --> 00:33:38,434 he offered you his penis to cry on, did he? 470 00:33:38,594 --> 00:33:39,954 It's not quite the same, is it? 471 00:33:40,034 --> 00:33:42,594 - No, it's not the same, Kat. - I made a mistake! 472 00:33:42,754 --> 00:33:44,754 - You slept with somebody... - I didn't fly halfway around 473 00:33:44,834 --> 00:33:46,874 the world to meet an ex that you've never told me about. 474 00:33:46,954 --> 00:33:49,114 A woman that you've seemingly not been able to get over 475 00:33:49,234 --> 00:33:51,714 for the past 20 odd fucking years. 476 00:33:55,474 --> 00:33:56,954 Well... 477 00:33:57,034 --> 00:33:58,994 Look, I'm, I'm sorry. 478 00:33:59,074 --> 00:34:01,274 [Katja] I think we just need to face up to it. 479 00:34:03,394 --> 00:34:05,834 We've grown apart, Dan. 480 00:34:05,994 --> 00:34:07,514 I don't know, I guess when Alex was there, 481 00:34:07,594 --> 00:34:10,114 he was something that we were both focusing on. 482 00:34:10,274 --> 00:34:12,754 But now, who are we? 483 00:34:12,914 --> 00:34:15,314 I mean, when was the last time we even had sex? 484 00:34:15,474 --> 00:34:18,394 I don't mean, plain, vanilla, lights off sex. 485 00:34:18,554 --> 00:34:21,434 I mean actual proper fucking! 486 00:34:21,594 --> 00:34:22,954 And that's why you went with him, was it? 487 00:34:23,034 --> 00:34:24,954 Proper lusty fucking sex? 488 00:34:25,034 --> 00:34:26,714 [Dan] Jesus Christ! 489 00:34:36,994 --> 00:34:38,034 Come on... 490 00:34:38,194 --> 00:34:42,914 I'm sorry, right? I don't want us to be like this. Okay? 491 00:34:48,154 --> 00:34:49,714 I know you, Dan. 492 00:34:51,034 --> 00:34:53,834 I'm not letting you use this as your get-out clause. 493 00:34:55,234 --> 00:34:57,954 You're not as angry as you're acting. 494 00:34:58,034 --> 00:35:00,034 Your head is somewhere else. 495 00:35:03,194 --> 00:35:05,234 It's on her. 496 00:35:07,674 --> 00:35:11,674 Look, it doesn't matter who's done what, who's right or wrong. 497 00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:16,354 I wanted something different, too. 498 00:35:16,514 --> 00:35:20,114 That's why I suggested the States. That's why I... 499 00:35:22,754 --> 00:35:24,634 did what I did. 500 00:35:26,354 --> 00:35:28,074 If, if we'd been happy, 501 00:35:28,234 --> 00:35:31,234 it would never even have entered my mind. 502 00:35:31,394 --> 00:35:34,514 But it meant something to you when you went to Australia. 503 00:35:36,434 --> 00:35:38,354 And that's just facts. 504 00:35:46,434 --> 00:35:48,034 So what are you saying? 505 00:35:48,194 --> 00:35:50,314 I think you know what I'm saying? 506 00:35:56,034 --> 00:35:57,634 I love you, Dan. 507 00:35:59,274 --> 00:36:01,194 I know you love me too, but... 508 00:36:03,954 --> 00:36:06,314 we're not in love anymore. 509 00:36:12,034 --> 00:36:14,594 I'm not saying it doesn't hurt, 510 00:36:15,554 --> 00:36:18,274 but we don't have to settle for this. 511 00:36:20,234 --> 00:36:22,434 Yeah, it's just... 512 00:36:23,554 --> 00:36:24,714 I think I'm just, you know, 513 00:36:24,874 --> 00:36:27,194 I just don't want to lose you Kat, you know, 514 00:36:27,354 --> 00:36:28,434 and I don't want to lose Alex, 515 00:36:28,514 --> 00:36:31,114 and you know, I don't want to lose my life. 516 00:36:31,274 --> 00:36:34,034 [Katja] No, you're not going to lose your life, Dan. 517 00:36:34,194 --> 00:36:36,034 [crying] Sorry. 518 00:36:40,594 --> 00:36:42,314 We're family. 