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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,916 --> 00:00:06,136 Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:06,180 --> 00:00:07,746 You're being accused of forming 3 00:00:07,790 --> 00:00:09,550 a nontherapeutic alliance with your patient, Avi Mantell. 4 00:00:09,574 --> 00:00:11,968 Rules exist for a reason, and I broke them. 5 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:13,163 Now, the only thing for me to do 6 00:00:13,187 --> 00:00:16,016 is to be a different therapist. 7 00:00:16,059 --> 00:00:17,341 I was actually here to talk to Max 8 00:00:17,365 --> 00:00:19,019 about extending my leave. 9 00:00:19,062 --> 00:00:21,630 - Oh, for how long? - Forever. 10 00:00:21,673 --> 00:00:23,066 Max? 11 00:00:27,288 --> 00:00:28,854 (James Vincent McMorrow's. 12 00:01:05,326 --> 00:01:07,632 ♪ Though you seldom answer 13 00:01:24,780 --> 00:01:28,566 Wow, Dora, you really are as terrifying as Max says. 14 00:01:28,610 --> 00:01:30,264 And I'm going easy 'cause you're 15 00:01:30,307 --> 00:01:32,004 new to the role of medical director. 16 00:01:32,048 --> 00:01:34,572 Deputy medical director. I'm only taking on Max's duties 17 00:01:34,616 --> 00:01:36,357 while he's recuperating. 18 00:01:36,400 --> 00:01:37,725 Yeah, well, you're ten minutes late 19 00:01:37,749 --> 00:01:39,751 to your first meeting, which is a baller move 20 00:01:39,795 --> 00:01:41,057 so soon into your tenure. 21 00:01:41,101 --> 00:01:42,754 I'm on my way. 22 00:01:42,798 --> 00:01:46,454 Could you, um, message this to Dr. Valentina Castro? 23 00:01:46,497 --> 00:01:47,411 Max's DNA? 24 00:01:47,455 --> 00:01:49,370 Please don't Jurassic Park him. 25 00:01:49,413 --> 00:01:51,023 One Max is more than I can handle. 26 00:01:51,067 --> 00:01:52,871 It's for a new treatment, one that will get him back 27 00:01:52,895 --> 00:01:55,419 into the hospital ASAP, so I no longer have to be... 28 00:01:55,463 --> 00:01:58,074 Sharpe, just the medical director I was looking for. 29 00:01:58,118 --> 00:02:00,076 Deputy medical director. 30 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:01,295 How can I help? 31 00:02:01,338 --> 00:02:04,515 Oh I, um... I need ecstasy. 32 00:02:04,559 --> 00:02:06,952 Like, the feeling of bliss? 33 00:02:06,996 --> 00:02:09,433 Like MDMA, like drugs. 34 00:02:09,477 --> 00:02:13,045 Is this a joke? 35 00:02:13,089 --> 00:02:14,656 Am I being hazed? 36 00:02:14,699 --> 00:02:16,547 No, we don't... we don't do that anymore, right? 37 00:02:16,571 --> 00:02:18,529 Uh, no, I have a patient who is exhibiting 38 00:02:18,573 --> 00:02:20,618 the most aggressive PTSD I think I've ever seen. 39 00:02:20,662 --> 00:02:22,272 Kapoor and I've tried everything. 40 00:02:22,316 --> 00:02:24,753 Nothing makes a dent, so I would like you 41 00:02:24,796 --> 00:02:26,929 to sign my new treatment strategy. 42 00:02:26,972 --> 00:02:28,278 Max thoroughly approved. 43 00:02:28,322 --> 00:02:30,367 Oh-ho. Was he high at the time? 44 00:02:30,411 --> 00:02:31,692 No, but he actually made that same joke 45 00:02:31,716 --> 00:02:33,805 when he approved it, so it's cool. 46 00:02:33,849 --> 00:02:35,677 It's a good joke, I think. Great minds, right? 47 00:02:35,720 --> 00:02:37,872 Listen, I assure you MDMA, under the proper supervision, 48 00:02:37,896 --> 00:02:39,570 allows a patient to confront their memories 49 00:02:39,594 --> 00:02:41,137 in a trigger-free environment... It's amazing. 50 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:43,598 Yeah, see you later. It teaches them to remember 51 00:02:43,641 --> 00:02:45,991 a traumatic event instead of reliving it. 52 00:02:46,035 --> 00:02:48,211 All right, either you sign so I can get the pure stuff 53 00:02:48,255 --> 00:02:50,407 from upstairs, or I'm gonna have to go score from a guy 54 00:02:50,431 --> 00:02:54,086 named Rocket who lives in his grandmother's basement. 55 00:02:54,130 --> 00:02:56,045 Yeah, just... Okay, fine. 56 00:02:56,088 --> 00:02:57,916 Aces. 57 00:02:59,440 --> 00:03:03,487 Wow, signing off on illicit drugs on your first day. 58 00:03:03,531 --> 00:03:04,532 Hmm. 59 00:03:06,621 --> 00:03:08,318 Yeah. 60 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:12,714 Oh, my gosh, that's true, though. 61 00:03:12,757 --> 00:03:14,300 How long have you all had this tradition? 62 00:03:14,324 --> 00:03:16,674 Oh, how many Sunday's is in forever? 63 00:03:16,718 --> 00:03:19,024 - Mom! - Hey, uh, Jayden... 64 00:03:19,068 --> 00:03:22,506 No matter how old we got, Mama has always made sure 65 00:03:22,550 --> 00:03:24,987 we're here every Sunday eating her food, right? 66 00:03:25,030 --> 00:03:27,250 It's been family tradition since before I was born. 67 00:03:27,294 --> 00:03:30,732 Sunday means church, family, and a meal with two meats. 68 00:03:30,775 --> 00:03:32,516 - No exceptions. - That's right. 69 00:03:32,560 --> 00:03:33,996 - Right? - Yep, yep. 70 00:03:35,389 --> 00:03:37,913 My family never did the church thing, 71 00:03:37,956 --> 00:03:39,436 but we're very spiritual. 72 00:03:39,480 --> 00:03:42,570 - Hmm. - Uh, which spirit? 73 00:03:43,832 --> 00:03:45,442 - Uh, Brandi... - Hmm? 74 00:03:45,486 --> 00:03:47,966 Don't make me bust out the drill team photos. 75 00:03:48,010 --> 00:03:50,447 Oh, uh, okay, Foofy. 76 00:03:50,491 --> 00:03:52,841 Ooh! 77 00:03:52,884 --> 00:03:54,253 All right, forget the drill team photos. 78 00:03:54,277 --> 00:03:55,887 I'm busting out prom. 79 00:03:55,931 --> 00:03:59,717 Everybody look right here. Two words-sportin' waves. 80 00:03:59,761 --> 00:04:01,415 I'm gonna put you both in the corner 81 00:04:01,458 --> 00:04:03,808 if you can't find your manners. 