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♪ I trust where I'm going ♪

♪ Don't wanna be in the dark ♪

♪ I don't wanna be in the dark ♪

- You're beautiful.
- Thank you.

- I don't wanna get makeup on your shirt.
- Oh, forget my shirt.

Forget my shirt.

Oh my goodness.

Oh shit.

Welcome to your final bonfire,
both of you.

Here's how this is gonna go.

I think it's important
that everybody feels heard.

So the way we'll do it is

that each of you will have a chance
to speak without being interrupted,

which is really difficult to do.

But I ask
that you honor the other's chance,

and you'll have yours.

- And then you can have a conversation.
- Okay.

And it's in that time that you can ask
whatever question you need answered

or share what you haven't shared,
and then after that conversation,

I'll ask you both
what decision you'd like to make

for the future moving forward.

Shante, I'm gonna
give you the floor first.

So, Shante, whenever you're ready,
talk to Brion,

and say what you need to say.

Okay.

You brought me here
because you wanted to prove

that you could have, like,
Platonic friendships with women.

And then for you to do what you did…

Just for you to say
you had no regrets just made me feel…

worthless,

like I don't matter,
like our love never mattered,

and I don't deserve that.

And then again

to hear other women in your house say
that you've been disrespectful,

it just makes me confused
and worrisome for you.

I know that in your video,
you want to be the man that I deserve,

but I don't see
how those actions showed that.

Um, that's all I have
to say right now, Mark.

Okay. Brion, when you're ready,

you get to speak
and, Shante, same rules apply.

Do your best not to interject

and let him just say his truth,
and then you'll have a chance.

Um…

First, I wanna apologize,

um, for hurting you.

I love you.

They got me
emotional as hell these days. I'm sorry.

Um…

…but the man I was before we got here,

in my opinion, was fake.

I think I was so surface-level
of a boyfriend, and, um…

…you know…
…I guess coming here, I…

You know how I was raised. It was tough.

Um, abused, adopted,

abused some more,
left the house at 17, and…

I guess I was… I used women
as a way to try to find that love.

And I thought
the wild sex and the threesomes,

you know, that was gonna fill that…
that gap, and honestly, it doesn't.

But I just wanna show you
that I'm a changed man,

and I'm honestly not worthy of you,

and that's a hard pill to swallow.

Because you deserve the best…
the absolute best of a man.

If you give me the opportunity,

I want to show you
that I can be a great boyfriend,

a great future husband,

and a great father to our kids.

I love you. I really do.

But I'm sorry.

Okay, both of you have had
a chance to say your piece.

Now you get a chance
to have a conversation.

This is a great time to ask questions…

…that are burning in your mind.

And also, maybe this is a chance to share

what growth or what you've learned
about yourself as well.

So, we're gonna start with you, Shante.

Um…

I guess I just want you to be honest
about everything that happened.

Obviously, the threesome video
was disturbing,

and then you leaning back and saying
that you don't have any regrets.

Amiah saying that you had been
disrespectful to the women in your…

in the house
and disrespectful to your relationship,

and she didn't wanna go
on a date with you.

That hurt me, and I felt so bad for her

'cause I have no idea
what's been going on at that house.

Nothing happened.
There wasn't anything that happened.

The only time I crossed the boundary
was the threesome, right, in the bathroom.

Me not regretting it was just deflection,
scared to admit my truth that I fucked up.

Me being so prideful and egotistical,

you know, I just tried to act like,
you know, it ain't no problem.

Um, I think I was just very humbled

after that… seeing your bon… like,
seeing your bonfires and your videos.

Um, Amiah was actually my last date,

and she's helped me the whole way through.

That's a strong Christian woman.

You know, and she didn't stand
for what I did and my actions,

but her last words to me was,
you know, "You've really grown."

"This is a man that she can be proud of,
and I hope she offers you some grace."

You…

You gave me
so much assurance coming into this.

For me to walk into this house
and be just, like…

…so enamored
and so in love with you and then…

to have to sit here

and, like, watch you do that
so nonchalantly, fucking hurt.

- I know.
- And I didn't deserve that.

- Um…
- You don't.

Um…

It's just…

Like, you don't do that
to someone you love.

You shouldn't have done that
to someone you love.

Can you share a little bit about
what have you learned about you?

What growth do you have about you?

Because this conversation about
"You did me wrong" and "I apologize,"

that ain't it yet.

There's something deeper.

Yeah, well, you know,
last bonfire, what we talked about, um…

We just kinda went through
what I've been through as a child, right,

so feeling left out and neglected.

I mean, 17 years of my life was
probably the worst 17 years growing up.

When you feel alone for that long,
you don't know what love is, you know?

Um,

I wanna be better, and I wanna address it.

Um…

A lot of things that I've put you through
and things I've done even here, it's…

it's just shit
from way before that I gotta deal with.

I guess this is the start.

Mm-hmm.

I think that

I put others before myself.

- Mm-hmm.
- Um…

Every situation and, um…

I probably put you
before myself in a lot of times.

And this experience kinda forced me

to put myself first.

- So you're starting to put yourself first?
- Yeah.

So we come to this.

Each one of you

is gonna get an opportunity
to declare what you've chosen.

You can say you wanna leave together.

You can say that you wanna leave
with someone else that you've met here.

Or you can say
that you wanna leave alone for now.

