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Why is everyone hell-bent
on exonerating the man

who killed my wife?

Whatever your gut's
telling you to do,

don't do it, Chief.

All it will do
is ruin your life.

Find one guy in Chicago
luckier than me.

Flynn is really laying all
of his cards out

on the table, huh?

I just--

I don't even know where
to begin with my cards.

You won't need to call in
a floater anymore.

I've requested that Jack Damon
be assigned to 51 permanently.

I've been wanting to do that
for a while.

Now seemed like a good time.
- Perfect time.

Ugh.

What time is it?

Uh, 5:00 a.m.

Sorry.

I gotta go home first.

I can't be late for shift.

Next time,
just bring your station gear.

Yeah.

I don't think
we should do this again.

Not because of you,
it's just...

we're both at 51 now.

And this time,
I can't screw it up.

Okay, great.

Okay, great?

I think you could be
a little less enthusiastic.

All right, if you were
expecting me to beg--

No, no, no, not beg.

It's just--
- What?

I don't know. Just...

A little disappointed.

Look, I get it.

Okay?
You have to focus on work.

And I like you
and this has been fun,

like, really fun,
but it's over.

It's no problem.

Okay, cool.

But before we go back
to being totally platonic...

See you on shift.

Uh, how long is Truck
gonna be in maintenance?

Two shifts.

So everybody in my crew is out.

But I kept the Girls on Fire
sessions on the books.

Yeah, maybe because you can't
stay away from the firehouse.

I just don't wanna mess
with the schedule is all.

A lot of these girls
depend on it.

Hey, I was thinking

maybe we get
some baby furniture in here.

Well, the timeline Terry gave
us was a few months to a year,

maybe more.

So you think
we should hold off?

Maybe just a little longer.

Why are you so much better
at waiting than I am?

Well, I'm better
at billiards too.

Come on.
- Ha!

Now, that is a crock.

There it is.

Like it's been just
sitting there, waiting for you.

It's good to see it again.

All right,
second time around,

everything's gotta go
up a notch.

Nobody's gonna be
taking it easy on you,

least of all me.

You ready for that?

You bet.

All right, good.

Let's do this then.

And he got away with it,

even though he only had
a public defender.

No offense to Flynn,
but that never happens.

I do not know how you watch

all those murder documentaries
before bed.

Oh, why not?
They help me unwind.

I wanted to ask Flynn

why the fingernails weren't
admissible evidence.

Is he gonna be coming around
any time soon?

Oh, yeah, totally.

He's just been busy and,
you know, I've been busy.

Writing a letter.

Well, with everything
going on at 51,

I think my head has
just been elsewhere.

Mm.

It seems yours has too.

If you think that little glance
didn't tell me everything

I need to know about you two,
you are dead wrong.

I mean...

Hey, uh, Chief.

Lieutenant Vale.

I, uh...

Uh--

I wanted to see you.

And express my condolences
for Monica.

You're not on duty, I hope.

Come on.

Did you hear what I just said?

I said that I want to
express my condolences.

Yeah.

Well, you'll forgive me
if I don't wanna hug it out.

What is--
what is your problem?

You show up at my office

looking like hell,
reeking of alcohol.

Oh, come on.
That's not your problem.

See, your problem is you think
I made a move on your wife.

And it doesn't matter
how I feel--

how I felt about Monica.

Is that so?

She didn't care.

She was in love with you
and that was that.

I know.

Well, like I said,
I'm really sorry.

This whole thing was
a terrible loss.

Inch and three quarters,
dumpster fire,

we pull the cross lane,
all right?

It all starts
with pulling the right hose.

And that can
make the difference between

getting a quick knock
on that fire

or getting our ass
handed to us.

If that happens, then we go
to ADULTS, which stands for...

Advanced fire conditions,
defensive operations,

undetermined fire location,

large compartmented areas...
- Mm-hmm.

Tons of water,
standpipe operations.

Yeah.

I did some studying
before shift.

Okay, well, that's a start.

We'll see where it goes
from there.

Engine 51, Squad 3,
Ambo 61...

Go.

Motor vehicle accident,
220 East Walnut.

- The Lakeside Mall?
- MVA in the mall?

All right,
let's load up and hit it.

Fire department
coming through!

Hurry!
My daughter's under there!

