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Home.

Honey, you taught me

that a home does not have to be a building.

Home exists within people

and the love within them.

God has willed it.

Glory be to God.

Praise be to God.

You led me through every storm that came.

You also said that they were not storms,

they were gifts from God.

Gandhi with his special condition,

and we are there for him.

Again you said, "We are being elevated in God's eyes."

It was all just a process.

We just hadn't gotten used to it

and it turned out that we could get through them.

In fact, we received another wonderful gift

that we've been praying for in every prayer.

- Praise be to God. - All praises be to God.

Come on.

But God's trials don't come just once.

Mother!

Adenocarcinoma,

stage four.

We are asked to endure and be strong.

Because being strong is our only option.

Everyone who comes and goes is only entrusted to us.

When God calls them home, we must accept God's decision.

You often reminded me of that.

- Honey. - Yes, honey?

- Honey. - Honey, what's wrong?

Oh, God.

In the name of God. Oh, God.

Honey.

But I'm only human.

I can break down and lose my strength.

I had you. You were strong

and always standing tall, protecting me and Gandhi.

But, you know,

what keeps ringing in my head…

What if being strong isn't enough?

Thank you.

What if things are still hard, even after we let go?

God is the greatest.

What if I lose you?

Will you be strong?

Of course.

You're really gone.

Leaving behind a name and memories.

Being strong won't be the same because you won't be there to support me.

Letting go will mean different things.

You won't be there to make me strong.

And home will never be the same

because you are not there.

And I… I will also never be the same

because the emptiness you left behind is too vast.

I miss you. Oh, God,

I miss him.

ONE YEAR LATER

Gandhi doesn't want to eat, ma'am.

Here. Please eat some.

You're going to school.

You'll play with your friends later. Eat first.

Gandhi, why don't you eat, dear?

Here's the thing, ma'am.

I told him that you're going to school later.

Then Gandhi didn't want to eat.

It's okay, let me feed him.

Gandhi, dear.

Let's eat, okay? Here, I'll feed you.

We'll go to school after this.

- Ma'am. - Yes.

Gandhi, are you mad at me?

Because I can't take you to school?

I'm sorry. I will go afterwards.

- Okay? Please look after him. - Yes.

Peace be upon you.

ISLAMIC SCHOOL FOUNDATION AL-KHAYR

Sir.

Sorry, I'm late.

Let's just go right in.

I remember the late Maulana really wanted you

to replace him as chairwoman of the foundation.

But I also have to be objective

because I am responsible to make sure everything goes well.

I think,

moving forward, you can prepare a better presentation.

Sir.

Thank you.

For being loyal to Maulana and our family to take care of this foundation.

Moreover,

this past year, you've been busy supporting me.

Moving forward,

I hope I won't be a burden to you.

But you'll have guidance, Latifah,

during the adaptation and transition period.

Today, representatives from the center will carry out an assessment.

Peace be upon you.

Upon you too, come in.

- Please, Mr. Arman. - Thanks.

Mr. Sidik.

Mrs. Latifah.

This is Mr. Arman and this is Mr. Sidik.

They're both from the central foundation.

Mr. Arman is head of education at the center.

They came from Surabaya to oversee the chairman transition.

Hello, ma'am.

Looks like you already know each other?

We were college friends at Unpad.

Arman is my senior, sir.

- The same college? - An old friend.

If that's the case, I will leave it to Mr. Arman.

Let me show you the multimedia lab which we discussed yesterday

for the Chromebooks program.

Yes, I'll be there, sir.

Sure thing.

This way, Mr. Sidik.

I'll go ahead, sir.

- Sure, Dik. - He said "go ahead."

All of a sudden.

Want to take a walk?

Around this place?

How are you?

- Good? - Thank God, good.

- And you? - Thank God, I'm good too.

I didn't think you were the owner of Al-Khayr Bogor.

I was never involved in the foundation.

But I often came here to see Maulana.

But since his passing,

I'm now the one taking care of it.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Sorry, I couldn't come because my mom was in the hospital,

I must accompany her.

Yeah, it's fine.

How's your mother?

She's fine, thank God.

She's staying with me now.

It's been ten, 11 years and we're a bit awkward, right?

Is it okay if I don't take you around?

Can you catch up with Mr. Wanto?

- It's fine, I'll catch up with Mr. Wanto. - I'm sorry.

It's fine.

- Peace be upon you. - Upon you too.

So, Latifah was your college friend?

- Yes. - Her husband too?

Of course not. Just Latifah.

I knew her husband from the Al-Khayr gathering

for all branches.

How was it?

He was a good man, friendly, religious, intelligent.

That's why Al-Khayr Bogor received many achievements.

Latifah, not the husband.

You said the husband.

Why would I ask about her husband? Latifah.

How should I know? Sorry.

Latifah, huh?

Yeah. It's because she's currently unstable.

Latifah, huh?

Latifah is a smart woman.

Top of her class in college.

She got the highest GPA in Psychology.

She also went on to a Master's in Business.

But if it's about that, I don't know.

Why she seemed to be confused during the presentation.

She's probably still mourning her husband's death, right?

Maybe.

It's been a year. She should've moved on by now.

But women are experts in history, right, Man?

Archaeologists won't win against them.

But if I look at how you explain it to her,

I don't think you were just friends with Latifah.

Right?

