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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,340 --> 00:00:09,342 [audience cheering] 2 00:00:11,970 --> 00:00:15,223 [drum kit thumping] 3 00:00:17,183 --> 00:00:19,185 [electric guitar] 4 00:00:24,274 --> 00:00:25,400 [man] All right. 5 00:00:30,363 --> 00:00:34,659 - Are you ready for one more? - [crowd screaming] 6 00:00:34,743 --> 00:00:36,953 [drumsticks clacking] 7 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:42,417 [guitar starts] 8 00:00:46,838 --> 00:00:50,842 [man vocalizing] 9 00:01:12,447 --> 00:01:15,492 ♪ I had a girlfriend ♪ 10 00:01:15,575 --> 00:01:19,120 ♪ She said she loves me ♪ 11 00:01:19,204 --> 00:01:22,665 ♪ She likes to hold me ♪ 12 00:01:22,749 --> 00:01:25,835 ♪ She once told me ♪ 13 00:01:26,544 --> 00:01:29,881 ♪ 'Cause she don't mind ♪ 14 00:01:29,964 --> 00:01:33,343 ♪ Nothin', nothin' ♪ 15 00:01:33,426 --> 00:01:39,933 ♪ She don't mind Nothin', nothin' ♪ 16 00:01:43,144 --> 00:01:45,146 [women laughing] 17 00:01:53,196 --> 00:01:54,614 You with the band? 18 00:01:54,739 --> 00:01:56,616 Yeah. Record label. 19 00:01:56,699 --> 00:01:59,744 - You better put that on. - Yes, sir. 20 00:01:59,828 --> 00:02:01,830 [band continues, muffled] 21 00:02:05,250 --> 00:02:08,962 [girls chattering] 22 00:02:09,045 --> 00:02:10,296 [coughing, vomiting] 23 00:02:10,380 --> 00:02:11,548 Whoa. 24 00:02:11,673 --> 00:02:14,592 ♪ Nothin', nothin' ♪ 25 00:02:16,219 --> 00:02:19,764 Guys, cleanup on aisle seven. What's up, man? 26 00:02:19,848 --> 00:02:24,018 - [music gets louder] - [women cheering] 27 00:02:27,021 --> 00:02:30,900 Hi, Leo. Keep playing that thing, you're gonna go blind. 28 00:02:31,025 --> 00:02:33,319 Matt, where are we on that sit-down with Elijah? 29 00:02:33,403 --> 00:02:36,322 - I told you, talk to Zeke. - Zeke said talk to you. 30 00:02:36,406 --> 00:02:37,740 They want the cover. 31 00:02:37,824 --> 00:02:40,243 Jeff won't commit until he sees the article. 32 00:02:40,618 --> 00:02:42,662 But it's a definite possibility. 33 00:02:43,621 --> 00:02:44,747 Gotta go, Leo. 34 00:02:44,831 --> 00:02:47,167 Come on, Matt. Is he gonna do it or not? 35 00:02:47,250 --> 00:02:49,570 It's a "definite possibility." [crowd screaming, cheering] 36 00:02:58,511 --> 00:03:00,305 We love you, New York! 37 00:03:01,181 --> 00:03:04,017 - What's up, man? - Good to see you too! 38 00:03:05,393 --> 00:03:06,936 What's up? 39 00:03:10,648 --> 00:03:12,066 What's up, man? 40 00:03:15,653 --> 00:03:17,655 [cheering continues] 41 00:03:20,575 --> 00:03:24,037 [slow rhythm] 42 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:26,331 [people chattering] 43 00:03:36,090 --> 00:03:38,343 [man] Elijah. Got a visitor. 44 00:03:40,970 --> 00:03:43,932 - Hey. - Hey. 45 00:03:44,015 --> 00:03:45,850 - Great set, man. - Thank you. 46 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:47,060 Yeah. 47 00:03:47,977 --> 00:03:49,604 - Did you talk to him? - Not yet. 48 00:03:49,687 --> 00:03:52,523 - Would you talk to him? - Talk to me about what? 49 00:03:56,486 --> 00:03:58,279 Talk to me about what? 50 00:04:00,323 --> 00:04:02,492 Elijah just signed with Interscope. 51 00:04:03,868 --> 00:04:04,868 What? 52 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:09,165 Are you fucking joking? What's going on? 53 00:04:10,333 --> 00:04:11,459 You're just slow, man. 54 00:04:12,543 --> 00:04:14,462 "I'm slow"? What do you mean, "I'm slow"? 55 00:04:14,545 --> 00:04:19,185 - He doesn't mean "slow." -He said, "slow." Shut up, okay? - What do you mean? -I haven't had a record out in a year. 56 00:04:20,301 --> 00:04:23,346 So? You're gettin' ready to cut an album. We just booked a studio. 57 00:04:23,471 --> 00:04:25,890 Look, Interscope's got two songs ready to go. 58 00:04:26,599 --> 00:04:28,268 And they're fuckin' good. 59 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:31,354 But they're not yours. I thought you want to do your own stuff. 60 00:04:31,437 --> 00:04:34,774 We've been telling you for a while now that we need a new single, okay? 61 00:04:37,151 --> 00:04:39,237 Jesus. Elijah, come on, man. 62 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:41,906 I got nothing but love for you, man. Really. 63 00:04:42,782 --> 00:04:44,325 It's not personal. 64 00:04:46,953 --> 00:04:48,329 Yeah. 65 00:04:49,789 --> 00:04:51,207 - [grunt] - [tag rattles] 66 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:54,669 [siren wails] 67 00:05:08,766 --> 00:05:10,184 Good morning, Eve. 68 00:05:11,894 --> 00:05:13,688 - [woman] Morning, Matt. - Hi. 69 00:05:14,731 --> 00:05:18,411 - Does she know about... - Everyone knows. Can you pull Elijah's sheet when you get a chance? 70 00:05:23,114 --> 00:05:25,450 - Thanks. - Matt Ryder's office. This is Kim. 71 00:05:25,533 --> 00:05:28,244 I'm sorry. Mr. Ryder is in a meeting. Can you return? 72 00:05:28,328 --> 00:05:30,538 - Thank you. - Shit. His numbers were holding. 73 00:05:30,621 --> 00:05:33,207 - Rob Marker's office. This is Kim. - Rob Marker's office? 74 00:05:33,291 --> 00:05:36,544 I'm sorry. I don't have him right now. Can you return? Great. 75 00:05:37,503 --> 00:05:40,465 - What the hell was that? - Marker's been promoted. 76 00:05:40,715 --> 00:05:42,133 Really? 77 00:05:42,216 --> 00:05:45,053 And Mr. Lepselter actually wants to see you right now. 78 00:05:47,722 --> 00:05:48,931 Sit down. 79 00:05:53,144 --> 00:05:54,729 Am I about to get fired? 80 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:56,439 Sit down. 81 00:05:58,649 --> 00:06:02,612 I've been working for you since before you could make payroll. Ten years. 82 00:06:02,695 --> 00:06:04,781 I've kept you on at a loss for the last few. 83 00:06:04,864 --> 00:06:06,991 A loss? Really? Okay. 84 00:06:08,451 --> 00:06:11,662 I brought you a Coldplay demo in '99. You didn't even listen to it. 85 00:06:11,746 --> 00:06:14,248 Arcade Fire in 2003. A bootleg and you were like, 86 00:06:14,332 --> 00:06:16,959 "Great in concert. Won't translate to the airwaves." 87 00:06:17,043 --> 00:06:20,838 Three years ago, I had the Spare Sevens in the room. In the fucking room. 88 00:06:20,922 --> 00:06:24,759 I blew a few good calls for you. So? You been cashin' that chit in for years. 89 00:06:24,842 --> 00:06:27,512 I know music better than anybody in this fuckin' office. 90 00:06:27,595 --> 00:06:31,015 Yeah. You've got a great ear. That made you irreplaceable in 1998. 91 00:06:31,099 --> 00:06:33,601 - Bullshit. It still matters. - Music is a commodity. 92 00:06:33,684 --> 00:06:37,397 And it's airborne. You can't protect it. You can't sell what you can't protect. 93 00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:40,400 You only sell the artist. You haven't been signing any. 94 00:06:40,483 --> 00:06:43,778 Last night, you let your meal ticket walk out that door. 95 00:06:44,904 --> 00:06:46,114 Yeah. 96 00:06:46,489 --> 00:06:48,032 Yeah, well... 97 00:06:48,991 --> 00:06:50,576 I'm still working 'em. 98 00:06:50,868 --> 00:06:53,287 - Working who? - Spare Sevens. 99 00:06:53,413 --> 00:06:55,415 - Spare Sevens? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 100 00:06:55,581 --> 00:06:56,416 Right. 101 00:06:56,499 --> 00:07:00,628 Hey, I'm not jokin'. No, no, no. They're not happy at Sony. 102 00:07:00,711 --> 00:07:03,005 The label rushed the last album. They're pissed. 103 00:07:03,131 --> 00:07:05,133 The Spare Sevens are about to pop globally. 104 00:07:05,216 --> 00:07:06,759 Sony will make them happy. 105 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:08,553 No. These guys aren't like Elijah. 106 00:07:08,636 --> 00:07:12,765 They actually take the time to make music the way real bands used to make it. 107 00:07:13,307 --> 00:07:16,144 I talked to their manager, Dan, at PMO. 108 00:07:17,019 --> 00:07:19,647 - You have a sit-down? - I will. 109 00:07:22,525 --> 00:07:23,568 [clicks tongue] 110 00:07:24,610 --> 00:07:25,903 I'll give you two weeks. 111 00:07:25,987 --> 00:07:29,657 Not because I owe it to you, but because I want the Spare Sevens. 112 00:07:44,422 --> 00:07:45,422 Hello. 113 00:07:47,675 --> 00:07:49,760 You have no pictures. 114 00:07:50,678 --> 00:07:53,848 Like, on your walls and your desk. You don't have any photos. 115 00:07:53,931 --> 00:07:55,725 Who doesn't hang up a picture? 116 00:07:55,808 --> 00:07:57,977 Good question. Here's another: Who are you? 117 00:07:58,060 --> 00:08:03,024 Most people in the office have photos of their wife, girlfriend, dog. Something. 118 00:08:03,566 --> 00:08:07,570 Well, my wife left me, don't have a girlfriend, and I'm afraid of dogs. 119 00:08:07,653 --> 00:08:09,489 I'm sorry to disappoint. Excuse me. 120 00:08:09,572 --> 00:08:11,491 - [dial tone] - [Kim] Yes? 121 00:08:11,574 --> 00:08:14,744 Hi. There is a strange woman standing in my office. 122 00:08:14,869 --> 00:08:16,954 - On my way. - I am not strange. 123 00:08:17,038 --> 00:08:19,207 - You're a little strange. - I work for Ben. 124 00:08:19,874 --> 00:08:22,877 Oh, oh, you work for Ben. Okay, that's great. 125 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:26,506 - I don't know who that is. - Benjamin Asher Ryder. 126 00:08:26,589 --> 00:08:28,049 Your father. 127 00:08:30,134 --> 00:08:32,094 Sorry, I'm Zooey Kern. 128 00:08:32,178 --> 00:08:35,139 I'm Ben's nurse/personal assistant. 129 00:08:36,307 --> 00:08:39,393 Listen, Miss Kern. This has already been a monumentally shitty day, 130 00:08:39,477 --> 00:08:41,812 and I haven't started dealing with the West Coast. 131 00:08:41,896 --> 00:08:43,397 Hey, Kim! 132 00:08:43,481 --> 00:08:46,275 Not sure what you're doing here. Honestly, I don't care. 133 00:08:46,359 --> 00:08:48,069 Ben's dying. 134 00:08:54,534 --> 00:08:57,954 Right. See, I thought I covered that with "I don't care." 135 00:08:58,621 --> 00:09:00,957 - He has liver cancer. - Uh-huh. 136 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:05,480 And he's got three months left, maybe four. Sorry, Matt. I was in with Marker. Miss, do you have an appointment? 137 00:09:08,673 --> 00:09:11,425 - Wouldn't you know if she did? - It was rhetorical. 138 00:09:11,509 --> 00:09:14,053 I need you to show this woman out. Okay? 139 00:09:14,136 --> 00:09:16,305 Then get ahold of Dan Summers at PMO Talent. 140 00:09:16,389 --> 00:09:18,474 I want to talk to him about the Spare Sevens. 141 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:20,518 Actually, just say that it's urgent. 142 00:09:20,601 --> 00:09:22,770 - Rob Marker's office. - Are you kidding me? 143 00:09:27,441 --> 00:09:30,321 I'll just call security myself. I don't think you actually have security. 144 00:09:32,446 --> 00:09:33,739 No. No, we don't. 145 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:35,825 Are you familiar with Kodachrome? 146 00:09:37,243 --> 00:09:40,037 Yes. Paul Simon, 1973. What do you want to know? 147 00:09:40,121 --> 00:09:41,622 Not that. Kodachrome film. 148 00:09:41,706 --> 00:09:45,459 Your father shoots on Kodachrome. He prefers his pictures to be projected... 149 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:47,962 ...with light rather than printed. I know his spiel. 