Uh, Squad,
get jaws and cribbing.

Extricate the trapped victim.

Engine, throw down a hose line
in case it flashes.

Pull the driver out.
- All right.

Doherty, grab a line
and cover us.

Hey, Damon, with me.
- Yeah.

What's her name?

Jenna. J-Jenna.

Locking in jaws. Coming in.

Hey, it's okay.

We're gonna get you out
of here, all right?

Hey, let's pop the door.

Hey, Squad, I need a C-collar
and backboard.

Copy.

Hey, Jenna.

If you can hear me,
just hold tight.

Is she gonna be okay?

It happened so fast.

I tried to push her
out of the way.

Sir, we're doing
everything we can.

Ready? Going up!

Just relax. We got you.

Severide, what's her status?

Victim is unconscious.
Pulse is weak and thready.

- We'll take care of you.
- Come on. We got you.

All right, guys,
on your count.

Ready. One, two, three.

Ready.

Is she alive? Is she alive?
Is she gonna be okay?

No radial pulse.

Got a carotid pulse.

Let's get her to the rig now.

Jenna.

You can ride with us to Med.

What is wrong with you?

Driving like a lunatic!
Look what you did!

I-it was an accident.

I just looked down
for one second!

I'm fine.

Momentary loss of composure,
that's all.

Yeah, I get it, Chief.

But if you need more time off,
I mean--

I said I'm fine.

All right, 51, let's move out.

Hi. Lieutenant Kidd?

Yeah.

Do we know each other?

No. I'm Natalie.

I saw your flyer
for the Girls on Fire

at the Horizons
Community Center.

Oh.

You were on the contact
for it.

Horizons. Yes, very cool.

I run the program.

But, unfortunately, we--
we are for high schoolers.

How old are you?

13.

But I'm a lot tougher than
the high schoolers you know.

Yeah?

For sure.

I mean, I wanna learn
from you because

I know you made lieutenant
really fast.

Well, I know
I worked my ass off.

Girls on Fire,
it's hard work too.

That's why I'm here.

Yeah, I wanna do
something real.

I don't wanna--

I don't wanna just write essays
or do algebra, you know?

Well, how about you come
by today's session at noon?

You can help me
get things set up.

Really?
That--that would be--

I mean, um, yeah, definitely.
I'm down for that.

All right. I'll see you then.

Bring all your game.

I always do.

All right.

Hmm.

At least they got her
into surgery right away.

Yeah. Hope they can
stop the brain bleed.

That's a scary one.
- Very true.

I'm gonna call Flynn.

Yeah.

You should.

I wouldn't blame him

if he's angry about me
keeping a distance lately.

He doesn't seem like
the type to hold a grudge.

How's Damon doing?

Eh, zero complaints so far.

The kid's got hustle
and great potential.

Don't worry.

It was the right move
bringing him back here.

Yeah, Pascal's gonna be
watching him close.

Yeah. I got eyes on him too.

And I see
a lot of potential so far.

Ambulance 61,
person injured, 585--

Whoa!

Looks like a missed approach.

Hope they got breakfast.

He's this way.

We don't know what happened.
It's not supposed to tip over.

We didn't wanna move him
in case something was broken.

We gotta free
his airway first.

How about some help?

You got it. All right.

Okay, Novak,
let's move carefully.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

All right,
no obvious neck trauma.

I'm gonna C-collar him.

Okay.

Oxygen's at 72%.
Respiratory rate's at 10.

I'm gonna bag him.
- Yep.

All right,
pupils are constricted.

Did anybody see what happened?

He was loopy,
kind of staggering around.

I just thought he was tired.

We offered to spot him.

Oxygen's at 89%.

That's still pretty low.
Grab an oropharyngeal.

Okay.

Oxygen's at 92%.

It's almost like
he took a sedative.

But why would he take a
sedative before working out?

Uh, Doug got injured
a couple months ago.

I think he was on some
heavy-duty pain meds.

Okay, so this could
be an opioid overdose.

All right, grabbing the Narcan.

How will we know
if it worked?

If it was an overdose,
he'd be waking up by now.

Okay, it's gotta
be something else.

Let's just get a line in him
and get him to Med.

You know, it's really awesome

to see all the kinds of drills
you guys do here.

So what's next?

Grab the 4-inch and put
it over by the second cone.

