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- Previously on "Awkward"...

This was it!
High school was over.

- I now pronounce
this graduation a wed-uation.

- Why continue this sham
of a relationship?

Let'’s just put it
out of its misery now.

- I have to head up to Berkeley
right after grad night.

- You mean we only have
one more day left?

- My special day
had veered off course

so many times I'’d lost track.

Val hijacking graduation
for her wedding? Okay.

My mother
getting ordained online

so she could marry
my guidance counselor

to some stuffed bear
she met on a ski trip, why not?

The love of my life,
who I thought

I had all summer with,

telling me he'’s leaving?

I really needed some space.

- Jenna Hamilton,
Jenna Hamilton,

please report to my office.
Just kidding.

Please report to me right now
because you'’re my Maid of Honor.

Everyone, let'’s give it up
for J-Town.

[cheers and applause]

[upbeat music]

♪

[cheers and applause]

Sweetie, I know,
it'’s so emotional.

I'’m getting married.

You look so beautiful.
- So beautiful.

- You know what? You look
a little too beautiful.

You'’re gonna have
to back it up, J-Town.

You'’re upstaging the bride.

That'’s good.
Thank you.

Here we go.
Thank you.

- Dear friends,

we are gathered here today
for--well, your graduation.

- I'’m so sorry.

- Also to join this man

and this woman
in holy cat-rimony.

- I didn'’t know
how to break it to you.

- Will you please go sit down?
- If anyone can show cause why

these two people
should not be joined,

speak now or forever
hold your peace.

- Can I just say one thing?

- No!
[crowd gasps]

Not you.

I knew Matty felt bad.

It'’s not like he planned this.

It was just bad timing.

Just when everything
was coming together

in everyone else'’s world,

everything
was unraveling in mine.

- By the power vested in me
by the online ministry

SayYouDo.net,

I now pronounce you
husband and wife.

Kiss!

[cheers and applause]

["Wedding March" plays]

♪

- Still, it was a time
of new beginnings.

I had to find
a way to be happy,

to take back control
of my special day.

- Get it, girls, get it!

[all talking at once]

- And then suddenly
something hit me.

audience: Oh!

- Well, something besides that.

It'’s like some weird force

was determined
to keep me and Matty apart.

Maybe we hadn'’t tried
hard enough.

Maybe we let too many obstacles
get in the way.

Whatever it was, we had
wasted way too much time,

which is what I was going
to put a stop to.

Hey, Matty.
- Hey.

- As soon as I could figure out
where the hell he went.

- Your speech was
so inspiring, Sadie.

I'’m so proud of you.
- Whatever.

- You totally used
your meanness for good.

- It would have been nice
if someone had been there

to share it with me.

- Oh, like your mommy?

- Who gives a crap
about that old slunt?

I'’m talking about Sergio.

Anyway, who cares?

It'’s no big deal.

[Act As If'’s "Uh Huh" plays]

♪

- Come on, Tamara, let'’s go.
- Just chillax.

I can'’t believe people
are leaving their programs.

- I'’m sure that everyone
appreciates your devotion

to the school right to the end,

but you'’re taking
some janitor'’s job away.

- I did not spend hours of hard
work on the program committee

just to have my work
thrown out like an old Kleenex.

- So, you'’re saving
all of them?

- Well, what else
would I do with them?

- Keep one and
throw the rest away

like any normal,
non-hoarding high school girl?

- OMG, I am obsessed
with "Hoarders."

Some people are bat[bleep] crazy
about throwing things away.

Give that back!

- Old homework,
three composition books,

an A-plus book report
from freshman year?

You don'’t need
any of this, Tamara.

- Don'’t tell me
what I don'’t need.

I worked really hard
on those.

I am allowed to preserve and
commemorate my accomplishments.

Now, give it back.

- Really?
- Aww, my SAT pencil.

Give it back!

- Hey, sweetie, where'’s Matty?

Are you excited
about grad night?

Your last night
of high school.

- Last night of a lot of things.

- Hey, take a spin
on the Zipper for me.

I love the Zipper.

- Ah yes, what memories
the Zipper at grad night

holds for me, crying
and vomiting as it spun around.

- You rode the Zipper
when you were pregnant with me?

- Of course not, the lap bar
wouldn'’t fit around me.

I managed to get sick
just watching your father.

