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- Sit here.
- Okay.
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I want you to sit up for a second
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I'm gonna ask you
a few questions, okay?
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Right now.
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Today is your birthday.
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Today's my birthday.
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And how old are you?
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Two years old.
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Okay.
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Yeah.
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Oh, yeah.
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Hi.
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Hi.
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Hi.
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Test...
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Testing one, two, three.
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- Is today your birthday?
- Yeah.
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I'm gonna... Oh, just
take another question, okay?
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No.
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What do you wanna do?
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Ella, can I ask you a question?
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How do you feel about
our relationship, you and me?
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Just good.
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Definitely good.
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- It feels good.
- Yeah.
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Feels good to me, too.
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Three.
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My favorite food...
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is a treat.
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And what's your favorite treat?
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Lollipops.
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What do you wanna do
when you grow up?
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Do you know?
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Put on makeup and eat gum.
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Is that all you wanna do?
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Is there anything you wanna do
when you grow up
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in terms of the kind of you do?
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I wanna put makeup on.
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What are dreams?
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Dreams are when you see
alligators climbing all over you
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and bite them.
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What is "power"?
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- Do you know what power is?
- No.
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You have no idea what power...
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What does the word "power" mean?
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It's for this.
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For what?
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For vaginas.
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That's what power means to you.
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- Yeah.
- Okay.
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Just leave that alone.
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You don't have to touch that.
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Don't worry about that.
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Don't touch it.
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Please don't touch it.
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No, it's not good.
I will have to take it off then.
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- Take it off.
- Please don't touch it.
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Are we done yet?
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Let's talk about two other things.
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No, I'm too tired.
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What would you like to do
when you grow up?
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But first,
I need to have my lollipop.
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I wanna be a grown-up when I grow up.
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What do you wanna do
when you grow up?
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Be a mommy.
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What are you most afraid of?
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Dragons and monsters.
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What is "power"?
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I don't know.
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What do you think it means?
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What does "power" mean?
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Power means...
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I don't know.
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- Just feel my muscles.
- All right.
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See? They're big.
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Yeah.
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- I have another question for you.
- What?
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What are dreams?
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I know what dreams are.
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You sleep and think at the same time.
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What are nightmares?
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You think something is happening
when it's dark
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but it's not really happening.
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I'm too bored.
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Why are you so bored?
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Because it's not fun.
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What's not fun?
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This.
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You keep wanting
to get older and older.
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How come you're in a hurry?
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Because I wanna grow up.
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Don't you like being four?
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No, I like being five.
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I used to be four, but now I'm...
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five.
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This is the last time
I will have to say it.
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Goodbye, goodbye
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My own self, four
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Hello, hello
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My own self, five
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I don't like when I go
to bed at nighttime
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'cause sometimes I think
when you guys leave me alone
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it looks like witches, like,
are peeking out of the door
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like this, you know what I mean?
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The side of the door
holding the hand on it
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and they're looking like that.
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That's what I'm afraid of.
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What's your favorite thing
that you eat?
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Sweets.
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You eat sweets.
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But what sweet is your favorite?
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Lollipops.
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'Cause then you know I...
You can pull.
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Sometimes I, like, grab a stick
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with the lollipop,
with the ball on it.
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You know what I mean?
And then I... I bite this.
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I... I pull it off with my teeth
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the ball, and then I chew on it.
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That's how it makes it food.
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And there's also juice
when I chew on it.
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How do you feel about me and you?
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I like being together.
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You do?
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- We don't need that.
- No, no.
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I talk loud!
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I talk very, very loud!
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Muscles.
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Strong.
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Power.
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How would you use the word
in a sentence?
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I'm powerful.
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What are nightmares?
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They're scary dreams.
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What are dreams?
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Not scary nightmares.
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Tell me what you're most afraid of.
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You.
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Really?
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No, seriously.
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Are you really most afraid of me?
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- Why d'you say that?
- I don't know.
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- It's okay. Are you...
- I don't wanna.
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Are you afraid of me at all?
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You are?
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- Like, how?
- I don't know.
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You scare me.
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When?
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I don't wanna answer that.
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What is your favorite thing in life?
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My birthday.
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- Daddy, Daddy.
- What?
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My eyes, Daddy, my eyes.
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On you.
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I want to be... singer.
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- A singer?
- And make sounds.
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- Really?
- Yes.
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Snakes can kill you.
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If they bite you,
and they can kill you.