Um--

Oh. That one right there.

Great.

You can roll it.

Like a tire.

Oh, yeah, yeah.

Cool, yeah.

I'm sure none of the
high school girls

are gonna lift this up either.

No, that's
the heaviest of the bunch.

And during the drill,
we'll unroll it, not carry it.

- Cool, cool. Okay.
- Yeah.

So how long have you
been a firefighter?

Uh...

'bout as long as
you've been alive.

That's crazy.

Um, so if it's cool with you,
I was just gonna go run

and grab one of those sodas
you showed me earlier.

- Sure, yeah. Go for it.
- Thanks.

Hey.
all: Hi.

Right on time, girls.

All right, let's go.
Damon, Cruz, you're up.

All right.

You got this. Just remember.

Once we breach--
- Stay low and go.

All right. Ready, set, go!

Set?

Good.

22 seconds.
That's a new house record.

Nice work.
- Yeah!

Atta boy.

Someone's been
eating his Wheaties!

All right, let's gear up.
We're gonna run it again.

Hell of a run.

Could have been smoother
with the girth ramp.

Hey, that record
you just broke...

Casey and Gallo set it
five years ago.

And nobody ever thought
it could be beaten.

Take the win, kid.

You got it, Captain.

All right, ladies,
let's line up!

Get ready to do this drill!

Actually, hold on a minute.
I'm gonna grab my assistant.

Hey, Natalie!

Tony, have you seen a
teenage girl in a black parka?

Nope.

Um, hey.

Sorry, I was just
getting ready, so--

That is not gonna fly
around here, Natalie.

Go home.

Get yourself together.

I can't even help out?

Come on.
It's not that big of a deal.

It is to me.

You can come back next session.

But only if you can handle it
without getting a buzz on.

Fine.

I know that look.

Like you're trying
to crack a code.

Just can't shake the feeling

that we were missing something
on that gym call.

I called over at Med and the
tox reports aren't ready yet,

so it's anybody's guess
what's going on.

Well, I was wondering
if it might be hypoglycemia.

Because a lot of those guys
are burning so many calories,

and they're not eating enough
carbs that they just go down.

Yeah.

Guess so.

Fun plans for off shift?

Yeah, it's Flynn.

He's gonna stop by
Molly's tonight.

Okay, why do I feel like

this is another puzzle that
you haven't quite solved?

I don't know what
I was expecting,

but Flynn is a great guy.

You were right.

He is not the type
to hold a grudge.

I am always right.

Haven't you
figured that out yet?

Oh, I just realized I didn't
hand in my last report.

I gotta drop that in the
bullpen before Pascal leaves.

See you tonight.
- Yeah, see ya.

How can I help you, Novak?

I was just...

checking in, I guess.

Are you all right?

Yeah, I'm fine.

I'm fine, really.

No offense, but being okay
would be a little weird,

considering everything.

I know people thought
I came back too soon.

After Monica.

But I needed to be here.

Except since
the MVA call yesterday,

I, uh,
I've been thinking maybe...

maybe they're right.

I'm not sure
I'm handling it very well.

Any of it.

Well, Chief, what I would say
to you is we are frontliners.

You and me.

We push through the hard stuff.
We don't run away from it.

You have a good memory.

Especially for things

that really
made an impression on me.

See you next shift, I hope.

Yes!

Okay.

What's up?
You just cold-shouldering me?

- Oh, hey.
- Oh, hey.

I know an intentional snub
when I see one.

I do them all the time.

No, it was just

Violet mentioned that you had
a party thing at Smart Bar.

Oh, okay.

So you were hoping
I wouldn't be here?

And then you used Violet
to spy on me?

We came here for happy hour,
but we're heading there next.

Do you want my schedule
for the week?

I thought we were cool.

We are. I'm just--

I'm just saying you don't have
to make it weird.

You don't have to avoid me.
- I wasn't.

Or lie about avoiding me.

Got it.

Okay, good.

Now, come meet
my friends because

they were talking about how
cute you are, and who knows?

You could get lucky.

There is something about
the girl I really like,

even though
I can tell she's a handful.

But I hope she comes back.

Well, it doesn't sound
like she scares that easy.

I have no idea how
you handle a whole class

full of teenage girls, 'cause
I can barely handle one of 'em.

All right, so hey.

