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It is eternal life.
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It is happiness.
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The past and present wilt.
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I have filled them, emptied them, and proceed to fill my next fold of the future.
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Listener up there, what have you to confide to me?
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Look in my face while I snuff the sidle of evening.
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Talk honestly, no one else hears you.
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And I stay only a minute longer.
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Do I contradict myself?
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Very well, then I contradict myself.
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I am large.
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I contain multitudes.
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Oh my god.
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What is it?
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Clearly something more interesting than Whitman.
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California.
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There was another earthquake.
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A huge chunk's gone from Santa Barbara to Fresno.
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It's fucking crazy.
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Into the ocean just like that.
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All right, all right.
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Settle down.
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Got no connection.
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Anybody else have one?
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Sorry.
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Network's still down.
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I've got his file here, though.
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Dylan's been diving lately.
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I mean, this semester he's gone from A's and B's to D's.
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You keep hard copies?
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When the network started acting up, a lot of us started keeping hard copies.
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What do you think?
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You think it's coming back?
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Well, I don't know.
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I remember the world before the internet.
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Why is it so hard to imagine carrying on without it?
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It is, though, isn't it?
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How do we go back?
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How can we go back?
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What if it's down for good this time?
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Internet's still down.
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Yeah, but lucky for us, I've got hard copies for each student.
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I think this might be it.
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I don't think it's coming back this time.
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You might be right, but I do think we should talk about Emily.
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Her attendance is really falling off.
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Her attendance?
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Absenteeism's at an all-time high all over the world.
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We've got doctors and pilots and cops and everyone's just pissing the fuck off, right?
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But you, you want to talk to us about Emily.
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How are they supposed to study anyway?
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Web's been on the fritz for eight months.
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Half those sites are just garbled.
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I mean, I get it.
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Sites go dark, but what about all that other stuff?
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Sites are there, but all the punctuation's wrong, words spelled wrong.
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How do you explain that?
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Well, I can't, but Brian can still prepare for class.
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I mean, the library's still here.
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Internet or not.
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Pornhub's down.
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Did you know that, Mr. Anderson?
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Yeah, I, uh, I had noticed that.
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Sorry if Brian's been any trouble.
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It's just me now.
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His mom, she left, I don't know where.
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That's been happening a lot more, I hear.
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People just ghosting.
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Hers was some star-crossed boyfriend from high school.
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They dated a month.
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Goddamn month.
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She's gonna throw 20 years in the trash to chase down a month.
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I guess she never stopped thinking about him.
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I guess she longed on someone like that.
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I mean, I get it.
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If it really is the end, like those kooks in the purple robes say, then who do you want to be with for it but to leave her son?
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Uh, she says she'll be back.
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I don't know.
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Um, fucking Pornhub.
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What if that never comes back?
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Fucking tragedy.
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I mean, even if it is the end of all things, that's just fucking mean.
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It's a scene of devastation and heartbreak in California as rescue workers sift through what remains of the northern portion of the state.
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350 dead in North Yorkshire as water levels continue to rise.
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The day Marty
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Anderson first saw the billboard was just before the internet finally went down for good.
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It had been wobbling for eight months, but other problems, like fires, earthquakes,
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and whole species of birds and fish dying off had taken priority.
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Until today, thought to be the largest wildfire in United States history.
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Ordinarily, Marty would have driven home by way of the Turnpike Bypass, but that was impossible due to the collapse of the bridge over Otter Creek.
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California, that officially makes Nevada one of the most popular states in the Union now.
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The thing that must be said here is...
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Felicia Gordon is a nurse at City General, though for the last few weeks she's felt more like an undertaker.
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The staff, whose numbers have been dwindling since late summer, have begun referring to themselves as the Suicide Squad.
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We'll be back to talk more about this.
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Hey.
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I heard you got another one.
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Yeah.
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One more.
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I wasn't so lucky.
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Slippery, so...
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What were we supposed to do, really?
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Forget about Mary Lou.
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No.
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What about Mary Lou?
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She left.
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Her ex, remember Pedro?
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He showed up, and I don't know what he said to her, but she walked out holding his hand.
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And I remember how bad that divorce was.
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Do you remember?
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Yeah, I remember.
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I guess that's all Bridgewater, because off she went.
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I wonder what the stats are.
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Do you think more people are splitting up or getting back together?
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I mean, do you think marriage rates are up or divorce rates are up?
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Marriages.
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You're an optimist.
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Divorce takes way longer, and I don't think anyone's filing.
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Why bother?
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Six months of paperwork, at least.
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Probably more.
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Marriage license is one page, and it takes an hour, so...
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I'm going to guess marriages.
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Mr. for lunch, Mr. for dinner.
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What's the matter?
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Don't you need any more?
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Well, I wasn't hungry tonight.
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Weren't you hungry this morning, either?
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Post all my night long.
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You ain't got the nerve.
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Not very.
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Too much?
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It was kind of a workout.
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Is that why you slept late?
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Well, I didn't sleep late.
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I went uptown.
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Were you shopping?
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No.
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Hey.
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Hi.
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You hung up?
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Yeah.
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Then I figured you probably saw it, so...
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How are you?
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I'm okay, I guess.
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How are you?
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I was, um, thinking about you today.
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We were at work talking about marriages and divorces, like what you're having more now.
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Marriages, I bet.
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Ain't nobody waiting on a divorce.
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What about repairs?
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You want to buy a guy a drink first?
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I bet those are happening.
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I mean, it makes sense.
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People wanting something comforting and familiar.
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So, how was your day?
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It was just going right forward.
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Humor me.
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It was, um, it was a day, I guess.
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You know, weird.
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Guard teacher sessions felt like pissing in the wind.
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You know about California, right?
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Yeah.
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I know they're saying most of it was already evacuated, but I heard today there are hundreds of thousands of refugees trekking east.
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Did you know Nevada is one of the most populous states in the Union now?
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I heard a scientist on NPR say California is peeling away like old wallpaper, and another Japanese reactor got inundated this afternoon.
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And they're saying, you know, it was shut down, and all's well, but I just, I don't think I believe that.
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Panic.
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Well, we're living in cynical times, Marty.
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I mean, some people think we're living in the last times.
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Not just the religious crazies either, not anymore.
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And you were hearing that from a member in good standing of the city, ourselves now, no lie.
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We lost six today.
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But there's 18 more we dragged back, mostly from the locks.
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That sucks.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, that sucks.
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It really sucks.
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The Internet's down, and California's hanging by a thread.
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There's fires and famines and plagues and all the rest, I mean, it just, the center doesn't hold.
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It just won't let up.
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Life is going to go on.
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How much can we take before the whole thing, before the whole thing goes apart, I mean.
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I'm teaching the kids Carl Sagan right now.
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Did you hear what he said about the cosmic calendar?
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I don't know.
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I don't think so.
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Well, the universe is 15 billion years old, and if you took all of that, all 15 billion years,
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and compressed them into a single calendar year, then the Big Bang happens in the first second, January 1st.
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And today, right now, we're in the final millisecond of the last minute of the last day, December 31st.
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Beyond, The best part is this,
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The big bang happens in midnight January 1st.
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I need to mention this calendar is one and a quarter billion years long.
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Ain't nobody told me there was math on this exam.
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The universe starts January 1st, but the Milky Way didn't form until May.
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Our sun and our earth don't show up until mid-September.
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Life appears soon after, but not us.
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No, we don't appear for, guess how long?
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Again, I was told there'd be no math.
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December 31st.
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Last day on the calendar, and the very first human beings on Earth made their debut around 10.30 p.m.
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10.30 p.m. on the last date. And of every minute since then, it's 30,000 years, so at 11.46 p.m.,
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only 14 minutes ago, humanity tamed fire.
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And now we're out of minutes, we're into seconds.
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11.59 and 20 seconds, the domestication of plants and animals began.
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An application for the human talent to make...
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11.59 and 35 seconds.
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Agricultural community, our recorded history, everyone we've ever heard of.
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Every single thing in any one of our history books happens in the last 10 seconds.
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The last 10 seconds, the last minute, the last day on the calendar.
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December 31st.
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So how long's it gonna go on?
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I don't know, Phil.
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If you're right, then you might be that this really is the last times the universe is dying.
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The last split second.
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Microsecond.
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Who knows how long that'll last?
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Maybe seconds.
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Maybe eons.
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Maybe all this is happening is the cosmos burps out its last breath.
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Maybe it's all happening in the last single solitary heartbeat.
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Jesus, Marty.
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You know, listen, Phil, I should go.
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I've, um...
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I've got tests to grade.
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Marty?
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The world is going down the drain, and all we can say is that sucks, so maybe we're going down the drain, too.
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Maybe.
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But, you know, Chuck Kranz is retiring, so...
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I guess there's a gleam of light in the darkness.
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Yeah, 39 for your ears.
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You saw that weird billboard?
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No, it was an ad on the radio that NPR show I was telling you about.
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They're running ads on NPR right against the end of the world.
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I mean, how does Chuck Kranz write this kind of coverage?
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Looks like an accountant.
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I've never heard of him.
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Used an old photo tool, I guess.
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I mean, the guy barely looks 40 at all.
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It's full of mysteries.
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And, hey, no hard stuff, Marty.
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Okay, half beer instead.
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You got it.
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The Ohio EPA has now issued a code red air quality alert for Cleveland and its surroundings.
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Shit on the step.
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We'd like to say thank you to Charles Kranz for 39 great years.
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Thanks, Chuck.
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Thanks.
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Gus.
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Oh, hey, Marty.
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Where's your car?
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Shit.
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It's on the sidewalk halfway down Main Street Hill with a hundred others.
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I finally just had to turn around.
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Fuck it, I walked...
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What do you think that is, like three miles?
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I just walked three miles.
259
00:17:10,400 --> 00:17:11,640
Oh, you're going to school.
260
00:17:12,300 --> 00:17:12,780
Hold a sec.
261
00:17:14,440 --> 00:17:15,060
Real quick.
262
00:17:15,180 --> 00:17:15,900
You got to go...
263
00:17:16,660 --> 00:17:17,220
Listen to me.
264
00:17:17,339 --> 00:17:20,780
You got to go out Route 11 and then hook back on 19.
265
00:17:21,339 --> 00:17:23,160
Yeah, there's going to be plenty of traffic.
266
00:17:23,280 --> 00:17:24,480
You got to go out at least 20 miles.
267
00:17:24,579 --> 00:17:25,520
You mind making it before lunch?
268
00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:27,380
I wouldn't count on...
269
00:17:27,380 --> 00:17:27,860
What happened?
270
00:17:28,540 --> 00:17:30,580
A giant sinkhole opened up on Market and Main.
271
00:17:30,700 --> 00:17:32,560
Man, the thing, it's huge.
272
00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:34,940
All the rain probably had something to do with it.
273
00:17:35,000 --> 00:17:36,620
Lack of maintenance maybe more so.
