All language subtitles for i_am_s02e02_i_am_danielle

What's your idea of the perfect person
or relationship?

Well, for me, that is just someone that

is genuine, kind.

They're willing to do life with me.

Someone who's sensitive to how I feel
and

someone who loves me for me, like they
genuinely love me.

Like they won't look in another
direction.

They have a genuine love for me and I
have a genuine love for them.

Like, you journey together.

No matter what life may bring or what
you may face, you journey together and

accept each other's flaws and you work
through it together.

And what if you meet that person and
then they don't end up being like that?

Then it wasn't for me.

But Danny, your standards are so high.

This guy's going to have to be a
superhero.

Beautiful creamer.

Creamer, right? Yeah. How are you? You
good?

I'm good.

You guys got started already?

Yes, we have. Do you want to have a look
at some?

Yes, we are.

I don't like the full body look. The
white is just not doing it for me. A

bit more of a... Do you want to bring
down the light a bit on the main one?

Yes, please.

Sure.

Oh!

Got it? Yes. Please review your amazing
self.

Don't yell, right?

I'm always right.

Beautiful. Wow. Okay, hold that.

Something happens to Karima when I get
on.

These are amazing.

Last couple shots.

Five.

And then we're good.

Hello. Hey.

I just saw you in the corridor.

Yeah. How are you?

I'm good, yeah.

Are you happy with what you're wearing?

Yeah. Really like this jumper.

Really like it.

What about what you have on your feet?

Yeah, they're different, but yeah, I
like them. They're nice. They're

comfortable. Good.

Okay.

Nice. That's it.

What's your name?

Michael. Michael.

You're Danielle, right?

Mm -hmm.

All right.

Karima, you did an amazing job.

I don't want to waste your time.

So I'm going to swap you out for
Michael.

Thank you so much.

Thank you.

Same deal.

Yep. With glasses?

Mmm, yep.

Can you take them off?

Good. Do you want me to carry on? Mm
-hmm. Yeah.

Okay, let's try something without the
glasses, actually.

So we're going to do halfway up. Here.

Looks good.

Keep going.

Nice. You can have a smile.

That's it.

That's it. Nice.

If you just fix the collar and press,
that's it. Perfect.

Hey, Danielle, sorry to disturb you. I
just wanted to say thank you so much for

today. It was amazing.

Oh, no problem. Amazing. So, yeah,
hopefully we can work again sometime.

If you're up for that.

Sure. Bless you.

Thank you. You did a good job. Thank
you. Thanks.

Do you want me to turn the lights out
for you?

Transfer them?

I can do that for you. Love you.

See you tomorrow.

See you tomorrow.

Dee? Oh.

I had such a good night.

And I met this guy who, Danny, is so
fit.

Sorry.

I don't know. I'm not going to jump too
ahead. Yeah, I'm just, I'm excited. It

was fun.

Who seemed to put them straight away?

I mean, obviously I want to come off as,
like, I need to be busy. I am busy, but

I want to appear busier.

He got my number.

Yeah. You got my number.

Sorry.

I knew you were busy. You got a lot of
work.

See him a bit.

What? What do you want me to say?

Nothing. Just had a fun night and I'm
excited.

Are you always trying to find your
happiness in other people?

How do you keep doing that?

Why can't you have anything stable?

Why do you feel the need to go around
with so many different people?

I don't think I do that.

Why do you let people hurt you?

Like you put yourself out there to be
hurt, why?

You keep hoping and wishing that the
next time it's going to be a little bit

better. Yeah, but what else is there to
do?

I want to meet someone, but it's hard.

I want you to be happy as well. I'm
going to have that.

I don't know when I'm going to have it,
but I'm going to have it. I don't know

when. I don't know how.

And you're right, it is hard.

easy, you know.

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.

I'm just trying.

That's what I'm trying to do.

I know, but I just don't want you to
settle for less.

Can I ask you something?

Yeah.

When's the last time you were with
somebody?

All right, let's talk about it. Is that
all right?

Okay.

I just wondered what you were... what
your situation was or...

if you had a situation or if you... I
can't really work out what you want.

It's just I've made a promise to myself
that I wouldn't waste my time with

anyone. I just don't want to do that
again.

And I don't want to be in something
that's not going to result to anything.

I just don't want it.

I'd rather be by myself.

You might just want to be friends and
that's OK.

That's purely my intention.

Yeah. I came in here thinking it's
friends, not think, like, emotional, not

think deep.

OK, cool.

Like, I feel better now that I know,
like, this is, like, a cool friendship.

Yeah, it still is.

A cool friendship. What, did you think
it was something more?

No. Why would I think that?

I don't know, maybe I read into the
messages a little bit.

Maybe, maybe, but, yeah, I literally
just...

wanted to be friends with you i really
want to get to know you okay i guess i

think i enjoy your company that's
confusing oh okay anyway well okay no

gonna i'm i know okay cool friend cool
friend so fud me then

yeah yeah that was that was my intention
so yeah

um i've got to go um i've got a couple
meetings and OK, as in now? Yeah, but I

can cover the bill and... No, that's
fine, I'll cover it.

