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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:29,563 --> 00:02:32,327 My brother Nikhil and the sea were inseparable. 2 00:02:32,432 --> 00:02:34,764 Mom was always anxious. 3 00:02:34,868 --> 00:02:36,665 But dad would say... 4 00:02:36,770 --> 00:02:39,261 ... he is a boy, let him go. 5 00:02:40,574 --> 00:02:43,668 He was like a dolphin. 6 00:02:44,377 --> 00:02:46,777 Full of energy, full of life. 7 00:02:50,383 --> 00:02:52,283 My mom. 8 00:02:52,385 --> 00:02:54,546 Anita Rosaria Kapoor. 9 00:02:55,388 --> 00:02:58,016 She is very proud of her Portuguese connection. 10 00:03:00,327 --> 00:03:04,229 You know, people used to think she is my elder sister. 11 00:03:06,333 --> 00:03:08,233 You talk to her. 12 00:03:08,335 --> 00:03:11,566 I’ll be back in a minute, I’m very hungry. 13 00:03:16,343 --> 00:03:18,311 She’s been like this since a child. 14 00:03:18,411 --> 00:03:21,244 Offer her food and she’ll refuse. 15 00:03:22,349 --> 00:03:27,252 And then she hunts for leftovers in the refrigerator. 16 00:03:32,559 --> 00:03:34,527 This was Nikhil’s room. 17 00:03:39,366 --> 00:03:41,857 He set up everything in this room himself. 18 00:03:44,471 --> 00:03:47,998 He made this painting when he was just 8. 19 00:03:51,645 --> 00:03:54,011 He wouldn’t let anyone touch his things. 20 00:03:56,383 --> 00:03:58,351 This was his space. 21 00:04:01,321 --> 00:04:03,289 My little boy. 22 00:04:07,427 --> 00:04:11,727 My husband Navin did not like my calling him so. 23 00:04:14,334 --> 00:04:16,234 The first time I cleaned his potty... 24 00:04:16,336 --> 00:04:20,238 ... you can’t imagine what my state was. 25 00:04:20,340 --> 00:04:23,741 That day Anita was out and I had to do it. 26 00:04:27,347 --> 00:04:29,975 Then I became an expert and I was even better than my wife. 27 00:04:39,359 --> 00:04:41,657 I too was a sport man but had to give... 28 00:04:41,761 --> 00:04:44,753 ... it all up to join my dad’s business. 29 00:04:45,365 --> 00:04:47,333 We had an antique furniture store. 30 00:04:47,434 --> 00:04:50,995 I didn’t let that happen to Nikhil. I trained him myself. 31 00:04:53,573 --> 00:04:55,473 Dad, tell him to come out. 32 00:04:57,711 --> 00:04:58,803 How was that, dad? 33 00:04:58,912 --> 00:05:01,403 Good, you are doing very well. Now, you can come out. 34 00:05:02,315 --> 00:05:03,543 Once more. 35 00:05:03,650 --> 00:05:06,210 Come on now, stop showing off. I am very hungry. 36 00:05:06,319 --> 00:05:08,219 Okay, Okay I am coming. 37 00:05:10,423 --> 00:05:12,823 Sometimes I wonder what went wrong. 38 00:05:15,428 --> 00:05:18,226 He was well brought up. 39 00:05:19,332 --> 00:05:24,395 He was polite, disciplined and well behaved. 40 00:05:24,504 --> 00:05:28,634 We were all very proud of him. 41 00:05:31,678 --> 00:05:33,646 Listen, I’ve to leave now. 42 00:05:33,747 --> 00:05:35,578 I have to pick Ashish from play school. 43 00:05:35,682 --> 00:05:36,910 I’ll catch with you later. 44 00:05:37,017 --> 00:05:39,417 Call me when you are through, bye dad. 45 00:05:42,355 --> 00:05:44,414 Okay, mama. I’ll come tomorrow. 46 00:05:49,362 --> 00:05:51,762 And mom, please make butterscotch for me tomorrow. 47 00:05:56,369 --> 00:05:58,269 My daughter is brave. 48 00:06:01,841 --> 00:06:03,934 Now I realize how strong she is. 49 00:06:04,511 --> 00:06:06,706 I never paid attention earlier. 50 00:06:07,313 --> 00:06:11,215 I was totally preoccupied with her brother. 51 00:06:18,324 --> 00:06:20,554 She is wonderful, but what is the occasion, dad? 52 00:06:24,597 --> 00:06:28,226 Son, you need an occasion to tell beautiful woman... 53 00:06:28,334 --> 00:06:30,234 ... that she is special. 54 00:06:30,336 --> 00:06:32,236 Okay, stop it, Navin. 55 00:06:32,338 --> 00:06:34,568 Mom, did dad start drinking early? 56 00:06:34,674 --> 00:06:38,235 What do you mean? Do you mean to say that she is not beautiful? 57 00:06:38,344 --> 00:06:40,642 Stop it, will you? Tell me. 58 00:06:40,747 --> 00:06:43,739 Okay, I’ll tell you. 59 00:06:50,356 --> 00:06:52,415 Who has been awarded a scholarship... 60 00:06:52,525 --> 00:06:53,753 ... by the sports ministry. 61 00:06:53,860 --> 00:06:55,760 Aha! 62 00:06:55,962 --> 00:06:58,260 Wow Dad. 63 00:07:01,401 --> 00:07:03,699 You left on your own without telling any one. 64 00:07:12,312 --> 00:07:14,940 You also got a UGC grant during your B.Ed. 65 00:07:16,316 --> 00:07:19,217 Anyway let’s go. Uncle Gomes and Aunt are here for dinner... 66 00:07:19,319 --> 00:07:21,219 ... and I am getting bored with the oldies. 67 00:07:21,321 --> 00:07:22,413 Come. 68 00:07:23,323 --> 00:07:25,382 You carry on. I’ll come in five minutes. 69 00:07:26,526 --> 00:07:29,962 Well then, I shall wait for five minutes. 70 00:07:31,331 --> 00:07:33,231 I don’t want you to do that. 71 00:07:34,334 --> 00:07:36,234 Let me be for a while. 72 00:07:39,339 --> 00:07:41,500 What is it, tell me? 73 00:07:42,342 --> 00:07:44,242 Nothing. 74 00:07:47,447 --> 00:07:49,506 Can’t you leave me for a while? 75 00:07:50,350 --> 00:07:52,978 No, I can’t. 76 00:07:54,354 --> 00:07:56,652 You can’t have it your way all the time. 77 00:07:58,358 --> 00:08:00,293 I know, but that is how it is in our house. 78 00:08:00,293 --> 00:08:04,923 Very bad, I don’t like it either. We’ll talk to dad and mom. 79 00:08:05,298 --> 00:08:07,357 Buzz off. 80 00:08:07,467 --> 00:08:10,197 Anu, I forgot to tell you that I met Sam today. 81 00:08:11,504 --> 00:08:13,267 Just leave me alone. 82 00:08:13,373 --> 00:08:16,206 A new lady teacher has joined his school and... 83 00:08:16,309 --> 00:08:18,869 ... Forget it, you don’t seem to be interested. 84 00:08:20,513 --> 00:08:22,481 And anyway he is too old. 85 00:08:22,582 --> 00:08:24,607 He isn’t too old. 86 00:08:28,521 --> 00:08:31,388 And his spectacles, he needs new ones. 87 00:08:31,491 --> 00:08:33,550 He looks intelligent. 88 00:08:41,334 --> 00:08:42,733 Why should I be interested in him? 89 00:08:47,540 --> 00:08:49,508 Carol didn’t tell you? 90 00:08:50,610 --> 00:08:52,237 No, what? 91 00:08:52,345 --> 00:08:54,973 Just that, Sam and the lady teacher... 92 00:08:57,550 --> 00:08:59,745 But if you are not interested. 93 00:09:27,413 --> 00:09:28,607 Don’t start now. 94 00:09:28,715 --> 00:09:30,808 Now watch how nervous he gets when he sees you. 95 00:09:42,328 --> 00:09:44,956 Wow, just that one time did it buddy. 96 00:09:45,331 --> 00:09:47,299 What? 97 00:09:47,400 --> 00:09:50,233 Look buddy, I’m not really sure I like the idea, but... 98 00:09:50,336 --> 00:09:52,964 ... that’s how it is. 99 00:09:55,341 --> 00:09:56,638 I am going. 100 00:10:01,347 --> 00:10:03,247 Where are you going off to? 101 00:10:03,349 --> 00:10:05,249 You wanted me to go. 102 00:10:05,351 --> 00:10:07,410 Actually he is very boring. 103 00:10:07,520 --> 00:10:09,249 And find out about her. 104 00:10:14,794 --> 00:10:16,989 What are you doing here? You should be training. 105 00:10:17,630 --> 00:10:20,997 Don’t need to, I’m the best in Goa. 106 00:10:23,369 --> 00:10:25,428 Whenever you meet, you guys take off. 107 00:10:35,581 --> 00:10:37,549 What was your brother referring to? 108 00:10:38,384 --> 00:10:40,352 He is mad. 109 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:42,454 Talks a lot of nonsense. 110 00:10:42,555 --> 00:10:47,618 True, but for a change he seemed to be making sense. 111 00:11:20,560 --> 00:11:24,997 “When the moon smiles.” 112 00:11:25,365 --> 00:11:29,324 “When the wind whispers.” 113 00:11:30,370 --> 00:11:35,273 “My presence...” 114 00:11:35,375 --> 00:11:40,335 “... will be with you.” 115 00:11:40,713 --> 00:11:48,279 “When darkness descends.” 116 00:11:51,391 --> 00:12:00,823 “I will bring daylight to you.” 117 00:12:02,335 --> 00:12:12,233 “Waves of memories flood me.” 118 00:12:12,345 --> 00:12:16,975 “We will go where?” 119 00:12:17,350 --> 00:12:23,983 “The earth meets the sky.” 120 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:31,262 “The soft sound of raindrops.” 121 00:12:31,631 --> 00:12:36,261 “The first day of the monsoon.” 122 00:12:37,370 --> 00:12:42,273 “Warm afternoon.” 123 00:12:42,375 --> 00:12:46,778 “Cool evenings.” 124 00:12:47,380 --> 00:12:51,282 “Every moment, every season.” 