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2 - Dr. Sullivan.

- Dr. Sullivan? - Breathe.

There's a hole in the carotid. I need blood.

Temporary clips?

Clock on.

We have five minutes to fix this before she strokes out.

Clock's on.

I need to find the rupture point and fix the hole.

Found it. Get me a 7-0 Prolene suture.

I'm suturing the carotid.

Blood pressure is rising.

Removing the temporary clips.

Okay. Let's hope this works.

Suture's holding. Okay, time?

Two minutes, 56 seconds.

Okay.

Let's get the rest of this tumour out.

♪ Is this as good as it's gonna get? ♪

♪ I've given all I can give ♪

♪ But the rivers still get wider, wider ♪

♪ We've been here all along ♪

♪ Through the valleys we carry on ♪

♪ The journey takes us higher, higher ♪

♪ This could be a home if we try to build it ♪

♪ This could be a life that's one in a million ♪

♪ And all the hard times, yeah, they were worth it ♪

♪ Time and time and time again ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Time and time and time again ♪

She should be out by now.

Something's wrong.

They said it was gonna take up to six hours.

It's been longer than that.

I'll go see if I can get an update.

How's Edna?

So, I was able to remove the entire tumour

from both her carotid artery and her optic nerves.

Thank God.

Is she okay?

There was a complication.

What kind of complication?

Edna suffered a hemorrhage during the procedure.

Now, I was able to get the bleedings under control in time,

but we won't know how she is until she wakes up.

Can I see her?

- Of course. Follow me. - Thanks, Maggie.

You all right?

I panicked in there, Cal.

It was just for a second, but I froze.

Hey, hey.

You got the tumour, Maggie.

What if it wasn't enough?

Any change?

She's still not conscious.

She should be awake by now.

What if I didn't get to that bleed fast enough?

She probably just needs a little bit more time.

I hope you're right.

Oh, sorry. I've gotta take this.

Yeah, I want imaging done.

Hey.

Thought you might be hungry.

Oh. I'm too nervous to eat.

You did the best you could.

Now it's up to Edna.

Thought we would've heard something by now.

My friend had brain surgery.

Can take a while for them to wake up.

Um, Rob said you landed on a design for the new restaurant?

Yeah, yeah.

Can I see it?

Sure. Um, it's in the other room.

Come on.

Um, I'm gonna grab a beer. You want one?

Okay. Sure.

Hey. Um...

- Can I ask you a question? - Sure.

It's about Sydney.

Okay.

Did you know she didn't wanna get married?

Came up the other day

when we were talking about hosting weddings at the lodge.

I told her she needed to talk to you about it.

Yeah. Well, she did.

And?

I get Syd's a free spirit.

You know, that's one of the things

that attracted me to her in the first place.

And I know we're not always

gonna see eye to eye on everything,

but this whole not getting married thing, I...

I don't know if that's something I can get behind.

Well, did you tell her that?

I'm... kinda worried about how she'll take it.

I can tell you that sometimes Sydney,

she just needs a little push to help her, you know,

- change her mind. - Yeah.

Thanks, man. Appreciate it.

Yeah.

Shouldn't she be awake by now? It's been hours.

All right, Edna.

We're all here. we're waiting for you.

It's time you wake up.

Come back to me. Please.

Come on, Edna.

Stop bein' so stubborn. Wake up, will ya?

Did she just say something?

I didn't hear anything.

No, I think she did!

I said, who are you callin' stubborn, Sully?

Edna. You're awake!

What's with all the long faces?

She can see!

Oh, careful, my love.

All right.

She's gonna be okay.

I knew you could do it, Maggie.

Thanks for being there for me, Cal.

I'm gonna go call everybody, tell 'em the good news.

Thank you so much for the update.

That was Cal.

He said that Edna's awake and she's gonna be fine.

Really?

I know, I feel like I can finally start to breathe again!

Me too.

Sounds like everything's gonna be okay.

There's something I need to tell you.

Okay, what is it?

My advisor called.

The university won't let me finish my degree here.

Gonna have to head home in a few weeks.

Oh.

I'm really sorry, Lola.

We both knew what we were getting ourselves into

when we started this.

Yeah. I guess we did,

I just wish I didn't have to leave so soon.

Me too.

And now, how many fingers am I holding?

One.

- And now? - Five.

That's great. That's good.

All right, well things might be blurry for a little while,

but that will clear up.

