All language subtitles for Tuliliilia.2018.720p.WEB.H264-EMX_eng

FIRE LILY

I couldn't open my eyes
in the morning...

It hurt, like there was
sandpaper in them.

Yes, I see you've got viral
inflammation of the eye.

I'll write you a prescription.

Two to three drops,
every five hours.

I'll put in the drops right now.

Thank you.

Help... Jürgen!

Jürgen!

Jürgen!
- Yes!

Jürgen!
- I'm leaving.

Jürgen, help!
- I'm leaving already!

What happened?
- Come here right now, Jürgen!

Pia?

How did you get in?
- I don't know.

Do you understand
where you are?

Do you understand
what you're doing?

Bring the damn milk back!

Come on... Come on...

Stop it.

No, I won't drink.
I'm driving, Kalev is still gone.

Peetrike, quiet down, please.
- Ida...

Do you think he will come back?

No, Pia, he will not come back.

He's with another woman.

Hello. Your couch is here.

Where should we put it?

Have you measured it?

Yes, too short by more
than 10 centimetres.

What should we do?

Well, if there is nowhere else
you would like to put it,

we'll have to return it.

Come by our salon
and choose one that you like.

Just bring me one,
the colour makes no difference.

Come on...

Hello.

Oh fuck...
Sorry.

It looks like the
hound of the Baskervilles.

You said that...
- Yes, let it be.

I'll have myself buried in it
when I die.

Someone visits me at night.
I don't know who it is.

I'm asleep,

but when I wake up I'm naked
and my pyjamas are on the floor.

I have no idea
where I got this from.

What do you mean?
- I mean that I don't know...

Let me put something on it.

Have you talked to
anyone else about this?

I'm not crazy. - I simply meant
that your divorce has been very...

Pia!

Are you crazy?
- What happened?

I'll call an ambulance.
- Yes... No, get me a taxi.

I have post-divorce stress,
I need some sedatives.

Are you using contraceptives?

Are you joking?
Read my file, I'm infertile.

I'm sorry, I'm new here...
- Could I get some sedatives?

I wouldn't want to assume
responsibility in this situation.

I'll refer you
to a psychiatrist.

Fifteen years together...and suddenly
you just don't recognize the person.

How does he feel about this?
- He got what he wanted.

What about you?

A friend of mine wants to open
another bar around here.

We're going to see the place tomorrow.

I just opened a bar in Bali,
in the middle of a swimming pool.

The stools were standing
in the water. - Cool.

Here, everybody would be stuck
in ice from November to March.

I'd like to do something
different for a change.

To buy an old van and drive across
South America with my friends.

Or stay here and go and live
in the country with my brother.

Would you like another?
It's on the house.

No, I'm working tomorrow. Thank you.
- I'll walk you home.

I'm off, back to work now.

Someone was with me,
he touched me.

I woke up because I had
an orgasm.

You miss Jürgen...

Your body does... You haven't
slept alone in fifteen years.

No, it wasn't Jürgen. But there was
someone with me at night.

Who was it then?
- I don't know.

The bed was warm and moist.

Pia, you know what this is?
I know what you have to do.

Here, take a day off.
She'll be able to help you.

Who?
- A specialist in bioenergetics.

Someone is visiting me at night.
- I know.

You're sending me to a witch?
- Learn to control that energy.

Ida, listen.

When I woke up, I was happy,
the first few seconds.

You see.

Don't look at me like that,
just prescribe something for me.

Okay.

But you need therapy too,
after a divorce like that.

Sorry, but I don't have
time for it.

Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up
with scratches, or bites.

If I prescribe you a sedative,

it will decrease your delusions,
but you also have to deal with yourself.

This is all anyone talks about.

Even my best friend sent me
to see some kind of a witch.

And did you go?
- Well, I'm here, aren't I?

I'm glad you haven't lost
your sense of humour.

How's your mother doing?

Not sure.
I haven't seen her for a while.

Congratulations.

Pregnancy makes you beautiful.

Hello.
- Come quickly, Peetrike.

Come here.

Sit down. - What happened?
- Let's talk in the kitchen.

You want something to drink?
Water? Cognac?

Ida, what happened?

I need to go to India.

Has something happened to Kalev?
- No, we just spoke on the phone.

He wants to stay there longer.
- In India?

He's never been gone so long.

Do you think he met
someone over there?

I don't know.
- Can't you ask him?

Instead you are dragging the kid
to the other side of the world.

Peetrike will stay here with you.
I don't have any other choice.

He goes to kindergarten,
he can take care of himself.

His clothes are here,
he knows what to wear.

He takes a bath twice a week.
- Bath? Are you crazy?

How long will you be?
- I don't know. I've got to go now.

