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all: ? Ay, ay, yippee, yippee ?

? Ay, ay, yippee, yippee ?

? Ay, ay, yippee, yippee, ay, yee-haw ?

Thank you.

Reminder, we're holding auditions

next Thursday for the end of the year concert.

Keep it on your radar.

You'll sing a few bars of your favourite song for me.

What song are you going to sing?

"Creep" by Radiohead.

Oh, cool. I love that song.

It's my favourite song of all time.

What are you gonna sing?

I'm really not sure.

Brainstorm tonight. I'll think about it too.

[indistinct chatter]

- Let's race to the top! - Wait, guys.

I think we should think about heading back.

Recess is over pretty soon.

Come on, Hal.

Climb up with us.

No, I'm OK.

Um, you guys climb.

I'm gonna-- I'm gonna hang with this tire.

- Scaredy cat. - Yeah, true.

I'm just a little freaked out. I don't like heights.

This tire looks fun.

And no gun.

OK, maybe I do get all the way.

Put them under pyramids.

[grunts] Wait, guys, I think I'm stuck.

Pull yourself out!

I can't.

Wait, guys. I'm stuck.

Can you help me get out?

Pull hard, pull hard!

Are you guys pulling?

Ow. [grunts]

Am I not gonna be able to get out?

I think we should get some help.

No, we're not supposed to be out here.

I don't want Ms. Havens to--

yeah, fuck it.

Can you guys get Ms. Havens?

Can you guys get Ms. Havens, please?

Wait, can somebody stay with me?

Marcus, can you stay with me?

Yeah.

I just need some support.

[grunts]

My mom tells me to breathe.

Your mom tells you to breathe?

Hal?

Ms. Havens, I'm really sorry.

I know we shouldn't be out here.

I'm really-- I'm really, really sorry.

Hal, Hal, Hal, Hal. It's fine.

You're not in trouble. It's fine.

Are you--are you really stuck?

Yeah, I don't know what to do.

Well, first, I need you to calm down.

We're gonna get you unstuck, OK?

But I need you to breathe.

My mom tells me to breathe.

- Yeah, I get it, Marcus. - She's right.

Smart lady.

OK, let's all close our eyes.

[breathing heavily]

Now I need you to take a deeper breath for me, OK?

I can't because I'm being suffocated by a tire.

- Hal, it's OK. - Sorry.

- It's OK. - That was rude.

Just focus on breathing out, OK?

Suck in. [inhales loudly]

And breathe out.

[exhales loudly]

OK, good. One more time.

- Is it working? - Focus on your breathing, OK?

I can't focus on my breathing because you're

trying to get me out, and it's not working.

I feel like I'm going to be stuck here forever.

OK, sweetheart, I need you to relax.

I can't. I'm really freaking out.

It's OK. [indistinct chatter]

[phone ringing]

[babies babbling, squealing]

Hi.

Hey, right now's a really bad time.

I have butt water.

Look!

Did Nathan say he has butt water?

Yeah. That's what he calls diarrhoea.

Oh, no. Do you need help?

No, no, no, no. I don't want to get you sick.

[upbeat music playing]

? ?

[laughing] Harper, no, stop!

When you have finished recording,

you may hang up or press 1 for more options.

[beep]

Hi.

I was just watching the video of you going

so hard to that workout video.

And I've just been--

I've just been watching it over and over.

So I just wanted you to know that.

[water running]

[Adrianne Lenker's "Already Lost"]

? ?

? Already lost beside the line ?

? The mirror is your eye on mine ?

? The mirror is your eye on mine ?

? Trying hard to figure it out of here ?

? The centre is a hole in the sphere ?

? The centre is a hole in the sphere ?

? Say your name ?

? I hope to get it right ?

? You come into my room every night ?

? You come into my room every night ?

? A thousand years or more ?

? And I've never seen this face ?

? Never heard this voice before ?

? The honey hills and the frosted sun ?

? Bluer than the ocean, bluer than the ocean ?

? Why do leaves turn yellow and fall ?

