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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:13,040 --> 00:00:15,640 Hey sweetheart. I'm in Sydney. 2 00:00:15,760 --> 00:00:17,520 - Are you serious? - Yeah. 3 00:00:17,600 --> 00:00:18,720 Yeah, I thought this, 4 00:00:18,840 --> 00:00:20,800 I thought this might actually be some good news. 5 00:00:24,400 --> 00:00:25,800 I owe you an explanation. 6 00:00:27,280 --> 00:00:27,920 Alison! 7 00:00:28,040 --> 00:00:28,680 [gasping] 8 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:31,200 Jesus! Get an ambulance! 9 00:00:31,320 --> 00:00:34,320 How dare you go around saying things about my son. 10 00:00:34,600 --> 00:00:36,440 Your whole family owes me. 11 00:00:36,520 --> 00:00:38,680 You fucking owe me. 12 00:00:39,240 --> 00:00:41,160 I know it wasn't my fault. 13 00:00:41,880 --> 00:00:43,480 I left that night. 14 00:00:47,360 --> 00:00:50,360 [Screaming] No! 15 00:00:50,560 --> 00:00:51,440 Fuck! 16 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:54,560 How did you want this to play out? 17 00:00:54,640 --> 00:00:56,440 I don't know. I didn't think, obviously 18 00:00:56,600 --> 00:00:58,920 What if this life had been us? 19 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:00,000 Who the fuck are you? 20 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:00,200 Who the fuck are you? 21 00:01:00,320 --> 00:01:01,840 Nothing happened. 22 00:01:01,880 --> 00:01:03,360 If you say so. 23 00:01:04,510 --> 00:01:06,960 [Alison] It was really good to see you again. 24 00:01:07,160 --> 00:01:09,560 I don't want to run from the past anymore Dan. 25 00:01:14,080 --> 00:01:19,000 ["I Fall Apart" by Rory Gallagher playing] 26 00:01:24,680 --> 00:01:29,320 ♪ Like a cat that's playing with a ball of twine ♪ 27 00:01:29,480 --> 00:01:31,400 ♪ That you call my heart ♪ 28 00:01:31,560 --> 00:01:37,600 ♪ Oh but baby, is it so hard to tell the two apart? ♪ 29 00:01:37,760 --> 00:01:44,800 ♪ And so slowly you unwind me until I fall apart ♪ 30 00:01:46,360 --> 00:01:49,400 [song starts playing through headphones] 31 00:01:49,560 --> 00:01:55,960 ♪ I'm only living for the hour that I see your face ♪ 32 00:01:56,040 --> 00:02:00,000 ♪ When that happens, I don't want to be no other place... ♪ 33 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:02,840 ♪ When that happens, I don't want to be no other place... ♪ 34 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:05,800 [sirens, dogs barking] 35 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:15,320 When will she be back? 36 00:02:17,320 --> 00:02:19,640 She's not coming back. 37 00:02:23,400 --> 00:02:25,520 She didn't say anything about leaving. 38 00:02:25,680 --> 00:02:28,200 She talked to you about it, right? 39 00:02:31,000 --> 00:02:32,760 She left me a note. 40 00:02:36,480 --> 00:02:38,840 None of this makes sense. 41 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:42,680 Did something happen? You don't... 42 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:46,320 You don't just up and leave home at 17, Peter. 43 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:50,040 Look... 44 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:54,600 Whenever she's settled I'm sure she'll be in touch. 45 00:02:55,280 --> 00:02:57,000 How are you so calm? 46 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:00,000 Because I can guarantee ya... 47 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:01,160 Because I can guarantee ya... 48 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:05,640 wherever she is now... 49 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:09,600 she's happier than she were here. 50 00:03:14,600 --> 00:03:17,600 [footsteps descending stairs] 51 00:03:18,640 --> 00:03:21,000 I bought her a birthday present. 52 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:24,640 Who are you? 53 00:03:24,720 --> 00:03:27,760 - He's just leaving. - I'm Alison's boyfriend. 54 00:03:28,640 --> 00:03:29,840 Yeah? 55 00:03:31,280 --> 00:03:33,160 So she left you and all. 56 00:03:34,760 --> 00:03:36,680 I wouldn't worry too much about it. 57 00:03:36,840 --> 00:03:39,920 She were probably shagging a few lads. 58 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:41,760 - Fucking bitch. - Stop it. 59 00:03:41,920 --> 00:03:44,000 Thought too much of herself. 60 00:03:44,080 --> 00:03:48,000 She'll see in the real world - she'll get her comeuppance. 61 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:50,160 Ungrateful cow. 62 00:03:51,160 --> 00:03:54,400 And this one - off to the army. 63 00:03:56,080 --> 00:03:58,840 You give them everything... 64 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:00,000 and they're happy to just leave you on your own. 65 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,840 and they're happy to just leave you on your own. 66 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:04,080 Selfish brats. 67 00:04:12,200 --> 00:04:15,240 [tense music] 68 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:45,720 [music playing] [people chattering] 69 00:05:19,560 --> 00:05:23,160 [Alison VO] Dear Daniel, you've probably already worked out 70 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:27,080 from the postmark - I'm in Ireland. 71 00:05:27,240 --> 00:05:28,520 It's really cool, hey? 72 00:05:28,680 --> 00:05:31,920 There's a great music scene. You'd love it. 73 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:34,600 I miss ya, and I'm so sorry I didn't come see you 74 00:05:34,760 --> 00:05:35,880 before I left. 75 00:05:36,880 --> 00:05:39,720 [chattering] 76 00:05:41,080 --> 00:05:42,920 [man] Hey Mark, it's fine. 77 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:44,480 [man whistling] 78 00:05:44,640 --> 00:05:46,200 Hey ah... 79 00:05:47,920 --> 00:05:48,880 Can I help you? 80 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:50,480 Yeah, just three pints, please. 81 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:53,080 And just join us for a drink, yeah? 82 00:05:53,240 --> 00:05:55,880 Got a smile for us, love? 83 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:58,000 Come on. Just a little. 84 00:05:58,080 --> 00:06:00,000 [men laughing] 85 00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:01,200 [man] Hey, give her a break. 86 00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:03,240 We're just messing around. 87 00:06:04,320 --> 00:06:07,840 - I'll get these, yeah? - Really, yeah? 88 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:09,120 Thanks. 89 00:06:12,720 --> 00:06:14,080 They're dickheads. 90 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:19,120 Can I buy you a drink to say sorry? 91 00:06:19,280 --> 00:06:22,640 No, thank you. I'm working. 92 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:26,640 That's not an Irish accent. Are you from England? 93 00:06:29,200 --> 00:06:31,000 I'm busy. 94 00:06:31,640 --> 00:06:33,360 No worries. 95 00:06:33,520 --> 00:06:36,040 I'm staying in some digs near here. 96 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:38,080 Might see you about. 97 00:06:39,960 --> 00:06:42,960 I'm Michael, by the way. 98 00:06:43,040 --> 00:06:45,200 Nice to meet you, Michael. 99 00:06:54,280 --> 00:06:56,400 I know he loves me. 100 00:06:56,560 --> 00:06:57,800 Um... 101 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:00,000 But sometimes it just feels... 102 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:02,560 But sometimes it just feels... 103 00:07:03,720 --> 00:07:05,520 suffocating. 104 00:07:06,840 --> 00:07:09,840 Um, he's used to being in control. 105 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:17,680 But that's your job, right? 106 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:20,360 To, to be in control. 107 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:23,920 But you can't, you can't control another person. 108 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:27,320 I mean he - you tracked my phone. 109 00:07:28,040 --> 00:07:29,440 You followed me. 110 00:07:29,600 --> 00:07:33,480 Can you explain your thinking behind that, Michael? 111 00:07:33,640 --> 00:07:34,920 Oh, look, I don't think it's that unusual 112 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:37,480 to have a family tracking plan on iPhones. 113 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:40,560 I know a lot of people who do that. 114 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:44,880 But you didn't tell Alison or Stella that you had that plan. 115 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:46,280 Hmm... 116 00:07:46,440 --> 00:07:50,440 You do accept that Alison is allowed her privacy? 