All language subtitles for LIDLT_us_S06E09.eng

You all chose
to come to Temptation Island

because you're obviously
in loving relationships,

but like all relationships,
you find yourselves at a crossroads.

So we have a lot of trust issues.

I'm a little bit of a flirt.
Or maybe a lot a bit of a flirt.

I don't feel safe anymore.
I don't feel secure anymore.

I'm here to figure out
a little bit of myself, you know,

for the betterment of both of us.

Do we need to walk away or keep fighting?

The beginning of our relationship,
she was "exclusive" with two guys,

and I still have some of that resentment,

and I feel sometimes
that I'm the second choice.

Ultimately, there's
really only one question that matters.

Are you truly meant to be together or not?

It sucks that it had to be
me going through it and touching the fire

to realize I don't want that in my life.

How far
are you actually willing to go?

- This shit is so fucked.
- Yeah.

It's gonna be
a rough conversation with him.

He's gonna have to face
the truth of what he's done.

The connection with Kay is… It's exciting.

This island is facilitating something
that I thought would never happen.

There was a moment
where I realized my relationship is…

is over.

Honestly,
this is my worst nightmare.

I have to find a way
to fall out of love with him

and back in love with myself.

I was forcing it

because I thought it was
the right thing to do, and it was wrong.

For the first time in a while,
I'm not thinking about Ashley.

I like to think that I'm a good person,
and I wanted to see that in him.

Why would the universe give me
this piece of shit man?

Maybe it's not an "us" problem.
It's an individual problem.

I need to learn how to not need him
but it just be like, "I want him."

Holding those resentments above her

is something that I needed
to abolish from myself.

I've come to realize
there's only one Alexa.

I have decided to pop the question.

Our time is coming to an end.

The next time we're here,

you'll be reunited with the person
you came to the island with,

and then make decisions
about what your future will be.

♪ Looking in a glass ♪

♪ Reflection ♪

♪ Gotta close my eyes ♪

♪ Rejection ♪

♪ Voices in my head ♪

♪ They're saying ♪

♪ Look how sad you are ♪

♪ When did I get lost inside you? ♪

♪ How could I not see ♪

♪ What you've done to me? ♪

Oh!

- Hello, ladies.
Hello.

- Hi. Hello.
Do we look comfy?

- Pj's.
- Pajama party.

- You know? Everyone get comfy.
- Pajama party.

- Aw. So cute.
- Bring it in.

- How are the girls feeling?
- Good. How are you?

- Comfy.
- You guys look so comfy.

- You look cozy.
- You guys are gorgeous.

- All good in the hood?
- Maxy.

- You're gonna pajama-up too.
- Look at the pajamas.

♪ No, no, no ♪

♪ I'll never know… ♪

The boys are back in town.

- Hello.
- Hey, ladies.

- Hi.
- Hello, ladies.

- How was it?
- Why does everyone…

Hmm. Hi.

- I missed you.
- I missed you too.

Are you okay?
You look a little… sad.

♪ To run to me… ♪

It's definitely nice
having you to come home to. I'll say that.

- Yeah.
- After a night like that.

Well, besides that,
how are you feeling?

Good. I'm excited for you and I.

Thanks for being here.

Of course.

Of course.

Um,

so we do have to pick someone
to go on a final date with.

What would you say
to going on that date with me?

- I would love to.
- Yeah?

I would absolutely love to.

- Absolutely?
- Absolutely, yes.

- Let's do it.
- Yay!

♪ All I know is what I felt ♪

♪ Got me underneath your spell ♪

♪ You can feel it too… ♪

You know, I, of course,
have all these thoughts of like…

"Wow, this is getting,
like, a little more serious."

I'm away from you
for just a few hours, and I'm like,

"Oh my God, I miss him." Like…

No, you really are, like, so incredible.

I never have met any guy like you before.

I… I really appreciate that,
and it's just crazy though 'cause, like,

for someone like you,
it's just like… I'm just…

I don't understand how that's possible.

No, I'm just being honest.
Like, you're like…

Like I've said,
you're like a fucking light,

and so it's just crazy
that you've been hidden long enough.

- You know, for me to…
- Waiting for you.

Yeah. Like, honestly, it feels like that.

♪ I get lost in my own feelings… ♪

All of this
is kinda coming to a close.

Kinda landing this plane,
and I'm not sure how I'm gonna land it.

So I'm gonna definitely take advantage
of this time being alone with Kay

before getting back into
the fire and flames of the bonfire.

Tonight, I do wanna ask you
on my final date.

Of course.

♪ Take me back to the start ♪

♪ Where you took hold of my heart… ♪

Thanks for asking me on the date.

- Thanks for saying yes.
- Hm.

♪ And I found home in your arms ♪

♪ I found home in your arms… ♪

How can he go
from a five-year marriage to jumping into

a two-and-a-half-year relationship,
situationship with me,

and then two weeks after, another.

You know, it's like…

I think what he's trying
to find right now is in himself,

and he's trying to look
for validation in other people.

- Mm-hmm. Yeah.
- 'Cause he doesn't get it yet.

He doesn't get what he's trying
to search for is in himself,

and he just needs to do the work
and, like, look in the mirror

and not jump from person to person to get…

- Yeah.
- …security, validation, fulfillment.

- Yeah, whatever it may be.
- Yeah.

You could do
some of your own releasing.

Yeah.