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Are you afraid of being killed?
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- Not exactly.
- What do you like most in life?
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Friends and family.
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And Hannah Montana.
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I wanna have a cat.
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A kitten.
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And more friends.
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A cat, a kitten, and more friends.
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I wanna be more...
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excited about today.
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Okay, that's good.
So, you're not that excited?
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I'm not... I'm not excited
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but I wanna be excited, and I'm not.
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- Okay. Was there any...
- Last year was the best year ever.
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It was?
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What was your... what was the best
thing that happened last year?
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I like Hannah Montana,
and I got into it.
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You got into that, huh?
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You like that.
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What was one of the things
you didn't like about last year?
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You didn't let me
watch Hannah Montana.
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Okay.
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My name is Ella,
and I'm turning eight today.
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To be smart.
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Okay.
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- Do you feel you are?
- Yeah.
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So you have what you want.
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But I wanna be smarter.
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I wanna be...
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on TV.
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- You do?
- Yes, I do.
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- Doing what?
- Singing.
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- You wanna sing on TV?
- Yes.
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Well, I don't have to be
on television
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but, yeah, I wanna be a singer.
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You wanna be a singer, and why?
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I love to sing.
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She said whoever could memorize...
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do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do
forwards and backwards
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would get a treat,
and I could... I can do it.
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And she gave me a treat.
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- Do you wanna do it?
- Okay.
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Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do
Do-ti-la-so-fa-me-re-do
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That's smart.
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Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
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How do you measure...
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Measure a year?
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How would you describe yourself?
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Fun.
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Funny.
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Jokeful, loving.
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Peaceful sometimes.
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Hyper.
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Cool.
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And...
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kind.
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Sometimes.
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Most of the time, a lot.
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What's the most
important thing to you?
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My family.
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Does my dog count as my family
and my friends?
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- Sure.
- Okay.
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I'm afraid of being different.
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Not fitting in and being made fun of.
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Are you a popular kid?
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Ish.
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I wanna use the time that I have
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doing things that matter to me.
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I think power can also have...
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not have something
to do with, like, physical
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like, how strong you are, but also...
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how brave you are
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if you're willing to stand up
for someone.
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What do you wanna say
to your older self?
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So, imagine yourself, like, 21 or 25.
What would you like...
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What would the nine-year-old Ella
like to say to her older self?
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Well, you'll be alive when I'm...
by the time I look at this, right?
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- I hope so.
- If my dad's alive
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I hope by the time you see this,
that you'll film.
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You'll still be filming...
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me on my birth...
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you'll still be filming yourself,
which is me on...
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on my...
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- I'm talking to myself, right?
- Right.
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- On my birthday.
- Are you talking to me?
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Here's my dad.
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Okay.
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All the single ladies
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All single ladies
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All the single ladies
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All the single ladies
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Now, put your hands up
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Up in the club, just broke up
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Doing my own little thing
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Be an artist or...
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be a comedian.
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To be a good person.
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And learn.
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But not be perfect.
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Let's talk about
you and me for a second.
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Any feelings, thoughts
about our relationship?
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Nope
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It's time to try defying gravity
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Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
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And you won't bring me down
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- Who's this?
- This is my dog.
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- Bye. Happy birthday to me.
- Bye, see you next year.
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What are you most afraid of?
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Life.
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I'm afraid of living.
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Because there's twists and turns
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that you don't expect,
and it can be rough.
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And I don't wanna go through that.
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I couldn't tell you for sure
273
00:15:57,070 --> 00:16:00,115
but if I had to think off the spot,
I would probably...
274
00:16:02,659 --> 00:16:04,202
animal rights activist.
275
00:16:04,536 --> 00:16:05,579
Power...
276
00:16:06,663 --> 00:16:10,208
is being able to stand up
for what you believe in.
277
00:16:11,460 --> 00:16:12,502
Power...
278
00:16:14,754 --> 00:16:16,798
is being yourself.
279
00:16:17,757 --> 00:16:19,217
That takes a lot of power.
280
00:16:19,884 --> 00:16:23,430
Our relationship has been tough
this past year.
281
00:16:24,389 --> 00:16:26,224
I think it's gotten worse
282
00:16:26,307 --> 00:16:27,809
the past few months but...
283
00:16:28,393 --> 00:16:29,769
Well, actually not worse.
284
00:16:29,894 --> 00:16:33,314
Just a little more difficult
'cause we've been fighting a lot.
