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Previously on Kyle XY...

Back to normal.

I just hope Kyle is still...
Kyle.

I know you think I'm a bad guy.

With Hilary, it's just physical.

It has nothing to do
with how much I love Amanda.

-You're still together.
-Why wouldn't we be?

I've been lying to Lori,
my grades are screwed.

Tell me all of it
was for nothing.

It wasn't for nothing.
I can't say any more.

Zzyzx experimented
with artificial reproduction

and produced two primary assets.

The male called XY.
The second is a female, XX.

She apparently escaped.
Consider her dangerous.

-It can't be.
-Who is he?

-The other asset.
-XY?

I thought he was terminated.

I'm going to tell Declan.
I can explain it.

No, you can't!

-I need someone I can talk to.
-Go ahead. Tell him everything.

See how long it takes before somebody
catches wind of who you are

and drags you out of there!
Is that what you want?

Back to normal.

A phrase of such simplicity
it nearly defines itself.

The months that had passed since
I had left have been anything but...

and I was ready for that part
of my life to be over.

I was going to pursue normalcy
as if my life depended on it.

So you just give the team statistics
a value of two-thirds X,

factor in floor conditions
and other simple formulas.

What's he talking about?

Uh, basketball pool at the
office. I have a secret weapon.

Stephen,
isn't that a little unfair?

Absolutely. Brad took
the whole thing last year.

This year he's going down.

Who's getting death-by-fork?

Declan, if he's not dead
already. I wouldn't know.

You two still having problems?

If by problems you mean him not returning
my phone calls, then yes. I'm over it.

Josh, I need your friend
Robby's number.

His mom asked me to volunteer
for the Active Parents Committee.

Oh, really?

To which you promptly said,
"No way in hell."

What's wrong with volunteering?
I have the time.

Time to contribute to the social
annihilation of your son.

Then it was time well spent.

- May I say something?
- It depends.

-Latin, Greek or Arabic?
-Go ahead.

Thank you.

-For this, for everything.
-You're welcome.

You're welcome.

So cool.

She cleaned up well.

It took some work to get her
to understand the concept of soap.

Does she just sit there all day?

Sometimes she sits
facing the other way.

Can she hear us?

The room is completely
soundproof.

We recovered some hard drives from the
explosion of the former Zzyzx complex.

I was right.

The other subject, XY, the boy
she drew in the pictures?

He wasn't terminated
like we were led to believe.

Why would they lie?

He has something in his head, something
they wouldn't admit was missing.

-What is it?
-Your job is to get it back.

Hmm.

Where is he?
I'll set up a retrieval unit.

I wish it was that simple.

The last time someone tried
to grab that boy,

an entire complex
was firebombed.

I'd like my parking space
in the morning.

Fair enough.

Everything you
need to know is in that file.

What should I do
about the girl?

Actually, she makes me nervous
just sitting there.

Get her a teddy bear
or something.

♪ Two to one static to the... ♪

What's this?

It's Saint Colette.
Patron saint--

Of people who have lost
a parent.

You heard.

I'm so sorry.

♪ Hiding at the bottom of your ♪

I can't take this.
It was my gift for you.

Now it's a gift from me.

♪ And don't you think
I wish that I could stay ♪

♪ Your lips give you away
I can hear it ♪

Amanda.

♪ Through the center of the storm ♪

♪ And I'm thinking I'd prefer not ♪

Everything's gonna be okay.
I promise.

♪ Two to none ♪

♪ Roads that lead away from this ♪

♪ I'm following myself just this once ♪

♪ And I got spun ♪

Young love makes me
want to hurl.

I wonder if Dull and Duller will make
Best Couple again this year.

For what?

The Hit List. Everyone votes anonymously
in different categories.

You know, things like
Biggest Fashion Don't or Hottest Teacher.

Most in Need of an Enema.

-Sounds mean.
-Well, it is.

Doesn't stop
everybody from voting.

Well, why would anyone care?

Lesson number one:
the list is life.

I don't think I like that.

Uh, at least you didn't suffer
through last year's humiliation.

- Hilary made the list.
- Yeah.