I am not, by any means, saying
that I am falling in love with Yamen,

that he is my person,

that I'm riding off into the sunset
like Tyler is with Kay,

but there's just clear things
that Yamen's been able to show me

that I did not know existed,
and that does inspire me for the future.

It doesn't make me fearful or sad
that someone's never going to choose me.

I think that it's just the honest truth.

It's just wild to me

that I could love somebody…
…for as long as I did

and it just end up in this way.

I guess she stood on business so much.

I… You know, the whole time,
I've not seen her talk to a guy.

All the clips are her talking to a female

and just saying how much she loves me
and how much I fucked up.

I'm like, "Damn, I'm a dick."

I'm fighting for the relationship for…
for me.

I want her. She is a great woman.

She doesn't need me.

I want her,
so I just gotta see if she still wants me.

I think she does from her words,

but I know I'm not trying
to lose out on a great woman.

The last date, right?

I feel like the closest connection
obviously has been you.

- Mm-hmm.
- What's your thoughts and feelings?

Even, like, in the past day,

I feel like we've gotten
a little bit closer in our friendship,

and we've had, like,
more real conversations,

so I'd love to go on that date.

Even the other day

when, you know, you kinda
said you weren't gonna go on the date,

um, I like people who stand their ground

and stand up for what you think is right.

Mm-hmm. Yeah,
I just know you're trying to grow,

and I know you're trying to do better,
and I can see that in you, you know?

- Yeah.
- ♪ I've got days ♪

♪ That bleed right into nights ♪

♪ And it goes round and round… ♪

You know, we have to make
final date decisions.

So I was like, "You know what?"

"Third time's a charm."

- I think this would be good.
Okay.

'Cause you're very honest,
and that's what I need.

Okay. I would be happy
to go on the date with you.

I'm glad you appreciate my honesty
because I care about you as a friend.

- Yeah.
- As a person, Black woman.

- Good. Good.
- A hundred percent.

Oh shit.

♪ Time to let it all go ♪

♪ Ooh, oh ♪

I was thinking
about kicking you out tonight,

but… I don't think I'm gonna do that.
I don't think I'm ready to do that.

I'd be a little upset.

Yeah, I figured.

I also figured you'd be upset
if I don't take you on the overnight date.

Do you wanna go?
Do you wanna come on my overnight date?

- Of course, I do.
- Good.

Of course, I do.

- I'm stoked. I really am.
- Good.

- See the smile? It's good.
- Yeah.

I'm definitely, 100%,
you know, catching feelings for her.

Just the way we look at each other.
Overall, like, I get, like, butterflies.

I really do like you.

I really do like you too.

- ♪ I've been looking out ♪

♪ For somebody just like you… ♪

Matching.

Yeah, come on. There it is.

- Not our matching pj's right now.
- Yeah.

This looks like a crazy Christmas card.

- That's fine. You don't like--
- No. No manhandling me.

- I'm gonna tickle your ass then.
- No. Stop.

- Well, Yamen.
- Mm-hmm, Tayler.

Our time is coming to an end,

and our final date is tomorrow, and I just
wanted to know if you wanna go with me.

- I would love to. Yeah. Yeah.
- Okay. Okay.

I feel like the vibes are good.

I want somebody
that'll bring light and no pressure.

- And I don't know. I feel you're the best.
- Yeah. No, we'll have a good time.

I'm excited. I'm down.

- Okay.
- I'm happy to be asked.

- Cool.
- Yes.

I'm kinda scared.

The overnight portion of the… the date,

that's a little… a little scary.

I have not spent the night
with another man in two and a half years.

But you can't have a bad time
with that man, so I'm just really excited.

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Feel it ♪

♪ A connection between me and you ♪

♪ I'm starting to feel a connection… ♪

You've been really supportive.
You've helped so much.

You've just been easy to talk to.
And that's really hard to get.

Like, you're just a very…
All of us feel so comfortable with you.

- I love that. That's awesome.
- Well, do you wanna go on my final date?

- Yeah. Hell yeah! Come on.
- Really?

- Yeah. Oh my God. Full circle.
- We've come full circle, Gio.

I think… I was ready.

- Gave you my bracelet. Now you're here.
- That's what I'm saying.

'Cause if I'm not gonna be in love
with someone, I wanna be a part of it.

Like watching a love movie
and you're alone.

- That's very sweet.
- Right?

- Aw.
- So that's cool. Then…

Have you been thinking about
what you're gonna say to her at the final?

Yeah.

Nervous, obviously, but excited.

Definitely gonna cry.

Definitely gonna talk about
the things that needed to be addressed

and what we worked on and grew.

- And after that…
- Mm-hmm. Yeah.

…hopefully, surprise her and…

…propose.

- Pop out the big ring.
- Yeah.

Eh? We're all cheering you on. We're like
your little cheerleaders.

Yeah, so coming
to the last, like, final date,

I definitely wanted
to have you come with me.

- Aw, that's so sweet.
- And help me go ring shopping and stuff.

- So…
- Yes.

Well, I would love to,

and I feel like
that would be fun.

I'm so excited to see her.
I'm so excited to profess my love to her.

If I came in here with…
…extreme doubts and resentment

and didn't work through it,
I wouldn't be in this position.

So…

…after the bonfire,

it's starting to become real tonight,
and I wanted to pull you guys in

and officially announce
that I'm gonna propose to Alexa

at the end of this.

- Yes.
- Yeah, buddy!

That's what's up.

