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Do whatever you want!

Dad, please wait

Where are you going?

Let's talk about this

Dad!

Let's talk this over with Soojin

Please don't be like this

Please let's talk this over!

Don't go!

No!

No!

You're always like this!

Stop running away!

What about me?

What am I supposed to do!

Dad

Hello? Where are you?

Hello?

Where'd you go?

Please tell me where you are

Dad please, don't do this

Tell us where you are

Soojin?

Soojin!

Your sister is here!

Hey Soojin!

Soojin Park!

Soojin! Guess who's home?

Soojin Park

Hey it's me...

What are you doing?

Haejin!

Oh, Soojin...

You're really here!

You actually came

I missed you so much

You look exhausted

Your eyes are so red

How was your flight?

Hey... did you not miss me?

Is that how it is?

Of course I missed you

That's what I thought

I made dinner, let's go back - Okay

- You must be hungry

Is mom home?

Mom?

One of the elders from her church was hospitalized

She ran over to be with them, she'll be back tomorrow evening

You sold the house?

Yeah

When was this?

About 3 years ago?

Yeah, about 3 years now

You guys don't include me in big decisions anymore?

Hey... It's not like you live here anymore

Sorry

I mean that's true, but...

I can't believe this

You know how much that house meant to me

I promise our new RV is really nice

It's cozy and since it has wheels, we can go anywhere we want

So, where'd you go?

Not yet... I'm saying, we can go

Right...

I'm serious, it's not that bad

It's like a free sauna during the summer

And now, we use it for storage

Storage unit?

Then where do you sleep with mom?

In here

Alright, so. Tell me what happened

You know... We just weren't on the same wavelength

Jaesung was preoccupied with his work

I had things I wanted to do with my life

Just personality differences?

That jerk cheated on you, huh

No it's nothing like that

I guess I was a burden

Why?

Just ... you and I have been through a lot

Yeah, I know it's not

But you know how I can get sometimes

Really moody for a second and super happy the next, then super horny

Did Jaesung hit you?

Only when he drinks

Soojin...

Jaesung's not like that all the time

but once in a while, it's easier to talk with your hands than your mouth

He said that I'm too much for him to handle

When I came home one day, he had packed his stuff and left

He could have at least said goodbye

Selfish bitch

Who is it?

You should answer it

Let's cheers

You deserve someone better than that trash anyways

I don't think I deserve to meet anyone

- You barely know me now

What do you mean you're my little sister, how can I not?

The Soojin you remember isn't the same anymore

I'm different now

I don't even know myself at times

Older sisters always know, trust me

I really wonder that

We had too much to drink, let's clean up

Do you think you really know me?

Soojin, you're drunk, let's clean up

If I think about it, I don't really know you at all

You're a successful therapist in New York, living in an expensive highrise?

I don't recall having a sister, not anymore

If I'm your sister, you wouldn't have abandoned me here

Who said I abandoned you?

What do you know...

You left me and mom in this shit of a place

You think it's okay to leave your family behind?

Soojin, let's not do this

You don't think I had dreams and ambitions?

Do you think I stayed here because I wanted to?

You just left!

Soojin Park!

Sure, I left because I wanted a future.

I didn't want to be reminded of dad

And I left because I didn't want to waste my life after

a mistake that dad made and screwed up everything

If you're jealous that I was able to move on, that's on you. That's your loss

Does that help?

- How long have you taken it?

Some time now

Are you still against taking anything?

I'm not against it

I just think that this is the hand I've been given

I'm already a broken person, I don't think that'll fix me

I feel untethered to life

You should try it out

Soojin?

Soojin

What are you doing?

Are you okay?

Please stop!

You're awake!

How'd you sleep?

Try this, it's really healthy All natural!

You don't want it?

- Do what?

Come on, you know what I'm talking about

What were you doing outside last night?

What do you mean outside?

I woke up in the middle of the night and you weren't there

You were outside digging something

I did what?

Come on, you must have been dreaming

Jetlag's really screwing with you huh

Haejin?

So, I was digging something here?

I don't know, maybe it's one of your vivid nightmares

Whoa, guess who's finally awake

What time is it?

It's 8:30 PM

How do you sleep for that long

Are you like that at home too?

You're not sick, right?

No, I must have been really tired

You need to start taking better care of yourself

Stay in the moment when you're with me!

