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Previously - Justin set his sights
firmly on new boy Alex.

I definitely feel attracted to you.
Yeah.

And not in a friend way!

Looked like you were smothering
the poor boy.

OK. He's not giving Alex any space
to breathe.

You are a little shit-stirrer.

I'm a little bit annoyed.

Ciao, boys!

Dannii's kissing booth led
the boys to explore new connections.

Yeah. I do want to kiss Alex.

Shocked.

But Alex didn't want Justin to kiss
and tell...

I'm not sharing who I chose.

The situation in there was
that they asked me not to.

Huh! That's a kick in the teeth.

I want to know
why he wants to keep it a secret.

..which led to
a very awkward dinner party.

Have you potentially
done something shady? No.

Welcome to I Kissed A Boy.

I want to know the secret.

I chose who I kissed and then
they're keeping it a secret.

Because I asked for it.

There's only one person
around this table who'd do

what you say, and it's Justin.

What did you mean by that?
You fancy him!

It sounded like a jab, to be honest.
No.

If I'd said to you, "Oh, I don't
feel comfortable telling everybody,

"would you mind keeping it between
us?",

you would still tell everybody? No.
So you wouldn't do it either.

Well, maybe it was a joke.

Fucking hell.

Ooh! Is it me, or is it getting a
little bit salty

around this dinner table?

Well, I know just the person
to make things a little bit sweeter.

It's Ms Dannii Minogue!
But she's not here to stir the pot.

She wants to know exactly

what you boys have been up to
since the kissing booth.

Oh! Oh, wow! Oh, my God.

Mama wants to get you boys talking.

THEY EXCLAIM

And you better be ready,
because she's got questions.

Dannii really picks her moments
to walk in.

Room for one more?

Oh, my God. Dannii is joining us.

Boys, I really want to talk to you.

Truth and honesty is
where we need to be.

Did I miss anything?

Well, we're just unpacking. A few
conversations. I'm leaning in.

What did I miss?

I'm not saying nothing.

We're talking about
the challenge from today.

Answered some questions?
Some questions were answered.

Not all. Yeah. Yeah. OK.

I think you started
some new questions as well.

Yeah, I'm sure. Yeah, absolutely.

There's got to have been kisses. Oh,
yeah. There was... Yeah.

Have those kisses been revealed?

Mostly. Nearly all of them.
All, bar one, has been revealed.

Yeah. That's cool. I mean... One of
my many.

You had me busy today, Dannii.

That's what we said, you don't
have to say. It was just... See?

Dannii gets it. ..about exploring.

Justin.
Hey. You're so quiet. I'm quiet.

What's going on? I just... I don't
know.

It's a big night in my head. Why is
it big for you?

Um, I don't know. Just some, like,
things that happened today,

a little bit triggering from past
things that have happened.

I think there's more to be said.
I think there's more to be shared.

And I think that Dannii knows that.

Do you want to share it with me?

I don't know, I feel
like I really struggle to open up.

Most of my relationships have been
like someone's secret,

and it's always been, like,
no-one can know...

..people in my own friendship
group. Or someone

gives you a little bit and then
all of a sudden,

you see on social media,

like, they're out with a girl
and stuff like that.

So it's always hard to open up.

It's very much bringing
up things from the past.

Boys always made me feel
a little bit unwanted,

a little bit like a safe doormat
option at times.

I honestly... I thought I had
a good vibe with Alex, but...

Oh, no. No but.

Like, the conversations have been
great.

So something's happened today...
Yeah.

I felt awful when Justin said that.

I never want anybody to feel
that. I know my issues.

I'm insecure, too.

I understand insecurities
get to you,

but I just want to give him
the biggest hug.

It's good. I definitely feel like
it's genuine.

Like, I'm not faking anything in
here.

Do you think you're ready?
I definitely am.

Like, I feel like when you guys
talk to me one-on-one,

I am ready to open up.
It is that fear of being hurt.

But I think every conversation
I have, I'm like, fuck it.

As you said, open your heart and
if it doesn't get received well,

well, at least you had a crack.

Believe me, once you get out
of your comfort zone,

you learn a lot about yourself.
Yeah. Mm. Trust your gut.

Be real. Because if you want love,

that will be the quickest path there.

Dannii is looking in my direction.

I definitely think it's time
for me to open up

and talk about my emotions.

Where are you at, Baraka?
You haven't said much.

Um, to be really honest,

I think I really struggle
to say how I feel,

but that's not really useful

for any connections in here
or in real life,

because then if I'm not putting
myself first,

it just only really
builds resentment

and doesn't allow things to develop
properly and genuinely.

So, yeah. I think that's been
a massive learning curve for me.

