All language subtitles for Surga

Home

Honey, you taught me

that a home
does not have to be a building

Home exists within people

and the love within them

God has willed it

Glory be to God

Praise be to God

You led me through every storm that came

You also said that they were not storms,

they were gifts from God

Gandhi with his special condition,

and we are there for him

Again you said,
"We are being elevated in God's eyes"

It was all just a process

We just hadn't gotten used to it

and it turned out
that we could get through them

In fact,
we received another wonderful gift

that we've been praying for
in every prayer

- Praise be to God
- All praises be to God

Come on

But God's trials don't come just once

Mother

Adenocarcinoma,

stage four

We are asked to endure and be strong

Because being strong is our only option

Everyone who comes and goes
is only entrusted to us

When God calls them home,
we must accept God's decision

You often reminded me of that

- Honey
- Yes, honey?

- Honey
- Honey, what's wrong?

Oh, God

In the name of God Oh, God

Honey

But I'm only human

I can break down and lose my strength

I had you You were strong

and always standing tall,
protecting me and Gandhi

But, you know,

what keeps ringing in my head

What if being strong isn't enough?

Thank you

What if things are still hard,
even after we let go?

God is the greatest

What if I lose you?

Will you be strong?

Of course

You're really gone

Leaving behind a name and memories

Being strong won't be the same
because you won't be there to support me

Letting go will mean different things

You won't be there to make me strong

And home will never be the same

because you are not there

And I I will also never be the same

because the emptiness
you left behind is too vast

I miss you Oh, God,

I miss him

ONE YEAR LATER

Gandhi doesn't want to eat, ma'am

Here Please eat some

You're going to school

You'll play with your friends later
Eat first

Gandhi, why don't you eat, dear?

Here's the thing, ma'am

I told him
that you're going to school later

Then Gandhi didn't want to eat

It's okay, let me feed him

Gandhi, dear

Let's eat, okay? Here, I'll feed you

We'll go to school after this

- Ma'am
- Yes

Gandhi, are you mad at me?

Because I can't take you to school?

I'm sorry I will go afterwards

- Okay? Please look after him
- Yes

Peace be upon you

ISLAMIC SCHOOL FOUNDATION
AL-KHAYR

Sir

Sorry, I'm late

Let's just go right in

I remember the late Maulana
really wanted you

to replace him
as chairwoman of the foundation

But I also have to be objective

because I am responsible
to make sure everything goes well

I think,

moving forward, you can prepare
a better presentation

Sir

Thank you

For being loyal to Maulana and our family
to take care of this foundation

Moreover,

this past year,
you've been busy supporting me

Moving forward,

I hope I won't be a burden to you

But you'll have guidance, Latifah,

during the adaptation
and transition period

Today, representatives from the center
will carry out an assessment

Peace be upon you

Upon you too, come in

- Please, Mr Arman
- Thanks

Mr Sidik

Mrs Latifah

This is Mr Arman and this is Mr Sidik

They're both from the central foundation

Mr Arman is head of education
at the center

They came from Surabaya
to oversee the chairman transition

Hello, ma'am

Looks like you already know each other?

We were college friends at Unpad

Arman is my senior, sir

- The same college?
- An old friend

If that's the case,
I will leave it to Mr Arman

Let me show you the multimedia lab
which we discussed yesterday

for the Chromebooks program

Yes, I'll be there, sir

Sure thing

This way, Mr Sidik

I'll go ahead, sir

- Sure, Dik
- He said "go ahead"

All of a sudden

Want to take a walk?

Around this place?

How are you?

- Good?
- Thank God, good

- And you?
- Thank God, I'm good too

I didn't think you were
the owner of Al-Khayr Bogor

I was never involved in the foundation

But I often came here to see Maulana

But since his passing,

I'm now the one taking care of it

I'm sorry for your loss

Sorry, I couldn't come
because my mom was in the hospital,

I must accompany her

Yeah, it's fine

How's your mother?

She's fine, thank God

She's staying with me now

It's been ten, 11 years
and we're a bit awkward, right?

Is it okay if I don't take you around?

Can you catch up with Mr Wanto?

- It's fine, I'll catch up with Mr Wanto
- I'm sorry

It's fine

- Peace be upon you
- Upon you too

So, Latifah was your college friend?

- Yes
- Her husband too?

Of course not Just Latifah

I knew her husband
from the Al-Khayr gathering

for all branches

How was it?

He was a good man,
friendly, religious, intelligent

That's why Al-Khayr Bogor
received many achievements

Latifah, not the husband

You said the husband

Why would I ask
about her husband? Latifah

How should I know? Sorry

Latifah, huh?

Yeah It's because
she's currently unstable

Latifah, huh?

Latifah is a smart woman

Top of her class in college

She got the highest GPA in Psychology

She also went on
to a Master's in Business

But if it's about that, I don't know

Why she seemed to be confused
during the presentation

She's probably still mourning
her husband's death, right?

Maybe

It's been a year
She should've moved on by now

But women are experts
in history, right, Man?