And I think
I'm gonna let Brion declare first

what he'd like to do.

Well, my option is, um, pretty clear
that I wanna leave this island with you,

um, and I want another opportunity

to have a lifetime of happiness together.

Just give me the opportunity.

All I'm asking.

If you still love me…

let me build the trust back.

Okay.

So Brion has made the choice

that after all this and all he's learned,
he wants to leave with you.

Now it's your turn
to tell Brion what you've decided.

Can I have a second?

- Absolutely.
- Okay.

- Are you okay?
- Yeah.

- I don't know what to do.
- Are you okay?

I want him to grow, I do, but…

I don't know what to do anymore.

You gotta do
what's best in your heart, babe.

What's gonna be good for you?

Oh God.

I think right now…

I have to…

I want to be respectful of myself, um,

but I want to know what you've learned.

At some point,
I want to know that side of you,

and if that creates and then flourishes
for us to be together down the road, okay.

But I think right now
I have to choose myself.

You have every right…

to…

choose that.

I… I…

I fucked up.

I crossed the boundary.

I understand, and…
and as much as it sucks,

because I think we've had
a lot of good times…

But I have to, you know,

lay in the bed I made.

One of the things I wanted him to learn
in this is to be emotionally in tune,

and he has all these emotions and things

that he wants to prove and show.

That's exactly what I wanted him to do.

But then, on the other end,
he disrespected me

by crossing the boundary.

I didn't think you would do that to me.

I get I crossed that boundary,

but I think the reason
you came in here so confident

is 'cause out… off this island,

I don't even come close
to crossing that boundary.

It's Shante all day, every day.

I fucked up here. I really did.

But what you wanted to see, the growth,

and hopefully what I get to show you,
that's what I'm truly proud of as myself

coming to this island.

Um, I'm really proud of,
like, this side of you.

I've seen so many faces of you
in this experience that I don't recognize,

but this one,
I could get used to that one…

- Mm-hmm.
- …at some point.

I just know that I deserve
someone that is going to love me.

I do love you.

- Because I love you so much.
- I love you more.

And I want that for us. I do.

You'll have that. You gotta trust me.

Okay.

Shante, what do you wanna do?

- I'll leave the island with him.
- Oh my God. Oh goodness.

Look at me.

I promise I'll build your trust.

- Okay?
- Mm-hmm.

And I love you.

- Okay?
- Yeah.

I promise you.

Okay, you feel good?

- You feel good?
- Yeah.

Then your journey here

is complete,

and I, truly from the bottom of my heart,

wish you both all the happiness

that life can give you both.

- Okay?
- Mm-hmm.

You're not out of the woods,
but at least you're in the woods together.

It's time to go.

I'll go to therapy. I'll find a therapist.

♪ Don't give up on me now… ♪

- You're so beautiful.
- ♪ We go way back ♪

♪ I've been fighting shadows… ♪

I know he knows I'm hurt,
but I am giving him grace in this.

♪ Can we make it to the daybreak ♪

♪ Where the heartache fails to bloom? ♪

It's not gonna be
an easy road for him. That's for sure.

But I believe in our love.

I think that we can
make this something special.

And I am happy with my decision.

♪ I can face it if I've got you… ♪

Coming to Temptation Island,

I did not know me being undervalued

was one of the main issues
we had in the relationship.

And it took an experience like this
to really show that.

I'm finally trusting myself

that, in the moment,
I will make the right decision.

♪ This might be toxic… ♪

In this final bonfire,
I want Tyler to really understand

that I deserve better than he can give me.

Through this experience, I've been able
to find my authentic self again,

and just I wanna convey that to him

and also let him know
that he does not get a piece of this.

I don't necessarily feel like
there's words that he can say

to lessen the blow
of what has already happened.

His actions have spoken louder than
any words he… he can say to me tonight.

♪ This might be toxic ♪

♪ 'Cause my drug is my oxygen… ♪

- Hi.
- How are you?

Thanks for asking.
I'm great. How are you?

- I'm good. Thank you.
- Good.

Thank you.

- How are you feeling?
- I'm feeling pretty good.

I don't feel emotional.

I feel like
I know what I would like to say,

and I'm confident in that.

I am sure that emotion will show up
when you see one another

because it brings up
old feelings and new feelings.

Yes.

But this is a good moment
to remember what your journey has been

and what it is you wanna do.

- Yes. Yeah.
- Whatever that is. You ready?

- Yeah.
- Okay.

- Hey, Mark.
- Hey, Tyler. How are you, pal?

Good.

Hey, Tay.

Hi.

Can I have a hug?

- No?
- Mm-mm.

Welcome to your
final bonfire, both of you.

Each one of you is gonna have
a chance to speak,

but as a gift to the other person,

just listen.

After that is
what I think is really important.

You'll just have an open conversation
so that you don't leave anything unsaid.

Once you feel
you've completed on that conversation,

I'm gonna ask you
to declare what you'd like to do

moving forward in your life.

Leave as a couple, leave with someone new,

or you may choose
that you wanna leave the island alone.

So, Tayler, I'm gonna
invite you to speak first.

Okay.

And you'll talk to Tyler, of course.

"Tyler, we came to this island

for you to prove to me
that I could trust you

and that I'm your first and only choice."

"You asked me
not to give up on you, and I didn't."

"Up until you crossed
the boundaries that we set together,

every day I felt confident
that you would make me proud

knowing what was on the line."