Biggest...

four letter word, rhymes
with "chut."

I suppose it could be worse.

I could have an entire category
named after me.

That hairnet has the Biggest Geekman award
written all over it.

L.K. Deichman's
got a lock on that.

That's why it's named after him.

I don't know, dude.

You're sort of giving him
a run for his money right now.

Banana-guava,
hold the wheatgrass.

I just got hammered on G-Force.

This new guy keeps popping
into my game and wiping me out.

You're not supposed to spend
your breaks on the Internet.

It's against the rules.

Be less cool.
It will help your cause.

Nice guy.

Why are you eye-stalking
those two?

I'm going to tell
Amanda the truth.

Yeah, that's a bad idea
with a capital "very."

Lesson number two:
the messenger always gets shot.

Not literally. But you shouldn't
be the one to tell her.

She'll hate you for keeping it
secret in the first place.

It's a no-win situation.

You tell her.
You don't like her.

And you're the one
he cheated with.

What's done is done.

There's no need in making
a bigger mess out of things.

-I have to go.
-Hmm? So soon?

Hey. Lori's here.

I can't talk to her right now.

- What's this?
- I found these in Baylin's files.

I can't meet you
whenever you call.

-People will ask questions.
-All these feats, all of them,

were performed
by ordinary people.

Kyle, imagine what you can do.

-Are these real?
-Yeah, they are.

We need to meet more often.

Start exploring
your physical limits.

- I start school again tomorrow.
- Well, then after school.

After school,
there are clubs, hanging out--

You shouldn't be
wasting your time hanging out.

Kyle, this is... this is what
Adam wanted for you.

And we need to see that through.

All right?

Now the basic principle,
obviously, is mind over matter.

Hey there.

-War and Peace.
-A little light reading.

When do you think
you'll start working again?

I haven't decided yet.

We haven't had
a moment alone in a long time.

How you feeling?

I think...

I thought it'd be easier
to get back to normal.

What you've been
through is anything but normal.

It's gonna take some
time to adjust.

You don't have to rush it.

But what if I want to?

Sometimes we run away
from things as a way of

protecting ourselves
from having to deal with them.

Want to talk about it?

How much time do we have?

You tell me.

I think I'll keep running
a little longer while I figure it out.

As long as you know
I'm here when you're ready.

You still have
29,642 words left.

You're not going anywhere.

I read the family history.

These people seem to consider
him one of their own.

It's gonna be hard
to make him disappear.

Actually,
we'd like to get what we need

without anyone noticing
we were there.

I'm not sure that I understand
how that's possible.

You know what a firewall is,
I assume.

Of course.

XY's brain is powerful,
like a computer.

He's managed to develop a, um,
mental equivalent of a firewall.

It's what prevented Zzyzx
from being able to control him

and what will prevent us from
getting what's inside his head.

That's where she comes in.

What, like a mental hacker?

In a manner of speaking, yes.

I was joking.

We need what he knows. She's the
only one capable of getting it.

Ok. How?

I mean, he's been living
a normal life in the suburbs.

Look at her.

She hardly seems
capable of assimilating.

Just leave that to me.

♪ Have you ever thought about ♪

Lori?

Lori doesn't live here anymore.

Where'd she go?

To hell.

-It has excellent lighting.
-♪ And other various parts ♪

You're upset about Declan.

I don't understand.

I knew we were having issues,

but nothing that deserves him
ignoring me.

I don't know what I did.

You didn't do anything.

Then what? You've been talking
to him, you must know something.

♪ We are so fragile ♪

He's going through something

and he's trying to work it out
in his head

without bringing the people
he cares about into it.

I'm his girlfriend.

He should be able to talk to me,
instead of avoiding me.

Trust that I could help.
He sucks.

- We're gonna be late for school.
- School sucks.

I can't get up.
My whole body hurts.

-Mind over matter.
-Huh?

Use your mind to convince
your body it feels better.

If you believe you don't hurt,
you won't.

Will that work?

For the next five minutes.

♪ That bathed me in regret ♪

Come on. Come on.

Come on.

♪ I'll never forget ♪

Kyle. Hey, man.
Good to have you back.