117 00:07:53,320 --> 00:07:55,040 Of course I do. 118 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:59,600 [Michael] But, Alison is so... 119 00:08:03,480 --> 00:08:05,400 You're so in yourself, 120 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:09,000 that sometimes I just feel like I'm trying to find you. 121 00:08:09,920 --> 00:08:12,280 And if that's suffocating. 122 00:08:12,960 --> 00:08:15,360 Yeah, I'm sorry. 123 00:08:15,520 --> 00:08:19,680 Do you feel like you've shut yourself off to Michael, Alison? 124 00:08:23,000 --> 00:08:24,920 No. 125 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:27,440 Ah... 126 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:29,480 Maybe, I'm... 127 00:08:30,960 --> 00:08:33,760 Not consciously. 128 00:08:33,910 --> 00:08:39,480 But there's some stuff that he doesn't ask about. 129 00:08:39,640 --> 00:08:42,280 I mean, you've never even asked about my past. 130 00:08:42,440 --> 00:08:45,400 You don't want to talk about that. 131 00:08:45,560 --> 00:08:48,040 Why do you just accept that? 132 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:52,920 So I'm either suffocating you or I'm giving you too much space. 133 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:54,920 Like, which is it? 134 00:08:55,000 --> 00:09:00,000 There's work here, but there's also love. I can see that. 135 00:09:00,000 --> 00:09:00,880 There's work here, but there's also love. I can see that. 136 00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:10,920 - There we go. - No! 137 00:09:14,000 --> 00:09:15,520 How's Alex getting on? 138 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:20,160 Oh, he's, he's good. He is planning to go to the Highlands 139 00:09:20,320 --> 00:09:22,640 with his mate for half term, yeah. 140 00:09:22,800 --> 00:09:25,720 I do not know how much studying he is doing. 141 00:09:25,880 --> 00:09:27,560 That sounds familiar, don't it? 142 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:29,720 But he is happy. 143 00:09:30,960 --> 00:09:32,960 Marian were in bits when Dan moved out. 144 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:34,960 - I was not. - Yes, you were. 145 00:09:35,040 --> 00:09:37,320 Not as bad as you stuck in that shed all day with your pigeons. 146 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:40,560 - That's not true. - He cried, you know. 147 00:09:40,720 --> 00:09:41,720 [Marian] You did. 148 00:09:41,840 --> 00:09:45,320 Right, well I'll go, go check the oven. 149 00:09:45,480 --> 00:09:47,400 - Modern man, hey? - Aye. 150 00:09:47,560 --> 00:09:50,000 Got to go myself. Have a waz. 151 00:09:50,160 --> 00:09:52,200 - Bill! - See you later, ooh... 152 00:09:52,360 --> 00:09:55,000 - Watch it. - Mind your hip. 153 00:10:00,480 --> 00:10:04,600 [tense music rising] 154 00:10:10,160 --> 00:10:13,280 [ragged breathing] 155 00:10:18,680 --> 00:10:21,320 [gentle music] 156 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:27,760 We weren't expecting you back from America so soon. 157 00:10:27,920 --> 00:10:29,280 Weren't you meant to be there for a few weeks. 158 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:31,240 Yeah, even longer. 159 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:34,680 I just had to come back and sort some stuff out. 160 00:10:37,320 --> 00:10:39,320 Is everything okay? 161 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:45,920 No, not really. 162 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:48,000 Oh, I see. 163 00:10:52,120 --> 00:10:55,920 You must have had that, with Bill, right? 164 00:10:56,000 --> 00:11:00,000 Weren't there moments where you were ready to just give up? 165 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:03,600 I don't understand. 166 00:11:03,760 --> 00:11:08,760 I get that two people don't change at the same time, but... 167 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:10,400 What if you haven't changed? 168 00:11:10,560 --> 00:11:15,320 What if you're just not on the same page anymore? 169 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:21,960 I'm lost, love. 170 00:11:22,040 --> 00:11:24,920 It's okay. It doesn't matter. 171 00:11:28,840 --> 00:11:30,320 Love... 172 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:34,320 Marriages are hard, aren't they? 173 00:11:34,480 --> 00:11:37,760 Times I'd happily strangle Bill, but... 174 00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:41,600 Well, all that matters is... 175 00:11:41,760 --> 00:11:43,720 that you're honest with one another and, 176 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:47,400 I'm sure everything will be fine, love. 177 00:12:11,160 --> 00:12:14,120 [door opening and closing] 178 00:12:16,520 --> 00:12:20,080 - Bye, Mum. - Ta, love, bye. 179 00:12:29,280 --> 00:12:33,800 ["Background Check" by Display Homes playing] 180 00:12:35,720 --> 00:12:37,680 ♪ It pops out ♪ 181 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:41,720 ♪ Pops back down and won't take my look ♪ 182 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:43,000 [music stops] 183 00:12:43,080 --> 00:12:44,680 - [Alison] Hey. - Hey. 184 00:12:44,840 --> 00:12:47,080 Just checking in. 185 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:50,280 How's counselling? 186 00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:54,920 How did you know we're at the counsellor's? 187 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:56,320 I'm not a complete moron. 188 00:12:56,480 --> 00:12:58,640 Well, you're not a moron at all. 189 00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:00,000 [Alison sighing] 190 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:00,320 [Alison sighing] 191 00:13:01,720 --> 00:13:03,160 You know, sometimes, 192 00:13:03,320 --> 00:13:07,000 sometimes you just need some help with your problems. 193 00:13:07,120 --> 00:13:08,800 That's all. 194 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:11,920 Dad and I love you very much. You know that, don't you? 195 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:17,200 This has got nothing to do with you or Thea. 196 00:13:18,480 --> 00:13:23,000 But all this kicked off when all that stuff happened. 197 00:13:23,080 --> 00:13:25,960 No it didn't, darling. I promise. 198 00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:28,240 This is our own stuff. 199 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:42,400 Are we going to keep doing this? 200 00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:45,360 Avoiding each other? 201 00:13:53,720 --> 00:13:57,920 I think I'm just afraid of what's going to come out 202 00:13:58,000 --> 00:13:59,920 when we start talking. 203 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:11,920 She um, lives in Sydney. 204 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:16,920 This author that you pretended you didn't know. 205 00:14:20,480 --> 00:14:24,280 There were no direct flights to New Zealand, Kat. 206 00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:28,480 There is so little we have in common anymore, Dan, 207 00:14:28,640 --> 00:14:32,400 but the inability to lie well is still true for the both of us. 208 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:36,520 Did you go there to see her? 209 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:45,320 Look, it were a stop over on my route to see Jack Leonard. 210 00:14:46,800 --> 00:14:52,680 And yes, I did see her when I were in Sydney. 211 00:14:54,400 --> 00:14:57,080 Look, it's not like you think. 212 00:14:57,240 --> 00:15:00,000 Right, when we were kids, we were together and, 213 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:00,240 Right, when we were kids, we were together and, 214 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:01,800 and she left Sheffield suddenly, 215 00:15:01,960 --> 00:15:05,760 and, and I just wanted to know why. That were it. 216 00:15:05,920 --> 00:15:09,040 Why didn't you tell me that? 217 00:15:09,200 --> 00:15:12,400 - You could have. - I don't know. I don't know. 218 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:13,760 I don't know. You're right, 219 00:15:13,920 --> 00:15:16,640 I should have been straight with you from the start. 220 00:15:16,800 --> 00:15:18,080 I should have been, but you know, 221 00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:19,480 we've been going through this weird space 222 00:15:19,560 --> 00:15:21,920 and I just felt like this was my thing. 223 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:24,000 I needed some answers. 