125 00:12:51,384 --> 00:12:55,787 “You will find me with you.” 126 00:12:57,590 --> 00:13:07,226 “Every step of the way.” 127 00:13:08,534 --> 00:13:12,630 “Let me take you.” 128 00:13:14,440 --> 00:13:16,965 We did everything together. 129 00:13:17,677 --> 00:13:20,646 We had our first glass of wine together. 130 00:13:21,347 --> 00:13:23,975 My first puff of cigarette. 131 00:13:25,351 --> 00:13:27,979 We chocked to death. 132 00:14:07,326 --> 00:14:10,386 Nikhil, you were leading. 133 00:14:11,430 --> 00:14:13,489 What went wrong? 134 00:14:13,599 --> 00:14:16,227 I think you were not focused. 135 00:14:16,335 --> 00:14:18,235 No dad. 136 00:14:18,337 --> 00:14:20,237 I don’t know. 137 00:14:20,339 --> 00:14:22,773 I wanted to see if any one was closing in. 138 00:14:25,344 --> 00:14:26,641 That’s when things went wrong. 139 00:14:26,746 --> 00:14:28,839 This is why I tell you that you should not be partying. 140 00:14:28,948 --> 00:14:31,246 Dad, I haven’t partied for the past ten days. 141 00:14:31,350 --> 00:14:32,647 Just stop it. 142 00:14:52,572 --> 00:14:54,005 Let him go. 143 00:15:07,520 --> 00:15:09,954 God! The old man is really on my case. 144 00:15:12,325 --> 00:15:14,293 He’s just nervous. 145 00:15:16,329 --> 00:15:18,627 I know, but he too should chill. 146 00:15:18,731 --> 00:15:23,225 You don’t understand , you don’t really need to argue. 147 00:15:23,336 --> 00:15:26,305 In through one ear and out through the other. 148 00:15:36,549 --> 00:15:37,573 Shall we leave? 149 00:15:37,683 --> 00:15:38,741 Okay. 150 00:15:38,851 --> 00:15:40,580 Nigel, drive carefully. 151 00:15:42,355 --> 00:15:43,754 If Nikhil gets injured, then dad... 152 00:15:43,856 --> 00:15:46,984 Yeah, I know. From to be to not to be. 153 00:15:54,367 --> 00:15:57,768 You know you are lucky. 154 00:15:58,371 --> 00:16:00,306 Really? 155 00:16:00,306 --> 00:16:03,207 Imagine, if dad was as obsessed with me... 156 00:16:03,309 --> 00:16:06,938 ... as he is with Nikhil, what would you do? 157 00:16:07,513 --> 00:16:09,947 I would have died. 158 00:16:10,416 --> 00:16:13,943 But how come he spared you? 159 00:16:14,420 --> 00:16:16,479 Lucky for me. 160 00:16:16,589 --> 00:16:20,218 Nikhil came along soon after I was born. 161 00:16:26,332 --> 00:16:28,493 Well, I owe this one to your brother. 162 00:16:31,537 --> 00:16:33,971 Don’t you find it strange at our house? 163 00:16:34,340 --> 00:16:38,970 Our constant squabbling, teasing and shouting. 164 00:16:39,779 --> 00:16:42,577 Everyone is so gentle in your house. 165 00:16:43,349 --> 00:16:45,408 But I like it. 166 00:16:55,561 --> 00:16:57,256 About us? 167 00:17:06,305 --> 00:17:08,273 Where did you guys go? 168 00:17:08,374 --> 00:17:10,274 What are you thinking? 169 00:17:11,310 --> 00:17:16,942 Sometimes expectations can really be a burden. 170 00:17:17,316 --> 00:17:19,284 What do you mean? 171 00:17:21,420 --> 00:17:23,718 What if I lose again tomorrow? 172 00:17:24,323 --> 00:17:27,383 So what? There are more challenges. 173 00:17:28,327 --> 00:17:30,625 I am sure you will win. 174 00:17:34,533 --> 00:17:36,831 Sometimes I get irritated. 175 00:17:44,543 --> 00:17:46,977 I want to lead my own life. I have my own plans. 176 00:17:48,547 --> 00:17:50,310 What plans? 177 00:17:50,416 --> 00:17:53,408 Do you mean to say you swim for his sake? 178 00:17:53,519 --> 00:17:55,510 You don’t want to do it for yourself? 179 00:17:55,621 --> 00:17:57,521 It is not that. 180 00:17:58,357 --> 00:18:00,257 Then what is it? 181 00:18:05,297 --> 00:18:07,265 Some other time. 182 00:18:35,528 --> 00:18:37,553 Looks like you had a sleepless night. 183 00:18:45,438 --> 00:18:47,736 You don’t need to worry about uncle. 184 00:18:56,549 --> 00:18:58,574 I’m sure you will beat me someday. 185 00:19:05,391 --> 00:19:09,919 If you beat me today, I will throw a party for you. 186 00:19:14,300 --> 00:19:15,699 You too are invited. 187 00:20:35,381 --> 00:20:36,871 You put in your best today. 188 00:20:39,385 --> 00:20:41,285 I don’t know what went wrong, dad. 189 00:20:41,387 --> 00:20:43,287 I was totally focused. 190 00:20:43,389 --> 00:20:45,289 Doesn’t matter. 191 00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:56,459 Now go and change. 192 00:20:56,569 --> 00:21:02,405 I want you to smile when you go for the model. 193 00:21:09,448 --> 00:21:13,248 Due to a simple error there is a change in the result. 194 00:21:16,355 --> 00:21:21,418 And the new state swimming champion is Nikhil Kapoor. 195 00:21:36,575 --> 00:21:38,270 This was my victory too. 196 00:21:38,377 --> 00:21:40,345 My dream. 197 00:21:41,380 --> 00:21:43,348 That my champion fulfilled. 198 00:21:45,384 --> 00:21:47,352 Nikhil was standing on the podium. 199 00:21:47,453 --> 00:21:49,478 Seeing him there. 200 00:21:55,828 --> 00:21:59,025 None of us slept that night. 201 00:23:08,534 --> 00:23:12,231 I want to set up a store in Goa. 202 00:23:13,338 --> 00:23:16,967 And I was missing home and all of you. 203 00:23:18,343 --> 00:23:21,972 It seems that yesterday you were this small and now look at you. 204 00:23:23,348 --> 00:23:24,508 Anu. 205 00:23:24,616 --> 00:23:25,640 Where is Sam? 206 00:23:25,751 --> 00:23:26,775 He is always late 207 00:23:26,885 --> 00:23:28,512 He had coaching classes. 208 00:23:28,687 --> 00:23:32,248 You always have an excuse for him. 209 00:23:32,357 --> 00:23:33,756 He is not a loafer like you. 210 00:23:38,564 --> 00:23:40,930 And Nigel? Wasn’t he supposed to come? 211 00:23:41,033 --> 00:23:42,864 He had to go Panjim. 212 00:23:47,372 --> 00:23:50,432 Nikhil, why don’t you show Leena your trophies? 213 00:23:53,579 --> 00:23:54,773 Like I was four years back. 214 00:24:01,320 --> 00:24:02,548 You haven’t changed a bit. 215 00:24:02,654 --> 00:24:04,815 So how does it look to be famous? 216 00:24:05,424 --> 00:24:07,551 To tell you the truth, very bad. 217 00:24:07,659 --> 00:24:09,718 But it’s my fate. 218 00:24:13,432 --> 00:24:15,400 You tell me, how was New York? 219 00:24:23,342 --> 00:24:24,400 No. 220 00:24:24,510 --> 00:24:25,568 How come? 221 00:24:25,677 --> 00:24:27,508 Why? 222 00:24:27,613 --> 00:24:29,240 You look okay. 223 00:24:29,348 --> 00:24:30,576 You are reasonably tall. 224 00:24:32,351 --> 00:24:34,319 Well, what can I say? 225 00:24:34,419 --> 00:24:36,319 I couldn’t forget you. 226 00:24:37,356 --> 00:24:38,755 Do you remember? 227 00:24:42,361 --> 00:24:46,263 Oh that, that was childish nonsense. 228 00:24:47,366 --> 00:24:49,425 Not for me. 229 00:24:50,369 --> 00:24:52,530 I missed you so much. 230 00:24:56,375 --> 00:25:00,869 Sorry, Sam, Nigel and lunch are all waiting. 231 00:25:05,317 --> 00:25:09,378 I’m really surprised your dad asked me to lunch today. 232 00:25:09,488 --> 00:25:12,218 The old man was in a good mood today. 233 00:25:12,324 --> 00:25:13,723 Why not? 234 00:25:13,826 --> 00:25:17,887 He has found the right girl for his son. 235 00:25:18,330 --> 00:25:21,959 Yeah, she was eyeing you all night. 236 00:25:23,435 --> 00:25:25,903 Come on don’t tell me you don’t like her. 237 00:25:26,338 --> 00:25:29,569 I can’t help it if women fall for me. 238 00:25:30,342 --> 00:25:32,742 Modesty, thy name is Nikhil. 239 00:25:34,346 --> 00:25:38,908 Dad and uncle had decided years ago to get them married. 240 00:25:39,017 --> 00:25:41,986 Ah, childhood sweethearts reunited. 241 00:25:43,455 --> 00:25:45,753 I don’t plan to marry her. 242 00:25:46,358 --> 00:25:48,656 Lets change the topic or I’ll leave. 243 00:25:49,461 --> 00:25:52,919 But they are discussing engagement dates. 244 00:25:53,031 --> 00:25:54,931 My engagement, without asking me? 245 00:25:55,033 --> 00:25:58,434 Why? You like her, Don’t you? 246 00:25:58,537 --> 00:26:00,528 I told you I don’t like her. 247 00:26:04,309 --> 00:26:08,609 Then what were you doing in... 248 00:26:08,714 --> 00:26:10,614 Tell us Anu, what did you see? 249 00:26:23,528 --> 00:26:25,621 Is that late riser still sleeping? 250 00:26:39,344 --> 00:26:41,244 What happened to you? 251 00:26:41,346 --> 00:26:42,404 What? 252 00:26:42,514 --> 00:26:44,448 The swelling. 253 00:26:45,350 --> 00:26:47,250 Oh, that, just fell out the bike. 254 00:26:47,352 --> 00:26:49,582 I told you, that bike is a curse. 255 00:26:49,688 --> 00:26:52,452 Don’t start so early in the morning. 256 00:26:59,564 --> 00:27:01,361 What do you think of Leena? 