Where's Amanda?

You don't have to worry
about Amanda. She's fine.

I don't see it that way.

-Yeah? Well, how do you see it?
-You weren't honest with her.

Telling her the truth
would have hurt her.

It was a no-win situation.

Well, right now, it seems
like she's the only one losing.

Now that's a well-balanced meal.

What the...?
This is a guys' bathroom.

Relax, I have brothers.

It's the only place
I can get a good signal.

Uh, how about a classroom?

They're not into using class time
to play G-Force.

I play G-Force.

Have you come across
the handle AndyJ yet?

He's ruining me.

I know. I heard you talk
about it at the Rack.

Banana-guava,
hold the wheatgrass?

I order it, like, every day.

Sorry.

No big.

Speaking of doing
weird things in weird places...

I'm pretty sure there's a cafeteria
about a hundred yards from here.

-I'm hiding out.
-From?

Cafeteria is full of landmines
during list season.

I don't wanna be branded
a loser like L.K. Deichman.

You'd rather be a loser
who eats lunch in the bathroom.

At least
I'm in the right bathroom,

Miss Whatever-Your-Name-Is.

It's Andy, actually.
Andy Jensen.

Or AndyJ to you.

Last chance to buy tickets

- to the fifth annual Fire Fest.
- Declan!

Let's go.

-Unbelievable.
-I have the answer.

To how I'm gonna get my boyfriend
to quit his dump and dodge routine?

- What are you wearing?
- You like?

You look Amish.

It's part of my strategy
to avoid the slut vote.

-I'm also gonna re-virginize.
-Re-what?

Re-virginization.
Think about it.

If it's ours to give away,
then it's ours to take back.

But we worked so hard
to get rid of it.

My problems began
the minute sex entered.

Next thing you know,
I'm the "chut" of the century.

And if I had never had sex
with Declan,

I wouldn't be in this situation.

How does one "re-virginize"?

We just agree to it.
There's this ceremonial thingy,

but mostly,
it's us deciding that it's true.

Mind over matter. If we convince
ourselves it's true, then it is.

We'll live our lives
not motivated by boys

or sex or anything to do
with boys and sex.

In which case,
what do we do with ourselves?

I guess we'll have
to ask a virgin.

Kyle! There you are. I feel
like I haven't seen you all day.

-Hi.
-Look...

I'm late for class,
but we need to hang out.

I've got the bonfire committee
at three. You want to help?

-I can't after school.
-Oh.

-I'm sorry.
-Oh, bummer.

Well, maybe this weekend.

-Bye!
-Bye.

-Hey.
-Hey.

-Hi.
-Hey.

Will I see you at the bonfire?

- Well, Amanda's in charge of it.
- Hmm. She'll be busy.

Yes, she will. And what will you be?

That depends on you.

Then I guess anything's possible.

What's this?

I recommend you learn it.
All of it.

-Who's Jessi Hollander?
-See for yourself.

Don't bring me to work if you're
gonna make me sit here all day.

-Hello. I'm Emily's boss.
-Hi. Jessi. Her sister.

Nice to meet you.

What did you do to her?

Think of it like downloading
a program into a hard drive.

Only she's the computer
and her life is the program.

Yesterday,
she was a non-communicative,

cold-blooded killer
with no means

which to live her life outside
of that room.

Today...
she's a young teenage girl

who likes strawberry ice cream
and Avril Lavigne.

And what about her memories?

Zzyzx, the guy that
she killed in the woods?

Deleted.

Everything she experienced
in the first few days has been erased.

How?

Ms. Hollander, we're a multibillion
dollar technological research

and development corporation,
we have resources.

She thinks that she's my sister.

I'm just supposed
to live that lie?

That's the assignment.

What's the next step?

Get her into that family's life.

Destabilizing the boy's support
structure will make him

more vulnerable,
receptive to her.

She'll just know what to do?

She won't know
she knows anything.

She'll just think that she's the
new girl hoping to make friends.

I recommend that
you take her for a test drive.

Don't try to make contact.
Just ease her in.

Watch for cracks in the facade.