Congrats, man.

- Bring it in.
- Hell yeah.

We love to hear it.

- Congrats.
- Thanks, man.

- He has made the decision.
- Appreciate you guys.

- Couldn't have done it out you.
- Pass that, bro.

- As one.
- As one.

- Let's get it.
- As one.

- Where's the shots? No, I'm just playing.
- Shots.

♪ Am I dreaming? ♪

♪ Can you feel it?♪

♪ The moment that we fell in love ♪

- ♪ Can you keep a secret? ♪
- ♪ Secret ♪

- ♪ I never first meant it ♪
- ♪ Mm-hmm ♪

♪ When I saw you, I was finished ♪

♪ You were gonna be the one ♪

♪ When I'm with you tonight ♪

♪ Heaven's on my mind ♪

♪ I can't even lie
My heart's imploding… ♪

Have you gotten a little bit more clarity
about what your decision will be?

- You're still gonna call it game time?
- Just…

When I tell you all, like… genuinely,
like, we were planning to get married.

- Like, engaged next year.
- Yeah.

So the love isn't going away

that I have for him.

I'm just curious if he's gonna
own up to the things that he's done.

Out of respect for me at this point.

If you didn't wanna
show respect by your actions,

you at least can respect me
by telling me what happened.

- Yeah.
- But it's not only that he cheated.

It's that other girls
are also seeing how disrespectful he is.

- Yeah. Yeah.
- Yeah, and that's what hurt yesterday.

Yeah. I know
you don't want to be in this position

to have to make this choice…

- He put me there.
- …but you're being forced to.

You're being forced to,
and he forced you to do this.

And he has to live with that,
and I know that hurts you…

Yeah.

…but you gotta think
of the bigger picture.

- You can't--
- I know.

I know that.

I know my worth.

I've always known my worth.
It's just hard when you love someone…

…and they do something…

so bad.

♪ I don't wanna go ♪

♪ But I know I can't stay… ♪

I just keep defending him
when the outside noise comes in,

and it's kinda scary

'cause I know that's coming off
as me being, like, manipulated,

and I hate that he put me in this position

'cause he knows… he knows I love him…

…and that's… that's hard.

- Like, how are y'all feeling?
- I'm, like, sad to see people go.

- Yeah.
- Same.

We still have
all of each other at the end of it.

- And we have all of…
- Yeah.

- …all of our boyfriends.
- Until we go.

- You ready?
- Yeah.

Let's do it.

- ♪ Every time that I think I'm through… ♪

♪ There goes another memory of you… ♪

Not through the grass.

- It's kind of iconic.
- Through the grass is crazy.

- Bye, guys. We're leaving.
- No!

Really?

Just pitch-perfected
all of our bags over the grass.

- Bye. I'll miss you so much.
- Nice to meet you.

- I'm really gonna miss you.
- Bye, Olivia.

- I'll see you later.
- I know.

I'm so sad.

- All right. Mmm.
- Mmm.

- Mmm. I'll miss you.
- I'll miss you too.

Brion has come a long way
since the beginning.

He's one of the guys
I was closest with in the house,

and there are a few things
I think he still needs to work through,

but I'm hopeful
that once he's reunited with Shante,

they can have some open conversations
and come to an understanding between them.

Or else.

As a collective, we just wanna say
you're all so special in your own ways,

so good luck the rest of the time.

Have so much fun
on your last dates…

…and we'll see you guys soon!

Bye.

Love you guys. Thanks so much.

We just wanted to do
a little toast to say goodbye.

Um…

I did not come into this
thinking I would have a family after this.

And y'all know,

like, I didn't come into this
thinking what happened would happen.

And even in that,

all of you have been
so supportive…

…and so sweet

and so respectful…

…and I'm very grateful for each of you.

- So, cheers to that.
- Cheers to y'all.

Love y'all.

This is very,
very, very bittersweet.

I think a lot of people
outside looking in will be like,

"There's some bad blood
between Danny and myself

or malice from my point of view
towards Ashley,"

but there's… there's none of that.

♪ I don't wanna say goodbye… ♪

Ash.

I'm happy that those two were able
to kinda figure that side of things out…

…and it's been a journey.

- Here's to our family.
- I gotta hug everybody.

Anybody else get
something in their eye?

One, two, three, family.

- There it is.
- It's been real.

Logan Paulsen will be leaving
the villa now.

♪ 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye… ♪

- We love you.
- We love you guys.

Love you, boys.

- Love you guys so much.
- Finish the journey strong. Come on.

It sucks 'cause we're a family,
and we just broke up the family…

…but, um,
very grateful for all of them.

- That's rough.
- Now it's just you guys?

- Ah.
- Ah, man!

♪ Say goodbye ♪

♪ 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye… ♪

- Hey, Al.
- Hey, Lino.

How are you?
It's great to see your bright smile.

Good seeing you too. How are you?

Doing well. I wanted to give you an update
on this whole journey and experience.

- I've--
- Okay.

I've come to,
you know, a lot of realizations.

It's been really hard
being away from Alexa for so long.

But I wanted
to come to you man-to-man…

…and, first off, thank you for raising
such a beautiful and kind woman,

and I wanted to get your blessing…

…and ask
for Alexa's hand in marriage.

- Wow, that's great news, Lino.

As long as you love
my baby girl unconditionally

and always, always treat her with respect…

- Of course.
- …um, you have… you have my blessings.