257 00:27:02,301 --> 00:27:05,930 Why do I have to think about her? 258 00:27:14,513 --> 00:27:16,811 She’s so respectful towards her elders. 259 00:27:19,318 --> 00:27:21,218 The two of you look really nice together. 260 00:27:25,324 --> 00:27:26,484 Can we talk about something else? 261 00:27:26,591 --> 00:27:27,615 Why? 262 00:27:27,726 --> 00:27:29,387 You don’t have to feel shy. 263 00:27:31,330 --> 00:27:33,958 At your age I was the father of the two of you. 264 00:27:34,333 --> 00:27:36,494 You guys discuss his marriage. 265 00:27:36,601 --> 00:27:38,228 I’m getting late. 266 00:27:43,775 --> 00:27:45,402 Take this. 267 00:27:45,510 --> 00:27:49,742 Don’t worry; every one fears commitment initially. 268 00:27:52,351 --> 00:27:54,512 I am not ready for it yet. 269 00:27:54,619 --> 00:27:56,985 Why? What is the problem? 270 00:27:57,356 --> 00:28:00,450 Nikhil, call from your teen doctor. 271 00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:05,360 Have you ever needed a blood transfusion due to an illness? 272 00:28:06,631 --> 00:28:09,464 No doctor, in fact I donate blood myself. 273 00:28:09,735 --> 00:28:11,532 Twice a year. 274 00:28:18,310 --> 00:28:20,938 What’s wrong doctor? Why are you asking me such questions? 275 00:28:21,313 --> 00:28:24,214 Whatever you tell me is confidential. 276 00:28:24,416 --> 00:28:26,714 You can talk freely. 277 00:28:27,519 --> 00:28:29,544 Think carefully. 278 00:28:30,322 --> 00:28:34,224 No doctor, actually a couple of times... 279 00:28:34,326 --> 00:28:36,726 But it was always with someone I knew. 280 00:28:40,332 --> 00:28:42,300 What is the problem? 281 00:28:42,467 --> 00:28:44,958 Can’t say for sure, at this point. 282 00:28:46,338 --> 00:28:49,830 When you had food poison recently... 283 00:29:27,512 --> 00:29:29,480 What’s the matter? 284 00:29:29,581 --> 00:29:31,208 Nothing. 285 00:29:34,319 --> 00:29:36,480 You don’t want to marry her, right? 286 00:29:39,324 --> 00:29:41,622 So forget it, you don’t have to. 287 00:29:42,327 --> 00:29:44,227 I’m with you. 288 00:29:45,530 --> 00:29:47,896 Nobody can force you. 289 00:29:53,772 --> 00:29:55,399 Nikhil, what is the matter? 290 00:30:06,351 --> 00:30:08,319 Everything will be okay. 291 00:30:54,599 --> 00:30:56,965 Nikhil, the past six months have been hectic. 292 00:30:57,068 --> 00:30:59,559 I think you should take a break. 293 00:30:59,671 --> 00:31:01,571 Break? 294 00:31:01,673 --> 00:31:03,402 But why? 295 00:31:04,342 --> 00:31:06,435 To give some new talent a chance. 296 00:31:06,545 --> 00:31:09,446 You make it sound like I’ve been here for ten years. 297 00:31:13,618 --> 00:31:16,246 Nikhil, I know that you are in form, but... 298 00:31:16,354 --> 00:31:18,447 ... it’s my request. 299 00:31:18,690 --> 00:31:20,248 Please, Nikhil. 300 00:31:20,358 --> 00:31:22,986 Try to understand. 301 00:31:27,632 --> 00:31:29,600 Nikhil, you can’t go inside. 302 00:31:42,380 --> 00:31:44,610 So when are you leaving for Calcutta? 303 00:31:46,585 --> 00:31:48,280 I might not go for this tour. 304 00:31:48,386 --> 00:31:50,286 Why? 305 00:31:50,388 --> 00:31:52,356 Coach was saying that... 306 00:31:52,457 --> 00:31:54,948 ... they want to try out new talent. 307 00:31:56,595 --> 00:31:59,621 How can they drop the best for new talent? 308 00:31:59,731 --> 00:32:02,564 It’s okay dad, I need some rest too. 309 00:32:02,667 --> 00:32:05,966 You have been resting for three weeks now. 310 00:32:07,439 --> 00:32:09,964 Dad, let us not argue. 311 00:32:10,342 --> 00:32:12,572 I think it is you who doesn’t want to go. 312 00:32:13,345 --> 00:32:16,405 This is the influence of your wayward friends. 313 00:32:20,685 --> 00:32:22,585 Dad, no one asked you to. 314 00:33:16,441 --> 00:33:18,568 What are you doing here all alone? 315 00:33:20,345 --> 00:33:21,573 Just like that. 316 00:33:21,680 --> 00:33:24,240 Why? What is wrong with Mr. handsome, charming... 317 00:33:24,349 --> 00:33:26,317 ... witty Kapoor, today? 318 00:33:28,553 --> 00:33:29,577 Nothing. 319 00:33:29,688 --> 00:33:31,656 Just thinking. 320 00:33:31,756 --> 00:33:34,418 I see, a penny for your thoughts. 321 00:33:36,361 --> 00:33:38,329 Mom and dad have been talking about us. 322 00:33:38,430 --> 00:33:40,330 Yes they want us to get engaged. 323 00:33:41,366 --> 00:33:43,994 I think we should do it after the monsoon. 324 00:33:44,369 --> 00:33:46,428 I would like an outdoor party. 325 00:33:46,538 --> 00:33:48,768 What do you say? 326 00:33:53,578 --> 00:33:54,602 Nikhil. 327 00:33:54,713 --> 00:33:56,874 What is it? 328 00:33:57,649 --> 00:33:59,617 Any problem? 329 00:34:01,519 --> 00:34:03,487 Leena. 330 00:34:03,588 --> 00:34:08,719 It was different when we were growing up. 331 00:34:21,339 --> 00:34:23,637 Is there someone else? 332 00:34:30,682 --> 00:34:33,981 I like you as a friend. 333 00:34:57,375 --> 00:34:59,275 What do you think? 334 00:34:59,377 --> 00:35:01,470 In my opinion they should just get married. 335 00:35:02,313 --> 00:35:04,281 Why are you forcing him? 336 00:35:09,521 --> 00:35:11,489 Where is Leena? 337 00:35:12,424 --> 00:35:14,289 She had to go back. 338 00:35:14,392 --> 00:35:15,552 Had to go back? 339 00:35:15,660 --> 00:35:18,220 But she was supposed to have dinner with us. 340 00:35:19,330 --> 00:35:21,298 Nikhil, what is happening? 341 00:35:21,399 --> 00:35:23,731 First you cancel the tour, now. 342 00:35:23,835 --> 00:35:25,632 Dad, can we talk about this tomorrow? 343 00:35:25,737 --> 00:35:28,501 I want an answer, right now. 344 00:35:30,341 --> 00:35:32,571 I don’t want to get married. 345 00:35:32,677 --> 00:35:33,735 Why? 346 00:35:33,845 --> 00:35:37,246 Dad. If he doesn’t want to get married, why are you forcing him? 347 00:35:37,348 --> 00:35:39,248 I’m talking to Nikhil. 348 00:35:39,350 --> 00:35:42,444 But son, Leena such a sweet girl. 349 00:35:42,554 --> 00:35:44,988 Mom, when did I say she isn’t sweet? 350 00:35:46,357 --> 00:35:49,918 I’ve noticed that you are behaving strangely these days. 351 00:35:50,361 --> 00:35:51,453 Are you into drugs or something? 352 00:35:51,563 --> 00:35:53,258 Dad, please. 353 00:35:54,365 --> 00:35:56,856 Nikhil, I want to talk to you, let us go. 354 00:35:56,968 --> 00:35:58,435 I don’t want to talk. 355 00:35:58,536 --> 00:36:00,527 I’m tired of the daily taunting. 356 00:36:01,639 --> 00:36:03,470 There is no need to talk to your dad in a raised voice. 357 00:36:03,575 --> 00:36:04,872 Mom, I am not a baby anymore. 358 00:36:08,313 --> 00:36:10,941 I learnt a lot from this diary of his. 359 00:36:12,317 --> 00:36:14,717 He had started writing it around that time. 360 00:36:22,527 --> 00:36:26,224 Reading this, I understood why he misbehaved... 361 00:36:26,331 --> 00:36:28,959 ... with dad that night. 362 00:36:29,534 --> 00:36:31,229 The reason was something else. 363 00:36:36,541 --> 00:36:38,304 Dr. Mukherjee was telling me... 364 00:36:38,409 --> 00:36:41,310 ... that there is some problem in my blood. 365 00:36:42,547 --> 00:36:44,640 He did not say anything clearly. 366 00:36:46,351 --> 00:36:48,251 I went swimming the other day. 367 00:36:48,353 --> 00:36:51,584 Every one got out of the pool as soon as they saw me. 368 00:36:53,458 --> 00:36:55,983 I’ve also been thrown out of the team. 369 00:36:58,363 --> 00:37:00,263 Problem in your blood? 370 00:37:05,403 --> 00:37:07,598 What did Dr. Mukherjee say? 371 00:37:08,306 --> 00:37:10,934 No one is telling me anything clearly, Anu. 372 00:37:13,511 --> 00:37:15,706 I’m very scared. 373 00:37:21,419 --> 00:37:24,946 I went to the club that day, as I do every Saturday. 374 00:37:26,424 --> 00:37:28,392 To have lunch. 375 00:37:41,339 --> 00:37:43,967 Then the waiter asked us to leave. 376 00:37:45,343 --> 00:37:47,311 Everyone, except us seemed to know... 377 00:37:47,412 --> 00:37:49,972 ... that Nikhil had AIDS. 378 00:37:51,449 --> 00:37:54,247 At the very club where I went with my head held high... 379 00:37:56,354 --> 00:38:00,518 ... I was asked to leave. 380 00:38:01,392 --> 00:38:02,518 Dad. 381 00:38:02,627 --> 00:38:05,187 Useless bum, get up. 382 00:38:05,296 --> 00:38:07,196 Dad. 383 00:38:07,398 --> 00:38:10,265 You nearly killed your mother when you were born. 384 00:38:10,368 --> 00:38:12,598 And now you wish to kill all of us? 385 00:38:12,704 --> 00:38:17,198 Shameless, we cannot face anyone because of you. 386 00:38:20,311 --> 00:38:22,871 Dad, let go please. 