Latifah is my ex.

You're dangerous, Man.

What do you mean?

So, you two might get back together?

Don't talk nonsense.

Who knows?

That's the past, Sidik.

Now we meet only to take care of the foundation.

The past can be the future.

It's fine for the presentation,

but for the material, at least someone will help you.

That's what I meant.

This is only a suggestion, ma'am.

What if you make a small team, ma'am?

Then put together competent teachers.

So we can get input and perspectives from them, right?

I think so too.

That's good, then. Might as well ask

regarding this matter from the teachers' point of view.

Thank you, Man.

Mr. Sidik.

Sure, ma'am.

Thanks for your help.

You're welcome.

I need to go.

Yes, no worries.

- It's okay, right? - Sure.

Mr. Supri.

At the mechanic's?

Okay, I'll pick Gandhi up.

It's fine, I can order a taxi.

Fah, is Gandhi your son?

Want a ride?

No, I'll take a taxi.

No, I can take you.

It takes a while. Bring the car to the lobby.

- Please. - It's okay.

- But the taxi… - Bring it to the lobby.

Mr. Sidik, don't.

Ordering a taxi takes too long.

It's urgent, right? Come. I'll take you.

- Is that okay, Man? - Sure.

Arman.

Dik, I'll drive.

It's rare that you want to drive.

Get in.

Latifah.

Mrs. Latifah can sit in front.

- Will that be okay? - Sure.

Yes, please.

Ready?

Gandhi, don't do that!

- Come here, Gandhi. - Dear.

Don't! Gandhi. Don't do that!

Don't be like that! Gandhi.

Here, look.

This is Mom. Let go of your hand!

Let go!

Don't do that! Put your hands down! Gandhi.

Enough. Don't do that!

Don't hit yourself!

Gandhi.

Hey, dear.

Are you angry?

Please forgive me.

Don't do that! You're a good kid, come.

Forgive me, okay?

Let's go home.

Come here.

I can.

I'll carry you.

Thank you.

Sorry, Gandhi's been having tantrums all month,

more so since he lost his dino doll.

It's okay.

We both know.

Gandhi still can't express what he wants.

But his progress is good so far.

He already knows many colors.

Now he can also write.

For children with autism and ADHD,

as long as we're consistent with the simulation,

that will help a lot.

Browsing for what?

ADHD.

What kind of food is that?

That's PHD.

I'll pull your hair.

Why is food always on your mind?

We're here to work, Sidik.

Not having a culinary trip, not having a holiday.

Well, I thought that was a name for food.

What are you looking at?

Autism with ADHD.

About Latifah's son, huh?

Has she ever told you about this?

I told you already.

I haven't been in contact with Latifah, Dik.

From a psychologist's point of view like mine, Man,

I feel bad for Latifah.

How can she communicate with her son?

I feel bad for her son too.

She struggled to carry her son.

She's in dire need of a man who can carry her son, right?

Calm down, smartass.

Yes, you're such a know-it-all.

Who knows if Latifah is used to that, right?

I'm good at reading people's psychology.

I'm a psychology graduate too, not only you and Latifah.

I also graduated from psychology.

I know you graduated from that.

But you skipped class.

I needed to socialize.

The lessons didn't only come from books.

We need to socialize too.

Look at me now.

Your subordinate, right?

Hello. Yes, I'm almost done, ma'am.

Thank you.

Peace be upon you.

- Peace on you. - Upon you too.

Am I disturbing you?

Come in.

Are you working? Doing the presentation?

May I help you?

It's tidier.

You're more confident, right? Won't be nervous,

you won't tremble presenting it?

Of course.

I see that Latifah thumbs up again.

Picking Gandhi up from school again?

Gandhi's off today to rest and get better.

Okay.

I… want to buy food,

Bogor food. Want to join?

I just told Mrs. Sum that I'll finish soon.

I'll just go home.

Sure, no problem.

I was asking Sidik to tag along, actually.

But I had to compile Mr. Dwi's presentation material.

By the time I finished, Sidik was gone.

That's your habit to lose track of time while working.

- So he left you. - Who taught me that?

- Okay, I'll get food by myself. - Hold on.

Want me to come along for some local Bogor food?

- But I can't stay long. Is that okay? - Sure, that's fine.

Here! I think this is the best Bogor noodle soup.

But I'm not sure if you'll like it.

Name one time I ever complained about your food picks.

I remember the noodles from Bandung in Kejaksaan.

I still remember.

You have something that no one else has.

I don't know what it's called,

but you can find good food in hidden places like this.

Nowadays, kids call them "hidden gems."

That's called the art of living. Don't you know that?

Finding the best way to survive.

Thanks, sir.

Finding cheap and good food.

That's a perfect combination.

We lost contact for a long time, huh?

Yeah.

Maulana was there for me through it all.

I needed him at that time.

Now too.

I'm sorry if this story makes you sad.

No worries.

You…

Since when did you know about Gandhi's condition, Fah?

When he was two years old.

Yeah, two years old.

Oh, two years old.

He wasn't like the other kids.

He couldn't focus.

Okay.

I need to find time for him. Take him for walks, into nature.

He likes nature a lot.

I want him to feel like he has this time with me.

Man.

Why are you silent?

- Peace be upon you. - Peace be on you.

- I'm home. - Your mom's home.

- Ma'am. - Ma'am.

