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What do you want?

What do you want?

What do you want?

Black healthcare.

That's what the doctor who misdiagnosed me said.

I didn't know the Roxy closed down at 11.

You're working at the Roxy?

I will not let you destroy him.

Get him the fuck out of there, or I will.

Victor, I want you to tell me what's going on with you.

Gloria wants to be back with me.

What?

What are you doing?

Oh, we're out of bottled water.

Well, I'll get some more.

When is Andy going to get this water trap under control?

You want to die?

You're very honest with water, hoping to fucking kill me.

You really want to know?

No, I tell you, it's a lot more complicated than just digging new wells.

I'd offer you coffee or tea, but we have no water.

Still bad, eh?

I was wondering if you'd seen Tracy lately.

Um, no, not since after the hearing.

She had a scheduled visit with Wendy yesterday and didn't show. I tried

but I haven't been able to reach her.

Um, she had a little slip.

Great.

Yeah. She's trying, okay?

Trying isn't going to cut it with the judge.

Yeah, well, it's not that fucking easy to sober up, okay? Gail. What?

It's not.

I'm tired of her doing this.

Can you just give me a little bit of time? I'll find her. I'll get her on

And Wendy's just going to stay in foster care.

Oh, shit.

You know, this child care service is just... Fucked. Gail, we have to think

about what's best for Wendy.

Yeah, like you'd know.

I've never even been a mom.

No, but I had one.

Drunk one.

I'm going to be late for class. Have you seen my bag?

It's right there.

I made you a sandwich.

Thanks. I don't have time.

You can't go to school with an empty stomach.

I understand you're busy, but it's important to stay balanced.

I will.

University's not going to change who I am.

No speeding.

Thanks, Jumbo.

Hey, what's your real name?

Um, everyone just calls me Jumbo.

I'm sure your parents didn't name you Jumbo.

It's, um, David.

Sounds so uptight and boring.

I like Jumbo better.

Toilet overflow, Jumbo. Clean that fucking shit up, would you? Do I look

janitor? Yeah, as a matter of fact, you do.

Clean it up yourself.

You want your paycheck, motherfucker?

Clean it up. I don't work for you, asshole.

Fuck me.

to say.

He may have had it for a while.

You getting sick from the water may have just brought it up to the surface.

So... What do I do now?

Carry on with your life. Take your meds.

I'll monitor you regularly.

I should tell you that your mother made me a visit.

I heard.

She asked about your health. I, of course, didn't share anything, but...

You seem concerned.

Thanks.

How about a drink?

Can't. I'm working.

My brother owns this place. You don't have a thing to worry about, honey.

what they all say.

Did, uh...

Anybody tell you what a big tipper I am?

How big?

Huge.

Oh, yeah?

I'd like to see how that works.

That can be arranged.

Looks like we're really getting ourselves a rec center.

Yeah.

I don't know, this project's been pretty good to us, huh?

Oh, yeah?

Yeah.

So, uh, what phase do you figure we're in?

What are you talking about?

Well, it's been a while.

And?

And... So why don't you move in with... With you?

Why do you stay over all the time? Yeah, but I got a home. I'm not leaving my

sister.

So where are we going with this?

Hey, Gail.

Have you seen Tracy?

Uh, no.

Why? Her check's been sitting here for three days.

Serious? She's either on a major bender or shacked up somewhere.

Where the fuck is Tracy?

What mother says that kind of shit to her daughter? I wanted to punch her in

face. She's such a bitch. You have every right to be angry.

But taking a swing at your mom isn't going to help anything.

I know. She makes me so mad. I can handle it, but my sisters... It's really

amazing the way you step up and protect them.

They're very lucky to have you.

You know, if you can stay strong...

For them.

Maybe we can find some help for your mom.

Shit, I gotta get to class.

And we can talk more later if you want.

Am I interrupting?

Yeah, you are.

These kids are lucky to have... Have you?

They need someone to talk to.

Most of the time, their moms aren't there for them.

Nice room. What are you doing here?

I brought you some tea.

I'm off caffeine.

It's a medicine tea.

Going to see some elders about your, uh...

Your condition.

He said it's good for stomach cramps and digestion.

I see Annie's is going strong.

Can I take you for lunch? I'm busy.

Maybe after work?

Plans.

Okay.

Another time, maybe?

I think you're a little hard on me.

That's all.

That's not nice.

I'm kidding. He has his boobs.

Yeah. But that wasn't one of them.

Maybe you should clean the bathroom.

I will if you come with me.

Oh, really?

I don't do bathrooms.

Good book?

Kind of thick.

What do we got?