I don't think Adam meant
to take these studies literally.

It's basic science.

Your body won't feel the burn

until it reaches
the temperature of the fire.

I need to keep my internal
temperature constant.

Yeah.

I understand what I'm supposed
to do, I don't understand why.

This isn't about
walking on coals.

This is about you using your mind
to change the physiology of your body.

You can do it.

Come on. Focus.

Uh-huh.

Hey. You're on the
planning committee?

Oh, that's sweet.

Actually, no.
We're here to talk to you.

Oh, yeah? About what?

Well, we were wondering...
How do I put this?

Let's cut to the chase.

We're re-virginizing. We need
to know what your people do for fun.

-My people?
-Yeah, you know. The pure types.

You're serious?
Re-virginizing?

We're a little adrift,
socially speaking.

Okay, well, uh,
it's not that complicated.

For example,
the bonfire committee.

Yeah, we're not so much
committee folk.

Well, I guess I can't
help you then.

Maybe now's a
good time to start.

Yeah, we can be bonfire-y.

Okay. Well, uh, tiki oiling
or barbecue scrubbing?

You go ahead. I'll hold
your purse. Go ahead. Yeah.

You made 400 cupcakes
for the bonfire?

Yeah, well, it keeps me busy.

I appreciate this Martha Stewart
universe you've been inhabiting,

but what's going on?

Do you think it would be awful
if I didn't go back to work?

I didn't know that
was an option.

I've been waiting
to feel ready,

but I'm starting to wonder
if I will.

But you love your job.

I did. And then I let myself
get too close to a patient,

and I fell apart
when I lost him.

Kyle is not an ordinary patient.

Now we all fell apart
when he left.

If you don't want to go back,
that's okay.

Things at the company are going
well. We're gonna be just fine.

But I hate that
you're doubting yourself.

I just don't feel
good at it anymore.

Why would you say that?

Well, with Kyle, I still have
a feeling that something's not right.

But he won't open up to me.
I can't break through.

The Sex Shack. Many a sandy
night spent in here.

Hils, focus.

Why do you guys want
to re-virginize?

Trying to make better
life choices.

You think having sex
is a mistake?

-Why do you ask?
-No reason.

Mm-hmm.

-It's just...
-What?

Tonight's mine and Charlie's
two-year anniversary, and...

I don't know,
I thought it might be time.

No! I mean,
I don't think it's a good idea.

Why not? I mean,
I know he's not perfect,

but we've been through so much
and he's been so patient.

I feel like I'm finally ready.

-Hello?
-Major gossip.

I don't like gossip.

You're not gonna
like this either,

but I think there's something
you should know about Amanda.

Kyle, what are you doing?

Where are you going? We were
just starting to make progress.

-I'm sorry. This is important.
-Wait. Wait!

You're letting petty things
compromise your destiny!

What do you mean, my destiny?

Like Baylin said,
you can change the world.

What if I don't want to
change the world?

What if I just want
to be normal?

Last time
we had this conversation

you made a skylight explode!

You're not normal!
You're never gonna be.

I'm not gonna let you
ruin what we're trying to do.

What you're trying to do.
I don't want to do it anymore.

Kyle!

I'm taking back
what's near and dear.

Letting go of all I fear.
Holding on with all my might.

Saving myself for prom night.
Drink!

Okay,
now we're born-again virgins.

Yes. B-A-V. Bavs.

-It's got a ring to it.
-I like it.

Oh...

Are you appreciating the irony

that we just held our
re-virginization ceremony

in the Sex Shack?

♪ That little thing
With her head held so high ♪

♪ Talking tough, and I ♪

♪ Cut myself so I can
Feel something, I ♪

♪ Know is not a lie ♪

Is she here?

Yes, she is.

Look at Prince Charming
over there.

I'm so glad I never slept
with him.

♪ This is where I scream from ♪

♪ Yeah. You can take it all away
And I'll miss ♪

♪ There's a little bit of you
In all this ♪

So many new people.

You know what to do.

Mingle and blend in.

You want me to go with you?

No, I don't need
my big sister glued to my hip.

