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Nice.

You know, most people will get their
hair done. Or maybe their nails.

Come again?

To get ready to see their long -lost
mother.

Just working on my eye.

This is what you do to relax.

Are you tense about seeing her?

No.

So, maybe just let it come naturally.

There's nothing natural about a child
bouncing through foster homes while her

mother does time, Jess.

It's got to be hard. You haven't seen
her since you were a little kid.

That's not true.

I never told you this, but she got out
when I was 13.

I went back to her.

We were supposed to build a home.

I really wanted to be with her.

And just hear her say that she was
sorry.

But she never did.

Never would.

Yeah, you never told me that.

Oh, it gets better.

Six months out, she gets a crack habit
and goes right back to jail.

And I'm back in the foster circuit.

Again.

Nicole, I'm so sorry.

See there?

You could say it.

It's not so hard.

Why couldn't she?

Maybe that time she'll surprise you.

Hello, Nicole.

Hi.

It's good to see you.

And, baby, I'm sorry.

This is a surprising development and one
that could have far -reaching effects.

And now, here is Erica Dubin with this
breaking story.

Triple shot, right, Lisa? Let me dry.

Lisa, you forgot your coffee!

Lisa!

I've got no delusions when my options
are through every

shroud of truth. It's my.

moving? Oh, who doesn't?

But when the hating's over, this place
is still mine.

Well, I'm guessing that this good mood
means that things went... Oh, excuse me.

I'll take that one. Thanks.

You gotta check this stuff out.

It's stuff that I had when I was a kid.

Oh, I haven't unpacked it in years.

Look.

Isn't she cute?

Gotta find some place to put her. So
things went well with your mom, then?

great.

Jess, she said she was sorry.

Oh, my God, Luke, amazing.

So you guys really dealt with your
stuff.

Well, not all of it, but we're going to
have dinner tonight. We'll talk some

more.

Yeah,

Scott.

Hey, you.

Hey, class is in session.

What?

Nothing.

You don't have nothing on your face.

This is a joint briefing. The FBI and
DOJ will work side by side on this one.

agent's cover has been broken and they
are missing, so typical game rules are

off. What we know, we share. What we do,
we do as a team. Agent Hamilton.

We had an agent working undercover at
Hawking Aircraft.

This morning, her cover was blown on
national television.

After which, she stepped out of the cafe
she was in and has not been seen since.

She's Rachel Thompson, age 33, married
seven years, no children, 11 years with

the DOJ.

Have there been problems at Hawking?
That's what we were trying to determine.

There are only three people in the DOJ
who know about her assignment.

An outside DOJ? None that we know of.

Could there be a leak?

We're working on that angle.

Any witnesses to the abduction? Best we
have is a dark, late -mile sedan with

obscured plates.

Lydia Ford, Hawking Aircraft Security
Advisor, is currently wiping mud off her

shoes on how Rachel slipped past her
screening.

Will that include Stonewall enough?

Not a chance.

She was a senior investigator with DOD.

You show her your badge, guaranteed
she'll cooperate.

Nice grouping.

Hey, Colt. FBI.

Have we met?

No, but I chased you and took you out.

Your record on the tactical shooting
course at Quantico? I broke it when I

through call for DOD.

Lydia Ford.

Pleasure to meet you.

I demand a rematch, Lydia. My partner?

Jeff Mastroianni. I don't have to tell
you I messed this one up.

You had no idea that Rachel was DOJ.

We checked her five different times. She
always smelled right.

We're going to have to do better.

How well do you know her?

Not at all.

Aside from the reports that crossed my
desk on her job app and her background

check.

Any idea why the DOJ targeted your
company for an undercover?

You'd have to ask them.

Best guess, a mole on our unmanned
bomber project. If Rachel was looking

mole when the mole got on to Rachel...
Then your problem is my problem.

If we find this leak under our roof, it
stays right here.