"Overall, you played me,

and more importantly,
you played yourself."

"The nonchalant, jokey attitude
that you upheld throughout this experience

is hurtful and extremely disrespectful

to the relationship
that we both worked so hard to build."

"Overall, this experience has
put into perspective

what I bring to the table
and what I deserve."

"I want someone who is dependable,
consistent, trustworthy,

and realizes just how special I truly am,

and I'm so sorry, Tyler,
that you're not gonna get the opportunity

to know this new
and improved version of me."

Tyler, your turn to speak.

I wish I prepared a… a note also,

but I do agree, you know,
coming here to the island,

it was mainly me trying to prove

that I could be the man
that you felt like you deserved,

but I've heard
some things said through the bonfires

which were very telling on how you view me
and how you portray me to other people.

And it was something I was not expecting,
using my vulnerability over the years

to push whatever agenda you had
by saying those things about me.

I definitely felt clowned,

and I feel like now
I can sit here with a clear head.

And I definitely
was tempted in this process.

You know, mainly,
I was tempted to pursue my value,

but I was tempted to pursue

a lot of new ideas,
new growth, a lot of humility,

and I feel like
I've successfully done that.

And I also was tempted
by someone else on this island

who I feel sees my value,

and I also want you to know
that I have waited to make sure

that I was not motivated
in my decision with us

by sexual relations with another person.

My last thing is, at this point, you know,
I do wanna be a thoughtful person,

so I apologize for
what I've specifically put you through.

I'm sorry.

Okay. I'm sure you both have questions.

Now is a chance for you guys
to talk directly to one another,

ask those questions.

Whenever you're ready.

I don't even know what to say.

We came here on this premise,

and you had tears
in your eyes walking away from me

asking me to not give up on you,
that you wanted to prove all these things,

and you did the exact opposite.

You wasted no time. Literally.

This was, like, borderline first bonfire,
you were touching.

You sat down and said,
"No touching. No touching,"

and got up and started touching.

"Baby, baby, you're trouble.
You're trouble."

That is the first thing you said to me
when we had our very first kiss.

Um, I do feel something for Kay.

Within the first 72 hours?

- Hmm, I was starting to, yes.
- Okay.

Mm-hmm.

And I was tempted,

and I did cross those boundaries with her,
specifically at that lap dance.

- Yeah.
- After that, it definitely continued.

Did you have me in the back of your mind
at all during these experiences?

Of course.

I had been chasing you
and trying to get my life up

and build my character enough
to be where you're at in life,

and coming here
and zooming out on our relationship,

I found out
that I will never be that person

and never achieve that.

And within the first couple days,

my whole perspective
on our relationship did crumble.

And so, yes, as soon as
the first "72 hours" happened here,

boom, I began
to crumble immediately, all right?

I mean, to be honest, I'm not surprised.

I said from day one
you'd fold like a card table,

and you just
proved me right time after time, so…

And if proving you right means we're both
gonna go in the right direction,

I'll take that, okay?

We've had all these prior conversations,

the conversation at the goodbye
and all that,

and then you, first day,
second day, I'm not too sure,

you know, you leaning into a guy
and saying I have bitch tendencies.

Mm-hmm.

And then, immediately after that,
complimenting him and going in for a hug.

Like, what's your game there?
Like, what are you trying to do?

Everything that I said
and throughout the entire experience here

I have said to your face,
and it has been 100% the truth.

How is that wrong?

I thought we were a team,
and it was me and you.

We have never been a team.

The last six to nine months,
there has been zero team.

I have felt so alone.

You are a man. I am not here to raise you.

I am here to encourage you
and push you to make you better

because I want you to be the man
that I know you have the potential to be.

I'm sorry you're not taking it that way,

but I think that's
a you problem, not a me problem.

I'm sorry that I was too abrasive.

I may have been too assertive,
whatever it may be.

- I'm not saying that.
- I was trying my fucking hardest.

- I never--
- You have not had a job in almost a year.

A fucking year, Tyler.

So, let's get this job thing
out of the way, okay?

I have never shown
that I'm lacking or in a bad position,

and I've tried
to shift my focus and pick myself up,

as you said I should as a man,

but I am seeing now
that you think that I am the problem.

I am worried about you.

But I don't want that. I want you
to trust me that I can see it through.

And I know
that you think that's getting in the way,

but to me, that's what I want to pursue,
and I am taking risks right now,

and you are in a situation
where you don't wanna take a risk on me,

and that is what I saw.

I have taken such a risk this entire time.

I said, "Tyler, what will put my mind
at ease is just an action plan."

"Let's make a three, five-year."

"I need a plan,
and I will shut the fuck up."

Did you ever come to me with a plan?

That is not
where I'm at right now.

I literally lived by
a step-by-step routine,

all… from 18 to 25,

and I do just wanna
venture out and just let go

and life has been blessing me for it.

I feel like I am
actually finding my worth and benefit,

and it's at a point
where I don't think you can see it

because it's not fitting the projection

of what you want
the man to be in your life.

And you were asking for stability.

You were asking for a provider
for someone who's very mature,

that knows where they're going in life,
but I'm not going in that direction.

And stepping out and seeing other people
and how other people live their lives

and being inspired
by so many different ventures of life,

I was like, "No, I will not be happy,

and this relationship will not work out
because it's not where I wanna go."