It's really nice to hear that.
MURMURS OF AGREEMENT

Because you're letting us in.
Yeah, I'm very bad at that,

and I get told that a lot. Yeah.

Guys, I appreciate your honesty.

Maybe there are things

that haven't been said
that could be said...

I don't know! Hey. Hey!

Um...

But time is ticking.
You've got to use your time.

If you haven't said it in front
of me, say it to each other.

Mm-hm. Yeah.

That's it from me. Thank you, Dannii!
Bye, Dannii! Thank you so much!

Thank you so much. Bye!

Goodnight, sleep well. Sleep tight.

Goodnight. Thank you so much.

You look amazing.

This is going to be my Facebook
header for a while.

To be fair, Jack, I'd be dining out
on that one for a while, too.

Just chilling with Dannii Minogue.

I loved the dinner party.
I had a great time.

Oh, God. I was honestly gagged
because I was like,

"When's the bad news coming?"
Yeah. Oh, my God.

Dannii has had an impact for sure.

She's a lady of a lot of knowledge.

Never a dull moment in here.

Taking Dannii's advice onboard,
Justin wants to know why Alex is

so tight-lipped about their kiss
in the booth.

Dannii's encouraging us to speak
to each other,

and I will absolutely be doing that.
I have lots to say.

She's given me a kick up the arse.
No time like the present.

At the table, obviously, me sitting
there keeping your secret,

like I'm your big
secret, triggering to my...

This is what I want to talk to you
about. Yeah.

As soon as you said that at dinner,

I was like, "Oh, my God, I had no
idea." Yeah.

I had no idea you had
that experience.

I don't know. It just made me feel
really...

That's why I just went mute.
Yeah. I think I understand why,

but why did you want to keep it
a secret?

I quite like, in relationships...

I just kind of want to keep shit
between us.

I want to let Alex know

that I'm hurt and I'm upset and I'm
a little bit triggered.

But also, more importantly, want
to give him the chance to explain.

Thank you so much for keeping that
between us.

Of course. Like, I just...because,
like,

we haven't had a chance to speak
about it. Yeah.

And I gave you 2.5 seconds, I said
it in the booth. Yeah.

I will absolutely apologise for
that situation at the table.

Yeah, OK. Because I wasn't
being considerate of you,

which wasn't fair. No, and I really
appreciate that.

All feelings
and thoughts very valid.

And I didn't make
the best move keeping it a secret.

And I am guarded

because I've been hurt in the past
and I don't know how I feel.

So I don't want to say, "This is
the person that I've kissed",

and everyone else is saying,

"OK. Well, then, you're together,
aren't you?"

It's all just getting
a bit silly tonight, I think.

I just don't understand.

My head hurt. I just don't know
why they're keeping it a secret.

It's not a secret.

Alex kissed Justin.

Alex kissed a single boy who's
interested in him.

What a crazy secret.

We don't need to know everything
that's going on,

but it's like, how are we able to
help him make those connections

if you're not actually telling us
what you're doing?

Yeah, no. And I get that. And I do
get that.

There is two people in this.

So the other person, whoever it is,
why are they not saying it?

Why is Justin not saying it?
He doesn't want to...

He doesn't want
to jeopardise his trust with Alex

because that's the foundation of
any relationship.

Like, that's a kind of... But
there's no relationship here.

It's a secret.

I want you to know I'm interested
in you. Yeah.

And also, I know Jack said something

about you smothering me or something
this morning.

That's not how I feel. I've never
said that. Yeah.

And I don't like him putting words
in my mouth.

You're moving so nicely at my speed.

I truly do not feel pressured by you
at all.

I genuinely feel like there is
a connection here, which is so nice.

I'm enjoying getting to know you.

It's not because I don't want other
people

to think that they're out of the
running.

It's just that I want us to get time
to know each other.

Yeah. With each other.

And it was a good kiss, I thought.
Oh, very good!

Not that you were going to share
that with the group.

I think through this, how I felt
at dinner,

from his actions, made me realise
that I do kind of like him.

I'm fine. I'm happy with where we're
going.

You've not smothered me. You've made
me feel very comfortable.

I enjoyed our kiss today. I'm glad
you chose me to kiss, as well.

We're good. That's good.
I'm glad we squashed it.

There we go.

I think everyone deserves
a second chance.

And I'm glad I had my little dinner
date breakdown

because I think it's put us
in a really good place.

Do you want to kiss? Yeah.

I'm going to go, now you know where
my head's at.

I feel better.

I really expected my experience
in here to be very much

triangle, square, pentagon.
hexagon.

Well, count your blessings.

HE LAUGHS

Hey!

I've got to be real. Obviously,
like, touch wood,

like, I'm glad that I had my
dramatic era.

