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Stop following me, please. Previously on Blackstone. You're my son. I love you.

Can't we just work it out? I built this business, Jack.

I want my fucking club back.

He's not Jack my bro anymore.

He's into some real dark shit now.

He takes help from me.

I'm sure as hell gonna take some from you.

At 3 a .m. when she's calling out in pain, she needs her drugs.

Western and traditional medicines can work together.

How many times I gotta tell you? Go see a doctor.

Your immune system is weak.

Have you been under a lot of stress lately? Nephews are fucking dead, man,

piece of shit!

What are you doing for yourself?

It's the same thing.

Mona passed away five days ago. It was an accident. No, I don't buy that!

I should have known better than to leave Mona at that house.

What are you doing?

Go ahead, tell her.

I'm going through cleaning up some old stuff and organizing.

Gail?

What's going on with you two?

Nothing going on with me.

Are you moving out?

Well, we're thinking about it.

So you're moving in with Luke?

Well, he wants to live with me.

In the city?

I'm keeping your bed.

What do you think I should do?

Do whatever you want.

We'll support you. You know that.

Thanks.

Joe, what do you think of your new clubhouse?

This is definitely going to work.

You tell the boys tonight.

Come down. We'll have a party.

I'll do that.

She's just the taste.

All right, let's move.

This is going to work.

Catch up with you.

Take it easy.

What the fuck are you doing with these damn bottles?

No business.

It's on here.

I don't want those guys around here. I don't want?

That doesn't sound like a partnership.

I don't give a shit what it sounds like.

You're looking good, Gina.

Yeah.

Yeah, she is.

I gotta make a call.

Hey.

You fucking leave Gina out of this.

Okay. You shut the fuck up about how I do business.

What happened to style of partner, Jack?

If you're changing, bro, better get your head back in the game or else you're

going to get left behind.

You just keep their shit out of my club.

It ain't just your club anymore.

And make sure you take good care of that one.

Grab me a scotch.

Why is everyone so late?

They're not coming.

Marnie?

Nope.

They're in the city.

My mom got a job there, so I might have to leave too.

I thought you wanted to stay here.

Most of my friends are there now.

I can get you some numbers if some good counselors are there.

You're going to cancel group if it's just the two of us?

Did you buy the kettle?

I don't remember.

Actually, I think I did.

I really like Luke.

He fills my bucket.

That's great.

I'm happy for you. We all are.

Yeah.

It's just so...

Different now, and maybe this is the next step.

What about Mom?

You know, I'm not here enough to take care of her by myself. Did you even

about that?

Whoa.

Fuck, yeah, yeah, I have fucking thought about that, okay?

Well, I guess you've got it all figured out then, don't you?

No.

No, Leona, I don't.

How'd you do?

Not bad.

Just show me.

I'll do better next time. Let me see it already.

Holy shit.

You're kicking ass.

You're going to have a lot of choices with those marks.

Hopefully.

Figure out what you're going to choose yet?

Now that modeling is out.

Poor baby.

I'm just kidding.

It doesn't bother me that much anymore.

Good.

Me either.

I'm going to get into business.

Good for you.

You're going to do well in business.

I think so.

Yeah.

And just because your dad took business doesn't mean you're going to be like

your dad.

Yeah.

I know.

Oh, Gail.

Hey,

how are you?

I'm holding up.

How are you? I'm great. It's good to see you.

It's good to see you? Yeah.

Nice article in Standard.

What article?

You didn't see it yet?

No.

Okay, hold on.

Check this out.

Holy shit.

Did you know about this? No, I mean, I talked to somebody at the gallery who

taking pictures, but I didn't know they were doing an article.

I'm so proud of you.

I always knew you had something.

Didn't know what it was, but just knew.

Thanks for being a friend, Greg.

You keep it.

I have another coffee.

You're looking better, Mom.

How are you feeling?

Have you seen this?

What's that?

Gail's in the newspaper.

In a good way.

She's looking more and more like her old, old self.

She's come a long way. You should tell those kids.

Look at Gail.

It's never too late.

Yes, finally doing it.

Never thought I'd see her looking so happy and smoky.

That's so nice. You're all doing so good.

It's my spirit.

It's nice to see you so happy, Mo.