150 00:09:48,045 --> 00:09:51,716 There's only one place left in the world that processes Kodachrome, 151 00:09:51,799 --> 00:09:54,010 and that's Dwayne's Photo in Parsons, Kansas. 152 00:09:54,093 --> 00:09:56,345 But Kodak decided to stop manufacturing the dyes, 153 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:59,765 so after next week, it'll be impossible to develop Kodachrome film. 154 00:09:59,849 --> 00:10:01,642 - Amazing. - Your father found four rolls 155 00:10:01,726 --> 00:10:03,060 he shot a long time ago, 156 00:10:03,144 --> 00:10:06,272 and he never got them developed, and it woke something up in him. 157 00:10:06,355 --> 00:10:08,983 He's decided he's going to have one last show. 158 00:10:09,066 --> 00:10:10,651 How about that? Good for him, okay? 159 00:10:10,735 --> 00:10:13,195 This has been very, very... annoying. 160 00:10:13,279 --> 00:10:15,573 - Let me show you out. - Can I just... 161 00:10:16,365 --> 00:10:19,744 Ben needs to get these rolls to Kansas, and he can't fly in his condition. 162 00:10:19,827 --> 00:10:22,330 If only there was a service that delivered overnight. 163 00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:25,082 - Yeah, well, he doesn't trust FedEx. - Of course not. 164 00:10:25,291 --> 00:10:29,545 You're his nurse/assistant/whatever. Don't you have a driver's license? 165 00:10:29,629 --> 00:10:31,380 - Yeah, I do. - There you go. 166 00:10:31,464 --> 00:10:34,634 But Ben wants you to drive him. 167 00:10:36,761 --> 00:10:37,970 Hmm. 168 00:10:38,054 --> 00:10:41,015 I'm gonna try to explain this as clearly as possible for you. 169 00:10:41,515 --> 00:10:44,101 I've not spoken to the man in over a decade. 170 00:10:44,226 --> 00:10:47,730 There's no way in hell I'm going to Kansas with him. Or anywhere. 171 00:10:47,813 --> 00:10:49,231 Come to dinner tonight. 172 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:51,150 I know I'm talking. I can hear my voice. 173 00:10:51,233 --> 00:10:52,360 Matt! 174 00:10:53,653 --> 00:10:55,696 He's dying. 175 00:10:57,948 --> 00:11:00,785 You should go see him one last time. 176 00:11:03,245 --> 00:11:06,040 [elevator dings, door opens] 177 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:11,545 There'll be a car waiting for you downstairs. 178 00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:46,330 Hey, Matt. Larry Holdt, Ben's manager. 179 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:47,957 Yeah, I remember you. 180 00:11:48,624 --> 00:11:51,669 The last time I saw you, you were still a teenager. 181 00:11:53,045 --> 00:11:54,422 That's great. 182 00:11:56,215 --> 00:11:58,175 Well, maybe we should get inside. 183 00:12:04,890 --> 00:12:08,227 [faint rumbling] 184 00:12:11,647 --> 00:12:16,485 [rapid drumming, cymbals crashing] 185 00:12:16,610 --> 00:12:17,820 He's in there. 186 00:12:24,994 --> 00:12:27,455 ♪ You're so good ♪ 187 00:12:29,832 --> 00:12:31,834 ♪ You get me high ♪ 188 00:12:33,294 --> 00:12:36,088 - Hey! - ♪ You're so good for me ♪ 189 00:12:38,382 --> 00:12:40,384 ♪ You're so good for me ♪ [music stops] 190 00:12:59,820 --> 00:13:01,405 I didn't think you'd come. 191 00:13:06,786 --> 00:13:08,162 Those look familiar. 192 00:13:09,246 --> 00:13:11,207 Well, they should. They're yours. 193 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:13,793 You wanna bang it around a little? 194 00:13:14,627 --> 00:13:17,171 - No, I don't play anymore. - That's too bad. 195 00:13:18,589 --> 00:13:20,633 'Cause you used to be pretty good. 196 00:13:23,677 --> 00:13:25,471 [exhales] 197 00:13:40,945 --> 00:13:42,488 Oh, sorry for the smell. 198 00:13:43,948 --> 00:13:47,284 You know, the meds they give me give me gas. 199 00:13:50,579 --> 00:13:52,248 [coughing] 200 00:13:56,043 --> 00:13:58,420 [door opens, closes] 201 00:14:16,730 --> 00:14:17,730 So, Matt... 202 00:14:18,691 --> 00:14:22,278 Larry tells me things haven't been going so well for you at the record label. 203 00:14:23,028 --> 00:14:28,158 I was telling Ben that record labels can't find a sustainable business model. 204 00:14:28,242 --> 00:14:31,453 You told me that he was gonna be out on his ass any day now. 205 00:14:31,537 --> 00:14:32,663 Jesus, Ben. 206 00:14:32,746 --> 00:14:35,249 - Where'd you hear that? - Larry knows everything. 207 00:14:35,332 --> 00:14:38,085 - Behave. - I'm dyin'. I don't have time to behave. 208 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:42,798 Come on. That's bullshit. You were a prick long before cancer. 209 00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:45,092 That's true enough. 210 00:14:46,468 --> 00:14:48,804 - At least you two are talking. - [scoffs] 211 00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:50,139 This is good. 212 00:14:53,434 --> 00:14:55,477 So how much time you got left? 213 00:14:57,855 --> 00:15:00,107 Depends on which doctor you talk to. 214 00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:02,443 I'm betting tits up by New Year's. 215 00:15:04,278 --> 00:15:08,616 Why did you get divorced? She catch you in flagrante with some other babe? 216 00:15:08,699 --> 00:15:09,950 [chuckles] 217 00:15:10,034 --> 00:15:12,202 - You'd like that, wouldn't you? - You catch her? 218 00:15:12,286 --> 00:15:15,247 Because you fucked around on Mom doesn't mean everyone does. 219 00:15:15,331 --> 00:15:16,624 Pace yourselves. 220 00:15:16,707 --> 00:15:19,084 Your mother and I had a complicated relationship. 221 00:15:19,168 --> 00:15:22,004 Complicated by you putting your dick in every woman you met. 222 00:15:22,129 --> 00:15:23,839 Your mother forgave me. 223 00:15:24,381 --> 00:15:27,426 - Yeah. Well, she died alone, Ben. - So will I. 224 00:15:27,551 --> 00:15:29,511 - Yeah, but you deserve to. - Hey. 225 00:15:34,350 --> 00:15:37,728 It's okay. We're just... just catching up here. 226 00:15:37,811 --> 00:15:39,980 - People change. - [Matt and Ben] No, they don't. 227 00:15:41,398 --> 00:15:43,359 [Larry] Why don't we talk about the trip? 228 00:15:43,442 --> 00:15:47,404 I can save us all a lot of trouble here. I'm not going on any trip. 229 00:15:51,033 --> 00:15:52,701 You are a desperate old man. 230 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:57,164 Tryin' to what? Manufacture some bullshit redemption? 231 00:15:58,415 --> 00:15:59,583 Why? 232 00:15:59,667 --> 00:16:05,172 So you can pretend your empty, selfish life was anything but meaningless? 233 00:16:05,255 --> 00:16:06,924 [slides chair] 234 00:16:07,007 --> 00:16:08,342 Thanks, but no thanks. 235 00:16:09,426 --> 00:16:13,973 Just so you know, when you are dead, no one's gonna care that you're gone. 236 00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:17,351 I mean, maybe these two, but you pay for them. 237 00:16:28,237 --> 00:16:30,239 [exhales] 238 00:16:36,370 --> 00:16:42,001 [phone vibrates] 239 00:16:48,215 --> 00:16:50,676 - Hello? - Matt, Larry Holdt. 240 00:16:50,759 --> 00:16:52,219 - Hey, Larry. - I want to discuss... 241 00:16:52,302 --> 00:16:53,387 [phone beeps] 242 00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:02,312 [vibrating] 243 00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,440 Come on, man. 244 00:17:06,525 --> 00:17:07,735 [Larry] Matt, don't hang up. 245 00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:09,778 - Not gonna change my mind, Larry. - I know. 246 00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:12,948 - I'm gonna change it for you. - Oh, you are? Really? How? 247 00:17:13,032 --> 00:17:15,701 Spare Sevens. I can get you a sit-down. 248 00:17:18,454 --> 00:17:20,998 - Go on. - Their manager used to work for me. 249 00:17:21,915 --> 00:17:24,376 He says you've been calling all day. 250 00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:28,547 They're going to be playing in Chicago in a few days. Some radio station thing. 251 00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:30,549 You can swing by on your way. 252 00:17:30,674 --> 00:17:33,177 Wait. Hold on. What do you mean on my way? 253 00:17:33,552 --> 00:17:35,554 You're talking about Kansas, yeah? [scoffs] 254 00:17:35,929 --> 00:17:38,307 Look. I don't know how to make this any more clear. 255 00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:40,309 That's just not going to happen. 256 00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:43,479 Look. Ben needs the show, and you need that meeting 257 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:47,274 And trust me. This is the only way you'll get it. 258 00:17:50,110 --> 00:17:52,362 I'm not going to go with him, Larry. 259 00:17:53,739 --> 00:17:55,240 It's not happening. 260 00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:57,493 Please, don't call back. 261 00:17:58,035 --> 00:17:59,578 [phone beeps] 262 00:18:04,291 --> 00:18:06,293 [sighs] 263 00:18:18,180 --> 00:18:19,681 Fuck. 264 00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:22,309 [sighs] 265 00:18:38,408 --> 00:18:40,953 Good morning, Matthew. Glad you reconsidered. 266 00:18:42,329 --> 00:18:44,039 So what's up with the Sevens? 267 00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:45,415 Show's Saturday. 268 00:18:46,542 --> 00:18:48,794 I'll make arrangements for a meeting afterwards. 269 00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:50,796 Mm-hmm. 270 00:18:52,631 --> 00:18:55,384 Still drive that, huh? You fix the roof yet? 271 00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:57,719 I'm sorry. Would you like to take your car? 272 00:18:58,345 --> 00:19:01,014 - I don't have a car. - Then that settles that. 273 00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:03,016 The car runs fine, Matt. 274 00:19:03,851 --> 00:19:07,563 - You're going too, huh? - Unless you want to give me my shots. 275 00:19:07,646 --> 00:19:10,566 - Is that okay with you? - Fine with me. 276 00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:15,779 - All right. - Let's go! We're burning daylight. 277 00:19:17,531 --> 00:19:20,993 [female voice] In two miles, merge onto I-80 West. 278 00:19:21,076 --> 00:19:22,786 Do not text and driv e, please. 279 00:19:22,870 --> 00:19:26,707 I'm not texting. I'm looking at texts. There's a difference. 280 00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:30,210 Hey, this car doesn't have an iPhone jack or anything like that, does it? 281 00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:34,423 We're strictly analog here. Some cassettes in the glove compartment. 282 00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:39,803 [voice continues] In 1.5 miles, stay to the right to merge onto I-80 West. 283 00:19:39,887 --> 00:19:42,347 Zooey, hand me that thing for a second, will you? 284 00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,224 Yeah. 285 00:19:46,894 --> 00:19:48,103 [rattles] 286 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:52,065 - What the hell are you doing? - Like I said, strictly analog. 287 00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,443 We gotta drive halfway across the country. 288 00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:57,863 That's right. I'm not gonna have some robot bitch whinin' in my ear, 289 00:19:57,946 --> 00:20:00,532 sending me on some sterile interstate. 