OK, cool.

Yeah. Are you sure?

Yeah. I might as well leave out with
you, then, if you're leaving.

OK. Yeah?

Yeah.

Thank you. Thank you, bye.

Can I just grab the bill for that table,
please? Yeah, sure.

Thank you, thanks a lot. Cheers, bye.

OK.

Yeah, I'm probably going to head now.
Wait, wait.

No, because obviously I live around that
way, so I can just walk that way. Oh,

okay. So, yeah, do you know which way
you're going?

Yeah, I'm just going to have a little
walk down there.

That way? Yeah.

Okay.

Okay. Well, yeah, enjoy the weather and
I guess I'm going to be going that way.

Okay. All right. See you. All right. See
you.

I'm back.

Hello.

You alright?

You look cute. Where have you been?

Out.

Okay.

Well, okay, where did you go then?

Somewhere.

Somewhere north.

Who's he been with? I know all of your
friends.

What's wrong with you?

I can't even go out without you asking
me a question.

Danny! You're asking me stuff.

Do you want a tea?

Yeah.

You look so cute. What have you been
doing? What have you been doing?

I just went out for, I don't know, I
think it was breakfast or brunch,

something.

Right. What, a meeting?

I guess you can call it that.

Have you gone on a date?

That's not a no.

That's a yes.

Don't lie. I can see it.

Stop. OK, I'll stop pushing. I'll stop
pushing.

I can see you're glowing.

The sun is settling onto you. You're
glowing.

It's weird taking photos of the river,
but... ..try to find, like, metaphors.

Feel like images express how you feel a
little bit more.

Modern words.

Come into your world.

And see things how you see things.

Can you teach me how to cheat on that?

What do I do?

You can feel.

Feel and let your instincts guide you.

Once you press this button, that's a
moment in time.

So make it count.

Oh, that's super cheesy.

Well, that's what...

Is everything alright?

You're hard to read.

Am I supposed to be easy to read?

I find it hard to trust people.

I don't think I can... I don't know if I
can trust you.

So, I respect that.

I can't break your heart because we're
not in a relationship.

I can't break your trust because I'm
still getting to know you, I guess, and

you're still getting to know me.

That being said... I like this.

Whatever this is.

It's a start, right?

Thanks.

I just want to know... I don't know.

Who do you know?

Me too.

But you're not telling me nothing, and
I'm just in a place in my life where I

need certainty.

I don't have a lot of time to
accommodate.

I just don't.

Okay. I don't want something that's
meaningless.

I want something more.

I want to know if you're for real.

And if you're not, that's okay, but I
just can't keep doing this. I have

to do. Like, I'm missing work.

Like, I have to make ends meet.

I have to make ends meet, and spending
time with you is nice, but it has to be

for some reason.

If it's not for a reason, then why are
we doing it?

What's the point?

I just wanted to let you know what I
want in life.

Sorry, I did.

I want to find that person to do life
with.

I'm not here to waste your time.

You're not.

No one needs to know that.

I want to do this with you.

And I mean it.

You've got roots.

Don't mess up your shirt. It's fine.
It's fine.

It's fine.

Don't hurt me.

There's anything that you...

That can happen.

If we argue, we'll... I know we're still
getting to know each other, and

that's OK.

And if we fall out or anything like
that, or we don't agree, or we get on,

whatever it is, I'm cool with that,
but... ..don't,

um... ..don't do that.

Pinky promise.

It's not pinky promise.

It's a purple furnace.

A real furnace.

Very special, you know.

It's okay.

It's okay.

What are you thinking?

You ever meet someone and then you
leave, like, super confused?

All the time.

I get confused by guys all the time.

So a guy talks to you and he tells you
something, how do you know he's genuine?

Like, how do you know you can trust
that?

If you can trust somebody.

Um...

Like, you can tell, you can see. I think
you can see in someone's eyes if

they're able to, like, look at you.

You know, like, when I'm... Sometimes
you know when I'm lying to you, do you

know what I mean? So it's almost like...
It always looks to me.

I'm not always lying to you.

But it's kind of like that.

If they say something that's kind of
profound and about you,

or they give you, like, a compliment...

I don't know, like, how do you know that
it's genuine?

I don't think you can know if they're
genuine until you get to know them a

little bit.

Like, figure out who they really are.

This is nice.

You want a drink?

I'll call it right out.

Here you are.

Welcome to my safe place.

So I come to think about life.

The music on the decks.

And you're standing here.

And people watch.

I want to know more about you.

You hide so much.

Why?

You have my... You have my secrets.

You're a special human being, you know
that?

Has anyone told you that before?

Wow.

Beautiful.

Ooh. What?

What's happened?

No more film?

No.

Trust it. See, good thing I brought
mine.

Yeah, it's done. Good thing I brought
mine.

There's going to be so many pictures of
me.

Let me see.

Ooh, gorgeous, gorgeous.

Oh, you're taking...

One of yourself, okay. No.

Huh? You can get in it if you want.

We look good. I know.

Ooh, look at the sun. Ooh, look at the
sun. Oh, my God.

