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No, no, no, no, no!

- What? - Come on now. No!

- Mom. Mom, wake up. - Markus?

It's me, Mom. Eric.

- Oh. - Come on.

Mom.

Mom.

Hey!

Oh. You know, you scared the shit outta me.

I didn't know you were home.

You okay?

-Yeah. -Well, you look like shit.

- Well, I couldn't sleep. - Mm.

It's probably all the porn, huh?

Over-stimulated?

Maybe.

Hmm. Maybe. Wanna see something?

- Want some? - It's like 10:00 in the morning.

Hmm. How's your mom?

She's okay.

- Oh, yeah? - Hmm.

Maybe I'll give her a call.

You can try. She won't pick up.

Movement!

Get on the ground!

- Get on the ground! - Please don't!

Get on the ground! Down!

- No, no, no! - Get down!

- No, please! - Get down!

Just don't hurt him!

Please! Leave us alone!

No! No! Please!

No!

No!

Please! Please, please!

Please! No!

No, no!

No.

You sure you wanna see this?

You know, the rest is just...

dragging it out to the van, taking it to burn.

- You know? Booking the woman. - Mm.

Is she okay?

She's probably chewing her foot off...

...in a cell somewhere.

She's a fucking junkie.

Look, I thought it just might, you know...

Look, if... if you ever need to talk about--

Is Sean upstairs?

- Yeah. - Thanks.

Ooh!

Sean?

Sean?

Sean!

Sean!

Sean!

Dude, Sean. What the--

Fuck you! Get off!

Get off! Get off me!

- Make me. - Get the fuck off me!

- [Sean chuckles) - Fuck you!

What the--

Ah!

You gotta remember that move.

I gotta remember not to come here.

God...

Shit.

You got any pot?

And I thought you missed me.

- Shut up. - What's wrong with you?

Nothing.

- You look like shit. - Do you have any pot or not?

You got money?

Kind of fucked up you're trading your mom's suicide pills

-for pot, but whatever. -They're not suicide pills.

Yeah? Then what are they?

I don't know. They fuck you up. All her pills fuck you up.

That's a great fucking answer.

You know, you don't have to stick everything up your nose.

You don't have to stick everything up your butt.

Your mom's got some good shit.

- Cute. - Look up his ass.

You're like an evil genius, huh?

-Thanks, man. -You got a piece?

- You can't smoke in my room. - Why not?

Because Hank's a fucking psycho.

He'll smell it and come cut your dick off.

-Is that what happened to you? -Yeah.

But mine just grew back bigger.

Your mom says it's the biggest she's ever seen.

Dude. That's your aunt.

The heart wants what it wants, man.

Just let me blow it out the fucking window.

-Hank's already drunk. -Fucking great.

Come on, man. I had a shitty night.

- What happened to you? - Nothing.

I just couldn't sleep.

You break into one of those houses again?

- You're so fucking weird, man. - I didn't take anything.

That makes it weirder.

Are you, like, okay?

Should I be worried about you or anything?

No. What do you mean?

Well, I like happy Eric. He's my little buddy.

I don't like this nervous mopey shit you got going on.

I'm not mopey.

- Then what's going on? - I just don't like being home.

Welcome to the club.

How's your mom?

I don't know. She just lays there all day.

It's like a tomb or something.

It's been like a year, man.

You gotta let that shit go.

I... I didn't mean like Mark--

Are you gonna smoke me out or what?

Well, Eric, I didn't mean, like--

Fine.

-Fuck you. -Look, dude!

Throw a towel under the fucking door.

-You're a fucking asshole, man. -Yeah, you too.

Be careful. That shit's harsh.

And blow it out the fucking window.

Toss me my phone.

Hey, you know Mitch? Cam's little brother?

Uh, yeah.

He turned.

No shit.

Yeah.

And Hank shot him.

Good.

I said blow it out the fucking window, bro!

- I'm sorry. - Shut the fuck up.

Shut the fuck up.

Hide that shit.

Hide that shit right fucking now!

Hey... hey. What was that?

Keep your fucking mouth shut!

Um... Uh...

Hey!

Just a sec!

Yo, what the fuck?

Get out of my room!

You know, this is my room. And you're drunk.

- Where is it? Huh? - Where's what?

You think I don't smell that shit? Huh?

I could lose my fucking job!

Well, how's that my problem?

Oh, you wanna get smart, huh? You wanna get fucking smart?