It's not working out either way,

and I don't know how the fuck you think

this relationship with Kay
is going to work out.

You went from a five-year marriage,

no break in between,
two and half years with me,

and now you're just gonna ride off
into the sunset with a 25-year-old.

I think you need
to be by yourself to figure out

whatever the fuck you need to figure out,

but I know you, and you won't.

I appreciate the advice, you know?

And I know
that you think you know me so well.

My response to that is,

I'm not riding off
into the sunset with Kay.

- We haven't even talked about that.
- You said you're falling in love with her.

You said you are literally
falling in love with Kay and made a joke,

"Oh, 'cuddling with Kay' just
rolls off the tongue. Isn't that funny?"

That's extremely disrespectful.

I do agree
that'd make you feel disrespected, okay?

I'm not disagreeing with that.

You're not taking responsibility either.
You're not taking accountability either.

- Not even in the video you sent to me.
- Let me… Let me say this, then.

I am falling in love with Kay.

"Cuddling with Kay"
does roll off the tongue.

- So I just wanna--
- That was a fucking joke.

- Can I--
- A fucking joke.

Can I jump in?

- Please.
- Please do.

The "I want for you to grow
and be a better man and make money"

might be because you feel unsafe,

and you encouraging him
to do that might make you feel less than.

So I know this is
sort of Walberg doublespeak,

but can you talk about feelings
for a moment,

Rather than "what you've done to me,"
"How it makes me feel when…,"

and try that for a second.

- Would you like to go first?
- Sure.

I feel

very undervalued,

and I do feel pushed because of
your agendas, where you wanna go in life

and how you want safety and security
because of what you've been through.

So I feel, especially after, you know,
my divorce and what happened there,

you know, that was a big hit on my ego

and feeling… feeling un…
undervalued or just not enough.

So when you give me that encouragement,

it makes me feel, honestly,

I think it goes
to a core emotion, very sad.

I love the love
for you wanting to push me,

but that is not the direction
I wanna be pushed in,

and so it just
makes me feel essentially worthless

for what you need in life.

I feel unsafe and unstable,
and you hit the nail on the head

saying that this is from my past.

A lot of the times
where I do try to encourage you,

it reflects on me negatively
because I do things for survival.

I… And I wish
I could get out of the fight-or-flight.

It makes me feel sad
that I can't get out of it,

but I feel like through this experience

I've been able to get out of it.

And it just… I… I… I just feel
kind of, like, hopeless with you

because I… I feel like I try to do so much

and figure out the way to say things
and move and stuff like that,

and it's just not well-received,

and it makes you feel
the way that you're feeling,

and I never wanna make you feel worthless.

And…

…it just makes me feel
so gutted because you were my home.

You were my safe place
from the entire world.

I just want that
with you so bad, Tyler.

And that's why
this experience is really gutting.

And to see you falling in love
with someone else when all along,

I just wanted you to fall in love with me.

Okay.

Now I'm just gonna
redirect you to get to a decision.

Tayler, we'll start with you.
You can leave together.

You can leave with someone new,
or you can leave alone.

I feel like
this experience has been a self journey.

Through my abandonment issues,

through therapy,

and then ending up in this relationship,
all I've wanted to do is feel chosen.

And so I think that I need
to be the person to choose myself.

So I will be leaving the island alone.

Thank you, Tayler.

Tyler, you can leave together.

You can leave alone,

or you can leave with someone else.

It's… It's not working out,
and I know that you just said that to me.

You're leaving here alone, and it's taken
this experience for you to see that.

When it comes to me making
a decision of leaving here,

I do feel like I've found
an insane opportunity here.

And through this process,
yes, I have been falling for Kay.

Tay, I would like to leave here with Kay.

I wish you the best.

Okay.

Tayler, you are free to go.
Your journey on this island is complete.

- Thank you, Mark. So nice to meet you.
- Thank you. Nice to meet you too.

♪ That you'd come back for me ♪

♪ That you'd own everything ♪

♪ And tell me I'm enough
Exactly as I was ♪

♪ That's what you should've done ♪

♪ I pray ♪

♪ Someday I'll go back in time
Before you met me… ♪

I am walking away
from not feeling wanted or heard or seen.

I am walking into a path

that I can continue getting
to know my authentic self

and building on these new relationships
and connections that I've built here.

And so I don't feel like
I'm really losing anything.

There's Tyler and Tayler as a unit.

Then there's Tayler, who she becomes to be

and Tyler, who you become
to be as an individual.

Tell me what it is about Kay
that makes you feel you wanna leave

and start exploring
whatever that looks like.

Yeah.

What I've experienced so far
from the connection with Kay is

just undoubtably something
I feel like I've been lacking.

Her understanding of me as a person
and also as a spiritual being.

And maybe it's just island fever
and a honeymoon situation,

but it's just how I feel.

I… I'm glad you acknowledge that
because that's a thing,

but if you have
a new level of communicating

with a new person in your life,

there's a possibility
to work through even that.

When that bubble bursts and it gets real,
hopefully what you have is real.

So I'd like to bring her out here
and let you tell her what you've decided.

- Please.
- All right.

Let's bring Kay out right now

and hopefully,
she's on the same page you're on.

- Hi.
- Hi, Kay.

- Hi, how are you?
- I'm well, thank you.

- Long time no see.
- I missed you.

I missed you. You doing okay?

