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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:17,685 --> 00:00:19,551 [waves rushing] 2 00:00:33,434 --> 00:00:36,435 [melancholy music] 3 00:00:58,125 --> 00:01:01,093 [seagulls cawing] 4 00:01:10,805 --> 00:01:12,438 Oh, this is nice. 5 00:01:13,641 --> 00:01:15,340 [sighing] 6 00:01:15,342 --> 00:01:16,442 This is nice. 7 00:01:19,380 --> 00:01:20,746 Acres and acres, Kate. 8 00:01:22,683 --> 00:01:25,484 Acres and acres, my darlin'. 9 00:01:41,569 --> 00:01:43,102 -What are you doing? -Kissing you. 10 00:01:43,104 --> 00:01:44,570 -You just did. -Yeah. 11 00:01:44,572 --> 00:01:46,605 -And then you kissed me again. -Well spotted. 12 00:01:47,141 --> 00:01:49,641 -Did you kiss me again? -Yeah. -No, you didn't. 13 00:01:49,643 --> 00:01:51,510 -Yes, I did. -No, you didn't. -Yes, I did. 14 00:01:51,512 --> 00:01:52,778 -I kissed you twice, I promise. -No, you didn't. 15 00:01:52,780 --> 00:01:55,247 -No, you didn't. -Come here. 16 00:01:59,386 --> 00:02:01,420 [rain splattering] 17 00:02:03,157 --> 00:02:06,158 [melancholy music] 18 00:02:10,264 --> 00:02:11,330 Daddy? 19 00:02:18,372 --> 00:02:20,539 Come up here, come sit with me. 20 00:02:21,809 --> 00:02:23,775 There you go, that's it. 21 00:02:24,845 --> 00:02:27,279 My other beautiful little boy, come on. 22 00:02:34,655 --> 00:02:39,224 Boys, remember yesterday, when you both gave 23 00:02:39,226 --> 00:02:41,360 your mommy a massive cuddle in bed? 24 00:02:41,362 --> 00:02:43,362 And she was so poorly, wasn't she? 25 00:02:43,364 --> 00:02:44,730 You know, she couldn't fight anymore. 26 00:02:49,436 --> 00:02:51,270 [Finn] Has mommy gone to heaven? 27 00:02:52,540 --> 00:02:54,406 Yes, darling, yeah. 28 00:02:56,210 --> 00:02:57,576 So, she's in a cloud? 29 00:02:58,712 --> 00:03:01,346 Um, yeah, you can imagine her 30 00:03:02,316 --> 00:03:03,882 sitting on a cloud, if you like. 31 00:03:06,187 --> 00:03:07,553 What are we gonna do now? 32 00:03:08,556 --> 00:03:12,658 Um, well, we'll just go on, mate. 33 00:03:14,762 --> 00:03:16,361 Has all mom's stuff gone? 34 00:03:16,363 --> 00:03:18,830 Oh, no, no. 35 00:03:19,667 --> 00:03:21,934 Of course not, no, not a bit of it. 36 00:03:21,936 --> 00:03:23,468 Mommy just blew us a kiss. 37 00:03:29,710 --> 00:03:30,709 [seagulls cawing] 38 00:03:30,911 --> 00:03:32,344 [Kate] Look at those trails. 39 00:03:32,346 --> 00:03:34,246 It's like they've blown a kiss. 40 00:03:34,248 --> 00:03:35,647 How is it like a kiss? 41 00:03:36,717 --> 00:03:41,253 Well, because [smooching and blowing]. 42 00:03:49,230 --> 00:03:51,463 [laughs] 43 00:03:51,465 --> 00:03:52,331 I like that. 44 00:03:52,333 --> 00:03:53,265 Me, too. 45 00:04:42,650 --> 00:04:44,916 It's all sunny now, look. 46 00:04:45,786 --> 00:04:47,052 Got everything? 47 00:04:47,054 --> 00:04:48,754 [Reef] What's all that? 48 00:04:48,756 --> 00:04:50,455 What? 49 00:04:50,457 --> 00:04:51,390 Oh, yeah. 50 00:04:54,061 --> 00:04:55,727 Let's have a look. 51 00:04:56,964 --> 00:04:58,897 It's from John and Leslie, in number 12. 52 00:04:58,899 --> 00:05:00,065 That's nice, isn't it? 53 00:05:00,067 --> 00:05:01,533 There's a card. 54 00:05:02,336 --> 00:05:03,769 -But what are they? -It's food parcels. 55 00:05:03,771 --> 00:05:05,570 -I'm not hungry. -No, I'm not hungry either, 56 00:05:05,572 --> 00:05:07,873 but when-- when we are 57 00:05:07,875 --> 00:05:10,475 all the hard work's been done, hasn't it? 58 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:11,843 It's nice of people. 59 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:15,947 -Do you want to go inside? -Yeah. 60 00:05:17,051 --> 00:05:20,052 [melancholy music] 61 00:05:31,999 --> 00:05:33,932 Get those coats off. 62 00:05:36,704 --> 00:05:38,537 Don't forget them things, don't forget them. 63 00:05:45,612 --> 00:05:46,545 Let's see it. 64 00:05:47,581 --> 00:05:49,481 So what we'll do, 65 00:05:49,483 --> 00:05:51,817 if you, uh go and get changed, yeah 66 00:05:51,819 --> 00:05:54,686 and-- and then we can watch a bit of telly. 67 00:05:55,622 --> 00:05:58,824 And then we'll have a bit of dinner and... 68 00:06:30,891 --> 00:06:33,125 Reef said she's never coming back. 69 00:06:37,531 --> 00:06:39,498 You know I want to see her again. 70 00:06:42,069 --> 00:06:43,769 I do, desperately. 71 00:06:45,172 --> 00:06:48,573 But it doesn't mean she's not here, come here, come here. 72 00:06:49,777 --> 00:06:51,576 It doesn't mean she's not here, it's okay. 73 00:06:52,079 --> 00:06:53,612 You know, she's still here. 74 00:06:54,948 --> 00:06:57,115 In your mind, eh? 75 00:06:57,885 --> 00:06:59,684 And in your memories 76 00:07:00,654 --> 00:07:01,653 and in your heart. 77 00:07:10,464 --> 00:07:12,497 -Tired, lads? -Yeah. 78 00:07:12,499 --> 00:07:13,899 Yeah, you okay? 79 00:07:15,803 --> 00:07:17,135 -Do me a favor? -Yeah. 80 00:07:17,137 --> 00:07:20,071 Will you, um, go upstairs and run you both a bath? 81 00:07:20,073 --> 00:07:23,074 -Sure. -Yeah, take your brother up with you. 82 00:07:23,076 --> 00:07:25,610 Fold these jumpers up and you can wear them tomorrow 'cause they're not dirty. 83 00:07:25,612 --> 00:07:27,179 And then just make sure you put your trousers 84 00:07:27,181 --> 00:07:28,947 in the washing basket, okay? 85 00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:40,125 [sighing heavily] 86 00:07:45,799 --> 00:07:47,833 [Kate] Singe, it's probably nothing, 87 00:07:47,835 --> 00:07:49,634 but I think I found a lump. 88 00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:50,969 [Singe] Where? 89 00:07:50,971 --> 00:07:54,906 Here. I think, I don't know. 90 00:07:55,876 --> 00:07:57,909 It's probably nothing, but will you see if you can-- 91 00:07:57,911 --> 00:07:59,578 -[Singe] Shall I have a feel? -Yeah. 92 00:07:59,580 --> 00:08:00,979 Get your shirt off, girl. 93 00:08:03,083 --> 00:08:05,550 -Where, show me? -There. 94 00:08:05,853 --> 00:08:07,853 -Oh, there. -Yeah? 95 00:08:07,855 --> 00:08:09,054 -That thing there? -Yeah. 96 00:08:09,056 --> 00:08:11,189 -Yeah, is it tender? -A bit. 97 00:08:11,558 --> 00:08:13,258 It feels a bit hard, you can feel something. 98 00:08:13,260 --> 00:08:15,560 -Like I said, but it's probably nothing. -Yeah. 99 00:08:15,562 --> 00:08:16,828 -I'll get it checked. -Should maybe get it checked 100 00:08:16,830 --> 00:08:17,829 just to be on the safe side, eh. 101 00:08:17,831 --> 00:08:19,798 -I'm sure it'll be fine. -Yeah. 102 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:21,933 -Actually, I could call now. -Give them a call now. 103 00:08:21,935 --> 00:08:24,736 -What time is it? Yeah, they should still be open. -I might call now. Okay. 104 00:08:28,642 --> 00:08:31,243 [pressing dials] 105 00:08:35,249 --> 00:08:37,883 Yeah, hi, it's Kate Greene. 106 00:08:37,885 --> 00:08:40,285 I wondered if I could make an appointment? 107 00:08:46,059 --> 00:08:48,894 [Dr. Adams] Kate, we found two cancers, 108 00:08:48,896 --> 00:08:51,897 both in the same breast, and both grade three. 109 00:08:52,966 --> 00:08:55,934 Now, it looks as though some of the lymph glands 110 00:08:55,936 --> 00:08:57,969 are involved which makes it Stage two, 111 00:08:57,971 --> 00:09:00,238 but that's what we term common. 112 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:03,174 [nurse] That's actually a really good sign, Kate. 113 00:09:03,176 --> 00:09:05,644 Because there's an 80% chance of survival 114 00:09:05,646 --> 00:09:07,279 for the first 10 years. 115 00:09:07,281 --> 00:09:09,648 And those chances improve all the time 116 00:09:09,650 --> 00:09:11,049 after that, year on year. 117 00:09:11,051 --> 00:09:12,651 [Dr. Adams] Given the diagnosis, that prognosis 118 00:09:12,653 --> 00:09:15,820 is about the best that we could wish for. 119 00:09:15,822 --> 00:09:18,657 Nonetheless, we want to get on top of it. 120 00:09:18,659 --> 00:09:20,592 We want to chase it out. 121 00:09:20,594 --> 00:09:22,227 So we're looking at a mastectomy 122 00:09:23,030 --> 00:09:25,931 and possible reconstruction if that's what you want. 123 00:09:25,933 --> 00:09:30,235 [nurse] We'd like to book you in for that next week. 124 00:09:30,237 --> 00:09:31,570 [Dr. Adams] It's likely that we'll need 125 00:09:32,105 --> 00:09:33,572 to give you chemotherapy treatment, 126 00:09:33,574 --> 00:09:35,674 but we'll discuss that after surgery. 127 00:09:36,810 --> 00:09:39,210 [nurse] Does all this make sense so far, Kate? 128 00:09:43,584 --> 00:09:45,584 Not the worst news I've ever heard, believe it or not. 129 00:09:45,586 --> 00:09:48,053 Our little boy had cancer, you see. Um... 130 00:09:50,057 --> 00:09:53,959 -He's just recovered-- He's recovered now. -[Dr. Adams] Great. 131 00:09:53,961 --> 00:09:58,096 -And he was given, uh, he was given a 6% chance of survival. -Wow. 132 00:09:58,098 --> 00:10:00,198 [Singe] And now we just celebrated his fifth birthday. 133 00:10:00,200 --> 00:10:02,000 -[chuckling] -[Kate] In style. 134 00:10:02,002 --> 00:10:05,604 [Dr. Adams] Good for him! That's good for all of you. 135 00:10:14,715 --> 00:10:17,248 Didn't think this was how I'd end up with bigger boobs. 136 00:10:20,087 --> 00:10:21,686 [both chuckling] 137 00:10:28,362 --> 00:10:31,663 [somber tense music] 138 00:10:38,905 --> 00:10:42,273 -What time is it? -I haven't got my watch and my phone's dead, I don't know. 139 00:10:57,824 --> 00:10:59,891 Reef, you've got to take your medicine. 140 00:11:05,399 --> 00:11:09,801 So, Mommy might be taking medicine like this soon. 141 00:11:10,303 --> 00:11:11,236 [Reef] Why? 142 00:11:11,238 --> 00:11:16,074 Because I had a lump found just like you had a lump. 143 00:11:17,044 --> 00:11:18,009 Cancer? 144 00:11:18,011 --> 00:11:19,844 Yeah, cancer. 145 00:11:20,747 --> 00:11:23,448 But my lump's been taken away just like Reef's was. 146 00:11:23,450 --> 00:11:25,684 And now I'm gonna have the same medicines. 147 00:11:25,686 --> 00:11:27,285 They're disgusting. 148 00:11:27,287 --> 00:11:30,088 I know, but they made you better 149 00:11:30,090 --> 00:11:32,023 just like they're gonna make me better. 150 00:11:32,025 --> 00:11:33,191 I'll look after you, Mommy. 151 00:11:33,694 --> 00:11:37,696 -Sweetie, I know you will. -Me, too. 152 00:11:37,998 --> 00:11:41,900 I know, sweetie, you both will, my beautiful little men. 153 00:12:00,987 --> 00:12:01,920 Daddy? 154 00:12:04,324 --> 00:12:05,356 What are you doing? 155 00:12:09,963 --> 00:12:11,362 It smells like Mommy. 156 00:12:12,265 --> 00:12:15,266 [melancholy music] 157 00:12:59,079 --> 00:13:02,547 [laughing and chattering] 158 00:13:03,450 --> 00:13:08,853 -[Singe] Alright then. -Wait, okay, we're each gonna find one, a four leaf clover. 159 00:13:08,855 --> 00:13:11,489 So spread out and look close. 160 00:13:12,225 --> 00:13:14,359 See, I've got these friends, the field fairies 161 00:13:14,361 --> 00:13:17,929 and soon enough they'll see me and they'll go, hey, it's Kate, 162 00:13:17,931 --> 00:13:21,533 -let's send her a four leaf clover like we always do. -Fields don't have fairies. 163 00:13:21,535 --> 00:13:25,970 -Then how come I keep finding four leaf clovers? -[Singe] Does a three count? 164 00:13:25,972 --> 00:13:29,107 -Daddy's been asking me that for the last 20 years. -I happen to have a knack for 165 00:13:29,109 --> 00:13:31,075 -finding threes, it's not my fault. That's not a knack, 166 00:13:31,077 --> 00:13:33,077 that's just lazy, but you're welcome to keep them if you want. 167 00:13:33,079 --> 00:13:34,879 -I might just do that. -I only want fours. 168 00:13:34,881 --> 00:13:36,881 Yeah, well, I might end up with a bigger collection than you. 169 00:13:36,883 --> 00:13:38,449 -No doubt. -How would that make you feel? 170 00:13:38,451 --> 00:13:40,952 -I feel absolutely nothing. -Yeah, I know that, jealous. 