Thank you so much.

She's the most important thing to me,

and I know
she's very important to you too. So…

Absolutely.

Well, give my regards
and hugs to Alexa for me, okay?

I will. We'll see you guys soon,
and we'll celebrate, okay?

Okay. Thank you.

- Love you. Bye.
- Thank you. Love you too. Bye.

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

♪ I was just fine on my own ♪

♪ Till I found you… ♪

Woo-hoo!

It is time for the final date.

- Out on the free road.
- We made it out!

♪ Now everything I've ever known ♪

♪ Just doesn't seem true… ♪

- Eyes on the road.
- Sorry. You're very distracting.

♪ I'm alive ♪

♪ Never thought I'd veer this far… ♪

This is the best way
to end this whole thing.

- Woo-hoo!
- ♪ I think I'm falling for you ♪

♪ For you, for you, for you… ♪

Literally unreal.

- Experience of a lifetime.
- A little agua.

- ♪ I need to get out, I need to get away ♪

I feel like Yamen is helping me
to find what happiness looks like,

and I don't know.

He's making it really easy to move forward
and continue knowing what I do deserve.

A little chocolate fondue in the middle.

Chocolate. Exactly.

♪ So take me to the beach ♪

♪ Take me to the streets ♪

- ♪ Let me roll wild and free… ♪

Shin scars.

With Brion, so many thoughts going on
in my brain right now.

Yeah.

For a second, I'm like, "Oh, I wonder
what he's doing on his final date."

Or is he gonna be honest
about his final date?

So there's just a lot of different things
rolling through my head,

so that is a little nerve-racking.

We are
really touching the clouds now.

- I've always wanted a tree house.
- No, me too.

Oh my gosh. The view is so pretty.

I came in here thinking
I was, you know, a great boyfriend,

and now it's a lot more like
looking at myself, looking in the mirror.

Like, "What have I not done?
What can I do better?"

You know? And I can say all these things,
but it's gonna come down to action.

I got my incredible bed here.
I can't wait to sleep in tonight.

You're not sleeping in the bed.
No, you're gonna sleep on the beanbag.

- You're gonna say, "Brion--"
- And I'm gonna wake up to the sunset.

♪ I'm ready for the next big thing… ♪

For Alexa,
you said she likes gold, right?

She does like gold bands, so immediately,
that one's catching my eye.

I was never the type of guy
to think about my engagement,

think about my marriage.

And now being here,
I think I'm feeling all the emotions.

It's all becoming so real now.

So I know
we have a similar skin tone.

It pops.

♪ I'm ready for the next big thing
With you, yeah… ♪

This is
what we needed after a long few weeks.

We needed this.

To the end of a beautiful island adventure
and to the beginning of a new one.

- Let's do it. Whoo!
- Let's go. Cannonball time! Whoo!

♪ If there's one thing I know ♪

♪ It's where you go, I'll follow, yeah… ♪

I'm not gonna lie. I don't know
if I entirely know how to cut up a mango.

It's hard. It's,
like, actually super hard.

There you go.

- How is it? Good?
- Mmm. It's fire.

Are you more like
a salty or a sweet person?

Salty.

I have recently taken up baking,
so that sucks.

No, I will eat your baked goods.

A hundred percent.

I'm not kidding.
Food is the way to my heart.

Oh, you have food on your face.

I can't help but daydream
a little bit sitting here with Natalie.

I mean, she's a beautiful girl,
and she's soft, and she's nurturing,

and she's caring, I'd be lying if I said

that I haven't thought about asking her
to leave the island with me.

♪ And I ran away from love ♪

♪ But it found me where I was ♪

♪ With that look in your eyes ♪

♪ Oh, you really kill me
With that look in your eyes ♪

Honey, we're home.

- What kinda entryway is this?
- The view!

Oh my God.

I feel like now that I'm alone with Danny,

there's more pressure in my mind
of what I want out of this situation.

- ♪ And I ran away from love ♪

- ♪ But it found me where I was ♪

♪ With that look in your eyes… ♪

But having alone time together,
I think I'll be tempted by Danny tonight.

♪ Oh, I think I'm ready ♪

♪ With that look in your eyes ♪

♪ That look in your eyes… ♪

It's whether I will cave or not, so…

♪ Oh, you found me right on time ♪

- ♪ Caught off-guard ♪

♪ But now I'm falling fast ♪

- ♪ Ooh… ♪

The experience
is coming to an end,

so it's definitely bittersweet.

I don't know. Tonight is a night
that we can really get on the same page

and, you know,
just see what the horizon looks like.

Finally, peace and quiet.

- ♪ Only thing I need is this moment ♪

♪ And I'll sink into you… ♪

Do you think he's doing
the same thing about me?

- No, 'cause he's a guy.
- He's prob-- I think--

I think he's flirting it up
with the girl right now

and just waiting
to leave with her, huh? Not you.

- No.
- I'm kidding. I'm kidding.

With the doubting thing, I mean,
he's been good for all the bonfires…

Yeah.

…so far.

All I'm wondering is

that, like, in these last few days
from that bonfire or that clip

until now, until when I see him…

…has he still been resisting
all the temptation?

I have so much on my mind.

Questions, things that I wanna tell Lino,
you know, experiences that I wanna share,

and I'm trying to process
how to explain to him

how much I've learned about myself
and what I really want out of this.

Cheers to a happy ending
and also a happy beginning.

Aw.

