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[smooth guitar music]

[electronic dance music]

- An animal that survives in spite of adversity,

that sounds like me.

So, how did I become a survivor?

chemicals I guess, lots of chemicals, and lots of drugs,

and lots of dancing, lots of Raven.

I'm happy raver, it sure bought me lots of intense emotions

but, despite raving for 15 years,

I still haven't reached the extreme case of mental illness

but, who knows? My physical state is measured in T fours.

My mental state goes with ecstasies I guess, sometimes.

But that's not our story, now our story is a fairy tale.

[ringing] [banging]

Once upon a time, somewhere in Europe,

in a little town, built on rock.

There lived a young and happy fairy,

well maybe, we should stick to the animal.

[knock]

- I wanna give you what I know you need [spit].

Don't ever stop, doing what your doing

don't stop, shook shock.

[groaning]

[door open]

- [mumble] you [mumble]

[sharp whistle]

[boys laughing]

- Hey, fuck off.

Well I thought, fairies had wings,

so why don't you fucking use them, and fly out of the way

huh, you cocks sucker.

[boys laughing] [cross talk]

- My balls are bigger than my wings,

much bigger than your little dicks.

[laughing]

- You motherfucker.

- This is a little bit more swollen,

than anyone's balls, or wings,

and hasn't had anyone to play with all day,

and it's getting very, very lonely.

- [spit] it's very hard to [mumble] count on it.

- No, no, no, no, no.

- I got you man, I got you.

[door squeaking]

What the hell are you doing here?

- [burb] come on Frank.

- [Boy] That's disgusting.

- If you wants to make locker room magic,

instead of following our fucking plan then.

- So where are we meeting mysterious lover boy?

- At midnight, at the club, did get the car ready?

- I always follow my leaders orders.

Oh shit, my bus.

[electric music]

[laughing]

[Frank snaps]

♪ I want a world of my own

♪ A place that I can belong

♪ I wanna live my life

♪ And do just what I want to do ♪

♪ I wanna live my life

♪ Live my life

♪ You know who you are

♪ And I know exactly who I am

♪ But take it too far

♪ And I might have to give a damn ♪

♪ I know what you want so tell me ♪

♪ Why should I still hide away

♪ I need to break out I need to be free ♪

♪ I want a world of my own

♪ A place where I can belong

♪ Somewhere that I can be free

♪ Where I can start to believe

[Frank breathing heavily]

[door opens] - Frank, are you home?

- Hello, sorry didn't hear you come in,

I was just reading into my physics.

- Hmm mm.

[door slams]

- Take the mouse back to your room.

- She is part of the family.

- Am not having dinner with a mouse.

- Dad, come on.

- I told you.

- And when did you get the ear ring?

- Everybody has one.

- Well, you are not every body.

- Yeah, but it looks cool.

- I've got two.

- Isn't there a meaning to,

which side you are wearing it on.

- If you wear on your left ear,

it means you like to catch the rabbit.

And if you war it on you right ear,

it means you want to be the rabbit.

[mouse squeaking]

[giggles]

- I want you to take those stickers of your car.

- And what's wrong with being anti nuke?

- You know the ones I mean,

the sex ones.

- I know all about sex, rabbit...

- Amanda, please, am trying to talk to your brother.

[mouse squeaking]

[up beat music]

[electric dance music]

- How you doing?

- Hey, here he comes.

- Finally.

Oh, aw you brought mousy, Amsterdam is waiting for us.

- What? We are not going to Central Bay any more?

- No, later, but first have to save up in Amsterdam.

Boy got me a job as a nanny.

- [laughs] you, a nanny?

Boid, what kind a name is Boid? Sounds queer.

- Don't get your hopes up man,

what is fun in both of us staying in his house.

- Yeah.

- Take good care of my baby, and yourself.

- Bye sweety [smooch]

- [Boy 2] Come let's go, Amsterdam here we come.

[upbeat music]

[mouse squeaking]

[both heavy breathing]

- When do we leave?

- Soon.

- Brilliant.

- I promise you, we'll be outta hear soon.

[heavy breathing]

- Just can't believe, you wanna stay here any longer.

- We need the money.

- I can not picture you...

- Look, its fucking easy money, it'll get us out of here.

- Easy money? Is that it Jake?

'cause its not fucking worth it.

And when do you draw the line? Or do you ever?

- I'll be the last to prevent the hope that we can leave.

- Some times I think you are in love

with the idea of escape the night actually leaving.

- Please.

[smooth guitar music]

- [breathing heavily] aren't you supposed to save your load?

- Is this the road to Bethuluia?

- Ever hard of Wood Step?

- Need a ride?

- How far do you wanna go?

- As far as possible? We're going there too.

Hop in dude.

[music intensifies]

[dance music]

- Sorry, can't let you in with those bags.

- Am looking for someone, am sure he is dancing inside.

So, can I just have a look?

- No.

You gonna leave those here?

- Oh, looks like I can.

- Wait a minute, who are you looking for?

- His name is Frank.

Try center stage.

- I know who she mean, wait here.

[dance music]

Frank? Frank?

- What!

- A chick is calling you outside.

- Meet me outside.

- What's with the bags?

- I haven't got a clue what you are going about.