224 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:27,280 Honestly Kat, it were no more than that. 225 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:32,320 We've been together for decades, 226 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:35,240 and you've never even mentioned her. 227 00:15:36,880 --> 00:15:38,200 Why not? 228 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:51,880 I'm sorry, Kat. 229 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:56,000 I'll make it better. 230 00:15:58,520 --> 00:16:00,000 Look, I'm sorry, but you are so fucking boring at the moment. 231 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:01,480 Look, I'm sorry, but you are so fucking boring at the moment. 232 00:16:01,640 --> 00:16:04,240 Come on, one party! I need a wingman. 233 00:16:04,400 --> 00:16:06,080 - You don't need a wingman. - Yeah, right. 234 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:08,000 There's that bird from that convent school. 235 00:16:08,120 --> 00:16:09,680 Roz something, I don't know. 236 00:16:09,840 --> 00:16:11,920 I want her to think I'm nice and respectable. 237 00:16:12,000 --> 00:16:13,240 I'm definitely not open with that. 238 00:16:13,320 --> 00:16:15,640 See! Dull. 239 00:16:15,800 --> 00:16:17,200 Come on! 240 00:16:18,320 --> 00:16:20,880 Here, isn't that Peter? 241 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:22,400 Peter! 242 00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:26,520 I didn't know you were back. 243 00:16:26,680 --> 00:16:28,240 Has there been any word from Al? 244 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:29,800 - Is she okay? - Look mate, I have to get on. 245 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:31,720 [Duncan] He's not stopped pining for her, the idiot. 246 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:33,840 For fuck's sake! What's fucking wrong with your family? 247 00:16:33,920 --> 00:16:37,560 Hey, why won't you tell me where she is? 248 00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:39,520 My mum's died. 249 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,080 [whispering] Jesus... 250 00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:47,000 I'm sorry. 251 00:16:50,800 --> 00:16:52,840 Just leave it, come on. 252 00:16:56,320 --> 00:16:58,160 [phone ringing] 253 00:16:58,320 --> 00:17:00,000 Okay, just let me get her for you. 254 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:00,640 Okay, just let me get her for you. 255 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:08,640 [man] There's someone on the phone for you. 256 00:17:12,160 --> 00:17:13,480 Hello? 257 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:16,240 - [Peter on phone] Hi, Al. - Peter! 258 00:17:17,480 --> 00:17:21,640 Listen, I've got bad news. 259 00:17:21,800 --> 00:17:23,590 [Alison] What's wrong? 260 00:17:23,760 --> 00:17:25,360 It's, it's Mum. 261 00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:28,880 [Peter] She, ah... 262 00:17:29,720 --> 00:17:31,480 She died. 263 00:17:34,440 --> 00:17:36,760 She fell down the stairs. 264 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:43,640 When, when's the funeral? 265 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:51,360 Tuesday. 266 00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:56,000 So I'm going to wire you the money for your flights. 267 00:17:56,160 --> 00:17:58,920 Or if you don't think you can do it alone, 268 00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:00,000 I'll come over and get ya. 269 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:03,000 I'll come over and get ya. 270 00:18:03,080 --> 00:18:07,320 Why is it so soon? Can't we wait a week? 271 00:18:08,520 --> 00:18:11,080 She was seeing that prick Baxter again. 272 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:14,800 He was with her when she died. 273 00:18:14,960 --> 00:18:17,560 He'd already been on to the funeral directors. 274 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:24,280 The bastard didn't tell me for two full days she were dead. 275 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:29,520 And he's going around now acting like a chief mourner. 276 00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:31,800 [sniffling] 277 00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:35,800 I can't... 278 00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:39,240 I can't come home. Peter, I can't come home. 279 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:41,200 What you talking about? 280 00:18:41,360 --> 00:18:43,040 I'll pay, Ali, you don't have to worry about... 281 00:18:43,120 --> 00:18:44,960 - [Alison] I'm not coming back. - What! 282 00:18:45,040 --> 00:18:48,080 Look, I know you're upset. I understand. 283 00:18:48,240 --> 00:18:49,320 But she was our mum. 284 00:18:49,480 --> 00:18:52,080 Alison, you have to do this. 285 00:18:52,240 --> 00:18:56,360 Even if you're angry with her, yeah? 286 00:18:57,000 --> 00:18:58,480 Trust me. 287 00:18:59,360 --> 00:19:00,000 You'll regret it 288 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:02,040 You'll regret it 289 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,400 She was on the fucking stairs while she was drunk. 290 00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:07,000 I'm not going to a funeral. 291 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:09,720 [phone clanging] 292 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:13,480 [Alison crying] 293 00:19:26,440 --> 00:19:28,920 [Cass] You're positive? Like a hundred percent? 294 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:30,720 You were so reluctant before, what happened? 295 00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:36,080 Yeah, I just, I just made up my mind. 296 00:19:36,240 --> 00:19:38,280 Babe, I could kiss you. This is great news. 297 00:19:38,440 --> 00:19:40,000 I'm going to get onto the PR company - 298 00:19:40,080 --> 00:19:41,640 confirm all the interviews, 299 00:19:41,800 --> 00:19:43,840 and we're going to sort you out some lovely hotels. 300 00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:45,800 Okay. 301 00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:51,000 And will it just be you or you coming with Michael? 302 00:19:54,520 --> 00:19:56,720 Can I get back to you on that? 303 00:19:57,040 --> 00:19:58,040 Sure. 304 00:19:58,120 --> 00:19:59,640 [mobile phone chiming] 305 00:19:59,800 --> 00:20:00,000 Hm, speak of the devil. 306 00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:01,520 Hm, speak of the devil. 307 00:20:02,440 --> 00:20:04,600 - Michael. - [Cass laughing] 308 00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:19,800 Michael, I said I wanted to talk about something important. 309 00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:24,560 I know, I know. I just wanted to do something nice for you. 310 00:20:24,720 --> 00:20:27,880 It's still allowed, isn't it? Some bubbles. 311 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:29,600 You may recognise this. 312 00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:33,200 - Tasmania. - Yeah, Tasmania, your favourite. 313 00:20:33,360 --> 00:20:35,800 - [cork popping] - Oh... 314 00:20:35,960 --> 00:20:37,400 - Great. - Here you go. 315 00:20:37,560 --> 00:20:39,520 Ladies first. 316 00:20:40,560 --> 00:20:42,080 A nice big pour. 317 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:44,920 [Alison] Thanks. 318 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:49,160 Okay, and uno mas. 319 00:20:49,880 --> 00:20:51,560 There we go. 320 00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:55,440 - Cheers my love. - Cheers. 321 00:20:55,600 --> 00:20:59,280 Mm, please, please. Sit, sit, sit. 322 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:06,360 We need a bit more of this, huh? Being a couple. 323 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:08,400 Hmm. 324 00:21:09,320 --> 00:21:11,080 I love you. 325 00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:15,000 I know. 326 00:21:18,840 --> 00:21:22,680 So you told Cass that you're doing the tour? 327 00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:24,920 Yes, I did. 328 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:27,160 I was thinking... 329 00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:30,680 I am due a lot of leave. 330 00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:33,920 What if I came with you? 331 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:37,040 That's what I wanted to talk about. 332 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:41,280 Oh really? You thought that too? 333 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,920 No... 334 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:50,200 Actually I thought it might be a good idea for us 335 00:21:50,360 --> 00:21:52,440 to have some time apart. 