Now I'm in a lovely little line...
Yeah, yeah.

..which is turning into a dot,
and I'm very happy about that.

Yeah.

OK, you good? Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

I felt really, really good about
Alex.

We shared a few kisses on
the rooftop.

Bedtime.

Tomorrow will be great to continue
the chats we had,

but, yeah, I think...good vibes.

Morning, boys.

It's time for another day in
paradise.

Good morning, everyone.

Yesterday, in the kissing booth,

I kind of knew I was going to pick
Alex.

The plan for today is to get to know
him a bit more.

I've just got to go for it,
haven't I?

I actually really like him,

but I'm not going to say it
in front of everyone.

How are you feeling this morning?

I had some conversations last night
that made me feel better.

So, today's a new day.

Carpe diem.

Well, if today's mantra is carpe
diem,

then Alex better seize the day
and have a little word with Jack S.

Hiya, darling. How are you, baby?

After Jack S said that Justin was
smothering me,

I think he really took that to
heart

and I do want to find out what's
gone on there.

So obviously, there was a situation
with Justin

where you'd said about him smothering
me.

Yeah.

I didn't know the full extent of it.

Essentially, the full extent
of that was real, sat here,

and it genuinely was just
a joking comment,

but I think because he was just
feeling a bit insecure,

he took it a bit to heart.

Like, "Justin," I was like, "You're
smothering him."

Like I said it jokingly and he was
like, "What do you mean?"

I was like, "Well...", he was like,
"Is that opinion or facts?"

And I was like, "Well, it's an
opinion, but..."

Did you say it was your opinion?
Yeah, because it was my opinion.

He thought it was me that said it.
No, no, no, no.

And I was like, "Don't put words in
my mouth".

It was always my opinion.

Obviously, last night there was,
like, a lot of...

..there was a lot of tension. I
should have kept my mouth closed.

I just feel really, really bad
that I've said silly things

and silly things upset people.

I should never have made, like, the
joke, but it was a joke.

It was just messy and it was a lot.

And I do apologise for, like,
obviously,

like, sticking my nose in it.

But I'm glad we've squashed things,
though.

Yeah, me too.

How are you?

I feel like you're caught up in this
whole crossfire.

I just think I'm just in it
without even trying to be in it.

I'm just in it.

Everyone's just so obsessed with
you. I know.

Me included. I know.

I just need a cuddle. I genuinely
just don't care.

You all right?

Yeah, no, I'm like literally so
fine.

But I just think I'm not getting
involved any more.

Actually, I might get involved.
Who knows!

As long as we're fine, who's arsed?
Yeah.

And we're fine.

We are? Yeah.

Good.

Like, waking up next to you this
morning was just so nice.

It was.

Yeah, it's nice to have slept
together.

I'm, like, excited to go to bed.

Yeah, me too. You know what I mean?

Me and Ruben are in a really good
place.

There's a lot of potential there,

and I feel like it's only going
to keep building.

But I didn't really expect to meet
someone and feel this intensely

towards someone in such a short
amount of time.

Completely the same.

I love Justin.

I didn't realise he was upset, and
it makes me feel awful to think

that I've made him or Alex, like,
feel uncomfortable.

Like, I was genuinely just doing it
to have a laugh.

But I do get where he's coming from

and obviously I'm going to apologise
to someone if I've upset them

because I don't like upsetting
people.

And I'm really sorry if I
contributed to any of that.

No, no, no.

I feel like all of you were talking
about it, that's where my mind went.

And I was like, "So they're
all laughing at me at this table".

No-one's laughing.
THEY AGREE

It's always a "laughing-with-you"
situation.

Yeah.

Like, I did say it and I said it
jokingly

and blah, blah, blah, blah,
and I never meant...

When I head your jokes, I think I
just...yeah...

..I never meant it to...

No, and I know that now.
..upset you or anything.

And you could never. I don't know
why I even read into it.

But thank you. I love you, too.

I think it was just, like, a
misunderstanding.

I'm a bit insecure about the "Alex
and I" thing

so I naturally jumped to the defence
when I probably shouldn't have

because I don't think he meant it
in malice.

With Dannii's words of wisdom
resonating around the Masseria,

the poolside vibes are flowing.

Thank you for doing this, babe.
You're so welcome.

And Baraka wants to make waves
with Adam.

And who wouldn't?

He's doing a handstand without
touching the bottom!

I still actually do want to talk
to Adam.

I'm very happy to shoot my shot.

Like, in my head, I'm just like, "If
you want me, you'll get me".

But, like.. "If you want me, you'll
get me".

Girl, that's not the right attitude
to have.

I know, I know. "If you want me,
show that you want me".