- Yeah, how about you?
- I'm doing all right.

- Okay.
- It's been a tough night, but look, sit.

So did you think
you'd be sitting here at a bonfire?

I had a pretty good idea.

We invited you here

because Tyler has something
he would like to tell you

about what he's decided
that he'd like for his future.

Thank you, Mark.

Well, obviously, this has been
pretty crazy and pretty wild.

Agreed.

And I first wanna let you know
that, you know, I just respect you so much

in how you've kind of stayed by my side

through, obviously, me being
in a relationship coming here,

and I know that's been
especially hard on you in a few areas.

I just wanna recognize
your strength, you know, to see it through

and see something in me.

Because of your honesty
and your vulnerability on our final night,

you know, it just really sold me on that,
you know, I feel like you do care about me

and, obviously, you know,
I really care about you.

And I would like to ask you
to leave the island with me

even though that creates
a thousand more question marks,

but at least starting that process
seems amazing to me.

So would… would you like
to leave the island with me?

Mmm, yeah, I think I'd like to do that.

Thank you.

Oof.

Congratulations, you guys.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

I think that was really,
really wise what you said

that you wanna leave the island together

even though that brings up
a thousand new question marks.

My hope is
that you've both found a new definition,

a level-up in what you think love is,

so that when these questions
and these challenges

and these mountains show up,

you do something that's
often overlooked, and you talk about it.

Yeah, absolutely.

Just walk instead of run.

If you wanna leave with Kay,
and Kay, you wanna leave with Tyler,

then there's nothing left for me to say

except your journey is complete
on this island.

- I wish you all the best.
- Wow.

Travel safe.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

- You ready?
- I'm ready.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

♪ Do you think that this could be ♪

♪ A story that ends happily?… ♪

I'm not gonna lie,
like, it's… it's still a rough night,

and there's so many mixed emotions,

but this experience has taught me
the importance of being genuine

even though you don't really fit the mold
of whatever situation you're in.

So tonight at the bonfire,

I showed up and, you know,

made the hard decisions
in order for other things to grow

and for, you know, our relationship
to grow, whatever that is,

and that's something I'm very happy about.

It feels really good
to have that official confirmation

that this is real, this is genuine.

And that's something
I felt along this whole way,

so I'm glad to know that's reciprocated,
and I got something great out of it.

- I couldn't be happier.
- Me too.

♪ 'Cause all I've ever wanted is this ♪

♪ All I've ever wanted is this… ♪

And she's a great kisser.

I'm excited to tell you everything.

♪ Is, is this… ♪

Going into this final bonfire,

I am a little bit nervous
to hear what he has to say

and if he is remorseful

or already moved on.

♪ Maybe we were built ♪

♪ Just to fall apart ♪

♪ Sometimes it's just not ♪

♪ Written in the stars… ♪

It's gonna be hard
to see Ashley tonight.

♪ Can't give you love… ♪

I think she's probably
expecting me to beg for her back

or… or, uh, apologize
for the connections I've made.

- ♪ One moment in time ♪

♪ You were the love of my whole life… ♪

But what
I'm not going to apologize for

is being who I am.

♪ I gave you what I had ♪

♪ I gave you all of me ♪

♪ I gave you
All my ups and downs and between ♪

♪ I let you have your way ♪

♪ I let you call the shots ♪

♪ But, baby, now I know
This isn't what I want ♪

♪ Sometimes it's just not ♪

♪ Written in the stars… ♪

- Hey, Mark.
- Hi, Grant.

- How do you feel?
- Scared shitless.

Okay, that's…

That's a legit response. You ready?

Okay. Let's bring Ashley out.

- Hi, Ashley.
- Hi, Mark.

No, that's okay.

Okay.

I know you both have a lot of feelings.
I know this is a long time coming.

This is your final bonfire.

The way this is gonna go

is that I'm gonna give
each of you an opportunity to just speak

without being interrupted,
so one of you will listen and listen only.

After that,

then you can have an open conversation.

Are you both prepared to do that?

Sure.

Okay, I'm gonna have Grant speak first.

All right, Grant.

Ashley…

you are a woman that's worth chasing
around the world for, and…

…I enjoyed chasing you
for a really, really long time.

I don't regret a single bit…

…but that's not our whole story.

I should've realized
that what I was chasing in you

had become unobtainable.

I love you so much,

and I hate that I'm the one
that has hurt you so much.

I know that you've seen
your worst nightmare come true

on that screen there here,

and I hate that.

I do wanna let you know
that the connection that I made is real,

and it wasn't out of spite.

And through this experience,
I really realized how disrespected

and belittled I feel in our relationship.

Through it all.

But I forgive you,
and I finally… I… I forgive myself.

Okay. Ashley, thank you
for not responding and just listening,

and now it's your turn
to say what you need to say.

I truly do not have a lot to say to you.

You sit here and argue
that you wanna be a good man.

Don't you think
you could've come to the conclusion

that you could not be
faithful or loyal to me

before I gave you
the opportunity to come here?

The objective of us coming here was
for you to prove that I could trust you,

and within a matter of days,

you were telling multiple girls
in the house that it's not working.

We're not meant to be

and then railing
some girl in the bathroom.

I truly don't know
what goes through your head.

I have no idea
what you're forgiving me for

because my actions were
a reaction to your behavior.

You're a serial cheater.