290 00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:04,578 We have a week to get to Kansas. We're taking the scenic route. 291 00:20:05,245 --> 00:20:07,206 We're going to use this map here. 292 00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:10,834 - Remember what a map is? - Yeah. I know what a map is. 293 00:20:10,959 --> 00:20:14,004 [classic rock] 294 00:20:14,087 --> 00:20:15,797 - Turn that up, will you, Zo? - Yeah. 295 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,382 Love this song. 296 00:20:17,466 --> 00:20:23,472 ♪ You've already burned it down ♪ 297 00:20:23,597 --> 00:20:25,057 [ejects tape] 298 00:20:25,140 --> 00:20:27,392 - What are you doing? - Nothing. 299 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:31,605 [chuckles] 300 00:20:34,316 --> 00:20:35,317 [chuckles] 301 00:20:54,211 --> 00:20:55,337 Ben, you're here. 302 00:21:04,554 --> 00:21:08,308 There's a diner across the street. We should meet up later and grab dinner. 303 00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:10,435 That sounds like a plan. 304 00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:12,646 Yeah, you guys go ahead. 305 00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:16,775 I'm just gonna get in a quick workout, make it an early night. 306 00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:28,370 Hey. 307 00:21:29,997 --> 00:21:31,790 Don't give me that look. 308 00:21:31,873 --> 00:21:35,669 Okay. You know what? You need to let your guard down. 309 00:21:37,170 --> 00:21:40,173 - Excuse me? - Yeah. I know you're scared. 310 00:21:40,257 --> 00:21:42,134 Scared? What am I scared of exactly? 311 00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,219 You're scared to open yourself up to him. 312 00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:46,805 You're scared to let yourself love him again. 313 00:21:48,265 --> 00:21:49,683 - Wow. - Don't. 314 00:21:49,766 --> 00:21:52,227 - Wow, that's amazing. - Yeah. Mm-hmm. 315 00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:55,897 Yeah, I mean forget therapy or the facts of my relationship with him, 316 00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:59,276 you spend six hours in a car with me, and you've cracked the code. 317 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:02,154 - You don't have to be a dick. - No, I don't need to be a dick. 318 00:22:02,237 --> 00:22:05,073 I need to be... less scared to let him in. 319 00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:06,992 Or let him into... 320 00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,870 - I'm just saying... - I'll mull it over. 321 00:22:09,953 --> 00:22:11,621 You made the effort to come. 322 00:22:11,705 --> 00:22:14,958 You may as well try and get to know him a little bit. 323 00:22:15,042 --> 00:22:16,335 Watch your fingers. 324 00:22:44,321 --> 00:22:46,323 [muffled laughter] 325 00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:59,378 ♪ I'd like to hold your hand ♪ 326 00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:02,381 [Zooey] Ahh! 327 00:23:02,464 --> 00:23:06,885 ♪ But your hand isn't here anymore ♪ 328 00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:14,643 ♪ I'd like to see your eyes ♪ 329 00:23:18,146 --> 00:23:23,777 ♪ But your eyes do not see any longer ♪ 330 00:23:26,863 --> 00:23:30,784 ♪ I want to walk with you ♪ 331 00:23:33,578 --> 00:23:38,500 ♪ But our walks do not exist any longer ♪ 332 00:23:42,170 --> 00:23:46,133 ♪ No, your eyes do not see anymor e ♪ 333 00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:49,052 [Ben] It was 1998 or so, 334 00:23:49,136 --> 00:23:53,515 and I was in the White House doing a spread on Clinton at Bill's request. 335 00:23:53,890 --> 00:23:57,519 It was right after the whole, you know, bullshit impeachment circus. 336 00:23:57,602 --> 00:23:58,895 Bill was trying to prove... 337 00:23:58,979 --> 00:24:01,064 You're calling the Lewinsky scandal bullshit? 338 00:24:01,148 --> 00:24:04,192 He cheated on his wife and lied to the entire country about it. 339 00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:07,404 They all cheat. They all fuck around. You should know that. 340 00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:10,157 - Ben. - What? After the way your marriage ended? 341 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,325 - You're seriously gonna sit here and... - Stop. 342 00:24:12,409 --> 00:24:16,163 What? Just because Matt's here. Don't be an idiot. 343 00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:20,500 - If anybody knows about fuckin' around... - Hey, you need to stop talking now. 344 00:24:21,334 --> 00:24:23,670 - Leave her alone, okay? - It's fine. 345 00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:27,090 I do believe Matt here's defending you. 346 00:24:27,632 --> 00:24:31,303 Just go back to your bullshit stories about you and your fancy friends. 347 00:24:31,386 --> 00:24:33,805 What we're seeing now is jealousy. 348 00:24:34,431 --> 00:24:39,728 Envy and resentment of a man living in the shadow of his father's accomplishments. 349 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:42,814 Yeah, you've had a great big life. 350 00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:45,484 - Yeah. You're damn straight I did. - Mm-hmm. 351 00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:49,237 Where are all those friends while you're dying? 352 00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:50,197 - Matt. - Alone? 353 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:51,323 Stop. 354 00:24:51,406 --> 00:24:56,161 My work will live on long after I'm gone. What have you done? 355 00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:06,880 Holy shit. Look at that, man. She's gotta be 250 pounds or something. 356 00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,798 That outfit's beautiful. 357 00:25:12,260 --> 00:25:14,387 Can you just try and take it easy on him? 358 00:25:14,471 --> 00:25:17,057 Me? Are you kidding me? I was defending you. 359 00:25:17,140 --> 00:25:23,813 You know, a month from now, two months, he's going to be gone forever. 360 00:25:23,897 --> 00:25:26,566 No, I get it, okay? I understand the concept. 361 00:25:26,650 --> 00:25:29,861 It doesn't give him a free pass to be an asshole to people. 362 00:25:32,155 --> 00:25:34,574 [chuckles] 'Kay. 363 00:25:35,033 --> 00:25:37,077 I'm going to go back to the motel. 364 00:25:41,957 --> 00:25:43,542 Boy. 365 00:25:44,084 --> 00:25:46,461 - Fucking... - [waitress] Here's your check, hon. 366 00:25:47,295 --> 00:25:48,713 Yeah. Thanks. 367 00:25:58,473 --> 00:26:02,727 ♪ Yes, I understand That every life must end ♪ 368 00:26:02,811 --> 00:26:04,813 ♪ Uh-huh ♪ 369 00:26:07,482 --> 00:26:13,071 ♪ As we sit alone I know someday we must go, oh ♪ 370 00:26:14,155 --> 00:26:16,157 [thunder rumbles] 371 00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:22,080 ♪ Oh, I'm a lucky man To count on both hands the ones I love ♪ 372 00:26:25,166 --> 00:26:31,172 ♪ Some folks just have one Yeah, others they got none, uh-huh ♪ 373 00:26:34,342 --> 00:26:37,637 ♪ Stay with me ♪ 374 00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:42,309 ♪ Oh, let's just breathe ♪ 375 00:26:43,977 --> 00:26:47,230 [guitar strumming] 376 00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:50,775 ♪ Ooh ♪ 377 00:26:52,902 --> 00:26:57,907 ♪ Practiced on our sins Never gonna let me win, oh ♪ 378 00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:05,332 [song continues on radio] 379 00:27:05,457 --> 00:27:07,292 What? What's funny? 380 00:27:09,544 --> 00:27:11,004 Uh... 381 00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:16,176 When I was a kid, my mom used to take me up to the Poconos 382 00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:18,136 for a few weeks every summer. 383 00:27:18,219 --> 00:27:22,390 After we'd pass a few of those deer crossing signs that just went by, 384 00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:25,101 I remember I asked her, 385 00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:30,982 "Mom, how do the deers know that's where they're supposed to cross?" 386 00:27:31,066 --> 00:27:32,359 [chuckles] 387 00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:34,402 I was being serious. I was a kid. 388 00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:39,949 But she just laughed her ass off like it was the funniest thing she ever heard. 389 00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:42,285 That felt great, 'cause... 390 00:27:43,953 --> 00:27:46,247 I don't remember her laughing much. 391 00:27:50,085 --> 00:27:51,336 When did she die? 392 00:27:54,381 --> 00:27:55,674 I... 393 00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,511 When I was 13. 394 00:28:02,639 --> 00:28:04,724 I'm so sorry. 395 00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:13,692 After that I moved out of New York to live with my aunt and uncle in Cleveland. 396 00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:18,530 Ben was... He was working in Africa at the time. 397 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:23,201 He didn't even make it back for the funeral. 398 00:28:23,326 --> 00:28:25,578 [Ben] There was a civil war going on. 399 00:28:25,662 --> 00:28:26,913 Mm-hmm. 400 00:28:26,996 --> 00:28:29,499 I'm not making excuses. I'm just... 401 00:28:30,583 --> 00:28:34,796 saying if you think you had it rough, just spend some time and effort. 402 00:28:34,921 --> 00:28:36,756 I'll remember that. 403 00:28:40,593 --> 00:28:42,220 We should go see him. 404 00:28:43,054 --> 00:28:44,054 Go see who? 405 00:28:44,556 --> 00:28:47,767 Your Uncle Dean. Cleveland's only an hour away, 406 00:28:47,851 --> 00:28:51,354 and your "Spare Sister's" thing isn't until tomorrow night. 407 00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:54,470 - [shutter clicks] - I wouldn't mind seeing my brother... 408 00:28:55,233 --> 00:28:58,069 one more time before I leave this planet. 409 00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:00,447 Yeah, but... 410 00:29:01,030 --> 00:29:02,741 Dean hates you. 411 00:29:03,950 --> 00:29:06,786 He doesn't hate me. He's just pissed off at me. 412 00:29:10,498 --> 00:29:14,419 ♪ Nothing you would take ♪ 413 00:29:14,502 --> 00:29:18,506 ♪ Everything you gave ♪ 414 00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:22,177 ♪ Oh, hold me 'till I die ♪ 415 00:29:22,927 --> 00:29:27,932 ♪ Meet you on the other side ♪ 416 00:29:28,099 --> 00:29:30,310 [music ends] 417 00:29:30,393 --> 00:29:32,061 [grunts] 418 00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:41,279 I'll be damned. 419 00:29:41,946 --> 00:29:42,947 Hi, Dean. 420 00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:46,534 You dyin'? 421 00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:49,412 - What? Is it that obvious? - Well, you're here. 422 00:29:50,830 --> 00:29:51,998 Yes, I am 423 00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,168 It's good to see you 424 00:29:57,128 --> 00:30:00,882 - Matt, what are you doin' here? - Hi. That is a long story. 