This is Arman, who brought us home from therapy.

- Yes, sir. - How are you?

Good.

Gandhi, look who's here.

I'm Arman.

Hello, Gandhi. How are you?

I'm Arman, and I'm a friend of your mom.

I saw you yesterday, but you were asleep.

Do you like drawing?

What is this?

A tree and Dad.

A big tree.

Gandhi, do you like sightseeing?

- Sightseeing? - Sightseeing?

- Sightseeing. - Do you like it? Nice.

- Sightseeing. - Let's go sightseeing with me.

Or how about if we go tomorrow?

You'll go sightseeing with me, with Mrs. Sum.

With Uncle Arman too, okay?

Later, okay?

Ice cream!

- Be careful. - Gandhi.

- Mom, ice cream. - Watch your step.

Let's get some.

Man, he can't have ice cream.

- Oh, yeah? - There's a limit.

So what do we do?

There's a limit, so he can eat some, right?

Last time he had it was last year.

So can I get him some?

Just a bit, Man.

I'll go get some.

Gandhi, your mom said it's okay.

- What do you want? - Ice cream.

There's vanilla, strawberry, and chocolate.

- Vanilla. - Okay!

Vanilla, sir.

One vanilla, please.

Yes, one vanilla. Okay, thank you.

Thank you.

Ice cream.

Okay. It's okay.

- Okay. - Ice cream.

The ice cream is here.

- We got the ice cream already, dear. - Ice cream.

- We got the ice cream already. - Ice cream.

Yes, we got the ice cream.

- I bought it for you. - Ice cream.

It's with your mom.

Gandhi, calm down, okay?

Calm down, Gandhi.

I'll get you lots of ice cream later, okay?

Gandhi, dear.

Calm down. Here's the ice cream.

I don't even know how to thank you enough.

- Is it too much already? - Yes, Fah. Enough with it.

I'm glad to see he's happy.

I like playing with him.

Why?

New experience, huh?

Yeah.

To me…

life is like a new page that we have to turn every morning.

What we never know is what the story will be on every page.

And I'm enjoying all the stories.

Including the stories with Gandhi.

You always amaze me, Fah.

What's so amazing?

All of it.

I just do what any mother would do

and now I need to be a father for him too.

Gandhi must have missed his father.

Of course.

That's for sure.

I also missed Arum.

Arum?

Yes, my daughter.

My daughter, Arum.

She's in the first grade.

She's very active.

She likes physical activities, any physical activities.

Sorry.

I don't mean to compare

- Arum and Gandhi. - No.

You're not comparing them.

- No, I'm afraid you're... - No, all kids are special.

Thank God, Man.

I'm happy to see you're happy now.

- Thank God. - Uncle.

Let's draw.

Okay.

Draw what?

Trees.

Trees? These trees?

Let me see.

Dinosaurs appear from these trees.

Bite.

Do you dare?

Then the dino goes up.

Gandhi.

Gandhi, look at the dino.

Does it hurt?

But if it hurts, it can be treated, okay?

Here. Right here.

Rum, Dad is calling you, dear.

Arum.

Peace be upon you.

Upon you too.

Busy? Why did you take so long to pick up?

Yeah, I'm busy persuading the cranky one.

Who's cranky? I'm not cranky.

So, someone wanted to show off that she could ride the bike.

She called her dad who didn't pick it up.

Here, Rum, go talk with Dad.

I'm sorry, my beautiful daughter.

I had a lot of work, but I'm calling you now.

Are you sure you don't want to talk to me?

If that's the case, I won't bring any souvenirs.

Please bring souvenirs, Dad.

Yes, I'll bring you a souvenir.

So, what did you want to tell me over the phone?

I can ride my bike really far now.

Some should accompany you if you ride your bike far,

and please be careful.

Yes, I promise.

Let's switch, Rum, I want to talk with Dad.

Honey, how are things going there?

Everything's good. Thank God.

Turns out the late Mr. Maulana's widow is an old friend of mine.

That's nice, then. Everything should go smoother.

Yes, it should be.

Peace be upon you.

Upon you too.

- Mrs. Ika. - Mrs. Sum.

Mrs. Latifah home?

Yes. Hold on. I'll call her.

- Thank you, ma'am. - Sure.

Ma'am.

Mrs. Ika.

Mrs. Latifah, sorry to come so late.

Just wanted to remind you about the Community Leader election.

Don't forget to come.

It was Mr. Maulana who used to come.

Thank you for reminding me.

You're welcome, ma'am.

Ma'am, I also want to ask.

Is the guy who often comes here Gandhi's future stepdad?

- No, he's... - Thank God.

Gandhi got a new dad real quick.

I'm also happy for you, ma'am, if he's your soon-to-be husband.

What's more, as women, we must support each other,

giving our best.

You should get married soon.

He already has a family, and we're just friends.

Is that so? He's just a friend?

But he often comes here.

But he's just a friend.

And he's someone's husband too.

Okay then.

Oh, one more thing, ma'am.

Peace be upon you.

Upon you too.

Sorry, Mr. Arman.

Mrs. Latifah is still busy and can't be disturbed.

Okay.

But Gandhi?

Gandhi is home, but he's resting.

Is everyone okay?

- Draw. - Latifah and Gandhi are fine.

Mom, draw.

- Sorry. I'm just relaying the message. - Okay.