274
00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:37,920
It's not my department.
275
00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:38,920
Thank God.
276
00:17:39,020 --> 00:17:42,360
But, yeah, there's got to be 20 cars at the bottom.
277
00:17:42,700 --> 00:17:45,960
And some of the people in some of those cars, they ain't coming back.
278
00:17:46,060 --> 00:17:48,620
Jesus, I was just there last night.
279
00:17:49,120 --> 00:17:50,000
Backed up in traffic.
280
00:17:50,460 --> 00:17:51,660
Thank God you weren't there this morning.
281
00:17:53,320 --> 00:17:54,540
They seem to know about California.
282
00:17:55,840 --> 00:17:57,600
I didn't turn on the TV this morning.
283
00:17:57,720 --> 00:17:58,400
Is this something new?
284
00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:00,300
The rest of it went.
285
00:18:01,660 --> 00:18:06,880
I mean, they're saying that 20% of Northern California is hanging in there, which probably means, what, 10%?
286
00:18:06,880 --> 00:18:09,380
But the food-producing regions are gone.
287
00:18:10,740 --> 00:18:17,460
And with the Midwest turning to charcoal and Florida flooding, that's like all the food-producing regions in the country.
288
00:18:18,260 --> 00:18:18,660
Gone.
289
00:18:18,920 --> 00:18:19,720
And the same thing with Europe.
290
00:18:20,340 --> 00:18:21,760
I mean, it's famine time in Asia.
291
00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:22,880
There's a million people dead.
292
00:18:23,120 --> 00:18:25,680
They're saying it's the bubonic plague.
293
00:18:26,360 --> 00:18:27,540
Bubonic plague, yeah.
294
00:18:27,860 --> 00:18:31,540
And the bees, I mean, they were in trouble a decade ago, but they're completely gone now.
295
00:18:31,600 --> 00:18:35,520
I mean, there's a couple hives or whatever down in South America, but there ain't no honey, honey.
296
00:18:35,520 --> 00:18:40,120
And without those little guys, like, what's gonna pollinate all the crops we have left?
297
00:18:40,200 --> 00:18:41,080
I mean, I can't do that.
298
00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:42,160
Excuse me one sec.
299
00:18:42,480 --> 00:18:43,580
Yeah, yeah, it's cool.
300
00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:47,240
Andrea, are you Andrea from Midwest Trust?
301
00:18:47,540 --> 00:18:49,280
I'm Felicia Anderson's husband.
302
00:18:50,400 --> 00:18:51,360
Ex, actually.
303
00:18:51,780 --> 00:18:53,060
I think you and Phil know each other.
304
00:18:53,100 --> 00:18:56,000
We met at a game night at David's, a few game nights.
305
00:18:56,140 --> 00:18:56,720
Yeah, sure.
306
00:18:57,540 --> 00:18:58,380
What do you want?
307
00:18:58,800 --> 00:19:04,020
I just had a long walk and my car is stuck and the bank is leaning.
308
00:19:05,760 --> 00:19:06,160
Leaning?
309
00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:07,880
Yeah.
310
00:19:08,880 --> 00:19:10,320
It's on the edge of the sinkhole.
311
00:19:11,980 --> 00:19:13,380
Guess that's the end of my job.
312
00:19:13,460 --> 00:19:16,020
Hey, I'm curious about the billboard on the bank building.
313
00:19:16,540 --> 00:19:17,180
Have you seen it?
314
00:19:17,260 --> 00:19:18,000
How could I miss it?
315
00:19:18,340 --> 00:19:20,640
And I saw the ads, too, on TV.
316
00:19:21,460 --> 00:19:27,620
No more ads for cars or discount furniture, just Charles Krantz, 39 great years.
317
00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:28,480
Thanks, Chuck.
318
00:19:28,680 --> 00:19:29,920
So he doesn't work at the bank?
319
00:19:30,340 --> 00:19:32,900
He's not retiring from the bank?
320
00:19:32,900 --> 00:19:35,060
I don't know Charles Krantz.
321
00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:36,940
I think it's just a prank.
322
00:19:37,360 --> 00:19:38,100
Performance art.
323
00:19:40,420 --> 00:19:41,180
Take care.
324
00:19:48,280 --> 00:19:49,600
They look like refugees.
325
00:19:51,380 --> 00:19:51,740
Yeah.
326
00:19:54,750 --> 00:19:55,890
No one looks that concerned.
327
00:19:57,550 --> 00:19:58,770
Well, good with that, then.
328
00:19:59,190 --> 00:20:00,570
No one was concerned at the start.
329
00:20:01,390 --> 00:20:02,450
Remember the protests?
330
00:20:02,530 --> 00:20:02,870
Remember?
331
00:20:03,510 --> 00:20:06,590
They knocked over the fence at the White House and all the students got shot?
332
00:20:07,290 --> 00:20:16,230
The overthrow of the Russian government, you got the four-day war between Pakistan and India, and a fucking volcano in Germany.
333
00:20:16,970 --> 00:20:18,230
There was a volcano in Germany.
334
00:20:18,330 --> 00:20:19,690
That's crazy.
335
00:20:20,950 --> 00:20:22,850
And we just kept saying, oh, it's going to blow over.
336
00:20:23,090 --> 00:20:25,030
That doesn't look to be happening, though, does it?
337
00:20:29,180 --> 00:20:31,780
I think that suicides will slow down.
338
00:20:33,700 --> 00:20:33,920
Right?
339
00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:37,500
People will just wait.
340
00:20:40,100 --> 00:20:40,740
For what?
341
00:20:42,220 --> 00:20:42,880
The end.
342
00:20:46,180 --> 00:20:47,300
This is the end of everything.
343
00:20:49,580 --> 00:20:52,340
I mean, we're going through the five stages of grief.
344
00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:53,100
Don't you get it?
345
00:20:53,140 --> 00:20:56,080
I mean, we just landed on the final stage.
346
00:20:57,140 --> 00:20:57,600
Acceptance.
347
00:20:59,740 --> 00:21:05,020
The waiting, that's the hardest part.
348
00:21:07,040 --> 00:21:09,260
And the whole thing, it just came out of nowhere.
349
00:21:10,060 --> 00:21:12,320
I mean, everyone knew there was trouble with the environment.
350
00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:16,280
I mean, I think even the right-wing nutjobs were secretly, they got it.
351
00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:26,100
But this, just 60 different varieties of shit.
352
00:21:27,020 --> 00:21:30,000
It's just so much shit that happened fast.
353
00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:32,820
It took a year, man, and 14 months.
354
00:21:35,580 --> 00:21:36,100
Sucks.
355
00:21:41,060 --> 00:21:42,440
Yeah, sucks.
356
00:21:49,260 --> 00:21:49,900
Skywriting.
357
00:21:53,660 --> 00:21:55,720
I haven't seen one of those since I was a kid.
358
00:22:00,160 --> 00:22:01,760
What the fuck?
359
00:22:03,760 --> 00:22:05,020
My sentiments.
360
00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:07,480
Exactly.
361
00:22:42,630 --> 00:22:43,270
Whoa, whoa.
362
00:22:43,590 --> 00:22:44,030
Where have you been?
363
00:22:44,450 --> 00:22:45,150
Are you kidding?
364
00:22:46,370 --> 00:22:47,390
I had to run here.
365
00:22:48,030 --> 00:22:50,970
The traffic's insane and half the cars are empty.
366
00:22:51,110 --> 00:22:52,150
Dr. Winston's MIA.
367
00:22:52,410 --> 00:22:52,730
What?
368
00:22:53,470 --> 00:22:55,950
He walked in this morning and he looked around and he walked out again.
369
00:22:56,350 --> 00:22:57,150
And now I can't find him.
370
00:22:57,330 --> 00:22:58,650
He dropped his pager when he walked out.
371
00:23:00,330 --> 00:23:02,010
Okay, I'll scrub in.
372
00:23:02,170 --> 00:23:02,770
The beds are empty.
373
00:23:04,350 --> 00:23:05,250
Most of them walked out.
374
00:23:05,390 --> 00:23:07,110
I transferred the last of the stable ones.
375
00:23:07,890 --> 00:23:10,250
But Felicia, there's something weird.
376
00:23:13,660 --> 00:23:14,460
What is that?
377
00:23:27,700 --> 00:23:28,820
What's wrong with the monitor?
378
00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:30,640
That's the thing.
379
00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:32,040
It's not just that one.
380
00:23:56,950 --> 00:23:57,750
I don't know, Fel.
381
00:23:58,690 --> 00:23:59,310
I don't know.
382
00:24:00,350 --> 00:24:03,590
I mean, I might want to get out of here.
383
00:24:04,810 --> 00:24:05,670
I might want to go home.
384
00:24:07,050 --> 00:24:08,370
I don't need to be here anymore.
385
00:25:51,490 --> 00:25:52,550
You okay, sir?
386
00:25:54,430 --> 00:25:55,850
Just taking a rest.
387
00:25:57,370 --> 00:26:02,850
I walked downtown to look at the sinkhole and take a few pictures with my phone, thought.
388
00:26:03,650 --> 00:26:09,070
One of the local TV stations might be interested, but they all seem to be off the air.
389
00:26:10,170 --> 00:26:11,350
Except for pictures of Kermit the Frog.
390
00:26:11,350 --> 00:26:11,810
All Krantz.
391
00:26:13,970 --> 00:26:16,050
All Krantz all the time.
392
00:26:17,670 --> 00:26:19,090
Any idea who he is?
393
00:26:19,590 --> 00:26:19,830
None.
394
00:26:20,830 --> 00:26:22,410
I've asked two dozen people.
395
00:26:22,710 --> 00:26:24,550
At least nobody knows.
396
00:26:26,130 --> 00:26:28,970
Our man Krantz is the Oz of the apocalypse.
397
00:26:30,510 --> 00:26:31,470
Our last meme.
398
00:26:33,110 --> 00:26:33,730
Where are you heading?
399
00:26:34,310 --> 00:26:35,270
Harvest Acres.
400
00:26:35,710 --> 00:26:37,510
Nice little enclave off the beaten track.
401
00:26:38,530 --> 00:26:39,970
I'm heading there myself.
402
00:26:40,930 --> 00:26:42,090
My ex lives there.
403
00:26:43,270 --> 00:26:45,110
I can walk with you if you like.
404
00:26:46,170 --> 00:26:46,990
What do you do, Sam?
405
00:26:48,570 --> 00:26:49,730
You still do anything?
406
00:26:51,790 --> 00:26:55,130
Owner and chief undertaker of Yarborough Funeral Home.
407
00:26:56,850 --> 00:26:57,250
Yeah.
408
00:26:58,130 --> 00:26:59,090
We had a boom.
409
00:27:00,510 --> 00:27:04,170
I feel good about it because this was never better than it was a few weeks ago.