82 00:04:03,852 --> 00:04:07,551 So, Evie, you're a lawyer at Floyd's hospital? 83 00:04:07,595 --> 00:04:09,249 Well, I-I got there first, actually. 84 00:04:09,292 --> 00:04:11,425 - Oh? - By one week. 85 00:04:11,468 --> 00:04:14,689 Okay. I did my undergrad at Yale, 86 00:04:14,732 --> 00:04:17,866 and I went to, uh... I went to law school at NYU. 87 00:04:17,909 --> 00:04:19,563 So I did have a leg up on the city. 88 00:04:19,607 --> 00:04:22,262 Oh, I had the HBCU experience. 89 00:04:22,305 --> 00:04:24,264 Do they have Greeks at Yale? 90 00:04:24,307 --> 00:04:25,265 I pledged AKA. 91 00:04:25,308 --> 00:04:27,267 Oh, hey Soror. 92 00:04:27,310 --> 00:04:28,833 - No way! - Oh, yes. 93 00:04:28,877 --> 00:04:29,921 Oh, my goodness. 94 00:04:29,965 --> 00:04:32,794 Oh, I knew I liked her. 95 00:04:34,317 --> 00:04:37,886 Okay, I hear you. I hear you. 96 00:04:44,545 --> 00:04:47,896 There you go. 97 00:04:47,939 --> 00:04:49,376 Sorry. 98 00:04:50,942 --> 00:04:53,162 Keep in mind, Dr. Kapoor and I will be here 99 00:04:53,205 --> 00:04:55,077 with you the entire time. 100 00:04:59,603 --> 00:05:03,303 Jacob, you don't have to do this, obviously, but... 101 00:05:03,346 --> 00:05:05,783 before you say no, can I just ask, 102 00:05:05,827 --> 00:05:09,918 when was the last time a loud noise didn't scare you? 103 00:05:09,961 --> 00:05:13,400 Or when was the last time you felt safe in a crowded room? 104 00:05:13,443 --> 00:05:16,359 Or slept without nightmares? 105 00:05:16,403 --> 00:05:18,448 You cannot keep going through life 106 00:05:18,492 --> 00:05:21,321 feeling like everyone is a threat. 107 00:05:21,364 --> 00:05:22,757 But they are. 108 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:25,803 Just turn on the news... Hate crimes, wars, 109 00:05:25,847 --> 00:05:28,632 they put kids in cages, and no one cares. 110 00:05:28,676 --> 00:05:31,331 It's not PTSD. People are a threat. 111 00:05:31,374 --> 00:05:34,029 People are evil. 112 00:05:34,072 --> 00:05:38,512 Do you know what the cruelest symptom of PTSD is? 113 00:05:38,555 --> 00:05:40,644 It's a thief. 114 00:05:40,688 --> 00:05:44,866 It robs us of the ability to see the light. 115 00:05:44,909 --> 00:05:46,868 But that doesn't mean it's not there. 116 00:05:46,911 --> 00:05:51,873 Do you remember how it felt when the world had light? 117 00:05:55,224 --> 00:05:59,359 This process is how you get that light back, Jacob. 118 00:06:28,083 --> 00:06:29,737 Max? 119 00:06:31,129 --> 00:06:33,480 Max. 120 00:06:38,876 --> 00:06:40,443 No, it's not me. It's Georgia. 121 00:06:40,487 --> 00:06:41,662 What happened? 122 00:06:41,705 --> 00:06:43,446 Uh, the placenta previa ruptured. 123 00:06:43,490 --> 00:06:45,535 I was about to call 911. Do it now. 124 00:06:47,972 --> 00:06:50,018 The blood, it happened so fast. 125 00:06:50,061 --> 00:06:51,343 Okay, we need to get you off the floor. 126 00:06:51,367 --> 00:06:52,803 Max? 127 00:06:52,847 --> 00:06:54,718 No, I-I was too weak. I couldn't lift her. 128 00:06:54,762 --> 00:06:56,198 Okay, well, now you got me. 129 00:06:56,241 --> 00:06:57,547 Come on. Ready? One, two, three. 130 00:06:57,591 --> 00:06:59,549 911, what's your emergency? 131 00:06:59,593 --> 00:07:00,855 Max, 911. 132 00:07:00,898 --> 00:07:02,247 911, what's your emergency? 133 00:07:02,291 --> 00:07:03,858 - Any fever? Chills? - Um, no. 134 00:07:03,901 --> 00:07:05,468 - Any contractions? - No. 135 00:07:05,512 --> 00:07:07,098 I need an ambulance to, uh, 42 East 17th Street. 136 00:07:07,122 --> 00:07:09,448 I need paramedics, not EMTs, and I need you to get here now. 137 00:07:09,472 --> 00:07:10,580 Heart rate up to 180 and thready. 138 00:07:10,604 --> 00:07:12,083 No, no, just get here. 139 00:07:12,127 --> 00:07:14,129 - Is that bad? - No, just try to relax, okay? 140 00:07:14,172 --> 00:07:17,001 Max, Max, can I, uh... 141 00:07:17,045 --> 00:07:18,699 Uh, they're 12 minutes out. 142 00:07:18,742 --> 00:07:20,503 That's too far away... Georgia will bleed out 143 00:07:20,527 --> 00:07:22,485 before they arrive. No, there's time. 144 00:07:22,529 --> 00:07:26,271 Max, she's out of time. We need to ligate the artery. 145 00:07:29,492 --> 00:07:30,972 Here? 146 00:07:31,015 --> 00:07:32,930 And now. 147 00:08:05,659 --> 00:08:08,139 Hey, look at me. I'm right here. 148 00:08:08,183 --> 00:08:09,706 I'm with you, okay? 149 00:08:09,750 --> 00:08:12,970 I'm right here with you. 150 00:08:13,014 --> 00:08:16,626 The fentanyl should already be working. 151 00:08:16,670 --> 00:08:21,109 Okay, you're gonna feel a slight heaviness, 152 00:08:21,152 --> 00:08:23,241 and then you're gonna drift off to sleep. 153 00:08:23,285 --> 00:08:24,634 Hmm. 154 00:08:24,678 --> 00:08:26,897 And then... and then we'll be able to operate 155 00:08:26,941 --> 00:08:29,247 without you feeling a thing. 156 00:08:32,033 --> 00:08:36,124 All these drugs, they... They might hurt her. 157 00:08:36,167 --> 00:08:37,429 Will they hurt her? 158 00:08:37,473 --> 00:08:39,780 It's not gonna hurt the baby. 159 00:08:39,823 --> 00:08:41,651 It's not... It's not gonna hurt her? 160 00:08:41,695 --> 00:08:44,654 No, I promise, no. 161 00:08:44,698 --> 00:08:46,787 The opiate will slow Luna's heart rate a little, 162 00:08:46,830 --> 00:08:50,486 but we'll be monitoring her every step of the way. 163 00:08:52,401 --> 00:08:54,403 Okay. 164 00:08:54,446 --> 00:08:57,058 Hey, it's gonna work. 165 00:08:57,101 --> 00:08:59,669 It's gonna work. It's gonna work. 166 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:11,463 I don't want Luna to have to take ballet because of me, Max. 167 00:09:11,507 --> 00:09:14,031 No, no, she won't. 168 00:09:16,381 --> 00:09:19,036 I want her to experience everything... 