Thank you, M'Chi.

I'm just glad you're gonna be okay.

Now you should go home and rest.

You've done enough.

Don't you worry about me.

I'll see you soon.

You did an incredible job today, Dr. Sullivan.

Thank you.

How did it feel being back in the OR?

Honestly, amazing.

Too bad there aren't any openings around here.

I know.

But I do know someone in Chicago

who's looking for a head neurosurgeon.

I'd be happy to pass along your information?

How 'bout I get back to you on that.

Okay.

175 Ah, you're in luck!

Yeah, we got a couple of cabins available.

Just need a credit card number.

Uh... okay.

All right, you'll get an email confirmation shortly

and uh, we'll see you soon.

Good morning.

I have a reservation under Davies.

Oh, looks like you're in, uh, cabin eight.

Is that a nice one?

Yeah, yeah. The last guest that stayed there

was a bestselling author.

She... she loved it.

That's good to hear.

All right. Towels and sheets should already be in there.

Let me know if you have any questions.

Oh. Should stop over to the lodge tonight.

Grand opening of our new restaurant.

Ah. Okay, thanks for letting me know.

- We'll see you soon. - All right.

You've reached Helen Culver.

I can't come to the phone right now

but if you leave your name, number, and a brief message,

I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

Hey. Uh, Helen, it's Sully. How you doin'?

I don't know if you haven't already left yet, but um...

I just wanted to wish you safe travels and uh,

yeah, give me a call if you have any time,

and I'd love to know how things are going over there.

Where you going?

Uh, to the lodge.

Already?

Yeah, Rob needs me to come down

and help with some last-minute setup.

Taking your dress?

I don't think I'll have time to come home and change.

But I thought we were gonna drive down together.

Yeah, I know. I'm sorry.

I just... I gotta go.

Look, uh...

There's something I was really hoping I could get off my chest.

Can we just talk for a minute?

Oh, okay.

Um...

Look. I, uh... I just need you to know

how important getting married is to me.

We're already living together, Rafe.

I don't... see the difference.

It's not the same thing.

Marriage is a much bigger commitment.

Really? Because people get divorced all the time.

Well, I know that. It's just...

it definitely makes it a lot harder

to just walk away when you hit a rough patch.

I made a commitment to you when I came back from New York.

You don't need to worry. I'm not going anywhere.

But you threatened to move back to Rob's.

Only because I thought you were breaking up with me.

Well, Syd, without that piece of paper,

I'm always gonna feel like you got one foot out the door.

I know I love you, Rafe.

I don't need a piece of paper to prove it.

But I do, Sydney.

I have to go over to the lodge, but...

I'll see you tonight?

Yeah.

You sounded excited when you called. What's up?

I looked into it, and it turns out

I was able to put my degree on hold for two years.

I don't understand. Why would you do that?

Because I could stay with you here

while you finish your degree and then we could both move

back to Alberta so I could finish mine.

Thank you.

I'm not sure that's such a good idea.

Why not?

Because I know how much this degree means to you, and...

I worry that if you put it off for two years,

you might never go back to it.

I look at Frank and Edna's relationship,

and how much they love each other,

and I want that too, Lola.

So do I!

One day.

But...

we both still have so much to experience in life.

And... jumping into anything right now

wouldn't make sense for either of us.

And we've only just met.

There's no guarantees this relationship

would even work out.

Thanks for being honest with me.

Where are you going?

I need to call my advisor.

Guess I need to let him know

that I'm gonna be heading back to Alberta soon.

- Hey. - Hey.

Need a hand?

This is the last of 'em.

Think this one's for Rob.

Sydney's been waiting for a string of lights, so.

Oh, I can take those over in a bit.

I wanted to stop by and see how things are going anyway.

I just need to call Dr. Rabney

and schedule a follow-up appointment for Edna.

She all right?

Yeah.

Yeah, no, I just like to be extra cautious with my patients.

Your patients, huh?

You know what I mean.

You know, I can't help but notice

what a good mood you've been in since the surgery.

Being back in the OR helped me

to put everything that happened in Boston behind me.

What do you mean?

I don't think I realized how much

that lawsuit was affecting me.

Just, um...

feels like a weight's been lifted.

Uh...

you know, I... I overheard Dr. Rabney

talking about a... a job in Chicago?

Yeah. Uh, she mentioned a friend of hers is hiring.

