All language subtitles for The Secret Life of Amy Bensen s02e02

You're awake.

You're awake.

Mr. Stone, we're preparing to land. We
need you in your own seats, and we need

everyone buckled up. Oh, yes.

Not yet.

Consider it done.

Now I can get up.

Do I have to?

Yes. In your own seat, please.

You need to sit down.

I'm sitting.

We haven't been formally introduced.

I'm Teller Phelps.

Teller's an interesting name.

My father was military.

He and my uncles loved the whole Teller,
you love her.

Teller, she's beautiful.

Tell her what she wants to hear.

I won't hold the truth from you, Amy.

No matter how brutal.

You have my word.

The truth.

My research.

What research?

My laptop with everything I've been
searching for. It's all back at the

and... We'll get them.

Amy I'm okay. I just I just need a
minute

Amy

you okay?

Yes

You're sick to your stomach.

It passed. I haven't eaten.

I'm okay.

Is this the first time you've been sick?

I got sick. It's done.

We have a lot to talk about.

Yes, we do.

I have questions.

So do I.

Won't tell you anything you don't
already know because you don't fully

Because I can't afford to fully trust
anyone

I'm gonna prove to you that I'm the
exception Amy

It was one of Alex's designs which I
inherited when he passed.

Is this where he mentored you? Yes, it
is.

Welcome to my home.

It's magnificent.

Alex was big on small details.

Like you are.

I can only hope that one day he'd be as
brilliant as he was.

Many people believe you already are.

And I'd humbly submit that they are
mistaken.

What?

There's a view of Central Park from
almost every room in the house.

During the daylight, it's like sitting
in the trees.

Beneath the ground are the secrets of
the universe.

We just have to uncover them.

And I will.

You will what?

Find out the truth.

No matter what it is, or how painful it
might be.

And I'll be right there by your side.

I need a minute.

I'll be right back.

No, I can wait.

She shouldn't have to handle anything
more right now.

Handle what?

Amy.

What are you doing here, Derek?

Thank God you're okay.

I would have never forgiven myself for
spooking you if you'd gotten hurt.

Liam would have gone to jail for killing
me.

How are you?

Confused. Of course you is, which is why
I told you not to come by tonight.

Don't you live in Denver?

I have a place here, too. You're in here
having a meeting about me, Liam, that

doesn't involve me, and I don't like it.

You've been through enough for one
night.

I've made it six years without you
running my life.

Coddling me isn't the way to make me
feel safe with you again.

And if you have another blackout for
something that I tell you?

I welcome anything that makes me
remember.

I knew you didn't know certain things,
but you can't remember what happened?

No.

Or, yes, some of it, but not all of it.

Do this in the morning.

I've wasted six years of my life
waiting, and I don't want to waste

minute. I don't have to.

Very well then.

Let's all sit down. No, to the sitting.

Tell me what's going on and who are you
in all of this?

Jesus, Amy.

I hate that you obviously think I'm some
bad guy.

I spent weeks picturing you raped and
murdered on the side of the road

because of me.

And Liam was losing his mind.

Somebody had to keep his damn feet on
the ground.

Tell her.

Update Amy.

Everything? Everything.

Man showed up at the diner looking for
you after we left.

Private eye.

Hired by whom?

He never knew who hired him.

Sealed envelopes, untraceable funds, but
he was willing to do whatever was

necessary to find out who hired him
if...

Our price was right.

Thanks to Liam, it was.

Why past tense?

He was going to meet up with our man.
Your man?

How many people did you involve in this?

How many people know about me?

No one is involved. I don't trust Foggy.

How many? How many is not the issue.

The issue is what happened to my man
when he met with the PI.

What happened?

Before we go any further, I want to
reiterate to you we're safe here.

Windows are hurricane proof, which means
bulletproof.

Bulletproof?

Why are you telling me this? What
happened?

Oh, God. He's dead?

Our man's alive.

The PI, however, is not.

Someone killed him. And we must assume
that it was to shut him up.

What the hell is that to you, Amy?

What do they want? I don't know. You
don't know? I don't know. You've been

running and hiding for six years, and
you don't know who you're running from

why?

Who would do that? You don't know my
story.

I know enough.

Enough is right, Teller.

Amy. No.

Who are you to judge me, Teller?

Who are you to judge me?

Who are you? Don't you think I've done
enough of that myself?

Amy. I... Listened to my mother's
screams as she burned alive and I

to her. My whole family died. Do you
know what kind of state of mind I was in

and what resources I had?