285
00:16:33,940 --> 00:16:34,982
And...
286
00:16:36,734 --> 00:16:37,944
I... I don't know. I...
287
00:16:39,070 --> 00:16:42,865
But we always make up
and forgive each other in the end.
288
00:16:42,949 --> 00:16:44,200
So, I feel...
289
00:16:45,284 --> 00:16:46,452
pretty good about it.
290
00:16:47,953 --> 00:16:49,663
What does your 11-year-old...
291
00:16:50,956 --> 00:16:55,586
self wanna say
to your 25-year-old self?
292
00:16:57,254 --> 00:17:01,216
Hi, you probably sound like
a real dork right now
293
00:17:01,300 --> 00:17:04,678
'cause you're gonna think
I'm much cooler than I am right now.
294
00:17:05,137 --> 00:17:07,473
And I hope that...
295
00:17:10,475 --> 00:17:12,311
you still like you
296
00:17:12,644 --> 00:17:14,104
or I still like me
297
00:17:14,187 --> 00:17:15,397
or whatever you'd say.
298
00:17:18,692 --> 00:17:20,694
Hi, how are you?
299
00:17:21,736 --> 00:17:25,615
My name is E-L-L-A.
300
00:17:26,658 --> 00:17:30,286
I love sign language
301
00:17:30,412 --> 00:17:31,996
but I'm not...
302
00:17:33,039 --> 00:17:34,082
deaf.
303
00:17:36,167 --> 00:17:37,669
I'm a crazy...
304
00:17:39,087 --> 00:17:40,880
funny, weird...
305
00:17:42,382 --> 00:17:44,926
12-year-old girl who just...
306
00:17:46,803 --> 00:17:48,596
is experiencing life.
307
00:17:50,014 --> 00:17:51,807
I think I want...
308
00:17:52,934 --> 00:17:53,976
That's so hard.
309
00:17:54,685 --> 00:17:59,148
If what I like to do now
is what I like to do when I grow up
310
00:17:59,231 --> 00:18:04,111
then I want to either work
with animals, sing, or do art.
311
00:18:08,574 --> 00:18:11,910
We fight a lot,
but that's just because...
312
00:18:15,998 --> 00:18:17,332
that's what people do.
313
00:18:17,416 --> 00:18:18,458
They fight.
314
00:18:19,751 --> 00:18:21,878
I... I don't know what to say.
315
00:18:21,962 --> 00:18:23,005
I need...
316
00:18:24,673 --> 00:18:27,634
people to love me,
and I need to love them back.
317
00:18:27,717 --> 00:18:28,760
And I need...
318
00:18:29,594 --> 00:18:30,971
support and...
319
00:18:32,973 --> 00:18:34,057
I... I don't know.
320
00:18:34,683 --> 00:18:37,852
Time stands still
321
00:18:38,103 --> 00:18:43,107
Beauty in all she is
322
00:18:43,483 --> 00:18:46,194
I will be brave
323
00:18:46,361 --> 00:18:53,409
I will not let anything take away
324
00:18:53,618 --> 00:18:58,539
But standing in front of me
325
00:18:58,623 --> 00:19:00,249
Every breath...
326
00:19:00,333 --> 00:19:01,751
Oh, never mind.
327
00:19:04,962 --> 00:19:07,673
Can you talk about this past year,
some of the highlights?
328
00:19:14,597 --> 00:19:16,348
I became a vegan.
329
00:19:17,057 --> 00:19:18,100
I...
330
00:19:21,186 --> 00:19:22,688
That's like the biggest thing
331
00:19:22,771 --> 00:19:25,858
and I had my bat mitzvah last week.
332
00:19:26,441 --> 00:19:28,443
Just a good life.
333
00:19:28,777 --> 00:19:30,696
What does "good life" mean to you?
334
00:19:31,113 --> 00:19:33,490
To be loved and happy.
335
00:19:34,616 --> 00:19:38,078
And live. Like, actually live.
336
00:19:39,788 --> 00:19:41,831
What would that mean
to "actually live"?
337
00:19:41,915 --> 00:19:42,958
Like, just don't...
338
00:19:43,625 --> 00:19:45,960
I don't know,
take risks and be yourself.
339
00:19:48,463 --> 00:19:50,673
Why do you think we fight so much?
340
00:19:54,636 --> 00:19:56,137
'Cause we disagree.
341
00:19:57,597 --> 00:19:58,640
'Cause like...