You wanna get smart? Huh?

What is that?

-Huh? What's that? -It's nothing.

Dad, that's... that's... that's not what it looks like.

Dad, I swear to God...

I...

Dad, wait!

You brought this shit into my house?

Uncle Hank! Wait! Stop! Stop!

Hey, you okay?

Sean! Sean!

No! Dad! Dad! No! No!!

Do you have any idea what you just did to me?

Just stay out of my fucking house.

You're gonna end up like your dead brother.

Fucking junkies!

Eric!

Get back here, you little fucks!

What the fuck is wrong with you, man?

-I'll fix it. Okay? -It doesn't matter. I'm fucked!

What do you mean?

That wasn't paid for, Eric! I got that shit fronted to me!

Was that Blood?

I told you I didn't want smoke in my fucking room, man.

Where'd you get it?

Where the fuck did you get it, Sean?

-Dustin, man. -Are you serious?

Does it look like I'm fucking joking, man?

Fuck!

Hey, how much do you owe?

I don't know, man, a-- a couple grand.

As in thousand?

Like a thousand dollars?

- Yeah. - Oh, shit.

God. Oh, God.

Okay. It's okay.

-You can stay at my house, okay? -No, he'll find me.

You don't know what these people are like, man.

He's gonna kill me. Like, just take me out

in the fucking woods and just fucking kill me, man!

The-- Then we'll get the money. Okay? We'll get it.

How?

Well, fucking how, man?

I don't fucking know! I don't know!

God. I'm so fucking dead, bro.

I'm so fucking dead.

Hey. Hey.

There's rich people cabins just outside of town, right?

Most are empty this time of year.

We... We can break in and take something to pawn.

What-- Like what? Like a... fucking kayak or some shit?

You got any better ideas?

Worst case...

we can hang out there till we figure something out.

It's the fucking best plan we've got right now. Okay?

Come on, dude. We gotta get the fuck outta here.

- Let's go. - Give me a minute.

It's not far and there's water there.

I don't need water.

You're dehydrated.

I'm not fucking dehydrated, man. Can you just shut the fuck up?

What were you doing with that much Blood?

-Give me a fucking break, Eric. -What do you think I'm doing?

-It's not even Blood, it's Dust. -It's the same thing.

God, you're so fucking annoying, man!

Dust brings you up.

Blood is like a whole other fucking animal.

I don't care what it does. If it wasn't for that shit,

Markus would still be here.

You don't think I feel like shit already?

I was trying to stop, man. I was barely even doing any.

Then why'd you have a fucking brick of it?

So I can get the fuck out of that house, bro!

I can't take it anymore.

I'll blow my fucking brains out, man.

Has it been bad?

What do you think?

Okay. Well...

you should have said something.

You could have stayed with me.

Your mom has enough shit to deal with already.

But I was figuring it out. I had a plan.

What? Be a drug dealer.

I didn't see you complaining

when you were smoking all my pot.

-That's different. -Whatever, man.

I was this close and you fucked it up.

-How is this my fault? -I didn't invite you over.

You just showed up like you always do.

Yeah. You didn't answer your phone.

Yeah, 'cause I didn't wanna fucking see you, man.

I have my own shit to deal with. I don't have time

to keep holding your fucking hand.

-Really harsh, man. -Fuck this.

Hey, how was I supposed to know you had that shit in your room?

You didn't tell me. You never tell me anything,

which is bullshit because I would've told you.

You're like my best friend, and you never tell me anything.

-I would've helped. -I'm not your friend, Eric.

You're my cousin and I'm, like, two months older than you.

-So? -So I'm not your dad

and I'm not your dead fucking brother.

I don't wanna be out here when it gets dark.

What the fuck are you doing?

We're selling Girl Scout cookies.

Get off my dick.

Can you just act like you've done this before?

Come on.

Hey, I can get this.

-Yeah? -Yeah. Give me your knife.

Hello?

Anyone home?

Eric!

- You okay? - I'm fine.

How much of that shit have you been doing?

Dude, just sit down for a second, okay?

I don't need you to wipe my ass. I'm not your schizo fucking mom.

You want some?

Fuck you.

Yo, Eric.

Fucking Eric, bro. Come on.

Get that open.

-Why is it locked like that? -I don't know.

So, fucking people can't take their rich-people shit.

Can you get it open or not?

Can you get it?

Okay. Just wait a second. Okay?