You're gonna sit here
and act like I don't know you cheated

in every relationship you've been in?

I've caught you in your own lies
of your own timeline.

My gut instinct knew
you were going to do what you did…

and the amount of relief I felt
when I watched you do that on the screen

was overwhelming.

I cannot believe I held onto
someone like you for that long.

Okay.

You both had a chance to speak your mind,

and now is a chance
for you to have a conversation.

Whatever you wanna talk about.
Now is your chance to ask and discuss.

Uh, first of all,
I wanna start with the fact

that I feel like our relationship was over
the moment we were separated here,

and I sat down and talked
with all the guys in my villa,

and talked, like…

As I was saying things out loud,

it was like,
"Why are we even in this relationship?"

- I felt the exact same way. And--
- Yeah.

And that's fine,
but, like, your actions are your actions,

and your words don't match.

Because how are you sitting here
hooking up with this girl

and then the next confessional,
you're saying,

"I still want things to work
with Ashley. I wanna marry her."

Because, Ashley, I have been going through
an emotional roller coaster up and down.

Just ripping apart our relationship
to figure out why I was in it.

Why was I forcing it for so fucking long?

You were never going to
let go of the resentment,

and you knew it when you got here.

You had pre-decided
that I was gonna fuck up,

but I guarantee you,
it was so… every action that I made,

I was only thinking about
what you would think.

All I've cared about
has been your feelings, not mine.

I've neglected my own feelings
for a long time.

So when you were
in the shower with that girl,

you were thinking about my feelings?

No.

Not at that point, no.

And…
…that took me a while to get to,

but I realized
that I have been forcing this

for a long time, and I should've ended it,
and I should've kept… kept it that way.

I appreciate every single thing

that you have done
in our entire relationship.

I don't appreciate the disrespect.
I do not appreciate the belittling.

I don't appreciate you emasculating me.

- All I saw--
- What exactly did you hear me say?

"The universe sent me a piece of shit."

That was… That was one thing.

And then, you know the first clip I saw,

which really, like,
sent me into high gear?

"I'm never gonna trust him.
I don't want that guy."

"I'm never gonna let go of this."

That's what I heard.
How do you think I feel?

I've held onto so much resentment,

and that has turned me
into such a dark person,

and I've been mean to you.

I've belittled you.
I'm not gonna act like I haven't.

And I'm not proud of that.

I was holding onto you so fucking hard.

And to finally let go,

I felt like I could breathe…

…and, like, be happy.

I want more than anything
for you to be yourself.

I don't want you to feel hurt.
I don't want you to feel…

I don't want you to hate me.
I want you to be happy with me.

I want you to see my worth

without me feeling
like I have to prove it.

I want you to be free.
I want you to breathe.

When I met you,
you were the m… most amazing,

wonderful person that I've met,

which is why I knew I fucked up.

I know your worth, Ashley.

You are an amazing, incredible…

…smart woman that anyone would be

blessed to have.

Anyone.

I know you're a fucking catch.
Come on.

I love you, Ashley.
I… I want you to be happy.

I hate that it doesn't work.

Okay. I'm gonna ask each of you
to declare what you wanna do.

So, Grant, we'll start with you.

You're pretty clear about where this is,

but I need to hear you say
to Ashley one of three things.

That you wanna leave the island together.
You wanna leave the island alone.

Or that you've met someone new

and you'd like to
leave the island with her.

What's your decision?

Just know this kills me to fucking say.

I wanna go home alone.

Not together.

Okay.

Ashley,

look at Grant

and tell him what you want.

Do you wanna leave together?
Do you wanna leave alone?

Or do you wanna leave with somebody
that you've connected with here

and see what happens there?

I'm gonna leave the island
with the new connection I made.

I'm sorry you're hurting,
and I'm sorry that we got to this place.

I wanted you to be a good man for me…

…and it just wasn't working.

What if

your next relationship

is the one where you feel
the sense of relief all day, every day?

And what if
when you look back on this relationship,

your only feeling is happiness

that the person you loved once
and still hold some heart for

is happy and feels that relief every day

even if it's not with you?

Isn't that a better place to be?

Okay, you've both said
what you wanna do.

Grant, you've declared
you're ready to go home alone.

Your journey is complete.
I'm excited for your future.

Now you're free to leave the island.

♪ Could've loved you for a million years ♪

♪ Instead, I'm crying
'Bout a million tears… ♪

God, I wish that it could be me.

I wish that we could make it work,
but I know that it's not working.

♪ Good luck with your new life… ♪

She doesn't see my worth.

All I wanted was
for her to let go of the resentment,

and she never did.

And coming here,
I realized that that's not all I needed.

♪ Wish you the best ♪

- ♪ My heart's a mess ♪
- ♪ My heart's a mess… ♪

I think, coming out of this experience,

I know exactly who I am.

I know what I want.
I know what I deserve as a man.

Natalie does have all of these things
that I've been looking for in a partner,

but I need to just figure out
how to be alone for a little bit.

- ♪ Wish you the best ♪
- ♪ Wish you the best ♪

- ♪ My heart's a mess ♪
- ♪ My heart's a mess ♪

♪ Good luck with your new life… ♪

Okay, so you declared that would like
to go home with someone new.

Um, is it Danny?

It's Danny.

Good. Then the right guy
is walking down right now.

- Hello, Danny.
- Hello, hello.