We don't have much time to spend together

You haven't changed one bit

Since when do you smoke?

Yeah it's nothing though

I thought you hated those things

I hated it...

Whenever I saw someone smoking, it reminded me of dad

But one day when I was on a walk,

I saw these high school kids smoking in a corner

These kids were smoking like they owned the place

At first I thought, how unfortunate for them

Don't they care about how their parents would feel

Starting to mess up their lives

Then I realized, I'm not much different from them

Who am I to judge them Look at me

So whenever I smoke I get a feeling that I'm not the only failure in this world

It feels nice

How old are you to be thinking like that

When you're feeling down, you can always call me

Go to your favorite restaurants with mom

And it's about time you start finding what you want to do with yourself

You can't stay locked up here forever

Don't you think it's time for you to live your life

I know

This cigarette is my torch of freedom

It's going to let me do whatever I want from now

Go wherever I want to go

Just like you, I'm going to live for myself

That'll be okay, right?

Of course it's okay

Live a good life

Cheers to your freedom!

You're really something

Running to your sister because she got dumped like an idiot

You got a problem with that?

Nope, I'm saying you're the best

Wow this is impressive

Right?

Want to know what's the vital key to farming?

What is it

Perfect timing, weather, and climate

Wow look at this one

Everything has to line up for a good harvest

I slept for so long, I had some terrible nightmares

That's what jetlag does to you, that's why I don't fly

That's not the only reason

Well, one of the many reasons

Isn't it true that if you have a nightmare, you'll be blessed or something?

I wish, but I've only had nightmares and not much else

You never know, maybe something you can't even imagine might happen

Or maybe realize something important?

I think I know what it is

I'm your blessing!

Sure sure it's you

Haejin

Can I ask you something?

Did you see what I was digging earlier?

What?

What did you see?

I don't know

So you didn't see anything

Whoa...

I'll be back

Haejin ... Mom ... Nurse Park ...

Jaesung

Are you looking for your pills?

- I threw them away

Haejin, you don't need that anymore

You have to see the truth

Stop running away from it

- I had no other choice

You need to open your eyes

Where is Jaesung

Soojin Park

It's not you, you didn't do it, right?

He left me. Just like how dad left us

So you kill a person?

He hurt me. You saw my scars

I've had to live with that abuse for years

If you were me, would you have just let him do that to you?

- How is it different?

- Why can't you let me win for once?

He hurt me and threw me away

You don't remember anything, do you?

You haven't changed a bit

Haejin?

Oh, hey, Soojin

Where are you going?

I got a call from the hospital and they need me to come in early tomorrow

I have to go early

Really?

You were going to leave without saying goodbye?

Sorry, I didn't want to wake you

You know, people are all the same

They say you come into this world alone

and you live your life finding someone to trust

But ultimately, you'll leave all alone And that's life

We're all alone, you know?

Hey stop it, I'll be back

I promise

I'm going now

Okay

Soojin

Dad...

Dad...

I'm sorry I scared you

Why do you have that?

When will you forgive me?

Where's Soojin?

Soojin?

Haejin, let's not do this anymore

Please tell me where she is

What are you doing?

Unlock the door

No more...

Please pull yourself together

Unlock the door!

Please pull yourself together

Why'd you do it?

You were there...

Why did you ignore me?

Soojin

I was so young and scared

I didn't know what to do

I was too scared

I'm sorry!

No, please don't go!

Get away from me

No please!

Go away!

Don't go!

Go away!

Please don't go

Please don't go! What are you doing?

Please don't do this

Okay, calm down I'll stay

Are you okay?

Haejin...

I don't think I can do this anymore

What's wrong?

Please

forgive me

Promise me?

For what?

It's too hard for me

Forgive me, please

Get out of my way

Soojin, come out!

Please stop hitting her

Please stop!

Don't raise your voice at me!

Get up!

I said get up!

Do whatever you want!

No!

Haejin!

I'm here, I'm here

Don't worry darling, I'm here

You're awake!

Mom...

You should get some more rest

This has been hard for you, hasn't it

You're so brave

You're so brave

Your father's here

Are you really giving me permission?

That's right

Permission? You don't have to ask me that

You're all grown up now

It's good to see you coming to your senses

You're really letting me go, right?

I can go now, right?

Yes, I'll let you go. Take care of yourself

Cheers to Soojin's freedom!