All language subtitles for pasadena_s01e13_don_t_it_always_seem_to_go

Will wants to leave me.

What do you want?

A normal life.

You have 24 hours to resolve the
situation with Catherine. If you don't,

find yourself another career. Will has
not been working out his publisher. I'm

calling a board meeting. You're going to
be named publisher within the week.

Tom. Oh, my God.

Tom's dead.

Robert killed him. We got in a fight and
he's dead.

Robert had a crush on Meredith.

He must have made a pass at her and she
rejected him and he killed her. We need

evidence. If I played the right way.

Maybe I can get a confession.

There's no abuse. No abuse by me in this
house. I'm coming back.

What are you doing?

One. One, two, three, four, five, six.

One, two, three, four, five, six.

Hello? Katherine, why are you doing this
to me?

You did it to yourself.

You called the police on me!

Calm down.

I told them I was some kind of an
abuser?

Well, what was I supposed to do?

You were threatening to take Lily and
Mason away.

So you lied to the police and get me
fired? When I found out about your

I didn't pack my bag and storm out in a
snit.

We've spent the last 16 years together,
and I'm not just going to walk away from

that, and neither are you.

You cannot control me, Catherine.

And you can't just unilaterally decide
to dissolve this family.

Look, we've both had our egos bruised.

We've both lied, and we've both been
hurt.

That doesn't mean we just give up.

We can pretend none of this ever
happened.

I'm not like you, Catherine. I'm not
good at pretending.

Mom, what the hell was that last night?

Sweetheart, I am so sorry that you had
to see all that.

Are you and Dad getting a divorce?

Don't get divorced.

It's so cliche.

Mason, we're not getting a divorce.

It's all going to be fine.

You'll see.

You know, that was really disturbing.

Watching my father getting manhandled by
some cop.

I think I need something to take my mind
off it. You know, maybe a moped?

Good morning, Lily.

What's going on?

Well, they're not getting divorced.

Dad's in Billtown Plaza, and I'm getting
a moped.

Is Dad really okay?

Oh. Yeah, Sweetheart, he's fine.

I want to see him. You will.

Mom, I need to talk to you.

I want to ask you some questions.

Okay. We can talk after school.

My dad usually drops me off, but he and
my mom are in this fight. It's crazy.

Lily, something's wrong.

What is it?

Well, Tom's missing.

I was afraid to stay in the motel last
night, so I went to sleep in Tom's car,

and he parked it outside Beth's, but he
never showed up.

I'm sure there's an explanation.

Well, I'm worried.

I'm going to go over to Beth's. I'm
going to talk to her. Henry, you need to

keep a low profile.

If Robert's trying to hurt you or kill
you... I don't care.

I gotta find my brother.

Just be careful.

Meet me back here at four o 'clock.

Here, take my cell phone.

I'll call you if something happens.

What are you going to do?

I'm gonna get some answers.

Don't go back to your house.

Why not?

Just don't. Not today.

I'll explain later.

Okay. I better go.

Where's Tom?

Beth, where is he? He's not here.

Well, what happened to him? He's gone.

What happened to him, Beth?

Beth, go back to bed.

I'm so sorry, Henry.

Henry, you gotta get out of here.
Where's Tom?

You gotta get out of Pasadena. Look, did
something happen to him?

Is he dead?

Is he? Henry, you gotta leave. It's not
safe. Look, is he dead? Just tell me!

Tell me!

There's nothing you can do, and I can't
protect you.

Beckett argued that to be spared is not
to be saved, but to be free from

deception.

Can I borrow your car?

I know what's going on, Lily.

Leaving school in the middle of the day
and having me drop you off in front of

hotels.

Using me as your alibi?

It's obvious.

You're having sex with someone, so why
don't you just admit it?

Okay, yeah, you're right.

I am.

With who?

I'm with this guy.

Bill. Wait a minute.

I thought we agreed that I was going to
lose my virginity first.

Jenny, can I please just borrow your
car?

Why? So you can go doink?

Bill.

Give me your keys.

And I need your cell phone, too.

Did you tell him that Tom was dead?

I don't know.

Maybe.

Damn it!

You just... Shh.

With that, I didn't murder anybody.

