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Okay.

Gonna feel some pressure now.

Oh, it's okay. It's just Hal.

He says that he loves us.

He also says, if the kid has Down's,

they're gonna crush the Special Olympics.

Ugh.

I'm feeling really strong and good.

Okay, ready?

Mm.

- Hi. - Hi, Kate.

- Are you guys together? - We are.

Is this a good time?

Yes.

It's the best possible news.

It's the best possible--possible--

It's a normal result.

It's the best possible news.

- It's a normal result. - No sign--

You're on speaker. You're on speaker.

With no sign of chromosomal abnormalities.

Okay.

I know it's a lot to take in and maybe it's too much,

but I can also tell you the sex.

Oh, my gosh.

Okay, um--

the--do you want--

okay, you're gonna tell me.

Okay. Okay.

Uh, yes, we want to know.

I did have a feeling,

but I couldn't tell if it was a wish.

Yeah, I had a feeling too.

Oh, God, she's gonna give me such a hard time.

Where's your baby daddy?

He's right next to me and he's holding my hand.

He's gonna be such a girl dad.

Uh, one of us should get candy

because we're gonna have a lot of kids knocking.

Should we wear costumes?

Mm.

Should I be Jeffrey Epstein?

Mm-hmm.

Maybe you could be Black Panther?

Sure.

Do you think you've been feeling really low?

Do you think I am?

Yeah.

Been worried about you.

Do you worry about me?

I'm sorry.

You're here on my shoulder every day.

I don't know if you knew that, but I--

you're with me wherever I go.

All the time.

At work, in the shower, when I'm eating lunch.

I trust you.

- Sorry. I scared you. - Oh.

- Sorry. - No.

I thought I had this reserved.

I'm sure you do.

I was just--I was, um,

standing by myself in a dark room for a second.

I do that all the time.

- You okay? - Yes.

Does it look like I'm showing?

Oh, the baby. Uh.

Uh, no. No, you're not showing at all.

Yes, I am.

You just can't tell because of my shirt.

Look.

Your little belly.

- Look at that. - Yeah.

What?

Wow, it looks like it's, like, hard.

- Is it-- - Yeah, feel.

- Oh. Can I? - Yeah, yeah.

Wow.

Um.

I had a weird moment at work today with Adam.

He touched my stomach.

He's your age, right?

Will you look at me?

Look at me.

I can't do this.

I can't have you doing this...

and not know how to get you out.

Where are you?

Where are you?

I don't know.

What are you doing?

♪♪ Watching TV tired, bleeding on the bed ♪♪

Come sit and talk to me.

♪♪ All the leaves are dead ♪♪

♪♪ I'm not quiet, you've been quiet ♪♪

♪♪ Just receiving what you said ♪♪

♪♪ Reeling, feeding, feeling ♪♪

♪♪ Filled by everything you fed ♪♪

- Stop. - I--I can't keep doing this.

- Stop. - Really, I can't.

It's not good for you. It's not good for the baby.

It's fucked.

I can't.

What are you doing?

It's not good for you and the baby.

This isn't good for me and the baby!

♪♪ We are nothing with the pills ♪♪

♪♪ I am empty till she fills ♪♪

♪♪ Alive until she kills ♪♪

♪♪ In her vampire empire ♪♪

♪♪ I'm the fish and she's my kill ♪♪

♪♪ Falling, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ Falling, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ I see you there ♪♪

♪♪ Rejecting all your earthly power ♪♪

♪♪ Protecting and dissecting ♪♪

♪♪ Till you've emptied every hour ♪♪

♪♪ We jump into the pond ♪♪

♪♪ And we come under the shower ♪♪

♪♪ You lay upon my pillow and you ♪♪

♪♪ I wanted to be the one that you could understand ♪♪

♪♪ You give me chills ♪♪

♪♪ I've had it with the drills ♪♪

♪♪ I am nothing, you are nothing ♪♪

♪♪ We are nothing with the pills ♪♪

♪♪ I am empty till she fills ♪♪

♪♪ Alive until she kills ♪♪

♪♪ In her vampire empire ♪♪

♪♪ I'm the fish and she's my gills ♪♪

♪♪ Falling, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ Falling, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ Well, I walked into your dagger ♪♪

♪♪ For the last time in a row ♪♪

♪♪ It's like trying to start a fire ♪♪

♪♪ With matches in the snow ♪♪

♪♪ And you can't seem to hold me here ♪♪

♪♪ Can't seem to let me go ♪♪

♪♪ So I can't find surrender, can't seem to keep control ♪♪

♪♪ You turn me inside out ♪♪

♪♪ And then you want the outside in ♪♪

♪♪ You spin me all around ♪♪

♪♪ And then you ask me not to spin ♪♪

♪♪ You say you wanna be alone ♪♪

♪♪ And then you want children ♪♪

♪♪ You wanna be with me ♪♪

♪♪ But then you wanna be with him ♪♪

♪♪ You give me chills ♪♪

♪♪ I've had it with the drills ♪♪

♪♪ I am nothing, you are nothing ♪♪

♪♪ We are nothing with the pills ♪♪

♪♪ I'm empty till she fills ♪♪

♪♪ Alive until she kills ♪♪

♪♪ In her vampire empire ♪♪

♪♪ I'm the fish and she's my gills ♪♪

♪♪ Falling, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ Falling, yeah ♪♪

Mr. Williams.

Another day, another tardy.

You continue to impress.

There's a lot of really, really good guesses.

Hey there, Harper.

You're just in time for the announcement

of the estimation station winner.

Awesome.

So for example, Nick, you would write...

N-I-C-K.