171 00:13:40,954 --> 00:13:44,556 -They have no value whatsoever. -My God, you are such a clover snob! 172 00:13:44,558 --> 00:13:47,458 -[Kate giggling] -Aren't you? Hey, look. 173 00:13:47,460 --> 00:13:48,560 Boys, help me! 174 00:13:48,562 --> 00:13:51,596 -[phone ringing] -Here, here. 175 00:13:51,598 --> 00:13:54,966 Thanks, Christine and thanks for coming over. 176 00:13:54,968 --> 00:13:55,834 Oh, yeah. 177 00:13:55,836 --> 00:13:56,568 Have a look. 178 00:13:58,171 --> 00:13:59,270 That's my girl. 179 00:14:00,273 --> 00:14:02,974 Reef's medicine, bless her. 180 00:14:04,077 --> 00:14:05,176 Alright, okay, um... 181 00:14:07,981 --> 00:14:10,248 Okay, Reef, it's time for your medicine. 182 00:14:14,487 --> 00:14:18,323 [indistinct] So most people at school 183 00:14:18,325 --> 00:14:21,326 will know about what happened, I mean, some might not. 184 00:14:21,328 --> 00:14:24,395 And some might wanna talk to you about it. 185 00:14:25,498 --> 00:14:27,398 But, you know, some people might not, again, 186 00:14:27,400 --> 00:14:30,235 but, uh, it's just very important that you know 187 00:14:30,237 --> 00:14:33,538 that everyone loves you and they care about you. 188 00:14:33,540 --> 00:14:36,174 -Okay, and they're all your friends, alright? -[Reef] Okay. 189 00:14:36,176 --> 00:14:37,909 -Alright, okay? -Okay. 190 00:14:37,911 --> 00:14:39,477 Good boys, love you. 191 00:14:41,615 --> 00:14:44,616 [melancholy music] 192 00:14:57,397 --> 00:14:59,430 [mumbling] 193 00:14:59,900 --> 00:15:03,201 Okay. Come on, we'll go to the office, have a little chat. 194 00:15:20,253 --> 00:15:21,185 Right. 195 00:15:22,689 --> 00:15:24,322 Let's get this over and done with. 196 00:15:30,163 --> 00:15:33,665 [Dr. Adams] So, the results show a triple negative 197 00:15:33,667 --> 00:15:35,934 which means you're not responsive 198 00:15:35,936 --> 00:15:38,169 to the more common hormone treatments. 199 00:15:38,171 --> 00:15:39,570 Which means we do need to move you 200 00:15:39,572 --> 00:15:42,040 to chemotherapy and radiotherapy. 201 00:15:42,676 --> 00:15:46,110 But, given the size of the tumor, 202 00:15:46,112 --> 00:15:49,147 the fact that the cancer has only crept into one node, 203 00:15:49,149 --> 00:15:51,349 and the others have been removed, 204 00:15:51,351 --> 00:15:53,051 that's extremely hopeful. 205 00:15:56,022 --> 00:15:58,690 I'm gonna handle it just like we've handled it. 206 00:15:58,692 --> 00:16:00,558 I'm gonna beat it just like he did. 207 00:16:04,597 --> 00:16:06,197 [door creaking] 208 00:16:24,617 --> 00:16:26,484 ¶ That's the look That's the look ¶ 209 00:16:26,486 --> 00:16:28,319 ¶ The look of love ¶ 210 00:16:28,321 --> 00:16:30,321 ¶ That's the look That's the look ¶ 211 00:16:30,323 --> 00:16:31,289 ¶ The look of love ¶ 212 00:16:31,291 --> 00:16:33,391 -Hi! -Hi! 213 00:16:33,393 --> 00:16:34,325 You alright? 214 00:16:34,327 --> 00:16:35,293 Yeah, you? 215 00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:38,129 I'm good. 216 00:16:38,130 --> 00:16:39,229 Uh, my friend's hurt her wrist. 217 00:16:39,232 --> 00:16:40,365 Alright, first things first. 218 00:16:40,367 --> 00:16:41,632 -What's your name? -Kate. 219 00:16:41,634 --> 00:16:44,068 -Kate. Friend's name? -Rachel. 220 00:16:44,070 --> 00:16:46,137 -Rachel. -I'm Singe. 221 00:16:46,139 --> 00:16:47,638 -What? -Singe. 222 00:16:47,640 --> 00:16:50,274 -That's your name? -Yeah, like Sinjun, Saint John. 223 00:16:50,276 --> 00:16:52,777 -Saint? -Yeah, where'd you think I came up with Singe? 224 00:16:53,446 --> 00:16:57,448 Are you Rachel? You've gotta take it easy. Can't put any weight on it. 225 00:16:57,450 --> 00:16:59,384 Don't push off on it or anything like that, alright? 226 00:16:59,386 --> 00:17:01,152 -Okay, thanks. -No probs. 227 00:17:01,154 --> 00:17:02,487 -Thanks, Singe. -No problem. 228 00:17:02,489 --> 00:17:03,654 See you later, alright? 229 00:17:05,258 --> 00:17:07,725 [disco music] 230 00:17:14,434 --> 00:17:16,367 [Singe] Hey, are you following me? 231 00:17:16,369 --> 00:17:18,736 -[Kate] Depends. -On what? 232 00:17:18,738 --> 00:17:21,372 -Are you working next weekend? -I work every weekend. 233 00:17:21,374 --> 00:17:24,642 -It's my birthday on Friday. -Yeah? 234 00:17:24,644 --> 00:17:26,210 You could wish me a happy birthday. 235 00:17:26,212 --> 00:17:27,512 Happy birthday! 236 00:17:27,514 --> 00:17:28,613 I mean on Friday. 237 00:17:28,615 --> 00:17:30,348 -What? -On Friday! 238 00:17:30,350 --> 00:17:32,817 -Yeah, alright. -Maybe even a birthday kiss? 239 00:17:33,586 --> 00:17:35,086 [Singe laughs] 240 00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:37,588 -Do we have a problem? -Nope. 241 00:17:37,590 --> 00:17:38,823 So, do we have a deal? 242 00:17:38,825 --> 00:17:39,757 Deal. 243 00:17:42,162 --> 00:17:43,428 What's this? 244 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:44,462 Your lucky day. 245 00:17:44,464 --> 00:17:46,264 ¶ Love, sweet love ¶ 246 00:17:46,266 --> 00:17:50,701 ¶ I won't Let another day pass by ¶ 247 00:17:50,703 --> 00:17:55,206 ¶ That would be Too big a sacrifice ¶ 248 00:18:10,857 --> 00:18:13,724 [tender piano music] 249 00:18:22,435 --> 00:18:25,303 -No! -You were doing it a minute ago, just be sexy. 250 00:18:25,305 --> 00:18:27,605 -I can't just be sexy! -Pretend Rachel's not here. 251 00:18:27,607 --> 00:18:30,608 -Oh, thank you very much! You take 'em. -Really? 252 00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:32,143 I'm not gonna get much out of her, am I? 253 00:18:32,145 --> 00:18:34,545 I will, alright, come on, Kate, sexy. 254 00:18:35,715 --> 00:18:37,548 -No, wait, hold on. -What? 255 00:18:37,550 --> 00:18:39,484 -This is not gonna help. -Accessories! 256 00:18:39,819 --> 00:18:41,385 [laughs] 257 00:18:41,387 --> 00:18:42,520 Ten years later. 258 00:18:42,522 --> 00:18:44,322 Okay, now try mysterious. 259 00:18:44,324 --> 00:18:45,823 Okay, mysterious. 260 00:18:48,428 --> 00:18:49,861 [laughs] 261 00:18:49,863 --> 00:18:51,162 -Attitude! -Attitude, try that. 262 00:18:51,164 --> 00:18:53,831 -Oh, I can do that. -Alright. 263 00:18:55,502 --> 00:18:56,634 [Rachel] Oh, look. 264 00:18:56,636 --> 00:18:57,668 Yeah. 265 00:18:58,905 --> 00:19:00,505 Is this working for you? 266 00:19:01,207 --> 00:19:03,241 [camera clicking] 267 00:19:04,410 --> 00:19:05,343 [Singe] Yeah. 268 00:19:15,255 --> 00:19:16,521 I'll get back at work, shall I? 269 00:19:16,523 --> 00:19:17,655 [laughs] 270 00:19:32,705 --> 00:19:34,772 [Kate] A poem is hard to write. 271 00:19:34,774 --> 00:19:36,908 The words never come out right. 272 00:19:36,910 --> 00:19:39,710 And once the rhyme is found, no words with that sound 273 00:19:39,712 --> 00:19:44,749 spring to your mind to express what you find in love. 274 00:19:44,951 --> 00:19:48,286 [tender piano music] 275 00:20:04,270 --> 00:20:05,903 You wanted me to find this, didn't you? 276 00:20:08,408 --> 00:20:10,641 -Ouw! -Careful of your mom, please. 277 00:20:10,643 --> 00:20:13,644 -[Kate groaning] -Careful of your mom, please! -Hang on, let me just get up. 278 00:20:13,646 --> 00:20:16,547 -Jump on, just be very careful around that area. -Move to the side. 279 00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:17,815 -Thank you, oh! -It's not wake up time yet. 280 00:20:17,817 --> 00:20:21,219 -It's not, what are you doing? -That's the best 281 00:20:21,221 --> 00:20:23,521 -morning wake up ever. -No raspberries in my face. 282 00:20:27,260 --> 00:20:30,394 Everything's okay with your blood so we're just gonna get your chemo set up now. 283 00:20:30,396 --> 00:20:32,496 This is gonna feel a little odd. 284 00:20:32,498 --> 00:20:37,535 Um, you will have some odd sensations, uh, hot flashes, things like that. 285 00:20:37,537 --> 00:20:40,338 It's nothing to worry about at all. It's perfectly normal, but please, 286 00:20:40,340 --> 00:20:42,607 -let us know if there's anything you're not sure of. -Okay. 287 00:20:42,609 --> 00:20:44,542 [Singe] Can I ask you a crass question, how long does that take? 288 00:20:44,544 --> 00:20:46,877 [Hannah] So this, it'll take about five hours, so... Yeah. 289 00:20:46,879 --> 00:20:49,247 -[Singe] Five hours, by the arm. -I hope you've got a soft cushion. [laughs] 290 00:20:49,249 --> 00:20:51,682 -[Singe] I'll find her a soft cushion. -[nurse laughing] 291 00:20:55,955 --> 00:20:59,857 Okay. Let's get that running. 292 00:21:05,365 --> 00:21:07,565 [Singe] You feeling anything yet? 293 00:21:07,567 --> 00:21:08,699 Not yet. 294 00:21:12,572 --> 00:21:16,874 -Have we got food for tonight? -Yeah, I've got dinner, let's do fish fingers and that. 295 00:21:16,876 --> 00:21:19,477 -Great. -With some pasta or whatever. 296 00:21:19,479 --> 00:21:20,411 You hungry now? 297 00:21:21,881 --> 00:21:24,448 -You want something now, Monster Munch? -Yeah. 298 00:21:24,450 --> 00:21:25,750 -Oh, it feels weird. -Hula Hoops? 299 00:21:25,752 --> 00:21:27,318 -Feels weird now? -Yeah. 300 00:21:31,724 --> 00:21:33,924 [sighing] 301 00:21:35,962 --> 00:21:38,029 -Will you hold my hand? -Yeah, of course, yeah. 302 00:21:42,435 --> 00:21:44,435 Can you get Hannah? 303 00:21:44,437 --> 00:21:46,737 Sorry, Hannah, Hannah, excuse me? 304 00:21:46,739 --> 00:21:48,839 Thank you. She's got-- 305 00:21:48,841 --> 00:21:50,841 -Everything okay? -Feels like I need the loo. 306 00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:54,412 Okay, it's perfectly normal, just, um, a reaction to the chemotherapy. 307 00:21:54,414 --> 00:21:56,347 You're not actually gonna have an accident, okay. 308 00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:57,448 -It's fine, it's just-- -You sure? 309 00:21:57,450 --> 00:21:59,450 Yeah, honestly, it will start 310 00:21:59,452 --> 00:22:01,686 to settle down as it all gets into your body. 311 00:22:01,688 --> 00:22:04,789 -But try and relax, okay? -Alright, yeah, thanks. 312 00:22:04,791 --> 00:22:07,024 Alright, okay. 313 00:22:13,366 --> 00:22:16,767 [melancholy piano music] 314 00:22:24,644 --> 00:22:26,510 [Kate] We're gonna be late if we don't hurry. 315 00:22:26,512 --> 00:22:27,878 [Singe] I know, we need to get a move on. 316 00:22:28,681 --> 00:22:30,948 -You want jam on it? -Uh, no. 317 00:22:30,950 --> 00:22:32,717 That is a great photo! 318 00:22:32,719 --> 00:22:35,586 That is a brilliant one. One more, one more. 319 00:22:35,588 --> 00:22:36,620 [laughs] Those five... 320 00:22:39,092 --> 00:22:40,658 -Are you not gonna eat something? -My beautiful boys. 321 00:22:40,660 --> 00:22:41,726 Yeah, I will. 322 00:22:49,035 --> 00:22:52,136 She had bank statements, wills, the insurance policies, 323 00:22:52,138 --> 00:22:54,972 all of them were all laid out, you know. 324 00:22:54,974 --> 00:22:58,642 Like, who to call when, which policies to cash in 325 00:22:58,644 --> 00:23:00,511 and that sort of thing, incredible. 326 00:23:00,513 --> 00:23:03,714 Let's face it, Singe, she always was one step ahead of you. 327 00:23:03,716 --> 00:23:05,583 Yeah, you can say that again. But the thing is though, Rach, 328 00:23:05,585 --> 00:23:07,385 you know, like doing all that stuff 329 00:23:07,387 --> 00:23:09,720 and-- and getting it all sorted, but knowing why 330 00:23:09,722 --> 00:23:12,590 you were getting it sorted, you know? Do you know what I mean? 331 00:23:12,592 --> 00:23:17,094 -But-- but still doing it, still carrying on regardless. -She made it her job. 332 00:23:17,096 --> 00:23:18,963 -Yeah. -That's Kate all over. 333 00:23:18,965 --> 00:23:22,867 I know. Oh, yeah, that's what I wanted to-- 334 00:23:22,869 --> 00:23:25,035 I found these the other day um, when I was up 335 00:23:25,037 --> 00:23:26,871 in the attic having a root around. 336 00:23:29,142 --> 00:23:32,076 -Have a look. -Oh, my god. 337 00:23:32,512 --> 00:23:35,813 -Oh, my god! I remember that, yeah! -Do you remember these, yeah? 338 00:23:35,815 --> 00:23:37,915 You were as good as shagging that day. 339 00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:41,752 Oh, stop it. Lovely. 340 00:23:41,754 --> 00:23:43,687 -[Rachel] She was so beautiful. -I know. 341 00:23:43,689 --> 00:23:45,823 Like this is all the, like memories and stuff. 342 00:23:45,825 --> 00:23:48,559 You know like this is the only version I've got of her in it. 343 00:23:51,164 --> 00:23:53,864 Do you know what I mean? Like, I'm not gonna make any new memories. 