Yeah, it's fine, ma'am.

What are you drawing?

Sorry.

- Do tell Latifah. - Uncle.

I'll relay that.

- Sightseeing. Uncle. - Okay, I'll go now.

MOM - GANDHI - UNCLE

Please excuse me.

You're single now, right?

I don't want rumors to be spread, ma'am,

because Arman often comes here.

Go tidy up, Man! We're leaving soon.

Man!

Is this about Latifah?

Here, that's mine.

What now? We're leaving soon.

I'm confused, Dik.

What's wrong?

I'm confused about Latifah.

Everything was fine yesterday.

We went sightseeing to, where was it again?

Bogor Botanical Gardens.

I drove her home too.

And then, after that…

She suddenly changed. She didn't text me back.

I don't know if this has anything to do with you.

But hear me out first.

Why? Did you hear anything?

You have a special relationship with Latifah.

I only want to help Latifah and Gandhi.

What's wrong with that?

That's wrong.

You already have a wife. Latifah is a widow.

You often go out with her. What would people think?

What they think is wrong.

You may not care, but Latifah does.

She owns this foundation.

She's the chairwoman.

She can't ignore this kind of problem.

I'll be leaving for Surabaya, Mr. Wanto.

Sure, Mr. Arman.

Mr. Arman.

Sorry if… I'm overstepping.

If I may ask…

The nature of your relationship with Mrs. Latifah?

My relationship?

Yes, because I've heard from the foundation managers

that you and Mrs. Latifah

are now very close and often go out together.

I'm afraid people are going to start rumors.

I feel bad for Mrs. Latifah.

She has to raise Gandhi by herself.

Although, Gandhi is not her own son.

Peace be upon you.

- Upon you too. - Dad!

How are you, Dad?

- Good. - Dad, where's the souvenir for me?

God, I forgot to get the souvenirs for Arum.

But it was a lie.

Look what Dad brought.

Wow.

Mom cooked a special meal for me.

Ox tail soup.

Wow.

Did you know? During business day at my school,

Mom's cake sold out fast.

Oh, yeah? How much money did you earn?

Can I have some to get some ice cream?

I want to save it.

You want to save it? Good.

Widya is something else. She took Arum early in the morning to shop,

then cook, and her food is delicious.

That's a must, Mom. It's for welcoming my husband.

Is that how you keep your husband in check?

Wherever your husband is.

There's a charm to it.

Love charm.

How did things go in Bogor with the new foundation chairwoman?

What was her name? Latifah?

Yes, Latifah.

Latifah?

You know Latifah too?

Yes, I used to.

You're home, in front of your wife, and still staring at your laptop?

Okay, honey.

There, I closed it.

What's wrong?

Tell me more. And our chat from dinner wasn't finished either.

How things went in Bogor, and then…

What was her name…

Latifah.

Yes, Latifah. Turns out Mom knows her too?

Ya, she used to know her.

But she's a bit different from back then.

She was independent, knew what she wanted to do,

but now her priorities might be different.

She seems to be struggling a bit.

Probably because of Gandhi.

And then she has to take care of the foundation too.

Well, you know how people from the foundation are.

- Who's Gandhi? Her son? - Yes.

But I believe she can manage because when she was in college,

she was concerned with education and she was also thoughtful.

It's just a matter of adapting.

How can you be so sure? You just reconnected with her.

I know her well, honey.

What's the matter?

- What's wrong? - Nothing.

We chatted, right?

I think I'm tired. I want to sleep now.

We're done chatting?

No, I want to wake up early to get Arum ready for school.

You know Latifah too?

Arman told me they were pretty close?

Used to be.

They used to be close, not with me.

But I don't think they're close now.

I never heard the name "Latifah," Mom.

Arman never said anything before.

Well, maybe because they haven't met for a long time.

They've lost contact, so…

Maybe Arman thinks there's nothing worth telling.

You know Nada, right?

The one whose mother had died.

They said that Nada is going to get a new mom.

But her new mom lives far, so Nada's changing schools.

I won't have a best friend if Nada moves to another school.

Nada is my best friend, Dad.

I will definitely be sad if Nada moves.

But they said that Nada is happy to have a new mom.

Are you listening to me?

Dad!

You're not listening, are you?

I heard you, dear.

What did I just tell you?

It's about your friend, Nada, right?

And then?

- Nada is your best friend, right? - And then?

And Nada is happy to have a new mom?

But I'm sad, Dad.

Arum.

Don't talk to Dad like that.

Dad must be busy working, so he couldn't concentrate on you.

Yeah, if you say so.

Arum.

What did you do? She's angry now.

Still occupied with Bogor?

Yeah, a bit. But it's done, honey.

Honey.

I think I need to go back to Bogor to finalize the election

of the new foundation chairwoman.

But you just got back.

Yes, but there was a conversation with Mr. Dwi about this.

But if you don't want me to leave, I won't leave. I'll stay at home.

Of course not. Have I ever asked you not to go to work?

You were great today, Gandhi!

I'm very proud of you.

He's very smart, ma'am.

God has willed it.

Did you order a taxi?

Yes. Mr. Supri was taking Mrs. Sum somewhere.

How about the guy who picked Gandhi up the other day?

He was my friend. He's not from here.

He just happened to be in the area.

Gandhi, I thought you were going to have a new dad.