- What did you bring...

- What have you actually done over the past couple of weeks?

- Well-well I-I've been...

- Besides dancing, drinking and fucking.

That's not life.

Look Frank, I just got a job, we are off to Central Bay now.

- You and Boid...

- Oh please, we talked about it.

- Have we?

- I'm sorry Frank.

- What about me? Where am I supposed to sleep?

- Try the car.

- [Mans Voice] Come on baby.

- Can you stop calling me baby.

- Hey, we always stick together, don't we?

- Like you said Frank, live your life.

Live your dreams.

I love you Frank.

- Yeah, I love you too. Bitch.

- What's with the bags Fred?

- [scoffs] my name is Frank.

- Whatever.

- Do you think maybe I could stay at your place?

- What, I was kinda looking more for a fling,

not a bring your bags along thing.

- Come on, just one night.

- Uh, I'm afraid not.

- See you at the dance floor Fred.

- My name is Frank.

[thunder rumbling]

- Not with those bags.

- Okay I will put them in my car.

Fuck, fuck.

[dog barking]

[rain pouring]

[door squeaking]

[foot steps]

Hello.

- The house is closed

- Yeah but you have an add on the window for dancers.

- That's what we got here,

I guess you think you're hot?

- I guess I do.

- Well, that's Madams decision.

- All right, where is she?

- He's not here right now, wait a second.

- You claim to be a dancer?

- That's what he says.

- Runaway?

- No, I live in Amsterdam.

- And you always walk the streets at night,

in the pouring rain, with everything you own

in your two little hands?

- I just got thrown out.

- Oh my dear boy, a throw away, is worse than a run away.

- I make my own decisions.

- Which brought you how far?

- Well I'm here.

- So you are, you may start by working at the bar.

The rent will be deducted from your pay.

Jake, show him your room.

- My room.

- Thank you, Jake. What's your name?

- Frank.

- Well, Frank, welcome to The House of Boys.

[footsteps fading]

- The bathroom is just there,

there's no key so you got to knock before you go in.

- Do you play?

- Only when I'm really happy, or really sad.

- Is that your girlfriend?

- That's my mom, but don't get any queerly ideas,

I gotta go friend.

- If you're not gay, what do you do in The House of Boys?

- I dance dude.

[birds chirping]

[soft guitar music]

- You're not dancing tonight, I can't hide it this time.

- I have to.

- See this is what worries Madam, people think he did it.

- He hasn't always before, do a great job.

- Come and live at the house, please.

- No, it's okay, it's okay, I'm fine, I'm fine.

It's not a big deal.

I just...

If he if he hits my mom, I'll kill him.

[door squeaking]

- Hello, Oh Frank, hey, what Madam has told me about you.

This is Herman, this is Frank, I'm Emma.

Help yourself to coffee.

Sure you, want to finish this later, [smooch]

go to the bar.

- Aw, coffee.

- Does the [mumble]?

- Oh, his father is a drunk.

- [mumble] boys.

This is Angelo, this is Frank.

- [foreign language]

- Nice to meet you.

- So you moved in last night with Jake.

Jake and his unofficial other roommates.

- Give me a break.

- You're not gonna stop moping

about losing a single room are you?

- I can deal with it.

- I wish I had the privilege just for one night.

- [Emma] What do you need a single room for?

- Sister needs her space.

- Hey.

- So you are trying to say

that you don't have any lady callers?

- Good morning Dean.

- Oh, Dean, is always mumbling,

and he's always the last one to turn up for breakfast,

but, he blooms at night,

he's a graffiti artist.

- Tagger.

- When he wakes up, he's actually a very nice guy.

- [Angelo] Why are you smiling Frank?

- It's just where I was, and where I am, its

- [all singing] Wild and different entertainment.

[all laughing]

[electronic dance music]

- I can't wait to get on.

- Your very keen.

[crowd cheer]

- Yeah!

[crowd applauding]

- Thanks.

- You know, that was some show.

- Sexy?

- Rather sexy.

- Are you trying to [mumble] to lick my sweat?

- I may do.

- What do you think?

[footsteps approaching]

- Emma,

what's wrong with him?

His acts are getting to worse.

Your makeup can conceal everything.

I see is bruise soar.

- He needs our support right now.

- Support.

Support is a luxury I cannot afford, you should that.

[crowd applauding]

How is my new boy doing?

- Pulling at the reigns to dance.

I think he's a fast learner.

[electronic dance music]

♪ Sometimes I feel I've got to

♪ Run away I've got to

- Frank, are you enjoying the show?

Come on, have a look,

nobody is going to order anything,

while Jake is on, go.

♪ Boy I toss and turn

♪ I can't sleep at night

♪ Once I ren from you

- It's hard not to like the boy.

- He certainly has the right attitude.

- And he is damn cute too.

- Hey, no looking at the boys thank you.

♪ Oh tainted love

♪ Tainted love

♪ Now I know I've got to

♪ Run away I've got to

- I just hope he doesn't get in the way, Jake.

- [Emma] You think they will fall in love?

- [Madam] Not a chance.

- Heart before reason?

- I can't [mumble]

- Well you always used to say

better to have a broken heart while they [mumble].