Are you considering it?

Why would you ask me that?

'Cause you said you'd get back to her.

I was being polite.

Are you sure?

Where is this coming from?

Look, I guess I just wonder,

if you really thought through

what you'd be giving up when you moved here.

Of course I did.

It's just, watching you the last few days,

it feels like you're missing your career

a lot more than you'd like to admit.

I'm just gonna take this over to Sydney.

320 Hey.

So, what do you think?

Well, once it gets dark,

this is going to look very romantic.

It's a DJ. I thought we discussed a band.

I told you it was part of the package deal, remember?

Sure we can afford all that, Syd?

I got this, Rob.

Yeah. Uh, sorry. I'm just a little nervous,

everything we've went through.

I wonder if everyone's gonna show up.

Oh, I'm sure it's gonna be a big turnout.

Come on, let's get you into that kitchen.

It'll help the nerves.

You always know just the right thing to say.

Let's get cooking!

Those two are looking cozy together.

Yep. They finally made things official.

- That's great. - Yeah, it is.

Glad someone's getting along.

Things not going well with you and Rafe?

Not really.

What's up?

You remember when we were younger

and I told you that I never wanted to get married?

Yeah?

Well, I still feel that way.

And Rafe doesn't.

He basically said it's a dealbreaker.

Where does that leave things between you two?

I'm not sure.

Do you think it's worth losing him over a piece of paper?

It's not just a piece of paper to me.

Signing it would mean that I'd be changing who I am for him.

After everything I went through in New York with David,

I'm not sure I'm willing to do that again.

But Isn't that what love's all about? Making sacrifices?

Not if it means giving up who you are in the process.

Right.

Oh. Thank you for taking such good care of me, Frank.

I know it isn't easy on you.

I'm just glad you're home, Edna.

I wasn't sure...

that I'd ever get a chance to see this view again.

I know.

I've been thinkin' a lot about what you said

about not getting to do the things you wanna do.

Tapwe. It's true.

So, I called a travel agent about that...

tour to Alaska.

- You did? - Mm-hm.

Once you're back on your feet,

I'm gonna take you to see those northern lights.

You're the most important thing in the world to me.

And you deserve to be happy.

Oh, Frank.

But being in the hospital

reminded me that I need to be more grateful

for what I already have.

I don't need to go on a cruise to be happy.

All I need is to be right here with you.

Hey.

Cal go home?

Yeah. He, uh,

he said he needed to go do something before the party.

Something up? He seemed a little upset when he left.

What's goin' on, Maggie?

Cal seems to have gotten it in his head

that I'm missing my career.

And are you?

I have to admit, me being back in the OR did feel good.

But I made a choice when I moved here, and I love Cal.

I don't think anyone's questioning that, Maggie.

But I know what it's like to wake up

and wonder what your life could have looked like...

...if you'd just taken it in another direction.

And I don't want that to happen to you.

What are you saying, Sully?

Just that I want you to make sure that

you've made the right decision.

Rafe, why don't you head home early?

I'm sure you want to help Sydney set up for the party.

Actually, I've still got a couple incident reports

I gotta fill out.

You wouldn't happen to be putting off going to the party

for any reason, would you?

I don't know.

Okay, yeah. Maybe.

I take it you and Sydney still haven't worked things out?

I took your advice and I told her how I felt,

and it didn't seem to make any difference.

Well, it seems then that you have two options.

Oh, yeah? What are those?

Well, you can either give in

or you can give up.

Cal?

You're dressed already?

Uh, yeah. Promised Rob I'd go give him a hand.

Can you please tell me what's going on with you?

Okay, um...

Do you remember when I told you

that I'd knocked over a box books?

Yeah.

Well, I found a letter you wrote.

What letter?

This one.

I wrote this years ago, Cal.

Okay, but you were breaking up with someone

because you were worried they were getting in the way

of your career.

I'm not that person anymore.

Look, I don't want to be the one holding you back

from what you love, Maggie.

Are you going somewhere?

I think I should stay with Sedona for a bit.

Why?

Because you need to figure out what you really want,

and you can't to do that if I'm here.

This is crazy, Cal.

I love you too much

to let you give up your dreams, Maggie.

You asked me to take a chance on us, and I did.

Okay? So, why are you doing all of this now?

Can you promise me you'll never regret

turning your back on your career?

If you can do that, I'll stay.

