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hi

i wasn't expecting a call from you i'm sorry

oh i just had to-

put some clothes on

oh you know it's very casual around here

without you here i mean-

there's no real need to wear clothes or anything like that

well o- of course

of course around our son of course i wear clothes

it's just i- i'm just saying

things have been very...

lax i guess

is how you could-

uhm

describe it

uhm how have you been?

it must be so hard

oh i miss you too

i do

i- wel- i-

we can have you back whenever you can get back

will your company allow you to fly back over?

or do they want you to stay all the way on the east coast?

no no i'm-

no i'm not- i'm not s-

obviously we want you here but i'm-

we're-

we're doing fine

we are

you don't need to worry about us you can-

listen

i don't wanna-

put pressure on you or anything but...

when you're over there and- and-

basically

making sure that we're okay

you're working

i don't wanna get in the way of that

obviously you can stay over there however long you want

we're doing just fine

yes

no i-

obviously i miss you it's just...

no it's fine

everything's fine here

we're doing just fine

hm hmm

i've even learned how to cook some new j- dishes and uh

he's getting a lot better about cleaning his bedroom and-

helping me around the house and everything

he's been great

uhm

just great

no he's- he's uhm

he's- he's really growing up

into a little man

it's kinda surprising actually

i guess there's been a lot of good that came out of this whole...

lockdown thing

yeah

he's really stepping up he's doing a good job

he's taking care of me

when i need help he helps me and uhm...

he's been

uhm really good

yeah

yeah he's been staying on top of uhm...

his hygiene i- i know that uhm

all of that has been uhm

you don't have to worry

uh

well i've been making sure that he's uhm

he's been staying clean and uhm

just the other day i gave him a haircut

well it's uhm

it's a haircut

the hair's out of his eyes right

i- i'm not a...

hairdresser so it might

look a little crazy to you but

sure sure i can send a picture

how have you been?

a-are you doing alright?

i- i miss you too

oh

right now?

uhm

you know how-

well he hasn't really been uhm...

talking to his friends much lately

they've been going out and uhm

partying when i- i-

well i told him he shouldn't

right? because i- i don't want him to-

catch the...

so i told him he needed to stay in with me

so uhm

he's kinda having a hard time with that they've- they've uhm

kind of excluded him in a way so when his-

so he's uh he might be able to hear

and i- i don't uhm

no

honey

i don't- i don't want him to hear

you-

you know how loud i get

uhm

well m- maybe uhm

maybe you- you could just uh

do it

a-and i could watch

wh- what if he walked in?

well you know we don't have any locks on our doors, i-

i don't want him to see

uh well since you put it that way

i've missed you too

it just feels-

i know i know

his uhm...

you want me to-

i don't know what if he-

i miss you

oh i miss you

yes

yes honey

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

i should've-

i should've told you i was uhm

i was in the middle of cooking dinner

maybe i could uhm

maybe i could call you after

that's alright

i'm sorry it's just uh

it's just y'know

he's uhm

he's really come to uh...

depend on me

if i'm not here i- i-

he has no friends and uh

i have to go

i'll call you later?

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

hi

honey

how long have you been standing there

i'm just relaxing

oh y'know

with your father gone and everything it's just...

a lot more...

work around here and i just like to...

unwind a little bit

are you okay?

you don't usually check in on me like this

are you alright?

your friends?

w- what's going on?

honey i'm sorry

oh i really am

well i- i just-

i've been hearing a lot about this kind of thing, and i-

i'm sorry your friends wanna do things that just-

i know

no it's-

you're-

honey i just want you to be safe you know?

i'm glad you made that decision

i am

don't worry about me

honey

i like having you here with me

it's not exactly difficult

you're a grown boy

you can take care of yourself

and i-

i can clearly take care of myself

it's okay you can just-

honey, don't feel like you need to go out with them

right now

seriously

well y'know how-

your father is usually the one to tell you-

what you should and shouldn't do

it's just uhm

well since he's gone i-

i don't think you should go out with your friends

no i- i think you should stay here with-

with me

i-

have never really liked them anyway, and i- and i-

i don't really like the decisions they're making

going out right now when it's-

no

i'm glad

i want you here with me honey

i do

you're sweet

no i'm-

i'm totally okay i want you here with me

uh yeah

i do actually

here

here let me get the-

the oil

you wanna put your hand out

thank you honey

oh nothing

it's just i haven't been getting enough sleep lately

it feels good

very good

oh

i don't wanna say it

it's such a silly thing to say

oh it's just-

you move like your father

it sounds funny when i say it out loud doesn't it

just-

the way your hands

move on-

my skin

oh it's not like that

no it feels good

it does

please

please

here

there that good?