336 00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:58,440 Alison... 337 00:22:00,160 --> 00:22:02,800 I want to do this on my own, Michael. 338 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:08,920 What about Thea, and Stella? 339 00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:11,120 With everything she's been through. 340 00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:13,800 Oh, Stella's stronger than you think. 341 00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:27,160 It really doesn't matter how hard I try, does it? 342 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:32,480 You've changed? 343 00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:37,560 Yes... 344 00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:40,520 I have. 345 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:49,800 [Katja] Hmm, yes, I know... 346 00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:55,680 Steven, you have to stop ringing me, I have to go. 347 00:22:57,240 --> 00:22:58,240 Who was that? 348 00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:00,000 Ah, a telemarketer. Did you get the steaks? 349 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:01,280 Ah, a telemarketer. Did you get the steaks? 350 00:23:01,440 --> 00:23:06,520 I did. I did. Also got us a lovely bottle of red. 351 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:09,000 So I thought we could, you know, put these on 352 00:23:09,120 --> 00:23:11,280 and try and have a nice night in. 353 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:18,120 That is, nice. 354 00:23:23,400 --> 00:23:28,000 ["I Love You" by The Brian Jonestown Massacre playing] 355 00:23:30,040 --> 00:23:32,520 [mobile phone buzzing] 356 00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:36,360 Kat, your phone! 357 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:42,520 [phone buzzing again] 358 00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:35,400 Is there something you need to tell me. 359 00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:48,600 [Marian] You sure you don't want something to eat? 360 00:24:48,680 --> 00:24:51,320 No, no. I'm fine. I'm alright. 361 00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:53,400 Well you can stay here as long as you like, son. 362 00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:54,880 You know that. 363 00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:57,520 But you are going to have to sort it out eventually. 364 00:24:57,680 --> 00:25:00,000 Yeah, yeah, I will, but not now. 365 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,400 Yeah, yeah, I will, but not now. 366 00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:09,920 Mum, did I ever get any letters? 367 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:11,080 What? 368 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:15,120 It was just, Alison said that she sent me letters. 369 00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:18,000 Did they come here when I went up to uni? 370 00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:22,520 Did you put them up for me or something? 371 00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:27,800 Mum? 372 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:31,600 Oh, it was so long ago now, all of that. 373 00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,160 Mum? What did you do? 374 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:45,640 You're my son. 375 00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:49,720 Wouldn't you do aught to protect your Alex? 376 00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:55,320 No. Tell me that you didn't do that. 377 00:25:56,840 --> 00:25:58,920 I'm sorry, Dan. 378 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:00,000 I did what I thought were best. 379 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:00,880 I did what I thought were best. 380 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,920 She had a hold on you that girl and well, she broke your heart. 381 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:05,680 I knew she would. 382 00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:07,480 I were right. 383 00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:10,240 It were better she was just, gone. 384 00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:12,400 No, no, no. You, you had no right. 385 00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:15,640 Do you understand me? You had no right to do that. 386 00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:18,120 You couldn't even begin to imagine what she'd gone through. 387 00:26:18,280 --> 00:26:19,800 [Marian] I realise that now. 388 00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:25,400 Maybe even realised it at the time, but... 389 00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:31,000 I was scared of losing you. 390 00:26:31,120 --> 00:26:34,120 Well, where are they? Did you keep them? 391 00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:36,720 [Dan whispering] Oh, Mum. 392 00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:38,760 [sighing] 393 00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:41,480 It would've made everything different in my life - 394 00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:43,160 my whole life. 395 00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:45,920 You were only kids. I didn't think... 396 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:47,520 Yeah, you didn't think, did ya? 397 00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:48,680 - Dan! - No! 398 00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:52,200 You didn't think! My whole life, Mum. 399 00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:54,840 Oh Dan, I'm sorry. 400 00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:56,800 Don't go. 401 00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:08,280 [sobbing] 402 00:27:10,640 --> 00:27:13,720 [mournful music] 403 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:17,600 [people chattering] 404 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:40,800 [Peter] Yeah, thanks. 405 00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:10,000 She didn't come then? 406 00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:13,640 No... 407 00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,200 She didn't. 408 00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:26,160 I suppose it's a bit of a way for her. 409 00:28:34,360 --> 00:28:36,600 Where is she, Peter? 410 00:28:39,840 --> 00:28:41,200 Ireland. 411 00:28:42,640 --> 00:28:44,800 She's working in a bar in Dublin. 412 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:49,720 - Ireland? - Yeah. 413 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:58,440 Alright, I have to get on, mate. 414 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:09,440 I have my savings and I'm selling all my records. 415 00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:10,880 You've been working for a long time 416 00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:12,040 on that American trip, son. 417 00:29:12,160 --> 00:29:14,920 But I'm worried I'll run out. The flights are expensive 418 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:16,080 and even if I stay in a hostel... 419 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:19,120 I'll lend you a few bob, you won't be short. 420 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:22,000 - You will? - Yeah. 421 00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:25,440 You believe she's worth it and so do I. 422 00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:28,160 Your mum will have to wait for a microwave, mind. 423 00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:29,760 Hey, hey, hey. 424 00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:33,000 - Cheers, Dad. - It's alright. 425 00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:35,760 - Appreciate it. - Go get her. 426 00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:45,680 Have you heard from your brother? 427 00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:47,200 - Yeah. - Hmm? 428 00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:49,480 He wants me to go home. 429 00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:52,320 Well, it's your choice, Alison. 430 00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:55,920 Now, I'm sure Peter loves you, but you said it yourself. 