410
00:27:05,830 --> 00:27:14,760
But my real interests, meteorology, dreamed of being on television with a man in my salad days,
411
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:15,850
maybe more than networks.
412
00:27:17,230 --> 00:27:20,430
But now, I keep up, though.
413
00:27:21,210 --> 00:27:22,210
Read the journals.
414
00:27:23,670 --> 00:27:28,590
And I can tell you something amazing if you want to hear it.
415
00:27:29,670 --> 00:27:33,850
You know how people say there are 24 hours in a day?
416
00:27:34,830 --> 00:27:35,850
Well, they're wrong.
417
00:27:36,930 --> 00:27:41,570
There were 23 hours and 56 minutes in a stellar day.
418
00:27:49,070 --> 00:27:50,790
Plus a few odd seconds.
419
00:27:51,390 --> 00:27:51,950
There were.
420
00:27:52,730 --> 00:27:56,490
Based on my calculations, which I assure you I can back up.
421
00:27:56,550 --> 00:27:57,330
My math is good.
422
00:27:58,290 --> 00:28:03,130
There are now 24 hours and two minutes in a day.
423
00:28:04,050 --> 00:28:05,250
Do you know what that means?
424
00:28:05,410 --> 00:28:07,870
You're saying the Earth's rotation is slowing down.
425
00:28:07,990 --> 00:28:08,430
Exactly.
426
00:28:10,150 --> 00:28:14,450
Some folks think all of these disasters are because of what we've done to the environment.
427
00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:15,150
Not so.
428
00:28:16,570 --> 00:28:22,470
I'm the first to admit we treated our mother, yes, she's our mother, all of us, very badly.
429
00:28:23,470 --> 00:28:25,810
Certainly molested her if not outright raped her.
430
00:28:27,470 --> 00:28:32,230
But we're puny compared to the great clock of the universe.
431
00:28:33,810 --> 00:28:34,050
No.
432
00:28:34,850 --> 00:28:39,450
Whatever's happening is much larger than environmental degradation.
433
00:28:40,670 --> 00:28:41,670
The math says so.
434
00:28:43,170 --> 00:28:45,490
And math can do a lot of things.
435
00:28:46,190 --> 00:28:47,950
I mean, math can be art.
436
00:28:49,090 --> 00:28:50,490
But it can't lie.
437
00:28:57,080 --> 00:28:57,920
You know what?
438
00:28:58,780 --> 00:29:08,680
I think I'll sit and enjoy the sunset while I wait for the arthritis to settle a bit.
439
00:29:09,380 --> 00:29:10,400
You gotta join me.
440
00:29:15,190 --> 00:29:16,590
I think I'll go on.
441
00:29:17,870 --> 00:29:19,730
The ex, I understand.
442
00:29:21,150 --> 00:29:24,410
Well, it was nice speaking with you, Mr. Anderson.
443
00:30:07,050 --> 00:30:07,690
Hey.
444
00:30:08,950 --> 00:30:09,510
Hey.
445
00:30:10,710 --> 00:30:14,990
Don't worry, I'm going to see my ex-wife, Felicia Anderson.
446
00:30:16,090 --> 00:30:18,330
I think she's back to Gordon now.
447
00:30:19,050 --> 00:30:21,010
She lives on Fern Lane, number 19.
448
00:30:22,350 --> 00:30:23,990
Yeah, I know Miss Gordon.
449
00:30:25,670 --> 00:30:26,850
What are you doing out?
450
00:30:28,550 --> 00:30:30,010
We wanted to go skating.
451
00:30:32,730 --> 00:30:34,190
I used to love skating.
452
00:30:35,670 --> 00:30:37,070
Then you should go skating.
453
00:30:40,150 --> 00:30:41,050
Maybe I should.
454
00:30:41,550 --> 00:30:43,630
Why do you see Miss Gordon if she's your ex?
455
00:30:45,790 --> 00:30:47,110
Well, I still like her.
456
00:30:47,990 --> 00:30:48,650
Do you fight?
457
00:30:50,370 --> 00:30:51,270
We used to.
458
00:30:53,230 --> 00:30:55,270
We get along better now that we're exes.
459
00:30:55,650 --> 00:30:58,070
Miss Gordon gives us ginger snap cookies sometimes.
460
00:30:59,250 --> 00:31:01,670
I like Oreos better, but...
461
00:31:01,670 --> 00:31:03,950
That's just the way the cookie crumbles, right?
462
00:31:04,190 --> 00:31:05,810
Ginger snaps don't crumble.
463
00:31:06,210 --> 00:31:07,390
At least not until you crush them.
464
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,280
You better go home, I guess.
465
00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:24,740
It's too dark for skating without street lights.
466
00:31:26,420 --> 00:31:28,140
Is everything going to be okay?
467
00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:33,680
Sure it is.
468
00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:44,860
Okay.
469
00:32:09,259 --> 00:32:13,470
Go home to your mom and dad.
470
00:32:16,270 --> 00:32:17,350
Do it now.
471
00:32:52,450 --> 00:32:59,180
Oh, thank God.
472
00:32:59,920 --> 00:33:00,540
Oh, thank God.
473
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:02,440
Thank God.
474
00:33:03,220 --> 00:33:03,740
I just...
475
00:33:07,100 --> 00:33:08,380
I just...
476
00:33:09,580 --> 00:33:11,540
No, I know, I know, I saw.
477
00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:13,800
Is it just you?
478
00:33:15,100 --> 00:33:16,020
I think it's everywhere.
479
00:33:18,920 --> 00:33:21,260
I think it's almost.
480
00:33:27,140 --> 00:33:29,580
Yeah, I think it's almost.
481
00:35:11,750 --> 00:35:14,330
It's the brightest I've ever seen the stars.
482
00:35:19,940 --> 00:35:21,500
It's not that bad.
483
00:35:24,580 --> 00:35:27,460
There's Akela, the eagle.
484
00:35:30,260 --> 00:35:31,860
There's Cygnus.
485
00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:34,080
The swan.
486
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:42,040
You see it?
487
00:35:56,040 --> 00:35:57,540
Then there's the north star.
488
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:02,840
Did you just say that?
489
00:36:04,020 --> 00:36:04,820
Yeah.
490
00:36:10,610 --> 00:36:11,930
There goes Mars.
491
00:36:27,564 --> 00:36:29,313
I'm scared.
492
00:36:32,847 --> 00:36:33,795
I am too.
493
00:36:33,991 --> 00:36:39,142
It's fine honey, you're gone.
494
00:36:50,580 --> 00:36:51,660
39 years.
495
00:36:59,010 --> 00:37:00,890
39 great years.
496
00:37:09,100 --> 00:37:09,920
Thanks, Chuck.
497
00:38:01,150 --> 00:38:11,130
With the help of her friend Mac, who has an old van, Taylor Frank sets up her drum kit in her favorite spot on the 8th street promenade.
498
00:38:12,690 --> 00:38:13,330
Yeah.
499
00:38:14,410 --> 00:38:16,370
It's Thursday afternoon.
500
00:38:16,930 --> 00:38:19,110
The weather is fucking gorgeous.
501
00:38:19,630 --> 00:38:26,070
And the streets are thronged with people looking forward to the weekend, which is always better than the weekend itself.
502
00:38:26,610 --> 00:38:27,110
All good, Taylor?
503
00:38:27,550 --> 00:38:28,490
Yeah, thanks.
504
00:38:29,070 --> 00:38:30,950
10% is all the things I want, dude.
505
00:38:32,049 --> 00:38:37,730
Taylor and Mac, too, work part-time at Dr. Records on Castle Street.
506
00:38:38,530 --> 00:38:42,549
But on a good day, Taylor can make almost as much busking.
507
00:38:44,330 --> 00:38:52,470
Busk drumming isn't what her parents saw for her when she enrolled at Juilliard, and they don't know yet that she dropped out.
508
00:38:53,730 --> 00:38:56,850
Juilliard wanted you to think about what you were doing.
509
00:38:57,470 --> 00:39:03,990
But as far as Taylor is concerned, the beat is your friend and thinking is the enemy.
510
00:39:05,670 --> 00:39:15,410
She starts warming up, going easy at first, slow tempo, no cowbell.
511
00:39:16,310 --> 00:39:25,110
Not minding that the magic hat stays empty except for her two crumbled dollars and a quarter flipped contemptuously by a dude on a skateboard.
512
00:39:26,530 --> 00:39:27,870
There is time.
513
00:39:28,630 --> 00:39:30,030
There is a way in.
514
00:39:30,870 --> 00:39:33,330
Finding the end is half the fun.
515
00:39:34,150 --> 00:39:35,550
Maybe even most of it.
516
00:39:37,950 --> 00:39:45,510
Janice Halliday is on her way home from seven hours at Paper and Page and may walk all the way to the ocean.
517
00:39:46,390 --> 00:39:52,750
Her boyfriend of 16 months just broke up with her and he did it the modern way.
518
00:39:53,270 --> 00:39:53,870
Motherfucker!
519
00:39:54,190 --> 00:40:00,810
It was totally unexpected, like having a door slammed in your face just as you were getting ready to walk through it.
520
00:40:01,330 --> 00:40:02,230
It was...
521
00:40:02,230 --> 00:40:02,630
Fucking bullshit!
522
00:40:02,850 --> 00:40:03,910
Fucking bullshit.
523
00:40:04,490 --> 00:40:09,350
She isn't in love with him, never even kidded herself that she was, but still it...
524
00:40:09,350 --> 00:40:10,130
Fucking sucks!
525
00:40:10,230 --> 00:40:12,650
...is a dismaying shock just the same.
526
00:40:13,510 --> 00:40:17,470
She supposes she'll have some wine when she gets home and cry.
527
00:40:18,510 --> 00:40:23,150
Maybe queue up one of her big band playlists and dance drunk around the room.
528
00:40:23,890 --> 00:40:26,050
She loved to dance in high school.
529
00:40:26,770 --> 00:40:29,550
Maybe she can recapture a little of that happiness.
530
00:40:29,750 --> 00:40:30,310
Fucking really?
531
00:40:31,190 --> 00:40:33,050
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
532
00:40:33,150 --> 00:40:34,050
Not you, not you.
533
00:40:35,470 --> 00:40:36,230
Fuck.
534
00:40:40,130 --> 00:40:41,650
Charles Krantz.
535
00:40:42,370 --> 00:40:46,490
Chuck, to his friends, is dressed in the armor of accountancy.
536
00:40:46,990 --> 00:40:49,650
Gray suit, blue shirt, blue tie.
537
00:40:50,630 --> 00:40:54,150
His Samuel Windsor shoes are inexpensive but sturdy.
538
00:40:54,970 --> 00:41:00,930
He's here for a week-long conference titled Banking in the 21st Century.
539
00:41:01,590 --> 00:41:06,490
He's been sent by his bank, Midwest Trust, all expenses paid.
