All language subtitles for pasadena_s01e09_someone_to_talk_to

You murdered her! You murdered her!

He's telling the truth!

Did you give her something?

You're a real lying bitch, aren't you?
This is all your fault. You're never

gonna see her again. Never again! Did my
mother tell you to expel him? I have no

idea what you are talking about. You're
lying. She did. Lily, this is enough.

I'm going to get cleaned up.

Please don't leave.

I don't want her to feel like she's
being punished. She's been torn up as it

Well, if you would just come with me
tomorrow to see Maplewood, you'd see

not an asylum.

It's serene. It's lovely. It's exactly
what Lily needs right now.

Why are you so intent on sending her
away?

I am not intent. I...

I'm trying to help her so she doesn't
hurt herself.

We just talked to her. Oh, my God, we've
done that. Okay, listen, fine. We get

this Maplewood psychologist.

She can go to him every day.

But she does it privately. At least that
way, she will be at home with us.

You know what it is? You think that by
sending her to Maplewood, we're

defeat, that somehow we failed as
parents.

It's not about us, Will. It's about Lily
and what's right for her.

They're these little microorganisms that
burrow their way into your skin and

make these pussy abscesses. Mason, we're
eating.

Lily, how are you feeling?

Better, thanks.

Barbara, would you please bring a plate
for Lily?

I'm sorry about what happened at school.

Is Mr. Feldman going to suspend me?

No, no, sweetheart. He's just worried
about you.

We all are.

Hey, Lily.

We're glad to see you're feeling better.

Is there anything you want to talk
about?

I'm just sorry for everything.

Lily, you don't know.

Happy I am to hear you say that.

Your mother and I have been talking
about ways that we could help you.

Do you want to take a break from school
for a while?

No, no.

I just want things to get back to
normal.

That's what we want, too.

We think it's important that we get you
some help, someone to talk to, a

psychologist.

Okay. Great.

That's great. Your mom knows a doctor.
He's the best in the business.

I'm sure.

Maybe we can get you into the team
tomorrow?

Lily, I'm so relieved.

We love you, Lily.

I love you, too.

You sure you're feeling better?

Yeah.

You're not just telling us what we want
to hear, are you?

No.

Were you outside our door earlier? I
thought I heard something in the hall.

Oh.

Guess I'm asleep.

Talk in the morning.

There's these little microorganisms that
burrow their way into your skin and

make these little pussy abscesses on
your skin.

Oh, I talked to Dr.

Darwell's office. He said he'd be happy
to see Lily.

I think he's here today.

Good.

You know, I was supposed to go to New
York this week to interview some editor

candidates, but don't worry, I postponed
it.

Why?

I just don't think I should be leaving
town at a time like this. Well, you

Lily. She says she's feeling better.

Well, I think I should be around, don't
you?

What are you saying? You don't think I
can take care of her?

I'm not saying that.

Don't you want me here?

The best way we can help Lily is to just
keep living our lives. You should keep

going to work and I should keep doing
whatever it is I do.

Yesterday you wanted to have her
committed. Today you're pretending like

ever happened. What's going on with you?
Is there something you're not telling

me? No.

God.

I'm sorry about the other day. I don't
know what came over me.

Lily, you have always been a model
student.

I don't expect anything less from you.

Okay, then.

You don't want to be late for your
class.

Hi.

Hi, honey. Hi.

I thought you were considering a stay
for her at Maplewood.

Well, Lily assures us she's all right.

And my husband feels that if we send her
to Maplewood, we have somehow failed

his parents.

However, there's one more incident. I
think you'll see that it's her last

choice.

Well, maybe without Henry around, she
won't be so distracted.

I hope so.

If you could please keep an eye out for
her.

If her teachers notice anything,
anything at all. If she says anything

or she tries to leave school during the
day. Oh, believe me, you have my word.

Thank you. We really appreciate your
support.

I'm going to call a meeting of all of
Lily's teachers.

I'll be watching her every move.

Thank you.

My pleasure.

Robert?

David, don't just barge in on me like
that.

Sorry. Tom Bell is here.

Who? Beth's boyfriend.

He's reporting for work. It's his first
day. Yeah, yeah. Okay, we'll send him

in.

Tom, how are you? I'm happy to be
working. But to be honest, I've been

Yeah, I heard some crazy crap has gone
down the last couple of days.

Yeah, my brother has just been spinning
out.

What happened?

Well, we had a huge fight over
everything.