431 00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,040 He's got to live his life. 432 00:29:58,200 --> 00:29:59,520 Because if you do go back there, 433 00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:00,000 he's going to feel like he needs to look after you, isn't he? 434 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,880 he's going to feel like he needs to look after you, isn't he? 435 00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:06,440 How's he going to do that when he's in the army? 436 00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:10,200 I don't know. 437 00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:13,200 Like we always looked out for each other, 438 00:30:13,360 --> 00:30:17,680 but now, I mean, it's not like this is my long term plan. 439 00:30:17,840 --> 00:30:21,520 I love it, but I don't even know anybody here. 440 00:30:21,680 --> 00:30:22,680 You're the first friend I've made, 441 00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:23,760 and you're going back to Australia. 442 00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:26,040 Yeah, the greatest country on Earth. 443 00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,520 [laughing] 444 00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:34,000 You're beautiful when you do that. 445 00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:40,000 You should smile just like that on our wedding day. 446 00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:44,920 You barely know me. 447 00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:47,920 I know you. You're just like me. 448 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:52,360 You travelled over here on your own, looking to see the world. 449 00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:54,720 You're fun, Alison Connor. 450 00:30:54,880 --> 00:30:57,440 ["Live It Up" by Mental As Anything playing] 451 00:30:57,600 --> 00:31:00,000 [Michael singing] ♪ Hey there you with the sad face ♪ 452 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:00,880 [Michael singing] ♪ Hey there you with the sad face ♪ 453 00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:04,720 ♪ Come up to my place and live it up ♪ 454 00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:05,880 [both laughing] 455 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,120 Jesus Christ. 456 00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:12,480 I've been thinking. Hear me out. 457 00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:15,280 My parents are really well connected. 458 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:19,120 My dad's got me this internship at this hospital in Sydney. 459 00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:21,280 Well, I reckon he could get you something, 460 00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:23,640 and you would love Australia. 461 00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:26,840 I'd look after you there like it is pretty far from Sheffield. 462 00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:28,880 But it'd be a great adventure. 463 00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:33,480 I don't know. It feels huge. 464 00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:35,440 Yeah, and what about, who's that woman you've been writing to? 465 00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:37,800 - Is it, is it like Sheila? - Yeah. 466 00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:39,840 [Michael] Well, wouldn't it be good to see her? 467 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:44,880 ♪ Hey there you with the sad face ♪ 468 00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:48,840 ♪ Come up to my place and live it up ♪ 469 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,160 ♪ You beside the dance floor ♪ 470 00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:53,760 ♪ What do you cry for... ♪ 471 00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:58,000 [sad music rising] 472 00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:14,200 [breathing deeply] 473 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:39,240 [sad music continues] 474 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:57,000 [Sheila on phone] Of course. I'm delighted to hear from you. 475 00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:58,440 And you're in Ireland? 476 00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:00,000 You don't hang about do you, hey? Travelling already! 477 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,440 You don't hang about do you, hey? Travelling already! 478 00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:06,160 Yeah, I guess I got the bug. That's why I'm ringing, really. 479 00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:09,040 I've, I've, well, I've met somebody, 480 00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,840 and he's Australian and he's suggested... 481 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:16,400 [Sheila] No! Are you coming out here? 482 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:18,440 - Would that be weird? - Weird! 483 00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:22,280 Look, I'm getting a spare room ready as we speak. 484 00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:32,000 [Katja] It was just one night, I was drunk, 485 00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:34,080 and really upset about us. 486 00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:35,840 And this work colleague of yours, 487 00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:38,400 he offered you his penis to cry on, did he? 488 00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:39,920 It's not quite the same, is it? 489 00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,560 - No, it's not the same, Kat. - I made a mistake! 490 00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:44,720 - You slept with somebody... - I didn't fly halfway around 491 00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:46,840 the world to meet an ex that you've never told me about. 492 00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:49,080 A woman that you've seemingly not been able to get over 493 00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:51,680 for the past 20 odd fucking years. 494 00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:56,920 Well... 495 00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:58,960 Look, I'm, I'm sorry. 496 00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:00,000 [Katja] I think we just need to face up to it. 497 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:01,240 [Katja] I think we just need to face up to it. 498 00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:05,800 We've grown apart, Dan. 499 00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:07,480 I don't know, I guess when Alex was there, 500 00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:10,080 he was something that we were both focusing on. 501 00:34:10,240 --> 00:34:12,720 But now, who are we? 502 00:34:12,880 --> 00:34:15,280 I mean, when was the last time we even had sex? 503 00:34:15,440 --> 00:34:18,360 I don't mean, plain, vanilla, lights off sex. 504 00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:21,400 I mean actual proper fucking! 505 00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:22,920 And that's why you went with him, was it? 506 00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:24,920 Proper lusty fucking sex? 507 00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:26,670 [Dan] Jesus Christ! 508 00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:38,000 Come on... 509 00:34:38,150 --> 00:34:42,880 I'm sorry, right? I don't want us to be like this. Okay? 510 00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:49,670 I know you, Dan. 511 00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:53,800 I'm not letting you use this as your get-out clause. 512 00:34:55,190 --> 00:34:57,920 You're not as angry as you're acting. 513 00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:00,000 Your head is somewhere else. 514 00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:05,200 It's on her. 515 00:35:07,640 --> 00:35:11,640 Look, it doesn't matter who's done what, who's right or wrong. 516 00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:16,320 I wanted something different, too. 517 00:35:16,480 --> 00:35:20,080 That's why I suggested the States. That's why I... 518 00:35:22,720 --> 00:35:24,600 did what I did. 519 00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:28,040 If, if we'd been happy, 520 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:31,200 it would never even have entered my mind. 521 00:35:31,360 --> 00:35:34,480 But it meant something to you when you went to Australia. 