169 00:09:19,080 --> 00:09:22,344 Everything... 170 00:09:22,387 --> 00:09:24,564 rock climbing... 171 00:09:24,607 --> 00:09:27,218 and clarinet... 172 00:09:27,262 --> 00:09:28,568 and painting. 173 00:09:28,611 --> 00:09:30,265 She will. 174 00:09:30,308 --> 00:09:33,485 No, you have to encourage her, Max. 175 00:09:33,529 --> 00:09:36,576 You have to help her. 176 00:09:36,619 --> 00:09:39,448 You have to help her find her own voice... 177 00:09:41,276 --> 00:09:42,625 Her own path. 178 00:09:42,669 --> 00:09:45,715 We can encourage her together... 179 00:09:45,759 --> 00:09:47,587 you and me. 180 00:09:50,328 --> 00:09:51,591 But if I don't... 181 00:09:51,634 --> 00:09:54,506 - Stop, stop. No. - If I don't, Max... 182 00:09:54,550 --> 00:09:56,247 No. 183 00:09:57,771 --> 00:10:01,426 I need you to promise me something. 184 00:10:03,646 --> 00:10:06,301 Promise me that you'll save her... 185 00:10:06,344 --> 00:10:08,303 Save her first. 186 00:10:10,784 --> 00:10:12,612 Promise, I need you to promise me. 187 00:10:12,655 --> 00:10:15,136 Promise you'll save our baby girl. 188 00:10:17,225 --> 00:10:20,271 Promise me, no matter what. 189 00:10:23,492 --> 00:10:25,363 I... 190 00:10:26,669 --> 00:10:28,279 Promise me. 191 00:10:36,418 --> 00:10:38,115 Max... 192 00:10:38,159 --> 00:10:40,117 it's time. 193 00:10:54,131 --> 00:10:56,351 Let me go! Will you guys just listen to me? 194 00:10:56,394 --> 00:10:57,700 I have done nothing wrong. 195 00:10:57,744 --> 00:10:59,615 Yeah, what all innocent people scream. 196 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:01,704 - This lunatic... - My name is Wilson Hatch. 197 00:11:01,748 --> 00:11:03,314 This lunatic, Wilson Hatch, 198 00:11:03,358 --> 00:11:05,379 swallowed the biggest balloon of cocaine I've ever seen. 199 00:11:05,403 --> 00:11:06,753 - No, no. - We need an X-ray 200 00:11:06,796 --> 00:11:08,252 of his abdomen so we can get him on intent to sell. 201 00:11:08,276 --> 00:11:09,973 This is... Okay, this might fly with people 202 00:11:10,017 --> 00:11:11,734 who don't know any better, but I am a partner 203 00:11:11,758 --> 00:11:13,455 at Wyman, Frost, and Handle. 204 00:11:13,498 --> 00:11:15,128 I know my rights. You guys have nothing on me. 205 00:11:15,152 --> 00:11:16,806 I'm out of here. I'm done. I'm leaving. 206 00:11:16,850 --> 00:11:18,305 Yeah, you're leaving... You're leaving this floor 207 00:11:18,329 --> 00:11:19,722 and heading up to radiology. 208 00:11:19,766 --> 00:11:22,551 - Let's go, buddy. - I don't consent to that. 209 00:11:22,594 --> 00:11:25,380 Ow, Mom. How you gonna do me like that? 210 00:11:25,423 --> 00:11:28,426 I love you, but you take food with your bare hands, 211 00:11:28,470 --> 00:11:30,254 I'll put you over my knee. 212 00:11:30,298 --> 00:11:31,560 I can't help it. 213 00:11:31,603 --> 00:11:32,842 It's so good, and I can't live without it, 214 00:11:32,866 --> 00:11:34,389 just like I can't live without you. 215 00:11:34,432 --> 00:11:35,782 Oh. 216 00:11:35,825 --> 00:11:38,698 So she's amazing, right? 217 00:11:38,741 --> 00:11:41,135 She's an exceptional young lady. 218 00:11:41,178 --> 00:11:44,051 Good, I was hoping you'd say that because... 219 00:11:44,094 --> 00:11:45,400 it's time... 220 00:11:45,443 --> 00:11:47,097 for me to use the family ring. 221 00:11:47,141 --> 00:11:48,838 Oh, honey. 222 00:11:48,882 --> 00:11:49,926 What? 223 00:11:49,970 --> 00:11:53,234 Evie seems like the perfect woman, 224 00:11:53,277 --> 00:11:55,758 just not the perfect woman for you. 225 00:11:59,849 --> 00:12:01,769 Don't want to pull too hard. 226 00:12:01,808 --> 00:12:04,593 A half hedge will fully occlude the artery. 227 00:12:06,813 --> 00:12:09,511 That should do it. 228 00:12:09,554 --> 00:12:11,731 Bleeding should be under control. 229 00:12:15,473 --> 00:12:16,736 Huh? 230 00:12:16,779 --> 00:12:19,564 Georgia's having a contraction. 231 00:12:19,608 --> 00:12:21,436 It... it... it's squeezing the cord. 232 00:12:21,479 --> 00:12:23,003 Heart rate down to 40. 233 00:12:23,046 --> 00:12:24,961 If it goes any lower, it... it... uh... 234 00:12:25,005 --> 00:12:27,616 Uh, we... we need to stop the contraction. 235 00:12:27,659 --> 00:12:29,487 I can't. It can only pass... 236 00:12:31,968 --> 00:12:34,057 By itself. 237 00:12:34,101 --> 00:12:35,755 Max... 238 00:12:37,147 --> 00:12:39,976 The baby won't survive another one. 239 00:12:42,587 --> 00:12:44,415 So we have to get her out. 240 00:12:44,459 --> 00:12:45,808 There'll be too much blood loss, 241 00:12:45,852 --> 00:12:47,462 Georgia's lost enough as it is. 242 00:12:47,505 --> 00:12:48,961 No, you did one surgery, you can do another. 243 00:12:48,985 --> 00:12:51,466 Except this time, Georgia will die. 244 00:12:54,991 --> 00:12:57,646 Yes, Max, the hospital 245 00:12:57,689 --> 00:12:59,822 is still here, so you can go back to bed. 246 00:12:59,866 --> 00:13:01,955 I need you to listen to me. 247 00:13:01,998 --> 00:13:03,957 911 dispatched an ambulance to my apartment, 248 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:05,543 but they don't have everything that we need. 249 00:13:05,567 --> 00:13:07,308 An ambulance? Why? 250 00:13:07,351 --> 00:13:09,155 I need you to call dispatch and have them go back 251 00:13:09,179 --> 00:13:11,201 to the station, and... and, uh, they need to pick up 252 00:13:11,225 --> 00:13:12,898 trauma dressing and surgical gloves and oxygen, 253 00:13:12,922 --> 00:13:14,402 and then I need a second ambulance 254 00:13:14,445 --> 00:13:16,143 from New Amsterdam that's fully stocked 255 00:13:16,186 --> 00:13:19,146 with B-positive blood and mifepristone. 