342
00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:02,643
I don't know, okay? I don't know.
343
00:20:02,727 --> 00:20:05,104
Just like the same reason
anybody fights.
344
00:20:05,354 --> 00:20:08,149
Let's say you...
your 25-year-old self
345
00:20:08,232 --> 00:20:09,525
if you're watching this in...
346
00:20:10,318 --> 00:20:12,862
12 years, what would you like to say?
347
00:20:13,321 --> 00:20:16,615
Like, "Why would you
wanna watch this?" I guess.
348
00:20:16,699 --> 00:20:18,284
Like, I don't... This is...
349
00:20:19,076 --> 00:20:21,537
I don't see why
I'd wanna watch this, so...
350
00:20:27,876 --> 00:20:29,545
Can you tell me...
351
00:20:30,796 --> 00:20:32,881
what do you like most in life?
352
00:20:34,383 --> 00:20:35,425
Sleeping.
353
00:20:40,514 --> 00:20:43,266
Can you tell me
some other things that you like?
354
00:20:43,850 --> 00:20:46,895
You said "most"?
Which means one thing.
355
00:20:48,313 --> 00:20:51,024
Can you tell me a few things
you like about life?
356
00:20:52,567 --> 00:20:54,736
Netflix, my phone.
357
00:20:56,071 --> 00:20:57,113
Laughing.
358
00:20:59,699 --> 00:21:00,742
And sleeping.
359
00:21:03,703 --> 00:21:06,414
The most important thing
is to be happy.
360
00:21:08,666 --> 00:21:09,709
Are you happy?
361
00:21:11,669 --> 00:21:12,712
Not really.
362
00:21:14,380 --> 00:21:15,923
But I'm working on it.
363
00:21:25,891 --> 00:21:26,934
All righty.
364
00:21:29,937 --> 00:21:33,274
- Yeah, if you like, start already.
- I am starting.
365
00:21:33,357 --> 00:21:36,944
- I'm gonna get the questions out.
- Did you add any stupid ones?
366
00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:40,197
There's no, like, one thing.
367
00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:43,909
I just enjoy activities that make me
or the people around me happy.
368
00:21:44,910 --> 00:21:45,994
And I think that's nice.
369
00:21:46,078 --> 00:21:48,372
And I like anything,
like, involving animals
370
00:21:48,580 --> 00:21:51,750
and I like hanging out
with my family sometimes.
371
00:21:52,793 --> 00:21:55,128
Well, it's not really like
a highlight or a low point
372
00:21:55,295 --> 00:21:57,923
but it's just like a new experience
was like going into high school
373
00:21:58,757 --> 00:22:00,634
and the work was definitely
like a challenge.
374
00:22:00,717 --> 00:22:02,302
But I met like so many great people
375
00:22:02,385 --> 00:22:04,012
who now I, like,
consider my best friends
376
00:22:04,095 --> 00:22:07,432
and who, like, are, like,
really big parts of my life.
377
00:22:07,515 --> 00:22:08,766
And it's just weird that...
378
00:22:09,225 --> 00:22:11,686
I've only known them for, like, what?
Like, five months
379
00:22:11,769 --> 00:22:14,105
'cause it feels like
it's been a lot longer
380
00:22:14,188 --> 00:22:16,149
and just, like, changed who I am.
381
00:22:16,232 --> 00:22:18,484
Like, having these people,
like, with me, it's like...
382
00:22:20,111 --> 00:22:21,154
been good.
383
00:22:21,737 --> 00:22:23,156
I'm afraid that, like...
384
00:22:23,531 --> 00:22:26,367
somebody, like, really important
to me is gonna die.
385
00:22:26,617 --> 00:22:29,662
Not, like, anyone specific, but,
like, that would just be, like...
386
00:22:30,121 --> 00:22:31,539
really bad.
387
00:22:32,206 --> 00:22:34,959
And I don't, like,
want to deal with that.
388
00:22:43,133 --> 00:22:45,552
- Any feelings about turning 16?
- No.
389
00:22:45,636 --> 00:22:47,638
I don't know why everyone thinks...
390
00:22:47,763 --> 00:22:49,681
I don't...
I think it's really arbitrary.
391
00:22:49,807 --> 00:22:52,726
I get 18 or 21 and there's, like,
things that come with it
392
00:22:52,851 --> 00:22:54,603
but I don't really understand.