And I was pretty hard on him. So to pay
me back, he ran away. And I packed

everything, took off.

Would he leave a note?

I think he just needs some time to cool
off, and he'll be back.

My brother ran away 15 times, and now he
can't seem to get rid of him.

Anyways, I'm glad you're here.

Yeah, you know, I'm eager to get
started, get my mind off of everything

Yeah, I was going to find a perfect
position for you, but I have to admit I

dropped the ball.

Oh, well, I don't have to start today.

I could start another day, or... No
need.

I hate my assistant. You can replace him
until I find a better position. David!

Oh, I don't know.

You're fired.

Tom's going to replace you, so just pack
your stuff and get up.

You know what? You're a jerk.

Oh, really? A jerk?

Well, you can forget about the nasty
recommendation I was going to write you.

And everyone in the office thinks you're
gay.

Oh, yeah?

You wish, pal!

All right, let's show you the ropes.
Your desk's right out here.

I think he's scared.

I just wish he'd get in touch with me.

Bones, police, they drug you, they try
to girl -interrupt you.

Henry's gone? Where have I been?

Jenny, you don't understand.

I'm sorry you're upset and stuff.

Your mother thinks that by intimidating
Henry and threatening to...

Send me away. I'm just going to drop
this.

I'm just going to do what she does.

Pretend everything's normal and just do
what I have to do.

Where are you going?

To class.

We finally have something interesting to
talk about and you want to go to class.

I can't get in trouble. My mother's
looking for any excuse to send me to

Maplewood. Hey, what's wrong with
Maplewood?

There's a lot of hot guys there.

I mean, they're a little screwed up and
everything, but... Meet me after school.

I have to go to a psychologist.

God, you're so lucky.

What? I need you.

Yeah, what else is new?

Bill's getting suspicious. You have to
convince him to take the trip to New

York. I want him away from Lily until
things calm down.

I'll see what I can do.

Just do it, please.

Okay.

Robert, where's Henry?

It doesn't matter where Henry is. He's
not going to be a problem to us anymore.

Is he suspicious?

One thinks Henry ran away because of
him.

Good.

We need to talk about Nate.

Listen, not now.

It's time we told him the truth.

It's the only way he's going to leave
this alone.

Fine. Then you do it.

What's wrong with you?

I'm up to my neck in this stuff. I'm
sweating bullets over here.

You think I'm not?

We have to stick together.

Yeah, well, sticking together is what
screwed me up in the first place.

Catherine, I'm just getting tired of
doing your dirty work.

It's not mine.

Dirty work.

I'll talk to you later.

Hi, Emily.

Hi, Robert.

Hi, listen, I need to, uh, I need to
have sex.

Right now?

Yeah, I'm a little worked up. I need to
work off some steam, you know? Okay, um,

but the support staff are throwing a
birthday lunch for Melanie.

Oh, come on. Emily, I know you don't
like doing it in my office. We could go

across the street and get out of town.

Well, that sounds nice. It's just kind
of short notice.

Okay, I'll go ask Becky.

No, no, no.

It's okay. I can do it.

Just let me find somebody to get this
gift to.

Hey, Tom.

There's a birthday party for Melanie.
Tell her that's from Emily. We're going

be out of the office for a few hours.

Okay, sure.

Melanie.

Do me a favor and quit giving me that
look.

What look?

You know what look.

Be back in an hour.

You must be Lily.

Come on in.

Come on in.

Why don't you sit right there?

Okay.

I guess the first question is, why are
you here?

You know why I'm here.

I'm sure my mother told you.

She made this appointment. She spoke
with you. I'm sure she told you

She told me that you haven't been acting
like yourself.

She told me there were two incidents.

One involving the police.

and another at school.

She told me that she wanted to find
somebody for you to talk to.

And that's it.

You seem suspicious of your mother's
motives.

Do you want to tell me about your
mother, Lily?

Ma 'am?

You all right?

Are you a parishioner here?

Sort of.

Sort of?

We give money.

I'm Glenn Collins. I'm the new associate
rector.

Hi.

You seem upset.

Is there anything I can do for you?

No, I just, I think I want to be alone.
Thank you. Of course.

I hope you feel better.

Peace be with you.

Lily, I'm not going to force you to
talk.

But I do want to assure you that
anything you say to me is completely

confidential.

Okay.

I think my mother is a murderer.

Dad, I want to go see Uncle Nate after
school.

See how he's doing.

Absolutely not.

Honey, Nate's trying to get sober.