Archaeologists won't win against them

But if I look at
how you explain it to her,

I don't think you were
just friends with Latifah

Right?

Latifah is my ex

You're dangerous, Man

What do you mean?

So, you two might get back together?

Don't talk nonsense

Who knows?

That's the past, Sidik

Now we meet
only to take care of the foundation

The past can be the future

It's fine for the presentation,

but for the material,
at least someone will help you

That's what I meant

This is only a suggestion, ma'am

What if you make a small team, ma'am?

Then put together competent teachers

So we can get input
and perspectives from them, right?

I think so too

That's good, then Might as well ask

regarding this matter
from the teachers' point of view

Thank you, Man

Mr Sidik

Sure, ma'am

Thanks for your help

You're welcome

I need to go

Yes, no worries

- It's okay, right?
- Sure

Mr Supri

At the mechanic's?

Okay, I'll pick Gandhi up

It's fine, I can order a taxi

Fah, is Gandhi your son?

Want a ride?

No, I'll take a taxi

No, I can take you

It takes a while
Bring the car to the lobby

- Please
- It's okay

- But the taxi
- Bring it to the lobby

Mr Sidik, don't

Ordering a taxi takes too long

It's urgent, right? Come I'll take you

- Is that okay, Man?
- Sure

Arman

Dik, I'll drive

It's rare that you want to drive

Get in

Latifah

Mrs Latifah can sit in front

- Will that be okay?
- Sure

Yes, please

Ready?

Gandhi, don't do that

- Come here, Gandhi
- Dear

Don't Gandhi Don't do that

Don't be like that Gandhi

Here, look

This is Mom Let go of your hand

Let go

Don't do that
Put your hands down Gandhi

Enough Don't do that

Don't hit yourself

Gandhi

Hey, dear

Are you angry?

Please forgive me

Don't do that You're a good kid, come

Forgive me, okay?

Let's go home

Come here

I can

I'll carry you

Thank you

Sorry, Gandhi's been
having tantrums all month,

more so since he lost his dino doll

It's okay

We both know

Gandhi still can't express what he wants

But his progress is good so far

He already knows many colors

Now he can also write

For children with autism and ADHD,

as long as we're consistent
with the simulation,

that will help a lot

Browsing for what?

ADHD

What kind of food is that?

That's PHD

I'll pull your hair

Why is food always on your mind?

We're here to work, Sidik

Not having a culinary trip,
not having a holiday

Well, I thought that was a name for food

What are you looking at?

Autism with ADHD

About Latifah's son, huh?

Has she ever told you about this?

I told you already

I haven't been
in contact with Latifah, Dik

From a psychologist's point of view
like mine, Man,

I feel bad for Latifah

How can she communicate with her son?

I feel bad for her son too

She struggled to carry her son

She's in dire need of a man
who can carry her son, right?

Calm down, smartass

Yes, you're such a know-it-all

Who knows if Latifah
is used to that, right?

I'm good at reading people's psychology

I'm a psychology graduate too,
not only you and Latifah

I also graduated from psychology

I know you graduated from that

But you skipped class

I needed to socialize

The lessons didn't only come from books

We need to socialize too

Look at me now

Your subordinate, right?

Hello Yes, I'm almost done, ma'am

Thank you

Peace be upon you

- Peace on you
- Upon you too

Am I disturbing you?

Come in

Are you working? Doing the presentation?

May I help you?

It's tidier

You're more confident, right?
Won't be nervous,

you won't tremble presenting it?

Of course

I see that Latifah thumbs up again

Picking Gandhi up from school again?

Gandhi's off today to rest and get better

Okay

I want to buy food,

Bogor food Want to join?

I just told Mrs Sum
that I'll finish soon

I'll just go home

Sure, no problem

I was asking Sidik to tag along, actually

But I had to compile
Mr Dwi's presentation material

By the time I finished, Sidik was gone

That's your habit to lose track of time
while working

- So he left you
- Who taught me that?

- Okay, I'll get food by myself
- Hold on

Want me to come along
for some local Bogor food?

- But I can't stay long Is that okay?
- Sure, that's fine

Here I think this is
the best Bogor noodle soup

But I'm not sure if you'll like it

Name one time I ever complained
about your food picks

I remember the noodles
from Bandung in Kejaksaan

I still remember

You have something that no one else has

I don't know what it's called,

but you can find good food
in hidden places like this

Nowadays, kids call them "hidden gems"

That's called the art of living
Don't you know that?

Finding the best way to survive

Thanks, sir

Finding cheap and good food

That's a perfect combination

We lost contact for a long time, huh?

Yeah

Maulana was there for me through it all

I needed him at that time

Now too

I'm sorry if this story makes you sad

No worries

You

Since when did you know
about Gandhi's condition, Fah?

When he was two years old

Yeah, two years old

Oh, two years old

He wasn't like the other kids

He couldn't focus

Okay

I need to find time for him
Take him for walks, into nature

He likes nature a lot

I want him to feel like
he has this time with me

Man

Why are you silent?