- Hey, remember when it
got stuck all the way up?

- The only time any zipper
in your orbit

has been stuck
in the up position.

- Jenna, look,
I know this sucks,

I know you'’re pissed...
- We'’re gonna go.

- But we'’ve really got to talk.

- Okay, so--

- Hey, hey, hey,
guys, listen.

Listen to me.

Listen, life is going
to be full of challenges.

You'’re gonna have roads
to travel and crosses to bear,

crumbs to brush

and hairballs to flush,
but you'’re gonna make it, okay?

'’Cause you'’re strong.
- Thanks, right back at you.

- Oh, never buy
extended warranties.

- Okay, time to go.

We'’ve got a honeymoon to get to.

- Oh, I'’m sorry, am I keeping
you from your base need

to sweep me off
to my marriage bed

so I can perform
conjugal duties?

Men are such animals, but man,
once you get a taste for them?

Mmm.

One more thing, J--
- Val, honeymoon.

- All right,
all right, all right.

[cans rattling]

- So can we talk?

- Absolutely not.

We only have
24 hours left, Matty.

We'’re not gonna waste
any of it talking.

We have an entire relationship
to have tonight.

- There were so many things

I never got to do with Matty,

so I was determined
to make up for lost time.

[bell rings]

- Oh!
- Ugh!

- I wanted us to pack
as many different experiences

as we could
into our last night.

- Whoo hoo!
- Aah!

[bell dings]

- Hoo hoo hoo ha!

- Why are you still carrying
that thing?

- Because the locks on my car
are Brokedown Palace,

and people are sketch.

- Yeah, tweakers usually pass
right over a stereo or an iPhone

so they can get their hands
on some old pencils.

- Do you have to be
such a Rude Boy by Rihanna?

- Oh, come on. Hey, T, hey.

I'’m sorry.

- Everything'’s changing.

I was class president, Jake.

What if I'’m never president
of anything else ever again?

What if--what if this was it?

- You have a whole
new life ahead of you,

a whole new world of things
to be obsessive and controlling

and OCD about
and to excel at.

- No way, red cups?

Who would have the balls?

[Wizardz of Oz'’s
"Light It Up" plays]

♪

- Whoa.

- Mama needs.

- My treat.Come on.

Hey.

- Oh, hold on to
your allowance, Rosati.

- Your money'’s no good here.

- Oh, great, thanks. Why?

- Look at you, dude.

- All downhill from here.
- What?

- Guys like you
that wear letter jackets?

This is as good as it ever gets.

- That jacket gets replaced
with a cheap blazer and Dockers.

- Middle management city.

- Assuming you make it
through some night classes

in community college.

- So enjoy your
last kegger on us.

They won'’t have
these at LensCrafters.

[both laugh]

- I just love cotton
candy so much.

I wish I could fill
a whole room with it,

and you could just
roll around in it.

Except, ew, you'’d probably get
blue, sticky stuff everywhere.

- Will you, for the love

of all that is holy
in your simple little brain,

shut the [bleep] up?

- I'’m just trying
to take your mind

off of some of your misery
and nastiness.

- Why would you want to take me
out of my comfort zone?

- So that maybe when your night
starts to get better,

you won'’t feel bad for being
such a raving B-word to me.

- What are
you talking about?

Are you kidding me?

What are you doing here?

- Trying to build
some business

and thought you might
want to see me.

- You thought wrong.

This is
a high school function.

You'’re not invited.

Shouldn'’t you have to have
a permit or something?

- Seriously? You told me
she wanted to apologize.

- She does.

Just wait here.

- Oh, a romantic night
at the beach.

- Well, the real one
was too windy,

plus it'’d be rude
to bail on grad night.

- Okay, what do
you keep doing?

- Checking things
off our to-do list.

- Oh, you are very...

Organized.

- No.

Empty calories.

Jenna, I am here
as a friend, okay?

A friend with a conscience.

Comfort food
is a slippery slope.

You'’re gonna be cold
in your dorm,

and you'’re gonna be tempted

by something called
instant ramen--don'’t do it.

The sodium alone will bloat you
like nobody'’s business.

- Okay, sorry, guys.
- Trust me.

Take it from someone
who couldn'’t fit

into her shower stall
freshman year!

- He really wants to apologize.

He'’s really hurting and will do
anything to get you back.

- Then why didn'’t he just
call me?