The Bureau knows what we want them to
know. If there's any chance that we can

help them find her... Look, you've
worked deep cover for over two years

We both know how this will go down.

If the Bureau finds Rachel, it'll be in
a hole, in pieces, and we'll still have

a leak.

Now we start with our reporter, Dubin.

You squeeze them hard.

Thanks.

We need more background on all the
planes. I'll do it. You go have dinner

your mother.

I can reschedule her. No, you can't. It
is waited too long.

I can handle this. Jess, this is big.

DOJ, government security. Your life is
big. I'll cover. You gotta go.

Help me out here.

You've gotta be kidding.

About what?

I'm not gonna help governments, dude.

Tell me your source.

Look, a woman has been kidnapped and you
made it happen.

Well, I deny that.

Who gave you the story?

Who did you get that? You applied for a
network job in New York this week.

That's a confidential document. Yes, it
was a document that you used to get my

friend kidnapped.

Well, that's different.

But you used it to build a career. Is
that a crime?

Rachel was working on a military
project.

So you've compromised national security.

Hi, Lars. I'll have this document
threaded in 20 minutes.

If they find you... What if they won't?

Okay, okay. What the hell is that? What
is it?

This is Homeland Security, Mr. Dubin. We
can imprison you for as long as we need

to. And we are.

Why don't you work for my position?

Thank you.

Fast hands.

Good training.

You know you really made something good
of yourself.

And I'm proud of you, baby.

You made something of yourself, too,
Mom.

Good to see.

I guess so.

But that's not exactly the kind of thing
you expect your child to say to her

mother.

We aren't too typical.

Special agent for the FBI. Now, who
could have seen that?

Not me.

My daughter.

Law enforcement.

You say that like I joined the other
side.

No, no, no. I just say it like it's
unexpected, but I'm proud of you.

And you know, I noticed a lot of good
you could do.

I try.

Well, like I'm up for this job with a
big travel company.

And, you know, with my background,
things could get a little dicey.

And? And I was thinking if I had a
character witness that was a special

for the FBI.

Yum.

I can't do that.

No, of course you can't. Of course.

I was just saying. Just saying.

Is that what this is all about?

What? I'm proud.

I'm sorry.

You can do good.

All so that I can help you get a job?

No. No.

You just don't know what it's been like.
But I know you.

Oh, do you really?

Well, you know what? Let's just drop it
and forget I brought it up.

I wish I could.

I wish I could forget a whole lot of
stuff.

Well, so do I, but the past is the past.

And I said I was sorry.

Oh, so that's supposed to make
everything better? Didn't you once say

that's all you needed to hear me say?
But I needed for you to mean it, Mom.

Oh, don't you go there on me, because I
know where you come from, okay?

So do I.

But I wish to hell I didn't.

Excuse me.

Hey.

I was in Richmond by Hawking Aircraft.
Someone trashed all the secure phone

lines.

What was the vision about?

I still can't make it out. I mean, I
know Colin and I have not been the best

lately, but still.

You would never turn your back on him?
Never.

Maybe that's what the vision was about.
Maybe Rachel turned her back on someone

at the DOJ.

Or someone that she was close to, like
you were close to Colin.

What are you doing? You've had these
forever. You said... This house is

to be a fresh start. Some of the stuff
is starting to decay.

So I'm not the only one who had a rough
night. Just finding my mother was a

mistake. She made her choices, and I
wasn't one of them.

Sometimes the path is the best left in
the past.

And sometimes not.

Hey. Hey.

I like it. The boxes are a nice touch,
sort of nouveau homeless.

Whatever.

No, it's really nice, Nick. Thanks.

What's up? I got the results back on the
purse they found at the scene. They

found traces of trichloromethane.

In English?

Chloroform. Ah.

So whoever took Rachel, they were
professional.

Not necessarily. Rachel's husband is a
doctor.

Easy access anesthetic.

And I had a vision that pointed to
someone who cares turning their back.

With consequences.