- Cheers.
- Let's… Let's finish the glass.

- Okay. Want me to down this?
- Let's go.

I envision in my heart
that Lino and I will walk away together.

I feel like I'm ready,

and I just… I need to see if he is too.

- Let's go to bed. Let's.
- Let's go to bed.

- Not together.
- Not together.

I started to draft.

This is basically
what came to mind initially,

and I just wrote it.

- Mm-hmm. Hmm.
- Our favorite memories, how we met.

And then also her loving nature.

She taught me how to love,

and I don't think I knew
how to love before that.

- So I think that's important and special.
- That's so sweet.

- I do hope she's your first and last love.
- Me too. And I think she will be.

It's from the heart at the end of the day,
so I can't really mess up.

Yeah. You could be talking gibberish.

I don't think
she's gonna really be comprehending it.

She's gonna be like, "Oh my God."

Yeah, I feel… I'm… I'm gonna be like,
"Oh my God. Oh my God." in my head.

Yeah.

♪ I already have it all… ♪

Definitely, I know
this has been a whirlwind…

- Journey. Journey.
- …of a journey for you.

After the first week, I'm like,
"She won't even say 'hi' to me."

- I came around after a while.
- Like three days ago.

Three days ago.

I have been fun, okay?

How are you feeling
about the, uh, the final bonfire?

Um, it's gonna be such a fun conversation.

I can't wait. I'm so excited.

Really?
You're not looking forward to it?

I feel like he brought me here,

and he just assured me
things were gonna be all fine and dandy,

and then I had to go through
all this emotional turmoil.

Yeah.

And it's like
I feel like he needs to know that

to know that he hurt me.

How do y'all move past that,
as friends or in a couple?

From Shante's perspective,

I can understand
why it's not so black-and-white,

but, like, I think
that she's kinda holding on

to what she knows
versus what her heart's telling her.

Maybe she's like,

"Maybe if I let go of something good,
I may not be able to find it again."

But, like, as a friend,
I just want her to be happy.

All right. Cheers to a good decision.

And cheers to a decision
that makes you happy.

Okay, let's see
what this, uh, situation is.

- Oh, this is just for you.
- Oh.

- Oh, what do you mean?
- Oh my God.

No, this is all you.

Oh my gosh.
Do you see the floor? It's giving.

- No, it's not. It's not. It's not.
- It's giv--

It was definitely an ego check
for me through this whole process

from the first bonfire,
first week I was here till now.

I'm scared of fully committing
when I want a relationship.

I'm scared of committing
when I'm having sex.

This is nice, though.

- Ah! Get out.
- Mmm.

I just realized that's… that's not right.
That's just me being scared of myself.

- This… Shante, this is for you.
- Perfect.

That's me not wanting
to give my full heart, give my full self,

and holding back.

Um, and I'm just kinda done with that.

You know, I'm ready
to give my full self to Shante,

my full love, my full intimacy,

and, you know, I don't…

I don't want anyone else.
I don't want another person.

- Don't let the bed bugs bite.
- Literally, stop.

- Or do.
- Don't.

I really appreciate
how feminine and soft you are.

- Mmm.
- You are, like, soft in a confident way.

- Mm-hmm.
- "You know who you are" type of soft.

And that shit is
just very attractive to me. So…

- Really happy to hear.
- I appreciate that.

- Mmm.
- And I think that's beautiful.

Mmm.

- I feel like I'm blushing a little bit.
- No.

- Come here.
- Yeah, like I'm hot.

Mmm.

- That was sweet.
- Mmm. No, I mean it, though. I really do.

I felt like
I lost my way over this past year.

I think I've let
too many negative opinions get to me

and kind of write a script
in my life that I've been living by

that has been completely false and untrue.

And I feel like, through this process,
I've been able to break the chains

and truly thrive.

♪ You made me believe in love ♪

♪ In love… ♪

I wish I could spend
another day with you tomorrow.

You can.

No, I can't.

- You got business to take care of.
- I don't make the rules around here.

You got decisions to make,
business to take care of.

I actually do have.

You know, I don't wanna
get ahead of myself with anything,

but I think
him leaving alone would be kind of…

confusing.

I guess I just don't wanna get my hopes up

and then feel disappointed or feel stupid
if he decides to leave alone

because I truly would
understand that as well.

- ♪ We'll watch the tide come in and out ♪

♪ We'll watch the sun go up and down… ♪

I wanna stay in this moment
with Kay as much as possible

and stay in this present moment

and kind of ignore, you know,
the responsibility that I have tomorrow.

Ah, the best part of the day.

♪ This must be what it's like ♪

♪ To have it all… ♪

So… you know, hopefully this will be
the longest night of my life.

♪ This must be what it's like ♪

♪ To have it all… ♪

I haven't had
good sushi in a long time.

How are you feeling about things?

Like, where's your head at

with today, with…

our connection? Like…

Yeah, everything.

You know, I'm extremely happy that…

you're the one
that was brought into my life.

Obviously, I'd love
to pursue what we have going on.

Mm-hmm.

Like, I'm willing to go
as far into this as you are.

I feel like right now
we're in this, like, bubble.

Yeah.

And I am open to seeing
where things go afterwards.

I just don't know what that looks like.

I don't know if it's something
I can figure out right now,

but, like, right now,
I'm enjoying my time with you,

and I'm happy you're here,
and I think we'll just see where it goes.