393
00:22:55,145 --> 00:22:57,314
Can we just go a little faster
after this?
394
00:22:57,481 --> 00:22:58,523
- We'll try.
- Okay.
395
00:22:58,857 --> 00:23:02,819
The things I like most in life
are my friends, family, and TV.
396
00:23:03,945 --> 00:23:05,572
- In that order?
- No.
397
00:23:07,282 --> 00:23:08,325
What order?
398
00:23:08,658 --> 00:23:10,493
Family, friends, TV.
399
00:23:11,328 --> 00:23:13,371
Okay, I'm glad TV wasn't first.
400
00:23:14,414 --> 00:23:15,582
Depends on the day.
401
00:23:15,915 --> 00:23:17,709
I need to be happy.
402
00:23:19,335 --> 00:23:21,379
- Are you?
- Or... or just, like...
403
00:23:21,838 --> 00:23:23,423
Not that I'm not, but I...
404
00:23:24,507 --> 00:23:26,592
Or I need to, even when I'm sad.
405
00:23:28,177 --> 00:23:29,804
Like, see the benefit in it.
406
00:23:30,471 --> 00:23:33,349
Like, I want all my emotions
to make sense.
407
00:23:33,432 --> 00:23:34,767
Thank you for doing this each year.
408
00:23:34,892 --> 00:23:36,769
I know... I know it's a bit of
a drag at times.
409
00:23:36,852 --> 00:23:38,396
No, it's not. It's more just 'cause
410
00:23:38,479 --> 00:23:40,272
I'm just stressed out
about the program.
411
00:23:40,356 --> 00:23:41,482
- Yeah, I know
- I have to do this.
412
00:23:41,565 --> 00:23:42,733
- I have to go...
- but each year there's something
413
00:23:42,817 --> 00:23:43,943
and I understand that it's...
414
00:23:44,026 --> 00:23:45,444
- Was there?
- They're just... you know.
415
00:23:45,528 --> 00:23:47,613
I'm sorry, but I don't want you
to think it's a burden
416
00:23:47,696 --> 00:23:48,781
- 'cause I'm really grateful
- No, no
417
00:23:48,864 --> 00:23:49,990
- I understand. I...
- that we do this.
418
00:23:50,449 --> 00:23:52,826
I'm just so happy
that you agreed to do it.
419
00:23:52,910 --> 00:23:54,953
And like I said, I think, well...
420
00:23:55,037 --> 00:23:56,872
my feeling is
421
00:23:56,955 --> 00:23:59,416
- it will probably go till you're 18.
- Yeah.
422
00:24:03,670 --> 00:24:07,007
I really feel sick. I don't think
that caffeine agrees with me.
423
00:24:07,090 --> 00:24:08,133
My head hurts.
424
00:24:09,468 --> 00:24:11,553
- I'm sorry that...
- It's okay. Can we start?
425
00:24:11,887 --> 00:24:14,431
- Yeah, we're gonna start.
- Okay, let's start.
426
00:24:14,514 --> 00:24:16,266
God, I'm gonna look so bad.
427
00:24:17,017 --> 00:24:21,479
- Okay, it's all timed in.
- Why you so obsessed with me?
428
00:24:21,563 --> 00:24:24,524
Boy, I wanna know
429
00:24:26,359 --> 00:24:28,611
You should have done it every year
where you also had me stand
430
00:24:28,695 --> 00:24:30,863
so you could just see what I looked
like as a whole person
431
00:24:30,947 --> 00:24:32,365
instead of just my face.
432
00:24:33,282 --> 00:24:36,869
Sometimes just in my life,
being my age and...
433
00:24:37,870 --> 00:24:39,705
you know, what I'm doing, where I am.
434
00:24:39,789 --> 00:24:41,582
I feel like I don't have power.
435
00:24:42,083 --> 00:24:43,125
And...
436
00:24:44,001 --> 00:24:46,962
but I do feel like
in other ways, I do.
437
00:24:47,046 --> 00:24:49,715
I feel like I have friends and family
who listen to me and respect me
438
00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:53,469
and that's a form of power
or, like, agency in some way.
439
00:24:54,470 --> 00:24:57,389
And I feel like my education
and my knowledge
440
00:24:57,473 --> 00:25:00,184
gives me power and opportunity.
441
00:25:02,811 --> 00:25:04,271
No, say that again, I can't...
442
00:25:04,354 --> 00:25:05,939
Every year, me and Dad
443
00:25:06,023 --> 00:25:07,274
- Yeah.