You were in the house? The fire spread
to my room and I jumped out the window

when Chad... Your brother?

I shouldn't have jumped.

I never should have jumped.

You did what you had to do. You
survived.

I survived, and that's all.

We're going to change that.

I promise you.

We're done here. No.

I want to find out who did this. I don't
want to just survive anymore.

I want to make this end.

Both of you, get the hell out. Don't
make my decision, Liam.

They need to stay. They want answers,
and I want answers.

It's time to figure this out.

Stay here.

They aren't staying, Amy.

Because you can handle me on your own,
right?

What does that mean?

I heard it all that night in Denver.

Derek was worried about my reaction to
the camera, and you said I can handle

Amy.

Well, I've got news for you. Not only
did you fail to handle me back in

you're failing now, too.

And that comet was what made me run more
than anything else.

I meant I'd make sure you felt safe and
didn't panic.

But you're right.

I failed.

And we both lived through hell because
of it. You far more than me.

I won't let that happen again.

I will protect you with or without your
consent.

Like you own me.

Call it what you want.

But unlike that private detective,
you'll be alive on the other side of

People are dying. That is my point,
Liam.

Which you don't seem to be getting. Who
protects me from you, Liam?

Do you need protection from me, Amy?

Is that where we still are?

We're both tired.

Take my bedroom.

It's directly above the foyer on the
second floor.

I'll be in the spare bedroom on this
floor if you need me.

I'll force my protection on you.

But I won't force me or us on you.

And I can't be around you and not touch
you.

I didn't tell you not to touch me. I
just... I'm just...

scared.

I know.

And it kills me to think you're afraid
of me.

I'm not afraid of you, Liam.

Maybe I should be.

Probably I should be.

I don't trust myself.

Not when I think about everything I
could have done differently pretty much

entire life.

So, if I feel right, I must be wrong.

No, I don't mean that. I can't touch
you, Amy.

I want you to touch me. I need you to
touch me right now.

I won't just touch you.

I'll do anything and everything in my
power to make you remember us.

To make you believe that your trust in
us is as real and as right as I know it

is.

Don't you get it?

I want you to make the doubt go away.

I need something in this world that
feels real, even if it isn't.

Or don't.

Just don't.

Just let me go, then.

I'm not letting you go.

Never again.

Liam.

You want to force away the fear?

Yes.

Then you have to be willing to feel it.

Nothing goes away just because you
pretend it doesn't exist.

You think I haven't figured that out?

Then face your fear.

You have no idea how much I want to.

Do you?

Yes, I do.

Put your hands above your head.

Remember what I told you before.

Choosing to give away control is
frightening.

But it's power.

It's facing your fear and overcoming it.

We'll start here.

Tonight.

Yes.

I may seem like I'm in control, but you
are.

No matter what I say or what I do,
anytime you say no, it's no.

Remember that.

When you make the choice, you have the
power.

Don't move.

Okay.

See you.

I'm going to tie you up now, Amy.

You like tying me up?

I like what it represents.

Which is what?

Which is what, Amy?

Trust. That's right.

Trust.

What are you doing, Liam?

Are you scared?

I should be.

Now are you afraid?

No.

Say the word, and I'll untie you.

I'd rather you undress me.

Liam. Say my name again.

Liam, I... I missed how you taste.

All of you.

Untie me.

I just... I need to be untied.

I need to be untied right now.

I need you to hold me.

I need it. Me too, baby.

Me too.

I'm the one who should be scared.

I can't lose you.

You won't.

Now you're on top.

You control how fast we go.

How deep I get.

I'm glad you found me.

You weren't afraid.

No.

Because your instincts told you I
wouldn't hurt you.

And I won't.

Never.

You were right.

Human nature is to survive.

That's what our instincts are for.

When our adrenaline is pumping and we
need to make a choice, we know it's

We act.

We can't look back.

You had to, Jill.

Let go.

Never again.

And I'll repeat it until you remember
it.

You couldn't have saved them any more
than I could have saved my mother and

Alex.

Yeah, well, you weren't there.

No, I wasn't.

But I know things are out of our
control.

And if we let them eat us alive, they'll
destroy us.

I've lived it, baby.

And in your case, you need answers.

And you need to place blame.

But not on yourself.

We'll find the people who did this to
you and your family, and we'll make them

pay. You have my word.

But it's time for you to start healing.

I need answers.

We'll get them.

Tomorrow we'll come up with a plan.

Together.