Sorry, ma'am. I didn't mean it.

- Sorry. - It's okay.

- Peace be on you. - Upon you too.

Uncle Arman!

Speak of the devil. We just mentioned you.

See you tomorrow, Gandhi.

Okay. Bye.

Please excuse me.

Yes.

- Gandhi, how are you? - Good.

Hey, Fah.

Why didn't you reply to my messages?

You never took my calls.

Did I do something wrong?

Please forgive me.

I spoke to Sidik…

About the rumors in the foundation.

This is for the best, Man.

Mrs. Sum also spoke to me.

Mr. Wanto asked me about it.

The neighbors are gossiping.

Over time, these bad assumptions aren't just about me,

they're about you too, Man.

Please forgive me for putting you in a tough spot.

I forgot who I was too.

No way.

Oh, yeah.

The foundation's matter is finished.

It's best if we go back to our own lives again.

Just like we were before we met?

What do you mean, Fah?

We can't do it, Fah.

There are still many things I want to do to ease your burden, Fah.

I often think about Gandhi, whether he's okay or not.

And you too.

So, you can't ask me to do that, Fah,

- to go back... - It's different, Man.

It's already different.

You're someone's husband. I'm a widow.

People think of that, Man.

That's what people think, Fah.

They don't know how you and Gandhi feel.

- They don't know. - Man.

If you care about Gandhi and I,

I ask that you stay away from me.

You didn't feel Gandhi's happiness yesterday, Fah?

Your happiness, your lighter burden. You didn't feel that?

I felt it, Man.

I was glad to see you and Gandhi happy.

I also saw Gandhi happy, but what can I do now?

Any solutions?

There are none, right?

Do I need to marry you, Fah?

What?

Yes, do I need to marry you to stop the negative chatter?

Man.

You already have a wife.

You have a daughter.

They're now waiting for you at home, for you to come home.

I'm a woman, Man.

I know how Widya feels.

I'm sorry, I…

I feel it again, Fah.

I don't know why.

I care about you.

Sorry I have to say this, Fah.

I only want to be honest, Fah.

What about your wife?

Can you be honest with her?

You can't, can't you?

Latifah is your past.

Widya and Arum are waiting for you here.

They are your future.

Dad…

Dad…

Thank you, Dad.

I'm praying together with you again.

If we feel we've made mistakes in life,

we need to repent to God and do better.

When we change for the better, God will test us again

in this life, through our families, society and more.

And when the trials are given to us by God,

think of it as God's effort to purify ourselves

as we head towards Him.

- Hi, honey. - Honey.

Why aren't you ready for work?

I want to take a day off.

Where's Mom?

Mom went to Auntie's early this morning.

She said she'll be late, but it's Mom. She'll stay there if it's too late.

What's wrong?

You've been quiet lately.

What's wrong?

Hey, what's wrong?

I want to…

I want to talk.

About what?

About me.

But before I do, I want you to know…

That I really love you.

Very much.

Why are you talking about feelings?

What's wrong?

I haven't been completely honest with you.

About what?

Latifah.

She wasn't just a college friend.

I told you before that we were close, right?

And?

We were about to get married.

Just listen.

I'm sorry.

I want to tell you…

I want you to know.

I don't know how.

The feelings that I have for you…

I have those same feelings for Latifah too.

What do you mean?

The same feelings, what does it mean?

You're in love with her?

You're in love with Latifah?

What are "the same feelings"? Don't compare me with that woman.

Don't get angry.

I don't mean to compare you with anyone, not that.

I just don't want you to take this the wrong way.

I don't want you to blame Latifah.

It's not her fault?

Are you defending her in front of me?

If it's not her fault, is it mine?

Listen… You're crazy. You want my pity?

I'm not defending anyone. I try to be honest.

I want to talk calmly.

Calmly?

How can I talk calmly after you said those things?

So what do you want? A divorce?

Oh, God, who would want...

You want to choose her?

It's not divorce.

Then what? What haven't I done for you?

For Arum, for this family. What haven't I done?

I'm sorry. It's my fault.

You've done everything.

You are an amazing woman.

A good mother. I'm happy with you.

- That's a lie! - I do.

That's a lie! If you were happy, you won't find other woman, Man.

I'm your wife. I can read you.

I've been suspicious lately,

but I tried hard to convince myself I was just imagining it.

There's nothing going on.

But it's true, right?

You're cheating, right?

No, I didn't do anything.

Then what is this?

If you have feelings for her, what's that?

Isn't that cheating?

You're crazy, Man!

I'm devastated.

Why are you awake?

Why are you sleeping with me all of a sudden?

I miss you.

I like sleeping next to you.

Dad, don't be gone too long, okay?

I miss you when you're gone.

Gandhi, dear.

Let's stop drawing, okay?

Finish it tomorrow.

You need to sleep now. Come on, dear.

Mom.

Where is Uncle?

Uncle sightseeing.

I miss Uncle.

Be patient.

I know you're a strong woman…

And never feel alone.

Arum.

Arum.

Man. Where's Widya?

Man.

Why did Widya text me, entrusting the house to me?

Where are Widya and Arum?

Man, answer me.

I don't know, Mom.

The house was empty when I got here.

They're gone. Widya also didn't take up my calls.

Auntie, this can't be.

Widya always picks up her phone.

Widya always picks up a call from you.