Yeah, but, erm...but yeah.

"If you want me, you'll get me
whenever you want

"because I'm always available".

LAUGHING

Not that.
Not the read.

Adam wasn't initially someone I was
interested in.

As I've got to know him more, I've
become more and more aware

that we have this energy between us

that I feel like we've just left
unaddressed.

It's definitely something I'm not
writing off at all.

So, yeah, it's something I'd like to
explore.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Just think. Just think.

I don't do much of that, to be
honest.

I didn't really expect to come
in here

and take on the role of guru, but
like,

maybe that could become my thing.

Like, I don't know, rebrand
myself as "Hugh-ru the Guru".

HE CHUCKLES

Well, it's certainly got legs!

And speaking of legs,

would you look at the pins
on these two!

Hi, boys!

What the fuck is this? What the fuck
is this?!

It looks like Hugh-ru the
Guru's

found a side hustle and a fabulous
assistant.

We're just going to have fun,
no drama.

I'm just going to enjoy whatever
time I have left.

I don't really like any of the boys
in here.

But I've made peace with it.

I'm going to cherish these
friendships and moments forever.

I hope I don't get them wet.

THEY CHEER

The rascal!

Jack D might be focusing on
friendships for now,

but for Baraka, could it be third
time's a charm

for something a little less
platonic?

I want to see how you are.

How I am? Yeah.

Really well. Good.

Dannii said to be open and honest,

so it was nice to be able
to just lay my cards on the table

that I'd secretly been crushing on
him for a while.

And it does feel like a great time
to explore that.

I've been going back and forth
because I think

we have built a really great
friendship here,

and I was just wanting
to let you know that I had,

like, I guess, an interest in you.

I didn't really have any
expectations,

but I did want to just put it out
there

that that was something that I was
curious about.

Yeah, I'd be open to it.

I like you, you're funny and you're
fit.

So, like, I think it would be silly
not to try to explore something.

Yeah, yeah, exactly.

I do want to talk to him because

I genuinely actually really like
spending time with him.

He's funny.

I think we haven't had
a lot of one-to-one...

Yeah, no, we haven't.
..like conversations.

I think we have flirted.

Mm. I do think so.
And that's... Hah! Yeah.

And I was like, "Mm!"

But I just wanted
to make it known.

Yeah. Make it clear.
Shall we have hugs? Yeah.

Sure...

I didn't want to hit you
with a mwah too early!

Yeah. Calm down, babe.

I'm joking!

Honestly, if you're going to
kiss me, you're not going to
kiss me like that.

Why not?
I'll take control, sweetheart.

You're not giving me the
grandma kiss. Ooh, take control!

Absolutely!

He's actually a really nice guy,

so I am still open to exploring
that connection with him.

It just feels a bit messy with him
and Alex and then Alex and Justin.

Come on now, take a seat. Did you
have a conversation with Baraka?

Um... Did you kiss?
No. OK. Oh, my God.

No. That would've been crazy.

That would've been crazy.
Mm. What just happened?

I basically said I'm still open
to exploring new connections.

Yeah. She's got
a busy day ahead of her.

I've got a very busy day ahead.

Is there anyone else
you're interested in at all?

Yeah, I'm not sure at the moment.

Oh! Well...

Not another boy in the Masseria
keeping things quiet!

At least you know
where you are with Justin.

There's no mistaking
where HIS head's at.

I am so insecure.
I have no idea how Alex feels.

I obviously like him. I've made that
very clear, cards on table.

I felt like he knows I'm there.
So he's just going to do laps around

the Masseria until he's worked out
that, oh, maybe he does want me.

I'm going to go lie down.

I'm going to come with you.
I'll lie down, too.

You deserve to know where you stand.
Yeah, 100%.

Like, he basically just
keeps saying we're really good,

like me and him,
but also he wants to get, like...

Which he can do, but I don't know.

Just... I feel like he kind of
loves how many options he has.

I have felt a little bit unwanted.

So now I'm left here in limbo
without the answers I need.

Oh, you might want to
look away now, Justin,

because Alex had a gap
in his busy schedule,

and Adam's sat right in it.

I like how attentive you are,
because you're the only person

to notice
my little hand-covering thing.

I always notice
people's body language.

Adam has really surprised me.

He noticed things
like me covering my hand,

which was like one of
my really big insecurities.

He, like, saw that body language,
and I'm like,

"You're just so attentive
and so switched on."

Did you have to have
an operation on this hand?

I want to know.

Um, so basically,
when I was two years old,

I put my hand in a lawnmower.
Fuck off!

Yeah, the lawnmower was on,
but it was, like,

locked and spinning,
but, like, not moving.