519 00:36:43,834 --> 00:36:45,714 - Alright? - Yeah. 520 00:36:45,874 --> 00:36:47,314 Yeah. 521 00:36:49,634 --> 00:36:54,274 We always agreed we would be on the same team. 522 00:36:54,434 --> 00:36:58,114 We'd make plans together, you know, decide things together. 523 00:36:58,274 --> 00:37:01,114 You agreed. You made the decisions. 524 00:37:01,274 --> 00:37:04,234 You just let me think I was making them too. 525 00:37:05,274 --> 00:37:07,074 Excuse me. 526 00:37:07,234 --> 00:37:10,994 It's about control. I see that now. 527 00:37:11,074 --> 00:37:13,234 [Michael] What are you talking about? 528 00:37:13,394 --> 00:37:16,274 Michael has a way of doing things where he talks to you 529 00:37:16,434 --> 00:37:18,194 as though you're already on the same page. 530 00:37:18,354 --> 00:37:20,074 Like recently I said I had to talk to him 531 00:37:20,234 --> 00:37:21,474 about something important 532 00:37:21,634 --> 00:37:25,794 and he ambushed me with champagne and crudite. 533 00:37:25,954 --> 00:37:27,034 So I'd be on the back foot. 534 00:37:27,154 --> 00:37:29,274 Sorry, I forgot my wife doesn't like romance. 535 00:37:29,434 --> 00:37:31,914 He's a wing clipper. He shuts me down. 536 00:37:32,034 --> 00:37:33,954 Are you kidding me? I practically had to beg you 537 00:37:34,034 --> 00:37:36,954 to come here for a second session so that we could talk. 538 00:37:37,034 --> 00:37:39,034 If anything, you're shutting me down. 539 00:37:39,154 --> 00:37:41,954 Michael doesn't make me do anything. 540 00:37:42,034 --> 00:37:45,954 And yet I always seem to end up doing exactly as he pleases. 541 00:37:46,034 --> 00:37:47,314 Like with Sheffield for instance, 542 00:37:47,394 --> 00:37:48,794 I should have gone back to resolve things, 543 00:37:48,874 --> 00:37:50,794 but he was too afraid that he'd lose me. 544 00:37:50,954 --> 00:37:53,434 How do you come out with the stupidest thing sometimes. 545 00:37:53,594 --> 00:37:55,314 Maybe we need to take a short break. 546 00:37:55,474 --> 00:37:58,794 I'm sorry. This was his idea. 547 00:37:58,954 --> 00:38:01,394 I should have been honest from the start. 548 00:38:08,114 --> 00:38:10,994 I need a break from this marriage. 549 00:38:11,074 --> 00:38:12,714 I'm done. 550 00:38:12,874 --> 00:38:14,794 Why don't you just be honest with us, Alison. 551 00:38:14,954 --> 00:38:19,794 This isn't about me. It's the old boyfriend. 552 00:38:19,954 --> 00:38:23,754 The one you fucked, the last time you abandoned your family. 553 00:38:26,034 --> 00:38:28,114 Fuck off, Michael. 554 00:38:34,954 --> 00:38:39,594 [pensive music rising] 555 00:39:03,074 --> 00:39:04,914 [Alison] Hi, Peter. 556 00:39:05,034 --> 00:39:09,474 Yeah, sis, come here. 557 00:39:09,634 --> 00:39:12,594 [both crying and exclaiming] 558 00:39:16,954 --> 00:39:19,954 Oh, let me look at you. 559 00:39:30,474 --> 00:39:32,274 I bet you miss home comforts, like they say. 560 00:39:32,434 --> 00:39:37,314 Ah, Sheila's always getting stuff sent over. Thank you. 561 00:39:37,474 --> 00:39:40,234 She loves serving me heart attacks on a plate. 562 00:39:40,394 --> 00:39:43,274 Of course, Sheila. How is she? 563 00:39:43,434 --> 00:39:49,034 She's... well she's good. She's kooky as anything. 564 00:39:49,114 --> 00:39:51,554 She was asking after you, actually. 565 00:39:54,034 --> 00:39:55,994 I can't believe you're here. 566 00:39:56,074 --> 00:39:58,034 Three whole weeks. 567 00:39:58,194 --> 00:40:00,354 Well, some of it in London. 