Welcome to your first bonfire.

Hello, beautiful. How are you?

- Good. How are you?
- Good.

- I missed you.
- I missed you too.

All right.

Danny, this is
the bonfire we've been talking about.

This is… This is pretty neat. I like it.

Um, I'm glad you do

because it's not often
that one of the singles who comes here

to be part of Temptation Island
ends up here.

That's a testament
to what's grown between the two of you.

Um, and so Ashley kind of
asked me to ask you to come join her

so she can tell you what she's decided
about what she would like to do…

…which has something
to do with you. Ashley.

I don't know what the feasibility
of our relationship looks like

outside of this,

but I wasn't ready to say bye,
so I chose to leave with you.

I'd love to. I'd love to leave with you.

It was honestly, like,
I really did miss you though.

- So I'm happy you said that.
- Me too.

I didn't think you would see it coming.

- Relief?
- Yeah.

- Excitement?
- A lot of it. Yeah.

Anything else?

Just you.

- I'm excited to leave with you.
- Me too.

All right, well,

there are parts of my job I don't like,
and there are parts I like.

This is one I like.

So, um…

I wish you both the best.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

I know you're going
to be kind to one another…

…and, uh, I'm looking forward
to seeing where this goes.

What I can tell you where it goes is
that it goes away from here.

Your journey is 100% complete,

and you are free to leave the island
together as a brand-new couple.

That's it.

- That's it. Wow.
- Thank you.

- Thank you.
- Keep in touch.

- Oh, we will. We will.
- I wish you the best.

♪ And wrong connections… ♪

I feel like Danny helped me
see myself in a different light

that I haven't seen myself in
in a long time.

I've just learned
that I do deserve so much more,

and I can give
that love to the right person

and stop putting
all my energy into the wrong people.

And I don't know what the future brings
for us or if our lives are gonna align,

but I'm excited
to leave the island with you.

Me too.

♪ Thank you, patience ♪

♪ Thank you, patience ♪

♪ I'd wait all over again… ♪

- ♪ Bombs away ♪

♪ I promise I can take it… ♪

I'm feeling very nervous.

The stakes tonight are
the biggest in my life.

This bonfire is one that I'm going into
with no doubts, no resentment,

no trust issues,

and I'm hoping to see the same from Alexa.

Once I get through this tonight,
I do hope to surprise her with a proposal.

I have been waiting
for this moment my entire life.

She's my first love,
and she'll be my last love.

♪ Bombs away ♪

♪ I promise I can take it… ♪

I'm like a mixture
of excitement and anxiousness.

It's like my heart's telling me
to trust, trust, trust,

but my head is like,
"Doubt, doubt, doubt."

Our whole relationship is basically
on this conversation.

Our whole future is on this,
and I do have some questions.

I wanna know, did he truly explore
to get the clarity that he needed,

and is that clarity us or something else?

We can't have a future together

and him always thinking he's
second choice. It's just not gonna work.

That will always be the root
of our fights and our problems.

♪ Away ♪

♪ So bombs away ♪

That's a big sigh.

- How are you?
- I'm good.

- I'm nervous.
- This place has that nervous energy.

Yeah.

This is your final bonfire.

This is a chance for you to see
the man you came to the island with,

see if he's still that man
or somebody different.

Are you prepared
to have this conversation?

Yeah, I've been ready for this.

Okay.

I'm gonna bring out
a guy, uh, you may remember.

- ♪ Do you feel me in the night? ♪

♪ Do you know that I have ceased ♪

♪ Searching between embers… ♪

♪ And it feels so nice… ♪

Baby.

- I missed you so much.
- I missed you too.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

- I love you so much.
- I love you too.

- I missed you.
- You're here.

- You look so handsome.
- You look so beautiful.

Okay.

- Hi, Lino.
- Hi, Mark. How are we?

We're good.

- Glad to hear.
- Can I get closer?

Oh, you can do whatever you want.

This is your bonfire.

So let me just say to you,
welcome to your final bonfire.

It's been a long journey,
and this bonfire is important,

not just because you're gonna say
what you wanna do with your future,

but this is actually the time
where you check in with one another

and get to express what you've learned.

Then after that's done
and you feel complete,

I'm gonna ask each of you to declare
what you'd like to do for your future.

Alexa, I'm gonna let you speak first.

Okay.

Oh boy.

Okay.

Lino…

…my love for you has grown…

…more than I can imagine

being here.

When I first got here,

I was empty, very empty.

I blamed it on codependency,

but I quickly realized
that I am an independent woman,

and that emptiness that I felt

was just because
our love and our connection

is that deep and that special.

Because of my nurturing nature,

I have brought
a lot of guilt into our relationship

from my past divorce,
what happened at the beginning of us.

And as I've been here,

I've honestly learned
to take that guilt off my shoulders.

And by taking that load off,

I was able to love myself more
and therefore, hopefully love you better.

I appreciate everything
you've done for me the past four years.

Moving from city to city,
changing your career path,

sacrificing your time.

But as I was here, I realized
that was not forced but a choice,

and I do really, really appreciate it.

But it's not anything
that you can hold over my head anymore.

I'm a driven woman

that has a really,
really bright future ahead.

I don't need you in my life,
but I want you in my life.

I need you to believe this deep down

that you are my first choice forever.

- I love you.
- I love you.

Are you complete?

- I think I'm complete.
- Okay.