344 00:24:05,511 --> 00:24:07,111 [Rachel] On the morning she died... 345 00:24:07,847 --> 00:24:10,581 [Singe] BPITW, what's that mean? 346 00:24:10,583 --> 00:24:12,116 -Best pal in the world. -[Singe laughs] 347 00:24:12,118 --> 00:24:14,885 -Sending me texts on her last day. -Katie. 348 00:24:14,887 --> 00:24:16,921 -So I'd feel better. -I know. 349 00:24:17,790 --> 00:24:19,223 I got loads, I got loads of ones like that. 350 00:24:19,225 --> 00:24:22,092 I'll show-- I'll show you my favorite one, actually. 351 00:24:22,094 --> 00:24:26,230 This wasn't on her last day, she'd died but it was, um... 352 00:24:27,733 --> 00:24:30,935 -[Rachel] Singe's pepper sauce? -Yeah, she loved my pepper sauce. 353 00:24:30,937 --> 00:24:32,837 She just wanted me to remember that, you know. 354 00:24:33,206 --> 00:24:40,211 Um... 'Cause I to-- You know I told her how frightened I was, 355 00:24:40,213 --> 00:24:42,746 you know, do you know what I mean, about like... 356 00:24:43,616 --> 00:24:46,951 about being on my own with two little boys and stuff. What was I gonna do without her? 357 00:24:46,953 --> 00:24:50,521 Um, and so what she'd do, she'd send me like messages like that. 358 00:24:50,523 --> 00:24:53,591 She'd send me loads of them. She'd write things down on Post-it Notes 359 00:24:53,593 --> 00:24:58,062 and, um, uh, little scraps of paper and stuff. 360 00:24:58,064 --> 00:25:01,832 Like a-- like a written, um, version of her. 361 00:25:02,835 --> 00:25:07,071 You know what I should do, Rach, is, um, I should get them all together, shouldn't I? 362 00:25:07,073 --> 00:25:09,073 Like, all the-- all the texts and the messages 363 00:25:09,075 --> 00:25:11,909 and I should put them all in one-- all in one thing, shouldn't I? 364 00:25:13,045 --> 00:25:14,879 That'd be nice, wouldn't it? 365 00:25:15,181 --> 00:25:17,948 [hopeful music] 366 00:26:16,809 --> 00:26:21,178 ["Teenage Kicks" by The Undertones] 367 00:26:31,624 --> 00:26:34,925 ¶ Are teenage dreams So hard to beat ¶ 368 00:26:34,927 --> 00:26:38,128 ¶ Every time she walks Down the street ¶ 369 00:26:38,130 --> 00:26:42,032 ¶ Another girl In the neighborhood ¶ 370 00:26:42,034 --> 00:26:45,669 ¶ Wish she was mine, She looks so good ¶ 371 00:26:45,671 --> 00:26:48,639 ¶ I wanna hold her, Wanna hold her tight ¶ 372 00:26:48,641 --> 00:26:52,810 ¶ Get teenage kicks Right through the night ¶ 373 00:26:52,812 --> 00:26:56,213 ¶ I'm gonna call her On the telephone ¶ 374 00:26:56,215 --> 00:26:59,817 ¶ Invite her over 'Cause she's all alone ¶ 375 00:26:59,819 --> 00:27:03,387 ¶ I need excitement, And I need it bad ¶ 376 00:27:03,389 --> 00:27:06,857 ¶ She's the best That I've ever had ¶ 377 00:27:06,859 --> 00:27:10,027 ¶ I wanna hold her, Wanna hold her tight ¶ 378 00:27:10,029 --> 00:27:14,298 ¶ Get teenage kicks right Through the night, all right ¶ 379 00:27:14,300 --> 00:27:18,235 [Kate laughing and squealing] 380 00:27:28,347 --> 00:27:31,949 ¶ Are teenage dreams So hard to beat ¶ 381 00:27:31,951 --> 00:27:35,285 ¶ Every time she walks Down the street ¶ 382 00:27:35,287 --> 00:27:38,956 ¶ Another girl In the neighborhood ¶ 383 00:27:38,958 --> 00:27:42,426 ¶ Wish she was mine, She looks so good ¶ 384 00:27:42,428 --> 00:27:47,064 [song fading out] 385 00:27:51,671 --> 00:27:53,404 [Reef] You're so funny. 386 00:27:53,406 --> 00:27:56,373 -Come here. -[Finn grunting] 387 00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:57,975 Oh, come on, Finn! 388 00:27:57,977 --> 00:28:00,044 When did your head get so big? 389 00:28:00,046 --> 00:28:01,845 I can't find my top! 390 00:28:01,847 --> 00:28:03,447 -[Singe] Which top? -[Reef] The stripey one. 391 00:28:03,449 --> 00:28:06,116 It should be in here, mate. Have you looked in here properly? 392 00:28:06,118 --> 00:28:08,152 Well, you haven't looked properly because it's literally right there. 393 00:28:08,154 --> 00:28:10,821 There's your stripey one, put it on, please. 394 00:28:11,257 --> 00:28:14,058 [melancholy piano music] 395 00:28:14,060 --> 00:28:17,428 -[Reef] Was I in Mommy's tummy at this time? -Where? 396 00:28:17,430 --> 00:28:19,997 Oh, no, bloody hell, mate, no, we were young there. 397 00:28:19,999 --> 00:28:21,165 I mean, I was like, 20 years old. 398 00:28:21,167 --> 00:28:22,933 That was before I was even, 399 00:28:22,935 --> 00:28:24,802 you were even a twinkle in my eye. 400 00:28:26,138 --> 00:28:28,005 Thank you, get in. 401 00:28:29,241 --> 00:28:31,909 I could not doubt that this was the black spot. 402 00:28:32,778 --> 00:28:35,345 And taking it up I found written on the other side 403 00:28:35,347 --> 00:28:39,349 in a very good, clear hand this short message. 404 00:28:40,186 --> 00:28:44,321 "You have till ten tonight." 405 00:28:46,125 --> 00:28:47,124 I love you. 406 00:28:48,127 --> 00:28:50,327 Can you give me a little kiss. 407 00:28:52,364 --> 00:28:53,831 Okay, lie down. 408 00:28:54,467 --> 00:28:57,067 Time to go to sleep now, okay? 409 00:28:57,069 --> 00:28:58,769 Acres and acres, my darlin' boys. 410 00:28:58,771 --> 00:29:00,904 -Acres and acres. -Acres and acres. 411 00:29:10,349 --> 00:29:12,883 [shells tinkling] 412 00:29:20,893 --> 00:29:23,427 Stand up here, stand with me. 413 00:29:27,500 --> 00:29:28,432 Bye, bye, Mommy. 414 00:29:32,338 --> 00:29:33,971 [birds chirping] 415 00:29:57,463 --> 00:29:58,996 Our lovely girl. 416 00:29:59,832 --> 00:30:01,098 [Bob sniffling] 417 00:30:14,013 --> 00:30:17,014 [Singe chattering] 418 00:30:27,359 --> 00:30:29,393 Oh, you're too heavy for me. 419 00:30:30,095 --> 00:30:31,829 -Can you get the ball? -[Kate] Yeah. 420 00:30:31,831 --> 00:30:32,996 -Thanks very much. -[Kate] Yeah! 421 00:30:32,998 --> 00:30:35,299 You can try and tackle me if you like. 422 00:30:37,236 --> 00:30:40,838 [melancholy piano music] 423 00:30:49,081 --> 00:30:51,515 -So just cut it, yeah? -Yeah. 424 00:30:51,517 --> 00:30:53,217 -Just give it a snip? -Yeah! 425 00:30:54,987 --> 00:30:56,920 -[scissors snipping] -Do you want me to do it? 426 00:30:56,922 --> 00:30:58,121 No, no, it's fine, I'll do it. 427 00:30:58,123 --> 00:31:00,257 -What I'll do is, I'll cut it like-- 428 00:31:00,259 --> 00:31:01,709 Singe, just do it! 429 00:31:01,710 --> 00:31:03,160 -No, I'll cut it so far-- -Please. 430 00:31:03,162 --> 00:31:05,195 -And then you shave the rest of it, okay? -Okay. 431 00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:06,263 -Alright, you ready? -Yeah. 432 00:31:06,265 --> 00:31:07,531 Oh, bloody hell. 433 00:31:10,970 --> 00:31:12,002 [grunting] 434 00:31:15,908 --> 00:31:16,974 Ah! 435 00:31:19,245 --> 00:31:20,310 -Okay? -Yeah. 436 00:31:21,647 --> 00:31:23,280 Just put that there. [laughs] 437 00:31:23,282 --> 00:31:24,248 And the rest. 438 00:31:25,484 --> 00:31:28,018 Okay, that's not a bad little cut. 439 00:31:30,890 --> 00:31:32,089 -[Kate] Are you ready? -Yes. 440 00:31:32,091 --> 00:31:34,224 Yeah, we're ready. Stars in our eyes. 441 00:31:42,434 --> 00:31:43,967 -Do you know what? -What? 442 00:31:43,969 --> 00:31:45,135 Seriously, 443 00:31:45,137 --> 00:31:47,304 you look absolutely beautiful. 444 00:31:47,306 --> 00:31:49,206 [laughs] Oh, Singe! 445 00:31:49,208 --> 00:31:51,408 -No, I mean it. -You look like a boy. 446 00:31:51,977 --> 00:31:53,143 -True. -Yeah, a sexy boy. 447 00:31:53,145 --> 00:31:55,045 -Come here. -A boy I'd like to meet. 448 00:31:55,047 --> 00:31:57,214 -[laughs] -Honestly, you look beautiful. 449 00:31:57,216 --> 00:32:00,284 -Well, we'll get used to it. -I'll get used to it. 450 00:32:00,286 --> 00:32:02,386 But how will we know who you are? 451 00:32:02,388 --> 00:32:04,388 I'm still the same, I'm still your mom. 452 00:32:05,291 --> 00:32:08,659 We could always draw it on with a yellow pen if it helps. Couldn't we? 453 00:32:08,661 --> 00:32:10,027 -That's not attractive. -Not a bad idea. 454 00:32:10,029 --> 00:32:11,128 [laughs] 455 00:32:19,038 --> 00:32:21,338 ["Something So Beautiful" by Lauren Aquilina] 456 00:32:42,528 --> 00:32:46,296 ¶ Have you seen Something so beautiful ¶ 457 00:32:48,434 --> 00:32:52,402 ¶ You thought the world Can never let it go ¶ 458 00:32:54,006 --> 00:32:56,540 ¶ Shining ¶ 459 00:32:56,542 --> 00:33:00,711 ¶ Gleaming, in the light ¶ 460 00:33:01,547 --> 00:33:03,714 ¶ It sails on through ¶ 461 00:33:05,718 --> 00:33:07,484 ¶ But it starts ¶ 462 00:33:08,087 --> 00:33:12,756 ¶ To paint a picture of you ¶ 463 00:33:12,758 --> 00:33:15,993 [ladies chattering] 464 00:33:17,997 --> 00:33:21,631 [Kate] I want two boys, two girls, a big, bustling, noisy family. 465 00:33:21,633 --> 00:33:23,200 All those kids running around us 466 00:33:23,202 --> 00:33:25,035 laughing and playing and fighting. 467 00:33:25,637 --> 00:33:28,038 And we watch them grow and they bring us some grandkids. 468 00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:30,374 -[Singe] How many of those? -Oh, an army. 469 00:33:30,376 --> 00:33:32,309 And they're all around us and we're sitting 470 00:33:32,311 --> 00:33:36,646 there proudly thinking, we started this. 471 00:33:37,149 --> 00:33:39,683 I love you, boys, I love you. 472 00:33:39,685 --> 00:33:41,785 ¶ Hold my hand Don't look so scared ¶ 473 00:33:41,787 --> 00:33:44,087 ¶ I know you're tired, But don't forget ¶ 474 00:33:44,089 --> 00:33:45,455 Bye, bye! 475 00:33:45,791 --> 00:33:47,657 ¶ That we're all here Fighting with you ¶ 476 00:33:47,659 --> 00:33:50,727 ¶ Every hour of every day ¶ 477 00:33:50,729 --> 00:33:52,062 ¶ And kissing you ¶ 478 00:33:52,064 --> 00:33:54,464 -How are you? -Good. 479 00:33:54,466 --> 00:33:55,632 -¶ Every morning ¶ -You look great. 480 00:33:55,634 --> 00:33:56,566 Thanks. 481 00:33:56,568 --> 00:34:02,706 ¶ Have I got time to Hold your weary hand ¶ 482 00:34:03,509 --> 00:34:07,778 ¶ And tell you all the things That I have planned ¶ 483 00:34:07,780 --> 00:34:09,513 -So what happened this morning? -Oh, it was a nightmare. 484 00:34:09,515 --> 00:34:11,348 Hold on, I've nearly done this. 485 00:34:12,117 --> 00:34:13,216 What about the boys? 486 00:34:15,354 --> 00:34:16,553 Grace, Kate. 487 00:34:18,257 --> 00:34:22,726 Yeah, these are to counteract these. 488 00:34:25,597 --> 00:34:29,199 Which means I need these to help with those. 489 00:34:30,736 --> 00:34:33,270 And these are for everything else 490 00:34:33,272 --> 00:34:34,805 except they don't deal with everything else 491 00:34:34,807 --> 00:34:36,773 so that's what these are for. 492 00:34:38,143 --> 00:34:39,342 And these. 493 00:34:43,182 --> 00:34:45,182 And do any of them taste like? 494 00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:47,617 Oh, you beauty! 495 00:34:49,221 --> 00:34:52,155 [seagulls cawing] 496 00:35:10,476 --> 00:35:11,408 You okay? 497 00:35:13,579 --> 00:35:15,512 It's like I'm pregnant all over again. 498 00:35:16,281 --> 00:35:18,248 Wait till you feel sick to eat. 499 00:35:19,451 --> 00:35:21,251 But, you know, it makes me strong. 500 00:35:24,456 --> 00:35:25,822 Helps so much it's Mexican. 501 00:35:33,365 --> 00:35:35,298 I know I might not get through this. 502 00:35:36,301 --> 00:35:37,801 God, Kate, am I gonna need tissues? 503 00:35:37,803 --> 00:35:38,735 No, I'm just saying, 504 00:35:38,737 --> 00:35:40,370 I'm gonna fight. 505 00:35:40,372 --> 00:35:42,339 I'm never not gonna do that. 506 00:35:43,308 --> 00:35:44,641 But I also want to prepare. 507 00:35:46,311 --> 00:35:48,678 I owe it to the boys and to Singe. 508 00:35:50,816 --> 00:35:53,483 I just wish I could tell Singe to prepare as well. 509 00:35:54,653 --> 00:35:58,722 Good luck with that. He'll keep running if it means he doesn't have to look back. 510 00:35:59,758 --> 00:36:01,291 You'll be there for him, though? 511 00:36:01,293 --> 00:36:02,526 Him and the boys. 512 00:36:04,296 --> 00:36:05,395 Of course, I would. 513 00:36:08,734 --> 00:36:10,267 But you're gonna get well. 514 00:36:11,503 --> 00:36:12,435 End of. 515 00:36:14,573 --> 00:36:16,673 And you said I wouldn't need tissues. 516 00:36:16,675 --> 00:36:17,774 [laughs] 517 00:36:26,785 --> 00:36:27,784 Hello. 518 00:36:28,253 --> 00:36:29,186 [Kate] Hiya. 519 00:36:30,255 --> 00:36:31,955 -Okay? -Yeah, good. 520 00:36:31,957 --> 00:36:33,223 Great. 