♪ Guess that's just how it goes ♪

♪ And I, I won't say anything at all ♪

♪ I was taking on a dollar sign anxious ♪

Declan, have you seen Amanda?

-No.
-McDonough! Let's go. Come on.

You're still hanging out
with Charlie?

I found myself a little short
on friends lately.

I'm worried he's not the kind
of person he's pretending to be.

You would know.

-Amanda.
-Oh! Kyle, thank God.

All my helpers bailed on me.

Sour Patch Kids, on me.
Hi, Amanda.

I was wondering if I could talk
to you about the cash boxes.

Sure.

When can you break free?

- You're in a hurry.
- Yeah.

I'm a couple of other things
as well.

I can see that.

Yeah.

♪ And I won't say anything at all ♪

Just give me five minutes.

-You promise?
-Yeah.

Okay.

-♪ I always slip away from ♪
-What's that look?

- Back in business, huh?
- Yeah.

Yeah, my business, man.

Yeah, I don't think
you're as careful as you think.

What's that mean?

You better go find your
girlfriend before she isn't.

♪ I won't say anything at all ♪

- ♪ I won't say anything at all ♪
- You suck.

-What?
-You heard me.

There's absolutely
nothing rational

or intelligent or remotely kind

-about how you're treating me.

-Lori, I...
-Let me finish.

I feel hurt and angry and...

At the moment, a little drunk,
so I'm here to tell you that you suck.

I know I've been crazy.

If I could figure out how
to explain it, I would.

How are we supposed
to be together

if you can't even talk to me
about what you go through?

♪ Almost missed it ♪

♪ But nobody said that this was... ♪

Oh, my God.
You want to break up.

♪ The man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop ♪

The silent treatment
is not going to fly.

If you want to break up,
you have to say it.

♪ I just started to deserve it ♪

♪ And all my, all my faces are ♪

-♪ Alibis ♪
-I want to break up.

♪ And me, I'm half the man
I wanted to be ♪

And I suppose a why
would be asking too much.

I just, um...
I can't.

Well, that's great.
Really nice, really mature.

It doesn't matter.
I've already erased you.

You and me, done.
Never happened.

♪ Left to feel alive ♪

♪ And I still taste that sickness ♪

♪ And it makes me crazy
Without it at best ♪

♪ But I'm in the same place ♪

-It's going well? People are having fun?
-Are you?

I will now the work's done.

There's something I was hoping
to talk to you about.

What's up?

If you knew a secret
about somebody...

would you tell them
even though it might hurt them?

Um, is this something
someone told you never to tell?

No, but they probably
don't want to hear it from me.

What's this about?

Amanda, they're calling
for more sodas over there.

What? I just...
Oh, it never ends.

All work and no play.

What do you think you're doing?

I'm being a good friend.
What are you doing?

Don't pull that
stargazer crap with me.

Amanda's the only one
who falls for it.

Now what the hell
do you think you're doing?

Kyle! Look at me!
I'm talking to you.

Oh. Hey, sorry.
How's it going?

Now you got to be nice.

Out of the way. Out of the way!
Jessi, stop! Let go!

It's cool. Go for a walk.

-What happened?
-I don't know.

♪ Sound ♪

♪ So no one hears anything anymore ♪

♪ Mirror lie to me
Tell me you can see ♪

What are you doing?

Gonna find Amanda. I'm not gonna
let you lie to her. It's not right.

Oh, right, I forgot. You're the guy
who refuses to throw a punch.

Tanner, give it a rest.

-Hey, whose side are you on?
-No one's.

Well, then stay
the hell out of it.

Fire.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God!

I told...
There's a girl in there!

Get help!

-Somebody call 911!
-Help!

It's too hot.

Mind over matter.

Everything I had walked away
from was right here in front of me.

Everything I didn't want to be was
everything I knew exactly how to do.

Kyle!
We need help over here!

Kyle!

Get down, Kyle!
Get down!

She's breathing.

How are you not burned?

Go! Get out of here! Run!

How...?

Please don't ask me
any more questions.

Why?

Because you'll want to know why
I can do what I can do and...

I won't be able to
explain it to you because...