Reached my hand in after the spider,
and it pulled me... Fucking hell.

..and my hand in.

And then it amputated my thumb
and my finger on my left hand.

Oh, my God. You poor thing. And they
took my toe off my left foot.

So I've only got four toes
on this side. Wow.

I was the first child in the world
to have a toe-to-hand transplant.

When it comes to dating and boys
and physical appearance,

I'm so incredibly insecure.

You start life
behind the starting gate

from everybody else
when it comes to insecurities.

And it makes it so much harder
to catch up.

So there's, like, a big scar there.

Do you know what,
that looks so, like... Tidy. Yeah.

The other one. I'm sorry,

but the left one looks
so much better. Doesn't it?

You've lovely... I don't like feet,
but you've lovely feet.

I'm like, it's... Ever since
I've been a kid, I've just...

I feel like I've been so insecure.
It really doesn't matter,

like, if I get
my teeth done or Botox,

or if I work out, like, I don't
feel like I'll ever get rid of

the insecurity
that I've always had as a child.

Like, I was so insecure
as a child, with my hand.

It made me feel so uncomfortable.

Yeah, I completely, like...
Even though it's not that big.

It's all I thought about
all the time.

Alex is, like,
a very sensitive soul, I think.

I think he puts on
this front to being like this,

like hard exterior.

I think we've all felt, like, body
shame or negative body thoughts,

because the gay community
is so harsh on people.

When you've gone through that,
I think anyone would feel

a similar kind of feeling.

But you are beautiful,
and not just your exterior,

but you are.

I feel like you're quite grounded
and, like, emotionally intelligent,

which is good. Thank you.
Likewise. Yeah. Thank you.

I feel such a comfort
and confidence with Adam.

Like, genuinely in here,
I think he's probably

the person I feel
the most comfortable around.

Every conversation we've had,
he's just kind of got me.

I didn't expect to, like,
fancy Alex, I really didn't,

but he's actually quite nice.

What the hell is going on over
there? Fucking hell, them two need
to get a room.

It's a bit much. It is a lot.

Tell me about it!

That sun cream is going everywhere.

Oh, my God!

I don't think we should be here.

I honestly feel like I'm watching my
children have sex or something.

It's disgusting.

Mum and Dad are out here, boys!
What are you doing?

Do you want water?

Yeah, but I don't want to move!

After yours. Yeah, I'll come...
No, I'll come...

I can't, I can't
sit here on my own like this!

I'm just glad that the person

that I got to share this experience
with was someone like you.

Oh, give me a kiss.
Ah, snap!

I go out of my head

I just can't get enough

I'm enjoying this. Me, too.

I just can't get enough

How are you guys kind of
feeling now with, like, the door?

Is it, like, ajar? Is it closed?

Like, for me, I'm really, really
enjoying getting to know you.

And I don't want to actually get
to know anybody else at this point.

Um. Oh, that's so nice to hear.

The door for me is closed,
if I'm being honest.

I feel like we've got
very similar outlooks on life.

Yeah. And, do you know what I mean?

That just...
We just attract each other. Mm.

And I find you very, very attractive
beyond how you look like.

Beyond your beauty.

You're beautiful on the inside
as well, and that's just so... Aw!

I could have, like, jumped for joy.

I could have done a little kick.

You know, the little kick we do
where we do like the little...

We click our heels together.
I could have done that.

At this point in the experience,

there's nobody else that could
walk in that I would want to

invest my time and energy in,
when I could rather just,

like, spend more time with Aron.

Like, there's no reason
for me to look elsewhere.

You've given me zero reasons,
and I'm really happy.

Well, thank you, babe. I really
hit the jackpot from day one.

That is something to celebrate,
Jas.

But in true Masseria fashion, as one
door closes, another door opens.

I think the only person I fancy
is Alex.

OK. I didn't know you fancied him.

Yeah, I just haven't been
telling anyone. All right, OK.

I'm quite surprised. They're
very different people, which...

You know what? Opposites attract.

He just doesn't seem like your type
at all. He's not really my type.

But I've just got to know him
over the last couple of days. Yeah.

So, yeah... Has he expressed
any interest in you?

I don't know.
Like, I really don't know.

I just feel like... I don't know
if it's more friend vibes for him.

Yeah. But I think it would be silly
for me not to be honest with him.

Yeah. At this stage. I think you
should definitely say how you feel.

Yeah. Justin was like,

obviously talking about how
he wants to just like Alex

make it clear that... It's him.
It's him, basically.

But you're still entitled to do
whatever you want. Yeah, I will.

I just, like, didn't really see it
with Alex when he first walked in,

because obviously he had
the whole Justin thing going on.

But over the last couple of days,
I've just got to know him.