All right, Lino.

Your turn to speak.

Coming to this island,

I thought I could just come,

learn a few lessons,

get a little wild,
have some fun, and come back to you,

but this journey has been arduous.

I came in with resentment,
trust issues, feelings of second choice,

and I quickly realized

that that was all from
a deep-rooted insecurity of myself.

It was never anything
that you were projecting onto me.

It was actually me projecting it onto you,
and for that, I truly apologize.

And now, I feel like I am capable

of being that emotional support
that you've always needed.

- I love you.
- I love you too.

I love you.

Really well said, you guys.

Now that you've both had
a chance to speak your mind

without being interrupted,

I'm gonna let you have a conversation.

This is where
you can ask specific questions

and share more about your growth.

Then, when you're complete,
give me a look, and… we'll move on.

- Okay.
- Sounds good.

It sounds like you answered
one of my questions already,

and it was just
if you got the clarity that you needed.

I found clarity. I found security.

And most of all…

I found what true love is.

I know.

Like I said,

those trust issues, that resentment
is all left on this island.

I trust you wholeheartedly,

and I don't need
to question anything about your time here,

but if you do have questions,
feel free to ask.

I was scared that one time when I saw
this girl flirting with you a lot

and that you felt like
you were being tested, and…

Nothing happened?

- Nothing happened.
- Okay.

I haven't done anything
that I wouldn't tell you about

or feel…

…unsafe telling you about.

I had this battle this whole time

with, like, my head and my heart.

Every time I'd watch a bonfire clip,
my head was just going crazy.

It would spiral.

Mine too.

But deep down,
like, I have this gut trust,

and I realized

what we have is so, so special.

None of that past stuff,

guilt…

…the arguments that don't
really mean anything, like,

could never take away this
because this is what everyone wants.

Of course.

Okay, you guys.

You came here with the question,

"Should we be together,
or is there somebody better for me?"

So now you get to answer it.

Alexa, you'll go first.

Do you want to leave the island with him?
Do you wanna leave alone?

Or have you connected with somebody new?

I wanna leave with you,
the love of my life.

There's no one else I'd rather choose.

- I love you.
- I love you.

Lino.

Yes, Mark.

You wanna leave alone?

Do you wanna leave with Alexa
who just said she wants to leave with you?

Or is there somebody
we haven't heard from?

You're the only person on this earth
that I would leave this island with.

You're the love of my life
and the light of my life.

- I love you.
- I love you.

Well, that's gonna make
travel a little less awkward.

A lot of things.

So, Lino would like to leave with Alexa.

Alexa wants to leave with Lino,

and the only thing
standing in the way is me talking.

So, let me be
the first to say congratulations.

This journey is complete,

and it is time
for you to leave the island.

- Okay.
- ♪ Like lightning in a bottle… ♪

- You look so beautiful.
- Thank you.

Bye, you guys. Good luck.

- Bye, Mark.
- Thank you, Mark.

After going through this,
there's nothing that's gonna break us.

We have a really great love story.

The best.

- This is only the beginning.
- Only the beginning.

♪ Now it strikes like
Like lightning in a… ♪

This is all that matters.

Like, we… we did this.

- ♪ Like lightning in a bottle… ♪

- You know?
- ♪ Hold my hands out to the sky and ask… ♪

Wow.

Really? Oh my God.

- ♪ Like lightning in a bottle… ♪
- Okay, I'm freaking out.

♪ Don't have to give it away… ♪

♪ This strikes like… ♪

- ♪ Like lightning in a ♪

♪ Like lightning in a ♪

- ♪ Like lightning in a bottle… ♪

From the first moment I saw you all
those years ago, I knew you would be mine.

From strangers
at the gym to inseparable lovers.

Who knew dropping a barbell on myself

would be the best thing
that ever happened to me?

From moving across
the country multiple times

to paving out a life together.

And now, coming back
to each other after this experience.

You are the most
beautiful and kind woman I've ever known.

Your capacity for caring
and compassion humbles me every day.

And, lastly,

your loving nature
has shown me what true love is.

You are my first love and my last love.

There's no one on this earth
that I'd rather commit myself to.

I will cherish you and never stop
showing you how much I love you.

Oh my God.

♪ I believe in us… ♪

- Alexa Santamaria…
- Oh!

…will you marry me?

Yes!

Is this real?

Oh my God.

♪ I believe in you ♪

- ♪ I believe in us… ♪
- Oh my God.

♪ Defenses down ♪

- ♪ I'm ready now to find our adventure… ♪

- I love you.
- I love you.

- I missed you so much.
- I missed you too.

I can't believe it.

It's me and you forever.

- ♪ I believe in us… ♪
- I love you.

- Let's grab a bottle and get out of here.
- Okay.

- Can you take this?
- Yeah.

- ♪ Soon we'll know… ♪

Whoo!

♪ We can face it all
Let temptation come… ♪

Oh my gosh.

I have to thank
Temptation Island for a fiancée.

Thank you, Temptation Island.

Love you.

Happily ever after.

Let's go.

♪ I believe in you ♪

♪ I believe in us ♪

♪ I believe in us ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Nothing can break this love ♪

♪ Soon we'll know ♪

♪ If we fly or fall ♪

♪ We can face it all
Let temptation call ♪

♪ I believe in you ♪

♪ I believe in you ♪

♪ I believe in us… ♪