Oh, fuck yeah, bro!

- I can't see shit. - The light's dead.

Shit. Sean!

What?

Holy shit.

Don't just stand there!

Is she dead?

- I don't fucking know! - I don't know!

Oh, fuck. I know her.

What the fuck?

- What the fuck? - Yo! Gimme the knife.

Wha... Wha... What?

Give me my fucking knife, bro!

No! Sean! Get the fuck off me!

What are you doing? Sean? Hey, hey! No!

Sean, no! Sean!

Yo, give me something to put it in.

Fucking Eric!

Eric! Bro...

What are you doing?

What are you doing, Sean?

Hey, hey-- Stop!

Sean, it's too much! Stop! Sean!

Shit!

Oh, shit.

I can see you now.

I can see everything.

Eric... Eric...

Hey, Sean. Hey, hey, hey!

Hey, you're okay.

Hey, you're okay, okay?

- I'm gonna get help. Okay? - Hey.

- You're okay, you're fine. - Hey. You're okay.

Oh, shit.

Fuck.

Fuck, okay. Come on.

Come on! Come on, Sean. Let's go.

Shit.

No! No...

- No. - No.

Dude! Dude!

Sara! Sara! Sara...

Eric?

No! No, no, no, no!

How much did he take? How much?

I don't know! I don't know! I don't know!

He needs Vitamin D.

- What? - He's overdosing.

If we don't stop it he's going to turn. Eric!

Please, please, please, please!

Hey, hey, hey! Wake up!

Wake up.

Sean.

Where is it?

Come on.

- Where's the pills? - I got 'em!

Sean...

- Hold him still. - Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

- How? - Just do it!

Sean. Sean, look at me.

Look at me, Sean.

All we can do now is wait.

-He needs a doctor. -They're not gonna help him.

If he turns, they'll just kill him.

Please. Just let us go home.

We won't tell anyone. I swear.

You think I'm keeping you here?

You can leave. That's fine.

But then what?

You going bring back more of your friends?

No.

I woke up with my throat cut open.

Don't act like I'm the monster.

Did you hear that?

Holy shit.

He's turning.

I thought he was dead.

He was.

Hey, what are you doing?

- He can't come back. - Sara?

We can't let him hurt anyone else.

Sara...

- Hey, hey, hey, hey. - Hey, hey.

I want you to look at me, okay?

Just look at me.

Hey, hey.

Keep breathing. You're okay. In...

and out.

Just breathe in...

and out.

What happened to you?

I ran away.

I woke up alone...

in a different room with him.

-Who were they? -I don't know.

Just some guys.

When we found you...

I didn't-- I didn't know...

I didn't think you were still you.

What were you doing here?

Sean owes people money.

I thought that...

I don't know what I thought.

I just can't lose him too.

How much money do you owe?

I don't know.

A couple thousand, I think.

Maybe I can help.

What do you mean?

I could give you some of my blood.

-Just a little. -You'd do that?

What do you want from me?

- Is that..? - There's not much here.

It... It won't feed me long.

- What are you asking? - I can't go home.

Not now. I---- I can't stay here.

But if I can get across the border,

there's people trying to help.

What do you mean, "help"?

They're treating this like a disease.

Researching cures.

It's different here.

If they find me, they'll kill me.

Sara, I don't... I can't--

I don't know what'll happen when I get hungry.

I can't control myself. Not until I eat.

What do you need from me?

They close the borders at night.

I'll... I'll... I'll never get through alone.

I don't even have a license.

Does he?

Please.

I can't hurt anyone else.

Okay.

Okay.

But we need to help Sean first. Okay?

God, I can still smell him on me.

It's okay. He's gone now. Okay?

Um...

I know you have a knife.

Can I see it?

-Why? -Please.

Sara...

Sara?

You look like him.

-Who? -Markus.

He was sweet too.

He used to talk about you a lot. He'd always say how you two--

Were you with him when he used to steal from us?

No.

Yeah, well, that was pretty sweet.

He was sick.

No, he wasn't.

You've never stolen anything?

It's okay to be mad.

I'm mad too.

He didn't give a fuck about anyone but himself.

- That's not true. - What the fuck do you know?

I'm done.

- Hey, just-- - I'm fine.

I just need to sleep.

Are you sure you'll be okay in there?

Lock the door behind me.

Don't open it until you hear my voice.

I mean it, Eric.

I won't be myself when I wake up.

Not until I eat.