- Did I say that?

- I saw you watching me.

- You know, your really fantastic.

You move around so, naturally, make it really sexy.

- No business like show business.

Just give them what they pay for right.

- Do you really mean that, I thought...

[window knocked]

- Frank, would you mind sleeping over at Angelo

and Dean tonight?

- Sure, no problem.

- Then get out.

[door knock]

- Oh, that girl back again.

- Yeah.

- Well, we'll Dean will be back later

but you can sleep with me.

Oh, honey, I'm not gonna rape you. Come on.

- Why does she sneaking through the window?

- Oh, Madam doesn't allow visitors.

- Yeah, but Emma knows.

- She wont tell him,

she cares for us just as much as she does for him.

- Yeah, she seems nice.

- She's the best girl in this house.

Actually, she's the only girl in this house,

apart from me of course.

Ah, honey, you have to see me in drag.

- Is Jake really straight?

- Well, as straight as you can be,

getting fucked by guys and having a girlfriend.

Why?

Oh God. Oh, tell me you're not falling for him.

Oh, save yourself the pain.

Hey, take my advice, I'm not using it.

- What about you? Do you have a boyfriend?

- Me? [giggles]

- You are gay aren't you?

- Not for long, in less than a year, I'll be a woman.

- You mean like a transsexual?

- No, no, I mean, I mean a real straight woman.

- Why?

- Why? Look at me,

I'm a woman already all I need is a firm set of tits.

Oh, I'm gonna have my full scale sex operation,

in Singapore, under the tropical sun by the beach.

- Ciao.

- See you later Dean.

- Ciao.

[footsteps]

[window slams]

[Frank breathing heavily]

[dean sniffing]

[suspense music]

[water pouring]

- Sneaky boy.

- Oh, I miss making space cookies.

- Certainly I know. Definitely needs more cream.

- Emma do you mind if I use the phone.

- No, keep it short if it's long distance.

- No, I just want to call my mom.

- Oh, mommy dear.

- I just couldn't believe it, [laughing].

Angelo, girl, have we got a job for you.

[smooch]

- Oh wow.

- look at the new cutie.

Ooh, sounds like an important conversation.

- Mom.

- Mommy.

- We can take the [mumble].

- We have to go anyway, so little time.

- So many men.

- Things to do, people to see.

- You mean things to see, and people to do.

- Your absolutely right.

- Frank where are you?

Do you have any idea what we are going through?

- Mom, mom, I just-

- Tell me where you are. Are you with Rita?

- Stop yelling. I'm safe. I'm okay.

- Why didn't you call? At least Rita did.

- Mom please, I'm getting on with my life.

- Richard, Richard!

- I just need to- - Richard!

Yeah. Happy birthday.

- Lady... Gentlemen and gentlemen-

- Hey sexy, show me your tits.

- Why don't you show me your dick lover boy,

come up here and whip it how I like it on the floor.

[crowd applauding]

As always, I bid you to welcome the lady of the house,

the one, and only, Madam.

[crowd applauding]

[electronic dance music]

[foreign language]

- Perfect.

[foreign language]

[crowd applauding]

[soft music]

♪ Take the ribbon from my hair

♪ Shake it loose let it fall

♪ Playing soft against your skin ♪

♪ Like the shadows on the wall

♪ Come and lay down by my side

♪ Till the morning rise

- Who is that guy?

- Rick is a regular.

- A regular what?

- A regular customer, he fly's into the state,

two, three times a year.

He spends a lot of money in here.

- He comes to see Jake?

- As you can see.

♪ I don't care what's right or wrong ♪

- I'll serve them.

- All right.

♪ Don't let the devil take tomorrow ♪

♪ 'cause tonight I need a friend ♪

♪ Yesterday is dead and gone

- Champaign.

- Put it on the tab.

♪ And tomorrow out of sight

♪ And it says to be-

- I said, put it on the tab please.

[guitar music]

- All part of the hustle Frank, all part of the job.

That's why you don't bring a heart, onto the floor.

♪ Yesterday is dead and gone

♪ And tomorrow's out of sight

- I think he is really into Rick.

- That's why he's the best, you can learn from him Frank.

- Business, I know the gossip babe. I know it all.

Jakes is with Rick, Rick is a famous fashion designer

out of New York, and he's loaded,

and he doesn't know how to get [mumble].

♪ Help me help me make it through the night ♪

[crowd applauding]

♪ Never speak a sound

- I told you not to touch my records.

- So, how was it?

- [Jake] How was what?

- You fucked him.

- Wrong, he fucked me.

- I thought you had a girlfriend?

- I got a girlfriend, and I got a job.

- Taking up the ass, isn't a job for a straight guy.

- Well, until the [mumble] you never know what.

- So, you do it with every body,

when it comes down to me you're not gay.

- You start to sound like my girlfriend.

- Maybe she's got a point, you're not being honest.

- You have no idea what [mumble] in the back from.

- What gives?

- Why should I tell you?

- You know what, I don't even want to know, dude.

[rain pouring]

- Frank, where are you going? Your going to get wet.

- Like you care.