256 00:13:19,189 --> 00:13:21,713 I'm doing it now. Max, what's happening? 257 00:13:21,757 --> 00:13:24,716 I'm trying to save my family. 258 00:13:27,371 --> 00:13:29,156 We just finished finals. 259 00:13:29,199 --> 00:13:32,724 Third year, never have to take a test again, so... 260 00:13:32,768 --> 00:13:34,335 we went out to celebrate. 261 00:13:34,378 --> 00:13:36,380 Who's we? 262 00:13:36,424 --> 00:13:38,165 I can't remember exactly. 263 00:13:38,208 --> 00:13:39,993 Try. 264 00:13:50,568 --> 00:13:52,396 It's me... 265 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:55,356 Bobby, and Emma. 266 00:13:58,925 --> 00:14:00,709 We're outside the door. 267 00:14:04,931 --> 00:14:06,410 What happened next? 268 00:14:15,419 --> 00:14:17,378 You got a problem? 269 00:14:17,421 --> 00:14:18,858 Perhaps we should wait. 270 00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:20,511 No, no, no, no, he... 271 00:14:20,555 --> 00:14:22,209 He's not talking to me. 272 00:14:24,951 --> 00:14:26,082 Hey! 273 00:14:26,126 --> 00:14:27,344 He said... 274 00:14:27,388 --> 00:14:29,651 You got a problem? 275 00:14:29,694 --> 00:14:32,654 Jacob, leave it alone. 276 00:14:32,697 --> 00:14:34,569 This guy just bumps into me. 277 00:14:34,612 --> 00:14:35,787 He's big. 278 00:14:40,227 --> 00:14:41,769 It's all right, Jacob. 279 00:14:41,793 --> 00:14:44,622 We're right here with you. It's okay. 280 00:14:44,666 --> 00:14:46,059 It's okay It's okay, Jacob. 281 00:14:46,102 --> 00:14:48,235 Hey, we're right here with you, Jacob. 282 00:14:51,194 --> 00:14:55,242 I... I didn't know it was a pipe bomb when it happened. 283 00:15:05,034 --> 00:15:08,124 I see Emma. She's... 284 00:15:08,168 --> 00:15:11,432 Emma? 285 00:15:11,475 --> 00:15:13,173 Help! 286 00:15:13,216 --> 00:15:15,827 This piece of stone is crushing her. 287 00:15:15,871 --> 00:15:17,786 She... she can't breathe. 288 00:15:17,829 --> 00:15:21,268 I have to get her out, but... 289 00:15:21,311 --> 00:15:22,486 it's too heavy. 290 00:15:22,530 --> 00:15:24,749 Please, somebody help me! 291 00:15:24,793 --> 00:15:26,795 If just one person helps me, I can get it off. 292 00:15:26,838 --> 00:15:28,840 Just one person, but no one helps. 293 00:15:28,884 --> 00:15:31,669 Not Bobby, not... not anyone. 294 00:15:33,236 --> 00:15:35,891 Ah! 295 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:40,200 Now they're trampling me, and I can't move, 296 00:15:40,243 --> 00:15:43,203 And she's dying. No one will help. 297 00:15:43,246 --> 00:15:45,596 They're all running right over us. 298 00:15:45,640 --> 00:15:47,903 Watch it! 299 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:51,211 Why would he do that? 300 00:15:51,254 --> 00:15:54,388 It's okay... it's okay, Jacob. 301 00:15:54,431 --> 00:15:56,390 No, why would he do that? 302 00:15:56,433 --> 00:15:57,802 It's okay. It's okay. Just breathe. 303 00:15:57,826 --> 00:15:59,523 Help me. 304 00:15:59,567 --> 00:16:01,264 Help me, Dr. Frome. Help me. 305 00:16:03,527 --> 00:16:06,748 Please, Dr. Frome, help me. 306 00:16:08,489 --> 00:16:10,273 I'm sorry, Jacob. I need... I need to... 307 00:16:10,317 --> 00:16:11,840 I need something. 308 00:16:11,883 --> 00:16:13,755 Dr. Frome, what's happening? 309 00:16:13,798 --> 00:16:15,757 Dr. Frome, what's happening? 310 00:16:17,889 --> 00:16:19,891 You're in New Amsterdam Hospital. 311 00:16:19,935 --> 00:16:21,217 You're in Manhattan. Where is she? 312 00:16:21,241 --> 00:16:23,025 What's happening? You're-you're safe. 313 00:16:23,069 --> 00:16:25,158 Dr. Frome, where is he? 314 00:16:25,201 --> 00:16:27,049 Take the FDR, anything else will take too long. 315 00:16:27,073 --> 00:16:28,659 And remember, when you get there, cut up early. 316 00:16:28,683 --> 00:16:29,727 It's a one-way. 317 00:16:29,771 --> 00:16:31,512 Wait! Wait, I'm coming. 318 00:16:31,555 --> 00:16:34,297 Dr. Sharpe, you cannot leave. You are the medical director. 319 00:16:34,341 --> 00:16:37,170 And I learned from the best. 320 00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:58,321 Max, uh, we need to talk about what happens if... 321 00:16:58,365 --> 00:17:01,324 They'll get here. 322 00:17:01,368 --> 00:17:03,457 If Georgia has another contraction, 323 00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:05,502 there's not gonna be time to talk. 324 00:17:05,546 --> 00:17:07,287 I'm gonna have to deliver the baby, 325 00:17:07,330 --> 00:17:08,984 or we're risking both their lives. 326 00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:12,118 But if you open her up... 327 00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:14,990 before the blood gets here, 328 00:17:15,034 --> 00:17:17,819 she might not make it. 329 00:17:17,862 --> 00:17:22,476 Which is why we need to decide who... 330 00:17:22,519 --> 00:17:24,652 No, they'll get here. 331 00:17:24,695 --> 00:17:26,306 They have to. 332 00:17:28,525 --> 00:17:31,311 I've been so selfish... 333 00:17:33,443 --> 00:17:37,665 Thinking that I was the one... who wouldn't survive. 334 00:17:37,708 --> 00:17:39,841 I never even stopped to think, what if... 335 00:17:42,887 --> 00:17:47,153 Georgia... 336 00:17:47,196 --> 00:17:49,372 And Luna. 337 00:17:49,416 --> 00:17:53,420 You know what? It's okay. We don't have to... 338 00:17:53,463 --> 00:17:57,032 Um, If you hadn't shown up when you did... 339 00:17:57,076 --> 00:17:59,513 I don't know what I would've done. 340 00:18:07,564 --> 00:18:10,350 Thank God you're here. 341 00:18:10,393 --> 00:18:13,483 By the way... 342 00:18:15,006 --> 00:18:16,878 Why are you here? 343 00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:21,404 We can talk about that later. 