Right now, where I'm at,

I think I would probably leave
the island alone

because I have a point to prove
to myself that I don't need Grant,

but I also don't need
to jump into the next relationship.

But at the same time,
like, if it's meant to be, it'll be.

So we'll see.

- We'll see.
- But cheers to living in this moment.

Cheers to living in the moment.

- Oh, this is perfect.
- This is so pretty.

- Oh my gosh.
- This is amazing.

All right. Let's see how this bed feels.

- Okay, it's really comfy. Yeah.
- Is it? Ready? One, two.

Most definitely looking forward
to being alone with Grant in this dome

because we have not had
a chance, like, to fully be alone.

- Should we start with the wine?
- Yes.

- Yeah, for sure.
- Most definitely.

So this experience
just made it seem more real for me

and what our connection would
actually feel like outside of the island.

How do you feel about tonight
kind of being our… final date night?

It makes me sad.

I feel like I'm gonna be really sad,
like, leaving this island and leaving you.

I am too, but you know
I have, uh, my final bonfire,

so…

- I just--
- How are you feeling about that?

I don't know.

You're, uh… You're someone
I could see myself being with,

so I… I think about
what, like, realistically,

what life would be like.

Uh, if we were to leave this island
together, what… what does that mean?

Actually, I'm really glad
we're having this conversation

'cause I was thinking about this earlier.

I like that it's lighthearted.

I like that this is, like,
comfortable and fun and good

because I know that's what you need now,
and that's also what I need now.

I know.

It doesn't feel so lighthearted.

And that's scary?

I think I've been the most vulnerable
about my situation with Ashley

and my life and my goals
and dreams and those sorts of things,

but now that I'm having to be vulnerable
with how I feel about her,

it's, uh… it's a little scarier.

So, then what do we do?

I like… I can't let myself,
like, go there with you.

Like, I… I can't.

Until, like, you close those doors.

Tonight could absolutely
make or break my decision.

I mean, this will really tell me

whether or not I should
completely close the door with Ashley.

But I don't regret building
the connection that I have with Natalie,

and I do have to ask myself,

"What if I'm falling
and this is the first time I land?"

And, obviously, if I do land,
that would be incredible

and that would be
everything I've been looking for.

How did I get here?

It's crazy.

It is crazy.

♪ I've been dreaming
Of calling you my baby… ♪

Just the way, like,
Danny and I look at each other,

I don't know, I feel like I've never
dated a guy with really good eyes.

But it just… I don't know.
It just clicks, and I'm just in it.

I'm into it.

♪ If I belonged to you ♪

♪ All the things that I would do ♪

- ♪ If I belonged to ♪
- ♪ You ♪

♪ If I belonged to ♪

♪ If I belonged ♪

♪ If I belonged ♪

♪ If I belonged to you… ♪

- Oh, you have an eyelash.
- Make a wish.

You have to make a wish. Ready?

What'd you wish for?

I… I'll tell you
when it comes true. How about that?

Okay, deal.

It's definitely a little bit scary

because how real the feelings have gotten
in the last few days

and now having to separate

and kind of
having to let him figure out his thing

without me being there

or having any idea what's even going on.

But I feel like
the scary things and the riskier things

are usually the most worth it.

You ready?

I'm as ready
as I'll ever be, I guess.

You know, I feel like
we're just trying to emotionally cope

with what's about to happen
and in saying goodbye.

So I'm honestly just feeling sad

because the truth is
I do not want this to end.

This is it.

This has been
the best experience of my life.

Morning.

Oh, well, look who it is.

How are you?

- Good. Buenos días, huh.
- Hi.

- Good morning, good morning, good morning.
- What are you doing?

A little bit of breakfast.
Got some eggs.

Mmm.

She has a final bonfire
she has to go to tonight,

and right now, she's 100% Tay.

You know, she's locked and loaded,

and I don't think
her ex is prepared for her at all.

I guess we have to say goodbye.

- Mmm.
- My heart's beating so fast.

- Mm-hmm. You'll be okay.
- Yeah.

- You ready?
- No.

- How did you sleep last night?
- Um, it was tough.

I think, uh, just kinda uneasy
about what her decision's gonna be if I--

I know I came with a girlfriend.
I came here with a best friend.

Knowing that that could be over
is very unsettling.

Um, so a lot of tossing and turning.

I definitely feel regret for what I did.

I regret how…

for me to make the conclusions
that I don't wanna have threesomes,

and I don't need
all that wild behavior in my life,

I had to go that far to understand that.

I wish there was a way
where I could've came to that conclusion

without having to,
you know, have those actions.

Definitely scared, um,
of what my future's gonna look like.

I've seen you grow a lot
in your relationship and as a man,

and I just hope
that she does show you grace

in some way or another.

Yeah.

If you could ask
one question for me, what would it be?

I wouldn't even ask a question.
I'd walk in and be like, "Mark,

honestly, I have nothing else to say."

I have not made, like,
a full final decision as of right now.

For you, I think you do have
the opportunity to have a, uh, a mic drop.

I don't know.

I think she knows what she needs to do,

but I think she's…
it's an inner battle with herself

just to, like, figure out
if she… has the strength to do it.

I think… I think you know
what you have to do or should do.

Yeah.

I think she's gonna leave
by herself. Uh, I just pray, as a friend,

that she doesn't fall
back into that trap with him.

Get what you need to off your chest.
I got your back for whatever you need.