[soft rock music]

[electronic dance music]

♪ I thought that I was over you ♪

♪ But it's true so true

♪ I love you even more than I did before ♪

♪ Now darling what can I do

♪ For you don't love me

♪ And I will always be

♪ High over you

♪ High over you

♪ Yeah now your gone

♪ And from this moment on

♪ I'll be crying

♪ Crying

♪ Crying

♪ Crying

♪ Crying

♪ Crying

♪ All for you

[crowd applauding]

- Frank now.

- Shit.

- Tonight is my pleasure, to present to you my new boy.

First time on stage, in The House of Boys,

please welcome, Frank.

[crowd applauding]

- Good luck dude.

[electronic dance music]

♪ Do it too fast I like it fast ♪

- I am so sorry.

- For what?

- You are no longer the hottest guy in the house,

that's for sure.

- He may know how to take some heat

but, he sure don't know the art of the hustle yet.

[crowd applauding]

- Fabulous.

- Got any more of your finger nails?

- More than you can ever take big boy.

[bang]

[bang]

- Hey.

[soft music]

- You did great for your first night.

- Sorry about yesterday.

- Its okay, you will learn fast.

Madam has an uncandy sense about boys,

I have never seen him hire someone that quick.

I want to show you something.

[papers rattling]

Fuck.

- What?

- Someone stole my money.

- If you were going to show me who else knew you had it?

- Fuck. I was saving up to get outta this shit hole.

- It's not that bad Jake.

- One strip show now you fucking know everything.

Fuck!

- So after a few slaps on me cooler,

he inserts his big massive dick,

I mean huge, but, something didn't feel right.

It was big, but it wasn't throbbing.

[laughing]

So, I turn around, and I see a big dyke

fucking me with a massive strap on.

No, I swear, a huge and hairy woman.

- Can't judge a fucking book by it's cover.

- [Emma] What's up Jake?

- Someone stole my money, one of you tell me.

- Tell me you are not accusing one of us?

- Should I?

- Jake, we all live here,

to avoid exactly the kind of situation you are suggesting.

We earn our money why would we steal yours?

- How much is your sex change exactly?

- Excuse me, I have been saving for that trip,

for two and a half years, do you think,

I would start stealing when I am so close

to fulfilling my dream?

Honey you better think again.

[footsteps fading]

Looks like I'm not the only one to get fucked by a bitch.

[soft guitar music]

- That wasn't nice accusing us.

- Whatever.

- What about Carol?

- Why would she? It was her money to leave.

[knock]

Out now.

[foreign language]

[door slam]

[bed squeak]

- So, the bitch turned up?

- Come on, maybe it wasn't her.

- Trust me, I know,

'cause I ma going to be exactly that type.

- Well if it's true,

Jake is not going to admit it now is he?

I'm going to find out.

- What, were you go?

- Finding out?

- Honey, I am not dressed to go.

[sneaky music]

- Where have you been?

Why haven't you been around? I've been worried.

- Worried Is that it?

- I don't know, you've been acting strange lately.

- So have you.

I was pregnant. What's your excuse?

- Pregnant? What do you mean?

- How long?

- Seven weeks.

- Seven fucking weeks.

- Don't get angry, my body, my decision.

I can hardly even look after myself leave alone a baby.

Daddy a whore, believe me I had no choice.

At least it was yours.

- What do you mean?

- I'm not the one fucking around Jake,

it was your baby, that's why I took your money.

- That was our money, that I saved up for us.

Ours ticket out.

- Well I made the decision, and that was my ticket out.

- Well you made a selfish decision Carol,

you should have chosen us, not just you.

I'll never forgive you.

- I love you.

[dog barking]

[footsteps fading]

[Jake crying]

[window shut]

- Leave me alone.

♪ Just a sprinkle star dust and you whisper ♪

♪ Go to sleep everything is all right ♪

♪ I close my eyes

♪ Then I drift away

♪ Into the magic night

♪ I softly sail

♪ [mumble]

♪ Like dreamers do

♪ Then I fall asleep to dream

♪ My dreams of you

- You are so beautiful, Prince Charming,

please kiss me.

[orchestral music]

- You wanted to see me?

- Shh [mumble]

Jake, we have to talk, please.

Don't touch this, it's very valuable to me.

The girl.

- She left.

- Pity for you. But good for us.

You know the house rules.

I don't want any stranger in the house after business hours.

- I understand.

- You know Jake, I just want to protect you.

It's a cruel world.

When I was a young man, I was very good looking.

Men and women were running after me.

And everybody wanted to take care of me. I liked it.

So they gave me gifts. expensive gifts.

Diamonds,

cars.

I remember very well my 21st birthday, in the restaurant,

somebody just let the key, drop on the table and said,

"Go outside."

I went outside and it was a Jaguar E Type, 4.2 liters,

380 Horsepower, beautiful.

And a ticket, a ticket around the world.

Great time I had.

And then I came back.

And there was someone else, younger than me.

So I was kicked out.

So you see, I know very well what I'm talking about Jake.

The door's always open.

Now go and enjoy the concert Jake.

Have fun music cures soul.

- God, give me some space bitches.

I'm not afraid to slap a girl. Thank you.

Excuse me, I need to get through here. Thank you.

- Honey, your jump the queue, I jump you.

- Honey, I'm not jumping the queue,

I'm walking fucking through it.