521 00:36:34,626 --> 00:36:35,959 -What? -What? 522 00:36:38,564 --> 00:36:41,898 -You're such a giveaway. -What do you mean giveaway? What are you talking about? 523 00:36:41,900 --> 00:36:43,700 -So why the look? -I don't know what you're talking about. 524 00:36:43,702 --> 00:36:47,604 -I don't have a look. -What are you up to? 525 00:36:48,473 --> 00:36:50,607 -What are you two doing there? -What are those kids up to standing there like that? 526 00:36:50,609 --> 00:36:52,509 -Huh? -I don't know what. 527 00:36:52,511 --> 00:36:54,277 -Something's going on. -Nothing's going on. 528 00:36:54,279 --> 00:36:58,848 -Chill out, will you? -[Kate] Oh, my God! 529 00:36:58,850 --> 00:37:01,618 -Where's that come from? -I knew you were up to something! 530 00:37:01,620 --> 00:37:04,421 I ain't done nothing. It'll look much better when 531 00:37:04,423 --> 00:37:05,822 all the fish and everything's going in there. 532 00:37:07,226 --> 00:37:08,725 [water splashing] 533 00:37:11,463 --> 00:37:14,598 [tender piano music] 534 00:37:23,375 --> 00:37:26,743 So, I'm gonna go for a run, okay? 535 00:37:26,745 --> 00:37:28,912 I can pass by the shop, see if you need anything. 536 00:37:28,914 --> 00:37:31,381 -I'll be fine. -No? 537 00:37:32,651 --> 00:37:34,818 Okay, um, so, um... 538 00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:38,421 Yeah, I'll... I'll go and get changed. 539 00:38:25,037 --> 00:38:25,969 Okay, bro? 540 00:38:29,474 --> 00:38:31,474 He had a 6% chance of survival, mate. 541 00:38:32,644 --> 00:38:34,844 He had 60 doses of general anesthetic. 542 00:38:35,647 --> 00:38:36,980 30 rounds of radiotherapy. 543 00:38:37,649 --> 00:38:38,715 40 of chemo. 544 00:38:39,351 --> 00:38:41,017 I used to have to go into his room 545 00:38:41,019 --> 00:38:43,953 and untie him every night because he, 546 00:38:43,955 --> 00:38:47,624 when he tossed and turned he got all the tubes wrap-- wrapped around himself. 547 00:38:47,626 --> 00:38:50,694 And I signed off on every single fucking one of them just because, you know, 548 00:38:50,696 --> 00:38:53,463 because I had to, just so he could be here now, standing here, growing up. 549 00:38:53,465 --> 00:38:55,665 He had eight tubes in his body, man, eight tubes. 550 00:38:55,667 --> 00:38:56,966 You imagine that? 551 00:38:56,968 --> 00:38:58,835 His mouth was riddled with ulcers. 552 00:38:58,837 --> 00:39:00,937 He was in bed 24/7, observation on the hour, 553 00:39:00,939 --> 00:39:02,872 through the night, every single hour. 554 00:39:03,709 --> 00:39:08,545 When he, um, when he had the chemo his nappies were radioactive. 555 00:39:08,547 --> 00:39:11,648 We used to have to... 556 00:39:11,650 --> 00:39:12,916 We used to have to wear disposable rubber gloves 557 00:39:12,918 --> 00:39:13,850 to change him. 558 00:39:16,488 --> 00:39:19,956 The chemo made his, um, urine toxic, 559 00:39:19,958 --> 00:39:24,594 you know, so, it burnt our hands, when we'd change him. 560 00:39:24,596 --> 00:39:26,062 There's other people worrying about 561 00:39:26,064 --> 00:39:28,531 wh-- wh-- what organic food to give their kids 562 00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:29,899 or what will happen to their kid if they give it 563 00:39:29,901 --> 00:39:31,101 another fucking scoop of ice cream 564 00:39:31,103 --> 00:39:32,669 and then where we are, you know. 565 00:39:32,671 --> 00:39:34,437 Pumping as many deadly chemicals into 566 00:39:34,439 --> 00:39:36,439 his tiny little body as he could take. 567 00:39:37,409 --> 00:39:40,143 Because killing that thing, that had to come first, Matt! 568 00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:43,813 It had to come first, it had to come second, 569 00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:45,815 it had to come third, it had to come fourth! 570 00:39:47,853 --> 00:39:49,819 And the amount of times that me and Kate 571 00:39:49,821 --> 00:39:52,856 that we'd sit there and we would wish it was us 572 00:39:52,858 --> 00:39:54,691 and not him, not our little boy, 573 00:39:56,128 --> 00:39:57,127 and now it is Kate! 574 00:39:58,497 --> 00:39:59,996 It is, it's fucking Kate! 575 00:39:59,998 --> 00:40:02,465 [Singe heaving] 576 00:40:12,544 --> 00:40:13,676 You said it, Singe. 577 00:40:13,678 --> 00:40:17,580 All the shit you put him through and he's still here. 578 00:40:19,751 --> 00:40:22,152 'Cause that's what this does, it keeps 'em here. 579 00:40:24,823 --> 00:40:26,122 Yeah, I know, mate. 580 00:40:28,527 --> 00:40:31,761 [sighing] Bloody hell, pull yourself together, Singe, this is ridiculous. 581 00:40:31,763 --> 00:40:35,198 [sniffling] Coming in here crying like a baby. 582 00:40:35,667 --> 00:40:39,936 -In front of my fucking little brother, it's ridiculous. -Anytime. 583 00:40:39,938 --> 00:40:42,071 I know, but don't tell anyone about this, alright? 584 00:40:42,073 --> 00:40:44,474 You know, I know, I know you. 585 00:40:44,476 --> 00:40:48,778 -[Matt chuckles] -Ridiculous, geez Louise. 586 00:40:50,449 --> 00:40:52,182 Alright, mate, I'll see you later, yeah? I'll give you a call. 587 00:40:52,184 --> 00:40:53,616 Yeah, yeah, call me later. 588 00:41:07,999 --> 00:41:11,534 [Singe] What the hell am I doing going to a nightclub of all places? 589 00:41:11,536 --> 00:41:12,936 [Rachel] It's a family birthday, Singe. 590 00:41:12,938 --> 00:41:14,204 Yeah, but a family birthday in a night club? 591 00:41:14,206 --> 00:41:15,772 [Rachel] Relax, it's an evening out, 592 00:41:15,774 --> 00:41:17,640 -just enjoy it. -Well, I'll try. 593 00:41:17,642 --> 00:41:20,243 -You better, that's part of the deal. -I'll give it a go. 594 00:41:20,245 --> 00:41:22,479 Alright, then, give us a call if there's any problems, okay? 595 00:41:22,481 --> 00:41:24,180 -There won't be, it's fine. -Alright, babe, see you. 596 00:41:24,182 --> 00:41:25,515 Bye! 597 00:41:25,517 --> 00:41:30,053 There is the happy couple! Hello, darling, happy birthday! 598 00:41:30,055 --> 00:41:32,789 -Thank you for making it! -I wouldn't miss it for the world. 599 00:41:32,791 --> 00:41:33,857 -How are you? -I'm good. 600 00:41:33,859 --> 00:41:35,492 -Hello, Matthew. -Good to see you. 601 00:41:35,494 --> 00:41:36,593 -Glad you came out. -Thanks. 602 00:41:36,595 --> 00:41:37,527 -I'll get drinks. -Thank you. 603 00:41:37,529 --> 00:41:39,607 -Looking very pretty on your birthday. -Thank you! 604 00:41:39,608 --> 00:41:41,686 I think you've got some folks coming out tonight. 605 00:41:41,687 --> 00:41:43,765 -We've a good turnout so far. -Nice venue, well done. 606 00:41:43,768 --> 00:41:45,268 -Yeah, how you doing? -Singe! 607 00:41:45,270 --> 00:41:47,637 Yes, mate, I'll have a Bacardi Breezer, please. 608 00:41:47,639 --> 00:41:49,506 No, I'll have a pint of lager, what are you talking about? 609 00:41:49,508 --> 00:41:50,907 What do you fancy, Kate? 610 00:41:55,247 --> 00:41:57,113 Well, it's good to see ya. 611 00:41:57,115 --> 00:41:58,715 Glad you came over, man. 612 00:41:58,717 --> 00:42:05,522 Um, sorry, man. Why don't you get a drink in there and we'll-- 613 00:42:05,524 --> 00:42:07,624 I'm just gonna go and take a second outside. 614 00:42:07,625 --> 00:42:09,725 -Singe, bro, bro! -I won't be long. 615 00:42:09,728 --> 00:42:11,661 ¶ Your reason for leaving ¶ 616 00:42:11,663 --> 00:42:13,997 ¶ Don't ask me what it means ¶ 617 00:42:15,534 --> 00:42:17,267 ["Don't You Forget About Me" by James Morrison] 618 00:42:30,115 --> 00:42:34,717 ¶ Won't you come see about me ¶ 619 00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:37,120 ¶ I'll be alone ¶ 620 00:42:37,122 --> 00:42:40,089 ¶ Dancing, you know it, baby ¶ 621 00:42:40,091 --> 00:42:44,661 ¶ Tell me your troubles And doubts ¶ 622 00:42:44,663 --> 00:42:47,030 -¶ Giving me everything ¶ -I've got that feeling again. 623 00:42:47,032 --> 00:42:50,033 -¶ Inside and out and ¶ -What feeling's that? 624 00:42:50,035 --> 00:42:52,035 That luckiest guy in the world feeling. 625 00:42:52,037 --> 00:42:54,270 ¶ So real in the dark ¶ 626 00:42:54,272 --> 00:42:56,906 ¶ Think of the tender things ¶ 627 00:42:56,908 --> 00:42:59,943 ¶ That we were working on ¶ 628 00:42:59,945 --> 00:43:04,280 ¶ Slow change May pull us apart ¶ 629 00:43:04,282 --> 00:43:09,218 ¶ When the light gets Into your heart, baby ¶ 630 00:43:09,220 --> 00:43:11,654 I don't believe it, look! 631 00:43:11,656 --> 00:43:12,855 Thank you, field fairies, thank you! 632 00:43:13,191 --> 00:43:14,791 ¶ Forget about me ¶ 633 00:43:14,793 --> 00:43:16,125 [Singe] What are you doing? 634 00:43:16,127 --> 00:43:18,861 -I've got to tape it. -Why? 635 00:43:18,863 --> 00:43:20,296 Keep it safe. 636 00:43:20,298 --> 00:43:24,100 ¶ Don't you forget about me ¶ 637 00:43:26,972 --> 00:43:30,006 -You take this clover thing pretty seriously, don't you? -Mm-hmm. 638 00:43:30,008 --> 00:43:33,242 -¶ Will you stand above me ¶ -Here, look. 639 00:43:33,244 --> 00:43:35,912 -¶ Look my way ¶ -It's a three. 640 00:43:35,914 --> 00:43:38,348 -A what? -A three leaf, I only want fours. 641 00:43:38,350 --> 00:43:39,782 Oh, what's wrong with threes? 642 00:43:39,784 --> 00:43:41,751 -They're not fours! -Oh! 643 00:43:41,987 --> 00:43:43,319 Look, now I've got six. 644 00:43:44,856 --> 00:43:46,222 And now I've got nine. 645 00:43:47,058 --> 00:43:48,691 -Now, I've got 12. -You taking the Mickey? 646 00:43:48,693 --> 00:43:50,727 -Now I've got 14. -Are you taking the Mickey? 647 00:43:50,729 --> 00:43:52,061 -Now, will you-- -Are you taking the Mickey? 648 00:43:52,063 --> 00:43:53,129 Of course! 649 00:43:54,065 --> 00:43:58,267 ¶ Will you call my name ¶ 650 00:43:58,269 --> 00:44:03,673 ¶ Come on and call my name ¶ 651 00:44:03,675 --> 00:44:05,675 ¶ Will you call my name ¶ 652 00:44:05,677 --> 00:44:08,311 [Singe] It just hit me, you know, it was like, 653 00:44:08,313 --> 00:44:10,847 I'm never gonna be able to make love to my beautiful wife again. 654 00:44:14,719 --> 00:44:16,719 So your last words were sorry. 655 00:44:16,721 --> 00:44:18,988 I didn't know what you meant by that. 656 00:44:18,990 --> 00:44:20,923 I used to think that it was because... 657 00:44:23,695 --> 00:44:25,328 because you didn't think it would end this way. 658 00:44:30,201 --> 00:44:32,902 But I think you said it because 659 00:44:35,073 --> 00:44:36,873 you knew I didn't think it would. 660 00:44:40,145 --> 00:44:42,211 [Dr. Adams] You're through the worst of it, Kate. 661 00:44:43,448 --> 00:44:45,415 The discomfort's gonna be acute, though. 662 00:44:45,417 --> 00:44:48,918 So, painkillers, antibiotics is the order of the day. 663 00:44:49,821 --> 00:44:51,921 Obviously, it's gonna be a number of years 664 00:44:51,923 --> 00:44:53,823 before we can say that you're through 665 00:44:53,825 --> 00:44:57,360 the cancer completely, but it's a great start. 666 00:44:57,362 --> 00:44:59,328 We've drawn a line in the sand. 667 00:44:59,330 --> 00:45:01,064 We've got a horizon to aim for. 668 00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:06,736 -[seagulls cawing] -[peaceful music] 669 00:45:08,339 --> 00:45:09,772 Oh, this is nice. 670 00:45:12,110 --> 00:45:13,376 This is nice! 671 00:45:16,114 --> 00:45:17,447 [waves crashing] 672 00:45:18,483 --> 00:45:20,483 Can you believe it? 673 00:45:20,485 --> 00:45:24,253 Us, now, here, this? 674 00:45:24,889 --> 00:45:25,955 A bit rad. 675 00:45:28,059 --> 00:45:30,460 It feels like we've turned a corner, Singe. 676 00:45:30,462 --> 00:45:31,894 It really feels like it. 677 00:45:34,265 --> 00:45:35,198 Like fresh air. 678 00:45:40,972 --> 00:45:42,138 Acres and acres, Kate. 679 00:45:43,508 --> 00:45:45,174 Acres and acres, my darlin'. 680 00:46:06,131 --> 00:46:09,465 -[laughs] I won! -Is that a moon? -Yeah, it's a half moon. 681 00:46:09,467 --> 00:46:12,101 What do you mean, is that a moon? That's my best moon! 682 00:46:12,103 --> 00:46:14,203 -Daddy got it in three. -Yeah, I'm gonna have to... 683 00:46:14,205 --> 00:46:16,873 You could have done a curve! 684 00:46:16,875 --> 00:46:18,775 -Alright, who's up next? -Me! -Me again! 685 00:46:18,777 --> 00:46:20,009 -Okay. -Do you wanna take it off? 686 00:46:20,011 --> 00:46:21,511 -Ow! -Take it off her. 687 00:46:21,513 --> 00:46:26,916 Goodnight, my sweetheart. Acres and acres. 