- Peace be upon you
- Peace be on you

- I'm home
- Your mom's home

- Ma'am
- Ma'am

This is Arman,
who brought us home from therapy

- Yes, sir
- How are you?

Good

Gandhi, look who's here

I'm Arman

Hello, Gandhi How are you?

I'm Arman, and I'm a friend of your mom

I saw you yesterday, but you were asleep

Do you like drawing?

What is this?

A tree and Dad

A big tree

Gandhi, do you like sightseeing?

- Sightseeing?
- Sightseeing?

- Sightseeing
- Do you like it? Nice

- Sightseeing
- Let's go sightseeing with me

Or how about if we go tomorrow?

You'll go sightseeing
with me, with Mrs Sum

With Uncle Arman too, okay?

Later, okay?

Ice cream

- Be careful
- Gandhi

- Mom, ice cream
- Watch your step

Let's get some

Man, he can't have ice cream

- Oh, yeah?
- There's a limit

So what do we do?

There's a limit,
so he can eat some, right?

Last time he had it was last year

So can I get him some?

Just a bit, Man

I'll go get some

Gandhi, your mom said it's okay

- What do you want?
- Ice cream

There's vanilla,
strawberry, and chocolate

- Vanilla
- Okay

Vanilla, sir

One vanilla, please

Yes, one vanilla Okay, thank you

Thank you

Ice cream

Okay It's okay

- Okay
- Ice cream

The ice cream is here

- We got the ice cream already, dear
- Ice cream

- We got the ice cream already
- Ice cream

Yes, we got the ice cream

- I bought it for you
- Ice cream

It's with your mom

Gandhi, calm down, okay?

Calm down, Gandhi

I'll get you
lots of ice cream later, okay?

Gandhi, dear

Calm down Here's the ice cream

I don't even know how to thank you enough

- Is it too much already?
- Yes, Fah Enough with it

I'm glad to see he's happy

I like playing with him

Why?

New experience, huh?

Yeah

To me

life is like a new page
that we have to turn every morning

What we never know is
what the story will be on every page

And I'm enjoying all the stories

Including the stories with Gandhi

You always amaze me, Fah

What's so amazing?

All of it

I just do what any mother would do

and now I need to be a father for him too

Gandhi must have missed his father

Of course

That's for sure

I also missed Arum

Arum?

Yes, my daughter

My daughter, Arum

She's in the first grade

She's very active

She likes physical activities,
any physical activities

Sorry

I don't mean to compare

- Arum and Gandhi
- No

You're not comparing them

- No, I'm afraid you're--
- No, all kids are special

Thank God, Man

I'm happy to see you're happy now

- Thank God
- Uncle

Let's draw

Okay

Draw what?

Trees

Trees? These trees?

Let me see

Dinosaurs appear from these trees

Bite

Do you dare?

Then the dino goes up

Gandhi

Gandhi, look at the dino

Does it hurt?

But if it hurts
it can be treated, okay?

Here Right here

Rum, Dad is calling you, dear

Arum

Peace be upon you

Upon you too

Busy? Why did you take so long to pick up?

Yeah, I'm busy persuading the cranky one

Who's cranky? I'm not cranky

So, someone wanted
to show off that she could ride the bike

She called her dad who didn't pick it up

Here, Rum, go talk with Dad

I'm sorry, my beautiful daughter

I had a lot of work,
but I'm calling you now

Are you sure you don't want to talk to me?

If that's the case,
I won't bring any souvenirs

Please bring souvenirs, Dad

Yes, I'll bring you a souvenir

So, what did you want to tell me
over the phone?

I can ride my bike really far now

Some should accompany you
if you ride your bike far,

and please be careful

Yes, I promise

Let's switch, Rum,
I want to talk with Dad

Honey, how are things going there?

Everything's good Thank God

Turns out the late Mr Maulana's widow
is an old friend of mine

That's nice, then
Everything should go smoother

Yes, it should be

Peace be upon you

Upon you too

- Mrs Ika
- Mrs Sum

Mrs Latifah home?

Yes Hold on I'll call her

- Thank you, ma'am
- Sure

Ma'am

Mrs Ika

Mrs Latifah, sorry to come so late

Just wanted to remind you
about the Community Leader election

Don't forget to come

It was Mr Maulana who used to come

Thank you for reminding me

You're welcome, ma'am

Ma'am, I also want to ask

Is the guy who often comes here
Gandhi's future stepdad?

- No, he's--
- Thank God

Gandhi got a new dad real quick

I'm also happy for you, ma'am,
if he's your soon-to-be husband

What's more, as women,
we must support each other,

giving our best

You should get married soon

He already has a family,
and we're just friends

Is that so? He's just a friend?

But he often comes here

But he's just a friend

And he's someone's husband too

Okay then

Oh, one more thing, ma'am

Peace be upon you

Upon you too

Sorry, Mr Arman

Mrs Latifah is still busy
and can't be disturbed

Okay

But Gandhi?

Gandhi is home, but he's resting

Is everyone okay?

- Draw
- Latifah and Gandhi are fine

Mom, draw

- Sorry I'm just relaying the message
- Okay

Yeah, it's fine, ma'am

What are you drawing?