You still wanna pick up those
extra shifts working bar?

'Cause I'm putting together
the schedule for this week.

Yeah.

Sign me up, please.

Well, you can tell her
that it's inadmissible.

Unless there's proof
it was taken by the killer.

Damn.
Well, Novak will be thrilled.

I still don't understand
how people

can find serial killer stuff
fun to watch.

Everyone's gotta find
their light in the darkness.

Mm.

Especially your job.

Mm.

Yeah, more like the black void
in the darkness.

Whew.

You can tell me about
all of it, you know.

Yeah, I know. Uh...

I've been out
of touch recently.

I'm sorry.

It's been a tough few weeks
at the firehouse,

and I didn't wanna put all that
on you.

You know, actually, I--

I sort of wish you would.

I've seen my share

of time in the trenches
as a public defender

and I get it.

You don't always have to put
on a happy face for me, Violet.

Thanks, Flynn.

And, hey...

my drink's broken.

Let me fix that for you.

Thank you.

Thanks.

Uh, are you taking over
for Pascal this shift?

Wow.

That tone really
instills confidence, Novak.

No, I'm sorry, I didn't--
I didn't mean--

The answer is no, I'm not
taking over duty shift

because our chief
is right behind you.

- Morning.
- Morning.

Today, we're gonna learn
about ground ladders.

Any of you know a girl
named Natalie Evans?

No?

She sometimes hangs out
at Horizons Community Center?

Nobody?

Okay.

All right, well, follow me.

We're gonna throw, raise,
and climb.

- Hey, Captain, you got a sec?
- Uh, yeah.

What the hell happened?

I was rebedding the
cross lay like you asked.

Mm-hmm.

And when I was
bedding this length,

the coupling must have gotten
snagged on the undercarriage,

and it got ripped up
pretty bad.

Oh, come on.

We just got that one.
You couldn't tear up a 2 1/2?

I mean, we've had those since
the Bears won the Super Bowl.

All right, well.

I'm gonna make a call and see

if I can get one
sent over ASAP.

You know, this is not
gonna be fun for me

'cause I hate sucking up
to these guys.

Well, whatever it costs
to replace and repair,

you can take it out
of my paycheck.

Huh?

It was completely my fault.
I wanna pay for it.

All right, don't be absurd.

All right, this kind of thing,
it happens from time to time.

Don't make a habit out of it,

but don't beat yourself up
over something like this.

All right?

And never ever offer to pay,
all right?

I mean, that's total lunacy.

Well, is there
anything I can do?

Uh, yeah.

Tag it for the repair shop.

Copy that.

Ambulance 61, person down.
469 Cullen Avenue.

Hey, it's my buddy, Connor.
There's something really wrong.

Hey, Connor.
We're here to help you out.

He's flushed.

Ooh, hot to touch.

Go away!

Okay, Connor, we need to know

if you've taken any drugs or
medications today, all right?

He's into all that
clean eating stuff.

He doesn't even like
to vape with me.

It hurts!

What hurts, Connor?

- Oh, my God.
- Okay.

I see an injection mark.

He's probably septic.

Get an IV and give him a bolus.
I'm gonna wrap the wound.

Copy that.

All right.

Get off of me!
- Mm-hmm.

Connor, you've got
a really bad wound.

We just wanna help, okay?

I promise this will
make you feel better.

Don't touch me!

Roommate?

Hey, come in here
and help us hold him down.

I'm not going anywhere
near that thing.

That is the nastiest thing
I've--

Your friend is
probably septic!

If we don't get him to the
hospital soon, he could die.

Get over here. Let's go.
- Fine.

Okay.

Get off of me!

All right, actually,
let's just

get him on the stair chair.

Come on, all right?

We're gonna get to you Med.

Let's get you on
the stair chair.

- Connor, come on.
- No, no.

- There you go.
- You're gonna be all right.

I know.

All right, forget it.

- Yeah.
- Let's just get him to Med.

- Okay.
- Hang on.

- Ready?
- Yep.

I got you.

Shh.

Hey.

So you know I've been worried
about Natalie.

Called Amy over
at the community center

and I asked about her.

What'd she say?

She knows Natalie,

but she hasn't seen her
in about a week.

Is that normal?

Yeah.

I guess, 'cause she only
hangs out every couple weeks.

- Okay.
- But here's something weird.