540
00:41:07,490 --> 00:41:10,530
Chuck has enjoyed the speakers and the panels.
541
00:41:11,110 --> 00:41:17,238
He was on one panel and is scheduled to be on another before the conference ends at noon tomorrow,
542
00:41:17,238 --> 00:41:22,710
but has no wish to spend his off-duty hours in the company of 70 other accountants.
543
00:41:23,410 --> 00:41:28,230
He speaks their language, but likes to think he speaks others as well.
544
00:41:29,150 --> 00:41:33,490
At least he did, although some of the vocabulary is now lost.
545
00:41:34,650 --> 00:41:40,030
Now his sensible Samuel Windsor Oxfords are taking him for an afternoon walk.
546
00:41:40,870 --> 00:41:46,270
His life is narrower than the one he once hoped for, but he's made peace with that.
547
00:41:47,010 --> 00:41:51,210
He understands that narrowing is the natural order of things.
548
00:41:52,010 --> 00:42:00,330
He has a wife, Ginny, to whom he is scrupulously faithful, and an intelligent, good-humored son in middle school.
549
00:42:00,850 --> 00:42:05,650
He also has only nine months to live, though he doesn't know that yet.
550
00:42:10,690 --> 00:42:16,230
Taylor has been on the job for ten minutes now and has nothing to show for it.
551
00:42:18,790 --> 00:42:28,770
She sees a Mr. Businessman type coming toward her, but something about it, God knows what, makes Taylor want to announce his approach.
552
00:42:30,170 --> 00:42:34,530
She slips first into a reggae beat, then something slinkier.
553
00:42:35,350 --> 00:42:42,390
And for the first time today, Taylor feels a spark and begins to whack the cowbell on the downbeat.
554
00:42:43,410 --> 00:42:44,430
It's pretty cool.
555
00:42:45,410 --> 00:42:51,080
The groove is like a road you want to follow.
556
00:42:52,000 --> 00:43:00,300
She could speed the beat up, get some Tom in there, but she's watching Mr. Businessman, and that seems wrong for this dude.
557
00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:07,965
She believes Mr. Businessman will just go on past on his way to the business hotel,
558
00:43:07,965 --> 00:43:11,740
and when he's gone, Taylor will switch to something else.
559
00:43:56,250 --> 00:43:56,890
But...
560
00:46:47,820 --> 00:46:48,640
It's okay.
561
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:49,900
It's like a latch.
562
00:49:23,660 --> 00:49:31,440
It's like a latch.
563
00:50:10,650 --> 00:50:11,270
You okay?
564
00:50:13,870 --> 00:50:14,230
Yeah.
565
00:50:17,300 --> 00:50:18,760
Yeah, just one of my headaches.
566
00:50:21,240 --> 00:50:21,980
Oh, no, no, no.
567
00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:22,840
Come on.
568
00:50:23,160 --> 00:50:23,700
I don't need it.
569
00:50:23,740 --> 00:50:23,980
You keep it.
570
00:50:23,980 --> 00:50:24,820
Come on, man.
571
00:50:24,860 --> 00:50:25,600
You earned it.
572
00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:27,080
Buy yourself dinner.
573
00:50:27,720 --> 00:50:28,320
Give it away.
574
00:50:29,000 --> 00:50:29,880
I'm handing it to you.
575
00:50:35,300 --> 00:50:36,800
We can do this for a living, you know.
576
00:50:37,900 --> 00:50:38,860
I didn't know about that.
577
00:50:38,860 --> 00:50:41,340
I really think we can bust our way to fame and fortune.
578
00:50:45,010 --> 00:50:47,670
What made you stop in front of me?
579
00:50:50,170 --> 00:50:51,650
Why did you start moving?
580
00:50:54,230 --> 00:51:00,421
He could say it was because he was thinking about his old half-assed band, the Retros,
581
00:51:00,421 --> 00:51:04,930
and how he liked to dance across the stage during instrumental breaks.
582
00:51:06,250 --> 00:51:07,650
But that's not it.
583
00:51:11,470 --> 00:51:12,870
I don't know.
584
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:17,660
Taylor, we've got to roll.
585
00:51:17,880 --> 00:51:19,660
Are you going to end up spending your take on my parking ticket?
586
00:51:22,780 --> 00:51:24,560
You guys don't want a career change?
587
00:51:24,980 --> 00:51:25,860
Career change?
588
00:51:26,140 --> 00:51:27,100
Yeah, I mean...
589
00:51:27,100 --> 00:51:28,180
We can eat for ourselves.
590
00:51:30,180 --> 00:51:31,600
You've got to get in here before you go.
591
00:51:32,820 --> 00:51:33,480
Group hug!
592
00:51:33,800 --> 00:51:34,700
Oh, okay.
593
00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:35,500
Group hug!
594
00:51:35,680 --> 00:51:36,080
Okay.
595
00:51:37,580 --> 00:51:38,460
Come on!
596
00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:46,280
Buskers forever.
597
00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:48,780
Yeah, buskers forever.
598
00:51:49,040 --> 00:51:49,680
We've got to roll.
599
00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:51,180
I'm going to be your agent, though.
600
00:51:59,530 --> 00:52:00,010
That sucks.
601
00:52:00,870 --> 00:52:01,710
It does suck.
602
00:52:03,010 --> 00:52:04,390
I thought he was a nice guy.
603
00:52:05,150 --> 00:52:07,250
He was a pretty good lover and we had fun and all that.
604
00:52:08,910 --> 00:52:12,890
I can find a video of us dancing, which I'm going to look because I bet we go viral.
605
00:52:13,430 --> 00:52:15,730
I'm going to send it to him with a text.
606
00:52:15,770 --> 00:52:18,850
A text that says, this is what you're missing.
607
00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:28,160
You're going to be fine.
608
00:52:30,690 --> 00:52:32,670
I don't know a lot, but I know that much.
609
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:40,220
You've got a bright sunbeam in front of you and you're going to step right into it, I can tell.
610
00:52:43,800 --> 00:52:47,370
But yeah, it sucks.
611
00:52:48,010 --> 00:52:48,970
Not much else to say.
612
00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:55,200
Everything goes down the drain and all we can say is that it sucks.
613
00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:55,540
No.
614
00:52:58,240 --> 00:52:59,740
Maybe we're going down the drain, too.
615
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:02,600
Maybe.
616
00:53:05,930 --> 00:53:06,730
I'm this way.
617
00:53:10,500 --> 00:53:11,400
I'm that way.
618
00:53:17,100 --> 00:53:17,980
Thank you for today.
619
00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:18,260
Thanks.
620
00:54:12,650 --> 00:54:18,130
As he passes the place where Taylor set up her drums, those two questions recur.
621
00:54:20,750 --> 00:54:22,990
Why did he stop to listen?
622
00:54:24,610 --> 00:54:27,570
And why did he start to dance?
623
00:54:30,970 --> 00:54:31,950
He doesn't know.
624
00:54:33,610 --> 00:54:36,390
And would answers make a good thing better?
625
00:54:39,370 --> 00:54:46,870
Later, he'll lose the ability to walk, never mind dancing with Little Sister on the promenade.
626
00:54:47,910 --> 00:54:50,930
Later, he'll lose the ability to chew food.
627
00:54:52,470 --> 00:54:54,810
Later, he'll forget his wife's name.
628
00:54:56,570 --> 00:55:01,857
Later, he'll lose his grip on the difference between waking and sleeping,
629
00:55:01,857 --> 00:55:08,130
and enter a land of pain so great, he will wonder why God made the world.
630
00:55:10,810 --> 00:55:13,934
What he will remember, occasionally,
631
00:55:13,934 --> 00:55:21,170
is how he stopped and dropped his briefcase and began to move his hips to the beat of the drums.
632
00:55:22,110 --> 00:55:26,450
And he will think, that is why God made the world.
633
00:55:28,190 --> 00:55:29,230
Just that.
634
00:55:53,280 --> 00:55:56,180
Chuck was looking forward to having a baby sister.
635
00:55:57,100 --> 00:56:00,520
Of course, he was also looking forward to having parents.
636
00:56:00,520 --> 00:56:07,180
But none of that worked out, thanks to a patch of well-hidden ice on an I-95 overpass.
637
00:56:10,340 --> 00:56:15,652
Chuck wasn't in the car when it happened, because his parents were having a dinner date,
638
00:56:15,652 --> 00:56:22,220
and he was being babysat by his grandparents, who, at the time, he was still calling Zadie and Bubby.
639
00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:24,400
He was seven years old.
640
00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:30,980
For a year and a half, it was a house of unadulterated sadness.
641
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:37,755
Albie and Sarah Krantz had not only lost their son and daughter-in-law,
642
00:56:37,755 --> 00:56:42,920
they had lost the granddaughter who would have been born just three months later.
643
00:56:45,380 --> 00:56:47,600
The name had already been picked out.
644
00:56:48,360 --> 00:56:48,880
Alyssa.
645
00:56:49,820 --> 00:56:56,160
When Chuck said that sounded to him like rain, his mother had laughed and cried at the same time.
646
00:56:56,980 --> 00:56:58,720
He never forgot that.
647
00:57:00,520 --> 00:57:07,840
Albie processed his grief by turning to his two absolutes, numbers and alcohol.
648
00:57:09,180 --> 00:57:13,020
Sarah, though, could find no joy in her usual pleasures.
649
00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:23,960
She loved the flavors of life, music, art and food, but now found the world quiet and gray and flavorless.
650
00:57:26,160 --> 00:57:30,040
Some of the good feelings came back into the house with time.
651
00:57:30,780 --> 00:57:38,500
There were a lot of takeout meals after the accident, but around the time Chuck turned 10, his grandma started cooking again.
652
00:57:39,560 --> 00:57:42,600
She liked to rock and roll while she was cooking.
653
00:57:43,780 --> 00:57:48,760
Music Chuck would have thought much too young for her, but which she clearly enjoyed.
654
00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:10,760
Come on, little brother, let's dance.
655
00:59:10,437 --> 00:59:13,110
You can learn those moves kiddo, you're a natural.
656
00:59:14,470 --> 00:59:15,630
Where did you learn?
657
00:59:16,370 --> 00:59:17,010
High school.
658
00:59:17,750 --> 00:59:19,630
What were you like in high school?
659
00:59:21,530 --> 00:59:22,670
I was a cruciate.
660
00:59:23,930 --> 00:59:25,790
Don't you tell your Sadie I said that.
661
00:59:26,390 --> 00:59:27,610
He's old school that one.
662
00:59:30,710 --> 00:59:32,290
Chuck never told.
663
00:59:33,990 --> 00:59:37,770
His grandparent's house became every inch his home.
664
00:59:38,170 --> 00:59:39,250
With one exception.
665
00:59:40,570 --> 00:59:42,350
The cupola on the roof.
666
00:59:45,100 --> 00:59:48,700
Chuck was forbidden to go into the cupola.