344 00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:34,896 - You can't keep ignoring me. - I'm not ignoring you. 345 00:18:34,939 --> 00:18:36,332 We've got guests, 346 00:18:36,376 --> 00:18:38,378 and these dishes are not gonna walk themselves in. 347 00:18:38,421 --> 00:18:40,095 You're always reminding me how you're saving 348 00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:42,227 the family ring for me, and now I finally want to use it. 349 00:18:42,251 --> 00:18:45,776 All your adult life you keep telling me about your plan, 350 00:18:45,820 --> 00:18:49,432 that you want your new family to look like this one. 351 00:18:49,476 --> 00:18:50,868 Yeah, I still do. 352 00:18:50,912 --> 00:18:52,411 And how's that gonna happen with Evie? 353 00:18:52,435 --> 00:18:54,394 She doesn't even go to church. 354 00:18:54,437 --> 00:18:56,526 Ma, that doesn't mean that I can't. 355 00:18:56,570 --> 00:18:59,181 I even noticed that Evie doesn't cook. 356 00:18:59,225 --> 00:19:00,530 Doesn't cook 'cause she can't. 357 00:19:00,574 --> 00:19:02,228 She... she works 12 hours a day. 358 00:19:02,271 --> 00:19:04,273 So is she giving that up... 359 00:19:04,317 --> 00:19:07,755 when you have your kids? 360 00:19:07,798 --> 00:19:08,712 Are you? 361 00:19:08,756 --> 00:19:10,758 I don't know. 362 00:19:10,801 --> 00:19:12,020 Exactly. 363 00:19:12,063 --> 00:19:14,457 Come back for the ring when you do know. 364 00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:22,770 Don't say it. 365 00:19:22,813 --> 00:19:24,598 She just wants you to be happy. 366 00:19:24,641 --> 00:19:27,949 No, she wants me to marry somebody like her. 367 00:19:27,992 --> 00:19:30,778 'Cause that's how you get a family like this. 368 00:19:30,821 --> 00:19:34,347 No judgment... That's just the reality. 369 00:19:34,390 --> 00:19:38,089 A life with Evie isn't gonna look like this. 370 00:19:38,133 --> 00:19:40,440 It's not gonna look like what you planned, 371 00:19:40,483 --> 00:19:42,964 and Mama's smart enough to see that. 372 00:19:43,007 --> 00:19:45,271 Why can't you? 373 00:19:58,414 --> 00:20:00,982 He's calmer now. 374 00:20:01,025 --> 00:20:02,549 Good. 375 00:20:04,028 --> 00:20:05,726 Thank you. 376 00:20:15,736 --> 00:20:17,825 When Jacob started to break down in there, 377 00:20:17,868 --> 00:20:20,480 my instinct was... 378 00:20:20,523 --> 00:20:23,483 It was to hold him. 379 00:20:23,526 --> 00:20:26,181 That seemed like the appropriate response. 380 00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:28,836 But I can't... 381 00:20:28,879 --> 00:20:30,838 not after what happened with Avi. 382 00:20:30,881 --> 00:20:32,405 I can't do that. 383 00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:37,845 So I just froze. 384 00:20:37,888 --> 00:20:40,282 This is different than Avi. 385 00:20:40,326 --> 00:20:42,241 No, it's not. 386 00:20:45,026 --> 00:20:48,508 I feel like... 387 00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:52,338 the physical contact... 388 00:20:52,381 --> 00:20:54,035 is all I have. 389 00:20:55,906 --> 00:21:00,520 It's... it's my crutch, you know? 390 00:21:00,563 --> 00:21:03,044 The only thing I have in my bag of tricks. 391 00:21:05,220 --> 00:21:09,529 Iggy, sometimes people need the physical contact... 392 00:21:09,572 --> 00:21:12,009 to feel cared for. 393 00:21:12,053 --> 00:21:16,536 But it's not the only trick you have. 394 00:21:16,579 --> 00:21:20,366 It just heightens your other gifts. 395 00:21:20,409 --> 00:21:22,368 You can't doubt that. 396 00:21:25,022 --> 00:21:28,548 But I do... 397 00:21:28,591 --> 00:21:30,550 all the time now. 398 00:21:32,943 --> 00:21:34,771 How can I get inside someone else's head 399 00:21:34,815 --> 00:21:36,904 if I can't get out of my own? 400 00:21:40,255 --> 00:21:43,824 You're always the one who counsels me... 401 00:21:43,867 --> 00:21:46,261 and you have taught me very well. 402 00:21:48,524 --> 00:21:52,093 So what I'll say to you is this... 403 00:21:52,136 --> 00:21:55,749 that boy needs help... 404 00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:59,056 and you are the only one who can help him. 405 00:22:14,724 --> 00:22:17,031 Heart rate's fluctuating. 406 00:22:17,074 --> 00:22:19,120 The contractions have started... I have to cut. 407 00:22:19,163 --> 00:22:21,078 No, wait, wait, wait. They're close, okay? 408 00:22:21,122 --> 00:22:22,491 - Max... - No, they're gonna be close. 409 00:22:22,515 --> 00:22:24,386 Just... just wait. 410 00:22:27,650 --> 00:22:29,435 Hey, hey, tell me you guys will make it here 411 00:22:29,478 --> 00:22:30,958 in the next three minutes. 412 00:22:31,001 --> 00:22:32,718 We're close, Dr. Goodwin. The other bus is right... 413 00:22:32,742 --> 00:22:34,440 - Give it to me. - Sure. 414 00:22:34,483 --> 00:22:36,442 Max, it's Helen. Talk to me. 415 00:22:36,485 --> 00:22:39,009 Luna's heart rate is fading with each contraction. 416 00:22:39,053 --> 00:22:40,663 We could lose her on the next one. 417 00:22:40,707 --> 00:22:42,162 But if Bloom operates now... Bloom's there? 418 00:22:42,186 --> 00:22:43,971 Yeah, she saved Georgia's life. 419 00:22:44,014 --> 00:22:47,409 But if she operates and you are not close enough, 420 00:22:47,453 --> 00:22:49,498 then she could bleed out. 421 00:22:49,542 --> 00:22:51,326 Oh, God... 422 00:22:51,370 --> 00:22:52,458 What? What? 423 00:22:52,501 --> 00:22:54,329 Max, we are not close enough. 