That's what I thought.

455 ♪

Magpie.

Hi.

You look beautiful.

Thanks, Frank.

I wanted to check in on Edna before I went to the party.

She's resting.

Do you have a sec?

Sit.

What's wrong?

Cal just told me he's leaving for New York

after the party.

Why?

Because he thinks that I'm going to

regret giving up my career.

Is he wrong?

That's the problem.

I don't know.

You know, moving here and being with Cal...

...it's what I wanted.

But he's right.

I do miss being a surgeon.

And I can't have both if I stay here.

So, what do I do, Frank?

I don't know how to choose.

You remember the first day when you came to the Crossing

looking for answers?

I told you the path

from the head to the heart was a difficult journey.

You need to quiet your mind

long enough to listen to your heart,

because you're the only person that can decide

which path is the right path.

Thanks, Frank.

Oh...

I'll be right back.

Hey.

Hey.

I feel bad about having to cut our conversation short earlier.

It's, uh...

It's okay, Syd.

No, it isn't.

Okay. We should probably sit down

and talk things through tomorrow.

Yeah, I guess we should.

We need you in the kitchen.

Oh, yeah. I'll be right there.

I'm sorry.

Don't worry about it.

Let's get this party started.

♪ Do you have to see a man on his knees? ♪

Hey.

Hey, hi. Did you check on the buffet?

Oh, yes. I did.

Looks like we're going to be running low on meatballs soon.

What? How's that even possible?

People love your food, Rob.

I guess that's a good thing.

Okay, I should--

No, no, no.

You hired people to handle that, remember?

I know, but I need to make sure that they're on top of things.

Can't have everything going wrong.

It's gotta be perfect.

Listen, you're going to have to learn to start trusting me

if you want this restaurant to be a success.

Yeah. I'm trying. It's not easy.

Why don't I help take your mind off of it?

Dance with me.

♪ Little bit of lovin' ♪

♪ I need it, you got it ♪

♪ So, gimme just a little of your lovin' ♪

♪ If your train comin' I will jump on it ♪

Excuse me.

This seat taken?

Hi.

♪ You got it ♪

♪ So, give me just a little of your lovin' ♪

I didn't know if you'd come.

I had a chance to think about what you said,

and you were right,

putting my degree on hold would be a mistake.

I'm really glad to hear you say that.

But look, just because I'm going back to Alberta

doesn't mean we can't keep in touch.

I'd like that very much.

What do ya say? Wanna dance?

I'd love to.

♪ And I'll run to you when the waters rise ♪

♪ And I'll run to you if the bombs ignite ♪

♪ I'll still call to you if I lose my sight ♪

♪ And I'll fall for you if you need a fight ♪

♪ Hammering on a glass floor ♪

♪ Rapping on a black door ♪

♪ Don't know what it's all for ♪

♪ Don't want it anymore ♪

♪ And I'll run to you when the waters rise ♪

♪ And I'll run to you if the bombs ignite ♪

♪ I'll still call to you if I lose my sight ♪

♪ And I'll fall for you if you need a fight ♪

There you go.

♪ Using all that we can ♪

Oh, my God. You look amazing.

How does the place look?

This is incredible, Syd.

Thanks.

Uh, have you seen Cal?

He went on a beer run for Rob.

He should be back soon.

Okay.

I've been thinking about what you said,

about not wanting to change who you are,

and you're right.

It's important to stay true to yourself,

and I know how hard that is to do when

you're in love with someone.

Thanks for saying that.

Yeah. I was starting to think no one understood how I felt.

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

Yeah, no. I'm good.

Are you sure?

Yes. You just focus on enjoying your party.

I'm out of olives.

Okay. I need to get those.

♪ If you need a fight ♪

♪ And I'll run to you when the waters rise ♪

♪ And I'll run to you if the bombs ignite ♪

♪ Hammering on a glass door ♪

♪ Don't want it anymore ♪

Helen!

Hi.

You gonna let me in or what?

Sorry. Yeah.

Hi.

I've missed you.

Aren't you supposed to be in Ireland?

I am, but, uh...

...I can't get you out of my mind.

So, I thought I'd stop by

and see if you'd reconsider coming with me.

I need to stay here and take care of the Crossing.

But you do have people to help you with that, Sully.

I know I do,

and I know how important this trip is for you,

and I- I just don't want to get in the way of that.