387 00:38:22,981 --> 00:38:26,212 Please don’t talk like this, he is your son. 388 00:38:26,317 --> 00:38:27,375 Son? 389 00:38:27,485 --> 00:38:29,953 He was my son, not anymore. 390 00:38:35,526 --> 00:38:37,960 He was bleeding. 391 00:38:39,530 --> 00:38:41,555 But I continue to hit him. 392 00:38:42,533 --> 00:38:44,728 And threw him out of the house. 393 00:38:52,543 --> 00:38:54,636 Mom. 394 00:38:55,446 --> 00:38:58,973 You were born prematurely. I wish you had died then. 395 00:39:00,284 --> 00:39:03,344 We wouldn’t have had to see this day. 396 00:39:16,634 --> 00:39:18,693 He stood there by my side. 397 00:39:19,504 --> 00:39:21,938 Alone, helpless. 398 00:39:22,507 --> 00:39:25,874 And, I myself. 399 00:39:31,315 --> 00:39:34,876 How did I say that to my love? 400 00:39:41,426 --> 00:39:43,826 His own mother killed him. 401 00:39:46,431 --> 00:39:48,956 I sat and watched as he left home. 402 00:39:50,535 --> 00:39:54,972 He never walked back through the door. 403 00:40:36,581 --> 00:40:38,481 Nikhil, what happened to you? 404 00:40:38,583 --> 00:40:41,677 You have cut your lips. Wait, I’ll get some Dettol. 405 00:40:45,389 --> 00:40:47,289 Oh, yes Sam, hi. 406 00:40:47,391 --> 00:40:49,359 Yes, he’s here. 407 00:40:57,668 --> 00:41:00,034 You want to come here? 408 00:41:03,541 --> 00:41:06,408 Sam, there’s no need. I shall take care. 409 00:41:06,511 --> 00:41:08,979 Ask Anu not to worry. 410 00:41:09,447 --> 00:41:11,745 We’ll meet tomorrow and talk. 411 00:41:29,634 --> 00:41:30,760 Sorry. 412 00:41:30,868 --> 00:41:32,267 Is it burning? 413 00:41:37,708 --> 00:41:39,437 What happened? 414 00:41:39,544 --> 00:41:41,273 Did you tell them? 415 00:41:42,380 --> 00:41:43,779 No. 416 00:41:43,881 --> 00:41:45,815 Then what? 417 00:41:49,587 --> 00:41:50,679 Many things. 418 00:41:50,788 --> 00:41:56,021 Forget it. You rest now. We’ll talk about it tomorrow. 419 00:42:04,335 --> 00:42:06,235 Nikhil, wake up. 420 00:42:11,342 --> 00:42:12,570 What time is it? 421 00:42:14,779 --> 00:42:16,576 I’ll go and get some medicine for you. 422 00:42:17,615 --> 00:42:19,583 Have your tea. 423 00:42:24,355 --> 00:42:25,652 Listen. 424 00:42:25,756 --> 00:42:27,587 I have to tell you something. 425 00:42:27,692 --> 00:42:29,592 Yes, even I’ve to speak to you. 426 00:42:29,694 --> 00:42:31,252 First let me get the medicine... 427 00:42:31,362 --> 00:42:33,592 ... than we can sit and chat at length. 428 00:43:25,549 --> 00:43:26,641 What’s the problem, Inspector? 429 00:43:26,817 --> 00:43:29,308 What is this? How did you hurt yourself? 430 00:43:31,355 --> 00:43:32,583 I fell down. 431 00:43:32,690 --> 00:43:34,590 You aren’t bleeding, are you? 432 00:43:35,559 --> 00:43:37,652 Why have I been brought here? 433 00:43:38,562 --> 00:43:40,257 Keep your hands away. 434 00:43:40,364 --> 00:43:41,592 Why have I been brought here? 435 00:43:41,699 --> 00:43:44,259 You are the state swimming champion, right? 436 00:43:45,369 --> 00:43:47,337 Yes. 437 00:43:47,438 --> 00:43:49,668 You must have had a lot of girls. 438 00:43:50,374 --> 00:43:53,605 We need a list of all the girls you’ve had sex with. 439 00:43:56,580 --> 00:43:58,275 I want to make a phone call. 440 00:43:58,382 --> 00:44:00,942 Didn’t I tell you? Don’t touch anything. 441 00:44:01,319 --> 00:44:02,377 Anthony. 442 00:44:02,486 --> 00:44:03,885 Take him to the hospital. 443 00:44:03,988 --> 00:44:06,218 Go and get your medical check up done. 444 00:44:06,490 --> 00:44:09,220 After he was taken away, the whole place... 445 00:44:09,327 --> 00:44:10,487 ... had to be washed with Dettol. 446 00:44:10,594 --> 00:44:13,722 Duty does not mean we put our lives at risk. 447 00:44:13,831 --> 00:44:15,560 We had to be careful. 448 00:44:15,666 --> 00:44:18,226 Why we should we suffer for his mistakes? 449 00:44:18,336 --> 00:44:22,739 When his own father threw him out, what do you expect us to do? 450 00:44:22,840 --> 00:44:24,899 I sent four constables with him. 451 00:44:25,009 --> 00:44:26,567 Just in case he tries to escape. 452 00:44:26,677 --> 00:44:30,238 These days you never know what these boys are up to. 453 00:44:30,348 --> 00:44:31,576 What do you say doctor? 454 00:44:31,682 --> 00:44:32,842 Who knows? 455 00:44:32,950 --> 00:44:34,918 These celebrity types will do anything. 456 00:44:35,019 --> 00:44:37,453 Careful, handle him only with gloves. 457 00:44:37,555 --> 00:44:40,251 I think we should immediately send him to Bombay. 458 00:44:40,358 --> 00:44:42,326 How can we risk our lives because of him? 459 00:44:42,426 --> 00:44:44,758 Sir, please send him away fast. 460 00:44:44,862 --> 00:44:46,659 All the patients are scared. 461 00:44:46,764 --> 00:44:50,757 This disease never existed in Goa before. 462 00:44:52,570 --> 00:44:56,597 Take him away, and keep him locked at the sanatorium. 463 00:45:13,524 --> 00:45:15,287 Who did you have fun with? 464 00:45:15,393 --> 00:45:18,829 Was it a man or woman or both? 465 00:45:19,330 --> 00:45:21,730 What have the times come to? 466 00:45:22,333 --> 00:45:24,961 He looks healthy. 467 00:45:25,336 --> 00:45:27,736 Absolutely normal. 468 00:45:30,341 --> 00:45:32,571 You should be killed. 469 00:45:32,676 --> 00:45:34,405 You have had fun, haven’t you? 470 00:45:34,512 --> 00:45:36,742 Now why are you wasting state money? 471 00:45:39,350 --> 00:45:41,750 Will you please stop at a phone booth? 472 00:45:41,852 --> 00:45:43,581 I want to call home. 473 00:45:43,687 --> 00:45:48,249 Why, when you were having fun, you didn’t think about them. 474 00:47:04,502 --> 00:47:08,199 Nikhil is HIV positive. 475 00:47:29,527 --> 00:47:31,961 Sam and I’ll go looking for him. 476 00:47:33,430 --> 00:47:39,232 We suggest you go to Bombay and get yourself checked. 477 00:47:57,555 --> 00:47:59,318 Fear of losing him. 478 00:48:19,510 --> 00:48:21,876 When I read his diary. 479 00:48:37,661 --> 00:48:41,222 They can’t keep you here like this. 480 00:48:41,332 --> 00:48:43,562 We are all with you. 481 00:48:46,537 --> 00:48:48,630 Say something, Nigel. 482 00:48:50,341 --> 00:48:52,309 I’ve been saying. 483 00:48:52,409 --> 00:48:55,572 Nigel should go to Bombay for a check up. 484 00:48:55,679 --> 00:48:57,579 I am not going anywhere until he is here. 485 00:48:58,349 --> 00:48:59,646 We are there, aren’t we? 486 00:48:59,750 --> 00:49:01,684 Today, we are even meeting a lawyer. 487 00:49:02,486 --> 00:49:04,249 Sam is right. 488 00:49:04,355 --> 00:49:05,515 You must go for a blood test. 489 00:49:05,623 --> 00:49:07,523 Did I ask for your opinion? 490 00:49:08,292 --> 00:49:10,351 Don’t tell me what I’ve to do. 491 00:49:20,304 --> 00:49:22,272 We’ll wait outside. 492 00:49:41,325 --> 00:49:43,555 I don’t know how it all happened. 493 00:49:45,529 --> 00:49:47,497 Anu is right. 494 00:49:48,332 --> 00:49:50,960 You need to get a blood test done. 495 00:49:53,604 --> 00:49:55,572 What difference will it make? 496 00:49:56,340 --> 00:49:58,501 It is too late now. 497 00:50:01,545 --> 00:50:03,740 You are angry with me, aren’t you? 498 00:50:07,618 --> 00:50:09,745 Of course I am. 499 00:50:10,454 --> 00:50:12,922 Hiding such a big thing from me. 500 00:50:16,460 --> 00:50:18,587 I did not wish to hide it from you. 501 00:50:20,464 --> 00:50:24,264 But I myself didn’t know what was happening to me. 502 00:50:25,569 --> 00:50:27,537 I just suspected. 503 00:50:29,573 --> 00:50:31,666 At least you could have told me. 504 00:50:34,812 --> 00:50:37,007 I was scared, Nigel. 505 00:50:38,382 --> 00:50:40,350 Scared to face the truth. 506 00:50:42,586 --> 00:50:44,679 And when I was finally faced with the truth. 507 00:50:47,591 --> 00:50:49,684 I wanted to tell you, but. 508 00:51:10,547 --> 00:51:12,845 I need not go for a check up. 509 00:51:12,950 --> 00:51:15,919 Everyone who was around him had to anyway get tested. 510 00:51:16,553 --> 00:51:20,990 We couldn’t even refuse. The whole town was hysterical. 511 00:51:23,360 --> 00:51:26,591 The think it is a homosexual disease. 512 00:51:27,564 --> 00:51:29,532 All my tests were clear. 513 00:51:36,373 --> 00:51:38,534 Now that my son is dead. 514 00:51:39,576 --> 00:51:42,010 Then why do you want to spoil his name? 515 00:51:43,380 --> 00:51:45,439 He has so many girl friends. 