- Because he'’s probably afraid
to because you'’re so mean.

- I'’m not that mean.

- Yes, you are!

You wouldn'’t even
let me sit with you

on the scariest ride here!

- Official make-out session

in the best make-out
spot in school?

Check.

Nope, time for
the drive-in movie.

- Oh, I think
there'’s one in 1977.

If we hurry to the time machine,
I think we'’ll make it.

- Come on.

Okay, so I'’ve got "Titanic,"

"Pretty Woman,"
"Transformers"--

which I'’ll suffer through
just for you--

Ooh,
"Lady & The Tramp."

- Um, I was enjoying
just making out.

- We'’re running
out of time.

We'’re gonna have to go
at this list two at a time now.

- Jenna, don'’t you think
we should talk about this?

At least a little?

- Talking is specifically
not on my list.

- Yeah, but it'’s on mine.

- And so it started,

the conversation
I'’d been avoiding all night.

With no summer
to nurture this relationship,

what would we do?

So I mean,
where do we go from here?

Do you want to--
I don'’t know, break up?

- No, just--

I don'’t want to do that.

- Good, neither do I.
- Breaking up would suck.

We just got together.

- Totally suck,
so let'’s just stay together,

keep our relationship going.

- Yeah, let'’s.

- From opposite sides
of the country.

- Yeah, but we can
see each other, like, a--

a few times a year,

if our breaks line up
at the same time.

- And if we can afford
plane tickets.

- Oh, planes suck.

We could Skype.

- Kissing a glass tablet
totally sucks.

- Yeah, most
of these options suck.

- What if we did the whole,

"When we'’re together,
we'’re together," thing?

- What about, "When we'’re not,
we'’re not?"

- Suckular.
- Suckfest.

- It was so much
less complicated

when I didn'’t know
I was in love with you.

- Right back at you,

though maybe I always knew
I was in love with you.

- You did?

You suck.

- We'’ll figure
something out.

- Yeah.

- Theo and Cole
are Sid Vicious.

Who cares what they think?

- They looked down on me,

and for what?

Because I have
a letterman jacket?

You know, I worked hard
for this jacket.

- Oh, interesting.
So would you say

that you'’re attached
to something from your past?

- And so what if I'’m not
going off to college?

[bleep] them.

They don'’t get to have
an opinion about me.

- Oh, my God, Jake, you'’re
taking this way too seriously.

Where are you going?
- To give them a piece

of my mind!

[vomiting]

- Argh!

[crowd reacts in disgust]

Get out of the way!

This is so disgusting.

Really?
I needed this tonight?

- It will wash off.

- It'’s someone else'’s
puke, Tamara!

And--and--

- Don'’t.

Okay, dramz alert.

Jake, come on,
that'’s your jacket.

- Was my jacket,
and that jacket is not who I am.

- You'’re overreacting
to some dumb comment.

- High school has left
the building.

- You'’re totes mangling quotes.
It'’s annoying.

- As annoying as carrying
a bag of old programs?

And what is that?

A pom-pom?

- It was under
the bleachers.

I had to.

Oh, my God.

I'’m standing here holding
a shriveled-up pom-pom.

Jake, this is not who I am.

- That a girl.

Yeah, get rid of all of it.

Here, I'’ll help.

Stupid composition books.
- [laughs]

- What do you want?
- What do you want?

- Okay, you'’re
wasting my time.

- And you'’re
wasting mine.

Lissa said you were hurting and
needed to tell me something?

- Well, Lissa
said you were hurting

and wanted to
tell me something.

both: Lissa?

- Okay, okay,
but it'’s technically true.

You guys do both have something
you want to say to the other,

even if you won'’t say it.

No, don'’t--don'’t go.

Don'’t go.

This should absolutely
be working.

It totally worked
in "The Parent Trap."

- Lissa, keep
your moronic Disney

wish fulfillment
for your own life.

- I tried it
with Mommy and Daddy,

and it almost worked
except Daddy'’s too gay,

but they'’re friends now,
and since Sergio'’s not gay

this should be working, darn it!

- That is literally
the stupidest thing

I'’ve ever heard.

- Sadita, don'’t be rude.

But yeah, beyond dumb.

Loco.

- Do you have any tomatillo?
- Get the [bleep] out of here!

- Stand down, Lissa.

