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[Jenna]
Previously on Awkward...

That's just the
engagement party

that you're hosting
tomorrow night.

She doesn't love him
and she never did!

I need to tell you something
about Matty.

He...loves...you!

[Jenna]
What did Gabby know
that I didn't?

Jenna, it's time
for your speech.

What speech?

Is it possible that you know who

you're meant to be with
from the start?

[Jenna]
T's party had left
both of us reeling,

me from Gabby's revelation that
Matty still had feelings for me,

and T from the end of her
engage---mish.

I couldn't think of a better way
to deal with these bombshells

then pigs in a blanket and
season four of Sex and the City.

You may have blown up
my engagement,

but at least your mom has
all of Sex and the Cityon DVD.

Hopefully it'll take my mind off
my ex in the Marines.

Carrie, take me away.

[porn music]

The [bleep]?

[woman on DVD]
As Charla was going uptown,

I was going way down.

[man on DVD]
They don't call me Mr. Big
for nothing!

Ew, stop it!Stop it!

Sexin' the Titties?

"Lace, thought we could watch
this one together. Love, Kev."

Ew.

[keys clacking]

[gunshot]

Why would your dad put his porn
in with the normal DVDs?

Keep the ish in your nasty
drawer with your motion lotion.

I don't even want to
think about it.

Let's just be grateful we found
the real DVDs.

[gasp]
Oh, my God. Jenna.

What if...what if Adam is my
Mr. Big, and I just let him go?

Oh, T.

He might have been
the love of my life

and I just let him
walk away.

Come on, do you really think
"the one" is a thing?

I mean, I think there are
lots of loves in your life.

No, there's one, and for me
it might have been Adam.

I'm never gonna meet a guy
like him ever again!

I'm going to end up marrying
some dude who should have

been a one night bland, and
yeah, we'll stay together

for the kids, but
there will be no real passion,

and we'll both end up having
affairs with our tennis pros.

I can't do this, Jenna!
I hate court sports!

Okay, take it down a little.

Carrie and Big spent
some time apart,

and they eventually
got back together.

I mean, maybe you can
get him back, too.

- You think so?
- Of course.

You're right.
I can win Adam back,

and it is not going to take me
six seasons to do it.

I'm going to go get him
right now.

[Jenna voice-over]
Tamara couldn't leave.

Because if Tamara left,
I'd have no choice

but to think about whether Matty
still had feelings for me,

and I did not want to
think about that.

Besides, it made no sense
for T to go now.

Adam's base was hella far.

T, it's 11:00, and his base
is hours away.

Just wait and call him
in the morning.

I can't call him in
the morning, Jenna.

It's love, it can't wait.

Nothing good happens
after midnight.

- Calm down.
- Don't tell me to calm down!

This is all your--

Okay, this is at least
half your fault.

Why aren't you being supportive
of this relationship?

Because it's not real.

T, you got engaged to a guy
you met two hours earlier,

and strung him along for months
because you loved playing bride!

It was all a sham!

Really? And what would you know
about a real relationship?

Uh, what is that
supposed to mean?

You [bleep] up all
your relationships.

Okay, no, I don't.

You are too short to ride that
LOL-lercoaster, Jenna.

You have sabotaged
every relationship

you have ever been in.

That is extremely untrue
and incredibly mean.

I say this with all the love
in the world,

but you are
a relationship saboteur.

And I don't want to follow
in your footsteps.

Honestly, the fact that
you don't think

I should go after Adam
means I definitely should.

[door closes]

[voicemail tone]

Hey babe, I'm on my way
to your base,

and I can't wait to see you
and explain to you

why I've been acting like
I ordered

a Venti DumDum Spice Latte
from Bizarrebucks.

You're totally going to laugh.
It's so us.

[Donora's Take My Heartplaying]

♪ I was meant to find you

♪ I was meant to fall in love

[Jenna voice-over]
I was trying to focus on
Carrie and company,

but I couldn't get what Tamara
had said out of my mind.

Was I really
a relationship saboteur?

[knocks]

Oh, my God, was Matty here?

Was he going to act on those
feelings Gabby told me about?

I wasn't ready for this.

Hey, is Gabby here?

She outran me and
then texted me

she was going to sleep
at your place.

Well, she texted me
"Slap win at Jerma's"

with some winking emojis,
but I got kind of worried.

I haven't seen her
since the party.

Well, right after the party,

when she was running
through my yard pantsless.

[bleep]
Okay, thanks.

Hey, while you're here,
quick question.

- Okay.
- Uh, we used to go out, and--

Oh, my God.
We did, didn't we?

I know, right?
It was, like, forever ago.