667
00:59:49,420 --> 00:59:54,420
That was his grandfather's rule and it was absolute, emphatic.
668
00:59:55,840 --> 00:59:59,160
Albie wasn't a stern man in other matters.
669
00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:04,480
He was downright gentle in most respects, but on this point he was rigid.
670
01:00:08,140 --> 01:00:11,440
Chuck asked about it, of course, and more than once.
671
01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:13,160
What was up there?
672
01:00:13,580 --> 01:00:15,540
What could you see from the high window?
673
01:00:16,240 --> 01:00:19,720
And the big question, why was the room locked?
674
01:00:21,460 --> 01:00:25,002
Grandma said: because the floor isn't safe and you might go right through.
675
01:00:25,002 --> 01:00:32,860
Grandpa said: there's nothing up there because of that rotten floor and the only thing you can see through the windowsis the shopping center.
676
01:00:33,240 --> 01:00:41,080
He said that until one night just before Chuck's 11th birthday, when he told at least part of the truth.
677
01:00:41,440 --> 01:00:47,020
The cosmic calendar compresses the local history of the universe into a single year.
678
01:00:47,700 --> 01:00:53,160
If the universe began on January 1st, it was not until May that the Milky Way formed.
679
01:00:53,400 --> 01:01:01,510
Drinking is not good for secrets, and after the death of his son, daughter-in-law, and granddaughter-to-be,
680
01:01:01,510 --> 01:01:06,740
Alyssa, who sounds like rain, Albie Krantz drank a great deal.
681
01:01:10,540 --> 01:01:18,340
I'll bet you could see way past the Westfield Mall from the cupola.
682
01:01:20,160 --> 01:01:24,300
You gotta be able to see the whole town from up there, I bet.
683
01:01:25,820 --> 01:01:30,800
If you went up there, you might see a lot more than you wanted.
684
01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:34,020
That's why it's locked, Chucko.
685
01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:47,610
He wanted to ask what Grandpa meant, but the adult part of him, not there in person,
686
01:01:47,610 --> 01:01:54,990
no, not at 10, but something that had begun to speak on rare occasions, told him to be quiet.
687
01:01:56,090 --> 01:01:58,770
Be quiet and wait.
688
01:02:10,090 --> 01:02:12,650
You know what style of house this is?
689
01:02:13,790 --> 01:02:14,330
Victorian.
690
01:02:15,350 --> 01:02:15,990
That's right.
691
01:02:17,590 --> 01:02:19,530
And not pretend Victorian, either.
692
01:02:19,630 --> 01:02:22,230
It was built in 1885.
693
01:02:23,290 --> 01:02:30,330
It's been remodeled half a dozen times since, but that cupola was there from the start.
694
01:02:31,370 --> 01:02:39,410
Been here since 71, and in all those years, I haven't been up to that damn cupola half a dozen times.
695
01:02:39,850 --> 01:02:41,270
Because the floor's rotted?
696
01:02:42,930 --> 01:02:44,810
Because it's full of ghosts.
697
01:02:50,560 --> 01:02:52,040
You remember Scrooge?
698
01:02:52,280 --> 01:02:52,660
Yeah.
699
01:02:52,660 --> 01:02:54,500
That Scrooge movie we watched?
700
01:02:54,700 --> 01:02:55,080
I remember.
701
01:02:55,760 --> 01:02:58,180
Do you think of that as a ghost story?
702
01:02:59,800 --> 01:03:01,260
I guess so.
703
01:03:01,440 --> 01:03:03,920
Didn't someone say it was a ghost story?
704
01:03:06,600 --> 01:03:08,440
Christmas yet to come.
705
01:03:14,690 --> 01:03:16,530
Jeffrey's boy was a month later.
706
01:03:18,770 --> 01:03:19,870
Henry Peterson.
707
01:03:21,390 --> 01:03:22,770
That took longer.
708
01:03:25,430 --> 01:03:35,150
Four, maybe five years on, and by then, I almost forgot what I saw up there.
709
01:03:37,570 --> 01:03:38,450
Almost.
710
01:03:42,040 --> 01:03:44,720
Said I'd never go back up there after that.
711
01:03:46,200 --> 01:03:48,100
And I wish I hadn't.
712
01:03:49,060 --> 01:03:50,260
Because of Sarah.
713
01:03:50,680 --> 01:03:56,560
Because of your bubby, Chuckie.
714
01:03:58,890 --> 01:04:00,490
Your sweet bubby.
715
01:04:03,260 --> 01:04:04,020
And the bread.
716
01:04:10,579 --> 01:04:12,220
It's the waiting chuckle.
717
01:04:14,740 --> 01:04:16,120
That's the hard part.
718
01:04:21,670 --> 01:04:24,290
Last ten seconds of the cosmic countdown.
719
01:04:25,490 --> 01:04:27,250
It's getting cold out there.
720
01:04:28,310 --> 01:04:29,250
Vera says hi.
721
01:04:29,650 --> 01:04:30,690
She says thanks for the soup.
722
01:04:30,690 --> 01:04:33,890
She laid the gossip on me.
723
01:04:33,970 --> 01:04:34,530
Laid it good.
724
01:04:35,050 --> 01:04:38,150
Of course, that's why we have her here, isn't it?
725
01:04:38,290 --> 01:04:39,610
So, what's the latest?
726
01:04:40,330 --> 01:04:45,350
Well, I don't know if you've heard, but Trish is saying Karen and Maddie are in therapy.
727
01:04:46,250 --> 01:04:48,030
Who's Henry Peterson, Zadie?
728
01:05:26,048 --> 01:05:27,240
He'll be back with some groceries.
729
01:05:28,700 --> 01:05:32,780
Then how about tonight we do some s'mores in the fireplace?
730
01:05:34,880 --> 01:05:35,100
Yeah.
731
01:05:35,940 --> 01:05:36,440
Yeah.
732
01:05:38,380 --> 01:05:40,580
Was he blabbing to you about his ghosts?
733
01:05:42,020 --> 01:05:43,660
The ones that live in the cupola?
734
01:05:46,360 --> 01:05:46,880
Yeah.
735
01:05:46,880 --> 01:05:46,980
Yeah.
736
01:05:48,260 --> 01:05:49,120
Are there?
737
01:05:51,500 --> 01:05:52,440
What do you think?
738
01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:55,780
I wouldn't pay too much attention to Zadie.
739
01:05:56,600 --> 01:06:02,640
He's a good man, but sometimes, sometimes he drinks too much.
740
01:06:03,740 --> 01:06:05,040
Then he rides his hobby horses.
741
01:06:05,540 --> 01:06:06,620
I'm sure you know what I'm talking about.
742
01:06:06,620 --> 01:06:08,400
Who was the Jeffreys boy?
743
01:06:14,630 --> 01:06:16,750
Well, that was a very sad thing, kiddo.
744
01:06:18,450 --> 01:06:24,490
He lived on the next block over, and he got hit by a car when he chased a ball into the street.
745
01:06:26,150 --> 01:06:33,770
It happened a long time ago, and if your grandpa says he saw it before it happened, he's mistaken.
746
01:06:39,340 --> 01:06:41,180
He just drinks too much.
747
01:06:52,600 --> 01:06:56,420
You know, I could take those to Mrs. Stanley if you want.
748
01:06:57,500 --> 01:06:59,820
Oh, that's very thoughtful of you.
749
01:06:59,900 --> 01:07:00,920
I bet Mary would love that.
750
01:07:04,880 --> 01:07:05,760
Just wonderful.
751
01:07:06,120 --> 01:07:07,520
Your grandmother is an artist.
752
01:07:08,200 --> 01:07:09,340
Thank you for bringing them over.
753
01:07:09,400 --> 01:07:10,240
Was that your idea?
754
01:07:10,760 --> 01:07:11,440
Be honest.
755
01:07:11,560 --> 01:07:12,240
It was.
756
01:07:12,760 --> 01:07:13,460
What can I make you?
757
01:07:13,500 --> 01:07:14,040
A cup of tea?
758
01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:19,360
I don't drink tea, but I wouldn't mind a glass of milk.
759
01:07:21,120 --> 01:07:22,720
Well, your grandmother's a saint.
760
01:07:23,660 --> 01:07:24,840
Now, what about your granddad?
761
01:07:25,080 --> 01:07:26,980
Did he have that thing on his back with that?
762
01:07:27,300 --> 01:07:29,980
Yeah, the doctor took it off and had it tested.
763
01:07:30,020 --> 01:07:30,520
Tell me everything.
764
01:07:31,720 --> 01:07:32,920
It was with the little backwards.
765
01:07:34,360 --> 01:07:35,480
Thank God for that.
766
01:07:38,780 --> 01:07:43,340
Yeah, he was talking to grandma about someone named Henry Peterson.
767
01:07:45,540 --> 01:07:46,440
So awful.
768
01:07:47,340 --> 01:07:49,640
No, Henry was a bookkeeper just like your granddad.
769
01:07:50,040 --> 01:07:52,120
He did a lot of the other businesses in town.
770
01:07:52,380 --> 01:07:53,600
The ones that your Zadie did.
771
01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:54,620
How did it happen?
772
01:07:57,770 --> 01:07:59,830
I don't think you want to hear about that stuff.
773
01:08:00,950 --> 01:08:04,510
Well, granddad said it was peaceful.
774
01:08:04,890 --> 01:08:05,290
Peaceful?
775
01:08:06,170 --> 01:08:08,730
He killed himself, hung himself.
776
01:08:09,430 --> 01:08:14,270
His wife, you see, she ran off with this younger man, barely old enough to vote, and she was in her 40s.
777
01:08:14,450 --> 01:08:15,110
What do you think of that?
778
01:08:16,370 --> 01:08:17,050
Wow.
779
01:08:25,730 --> 01:08:27,270
What's happening at school?
780
01:08:29,130 --> 01:08:30,370
Just smooching who?
781
01:08:31,390 --> 01:08:36,490
Talk honestly, for no one else hears you, and I stay only a minute longer.
782
01:08:36,490 --> 01:08:38,710
Do I contradict myself?
783
01:08:39,630 --> 01:08:40,590
Very well, then.
784
01:08:41,490 --> 01:08:42,870
I contradict myself.
785
01:08:44,150 --> 01:08:45,150
I'm large.
786
01:08:46,350 --> 01:08:48,010
I contain multitudes.
787
01:08:48,690 --> 01:08:52,182
On the last day of sixth grade, Miss Richards,
788
01:08:52,182 --> 01:09:02,027
a sweet hippy-dippy-ish young woman who had no command of discipline and would probably not last long in the public education system,
789
01:09:02,027 --> 01:09:08,910
tried to recite for Chuck's class some verse of Walt Whitman's Song of Myself.
790
01:09:22,090 --> 01:09:31,160
That went well, don't you think?
791
01:09:32,540 --> 01:09:34,940
Yeah, I'm sorry about that.