- I know. I appreciate it.
- Outside of this.

All your harsh honesty.

Honestly, I'm happy it's such
a beautiful day for my last day here.

To leave, yeah.

When you first came to the island,

did you think you'd be leaving
asking her to marry you?

I had the thought in my mind,
but I truly didn't know if I was ready.

And now, feeling the way I do,

I know from no shadow of a doubt
that it is the right decision, so…

And it makes my heart warm and fuzzy
to see that you're about to take a step

that'll give you happiness
for the rest of your life.

I know. It's crazy. I came in as a…

…a boy, and I'm leaving a man.

- Heck yeah.
- Yeah.

There's no stopping it now.
Tonight is final bonfire.

I have to collect myself,
start breathing, hit a little woosah…

…and prepare mentally,
physically, and emotionally.

This will be
the biggest decision of my life.

You're gonna do great. Bye.

- You're gonna kill it.
- Thanks so much.

And next time I see you,
you'll be Mr. and Mrs. Troisi.

Yes, we will be.

♪ We could be forever ♪

♪ 'Cause you are my love ♪

♪ You are my first love… ♪

I've been envisioning
this final bonfire since I first got here

and thinking about it
literally since I first got here.

I… I bet.

And I honestly feel…

…like if he can't get over the past

and having this guilt over me,

and if he didn't find any clarity,

then all of this was a waste.

Mm-hmm.

Then… I would have no choice
but to leave alone.

In my heart, I want to leave with Lino,
but, obviously, my brain kicks in,

and if there are some things

that are left unanswered
or that I don't feel right about,

then I… I can't put myself through that.

We have a whole life together and…
and a future that I envision in my mind,

and this conversation holds so much weight
into me making that decision.

I'm very blessed and lucky
to have spent time here with you

and be part of your love journey.

I just…

I can't believe
we've gotten so close in this short time,

and I am so grateful for you.

- I'm gonna miss you.
- Aw. I'm gonna miss you. Come here.

Our last hug. Our last goodbye.

- Bye, Gio.
- Take care.

Hey, you.

- Good morning.
- Good morning.

- How are you?
- So good.

- I had so much fun with you last night.
- Me too.

- This has been so romantic and fun and…
- Yeah.

I don't know, just like
a taste of being with Grant.

Waking up with Natalie
does feel natural, and it feels good,

and I wouldn't mind, uh,
waking up to her in the future again,

but, you know,
I have, uh, some big decisions to make.

How are you feeling
about the final bonfire?

I'm not even, like,
thinking about the bonfire.

I'm just, like…

I'm thinking that
I'm probably gonna miss you, honestly.

I'm scared…
…and excited at the same time.

Yeah, I don't blame you.
And I'm also scared, but I'm excited too.

What are you scared of?

That I might never see you again.

I'm feeling sad
that the experience is ending.

I'm feeling anxious
that the bonfire is approaching,

and I'm feeling,
uh, you know, a little confused

about the decisions
I'm gonna have to make.

Should we flash the ocean
as a final goodbye to the island?

One, two, three.

- Goodbye, island.
- Goodbye, island.

♪ And it's time… ♪

No matter what decision you make,

I'll always be here for you
with whatever you need.

If you need some emotional support,

somewhere to go,
escape Florida, you know, like,

see me, just know
that I'm always here for you,

and I'm not gonna think
any differently of you,

no matter what you think.

Just, like, definitely
not ready to say goodbye,

but we'll figure it out.

We'll figure it out.

♪ Some things are just never easy ♪

♪ But I've never been here before ♪

♪ Is this the last time
That you need me?… ♪

I came in to this so…

broken.

♪ What do I do ♪

♪ Without you?… ♪

There was points
where I just absolutely didn't see

the light at the end of the tunnel.

And to come here
and do a complete turnaround…

is just, like… …mind-blowing.

And I just can't believe I'm here,
and I feel, like, so grateful.

Obviously, Danny plays,
like, a huge factor in that.

This isn't the end.

It's not the end.
It's just a different chapter.

♪ What can I do ♪

♪ Without you?… ♪

- My favorite time. The boys.
- So what did you guys do?

Why you grinning so big?

- Because it was amazing. Um…
- Sensational.

Yeah, we started off the date
in a 1950s Porsche Speedster.

And we have that final bonfire coming up,

and there really wasn't a moment
in that car ride where I thought about it.

You know? We were
just, like, so in the moment.

That's great. I'm happy for you, Tyler.

I feel very well-equipped
walking into the conversation tonight

to set things straight.

Um, and I'm just gonna have to do
what I'm gonna do tonight.

Man, you know, I'm kinda nervous
going into tonight. Just…

Uh, again, I'm gonna try
to explain myself, apologize,

uh, tell her what I've learned.

- Yeah.
- How I've grown as a man.

And hopefully, you know… Amiah said,
"Hopefully she offers you grace

and gives you an opportunity
to, um, you know, do right from here on."

You got everything you need
going into tonight?

- Yeah.
- At this point?

- Me, my heart.
- That's all you need, bro.

- That's all I can bring.
- Just speak from the heart.

- Hopefully it's enough.
- Yeah.

- And let yourself be vulnerable.
- Yeah, for sure.

Nice. Um…

I don't know exactly
what I'm gonna do yet.

I know that I'm gonna go
in to the bonfire with Ashley,

and I'm going to apologize
for not being the man I thought I was,

regardless of whether
she's receiving of it or not.