Now, if Rachel's husband knew that she
was on a dangerous undercover... It was

the perfect time to have his wife
disappear.

Any way to connect the hubby to the
chloroform? Yeah, the manufacturer

puts a signature in it.

The lab's running it now.

You're supposed to be the head of
security.

There's no supposed to be about it.

I am. But you let a Justice Department
agent get into your company?

Yes. And then you let her get busted by
a local TV newshump?

I didn't let that happen, but I own it,
yes.

And you're not fired because... I don't
know.

Okay. Well, you have a fantastic record.

Thank you, sir.

Recommendations, achievements,
recognition.

Sir, what is... Where's this leading?
This, Miss Ford.

I don't, uh... I don't think you're
telling us the truth.

I've cooperated fully with the
investigation.

I don't believe you.

Why not? Because you're a leader and
you're in trouble.

If I was in your position, I wouldn't
trust the FBI.

I would want to break this case myself,
regaining back my reputation.

I would give the FBI enough evidence to
keep them going, but I would keep

something for myself that would give me
the lead.

Are you doing that, Lydia?

No, sir.

One last chance.

Are you doing that, Lydia?

There's a cell phone. There's a cell
phone. Who's? The missing woman.

See you.

Two. I found one in her desk. And you
will hand it to me for analysis now.

Yes, sir. Thank you.

So, as far as you know, Rachel's happy.
No problems in the marriage?

Of course not. Look, I've already told
you both of us are happy. I don't

understand why any of this is important.

Did Rachel ever talk to you about her
assignment?

No, that's against the rules.

A lot of things happen in the bedroom
that are against the rules.

Look, I...

I knew the job was top priority 24 -7
undercover, but that's it. No details.

Do you use anesthetics in your practice?

What kind of question is that? What do
you use, doctor?

Scott.

I'll be right there.

If the traces of trichloromethane found
on Rachel Thompson's purse got there

during her abduction, then her husband
had nothing to do with it.

Is that from the lab results?

I had a vision.

Ooh, she's got jokes.

Tell me about it.

The chemical signature we found
indicates that the anesthetic matches

that Thompson could access.

Thank you.

Listen, Nick.

My instincts are telling me not to bet
in.

But I think that you shouldn't quit on
trying to work things out with your mom.

You can stick to your instincts,
Antonio.

I'm not ready to do that yet.

You wanted to see me, sir?

Are you aware the DOJ obtained a bench
warrant for an Eric Dubin, the reporter

who broke the Rachel Thompson story?

I knew they were interviewing him, sir.
I thought your playmate might have clued

you in.

He was the arresting officer.

I'm aware of that.

And I resent your... I'm just wondering
what good you think that reporter is to

us now that he's behind bars.

He's become the story now, agent.

And I am responsible for this, how?

Are you telling me Agent McNeil hasn't
whispered something in your ear?

What Agent McNeil whispers in my ear is
my business, sir.

When he tells me concerning this case, I
would report to the team.

Make sure I had a full clip and a spare
mag before going in there.

One phone call, Agent McNeil, and you
can be walking the streets wearing a

sandwich sign.

Now, who authorized the DOJ to arrest
Eric Dubin?

Maybe what you need is someone to help
you better understand the pecking order.

We do understand the definition of the
word cooperation.

What?

Nothing.

So, both times it was about Colin.
Colin, COJ. Rachel, COJ.

You're saying Colin represents Rachel?

Well, if that's true, then Rachel's
still alive.

Alive, yes, but being tortured and
interrogated.

Which kind of rules out the personal
angle.

In the first vision, Colin said he was
out by hawking aircraft and met someone

who trashed the secure lines in
Richmond.

You check that out?

According to Thea...

All secure lines in and out of Hawking
are intact, but it has to mean

We've discovered a cell phone that
Rachel used.

Discovered it how? I can't say.

Come on, Pollack.