Sorry

- Do tell Latifah
- Uncle

I'll relay that

- Sightseeing Uncle
- Okay, I'll go now

MOM - GANDHI - UNCLE

Please excuse me

You're single now, right?

I don't want rumors to be spread

because Arman often comes here

Go tidy up, Man We're leaving soon

Man

Is this about Latifah?

Here, that's mine

What now? We're leaving soon

I'm confused, Dik

What's wrong?

I'm confused about Latifah

Everything was fine yesterday

We went sightseeing to,
where was it again?

Bogor Botanical Gardens

I drove her home too

And then, after that

She suddenly changed
She didn't text me back

I don't know
if this has anything to do with you

But hear me out first

Why? Did you hear anything?

You have a special relationship
with Latifah

I only want to help Latifah and Gandhi

What's wrong with that?

That's wrong

You already have a wife
Latifah is a widow

You often go out with her
What would people think?

What they think is wrong

You may not care, but Latifah does

She owns this foundation

She's the chairwoman

She can't ignore this kind of problem

I'll be leaving for Surabaya, Mr Wanto

Sure, Mr Arman

Mr Arman

Sorry if I'm overstepping

If I may ask

the nature of your relationship
with Mrs Latifah?

My relationship?

Yes, because I've heard
from the foundation managers

that you and Mrs Latifah

are now very close
and often go out together

I'm afraid
people are going to start rumors

I feel bad for Mrs Latifah

She has to raise Gandhi by herself

Although, Gandhi is not her own son

Peace be upon you

- Upon you too
- Dad

How are you, Dad?

- Good
- Dad, where's the souvenir for me?

God, I forgot
to get the souvenirs for Arum

But it was a lie

Look what Dad brought

Wow

Mom cooked a special meal for me

Ox tail soup

Wow

Did you know?
During business day at my school,

Mom's cake sold out fast

Oh, yeah? How much money did you earn?

Can I have some to get some ice cream?

I want to save it

You want to save it? Good

Widya is something else She took Arum
early in the morning to shop,

then cook, and her food is delicious

That's a must, Mom
It's for welcoming my husband

Is that how you keep your husband
in check?

Wherever your husband is

There's a charm to it

Love charm

How did things go in Bogor
with the new foundation chairwoman?

What was her name? Latifah?

Yes, Latifah

Latifah?

You know Latifah too?

Yes, I used to

You're home, in front of your wife,
and still staring at your laptop?

Okay, honey

There, I closed it

What's wrong?

Tell me more And our chat from dinner
wasn't finished either

How things went in Bogor, and then

What was her name

Latifah

Yes, Latifah Turns out Mom knows her too?

Ya, she used to know her

But she's a bit different from back then

She was independent,
knew what she wanted to do,

but now her priorities might be different

She seems to be struggling a bit

Probably because of Gandhi

And then she has to take care of
the foundation too

Well, you know
how people from the foundation are

- Who's Gandhi? Her son?
- Yes

But I believe she can manage
because when she was in college,

she was concerned with education
and she was also thoughtful

It's just a matter of adapting

How can you be so sure?
You just reconnected with her

I know her well, honey

What's the matter?

- What's wrong?
- Nothing

We chatted, right?

I think I'm tired I want to sleep now

We're done chatting?

No, I want to wake up early
to get Arum ready for school

You know Latifah too?

Arman told me they were pretty close?

Used to be

They used to be close, not with me

But I don't think they're close now

I never heard the name "Latifah," Mom

Arman never said anything before

Well, maybe because they haven't met
for a long time

They've lost contact, so

Maybe Arman thinks
there's nothing worth telling

You know Nada, right?

The one whose mother had died

They said that Nada
is going to get a new mom

But her new mom lives far,
so Nada's changing schools

I won't have a best friend
if Nada moves to another school

Nada is my best friend, Dad

I will definitely be sad if Nada moves

But they said that Nada is happy
to have a new mom

Are you listening to me?

Dad

You're not listening, are you?

I heard you, dear

What did I just tell you?

It's about your friend, Nada, right?

And then?

- Nada is your best friend, right?
- And then?

And Nada is happy to have a new mom?

But I'm sad, Dad

Arum

Don't talk to Dad like that

Dad must be busy working,
so he couldn't concentrate on you

Yeah, if you say so

Arum

What did you do? She's angry now

Still occupied with Bogor?

Yeah, a bit But it's done, honey

Honey

I think I need to go back
to Bogor to finalize the election

of the new foundation chairwoman

But you just got back

Yes, but there was a conversation
with Mr Dwi about this

But if you don't want me to leave,
I won't leave I'll stay at home

Of course not Have I ever asked you
not to go to work?

You were great today, Gandhi

I'm very proud of you

He's very smart, ma'am

God has willed it

Did you order a taxi?

Yes Mr Supri was taking
Mrs Sum somewhere

How about the guy
who picked Gandhi up the other day?