688 00:46:26,918 --> 00:46:28,417 Acres and acres, Mom. 689 00:46:32,457 --> 00:46:34,824 Goodnight, Reefie. 690 00:46:37,462 --> 00:46:39,996 You can sleep here if you want. 691 00:46:41,065 --> 00:46:44,433 -I always used to get tired after the treatment. -Yeah? 692 00:46:44,435 --> 00:46:49,038 -Yeah. -You know, maybe I will come close my eyes for a little bit. 693 00:46:50,074 --> 00:46:51,174 Lie down. 694 00:47:07,492 --> 00:47:09,592 -You wanna go and play Snakes on the phone? -Yeah. 695 00:47:09,594 --> 00:47:11,427 Then go inside. [grunting] 696 00:47:20,572 --> 00:47:24,407 Worse than my sufferings is that we put him through all that. 697 00:47:27,245 --> 00:47:28,211 Yeah, but he's here though, isn't he? 698 00:47:28,213 --> 00:47:29,145 He's healthy. 699 00:47:32,116 --> 00:47:34,584 -Rollercoaster, right? -Yeah, you said it'd be. 700 00:47:39,290 --> 00:47:41,457 Alright, I've got mine open. 701 00:47:41,459 --> 00:47:43,192 Oh, Reef! 702 00:47:43,194 --> 00:47:45,461 That's so nice, thank you! 703 00:47:46,531 --> 00:47:47,997 Beautiful drawings, babe. 704 00:47:48,633 --> 00:47:50,533 Those hearts are fantastic! 705 00:47:51,569 --> 00:47:53,302 Here's another one. 706 00:47:58,376 --> 00:47:59,508 It's so good. 707 00:48:02,347 --> 00:48:03,279 Get your bags. 708 00:48:03,281 --> 00:48:05,047 Have you gotta pee, no? 709 00:48:05,049 --> 00:48:06,182 Are you sure? 710 00:48:07,018 --> 00:48:08,951 Got your snacks, then? 711 00:48:11,089 --> 00:48:14,090 [melancholy music] 712 00:48:38,683 --> 00:48:41,083 [sobbing] 713 00:48:46,224 --> 00:48:48,357 [Kate vomiting] 714 00:48:57,135 --> 00:48:58,968 Listen, I think you should go in, okay? 715 00:49:04,142 --> 00:49:05,174 I can't. 716 00:49:12,383 --> 00:49:14,684 [Dr. Adams] It looks and sounds like a lung infection. 717 00:49:15,620 --> 00:49:19,588 The chemotherapy and radiotherapy may have caused damage. 718 00:49:20,558 --> 00:49:23,626 You might have had a latent tuberculosis 719 00:49:23,628 --> 00:49:24,961 which was triggered. 720 00:49:25,496 --> 00:49:27,496 But we're gonna cover all the bases. 721 00:49:28,066 --> 00:49:30,700 We'll have test results in a matter of days. 722 00:49:32,737 --> 00:49:34,570 [coughing] 723 00:49:45,450 --> 00:49:47,116 It doesn't fit anymore. 724 00:49:49,988 --> 00:49:51,387 We'll just get it adjusted, eh. 725 00:49:54,525 --> 00:49:55,992 [weeping softly] 726 00:49:57,295 --> 00:49:59,762 [laughing and chattering on home video] 727 00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:04,000 [coughing] 728 00:50:08,439 --> 00:50:10,506 [Singe on home video] Again? 729 00:50:12,310 --> 00:50:14,210 Clear the way, clear the way! 730 00:50:20,118 --> 00:50:22,618 [melancholy music] 731 00:51:00,491 --> 00:51:02,525 [Dr. Adams] Kate, I have bad news. 732 00:51:03,795 --> 00:51:07,530 Neither the chemotherapy, nor the radiotherapy has worked. 733 00:51:08,332 --> 00:51:10,066 And the secondary cancer has spread 734 00:51:10,068 --> 00:51:11,801 to your lungs and your bones. 735 00:51:13,805 --> 00:51:15,137 [sighing] 736 00:51:15,139 --> 00:51:18,240 Further chemotherapy is not going to help. 737 00:51:20,378 --> 00:51:21,577 We've done all we can. 738 00:51:24,382 --> 00:51:26,282 Your lungs are damaged, but we can drain 739 00:51:26,284 --> 00:51:28,384 them regularly and frequently. 740 00:51:28,386 --> 00:51:30,786 Why? [coughing] 741 00:51:30,788 --> 00:51:33,122 Sorry, why do we need to drain them? 742 00:51:33,124 --> 00:51:35,291 Why didn't you tell me sooner? 743 00:51:35,293 --> 00:51:37,293 How much time do I have? 744 00:51:37,295 --> 00:51:38,227 How much? 745 00:51:39,730 --> 00:51:41,263 Call Singe. 746 00:51:41,265 --> 00:51:42,598 I want Singe. 747 00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:44,233 I want him here. 748 00:51:44,235 --> 00:51:46,168 This is too soon. 749 00:51:46,170 --> 00:51:47,503 I need him here. 750 00:51:47,505 --> 00:51:49,839 This isn't right, this is too soon! 751 00:51:49,841 --> 00:51:52,374 I'm not ready for it to be this soon! 752 00:51:52,877 --> 00:51:55,411 There's stuff we need to do, it's too soon! 753 00:51:55,413 --> 00:51:56,679 [Kate sobbing] 754 00:52:04,188 --> 00:52:07,189 [melancholy music] 755 00:52:10,161 --> 00:52:13,162 -Bye. -Come on, let's go, let's skedaddle. 756 00:52:14,432 --> 00:52:18,434 -Oh, nice, yeah. Catch that one. -Blow a kiss. 757 00:52:18,436 --> 00:52:20,669 Spread it on your face, let's go. 758 00:52:21,706 --> 00:52:24,240 -Bye, Mommy. -Bye, darling. 759 00:52:37,555 --> 00:52:39,822 [knocking] 760 00:52:47,899 --> 00:52:49,265 I love you. 761 00:53:36,347 --> 00:53:38,247 ¶ I promised you a miracle ¶ 762 00:53:38,249 --> 00:53:39,348 [Singe] Happy birthday, Kate. 763 00:53:39,350 --> 00:53:40,549 Thank you, Singe. 764 00:53:40,551 --> 00:53:42,284 -Here you go. -Oh! 765 00:53:42,887 --> 00:53:45,387 -Thank you. -That's alright. 766 00:53:45,389 --> 00:53:46,755 -So? -Nine o'clock. 767 00:53:46,757 --> 00:53:47,790 -Yeah? -That's my birthday. 768 00:53:47,792 --> 00:53:48,924 Cool, yeah. 769 00:53:50,595 --> 00:53:52,494 -Wait, we're talking about-- -Yeah. 770 00:53:52,496 --> 00:53:56,599 -Yeah, yeah. The kiss? -Yeah. 771 00:53:56,601 --> 00:53:58,968 Yeah, yeah, that's fine, I'm just checking, yeah? 772 00:53:59,737 --> 00:54:02,638 But somewhere private, I don't want people seeing. 773 00:54:04,308 --> 00:54:05,741 Outside the back door. 774 00:54:05,743 --> 00:54:06,942 No one ever goes there. 775 00:54:06,944 --> 00:54:08,377 Perfect. 776 00:54:08,746 --> 00:54:10,479 -Nine prompt! -See you there. 777 00:54:11,616 --> 00:54:14,984 ¶ Promised you a miracle ¶ 778 00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:18,821 [dance music from inside] 779 00:54:18,823 --> 00:54:19,989 [Singe] I thought you said nine prompt? 780 00:54:19,991 --> 00:54:21,423 It is nine prompt! 781 00:54:21,425 --> 00:54:23,259 -You're just keen. -Oh... 782 00:54:25,029 --> 00:54:27,529 Alright, how's that? 783 00:54:27,531 --> 00:54:28,464 There you go. 784 00:54:30,901 --> 00:54:31,867 Happy birthday again. 785 00:54:32,336 --> 00:54:33,569 Thank you, again. 786 00:54:41,479 --> 00:54:44,013 [tender music] 787 00:54:51,789 --> 00:54:53,389 Do you believe in soul mates? 788 00:54:54,825 --> 00:54:56,759 I reckon you can make me. 789 00:55:01,599 --> 00:55:04,667 [Kate reading] I promise to love you forever, 790 00:55:04,669 --> 00:55:06,902 kiss you every time you come home, 791 00:55:06,904 --> 00:55:08,570 make you smile, 792 00:55:08,572 --> 00:55:09,538 surprise you, 793 00:55:10,508 --> 00:55:11,607 always be there. 794 00:55:13,344 --> 00:55:16,412 [breathing heavily] 795 00:55:19,784 --> 00:55:22,318 -[Singe] So, what's this? -[Kate] It's a contract. 796 00:55:22,320 --> 00:55:24,453 -[Singe] Yeah, but for who? -[Kate] For you. 797 00:55:24,455 --> 00:55:26,989 -[Singe] What, you want me to sign a contract? -[Kate] Yes. 798 00:55:26,991 --> 00:55:29,425 You actually want me to sign a contract to prove that I love you? 799 00:55:29,427 --> 00:55:31,427 -Singe! -No, no, no, look, I'll sign it. 800 00:55:31,429 --> 00:55:35,464 I'm just saying, a contract? [laughs] 801 00:55:35,466 --> 00:55:37,800 -This is important, Singe! -Yeah, I know! 802 00:55:37,802 --> 00:55:39,335 -Are you able to sign it? -Yes! 803 00:55:39,337 --> 00:55:43,839 Are you willing to sign it? [giggling] 804 00:55:46,610 --> 00:55:49,378 -You haven't even signed it. -Yeah, well, I'm kissing you! 805 00:55:49,380 --> 00:55:50,979 God, you're so bossy. 806 00:55:59,724 --> 00:56:02,758 [Kate] I love you yards and yards. 807 00:56:03,527 --> 00:56:07,563 I love you miles and miles. 808 00:56:08,733 --> 00:56:11,133 -Acres and acres. -Oh, that's a good one. 809 00:56:12,670 --> 00:56:14,503 I love you acres and acres. 810 00:56:14,505 --> 00:56:16,038 Yeah, I like that, that's the one to beat. 811 00:56:16,774 --> 00:56:19,408 Singe, I just told you I loved you acres and acres. 812 00:56:19,410 --> 00:56:20,943 Yeah, I know, and I just told you you won. 813 00:56:20,945 --> 00:56:22,644 -[Kate grunting] -Okay, okay! 814 00:56:23,080 --> 00:56:26,582 I love you acres and acres. 815 00:56:30,588 --> 00:56:32,788 [weeping] 816 00:56:40,865 --> 00:56:43,065 [panting] 817 00:57:02,720 --> 00:57:05,921 [Singe] You finish your Cocoa Puffs? Yeah? 818 00:57:05,923 --> 00:57:08,757 Okay, I'll just be back in a sec. 819 00:57:33,083 --> 00:57:34,016 What is it? 820 00:57:37,721 --> 00:57:38,654 Singe? 821 00:57:40,858 --> 00:57:43,058 [heaving] 822 00:57:47,598 --> 00:57:49,965 I don't think I can do this without you, Kate. 823 00:57:53,003 --> 00:57:54,470 Yes, you can. 824 00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:59,141 -No, I don't. -Singe, you can. 825 00:57:59,143 --> 00:58:00,509 No, I don't, I don't. 826 00:58:00,511 --> 00:58:02,644 I don't because [heaving]. 827 00:58:02,646 --> 00:58:03,745 [Kate] Darlin'. 828 00:58:04,849 --> 00:58:06,748 I don't, darlin', because [crying]. 829 00:58:07,518 --> 00:58:08,617 Come here. 830 00:58:08,619 --> 00:58:09,751 [Singe sobbing] 831 00:58:16,794 --> 00:58:17,726 Singe. 832 00:58:20,531 --> 00:58:21,263 You can. 833 00:58:25,836 --> 00:58:28,904 [breathing heavily] 834 00:59:04,608 --> 00:59:07,743 [tender piano music] 835 00:59:10,648 --> 00:59:13,048 Kiss the boys two times after I've gone. 836 00:59:14,084 --> 00:59:15,918 Hang pictures of us in their room. 837 00:59:16,820 --> 00:59:19,288 And measure me on the doorframe. 838 00:59:19,290 --> 00:59:23,592 Mommy was five feet one inch and a bit, size five feet. 839 00:59:26,897 --> 00:59:29,932 Mommy loved Finn's laugh and how he sucked 840 00:59:29,934 --> 00:59:31,700 his thumb and folded his ear in. 841 00:59:34,939 --> 00:59:38,807 She liked walks down the river bank and catching crabs. 842 00:59:39,944 --> 00:59:43,045 She liked learning butterfly names and bird names. 843 00:59:43,047 --> 00:59:44,846 And she'd loved to have hand-fed a wild tarpon 844 00:59:44,848 --> 00:59:46,915 like she used to feed the squirrels. 845 00:59:50,154 --> 00:59:52,220 Rachel's good for parenting advice. 846 00:59:52,222 --> 00:59:54,590 She has two boys the same age gap. 847 00:59:57,261 --> 00:59:59,828 Always kiss goodbye and goodnight. 848 01:00:05,302 --> 01:00:08,003 Grow a sunflower every now and again. 849 01:00:08,005 --> 01:00:11,306 And I'd love the boys to find four leaf clovers. 850 01:00:11,308 --> 01:00:14,376 Don't fill your outside with boats, give them space to play. 851 01:00:15,346 --> 01:00:18,013 Would like school photos bought each year. 852 01:00:18,015 --> 01:00:19,681 One day they'll thank you. 853 01:00:22,152 --> 01:00:25,887 I'd love the boys to find one of those fairy mushrooms. 854 01:00:25,889 --> 01:00:28,657 You know, the red ones with white bits on? 855 01:00:28,659 --> 01:00:30,926 And take them for walks along Mommy's favorite beach 856 01:00:30,928 --> 01:00:32,694 where she used to go as a child. 857 01:00:34,131 --> 01:00:35,897 [seagulls cawing] 858 01:00:35,899 --> 01:00:37,866 Finn's cuddles were always special. 859 01:00:39,136 --> 01:00:41,637 And I loved Reef-cuddles at night. 860 01:00:43,674 --> 01:00:45,107 Infinity elves. 861 01:00:52,316 --> 01:00:57,052 Take them to Lundy and an international rugby game. 862 01:00:57,054 --> 01:00:59,254 And buy a boat with seats so they can sit 863 01:00:59,256 --> 01:01:01,423 and watch the sea to their heart's content. 864 01:01:02,793 --> 01:01:05,927 I'd love it if Reef would learn recorder and guitar, 865 01:01:05,929 --> 01:01:07,896 and Finn the drums and keyboard. 866 01:01:09,933 --> 01:01:12,234 Go see the Northern Lights. 867 01:01:12,236 --> 01:01:14,703 Take them to where Daddy proposed to Mommy. 868 01:01:16,707 --> 01:01:22,711 Mommy loved moths and snakes and slow worms 869 01:01:24,248 --> 01:01:26,148 and orange club biscuits. 870 01:01:26,784 --> 01:01:29,151 And jam and jelly and lemon curd. 871 01:01:30,054 --> 01:01:35,857 I loved ivory roses and daisies and gypsophila. 872 01:01:36,694 --> 01:01:38,427 And guinea pigs and butterflies. 