What's going on, Man?

Explain. What's happening?

Where are Widya and Arum?

Man?

Answer me.

I told Widya the truth, Mom, about my feelings for Latifah.

Feelings?

What feelings do you have for Latifah?

I'm asking you.

Don't you get it, Man?

You've hurt Widya's feelings.

How could you? How could you be this stupid, Man?

I've told you many times.

This is it. This is what I was afraid of.

I only wanted to be honest with Widya, Mom.

I don't want to lie to her.

I don't want a divorce.

I don't, but I also don't get

why my feelings for Latifah are back. I don't know, Mom.

Feelings? Your feelings?

You talked about how you feel?

Did you think about Widya's feelings?

Did you think about Arum's feelings?

Man.

You…

Do you know?

I'm also a woman, Man.

Auntie is also a woman.

We know exactly how it feels to be hurt by our spouse.

Man.

Do you know?

When a woman is hurt,

they keep their feelings bottled up.

And that hurts a lot more.

I can't imagine how Widya feels right now.

Widya must be devastated because of you!

But Dad won't leave for long again, right, Mom?

Dad promised me that he won't be gone for long again.

Yes, dear.

Wid, I know how you feel. Let's meet up.

I thought I was happy with Arman, Auntie.

Nothing lacking in our family.

But now I don't know what to believe.

I don't think I even believe in myself anymore.

I've been thinking since yesterday.

Is it true that it's my fault?

Could it be because I can't keep up with Arman?

Never listen to what Arman wants?

What does Latifah have that I don't, Auntie?

Don't blame yourself.

You're not Latifah.

And the problem isn't with you, Wid.

I can't bear to lose Arman, Auntie.

But I also can't stand if I have to share Arman with Latifah.

I've never dreamed of going through something like this, Auntie.

I understand what it feels like to be betrayed, lied to.

When your uncle remarried,

I heard it from someone else.

Be patient, be strong.

Be calm. Keep your mind clear.

Arman still wants to save your marriage.

Talk, think,

and decide, okay?

You have to think of Arum, dear.

Arum doesn't know anything.

Be strong, okay?

Dad.

Let's go home, okay?

Let's go home, honey.

I'm sorry.

I'm happy to have you and Arum.

Happy.

But on how my feelings suddenly grew, I also can't…

Yes. You let those feelings grow.

You don't even remember that me and Arum are waiting for you.

I always remember you and Arum, honey.

Never have I forgotten about you and Arum, never.

It's exactly because of how I feel about you and Arum.

That's what made my feelings for Latifah and Gandhi grow,

to protect them, honey.

I know the time and history I have with Latifah,

we should have been apart.

I know I'm guilty for that.

But I'd be more guilty

if I didn't tell you the truth about it all, honey.

So?

When you see Latifah with those feelings of yours…

Did you consider my feelings, Man?

How could you?

You made me question myself.

I'm sorry, okay?

I want to see that woman.

You know Arman has feelings for you?

You have the same feelings for Arman too?

Why are you quiet? Are you confused about your own feelings?

Do you know that Arman wants to marry you?

Arman is my past.

If you knew you had a past with him, you shouldn't rekindle things, right?

Even as friends.

Or are you deliberately looking for a new husband?

I am on my own…

But I can manage that.

No one can replace my husband.

So what's this all about?

Hold on.

Hello, ma'am.

Try giving him the vomiting pill.

Yes, I'll be home in a minute.

Peace be upon you.

Sorry, I have to go home.

Peace be upon you.

Fah…

- Yeah? - What's wrong?

Not your business, Man.

It's Gandhi, huh?

I'll take you.

- This isn't the time... - Latifah, if you order a taxi,

it'll take longer. You're in a rush, right?

I'll take you, okay?

Wid?

I have to work. Mr. Wanto needs me for a meeting.

Sorry, I can't take you to the hotel.

I ordered a taxi.

Can you go back by yourself?

Okay.

- I'll let you know. - Thank you.

Peace be on you.

Upon you too.

Gandhi, please eat at the table…

It's the usual food. It's Gandhi's favorite.

- How could this be? - I don't know, he vomited.

- Gandhi vomited. - Vomit.

If he eats, he'll vomit after half an hour, ma'am.

Do you still want to vomit?

No? I'll make you some porridge.

- So you can eat. - No…

Please eat, dear.

- You have to eat. - No…

- I'll make the porridge, okay? - No…

- Just a minute. Ma'am. - No…

- I'll make you some porridge. - No…

Let me make the porridge.

Thank you, Wid.

Gandhi, dear. Eat first, okay?

Dad.

Dad.

Dad.

Wid. The tea.

Has the fever subsided?

- Thank you. - Sure.

I heard from Arman that Gandhi isn't yours?

Love doesn't have to be…

Blood-related, right?

Whatever Gandhi's condition is…

I'm just trying to be a good mother to Gandhi.

When I was small, I saw my mom devote her life

to take care of Damar and I.

It's not easy.

If I were in her position, I might not be able to manage.

My late brother was also born with special needs.

Mom was our home, Fah.

Being a mother means being ready to sacrifice anything

to provide a warm and loving home.

I don't want to wreck that home.

I know that Arman is really happy with you and Arum.

I'm sorry, Wid.

Do you know the consequences of Arman marrying you?

Are you ready to be the second wife?