He was my friend He's not from here

He just happened to be in the area

Gandhi, I thought
you were going to have a new dad

Sorry, ma'am I didn't mean it

- Sorry
- It's okay

- Peace be on you
- Upon you too

Uncle Arman

Speak of the devil We just mentioned you

See you tomorrow, Gandhi

Okay Bye

Please excuse me

Yes

- Gandhi, how are you?
- Good

Hey, Fah

Why didn't you reply to my messages?

You never took my calls

Did I do something wrong?

Please forgive me

I spoke to Sidik

about the rumors in the foundation

This is for the best, Man

Mrs Sum also spoke to me

Mr Wanto asked me about it

The neighbors are gossiping

Over time, these bad assumptions
aren't just about me,

they're about you too, Man

Please forgive me
for putting you in a tough spot

I forgot who I was too

No way

Oh, yeah

The foundation's matter is finished

It's best if we go back
to our own lives again

Just like we were before we met?

What do you mean, Fah?

We can't do it, Fah

There are still many things I want to do
to ease your burden, Fah

I often think about Gandhi,
whether he's okay or not

And you too

So, you can't ask me to do that, Fah,

- to go back--
- It's different, Man

It's already different

You're someone's husband I'm a widow

People think of that, Man

That's what people think, Fah

They don't know how you and Gandhi feel

- They don't know
- Man

If you care about Gandhi and I,

I ask that you stay away from me

You didn't feel Gandhi's happiness
yesterday, Fah?

Your happiness, your lighter burden
You didn't feel that?

I felt it, Man

I was glad to see you and Gandhi happy

I also saw Gandhi happy,
but what can I do now?

Any solutions?

There are none, right?

Do I need to marry you, Fah?

What?

Yes, do I need to marry you
to stop the negative chatter?

Man

You already have a wife

You have a daughter

They're now waiting for you at home,
for you to come home

I'm a woman, Man

I know how Widya feels

I'm sorry, I

I feel it again, Fah

I don't know why

I care about you

Sorry I have to say this, Fah

I only want to be honest, Fah

What about your wife?

Can you be honest with her?

You can't, can't you?

Latifah is your past

Widya and Arum are waiting for you here

They are your future

Dad

Dad

Thank you, Dad

I'm praying together with you again

If we feel we've made mistakes in life,

we need to repent to God and do better

When we change for the better,
God will test us again

in this life, through our families,
society and more

And when the trials
are given to us by God,

think of it as God's effort
to purify ourselves

as we head towards Him

- Hi, honey
- Honey

Why aren't you ready for work?

I want to take a day off

Where's Mom?

Mom went to Auntie's early this morning

She said she'll be late, but it's Mom
She'll stay there if it's too late

What's wrong?

You've been quiet lately

What's wrong?

Hey, what's wrong?

I want to

I want to talk

About what?

About me

But before I do, I want you to know

that I really love you

Very much

Why are you talking about feelings?

What's wrong?

I haven't been completely honest with you

About what?

Latifah

She wasn't just a college friend

I told you before
that we were close, right?

And?

We were about to get married

Just listen

I'm sorry

I want to tell you

I want you to know

I don't know how

The feelings that I have for you

I have those same feelings
for Latifah too

What do you mean?

The same feelings, what does it mean?

You're in love with her?

You're in love with Latifah?

What are "the same feelings"?
Don't compare me with that woman

Don't get angry

I don't mean to compare you
with anyone, not that

I just don't want you
to take this the wrong way

I don't want you to blame Latifah

It's not her fault?

Are you defending her in front of me?

If it's not her fault, is it mine?

Listen
You're crazy You want my pity?

I'm not defending anyone
I try to be honest

I want to talk calmly

Calmly?

How can I talk calmly
after you said those things?

So what do you want? A divorce?

Oh, God, who would want--

You want to choose her?

It's not divorce

Then what? What haven't I done for you?

For Arum, for this family
What haven't I done?

I'm sorry It's my fault

You've done everything

You are an amazing woman

A good mother I'm happy with you

- That's a lie
- I do

That's a lie If you were happy,
you won't find other woman, Man

I'm your wife I can read you

I've been suspicious lately,

but I tried hard to convince myself
I was just imagining it

There's nothing going on

But it's true, right?

You're cheating, right?

No, I didn't do anything

Then what is this?

If you have feelings for her, what's that?

Isn't that cheating?

You're crazy, Man

I'm devastated

Why are you awake?

Why are you sleeping with me
all of a sudden?

I miss you

I like sleeping next to you

Dad, don't be gone too long, okay?

I miss you when you're gone

Gandhi, dear

Let's stop drawing, okay?

Finish it tomorrow

You need to sleep now Come on, dear

Mom

Where is Uncle?

Uncle sightseeing

I miss Uncle

Be patient

I know you're a strong woman

and never feel alone

Arum

Arum

Man Where's Widya?

Man

Why did Widya text me,
entrusting the house to me?

Where are Widya and Arum?

Man, answer me

I don't know, Mom

The house was empty when I got here

They're gone
Widya also didn't take up my calls

Auntie, this can't be

Widya always picks up her phone

Widya always picks up a call from you

What's going on, Man?