424 00:22:56,375 --> 00:22:57,637 Yeah, no, but you... 425 00:22:57,680 --> 00:23:00,335 We're not gonna make it. 426 00:23:00,379 --> 00:23:02,468 Max? 427 00:23:05,384 --> 00:23:07,473 Are you still there? 428 00:23:13,870 --> 00:23:15,785 Yeah. 429 00:23:17,700 --> 00:23:19,354 After everything you have done, 430 00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:22,749 I would jump out of here, and I would run the blood to you 431 00:23:22,792 --> 00:23:24,446 if I thought that it would help, 432 00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:27,188 but we are not close enough. 433 00:23:27,231 --> 00:23:29,582 I'm, uh... 434 00:23:29,625 --> 00:23:32,498 I'm so sorry. 435 00:23:35,544 --> 00:23:38,808 I have to... 436 00:23:38,852 --> 00:23:42,508 I have to choose between my wife and my... and my... 437 00:23:42,551 --> 00:23:45,380 No, no. Okay, look. 438 00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:48,035 Hey, listen to me. 439 00:23:48,078 --> 00:23:52,866 This is a decision that... That you cannot make... 440 00:23:52,909 --> 00:23:55,390 'cause whatever you decide, 441 00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:58,393 you're gonna be haunted by it for the rest of your life. 442 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,874 I've seen it, Max. 443 00:24:00,917 --> 00:24:05,052 The guilt, the shame... 444 00:24:05,095 --> 00:24:06,532 The loss. 445 00:24:06,575 --> 00:24:09,273 It'll destroy you, Max. 446 00:24:09,317 --> 00:24:11,537 But I have... I have to. 447 00:24:15,105 --> 00:24:16,542 I'll do it. 448 00:24:19,675 --> 00:24:21,634 I'll decide. 449 00:24:21,677 --> 00:24:23,766 I'll take on the responsibility. 450 00:24:26,769 --> 00:24:30,425 Please, Max, please... 451 00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:32,732 let me do this for you. 452 00:24:40,870 --> 00:24:43,569 Okay. 453 00:24:45,962 --> 00:24:50,097 Try to cast your mind back to that night. 454 00:24:50,140 --> 00:24:53,970 What was the last exam you and your friends had taken? 455 00:24:54,014 --> 00:24:56,451 I don't... 456 00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:58,192 I don't remember. 457 00:25:06,026 --> 00:25:08,985 Jacob... 458 00:25:10,900 --> 00:25:12,859 Jacob, when you were talking about being trampled 459 00:25:12,902 --> 00:25:15,078 by people earlier, 460 00:25:15,122 --> 00:25:18,299 you said, "Why would he do that?" 461 00:25:18,342 --> 00:25:20,344 Okay. 462 00:25:20,388 --> 00:25:23,478 Why would you refer to a whole crowd of people 463 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:25,393 as "he"? 464 00:25:26,873 --> 00:25:30,746 Person after person running by you, over you, 465 00:25:30,790 --> 00:25:33,662 and you said, "Why would he do that?" 466 00:25:33,706 --> 00:25:35,359 That's not what I meant. 467 00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:39,146 I think it was. 468 00:25:39,189 --> 00:25:42,671 Jacob, what really happened that night? 469 00:25:45,065 --> 00:25:47,807 Don't you think it's time to find out? 470 00:25:51,550 --> 00:25:54,509 Georgia's pulse? 471 00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:56,163 Steady. 472 00:25:57,817 --> 00:25:59,340 I can't get it. 473 00:26:01,864 --> 00:26:03,779 The cord is crimped. 474 00:26:03,823 --> 00:26:05,520 Can you free it? 475 00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:07,087 I'm trying. 476 00:26:08,958 --> 00:26:10,656 Come on, baby, come on. Easy, easy. 477 00:26:10,699 --> 00:26:12,353 Easy, easy. 478 00:26:12,396 --> 00:26:14,660 - All right, you got it. - Okay. 479 00:26:14,703 --> 00:26:16,836 Okay, I got it. 480 00:26:16,879 --> 00:26:19,403 - Okay. - Easy. 481 00:26:21,188 --> 00:26:25,192 Okay. Oh, there you go, baby. There you go, baby. 482 00:26:27,411 --> 00:26:31,590 There she is. 483 00:26:31,633 --> 00:26:33,417 Hi, Luna. 484 00:26:33,461 --> 00:26:35,681 Oh, my Lord. 485 00:26:35,724 --> 00:26:36,899 It's okay. 486 00:26:41,687 --> 00:26:43,906 Hi, hi. 487 00:26:44,907 --> 00:26:46,909 You're okay. Hi. 488 00:26:46,953 --> 00:26:51,479 Hi. 489 00:26:51,522 --> 00:26:52,872 Hi, Luna. 490 00:26:52,915 --> 00:26:54,961 There you are. 491 00:26:55,004 --> 00:26:56,571 You're a mess. 492 00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:58,051 I'm your dad. 493 00:26:58,094 --> 00:26:59,487 I got ya. 494 00:26:59,530 --> 00:27:02,185 Ready? 495 00:27:02,229 --> 00:27:04,797 Georgia... 496 00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:07,277 she's here. 497 00:27:09,671 --> 00:27:11,238 Georgia. 498 00:27:11,281 --> 00:27:13,240 Yeah, I know. 499 00:27:15,851 --> 00:27:18,941 Georgia, she's here. 500 00:27:20,247 --> 00:27:23,424 Hi, we've been waiting so long for you. 501 00:27:24,817 --> 00:27:28,255 You came into this world in a really... 502 00:27:28,298 --> 00:27:30,779 really crazy way, but now you're here. 503 00:27:30,823 --> 00:27:33,086 Now you're here. 504 00:27:33,129 --> 00:27:36,567 Georgia, she's here. 505 00:27:36,611 --> 00:27:38,047 Georgia. 506 00:27:38,091 --> 00:27:41,268 Max, she needs blood... 507 00:27:41,311 --> 00:27:43,270 right now. 508 00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:49,711 You have to hang in there. 509 00:27:49,755 --> 00:27:52,366 You need to hang in there... 510 00:27:53,802 --> 00:27:57,937 Because I am not doing this without you. 511 00:28:00,679 --> 00:28:02,115 This little girl... 512 00:28:02,158 --> 00:28:04,770 This little girl, she needs her mom. 513 00:28:07,773 --> 00:28:09,470 And so do I. 514 00:28:22,613 --> 00:28:25,486 ♪ I wish that I had known 515 00:28:29,533 --> 00:28:32,232 ♪ The unpayable debt 516 00:28:32,275 --> 00:28:35,888 ♪ That I owed you 517 00:28:42,808 --> 00:28:45,549 ♪ And you hired me 518 00:28:45,593 --> 00:28:48,074 ♪ To make up for that 519 00:28:50,641 --> 00:28:52,905 ♪ Walking in that room 520 00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:02,479 ♪ Out of tune 521 00:29:07,397 --> 00:29:10,226 ♪ And I didn't believe them 522 00:29:17,277 --> 00:29:21,455 Okay, we got a pulse. 