873 01:01:39,263 --> 01:01:42,130 And walnut whips and strawberry cheesecake. 874 01:01:42,800 --> 01:01:44,766 And Singe's pepper sauce. 875 01:01:46,303 --> 01:01:48,437 Celebrate birthdays big time. 876 01:01:49,006 --> 01:01:50,138 I know you will. 877 01:01:51,909 --> 01:01:55,177 Kiss goodbye, even if leaving for a short while. 878 01:01:57,214 --> 01:02:00,115 And take lots of pictures of my beautiful boys, 879 01:02:00,718 --> 01:02:02,317 especially in their teens. 880 01:02:03,954 --> 01:02:07,723 And please keep using the phrase acres and acres. 881 01:02:08,225 --> 01:02:09,157 I love that! 882 01:02:10,994 --> 01:02:12,260 I love that. 883 01:02:15,966 --> 01:02:18,066 My mom to arrange the funeral. 884 01:02:20,404 --> 01:02:22,370 Always help the boys if they ask. 885 01:02:23,207 --> 01:02:25,107 Teach them to respect women. 886 01:02:25,109 --> 01:02:27,809 Teach them to be on time and to say what they mean. 887 01:02:28,145 --> 01:02:31,012 Don't let them smoke and remind them why. 888 01:02:34,251 --> 01:02:37,219 Mommy loved how sparkly their eyes were in Lapland. 889 01:02:40,491 --> 01:02:43,291 Remember, joint bank accounts under your name 890 01:02:43,293 --> 01:02:45,527 and ask Dad to help with finances. 891 01:02:48,132 --> 01:02:51,166 Never leave more than a week before making up. 892 01:02:51,168 --> 01:02:52,768 Life's too short. 893 01:03:01,411 --> 01:03:06,815 I'd like drawings and pictures of the boys 894 01:03:07,384 --> 01:03:10,118 and Christmas cards and birthday cards. 895 01:03:10,954 --> 01:03:12,320 I'd like those in with me. 896 01:03:13,924 --> 01:03:14,856 And then, 897 01:03:17,895 --> 01:03:20,262 put me on top of the wardrobe for 898 01:03:20,264 --> 01:03:22,998 a while with the cuddly toys. 899 01:03:24,134 --> 01:03:25,233 Just for a while. 900 01:03:26,236 --> 01:03:27,169 Just... 901 01:03:31,542 --> 01:03:33,341 Just for a little bit longer. 902 01:03:46,523 --> 01:03:47,956 [knocking] 903 01:03:53,330 --> 01:03:55,997 -Hello. -You okay? 904 01:03:55,999 --> 01:03:57,866 Yeah, I'm alright. Shall I come in? 905 01:03:57,868 --> 01:03:59,067 -Mm-hmm. -Alright. 906 01:04:01,238 --> 01:04:03,538 [crowd chattering] 907 01:04:05,042 --> 01:04:08,109 -It's a lovely place. -Yeah, it is, it's a funny little town. 908 01:04:08,111 --> 01:04:10,412 You get beautiful sunsets down by the sea. 909 01:04:14,284 --> 01:04:16,117 Do you mind me asking how you're coping 910 01:04:16,119 --> 01:04:17,252 since you lost your wife? 911 01:04:19,056 --> 01:04:22,390 Oh, sorry, that was a bit abrupt, wasn't it? 912 01:04:22,392 --> 01:04:24,593 No, no, not at all, no, it wasn't abrupt. 913 01:04:24,595 --> 01:04:27,429 I'm ju-- it's just I'm not used to people asking, you know. 914 01:04:27,431 --> 01:04:30,866 -Not like that. [laughs] -Oh, God, I really have put my foot in it, haven't I? 915 01:04:30,868 --> 01:04:32,934 No, you haven't, no, um... 916 01:04:32,936 --> 01:04:35,904 -It's actually quite refreshing. -You don't have to answer, honestly. 917 01:04:35,906 --> 01:04:38,406 It's refreshing to be asked that directly and I do want to answer because I'm actually 918 01:04:38,408 --> 01:04:39,941 quite interested to hear what I have to say on the subject. 919 01:04:39,943 --> 01:04:43,445 [laughs] Oh, bloody hell, how am I coping? Um... 920 01:04:47,551 --> 01:04:50,218 I'm just trying to think of a way that... 921 01:04:50,220 --> 01:04:54,422 Okay, it's like I'm standing on a shoreline, you know 922 01:04:54,424 --> 01:04:56,892 on a beach or whatever and it's like 923 01:04:56,894 --> 01:05:00,362 getting hit with um, wave after wave, you know. 924 01:05:01,365 --> 01:05:02,631 And then, you get hit by the waves, 925 01:05:02,633 --> 01:05:04,132 the undertow will suck you under. 926 01:05:05,602 --> 01:05:07,669 Um, and then sometimes it feels like it's, 927 01:05:07,671 --> 01:05:10,005 you know, that you're not gonna be able to get out. 928 01:05:10,007 --> 01:05:15,644 You know, you can't breathe and um, it's like totally... 929 01:05:17,414 --> 01:05:20,515 And then, and then you know time passes, doesn't it? 930 01:05:20,517 --> 01:05:24,286 And then, the waves are still there, and they're still hitting you, 931 01:05:24,288 --> 01:05:26,988 and your feet are unsteady, you know. 932 01:05:28,091 --> 01:05:29,090 But you do get out. 933 01:05:31,929 --> 01:05:34,996 And then when you, when you're out, you find 934 01:05:34,998 --> 01:05:37,232 that you're just ever so slightly further up the shoreline. 935 01:05:38,368 --> 01:05:40,602 I suppose it's one way of putting it. 936 01:05:40,604 --> 01:05:42,337 [laughs nervously] 937 01:05:42,706 --> 01:05:45,640 Bloody hell, sorry, carry on. Don't let me ruin the evening. 938 01:05:45,642 --> 01:05:48,043 -More wine? -Oh, yeah, go on, darling, thank you. 939 01:05:49,513 --> 01:05:54,082 Um, I mean, one thing I do worry about is that I've got two little boys. 940 01:05:54,084 --> 01:05:56,551 And, um, I'm just worried I'm indulging them too much. 941 01:05:57,387 --> 01:05:59,321 They're happy, Singe. 942 01:05:59,323 --> 01:06:00,956 That's all Kate ever wanted. 943 01:06:03,126 --> 01:06:04,426 So you must be doing something right. 944 01:06:05,162 --> 01:06:06,461 Yeah, thank you. 945 01:06:07,965 --> 01:06:08,997 [seagulls cawing] 946 01:06:11,201 --> 01:06:14,035 [crowd chattering] 947 01:06:14,037 --> 01:06:17,005 ¶ You only get one life ¶ 948 01:06:17,007 --> 01:06:19,107 ¶ And I'm gonna live it ¶ 949 01:06:19,109 --> 01:06:21,376 ¶ I wanna give it to you ¶ 950 01:06:21,378 --> 01:06:24,212 ¶ No more goodbyes ¶ 951 01:06:24,214 --> 01:06:26,514 [crowd chattering and shouting] 952 01:06:28,452 --> 01:06:31,219 -How would you get someone with that? What would you do? -Poke him in the eye! 953 01:06:31,221 --> 01:06:32,420 Poke him in the eye. 954 01:06:33,357 --> 01:06:34,656 [children shouting] 955 01:06:38,428 --> 01:06:42,297 ¶ Keeps my feet on this Earth ¶ 956 01:06:42,299 --> 01:06:43,665 [all cheering and laughing] 957 01:06:45,502 --> 01:06:47,435 -[Singe] Are you stuffing your face? -There you go. 958 01:06:47,437 --> 01:06:49,004 [Singe] Everyone, it's cake time! 959 01:06:49,006 --> 01:06:50,438 [all cheering] 960 01:06:51,508 --> 01:06:55,276 ¶ Happy birthday to you ¶ 961 01:06:55,278 --> 01:06:59,014 ¶ Happy birthday to you ¶ 962 01:06:59,016 --> 01:07:04,119 ¶ Happy birthday, dear Reef ¶ 963 01:07:04,121 --> 01:07:07,155 ¶ Happy birthday to you ¶ 964 01:07:07,157 --> 01:07:10,091 [Singe] Blow them out, yay, yay! 965 01:07:10,694 --> 01:07:12,794 Hip hip, hooray! 966 01:07:12,796 --> 01:07:14,529 Hip hip, hooray! 967 01:07:14,531 --> 01:07:16,064 [fading out] Hip hip, hooray! 968 01:07:17,534 --> 01:07:20,101 [melancholy music] 969 01:07:44,428 --> 01:07:46,594 [Singe] She wanted to be the best mom in the world, you know. 970 01:07:46,596 --> 01:07:48,830 She is the best mom in the world. 971 01:07:48,832 --> 01:07:50,298 Was. 972 01:07:50,300 --> 01:07:51,499 What? 973 01:07:51,501 --> 01:07:53,234 You said is. 974 01:07:53,236 --> 01:07:56,271 -Well, she still is. -I suppose. 975 01:07:56,273 --> 01:07:58,273 -Do you know what premature means? -No. 976 01:07:58,275 --> 01:08:01,309 -Um, does it mean you're like-- -What? 977 01:08:01,311 --> 01:08:04,179 -Come out of the tummy? -Come out too early? 978 01:08:04,181 --> 01:08:06,381 Yeah when you come out too early. Good boys, yeah. 979 01:08:06,616 --> 01:08:10,852 Um, so, you come out too early, right, you were premature. 980 01:08:10,854 --> 01:08:12,620 So you were, yeah. 981 01:08:12,622 --> 01:08:14,556 So you were in one area of the hospital 982 01:08:14,558 --> 01:08:16,424 and your mommy was in another area of the hospital. 983 01:08:16,426 --> 01:08:20,195 -And then you, you were off-- -In a different place. 984 01:08:20,197 --> 01:08:22,697 Getting-- in another place getting your chemotherapy and that, right? 985 01:08:22,699 --> 01:08:26,201 So, um, it was horrible 'cause we were all on our own 986 01:08:26,203 --> 01:08:29,471 and we were all lonely and, um, I used to rush from place to place to place. 987 01:08:29,473 --> 01:08:34,509 Um, and uh, it would have been about two weeks, 988 01:08:34,511 --> 01:08:37,512 oh, it's crazy, it would have been about two weeks, 989 01:08:37,514 --> 01:08:39,848 yeah, before she got to hold you both together, right? 990 01:08:41,384 --> 01:08:45,653 And um, she always said that that was the best moment 991 01:08:45,655 --> 01:08:47,789 of her life when she got you there 992 01:08:47,791 --> 01:08:49,357 for the first time in her arms. 993 01:09:01,671 --> 01:09:03,671 [Singe] How many gears are there? 994 01:09:03,673 --> 01:09:05,540 -Usually six. -Five. 995 01:09:06,510 --> 01:09:09,210 -See, there's one, two, three? -What do you think of stuff? 996 01:09:09,212 --> 01:09:12,480 -In your hand. -The boy who rides it, will get loads of things. 997 01:09:12,482 --> 01:09:14,682 -Yeah. -I got mine for my birthday. 998 01:09:14,684 --> 01:09:16,651 What are you gonna move it with when I do that? 999 01:09:16,653 --> 01:09:18,620 I've been thinking. 1000 01:09:18,622 --> 01:09:21,322 I'm gonna get my handprint-- 1001 01:09:21,324 --> 01:09:23,291 Yeah, thanks. 1002 01:09:23,293 --> 01:09:26,561 My handprint put on a canvas and I thought 1003 01:09:26,563 --> 01:09:28,229 it'd be nice if we all did it. 1004 01:09:29,199 --> 01:09:29,931 What color? 1005 01:09:31,434 --> 01:09:32,834 Any colors we want. 1006 01:09:32,836 --> 01:09:36,237 -Brown? -Sure. 1007 01:09:36,239 --> 01:09:39,274 -Hmm-mm. -What color do you want for your handprint? 1008 01:09:39,276 --> 01:09:40,508 -What color do you want? -Green! 1009 01:09:40,510 --> 01:09:41,776 -You want green? -Yeah. 1010 01:09:41,778 --> 01:09:44,612 -I want red and blue. -Do you now? 1011 01:09:44,614 --> 01:09:47,182 -Sure you want brown, mate? -Yeah. 1012 01:09:48,318 --> 01:09:49,951 -Like poo brown? -[Finn giggles] 1013 01:09:49,953 --> 01:09:50,885 Yeah. 1014 01:09:52,222 --> 01:09:54,589 Alright, I better go shopping then. 1015 01:09:57,294 --> 01:09:59,827 -Bro? -Oh, hello mate, thank you. 1016 01:09:59,829 --> 01:10:01,529 -Thanks so much for sorting this out. -No worries. 1017 01:10:01,531 --> 01:10:02,730 -No, it's cool. -That's a nice size, isn't it? 1018 01:10:02,732 --> 01:10:04,732 Yeah, I think it should be alright. 1019 01:10:04,734 --> 01:10:06,334 -Okay, let's have a look. -A few colors. 1020 01:10:06,336 --> 01:10:07,835 Let's see. 1021 01:10:07,837 --> 01:10:10,305 Oh, yeah, you got the brown, he wanted the brown. 1022 01:10:10,307 --> 01:10:11,639 -Yeah, yeah. -How's it wash off? 1023 01:10:11,641 --> 01:10:12,907 Should be nice, just soap and water. 1024 01:10:12,909 --> 01:10:14,242 -Oh, yeah? -Should be easy, yeah. 1025 01:10:14,244 --> 01:10:15,643 Alright, sweet. 1026 01:10:15,645 --> 01:10:17,312 -Thanks, bro. -Oh, no worries. 1027 01:10:18,381 --> 01:10:23,685 [Singe] Okay, let's go. Okay. 1028 01:10:23,687 --> 01:10:26,554 -[Kate] That's rather a lot. -A bit more, knock yourself out. 1029 01:10:26,556 --> 01:10:28,790 -Shhh... -And nice, sweet as a nut. 1030 01:10:29,893 --> 01:10:32,760 -Oh, that's a relief. -[Finn] It's a sausage! 1031 01:10:32,762 --> 01:10:34,429 [Singe] Oh, I feel so much better now. 1032 01:10:34,431 --> 01:10:36,264 Shall we do Mom's one? 1033 01:10:36,266 --> 01:10:37,799 Okay, that's it. 1034 01:10:39,302 --> 01:10:40,835 Alright, let's put your hand in first. 1035 01:10:40,837 --> 01:10:44,372 -[Kate] Ready, one? -[Singe] On one, okay. 1036 01:10:44,374 --> 01:10:45,373 What's the secret here? 1037 01:10:45,375 --> 01:10:46,608 Spread your fingers out. 1038 01:10:47,777 --> 01:10:48,710 One, 1039 01:10:49,779 --> 01:10:51,980 two. 1040 01:10:51,982 --> 01:10:52,914 Da, da! 1041 01:10:54,284 --> 01:10:56,251 Okay. Oh! 1042 01:10:56,253 --> 01:10:58,386 -I can't [indistinct] it. -[Kate coughing] 1043 01:10:58,788 --> 01:11:00,455 [Singe] Careful. 1044 01:11:01,458 --> 01:11:02,890 Hold it there. 1045 01:11:05,729 --> 01:11:07,595 -It's done, give it a go. -Yeah? 1046 01:11:08,565 --> 01:11:10,798 [Singe] Aww, beautiful. 