When he's clean, you can go see him, all
right?

Dad, you have another appointment with
Dr. Darwell today.

She seeing a shrink?

No ice cracks.

No, no, I want to see a shrink, too.

I think I've got multiple personality
disorder.

You have one personality, Mason, and
it's annoying.

I was thinking that we should start
going back to Holy Shepherd.

We went last Easter.

I was thinking we should start going
every week as a family.

Give it up, Mom.

We're doomed to hell.

Hi.

Do you know who that is?

No, he must be a senior.

Seniors are so snobby. I can't wait till
I connect with him.

I need your help today.

What, you want me to go dig up some
bones or something?

No, but it's along the same lines.

Yes, please.

Or why don't you just let me be
involved?

Okay. During lunch, I want you to help
me break in the principal Feldman's

office. No way. You want to get me
expelled?

I know my mother got Henry Keith out of
school. There has to be some paper trail

in his office that can prove it.

Do you want to be involved or do you
just want to sit on the sidelines for

rest of your life?

Lily, you don't have to push my buttons,
okay?

I'm in.

So do you want to break in a window or,
like, shoot me down a ventilator shop?

Hey, Nate.

Hey. Oh, it's for you.

How you doing?

Awesome. Been dry heaving for three
days.

Oh, glad you're getting help.

I'm sure you are.

Look.

I'm trying to take care of myself here.

And there's nothing that makes me want
to get loaded more than you stopping by

with flowers and your insincere best
wishes.

They're not insincere.

And everybody wants to get better.

Yeah, right.

Look, my addiction is the best thing
that ever happened to this family.

You think I'm a pain in the ass now?

Just wait until I'm sober.

What's that mean?

This whole little secret cabal with you,
Mom, Dad, and Robert. I'm gonna bust it

open.

So get ready.

So what do you want from us?

The truth.

Obviously.

That's why I'm here.

Tell you the truth, not to bring you
flowers.

You deserve to know it.

You deserve to know the story of our
family.

Maybe once you hear it, you'll
understand why I wanted to protect you.

And you'll understand why we have to
keep it a secret.

And maybe you'll forgive me.

God, Kim Abernathy got suspended for
stealing someone's purse.

Did you know that?

She's a bitch. What a klepto.

Here's Henry's file.

What does it say?

Jenny, go stand outside the door.

Why? Make sure he doesn't come in here.

Oh, right. I'll be a lookout. Hey, put
away that file on Kim Abernathy.

Principal Feldman!

What is it, Jenny?

Kim Abernathy stole my purse.

Well, what's that?

No, my other bag, my Prada bag.

It's totally expensive.

I just saw her go into the cafeteria.

Could you please go talk to her? She's
out of control.

All right, Jenny, I'll go and talk to
her.

Thank you so much.

Oh, my God, I think I just got Kim
Abernathy arrested.

Did you find anything?

No, nothing.

Lily, maybe this school isn't a part of
some big conspiracy.

Maybe Henry lost his scholarship because
he wasn't doing his homework.

Well, why'd you cancel your trip to New
York?

I postponed it. There's too much going
on at home right now.

Listen, I thought I'd go. You don't need
to meet all those editors. I could take

some meetings for you, just kind of
report back to you.

Well, I was planning on going at the end
of the month.

Some of those A -list guys might get
snatched up pretty quick. We should move

fast, don't you think?

Yeah.

Yeah, we should.

Well, you got a lot going at home, I
understand, so I'll just go.

It is just a few days.

I suppose if I took the red eye, I could
be home by the weekend. You know what?

Why don't you let me look into it?

Okay. I should probably do that, but
thanks for the offer.

Sure, just let me know. Okay.

Oh, hey.

God, you saved my life yesterday. Thank
you so much.

Melanie gave me a big guilt trip for
missing her party.

You're having regrets?

No.

Hey, I was wondering if, um... Do you
want to go out some night?

To a hotel?

No, no, like to dinner or, you know,
like a movie.

What, you mean like a date?

Yeah, yeah, like a date.

Oh.

Yeah, sure, that'd be nice.

Oh, what about tomorrow night? Are you
busy?

Hmm.

No.

Good. I'll make a reservation at Easter
at 45.

Okay.

Bye.

It sounds like you're experiencing a
profound sense of paranoia.

Uh, yeah.

Have you always had an uneasy
relationship with your mother?

Or has the idea of a murder created this
distrust?

It's not an idea of a murder. It is a
murder.

My Uncle Nate saw it happen.