Classics of Western philosophy.

Heavy.

Yeah, all these guys do is ask questions about questions.

Nobody seems to get to the point.

Sounds exactly like my mother.

You're on for the study group tonight, right?

I thought it was Monday.

No, tonight and Monday.

Papers were 20%, so... Yeah, I'll be there.

Hey, where's that university spirit? Come on.

I think I left it on the highway on my way home last night.

I don't know how you do it.

It's not that bad.

Why don't you just move to the city?

Because it's not my home.

Isn't that the whole point? Get away, have some fun?

For example, I went to a kegger last night.

Half the university must have been there. There was a live band, people

everywhere.

But I gotta go, and I'll see you tonight, right?

You better show up.

Hey, Jomo.

Is your dad around?

I don't know.

I think he's in the back office.

Thanks.

You've done this before, haven't you?

You could have fooled me.

Oh, shit.

It's not what it looks like.

Fuck that.

you fat cocksucker you let my son walk in on me hey I'm not a fucking

fuck you I'm just a janitor Alan

This is one mother of a recipe. I can't pronounce half the shit that's in here.

Here, cut up this mango.

Geez.

No, no, no, no, not like that. There's a pit in the middle.

Down the side.

Why don't you learn so much about all this exotic stuff anyway?

Then Andy must love it.

I could cook him up a shit sandwich and he'd love it.

a particular way is it because of our own life experiences because that's what

our parents told us what a teacher taught us reality isn't just what we can

with our own eyes we have to stretch ourselves to see the world from someone

else's perspective then maybe we'll have a better chance of getting a realistic

view of what's really going on

Is that I'm bored out of my freaking mind?

It's all about him.

I don't get these fucking kids.

They got computers, cars, cell phones.

Then they turn around and treat their parents like shit.

I mean, if I ever acted that way around you, you would have beat the fucking dog

shit out of me. I kicked your ass.

because you deserved it.

You're always fighting and causing shit.

You were a bully and you still are.

Now, Alan, he's a good kid.

Honest. Smart.

Well, maybe if you'd been there for me, things would have been different.

But you're off in Ottawa fighting fucking politicians.

At least I wasn't screwing waitresses and killing hookers. Oh, give me a

break, Dad. All you ever did was cheat on Mom and you fucking know it. You're

looking for sympathy and forgiveness.

You're barking up the wrong tree, shithead.

How long have you and Andy been married?

22 years.

Back when I had perky boobs and a tight ass.

Oh, you still look great.

I know.

I really want this to work with Victor.

It's going to take a hell of a lot more than learning to cook a good meal.

the cooking I'm worried about.

It's Leona. I think he still likes her.

What would you expect?

You took off and shacked up with another guy.

I screwed up.

You think?

Look, you have a child with him.

You know that Victoria and family means everything to Victor.

Right? He'll come around.

always about her and what she wants what about what i want what do you want

i want her to be a mom for once in her life and maybe that's part of the

because she's your mother you expect her to be there for you to take care of you

and make it all better when the reality is she's not able to and for whatever

reason she just doesn't know how

Doesn't mean it doesn't suck or hurt.

What it means is if you're going to find peace in your life,

you're going to have to learn to accept her for exactly who she is, faults and

all.

That bites?

Yeah, kind of does bite.

This above all, to thine own self be true.

You've got to love Shakespeare.

One of my favorite philosophers.

Okay, that's it.

Two pages on Monday.

And remember, think about it. Hey, do you want to grab a bite?

We have study group.

Well, we'll grab a dog on the way.

Girls got to eat, right?

she doing great she's dating alan fraser locked in the university

she's good and she's still living in lexville put her car

it's quite a drive just

making it work she didn't want to live in the city she wanted to be around me

She made her own decision.

I've seen what the city can do.

Like me?

It's actually done you some good.

Sheltering those kids on Blackstone does no one any good.

I know.

You're looking good.

Thanks. What are you doing here?

You know Tracy Bull, right?

Yeah. Well, I just found out she didn't pick up her check, and I'm really

worried.

Really? Yeah.

It's not like her not to check in.

What are you thinking?

I don't know. Wendy, her daughter, is in foster care right now, and I'm just

really trying to help.

Is she still a wreck?

Pretty much, yeah.

She'll come around when the money runs out.

think she doesn't have any money i don't know no you're probably right but um do

you think you could you know like do one of those check things on her for me

like as a favor i'll put out a both uh be on the lookout for oh

yeah all right okay well let's catch a cough let's catch up huh so

things are good yeah

She really cares about you. I find that hard to believe.

She's trying.

So?

She's the one that left me.