Excuse me, seriously now I'm getting angry.

Thank you, no. Excuse me, give me a second, thanks.

Guys I found Adams.

- Adams?

- What planet are you from?

- Down the hatch, A-T-A-M, M-T-M.

I'll get us all hot and steamy all night.

They call it love [mumble]

- [All together] And you know what.

[dance rock music]

♪ I will parade you down the high street ♪

♪ You've got the attraction you've got me under ♪

♪ Walk my little doggy walk my little sex doll ♪

♪ We can make a sin can't be explained ♪

♪ Making the headlines sound like a dream ♪

♪ When we hit the floor you just watch me move aside ♪

♪ We will take them for a ride tonight ♪

♪ They all love your [mumble] ways ♪

♪ You know what they say about small boys ♪

[crowd cheering]

[music fading]

- Adam?

- We lost you back there for a moment.

Are you okay?

- I am now.

[electronic dance music]

♪ I have been in wars before but no one had to die ♪

♪ Full of crew maneuvers which kill a part if you inside ♪

♪ Blowing missiles pass from eye to eye ♪

♪ They call this burning fire boy ♪

♪ I'm trying to stay alive

♪ Girls like you don't get boys like me ♪

♪ We are much too hard for you to handle ♪

♪ Our emotion is hard to see

♪ Girls like you

♪ Don't get boys like me

♪ Girls like you

♪ Don't get boys like me

- I worry about you.

- You, worry about me?

- Have you ever had friends before?

- Just friends?

- Very good friends.

- I thought [mumble]

[soft music]

[kissing]

- I have never kissed the frog before.

- Me a frog?

[mumble]

So you are my Prince Charming?

- I'm serious Frank, I have never kissed a boy before.

[both breathing heavily]

I have never made love to a guy before.

- What are you talking about?

- You wouldn't understand.

- Try me.

- All I ever give them is my ass [mumble].

I just learned to let it happen, without being a part of it.

- Oh honey, can you try this one for me?

- Sure.

- So what chapter did I miss?

- You didn't miss anything.

- Well, you to miss the concert.

Honey, you've got to undress.

- Oh, so you just got me to look at my ass.

- Of course honey.

- I should have known. So, what do you think?

- Ah, out with the details.

- What details?

- You guys has sex, don't be evasive, you had sex,

and you're not usually afraid to boast about it.

- This is different.

- Oh my god. Oh my god.

You guys didn't have sex. You made love.

[soft music]

[foreign language]

- I like it here. No more hiding and pretending.

You know, it's always simpler when you can just,

be who you want to be.

- Yeah. Half my life has been on the road.

I always felt like there was something out there pulling me

you know, and it was saying, "Come here boy."

or something.

- Your not gonna leave.

- I want to see things, I want to desert and mountains.

You know, I never even seen an elephant.

[boys laughing]

And it's all out there, you should come with me.

- Yes, but right now I need to run to the bar,

or Emma's gonna kill me.

Good luck sweety, good luck guys.

[foreign language]

- Where have you been?

[crowd applauding]

- You have been working here, 10 months?

- Almost 11.

- So you should know the rules of the house,

like the back of your hand, get on and get it off.

- Is there's something wrong with my stage routine.

- Your offstage routine is a little off.

I mean for a straight boy.

- You didn't let me be with girls.

That diminish you still have a problem?

- I just worry at little [mumble].

- Has anyone complained?

- No, not yet. But I know how this goes believe me Jake.

- I'm teaching the basics.

- Why don't you start teaching him right now.

- What do you mean?

- I have a request for Frank.

So you might open a new chapter in your teaching program

and introduce him to the art

of your well appreciate the private shows.

- Don't you have to ask Frank first, your rules.

- I make the arrangement, and I leave it up to you.

- Who wants him?

- Who wouldn't?

But this one is borrowing from your candy jar,

your favorite, [sniffs] Snow White.

- I guess you should make arrangements for the both of us,

why would I give up my best tipper?

- Your such a profession.

- Snow white will have the time of his life.

- A Jake who doesn't mind sharing? Something wrong?

Are you sick?

- Just happy sir.

- Don't you sir me.

- Okay Mam.

[foreign language]

Are you up for a new experience?

- What? The back room?

- You see the guy talking to Madam?

They call him Snow White.

He has a lot of cool stuffs to put us right.

His tips are huge.

- But I am clueless.

- You just give a performance, like you do on stage.

That's it, of course,

you going to have to push it one step beyond, or two.

You will be all right,

you didn't actually think I'd let you go all by yourself.

You make me horny, we can call it a warm up session.

[foreign language]

[upbeat music]

[glass shatters]

[elevator bell]

- I'm afraid this is going to hurt again.

- How bad is it?

- Just small cuts.

- Take a blood sample when you are finished.

- You are the other boy.

- Yeah and his boyfriend.

- May I talk to you outside for a moment.

- Sure.

- You are saying he just collapsed,

through a glass table naked.

- We were having a party.

- I need you to be honest to me, what drugs were involved?

- Non. Poppers.

- Poppers?

- It's legal.

- Human Nitrite can provoke a sudden drop

of material blood pressure.

Mixed with alcohol, this could explain his fainting.