522 00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:38,320 And that's just facts. 523 00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:48,000 So what are you saying? 524 00:35:48,160 --> 00:35:50,280 I think you know what I'm saying? 525 00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:57,600 I love you, Dan. 526 00:35:59,240 --> 00:36:00,000 I know you love me too, but... 527 00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:01,160 I know you love me too, but... 528 00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:06,280 we're not in love anymore. 529 00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:14,560 I'm not saying it doesn't hurt, 530 00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:18,240 but we don't have to settle for this. 531 00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:22,400 Yeah, it's just... 532 00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:24,680 I think I'm just, you know, 533 00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:27,160 I just don't want to lose you Kat, you know, 534 00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:28,400 and I don't want to lose Alex, 535 00:36:28,480 --> 00:36:31,080 and you know, I don't want to lose my life. 536 00:36:31,240 --> 00:36:34,000 [Katja] No, you're not going to lose your life, Dan. 537 00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:36,000 [crying] Sorry. 538 00:36:40,560 --> 00:36:42,280 We're family. 539 00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:45,680 - Alright? - Yeah. 540 00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:47,280 Yeah. 541 00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:54,240 We always agreed we would be on the same team. 542 00:36:54,400 --> 00:36:58,080 We'd make plans together, you know, decide things together. 543 00:36:58,240 --> 00:37:00,000 You agreed. You made the decisions. 544 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,080 You agreed. You made the decisions. 545 00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:04,200 You just let me think I was making them too. 546 00:37:05,240 --> 00:37:07,040 Excuse me. 547 00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:10,960 It's about control. I see that now. 548 00:37:11,040 --> 00:37:13,200 [Michael] What are you talking about? 549 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:16,240 Michael has a way of doing things where he talks to you 550 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:18,160 as though you're already on the same page. 551 00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,040 Like recently I said I had to talk to him 552 00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:21,440 about something important 553 00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:25,760 and he ambushed me with champagne and crudite. 554 00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:27,000 So I'd be on the back foot. 555 00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:29,240 Sorry, I forgot my wife doesn't like romance. 556 00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:31,880 He's a wing clipper. He shuts me down. 557 00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:33,920 Are you kidding me? I practically had to beg you 558 00:37:34,000 --> 00:37:36,920 to come here for a second session so that we could talk. 559 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:39,000 If anything, you're shutting me down. 560 00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:41,920 Michael doesn't make me do anything. 561 00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:45,920 And yet I always seem to end up doing exactly as he pleases. 562 00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:47,280 Like with Sheffield for instance, 563 00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:48,760 I should have gone back to resolve things, 564 00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:50,760 but he was too afraid that he'd lose me. 565 00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:53,400 How do you come out with the stupidest thing sometimes. 566 00:37:53,560 --> 00:37:55,280 Maybe we need to take a short break. 567 00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:58,760 I'm sorry. This was his idea. 568 00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:00,000 I should have been honest from the start. 569 00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:01,360 I should have been honest from the start. 570 00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:10,960 I need a break from this marriage. 571 00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:12,680 I'm done. 572 00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:14,760 Why don't you just be honest with us, Alison. 573 00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:19,760 This isn't about me. It's the old boyfriend. 574 00:38:19,920 --> 00:38:23,720 The one you fucked, the last time you abandoned your family. 575 00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:28,080 Fuck off, Michael. 576 00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:39,560 [pensive music rising] 577 00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:04,880 [Alison] Hi, Peter. 578 00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:09,440 Yeah, sis, come here. 579 00:39:09,600 --> 00:39:12,560 [both crying and exclaiming] 580 00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:19,920 Oh, let me look at you. 581 00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:32,240 I bet you miss home comforts, like they say. 582 00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:37,280 Ah, Sheila's always getting stuff sent over. Thank you. 583 00:39:37,440 --> 00:39:40,200 She loves serving me heart attacks on a plate. 584 00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:43,240 Of course, Sheila. How is she? 585 00:39:43,400 --> 00:39:49,000 She's... well she's good. She's kooky as anything. 586 00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:51,520 She was asking after you, actually. 587 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:55,960 I can't believe you're here. 588 00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:58,000 Three whole weeks. 589 00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:00,000 Well, some of it in London. 590 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:00,320 Well, some of it in London. 591 00:40:00,480 --> 00:40:02,520 Oh well, we'll come down and see you if you like. 592 00:40:02,680 --> 00:40:04,800 - Won't we, Peter? - I'd love that. 593 00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:06,800 Yeah. 594 00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:09,720 Are you two okay if I nip out to work? 595 00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:10,920 - Oh yeah. - Yeah. 596 00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:12,880 - We'll be fine, won't we love? - Yeah, of course. 597 00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:15,760 - Lovely to meet you, Alison. - Oh, you too. 598 00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,240 [John] Peter's always talking about you. 599 00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:20,640 I feel like I know you already. 600 00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:23,720 I can see how happy you both are, 601 00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:26,040 and I really hope that I get to know you more. 602 00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:28,200 Yeah, of course. 603 00:40:29,200 --> 00:40:31,080 - See you later. - Yeah. 604 00:40:31,240 --> 00:40:33,640 - Take care. - Yeah, you too. 605 00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:42,120 Peter, he's lovely. 606 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,200 Aye, he's the best. 607 00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:53,000 I can't believe Thea is in uni now. 608 00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:54,520 Ah, yes. 609 00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:57,840 And Stella's almost ready to leave the nest. 610 00:40:58,000 --> 00:40:59,280 Mm. 611 00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:03,400 You did well with them girls. 612 00:41:06,200 --> 00:41:09,040 Thank you. 613 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:12,920 Well Thea, she's, she's never been any trouble, 614 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:15,480 but Stella, she's um... 615 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:19,520 Well Stella's Stella. She's not without her problems. 