are you doing okay with...

all this

i mean

you know what i mean

being stuck at home with your mother and...

your friends

your only friends wanna go do-

stupid things

are you doing okay?

you're just saying that aren't you

you are

you are

you are

do you wanna lay out here with me?

i would like the company

do you wanna-

take of your shirt

and i can oil you up and make sure you don't get burned

go ahead

nothing

it's just-

it's been a while since i've seen you without your shirt on

just uhm...

very grown up

you're so uh

tight

for someone who plays videogames all day

i mean

sorry

did that tickle?

i'm sorry

i uhm

sometimes i don't uh

know where to touch

well i could rub the rest in or you could do it yourself

do you mind?

oh my god

i can't- i-

i can't believe my son looks like this

without doing any sports ever

are you sure i can uhm...

massage you

okay

oh gosh

you are just-

you are so...

hard

i me- i mean, you have a hard body

i...

i can't believe it

i mean my own son

looks like this

i am the luckiest mother ever

i mean uhm

you know what i mean

i'm sorry it's-

i guess it's this

quarantine that's just making me-

so...

i don't know i haven't seen your father in so long and i...

you're the one who goes out for groceries

i really haven't left the house for months and months, and it's-

thank goodness i have you

i mean i t

i-

it sounds silly but i-

i don't know what i would do without you

i don't

oh i know you think i'm crazy

you're just saying that

you need a haircut

look at you

it's falling into your eyes

look at this

you like it when i do that?

i used to do this to you right before bed

i was just-

your eyes are rolling back into your head

oh you're so cute you know that?

you are

you're so cute

i think i have uhm...

i think i have a pair of scissors in the house

if you wanna let me cut your hair

if you're that adventurous anyway

it's been years

i think i still got it

it's not like anybody's gonna see you anyway

well except for me

what're you gonna say no to your mother?

come on

tell me i'm the best barber in town

hmm?

or at least the most attractive

i know what you're thinking just-

listen

by the time

we're not in lockdown anymore

your hair will have grown out again so

come on

it's been years

let me at least brush up on my hair cutting skills

i have to experiment on somebody

why not my own son

okay?

so your hair...

let me see here

before i start

got uhm...

just a little bit

okay so do you wanna just uh...

i don't know rest

like that?

just uhm...

i don't have a mirror

just trust your mother okay?

alright so just-

let me uhm

let me just uh

this is so annoying

having to do this standing up y'know

okay just don't...

[snipping]

[snipping]

[snipping]

[snip]

is that okay?

let me see

oh that's not too bad

let me do around there

don't giggle you're gonna make me mess up

okay

[snipping]

[snipping]

[snipping]

no it's fine

it looks

fine

let me try the other side

okay

i'm trying to

let me just- just-

just sit still

you're wiggling an awful lot you know?

it's hard for me to cut your hair when you...

shift around in your seat like that

'kay you ready?

[snipping]

[snipping]

[snipping]

[snipping]

okay

not bad

for dry hair

oh you know this would be so much better

easier to do if your hair was wet maybe if i just

just sit-

just-

honey can i just-

can i just sit on your lap?

it would be so much easier

i can't find the other chair right now

can i just- uhm...

can i sit on your lap?

come on

it would be easier just let me do it

okay

oh you're much bigger now than you-

than you were when i last did this

okay so

let me see

i wanna have a better...

better...

approximation here

[snipping]

[snipping]

'kay

[snipping]

don't shift around so much

it's very difficult you know

[snipping]

[snipping]

[snipping]

hold still honey

[snipping]

[laughing] hold still

why are you moving around so much

it's making it difficult for me to- why are you moving around so much

it's making it difficult for me to-

honey

every time you shift your legs like that i can't...

how am i supposed to cut your hair?

what

sweetheart you're fine just

sit still for a second okay?

i have to get

pretty close

let me just

snip

[snipping]

[snipping]

these

couple

[snipping]

[heavy breathing]

[snipping]

[snipping]

just hold still honey

i need to concentrate

[snipping]

[snipping]

let me just uh

little dizzy

i'm fine i'm fine

you don't need to get up at all i- i-

i-i would really prefer that you don't get up

here

so le-let me uhm

just uh

just-

just don't move okay?