425 00:30:00,965 --> 00:30:02,091 Yeah, I bet. 426 00:30:02,759 --> 00:30:05,053 - And who's this? - This is Zooey. 427 00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:06,930 - Yep, Zooey. - Is that Matty? 428 00:30:07,013 --> 00:30:08,139 Nice to meet you. 429 00:30:08,223 --> 00:30:09,641 - Hi! - Hey. 430 00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:12,727 Ben. 431 00:30:13,228 --> 00:30:15,855 - Hi, Sarah. - He's dying. 432 00:30:16,105 --> 00:30:19,025 Well, not in our driveway, he isn't. Bring him on in. 433 00:30:19,108 --> 00:30:22,153 And you! Why didn't you tell me you were coming? 434 00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:24,030 Sorry. It was a last-minute thing. 435 00:30:24,113 --> 00:30:26,699 - Hey! Hi! - This is Zooey. 436 00:30:26,783 --> 00:30:29,828 Oh, Matty. Well, now she's more like it. 437 00:30:29,911 --> 00:30:32,413 I mean, I told him not to marry the other one. 438 00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:36,084 - No, I, um... - Zooey is Ben's nurse. 439 00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:40,255 Oh, because your auras are conjoined. 440 00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:43,174 - I could see that immediately - Yeah. Yeah. 441 00:30:43,424 --> 00:30:46,511 Aunt Sarah here can see auras. 442 00:30:46,594 --> 00:30:49,013 - And she can hear sarcasm. - Of course she can. 443 00:30:49,097 --> 00:30:51,599 - You guys are gonna spend the night? - If that's okay. 444 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,893 Great. Matty, you and Zooey take your old room. 445 00:30:53,977 --> 00:30:56,062 - But we are... not together. - Nope. 446 00:31:08,449 --> 00:31:09,450 Hi. 447 00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:12,370 - Hey. - This was your room. 448 00:31:12,453 --> 00:31:16,749 Yeah. Basically, seventh, eighth grade through high school. 449 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,210 God, you were really into music. 450 00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:24,465 Yep. They say it's the one thing I inherited from Ben. 451 00:31:26,926 --> 00:31:31,639 Actually, I would say that the only memories, or good ones, 452 00:31:31,723 --> 00:31:35,184 at least, that I have of him were listening to music. 453 00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:39,188 We had this little den and this old Fisher stereo. 454 00:31:39,314 --> 00:31:41,357 I mean, new at the time, but... 455 00:31:41,441 --> 00:31:44,527 He'd let me play records when he was goin' through the slides. 456 00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:45,612 Mm-hmm. 457 00:31:45,695 --> 00:31:49,073 So, while most kids had people singin' 'em lullabies to sleep, 458 00:31:49,157 --> 00:31:52,493 - I had Graham Nash singing "Wounded Bird." - [chuckles] 459 00:31:53,453 --> 00:31:55,330 Let's see what we have here. 460 00:31:55,622 --> 00:31:59,459 Ooh! Pearl Jam. Radiohead. 461 00:31:59,542 --> 00:32:02,629 - Nirvana. - What can I say? I was a moody kid. 462 00:32:02,712 --> 00:32:06,466 Yeah, you can tell a lot about someone's past from the music they listened to. 463 00:32:07,383 --> 00:32:09,928 Then I guess you know a lot about my past now. 464 00:32:10,845 --> 00:32:12,931 What do you think I listened to? 465 00:32:15,850 --> 00:32:19,938 Very interesting question. Okay, I'll bite. 466 00:32:20,813 --> 00:32:23,358 But in order to do this to the best of my ability, 467 00:32:23,441 --> 00:32:26,569 I have to actually figure out your exact age, so... excuse this. 468 00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:30,073 This might be a little rude. What are you? Twenty-eight? 469 00:32:30,698 --> 00:32:31,866 - I'm 30. - You are? 470 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:32,825 - Yeah. - Hey. 471 00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:34,786 - Thank you. - Dodged a bullet there. 472 00:32:34,869 --> 00:32:35,912 [laughs] 473 00:32:35,995 --> 00:32:39,916 So that means you were a freshman in college, like, in 2000. 474 00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:44,105 So then you were into... Sorry to say, but you're a product of your environment. Top 40. 475 00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:50,510 I'm talking Britney, Christina, boy bands, N'SYNC, Backstreet Boys, 476 00:32:50,593 --> 00:32:52,345 maybe Alanis when you're feeling dark. 477 00:32:52,428 --> 00:32:54,472 - Please give me some credit. - But then... 478 00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:57,892 But then you started to rebel against your middle-class suburban values. 479 00:32:57,976 --> 00:33:00,144 - Is that what I was doing? - Mm-hmm. 480 00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:03,189 Or possibly you met a guy into alternative music. 481 00:33:03,272 --> 00:33:07,568 Why do you assume that I changed for a guy? Maybe he changed for me. 482 00:33:07,652 --> 00:33:11,364 No, no. Guys don't change for girls. Not in college at least. 483 00:33:11,614 --> 00:33:13,950 - When do they change then? - Much later. 484 00:33:15,493 --> 00:33:17,120 Usually when it's too late. 485 00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:21,666 You started to listen to bands you thought would make you edgier, 486 00:33:21,749 --> 00:33:24,419 but you're still hopelessly mainstream. 487 00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:27,880 You're sittin' there in your dorm room, and you're listening to... 488 00:33:29,215 --> 00:33:30,215 Live. 489 00:33:32,218 --> 00:33:34,137 Like who live? What live? 490 00:33:34,220 --> 00:33:37,557 - No, the band, "Live." - I don't know of a band called Live. 491 00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:39,058 Live. You know. Like... 492 00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:40,518 ♪ I alone want you ♪ 493 00:33:40,601 --> 00:33:44,063 I actually could not name a single song that the band Live had. 494 00:33:44,147 --> 00:33:46,733 What about "Lightning Crashes"? Everyone knows that. 495 00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,609 ♪ Her placenta falls to the floor ♪ 496 00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:50,403 - Oh, my God! - What? 497 00:33:50,486 --> 00:33:53,990 People know it because it's the only pop song with the word "placenta" in it. 498 00:33:54,073 --> 00:33:57,869 You're really bad at this. I was a weird, sad punk. 499 00:33:57,952 --> 00:34:00,413 - It was the Smiths, Pixies. - But you loved Live. 500 00:34:00,496 --> 00:34:03,583 - Yeah, I loved Live. - Biggest fan. Live's biggest fan. 501 00:34:03,666 --> 00:34:04,876 No, I'm not wrong. 502 00:34:05,793 --> 00:34:07,670 - This isn't bad. - What? 503 00:34:07,754 --> 00:34:09,756 - Galaxie 500. - Oh, yeah. 504 00:34:09,839 --> 00:34:11,424 - Obscure. - Indeed. 505 00:34:11,507 --> 00:34:14,469 - Does your record player still work? - Fucking better. 506 00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:17,013 Let's take it for a spin. 507 00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:24,520 [music starts] 508 00:34:24,645 --> 00:34:28,983 ♪ My head will turn to yellow ♪ 509 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:34,697 ♪ My eyes will turn to green ♪ 510 00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:40,244 ♪ My voice will turn to mellow ♪ 511 00:34:40,328 --> 00:34:46,334 ♪ But still I can't be seen ♪ 512 00:34:47,877 --> 00:34:52,381 ♪ Melt away ♪ 513 00:34:52,465 --> 00:34:57,595 ♪ I want to melt away ♪ 514 00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:03,684 ♪ Melt away ♪ 515 00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:09,148 ♪ I want to melt away ♪ 516 00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:13,653 [Matt, Zooey chattering, laughing] 517 00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:17,031 How is Hank? Is he married? Is Hank married yet? 518 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,158 - Yeah. - Yeah. Couple of years now. 519 00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:21,702 - Have any kids? - Not yet, but... 520 00:35:21,786 --> 00:35:24,705 You know, they're so young. There's no rush. 521 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,709 So what's so special about these photographs 522 00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:32,130 you need to drive halfway across the country to get them developed? 523 00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:34,382 It's some of my early work. 524 00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:35,842 Stuff I shot years ago. 525 00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:39,053 What happens if you get 'em back, and they're garbage? 526 00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:40,805 How do you even know what's on them? 527 00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:43,266 I remember every shot I've ever taken. 528 00:35:44,183 --> 00:35:47,019 That's, like, hundreds of thousands of photos. 529 00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:49,772 - You remember all of them? - Yep. 530 00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:51,983 That's impressive. 531 00:35:53,818 --> 00:35:55,319 When's my birthday? 532 00:36:03,828 --> 00:36:06,539 - [Dean] February 19. - [Ben] February 19. 533 00:36:07,165 --> 00:36:09,625 You got it. Yeah. 534 00:36:16,090 --> 00:36:18,092 [Zooey chuckles] 535 00:36:20,094 --> 00:36:21,094 [Sarah chuckles] 536 00:36:21,137 --> 00:36:23,055 - Last one. - Thanks. 537 00:36:23,139 --> 00:36:25,683 It's good to see them together again. 538 00:36:27,351 --> 00:36:29,353 It's good to see you with him. 539 00:36:31,814 --> 00:36:34,483 I don't know. He left us. 540 00:36:35,568 --> 00:36:37,445 Hell, he left you guys too. 541 00:36:38,529 --> 00:36:42,617 Now he's dying, so he comes back, and we're just lettin' him back in. 542 00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:46,287 It's like he's getting away with it. 543 00:36:46,412 --> 00:36:47,872 Matty, look at him. 544 00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:52,627 I mean, does that look like a man who's gotten away with anything? 545 00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:58,841 Mmm. 546 00:36:58,966 --> 00:37:00,218 Okay, I'm gonna... 547 00:37:01,552 --> 00:37:02,887 I'm gonna go upstairs. 548 00:37:03,262 --> 00:37:05,723 Try and get a little work done before I pass out. 549 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:11,479 Can I take this, put wine it, and drink it in my room? 550 00:37:11,562 --> 00:37:13,272 - Help yourself. - All right. 551 00:37:13,689 --> 00:37:15,566 - 'Night, sweetheart. - 'Night. 552 00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:17,443 - I'm so glad you're here. - Me too. 553 00:37:17,526 --> 00:37:19,403 - I love you. - Love you too. 554 00:37:23,616 --> 00:37:26,369 Hey, guys. I'm going to bed. I'll see you in the morning. 555 00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:28,162 - Okay. - All right. 