616 00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:23,720 We all have them. 617 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:30,600 Peter! 618 00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:33,000 - I'm sorry. 619 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:36,160 My God, what do you have to be sorry for? 620 00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:38,080 [sobbing] 621 00:41:38,240 --> 00:41:40,120 I should have made more of an effort. 622 00:41:40,280 --> 00:41:42,680 No, I wish... 623 00:41:42,840 --> 00:41:46,200 I wish I had made you feel more welcome to come and visit. 624 00:41:46,360 --> 00:41:50,640 I wish I'd, I dealt with things differently back then. 625 00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:54,000 You're here now, Al, and that's all that matters. 626 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:00,000 What happened? 627 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:00,920 What happened? 628 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:05,400 To bring this all on now? 629 00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:11,000 [sharp exhale] 630 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:13,720 I don't know. 631 00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:16,600 It's um... 632 00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:18,920 It's been building. 633 00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:22,040 There's tension between Michael and I. 634 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:29,080 And then, well I had a... 635 00:42:29,240 --> 00:42:31,560 I had a blast from the past, 636 00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:33,400 and... 637 00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:36,360 and it shook me. 638 00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:39,080 What was the blast from the past? 639 00:42:40,560 --> 00:42:43,320 Oh just, just somebody I used to know. 640 00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:49,760 Wouldn't be called Daniel, would he? 641 00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:53,560 What makes you say that? 642 00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:59,600 It took him a long time to get over you. 643 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:07,040 And I figured, he went looking for you that first time, 644 00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:10,200 he'd try again. 645 00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:12,600 What do you mean the first time? 646 00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:18,920 He was broken-hearted. 647 00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:21,120 Then I told him where you'd gone. 648 00:43:22,960 --> 00:43:27,000 The next thing I heard, he'd booked a ticket to Dublin and... 649 00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:28,240 He was there for a few days. 650 00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:31,120 He come back without you, and... 651 00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:35,000 And you never mentioned it, so... 652 00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:37,920 I don't know. I just... 653 00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:46,080 I wondered if he ever really got over ya. 654 00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:48,400 He followed me? 655 00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:53,920 He never even replied to the letters. He... 656 00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:56,600 He never said anything. 657 00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,000 He was a good lad. 658 00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:00,600 He was a good lad. 659 00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:05,920 It's rare to love somebody that much so young. 660 00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:17,840 Do you mind if I pop out for a little bit? 661 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:19,840 - Not at all. - I'll be back. 662 00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:21,760 I'll still be here. 663 00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:30,480 [Bill singing] ♪ Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me ♪ 664 00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:37,480 ♪ Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee ♪ 665 00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:41,280 If misery walked. 666 00:44:43,720 --> 00:44:45,920 [sighing] Just give us a break, Dad. 667 00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:48,000 Your marriage is over. Cry me a river. 668 00:44:48,080 --> 00:44:49,240 [Dan] Cry you a river!? 669 00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:51,040 What? You been taking counselling lessons, 670 00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:52,120 or something? 671 00:44:52,200 --> 00:44:53,960 It's been coming, son. That's all I'm saying. 672 00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:56,120 It's no surprise, is it? 673 00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:00,000 I love your Katja, don't get me wrong. 674 00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:01,400 I love your Katja, don't get me wrong. 675 00:45:01,560 --> 00:45:03,920 But she were never really the one. 676 00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:05,040 Bloody hell! 677 00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:08,000 It's like everybody knows more about me life than I do. 678 00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:15,640 - Dad, can I ask you something? - Hmm? 679 00:45:17,040 --> 00:45:23,600 Did you know about the letters that Alison wrote back then? 680 00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:26,400 Mum chucked them in the bin before I could see 'em. 681 00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:32,000 No, I did not. 682 00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:38,600 Your mum's a wonder, son. 683 00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:42,160 But she is prone to acting before she thinks. 684 00:45:44,040 --> 00:45:45,920 What can I say? 685 00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:48,960 She didn't know I offered you a loan to go to Ireland. 686 00:45:49,040 --> 00:45:51,760 It's a long time ago. Put it behind you. 687 00:45:56,240 --> 00:45:59,160 Seems like there's some things you can't move on from. 688 00:46:02,240 --> 00:46:05,000 You know what my biggest regret is? 689 00:46:08,080 --> 00:46:10,600 I just didn't fight for her. 690 00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:17,600 - Alison, I mean. - Yeah. 691 00:46:17,760 --> 00:46:23,840 Oh, she had such a hard life and nobody fought for her. 692 00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:28,520 You're looking down the barrel of a divorce 693 00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:31,640 and still thinking about your first love. 694 00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:34,160 That should be telling you something. 695 00:46:35,480 --> 00:46:38,160 Well, she's married now, isn't she? 696 00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:41,520 - Happily? - Ha... 697 00:46:41,680 --> 00:46:44,360 Well to be honest, he were a right twat. 698 00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:48,480 Anyway, it's too soon for all that. 699 00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:51,000 - I need time to, you know... - Be miserable? 700 00:46:51,080 --> 00:46:54,320 Yes, Dad, be miserable. Thank you. 701 00:46:57,520 --> 00:47:00,000 - Anyway, how drunk are you? - Not drunk enough. 702 00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:01,360 - Anyway, how drunk are you? - Not drunk enough. 703 00:47:01,520 --> 00:47:04,040 Come on, let's go to pub. 704 00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:06,120 You can pine for the love of your life 705 00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:09,040 with a proper pint in front of you. 706 00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:19,040 [gentle music] 707 00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:43,040 Sorry, Mum. 708 00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:49,880 [plaintive music] 709 00:48:06,960 --> 00:48:09,320 [sirens] 710 00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:28,000 [gentle music] 711 00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:47,760 [knocking] 712 00:48:56,880 --> 00:48:59,000 Hello, Mrs. O'Toole. 713 00:49:00,240 --> 00:49:02,120 Alison. 