So I do want to explore that.

I think he's stunning,
to be honest.

Hello!

let myself be loved

give in to your touch

I think I've learned
a lot being here and,

like, you have to just go for it.

You've got to be up front,
and you've just got to tell him.

How are you, baby?

I'm fine.
I just want to chat to you,

but I just feel like
it's not the right time.

I can talk to you, I've always got
time for you.

Honestly, like, you're such
a rock in here for me. Aw, really?
Genuinely.

Like, you're one of the people
that I feel like, I feel

the most comfortable with in here.
I feel like every time I see you,

like, my stress just drops. Aww.
I'm really glad you're here.

Well, I'm glad you feel like that.
It's really kind.

People are feeling pressure
because I think they've...

They've seen you come in
being confident,

very good-looking, and, like...

..almost like people have been
fighting for your attention. Mm.

My view on like everything
is just like you just have to kind

of go for it, and I think...

Oh, God. I don't want to, like,

overload you with like
information... No, it's fine.

..but I think I do fancy you a bit.

Oh!

No idea that was coming.

Honestly, it was in...

I was speechless, to be honest.

I didn't even know
that door was open.

You didn't expect that, did you? No!

Well. Well, no, like, I'm not, like,
completely, like, gobsmacked.

Because you picked me for the...
Yeah. The kissing booth.

That surprised me, honestly.

Like, and not in a bad way.

It's not like a "oh...",
It's like a "oh!"

Like I didn't expect it.
Do you know what?

Like, the kiss was a good kiss.
It was a good kiss.

I really enjoyed it.

I just thought, fuck it.
Like, I'm just going to go for it.

I don't, I don't know if it is
anything like, but I think, um...

I can't, I can't deny that, like,
there's some sort of connection.

There is. Like, absolutely, like the
way that we get along is something.

My head's a bit confused right now.

It's kind of
thrown me a little bit.

I wish you'd said this sooner.
I know.

Sorry. You're really, like,
not my usual type, either.

I think I might have judged you,
actually,

for how good-looking you were
before getting to know you.

But now I've got... No way!
Because, like,

you're obviously very fit.
Like, very sexy.

Well, you are. You can't
take a compliment, can you?

No, I really don't like them.
I can give them,

but I can't really take them.

I've got him in a bit of
a headlock, I'd say.

And I'm going to
explore that headlock!

Anyway, that's where my head's at.

Much to think about.

Oh, God, it's all too much.
I'm going to make a cup of tea.

Do you want anything? Yeah. No,
I'll come with you, though. OK.

I need to, like, figure out
what the hell's going on

and get my affairs in order,
because I don't know where I am at.

Well, YOU might not know
where you're at, Alex,

but try being Justin.

He's just booked himself
a session with Hugh-ru the Guru

to try and figure things out.

And I've heard he's on
a very good hourly rate.

It's OK. Deep breaths. It's OK.
Deep breaths, deep breaths.

What's he playing at here?

I know. I don't get it.
Like, if you like someone,

why would you want them
to feel like this?

It would take so little
to make me reassured, just a little,

"How are you going?"

"You're kind of giving me
the ignoring vibe.

"Like you don't even give me,
like, a wink or like, a look."

I'm like, "It's very clear

"that you just think I'm a doormat
that you've got, no matter what."

Like a safe option. Yeah. He's
like, "No matter what I do today,

"Justin will be there saying
'Alex'", and I'm pissed.

Yeah. Cos that's
what's going to happen.

Like the arrogance to assume that,
is quite insulting to me.

Can I say that? Yeah.

Do you think I should talk to him
or leave it? Because I think...

It depends. It honestly
depends on what you think.

You have to think for yourself
and be like,

"OK, at what point am
I just existing?"

And how much of
that are you willing to take?

Part of me wants to give it a chance

because that's what I came here to
do, and I genuinely get butterflies

when I talk to him,
but then I'm just like,

is that because in the real world,
I do go for someone who,

like, kind of
doesn't treat me great.

This Alex, Adam and Justin
triangle is messy boots.

But that's not the only thing that
needs cleaning up in the Masseria.

Isn't that right, Callum?

We do need to do some
home training. Home training.

Why do we need to do, like, what?

I've just noticed a few things
that we can work on.

Go on. Messy... I am messy.

Yeah, we've got - all those things
needs to be nipped in the bud,

because I don't enjoy those things.

He says that he's not messy,
but he is just as messy.

Like, he leaves stuff everywhere
as well.

But then he does
go back and tidy it.

And that's my probable issue,
I don't then go back.

Messy wouldn't even
come into your life anyway.

Like, until like we live together.

So you're never
going to stay at my house?