He was five years old.

We found the body.

Forget it.

Obviously you don't believe me.

What makes you say that?

Because you're not calling the police.

Lily, if you had evidence that suggested
your mother or anybody else in your

family was a murderer,

I'd be the first to call the police.

But, to be honest, listening to you
reminds me of a patient

recounting a dream.

The details are hazy, emotions are
overblown, and the crime itself

is rich with symbolism.

But when taken as fact, it's a little
preposterous.

What are you thinking?

I'm thinking how much longer is this
session going to last?

I just

got

placed here. I moved in August.

Oh. From where, originally?

Iowa.

Iowa?

Is that right?

Cedar Springs.

Well, since you're new in town, I could
introduce you to Pasadena. I could

arrange a dinner. Oh, no, you're too
kind. No, it would be my pleasure.

I'm sorry, what is your name again?
Glenn Collins.

Glenn. It would be my pleasure, Glenn.

You can reach me through the office or
on my cell phone.

If there's any trouble, I can be back
here in a matter of hours.

Will, it's going to be fine.

I shouldn't go. This trip can wait.

It's going to be ridiculous.

You're only going to be gone a few days.

I don't want to be away from Lily, even
for a few days.

Honey, she's doing much better. She's in
therapy.

She's not talking about dead bodies
anymore.

She's not talking at all.

Will, you can't ignore the paper.

You've only been publisher for a few
weeks. They're scrutinizing your every

move. You should go.

I promise you, if anything out of the
ordinary happens, I'll call you.

Okay?

Are you shoving me out the door?

No.

Goodbye.

Have a good trip.

Call me when you get to the hotel.

I love you.

I love you.

Where's Dad going?

New York.

He'll be back in a few days.

You're stuck with me now.

And I swear I was about to puke when I
saw Principal Feldman because Lily was

totally about to get busted. So I told
him that Kim Aberdeen had stolen my

purse. What are you doing?

Nothing. I was just telling him about
yesterday.

Are you crazy?

Did you tell him everything else?

No, no. I just told him about how we
broke into Principal Feldman's office.

Jenny, why?

I don't know. I got excited. Sorry, I
couldn't help myself.

I'm not tight -lipped like you, Lily.

I needed your help today, but forget it
if I can't trust you.

You can trust me.

What is it?

Okay, so I called around and I found out
Renee's getting treatment. I want to

see him during lunch.

I need you to drive me.

Do you want to ditch school?

Thank you so much for giving me another
chance.

Seriously, I won't say anything.

Okay. I'll see you at the library.

Hey.

Hi. I saw you the other day.

Yeah, in Dr.

Darwell's office.

Right. You go to see him?

My parents are forcing me to waste the
time.

You don't like him?

Do you like him?

Well, he's my father, so... Oh, my God.

Yeah, I like him.

I'm so sorry. I just... I thought you
were his patient.

Oh, it's okay.

I mean, it's not that I don't like him.

It's just hard to explain.

It's cool. I understand. You don't have
to explain.

But he's a good guy, as far as
psychologists go.

And dads, for that matter.

What's your name?

Lily.

Charlie. Darwell.

All right, I'll see you later, Lily.
Okay, bye.

Such a mom.

Hey, Lily.

How'd you get here?

Denny drove me.

She's mad because I won't let her come
in.

You want to sit down? Yeah, yeah.

I don't really have much time, so I have
to get back to school.

How are you?

I'm okay.

With Henry gone and you here, I feel
like I'm going crazy.

Like I'm the only one who really knows
what happened that night.

What is it?

Those memories I had.

I don't know.

What do you mean? What don't you know?

Maybe I was just confused.

It was a long time ago.

Maybe I was so mad at everybody, I
worked up over nothing.

Nate, Henry and I found the body.

Are you sure?

Really?

All my life, I've been trying to run
away from our family, and it's gotten me

nowhere.

I mean, before... Before you turn your
back on them, you better know exactly

what you're doing. You better be
absolutely sure.

Otherwise, it's probably best to let it
go.

What?

What did they do to you?

There's no bad guys in this. There's no
good guys. I mean, a sad, broken family,

that's all.

Don't look at me. Don't look to me
anymore. I don't know.

Catherine, how are you today?

I'm good, thanks.

Glenn, right?

Yes.

You know, we were talking yesterday
about having that dinner, and I was

wondering if you wanted to come over
tonight.

My husband's away on business.

Besides, I'm thinking about making a
major gift at the end of the year, and

Shepherd would be the perfect place.