I can't give you an answer to that.

Even to myself.

Wid, thank you.

You've helped me with Gandhi.

Don't mention it, Fah.

Gandhi…

We will draw more some other time, okay?

Gandhi and me.

But I need to go back to Surabaya for now, okay?

No! You can't leave!

- Stay with me. - Just a while.

- You can't leave! - Only for a while.

You can't leave!

- Stay with me! - Listen.

- You can't! Uncle and me! - Yes…

- Stay here! Don't leave! - Not for long.

Don't. Uncle Arman and Aunt Widya are going home.

- I'm only going home for a while. - I'm here with you, dear.

- Gandhi, come… - You can't leave.

- Stay with me. You can't. - Listen to me, Gandhi.

- You're a good boy. - No.

You can't!

Gandhi…

Gandhi loves Uncle Arman?

I love Uncle.

Dear, may I borrow Uncle Arman for a bit?

Okay?

Just for a while.

He'll come back to play with you. Draw with you.

Let me borrow him, dear. Okay?

Don't be sad, dear.

It's only for a while.

I promise you he won't be gone for long.

Don't be sad, okay?

We'll be going now.

Bye, Fah.

- Peace be upon you. - Upon you too.

You said you wanted to fight for our little family.

But at the same time, you brought another family into our lives.

If you want to have two women in your life,

it means you're ready to be responsible.

Being fair isn't judged by you, Man.

But by Latifah and me.

Thanks for letting me see Latifah.

Now I understand why you want to be there for them.

She's an independent and resilient woman.

I know how hard it is to raise a kid like Gandhi.

You're as amazing as your mom, Wid.

I leave this for Gandhi.

I hope he likes and enjoys it.

As much as I hope that Arum will be happy

to have Gandhi as her brother.

Peace be upon you.

- Mom! - Arum, I missed you so much. Greetings.

Where's Dad, Mom?

Dad is still in Bogor, dear.

Mom.

Auntie.

Where's Arman?

Thank you for helping Gandhi and I yesterday.

Sorry Gandhi made Arman stay in Bogor.

He said he likes the porridge.

It's fine. Arman can stay until Gandhi is well.

Wid.

Yes, Mom?

Wid, what is going on?

Why didn't Arman return with you?

I will definitely tell you, Mom.

But not now.

I brought a souvenir from Bogor, Mom. Try it.

The sun.

The sun.

Trees.

The sun…

It hurts… It hurts…

Draw…

Draw!

Gandhi, it's me. How did this happen?

I wanted to help, ma'am.

But he was enraged.

- Draw… - It's okay, I'm here now.

Thank you.

Sure.

Yes, Fah.

Upon you too.

God is the greatest.

Latifah can't come, honey.

Gandhi has been throwing tantrums. He just fell off his bike.

How can he fall?

So how's Gandhi now?

He's fine. Only a small scratch.

But the tantrum is still going.

Poor Gandhi.

Who takes care of Gandhi with Latifah? Mrs. Sum?

There's Mr. Supri too. But he went home to his family in his hometown

because they're coming to Surabaya.

And if Gandhi needs to go to the clinic? Who'll take them?

Arum…

Arum, please stop crying.

Grandma is preparing your birthday cake.

I saw the cake, it's so pretty.

Do you want to help Grandma?

Okay, I'll help Grandma.

Preparing my cake for my friends.

Don't cry anymore, okay?

Wid.

Where's Arman?

Gandhi is fine.

It's Arum's birthday. She needs her dad, she'll be upset.

I told you already. Widya and I had agreed.

Latifah.

I came here to take care of you.

- I... - Widya asked me...

Right, Widya asked you, but I'm asking you to go back to Surabaya now.

Mom…

I know choosing is tough.

So, I have decided

that Arman mustn't choose between me or Latifah.

What do you mean?

I care about you Fah.

Gandhi's condition is crucial.

I'm his mother, Man.

Gandhi has his mom and Mrs. Sum here.

I can take him to the hospital myself.

I won't just do nothing.

Arum needs her father now.

- It's her birthday. - I don't understand your thinking.

I don't understand your thinking.

I met Latifah and Gandhi, Mom.

Now I understand why Arman wants to protect them.

They need a family too, Mom.

Wid…

I know Latifah very well, Wid.

Latifah is selfish.

She only thinks of her ambitions and not her family.

Can you be fair, Man?

Widya might be able to accept it.

But not me.

I feel very bad, Man.

Do you remember Damar?

Your brother?

Your late brother, right?

I know how troublesome it was to take care of Damar, Mom.

My mom had to sacrifice everything for Damar.

And when I saw Latifah and Gandhi yesterday,

it felt like I was seeing my mom with Damar again, Mom.

I wish I had been more supportive of my mom.

I wish I had never asked for fairness from my mom.

I wish I had never been ashamed of Damar's condition, Mom.

I wish I had been more careful and helped my mom take care of Damar,

Damar and my mom would still be around, Mom.

That accident wouldn't have happened.

I'm sorry.

I'll go.

I know the situation will be bad if I stay here.

It will go on like this. The arguing will persist.

This is also God's will, Mom.

I'm sure God wanted me to meet Latifah and Gandhi

so I can make up for my mistakes.

I also don't know what the future will be,

but what I do know now

is that God gave me this path for me to reach heaven's door, Mom.

Arman too.

Peace be on you.