Peetrike, you'll stay with Aunt Pia.
Be a good boy like we agreed, okay?

I don't want you to leave.
- Mommy has to go.

I'll be back soon.

What is it?
- I'm scared.

Did you have a bad dream?
- No, there's someone there.

Who? - I don't know.
A monster.

There are no monsters.
Come here.

What do you have for breakfast?
- Porridge, or sandwiches.

We don't have
porridge or sandwiches.

Let's go to a pancake place.
- I have to go to kindergarten.

What time do you have to be there?
- Half past 9.

And you have to be there
exactly at 9:30? - Yes.

Let's play something.
- I don't know how to play.

It's easy, I'll show you.

Don't fall over.

Hello.

This is Peetrike, Ida's son.
- Oh. Hello, Peetrike.

Merry Christmas.
- Same to you.

How old are you? - Five.
- Quite a big boy.

I was an actress at your age
and earned my own pocket money.

Hello, sis.

Come in!

My mommy always makes
sauerkraut for Christmas.

You're not going to leave
the boy here, are you?

I have two daughters.

But now I want to live with Jukka.

Like we used to say,
bottoms up!

Should I have left him home alone?

I didn't want to have children at all.

But in those days, we didn't have
protection available.

Condoms?
- Exactly.

Sorry mom, I forgot to
pick up condoms.

Go ahead,
make fun of your mother.

Do you think it was easy, raising
two kids alone and having a career?

At your age, I had been
independent a long time.

Kaia is 20 and lives at
her mother's expense.

Mom, I'm 17.

As Peetrike needs to go to bed soon,
I'll give you your gifts. - I won't go.

I don't need anything.

Merry Christmas, mother.

Merry Christmas.
- Thank you.

Merry Christmas.

You shouldn't have.
- Come on...

I have a favour to ask, actually.

Could you stay with me for a while?

I cannot pick up Peetrike from
kindergarten every day.

Would you want to come?
- Sure.

Let's clean up the table first.
Get the empty plates and...

Cheers.
- Cheers.

Peetrike?

Peetrike!

Peetrike...

What are you doing?
- Did you call my mom?

We can't call her there.

Why aren't they coming home then?
- They're a long way away.

Come here.
- No. I'm waiting for them.

Were you playing in my
bedroom last night? - No.

Is something missing?
- No, nothing.

Bye.
- Bye.

Come on.
Pia, let's go.

Somebody's there.

There's no one there.

Kaarel isn't here today?
- Not yet.

I'm waiting for someone.
- Who isn't?

Let's relax now.

You might not know this yet,
but you're pregnant.

Look at that.

About six weeks already.
See, the heart is beating.

No, that's not possible.

I can't have children.
- Calm down.

You have 12 weeks left
to terminate the pregnancy.

You can lower your legs.

Yes?

I'm in the hospital.

No, a small accident, don't worry.

Will you be alright?

Tomorrow.

No, I'm not crying.

Pia?
- Hi.

Geez... you were attacked
in my own bar.

I feel so bad about this.

I only found out today that it was you.

What are you looking at?

Your pupils.

But I have no idea
what they should look like.

It's the concussion,
I need to lie down.

How are you feeling?

Like I fell down stairs and hit my head.

I should go now.

Thank you.

And they lived happily ever after.

No, I don't want to press charges.

It was an accident,
we know each other.

So be it.

Sign it please.

Is that all? Can I go now?
- Yes.

By the way,
he died this morning.

He worked at a construction site.
A strange accident.

Safety requirements were followed,
but he fell off the scaffolding.

Sixth floor.
He died on the spot.

Oh, hello!

I'm Dagmar, and who are you?
- Kaarel, it's a pleasure.

You look so pale.
Are you sick?

Well?

What do you want?
- Put some lipstick on.

Or he thinks that you're dying.
- I am.

Who is he?
- Just a friend.

Look at me.

See?

I'm having surgery.
- What surgery?

A facelift.
I've already booked it.

Why?

Could you loan me 1000 euros?

I'll pay it back,
I haven't got it right now.

Is this really necessary?

Jukka wants to travel.
How will I go...

I'll make a transfer.
- Thanks.

You can keep it,
I don't use it anyway.

Well, see you.

What an ugly couch you have.
But the guy is cute. - Mom!

You're sick, right?
- Yes, I am.

Can I crash on your ugly couch?

What's that?

That's your child.
- It doesn't look human.

Is everything okay?
- Yes, everything is fine.

There might be some bleeding,
but there is no risk of miscarriage.

Do you have any more questions?

No, just that...

Can you tell by this image...
- The gender?

Gender can be determined
in week 18.

Whose is it then?
- I don't know.

That's not possible.
- I don't know.

It sounds ridiculous,
especially coming from me.