- film together.
444
00:25:07,524 --> 00:25:09,484
- Oh, yes, for your birthday?
- Yeah
445
00:25:09,610 --> 00:25:11,695
- so that's what we're just doing.
- So that's what you were doing?
446
00:25:11,778 --> 00:25:12,821
Yeah.
447
00:25:14,573 --> 00:25:16,408
That's nice. That's really nice.
448
00:25:16,491 --> 00:25:18,368
- Beautiful, beautiful.
- Yeah.
449
00:25:24,791 --> 00:25:29,504
And it's breakin' my heart
You're leavin'
450
00:25:33,007 --> 00:25:36,761
Now that I've lost everything to you
451
00:25:36,886 --> 00:25:39,973
So, what do you think
of this birthday ritual
452
00:25:40,056 --> 00:25:42,350
that we've done
for the past 17 years?
453
00:25:42,433 --> 00:25:45,228
- Ever since you were two years old.
- I love it.
454
00:25:45,728 --> 00:25:47,522
I love rituals, like, in general.
455
00:25:47,605 --> 00:25:49,815
I love... I love traditions.
456
00:25:50,358 --> 00:25:51,734
Like, just for myself.
457
00:25:52,151 --> 00:25:53,819
And this one's really nice.
458
00:25:55,237 --> 00:25:56,280
What do you love about it?
459
00:25:56,405 --> 00:25:58,074
Just, like,
I love seeing how thing...
460
00:25:58,157 --> 00:25:59,658
when you'd mark something annually
461
00:25:59,742 --> 00:26:04,955
you can see the way
it stays the same or changes
462
00:26:05,039 --> 00:26:06,081
and I like that.
463
00:26:06,749 --> 00:26:09,376
But yeah, I mean, it's sad.
464
00:26:09,460 --> 00:26:12,796
It shows... It's like, in addition
to me moving out
465
00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:14,173
in addition to me going to college
466
00:26:14,339 --> 00:26:17,301
it's another reminder
that things are changing
467
00:26:17,384 --> 00:26:18,844
that this tradition's ending.
468
00:26:20,262 --> 00:26:21,722
You don't like how it is?
469
00:26:21,805 --> 00:26:24,433
No, I like that...
I love that we do this. I love it.
470
00:26:24,975 --> 00:26:27,602
But I think I'm... not putting
this on you.
471
00:26:27,686 --> 00:26:29,938
I'm putting this on me.
I think my questions are really...
472
00:26:30,522 --> 00:26:31,815
not great.
473
00:26:32,148 --> 00:26:35,360
So I just thought maybe this last one
474
00:26:35,694 --> 00:26:37,862
before we talk about
something a little more...
475
00:26:39,406 --> 00:26:40,824
deeper, intimate.
476
00:26:48,831 --> 00:26:50,333
I just love you a lot.
477
00:27:06,515 --> 00:27:07,767
And I'll miss you
478
00:27:09,185 --> 00:27:10,811
when I go to college.
479
00:27:18,193 --> 00:27:20,446
I'm really glad you do
these kinds of things.
480
00:27:20,529 --> 00:27:23,073
These traditions,
it makes me really happy and...
481
00:27:23,657 --> 00:27:25,409
just reminds me how much you love me.
482
00:27:25,492 --> 00:27:28,662
But I don't really need a reminder
because you show it a lot
483
00:27:29,037 --> 00:27:30,914
in everything that you do for me.
484
00:27:56,773 --> 00:27:59,067
- I'm not leaving yet.
- I know.
485
00:28:03,029 --> 00:28:05,490
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
486
00:28:05,573 --> 00:28:08,034
Six hundred minutes
487
00:28:08,367 --> 00:28:11,078
How do you measure...
488
00:28:11,287 --> 00:28:12,872
Measure a year?
489
00:28:13,205 --> 00:28:16,167
In daylights, in sunsets
490
00:28:16,250 --> 00:28:19,712
In midnight, in cups of coffee
491
00:28:19,795 --> 00:28:21,839
In inches, in miles
492
00:28:21,922 --> 00:28:24,008
And laughter and strife
493
00:28:24,091 --> 00:28:26,510
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
494
00:28:26,593 --> 00:28:29,012
Six hundred minutes
495
00:28:29,221 --> 00:28:32,141
How do you measure...
496
00:28:32,349 --> 00:28:34,101
Measure a year?
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