Oh, can you get me another couple copies of this?

I want to show it to the girls.

And Smokey.

Sure. No problem.

What the fuck are you doing?

Swapping locks.

Who the fuck told you to do that? You need to talk to Jack.

Ah, for fuck's sakes.

Hey, what the fuck are you doing changing the locks without asking me?

You want me to take care of this? Fuck you. What's going on here?

I got it.

This partnership, it's over. Right fucking now.

Sure thing.

You got my 300K? You loaned me two.

That was weeks ago.

You're taxing me.

What did I do so wrong?

I saved your ass.

What the hell are you doing here?

So, you can't come up with my 300K?

You give me a week.

I'll tell you what. You walk out that front door right now, I'll give you 50K

cash. 60 if you take your shitbag brother with you.

Fuck you.

I'm not going anywhere.

This is my place.

No, it ain't.

I'm actually starting to like this place.

The other place, too.

I'm not going that easy, Jack.

You're way out of your league here, Dookie.

You ain't got any friends anymore.

Yeah, we'll see about that.

I'm not thinking about Gina.

Because I can promise you she'll be the fucking first one to go home.

You give me 60k for this one.

200 for the one downtown.

And it's fucking yours.

Deal.

Deal.

I'm gonna get the fuck out of my club.

Get me to the fucking hospital.

I've never seen you like this. What's wrong?

It's just a stomachache.

As long as that's all it is, we'll be out of here right away.

You know, when you were a kid, you didn't care what it cost you as long as

got what you wanted.

You went from candy to comics to pussy.

How the fuck do you know?

You weren't ever there.

Yes, I was.

It was you who couldn't see me.

Oh, fuck.

Where do you think you're going?

I gotta get the fuck out of here.

Oh, fuck.

You have not seen that before. A monkey coming on his own butt and falling off a

tree. Come on. It looks like you.

Look at all that hair. Look at your hair.

Oh, what about it? It's not like I got fur on my face. All right, all right,

right.

Let's get started.

We can't without Leona.

Well, she knows we're here.

I already called her, and she can just jump in when she gets here.

She gets me. A guy is not going to get me.

All right, how about I start?

This is going to be good.

Are you guys just going to sit there and laugh at my problems?

I don't laugh.

And that's why I love you.

I think we need to do another round of chemo.

Oh.

It's working really well with the blood loop tincture.

And I'll add some wild sarsaparilla tea, too.

I'm feeling better.

Chemo makes me feel sicker.

Listen, this regimen that we have you on is working.

Once you finish this round of chemo, then we'll get you up on some red clover

and that'll speed things up.

And then I'll be done?

I hope so.

I'm giving you the best of both worlds here and it's working.

Do we have to do the chemo?

I'll keep it a little less aggressive this time because your response to the

herbal chemo combo seems to be a success.

I do, too.

You had to have been suffering an extraordinarily long time before coming

Why did you wait so long?

I hate hospitals.

Your cough is actually pneumonia.

So give me some antibiotics and I'll be on my way.

Those lesions in your mouth are called Kaposi's sarcoma.

It's cancer of the mouth.

What?

Well, we'll need to test to see if it's spread to your respiratory or

gastrointestinal tracts or both.

I don't understand.

How's it looking?

Your immune system is failing.

Normally we treat sarcoma with chemotherapy, but we can't. We can't

immune system anymore.

You're at risk of opportunistic infection, and if we... Please.

Spare me the bullshit.

I am afraid that you are in the late stages of acquired immune deficiency

syndrome.

AIDS.

There's no way.

We've done multiple tests.

How did I suddenly wind up with AIDS?

You were probably sick with HIV and didn't realize.

How? Sometimes people mistake the onset of HIV for a heavy flu.

And you've toughed it out well beyond what I've ever seen.

But you can live with it.

People do it all the time, right?

You should rest.

The nurse will be in later.

Doc?

Am I going to die?

All I can tell you right now is that it is in the late stages.

I'm so sorry.

No probs.

I mean, I definitely pulled something off.

Though they let me know that I wasn't Leona.

I'll talk to them.

Hey.

Come on, what's going on?

I just...

I'm behind today.

Bullshit.

What's going on?

I'm tired.

Just feeling a little rundown, so...

This is not just a little rundown.