You're supposed to be cooperating. The
phone was modified for encrypted calls,

which means that Rachel got the phone
from you. Now, since you didn't tell me

that the phone was missing, I'm not
going to tell you how we found it. How's

that? Are we even Stephen?

Fine. What's on it?

Well, not a lot. You know, a few calls
to her husband.

A lot more calls to a woman named Sally
Merker. Now...

Since she was calling this Sally person
from your fancy phone, I assume you know

who she is.

Well, I don't. Well, let me help you
out.

Sally Merker was employed by a
subcontractor on the Bomber Project.

How in precision parts is that ringing a
bell yet?

Look, Rachel never mentioned her name in
any of her reports. Perhaps Sally

Merker is insignificant.

Or maybe she's the whole story.

I don't know. Maybe it's a nutty idea.
Call me nutty.

What do you say we find out?

The company where Sally Merker works is
located in Richmond, Virginia.

Someone trashed the secure lines in
Richmond.

And Rachel Thompson called Sally Merker
on a secure line. Your vision got me

thinking. How unusual.

Thank you.

But you already checked the secure lines
and they came up clean.

But you're underestimating your own
vision.

Yes, there are secure lines in Richmond.
But did you know there's also a huge

landfill?

A dump that has been trashed and then
trashed the line.

That's worth looking into.

Found a body.

Rachel Thompson?

No. But we can tell DOJ they can stop
looking for Sally Merker.

Whoever killed Sally is a pro. You base
that on?

Well, there wasn't any marks on her
body.

And we found traces of dimethyl
sulfoxide.

It penetrates the skin right into the
bloodstream. In theory, you could kill

somebody with a handshake. This is
definitely not the work of amateurs. I

line on a possible source. I'm headed
over there right now. Well, Rachel's

off the boards for more than 24 hours.
We're on track for a lousy outcome. I

want you to get Scott, get Mastroianni,
hammer hard, people.

Do we want the DOJ in on that?

When I deem it relevant.

That was one hell of an entrance.

It's official.

Your visions are worse than moving.

What'd you say? I just saw you stab
Antonio in the back.

Are you sure that was your vision or his
fantasy?

It's the same thing over and over again.

Someone betraying a person that they
care about, stabbing them in the back.

This case is personal.

I think we should speak to the husband
again.

Hi, Miss Chambers.

Antonio?

Yeah. Come on in. Thank you.

So, I know most men would rather drink
paint than get in the

middle of this mother and daughter
stuff.

So what are you doing here, Antonio?

Listen, I know how much finding you
meant to Nicole. And, well, I helped a

with that.

Did you now?

Yeah.

And I'm getting the impression that it's
sort of over before it started.

Well, it started a long time ago and it
was over a long time ago. Right.

Miss Chambers, Nicole carries around a
lot of hurt and

a lot of anger.

I understand that.

I really do.

There's not a day goes by that I don't
think about what that girl has been

through and what my part in it was.

But she's built herself into something
so great.

Yeah.

Yeah, great.

But you know what?

I had a lot of pain and hurt, too.

I overcame it.

And I rebuilt myself, too.

And, Antonio, I've changed. I really
have changed.

But I know I will never get Nicole to
believe that.

Well, I believe you both need this.

And who knows, this could be your last
chance.

You know what I think?

Hmm? I think you're in love with her.

No. Yeah. No.

Well, you know, once we...

I just want what's best for her.

And for you.

You know, I guess the point is that we
don't know how much time we have.

His name's Greg Clark.

He's the project coordinator.

Once you found Sally and you knew that
Howecraft Precision was involved, Clark

was our most likely.

He handled all communication between
Hawking and our outside subcontractors.

Camera phone.

Permitted? No, but... Nice trick.

He took at least a dozen shots inside
the assembly plant.

He thought he deleted them, but they
were recoverable. Not as smart as he

thought.

Son of a bitch was under my nose from
day one.

Hiding in plain sight like a pro would.
Did you question him about Rachel?