You told me that, um,

you haven't felt this way about anyone for a very long time.

Is that still true?

Yes.

I know you've been hurt before

and I realize that leaving the Crossing is a very big

step for you, but you were right, Sully.

We do owe it to ourselves to see

where this relationship could go.

Isn't it finally time to stop being afraid

and start living your life again?

627

♪ They had to raise us up to listen ♪

♪ I had to pray to God they'd see ♪

♪ If you stand your ground ain't gonna hold you down ♪

♪ 'Cause you got it all to give ♪

♪ Oh, hone, had to raise us up to listen ♪

♪ I had to pray to God they'd see ♪

♪ If you stand your ground ♪

I love you, Maggie.

The last thing I want is to hurt you.

I know that.

But I would never forgive myself

if I was the one standing in the way of your happiness.

♪ If I was king ♪

♪ If I had everything ♪

♪ I would leave it all ♪

♪ I'd let my kingdom fall ♪

♪ If you're not here ♪

♪ If you're not here ♪

♪ Stay I need you ♪

♪ It's a faint light ♪

♪ But I see you ♪

♪ It's a crazy life ♪

♪ Everybody wants something new ♪

♪ The only thing I want is you ♪

I love living here.

And I love being with you.

But I'm not sure that that's always going to be

enough for me.

And that scares me.

♪ I'll lay it on the line ♪

When I decided to leave New York...

You know, I-- I knew it was the right choice for me.

Mm-hm.

Because I didn't want that life anymore.

But that doesn't mean it's the right choice for you.

♪ Stay, I need you ♪

I just want you to be happy.

♪ It's a faint light, but I see you ♪

Even if that means letting you go.

♪ It's a crazy life ♪

♪ Everybody wants something new ♪

♪ The only thing I want is you ♪

Is that Helen?

Go say hi.

I'll be right back.

Hey.

Helen, hi.

I didn't know you were coming back.

Honestly, neither did I.

It's really nice to see you again.

Unfortunately, it's a short visit.

I leave for Ireland tomorrow.

Oh, that's too bad.

I know Sully would have loved for you to be here a bit longer.

Actually, Maggie, I've decided to go with her.

You're leaving?

I realize now that I've spent my entire life

following in my father's footsteps.

Following a path that I chose years ago.

I'm not the same person that I was back then, Maggie,

and Helen's right.

It's time for me to finally let myself

go in a new direction.

Right, um...

What about the Crossing?

I love the Crossing, Maggie,

and going to Ireland with Helen isn't going to change that.

I don't think there's any reason why I can't have both.

Right.

Um...

Well, I, uh...

I have to find Cal.

- Hey, Rob, have you seen Cal? - Hey.

Uh, I think I saw him head out a few minutes ago.

- He might have left. - No.

Are you okay?

Uh...

♪ Fall all the way ♪

710 ♪

Cal.

I thought you'd left for the airport.

Just needed a little quiet.

Clear my head.

I was just remembering...

that first night I walked you home from the bar,

and we stopped to look at the stars together.

You were right,

you really can't see them like this in the city.

No, you can't.

I'm not going anywhere, Cal.

But what about your career?

I have been so focused on the path that I thought

I needed to be on that I couldn't see the one

right in front of me.

I don't understand.

Being a doctor is who I am,

and it's who I'll always be,

but I'm also a Sullivan,

and the Crossing is my home.

And both of those sides are equally important to me.

So...

♪ There is freedom within ♪

What if there was a way I could to do both?

But I thought there weren't any jobs here.

I realized that it's not neurosurgery

that I can't live without.

It's helping people,

and I can do that by staying right here

with you and opening up a general practice

in Timberlake.

♪ Hey now, hey now ♪

Are you sure this is what you want, Maggie?

Yeah, I'm sure, Cal.

♪ Hey now, hey now ♪

♪ If the world comes in, oh ♪

♪ They come, they come ♪

♪ To build a wall between us ♪

Do you think anyone would miss us

if we sneak back to the cabin?

I don't think so.

Maggie?

Liam.

Hey, Red, it's been a while.

What are you doing here?

Is that any way to greet your husband?

What's he talking about, Maggie?

♪ Hey now, hey now ♪

♪ Don't dream it's over ♪

♪ Hey now, hey now ♪

♪ When the world comes in ♪

♪ They come, they come ♪

♪ To build a wall between us ♪