Hey, I just ran my first counseling session, so you know you can talk to me.

No.

I don't know. I just... I don't know.

Hey.

Why don't you go and talk to Louise? She's good. It'll be good for you.

Yeah.

I know.

But she's really busy, and I...

So what? You think you're special?

What?

That's not what I'm saying.

Yeah, it is. You're saying you're above it all. Leona Stoney don't need anyone.

Yeah, that's me.

What is so wrong with talking to someone?

Nothing.

You need to get real with yourself, Leona.

There he is.

Hey.

How you doing?

It's just a little pneumonia.

I'll be okay.

Put that back on if you need to.

I don't really need it.

You look pretty rough.

The doc said I toughed it out a little longer than I should have.

Said he's amazed I'm even standing.

You're not.

Not what?

Standing.

It's nothing.

I'll be out in a few days.

It's not how school.

It's good.

It's really good.

I got an A - and...

Business prep and human studies.

I'm going to major in business, minor in psych.

Hey, you know, those are the same courses I took when I was in university.

Yeah, I know.

You know, Sheila's really helped me out a lot, though.

You know, with this, face, school.

Other things.

Look, I get it.

You don't like her.

What does it matter to you anyway?

It would just be nice to know what you're up to once in a while. We don't

I'm busy.

You're busy.

But I'm going to go.

I'll see you later.

Oh, hey.

What's up?

I'm just checking in.

How's it going out here?

Are you just checking in or are you coming to see me?

You know what? You're just leaving.

Maybe we can catch up next week.

Have a seat.

Come on.

So, what's going on?

I think I need to talk.

Okay. I'm having trouble with a few things.

What things?

You heard about Mona.

She kept running away to my place.

She passed away recently. I'm sorry.

She had chlamydia.

Yeah, she was only nine years old.

CFS placed her in the house that Wendy was pulled out of, and who knows what

happened to her in there.

Liana, it is not your fault.

She was nine.

I have to go.

Stop. Yeah.

What stop?

Mistakes.

Things you have done.

Stupid things.

Choices you made, you mean.

Whatever you want to call it.

Past choices.

It will have consequences in the future.

Sorry, I have to go.

Hey.

Hey there.

What you doing?

Just checking my stock.

Want to grab a pipe?

Yeah.

How about in ten?

How about now?

I need ten, Gina.

What do you need ten for?

To make myself pretty.

You're already pretty.

Yeah, you think so.

Yeah, I think so.

Want to go upstairs, little girl?

Hope those tests go good.

What do you think? Good or not so good?

Please stop it.

Fucking hurts, doesn't it?

Yes.

You know, you've had this for years. I hate doctors. I hate hospitals.

Brittany, Tina, Tiffany, Amber, Sasha.

You probably gave it to Deb.

And you probably don't even remember who you fucked, do you?

Well, there was Anastasia, Tara, Brittany.

Dad, please stop.

I remember, okay?

I bet the best one was Angel.

Was she worth it?

I don't want to die.

No, you're not going to die.

What about Alan?

Oh, he's on his own path.

What about Daryl? Well, he is too.

I can't leave here.

They need me.

Nobody needs you.

Smells like primrose.

Mm -hmm.

So that Tuck, she knows his shit, eh?

Yeah.

I should have gotten him to fix me up a while back.

You know what, baby?

You had some really tough years.

But none of that matters now.

I see a strong, beautiful spirit embracing her gifts and being

rewarded.

Thanks. So you're really moving up?

I don't know, Mom.

Maybe.

Real change is not going to happen overnight.

As hard as it is, you're going to need to sort this out yourself.

Don't be hard on yourself.

We have to take responsibility, but that doesn't mean beat yourself up with past

mistakes.

How you doing?

I'm okay.

You need anything?

No.

I want some water.

No, I'm okay. Thanks.

So has he told you?

Told me what?

Who?

The old man.

About what?

You don't know, do you?

Fuck off already, Andy. About what?

Forget it.

It doesn't matter anymore anyway.

Hey.

I'm gonna leave.

Hey. Hey, back and walk.

See you later, brother.

Yeah, I'll see you later.

Why didn't you tell him?

Why didn't you?

He doesn't need to know.

He doesn't need to know he's adopted? Are you fucking crazy?