1047 01:11:12,636 --> 01:11:14,535 Ah, there you go, wonderful. 1048 01:11:14,537 --> 01:11:15,637 [all chattering] 1049 01:11:15,639 --> 01:11:16,938 Ah, that's nice. 1050 01:11:16,940 --> 01:11:20,608 [Reef] A massage, massage on your hand. 1051 01:11:20,610 --> 01:11:22,610 [Singe] There you go. 1052 01:11:23,580 --> 01:11:26,414 -Ready? -[Singe] Yeah. Hang on. 1053 01:11:26,416 --> 01:11:27,482 I have to press those down. 1054 01:11:31,021 --> 01:11:32,687 My pinky's gone in the poo. 1055 01:11:33,723 --> 01:11:36,958 [Singe] Okay. Yeah, you get the idea, don't you? 1056 01:11:36,960 --> 01:11:39,360 [Reef] Was brown really my favorite color? 1057 01:11:39,362 --> 01:11:41,863 [Singe] [laughs] Yeah, you said it was. 1058 01:11:43,767 --> 01:11:45,500 I don't like brown anymore. 1059 01:11:45,502 --> 01:11:46,534 [Singe chuckles] 1060 01:11:47,704 --> 01:11:49,871 Things change, don't they, eh? 1061 01:11:50,674 --> 01:11:54,876 -Yeah. -Okay. 1062 01:11:58,548 --> 01:12:01,015 Time for bed now, mate. Get up on your feet, take your gown off, ok. 1063 01:12:01,017 --> 01:12:01,949 Take this off. 1064 01:12:04,954 --> 01:12:06,621 Wait, give it here, up you go. 1065 01:12:07,724 --> 01:12:09,324 Okay, my darling boys. 1066 01:12:12,362 --> 01:12:13,494 In you go. 1067 01:12:16,900 --> 01:12:17,832 Good lad. 1068 01:12:24,607 --> 01:12:25,940 Good boy. 1069 01:12:25,942 --> 01:12:27,575 Acres and acres, boys. 1070 01:12:27,577 --> 01:12:29,010 Acres and acres. 1071 01:12:41,925 --> 01:12:44,525 -What? -Something you might wanna see. 1072 01:12:44,527 --> 01:12:46,728 Like what, have you been going out on me? 1073 01:12:47,597 --> 01:12:49,030 I better watch how much I drink. 1074 01:12:49,032 --> 01:12:50,465 How do you mean, what? 1075 01:12:54,871 --> 01:12:56,404 Oh, no, stop that. 1076 01:12:57,574 --> 01:12:58,673 Are you sure? 1077 01:12:59,409 --> 01:13:01,676 -Yeah! -[giggles] 1078 01:13:02,479 --> 01:13:05,413 [tender music] 1079 01:13:05,415 --> 01:13:06,914 Is that the line, family, but you're supposed 1080 01:13:06,916 --> 01:13:08,783 to do another one there, right? 1081 01:13:08,785 --> 01:13:10,051 Oh, fuck, you done loads. 1082 01:13:10,687 --> 01:13:12,653 -I can't believe it. -[Kate giggling] 1083 01:13:12,655 --> 01:13:14,489 Oh, no, Katie. 1084 01:13:14,491 --> 01:13:15,990 We're gonna be a family, Singe. 1085 01:13:15,992 --> 01:13:17,024 Oh, no. 1086 01:13:17,026 --> 01:13:18,860 We're gonna be complete. 1087 01:13:20,430 --> 01:13:24,532 ¶ You know it all Then it's gone ¶ 1088 01:13:24,534 --> 01:13:27,635 ¶ Grow, grow ¶ 1089 01:13:27,637 --> 01:13:31,939 ¶ You know I'm here holding on ¶ 1090 01:13:31,941 --> 01:13:34,709 ¶ Tying up your loose ends ¶ 1091 01:13:34,711 --> 01:13:35,877 Hello, Finn. 1092 01:13:38,448 --> 01:13:39,714 Oh, my darlin'. 1093 01:13:41,518 --> 01:13:43,518 Hello, my gorgeous boy. 1094 01:13:44,554 --> 01:13:46,654 I've been wanting to hold you for weeks. 1095 01:13:47,891 --> 01:13:49,590 Weeks and weeks. 1096 01:13:50,827 --> 01:13:52,627 Oh, my darlin'. 1097 01:13:52,629 --> 01:13:53,795 [Singe] Hello, I've got someone else 1098 01:13:53,797 --> 01:13:55,563 for you to hold as well. 1099 01:13:55,732 --> 01:13:57,198 [Kate crying] 1100 01:13:57,200 --> 01:13:59,000 Do you want to see the new baby? 1101 01:14:00,069 --> 01:14:02,603 Go on, darling, off you go with your mama. 1102 01:14:06,843 --> 01:14:07,975 My darlin'. 1103 01:14:09,045 --> 01:14:10,578 My darlin' boys. 1104 01:14:12,515 --> 01:14:13,648 This is perfect now. 1105 01:14:18,755 --> 01:14:21,289 Just perfect. 1106 01:14:21,290 --> 01:14:23,824 ¶ Oh, so you know it all Then it's gone ¶ 1107 01:14:25,995 --> 01:14:29,030 ¶ Grow, grow ¶ 1108 01:14:29,032 --> 01:14:33,234 ¶ You know I'm here holding on ¶ 1109 01:14:33,236 --> 01:14:35,870 ¶ Tying up your loose ends ¶ 1110 01:14:35,872 --> 01:14:40,708 ¶ And your drifting esteem ¶ 1111 01:14:40,710 --> 01:14:43,811 ¶ Grow, grow ¶ 1112 01:14:43,813 --> 01:14:46,614 ¶ If you never try You'll never know ¶ 1113 01:14:48,084 --> 01:14:50,685 ¶ Grow, grow ¶ 1114 01:14:53,056 --> 01:14:56,224 How am I supposed to even start thinking about that, Kate? 1115 01:14:56,226 --> 01:14:59,527 You know I can't, I can't do that. 1116 01:14:59,963 --> 01:15:02,196 Read the rest of it. 1117 01:15:12,842 --> 01:15:17,512 Somebody there for them for when they just need to, 1118 01:15:19,616 --> 01:15:20,548 to lean. 1119 01:15:31,828 --> 01:15:33,594 [hopeful piano music] 1120 01:15:38,868 --> 01:15:42,303 ¶ Ooh ¶ 1121 01:15:46,075 --> 01:15:51,145 ¶ Throw your arms out ¶ 1122 01:15:53,116 --> 01:15:56,784 ¶ And grow your heart out ¶ 1123 01:15:59,289 --> 01:16:00,755 This is nice. 1124 01:16:02,592 --> 01:16:03,724 This is nice. 1125 01:16:05,061 --> 01:16:07,995 ¶ Throw your arms out ¶ 1126 01:16:07,997 --> 01:16:13,067 ¶ And grow your heart out ¶ 1127 01:16:17,774 --> 01:16:20,174 ¶ Grow, grow ¶ 1128 01:16:23,613 --> 01:16:26,847 Now, kisses. 1129 01:16:27,283 --> 01:16:29,250 Come on, big kisses. 1130 01:16:44,200 --> 01:16:46,601 [sobbing] 1131 01:16:49,739 --> 01:16:53,007 -[seagulls cawing] -[waves rushing] 1132 01:17:06,956 --> 01:17:09,724 ¶ Nothing's impossible ¶ 1133 01:17:09,726 --> 01:17:11,626 -¶ This life is a treat ¶ -Oh, well, of course! 1134 01:17:11,628 --> 01:17:15,296 -¶ You can leap from the sky ¶ -Hi, you! 1135 01:17:15,298 --> 01:17:18,165 [all chattering] 1136 01:17:19,302 --> 01:17:20,368 Hello, Daddy! 1137 01:17:20,370 --> 01:17:21,836 How are you? 1138 01:17:21,838 --> 01:17:23,170 Nice to see you. 1139 01:17:26,075 --> 01:17:29,043 Hello, Mommy, how are you? 1140 01:17:29,045 --> 01:17:30,678 -Nice to see you. -Do you want a cuppa? 1141 01:17:30,680 --> 01:17:32,713 -Got any beers? -Yes. 1142 01:17:32,715 --> 01:17:33,948 -I'm on holidays. -[Dad laughs] 1143 01:17:33,950 --> 01:17:35,316 ¶ It works, it works ¶ 1144 01:17:35,318 --> 01:17:37,785 ¶ When you don't say goodbye ¶ 1145 01:17:38,388 --> 01:17:40,121 There you go. Straight into the games, is it? 1146 01:17:40,123 --> 01:17:42,390 That's what I like to see. Playtime. 1147 01:17:42,392 --> 01:17:43,924 -I wanna be playing. -You mind if I leave them with you just 1148 01:17:43,926 --> 01:17:46,694 for a second while I get the bags unpacked? 1149 01:17:47,764 --> 01:17:49,163 ¶ Well I know, I know ¶ 1150 01:17:49,165 --> 01:17:52,967 ¶ This way you'll be around ¶ 1151 01:17:53,302 --> 01:17:55,970 -We've got teas, guys. -Here they come. 1152 01:17:55,972 --> 01:17:57,104 -I'll take this one over. -Yeah. 1153 01:17:58,041 --> 01:17:59,440 -Here you go. -Thank you, darling. 1154 01:17:59,442 --> 01:18:00,741 -How are you? -Good, how are you? 1155 01:18:00,743 --> 01:18:03,344 -Good, thank you. -Yes. 1156 01:18:03,346 --> 01:18:07,081 -Gorgeous day, isn't it? -It's beautiful. 1157 01:18:07,950 --> 01:18:10,184 -You alright, bro? -What's happening, brother? 1158 01:18:10,186 --> 01:18:12,019 -Wonderful day. -Isn't it just? 1159 01:18:12,021 --> 01:18:16,957 -Come on, go for a dip. Be like the Singe of old. -What are you talking about? 1160 01:18:16,959 --> 01:18:18,959 -Oh, go on. -While the sun's out. 1161 01:18:18,961 --> 01:18:20,061 It's nippy, mate. 1162 01:18:20,063 --> 01:18:21,128 So what about the kids? 1163 01:18:21,130 --> 01:18:22,730 They've got their swimmers. 1164 01:18:22,732 --> 01:18:23,964 -So what? -[Matt chuckles] 1165 01:18:24,867 --> 01:18:26,967 -Do you dare me? -Yeah, there's no one about. 1166 01:18:26,969 --> 01:18:30,438 -You're only among family. -Yeah, but you haven't seen my body, darling. 1167 01:18:30,440 --> 01:18:33,307 -[all laughing] -Alright, bugger, I'm gonna! 1168 01:18:33,943 --> 01:18:36,077 -You're next. -[Singe] Alright, boys, check this out. 1169 01:18:36,846 --> 01:18:40,081 -[Dad] Boys, what is your dad doing? -[Mom laughing] 1170 01:18:40,083 --> 01:18:41,482 You alright? 1171 01:18:42,318 --> 01:18:43,451 [Matt whistling] 1172 01:18:44,287 --> 01:18:45,720 It's a bit nippy, mate. 1173 01:18:47,757 --> 01:18:48,856 Alright. 1174 01:18:49,759 --> 01:18:50,491 I love you all. 1175 01:18:51,894 --> 01:18:52,827 See ya. 1176 01:18:54,230 --> 01:18:56,430 [cheering and clapping] 1177 01:19:00,937 --> 01:19:02,203 [all whooping] 1178 01:19:02,205 --> 01:19:05,106 [waves crashing] 1179 01:19:40,810 --> 01:19:43,277 -You alright, boy? -Yeah, alright, Dad, yeah. 1180 01:19:43,279 --> 01:19:44,278 I'm just... 1181 01:19:47,884 --> 01:19:51,018 I just keep seeing ghosts everywhere. 1182 01:19:51,420 --> 01:19:53,454 Hmm... Good ghosts. 1183 01:20:05,935 --> 01:20:08,235 When your Mom and I visited Kate one time 1184 01:20:10,239 --> 01:20:12,540 there was an elderly lady in for tests. 1185 01:20:14,811 --> 01:20:18,078 Can't remember which hospital, one of the many. 1186 01:20:18,080 --> 01:20:19,380 And we got talking to her. 1187 01:20:21,184 --> 01:20:23,818 And she told us she'd lost her husband 1188 01:20:25,354 --> 01:20:27,254 and now it was her turn. 1189 01:20:28,991 --> 01:20:30,424 That's exactly how she put it. 1190 01:20:31,994 --> 01:20:35,029 She wasn't scared. She knew these were her last days. 1191 01:20:36,532 --> 01:20:38,833 But she'd always been thankful 1192 01:20:38,835 --> 01:20:40,334 for each and every one of them. 1193 01:20:43,940 --> 01:20:47,041 Every morning is the beginning of the rest of your life. 1194 01:20:48,377 --> 01:20:50,244 -It's quite sweet. [laughs] -Yeah. 1195 01:20:51,047 --> 01:20:52,246 That's what she said. 1196 01:20:55,251 --> 01:20:57,017 Kate knew that, I think. 1197 01:20:59,155 --> 01:21:00,387 Each day as it comes. 1198 01:21:05,094 --> 01:21:07,161 So long as you make the most of 1199 01:21:08,030 --> 01:21:11,932 every single damn minute of it. 1200 01:21:17,039 --> 01:21:18,472 -You cold? -No. 1201 01:21:19,108 --> 01:21:24,144 -No, it's a beautiful evening. -See you in a bit. 1202 01:21:24,146 --> 01:21:26,380 Yeah, I'll just stay here for a bit. 1203 01:21:44,467 --> 01:21:47,201 [somber music] 1204 01:21:58,981 --> 01:22:02,216 Why don't you go home, Singe, get some proper sleep? 1205 01:22:03,152 --> 01:22:04,318 We've got your numbers. 1206 01:22:27,310 --> 01:22:29,143 Acres and acres, my darling. 1207 01:22:31,981 --> 01:22:33,447 Acres and acres. 1208 01:22:35,017 --> 01:22:36,083 And acres. 1209 01:22:37,420 --> 01:22:38,485 And acres. 1210 01:23:33,209 --> 01:23:34,541 -[horn honking] -[Singe gasping] 1211 01:24:36,739 --> 01:24:40,240 [somber tinkling music] 1212 01:25:37,366 --> 01:25:38,599 -[cell phone buzzing] -[Singe gasping] 1213 01:25:41,303 --> 01:25:42,503 Hello? 1214 01:25:47,309 --> 01:25:49,510 [Singe panting] 1215 01:26:02,925 --> 01:26:04,391 [knocking] 1216 01:26:08,931 --> 01:26:11,198 -Oh, God! -Jane, it's time! 1217 01:26:11,200 --> 01:26:12,366 -Singe. -Would you mind coming? 1218 01:26:12,368 --> 01:26:14,535 -I'll be right over. -Thanks. 1219 01:26:49,738 --> 01:26:52,606 [melancholy dramatic music] 1220 01:27:24,573 --> 01:27:26,974 She's been holding on for you. 1221 01:27:58,307 --> 01:28:00,741 What, crisps for the car? Yeah, they're not on the list, are they? 1222 01:28:00,743 --> 01:28:03,477 Cheese and onion, are you sure, mate? Do you remember when you threw up in the car 1223 01:28:03,479 --> 01:28:06,280 after you'd been eating them and your sick smelled like cheese and onion crisps? 1224 01:28:06,282 --> 01:28:08,448 -Some orange club biscuits. -Orange club biscuits. 1225 01:28:08,450 --> 01:28:12,386 -Yeah, that's it. Jam. Strawberry, please, my lord. -Jam. 1226 01:28:12,388 --> 01:28:15,422 -I found it. -Ok, yeah, jelly, actually. Yeah, very good, well done. 1227 01:28:15,424 --> 01:28:17,758 Alright, moving on, what else do we need? 1228 01:28:17,760 --> 01:28:19,626 Uh, lemon curd, back with the jams. 1229 01:28:20,963 --> 01:28:22,963 Where is it, can you see it? 1230 01:28:22,965 --> 01:28:25,065 Down there. Get it, nice one. 1231 01:28:25,067 --> 01:28:30,070 -So, this is Mom's birthday? -No, darling, it's Mother's Day 1232 01:28:30,072 --> 01:28:33,407 and we're gonna celebrate it every year 'cause it's a very special day for us. 1233 01:28:33,409 --> 01:28:36,343 Um, okay, wait up, lads. 1234 01:28:36,345 --> 01:28:39,613 We've got, right, crisps, popcorn, walnut whips. 