516 00:51:45,549 --> 00:51:47,676 We had even fixed his engagements to Leena. 517 00:51:50,587 --> 00:51:53,954 This’s what happened to you when you go against god and nature. 518 00:51:56,393 --> 00:51:59,021 Can you imagine what she had to face? 519 00:51:59,396 --> 00:52:02,559 She had to leave Goa. 520 00:52:06,603 --> 00:52:09,970 We shifted to Bombay three days after his arrest. 521 00:52:12,543 --> 00:52:14,977 People used to stare at me in Goa. 522 00:52:27,558 --> 00:52:29,992 It was impossible for our family to live in Goa. 523 00:52:31,361 --> 00:52:34,762 According to Goa Public Health Act, any HIV positive person... 524 00:52:34,865 --> 00:52:36,264 ... should be kept under isolation. 525 00:52:36,366 --> 00:52:38,766 As if he was a criminal. 526 00:52:39,470 --> 00:52:43,998 The search began for a lawyer wiling to fight for Nikhil. 527 00:52:44,575 --> 00:52:46,543 Strange! 528 00:52:46,643 --> 00:52:50,010 Even a murderer can find a lawyer with ease. 529 00:52:50,581 --> 00:52:52,879 This case will create a lot of publicity. 530 00:52:55,586 --> 00:52:57,611 Are you ready for that? 531 00:52:57,721 --> 00:52:59,279 Yes, we are ready. 532 00:52:59,389 --> 00:53:01,949 If only we could find a lawyer willing to support us. 533 00:53:03,327 --> 00:53:06,728 We need to tell the public how Nikhil is being treated. 534 00:53:07,331 --> 00:53:09,390 We need public sympathy. 535 00:53:09,500 --> 00:53:11,730 The press is treating him like a pervert. 536 00:53:11,835 --> 00:53:13,234 Yes I know that. 537 00:53:13,337 --> 00:53:18,240 We need to make people realize that this can happen to anyone. 538 00:53:19,343 --> 00:53:21,743 But before taking up this case... 539 00:53:21,845 --> 00:53:24,575 ... I want to meet Nikhil. 540 00:53:26,450 --> 00:53:27,576 But not a single response. 541 00:53:27,684 --> 00:53:30,847 We have sent not one or two but several letters, but... 542 00:53:34,958 --> 00:53:36,789 I have been rotting here for two weeks. 543 00:53:43,567 --> 00:53:45,660 But I have a request. 544 00:53:46,570 --> 00:53:48,868 You must fight this case... 545 00:53:48,972 --> 00:53:51,270 ... not just for my rights. 546 00:53:52,576 --> 00:53:56,774 But for all those who are HIV positive. 547 00:53:57,714 --> 00:54:00,274 Who have the right to freedom and happiness? 548 00:54:08,525 --> 00:54:10,959 I was tense till the blood test results came in. 549 00:54:31,348 --> 00:54:34,749 Yes we did live close by and went to school together. 550 00:54:43,560 --> 00:54:45,653 But it was different then. 551 00:54:48,365 --> 00:54:50,856 People began to avoid us. 552 00:55:07,551 --> 00:55:09,451 This is where we spent the last two... 553 00:55:09,553 --> 00:55:11,453 ... and half years of Nikhil’s life. 554 00:55:15,659 --> 00:55:17,456 There. 555 00:55:17,661 --> 00:55:21,119 We would sit there for hours and watch the sea. 556 00:55:22,566 --> 00:55:24,466 How did we meet? 557 00:55:25,102 --> 00:55:26,467 I used to see him often... 558 00:55:26,670 --> 00:55:28,467 ... at Geoffery’s. 559 00:55:29,673 --> 00:55:31,470 He was always surrounded by girls. 560 00:55:32,576 --> 00:55:34,476 But I always felt that... 561 00:55:34,578 --> 00:55:36,808 ... he was with them, but... 562 00:56:38,575 --> 00:56:41,635 I’m doing research at the Institute of Oceanography. 563 00:56:46,183 --> 00:56:47,480 I’ve seen you here often. 564 00:56:47,584 --> 00:56:49,484 Yeah, I’ve noticed you too. 565 00:56:49,586 --> 00:56:51,486 You are quite popular here. 566 00:56:53,590 --> 00:56:55,490 Are you not from Goa? 567 00:56:55,592 --> 00:56:56,752 Yes and no. 568 00:56:56,860 --> 00:56:58,418 My folks are in Dubai. 569 00:56:58,528 --> 00:57:00,428 But we are originally Goans. 570 00:57:10,540 --> 00:57:12,770 I found his double standards irritating. 571 00:57:14,144 --> 00:57:16,772 Perhaps he did not wish to hurt his parents. 572 00:57:17,647 --> 00:57:19,444 And I guess he was right. 573 00:57:19,549 --> 00:57:21,449 They wouldn’t understand. 574 00:57:21,551 --> 00:57:22,779 Only Anu could understand. 575 00:57:22,886 --> 00:57:24,444 But sometimes I felt that. 576 00:57:24,554 --> 00:57:28,786 There were some things that were just between them. 577 00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:31,450 And even I was not included. 578 00:57:35,665 --> 00:57:37,792 I would always tease Nigel. 579 00:57:38,668 --> 00:57:42,126 That I knew Nikhil much better and for much longer than he did. 580 00:57:42,572 --> 00:57:44,472 Anu always fought with me. 581 00:57:44,674 --> 00:57:46,471 Nikhil likes this, Nikhil hates that. 582 00:57:53,583 --> 00:57:56,814 One look was enough for them to understand each other. 583 00:58:08,999 --> 00:58:11,763 Sometimes there was tension between us. 584 00:58:12,636 --> 00:58:14,433 Especially over the Leena issue. 585 00:58:17,007 --> 00:58:20,101 I was scared that he might succumb to social pressure. 586 00:58:23,079 --> 00:58:24,444 Why? 587 00:58:54,678 --> 00:58:56,475 Listen to me. 588 00:59:03,520 --> 00:59:05,420 It had become an issue. 589 00:59:10,060 --> 00:59:12,426 I didn’t know that the coach had refused... 590 00:59:12,529 --> 00:59:14,827 ... to take him on the tour. 591 00:59:33,650 --> 00:59:35,447 Want to have some? 592 00:59:44,094 --> 00:59:45,459 So how was your training today? 593 00:59:45,662 --> 00:59:47,459 I didn’t go. 594 00:59:47,664 --> 00:59:50,132 When do you leave for the tour? 595 00:59:57,507 --> 00:59:59,407 Why are you in such a bad mood today? 596 01:00:00,777 --> 01:00:02,904 Did auntie invite Leena for dinner again? 597 01:00:05,515 --> 01:00:07,415 Why are you bringing up Leena? 598 01:00:10,787 --> 01:00:12,948 - I said she forced herself on me. - Forced herself? 599 01:00:13,523 --> 01:00:16,083 Next you’ll say that she raped you. 600 01:00:17,127 --> 01:00:19,755 My friend, it’s important to take a stand in life. 601 01:00:21,531 --> 01:00:25,934 Or soon your dad will force you into the marriage. 602 01:00:31,641 --> 01:00:33,438 Don’t mess around with my mind. 603 01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:38,438 I am the one who has the right to be angry, not you. 604 01:00:45,889 --> 01:00:47,447 I told her today. 605 01:00:48,658 --> 01:00:50,455 What? 606 01:00:51,161 --> 01:00:52,788 That I am not interested in her. 607 01:00:54,097 --> 01:00:55,792 It became a major issue at home. 608 01:00:57,500 --> 01:00:59,400 That’s why you are snapping at me. 609 01:01:10,981 --> 01:01:12,414 Tell me something? 610 01:01:13,049 --> 01:01:14,414 Honestly. 611 01:01:17,854 --> 01:01:20,948 Have you ever been with someone else, besides me? 612 01:01:27,630 --> 01:01:30,428 Nothing, just asking. 613 01:01:44,547 --> 01:01:46,447 When my blood test result was clear. 614 01:01:47,817 --> 01:01:51,446 I was relieved. 615 01:01:54,557 --> 01:01:57,788 When I saw him at the sanatorium that day... 616 01:01:59,496 --> 01:02:01,396 ... it was suffocating. 617 01:02:01,498 --> 01:02:03,989 No one had inhabited that place for two years. 618 01:02:16,513 --> 01:02:18,413 We are all leaving for Bombay tomorrow. 619 01:02:21,518 --> 01:02:23,418 Son, how can we live here now? 620 01:02:25,622 --> 01:02:28,420 Do you want to leave Nikhil and go? 621 01:02:28,625 --> 01:02:30,422 I said all of us. 622 01:02:30,527 --> 01:02:32,427 I’m not going anywhere. 623 01:02:33,863 --> 01:02:37,424 Anu. You can’t stay here alone. 624 01:02:38,535 --> 01:02:40,435 I’m here to take care of her. 625 01:02:41,538 --> 01:02:44,439 Even if Sam wasn’t there, I wouldn’t leave. 626 01:02:44,541 --> 01:02:47,032 Listen, Anu. We can’t live here after the disgrace. 627 01:02:47,143 --> 01:02:48,770 He is still alone. 628 01:02:48,878 --> 01:02:53,838 Nikhil needs us more than ever but you only care about the disgrace. 629 01:02:53,950 --> 01:02:55,440 We’ll leave for Bombay tomorrow. 630 01:02:56,019 --> 01:02:57,384 And that’s final. 631 01:03:05,495 --> 01:03:08,396 You may disown your son and leave. 632 01:03:09,499 --> 01:03:13,731 But I’ll never desert him. 633 01:03:29,519 --> 01:03:31,419 We are leaving. 634 01:03:35,058 --> 01:03:37,083 Please don’t ever tell him we have left. 635 01:03:40,864 --> 01:03:42,422 Take care of your brother. 636 01:03:45,535 --> 01:03:47,435 And yourself too. 637 01:04:21,604 --> 01:04:23,902 You didn’t come to work? Are you unwell? 