792
01:09:36,560 --> 01:09:40,520
What does he mean when he says, I am large?
793
01:09:40,940 --> 01:09:43,100
I contain multitudes?
794
01:09:46,340 --> 01:09:47,700
What do you think he means?
795
01:09:48,600 --> 01:09:50,580
All the people he knows?
796
01:09:51,320 --> 01:09:54,260
Yes, but maybe he means even more.
797
01:09:56,660 --> 01:09:57,360
Come here.
798
01:10:01,140 --> 01:10:03,420
What's in there between my hands?
799
01:10:03,900 --> 01:10:04,440
My brain.
800
01:10:05,580 --> 01:10:07,560
No, um, that's not exactly what I mean.
801
01:10:08,560 --> 01:10:11,900
What's in there, right between my hands, right now?
802
01:10:14,080 --> 01:10:14,660
I'm low.
803
01:10:15,520 --> 01:10:16,540
All the people you know?
804
01:10:17,700 --> 01:10:18,760
I guess.
805
01:10:19,500 --> 01:10:20,960
Just the people you know?
806
01:10:23,540 --> 01:10:24,620
Everything you see.
807
01:10:25,620 --> 01:10:26,820
Everything you know.
808
01:10:28,100 --> 01:10:29,740
The world, Chuck.
809
01:10:30,320 --> 01:10:32,660
Planes in the sky, manhole covers in the street.
810
01:10:33,080 --> 01:10:39,820
Every year that you live, that world inside your head will get bigger and brighter and more detailed and complex.
811
01:10:40,820 --> 01:10:48,620
You will build cities and countries and continents and you will fill them with people and faces real and imagined.
812
01:10:49,160 --> 01:10:49,760
You understand?
813
01:10:52,920 --> 01:11:01,720
You fill the whole thing with everyone you ever meet, everyone you ever know, everyone you ever just imagined.
814
01:11:02,940 --> 01:11:04,520
It'll be a universe.
815
01:11:05,920 --> 01:11:09,520
A whole universe right between my hands.
816
01:11:11,360 --> 01:11:14,020
You contain multitudes.
817
01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:25,353
So, what happens to that universe if someone, I don't know,
818
01:11:25,353 --> 01:11:29,880
hits a patch of ice and goes off an overpass or?
819
01:11:32,660 --> 01:11:34,700
Don't worry too much about those things.
820
01:11:35,540 --> 01:11:39,160
Just remember that you contain multitudes, Chuck.
821
01:11:41,080 --> 01:11:42,340
Isn't that wonderful?
822
01:11:45,180 --> 01:11:45,880
Now, go on.
823
01:11:46,300 --> 01:11:47,380
You were such a good boy.
824
01:11:47,540 --> 01:11:49,260
I really enjoyed having you in class.
825
01:12:10,780 --> 01:12:16,260
Chuck did enjoy his summer until August when Bubby died.
826
01:12:21,020 --> 01:12:24,789
It happened at the grocery store down the street in public,
827
01:12:24,789 --> 01:12:31,520
which was a little undignified, but at least it was the kind of death where people can safely say,
828
01:12:31,720 --> 01:12:33,175
Thank God she didn't suffer.
829
01:12:34,180 --> 01:12:39,540
The other standby, she had a long, full life, was more of a gray area.
830
01:12:40,740 --> 01:12:43,500
Sarah Krantz had yet to reach her mid-60s.
831
01:12:47,280 --> 01:12:52,820
Once more, the house on Pilchard Street was one of unadulterated sadness.
832
01:12:54,060 --> 01:13:03,920
Albie wore his morning band and lost weight and stopped telling his jokes and began to look older than his 70 years.
833
01:13:10,980 --> 01:13:11,980
That's it?
834
01:13:12,300 --> 01:13:12,500
Yeah.
835
01:13:14,020 --> 01:13:15,220
About 75.
836
01:13:18,400 --> 01:13:27,760
That lady who was in here a few weeks ago, the one who died, where was she when it happened?
837
01:13:28,480 --> 01:13:29,420
It's a little creepy.
838
01:13:31,600 --> 01:13:33,380
She was my grandma.
839
01:13:35,520 --> 01:13:41,220
She was getting a loaf of bread, pulled down almost everything on the shelf, and she collapsed.
840
01:13:42,540 --> 01:13:45,580
I'm sorry if that's too much information.
841
01:13:49,200 --> 01:13:49,800
Nah.
842
01:13:49,800 --> 01:13:51,360
I already knew that.
843
01:14:46,330 --> 01:14:46,970
No!
844
01:14:48,896 --> 01:14:52,832
Get away from here!
You get away from here!
845
01:15:15,869 --> 01:15:16,921
Give me that.
846
01:15:18,960 --> 01:15:19,960
Give it to me.
847
01:15:20,140 --> 01:15:20,900
Give it to me.
848
01:15:21,740 --> 01:15:22,540
Give me it.
849
01:15:30,680 --> 01:15:32,020
I'm sorry.
850
01:15:32,660 --> 01:15:33,940
Are you okay?
851
01:15:34,540 --> 01:15:35,500
What did you see?
852
01:15:38,100 --> 01:15:39,220
What did you see?
853
01:15:39,940 --> 01:15:40,880
I'm sorry.
854
01:15:41,120 --> 01:15:43,080
It's just, you can't.
855
01:15:43,980 --> 01:15:46,060
You can't do that, Albie.
856
01:15:47,020 --> 01:15:48,160
You just can't.
857
01:15:48,800 --> 01:15:50,380
Oh, I'm so sorry.
858
01:15:50,740 --> 01:15:51,800
I'm sorry.
859
01:15:52,340 --> 01:15:54,100
I'm so, so sorry.
860
01:15:55,060 --> 01:15:56,360
I'm sorry.
861
01:16:18,460 --> 01:16:19,380
Come on, little brother.
862
01:16:20,560 --> 01:16:21,360
Let's dance.
863
01:16:37,760 --> 01:16:40,400
Hello, twirlers and hello, spinners.
864
01:16:40,620 --> 01:16:41,260
What do you know?
865
01:16:41,780 --> 01:16:42,980
Three boys this year.
866
01:16:43,400 --> 01:16:44,140
It's a new record.
867
01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:48,100
You gentlemen might find yourselves being teased for your new hobby.
868
01:16:48,100 --> 01:16:51,680
I assure you, you are the smartest young men in the whole school.
869
01:16:51,920 --> 01:16:53,040
You'll soon see what I mean.
870
01:16:53,740 --> 01:17:02,900
For those who don't know me, I am Miss Rohrabacher, and when I'm not teaching the girls phys ed, I am what a few students have called the dance monster.
871
01:17:04,020 --> 01:17:04,480
Nothing?
872
01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:05,140
All right.
873
01:17:05,740 --> 01:17:12,900
You have chosen what might be the best club this school has ever had, because if we didn't have girls volleyball, we wouldn't have nothing.
874
01:17:13,099 --> 01:17:14,540
No, no, no.
875
01:17:14,900 --> 01:17:16,460
Back, Mr. Mulford.
876
01:17:16,540 --> 01:17:18,000
You are mine now.
877
01:17:20,660 --> 01:17:21,260
One.
878
01:17:24,060 --> 01:17:24,920
Chuck knew it.
879
01:17:28,920 --> 01:17:29,860
Chow-chow.
880
01:17:31,880 --> 01:17:32,880
Chuck knew it.
881
01:17:36,600 --> 01:17:37,200
Swing.
882
01:17:37,900 --> 01:17:39,620
Triple step, rock step, triple step, triple step.
883
01:17:39,640 --> 01:17:40,380
Chuck knew it.
884
01:17:44,700 --> 01:17:45,300
Samba.
885
01:17:48,120 --> 01:17:49,460
I don't know that one.
886
01:17:49,780 --> 01:17:52,980
He was by far the best dancer in the little club.
887
01:17:53,320 --> 01:17:57,060
So Miss Rohrabacher mostly put him with the girls who were clumsy.
888
01:17:57,600 --> 01:18:02,400
He understood she did it to make them better, and he was a good sport about it.
889
01:18:03,000 --> 01:18:10,973
Near the end of their two hours, however, the dance monster would show mercy and pair him with Cat McCoy,
890
01:18:10,973 --> 01:18:15,580
who was an eighth grader and the best dancer of the girls.
891
01:18:16,500 --> 01:18:18,800
And Chuck didn't expect romance.
892
01:18:19,460 --> 01:18:23,940
Cat was not only gorgeous, she was a full foot taller than he was.
893
01:18:24,240 --> 01:18:29,000
But he loved to dance with her, and the feeling was mutual.
894
01:18:29,780 --> 01:18:37,450
Out, two, three, turn.
895
01:18:38,130 --> 01:18:39,190
Now box.
896
01:18:45,110 --> 01:18:47,510
I don't know what that is.
897
01:18:47,610 --> 01:18:49,050
Oh my God.
898
01:18:49,050 --> 01:18:51,590
Okay, 10 minutes freestyle.
899
01:19:09,360 --> 01:19:11,100
Hey, watch this.
900
01:19:17,240 --> 01:19:18,720
Show me how you did that.
901
01:19:19,320 --> 01:19:19,660
Ready?
902
01:19:21,160 --> 01:19:21,860
Slide.
903
01:19:24,200 --> 01:19:25,820
Here, ready?
904
01:19:26,200 --> 01:19:26,660
Try it with me.
905
01:19:31,470 --> 01:19:34,110
Uh, kick off your shoes and do it in your socks.
906
01:19:34,690 --> 01:19:38,830
One, slide.
907
01:19:39,870 --> 01:19:40,570
Slide.
908
01:19:41,370 --> 01:19:43,110
Yeah, there you go.
909
01:19:45,110 --> 01:19:46,610
Hey, show me.
910
01:19:48,590 --> 01:19:52,250
Pop, slide, pop, slide, slide, slide.
911
01:19:53,270 --> 01:19:53,910
Again.
912
01:20:01,210 --> 01:20:04,930
Twirlers and spinners let out half an hour late that day.
913
01:20:07,190 --> 01:20:08,190
That's so rad.
914
01:20:08,550 --> 01:20:09,670
You figured that out by yourself?
915
01:20:09,670 --> 01:20:13,850
I just kept rewinding and rewinding until I figured it out.
916
01:20:16,130 --> 01:20:17,670
We should do that at the plane.
917
01:20:20,290 --> 01:20:22,970
Uh, not as a date or anything.
918
01:20:23,930 --> 01:20:25,710
I'm going out with Dougie Wentworth.
919
01:20:26,710 --> 01:20:27,670
You know that, right?
920
01:20:28,490 --> 01:20:28,830
Yeah.
921
01:20:31,750 --> 01:20:34,830
But that doesn't mean we can't show them some cool moves.
922
01:20:36,110 --> 01:20:37,370
I really want to.