[snipping]

i think i'm going to uhm

i have to get pretty close

sorry

[snipping]

[snipping]

i just- i just want to make sure it's uhm

it's even

[snipping]

[snipping]

[heavy breathing continues]

you mind uhm

maybe just- if you-

if you- if you uhm

put your hands on my hips

maybe just keep me

[laughing] you know

stabilized, just a little bit so i can make sure your hair is uhm

[snipping]

oh that's it

okay perfect

thank you

[snipping]

'kay is that...

does that-

feel good?

maybe if i uhm

just-

kind of-

get in a better position

just like this

maybe

[snipping]

that's good

[snipping]

perfect

perfect

you don't uhm

i mean just-

keep doing

what you're doing

[snipping]

it's great

[snipping]

it's great it's great

'kay

[snipping]

[snipping]

'kay [snipping]

'kay

you're fine just-

[snipping]

[snipping]

okay [snipping]

okay

maybe i should...

that looks really good honey

looks really nice

you look-

well

i- i better go take a shower

uh

i'll- i'll be right out to...

help you with dinner and everything

okay?

uhm just-

just give me a second

okay? and- and then uh...

you can...

you can take a shower after me 'kay?

just- just- it'll

it'll just be a second

okay?

i can't-

god

shit

okay

uhm

what are you doing in here honey?

i'm-

i'm taking a shower

you can take a shower after me

i promise i'm- i'm-

i'm almost done i-

what?

sa-

you wanna-

you wanna safe water

that...

that's so thoughtful of you

uhm

uh

we really...

we d- we don't have to do that

your father is working and- and-

he's providing for us we really don't need to-

save

water

y'know honey

uhm

well

we shouldn't really get in- into the habit of...

being in the-

naked in front of each other

y'know

i know i-

i forget that you're here sometimes

in the morning and uhm

late at night but it's uh

it's uh

not intentional i-

i don't-

i don't want you to see your mother naked i-

uhm

so m-maybe- maybe you should put on some-

briefs or something before you get in the shower

i don't think your father would approve so uh

okay

i-i guess

i-i-i guess you have a point

we've uhm

both seen each other naked haven't we?

so uh

you can join me if you want

yeah

it's not a big deal but uhm

y-you uhm

you probably shouldn't tell your father about this

just to be safe

i d- i don't think he would really understand

he hasn't been here the whole time

i mean how could he understand

just-

shower's large enough

i suppose so uh

come on in

can you uhm

yes

honey

honey

honey

let us think for a second

i know

i know

this is-

confusing for both of us

it's confusing

you haven't se-

you haven't seen other...

girls

at all for the past-

five months and i-

i know it's-

weighing on you

it's-

wei-weighing on us both but uh

no don't say that

because we can't take it back

we can't- we can't undo this

honey

don't pretend you don't know what's happening

don't pretend

you know it

you've seen it

on the internet you've-

seen it in movies

you know exactly...

you know exactly what you wanna do with me

with your mother

we-

no matter how much you might want to y- you can't

beca-

because

because

i'm your mother

don't say that

don't say that

of course i want-

you

of course i- i want

that

i can't

i-

because it's taking advantage of you

i can't do that i can't

no

honey i can't i-

god

i just-

oh honey don't look at me

i can't do it

because

honey i can't do it because-

because i want more

i want more

i can't say it you know i can't say it

yes i want it

yes

honey

oh yes now listen to me

i don't want you to cum in me

no that's not what i meant

no wait

wait

wait wait wait

oh my g-

wait wait

i don't want you to-

i want-

i don't want you to have regrets

i don-

i only want you to cum inside of your mother if you really

really want to

i don't wanna-

i don't wanna make you feel like you h-

like you sh- should

even though i want you to

i-i really just wanna ma-

oh you do?

yes

yes

honey i do i want it

i want it i want it i want it

i want it i want it i want it

i want it

i want it

i want it

i want it

yeah honey yes

yes

oh honey

i have to sit

i have to sit down

oh god

we should

finish up our shower

get cleaned off