638 01:04:34,517 --> 01:04:36,747 Perhaps you should shut shop for a while. 639 01:04:37,520 --> 01:04:39,420 No. 640 01:04:39,522 --> 01:04:41,422 I would accept defeat. 641 01:04:41,524 --> 01:04:43,754 Whether anyone comes or not. 642 01:04:45,528 --> 01:04:47,758 I’ll not close this place. 643 01:04:54,070 --> 01:04:55,435 Are you okay? 644 01:05:00,009 --> 01:05:01,442 How are your folks taking this? 645 01:05:05,148 --> 01:05:06,775 They will understand eventually. 646 01:05:10,153 --> 01:05:13,782 I don’t want your family to face... 647 01:05:13,890 --> 01:05:17,121 ... any trouble because of all this. 648 01:05:24,000 --> 01:05:25,467 If you want... 649 01:05:35,111 --> 01:05:36,806 I am only worried about you. 650 01:05:37,680 --> 01:05:39,477 We will go through this together. 651 01:05:46,189 --> 01:05:50,819 People who were close to them turned their backs. 652 01:06:09,646 --> 01:06:11,443 He was very depressed today. 653 01:06:12,015 --> 01:06:14,779 Even the doctors treat like an untouchable. 654 01:06:16,552 --> 01:06:18,452 It’s been a whole month. 655 01:06:19,022 --> 01:06:20,785 There has been no progress. 656 01:06:21,891 --> 01:06:23,449 What do you think? 657 01:06:24,560 --> 01:06:26,460 I did warn you. 658 01:06:27,563 --> 01:06:29,463 It was going to be tough. 659 01:06:30,566 --> 01:06:34,866 Indian Health Organization is willing to support us. 660 01:06:35,004 --> 01:06:36,972 We need to gather public sympathy. 661 01:06:37,106 --> 01:06:40,473 To let them know that he is a champion, not a criminal. 662 01:06:40,677 --> 01:06:42,804 He is the victim of a tragedy. 663 01:06:44,180 --> 01:06:46,478 Use the emotional angle. 664 01:06:46,582 --> 01:06:49,483 If your son were to meet with an accident... 665 01:06:52,855 --> 01:06:56,484 Or a new born baby gets the virus through the mother. 666 01:06:56,626 --> 01:06:58,753 Would you isolate that baby too? 667 01:06:58,861 --> 01:07:01,421 The issue is not how someone got the virus. 668 01:07:01,531 --> 01:07:07,094 The issue is, can any one be locked up like this? 669 01:07:08,137 --> 01:07:09,764 Did you have your check up today? 670 01:07:12,642 --> 01:07:14,439 Anu won’t be coming today. 671 01:07:14,544 --> 01:07:17,445 She and Anjali have to meet some officials. 672 01:07:18,548 --> 01:07:20,778 This nightmare will be over soon. 673 01:07:22,652 --> 01:07:24,779 I’ve been hearing this for the last two months. 674 01:07:25,655 --> 01:07:28,453 Anjali is sure that the ministry... 675 01:07:37,900 --> 01:07:39,959 Mom and dad didn’t come and meet me even once. 676 01:07:41,571 --> 01:07:43,471 How are they? 677 01:07:44,173 --> 01:07:46,471 They wanted to come and see you, but... 678 01:07:46,676 --> 01:07:48,974 But they haven’t come. 679 01:08:16,072 --> 01:08:18,438 Today there is one victim, tomorrow there will be a lot. 680 01:08:18,541 --> 01:08:20,771 Will you be able to isolate all of them? 681 01:08:34,657 --> 01:08:36,784 He is just HIV positive. 682 01:08:36,993 --> 01:08:39,461 It could take years for it to become full blown AIDS. 683 01:08:44,000 --> 01:08:45,467 Look at this picture. 684 01:08:45,568 --> 01:08:47,468 This is our state swimming champion. 685 01:08:50,907 --> 01:08:53,467 What has he done that you have all deserted him? 686 01:10:28,804 --> 01:10:32,433 Anu, it’s not safe for you to stay alone any more. 687 01:10:34,544 --> 01:10:37,945 Yes, Anu. You can stay with me. 688 01:10:38,648 --> 01:10:42,448 Even I feel lonely these days. 689 01:10:45,988 --> 01:10:47,455 Okay. 690 01:10:47,823 --> 01:10:50,451 Anyway there is nothing left for me here. 691 01:10:51,894 --> 01:10:54,454 She was very brave and didn’t get scared. 692 01:10:55,565 --> 01:10:57,396 Our efforts continued. 693 01:10:57,500 --> 01:11:00,401 His school principal was very supportive. 694 01:11:00,770 --> 01:11:02,397 He was respected by society. 695 01:11:03,105 --> 01:11:05,733 Slowly people started to accept his point of view. 696 01:11:07,510 --> 01:11:09,410 And after three months. 697 01:11:11,514 --> 01:11:13,414 Nikhil was finally freed. 698 01:11:39,542 --> 01:11:43,444 Mom and dad had to go Bombay. Auntie is not well. 699 01:11:44,547 --> 01:11:46,447 They will be back soon. 700 01:11:48,551 --> 01:11:50,451 When did they leave? 701 01:11:52,088 --> 01:11:54,113 The day after you were arrested. 702 01:12:27,523 --> 01:12:30,083 What’s up? What are you thinking? 703 01:12:32,528 --> 01:12:34,428 What? 704 01:12:35,865 --> 01:12:39,096 You will not request them to come here. 705 01:12:41,637 --> 01:12:43,434 I won’t. 706 01:12:46,542 --> 01:12:48,772 - I have one more request. - What else? 707 01:12:57,820 --> 01:13:00,050 Don’t say such things. 708 01:13:01,490 --> 01:13:03,390 You’ve come home today. 709 01:13:04,493 --> 01:13:08,395 “When the moon smiles.” 710 01:13:08,597 --> 01:13:12,397 “When the wind whispers.” 711 01:13:13,502 --> 01:13:17,734 “My presence...” 712 01:13:18,507 --> 01:13:23,410 “... will be with you.” 713 01:13:23,979 --> 01:13:32,079 “When darkness descends.” 714 01:13:34,123 --> 01:13:43,088 “I will bring daylight to you.” 715 01:13:44,867 --> 01:13:55,107 “Waves of memories flood me.” 716 01:13:55,544 --> 01:14:00,379 “We will go where?” 717 01:14:00,483 --> 01:14:08,390 “The earth meets the sky.” 718 01:14:09,592 --> 01:14:14,393 “May the rays of sunlight.” 719 01:14:14,597 --> 01:14:18,397 “Touch you softly.” 720 01:14:19,769 --> 01:14:24,399 “My presence.” 721 01:14:24,774 --> 01:14:29,404 “Will be with you.” 722 01:14:30,513 --> 01:14:39,080 “When darkness descends.” 723 01:14:40,523 --> 01:14:49,090 “I will bring daylight to you.” 724 01:14:51,534 --> 01:15:01,432 “Waves of memories flood me.” 725 01:15:01,544 --> 01:15:06,447 “We will go where?” 726 01:15:06,649 --> 01:15:14,454 “The earth meets the sky.” 727 01:15:50,593 --> 01:15:52,493 I want to go back to work. 728 01:15:53,596 --> 01:15:55,029 Nikhil, there is a problem. 729 01:15:55,130 --> 01:15:58,759 They have got someone else for your position. 730 01:16:01,537 --> 01:16:03,437 I was on leave. 731 01:16:03,539 --> 01:16:05,439 Nikhil, you are not well. 732 01:16:05,541 --> 01:16:08,442 I’m just HIV positive. I don’t have AIDS, Anu. 733 01:16:10,145 --> 01:16:11,442 I know but... 734 01:16:11,547 --> 01:16:15,108 No buts. I am sick and tired of being restricted. 735 01:16:15,818 --> 01:16:18,446 I need court permission to even step out. 736 01:16:21,657 --> 01:16:23,454 It is easy for you to say. 737 01:16:50,586 --> 01:16:52,486 I want to lead a normal life. 738 01:17:00,796 --> 01:17:02,423 We will fight, Nikhil. 739 01:17:06,535 --> 01:17:09,436 We’ve decided to downsize. 740 01:17:14,543 --> 01:17:16,443 Sir, you know that you don’t have the right to do this. 741 01:17:17,546 --> 01:17:21,107 Look, you will receive six months’ salary as compensation. 742 01:17:21,650 --> 01:17:23,948 As well as your pension and other benefits. 743 01:17:25,554 --> 01:17:27,784 Sir, I have a contract that clearly says... 744 01:17:27,990 --> 01:17:31,187 You forget that you aren’t in the team anymore. 745 01:17:31,560 --> 01:17:35,963 You were given this job because you were the state champion. 746 01:17:37,566 --> 01:17:39,466 Sir, you can’t do this. 747 01:17:39,668 --> 01:17:41,465 I have got a court order. 748 01:17:41,837 --> 01:17:44,465 I can file a case against you. 749 01:17:44,673 --> 01:17:47,471 Nikhil, be reasonable. 750 01:17:47,676 --> 01:17:50,474 No one is comfortable working with you. 751 01:17:50,579 --> 01:17:52,479 They have families. 752 01:17:52,581 --> 01:17:54,481 They’re afraid. 753 01:17:57,052 --> 01:17:58,747 I should be the one scared of you people. 754 01:18:01,523 --> 01:18:04,424 At this moment, you and your employees could... 755 01:18:04,626 --> 01:18:11,930 ... give me an infection that could be fatal for me. 756 01:18:16,538 --> 01:18:18,438 And you are afraid of me. 757 01:18:19,541 --> 01:18:21,771 We can fight back Nikhil. 758 01:18:22,144 --> 01:18:23,441 We will win. 759 01:18:25,547 --> 01:18:27,447 No. 760 01:18:27,649 --> 01:18:29,446 Why? 761 01:18:29,551 --> 01:18:31,451 What happened? 762 01:18:32,554 --> 01:18:33,782 What is the point? 