You do such good work with the
community, so maybe you could come over

could...

discuss how to allocate funds.

Well, Catherine, if you want to make a
donation to the church, that would be

wonderful. But if you're looking for
some companionship, I'd be more than

to come and spend some time with you.

There's no need to lure me in with
promises of major gifts.

It's been a rough week.

I just need someone to talk to.

An outside perspective.

What time would you like me to come
over?

Eight o 'clock?

Four thousand sandwich fell on the
Arroyo.

Great.

I'll see you tonight.

What are you feeling?

Sad.

I miss Henry.

He promised me he wasn't going to leave
me.

You feel abandoned?

I love him.

That's interesting.

You say you love him.

But the only thing he seems to have
brought you is pain.

From the first day you met him.

He was provoking you.

Trying to turn you against your family.

And in many ways one could argue against
yourself.

Now you question everyone else's
motives.

And yet you never seem to question his.

Because it wasn't like that.

Okay.

But you seem afraid to even consider the
possibility.

I'm not afraid. I just... I don't
believe it.

But what if, Lily?

What if he's troubled or malicious or
vengeful?

Is it possible that a young man with a
chip on his shoulder might want to boost

his own ego by unraveling one of the
most powerful families in the country?

Is it possible that Henry manipulated
you?

That he lied about your mother trying to
seduce him?

Is it possible that he planted those
bones in the backyard so that you would

find them?

And where is he?

Is it possible that he ran away because
he's so ashamed of what he's done?

I can't do this right now.

I gotta go.

from the Holy Shepherd is coming up for
dinner.

Please don't make me eat with you. The
religious people will scare me.

Fine. No problem.

Thanks.

Hi.

Hi.

You look beautiful.

I guess I'm underdressed. Oh, no, no.
Please, come in.

Hello? Hey, Lily, it's Charlie.

Darwell. Oh, hi.

I shouldn't be calling you. You're my
dad's patient, and it's none of my

business. But I wanted to call and make
sure you were okay.

Yeah, I'm fine.

Well, that's good.

Hey, I don't know if you were worried
about this, but I wanted to let you know

that I would never tell anyone at school
that you were seeing my dad or

anything. Not that there's anything to
be ashamed of.

I see a psychologist.

Not my dad.

You know, it's someone else. I think
it's healthy to talk about your

I'm rambling.

Uh, anyway, I'm glad to know that you're
feeling better, and I guess

I'll see you at school?

Okay. Thanks for calling.

It was nice of you.

Yeah, no problem.

Okay, take care, Lily.

Okay.

Well, trust me, I know what it feels
like to be lonely. I mean, my entire

family's in Iowa.

The past two months have been the
loneliest of my life.

Well, at least you have an excuse.

My entire family's right here.

My husband had an affair.

Oh.

I'm sorry.

I don't mean to make you uncomfortable.

Oh, no.

Please, I'm...

I'm here to listen.

Well, I always wanted to be the perfect
wife

and the perfect marriage.

And, I don't know, ever since I found
out about... I just

feel like, what's the point?

Why even try?

Why make all these sacrifices?

I should just do what I want.

What do you want?

I don't know.

I could get back at him.

I could have an affair, sleep with
someone, sleep with you even.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't be talking like
this in front of you. No, you're a man

the cloth from Iowa, LA.

What?

I mean, I'm no angel, Catherine.

I'm human.

I've had my weak moments. I've sinned.

Really?

Sinned recently?

I love Bistro 45.

They treat you like a celebrity.

It's because I am a celebrity.

Yeah, in your own mind.

Do people in the office think I'm gay?

I don't know why they would.

You're such a ledge.

No, I'm not.

Sometimes.

People in the office think you're weird.

Never talk about your personal life.

You're so cocky and vain.

They just think you're an ass.

You think I'm an ass?

I think you're sweet.

You know, I've been called a lot of
things in my time, but never sweet.

Yeah, well, maybe I see something in you
other people don't.

Maybe you're just delusional.

I don't drink much, but this wine is
excellent.

Well, have another.

I can't. No, I'm already feeling it. Oh,
just one more.

Oh, God, I'm sorry.

Oh, you're so tough.

Come upstairs. I'll give you the label.
No, it's fine. It's a little bloody. Oh,

no, no, no, no. I hope that you get out
of those clothes.

You can wear these.

Thanks. Why don't you give me a cloth?
I'll probably wash them.

I shouldn't be doing this.