Held off. You're out of operations.

Wanted you in the room.

We're getting beat like rented mules
here, McNeil. Tell me you got something.

Came in from the NSA, sir.

National Security.

Which one do they owe us anything?

They taped the cell transmission.

References to the unmanned bomber
project and the word auction.

All right.

We take it back to our shuffle.

So I can throw it up right here? No, the
hell you can't. Sir? Listen, the FBI

has eaten our breakfast on this agent.

You got something new, you show it to
me, not them.

So you admit to taking those pictures in
classified areas?

I already told you. Yes, I took the
picture. Yes, I broke the rules.

You broke the law.

I've got a friend.

He's a mean freak, not a foreign agent.

This friend must mean a lot to you.

I'm telling you, I don't know what
happened to Rachel Thompson.

I'm not a mole or some kind of
industrial spy.

I was just trying to do a favor for a
friend. I was wrong.

Arrest me.

You can count on him.

Don't any men work here?

Oh, I'm not here to question you. I'm
here to supervise the trip, sir.

Friday. Cash only.

No late bids.

An auction.

It's an auction.

There was no trace residue of
trichloromethane anywhere on the man.

very thorough in my skin scraping.

He must have washed and said, but there
would still be traces.

Okay, well, that gets us nowhere fast.

We find them all. We find out that he
did it all for his boyfriend and that

got nothing to do with Rachel's
disappearance.

We still have Rachel's husband.

I don't understand.

Even if I knew the answers to your
questions, how is any of this going to

find Rachel?

It's interesting, Mr. Thompson.

During the course of two interviews,
you've asked as many questions as you've

answered. I just want to find her. I
don't see how answering your questions

going to do that.

Not up to you to say.

It's up to us.

Unless, of course, you know something
that you're not telling us.

And you're trying to figure out just how
much you need to say to help find her.

Mr. Thompson, what is it that you don't
want us to know?

I never meant for any of this to happen.

So you leaked the story to the press.

You identified your own wife.

Yes.

But I swear you had nothing to do with
what happened after that.

But what happened after that might never
have happened if you hadn't outed your

wife. Don't you think I know that?

Well, don't you think I know what I've
done?

I thought... Oh, God, I'm stupid.

I thought that if Rachel's cover was
exposed, then they'd have to pull her

undercover work. I mean, she'd be no
good to him for that. And they'd put her

back behind your desk.

Safe. Is that it? Yes.

Did Richard tell you the details of her
assignment?

But she told me for the same reason that
I told the press. We care about each

other.

What are you doing here?

Actually, I'm not sure.

You're not?

I thought maybe if I came over and we
talked... Well, I'm at work right now.

I don't have time for this. Fine, I get
it.

What's that supposed to mean?

You don't need your law enforcement
friends seeing where you come from.

That's right.

You can deal with me, but only when you
decide.

That way you can manage me, and then you
can shut me out when you're done.

Look, I don't know who gave you the idea
that you could just march up in here

and embarrass me. Actually, that would
be me.

It would?

Yeah. I thought if I could get the two
of you together,

It would help.

Antonio, I never asked you to do that.

And I never should have come here in the
first damn place.

Excuse me.

You're improving.

Every day is my health.

The cell phone was a valuable link, and
you brought in the picture taker as soon

as you found him.

The more I thought about what you said,
The more I agreed, full cooperation is

the best route.

For you?

For all of us.

I wish you would tell that to the DOJ.
They arrested the reporter who broke the

story. I didn't want that to happen.

They arrested him for what?

National security violations. They've
got him stuffed down a hole so deep that

I'll never get to him. You know, at
least not in time to help Rachel. So I

to ask you something.

Anything. Before he broke the story, did
this guy call you to check anything?

No. So you had no clue what was about to
happen?

I was totally blindsided.

Difficult journalists.

Oh.

Okay. Well, you know, I wish I could get
them, but I'll take what I get.

I thank you.