Daryl is and will always be my son.

You're a fucking sick old man.

You had it too good for too long.

Yeah, well, so did you.

I had my residential school. You didn't.

And you're right.

I had more than most Indians had.

And I never wanted that for you.

So are you going to leave me now?

I already told you, never.

I have your test results.

We need to talk quality of life before... No, no, no, no, no, no. I'm

talking about shit with you.

Fuck your sedatives and fuck your counselors.

I don't need any of that shit.

I'll come and see you in an hour.

Fuck you.

You think it's worth knowing?

You know what?

I wish you would die all over again.

You'll get through it.

What do you mean?

I'm not going to die?

No.

You are going to die.

Hey.

Hey. I'm just finishing up here. Come on in.

Should I have called first?

Oh, no. No, no. Come in. Sit down.

Thanks.

So I saw Gail's article.

You must be very proud.

Yeah, we all are.

How about your mother?

She's in remission.

That's great.

It's kind of a miracle, actually.

Smokey, fostering three kids.

Two kids.

Do you want to talk about it?

I don't know.

How are you feeling right at this minute?

I can't breathe.

But you're holding it all together?

Well, I have to hold it all together.

What happens if you don't? What happens if you let go?

Everything will fall apart.

Can you take care of everything, everywhere?

No.

Can you take care of everyone all the time? No.

Why not?

Because I can't.

I can't. No matter how hard I try, I can't win. I try so hard.

I fight and I fight and I fight and I push.

I can't win.

What happens?

Wendy gets taken away from me. Then what?

Victor dies.

What else?

Trisha was turning her life around, and then she gets raped?

Then what?

Mona.

Mona died.

She was nine.

Okay, what else?

Trisha's leaving.

Good. More.

More?

Okay.

My dad died too young, and he left me. Keep going.

I'm alone.

I'm completely alone.

No one. It's too late for me to have children.

Okay. Okay.

Come here. Come on.

You're having a panic attack.

It's okay. Take deep breaths.

Leona.

Deep breaths.

You just don't have to hold on to this anymore. You can let it go.

Let it all out.

This is not yours to hold on to.

Okay.

Deep breath.

Good. Okay.

It's going to be okay.

It really is.

I have to go. No, no.

No, you don't.

You gonna sit there all day?

What?

I'm working, Gina.

I call bullshit.

I'm looking at my portfolio.

Well, maybe I'll check mine.

What's really going on?

You trust me?

No. Good.

Why don't you go put your boots back on?

I don't know, but that guy there is having way too much fun.

I have to get to my class. Not yet.

I have a final.

I got a final lab, too.

Just a sec.

I gotta run something by you guys.

We should get a place.

A place we can all stay next year.

That'd be cool.

What do you pay for rent?

500.

I pay 650.

We could get a place in the West End, split it three ways.

I'd be open to that.

I'd be in.

Cool.

Talk about it after class?

Yeah.

Just wait a second, Gina. Daryl.

Trust me, okay?

Trust me.

Come on. Tell me, what are we doing out here?

You like it?

Like what?

The land, Gina.

All this.

There's four sections here. It goes back for miles.

It's ours.

I think we could build a house up over here. You know, it's a good windbreak

with the trees.

It's got a great view off the hill.

A house?

Yeah.

We can probably build something nice, right?

I like that.

Yeah. I was thinking a barn.

Do a barn over there.

We're gonna have a barn?

Yeah, a small one. Like, you hear that?

Like cows?

Horses?

Yeah. Who the fuck are you, Daryl Fraser?

Gina, I'm just... the guy that used to run clubs and strippers.

That's over?

Yeah.

Over for good.

I just want to set us up so that we don't have to rely on nobody for

Never.

Just the two of us.

Just the two of us.

I grew up with you, Jean.

I just want to come home.

How could she let you take the fall?

You're the best, though.

Because everything is funny. Okay, B -14.

B -14.

I need an N -43.

Well, look at this.

Under the O, 71.

Oh, Dingo!

Dingo!

We have all, each and every one of us, failed.

And we have all, by the mere fact that we're here, have been given another

chance to persevere and find peace in our lives.

All right, all right.

Your next number is under the N42.

N42.

We're blessed, all of us.

We're blessed to be alive.