- Is he going to be okay.

- Most likely, only minor cuts.

As soon as the nurses is done with him,

you can take him home.

- Does it really boosts the orgasm?

- I'm sorry?

- Poppers? It's a casing, isn't it?

Well, you should let him rest for a few days. Okay.

- I'm sure there's one department

you've been waiting for me to mention,

the Department of Defense.

It's the only department in our entire program,

that will actually be increased

over the present budget [mumble].

[crowd applauding]

- Dr. Marsh, do you have a minute?

- There is never enough money to cure people is there?

They always find more when they want to kill people,

it doesn't make sense.

What can I do for you?

- Can I show you some results I don't understand.

Well, there's no T cell count is there,

you have to send it back to the lab.

- Yeah, that's exactly the point.

I ren the test twice this morning,

there are no helper cells, non.

- Where's the rest of the record?

- Everything is in there.

Go go down that one of the strip clubs,

could be related as gay cancer?

- There is no such thing as gay cancer.

Do I make myself clear? Dr. Evelyn.

I will keep this file Van Linden.

- Good morning guys.

- Frank, how is Jake doing?

- He's okay, a few cuts that's all.

- Hello. What are you guys thinking?

Oh, you should have seen Snow White.

He was white than his power.

- Angelo shut up, that's not funny.

[phone ringing]

Hello, House of Boys, Emma speaking.

- Tell me everything. Come on, tell me everything.

- Yes, that's me.

Tomorrow at eight? Yeah, I'll tell him.

Yes, I'll come with him.

- So it wasn't just a drop in blood pressure?

- Well, we don't really know.

That's why it's important to repeat a couple of the tests.

- What tests?

- Well, blood test for one, your blood count is, it's off.

So, that's why we need to take another sample,

to make sure that the results were correct.

- Actually, incorrect would it be better wouldn't it?

- Well, yes. And we also need a skin test, say ah!

- Ah.

What kind of skin test?

- Well, I'm going to give you little pricks with needles,

that have been infected with Benign germs,

but don't mind it's not going to hurt you.

We use this method, to check your immune system,

your body should react to the germs,

with little red swellings.

- Sounds very complicated.

- No, it's routine actually.

Is that something you got in the accident?

- What?

- Little purple dot on the side of your nose?

- It's a pimple. It won't go away.

- Suzanne, I think we're gonna need a biopsy

of this little blister here, all right.

Well, thank you, Jake,

thank you very much, see you later on.

- You all right?

- I'm wondering if even they know what's wrong with Jake,

all these tests,

- Coke and poppers don't destroy your blood count.

AIDS does.

- AIDS.

- That new disease.

- It's something immune deficiency something,

a virus from Haiti.

- They call it, the gay plague.

- What is this AIDS exactly?

- No knows for sure, all I know is,

the more I hear about it, the scarier it sounds.

[foreign language]

- It's Trevor Marsh, this is not...

I think we've got another case.

No, it's not the African Genesis.

This is a male Caucasian, very young.

It's probably the gay link to America,

I will know more tomorrow,

but, I wanted to send you the blood results first.

It's very frightening.

It's not immune depression no, it's immune suppression.

The comfort T lymphocytes, is close to zero.

[electronic dance music]

- House of Boys, Emma speaking.

Okay, thanks, thanks.

♪ Okay it's your turn to say the same ♪

♪ I'd like to like you like you like me ♪

♪ But I can't please understand I'm not a chick ♪

[crowd applauding]

[soft guitar music]

- What's going on?

- Dr. Marsh just called, he thinks it might be AIDS related.

- Fuck.

- So he wants you to go back tomorrow okay.

And he wants you to go as well Frank.

- Me?

- It's an infectious disease.

- Fuck.

[dramatic music]

And there is also something else,

Madam doesn't feel that he wants the club,

to be associated with this kind of things.

A disease. He's scared.

So, he thinks you should leave Jake.

I'm so sorry. I really tried.

- God damn.

- I think you should come live with me okay?

- I'm not staying here without you,

if Madam wants Jake to leave, I'm leaving as well.

[man talking in foreign language]

[soft orchestral music]

- Hey, this is nice, who lives here?

- My son's room.

- I didn't know you had a son.

Hey little dude.

[cat purring]

- I think I will go find a folding bed this afternoon.

- Don't worry, one bed will do just fine.

Why didn't you tell anybody about your son?

- I only had him for a couple of days.

- I'm sorry, I thought-

- I didn't have Carol's courage.

It was a different time, we didn't just go get an abortion.

So I gave him away when he was two days old.

He was born on Christmas Eve '68, he will be 16 soon,

I don't even know if he's alive.

- Didn't you ever try to find him?

- Yeah, I've got a receipt. They give you a receipt.

The only link I have to my child, nothing you can do,

except wait.

- Wait?

- For him to find me, when I gave up that baby I was lost.

I was on the street when Madam picking me up.

He had this little club behind behind the [mumble].

You know I like district, gave me some work,

got me off the street.

Became my dearest friend, the only one in my life.

- Now I see why your [mumble].

- I'm the worst mother.

- Your the finest person I ever met.

- Looks like the onion's got you both.

- Each person's dreams unfold into a life of unending hope.