Anything. Anytime.

Can you get me Clarence at Homeland
Security? I need someone sprung from

Tell me something I don't know.

What? Well, if you tell me something
that I already know, then you could be a

vision. Something that you don't know.

Well, you didn't know that there was an
auction set up for later tonight.

Okay.

Getting warmer, still a little vague.

Still vague?

Yeah, but I'm slowly becoming convinced.

Tell me about this auction.

We have tapes from conversations from
today. It seems like it's confirmed

selling secrets about the bomber.

So the mole we interviewed isn't the
only one.

Do you have a time and place on this
auction?

Tonight.

Fits with your visions, Jess.

Someone's about to tell secrets and find
out the Rachel DOJ. They would want to

know how much she knew, what she told
before they started the bidding.

She could also let them know what the
DOJ has going on.

Look, Rachel has experience. I mean, she
knows what she's doing.

Well, then she also knows that she
doesn't have much time.

Yeah.

If she is still alive, Rachel's going to
blow a lot of smoke and misdirection.

But just enough truth thrown in to keep
her abductor interested.

And to keep her alive.

Hey, um, are you supposed to be telling
me all this stuff?

No. Who the hell do you think you are
getting between me and my mother?

Somebody's trying to help.

Baby, I don't want your help. Yeah, then
you're wrong.

Look, Antonio, this is hard enough
without you coming in. I notice.

That's the point. It's hard.

I can't imagine anything more difficult,
and you shouldn't have to do it alone.

I do everything alone.

Yeah, and look what that's gotten you.

Maybe I like where it's gotten me. Maybe
you do.

I can't tell.

But in case some part of you somewhere
doesn't like it, I kept things alive

you and your mom. Now it's up to you
what you do with it.

What do you think I should do?

I can't tell you that.

In general, though, I think you should
start taking the same chances with

as you take with dying.

So what do you want? My source came
forward voluntarily?

I just wanted you to be sure that you
were aware that the Bureau had nothing

do with you being held by the DOJ. Look,
if you think I'm not going to write

about this... You're not going to. No, I
think you have to.

Sure. I not only expect you to write
about your time with the DOJ, a time

you stood for a principle, I personally
think that you have a duty to do it.

I see. You want me to fling a little mud
at a rival agency.

Hmm. In this era of cooperation, parish
to thought, I am merely suggesting that

if you were...

To tell me everything that you know.

Now that your source is no longer an
issue... Yes?

How would you like the exclusive on the
Thompson investigation, all of it, the

whole nine yards from beginning to end?

Sir, I have more analysis of forensics
from the crime scene. Don't need to

mention we've broken through. Broken
through what?

Lydia Ford says she's never heard from
this news reporter.

Before he broke the story, he says that
he called her, asked for comment, told

her everything.

So one of them's lying.

Yeah, well, this guy is a preening self
-righteous little hump, but he thinks

this story's a ticket to the bigs, so he
can't afford to lie about it. Lydia

Ford is a lying agent.

So she knew Rachel was going to be
outed.

If not more.

The question is, why didn't she stop it?

We found several e -mail exchanges
between Lydia and the dead woman, Sally

Merker, over the past 18 months.

They were working together?

At least Sally thought they were. Sally
worked for a subcontractor, which was

off the premises, which made her the
perfect conduit to get information out

Hawking. And with the auction coming up,
Lydia had everything she needed, and

Sally had outlet for usefulness. It
looks that way. And until Lydia goes for

Rachel, we won't know where Rachel is. I
want you to call Scott Mushroom and get

him over to Hawking Aircraft now.

Lydia Ford, please.

This is Agent Scott, FBI.

Is he in?

All right.

Thank you.

She's in, but she's not in her office.

Maybe Paula called it wrong.

Hiding in plain sight.

That's what Lydia said about Greg Clark.
The more professionals hide in plain

sight.

So, what do you think?

Where's the last place that we would
think to look for Rachel Thompson?