I really don't know what's going on.

Sometimes it feels like I'm a part
of a human experiment.

I'm not sure I can handle it.
- What do you mean?

I don't know whose child it is

And I have to decide
whether or not to keep it.

It is your child, and that's it.
You've always wanted one.

We both grew up without a father.
You know what that feels like.

I haven't slept with anyone.

Excuse me?
- I still haven't slept with anyone.

Pia, I would admit you to
the hospital for a couple of weeks,

to do some tests.
- I'm pregnant, not crazy.

Try a little clearer thinking.

If you are pregnant, you've had sex.
Every child has got a father.

If you don't know or remember,
you could have some form of amnesia.

Brain damage or
posttraumatic stress disorder.

My only symptom is pregnancy.

Haven't there ever been any cases
during your practice,

which are unexplainable in
Western medical terms?

There are women, who have sex
every night with their dead husband

or dead husband's dead friend,

90-year old ladies, who are convinced
that they are expecting,

and pregnant women who claim
to be virgins, Virgin Marys.

But something like your case, no,
there really hasn't been any...

Are you going to tell me,
what this is all about?

I'm pregnant.

Pia, you can't have children.

What do you really want?

Yes indeed, very nice.
Whose scan is it?

Do you have a key to my apartment?
- What?

You bought the apartment for me.
Do you have a copy of the key?

Why would I have
a copy of your apartment key?

If I had it, I'd lock you up
and throw away the key.

You haven't been in my apartment
fucking me? - Are you crazy?

Don't shout, you're bothering people.
- I am bothering people?

I don't just march into
other people's homes at random.

Right, the milk money.

I felt very bad after our divorce,
and you know this.

I'm pregnant and
I don't know who the father is.

Have you been in my apartment
without my knowing it?

It was just a bad dream.

You don't know.

You need rest.

They told me I was pregnant.

Pia...
Pia!

Look at me.

Yes, dear?
- Why are you sad?

Don't be sad.
- It'll pass soon enough.

How do you eat bread like that?
- Don't you want some?

Empty your mouth.

Are you able to eat with this?
- I'm on a diet anyway.

Okay then, I have to pick up
Peetrike from kindergarten.

By the way, could Kaia
stay with you for good?

Jukka and I need more space.
- Why are you asking me?

As you're already here,
you can take her things.

I don't have a car, do I?

You've packed Kaia's things already?

The lower button opens the car.

I shouldn't lift heavy things,
I'm pregnant.

I'm not going to be a grandmother.

Ida!
- Pia...

Peetrike!

Who's this?
- This is my Teddy bear.

We're tired and going home.
I'll pick the things up tomorrow.

We're going home now.
Come here.

Thank you.

I missed you.

You had an eye infection.

You shouldn't have come back at all.

You recognised me by my eyes?
- Your eyes are an unusual color.

You remember me, Fire Lily?

Sorry, I have to go.

Listen to me, I saved you.
I was certain that it would work.

Pia, I know who...

Something pulled him onto the road.
It was not an accident.

You saw wrong.
- He was right in front of me.

Stop it, you can't.

He has followed me for weeks.
He even knew I was pregnant.

I would remember this person,
something at least. - Yes, sure.

Don't you want to come in?
I'll bring you something to put on.

Soon. We're talking here.
- Smells like cigarettes.

It's nothing, go.
We'll be there in a minute.

I'm scared of myself,
of this pregnancy.

I bring destruction wherever I go.

People around me just disappear.

What's happening to me?

Single?

No man.

Someone's coming to
make out with you.

Yes, now I feel this presence
during the day, too.

Are you feeling it now?

No. I can't explain it.

Has there been anything similar
in your experience?

Spirits make love to women here,
sometimes three or four at a time.

Could a spirit impregnate a woman?

Not in my experience.

But I've read about some incidents.

I feel like
he is protecting me.

He is very strong.

He doesn't show his face.

One man is dead, one is...
- One is...?

You wanted a child,
now you'll have one.

You got what you wanted.

I invited it into my life.
- Yes.

Who is it? This child?

Whoever it is...

I'll leave the two of you alone.

A miracle exists beyond human values.

It can't be earned.

Miracles don't happen to those
who are morally strong.

It's not an expression of justice
like we think about them

and it's not necessarily good.

A miracle is an unexpected
violation of the norm

and it can help people more
than any religious sermon could.

Hi.

How did you get in here?
- Kaia let me in.

You look so beautiful.

Where were you?

We opened the bar.
Now it's done.

My friends and I bought that van now.

So where are you going?
- Let's see. Wherever.

When? - Tomorrow.
We're already packed.

Come on, I'll show you.

Splendid.
- Isn't it?

When I come back,
I want to see your baby.

I hope it'll look like you.