America's best days, lie ahead.

- Sorry, I thought it would be a bit cosier in here.

- No it's not the TV, it's that bloody-

I'm sorry Jake I forgot.

- Not all Americans are cowboys.

- So how's the weekly pump up working out?

- I'm getting sick and tired of being sick and tired.

- Still some sense of humor.

I think I'm going to send away to Paris

for some more HPA 23,

you may find it more helpful than the Ceram.

So is that the last one.

- Yeah, there's about half an hour left.

- Okay, Frank, if you're interested

in more studying material,

I've made some copies, my office.

We did manage to trace your designer in New York.

- Handsome Rick.

- Rich Richard P. Douglas.

He died of Cryptic Cockle Meningitis, I'm sorry.

- Your sorry? He's a fucking bastard.

He's the one that put the fucking...

- Your anger is natural, Frank. That is not the point.

I mean, would you be angry with Jake if you were ill?

- No, that's completely different because Jake didn't know.

People will be dead,

unless we get angry enough to save them.

- I'm really proud of the way

that you've been encouraging Jake.

You can't be angry at everybody,

you should direct your anger to those who think

they're somehow not concerned.

- He's getting weaker, like a [mumble]

it's eating him up.

Why don't you give us any hope?

Why?

[violin music]

- Merry Christmas [mumble]

- Merry Christmas [mumble]

[door squeaking]

- Did you wait for me to start decorating the tree?

- I found a new one,

it's pretty ironic,

I'm struck with a gay cancer.

- It's not cancer and it's not gay.

Look, I'm sure the new drugs are gonna work,

Dr. Marsh is very confident.

- The spots, there's more of them,

I feel marked.

And I aint pretty.

- Your beautiful, nothing changes that.

Now are you gonna help me with this?

- You don't deserve this.

- Sometimes, you don't get to choose life. Life chooses you.

I love you Jake, and I realize it every fucking day.

- I never thought I would say this to a boy,

I love you too.

In the late 60s Jimmy Hendrix travel through Europe

to Morocco, where he stayed in a small town

of St. Laurent.

Legend has it that the old castle ruins there,

were the inspiration for some castles in this land.

When I get better we have to go there. Just the two of us.

- Yeah, but we need money. [mumble] like flipping burgers.

- It's not about money. It's all out there.

- I know, I do forget that sometimes.

[coughing]

[door squeaking]

- I'm done with it.

You cannot believe how happy I am.

My first Christmas, persuaded Madam to close the club.

♪ Tonight we will be done

♪ Trouble of a world lost

♪ Trouble of a world lost

- Is he sleeping?

- He sleeps all right, I think the new drugs are working,

he is in a good mood, we even had sex.

- It makes me so happy.

Wish I could spend more time with you boys.

- You know it's my first Christmas away from home.

My old home.

♪ No more weeping

♪ I'm going home top live with my Lord ♪

♪ Tonight I will be dinning my troubles ♪

- Stick it in. - How?

- Just with your hands, come on, shove it in.

Yeah that's it, [mumble] go on.

- Deeper.

- Jaky.

- Yeah.

- Can you get that we are just fisting a turkey?

- Yeah, I'm coming.

- Come on get it's ass.

[door unlocked]

[Jake and Angelo smooch]

- [Frank] Hey you guys.

- Well look, that turkeys has got Frank up it's ass.

Maybe you can do me next.

- How are you doing?

- Okay I guess.

- Can we do anything, should I stuffed something up.

- Stuff your mouth down your [mumble]

- I intend to.

[orchestral singing]

- I almost feel guilty eating an abused turkey.

- Come on. - Shut up.

- Don't be a pussy till you have one.

- I'm finally going, we're leaving to Singapore really soon.

Johan has everything set up. Oh, he's such a sweetheart.

- [Emma] So happy for you.

- It's a dream come true.

- Don't dream your life, live your dreams.

- To our dreams.

- Our dreams.

- Oh Emma. That was too much.

At least watch my waistline from now on,

the only thing worse than a fat guy is a fat girl.

- [Dean] So, smoking keeps you a thin.

- Oh please.

- You going to have to.

[bong boiling]

[Angelo coughing]

[laughing]

- It's weird now at the house, first you two leave,

now Angela, and Herman poor kid.

- Poor kid? He's killed someone.

- But you know his self defense.

- He's killed his father. It's wrong.

I should have brought him here,

I tried to get him to leave so many times.

But you know, he's rage scared me,

now I have got to testify.

It's wrong, it's wrong.

- Even just save your own life.

[Jake coughing]

- Shit.

[cross talk]

- I wouldn't want you to think this is the end.

How can it be the end,

when even I don't know what the end is yet.

Maybe it's just the beginning.

I not even the beginning either.

Maybe it isn't anything at all.

Not beginning or end.

But just a bit of the middle,

of something that has a beginning

and an end so far out of sight.

You might as well forget about them,

as if they weren't there at all.

Which they aren't when you come to think about it.

[water trickling]

[squeak]

I have written all of this,

so you can see how I got to be what I am.

But that is not what I am anymore.

Because what I have now,

is someone that is making sure he's no longer influenced

by what made him what he has become.

The only important thing, is that somehow,

we all escape our history.