Natalie mentioned how I worked
my way up the ladder so fast,

and I assumed she knew about it

because she talked to Amy
about it.

But she didn't.

Amy said they never talked
about Girls on Fire at all.

Maybe she figured
you worked your way up quick

because you're young
to be a lieutenant.

But how would
she even know that?

You're telling me
that a 13-year-old girl

just happens to know

the average age of officers
in the CFD?

I saw on her sign-up that she
didn't leave a phone number,

but she did leave an address,
so...

maybe I--
I stop by there later.

If it'll make you
feel better, go for it.

Look, I know you think that
I've just been

looking for ways to distract
myself from all the waiting.

Haven't you?

Okay, fine. Yes.

If I stop for too long,
and it gets too quiet,

I think just what if
it never happens?

Like, what if
we never get the chance

to bring a baby into our lives?

It will happen.

I know it.

And for the record, the waiting
has been getting to me too.

I told Capp I was going
to Top Golf with him

tomorrow night
while you're working.

- You're worse off than me.
- Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Hey. There you are.

Uh, the shop's delivery guy
is here

with that new 1 3/4 inch line,

and he wants to take the
old ripped one back with him.

You know where it is?

Oh, stashed it
in the turnout room.

I'll get it for him.
- Thank you.

What is with this kid?

Chief.

Yes?

I got an update
on the teen girl

from the car accident, Jenna.

Mm.

I--I thought
you would wanna know.

They got that brain bleed
under control pretty fast.

She's recovering well.

I'm very happy to hear that.

Thanks, Novak.

Doing a little light reading?

I just got off the phone
with Med.

Our septic victim's tox reports
came back

with traces of xylazine,
the veterinary sedative.

So much for clean eating.

So Connor was on some sort
of illegal street drug?

Mm-hmm.
It explains the necrosis.

But Connor wasn't the only one.

That victim that we had
from the gym call?

He also had xylazine
in his tox report.

So he was on a sedative?

But what makes you think
the two patients are connected?

When we were leaving
Connor's apartment,

I noticed that he had a gym bag
from Kettle Fitness.

And you think the dealer
goes to that gym?

That's what I figured
at first.

But no other drugs
besides xylazine

showed on their tox reports.

What did show up was
something else altogether.

It's good to see
you guys again.

H-how's Doug doing?

He's recovering well,
all things considered.

That's a relief.

The Kettle team's really
been pulling for him.

Hey, sorry,
that's my private office.

They have a warrant
to search the premises.

What the hell
is going on here?

How long have you been

selling off-market steroids
to your clients?

I would never do that.

You wanted us to think that
Doug had an opioid overdose.

Is that what all this is?

What, you're bringing cops
in here over a bad guess?

You wanted
to make some quick cash

by cutting your stash
with xylazine.

Do you have any idea
how dangerous it is

to mix steroids
with a sedative?

You don't have
any proof of that.

You have another client
named Connor, right?

I don't see what
he has to do with this.

Once he was treated
for septic shock,

he was pretty happy to tell us

where he got the steroids
that almost killed him.

Okay.

Can I just say...

you should be
on one of my detective shows.

I just--
I don't get it.

These guys, they're fit,
they're healthy,

they work out regularly.

Why do the drugs?
Why mess with something good?

Sometimes, people aren't
happy with just good, I guess.

Hmm.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

It's Carver.

He is coming back next shift.

Hey, third shift is here.
You can head out.

Oh, thanks, Captain.
I'm just finishing up here.

Hey, listen.

You know that locker
with your name on it?

That's yours.

It's for you.

You can keep stuff in it.

You don't have
to take all of it home.

Right.

I guess I'm too used
to bouncing between houses.

Well, those days are over.

You're not here
on a trial basis.

It's for the long haul.

This is your home now too.

Well, I really appreciate
you saying that, Captain,

And I just want you to know,
I'm gonna give it my all.

I know how lucky I am
to have a second chance here,

and I'm not gonna blow it.

Sorry I'm late.

Listen to this.

After I found out Natalie
gave a fake address,

I did some digging.

Right before I transferred
when I was still at 27,

our unit rescued a family

and a four-year-old girl
from a house fire.

The four-year-old girl
was Natalie.

What?

Like, she had to know
that it was me.

I--why wouldn't she
tell me that?