568 00:40:00,514 --> 00:40:02,554 Oh well, we'll come down and see you if you like. 569 00:40:02,714 --> 00:40:04,834 - Won't we, Peter? - I'd love that. 570 00:40:04,994 --> 00:40:06,834 Yeah. 571 00:40:06,994 --> 00:40:09,754 Are you two okay if I nip out to work? 572 00:40:09,914 --> 00:40:10,954 - Oh yeah. - Yeah. 573 00:40:11,034 --> 00:40:12,914 - We'll be fine, won't we love? - Yeah, of course. 574 00:40:12,994 --> 00:40:15,794 - Lovely to meet you, Alison. - Oh, you too. 575 00:40:17,634 --> 00:40:19,274 [John] Peter's always talking about you. 576 00:40:19,434 --> 00:40:20,674 I feel like I know you already. 577 00:40:20,834 --> 00:40:23,754 I can see how happy you both are, 578 00:40:23,914 --> 00:40:26,074 and I really hope that I get to know you more. 579 00:40:26,234 --> 00:40:28,234 Yeah, of course. 580 00:40:29,234 --> 00:40:31,114 - See you later. - Yeah. 581 00:40:31,274 --> 00:40:33,674 - Take care. - Yeah, you too. 582 00:40:40,474 --> 00:40:42,154 Peter, he's lovely. 583 00:40:42,314 --> 00:40:44,234 Aye, he's the best. 584 00:40:50,634 --> 00:40:53,034 I can't believe Thea is in uni now. 585 00:40:53,194 --> 00:40:54,554 Ah, yes. 586 00:40:54,714 --> 00:40:57,874 And Stella's almost ready to leave the nest. 587 00:40:58,034 --> 00:40:59,314 Mm. 588 00:41:01,394 --> 00:41:03,434 You did well with them girls. 589 00:41:06,234 --> 00:41:09,074 Thank you. 590 00:41:09,234 --> 00:41:12,954 Well Thea, she's, she's never been any trouble, 591 00:41:13,034 --> 00:41:15,514 but Stella, she's um... 592 00:41:15,674 --> 00:41:19,554 Well Stella's Stella. She's not without her problems. 593 00:41:21,874 --> 00:41:23,754 We all have them. 594 00:41:29,954 --> 00:41:30,634 Peter! 595 00:41:30,714 --> 00:41:33,034 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry. 596 00:41:33,114 --> 00:41:36,194 My God, what do you have to be sorry for? 597 00:41:36,354 --> 00:41:38,114 [sobbing] 598 00:41:38,274 --> 00:41:40,154 I should have made more of an effort. 599 00:41:40,314 --> 00:41:42,714 No, I wish... 600 00:41:42,874 --> 00:41:46,234 I wish I had made you feel more welcome to come and visit. 601 00:41:46,394 --> 00:41:50,674 I wish I'd, I dealt with things differently back then. 602 00:41:50,834 --> 00:41:54,034 You're here now, Al, and that's all that matters. 603 00:41:59,034 --> 00:42:00,954 What happened? 604 00:42:03,034 --> 00:42:05,434 To bring this all on now? 605 00:42:09,634 --> 00:42:11,034 [sharp exhale] 606 00:42:12,034 --> 00:42:13,754 I don't know. 607 00:42:14,834 --> 00:42:16,634 It's um... 608 00:42:17,234 --> 00:42:18,954 It's been building. 609 00:42:19,034 --> 00:42:22,074 There's tension between Michael and I. 610 00:42:24,394 --> 00:42:29,114 And then, well I had a... 611 00:42:29,274 --> 00:42:31,594 I had a blast from the past, 612 00:42:32,034 --> 00:42:33,434 and... 613 00:42:35,034 --> 00:42:36,394 and it shook me. 614 00:42:36,554 --> 00:42:39,114 What was the blast from the past? 615 00:42:40,594 --> 00:42:43,354 Oh just, just somebody I used to know. 616 00:42:47,034 --> 00:42:49,794 Wouldn't be called Daniel, would he? 617 00:42:51,954 --> 00:42:53,594 What makes you say that? 618 00:42:56,554 --> 00:42:59,634 It took him a long time to get over you. 619 00:43:03,034 --> 00:43:07,074 And I figured, he went looking for you that first time, 620 00:43:07,874 --> 00:43:10,234 he'd try again. 621 00:43:10,394 --> 00:43:12,634 What do you mean the first time? 622 00:43:16,034 --> 00:43:18,954 He was broken-hearted. 