714 00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:09,040 Um, well you must come in. 715 00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:12,760 Thank you. Thank you. 716 00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:23,520 - Is tea okay, Alison? - Yeah, thanks. 717 00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:28,920 You've changed your hair. 718 00:49:29,000 --> 00:49:30,160 Obviously the sun suits you. 719 00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:32,880 Well, took me a few years to adjust. 720 00:49:34,480 --> 00:49:37,400 You sound like one of them and all, don't ya? 721 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:39,720 Shall I pour for you? 722 00:49:39,880 --> 00:49:41,560 Oh yeah. Thanks. 723 00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:51,720 So, um, you just back to promote your book? 724 00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:52,920 Yes. 725 00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:54,960 - Milk? - Please. 726 00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:56,720 Tell me when. 727 00:49:56,880 --> 00:49:58,000 Ah, that's perfect. 728 00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:00,000 - Sugar, help yourself. - Yeah. 729 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:00,560 - Sugar, help yourself. - Yeah. 730 00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:06,080 And you're married? 731 00:50:06,240 --> 00:50:07,600 I am, yeah. 732 00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:10,760 - You've got kids? - I have two. I have two girls. 733 00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:12,120 - Yeah. - Been busy. 734 00:50:12,280 --> 00:50:14,760 I have been busy, yeah. 735 00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:22,840 It is crazy, you remembering our Daniel after all this time. 736 00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:28,280 Well he meant a lot to me. 737 00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:32,800 You were so young. 738 00:50:34,480 --> 00:50:38,920 How old were you and Bill when you got together? 739 00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,160 Well... 740 00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:45,880 They were different times, weren't it? 741 00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:48,040 Just daft kids. 742 00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:55,000 I'm staying with my brother, Peter. 743 00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:56,360 Oh... 744 00:50:56,520 --> 00:51:00,000 He told me that Daniel came looking for me, after I'd left. 745 00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:00,520 He told me that Daniel came looking for me, after I'd left. 746 00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:18,920 I think when, you know, when, when you have kids, 747 00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:24,360 you just, you want to do anything to protect them. 748 00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:31,000 You want them to have the very best of things. 749 00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:45,280 Can I just say, Alison... 750 00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:51,000 I am so very sorry... 751 00:51:52,840 --> 00:51:55,800 I am. About all of it. 752 00:52:01,400 --> 00:52:03,760 There were problems back then. 753 00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:07,840 You were being a good mum. 754 00:52:15,240 --> 00:52:19,200 But I'd very much like to talk to Daniel, now. 755 00:52:34,680 --> 00:52:38,560 - Just saying, I know things son. - I know, Dad. 756 00:52:38,720 --> 00:52:41,920 - You're always just saying. - You got one shot at life... 757 00:52:42,000 --> 00:52:43,040 Yeah, okay, thank you. 758 00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:45,400 Let me finish. 759 00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:48,080 You pair made a mess of things when you were kids. 760 00:52:48,240 --> 00:52:51,200 I'm not saying either of you wasted your life. 761 00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:53,040 You made the best of it. 762 00:52:53,200 --> 00:52:55,440 But it hasn't worked out. 763 00:52:55,600 --> 00:52:58,360 Oh well, thanks for that, Dad. 764 00:52:58,520 --> 00:53:00,000 You're not kids anymore, that's what I mean. 765 00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:01,360 You're not kids anymore, that's what I mean. 766 00:53:02,800 --> 00:53:05,080 It's like my pigeons. 767 00:53:05,240 --> 00:53:08,040 We all make our way home eventually. 768 00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:11,640 It's just taken you longer. 769 00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:17,600 She's your home, son. 770 00:53:27,000 --> 00:53:29,160 [mobile phone ringing] 771 00:53:34,040 --> 00:53:35,040 Hi ya. 772 00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:37,680 [Peter on phone] Hey ya. I was just going to say 773 00:53:37,840 --> 00:53:39,120 I booked somewhere for dinner. 774 00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:41,000 We can eat in if you need a bit more time. 775 00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:44,600 Oh, ah yes. That'd be great. 776 00:53:44,760 --> 00:53:46,040 Um... 777 00:53:46,200 --> 00:53:50,360 I just have something to do first, or... 778 00:53:50,520 --> 00:53:54,000 or not. I can't decide. 779 00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:55,680 [Peter] Where are ya? 780 00:53:55,840 --> 00:53:58,840 I am standing out the front of a pub, 781 00:53:59,000 --> 00:54:00,000 deliberating whether or not to go in. 782 00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:01,520 deliberating whether or not to go in. 783 00:54:01,680 --> 00:54:03,480 Alright. You know, if you're off the drink, 784 00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:05,480 it's never a good idea to go to a pub. 785 00:54:05,640 --> 00:54:11,000 Oh Christ. No, I'm not. I'm not like our Mum. 786 00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:16,600 No, there's just somebody inside I want to talk to. 787 00:54:16,760 --> 00:54:18,480 [Peter] Somebody? 788 00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:22,080 Daniel. 789 00:54:22,240 --> 00:54:25,320 [Peter] Ah, why don't you go in then? 790 00:54:26,520 --> 00:54:30,080 Because I think he might be with his wife. 791 00:54:30,240 --> 00:54:33,400 And I got no way to check because he a... 792 00:54:33,560 --> 00:54:36,600 I think he blocked my phone number. 793 00:54:36,760 --> 00:54:40,440 [Peter] Alright. There's a lot to unpack there. 794 00:54:40,600 --> 00:54:42,920 Can I give you some advice? 795 00:54:43,000 --> 00:54:45,040 Yeah, I wish you would. 796 00:54:46,560 --> 00:54:49,040 [Peter] Life's too short to have regrets. 797 00:54:49,200 --> 00:54:51,200 Love is worth fighting for. 798 00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:54,600 Huh. You old poet. 799 00:54:54,760 --> 00:54:56,680 [Peter] Don't I know it. 800 00:54:57,560 --> 00:54:59,320 Bye, love. 801 00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:04,520 [deep sigh] 802 00:55:06,760 --> 00:55:09,240 [indistinct chattering] 803 00:55:31,680 --> 00:55:35,440 [people chattering] [music playing] 804 00:56:05,720 --> 00:56:07,640 [mobile phone chiming] 805 00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:19,280 ["Lovesong" by The Cure playing] 806 00:56:44,080 --> 00:56:47,400 ♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪ 807 00:56:50,160 --> 00:56:56,000 ♪ You make me feel like I am home again ♪ 808 00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:00,000 ♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪ 809 00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:01,840 ♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪ 810 00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:09,720 ♪ You make me feel like I am whole again ♪ 811 00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:28,800 ♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪ 812 00:57:31,640 --> 00:57:36,640 ♪ You make me feel like I am young again ♪ 813 00:57:38,000 --> 00:57:42,360 ♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪ 814 00:57:45,280 --> 00:57:51,720 ♪ You make me feel like I am fun again ♪ 815 00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:58,760 ♪ However far away I will always love you ♪ 816 00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:00,000 ♪ However long I stay I will always love you ♪ 817 00:58:00,000 --> 00:58:06,120 ♪ However long I stay I will always love you ♪ 818 00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:09,920 ♪ I will always love you ♪ 819 00:58:17,320 --> 00:58:20,160 [gentle music] 59078

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