? And who absorbs it all ?

? Who absorbs it all ?

? Holding so near, standing so far ?

? How slow and how fast you are ?

? How slow and how fast you are ?

? A thousand years ?

? Or more ?

? And I've never seen this face ?

? Never heard this voice before ?

- JUUL. - I don't have it.

I don't have it.

? Though my love is riding blind ?

? You can always read my mind ?

? You can always read my mind ?

? Shadows shatter at the edges of a smile ?

? We've been down here for a while ?

? We've been down here ?

? A thousand years ?

? Or more ?

? And I've never seen this face ?

? Never heard this voice before ?

? ?

And he actually doesn't say it.

- Say, why? - Why?

- One. - Yeah.

- We're starting over. - There's a pirate hiding.

Yeah, where is he?

He's hiding under that tree.

Ohh.

? ?

Do you remember when you told me that my eyes lit up

when I was talking about London?

Did you see them with your kids?

Maybe I'll go for one year.

Don't do that.

Why not?

Get there and be present.

Am I gonna come back and you're gonna be

with somebody else who has kids too?

[sniffles]

Not no?

No.

I don't wanna go.

I don't want you to either.

[soft music]

? ?

I love you.

I know.

I love you too.

? ?

Can I make you a coffee before you go?

[sniffles]

? ?

Do you want me to leave before your kids wake up?

I don't think it'd be good for them.

? ?

I'm sorry.

? ?

[sniffles]

[sniffles]

What are you thinking?

I really don't care.

I just have a job interview today,

and I thought I should get it cut.

What's the job?

It's just like an assistant job at a production company.

So bald with thick sideburns?

[laughs]

Look back up.

Hey.

OK.

This picture of you and your daughter is to die for.

That's my wife, champ.

Oh.

[laughter]

Hal!

It's not funny that I'm unemployed.

Hey, some good news--

Kate and I are going to come to your graduation.

Kate, no way. You'll take up too many seats.

We only have three tickets.

You're confusing me with my sister.

Kate. Kate!

Boom!

[indistinct chatter]

[laughs] He's high as shit right now.

When does baby Violet arrive?

Any fucking second.

She's due in nine days.

I love that you still have your shades on.

Oh, fuck. I forgot I was wearing them.

- I swear. - Congratulations.

Congratulations.

Man, we're so proud of you, buddy.

Thank you. Cheers.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

Cheers.

How's your job search going?

How's yours going?

Oh, did you not know about her London job?

Hal.

You knew? Kate knew?

- Did they know before me? - No.

Know what?

- Oh, just me and Dad. - Stop.

You just didn't want to tell me and Dad.

- Please stop. - Just Kate--

- Stop. - And fucking Oliver Jansen.

Hal, stop!

I applied for a job in London.

It didn't make sense to tell you until I got it.

Oh.

Does that mean you got it?

Um, yeah.

I just found out.

- OK, so you're going? - I don't know.

What do you mean, you don't know?

- I don't know. - Just fucking say

- that you're going. - I don't know if I'm going.

It's OK that you're going. I know that you're going.

Just fucking tell me that you're going.

- Hal. Hal. - What?

Just take a deep breath.

OK. I'm gonna take a deep breath.

Thank you, Kate.

Why didn't you tell me?

I was going to tell you.

Oh.

I wanted to.

[soft music]

? ?

I'm gonna go check on Hal.

? ?

Not proud of your dad right now.

? ?

[indistinct chatter]

[cheerful music playing]

? ?

? Hot cross buns ?

all: ? Ay, ay, yippee, yippee, ay, ay ?

? Yippee, yippee, ay, ay ?

? Yippee, yippee, ay ?

? Yeehaw ?

[applause]

["I Will Survive" playing]

? ?

? At first I was afraid, I was petrified ?

? Kept thinking I could never live ?

? Without you by my side ?

? But then I spent so many nights ?

? Thinking how you did me wrong ?

? And I grew strong ?

? And I learned how to get along ?

all: ? So you're back ?

? From outer space ?

? I just walked in to find you here ?