Explain What's happening?

Where are Widya and Arum?

Man?

Answer me

I told Widya the truth, Mom,
about my feelings for Latifah

Feelings?

What feelings do you have for Latifah?

I'm asking you

Don't you get it, Man?

You've hurt Widya's feelings

How could you?
How could you be this stupid, Man?

I've told you many times

This is it This is what I was afraid of

I only wanted to be honest
with Widya, Mom

I don't want to lie to her

I don't want a divorce

I don't, but I also don't get

why my feelings for Latifah are back
I don't know, Mom

Feelings? Your feelings?

You talked about how you feel?

Did you think about Widya's feelings?

Did you think about Arum's feelings?

Man

You

do you know?

I'm also a woman, Man

Auntie is also a woman

We know exactly how it feels
to be hurt by our spouse

Man

Do you know?

When a woman is hurt,

they keep their feelings bottled up

And that hurts a lot more

I can't imagine how Widya feels right now

Widya must be devastated because of you

But Dad won't leave
for long again, right, Mom?

Dad promised me
that he won't be gone for long again

Yes, dear

WId, i know how you feel Let's meet up

I thought I was happy with Arman, Auntie

Nothing lacking in our family

But now I don't know what to believe

I don't think
I even believe in myself anymore

I've been thinking since yesterday

Is it true that it's my fault?

Could it be because I can't keep up
with Arman?

Never listen to what Arman wants?

What does Latifah have
that I don't, Auntie?

Don't blame yourself

You're not Latifah

And the problem isn't with you, Wid

I can't bear to lose Arman, Auntie

But I also can't stand
if I have to share Arman with Latifah

I've never dreamed of going through
something like this, Auntie

I understand what it feels like
to be betrayed, lied to

When your uncle remarried,

I heard it from someone else

Be patient, be strong

Be calm Keep your mind clear

Arman still wants to save your marriage

Talk, think,

and decide, okay?

You have to think of Arum, dear

Arum doesn't know anything

Be strong, okay?

Dad

Let's go home, okay?

Let's go home, honey

I'm sorry

I'm happy to have you and Arum

Happy

But on how my feelings suddenly grew,
I also can't

Yes You let those feelings grow

You don't even remember that me and Arum
are waiting for you

I always remember you and Arum, honey

Never have I forgotten about
you and Arum, never

It's exactly because of how I feel
about you and Arum

That's what made my feelings
for Latifah and Gandhi grow,

to protect them, honey

I know the time and history
I have with Latifah,

we should have been apart

I know I'm guilty for that

But I'd be more guilty

if I didn't tell you the truth
about it all, honey

So?

When you see Latifah
with those feelings of yours

did you consider my feelings, Man?

How could you?

You made me question myself

I'm sorry, okay?

I want to see that woman

You know Arman has feelings for you?

You have the same feelings for Arman too?

Why are you quiet?
Are you confused about your own feelings?

Do you know that Arman wants to marry you?

Arman is my past

If you knew you had a past with him,
you shouldn't rekindle things, right?

Even as friends

Or are you deliberately
looking for a new husband?

I am on my own

but I can manage that

No one can replace my husband

So what's this all about?

Hold on

Hello, ma'am

Try giving him the vomiting pill

Yes, I'll be home in a minute

Peace be upon you

Sorry, I have to go home

Peace be upon you

Fah

- Yeah?
- What's wrong?

Not your business, Man

It's Gandhi, huh?

I'll take you

- This isn't the time--
- Latifah, if you order a taxi,

it'll take longer
You're in a rush, right?

I'll take you, okay?

Wid?

I have to work
Mr Wanto needs me for a meeting

Sorry, I can't take you to the hotel

I ordered a taxi

Can you go back by yourself?

Okay

- I'll let you know
- Thank you

Peace be on you

Upon you too

Gandhi, please eat at the table

It's the usual food
It's Gandhi's favorite

- How could this be?
- I don't know, he vomited

- Gandhi vomited
- Vomit

If he eats,
he'll vomit after half an hour, ma'am

Do you still want to vomit?

No? I'll make you some porridge

- So you can eat
- No

Please eat, dear

- You have to eat
- No

- I'll make the porridge, okay?
- No

- Just a minute Ma'am
- No

- I'll make you some porridge
- No

Let me make the porridge

Thank you, Wid

Gandhi, dear Eat first, okay?

Dad

Dad

Dad

Wid The tea

Has the fever subsided?

- Thank you
- Sure

I heard from Arman
that Gandhi isn't yours?

Love doesn't have to be

blood-related, right?

Whatever Gandhi's condition is

I'm just trying to be
a good mother to Gandhi

When I was small,
I saw my mom devote her life

to take care of Damar and I

It's not easy

If I were in her position,
I might not be able to manage

My late brother was also born
with special needs

Mom was our home, Fah

Being a mother means being ready
to sacrifice anything

to provide a warm and loving home

I don't want to wreck that home

I know that Arman is really happy
with you and Arum

I'm sorry, Wid

Do you know the consequences
of Arman marrying you?