523 00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:33,032 Is she... is she all right? 524 00:29:33,075 --> 00:29:34,990 She's fine. 525 00:29:45,696 --> 00:29:48,221 It's not happening. It's just a memory. 526 00:29:48,264 --> 00:29:49,657 Say that. 527 00:29:49,700 --> 00:29:51,790 It's just a memory. 528 00:29:51,833 --> 00:29:54,314 So then look at it. 529 00:29:54,357 --> 00:29:56,664 It's okay to look, Jacob. 530 00:29:56,707 --> 00:29:58,492 Watch it! 531 00:29:58,535 --> 00:30:00,668 I don't want to. 532 00:30:00,711 --> 00:30:04,846 Every single detail is in there. 533 00:30:04,890 --> 00:30:07,240 Just close your eyes and look. 534 00:30:22,211 --> 00:30:23,909 Em... 535 00:30:32,569 --> 00:30:35,311 It's okay. 536 00:30:35,355 --> 00:30:36,878 It's okay. 537 00:30:36,922 --> 00:30:38,638 It's okay to look somewhere else, just this once. 538 00:30:38,662 --> 00:30:40,534 Where's your other friend from the line? 539 00:30:40,577 --> 00:30:42,405 - Bobby? - Yeah. 540 00:30:42,449 --> 00:30:45,365 I have no idea. 541 00:30:45,408 --> 00:30:48,194 Sure you do. 542 00:30:49,586 --> 00:30:51,545 He's on the dance floor somewhere. 543 00:30:51,588 --> 00:30:53,242 Facing us? 544 00:31:02,469 --> 00:31:03,905 Facing away. 545 00:31:03,949 --> 00:31:07,213 Okay. Well, now you know why he didn't help. 546 00:31:07,256 --> 00:31:09,215 He didn't see us. 547 00:31:09,258 --> 00:31:10,738 No. 548 00:31:10,781 --> 00:31:12,498 What about the big guy, the guy who bumped into you? 549 00:31:12,522 --> 00:31:13,741 Where's he? 550 00:31:13,784 --> 00:31:16,700 He's on the dance floor somewhere. 551 00:31:16,744 --> 00:31:18,050 You sure? 552 00:31:18,093 --> 00:31:20,008 You said he crashed into you later. 553 00:31:20,052 --> 00:31:22,576 So he couldn't be on the dance floor when the bomb went off. 554 00:31:22,619 --> 00:31:25,318 He must have been... 555 00:31:25,361 --> 00:31:28,103 Why is he over there? 556 00:31:28,147 --> 00:31:30,932 You tell me. 557 00:31:30,976 --> 00:31:33,413 Wait. I-I hear something. 558 00:31:35,110 --> 00:31:36,372 What is that? 559 00:31:36,416 --> 00:31:37,634 Take a look. 560 00:31:41,682 --> 00:31:44,163 It's a gas pipe. 561 00:31:44,206 --> 00:31:47,818 Is that what the guy's looking at? 562 00:31:57,959 --> 00:31:59,787 That can't be right. 563 00:31:59,830 --> 00:32:02,268 If that happened, I'd be dead. 564 00:32:02,311 --> 00:32:04,618 So why aren't you? 565 00:32:06,141 --> 00:32:08,187 Watch out! 566 00:32:16,673 --> 00:32:18,110 He saved me. 567 00:32:19,850 --> 00:32:22,418 I wasn't being trampled. 568 00:32:23,593 --> 00:32:27,293 I couldn't move because... 569 00:32:27,336 --> 00:32:29,295 he saved me. 570 00:32:33,690 --> 00:32:37,303 He risked his life for me. 571 00:32:37,346 --> 00:32:39,174 Why would he do that? 572 00:32:41,046 --> 00:32:43,831 Because sometimes the world has light. 573 00:33:08,464 --> 00:33:10,292 Hey. 574 00:33:12,729 --> 00:33:13,948 Hey. 575 00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:15,950 I have to say, you're the last person 576 00:33:15,994 --> 00:33:19,040 I expected to find here. 577 00:33:19,084 --> 00:33:21,260 Yeah, well, me too. 578 00:33:21,303 --> 00:33:24,872 I actually came to tell Max... 579 00:33:24,915 --> 00:33:26,961 that I'm not coming back. 580 00:33:28,571 --> 00:33:30,095 Hell of a last day. 581 00:33:30,138 --> 00:33:31,705 Yeah. 582 00:33:31,748 --> 00:33:34,360 Max would've lost his family 583 00:33:34,403 --> 00:33:37,711 if it wasn't for you. 584 00:33:40,714 --> 00:33:43,282 I am so sorry, Lauren. 585 00:33:44,500 --> 00:33:46,198 I'm so very sorry. 586 00:33:46,241 --> 00:33:49,157 I betrayed your trust. I ruined our friendship. 587 00:33:49,201 --> 00:33:51,551 You saved my life. 588 00:33:53,596 --> 00:33:56,730 You saved my life. 589 00:33:56,773 --> 00:33:59,211 Look, if I did anything good today, 590 00:33:59,254 --> 00:34:01,082 it's because of you. 591 00:34:01,126 --> 00:34:03,389 Let's go. 592 00:34:03,432 --> 00:34:05,565 Trauma team's waiting. 593 00:34:05,608 --> 00:34:07,915 Go. 594 00:34:13,138 --> 00:34:15,575 You coming? 595 00:34:19,144 --> 00:34:21,102 So, in my professional opinion, 596 00:34:21,146 --> 00:34:23,931 that right there is a giant balloon 597 00:34:23,974 --> 00:34:26,586 full of cocaine in Wilson Hatch's stomach. 598 00:34:26,629 --> 00:34:28,109 It's at least four ounces. 599 00:34:28,153 --> 00:34:30,459 Okay, so... so maybe there happens to be a balloon 600 00:34:30,503 --> 00:34:32,418 in my stomach, but you can't prove what's in it. 601 00:34:32,461 --> 00:34:34,811 It could... it could be something perfectly legal. 602 00:34:34,855 --> 00:34:36,509 So let's see it. 603 00:34:36,552 --> 00:34:39,077 What do you mean, here? Just now, in the... 604 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:41,818 Please, man, please. 605 00:34:41,862 --> 00:34:43,124 I'll be disbarred. 606 00:34:43,168 --> 00:34:44,952 My girlfriend will leave me. 607 00:34:44,995 --> 00:34:46,693 My wife will leave me. 608 00:34:46,736 --> 00:34:48,564 Good luck. 609 00:34:48,608 --> 00:34:51,437 Oh, no, no, no, no. 610 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,415 Tre, you want to play video games when we get home? 611 00:34:53,439 --> 00:34:56,094 Tre, put your hat on. Thank y'all for coming. 612 00:34:56,137 --> 00:34:59,140 Evie, you should come over for dinner every Sunday. 