Yeah, but I would never be messy
in your space.

Oh, that's good.
Like, this is our space.

OK. Your house would be your space.

I'd probably be extra tidy.
Oh, brilliant.

I'd probably, like, make
the bed and, you know, clean and...

Brilliant. ..like, fold your
clothes. I could put my feet up.

No. Oh.

And talking of feet,

Justin is still waiting
for Alex to sweep him off of his.

Alex is chatting to everyone else

after kind of telling me
that I was his main focus.

And then today I just got
an odd energy from him.

I feel like he should be like,
grabbing me for a conversation.

What's going on?
How are you feeling?

Confused.
Adam told me he fancied me.

When, just now?

This is the first time
you've heard of it?

Yeah. Yeah. What?

Adam said he had
an attraction towards me.

Are you free, sweetie pie?
Do you want to come and have a chat?

Yeah. All right.

I was on cloud nine last night,

and now I'm, like, under the ground.
Whatever the opposite is. Hell.

I know, I know you won't agree,
but I think that's quite rude.

No, that's not OK.

What's happened?

Oh, bless him.

With Baraka knowing
that Alex also likes Adam,

it's time to make his feelings
crystal clear.

It's now or never.

How are you, dolly doll?

I'm really well, thank you.
I'm really happy to hear that,

actually. That's not sarcasm.
I just have a flat voice.

Stop looking at me like that.

It is bittersweet.

Um, he has every right
to explore any connection,

but I did want to just
shoot my shot.

And I think the chemistry
test kiss with Adam was cute.

So I hope that we can continue
to kind of explore our connection.

A lot of people were surprised
that I took you into the booth.

I didn't feel like
it was a surprising...

I didn't feel like it
was a surprise either.

I kind of expected it. Good.
That's why I didn't pick you,

because I knew
you were going to pick me!

And I actually
wasn't bothered about that.

Yeah. When I said that!

How did you feel
about me picking Alex?

I think that everyone
that I've got to know here,

I've been very happy with them
getting to know other people.

I want you to be free to do
what you want to do.

And I also want to be clear
about how I'm feeling.

I do like you,
and I feel like, honestly,

since I've allowed myself to put
you at the front of my mind,

I have been finding myself like
looking for you in rooms,

and, like, wanting to catch your eye
more. Really? Yeah.

You know I have a crush on you.

Like, I was thinking about you
yesterday,

and like, I got butterflies. Really?

I just know that I know how I feel,
and it's that I like you.

I think that you're just funny.

My brain is scrambled.

That's fine. And I think it's fine
that your brain is scrambled

because mine is clear.
But it's... Oh!

That's a bit confident, isn't it?
Yeah. Yeah.

Baraka is like laying it on thick.

He's being very flirtatious.

We're here to find
a romantic connection,

so I feel like it's my time
to explore my options.

To be honest and, like, authentic,

I just... Oh, God, I just
don't know. OK...

You don't feel like it's...
No, I feel...

..I feel attracted to you,
and the banter is good,

because it almost verges
on flirtation.

Mm-hm. I just don't know how...
I just don't know.

Ball's in your court, playa.
Oh, my God! Your serve.

I don't think I've actually had
a ball in my court yet.

Oh, you got two. Ah.
Ah-ha-ha!

Game on.

Meanwhile, over on Centre Court,

Justin's still waiting
to start his match.

I know I don't own Alex
by any means,

but I'm probably coming across like
I think he's my, like, boyfriend,

but it's the way that he sits there
and talks about how hard his day is.

"Guys, I'm like, guys,
Adam has feelings for me."

And you haven't spoken to me once.
Like, I actually feel sick.

Babe, you know your self-worth and
never, never lose sight of that

with anyone.

There was so much common ground,
like, it was just like looking at

him, I was like, oh, my God, this is
like, I might leave here with

something, and then since
then, there was nothing.

And then up there last night it was
the exact same. He apologised.

He was so owning, like so good.

I was like, OK, we're good.

I think it's madness. Is he
so obsessed with himself

that he thinks it's OK
to treat someone like that?

Tell him that.

And I kissed him last night on
the fucking rooftop.

I wasn't going to tell anyone.
Fuck it. Who was he kissing?

Me. Oh, were you? And I'm just like,
he asked to do it.

I'm like, this is inconsistent.

All I want
is a conversation with him, like,

but I don't want to ask for it,
which is petty, but...

There's things out of my control,

but what I can do
is control my decisions.

It's too much.

I don't know, it's hard
and I feel like I should drop it,

but I don't want to.

Justin. Are you free?

Yeah. Catch up.
Yeah. Let's do it. Come on.

I feel like you just know
that I'll be here waiting

once you're done exploring.