1235 01:28:39,615 --> 01:28:41,615 There's three on the list and there's about 19 in here. 1236 01:28:41,617 --> 01:28:43,050 -Did you do that? -He did! 1237 01:28:43,052 --> 01:28:44,384 -Did you? -He did! 1238 01:28:44,386 --> 01:28:46,353 -Maybe, no. -Yeah, tell the truth. 1239 01:28:46,355 --> 01:28:48,822 Alright, what else do we need? No fighting, please, thank you. 1240 01:28:49,892 --> 01:28:50,957 Oh, mate. 1241 01:28:52,828 --> 01:28:54,895 [grunting] 1242 01:28:54,897 --> 01:28:59,032 Christ alive, I feel sick now. Right. 1243 01:29:01,070 --> 01:29:04,571 Before we're done let's have a toast, okay? To Mom, get your little glass. 1244 01:29:04,573 --> 01:29:09,743 Get your glass, put your glass up. Right, and, um, Mom always used to say 1245 01:29:09,745 --> 01:29:12,546 that you can never um, laugh too much, 1246 01:29:12,548 --> 01:29:14,681 you can never learn too much, you can never care too much, 1247 01:29:14,683 --> 01:29:16,883 you can never love too much. So-- 1248 01:29:16,885 --> 01:29:20,754 -But you can eat too much. -Yeah, you can eat too much. [laughs] 1249 01:29:20,756 --> 01:29:23,423 -[glasses clinking] -Cheers, cheers. Alright, down it, down it. 1250 01:29:23,425 --> 01:29:25,092 No, don't down it you'll be sick. 1251 01:29:26,895 --> 01:29:28,628 -Oh! -Nice! -So, yeah, there is a new table 1252 01:29:28,630 --> 01:29:30,697 -and a new umbrella thing. -Lovely table! 1253 01:29:30,699 --> 01:29:32,466 It really cheers the place up. 1254 01:29:32,468 --> 01:29:34,801 Now Daddy's allowed a friend for tea. 1255 01:29:34,803 --> 01:29:35,936 Just the one friend? 1256 01:29:37,673 --> 01:29:40,474 'Cause I was thinking, there's six chairs. 1257 01:29:40,476 --> 01:29:44,911 So, if it were me, Daddy and Finn, 1258 01:29:44,913 --> 01:29:46,813 that would leave three extra. 1259 01:29:46,815 --> 01:29:49,816 But if Mommy were here, that would mean there's 1260 01:29:49,818 --> 01:29:54,888 only two extra spaces left for me and Finn's friends. 1261 01:29:55,891 --> 01:29:58,759 But, now Mommy's gone, she wanted us to have 1262 01:29:58,761 --> 01:30:00,894 a big table so Daddy can have a friend, too. 1263 01:30:02,731 --> 01:30:04,931 -Sounds like you've got it all worked out! -Yes. 1264 01:30:04,933 --> 01:30:06,400 [Grandpa laughing] 1265 01:30:08,003 --> 01:30:10,537 Oh, Andrea, yeah, no, yeah, yeah! 1266 01:30:10,539 --> 01:30:13,874 She was at your dinner thing, wasn't she? No, she's nice. 1267 01:30:13,876 --> 01:30:18,845 -She's okay if you ever wanna give her a call. -Oh, really? 1268 01:30:19,681 --> 01:30:21,882 Yeah, as in, when you wanna get out there. 1269 01:30:21,884 --> 01:30:23,650 Have a drink or a meal. 1270 01:30:24,586 --> 01:30:25,786 Yeah, she's up for it. 1271 01:30:28,824 --> 01:30:31,191 So, shall I give you her number? 1272 01:30:34,496 --> 01:30:36,196 It's just a date, Singe. 1273 01:30:36,198 --> 01:30:38,632 Just, it's not a marriage proposal. 1274 01:30:38,634 --> 01:30:40,634 It's just getting used to going out with a woman again. 1275 01:30:40,636 --> 01:30:42,436 I know, I know, it's just that, 1276 01:30:43,071 --> 01:30:44,938 I haven't been single since I was 13. 1277 01:30:46,842 --> 01:30:48,842 You know, I'm a little bit out of practice. 1278 01:30:50,979 --> 01:30:52,212 Okay. 1279 01:30:52,214 --> 01:30:53,146 Okay. 1280 01:30:53,982 --> 01:30:55,048 -But? -But? 1281 01:30:56,051 --> 01:30:56,983 -So? -So? 1282 01:31:00,889 --> 01:31:03,123 Look, it's like you say, it's as in when, isn't it? 1283 01:31:03,125 --> 01:31:04,057 You know? 1284 01:31:05,093 --> 01:31:06,993 I'll hold you to that. 1285 01:31:09,465 --> 01:31:11,465 Don't doubt it, mate. 1286 01:31:34,656 --> 01:31:38,191 It's all clear, Singe, the scan. 1287 01:31:40,128 --> 01:31:41,595 It's all clear. 1288 01:31:42,831 --> 01:31:44,831 -[heaving] -Your son's in full remission. 1289 01:31:54,243 --> 01:31:55,775 [crying] 1290 01:31:57,246 --> 01:31:58,745 [crowd chattering] 1291 01:32:07,122 --> 01:32:11,658 Right, okay, you lot, we're gonna take a photograph of everyone. All of us around Reef. 1292 01:32:12,160 --> 01:32:15,762 So if I could get my two sisters, Kay and Luce, down in the front with me. 1293 01:32:15,764 --> 01:32:19,799 My two lovely moms. If you go over to the side, yeah, that's it, perfect. 1294 01:32:19,801 --> 01:32:23,970 -Yeah, thanks very much. And the boys at the front, yeah. -Singe! 1295 01:32:23,972 --> 01:32:26,907 -How many you had, Nige? I want your hands where I can see 'em. -Okay, Singe? 1296 01:32:26,909 --> 01:32:28,942 -You don't wanna repeat your Christmas-- Yeah? -You get in the photo, 1297 01:32:28,944 --> 01:32:31,011 -I'll take it. -No, that's alright, darling, I've got the timer. 1298 01:32:31,013 --> 01:32:33,280 -Oh, okay! Then I'll get in it? -Alright, pop yourself in. 1299 01:32:33,282 --> 01:32:36,182 Yeah, you, of course, yeah. Ten seconds from-- 1300 01:32:36,184 --> 01:32:37,817 -[Rachel] Right, come on, Singe! -Now! 1301 01:32:37,819 --> 01:32:40,053 -[Rachel] You're gonna miss it! -[all] Come on! 1302 01:32:40,055 --> 01:32:41,755 Sorry, I don't know if it's gone off. 1303 01:32:41,757 --> 01:32:44,124 -[all yelling] -Yeah, it's going, it's going! 1304 01:32:44,126 --> 01:32:46,960 -[all] Five, four-- -It's not New Year's Eve! 1305 01:32:46,962 --> 01:32:50,163 [all] Three, two, one! To Reef! 1306 01:32:50,165 --> 01:32:51,865 Hold it there. 1307 01:32:51,867 --> 01:32:54,000 -I don't think it's gone off. -No, it didn't. 1308 01:32:54,002 --> 01:32:56,102 -It stopped flashing, though. -I think I heard it. 1309 01:32:56,905 --> 01:32:58,305 [engine revving] 1310 01:32:58,307 --> 01:33:01,074 [boys whooping] 1311 01:33:07,182 --> 01:33:10,317 [Reef] I can see her! I can see where she is! 1312 01:33:10,319 --> 01:33:12,919 -[Finn] Hi, Mom! -Hi, Mom! 1313 01:33:12,921 --> 01:33:14,154 Daddy, say hi to Mom! 1314 01:33:14,156 --> 01:33:15,956 Acres and acres, darling! 1315 01:33:16,725 --> 01:33:18,358 [Reef] Acres and acres! 1316 01:33:18,360 --> 01:33:20,260 [Finn] Acres and acres! 1317 01:33:21,630 --> 01:33:24,230 [hopeful music] 1318 01:33:38,246 --> 01:33:41,114 [birds chirping] 1319 01:34:00,769 --> 01:34:01,801 Miss you so much. 1320 01:34:03,705 --> 01:34:05,372 But I'm doing alright, I'm doing okay, you know. 1321 01:34:05,374 --> 01:34:10,243 It's like, it's like, um it's like time has been working 1322 01:34:10,245 --> 01:34:13,813 its way under my skin and, uh, without me knowing it, 1323 01:34:13,815 --> 01:34:16,116 and fixing cuts and mending bruises and stuff. 1324 01:34:20,188 --> 01:34:22,856 I just can't get my head around how much things have changed, you know. 1325 01:34:28,163 --> 01:34:32,699 But maybe that's not time, maybe that's you, maybe that's you doing that. 1326 01:34:32,701 --> 01:34:35,669 [melancholy music] 1327 01:34:38,907 --> 01:34:39,839 I promise you 1328 01:34:42,911 --> 01:34:45,311 that whatever life throws at us and me 1329 01:34:46,181 --> 01:34:47,814 that I will explore, 1330 01:34:50,852 --> 01:34:53,019 just like you always said. 1331 01:34:55,223 --> 01:34:58,158 'Cause life's been good before and it will be good again. 1332 01:35:02,764 --> 01:35:05,432 And I will make the most of every moment. 1333 01:35:06,935 --> 01:35:07,967 For the boys. 1334 01:35:12,474 --> 01:35:14,774 So, are we at the, as in when? 1335 01:35:17,779 --> 01:35:19,779 I don't know. I honestly don't know. 1336 01:35:24,119 --> 01:35:25,051 Stop it. 1337 01:35:27,389 --> 01:35:30,090 Well, that's life's big adventure, isn't it? 1338 01:35:30,092 --> 01:35:31,825 -Nothing more nor less. -No. 1339 01:35:33,328 --> 01:35:34,728 -Singe? -Hmm? 1340 01:35:36,465 --> 01:35:37,831 You're gonna be fine. 1341 01:35:53,315 --> 01:35:54,180 Hello? 1342 01:35:54,182 --> 01:35:55,949 Hi, is it Andrea? 1343 01:35:56,952 --> 01:36:00,153 It's, uh, yeah, it is, yeah. 1344 01:36:00,155 --> 01:36:01,087 How'd you know? 1345 01:36:01,990 --> 01:36:02,922 Oh, did she? 1346 01:36:04,459 --> 01:36:06,159 When did she get-- 1347 01:36:06,161 --> 01:36:07,227 Oh, okay. 1348 01:36:08,930 --> 01:36:10,430 Well, that's pretty cheeky of her. 1349 01:36:24,946 --> 01:36:26,846 [Rachel] You wanna do it? 1350 01:36:26,848 --> 01:36:28,014 [Reef] It's not yours. 1351 01:36:28,016 --> 01:36:28,948 Alright? 1352 01:36:29,985 --> 01:36:31,518 How do I look? 1353 01:36:31,520 --> 01:36:34,187 -Uh, nice? -Handsome. 1354 01:36:34,189 --> 01:36:37,023 Well, thank you. What? 1355 01:36:38,293 --> 01:36:40,226 -The tie. -You don't like it? 1356 01:36:40,228 --> 01:36:42,395 -You don't need it. -It's a bit corporate, isn't it? 1357 01:36:42,397 --> 01:36:44,097 Like a geography teacher. 1358 01:36:44,099 --> 01:36:45,231 Geography teacher? 1359 01:36:45,233 --> 01:36:46,499 That's a bit strong. 1360 01:36:46,501 --> 01:36:48,168 Should I get it off? 1361 01:36:48,170 --> 01:36:49,102 Okay. 1362 01:36:50,305 --> 01:36:52,305 I'll undo a button, though, 'cause I don't 1363 01:36:52,307 --> 01:36:54,474 wanna go all like, you know what I mean. 1364 01:36:55,043 --> 01:36:56,242 Is that better? 1365 01:36:56,244 --> 01:36:57,243 Better. 1366 01:36:57,479 --> 01:36:58,578 Alright, thank you. 1367 01:37:00,448 --> 01:37:01,047 Enjoy. 1368 01:37:05,187 --> 01:37:07,921 [tender music] 1369 01:37:27,108 --> 01:37:28,041 Okay. 1370 01:37:38,520 --> 01:37:42,088 ["Angel Like You" by Una Healy] 1371 01:37:45,060 --> 01:37:50,129 ¶ Can't believe how much has Changed in only half a year ¶ 1372 01:37:51,900 --> 01:37:56,970 ¶ Can't believe you Never saw the summer ¶ 1373 01:37:58,440 --> 01:38:01,207 ¶ There's so much more To tell you ¶ 1374 01:38:01,209 --> 01:38:05,044 ¶ So I talk to you sometimes ¶ 1375 01:38:05,046 --> 01:38:10,116 ¶ Especially when I'm watering your flowers ¶ 1376 01:38:12,320 --> 01:38:17,390 ¶ I was oh, so lucky To know someone like you ¶ 1377 01:38:18,627 --> 01:38:23,897 ¶ I cherish every moment That we shared ¶ 1378 01:38:25,634 --> 01:38:30,904 ¶ Everybody has an angel Just like you ¶ 1379 01:38:32,440 --> 01:38:37,510 ¶ Someone watching over us Who's gone too soon ¶ 1380 01:38:39,281 --> 01:38:44,350 ¶ Someone with the answer when We don't know where to turn ¶ 1381 01:38:46,288 --> 01:38:51,090 ¶ For every missing person In the world ¶ 1382 01:38:51,092 --> 01:38:56,129 ¶ There's an angel Just like you ¶ 1383 01:38:59,200 --> 01:39:04,270 ¶ Just like you ¶ 1384 01:39:07,309 --> 01:39:09,943 ¶ I can hear you whisper ¶ 1385 01:39:09,945 --> 01:39:14,080 ¶ Feel it beating in the wind ¶ 1386 01:39:14,082 --> 01:39:19,152 ¶ Won't you come and wrap Your wings around me ¶ 1387 01:39:19,721 --> 01:39:22,188 ¶ I wish I could Be brave like you ¶ 1388 01:39:22,190 --> 01:39:27,260 ¶ And hold back all these tears That fill my eyes ¶ 1389 01:39:27,696 --> 01:39:32,966 ¶ Grief is like an ocean Trying to drown me ¶ 1390 01:39:34,569 --> 01:39:39,605 ¶ Everybody has an angel Just like you ¶ 1391 01:39:41,276 --> 01:39:46,346 ¶ Someone watching over us Who's gone too soon ¶ 1392 01:39:48,149 --> 01:39:53,219 ¶ Someone with the answer when We don't know where to turn ¶ 1393 01:39:54,756 --> 01:39:59,692 ¶ For every missing person In the world ¶ 1394 01:39:59,694 --> 01:40:04,764 ¶ There's an angel Just like you ¶ 1395 01:40:08,036 --> 01:40:13,106 ¶ Just like you ¶ 1396 01:40:15,677 --> 01:40:20,747 ¶ My head is full of memories That nothing can erase ¶ 1397 01:40:22,517 --> 01:40:27,587 ¶ I close my eyes and see Your smiling face ¶ 1398 01:40:29,457 --> 01:40:34,527 ¶ Everybody has an angel Just like you ¶ 1399 01:40:36,064 --> 01:40:41,134 ¶ Someone watching over us Who's gone too soon ¶ 1400 01:40:43,104 --> 01:40:48,174 ¶ Someone with the answer when We don't know where to turn ¶ 1401 01:40:49,711 --> 01:40:54,680 ¶ For every missing person In the world ¶ 1402 01:40:54,682 --> 01:40:59,719 ¶ There's an angel Just like you ¶ 1403 01:41:02,824 --> 01:41:08,094 ¶ Just like you, ooh ¶ 1404 01:41:10,832 --> 01:41:15,701 ¶ You, ooh ¶ 1405 01:41:15,703 --> 01:41:20,773 ¶ An angel just like you ¶ 1406 01:41:22,477 --> 01:41:25,311 ¶ An angel just like you ¶ 100698