556 00:37:35,127 --> 00:37:37,338 - You good? - Yeah. 557 00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:40,758 Yeah, no, I'm just a little tired. Gonna get some work done. 558 00:37:41,717 --> 00:37:43,719 I'm glad you're making this trip. 559 00:37:44,720 --> 00:37:48,224 A man should know his father, no matter what kind of bastard he is. 560 00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,814 You should come back here more often. 561 00:37:54,897 --> 00:37:58,693 - I know. I'm sorry. - That's okay. End of the lecture. 562 00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:00,486 - It's good to see you. - Thanks. 563 00:38:00,569 --> 00:38:01,904 [kisses] 564 00:38:12,164 --> 00:38:13,082 [knocking] 565 00:38:13,165 --> 00:38:14,292 Yep. 566 00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:16,877 - Hey, I saw... - Hey. 567 00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:20,506 that your light was still on. I got you a glass of water. 568 00:38:20,589 --> 00:38:21,590 - Thanks. - Yeah. 569 00:38:21,674 --> 00:38:23,676 I know those guys can drink, so... 570 00:38:23,759 --> 00:38:26,053 Thought that might help the cause in the morning. 571 00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,930 - How are you? - Good. 572 00:38:28,222 --> 00:38:29,890 Is it hard being here? 573 00:38:31,892 --> 00:38:32,892 Um... 574 00:38:33,185 --> 00:38:35,771 - Sorry. Do you want to come in? - Yeah. 575 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:40,484 No. I mean, me, no. 576 00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:43,487 - Um, can I sit down? - Yeah. 577 00:38:45,031 --> 00:38:48,242 Not weird for me. I guess the weird thing would be... 578 00:38:50,202 --> 00:38:52,580 you know, seein' Ben here. Is a little, you know, odd. 579 00:39:02,089 --> 00:39:03,089 Oh, um... 580 00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:06,510 Sarah... thinks you're beautiful. 581 00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:11,474 Okay. Cool. [chuckling] 582 00:39:12,141 --> 00:39:13,768 [giggles] 583 00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:16,771 You are though. 584 00:39:18,939 --> 00:39:21,734 - I think you're drunk. - No. 585 00:39:23,611 --> 00:39:26,655 - Maybe. I might be, actually. - [Zooey cackles] 586 00:39:26,739 --> 00:39:29,283 But I'm not saying this 'cause I'm drunk. 587 00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:30,951 And I'm not gonna not say it 588 00:39:31,035 --> 00:39:33,996 'cause I think you'll think I'm only saying it because I'm drunk. 589 00:39:34,497 --> 00:39:36,290 I don't know what we're talking about. 590 00:39:36,374 --> 00:39:38,376 - Oh, you didn't follow that? - No. 591 00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:41,754 Then maybe I am drunk. 'Cause I followed it perfectly. 592 00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,759 Oh, this is a bad idea. 593 00:39:47,551 --> 00:39:49,720 - What? We're just talking. - Yeah, well. 594 00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:55,309 Then you have to talk about the fact that you're just talking and not just talking. 595 00:39:56,102 --> 00:39:57,102 Right. 596 00:40:02,608 --> 00:40:05,444 - Wait, I'm sorry. I mean... - Oh! Whoa. 597 00:40:05,569 --> 00:40:08,447 Oh, my God. I'm so sorry. [laughing] 598 00:40:09,031 --> 00:40:10,699 Holy shit. 599 00:40:10,783 --> 00:40:12,868 - Are you okay? - Yeah, I'm okay. 600 00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,203 I guess I deserved that. 601 00:40:16,622 --> 00:40:19,792 - Thanks. - [Zooey laughs, sighs] 602 00:40:22,002 --> 00:40:25,631 - Oh, hey, close your eyes. - Are you gonna get weird? 603 00:40:26,507 --> 00:40:29,135 No. No. Just close 'em. 604 00:40:29,802 --> 00:40:31,554 Okay. They're closed. 605 00:40:31,637 --> 00:40:33,347 Hold on a sec. 606 00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:38,769 Okay, you can open 'em now. 607 00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:42,982 Wow. That's really cool. 608 00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:47,653 Yeah, my cousin Hank was really into astronomy. 609 00:40:47,903 --> 00:40:49,989 [chuckles] Yeah, I can tell. 610 00:40:57,121 --> 00:40:59,957 - What, um, Ben was saying... - Mm-hmm. 611 00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:04,170 ...last night at the diner about your... ex-husband? 612 00:41:07,131 --> 00:41:09,884 Is that what happened? He cheated? 613 00:41:13,345 --> 00:41:17,224 Nothing good comes from reliving the past. You know? 614 00:41:19,268 --> 00:41:21,645 You just sound like my ex-wife now. 615 00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:26,233 She used to say that I'd... 616 00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:32,490 I had a tendency to live in the past rather than... embracing the present. 617 00:41:34,825 --> 00:41:36,410 Is that why she left you? 618 00:41:40,247 --> 00:41:42,917 It's never... one thing, now, is it? 619 00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:46,045 What about you? 620 00:41:46,420 --> 00:41:49,423 I don't know. It all just happened so fucking fast. 621 00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:53,636 One moment we're just... we're cruising and then... 622 00:41:55,846 --> 00:41:58,140 the next we're driving off a cliff. 623 00:42:00,142 --> 00:42:02,269 The funny thing is, I actually... 624 00:42:03,437 --> 00:42:07,233 For a moment there, I thought I had it together, you know? 625 00:42:09,318 --> 00:42:11,987 I thought I was someone to be reckoned with. 626 00:42:28,128 --> 00:42:30,714 - [object slips, clatters] - [man groans] 627 00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:34,343 Oh, my God, Ben. Jesus. 628 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:40,057 - Help. Oh, God. - Ben, what did you do? Are you okay? 629 00:42:40,140 --> 00:42:45,729 Yeah, yeah. I just... I just got dizzy, and I tripped over... 630 00:42:46,355 --> 00:42:48,857 the corner over here. I was gonna take a shower. 631 00:42:48,941 --> 00:42:52,820 Wait for me before you do that. Can you move your fingers? Toes? 632 00:42:53,153 --> 00:42:54,833 - Yeah. - Any dizziness or nausea? [groans] 633 00:42:56,574 --> 00:42:58,742 - Do you have any pain? - No. 634 00:42:59,118 --> 00:43:00,578 Bend your leg for me. 635 00:43:00,661 --> 00:43:06,375 Wait. Stop gropin' me. Jesus Christ. What are you doin'? 636 00:43:06,458 --> 00:43:08,669 I need to make sure you don't have broken bones. 637 00:43:08,752 --> 00:43:10,671 - Help me up. - I got you. 638 00:43:11,422 --> 00:43:14,717 - Here you go. - Oh, God. Jesus Christ. 639 00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:17,011 - You don't feel pain anywhere? - No. 640 00:43:17,094 --> 00:43:18,762 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 641 00:43:18,846 --> 00:43:21,206 - Oh, my God. - I'm all right. -[Zooey sighs] -[Ben exhales] 642 00:43:23,100 --> 00:43:27,271 I'm fine. I just need to sit here for a couple minutes. 643 00:43:27,354 --> 00:43:28,897 - Okay. - Yeah. 644 00:43:29,523 --> 00:43:32,901 - Thanks, baby. - Oh, my God. Gave me a heart attack. 645 00:43:41,785 --> 00:43:43,787 - [thuds] - [door slams] 646 00:43:45,247 --> 00:43:47,458 - Hot coffee? - [Zooey] Yes, please. Thank you. 647 00:43:47,541 --> 00:43:51,920 We should be able to get to Chicago by late afternoon at the latest, yeah? 648 00:43:52,004 --> 00:43:56,133 That'll give us five days to get to Kansas before the lab closes. 649 00:43:56,216 --> 00:43:57,426 [Zooey] Mm-hmm. 650 00:43:57,968 --> 00:44:00,304 - So you two are screwing now. - [forks clatter] 651 00:44:02,848 --> 00:44:06,810 I mean, it makes sense. He's low-hanging fruit sexually speaking. 652 00:44:07,519 --> 00:44:10,356 You haven't been laid in what? Three years? 653 00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:13,776 - How about we shut up now, okay? - You like your women damaged. 654 00:44:13,859 --> 00:44:17,738 - You like to damage yours. - Okay, that's enough. Both of you. 655 00:44:22,951 --> 00:44:25,454 I didn't damage you. Did I, Sarah? 656 00:44:30,084 --> 00:44:32,795 - What's he talkin' about? - Ben. 657 00:44:35,214 --> 00:44:38,133 - Sarah, what's he talking about? - Nothing. 658 00:44:39,134 --> 00:44:43,013 A million years ago before we went on our first date. Nothing. 659 00:44:43,097 --> 00:44:45,474 What? Did Sarah never mention that? 660 00:44:46,183 --> 00:44:50,354 I can understand why. It wasn't really very memorable. 661 00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:55,693 Mostly just a lot of dry humping. Had a couple drinks and couldn't quite get... 662 00:44:55,776 --> 00:44:56,819 Shut your mouth, Ben. 663 00:44:56,902 --> 00:45:00,739 Though God knows she tried every trick in the book. 664 00:45:00,823 --> 00:45:02,199 - Shut up. - Dean! 665 00:45:02,282 --> 00:45:07,329 What are you gonna do, Dean? You gonna come over here and hit me? 666 00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:13,043 There's nothin' left to hit. 667 00:45:20,676 --> 00:45:23,345 - [chuckles] - [mutters] Christ. 668 00:45:23,429 --> 00:45:26,515 - [footsteps depart] - [door opens] 669 00:45:26,598 --> 00:45:28,183 [knife scrapes plate] 670 00:45:29,518 --> 00:45:32,187 - What is your fucking problem? - Can we just calm down? 671 00:45:32,271 --> 00:45:35,649 I'm not gonna calm down. Can't watch him shit all over my family. 672 00:45:35,733 --> 00:45:38,944 I'm just bustin' his balls for Christ' sake. He's my kid brother. 673 00:45:40,237 --> 00:45:43,157 He was more of a father to me than you ever were. 674 00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:54,835 I was just busting his balls. 675 00:45:57,254 --> 00:45:58,756 Drama. 676 00:46:43,550 --> 00:46:46,220 Doesn't anyone else see how ridiculous it is? 677 00:46:47,721 --> 00:46:51,850 I mean, don't get me wrong. You're a really good looking girl, Zooey. 678 00:46:51,934 --> 00:46:57,189 You're even sexy in a sloppy kind of way. You got full lips, nice skin, great legs. 679 00:46:58,148 --> 00:47:01,276 And I guess, you know, Matt's in decent enough shape. 680 00:47:01,735 --> 00:47:04,196 He's got no glaringly bad features. 681 00:47:04,279 --> 00:47:08,408 Judging by my own modest dimensions, I doubt he's packing a python in his pants, 682 00:47:08,492 --> 00:47:11,370 but I'm sure it's a perfectly adequate cock in a pinch. 683 00:47:11,453 --> 00:47:13,539 You're thrown together by circumstance. 684 00:47:13,622 --> 00:47:15,874 Neither one of you has demonstrated any ability 685 00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,252 to sustain any kind of meaningful relationship. 686 00:47:18,335 --> 00:47:23,632 To the contrary, you're both especially dysfunctional in that regard. 687 00:47:23,715 --> 00:47:28,554 It's going to become very awkward when this situation... goes south, 688 00:47:29,179 --> 00:47:30,514 and it will. 689 00:47:30,931 --> 00:47:32,975 - I mean, look at you. - Shut up. 690 00:47:34,101 --> 00:47:36,019 Okay? Just shut up. 691 00:47:36,353 --> 00:47:37,896 Nothing happened. 692 00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:41,692 - Nothing happened? - Nothing! 693 00:47:42,276 --> 00:47:43,861 You were alone in a room. 694 00:47:43,944 --> 00:47:45,320 - She's drunk. - I wasn't drunk. 