I don't need that pain back in my life.

She never had the relational skills you do.

The ability and strength to make things work.

From what I can tell, she's not the same woman that left you and Gail.

Have a little dinner.

Oh, you hate cooking, though. I told you, I've changed.

It's chicken.

Is it?

Victoria, why don't you go wash up before dinner?

At least it smells good.

Yeah.

Are you in tomorrow?

You know I am.

Oh, it's just that Teresa asked, and I wanted to make sure.

Something smells great.

Lemon pepper chicken.

I find that a dry but rounded sauvignon blanc and a sauvignon mix rarely

disappoints with a chicken dish.

Is that so?

Just so happens that I have a bottle in my car.

Dr. Ellis, you know this is a dry reserve.

It's a very dry wine.

Good day. Offer two.

Here you go.

One for you.

And for me. See what you meant? These things are the best.

Seriously.

Here. Here's to the good life.

I got to make a phone call. I'll be right back, okay? Cool, yeah.

Hey, Uncle.

I'm really sorry. I'm not going to make it home for dinner.

No, I'm just having a fight.

Yes, I will.

We're just in the middle of dinner. You want to come in?

Hey, Leona.

Yeah, come on in.

Hi. Hi.

I'm sorry. I should have called first.

You okay?

Do you want to come in?

Just come in. There's plenty of food.

No, it's okay. I should go.

You don't have to wait.

I don't know what to say.

I guess I should get used to that.

There's no room for me in there.

What you've been doing? Who you've been with?

What's the matter?

I didn't want a list.

I'm not crawling up your ass. I just asked you where you've been.

Did you hear what she was saying about you?

What? What'd she say? No, I'm not telling. I'm not telling.

Whatever. I don't want to hurt your delicate feelings, you know? That's the

thing.

Come on. You can tell me. I'm a big girl.

Okay.

Nope. Pretty little girl like you does not need to hear these kind of things.

So you're a tough one now. Okay.

All right.

All right. This is me.

Here.

Are you sure you're okay to drive all that way?

Yeah. Hey, it's a long way. You can always just, you know, crash.

my place you know

These pills are the best idea?

You don't even know what they are.

Craig, this isn't about you.

No, this is about you holding on to shit you can't change.

I already live with one counselor. I don't need to.

You think I'm trying to counsel you?

What are you doing?

You've got to let Natalie go.

Why are you using that old thing when we have a brand new history?

It's noisy.

I didn't want to wake you.

It got a little late last night.

I've been thinking.

Maybe you should get a place in the city.

Serious? Neither one of us are getting any sleep. You're dead tired driving in

the dark and I'm up all night worrying about you.

I'm not going anywhere.

This is my home.

Come on, I'll give you a raise.

It's not about the money.

Alan, cut him some slack.

I've been doing that my whole life.

I'm done.

Look, he needs fucking strange pussy to make himself feel better.

But that don't mean he don't love you or your mom.

That's just the way he is.

That's just the way he is, so that makes it okay?

He'd do anything for family, Alan, and you know it.

Yeah.

I saw what he was doing for us. Okay, so we don't always make the right choices.

Hey, I'll give you that.

The man has always had my back.

And yours too.

And I fucking love the guy.

But I can't change him.

And neither can you.

So what are we going to do?

How are you feeling these days?

I'm doing all right.

Good.

Any news from the doctor?

Not really.

How's business?

I'm glad you're doing well.

Thanks.

Okay.

Take care.

Have you been so soon?

barbecue this weekend just a few close friends and family

do you want to come

Yeah, we just landed Eagle Rock, Walt.

Both beds came in.

Yes, we got the fucking arena.

I gotta go.

Waitress? Who are you?

What kind of man does that to his wife?

You're not a baby anymore, Alan.

And you're not blind. You know exactly what's going on.

Grow up.

Daryl was right. You're never going to change.

You know what? Fuck Daryl.

Let me tell you something else.

Don't you dare come crying to me when you're broke, because I'm cutting you

you little prick. Go ahead.

Do it.

Welcome to the real world, son.

Fucking asshole.

I'm thinking about becoming a doctor.

You need a good doctor around here, that's for sure.

I'm thinking about blending traditional medicine with modern medicine.

I know a couple doctors back east do exactly that.

Maybe you can teach me more about the plant medicines?

Empty chair right there.

Quit.

What are you going to do about money?

I don't know.

Figure something out.

You really think this rec center is going to make everything okay?

I have to let you go now.

You think you can get rid of me that easy?

Goodbye, my girl.

Really?

Just a little prayer and I'm gone?

You really want me to go?

Because if I go...

Here I go.