Okay.

He did talk about you.

He was trying to stop.

No, stop! Hank!

No!

Sean? Sean?

Sean?

Are you okay?

Sean?

What happened?

- I think you ODed. - How?

- What do you remember? - I don't know.

- My fucking head, dude. - Hey, hey, hey.

-Just sit down. -I don't wanna fucking sit!

I wanna know what fucking happened!

Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck! Fuck!

-Bro, what the fuck was that? -Wait!

-He tried to kill us! -What are you talking about?

We need to get the fuck outta here, man.

Where? Where do you want to go, Sean?

You almost died!

You were turning and she stopped it.

She saved you.

- Who? - Sara.

-That fucking thing? -She's not what you think.

You are out of your fucking mind, man.

She can help us.

Is she still in there?

Where are you going?

Don't fucking touch me, Eric!

-What the fuck, man? -I said don't fucking touch me!

Are you okay?

What the fuck is wrong with you?

I'm sorry, man.

I'm trying to help, you fucking asshole.

I'm sorry.

Are you crying?

I can't think straight, man.

I don't know what's happening to me.

Hey.

It's the Blood. It's fucking with your head.

I'm not taking--

I'm not touching that shit ever again.

-I'm fucking done. -Good.

Hey, look at me. Look at me.

We can fix this.

You just gotta trust me.

And you need to keep your shit together. Okay?

Okay?

Okay.

-Yo, what the fuck is that? -She gave it to me last night.

We can use it to pay back Dustin.

But she needs our help.

Okay, what... what do you... what do you mean?

-I'm gonna get her out of here. -What?

Across the border, to Canada.

What the fuck are you talking about, man?

She doesn't wanna hurt anyone, okay?

-She just wants to get help. -Bullshit, man!

You've been around enough addicts.

You should know when someone's trying to fucking use you.

I know her. She was friends with Markus.

You don't fucking know her!

If she was friends with Markus, then she's dangerous.

She saved us.

Yeah, and now, she wants something.

She could have let you turn, and she didn't.

She trusted me.

Why can't you?

What, she just gave that shit to you?

All right. What do you need me to do?

-How are you feeling? -Fucking fantastic.

- Come on, dude. Take it. - I can't keep it down.

You know, we don't have to give it all back to him.

What do you mean?

It's dangerous to stop all at once, okay?

Maybe you should take just a couple of drops--

No.

I just need a minute.

Remember, when we were kids...

...Hank just took us out in the woods

-and fucking left us? -Yeah.

I was freaking out, but...

...you got us home.

with your stupid fucking compass.

It wasn't stupid.

I'm really sorry I dragged you into this, man.

Oh, God.

Hey, this is far enough, okay?

No one's gonna find him out here.

Not that they give a shit anyway.

How close did I come last night...

to turning?

Really close.

I don't want you coming with me.

- What do you mean? - To Dustin's.

Why?

This is my mess. I fucked this up.

No, we're in this together.

If I show up with you, I don't know how he'll react.

You don't know what he's like, man.

Yeah, that's why I should be there.

What the fuck are you gonna do, man?

Sean...

-you're a fucking mess. -I'll be fine.

-Sean! -I said I'll be fucking fine.

I fucked this up, just like I fuck everything up.

That's not what this is about, dude, it's like--

Can you just shut the fuck up?

For one fucking minute, man.

I need to be the one to fix this, all right?

And I need you to fucking trust me, okay?

Say fucking, "Okay." Say it.

Okay.

All right.

Hey, if it doesn't feel right,

- just get out. Okay? - I'll be fine.

We meet back here no matter what.

Yep.

Be careful.

When am I not careful, bro?

What's up?

You know, I don't give a fuck what they said.

Just fucking get here.

Because I fucking told you to. I need you here now.

Everything all right?

Don't ever go into business with family, Sean.

People think they give a fuck about you, and they don't.

They fucking care about themselves.

You know?

Not me.

Oh, yeah?

I don't give a fuck about anything.

You're funny, man.

You got my fucking money, or what?

The fuck is that, man?

It's good.

It's good?

Fuck.

Just fucking open it.

Come here.

Hold him down.

Hold him down, Sean! I said to hold him down!

Hurry up!

You ever made Dust?

When they start to go dry it's all you can do.

You can dig out the Dust when it's through.

Uh, can I use your bathroom?

The smoke is fucking with my eyes.

Yeah.