695 00:47:45,404 --> 00:47:47,072 - She's coming on to you. - No. 696 00:47:47,155 --> 00:47:51,493 Every star in the sexual galaxy is lined up. You couldn't seal the deal? 697 00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:54,371 What do you need? Landing lights between her legs? 698 00:47:54,454 --> 00:47:55,914 - Thanks for that. - Huh? 699 00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:59,084 - Thanks for that! - Well, no offense. It's just... 700 00:47:59,877 --> 00:48:02,170 It's just disappointing. That's all. 701 00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:05,340 Well, really sorry to disappoint you. 702 00:48:05,924 --> 00:48:07,801 Are you ever happy, Ben? 703 00:48:07,885 --> 00:48:11,263 Let me tell you something. Happiness is bullshit. 704 00:48:11,346 --> 00:48:13,432 It's the great myth of the late 20th century. 705 00:48:13,515 --> 00:48:15,642 You think Picasso was happy? 706 00:48:15,726 --> 00:48:17,728 You think Hemingway was? 707 00:48:18,103 --> 00:48:20,397 Hendrix? They were miserable shits. 708 00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:24,943 No art worth a damn was ever created out of happiness. I can tell you that. 709 00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:30,073 Ambition, narcissism, sex, rage. 710 00:48:30,157 --> 00:48:34,244 Those are the engines that drive every great artist, every great man. 711 00:48:36,330 --> 00:48:38,373 A hole that can't be filled. 712 00:48:41,501 --> 00:48:43,962 That's why we're all such miserable assholes. 713 00:48:44,671 --> 00:48:47,090 So you know you're a miserable asshole. 714 00:48:47,549 --> 00:48:50,677 What? Do you think I'm an idiot? Of course I know. 715 00:48:53,931 --> 00:48:55,182 'Course I know. 716 00:48:55,390 --> 00:48:59,728 [guitar starts] 717 00:49:06,068 --> 00:49:07,402 ♪ Come ♪ 718 00:49:08,153 --> 00:49:12,908 ♪ Husk your limbs to my floor ♪ 719 00:49:17,412 --> 00:49:21,541 ♪ Bones sucking stones ♪ 720 00:49:22,459 --> 00:49:24,920 ♪ Her coming storm ♪ 721 00:49:27,965 --> 00:49:34,554 ♪ Under the lights you went Chemical ashes head down ♪ 722 00:49:39,351 --> 00:49:46,274 ♪ Heart on a diamond thread Fennel and lashes wet down ♪ 723 00:49:51,196 --> 00:49:58,161 ♪ Ooh, ooh, mmm ♪ 724 00:50:02,624 --> 00:50:09,506 ♪ Ooh, ooh, mmm ♪ 725 00:50:12,718 --> 00:50:14,720 [music ends] [film roll clatters] 726 00:50:20,892 --> 00:50:22,894 [plastic clatters] 727 00:50:49,546 --> 00:50:53,425 You would have saved us all a lot of trouble if you shot digital. 728 00:50:54,217 --> 00:50:55,552 [sighs] 729 00:50:55,635 --> 00:50:58,346 You ever hold a pair of fake tits in your hands? 730 00:50:58,430 --> 00:51:02,267 - [scoffs] What? - No matter how good something looks, 731 00:51:03,769 --> 00:51:06,271 - you can't beat the real thing. - Mm-hmm. 732 00:51:06,354 --> 00:51:10,192 People are taking more pictures now than ever before. 733 00:51:10,776 --> 00:51:14,613 Billions of 'em. But there's no slides, no prints. 734 00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:16,490 They're just data, 735 00:51:16,990 --> 00:51:18,825 electronic dust. 736 00:51:19,326 --> 00:51:23,622 Years from now, when they dig us up, there won't be any pictures to find. 737 00:51:24,915 --> 00:51:29,086 No record of who we were, how we lived. 738 00:51:29,961 --> 00:51:33,924 What's the point of having an artifact if you never see it with your own eyes? 739 00:51:36,426 --> 00:51:38,386 You still talking about film? 740 00:51:41,681 --> 00:51:43,558 Never mind. Hey, Matt, Matt. 741 00:51:48,438 --> 00:51:52,943 I don't kid myself that I was any kind of husband or father. 742 00:51:54,319 --> 00:51:55,570 It's not about that. 743 00:51:59,407 --> 00:52:01,451 You just never saw me. 744 00:52:04,287 --> 00:52:05,580 Not once, Ben. 745 00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:11,336 I see for a living, Matt. It's what I do. 746 00:52:18,927 --> 00:52:20,846 We better get going. 747 00:52:51,251 --> 00:52:55,463 Hey, we just got to the hotel in Chicago. Thanks for the passes for tonight. 748 00:52:55,547 --> 00:52:59,259 [Larry] I have you booked in St. Louis tomorrow night, then Kansas City, 749 00:52:59,342 --> 00:53:01,636 - then Parsons for Tuesday. - Okay. 750 00:53:02,220 --> 00:53:05,140 That gives you two extra days before the lab closes. 751 00:53:06,224 --> 00:53:09,728 Hey, look, Larry, I'd rather just go straight from St. Louis to Parsons. 752 00:53:09,811 --> 00:53:12,439 I just want to drop off this film and get back to my life. 753 00:53:12,522 --> 00:53:14,524 - If that's all right. - Suit yourself. 754 00:53:14,608 --> 00:53:16,818 - You ready for tonight? - Yeah, I'm ready. 755 00:53:16,902 --> 00:53:19,905 - Don't worry about me, Larry. - Good luck anyway. 756 00:53:20,572 --> 00:53:21,990 Thanks, I guess. 757 00:53:30,916 --> 00:53:33,251 [inhales, exhales] 758 00:53:34,294 --> 00:53:36,296 [samba music] 759 00:53:45,805 --> 00:53:47,557 Uh-oh. Oh. [chuckles] 760 00:53:47,974 --> 00:53:50,936 - Okay. - Go, Zooey. 761 00:53:56,399 --> 00:53:58,235 Oh, hey. 762 00:53:58,944 --> 00:54:02,656 Before I forget. This is your pass for tonight. 763 00:54:03,156 --> 00:54:06,743 - This is the band you're pitchin'? - Yeah. Yeah, that's them. 764 00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:11,081 Why don't you try running your spiel by me? 765 00:54:11,831 --> 00:54:13,875 You know, kick the tires a little bit. 766 00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:16,753 No. No, I'm okay. Thanks though. 767 00:54:16,836 --> 00:54:21,132 Come on. I mean, you're asking a successful band to leave a major label 768 00:54:21,216 --> 00:54:23,218 and trust you at a boutique. 769 00:54:23,718 --> 00:54:24,844 Let's hear it. 770 00:54:26,846 --> 00:54:30,100 Come on. Just give me your pitch. It's good practice. 771 00:54:30,183 --> 00:54:32,852 I mean, your career depends on it, right? 772 00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:36,815 Okay. 773 00:54:38,316 --> 00:54:39,985 We're not corporate. 774 00:54:40,068 --> 00:54:43,571 We're not part of a conglomerate that only worries about the bottom line. 775 00:54:43,655 --> 00:54:47,242 We actually are a company that still believes the artist is visionary, 776 00:54:47,325 --> 00:54:48,994 not just a product. 777 00:54:50,245 --> 00:54:52,956 Yeah, don't say any of that. You sound like a pussy. 778 00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:54,457 Never mind. Bad idea. 779 00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:56,960 You were always a little timid, even as a little kid. 780 00:54:57,043 --> 00:54:59,838 You have any idea how condescending and insulting you can be? 781 00:54:59,921 --> 00:55:02,048 Just listen to me? These guys are surrounded 782 00:55:02,132 --> 00:55:05,093 by people tellin' 'em how great they are all the time. 783 00:55:05,176 --> 00:55:07,512 They need that because they're artists. 784 00:55:07,595 --> 00:55:10,223 We're all just a bunch of insecure bastards. 785 00:55:10,307 --> 00:55:12,475 So you don't tell them how great they are, 786 00:55:12,559 --> 00:55:15,020 you tell 'em what you don't like about 'em. 787 00:55:15,103 --> 00:55:18,606 Speak with authority. Not only will they respect you, 788 00:55:18,690 --> 00:55:21,985 but they'll believe you're the only guy who can fix it. 789 00:55:27,741 --> 00:55:30,660 - Why'd you come on this trip? - What? 790 00:55:30,744 --> 00:55:33,830 Don't tell me it's about this "Seven Sisters" or whoever. 791 00:55:33,913 --> 00:55:36,708 Spare Sevens. Yeah, no. That's why. 792 00:55:42,255 --> 00:55:44,966 And I guess there's part of me 793 00:55:45,050 --> 00:55:48,178 that figured this was the last chance I'd have to see you 794 00:55:48,261 --> 00:55:52,349 and how you measure up against the bastard I've hated all these years. 795 00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:55,226 How am I doing? 796 00:55:56,811 --> 00:55:58,146 You're holding your own. 797 00:56:00,940 --> 00:56:02,859 You wanna know the sad part? 798 00:56:04,819 --> 00:56:06,696 I've actually been trying. 799 00:56:07,947 --> 00:56:10,909 [scoffs] 800 00:56:10,992 --> 00:56:12,994 [hard rock] 801 00:56:13,078 --> 00:56:18,750 ♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪ 802 00:56:18,917 --> 00:56:25,131 ♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪ 803 00:56:25,256 --> 00:56:28,510 ♪ Wake up ♪ 804 00:56:28,593 --> 00:56:33,223 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 805 00:56:34,182 --> 00:56:37,268 - What do you think? - I think they're good. 806 00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:38,853 - What? - I think they're good. 807 00:56:38,937 --> 00:56:41,940 I think they could use a new record label though. 808 00:56:42,315 --> 00:56:43,525 I agree. 809 00:56:43,608 --> 00:56:47,320 [loud music continues] 810 00:56:47,404 --> 00:56:50,407 ♪ Wake up ♪ 811 00:56:50,490 --> 00:56:54,869 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 812 00:56:54,994 --> 00:57:00,750 [cheering] 813 00:57:02,585 --> 00:57:05,046 [Matt] So... what I was talkin' about earlier... 814 00:57:05,130 --> 00:57:07,757 [man laughing] Thanks. 815 00:57:07,882 --> 00:57:12,303 - Sorry. Matt, Matt. What were you saying? - We're talking about creative control 816 00:57:12,387 --> 00:57:15,056 and support you're not going to find anywhere else. 817 00:57:15,140 --> 00:57:17,767 I just don't think you should be singin' for your supper. 818 00:57:18,518 --> 00:57:21,479 We want to give you the space to record the album 819 00:57:21,563 --> 00:57:23,773 that the whole world is waiting for. 820 00:57:24,983 --> 00:57:26,818 - Yeah. - Yeah. 821 00:57:26,901 --> 00:57:28,862 - But, um... - [people chattering] 822 00:57:29,696 --> 00:57:33,616 I'm going to do that no matter where I am, aren't I? 823 00:57:36,244 --> 00:57:40,206 Yes, no, of course, but what we're offering is... 824 00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:44,002 Matt, you've worked with some serious bands. 825 00:57:44,836 --> 00:57:47,422 And some shit bands if I'm being honest. 826 00:57:47,630 --> 00:57:50,091 A bit of this, a bit of that. 827 00:57:50,717 --> 00:57:52,802 We're on a streak now. 828 00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:56,473 Selling out shows, heavy rotation. 829 00:57:58,725 --> 00:58:00,768 If it ain't broke, and all that. 830 00:58:01,644 --> 00:58:03,438 - Right? - Yeah. No. I, um... 831 00:58:04,606 --> 00:58:06,524 I hear what you're saying. 832 00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,571 Matt. 833 00:58:16,034 --> 00:58:17,744 But it is broke, Jasper. 834 00:58:19,245 --> 00:58:20,997 You just don't know it yet. 835 00:58:21,831 --> 00:58:24,626 Or my hunch is... that maybe you do. 836 00:58:25,293 --> 00:58:27,670 You did agree to meet with me tonight, right? 837 00:58:28,546 --> 00:58:29,797 - Yes or no? - Yes. 838 00:58:29,881 --> 00:58:32,383 Yeah, that's right. Yeah. Well done. 839 00:58:32,467 --> 00:58:35,345 So you were honest with me. I'm gonna be honest with you. 840 00:58:36,012 --> 00:58:37,889 I loved your guys' first record. 841 00:58:38,890 --> 00:58:39,890 It was amazing. 842 00:58:40,433 --> 00:58:43,019 Deserves every bit of recognition that it got. 843 00:58:43,102 --> 00:58:45,313 I worked out to it. I fucked to it. 844 00:58:45,396 --> 00:58:47,732 It helped me get through my divorce. 