It was an accident. He loved me.

What about you? Huh? I thought I told
you that if Henry showed up, just keep

here and call me.

Oh, why? So you can kill him, too?

Why don't you chill out?

You just relax. Oh, what?

You're gonna kill me?

Do you have something to mellow her out?

What about your dealer?

I don't have a dealer. I'm clean,
remember?

Come on, mate. This is an emergency. For
God's sake, she needs a Quaalude.

Yeah, okay.

Beth, listen to me.

What did he ever do to you?

Okay, Beth.

Oh, my God.

Beth, just shut up, okay?

Stop crying, okay?

You're an artist, right? But you're not
a very good one. You know why?

Because artists have to suffer, right?

You're a spoiled little princess, so you
have nothing to say.

But you're suffering now, aren't you?

You may have lost Tom, but think of what
you might have gained.

Artistic credibility.

Are you going to tell me about the
situation with Will, or are we going to

sit here in silence?

It's temporary.

He'll be back.

What did you do this time?

What are you referring to, Mother? Well,
Catherine, you must admit that when it

comes to men, you get yourself into
trouble time and again.

You're an incorrigible fluid.

You don't know anything.

Why do you?

If I'm...

so defective when it comes to men, then
there must be some reason.

Do you know the reason, Mother?

It's your nature.

From the time you were little, you
wanted attention.

You wanted what you wanted, and you
didn't think twice about the

You know, don't you?

You blame me.

It's a little early in the morning for a
confrontation, Catherine.

You could have saved me.

I don't know what you're talking about.

That's why you hate me. I don't hate
you, Catherine.

But I don't think of children as
victims.

Children are willful and clever.

You certainly were.

You weren't a victim then.

Don't play one now, if not tomorrow.

Oh, let's talk about something more
pleasant, shall we? You haven't said

anything about my brooch.

Your father bought it for me in Samarit.

Robert, you didn't call me last night.

I know.

I was working at home.

I went to your apartment and weren't
there.

Well, I had to go out with Nate for a
while. You've been acting weird. You

been avoiding me for days. What is it?

It's nothing.

Emily, I've been under a lot of pressure
lately.

Robert, I'm head over heels for you.

You know that.

So do me a favor. If you're over me or
you don't have feelings for me, then

say so. Emily, I like you.

But I just don't have time for these
neurotic check -ins every morning. I'm

late. I gotta find a new assistant.

What happened to Tom?

He walked out yesterday.

I yelled at him for screwing up my lunch
order.

You have such a temper.

You have no idea.

Hey, Dad.

I'll stop by later.

Hey, Pop.

How's it going?

It's your lucky day.

Will's getting dumped.

The board is meeting after lunch.

You should be there.

Yeah?

You might want to prepare a short
speech.

An acceptance speech.

Okay. Thanks, Dad.

Mr. McAllister.

Hi.

Henry, what are you doing here? You
killed my brother, didn't you?

What?

It's all I had left. Henry, I don't know
what you're talking about. Don't lie to

me! How

could

you do this? Henry, please! How could
you?

Robert Greely's office.

Uh -oh, Robert.

It's Lily.

Hey, Lily, what's going on?

I know you're looking for Henry, and I
know where you can find him.

Where is he? I want you to meet me.

I'll be waiting at Stone's Diner.

Please hurry.

Lily, listen.

Katherine?

Hey,

Lily? Hi.

Shouldn't you, uh...

Me at school?

Henry's back.

He's trying to ruin our family.

I told him to let it go, but he won't.

He won't leave me alone.

And now I'm afraid.

Well, I tried to talk some sense into
him, but he wouldn't listen.

I don't care about Henry anymore.

I don't care what happens to him.

So where is he?

He's back at his house.

He's waiting for me.

You can find him there.

But I need to know something.

It's for myself.

It's for me.

What happened to Meredith Weller?

Lily, you don't want to know.

Please, Uncle Robert, I won't say
anything.

It'll never come up again.

You killed her, didn't you?

Tom gave me this shirt for my birthday.

It's hideous, isn't it?

Look at all his ugly clothes.

They're all I have to remember him by.

Beth, you should take one of these.

No.

Why?