763 01:18:33,889 --> 01:18:35,948 In a place where everyone stares at me. 764 01:18:36,558 --> 01:18:38,458 Where everyone is afraid of me. 765 01:18:39,161 --> 01:18:40,788 What is the point of working there? 766 01:18:43,899 --> 01:18:45,457 Then what? 767 01:18:47,569 --> 01:18:49,469 You wanted to work. 768 01:18:49,905 --> 01:18:51,463 Why give up so easily? 769 01:18:53,575 --> 01:18:55,475 I’m not giving up, Anjali. 770 01:18:55,577 --> 01:18:59,741 This is an opportunity to fulfil a dream. 771 01:19:03,519 --> 01:19:06,420 Gaston Roberge will speak to the student’s parents... 772 01:19:07,523 --> 01:19:09,423 ... so that I can teach music in the school. 773 01:19:10,626 --> 01:19:12,423 There are a couple of other things. 774 01:19:44,660 --> 01:19:46,457 Good morning. 775 01:19:50,899 --> 01:19:52,457 What happened? 776 01:19:58,107 --> 01:20:02,737 Nothing. Just that from tomorrow you... 777 01:20:04,513 --> 01:20:06,413 So, what do you suggest? That I don’t get married? 778 01:20:07,116 --> 01:20:08,743 Stay unmarried all my life? 779 01:20:11,053 --> 01:20:12,748 I’m not going far. 780 01:20:33,542 --> 01:20:35,442 I’ll take your leave. 781 01:20:35,544 --> 01:20:37,774 I have to take Nikhil and Anamika to the jeweller. 782 01:20:39,148 --> 01:20:41,446 What time is the ceremony? 783 01:20:41,550 --> 01:20:43,450 Five in the evening. 784 01:20:43,552 --> 01:20:45,452 Okay. 785 01:23:35,057 --> 01:23:36,422 Isn’t it strange? 786 01:23:37,526 --> 01:23:39,756 Today I saw mum and dad after a whole year. 787 01:23:42,064 --> 01:23:44,760 But dad didn’t look at me even once. 788 01:23:46,868 --> 01:23:48,426 He didn’t ask me to come home. 789 01:23:52,140 --> 01:23:53,437 Good. 790 01:23:53,542 --> 01:23:55,442 You can continue to stay with me. 791 01:23:58,814 --> 01:24:00,372 Nikhil, can I tell you something? 792 01:24:00,482 --> 01:24:02,712 - What? - I’m really scared of your dad. 793 01:24:04,486 --> 01:24:06,386 Yes. I know. 794 01:24:09,758 --> 01:24:11,385 Doesn’t the house feel empty? 795 01:24:12,594 --> 01:24:14,391 Yes. 796 01:24:14,496 --> 01:24:16,396 But it’s okay. 797 01:24:19,601 --> 01:24:23,901 - What do you mean? - Between you and your sister. 798 01:24:31,847 --> 01:24:33,405 Tell me something. 799 01:24:35,617 --> 01:24:39,075 You never asked me... 800 01:24:39,521 --> 01:24:41,751 ... how I got the virus. 801 01:24:45,861 --> 01:24:47,419 What difference will it make? 802 01:24:48,864 --> 01:24:50,422 I shall not leave you. 803 01:24:50,632 --> 01:24:53,100 How did Nikhil get the virus? 804 01:24:55,637 --> 01:24:57,832 There could be several explanations. 805 01:24:59,641 --> 01:25:02,940 But I don’t want to discuss that. 806 01:25:04,546 --> 01:25:07,777 Because it’s not important how he got it. 807 01:25:08,550 --> 01:25:10,450 What is important is to understand that... 808 01:25:10,552 --> 01:25:12,782 ... how he was treated after he contracted this virus. 809 01:25:15,891 --> 01:25:18,189 I can never forgive myself. 810 01:25:20,095 --> 01:25:21,460 I’m his mother. 811 01:25:22,831 --> 01:25:24,458 I could have done something. 812 01:25:31,907 --> 01:25:35,138 I don’t know why god is punishing me. 813 01:25:37,579 --> 01:25:41,481 For the first time I felt distance from him. 814 01:25:42,684 --> 01:25:45,881 Nikhil, all you need now is a tattoo and earrings. 815 01:25:46,588 --> 01:25:48,488 I’m not a fashion victim like you. 816 01:25:53,595 --> 01:25:55,495 Need a trim here also. 817 01:26:00,869 --> 01:26:02,427 Please come in. 818 01:26:12,814 --> 01:26:14,441 I’ll bring some tea. 819 01:26:31,566 --> 01:26:33,466 Look at me. 820 01:26:35,103 --> 01:26:37,469 Don’t be angry with me, son. 821 01:26:39,574 --> 01:26:42,975 Everything happened so suddenly. 822 01:26:46,581 --> 01:26:49,812 Without thinking about it I said some awful things. 823 01:26:51,853 --> 01:26:53,480 Whose side should I have taken? 824 01:26:54,923 --> 01:26:56,481 How is dad? 825 01:26:57,526 --> 01:26:59,926 You know how much he loves you. 826 01:27:02,864 --> 01:27:04,422 Come back home, Nikhil. 827 01:27:10,005 --> 01:27:11,438 I’m fine here. 828 01:27:13,141 --> 01:27:14,438 With Nigel. 829 01:27:24,152 --> 01:27:25,449 It’s eleven thirty. 830 01:27:27,088 --> 01:27:28,453 Why don’t you have dinner? 831 01:27:29,024 --> 01:27:30,457 I’m not angry. 832 01:27:32,561 --> 01:27:34,461 You should eat something. 833 01:27:36,565 --> 01:27:38,465 Your pills are kept on the table. 834 01:27:39,568 --> 01:27:41,468 I’ll eat when I am hungry. 835 01:27:42,571 --> 01:27:44,471 You can go to sleep. 836 01:27:45,173 --> 01:27:46,800 Is there anything else you need? 837 01:27:48,843 --> 01:27:50,470 No. 838 01:27:51,680 --> 01:27:53,477 Good night. 839 01:28:04,526 --> 01:28:06,756 Anita stopped talking to me. 840 01:28:07,862 --> 01:28:11,093 As if I was the villain. 841 01:28:14,536 --> 01:28:16,436 I’m a father too. 842 01:28:18,073 --> 01:28:19,768 I too have lost a son. 843 01:28:24,546 --> 01:28:28,778 I remember that he used to have nightmares as a child. 844 01:28:29,818 --> 01:28:32,446 I used to sit by him all night. 845 01:28:43,565 --> 01:28:45,465 Never thought that in the end... 846 01:28:51,906 --> 01:28:55,137 ... that he would turn out stronger than me. 847 01:28:55,910 --> 01:28:57,400 We set up a small group. 848 01:28:57,612 --> 01:28:59,409 People positive. 849 01:28:59,848 --> 01:29:02,078 Now I work here full time. 850 01:29:02,984 --> 01:29:05,748 We collect data and information from all over the world... 851 01:29:05,954 --> 01:29:08,422 ... related to AIDS and HIV. 852 01:29:12,527 --> 01:29:14,427 Nikhil started working again. 853 01:29:14,796 --> 01:29:18,425 Gaston Roberge had convinced the parents that... 854 01:29:18,533 --> 01:29:21,764 ... there kids had nothing to fear from Nikhil. 855 01:30:06,047 --> 01:30:07,412 How are you now? 856 01:30:13,521 --> 01:30:15,421 He is so tiny. 857 01:30:15,790 --> 01:30:17,417 Would you like to hold him? 858 01:30:20,862 --> 01:30:22,420 He is too small. 859 01:30:22,630 --> 01:30:24,427 I feel scared. 860 01:30:27,535 --> 01:30:29,435 Why don’t you try holding him? 861 01:30:33,975 --> 01:30:35,943 Are you happy that your brother has come to meet you? 862 01:30:39,647 --> 01:30:40,841 Where’s Sam? 863 01:30:40,982 --> 01:30:43,109 He had to go for a meeting at the school. 864 01:30:47,555 --> 01:30:49,455 Hold him. 865 01:31:02,604 --> 01:31:06,404 Nikhil was the happiest person when Ashish was born. 866 01:31:06,608 --> 01:31:09,406 Nikhil would play with him for hours. 867 01:31:09,778 --> 01:31:14,147 And Ashish too was the happiest with his uncle. 868 01:31:14,516 --> 01:31:16,416 He was very artistic. 869 01:31:17,852 --> 01:31:20,082 But of course, we never accepted it. 870 01:31:21,856 --> 01:31:24,086 He had to be a sportsman, after all. 871 01:31:27,529 --> 01:31:29,759 He started painting again, later on. 872 01:31:34,536 --> 01:31:38,438 Sometimes I feel he never really understood... 873 01:31:38,540 --> 01:31:42,840 ... the most beautiful side of our son. 874 01:31:52,887 --> 01:31:54,445 What is it? 875 01:31:55,557 --> 01:31:57,388 Modern art, you wouldn’t understand. 876 01:31:59,494 --> 01:32:01,394 Do you remember what the occasion is today? 877 01:32:01,496 --> 01:32:03,396 What’s it? 878 01:32:03,598 --> 01:32:05,395 Give me your hand. 879 01:32:14,609 --> 01:32:16,406 A smile is not enough. 880 01:32:16,511 --> 01:32:18,411 Where is my gift? 881 01:32:18,613 --> 01:32:20,410 You are still so greedy. 882 01:32:20,515 --> 01:32:22,415 You are still so miserly. 883 01:32:23,518 --> 01:32:25,418 Okay, this time I let you go. 884 01:32:25,787 --> 01:32:28,085 But next time you’ll. 885 01:32:36,631 --> 01:32:38,428 Where is my Rakhi? 886 01:32:40,068 --> 01:32:41,763 But you are my boy friend. 887 01:32:43,538 --> 01:32:45,438 Why didn’t you bring Ashish along today? 888 01:32:45,540 --> 01:32:48,441 Today the naughty has gone with Sam to visit his grand-parents. 889 01:32:50,645 --> 01:32:52,442 If we were at home today... 890 01:32:52,547 --> 01:32:54,447 ... mom would have made special food and sweets. 891 01:32:58,486 --> 01:33:00,386 Mom had come yesterday. 892 01:33:01,489 --> 01:33:03,389 She was saying... 893 01:33:03,491 --> 01:33:05,391 ... that she misses Ashish a lot. 894 01:33:08,496 --> 01:33:09,724 Go and visit our house sometimes. 