623 00:43:19,034 --> 00:43:21,154 Then I told him where you'd gone. 624 00:43:22,994 --> 00:43:27,034 The next thing I heard, he'd booked a ticket to Dublin and... 625 00:43:27,154 --> 00:43:28,274 He was there for a few days. 626 00:43:28,434 --> 00:43:31,154 He come back without you, and... 627 00:43:32,154 --> 00:43:35,034 And you never mentioned it, so... 628 00:43:35,954 --> 00:43:37,954 I don't know. I just... 629 00:43:42,074 --> 00:43:46,114 I wondered if he ever really got over ya. 630 00:43:46,834 --> 00:43:48,434 He followed me? 631 00:43:50,914 --> 00:43:53,954 He never even replied to the letters. He... 632 00:43:54,834 --> 00:43:56,634 He never said anything. 633 00:43:59,034 --> 00:44:00,634 He was a good lad. 634 00:44:02,314 --> 00:44:05,954 It's rare to love somebody that much so young. 635 00:44:15,394 --> 00:44:17,874 Do you mind if I pop out for a little bit? 636 00:44:18,034 --> 00:44:19,874 - Not at all. - I'll be back. 637 00:44:20,034 --> 00:44:21,794 I'll still be here. 638 00:44:24,154 --> 00:44:30,514 [Bill singing] # Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me # 639 00:44:30,674 --> 00:44:37,514 # Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee # 640 00:44:39,874 --> 00:44:41,314 If misery walked. 641 00:44:43,754 --> 00:44:45,954 [sighing] Just give us a break, Dad. 642 00:44:46,034 --> 00:44:48,034 Your marriage is over. Cry me a river. 643 00:44:48,114 --> 00:44:49,274 [Dan] Cry you a river!? 644 00:44:49,434 --> 00:44:51,074 What? You been taking counselling lessons, 645 00:44:51,154 --> 00:44:52,154 or something? 646 00:44:52,234 --> 00:44:53,994 It's been coming, son. That's all I'm saying. 647 00:44:54,074 --> 00:44:56,154 It's no surprise, is it? 648 00:44:57,874 --> 00:45:01,434 I love your Katja, don't get me wrong. 649 00:45:01,594 --> 00:45:03,954 But she were never really the one. 650 00:45:04,034 --> 00:45:05,074 Bloody hell! 651 00:45:05,234 --> 00:45:08,034 It's like everybody knows more about me life than I do. 652 00:45:12,834 --> 00:45:15,674 - Dad, can I ask you something? - Hmm? 653 00:45:17,074 --> 00:45:23,634 Did you know about the letters that Alison wrote back then? 654 00:45:23,794 --> 00:45:26,434 Mum chucked them in the bin before I could see 'em. 655 00:45:30,234 --> 00:45:32,034 No, I did not. 656 00:45:35,514 --> 00:45:38,634 Your mum's a wonder, son. 657 00:45:38,794 --> 00:45:42,194 But she is prone to acting before she thinks. 658 00:45:44,074 --> 00:45:45,954 What can I say? 659 00:45:46,034 --> 00:45:48,994 She didn't know I offered you a loan to go to Ireland. 660 00:45:49,074 --> 00:45:51,794 It's a long time ago. Put it behind you. 661 00:45:56,274 --> 00:45:59,194 Seems like there's some things you can't move on from. 662 00:46:02,274 --> 00:46:05,034 You know what my biggest regret is? 663 00:46:08,114 --> 00:46:10,634 I just didn't fight for her. 664 00:46:14,034 --> 00:46:17,634 - Alison, I mean. - Yeah. 665 00:46:17,794 --> 00:46:23,874 Oh, she had such a hard life and nobody fought for her. 666 00:46:26,874 --> 00:46:28,554 You're looking down the barrel of a divorce 667 00:46:28,714 --> 00:46:31,674 and still thinking about your first love. 668 00:46:31,834 --> 00:46:34,194 That should be telling you something. 669 00:46:35,514 --> 00:46:38,194 Well, she's married now, isn't she? 670 00:46:38,354 --> 00:46:41,554 - Happily? - Ha... 671 00:46:41,714 --> 00:46:44,394 Well to be honest, he were a right twat. 672 00:46:47,114 --> 00:46:48,514 Anyway, it's too soon for all that. 673 00:46:48,674 --> 00:46:51,034 - I need time to, you know... - Be miserable? 674 00:46:51,114 --> 00:46:54,354 Yes, Dad, be miserable. Thank you. 675 00:46:57,554 --> 00:47:01,394 - Anyway, how drunk are you? - Not drunk enough. 