You'll feel better.

He's dead, Nate.

He's never coming back.

He's so dead.

I was saying something about Tom, but I
don't know what he meant.

Catch

me

if I'm a fool.

Am I blind?

Was it a bad dream?

No. It was beautiful.

In my mind, it was beautiful.

Perfect wife.

Perfect job. Perfect family.

Don't make up.

Keep dreaming.

I can't.

Yes, you can.

I'll make it even more beautiful.

I'll make it so rich and...

Full of love and lovely things that
you'll never want to wake up again.

I'll be right there with you.

Dreaming beside you.

What about all the lies?

It hurt.

It hurt. Don't cry.

Everything's going to be fine.

You'll see.

Robert. Your father's been looking for
you. Where is he? He's in with the

Robert!

Sit down.

We're just getting started.

As you know, I've had issues with the
direction taken by the paper over the

few months.

I proffered Will, so I take full
responsibility for this misdirection.

Lily, dear, what are you doing here?

I wanted to see you, Grandmother.

Elise, would you give us a moment? Sure,
Mrs. Greeley. Come.

I brought you a gift from Sam Ritz.

It's a ceramic Pekingese.

You can put your bath soap in it. I'll
bring it tonight with the other gifts.

I haven't spoken with you since that
night.

Since what night, dear?

Oh, since you dug up the garden. Well, I
used that as an excuse to hire a new

landscaper. Grandmother, Uncle Robert
told me he killed Meredith Weller.

Now, why on earth would he tell you
that?

It may be a secret, but it's a family
secret.

And I am a member of this family.

Still, he shouldn't ride you up.

He's never had any sense of decorum.

So it's true.

You and Grandfather, you covered it up.
You had her body buried in the backyard.

Their children stumble and you pick them
up.

They disappoint you, but you never give
up.

I've never given up, not on one of them.

The greatest sin, Lily, is resignation.

When your mother, remember that.

Happiness.

Satisfaction, that's for the middle
class.

But for our family, we must live
impossible lives, and so we do.

Even you.

Sit up straight, little idea.

But it's time to change course.

Where's my brother?

Get security. Tom Bellow? He was working
here just yesterday.

He quit, Henry.

You killed him. Just like you tried to
kill me.

Where is he? Where is he, huh?

Take him to my office.

What? I said take him to my office.

I want my brother.

Take him to my office.

Dad?

What are you doing?

Who is Tom Bellow?

It's his brother. He was working as my
assistant.

What happened to him?

Great. Dad, I can handle this.

Clearly you can't.

When I need you, I'll find you.

Goodbye.

It's okay. Thanks, gentlemen. Let him
go.

Sit down.

Well, I must say, you have a real flair
for drama.

But I am tired of drama.

I'm a businessman.

I'm in the business of making deals.

You suffered a loss. I can make
restitution.

I don't want your money.

Then what do you want?

I want my brother back.

It doesn't sound like he's coming back.

Why did you come to Pasadena in the
first place?

I was looking for a family.

Well, you found one, didn't you?

Now what are you looking for?

If you're looking for sympathy, you've
come to the wrong place.

If you're looking for justice, you won't
find that here either.

Because the judges are mine, the police
are mine, newspapers mine.

A successful man plants his flag in the
earth, and the generations that follow

build a buffer until one day the domain
is untouchable.

You can't hurt us.

You're a nuisance.

A gnat.

The only way to survive this life is to
be practical.

If you can't find what you're looking
for here, then leave.

Plant your flag somewhere else.

It would be practical, son.

Because you may not survive.

Dad.

Hi, Lily.

You're back.

Yes, I'm back.

For good.

I've got to go to work now.

I'll bring you dinner.

I love you.

Lily? I was going to go pick you up.

How'd you get home?

I borrowed Jenny's car.

You shouldn't be driving.

I talked to Uncle Robert today.

And Grandmother.

Robert killed Meredith Weller, and the
rest of you covered it up.

But not what happened.

Mother, he admitted it. They both did. I
know the truth.

No, you don't.

You're just going to keep lying to me?

Lily. I have it all on tape. Even this
clip? No! It's over.

Lily.

Whatever you're planning on doing,
don't.

George?