- I'’ve missed
some of your rudeness.

- And I missed
your tomatillo breath.

- I love "The Parent Trap."

- Want to make out?

- [laughing]

- Here lies the red cup,

symbolizing my quest

for popularity,
my desperate need to fit in.

Nope.

I feel good about this, Jake.

- I think we'’ve
come a long way.

- I'’m kind of glad
we'’re together tonight.

- Oh, gee, thanks.

- I just mean there'’s
no one better

to close out high school with.

- I--yeah, I kind of wouldn'’t
want to be with anyone else.

- Hey.

- Are we
interrupting something?

- Only the last moments

of the most profound realz
I'’ve ever had,

the life-altering
conclusions about who I am,

and the bold choices I have made
to celebrate those conclusions.

- She dumped a bunch
of her old [bleep].

- Oh, awesome.

Now just throw Hamilturd
in there,

and it'’ll be a clean sweep.
- Sadita.

- Sadie, not the best time.

- God, lighten up, everyone.

- It'’s okay, guys.
She'’s just making a joke.

- I didn'’t mean to really
throw you in the dumpster.

Why is everyone
being so weird tonight?

We'’re out of this [bleep]hole.

We have the entire summer
to do anything we want.

That didn'’t feel as good
as I always thought it would.

- Hey.

- It'’s no use.

What'’s the point?

You'’re gone in the morning.

Maybe if we'’d had a summer--

- What if I--I
blow off soccer camp?

- No, this is just
the way things are.

We'’ve always had
bad timing,

and this time
it'’s nobody'’s fault,

but--
- But?

- Maybe it would be easier
for both of us if we--

- ♪ The spell is broken

♪

- Yeah.

- ♪ I am here with ye

♪

♪ Is this love

♪

♪ This could kill me

- [sobbing]

- I'’d spent the night alone.

It was probably the stupidest
thing I'’d ever done,

or the smartest.

All I wanted was for Matty
to knock on that door,

to tell me
that he wasn'’t leaving

and that it wasn'’t unfair of me
to want that.

[knocking on door]

- Surprise.

- Oh, God, not now, please?

It'’s not a good time.

- This will only
take a few minutes,

but it is an important
few minutes.

I thought of a few more things.

First, floss
is your friend, okay?

You do not--
- And she went on and on.

- Eat organic.

You will be shocked
at the volume in your stool--

- And on.

- Trust your heart,
because every moment counts.

Also, be wary of llamas.

Well...

that'’s all I got,
J-Town, so happy trails,

and you have a good life.

- It was a miracle.

It had taken four long years,

but something Val
said actually resonated.

"Trust your heart,
because every moment counts."

Val?
- Yes?

- Thank you.

[Secret & Wonder'’s
"How The Story Ends" plays]

♪

[door opens and closes]

♪ I'’m sorry
for breaking you ♪

[telephone ringing]

- Do you have
everything you need?

- Yeah, almost.

- You better--you better
get on the road,

or you'’re gonna--
- I will, Mom. I will.

I just--I have to take care
of something first.

- Oh.

[car horn honks]

Jenna?

- Matty, we were wrong.

We can make this work.

I have no clue how,
and you have no clue how,

and it'’s okay
to be completely clueless.

- But what if--
- Well, what if?

Life is just a series
of moments,

and every moment in life counts
no matter what the outcome is,

and I want to spend as many of
those moments as I can with you.

[upbeat music]

♪

- Jenna, these moments, they'’re
counting down pretty fast.

- We'’ll just have to find a way
to squeeze out a few more.

Got room for another?

- You'’re both pretty small.

I think we can make room.

- Bye, Miss McKibben.
- Bye. Love you, mom.

- It was 15 hours
to Berkeley.

At least that'’s what
we told each other.

Really, it was 7.

- Aah!
- Ah!

- Give me that.

- Whoa...

No peeking.

- But when you drive slow...

[cars honking]

And stop for gas all the time,

and grab dinner,

and hit traffic--

Oh, thank God
for traffic--

the hours add up.

- Hey, there'’s Berkeley.

- And the moments slip away.

Matty and I still had a lot
to figure out,

but we knew
that somehow we would.

We'’d jumped
through too many hoops

to let a little thing
like distance come between us.

We wouldn'’t let it,
because deep down

we knew that love
would conquer all.

Of course,
that'’s not quite what happened.