676 00:47:01,554 --> 00:47:04,074 Come on, let's go to pub. 677 00:47:04,234 --> 00:47:06,154 You can pine for the love of your life 678 00:47:06,314 --> 00:47:09,074 with a proper pint in front of you. 679 00:47:16,034 --> 00:47:19,074 [gentle music] 680 00:47:41,234 --> 00:47:43,074 Sorry, Mum. 681 00:47:46,354 --> 00:47:49,914 [plaintive music] 682 00:48:06,994 --> 00:48:09,354 [sirens] 683 00:48:24,034 --> 00:48:28,034 [gentle music] 684 00:48:45,314 --> 00:48:47,794 [knocking] 685 00:48:56,914 --> 00:48:59,034 Hello, Mrs. O'Toole. 686 00:49:00,274 --> 00:49:02,154 Alison. 687 00:49:06,034 --> 00:49:09,074 Um, well you must come in. 688 00:49:09,234 --> 00:49:12,794 Thank you. Thank you. 689 00:49:20,034 --> 00:49:23,554 - Is tea okay, Alison? - Yeah, thanks. 690 00:49:26,434 --> 00:49:28,954 You've changed your hair. 691 00:49:29,034 --> 00:49:30,194 Obviously the sun suits you. 692 00:49:30,354 --> 00:49:32,914 Well, took me a few years to adjust. 693 00:49:34,514 --> 00:49:37,434 You sound like one of them and all, don't ya? 694 00:49:38,354 --> 00:49:39,754 Shall I pour for you? 695 00:49:39,914 --> 00:49:41,594 Oh yeah. Thanks. 696 00:49:47,074 --> 00:49:51,754 So, um, you just back to promote your book? 697 00:49:51,914 --> 00:49:52,954 Yes. 698 00:49:53,034 --> 00:49:54,994 - Milk? - Please. 699 00:49:55,074 --> 00:49:56,754 Tell me when. 700 00:49:56,914 --> 00:49:58,034 Ah, that's perfect. 701 00:49:58,194 --> 00:50:00,594 - Sugar, help yourself. - Yeah. 702 00:50:04,994 --> 00:50:06,114 And you're married? 703 00:50:06,274 --> 00:50:07,634 I am, yeah. 704 00:50:07,794 --> 00:50:10,794 - You've got kids? - I have two. I have two girls. 705 00:50:10,954 --> 00:50:12,154 - Yeah. - Been busy. 706 00:50:12,314 --> 00:50:14,794 I have been busy, yeah. 707 00:50:19,034 --> 00:50:22,874 It is crazy, you remembering our Daniel after all this time. 708 00:50:26,034 --> 00:50:28,314 Well he meant a lot to me. 709 00:50:31,034 --> 00:50:32,834 You were so young. 710 00:50:34,514 --> 00:50:38,954 How old were you and Bill when you got together? 711 00:50:41,034 --> 00:50:43,194 Well... 712 00:50:43,354 --> 00:50:45,914 They were different times, weren't it? 713 00:50:46,034 --> 00:50:48,074 Just daft kids. 714 00:50:52,594 --> 00:50:55,034 I'm staying with my brother, Peter. 715 00:50:55,154 --> 00:50:56,394 Oh... 716 00:50:56,554 --> 00:51:00,554 He told me that Daniel came looking for me, after I'd left. 717 00:51:13,314 --> 00:51:18,954 I think when, you know, when, when you have kids, 718 00:51:19,034 --> 00:51:24,394 you just, you want to do anything to protect them. 719 00:51:25,914 --> 00:51:31,034 You want them to have the very best of things. 720 00:51:42,594 --> 00:51:45,314 Can I just say, Alison... 721 00:51:48,474 --> 00:51:51,034 I am so very sorry... 722 00:51:52,874 --> 00:51:55,834 I am. About all of it. 723 00:52:01,434 --> 00:52:03,794 There were problems back then. 724 00:52:05,674 --> 00:52:07,874 You were being a good mum. 725 00:52:15,274 --> 00:52:19,234 But I'd very much like to talk to Daniel, now. 726 00:52:34,714 --> 00:52:38,594 - Just saying, I know things son. - I know, Dad. 727 00:52:38,754 --> 00:52:41,954 - You're always just saying. - You got one shot at life... 728 00:52:42,034 --> 00:52:43,074 Yeah, okay, thank you. 729 00:52:43,234 --> 00:52:45,434 Let me finish. 730 00:52:45,594 --> 00:52:48,114 You pair made a mess of things when you were kids. 731 00:52:48,274 --> 00:52:51,234 I'm not saying either of you wasted your life. 732 00:52:51,394 --> 00:52:53,074 You made the best of it. 733 00:52:53,234 --> 00:52:55,474 But it hasn't worked out. 734 00:52:55,634 --> 00:52:58,394 Oh well, thanks for that, Dad. 735 00:52:58,554 --> 00:53:01,394 You're not kids anymore, that's what I mean. 736 00:53:02,834 --> 00:53:05,114 It's like my pigeons. 