Well, I'm going to post that. The last
one's the best one.

Yeah.

Definitely.

What are you thinking about?

You're going to have some exes coming
out of the woodworks after this photo.

Is this a nice photo?

Of course not.

Why would you think that?

I didn't do that sort of thing.

But you haven't even asked me anything
about... About? I might have some guys

running after you. Do you have any crazy
extras that I need to know about?

Huh? A lady never tells.

Oh, so you could potentially have a
crazy ex and they could be coming after

me and I don't know.

I remember my mum saying stories about
my dad and her.

Back home, how they fell in love when
they were kids.

And they grew up with that love.

They got married, they had me.

And she felt like she married her best
friend.

Then they broke up.

I promised myself that I'd never want
that.

I literally don't want to be with
someone just for a moment and then lose

all.

Have you ever thought about that?

It's just like... not breaking up.

And being married.

Love and marriage is something that
really matters in my life.

And I want to share that love with you.

Would you share it with me?

Thank you, President.

For what?

You're welcome.

He's special.

Like, I feel proper happy.

What are you doing?

I'm not doing that. I'm not doing that.
No.

Yes, you are.

Hey. Hey.

Good to see you.

How are you?

I'm alright, yeah. Yeah, good.

How are you?

Good.

Yeah, long time since college.

Yeah, it's been a really long time.

Obviously,

I, I reached out to you, um, because I
just feel

like you need to know.

Like, I just, I just, I feel like I've
got this, like, responsibility or

something to tell you.

Okay, um, I saw your post.

And it was, like, the first time that
I'd seen Michael

in, like, six years. And it made me feel
quite sick, if I'm honest.

Seeing how, like, sweet and loving he
was being with you.

But, um... Basically, about, like, six
years ago,

me and Michael were, like, hanging out.

And it wasn't that long.

Like, it was maybe the second time that
I saw him.

But... We

started to, you know, have sex.

And...

It's like that.

And so I told him to stop.

I told him a few times, Daniel.

I told him to stop.

But he just wouldn't stop.

And he didn't stop until... Until he
was...

Until he wanted to. So, yeah,

like... Michael raped me.

And, yeah,

and then that was, like, the last time I
saw him.

And so I think I just tried to live
through it, but I think it has affected

relationships and how I am when I'm
intimate with people.

Like, I've really taken on a lot of
people's shit.

I just feel like you just deserve to
know. I wish someone had told me.

I wish someone had warned me.

And I just wouldn't want your experience
to be anything like mine.

I take it he hasn't spoken to you about

anything like this before.

Well, he needs to man up.

And I'm not to it.

Because it's going to affect his
relationships. I mean, it's affected

I don't need him to say anything to me.
I don't need to take it anywhere. But

Michael raped me.

No, you won't.

You're okay.

I know what's wrong.

Talk to me.

It's nothing.

What what?

I should have told you. I know what I've
done was wrong. It wasn't right. You

know what you did?

Yes, I know what I've done. Oh, so now
you can tell me. All these months I've

been with you, now you can tell me.

I'm really... I don't want to listen to
you. I don't want to listen to you. I

don't want to listen to you. I don't
want to listen to you.

It doesn't make it right what I've done.

But that's not me.

You know who I am. That's not me.

You made me sick.

You made me sick.

You made me sick.

You made me sick.

I didn't know how to deal with it. I
didn't know how to say it to you.

But what can I do with you? I found
someone I love for the first time in my

life.

I want to fix this.

I really want to fix this.

I loved you with all I had. I loved you
with all I had.

I loved you with all I had.

I know what I should have told you.
Everything ahead.

What can I do to fix this, please? I
want to fix this.

I want to prove to you I'm a different
man now.

I'm going to go apologise to her.

If that's what it takes, I'll do it.
You're going to go apologise to her.

going to go turn.

You're going to go police. Whatever
you've got to do, you're going to go do

Whatever it takes, I'll do.

I want to make this right.

I'm not going to hide anymore.

There's nowhere for me to hide.

I'll go to the police. I'll be a better
person for you and for Natalie.

I'm going to do that.

I can't lose you. I really can't. I
can't. I can't.

I can't.

Daniel, please.

Please.

Please. Please.

Sorry about running away.

I understand.

To hear something like that about your
boyfriend, that's...

That's a lot.

I'm sorry.

I respect you so much.

I thank you for being brave.

Let me see what's the truth.

I'm just really thankful that you could
listen.

Because like, you know, I don't want...

I don't wish him bad. I don't think he
necessarily should be deemed a

bad person because he did a bad thing.

So long as he can accept it.

I just didn't want you to go through
what I'm going through.

It's really hard to live in denial
about.

Something like that.

I don't know.

Thanks for coming.

I want you to know that I've been to the
police.

I've owned up to everything.

I want to make this work, Danielle.

I'm sorry.

I love you, but I can't be with you.

I'm pleased you did the right thing.

Okay, you guys look amazing.

I need a lot of strength.

Let me see a reason why I should buy
these clothes.

Wow.

Wow, okay, hold that.