? With that sad look upon your face ?

? I should have changed that stupid lock ?

? I should have made you leave your key ?

? If I'd have known for just one second ?

? You'd be back to bother me ?

? Go on and go ?

? Walk out the door ?

? Just turn around now ?

? 'Cause you're not welcome anymore ?

? Weren't you the one ?

? Who tried to hurt me with goodbye ?

? Think I'd crumble ?

? You think I'd lay down and die ?

? Oh, no, not I ?

? I will survive ?

? Oh, as long as I know how to love ?

? I know I'll stay alive ?

? I've got all my life to live ?

? And I've got all my love to give ?

? And I'll survive ?

? I will survive ?

? Hey, hey ?

[cheering]

When you started walking down,

I thought you were coming to tell me something.

And then you started singing.

Why didn't you say something to us?

- I don't know. - You should have.

You're like the next Hannah Montana.

No, I'm not. I wasn't even that good.

- Are you kidding me? - You were exceptionally good.

You are, like, the best singer of all time.

You're, like, better than Miley Cyrus.

Totally better than Miley.

I really wish that I could sing.

It seems so fun. How do you get good?

Genes usually.

Wait, Dad, are you a good singer?

I wish.

Where do you think I got my voice from then?

"The Doodlebops."

Don't you remember?

You used to sing along with them when you were a kid.

Can I go to Mitali's tomorrow?

She and her mom invited me over.

So it was your idea not to tell me?

No, it was not my idea.

She was scared.

And I don't blame her!

I would have been supportive of her.

Like you were about Audrey?

I apologised for that, OK?

- I don't see... - You weren't supportive.

How this has anything to do with that,

unless, of course, she's going to London with Audrey.

You were not supportive.

And you were not-- what are you talking about?

She is not going to London with Audrey.

Audrey has two kids.

Even if she was, she is your daughter!

She needs to stop holding onto everyone else's pain,

because she has so much of her own,

and she needs your help knowing what is hers.

I was watching the way that she looks at the two of you...

Like she'd rather shipwreck with you guys

than--than, um, sail apart on her own.

[Mk.gee's "Are You Looking Up"]

[line ringing]

? ?

Your call has been--

? Rylee just waits on ?

[line ringing]

? Somebody to give her new light ?

? With the heaviest weight on ?

Your call has been forwarded to voicemail.

The person you're--

? A miracle to cut me slack ?

? So are you looking up ?

? Are you asking why ?

? 'Cause if you wanna go then, baby, go wide ?

? Yeah, I can shift shapes, but I can't deny ?

? We can put it all to rest just for one night ?

? What's keeping you fenced off ?

Hey, hey, hey.

Did I get you drunk?

I'm OK.

No, I--I think--

- I think you are. - I am.

I think you--

[retching]

OK.

[sighing]

[sighs]

[spits]

I'm gonna sit down.

OK, sit down.

Sorry.

It's OK.

Are you going to be here this summer?

You're a mess.

I really like you, though.

Yeah, I like you too, vomit man.

We're not good for each other.

Do you know what's wrong with you?

A whole lot.

[sighs]

I feel like I should go.

Are you gonna be OK?

[indistinct chatter]

Sorry for charming your pants off.

[sighs]

[phone buzzing, ringing]

Hey.

Are you OK?

Yeah, are you OK?

Yes.

Yes. I'm OK.

[sighs]

Oh.

[grunts]

[dramatic music on TV]

? ?

[soft music]

? ?

Because I said that I missed you?

Because you said "all the time."

? ?

I think it'd be smart to stop talking.

Hey, Kalen.

I just wanted to leave you a voicemail.

I'm sorry for being a shitty person.

And I'm sorry for being a shitty friend.

Everything you said was exactly right.

I'm really...

I'm not a person.

And I'm really sorry that your college best friend

was inconsistent.

But I do really love you.

? ?

I don't want to do some long text goodbye thing.

So I just want to say that I love you,

and thank you for being a great first love.

I'm very grateful.

And I hope you find what you're looking for.