923
01:20:37,890 --> 01:20:38,290
Do you?
924
01:20:39,350 --> 01:20:40,450
I don't know.
925
01:20:40,950 --> 01:20:42,330
I'm a lot shorter.
926
01:20:43,750 --> 01:20:45,450
I think people will laugh.
927
01:21:01,260 --> 01:21:02,440
That totally works.
928
01:21:02,580 --> 01:21:03,540
Totally does.
929
01:21:03,800 --> 01:21:04,500
You sure?
930
01:21:04,860 --> 01:21:05,820
Oh, yeah, I'm sure.
931
01:21:06,240 --> 01:21:08,060
Well, they feel great.
932
01:21:09,700 --> 01:21:10,680
Just a little big.
933
01:21:14,340 --> 01:21:15,420
There should be a little more.
934
01:21:17,380 --> 01:21:18,000
How's that?
935
01:21:21,850 --> 01:21:23,290
The floor feels like ice.
936
01:21:23,930 --> 01:21:26,750
If I scratch this on that floor, the janitor is going to be here.
937
01:21:26,770 --> 01:21:28,750
Timmy, there won't be a janitor.
938
01:21:29,390 --> 01:21:31,090
It's too light on his feet to leave it.
939
01:21:33,030 --> 01:21:34,570
Oh, it's perfect.
940
01:21:39,230 --> 01:21:40,810
Taking on a run of these two.
941
01:21:43,050 --> 01:21:44,570
You don't have to sigh.
942
01:21:45,310 --> 01:21:46,810
You're good at this, you know?
943
01:21:47,010 --> 01:21:48,130
You're really good at it.
944
01:21:48,670 --> 01:21:50,290
Yeah, but it's boring.
945
01:21:51,210 --> 01:21:51,630
Boring?
946
01:21:52,290 --> 01:21:52,490
What?
947
01:21:52,670 --> 01:21:53,530
You mean math?
948
01:21:54,090 --> 01:21:54,410
Yeah.
949
01:21:55,270 --> 01:21:59,850
I wonder if maybe next semester you might want to try math league after school.
950
01:21:59,970 --> 01:22:00,750
I did it.
951
01:22:00,750 --> 01:22:03,770
All high school, in fact, and it was so great.
952
01:22:03,930 --> 01:22:05,110
You're doing twirlers and spinners.
953
01:22:08,350 --> 01:22:12,450
Hey, hey, put that down a second, will you?
954
01:22:13,430 --> 01:22:14,850
Just a little about math.
955
01:22:16,130 --> 01:22:21,090
These people start out thinking it might be boring, and that's their first mistake.
956
01:22:21,910 --> 01:22:28,330
It's used in every career, in every job, in every facet of life on this planet.
957
01:22:28,390 --> 01:22:29,150
That's a fact.
958
01:22:29,150 --> 01:22:30,630
Tell the planet.
959
01:22:31,710 --> 01:22:33,830
How do you think we figure out how long a day is?
960
01:22:34,890 --> 01:22:36,990
Everybody knows how long a day is.
961
01:22:37,470 --> 01:22:37,950
How long?
962
01:22:38,650 --> 01:22:39,670
24 hours.
963
01:22:40,090 --> 01:22:42,770
People say it's 24 hours, but they're wrong.
964
01:22:43,670 --> 01:22:50,570
There are 23 hours and 56 minutes in a stellar day, plus a few odd seconds.
965
01:22:51,090 --> 01:22:51,990
Math proves it.
966
01:22:52,570 --> 01:22:54,790
How do we know how old the earth is?
967
01:22:55,150 --> 01:22:56,810
How old the universe is?
968
01:22:56,810 --> 01:23:02,830
How long people have been here, or how to build a bridge or a skyscraper, or how far apart the stars are?
969
01:23:03,310 --> 01:23:04,770
How do we land on the moon?
970
01:23:05,270 --> 01:23:06,510
The stars themselves.
971
01:23:07,190 --> 01:23:11,270
Why they burn, why atoms split and fuse, and all the rest is just math.
972
01:23:13,730 --> 01:23:15,210
Stars are just math.
973
01:23:16,010 --> 01:23:21,230
When you look at the night sky, you're seeing the greatest equation in the universe.
974
01:23:22,210 --> 01:23:23,530
Heck, you're dancing.
975
01:23:23,690 --> 01:23:24,730
That's math too.
976
01:23:24,730 --> 01:23:27,550
I mean, what's the language of dance?
977
01:23:28,090 --> 01:23:29,550
How do you learn your steps?
978
01:23:30,110 --> 01:23:31,270
It's even in the name.
979
01:23:31,370 --> 01:23:33,250
I mean, they call it the count.
980
01:23:33,590 --> 01:23:35,310
One and two and three and four.
981
01:23:35,430 --> 01:23:36,250
What's a waltz?
982
01:23:36,470 --> 01:23:37,350
One, two, three.
983
01:23:37,490 --> 01:23:38,170
One, two, three.
984
01:23:38,290 --> 01:23:38,890
Just numbers.
985
01:23:39,190 --> 01:23:40,330
Just math.
986
01:23:41,210 --> 01:23:45,010
And more than that, there's an art to it.
987
01:23:46,030 --> 01:23:53,090
What I do, all these files here, all these folders, these are all people's lives.
988
01:23:53,850 --> 01:24:02,910
Every choice they made last year, last 10 years, everything that's important to them, every weakness they have,
989
01:24:03,010 --> 01:24:07,610
every vice, every dream, it's all here in numbers.
990
01:24:08,590 --> 01:24:12,670
Some schmuck comes in, takes those numbers, does the math without artistry.
991
01:24:12,770 --> 01:24:14,170
Someone loses their house.
992
01:24:15,210 --> 01:24:18,270
I take those numbers to a little art.
993
01:24:19,030 --> 01:24:20,470
I save someone's life.
994
01:24:21,270 --> 01:24:22,570
That's what I do.
995
01:24:23,090 --> 01:24:25,250
That's what accounting is.
996
01:24:26,730 --> 01:24:33,510
Maybe they should teach that, the cool stuff and not just all the boring stuff.
997
01:24:42,620 --> 01:24:44,540
Math is something else too.
998
01:24:46,020 --> 01:24:53,000
Some math, math that's called statistics or probability, it can tell you stuff about your future.
999
01:24:54,320 --> 01:25:04,140
It can tell you, for example, you're more likely to be drafted by a major league sports team than to make a real living as a dancer.
1000
01:25:08,030 --> 01:25:10,050
The world loves dancers.
1001
01:25:10,310 --> 01:25:11,350
It truly does.
1002
01:25:12,110 --> 01:25:14,570
But it needs accountants.
1003
01:25:14,950 --> 01:25:16,710
So there's much more demand.
1004
01:25:16,810 --> 01:25:18,770
So there's much more opportunity.
1005
01:25:20,150 --> 01:25:23,450
I know that might hurt, but it's the truth.
1006
01:25:24,390 --> 01:25:26,490
Math is truth.
1007
01:25:27,330 --> 01:25:28,570
It won't lie to you.
1008
01:25:29,650 --> 01:25:32,010
It doesn't factor in your preferences.
1009
01:25:32,550 --> 01:25:34,150
It's pure that way.
1010
01:25:35,470 --> 01:25:37,670
Math can do a lot of things.
1011
01:25:39,490 --> 01:25:40,750
Math can be art.
1012
01:25:42,870 --> 01:25:44,590
But it can't lie.
1013
01:25:45,270 --> 01:25:49,870
So take another run at those two.
1014
01:25:50,250 --> 01:25:54,050
Because Chucko, you are good.
1015
01:25:55,350 --> 01:25:58,930
You have art in you.
1016
01:26:43,450 --> 01:26:43,930
Thanks.
1017
01:26:44,430 --> 01:26:45,230
You too.
1018
01:26:47,370 --> 01:26:49,290
Want to show them how it's done?
1019
01:26:50,150 --> 01:26:51,130
I don't know.
1020
01:26:51,330 --> 01:26:54,730
I kind of, um, I kind of hurt my leg.
1021
01:26:56,510 --> 01:26:57,650
You hurt your leg?
1022
01:26:58,450 --> 01:27:00,830
Maybe, maybe let's, let's wait for a better song.
1023
01:27:20,960 --> 01:27:30,470
I thought you were going to tear it up tonight.
1024
01:27:34,900 --> 01:27:40,290
My shoes feel all funny and hurt my leg.
1025
01:27:45,800 --> 01:27:46,740
I'm sorry to hear that.
1026
01:27:48,420 --> 01:27:50,120
So you came to DAG, huh?
1027
01:27:51,100 --> 01:27:52,020
No date?
1028
01:27:54,360 --> 01:27:55,420
It'll change.
1029
01:27:55,680 --> 01:27:56,220
Believe me.
1030
01:27:56,760 --> 01:27:57,380
It'll change.
1031
01:27:57,540 --> 01:27:58,560
Just give it some time.
1032
01:28:03,700 --> 01:28:04,940
Means anything.
1033
01:28:05,040 --> 01:28:07,240
It's all just, just discrimination.
1034
01:28:07,920 --> 01:28:08,360
Practice.
1035
01:28:11,500 --> 01:28:12,800
Hey, this is perfect.
1036
01:28:13,100 --> 01:28:13,580
Come on.
1037
01:28:14,160 --> 01:28:15,500
I'm still good.
1038
01:28:15,900 --> 01:28:17,620
My leg's still wonky.
1039
01:28:17,860 --> 01:28:18,800
Chuck, come on.
1040
01:28:19,220 --> 01:28:20,360
I'm going to blow the roof off.
1041
01:28:20,520 --> 01:28:20,900
I'm sorry.
1042
01:28:22,580 --> 01:28:23,700
It hurts.
1043
01:28:37,997 --> 01:28:41,440
You know, I've been dancing since I was eight.
1044
01:28:42,100 --> 01:28:43,140
And I teach cooking.
1045
01:28:44,220 --> 01:28:46,620
And I've seen my kids get hurt.
1046
01:28:46,820 --> 01:28:48,200
I see other walk changes.
1047
01:28:48,480 --> 01:28:50,540
I see other posture changes.
1048
01:28:50,840 --> 01:28:55,860
Don't mind me saying, but you look, but you look fine to me, Chuck.
1049
01:28:57,440 --> 01:29:00,600
I'm not saying that you have to dance with a girl.
1050
01:29:01,360 --> 01:29:02,000
It's up to you.
1051
01:29:02,120 --> 01:29:05,520
I'm just saying, dance or no dance, you don't have to lie.
1052
01:29:07,080 --> 01:29:08,160
Tell her the truth.
1053
01:29:11,260 --> 01:29:12,160
She can take it.
1054
01:30:25,210 --> 01:30:26,009
You ready?
1055
01:30:26,590 --> 01:30:27,830
Yeah, let's do it.