Are you sleeping?

- I'm just resting my eyes.

She was beautiful.

- Hold my hand Jake,

I'm going to see Jesus.

- I am not happy that I am sick.

I'm not happy that I have AIDS.

But if that is helping others, I can at least know,

that my own misfortune, has had some positive work.

- [News Anchor] It was Rock Hudson macho movie actor

who brought the AIDS story on to 1985 front pages.

He died on the second of October age 59.

- He was such a handsome man.

[Jake moaning]

- How is he?

- Don't whisper.

- Oh, hi sweetie, how are you feeling?

- This damn tubes.

- Hey, I got you some pot, from Dean.

Your sure it's okay with Dr. Marsh.

- Yeah, yeah, Dr. Marsha is fine, it eases his pain.

- I have bought Lasagna.

- Come on, we got enough food in here really,

you don't have to keep doing this.

- Hey, hi Sue?

- I'm good thanks. How are you?

- Do you want some Lasagna?

- Oh yeah, sure. Should I heat it up?

- Yeah.

- You had your dinner yet?

- No.

- Come on then.

- He didn't even recognize me.

- He seems to be in the past,

I wish I could somehow climb in with him.

And be with him, understand.

- You are doing fine Frank.

Come on, think of what you have given him.

'cause he never really understood love.

Till you.

It is like his life flashing before his eyes,

so he can be free of it.

- Jake, I need to cleanse your sin.

[wood rattling]

Jake, you can't hide from me.

You can't hide your sin.

[Jake breathing heavily]

- How are you my boy?

- I'm not your boy anymore.

- How's Jake?

- He's dying.

- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't come here before,

but I have a business to run they need me.

- Jake needed you.

- No, he needed what you gave him, I bought a gift for Jake,

I'd like to give it to him.

[soft music]

I can't take this, I can't take this.

[footsteps fading]

- Are you all right Frank?

- I was just thinking about time.

It's funny when, you have it. You don't need it.

I need it, I don't have it.

- Yes, I think that's what they call life.

- I wish I had more time with Jake, not like this.

We didn't have time to really be together.

- I brought you a visitor.

- Doesn't anyone recognize me?

- Angelo.

- Please, after all that money.

- Of course Angela.

- You look gorgeous.

- Yeah, you can keep going.

- Can I touch them.

- Oh, put your paws on my boobies, don't be shy.

The wonders of silicone but, they always jiggle about

when a big jet flies by, this is the strangest feeling.

- So the rest is-

- Snip snap inside out, actually outside in,

amazing what medical science can do today.

I am a woman.

- More like a Latina bombshell.

- Got that right sister.

- Your really hot.

- How is our Jake?

[Jake moaning]

- Hi Jake.

- He can't talk, can't see.

- At least I can touch him?

Hey,

hey honey pie.

Isn't he beautiful?

- Jake, please Jake,

let it go.

[foot steps approaching]

- Yeah, right up there.

[soft orchestral music]

[Dean crying]

- Can I still go in?

- Yeah. Sure.

She is not answering.

[paper rattling]

[phone ringing]

- Come on.

- She will be here early in the morning anyway.

[door bell]

[door open]

[Jake breathing heavily]

- Please let it go Jake, let it go.

Let it go Jake,

please let it go.

I'm here with you, I'm here.

Please let it go.

You can let go now.

Let it go.

[birds chirring]

Jake,

Jake?

Jake,

Jake,

Jake,

Jake,

Jake.

Jake,

Jake,

Jake,

Jake.

Jake,

Jake.

[Frank crying]

Jake.

[Frank running]

[Frank screaming]

[soft music]

[car raving]

[goats bleating]

[dog barking]

- All right, thank you.

Wait, wait, wait.

[bus honks]

- Excuse me, [foreign language]

- We are driving to [mumble], jump in.

[soft music]

[birds chirping]

[singing foreign language]

[soft music]

♪ Some where a new rock

♪ Some one is waiting for me

♪ Somewhere in the world

♪ Some one is looking for me

♪ You don't look so hard

♪ To believe in miracles

♪ You don't look so hard to believe in everything ♪

♪ Some where in the sky

♪ Someone is waiting for me

♪ Somewhere in the sea

♪ A [mumble] is calling me

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Somewhere on the earth

♪ Someone is growing with me

♪ Somewhere in the earth

♪ Someone is flying to me

♪ You know it's so hard to believe in miracles ♪

♪ You don't look so hard to believe in everything ♪

♪ Somewhere in the rain

♪ Someone is crying with me

♪ Somewhere in the [mumble]

♪ Someone is burning for me

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ You don't look so hard to believe in miracles ♪

♪ You don't look so hard to believe in everything ♪

♪ Somewhere in the rain

♪ Someone is crying with me

♪ Somewhere in the [mumble]

♪ Someone is burning for me

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Oh oh

♪ Somewhere on the street

♪ Someone is dancing with me

♪ Somewhere on a beach

♪ Someone is praying for me

♪ Somewhere in the stars

♪ Someone is winking at me

♪ Somewhere in my life

♪ Someone is laughing with me

♪ You don't look so hard to believe in miracles ♪

♪ You don't look so hard to believe in everything ♪