[crying]

I really think

that you're the best, nicest person.

And I feel really lucky that I got to be

your girlfriend for so long.

I still love you just as much as I always have.

And I'm sorry that I was a coward.

I really hope you can remember me as more than that.

Or do you just think that?

Jess.

I'm not gonna answer that.

Why?

'Cause I'm not gonna comfort you right now.

I'm not gonna comfort you about the most painful thing

I've ever experienced.

You don't get to talk to me about remembering you.

And I don't get to tell you how to feel about me.

I can't force you to want to be with me, right?

You're free.

You can do whatever you want.

[somber music]

? ?

Fuck.

? ?

[phone buzzing]

[Phoebe Bridger's "Garden Song"]

? ?

? Someday I'm gonna live ?

? In your house up on the hill ?

? And when your skinhead neighbour goes missing ?

? I'll plant a garden in the yard ?

? Then they're gluing roses on a flatbed ?

? You should see it ?

? I mean thousands ?

? I grew up here till it all went up in flames ?

? Except the notches in the door frame ?

? I don't know when you got taller ?

? See our reflection in the water ?

[indistinct chatter]

? Off a bridge at the Huntington ?

? I hopped the fence when I was 17 ?

Actually, I did this for my friend.

? Then I knew what I wanted ?

My big sis, Dallas, can take us back to McDonald's.

- I love McFlurries. - Nice.

- I like McFlurries too. - I wanted to--

Incoming.

? And when I grow up ?

? I'm gonna look up ?

? From my phone ?

Mom, I was telling her about the braid that you made me.

? And it's gonna be just like ?

? My recurring dream ?

? I'm at the movies ?

? I don't remember what I'm seeing ?

? The screen turns into a tidal wave ?

? Then it's a dorm room ?

? Like a hedge maze ?

? And when I find you, you touch my leg ?

- Yes! - At last scored!

At last!

? And I insist ?

? But I wake up before we do it ?

? ?

What an introduction to your character.

? I don't know how but I'm taller ?

? It must be something in the water ?

? Everything's growing in our garden ?

? You don't have to know that it's haunted ?

? The doctor put her hands over my liver ?

? She told me my resentment's getting smaller ?

[indistinct chatter]

? No, I'm not afraid of hard work ?

? I get everything I want ?

? I have everything that I wanted ?

Bye.

? ?

What'd you and Mitali do?

Did you not have fun?

No, I did. It was good.

I like your necklace.

Harper, uh, Hal and I are thinking about going

to an ice cream shop.

What do you think?

I'm full, but you could still go.

You sure? We don't have to.

I kind of really want to, Dad.

[sighs]

[sighs]

[knocking]

Harper?

[knocking]

Harper.

Harper, Harper.

[window slams]

Harper.

Dad?

Stay there.

Is everything OK?

[breathing heavily]

Daddy, you have a hole.

Harper.

[panting]

Harp!

[panting] It's all right!

[panting]

Harper.

[sobbing]

I want my mom, please.

- It's all right. - Please.

I want my mom.

[sobbing]

I hate my life.

I hate my life!

I hate my life.

I want my mom. I want my mom.

I want my mom.

I want my mom. I want my mom.

I miss Mom.

[crying]

Yeah, I gotcha.

[breathing heavily]

[somber music]

? ?

I'm glad you didn't answer.

I wanted to leave you a voicemail.

I said I was sorry.

I was mean about Audrey.

But I didn't say what I-- what I was sorry for.

I'm sorry I wasn't your dad.

I'm sorry your parent didn't hear you.

I'm sorry you've been holding everyone else's pain

for so long.

You should be able to tell your dad and brother

you're thinking about--

[sniffles]

[line ringing]

[phone buzzing]

- Hi. - Hi.

Are you OK?

I really want to say that I am--

I'm really sorry I've been so mean about London.

I'm really fucking sorry that I didn't tell you.

I understand why you didn't.

[sighs]

[indistinct chatter]

Hal!

- Harper? - What's going on?

Hi there. We're trying not to crowd.