Are you ready to be the second wife?

I can't give you an answer to that

Even to myself

Wid, thank you

You've helped me with Gandhi

Don't mention it, Fah

Gandhi

We will draw more some other time, okay?

Gandhi and me

But I need to go back
to Surabaya for now, okay?

No You can't leave

- Stay with me
- Just a while

- You can't leave
- Only for a while

You can't leave

- Stay with me
- Listen

- You can't Uncle and me
- Yes

- Stay here Don't leave
- Not for long

Don't Uncle Arman
and Aunt Widya are going home

- I'm only going home for a while
- I'm here with you, dear

- Gandhi, come
- You can't leave

- Stay with me You can't
- Listen to me, Gandhi

- You're a good boy
- No

You can't

Gandhi

Gandhi loves Uncle Arman?

I love Uncle

Dear, may I borrow Uncle Arman for a bit?

Okay?

Just for a while

He'll come back to play with you
Draw with you

Let me borrow him, dear Okay?

Don't be sad, dear

It's only for a while

I promise you he won't be gone for long

Don't be sad, okay?

We'll be going now

Bye, Fah

- Peace be upon you
- Upon you too

You said you wanted to fight
for our little family

But at the same time,
you brought another family into our lives

If you want to have
two women in your life,

it means you're ready to be responsible

Being fair isn't judged by you, Man

But by Latifah and me

Thanks for letting me see Latifah

Now I understand
why you want to be there for them

She's an independent and resilient woman

I know how hard it is
to raise a kid like Gandhi

You're as amazing as your mom, Wid

I leave this for Gandhi

I hope he likes and enjoys it

As much as I hope that Arum will be happy

to have Gandhi as her brother

Peace be upon you

- Mom
- Arum, I missed you so much Greetings

Where's Dad, Mom?

Dad is still in Bogor, dear

Mom

Auntie

Where's Arman?

Thank you
for helping Gandhi and I yesterday

Sorry Gandhi made Arman stay in Bogor

He said he likes the porridge

It's fine Arman can stay
until Gandhi is well

Wid

Yes, Mom?

Wid, what is going on?

Why didn't Arman return with you?

I will definitely tell you, Mom

But not now

I brought a souvenir from Bogor, Mom
Try it

The sun

The sun

Trees

The sun

It hurts It hurts

Draw

Draw

Gandhi, it's me How did this happen?

I wanted to help, ma'am

But he was enraged

- Draw
- It's okay, I'm here now

Thank you

Sure

Yes, Fah

Upon you too

God is the greatest

Latifah can't come, honey

Gandhi has been throwing tantrums
He just fell off his bike

How can he fall?

So how's Gandhi now?

He's fine Only a small scratch

But the tantrum is still going

Poor Gandhi

Who takes care of Gandhi
with Latifah? Mrs Sum?

There's Mr Supri too But he went home
to his family in his hometown

because they're coming to Surabaya

And if Gandhi needs to go to the clinic?
Who'll take them?

Arum

Arum, please stop crying

Grandma is preparing your birthday cake

I saw the cake, it's so pretty

Do you want to help Grandma?

Okay, I'll help Grandma

Preparing my cake for my friends

Don't cry anymore, okay?

Wid

Where's Arman?

Gandhi is fine

It's Arum's birthday She needs her dad,
she'll be upset

I told you already
Widya and I had agreed

Latifah

I came here to take care of you

- I--
- Widya asked me--

Right, Widya asked you, but I'm asking you
to go back to Surabaya now

Mom

I know choosing is tough

So, I have decided

that Arman mustn't choose
between me or Latifah

What do you mean?

I care about you Fah

Gandhi's condition is crucial

I'm his mother, Man

Gandhi has his mom and Mrs Sum here

I can take him to the hospital myself

I won't just do nothing

Arum needs her father now

- It's her birthday
- I don't understand your thinking

I don't understand your thinking

I met Latifah and Gandhi, Mom

Now I understand
why Arman wants to protect them

They need a family too, Mom

Wid

I know Latifah very well, Wid

Latifah is selfish

She only thinks of her ambitions
and not her family

Can you be fair, Man?

Widya might be able to accept it

But not me

I feel very bad, Man

Do you remember Damar?

Your brother?

Your late brother, right?

I know how troublesome it was
to take care of Damar, Mom

My mom had to sacrifice everything
for Damar

And when I saw
Latifah and Gandhi yesterday,

it felt like I was seeing
my mom with Damar again, Mom

I wish I had been
more supportive of my mom

I wish I had never asked
for fairness from my mom

I wish I had never been ashamed
of Damar's condition, Mom

I wish I had been more careful
and helped my mom take care of Damar,

Damar and my mom
would still be around, Mom

That accident wouldn't have happened

I'm sorry

I'll go

I know the situation will be bad
if I stay here

It will go on like this
The arguing will persist

This is also God's will, Mom

I'm sure God wanted me
to meet Latifah and Gandhi

so I can make up for my mistakes

I also don't know what the future will be,

but what I do know now

is that God gave me this path
for me to reach heaven's door, Mom

Arman too

Peace be on you

Dad

My lovely daughter

- Fah
- Wid

You are finally here

- Mrs Sum
- Ma'am

Gandhi

This is Arum Arum, this is Aunt Latifah

Hello, dear

This is Mrs Sum

This is Gandhi who video-called you

Hi, I'm Arum, do you remember me?