Yeah, we never talk
about it anymore.

Listen, I'm probably being
crazy, and this is probably

a dumb question, but...was I the
reason we didn't work out?

It was a long time ago.
It doesn't matter now.

Wait, so that's a no?

No.

Maybe you weren't completely
honest with me.

But, whatever.

It's not like you treated me
differently than anyone else.

What does that mean?

I don't have time to detail all
of the drama that you caused.

I gotta go find my girlfriend,

and if she's not here,
where is she?

♪ You were meant to
fall in love ♪

♪ You were meant to catch me

♪ And you were meant to
take, take my ♪

♪ Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,
ha, ha ♪

[both screaming]

What are you doing here?

- What are you doing here?
- It's my friggin' car!

Oh, the last thing I remember is
being so tired at Jenna's house

and your car looked
so comfortable.

Ugh, I think
I'm going to be sick.

No, do not ralph-and-roll
all over my upholstery.

My mom will go full
American Psycho.

There's a plastic bag
full of plastic bags

under the passenger seat.

- Can you just take me home?
- Totally.

We're just going to run
a quick errand first.

Mm.

[Jenna voice-over]
I'd gotten a lot of news
tonight,

and I couldn't help but wonder,
was any of it true?

Did Matty still love me?

Why did that freak me out?

Was it because I was bad
at relationships?

Is there such a thing
as "the one?"

And just how many
pigs in a blanket

is it okay to eat
before bedtime?

At times like these,
a girl can't get by

without a little help
from her friends.

[all]
Hi!

[Latin jazz music]

♪

[Latin jazz music]

♪

So, Gabby said Matty's
still in love with me.

Yay!
This is such great news.

I just read a book that said
high school sweethearts

make the best husbands.

No one's talking about husbands.

I don't even know if I still
have feeling for him.

I mean, sure, I did love him,
but the past is the past.

The past is never dead.
The past isn't even past.

That's what
Abraham Lincoln said.

I don't think
Abraham Lincoln said that.

Oh, yeah?
Then who said it?

Back to the Baberaham Lincoln
at hand,

honey, Matty doesn't love you.

Why would he?
He's a catch and you're a snatch

who ruins all her relationships.

I'm great at relationships.
I've had tons of boyfriends.

[laughter]

If you were great at
relationships,

you'd only have one.

Face it, you've blown up every
one of your relationships.

You're like an emotional
suicide bomber.

That's not true.
I'm always getting dumped.

Yeah, because you
[bleep] it up.

Go ask some of your dumb exes
if you don't believe us.

[Jenna voice-over]
At times like this,
a girl has to wonder,

why is there a man dressed as
a hotdog outside her window?

They say past actions are
the best predictor

of future behavior.

And so, before I turn
my attention

to the subject
of Gabby's gabbin',

I couldn't help but wonder,

am I the reason my
relationships fail?

Um, yeah.

♪

[sigh]

I thought you said we were
running a quick errand.

- We are.
- We've been driving for hours.

Just stay in the car and
be cool, okay?

We'll be home in no time.

Okay, so you haven't picked up
the phone yet

or responded to any of my
ten messages, 33 texts,

or seven sexts, which
the last one was pretty hot.

But that's okay,
because I'm here.

Like, literally, I'm outside.
See you in a min.

Jake?
I'm with Tamara.

I don't know, I'm literally in
the middle of a desert,

and it's dark and scary and
I think she's lost her mind.

Don't yell.
I'm still so drunk.

- Can I help you?
- I'm here to win back

the love of my life,
Adam Walker.

So should I just
head to his barracks,

or should I do a Say Anything
scenario out here,

or, oh, is there, like,

a super romantic restaurant
on base?

There's no visitors on base
between midnight and 6 a.m.

Totally,
that makes good sense.

Um, I'm not a visitor,
I'm an estranged fiancé.

There's no visitors on base
between midnight and 6 a.m.

[sigh]

- So, can we go?
- Not until I've seen Adam.

We're gonna stay here
all night.

Let me out!
Let me out!

[horn honking]
- Let me out! Let me out!

[sighs]

♪

What are you talking about?

I didn't sabotage
my relationship with you.

You dumped me!

[laughs]
Jenna, you left me

standing in 20-degree weather
on the side of a mountain

after you begged me
to meet you there.

That's not fair.

Eva had taken Matty off
somewhere and--

See, that's it, right there.

You rescued Matty at
Mr. PHHS,

and then even though I came up
to that mountain to be with you,

you couldn't resist getting
involved with him and Eva.

But neither of those
were my fault.

My friends were having
so much drama,

and I just got sucked into it.