845 00:58:48,441 --> 00:58:50,360 Seriously. It's one of those. 846 00:58:50,652 --> 00:58:52,612 It was incredible. Because it had balls. 847 00:58:52,695 --> 00:58:55,448 It was unique. It was original. It was yours. 848 00:58:56,824 --> 00:58:59,244 Your second album, however, Alibi. 849 00:59:00,453 --> 00:59:03,831 Ironically named, if you ask me, 'cause that thing is anything... 850 00:59:05,250 --> 00:59:06,292 but your first album. 851 00:59:06,376 --> 00:59:08,086 It is at best forgettable. 852 00:59:09,254 --> 00:59:12,298 Teenagers make that music with a fucking laptop. 853 00:59:13,758 --> 00:59:15,176 They do. 854 00:59:15,635 --> 00:59:18,680 I don't know whose idea it was to put that dance track on there, 855 00:59:18,763 --> 00:59:21,849 but I bet it wasn't any of you guys, am I wrong? 856 00:59:22,100 --> 00:59:24,686 You don't look at each other when you play the new songs. 857 00:59:24,769 --> 00:59:28,064 You just look out straight forward, scanning the crowd for girls. 858 00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:32,860 - You're embarrassed. I don't blame you. - What's your point? 859 00:59:32,944 --> 00:59:35,488 I think you're better than that. That's all I'm saying. 860 00:59:35,572 --> 00:59:37,490 'Cause you're an actual fucking rock band. 861 00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:40,702 Drums, guitar, bass, vocals. 862 00:59:41,369 --> 00:59:43,788 Then you add all this other shit you don't need. 863 00:59:44,330 --> 00:59:46,416 You're selling albums, but to who? 864 00:59:46,499 --> 00:59:48,960 People that pay attention to fuckin' commercials. 865 00:59:50,545 --> 00:59:53,798 I want you guys to get back to what you do. 866 00:59:53,881 --> 00:59:57,051 To reclaim what made the Spare Sevens the Spare Sevens. 867 00:59:57,135 --> 01:00:00,430 If you don't, you're just going to be another casualty of the machine. 868 01:00:01,347 --> 01:00:04,767 If I didn't believe this, if I didn't believe in you, I wouldn't be here. 869 01:00:06,144 --> 01:00:09,439 You have no fucking idea what it took me to get here. 870 01:00:10,982 --> 01:00:14,027 [sniffs, sighs] 871 01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:21,784 Fuck. [chuckles] 872 01:00:21,909 --> 01:00:23,244 Fuck, man. 873 01:00:28,666 --> 01:00:32,003 You've got a massive pair of balls on you, don't you? 874 01:00:32,503 --> 01:00:33,503 Yeah. 875 01:00:33,838 --> 01:00:37,550 - They make my dick look really small. - [men laugh] 876 01:00:43,264 --> 01:00:46,017 Okay, man. [clears throat] 877 01:00:48,186 --> 01:00:49,312 Okay. 878 01:00:50,521 --> 01:00:52,315 How do you see this working? 879 01:00:52,940 --> 01:00:55,026 Glad you asked.[chuckles] 880 01:00:55,151 --> 01:00:58,279 - I have to take a look at your contract. - This geezer pissed himself. 881 01:00:59,113 --> 01:01:01,074 This geezer pissed his pants! 882 01:01:01,199 --> 01:01:03,826 [laughing] 883 01:01:04,952 --> 01:01:09,248 Get the old codger a nappy. Get him a diaper! 884 01:01:09,332 --> 01:01:10,541 [laughing continues] 885 01:01:10,625 --> 01:01:11,751 Shit! 886 01:01:11,834 --> 01:01:13,836 Fucking hope not. 887 01:01:13,961 --> 01:01:15,338 [laughter continues] 888 01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:17,048 Get him out. 889 01:01:18,216 --> 01:01:20,385 [Ben] I don't even know what happened. 890 01:01:20,718 --> 01:01:23,346 [Jasper] Sorry. Sorry, Matt. 891 01:01:24,013 --> 01:01:25,556 What were you sayin'? 892 01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:28,601 Matt? 893 01:01:29,644 --> 01:01:31,020 Um... 894 01:01:32,397 --> 01:01:33,648 [scoffs] 895 01:01:33,731 --> 01:01:38,277 You guys are newly famous, so by default you're going to be assholes. 896 01:01:38,695 --> 01:01:39,612 What? 897 01:01:39,696 --> 01:01:43,908 The sad thing is there's a big part of me that would still love to sign you. 898 01:01:46,536 --> 01:01:50,540 But I can't even pretend to have anywhere... 899 01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:55,128 close to some type of respect for any of you. 900 01:01:56,045 --> 01:01:57,380 Um... 901 01:01:59,424 --> 01:02:03,261 You know what? Thank you for the beer. 902 01:02:03,845 --> 01:02:05,263 And good luck. 903 01:02:06,055 --> 01:02:07,140 Matt. 904 01:02:46,220 --> 01:02:47,220 I got it. 905 01:02:49,140 --> 01:02:51,142 Here. Keep the change. 906 01:02:53,019 --> 01:02:54,479 You're welcome. 907 01:02:57,023 --> 01:02:59,150 I'll see you guys in a little bit, all right? 908 01:02:59,233 --> 01:03:02,695 - Where are you goin'? - Just gonna take a few moments 909 01:03:02,779 --> 01:03:04,280 to collect my thoughts. 910 01:03:04,655 --> 01:03:07,700 By that, I mean I'm gonna get fucked up across the street. 911 01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:14,081 - Well, that was something, huh? - That was stupid. 912 01:03:15,917 --> 01:03:18,419 What? He should have closed the deal. 913 01:03:18,753 --> 01:03:20,755 He was defending you. 914 01:03:20,838 --> 01:03:22,965 Don't put this on me. It wasn't my fault. 915 01:03:23,049 --> 01:03:25,676 - That's not the point. - I'm standing here in my own piss. 916 01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:28,012 Maybe you could try to get to the goddamn point. 917 01:03:28,095 --> 01:03:31,349 The point is, you're gonna thank him tonight, and you're gonna mean it. 918 01:03:31,432 --> 01:03:32,517 Uh-huh. 919 01:03:32,600 --> 01:03:34,477 Ben. Ben! 920 01:03:38,147 --> 01:03:41,150 I... I can't do this anymore. 921 01:03:44,028 --> 01:03:46,239 I love you, and you know that but... 922 01:03:47,156 --> 01:03:50,034 you don't make it easy. You make it virtually impossible. 923 01:03:50,117 --> 01:03:53,204 But Matt, he's here for you. It doesn't matter what he says. 924 01:03:53,287 --> 01:03:57,041 He... He came on this trip for you. 925 01:03:57,834 --> 01:04:02,421 You have done nothing to earn his love, but tonight he gave it to you anyway. 926 01:04:02,505 --> 01:04:07,468 And he did that for you, and if you can't find it in yourself 927 01:04:07,552 --> 01:04:11,013 to show your son. just, like, an ounce of kindness, 928 01:04:11,097 --> 01:04:15,059 then I... I can't... I'm done defending you. 929 01:04:15,142 --> 01:04:16,477 I can't be your nurse. 930 01:04:18,145 --> 01:04:20,064 I don't know how to help you. 931 01:04:23,734 --> 01:04:25,069 Are you done? 932 01:04:26,946 --> 01:04:27,947 Yeah. Okay. 933 01:04:34,829 --> 01:04:38,249 - What does that mean? "Okay." - You're fired. 934 01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:01,272 Is someone sitting here? 935 01:05:05,526 --> 01:05:06,527 No. How's he doing? 936 01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:16,412 He's overcome with gratitude. 937 01:05:18,497 --> 01:05:21,334 - Really? - No. Mm-mmm. 938 01:05:21,500 --> 01:05:23,169 Nope. I need a drink. 939 01:05:24,045 --> 01:05:24,879 Hey, 940 01:05:24,962 --> 01:05:31,093 can I please get, like, any semi-decent reposado on ice, please? 941 01:05:31,928 --> 01:05:35,056 - Let me ask you something. You were there. - Mm-hmm. 942 01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:38,726 It was happening, right? Like before I had my little freak out? 943 01:05:38,809 --> 01:05:41,979 - I had 'em, yeah? - Yeah. You did. 944 01:05:44,023 --> 01:05:47,568 - So I really screwed myself. Okay. - That's not how I see it. 945 01:05:49,820 --> 01:05:51,697 I appreciate that, but... 946 01:05:52,490 --> 01:05:55,701 I don't know if you realize what kind of opportunities are out there 947 01:05:55,785 --> 01:05:57,328 for a guy like me at this point. 948 01:05:57,411 --> 01:05:59,038 Like, a handful? 949 01:05:59,538 --> 01:06:02,458 Mmm. Zero... is the right answer. 950 01:06:03,542 --> 01:06:07,046 Then, once word of this gets out, it's gonna be even less. 951 01:06:07,838 --> 01:06:09,840 [phone dings, vibrates] 952 01:06:11,342 --> 01:06:14,053 - The word is officially out. - And are you fired? 953 01:06:14,261 --> 01:06:16,097 Uh, no. Not quite. 954 01:06:16,180 --> 01:06:18,516 - Apparently I'm "fried." - [Zooey chuckles] 955 01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:21,894 - Now I'm fired. There we go. - Good. [laughs] 956 01:06:21,978 --> 01:06:26,482 - Don't laugh. At least you got a job. - Oh, no. I was actually just fired too. 957 01:06:27,900 --> 01:06:29,777 - You're joking. - No. I'm not. 958 01:06:29,860 --> 01:06:34,115 - What? Why? - It's fine. He does it a lot actually. 959 01:06:34,824 --> 01:06:36,409 - [chuckles] - [snorts] 960 01:06:36,492 --> 01:06:38,828 - So, cheers to that. - Cheers. 961 01:06:38,911 --> 01:06:40,538 - Cheers. - Cheers. Here we go. 962 01:06:43,708 --> 01:06:44,542 [exhales] 963 01:06:44,625 --> 01:06:46,085 - Want another one? - No! God! 964 01:06:46,168 --> 01:06:49,728 - If I had any more, I'd get surly. -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. - I'd pay to see that. Are you sure? 965 01:06:50,506 --> 01:06:52,883 Okay, well, that would be your funeral, buddy. 966 01:06:52,967 --> 01:06:54,885 - [phone dings] - [groans] 967 01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:57,179 What's this? 968 01:06:59,056 --> 01:07:02,268 ♪ The angel opens her eyes ♪ 969 01:07:04,812 --> 01:07:06,814 ♪ Pale blue-colored eyes ♪ 970 01:07:06,897 --> 01:07:08,649 - This is Live. - What? 971 01:07:08,733 --> 01:07:12,069 You're singing Live right now. You said you didn't know the band Live. 972 01:07:12,153 --> 01:07:14,280 - This is Live. You're singing it. - No. 973 01:07:14,363 --> 01:07:16,407 I think you're drunk. You're hallucinating. 974 01:07:16,490 --> 01:07:17,700 No, I heard you. 975 01:07:17,783 --> 01:07:22,955 - ♪ Oh, now feel it, comin' back again ♪ - Uh-huh. 976 01:07:23,039 --> 01:07:26,375 - ♪ Like a rollin' thunder ♪ - You lied to me. 977 01:07:26,459 --> 01:07:28,461 ♪ Chasing the wind ♪ 978 01:07:28,544 --> 01:07:33,174 ♪ Forces pullin' from The center of the earth agai n ♪ 979 01:07:33,257 --> 01:07:37,803 ♪ I can feel it ♪ 980 01:07:38,429 --> 01:07:44,101 ♪ I can feel it, ow ♪ 981 01:07:44,268 --> 01:07:46,270 [music continues] 982 01:07:51,233 --> 01:07:55,029 ♪ Oh, I ♪ 983 01:07:55,112 --> 01:07:58,824 ♪ Oh, I ♪ 984 01:08:00,034 --> 01:08:04,330 ♪ Oh, I ♪ 985 01:08:07,666 --> 01:08:12,630 ♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪ 986 01:08:13,214 --> 01:08:18,052 ♪ Like a rollin' thunder Chasing the wind ♪ 987 01:08:18,135 --> 01:08:22,807 ♪ Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again ♪ 988 01:08:23,307 --> 01:08:26,227 - ♪ I can feel it ♪ - Well, I should probably... 989 01:08:28,020 --> 01:08:32,733 ♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪ 990 01:08:33,109 --> 01:08:37,780 ♪ Like a rollin' thunder Chasing the wind ♪ 991 01:08:37,863 --> 01:08:42,785 ♪ Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again ♪ 992 01:08:42,868 --> 01:08:46,122 ♪ I can feel it ♪ 993 01:08:47,832 --> 01:08:52,628 ♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪ 994 01:08:52,711 --> 01:08:57,758 ♪ Like a rolllin' thunder Chasing the wind ♪ 995 01:08:57,842 --> 01:09:02,555 ♪ Forces pulling From the center of the earth again ♪ 996 01:09:02,638 --> 01:09:07,643 ♪ I can feel it ♪ 997 01:09:08,269 --> 01:09:12,064 [music fades] 998 01:09:13,774 --> 01:09:19,697 - [light footsteps] - [objects rustling] 999 01:09:19,822 --> 01:09:20,822 Hey. 1000 01:09:21,031 --> 01:09:24,827 - What are you doing? - I'm going to the airport. 