Give greetings, dear

I have a bike
Do you want to ride the bike with me?

Bike

- Bike
- Okay Let's go ride the bike

Be careful with your bike, Arum

Watch them

Gandhi, careful Ma'am, watch them

Ma'am

Ma'am

How are you, ma'am?

Thank God, I'm well

I'm good

Gandhi was tired
from riding the bike, Mom

So, he went to sleep with Mrs Sum

That's fine Gandhi's tired
from the trip from Bogor

Okay then, I want to try
my favorite souvenir from Bogor

- Sure, try it
- Which one do you want? There's cake

This is Lapis Bogor

There are crackers too

- There are sticks
- Which one do you want?

Ma'am, do you need any help?

No need

Please forgive me if I created
an unpleasant atmosphere in this house

I don't want to wreck this family, ma'am

But every time I'm with Arman and Widya,

I feel like I have a family, ma'am

I feel complete, ma'am

Not lonely anymore

Ma'am

Whatever mistakes I made in the past

and make in the future,

please forgive me, ma'am

Are you okay, honey?

Why are you asking that?

Today, it's,

I'm going to

Everything we're going through now
is between us and God

I'm happy Latifah is destined
to be our family

and, God willing, I'm sincere

- Ma'am
- Yes

Ma'am

It's Gandhi, ma'am

Gandhi isn't in his room

- What?
- I can't find him He's gone

I can't find him

- What do you mean?
- I don't know

And Arum is gone too

Her bike is missing, ma'am

- Fah
- Wid

Man? Where's Gandhi?

Okay, please calm down Calm down

I'll look for Gandhi with Mr Supri

- You stay here, okay?
- I can't stay here

- He's gone, I need to find him
- I'll go

- I'll go
- Yeah

Everyone, calm down Wait, okay?

We'll use the car

We have to go

Why is Dad marrying Aunt Latifah, Mom?

Aunt Latifah is going to marry Dad

After that,
Gandhi will become your brother

Where are you going?

You're not going to die, right?

Why did you ask that, dear?

My friend, Nada, has a new mom

because her mom died

If I had a new mom,
I don't want you to die

No, Arum

Dad You can't

- Gandhi
- Dad You can't

- Dad You can't
- We'll put it up again

- Dad You can't
- We'll put it up again

You can't

Dad

You can't Dad

- Wid, that's Gandhi's bike
- Where?

Here, Fah

Honey

You're a boy You have to love your mom

A boy must take care of his mother

- Mom
- Love

- Love
- Mom

- Mom
- The dino?

- Dino
- Okay

- Dino
- Dino

Gandhi, Arum

Arum

Mom

Arum, Mom

Please forgive me, Mom

It's okay, dear

Forgive Arum for making you worry

No, dear It's okay

Arum

Please forgive me

Please forgive me

for making you worry

Arum, dear

I'm the one who needs to apologize to you

Please forgive me

I love you

I also love you and Gandhi

I want to have a brother like Gandhi

I don't want to lose Gandhi,

but I also don't want to lose my mom

No, dear

Dear, listen to me

You won't lose the people you love

Trust me

Fah, it's going to start

Honey, she's still inside?

She's not answering

Fah

- Are you ready?
- Come on, Fah

Wid, Man

I want to talk

I'm grateful to have you both

Wid

You can accept me and Gandhi

Man

You can be Gandhi's father figure

Fah, what is this about?

Marriage is not about what we want

Let's sit Let's talk while we sit

Wid Marriage is about

finding God's paradise

And I don't want that paradise
to turn into hell for us

There are many paths
leading toward heaven's door

Maybe this isn't my path

Arman

I'm sure you will treat me
and Widya the same

There's no first wife

There's no second wife

We are wives

This decision is purely mine

I've been wanting to say this for a while

but I didn't have the courage to do so

I don't want to lose my family

You are my new family

The more I see the sincerity from you,

the more I'm not sure about this marriage

Are you sure
this is the best for you, Fah?

Widya

Please forgive me

It's not that

You don't have to apologize

I'm also a woman, Fah

I understand

But one thing you need to remember

Whether this marriage happens or not,

we're still your family

Me Arman

Arum

We'll always be there for you and Gandhi

Thank you, Wid

You have such a big heart

Please forgive me

Forgive me, Wid

Please forgive me
I brought you into this path

I've hurt you

I got you into a difficult situation

This is the way, Man

There's nothing to regret

What happened between you, me and Latifah,

that was our way to get closer to God

Let's turn a new page, okay?

And fill the story

with happiness

Even though Arman and I
didn't get married,

we'll still be a family
who looks out for

each other with care

- Blow out the candles
- Blow it first