She might not be. She deserves to hear.

She deserves an apology,
so that's what I'm gonna do.

I don't know if I'm gonna ask Natalie
to leave the island with me or not.

I really need to think about it, um,

but she's an amazing girl,
and she deserves love

just as, uh, much as anyone else.

So, regardless, I'm… I'm happy I met her,
and I'm happy for this experience.

I don't regret single a thing.

- Good. Happy to hear that, Grant.
- You've come a long way, man.

- It's been a roller coaster.
- Thank you.

Yeah, well, for myself,

I'm really ready to go in there
and knock it out of the park tonight.

Hell yeah, man.

Appreciate it, guys.

We all got, uh, some big things coming up.

- And Lino, excited for you.
- I appreciate you guys.

- All right, guys.
- Get this group hug.

- Let's do it. It's a big night.
- Yeah.

- See you guys soon.
- Last time. As one.

- As one.
- Let's go.

- Hi, guys.
How are you?

- Good.
How was everyone's dates?

Good.

How are y'all feeling? I mean,
I probably won't get to see you all, so…

I know. I can't believe
that this is our last time all together.

Like, so many goodbyes in one day,

but I feel like we got close
really quickly. All four of us.

Mm-hmm.

- It's a bond that you can never recreate…
- Mm-hmm.

…with any other four girls.

My fondest memory of us all together,
and I know it's a sad memory too,

is when all of your hearts
broke with mine at the second bonfire,

and all of you were there with me.

That's how I could tell
that this is real, you know?

I can't wait to see
where everyone's lives are in a year.

- Right?
- Dude.

Hopefully at Alexa's wedding.

Right.

- Ma'am. Fingers crossed.
- Ma'am. Hopefully.

All right, you guys wanna hug?

- Yes.
- Yeah.

- "You guys wanna hug?"
- Can we hug?

- Can we go there and hug?
- Yeah, let's do it.

Bring it in.

It was fun, guys.

- I love you.
- I love you guys.

- Wait.
- No.

♪ Was it really worth it? ♪

♪ Destroying the love that we both built ♪

♪ Did I deserve it? ♪

♪ All of the trauma that I felt ♪

♪ I knew the walls would start to cave ♪

♪ I felt it all and chose to stay ♪

♪ Anyway… ♪

Through this experience, I've learned
that our issues, um, are really my issues.

I thought, you know,
love was making her laugh,

keeping her happy, buying things,

but love is giving her
an opportunity to be heard.

I've learned to understand
the things I went through as a child

and how I used, you know, other women

to fill the spots of love
that I didn't have growing up.

So I've realized
this wasn't about Shante at all.

This really became my personal journey.

I'm proud of myself,
and I'm ready to show Shante.

♪ I should've known, I should've left ♪

♪ No matter what you always said ♪

♪ You couldn't keep your promises… ♪

Throughout this journey,
I have definitely noticed my own poise.

I know that I can handle

whatever conversation
Brion and I end up having.

And regardless of what happens,

I do think
that honesty is gonna be the best way

to handle the conversation
I have with Brion.

♪ In a secret garden ♪

♪ Everything was perfect ♪

♪ Planting seed to intertwine ♪

♪ Hoping for a future ♪

♪ But underneath the surface
I knew it wasn't right ♪

♪ I thought we'd be together
Till the end of time ♪

♪ You played your part so well ♪

♪ But that was just a lie… ♪

I have to make
the best decision for myself.

I have to stand my own ground,

know what I want for my future.

It's like, do you take that risk

and just trust
that he says things are gonna be okay?

I don't know, and that's scary.

- ♪ One thing I learned from you ♪

♪ Is life is not a honeymoon ♪

♪ There's ups and downs ♪

♪ And all arounds ♪

♪ But you let me in ♪

♪ And I let you down… ♪

I am anxious
ahead of this bonfire.

You know, I've crossed a boundary.

I regret it. I made a mistake.

I hope she can give me an opportunity
to be the man that she wants,

but it could be too late.

- ♪ I shoulda known better ♪
- ♪ I shoulda known ♪

♪ That you'd put you first ♪

♪ I shoulda known
That you'd break my word ♪

♪ I shoulda known ♪

♪ Shoulda known, shoulda known
Shoulda known, shoulda known ♪

♪ I shoulda known better… ♪

Hi.

Hi, Mark.

- Kinda weird just you and me, isn't it?
- I know. Where are my girls at?

- They're with you in spirit, for sure. Um…
- Yeah.

- I'm glad to see you. How are you feeling?
- I'm okay. Just…

trying to prepare myself
for the conversation, but I'm okay.

♪ I told you all my secrets ♪

♪ But you couldn't keep it ♪

♪ Did we really have a chance? ♪

- ♪ Should've kept my walls up… ♪
- Welcome, Brion.

♪ Maybe we'd still be us ♪

♪ How'd we fall apart so fast?… ♪

- Come up.
- Okay.

I'm sorry.

Oh my God.

- You're beautiful.
- Thank you.

♪ I shoulda known
That you'd put you first ♪

♪ I shoulda known
That I'd break your heart ♪

- ♪ I shoulda known better ♪
- ♪ I shoulda known ♪

♪ That you'd put you first ♪

♪ I shoulda known
That you'd break my word ♪

♪ I shoulda known ♪

♪ Shoulda known, shoulda known
Shoulda known, shoulda known ♪

♪ I shoulda known better… ♪