But the thing is, you didn't
have to get sucked in.

You wanted to.
You always had one foot

out of our relationship.

- Luke.
- It's okay, I get it.

If you never go all the way in,
you can never get hurt.

I was hurt when we broke up.

You were bummed.

But you were kissing someone
else a week later.

Listen, Jenna, I think you're
a really good person.

Would you please
stop saying that?

But if you can't go all-in,

you shouldn't be in
a serious relationship.

What is Luke even talking about?

Serious relationship
are my jam.

The fact that you think that
is sadder than that tutu.

You're a total bummerina.

I'm not, I kind of think
I'm pulling it off.

The only thing you're
pulling off is your clothes

every time you meet someone
with a Y-chromosome.

- And you know why?
- Because I'm in love with love.

Because you're in love
with the drama.

Like when you dated that sweet
sophomore goober

with the crush on you.

Why don't you try
talking to him?

I'm not addicted to drama.

I'm not that slutty.

I look great in a tutu.

Okay, Jake will be here
in a few hours.

He's freaking out about
not getting

a solid eight hours of sleep.

[laughs]
He still does that?

Oh, my God,
I've never met someone

who's more insane about it.

Well, except for
actual toddlers.

[laughs]
Oh.

I feel like raw ass.

My stomach's launching a coup
against the rest of me.

Yeah, there's nothing worse than
being awake for the transition

from drunk to hung-over.

Here.

Okay, you have a full Walgreen's
worth of stuff in your car.

Well, you never know what
you're going to need.

I can't believe we're
stuck here until six.

- I have an idea.
- Show the guard my boobs?

I thought about that,
but this dress is

too complicated to undo.

Disturbing, and no.

Give me a minute.

[pop music playing]

♪

Hi, my friend and I need to
talk to Adam Walker.

It's urgent.

Yeah, I'm sure it is,
but as I told your friend,

there's no visitors
until 6 a.m.

Who's talking about visiting?
We would just be so happy

if he could come down here and
talk to us outside base.

Why don't you just
call him yourself?

I would, but my--my phone
doesn't have service,

and my friend is having
an emergency.

I mean, look at her.

[singing]

[sobbing]

Okay, all right, all right.

If I call him,
would you stop crying?

Yes.

Ha-ha-ha!

♪ Take my ha, ha, ha, ha

[fake sobbing]

[Jenna voice-over]
Maybe Sadie was right.

Maybe I had more drama than
a whole Taylor Swift album.

But that's just in
serious relationships.

When things were more casual,
the drama was dunzo.

I didn't need to ask
the little sophomore.

There was no drama
with Owen.

Are you [bleep] kidding me?

What? I thought what we had
was simple.

Maybe for you, because
you weren't in it.

I for one found the whole thing
very dramatic and stressful.

I didn't realize
you felt that way.

Because you never really
listened to anything I said.

And you took my V-card, and then
you could hardly look at me.

- Come on, I liked you.
- No, you didn't.

You liked the validation.
Think about it, Jenna.

You only kissed me because
you thought

Matty was kissing someone else.

And you only slept with me
because you were sad

you didn't get into SCU.

It was never about me.
It was about you.

- I'm sorry.
- Whatever, I gotta go.

I'm working on a new piece,
classical music.

Very exciting.
It's chords, pianos,

musical notes of--of some sort.

What are you talking about?
Are you having a stroke?

You don't know enough about
music for your brain

to actually understand
what I'd say here.

I told you, you never
really listened.

[Jenna voice-over]
I couldn't deny that
my relationship with Owen

had been based on the fact that

he made me feel good
about myself.

But was that true of my
other relationships?

Was I vali-dating?

Yeah, Jenna.
You were.

Yay!
I thought you'd be

all doom and gloom
up in your room,

but you came down!

Okay, Withholding Warren
over here.

Look, I know I messed up, and I
that things got out of control,

but what you need
to understand is that

I didn't realize
what I was doing.

I thought you were shipping out,
and I had just read this

Rev War-themed romance novel,
One If By Land, Two If By We.

Totally recommend.

And I was just in a really

super patriotic place
emotionally.

And, you know, everybody always
says that we need to

support our troops,
and I love our country.

I mean, everybody's always
saying that about me.

I'm like Betsy Ross
in a miniskirt, so--

Tamara, you took
my grandmother's ring.

You are so full of [bleep].

Adam, come on.

[somber music]

♪

[hip-hop music]

[Collin]
Listen, Jenna.

We all know why you dated me.

Temporary psychosis?

Because I made you feel smart.
Plus, I'm irresistible.

Was irresistible.