1056
01:32:52,350 --> 01:32:57,130
You may have been young, but they were smart enough to know when to quit.
1057
01:33:06,340 --> 01:33:09,701
Six months before he died of a brain tumor,
1058
01:33:09,901 --> 01:33:15,593
at the unfair age of 39, and while his mind was still working, mostly,
1059
01:33:16,071 --> 01:33:20,260
Chuck told his wife the truth about the scar on the back of his hand.
1060
01:33:22,000 --> 01:33:27,644
When they'd first started dating, he told her he'd gotten it from a boy named Doug Wentworth,
1061
01:33:27,844 --> 01:33:32,504
who was pissed about him dancing with his girlfriend at a middle school formal.
1062
01:33:32,704 --> 01:33:36,020
And pushed him into a chain-link fence outside the gym.
1063
01:33:36,020 --> 01:33:37,460
I lied about that, though.
1064
01:33:40,660 --> 01:33:41,320
Oh, my.
1065
01:33:42,340 --> 01:33:43,400
A man of secrets.
1066
01:33:44,280 --> 01:33:45,140
Even still.
1067
01:33:47,360 --> 01:33:48,660
What happened, love?
1068
01:33:49,300 --> 01:33:54,300
When our fabulous dance was over, I was sweaty and I was so hot.
1069
01:33:55,260 --> 01:33:57,680
I felt like my cheeks were gonna catch fire.
1070
01:33:57,940 --> 01:33:58,680
You were great.
1071
01:33:59,120 --> 01:33:59,620
Thank you.
1072
01:33:59,640 --> 01:34:00,360
What a star.
1073
01:34:01,520 --> 01:34:09,240
All I wanted in that moment was just darkness, cool air, and I'd be by myself.
1074
01:34:14,269 --> 01:34:16,070
There were millions of stars that night.
1075
01:34:18,090 --> 01:34:19,050
Millions of them.
1076
01:34:19,990 --> 01:34:22,110
And millions more behind them.
1077
01:34:22,810 --> 01:34:29,170
And sure, maybe they were just math, but they also danced.
1078
01:34:30,170 --> 01:34:33,270
I know, because I saw one of them.
1079
01:34:35,090 --> 01:34:45,010
And I remember thinking, the universe is large, and it contains multitudes, but it also contains me.
1080
01:34:46,210 --> 01:34:51,050
And in this moment, I am wonderful.
1081
01:34:52,310 --> 01:34:54,390
And I have a right to be wonderful.
1082
01:34:55,370 --> 01:34:56,090
Oh!
1083
01:35:00,400 --> 01:35:02,400
Why lie about that, Sally?
1084
01:35:04,280 --> 01:35:06,340
You're a strange wonder, my dear.
1085
01:35:08,260 --> 01:35:13,880
He doesn't offer more, because the scar was important for another reason.
1086
01:35:15,360 --> 01:35:18,181
It was part of a story he couldn't tell,
1087
01:35:18,381 --> 01:35:23,644
Even though there was now an apartment building on the site of the Victorian house,
1088
01:35:23,844 --> 01:35:26,225
where he had done most of his growing up.
1089
01:35:26,920 --> 01:35:29,640
The haunted Victorian house.
1090
01:35:30,160 --> 01:35:32,120
No reason.
1091
01:35:34,180 --> 01:35:35,740
Funny thinking, I guess.
1092
01:35:36,820 --> 01:35:40,680
The scar meant more, so he had made it more.
1093
01:35:41,400 --> 01:35:45,060
He just couldn't make it as much more as it really was.
1094
01:35:45,740 --> 01:35:47,780
That made little sense.
1095
01:35:48,320 --> 01:35:55,900
But as the glioblastoma continued its blitzkrieg, it was the best his disintegrating mind could manage.
1096
01:36:29,810 --> 01:36:38,170
Chuck's grandpa, his Zadie, died of a heart attack five years after the Fall Fling dance.
1097
01:36:39,250 --> 01:36:47,010
Chuck was a junior in high school, singing in a band and dancing like Jagger during the instrumental breaks.
1098
01:36:47,650 --> 01:36:50,210
He made all the arrangements himself,
1099
01:36:50,410 --> 01:36:55,601
came in a few weeks ago just to make sure everything was to the letter,
1100
01:36:55,601 --> 01:36:57,790
which I thought was strange.
1101
01:36:58,770 --> 01:37:00,410
Not many people bother to do that.
1102
01:37:00,710 --> 01:37:04,770
Most people, they come here once to set it all up.
1103
01:37:04,770 --> 01:37:07,290
They aren't anxious to come back again.
1104
01:37:08,730 --> 01:37:12,910
Next time I see them, they're in their Sunday best, if you get me.
1105
01:37:15,230 --> 01:37:18,590
He was a great man and a good friend.
1106
01:37:20,130 --> 01:37:26,730
He's been doing our books for 23 years and saved our skin more than once when the tax man was coming.
1107
01:37:29,670 --> 01:37:31,610
So do I owe you any money?
1108
01:37:32,410 --> 01:37:33,130
Not a penny.
1109
01:37:33,130 --> 01:37:34,930
He took care of that too.
1110
01:37:35,650 --> 01:37:38,350
Settled his tab that same visit.
1111
01:37:39,350 --> 01:37:46,910
You know, the strangest thing, and this will sound strange, so bear with me.
1112
01:37:47,650 --> 01:37:55,650
See, I dreamed of being a television weatherman in my solid days, maybe running networks.
1113
01:37:56,910 --> 01:37:58,430
Wasn't in the cards for me.
1114
01:37:59,430 --> 01:38:03,110
But I did spend the summer at WKNB.
1115
01:38:04,170 --> 01:38:14,090
Well, there was a guy at KNB who they said could feel a storm coming two solid weeks away without
1116
01:38:14,090 --> 01:38:15,050
the radar.
1117
01:38:15,550 --> 01:38:16,810
Had a sixth sense.
1118
01:38:17,410 --> 01:38:19,010
Damnedest thing I ever saw.
1119
01:38:19,830 --> 01:38:27,750
He used to make this face, this face when people talk about the travel plans, if he knew something they didn't.
1120
01:38:27,990 --> 01:38:30,750
Not a smile, per se.
1121
01:38:31,030 --> 01:38:32,070
No joy in it.
1122
01:38:32,950 --> 01:38:39,290
Just a knowing weatherman stare, I called it.
1123
01:38:40,430 --> 01:38:41,750
Him, I didn't have it.
1124
01:38:42,050 --> 01:38:42,570
Not me.
1125
01:38:43,150 --> 01:38:45,290
So I'm here, not there.
1126
01:38:48,430 --> 01:38:52,390
Your granddad had that same face when he was in here.
1127
01:38:53,470 --> 01:38:57,310
Like, he knew it was gonna rain.
1128
01:38:58,150 --> 01:39:00,450
And I was just a guy selling him an umbrella.
1129
01:39:02,830 --> 01:39:04,010
Weatherman stare.
1130
01:39:05,330 --> 01:39:06,970
I'm sure of it.
1131
01:39:08,310 --> 01:39:09,370
Strangest thing.
1132
01:39:11,810 --> 01:39:13,610
Albie left him everything.
1133
01:39:14,230 --> 01:39:18,983
More than enough to pay for his college education, and later on,
1134
01:39:18,983 --> 01:39:26,020
the sale of the Victorian paid for the house he and Ginny moved into after their honeymoon in the Catskills.
1135
01:39:27,940 --> 01:39:33,360
He flatly refused to move to Omaha to live with his mother's parents.
1136
01:39:34,200 --> 01:39:39,560
I love you guys, he said, but this is where I grew up and want to stay till college.
1137
01:39:39,760 --> 01:39:41,040
I'm 17, I'm not a baby.
1138
01:39:41,840 --> 01:39:44,368
So they, both long retired,
1139
01:39:44,368 --> 01:39:52,680
came to him and stayed in the Victorian for the 20-odd months before Chuck went off to the University of Illinois.
1140
01:39:54,900 --> 01:39:58,080
They weren't able to be there for the funeral, however.
1141
01:39:59,720 --> 01:40:06,000
It happened fast, as Albie had wanted, and his mom's folks had loose ends to tie up in Omaha.
1142
01:40:07,960 --> 01:40:10,420
Chuck didn't really miss them, if he was honest.
1143
01:40:11,640 --> 01:40:15,920
His Zadie hated a fuss, almost as much as he hated a crowd.
1144
01:40:19,810 --> 01:40:23,263
A day before they were scheduled to arrive,
1145
01:40:23,263 --> 01:40:28,761
Chuck finally opened the envelope that had been sitting on the table in the front hall.
1146
01:40:29,710 --> 01:40:36,470
It was from Sam Yarborough, owner and chief undertaker at Yarborough Funeral Home.
1147
01:40:36,970 --> 01:40:40,970
And inside were Albie Krantz's personal effects.
1148
01:42:38,000 --> 01:42:44,060
In this room, Chuck's grandpa had seen the Jeffries boy, body broken by the car.
1149
01:42:45,500 --> 01:42:48,800
He'd seen Henry Peterson hanging from the ceiling.
1150
01:42:49,840 --> 01:42:52,840
He'd seen his own wife lying dead.
1151
01:42:53,580 --> 01:42:58,840
And likely, Chuck supposed, perhaps the night Chuck had stolen his keys.
1152
01:42:59,700 --> 01:43:06,260
Albie had even seen himself, crumpled to the floor, still clutching his upper arm.
1153
01:43:07,380 --> 01:43:10,020
It's the waiting, he'd said.
1154
01:43:11,140 --> 01:43:12,640
That's the hard part.
1155
01:43:14,320 --> 01:43:17,020
Now, Chuck's own waiting would begin.
1156
01:43:18,400 --> 01:43:20,460
How long would that wait be?
1157
01:43:21,880 --> 01:43:25,420
Exactly how old was the man in the hospital bed?
1158
01:43:30,580 --> 01:43:35,120
There was a final bip from the unseen monitor.
1159
01:43:36,300 --> 01:43:37,840
And then that was gone, too.
1160
01:43:40,830 --> 01:43:45,430
The man did not fade, as ghostly apparitions did in the movies.
1161
01:43:46,470 --> 01:43:47,670
He was just gone.
1162
01:43:49,390 --> 01:43:52,230
Insisting he had never been there in the first place.
1163
01:43:54,030 --> 01:43:55,870
He wasn't, Chuck thinks.
1164
01:43:56,810 --> 01:43:58,270
And I will insist he wasn't.
1165
01:43:59,210 --> 01:44:03,170
And I will live my life until my life runs out.
1166
01:44:04,930 --> 01:44:06,250
I am wonderful.
1167
01:44:08,190 --> 01:44:10,030
I deserve to be wonderful.
1168
01:44:12,920 --> 01:44:14,720
And I contain multitudes.
1169
01:44:15,272 --> 01:44:45,100
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