You'll be happy to know I've cleared
everything up.

Catherine and I are going to work it all
out.

Is Robert in here? Yes, Mr. Bailey.

I'd like my job back. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Hey, Robert.

Hey, Will.

Sit down, Robert.

I

can't decide

which of you is more incompetent than
the other.

Get it together, guys.

Dad, I think that we... Shut it!

Now, I am supposed to hand this paper
over to a member of the family.

It's a tradition, damn it.

What am I supposed to do?

Well, I will tell you what I'm going to
do.

I'm taking over.

I am the new publisher.

But, Dad, what about your heart? You
could put a baboon heart in me.

Stick me under an oxygen tent.

And I would still do a better job of
running this place.

So that is what I'm going to do.

Until further notice.

until one of you shows me that he's got
a brain in his head. Look, George...

That's it. The meeting is adjourned. Get
to work.

Hi, Robert.

Hi.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

Bad day.

Can I do anything?

Want to go out tonight?

I have to get together with my family
for dinner.

Oh, you want me to come?

No.

Okay, um... Robert, it seems like you're
losing interest.

Are you?

No.

No, it's not that at all.

You see, Emily, you're a really great
person.

And I'm not.

Yes, you are.

I'm not the man that you think I am.

I'm not going to change and I don't want
to see you get hurt.

You think I'm going to get hurt?

Maybe we should just quit while we're
ahead.

I'm sorry.

But if you ever just want to have sex
sometime, you know, my door is always

open.

Tom's dead.

I have to take. Robert can talk.

I don't care about that. Didn't you hear
me?

Tom's dead.

I want to leave.

I'm getting out of here.

If I don't, they're going to kill me
too.

Come with me, Lily.

We can leave right now.

We could get in Tom's car and just go.

The family's evil. You can't stay with
them after what they've done. Can you?

No.

Then let's go.

Please, let's just go.

Okay.

Okay.

I have to go home first to pack and to
get some money.

Yeah. Yeah, okay.

Then we'll meet up later.

We'll meet tonight. I'll pull up outside
your house.

When?

It's... I'll be there.

I'll be waiting.

Oh, God.

Lily, it's the only way.

The only way we can be together.

I love you.

Did Lily get home?

She's in her room.

We're going to have to get that door
fixed.

I'll call a handyman.

You look lovely.

Thank you.

I got you something today.

Oh, well.

Amazing. I love it.

It must have cost you a fortune.

It was worth it.

I'll see you down the stairs.

Just a second.

Could you find a cable?

It's just that... Your Uncle Robert

didn't kill Meredith Weller.

I did.

When I was younger, your grandfather...

Your grandfather and...

I... I told Meredith what he did

to me, and she wanted me to tell
everyone.

No. To stop him from hurting me.

She said that if I didn't, she would.

And I couldn't.

Oh,

God.

Robert knew what...

was going on and he wanted to protect
me.

So he took the blame.

And I still think that they did it.

You're born into a family.

You don't choose it.

But your journey in life and to make
peace with them.

I've made my peace with him.

And I just hope that one day you can
make your peace with them.

My daughter.

My daughter.

You will always be my beauty.

Hello, Catherine.

Hello, Mother.

Daddy? Catherine.

You look beautiful.

Thank you. I bring gifts from St.

Moritz.

You stole my car.

I had to take the public bus over here.

Oh, it was so gross.

I hope you had fun with Bill.

Lily.

Jenny.

Help me.

Beth.

Beth, what's the matter with you?

Nothing.

Sorry.

Is it true that French chicks go topless
on the beach?

They're not chicks, Mason.

Yeah, but they're topless.

You get any good pictures, Grandma?

Mason, how many times must I remind you
that I do not like being referred to as

Grandma?

Sorry, Grandmother.

She's not coming, is she?

No.

But she wanted me to give you this.

Good luck Henry.

Bluebirds fly.

And I dream that you did too. Oh, why?
Oh,

why can't I?

Oh, someday I wish upon a star. Wake up
where

the clouds are far behind.

High above the chimney top, that's where
you'll

find me. Oh, somewhere over

the rainbow, way up high.

Love, dream that you dare to. Why, oh
why

can't I?