As in, irresistible in the past.

Well, you know what they say,
the past is never dead.

The past isn't even past.
Martin Luther King, Jr.

- That's not who said that.
- Then who is?

Anyway, I'm loving college.

So full of intellectuals.

Nothing like PHHS.

I'd say present company
excluded.

I feel like my writing is
really in a new place.

I'm working on this novel,
it's like Ayn Rand

meets Jeff Eugenides.

The hero, he's tormented
by his love for two women.

There's a gorgeous but troubled
woman who yearns to be

half the talent the hero is,
and a gorgeous,

but quirky girl who's jealous
of the hero.

That sounds terrible.
Also, those two women

sound like the same character.

[laughs]
It's serious literature, Jenna.

You wouldn't understand.
I mean, you're having

a Sex and the Citydream.

It's not exactly Franzen, is it?

Okay, just because
women like something,

doesn't make it frivolous.

Wait, this is a dream.
I can do whatever I want.

Oh!Jenna!

Stop trying to turn me on.

Ugh, you are literally
a nightmare person.

Why did I ever like you?

Because he wasn't me.

♪

Did you see that?

I couldn't stop watching.

It was like a car accident.

How can he be such a cold front

when all I'm trying to do

is bask him in my sunshine?

Honestly, why wouldn't he be?

You let the guy think you were
going to marry him,

and now you're barely even
saying you're sorry.

I was apologizing.

No, you were trying to coast
on the fact

that you're cute and charming.

But when you really hurt
someone,

you have to do better than that.

[sighs]

[Latin jazz music]

♪

"Because he wasn't me."

Can you believe it?

- Yeah, I can believe it.
- For sure.

You should just go
talk to Matty.

He's your one.

He's not my one!

That's not even a thing.

Fine, then go tell him you're
not in love with him.

No!
Jenna, believe in love!

Come on, Jenna, you're always
complaining about

what a [bleep] inconvenience it
is to have Matty McKibben

in love with you, so why don't
you just go and shut it down?

Fine.
I will.

Hey, kid.

Matty, you were right.

I only hooked up with Collin

because he was everything you
weren't, including an [bleep].

Jenna, listen.
I have to tell you something.

No, you don't.

No, I do. I still...
want to be with you.

[pop music]

You still want to
be with me?

[drill sergeant shouting]

[Tamara]
Adam!

Adam!

Adam!
Adam Walker!

Please listen to me!

This had better be quick.

It will be.
I promise.

Listen.
You're right.

I screwed up, big time.

I lied to you,
and I hurt you,

and I never should have
accepted your proposals.

Especially the second one.

Especially this.

♪

Hey.
Are you ready?

Shh!
I'm watching.

I didn't break it off before
because we are so good together.

And I didn't want to lose that.

I didn't want to lose you.

It took ending our engagement
for me to realize

that I love you, but I do,
I really, really do,

and I just wanna start over.

Please, can we start over?

Thanks for the apology.

I appreciate it.

But I can't do this.

I'm not some yo-yo that
you can just jerk around.

Adam.

Adam, come on!

♪

♪ You're like a blizzard

♪

Hey!
Hey, hey, hey, it's okay.

It's okay.
You're gonna be okay.

Hey, I'm sorry.

So...you guys want
to get a room?

- Jake!
- Raunchy Rosati!

I meant to sleep!
I'm so tired.

Well, I mean, unless there's

something else you guys
want to do.

Stop!

It was worth a shot.

Come on.

[playful music]

♪

What are you doing here?
I already talked to you.

We're here so you can realize

what you've been hiding from
all year.

No, no, no, that's okay.

Ah.
Comfy.

Put it together, Jenna.

Come on, you got this.

No, this is--this is too weird.

I have to leave.

Okay, no.
Not you too.

Come on, Hamildunce.
Even you're good enough

at math to add
this one up.

I'm sorry, Jenna,
but even I get it.

Oh, I figured it out.

That quote about the past was
by William Faulkner.

Duh, I should've known that one.

Okay, uh, good dream, guys.

Thanks for the help,
but you can go now.

[door opens]

♪

You sabotaged
our relationship

because you were
still into Matty.

You only dated me because
I was different than Matty

You were in love
with the drama,

because it led you
back to Matty.

You never would have kissed me

unless you thought Matty was
kissing someone else.

What does it all add up to,
Jenna?

♪ You, your heart
is golden ♪

Oh, my God.

♪

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.
It's Matty.

I've never stopped being in love
with Matty.

I love Matty.

[Jenna voice-over]
The sun was up,
and I was more awake

than I'd been in a long time.

And for once, I was going to do
something about it.