Page her.

Now.

Lydia Ford, please call 9 -1 -7. Lydia
Ford, please call 9 -1 -7.

Miss Ford, I've got Agent Scott calling
in. She says it's important.

I'll transfer her.

Line 2.

Lydia, Nicole.

Look, something came up on Greg Clark.
We'd like to talk to you about it.

Tomorrow?

We'd rather not wait.

All right.

First thing in the morning.

So, where is he?

Extension 226. She's in the secure
storage area.

Got a hand to you.

Tough girl.

You didn't bend.

But it's time to break.

Put it down, Lydia!

And turn around.

Looks like you got your rematch, Scott.

Sure you're up for this?

Better to take your chances in court.

Rachel's all right, are you?

Yeah, I'm fine. Except for this oil
slick.

Damn, I like this jacket, too.

She's tough. She'll be fine. Oh, Rachel,
I'm so sorry.

Lydia Ford.

DOA. Her call.

This is interdepartmental. We're going
to play it close to the bust.

I thought you promised that reporter an
exclusive.

No, I didn't. I asked him if he wanted
one. I never said I'd give it to him.

Before this op, Rachel's career was dead
-ending.

It got that way because she spent five
years on a debt to please her husband.

She got, uh, domesticated.

And you think that that was a bad
choice?

Well, we choose.

I chose this job for a reason.

And there's things that I need to do and
things that you need to do.

I've been offered a diamond.

The deep cover puts me off the radar for
at least a year.

After that, who knows?

After that, who knows?

I'm not asking you to wait for me.

Well, I should hope not.

Look, I don't expect you...

Sorry, Jeff.

Goodbye.

But why do you worry?

If I were to give it up for anybody, I'd
love anybody.

I'm not moving in.

Nicole, I know I don't know you as well
as I should.

That's one way to put it.

All right, so just let me say my piece,
and when I'm done, you don't even have

to say anything back, and I'll just go,
and that'd be cool, all right?

You can say whatever you want, but it
ain't gonna be cool.

Look, I know I never should have asked
you to be a reference for that job, but

it wasn't some damn plan.

It was just I wasn't thinking, baby, but
I tell you what, I got that job anyway,

and I do start on Monday.

But I shouldn't have asked you.

And I know that.

Now, I don't know if you expect me to
explain what happened between me and

father.

Hey, you don't... Baby, I'm not going to
because I can't.

I'd have made too many mistakes in my
life and they were all my fault.

But I paid a heavy price for that.

The heaviest.

I lost you.

And then when I had a chance to get you
back, I was still a kid. I was still

stupid. I still had a habit. So I blew
it, baby.

Big time.

But you know what?

I worked hard.

and I rebuilt my life by myself.

I know what that's like.

I handed you a tough deck.

I know that.

But what you don't know or maybe you
don't believe is that

not a single day or night Has gone by.

That I didn't feel a hole in my heart.

Where I knew you should have been.

You used to clutch on to this silly old
thing when you were in your crib.

Like it was your whole life.

I don't remember.

Oh, I do.

I'll never forget it.

I spent all these years holding on to
him.

Hoping it would keep me close to you.

But he ain't mine, baby.

He's yours.

And I'm sorry.

You hear me?

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

You know what? What?

I've got the perfect place for this
little guy.

You do?

Yeah.

I am going to put him right here so that
you can see him every time you come to

visit.

That is cool.

That is so cool.

That is like the coolest thing.

You know what I've been thinking about?

What? You know that guy Antonio is in
love with you. He's complicated.

No.

He's not so complicated, baby. It's
really very simple. He's fine. He's

And he is so crazy about you.

Listen, baby.

Good men like that, they don't come
around every day.

And you know something else?

There's one thing I know for really
sure, which is that time is running out.

I'm going to think about that.

The hunting we will go.

Hi -ho the Dario hunting we will go.

We'll catch a little pig.

He'll do a little jig.

And he...