613 00:34:59,184 --> 00:35:00,837 Oh, if I came over every Sunday, 614 00:35:00,881 --> 00:35:02,274 I would never get any work done. 615 00:35:02,317 --> 00:35:04,580 Thank you. 616 00:35:04,624 --> 00:35:06,713 Here. 617 00:35:06,756 --> 00:35:09,542 It's yours, right? 618 00:35:19,334 --> 00:35:21,945 You gonna take it or what? 619 00:35:30,693 --> 00:35:32,304 No. 620 00:35:57,067 --> 00:35:59,505 She's great. 621 00:36:02,551 --> 00:36:04,901 Is that her? 622 00:36:07,904 --> 00:36:09,515 Hey. 623 00:36:14,563 --> 00:36:16,348 You did it. 624 00:36:16,391 --> 00:36:21,048 There's somebody who is dying to meet you. 625 00:36:21,091 --> 00:36:24,007 Luna, say hi to your mom. 626 00:36:24,051 --> 00:36:26,880 Oh, my God. 627 00:36:26,923 --> 00:36:29,535 Hi. 628 00:36:29,578 --> 00:36:31,885 Honey, you did it. 629 00:36:33,756 --> 00:36:36,716 She's perfect. 630 00:36:36,759 --> 00:36:38,761 Yeah. 631 00:36:38,805 --> 00:36:41,721 There she is. 632 00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:01,480 Your mom is drop-dead gorgeous. 633 00:37:01,523 --> 00:37:04,744 I hope I look half as good at her age. 634 00:37:07,225 --> 00:37:08,922 Now is when you say, 635 00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:11,925 "You'll look gorgeous at any age, babe." 636 00:37:13,361 --> 00:37:16,669 I'm, uh... I'm sorry. I just... 637 00:37:16,712 --> 00:37:17,844 What's up? You haven't said 638 00:37:17,887 --> 00:37:20,063 more than two words since we left. 639 00:37:20,107 --> 00:37:22,675 Couldn't have been that bad. 640 00:37:22,718 --> 00:37:25,547 I couldn't have been that bad. 641 00:37:28,681 --> 00:37:31,205 You know, my whole life I, uh, imagined 642 00:37:31,249 --> 00:37:32,598 what my future would look like, 643 00:37:32,641 --> 00:37:34,339 what my family would look like. 644 00:37:34,382 --> 00:37:36,210 I had a plan. 645 00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:38,691 And to be honest... 646 00:37:38,734 --> 00:37:40,997 you don't fit into it. 647 00:37:44,174 --> 00:37:47,569 So I, uh... 648 00:37:47,613 --> 00:37:49,615 I don't know what to do. 649 00:37:49,658 --> 00:37:53,575 For the first time... 650 00:37:55,490 --> 00:37:58,363 I, uh... 651 00:37:58,406 --> 00:38:00,582 I don't know what's next, 652 00:38:00,626 --> 00:38:03,193 and I don't care. 653 00:38:03,237 --> 00:38:05,587 As long as you're there, 654 00:38:05,631 --> 00:38:08,373 as long as you're right there with me, 655 00:38:08,416 --> 00:38:10,505 I don't need a plan. 656 00:38:15,249 --> 00:38:17,295 Look, I don't have your family's blessing, 657 00:38:17,338 --> 00:38:18,905 and I don't have mine. 658 00:38:18,948 --> 00:38:23,126 I don't have a ring, I don't... I don't have anything. 659 00:38:28,175 --> 00:38:30,438 Will you please, 660 00:38:30,482 --> 00:38:35,008 please say you'll spend your life with me... 661 00:38:36,531 --> 00:38:38,577 Make a family with me... 662 00:38:38,620 --> 00:38:41,406 you'll marry me? 663 00:38:47,237 --> 00:38:48,413 Yes. 664 00:38:50,284 --> 00:38:52,068 Yes. 665 00:39:10,043 --> 00:39:11,392 Here you go. 666 00:39:11,436 --> 00:39:13,046 Thanks. 667 00:39:14,264 --> 00:39:16,397 So are you back down on earth yet? 668 00:39:16,441 --> 00:39:18,573 Yeah. 669 00:39:18,617 --> 00:39:21,446 First time on ecstasy I haven't called an ex. 670 00:39:21,489 --> 00:39:22,621 Jacob. 671 00:39:22,664 --> 00:39:25,667 A joke, all right man. 672 00:39:28,496 --> 00:39:30,629 So why would my brain do that? 673 00:39:30,672 --> 00:39:33,327 That guy saved my life. 674 00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,851 Wouldn't I want to remember that? 675 00:39:37,113 --> 00:39:40,508 It does seem counterintuitive... 676 00:39:40,552 --> 00:39:43,555 until you realize how the brain works. 677 00:39:43,598 --> 00:39:45,818 The brain is just... 678 00:39:45,861 --> 00:39:49,082 It's just trying to make sense of things. 679 00:39:49,125 --> 00:39:53,826 Like, sometimes the world is so beautiful, you know? 680 00:39:53,869 --> 00:39:57,003 The laughter of a friend... 681 00:39:57,046 --> 00:40:00,485 a newborn baby gripping your finger. 682 00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:06,012 Life is also fragile. 683 00:40:06,055 --> 00:40:10,146 You blink, it's gone, just like that. 684 00:40:28,426 --> 00:40:32,168 In the face of horror, our minds turn our trauma 685 00:40:32,212 --> 00:40:35,694 into a story to make sense of it, 686 00:40:35,737 --> 00:40:37,565 even if it doesn't make sense. 687 00:40:53,538 --> 00:40:57,977 So why would your mind tell you that the world was evil? 688 00:40:58,020 --> 00:41:02,242 Because evil means that your fear is right. 689 00:41:05,245 --> 00:41:08,074 Evil means that you can just give up. 690 00:41:33,969 --> 00:41:36,755 But to believe that we all have 691 00:41:36,798 --> 00:41:39,932 the capacity to be heroes... 692 00:41:39,975 --> 00:41:44,153 no matter how evil the world may seem... 693 00:41:44,197 --> 00:41:46,416 that's harder... 694 00:41:46,460 --> 00:41:51,204 because that means, when the worst happens... 695 00:41:51,247 --> 00:41:54,337 we can choose to stand up, 696 00:41:54,381 --> 00:41:55,774 we can choose to help. 697 00:41:57,645 --> 00:42:02,389 And that's what, all day, all around us, people do. 698 00:42:03,651 --> 00:42:06,611 So is the world dark? 699 00:42:06,654 --> 00:42:08,917 Sure. 700 00:42:08,961 --> 00:42:10,876 But there's light. 701 00:42:12,051 --> 00:42:14,923 There's so much light. 702 00:42:14,967 --> 00:42:18,405 You just have to open your eyes and look.47623

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