And it kind of like today,
I tried to catch your eye a lot.

Like you're just, like,
dismissive of me.

At the moment, I don't know
where I stand fully.

I feel like I deserve a little
bit more clarity

sooner rather than later.

I know you're exploring,
but there's a way to do it,

and, like, if you care about me,
which...do you?

I do care about you.
Of course I care about you.

I'm absolutely loving getting
to know you for sure,

and I'm really liking
our connection,

and I loved
our conversation last night.

It's not about, like, how many
conversations you had

with each person, but I feel like
you could have maybe checked in

with me a little bit more. Not
checked in, but just like,

I don't know, like little things.

I completely understand,
like, what you're saying.

I just thought that we were, like,
further along than you were

with anyone else, and I don't know
how you could have

formed in a day, a couple. Yeah.

But I felt, like, really good
about us.

I really feel like you kind of
just knew I'd always pick you,

like I'm here and you kind of
just...

I don't know,
it doesn't feel good.

Yeah, and I hate that you feel
that way, and I understand.

I can completely understand
why you would feel that way.

Like, the way
that this sort of happened,

but, like, you've had a chance to,
like, rule everybody else out.

Yeah. Whereas, like, I'm having to
rule everybody else out

while pursuing you at the same time,
and you've not applied pressure,

but there is a pressure overall
from everybody.

You want some reassurance. Yeah,
but you can still, like, reassure me

and get to know other people. Yeah,

and I'm enjoying getting
to know you. Yeah.

We have a lot of similar traits,

and like in what we look
for relationships as well.

I'm just finding it really hard
to make decisions.

Genuinely, last night, when we had
that kiss upstairs, I was like done.

Like, my decision's made. Yeah.
I am really interested in you.

Like, there's no doubt about that.

That sky is wonderful.

I know, it looks gorgeous.
Isn't that lovely?

I know...

Guys, I've got a note from Dannii.

Listen up, listen up.
Is Emanuele on sick leave?

Do you know your negroni
from your Campari spritz?

Yes, I do! Well, time to get
in the spirit,

because this evening

you'll be enjoying
an Italian cocktail party.

Ooh!

APPLAUSE

I love a negroni!

Let's party.

Ooh! An Italian cocktail party.

I don't know about you,
but I'm ready for some dolce vita.

What makes a good party
is drinks, music, fun and fit boys.

And finally, after an eventful day,

happy hour is coming
to the Masseria.

Well, maybe not for everybody.

But it is two for one on
the Emanuele extravaganza.

So, bottoms up, boys.

Dannii is treating us!

Very excited
for the cocktail party.

I love a good cocky. Oh, my God,
I shouldn't have said that.

Cheers. Cheers.

Cheers, guys. Love y'all!

No. Oh, shit.
I can't tap.

Not in them trousers.

Oh, it's nice. This is lovely.

But hang on. You can't have
an aperitivo without a little twist.

Boys, you've got company.

We're all together,
we've got a little cocktail.

What more do you need?
What more do you need?

Oh! Oh!

Oh, la, la. Hey, hottie.

Hey. Buonasera, boys.

Gorgeous. Welcome, welcome.
Stunning!

Oh, my God.

Dannii's here crashing our party.

Don't know what this is about.

You joining us for a drink?

I'm not here for cocktails.
Ohh!

In fact, this evening we have
some very important business.

Your summer of love is not over yet,

but the clock here
is definitely ticking.

It's time to get real, boys.

If you've been exploring connections
over recent days,

that's great, and it's
the right thing to do.

But now you need to make decisions.

Boys, the time
for conversation is over.

All I'm asking is for you
to go with your gut

and decide who has your heart.

Meet me at the front of the Masseria

for a kiss-off...right now.

That is crazy!

Oh, my God!

Gag! Shut the fuck up!

Shit got real.

I feel a genuine connection
or attraction towards Adam.

I know that he said he feels
the same,

and I'm hoping that that's something
that's a priority for him.

I'm stressed.

I just want to run with the
strongest connection

I have right now.

I know how I feel.
I have no idea how Alex feels.

While I do think he will pick me,
I honestly can't be sure.

HE MOUTHS

I think a lot of people will see
each other's true colours tonight.

Game on, I guess.

Next time on I Kissed A Boy...

I know this is a shock for you all.

Anyone left unkissed will be leaving
the Masseria.

I am so nervous to make a decision.

Either way, I'm going to upset
somebody that I care about so much.

Alex, reveal the name of
the boy you want to kiss, now.

Cowboy party!

Kiss-offs in here
don't mean exclusivity.

It's just not adding up in my head
a little bit.

The connection is based off
of convenience.

Fuck.

start

need to open up

and we are kissing