737 00:53:05,274 --> 00:53:08,074 We all make our way home eventually. 738 00:53:09,434 --> 00:53:11,674 It's just taken you longer. 739 00:53:14,874 --> 00:53:17,634 She's your home, son. 740 00:53:27,034 --> 00:53:29,194 [mobile phone ringing] 741 00:53:34,074 --> 00:53:35,074 Hi ya. 742 00:53:35,234 --> 00:53:37,714 [Peter on phone] Hey ya. I was just going to say 743 00:53:37,874 --> 00:53:39,154 I booked somewhere for dinner. 744 00:53:39,314 --> 00:53:41,034 We can eat in if you need a bit more time. 745 00:53:41,194 --> 00:53:44,634 Oh, ah yes. That'd be great. 746 00:53:44,794 --> 00:53:46,074 Um... 747 00:53:46,234 --> 00:53:50,394 I just have something to do first, or... 748 00:53:50,554 --> 00:53:54,034 or not. I can't decide. 749 00:53:54,194 --> 00:53:55,714 [Peter] Where are ya? 750 00:53:55,874 --> 00:53:58,874 I am standing out the front of a pub, 751 00:53:59,034 --> 00:54:01,554 deliberating whether or not to go in. 752 00:54:01,714 --> 00:54:03,514 Alright. You know, if you're off the drink, 753 00:54:03,674 --> 00:54:05,514 it's never a good idea to go to a pub. 754 00:54:05,674 --> 00:54:11,034 Oh Christ. No, I'm not. I'm not like our Mum. 755 00:54:11,154 --> 00:54:16,634 No, there's just somebody inside I want to talk to. 756 00:54:16,794 --> 00:54:18,514 [Peter] Somebody? 757 00:54:20,994 --> 00:54:22,114 Daniel. 758 00:54:22,274 --> 00:54:25,354 [Peter] Ah, why don't you go in then? 759 00:54:26,554 --> 00:54:30,114 Because I think he might be with his wife. 760 00:54:30,274 --> 00:54:33,434 And I got no way to check because he a... 761 00:54:33,594 --> 00:54:36,634 I think he blocked my phone number. 762 00:54:36,794 --> 00:54:40,474 [Peter] Alright. There's a lot to unpack there. 763 00:54:40,634 --> 00:54:42,954 Can I give you some advice? 764 00:54:43,034 --> 00:54:45,074 Yeah, I wish you would. 765 00:54:46,594 --> 00:54:49,074 [Peter] Life's too short to have regrets. 766 00:54:49,234 --> 00:54:51,234 Love is worth fighting for. 767 00:54:51,394 --> 00:54:54,634 Huh. You old poet. 768 00:54:54,794 --> 00:54:56,714 [Peter] Don't I know it. 769 00:54:57,594 --> 00:54:59,354 Bye, love. 770 00:55:02,834 --> 00:55:04,554 [deep sigh] 771 00:55:06,794 --> 00:55:09,274 [indistinct chattering] 772 00:55:31,714 --> 00:55:35,474 [people chattering] [music playing] 773 00:56:05,754 --> 00:56:07,674 [mobile phone chiming] 774 00:56:16,034 --> 00:56:19,314 ["Lovesong" by The Cure playing] 775 00:56:44,114 --> 00:56:47,434 # Whenever I'm alone with you # 776 00:56:50,194 --> 00:56:56,034 # You make me feel like I am home again # 777 00:56:58,034 --> 00:57:01,874 # Whenever I'm alone with you # 778 00:57:04,234 --> 00:57:09,754 # You make me feel like I am whole again # 779 00:57:24,434 --> 00:57:28,834 # Whenever I'm alone with you # 780 00:57:31,674 --> 00:57:36,674 # You make me feel like I am young again # 781 00:57:38,034 --> 00:57:42,394 # Whenever I'm alone with you # 782 00:57:45,314 --> 00:57:51,754 # You make me feel like I am fun again # 783 00:57:51,914 --> 00:57:58,794 # However far away I will always love you # 784 00:57:58,954 --> 00:58:06,154 # However long I stay I will always love you # 785 00:58:06,314 --> 00:58:09,954 # I will always love you # 786 00:58:17,354 --> 00:58:20,194 [gentle music] 53209

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