Dad!

My lovely daughter.

- Fah. - Wid.

You are finally here.

- Mrs. Sum. - Ma'am.

Gandhi.

This is Arum. Arum, this is Aunt Latifah.

Hello, dear.

This is Mrs. Sum.

This is Gandhi who video-called you.

Hi, I'm Arum, do you remember me?

Give greetings, dear.

I have a bike. Do you want to ride the bike with me?

Bike!

- Bike! - Okay. Let's go ride the bike.

Be careful with your bike, Arum.

Watch them.

Gandhi, careful. Ma'am, watch them.

Ma'am.

Ma'am…

How are you, ma'am?

Thank God, I'm well.

I'm good.

Gandhi was tired from riding the bike, Mom.

So, he went to sleep with Mrs. Sum.

That's fine. Gandhi's tired from the trip from Bogor.

Okay then, I want to try my favorite souvenir from Bogor.

- Sure, try it. - Which one do you want? There's cake…

This is Lapis Bogor.

There are crackers too.

- There are sticks. - Which one do you want?

Ma'am, do you need any help?

No need.

Please forgive me if I created an unpleasant atmosphere in this house.

I don't want to wreck this family, ma'am.

But every time I'm with Arman and Widya,

I feel like I have a family, ma'am.

I feel complete, ma'am.

Not lonely anymore.

Ma'am…

Whatever mistakes I made in the past

and make in the future,

please forgive me, ma'am.

Are you okay, honey?

Why are you asking that?

Today, it's,

I'm going to…

Everything we're going through now is between us and God.

I'm happy Latifah is destined to be our family

and, God willing, I'm sincere.

- Ma'am. - Yes.

Ma'am.

It's Gandhi, ma'am.

Gandhi isn't in his room.

- What? - I can't find him. He's gone.

I can't find him.

- What do you mean? - I don't know.

And Arum is gone too.

Her bike is missing, ma'am.

- Fah. - Wid.

Man? Where's Gandhi?

Okay, please calm down. Calm down.

I'll look for Gandhi with Mr. Supri.

- You stay here, okay? - I can't stay here.

- He's gone, I need to find him. - I'll go.

- I'll go. - Yeah.

Everyone, calm down. Wait, okay?

We'll use the car.

We have to go.

Why is Dad marrying Aunt Latifah, Mom?

Aunt Latifah is going to marry Dad.

After that, Gandhi will become your brother.

Where are you going?

You're not going to die, right?

Why did you ask that, dear?

My friend, Nada, has a new mom

because her mom died.

If I had a new mom, I don't want you to die.

No, Arum…

Dad! You can't!

- Gandhi! - Dad! You can't.

- Dad! You can't. - We'll put it up again.

- Dad! You can't. - We'll put it up again.

You can't!

Dad…

You can't. Dad…

- Wid, that's Gandhi's bike. - Where?

Here, Fah.

Honey…

You're a boy. You have to love your mom.

A boy must take care of his mother.

- Mom. - Love.

- Love. - Mom.

- Mom. - The dino?

- Dino. - Okay.

- Dino. - Dino.

Gandhi, Arum.

Arum.

Mom.

Arum, Mom.

Please forgive me, Mom.

It's okay, dear.

Forgive Arum for making you worry.

No, dear. It's okay.

Arum.

Please forgive me…

Please forgive me

for making you worry.

Arum, dear.

I'm the one who needs to apologize to you.

Please forgive me.

I love you.

I also love you and Gandhi.

I want to have a brother like Gandhi.

I don't want to lose Gandhi,

but I also don't want to lose my mom.

No, dear.

Dear, listen to me.

You won't lose the people you love.

Trust me.

Fah, it's going to start.

Honey, she's still inside?

She's not answering.

Fah…

- Are you ready? - Come on, Fah.

Wid, Man…

I want to talk.

I'm grateful to have you both.

Wid.

You can accept me and Gandhi.

Man.

You can be Gandhi's father figure.

Fah, what is this about?

Marriage is not about what we want.

Let's sit. Let's talk while we sit.

Wid… Marriage is about

finding God's paradise.

And I don't want that paradise to turn into hell for us.

There are many paths leading toward heaven's door.

Maybe this isn't my path.

Arman…

I'm sure you will treat me and Widya the same.

There's no first wife.

There's no second wife.

We are wives.

This decision is purely mine.

I've been wanting to say this for a while

but I didn't have the courage to do so.

I don't want to lose my family.

You are my new family.

The more I see the sincerity from you,

the more I'm not sure about this marriage.

Are you sure this is the best for you, Fah?

Widya.

Please forgive me.

It's not that.

You don't have to apologize.

I'm also a woman, Fah.

I understand.

But one thing you need to remember…

Whether this marriage happens or not,

we're still your family.

Me. Arman.

Arum.

We'll always be there for you and Gandhi.

Thank you, Wid.

You have such a big heart.

Please forgive me.

Forgive me, Wid.

Please forgive me. I brought you into this path.

I've hurt you.

I got you into a difficult situation.

This is the way, Man.

There's nothing to regret.

What happened between you, me and Latifah,

that was our way to get closer to God.

Let's… turn a new page, okay?

And fill the story…

With happiness.

Even though Arman and I didn't get married,

we'll still be a family who looks out for

each other with care.

- Blow out the candles! - Blow it first.