- Get the fuck off me! - Where have you been, Sean?

No. No, no, no, no!

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!

No!

You're okay. You're okay.

There you go.

Now, Sean...

you know there's not a drop in this town

that doesn't go through me.

Right?

So, where did you get it?

Fuck you.

Okay.

Hmm.

This is really gonna hurt.

Mom?

Mom?

Mom?

Mom?

Oh, God.

What-- What are you doing in here?

Mom, stop! Mom! Mom!

-I thought I was gonna explode! -Mom, stop! Mom!

Mom. Mom, stop. Stop.

It's okay. It's okay.

Hank called.

-He said you're selling drugs. -I'm not.

-You trashed his house. -That's not what happened.

Where's Sean?

What's going on?

You can't keep doing this to me, Eric.

-I can't-- -What happened to your pills?

-Uh. What do you mean? -What do you think I mean?

Did you flush them?

What the fuck is wrong with you?

I'm sorry.

I thought...

- I'm right here... - I thought you were...

- ...I'm not going anywhere. - Get off me.

-Eric! It's okay-- -It's not okay!

-I gotta go... -No, you don't!

...I gotta fix this.

Eric, just talk to me.

-Just tell me what ha-- -Why?

You can't help me.

You can't even get out of bed.

If you leave now, I'm calling the police!

Eric!

Mm.

This is a nice place.

Where is she?

Do you have the key?

Hey, no. No. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it.

Will you just get the door open, please?

What the fuck were you thinking, Sean?

You know, if you wanted to get more involved,

you just had to ask me.

I like you.

I really like you.

I thought we had something special.

But if-- But if you want-- Sean, if you want this to work,

I really, really need you to trust me.

Okay?

Now, where's the Dust?

No, no, no, no, no!

Don't-- Don't-- Don't-- Don't do that, Sean.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Hey, hey. You don't cry, okay?

You're my big tough guy, okay? You're my big tough guy, okay?

And you did so fucking good today.

Okay? And I have something for you.

Okay?

Okay.

Where the fuck are you?

Sean? Sean?

Oh, shit. Where the fuck were you?

Are you okay?

-Yeah. -Hey, hey, what happened?

Did he take the Blood?

Yes.

What is it? What is it?

Hey, hey.

Wait.

Are you high?

Sara! Sara!

It is not what it looks like, man.

-What the fuck did you do? -No, stop--

Eric!

You couldn't make it one fucking day?

- You don't understand. - You're a liar.

They'll kill you.

Stay the fuck away from me. Fucking junkie.

Eric. Eric!

God! God!

Just fucking do it!

Fuck you!

Fuck you! Fuck you!

Fuck you!

Oh, God.

Eric. Oh, Eric. Eric.

Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God!

Hey. Hey, Dad?

Sara?

Sara? Sara--

Are you stealing from me now?

- No. - Hmm?

What's in the bag?

Dad, I think I need some help.

You're high right now, aren't you?

I just need you to listen to me. Eric's in trouble. No, don't--

I said don't fucking touch me!

Faggot.

Fuck this shit.

How do you like that shit? Huh?

I hate you!

Fuck you!

Yeah.

Yeah.

I don't know. Fifteen?

Sixteen, maybe?

Okay.

Where is he?

What the fuck are you doing, Sean?

- Where the fuck is he? - Just go home, Sean.

What the fuck... What the fuck are you doing, man?

Where's my little cousin?

Where's my little fucking cousin?

Get your fucking hands off--

Shut the fuck up, you punk ass bitch!

-You're making a big mis-- -Shut the--

Turn the fuck around!

You're making a mistake, Sean.

- This is not smart. - Open the fucking door!

That's what I'm doing, man.

You think I won't send this bullet

down your fucking throat?

- Open it. - Okay, man, just...

Uh. What the fuck is this, man?

Do you know what I like

about little junkie fucks like you?

No one cares when they disappear.

Can I see?

Okay. Now...

I wouldn't take that out if I were you...

because it's holding everything in.

You should have listened to me, man.

I told you to go home.

Shit!

I know this one.

You know your brother?

He used to suck my cock for Blood.

He was pretty good too.

Hey, easy, easy, easy.

Fuck.

I left my knife in the hall.

Go get it.

Don't worry. It will all be over soon.

Please, don't do this.

You know, Sean actually came looking for you.

I mean, he--

Sean?

Sean?

Sean?

Sara! What the fuck did you do?

Mom?