I'm his big sister.

I'm stuck in here. I'm trying to get out.

I'm really trying my best to get out,

but I feel like I'm gonna be stuck here forever.

No, you're not gonna be stuck here forever.

We'd just saw you out of there if we had to, buddy.

Like, saw my body?

No, honey. The tire.

I really don't wanna do that.

Hal, it's OK. You're OK.

No, I feel like I'm like the opposite of OK.

I can't--I can't--

Because it takes time.

Ms. Havens, can you get everybody--

Yes, and I'm gonna go--

I'm gonna go find a strong guy to help.

No offence, Mr. Jenks and Mr. Roy.

Come here. Come on, Marcus.

- Let's go. - Why can't I get out?

Because you're stuck.

- I can't move. - That's OK.

What do you mean?

I mean, if you are actually stuck here forever,

that's totally cool.

If you're really stuck here for the rest of your life,

I will be here too.

All day, every day, I'll be hanging out here,

every single night, all night.

I'll be sleeping on the ground right next to you.

- You will? - Yeah.

And it'll be great.

What about when it rains?

Raincoats.

Hal, it's gonna be OK.

Can you give me a hug?

[panting]

Ow.

[sighs]

I've been thinking about Mom a lot lately.

- Hey, hey. - [crying]

- I know. - I feel so--

I feel so bad.

Because it's so painful.

[crying]

I got you.

[sighing]

[soft music]

[phone buzzing, ringing]

Hey.

Hey, Dad.

Is everything all right?

Yeah.

I'm just with Hal.

Um, we just wanted to--

We just wanted to feel like you were with us.

I'm here, honey.

I'm here.

We've been talking about Mom.

What about her?

Just that she died.

I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry she died.

And I'm so sorry I did too.

But I'm here now.

I'm here.

[phone beeping]

Hey, guys. Wait.

Hey, it's Kate.

- Um, I'm not home. - You can answer.

- Answer, answer. - Hold on.

- Kate? - Hi.

I think it's happening.

Uh, the baby?

Yes!

OK, hold on!

I'm coming.

- Dad? - The baby.

The baby?

Yeah, the baby!

Um--uh, she's coming.

- She's coming early. - Oh, my God!

Why--why did you call us? Go!

I'm calling because I love you guys so much.

And I'm so sad, and I'm so happy.

And I love you guys so much.

We love you too.

? Dear April ?

We'll be at the hospital.

? Face in the crowd that I know ?

? Dear April ?

? Are you watching him ?

? Are you watching him dance ?

? Dear April ?

? We were safe for a while ?

? We were safe as the years flew by ?

? If you could take two strangers ?

? Leaning left and right ?

? At a certain place and time ?

? Like you took these strangers ?

? And our two strange lives ?

[breathing heavily]

? And made us new ?

? I believe no matter what ?

? ?

? Take us through it ?

? And wake us up again ?

? And what we had can't be the same now ?

? Just like you made me new ?

? Just like you took me through ?

? Just like you woke me up ?

You only been here five months.

[indistinct chatter]

? You made me new ?

? You took me through ?

? You woke me up ?

? You woke me up, woke me up ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the same now ?

? What we had can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

Pump the gas.

Drag it away.

? Can't be the same now ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the same now ?

? See I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the same now ?

? Are you watching him ?

? Are you watching him, are you watching him ?

? What we had can't be the same now ?

? Are you watching him ?

? Are you watching him, are you watching him ?

? No, what we had can't be the same now ?

? ?

? What we had can't be the same now ?

? What we had can't be the ?

? See I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the same now ?

? Are you watching him ?

? Are you watching him, are you watching him ?

? What we had can't be the same now ?

? Are you watching him ?

? Are you watching him, are you watching him ?

? What we had can't be the same now ?

? What we had can't be the ?

? See I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the, see I can't be the ?

? See I can't be the same now ?

? ?

? What we had can't be the same ?

? What we had can't be the same now ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

? What we had can't be, what we had can't be ?

[clicks]

[white noise droning]

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