And next to each letter,

you will write a word you know that describes you.

And it has to start with a letter in your name.

So for example, N, you might write nice or nifty.

Nice or nifty?

How about, everybody, let's try it.

And I'll come around and help you if you get stuck.

This is a pretty cool assignment.

I think Ms. Havens has us do pretty cool assignments,

don't you think?

What's that?

Lazy.

Why'd you put lazy?

I just feel like I'm lazy sometimes, like, um...

Oh, are you Jewish?

Yeah. What are you?

I'm Jewish too.

Really? You don't look Jewish.

I'm half.

Chris, love the enthusiasm.

Come here.

Did you get invited to Sophie's birthday party?

No.

I did.

Oh, nice. Where is it?

Adventure Landing.

There's an arcade, laser tag, and go-karts.

- That'll be fun. - Yeah.

Did you get invited, Mitali?

Yes, but I probably won't go.

It was really mean of her not to invite you.

No, it's okay.

Sophie and I really aren't that close.

Hey, girls, did any of you get invited

to Sophie's Adventure Landing party?

I didn't, but they did.

Oof. Ouch.

That must sting.

No, I think I'm taking it pretty well for the most part.

What's that?

What? Oh, artist?

You're not an artist.

Well, I like to draw.

I don't know, I feel like artist is a pretty loose term.

Yeah, you're right.

I probably could think of a better word.

Oh, I see you did happy, too, for your H.

I didn't copy you.

No, I didn't think you did.

I'm finished.

I'm finished, Mrs. Havens.

Cool. Let's see.

Nice work, Josh.

Do you have anything written?

No.

At this point, I'm just trying to help you out.

I feel like you could really use an advance right now.

Yeah, an advance would be good.

An idea would be good.

I know.

And I've been thinking--

- Not that idea. - No.

Have you ever thought about writing a children's book?

Like Nancy Drew?

No, like a full-blown children's book.

Something your kids would wanna read.

All right, that's it for quiet reading time.

Everybody finish up the page you're on

and then go play on that playground.

♪♪ Won't you please let me go? ♪♪

♪♪ These words lie inside ♪♪

♪♪ They hurt me so ♪♪

♪♪ And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you ♪♪

♪♪ Just what I want to do ♪♪

♪♪ I'm not the kind that needs to tell you ♪♪

♪♪ Just what you want me to ♪♪

♪♪ I saw you this morning ♪♪

♪♪ I thought that you might like to know ♪♪

♪♪ I received your message in full a few days ago ♪♪

♪♪ I understood every word that it said ♪♪

♪♪ And now that I've actually heard it ♪♪

♪♪ You're going to regret ♪♪

♪♪ And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you ♪♪

♪♪ Just what you want me to ♪♪

♪♪ You're not the kind that needs to tell me ♪♪

♪♪ About the birds and the bees ♪♪

So you have to follow me,

and it's like we're on a mission together.

But I'm gonna go, like, really fast,

so you probably won't be able to catch me

because I'm really fast.

I'm gonna catch you.

Well, maybe Eli can catch me.

Three, two, one.

No cheating!

Ms. Havens.

Mm-hmm?

Oh, my gosh.

I'll ice it in here for a few

and then I'll walk you over to the nurse, okay?

Oh, I think the Advil was enough and this ice.

Are you sure you don't feel dizzy or nauseous

or anything like that?

- Yeah. - Okay.

Make sure and tell me if you do, all right?

Is it cold?

No. That's okay.

Cold is good, though.

It'll help.

I'll write you a note to take home to your dad.

Okay, yeah. I can hold the ice.

No, no, I got it, sweetie.

It's okay.

I'll write the note after school.

♪♪ Do you find this happens all the time? ♪♪

♪♪ Crucial point, one day he comes and cries ♪♪

♪♪ And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you ♪♪

♪♪ Just what I want to do ♪♪

♪♪ I'm not the kind that needs to tell you ♪♪

♪♪ Ooh! ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you, I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you, I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you, I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you, I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you, I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you, I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ I've lost you ♪♪

♪♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪♪

♪♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪♪

♪♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪♪

♪♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪♪

♪♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪♪

♪♪ Ooh! ♪♪

Why are you limping?

Um, my Achilles heel started acting up again.

On a run?

Yeah.

Are you gonna stop running?

I don't want to.

Well, you should.

My head hurts.

Yeah, that's a massive bump, dude.

- Harper? - Yeah?

I'm having trouble making friends.

Yeah, first grade is very isolating.

Remember how you're more mature than the other kids.

We're both old for our grades

because we have early birthdays.

Most first graders are only six, not seven.

Is third grade easier?

It is and it isn't.

Ugh, I cannot believe I failed that math test.

Don't worry.

I heard they're changing the grading scale.

F is the new A.

If only.

But seriously, I need to ace the next one, or I'm toast.

Attention, all students.

Please report to the gymnasium for a school-wide meeting

on the change in the grading system.

Oh!

What'd you get? What'd you get?

- I can't look at it. - Oh, just look.

Oh.

Hal, let's walk to bed.

Let's walk to bed.

Thanks for walking me.

I'm thinking about what you said about

having trouble making friends.

I really think it's gonna be okay.

Your classmates will realise that they want a nice friend.

Are we friends?

We're brother and sister.

Not friends?

I guess we can be friends too.

Did you finish that book, "One Hundred Years of"--

"Solitude"? Not yet.

Do you like it?

I don't know.

It's about this family where everyone's super-lonely.

But then it gets even worse because they withdraw

and they just become selfish and so miserable.

But maybe it gets better.

Fuck.

Fuck!

Fuck.