895 01:33:09,831 --> 01:33:12,129 I’ll only go if you come with me. 896 01:33:18,506 --> 01:33:21,907 Nikhil’s condition had begun to deteriorate. 897 01:33:37,859 --> 01:33:39,417 How are you? 898 01:33:43,965 --> 01:33:45,432 Nikhil I mean. 899 01:33:45,533 --> 01:33:47,433 I know what you mean. 900 01:33:50,138 --> 01:33:52,436 You always understand things. 901 01:33:52,640 --> 01:33:55,438 It’s me who is always unreasonable. 902 01:33:55,543 --> 01:33:57,374 I’m coming after meeting the doctor. 903 01:33:58,079 --> 01:34:00,377 Tomorrow we shall take you for blood transfusion. 904 01:34:02,483 --> 01:34:04,713 Don’t treat me like a child, Nigel. 905 01:34:05,486 --> 01:34:07,386 I know what’s going to happen. 906 01:34:08,923 --> 01:34:10,891 My health is so good that... 907 01:34:10,992 --> 01:34:14,052 ... for 3 days I haven’t been able to go for my music class. 908 01:34:16,497 --> 01:34:18,397 You can easily walk around. 909 01:34:18,499 --> 01:34:20,399 How would you understand? 910 01:34:45,526 --> 01:34:47,756 You know I don’t mean to... 911 01:34:51,799 --> 01:34:53,426 Nikhil, to see you in this condition. 912 01:34:53,634 --> 01:34:55,431 It’s not easy for me either. 913 01:34:57,071 --> 01:34:58,766 But I’m trying. 914 01:35:01,542 --> 01:35:03,442 I know that. 915 01:35:08,149 --> 01:35:12,176 That’s why I am so scared to leave you guys. 916 01:35:13,821 --> 01:35:15,448 You are not going anywhere. 917 01:35:19,827 --> 01:35:23,126 That means I’ll have to bear with you all my life. 918 01:35:28,569 --> 01:35:32,471 “The distant echo.” 919 01:35:33,674 --> 01:35:37,474 “Of your voice.” 920 01:35:38,579 --> 01:35:42,481 “Small little things.” 921 01:35:43,851 --> 01:35:47,480 “Playful and mischievous.” 922 01:35:48,689 --> 01:35:56,494 “The magic of those moments.” 923 01:35:59,000 --> 01:36:08,170 “Even now my heart cherishes those moments.” 924 01:36:09,644 --> 01:36:19,781 “Waves of memories flood me.” 925 01:36:20,555 --> 01:36:24,457 “We will go where.” 926 01:36:24,659 --> 01:36:32,464 “The earth meets the sky.” 927 01:36:35,903 --> 01:36:40,465 “Let me take you.” 928 01:37:02,063 --> 01:37:05,430 Do you want to have some cake? It’s butterscotch. 929 01:37:05,533 --> 01:37:07,433 Your favourite. 930 01:37:07,635 --> 01:37:09,933 Mom, sit down. Mom. 931 01:37:10,071 --> 01:37:15,099 This is the first time my grandson has come home, how can I? 932 01:37:16,077 --> 01:37:17,442 And what about your son? 933 01:37:33,561 --> 01:37:35,791 There was a time when this house echoed... 934 01:37:35,897 --> 01:37:37,455 ... with the sound of your voices. 935 01:37:38,666 --> 01:37:40,463 And now. 936 01:37:40,835 --> 01:37:43,463 It’s filled with silence and emptiness. 937 01:37:46,107 --> 01:37:47,802 Today I went to see him. 938 01:37:49,677 --> 01:37:51,804 He was looking... 939 01:37:53,581 --> 01:37:55,481 ... very thin and weak. 940 01:37:55,850 --> 01:37:57,408 Mom. 941 01:37:58,519 --> 01:38:00,419 What’s the point of thinking about all this? 942 01:38:02,523 --> 01:38:05,424 Mom, Nikhil has been waiting for long time... 943 01:38:05,526 --> 01:38:07,756 ... for you both to bring him back home. 944 01:38:09,530 --> 01:38:11,430 Bring your little boy home. 945 01:38:15,536 --> 01:38:17,436 Look he’s smiling. 946 01:38:22,810 --> 01:38:24,437 Doesn’t he look like Nikhil? 947 01:38:24,545 --> 01:38:26,445 Say grandpa. 948 01:39:14,996 --> 01:39:16,429 Which year was it? 949 01:39:20,067 --> 01:39:23,161 I think it was ’84 or ’85. 950 01:39:24,005 --> 01:39:25,438 Find out from Anu. 951 01:39:59,106 --> 01:40:01,734 For the last two years... 952 01:40:03,110 --> 01:40:04,737 ... I’ve been waiting for you. 953 01:40:27,868 --> 01:40:29,426 Just as in my childhood days... 954 01:40:30,538 --> 01:40:32,438 ... assure me once again. 955 01:40:35,076 --> 01:40:36,771 That this is just a bad dream... 956 01:40:38,546 --> 01:40:40,446 ... and it will pass by. 957 01:40:50,558 --> 01:40:52,458 Come, let us go home. 958 01:40:54,095 --> 01:40:55,460 Mom is waiting for you. 959 01:40:57,098 --> 01:40:59,396 We will all celebrate New Year together. 960 01:41:25,059 --> 01:41:28,756 I was happy that Nikhil was going back to his house. 961 01:41:34,869 --> 01:41:40,102 But, I also knew that... 962 01:41:40,541 --> 01:41:42,771 ... he would never be able to come back here. 963 01:42:16,977 --> 01:42:21,073 “When the moon smiles.” 964 01:42:22,516 --> 01:42:26,418 “When the wind whispers.” 965 01:42:27,521 --> 01:42:31,423 “My presence...” 966 01:42:32,526 --> 01:42:36,428 “... will be with you.” 967 01:42:37,798 --> 01:42:46,433 “When darkness descends.” 968 01:42:47,875 --> 01:42:56,442 “I will bring daylight to you.” 969 01:42:58,586 --> 01:43:08,393 “Waves of memories flood me.” 970 01:43:08,762 --> 01:43:13,392 “We will go where?” 971 01:43:14,502 --> 01:43:21,408 “The earth meets the sky.” 972 01:43:23,511 --> 01:43:32,078 “When life feels lonely.” 973 01:43:33,621 --> 01:43:37,421 “When your eyes fill with tears.” 974 01:43:38,792 --> 01:43:42,421 “And your heart feels heavy.” 975 01:43:43,964 --> 01:43:51,427 “When you lose hope and feel weary.” 976 01:43:54,074 --> 01:44:01,105 “You will find me next to you.” 977 01:44:04,919 --> 01:44:10,050 “Let me take you.” 978 01:44:24,838 --> 01:44:27,136 Why don’t you rest for some time? 979 01:44:27,775 --> 01:44:29,402 I’ll keep watch. 980 01:44:55,869 --> 01:44:57,427 Is he asleep? 981 01:44:57,538 --> 01:44:59,438 No, auntie is with him. 982 01:45:01,875 --> 01:45:03,433 How is he tonight? 983 01:45:08,816 --> 01:45:10,943 Go and see him, he was asking for you. 984 01:45:14,154 --> 01:45:15,781 I can’t go inside. 985 01:45:29,670 --> 01:45:32,969 Don’t ask me to be more strong. 986 01:45:36,010 --> 01:45:38,979 Tell him I went away. 987 01:45:41,115 --> 01:45:43,208 I can’t say him like this. 988 01:46:11,812 --> 01:46:15,179 Don’t cry so much, princess. 989 01:46:19,653 --> 01:46:21,450 I don’t like it. 990 01:46:26,560 --> 01:46:31,122 But I always have my way in this house. 991 01:46:31,565 --> 01:46:33,795 Please Nikhil, don’t. 992 01:47:24,551 --> 01:47:27,850 Take care of yourself. 993 01:47:43,570 --> 01:47:45,470 Don’t ever feel that you are alone. 994 01:47:52,579 --> 01:47:54,479 What is the time? 995 01:48:05,125 --> 01:48:06,422 In half an hour... 996 01:48:09,129 --> 01:48:11,097 ... another day will begin. 997 01:50:02,609 --> 01:50:05,908 Every night we would wait for that moment. 998 01:50:06,513 --> 01:50:10,415 After the night ended, before the day begun. 999 01:50:11,518 --> 01:50:14,817 He did not want to miss that moment, that sight. 1000 01:50:15,622 --> 01:50:18,090 Sometimes I feel lonely. 1001 01:50:26,066 --> 01:50:28,432 Gaston Roberge had organised the prayer meeting... 1002 01:50:28,535 --> 01:50:30,765 ... on Nikhil’s first death anniversary. 1003 01:50:30,871 --> 01:50:33,101 This is an important event in Goa. 1004 01:51:25,625 --> 01:51:27,422 How are you son? 1005 01:51:29,529 --> 01:51:31,429 I am fine. 1006 01:51:32,532 --> 01:51:35,433 My parents want me to return to Dubai. 1007 01:51:38,005 --> 01:51:39,438 And are you leaving? 1008 01:51:40,540 --> 01:51:42,440 I don’t know. 1009 01:51:43,543 --> 01:51:45,443 I don’t feel like being here anymore. 1010 01:51:46,813 --> 01:51:52,115 Son, you gave Nikhil so much love. 1011 01:51:53,553 --> 01:51:57,045 And we kept you at a distance. 1012 01:51:59,493 --> 01:52:01,393 We never accepted you. 1013 01:52:05,499 --> 01:52:07,399 Now you are leaving too. 1014 01:52:16,610 --> 01:52:21,741 Son, today when I saw you after a year... 1015 01:52:21,848 --> 01:52:24,078 ... at the memorial service. 1016 01:52:33,527 --> 01:52:35,427 Nikhil would be very unhappy. 1017 01:52:36,630 --> 01:52:39,155 You have always been his hero. 1018 01:52:41,068 --> 01:52:42,763 But he has already gone. 1019 01:52:46,540 --> 01:52:51,773 Whether I am weak or strong, cry or don’t cry. 1020 01:52:55,148 --> 01:52:56,445 He is gone. 1021 01:52:58,485 --> 01:53:00,385 Forever. 1022 01:53:08,495 --> 01:53:11,726 Nigel went to Dubai for a month. 1023 01:53:12,766 --> 01:53:15,064 Both of us work for People Positive. 1024 01:53:15,602 --> 01:53:19,060 Which aims to help people like Nikhil. 1025 01:53:21,508 --> 01:53:23,806 Now dad calls Nigel his son. 72507

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