I can hardly explain it
to myself.

But I can help you
figure it out.

You don't have to be
in this alone.

I'm not.

I have you and this family.

I don't want anyone to have
a reason to take me away.

I wouldn't let that happen.

If anyone found out, you might
not have a choice in the matter.

We just got you back.

If it means never
letting you go again...

no one else needs to know
that you're different.

Nicole,
I don't want to be different.

I just want to be ordinary.

Honey.

We could ignore all the things
about you that you can't explain...

and you could try
to act like everybody else.

But tonight there was a girl
trapped inside a burning building,

and your only instinct
was to save her.

That's who you are.

And there is nothing
ordinary about it.

Crap.

So busted.

Before you say anything,
yes, I have been drinking.

And, yes, I know
it's not a good idea.

And, no, I cannot promise
that I will never do it again.

I do, however, recognize that
I'm using it as a crutch

to hide from the mistakes
of my past

and I can assure you that I intend
on living a much less destructive life

for myself in the future.

As soon as I figure out
what my life is supposed to be.

I love you,
and I didn't drive.

Oh, and I'm a virgin.
Again.

Ow!

She's not actually
getting away with that, is she?

Good. Cupcake, anyone?

Oh...

Where's Kyle?
He seemed a bit out of it today.

He was feeling a little down.
I talked to him.

Then he'll be fine.
You're good at that.

He's right.
You are good at that.

Then I guess it's time
to stop running from it.

Oh, so how was
the rest of your night?

-Uneventful.
-Oh.

I don't think they did it.

You don't?

I have great sex radar.
I can tell.

Besides, Amanda's
a textbook case.

She'd want the night
to be perfect,

and last night's
pyrotechnic near-tragedy

was hardly the ideal setup.

I hope you're right.

And voting season's over
in five, four, three, two...

I think we're about to get sage
words of wisdom, Kyle-style.

Like, why are we both so worried about
what other people think of us?

Or we can't be liked
until we like ourselves.

Oh, I bet it's that we get to decide
who we really are, not anyone else.

Huh. Interesting.

You're good.

♪ Daylight splits the room ♪

-Save me.
-From what?

The list came out.
I don't want any part of it.

Do we really need
any more ways to be mean?

That's what I said.

I didn't see you leave last night.
You missed all the craziness.

How's the girl from the fire?

She's going to be completely fine.
She got out just in time.

-That's a relief.
-It's a miracle, is what it is.

Let me ring you up.

-Crap!
-Are you on it again?

Worse. I'm not even on it at all!
But you are.

What?

♪ How the light shines on you now ♪

Well, I guess that goes to show
you how wrong it can be, huh?

Totally. Hey,
who got Biggest Slut anyway?

What?

Oh, wow.

Okay, man. All right.

Don't worry about it.

♪ Now ♪

♪ We run ♪

♪ What's done ♪

-What's going on?
-♪ Is done ♪

I think they saw this.

♪ Let time ♪

-What?
-♪ Heal time ♪

That's a really stupid joke.

Very funny, everybody.
Very funny. It's good.

Charlie?

Amanda,
it's... it's a joke.

It's not a joke.

I'm sorry, but it's not.

I know.

I slept with him.

She's lying.

She is?

It doesn't look like it.

-Amanda.
-Stop!

Just stop.

This is what you wanted
to tell me.

You didn't think
I wanted to hear it from you?

You were wrong.

♪ And slip ♪

♪ Through the wire ♪

♪ Fight fire ♪

♪ With fire ♪

♪ We search ♪

♪ For a sign ♪

In life, everybody gets labeled.

Charlie was a cheater,

giving Amanda the label
of the betrayed.

With the breakup
of the Best Couple,

Declan and Lori
are left with a new label...

The heartbroken.

People try to tell us
who we're meant to be.

But it's up to us to decide
whether or not the label fits.

After everything
I'd done to fight it,

I finally understood the label
I was meant to have.

I would never be normal
or ordinary.

My destiny
was to be extraordinary.

This is the label I've accepted.

And now it's my responsibility
to earn it.

I'm ready.

♪ How the light shines ♪

♪ On you now ♪