1001 01:09:25,953 --> 01:09:30,291 - What are you talkin' about? - Yeah. This was a mistake. 1002 01:09:31,750 --> 01:09:33,252 No, it wasn't. Hey, slow down. 1003 01:09:34,920 --> 01:09:39,216 I've already called a nurse to replace me and... 1004 01:09:40,426 --> 01:09:42,887 she should probably be here by breakfast. 1005 01:09:43,012 --> 01:09:46,265 Hey, Zooey. Come on. What is this? What's goin' on here? 1006 01:09:48,100 --> 01:09:50,561 Hey, come on. You can't just leave. 1007 01:09:50,853 --> 01:09:53,147 - What about Ben? - He fired me last night. 1008 01:09:53,272 --> 01:09:54,648 He fires you all the time. 1009 01:09:54,732 --> 01:09:57,526 - Yeah. Now I'm takin' him up on it. - Okay, but why now? 1010 01:09:57,610 --> 01:10:00,112 - Why? What is going on? - I can't do this, okay? 1011 01:10:00,196 --> 01:10:02,156 Do what? What are you talking about? 1012 01:10:02,239 --> 01:10:05,367 - I'm not going to hurt you. - You don't know that. 1013 01:10:05,951 --> 01:10:08,871 Look. I get it, okay? Your husband cheated on you. 1014 01:10:08,954 --> 01:10:10,247 I'm not him. 1015 01:10:10,331 --> 01:10:14,001 Okay, well, he didn't cheat on me. I cheated on him. 1016 01:10:14,126 --> 01:10:18,505 And I couldn't even tell you why. I went and fucked someone. 1017 01:10:20,758 --> 01:10:24,011 So what? So what? You made a mistake. 1018 01:10:24,094 --> 01:10:26,222 It was three years ago. He was the wrong guy. 1019 01:10:26,305 --> 01:10:28,682 No. I am the wrong girl. 1020 01:10:29,892 --> 01:10:33,354 Zooey, what about, "Nothing good comes from living in the past." 1021 01:10:33,437 --> 01:10:36,398 Yeah, and then you told me I sounded like your ex-wife. 1022 01:10:45,991 --> 01:10:47,993 [sighs] 1023 01:11:11,809 --> 01:11:13,894 [knocking] 1024 01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,106 Ben. Hey. 1025 01:11:27,449 --> 01:11:28,617 Hello? 1026 01:11:29,827 --> 01:11:33,038 Thanks, man. I appreciate it. It will just take a second. 1027 01:11:33,122 --> 01:11:35,499 He's probably just in here. Hey, Ben? 1028 01:11:37,918 --> 01:11:40,629 Oh, shit! Hey! Ben! 1029 01:11:41,088 --> 01:11:42,715 Ben! Are you okay? 1030 01:11:42,798 --> 01:11:45,509 Sir! Sir! Go get help! Please! 1031 01:11:46,260 --> 01:11:48,429 - It's okay. You all right? - [groan] 1032 01:11:48,512 --> 01:11:50,365 - This is Beta One, come in. - [woman] Go ahead. 1033 01:11:50,389 --> 01:11:53,684 - Will you get help? - We have a possible Code Blue in 428. 1034 01:11:53,767 --> 01:11:54,893 It's okay. 1035 01:12:05,070 --> 01:12:09,074 [talking on PA, indistinct] 1036 01:12:14,163 --> 01:12:15,748 [light knocking] 1037 01:12:20,002 --> 01:12:24,673 So I checked in with Ben's oncologist in New York and shared some blood work. 1038 01:12:25,758 --> 01:12:30,721 We can keep him comfortable, but at this stage of cancer, that's all we can do. 1039 01:12:31,305 --> 01:12:33,766 Now we can arrange for his transfer to hospice, 1040 01:12:33,849 --> 01:12:37,686 but I am afraid he will not be able to travel back to New York. 1041 01:12:39,605 --> 01:12:42,733 We're actually on our way to... Kansas. 1042 01:12:43,692 --> 01:12:45,235 Oh, that's off the table. 1043 01:12:46,236 --> 01:12:47,946 Matt, your father is very weak, 1044 01:12:48,030 --> 01:12:52,910 and while we can keep him comfortable here, he really doesn't have much longer. 1045 01:12:53,827 --> 01:12:54,953 I'm sorry. 1046 01:12:56,246 --> 01:12:58,374 I'll check back in in a little bit. 1047 01:13:00,209 --> 01:13:02,169 - Yeah. Thank you. - You're welcome. 1048 01:13:08,258 --> 01:13:12,513 [talking on PA, indistinct] 1049 01:13:31,073 --> 01:13:32,825 Coffee smells good. 1050 01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:36,245 Hey. 1051 01:13:37,246 --> 01:13:38,622 You want some? 1052 01:13:40,833 --> 01:13:42,835 [Ben grunts] 1053 01:13:55,472 --> 01:13:56,765 [sighs] 1054 01:13:58,600 --> 01:14:00,060 [groans] 1055 01:14:01,270 --> 01:14:02,729 [exhales] 1056 01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:05,691 How are you feeling? 1057 01:14:07,734 --> 01:14:10,696 I'm dying. That's how I'm feeling. 1058 01:14:12,406 --> 01:14:13,740 [sighs] 1059 01:14:13,824 --> 01:14:15,409 How long have I been here? 1060 01:14:17,244 --> 01:14:19,496 Like a day and a half... about. 1061 01:14:22,833 --> 01:14:24,126 Where's Zooey? 1062 01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:29,214 - She left. - Is she gone? 1063 01:14:30,215 --> 01:14:35,429 I fired her before. It's the first time she ever actually left. 1064 01:14:37,848 --> 01:14:40,684 Do me a favor. Don't tell her I'm here 1065 01:14:40,767 --> 01:14:42,895 She might blame herself. 1066 01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:44,855 Of course. 1067 01:15:32,736 --> 01:15:36,615 [film canister, camera door rattling] 1068 01:15:55,717 --> 01:15:56,718 Need help? 1069 01:16:04,142 --> 01:16:07,646 - Goes in that little slot there. - Yeah, I know. I remember. 1070 01:16:08,438 --> 01:16:10,983 Stretch it out. Nice and tight. 1071 01:16:12,067 --> 01:16:14,570 Line it up so the teeth will bite. 1072 01:16:15,362 --> 01:16:17,447 - Click it twice. - That's right. Yeah. 1073 01:16:18,740 --> 01:16:20,033 Yep. 1074 01:16:21,368 --> 01:16:22,536 Good job. 1075 01:16:30,127 --> 01:16:31,712 I used to feed you. 1076 01:16:32,421 --> 01:16:34,506 [chuckles] What? 1077 01:16:35,215 --> 01:16:37,593 At night while your mother slept. 1078 01:16:39,344 --> 01:16:40,762 Give you the bottle. 1079 01:16:44,516 --> 01:16:50,731 We were staying in this crappy little apartment, Lower East Side. 1080 01:16:53,317 --> 01:16:57,529 Then afterwards you'd lie... you'd just lie there... 1081 01:16:58,447 --> 01:17:00,907 with your head on my chest. 1082 01:17:02,576 --> 01:17:04,578 You had this... 1083 01:17:05,829 --> 01:17:08,665 smell, you know, the way babies smell. 1084 01:17:10,292 --> 01:17:11,627 And I would just... 1085 01:17:12,336 --> 01:17:14,212 I'd just hold you. 1086 01:17:16,757 --> 01:17:18,383 Feeling you breathe. 1087 01:17:24,139 --> 01:17:26,767 I'd make all these promises to you. 1088 01:17:30,771 --> 01:17:33,649 Tell you that I'd love you forever, 1089 01:17:35,067 --> 01:17:37,069 always keep you safe, 1090 01:17:42,032 --> 01:17:44,159 never let you feel alone. 1091 01:17:49,122 --> 01:17:51,708 [sniffs] I was just filled with this... 1092 01:17:54,378 --> 01:17:56,672 infinite love for you. 1093 01:17:58,548 --> 01:17:59,841 [chuckles] 1094 01:18:08,934 --> 01:18:14,106 I don't know what happened to me, what broke inside of me. 1095 01:18:16,942 --> 01:18:19,611 Maybe I was always broken. I don't know. 1096 01:18:21,405 --> 01:18:23,865 But those nights with you, if I could... 1097 01:18:25,117 --> 01:18:29,413 get to choose what time of my life to live in forever, that would be it. 1098 01:18:32,332 --> 01:18:37,629 That would be it. And I'm not asking you to forgive me. I don't deserve.... 1099 01:18:44,136 --> 01:18:45,637 I just... 1100 01:18:46,346 --> 01:18:47,556 [laughs] 1101 01:18:52,144 --> 01:18:53,603 I love you. 1102 01:18:54,855 --> 01:18:56,440 I do. I really do. 1103 01:18:59,818 --> 01:19:01,069 And I'm sorry. 1104 01:19:05,323 --> 01:19:06,616 [sniffles] 1105 01:19:25,719 --> 01:19:27,679 It's okay. 1106 01:19:27,763 --> 01:19:30,307 Go to sleep. Okay? You're tired. 1107 01:20:32,536 --> 01:20:33,954 Knock, knock. 1108 01:20:34,830 --> 01:20:36,498 What do you got there? 1109 01:20:37,123 --> 01:20:38,291 Your getaway vehicle. 1110 01:20:39,167 --> 01:20:43,046 If we're gonna get that film to Dwayne's, we gotta drive through the night. 1111 01:20:43,129 --> 01:20:45,674 Tomorrow is the last day they're developing Kodachrome. 1112 01:20:46,132 --> 01:20:48,301 Never gonna let you take me out of here. 1113 01:20:48,385 --> 01:20:50,303 That's why I'm not gonna ask. 1114 01:20:56,726 --> 01:20:59,855 It appears I got this tube in my dick. 1115 01:21:00,605 --> 01:21:04,192 - Shit. - It's all right. I can get it. I got it. 1116 01:21:04,276 --> 01:21:07,153 What do you mean you can get it? No. No, no, no, no. Hey! 1117 01:21:07,654 --> 01:21:11,533 You can't pull out your own catheter! Stop it! Stop it! That's crazy! 1118 01:21:11,616 --> 01:21:13,076 Oh, God. 1119 01:21:13,159 --> 01:21:15,871 - Dad! Don't! - [groans] 1120 01:21:15,954 --> 01:21:17,122 [laughs quietly] 1121 01:21:18,415 --> 01:21:21,918 [chortles] Fuck you. Get dressed. 1122 01:21:22,002 --> 01:21:24,963 - I got you. - You did get me. Here. 1123 01:21:28,550 --> 01:21:35,223 ♪ Caught in a minute In a dream that I had ♪ 1124 01:21:35,765 --> 01:21:42,314 ♪ Everything is perfect They're letting go of the past ♪ 1125 01:21:43,189 --> 01:21:49,946 ♪ Stop in the middle with a dream in my head ♪ 1126 01:21:50,655 --> 01:21:57,579 ♪ Living the moment up on the edge ♪ 1127 01:21:57,704 --> 01:22:04,044 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1128 01:22:05,462 --> 01:22:11,760 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1129 01:22:12,802 --> 01:22:19,392 ♪ Rocks form the house It is falling apart ♪ 1130 01:22:20,268 --> 01:22:26,650 ♪ Everything feels right right here Right from the start ♪ 1131 01:22:27,484 --> 01:22:32,280 ♪ Floating in the river Uh-oh, holding your hand ♪ 1132 01:22:32,405 --> 01:22:34,741 Parsons? 1133 01:22:36,785 --> 01:22:38,161 Parsons. 1134 01:22:38,703 --> 01:22:41,498 ♪ I am your man ♪ 1135 01:22:42,248 --> 01:22:48,088 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1136 01:22:49,756 --> 01:22:55,845 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1137 01:22:57,097 --> 01:23:03,603 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1138 01:23:04,354 --> 01:23:06,648 ♪ Somewhere else ♪ 1139 01:23:06,731 --> 01:23:10,193 [man] It has been this way for the last few months or so. 1140 01:23:10,694 --> 01:23:15,573 People coming in from all over the world, all just to develop some film. 1141 01:23:16,741 --> 01:23:20,578 If you ask me, they should stop making film every year. 1142 01:23:22,956 --> 01:23:26,001 All right, I've got you in a single, king. 1143 01:23:26,084 --> 01:23:30,630 No. No, we had... two rooms. Separate rooms reserved. 1144 01:23:30,755 --> 01:23:34,968 - Actually, three, but we only need two. - I'm sorry. It's been insane. 1145 01:23:35,051 --> 01:23:37,762 Just... we don't know who's coming and who's going. 1146 01:23:37,846 --> 01:23:40,056 Right now all I've got is the one room. 1147 01:23:41,975 --> 01:23:43,518 One sec. 1148 01:23:49,524 --> 01:23:51,901 - We'll take it. - Super. 1149 01:23:52,819 --> 01:23:56,239 I should have it ready for you in three or four hours. 1150 01:23:57,323 --> 01:23:59,576 - Super... - Fuck you. That's fucking cra... Okay. 1151 01:23:59,743 --> 01:24:01,536 That's great. That's great. 1152 01:24:02,871 --> 01:24:05,832 Sorry. Long drive. That's great. 1153 01:24:08,126 --> 01:24:09,377 Watch your step. 1154 01:24:15,759 --> 01:24:17,385 - Hi. - Hey. 1155 01:24:17,677 --> 01:24:19,471 - Um... - [Ben stammers] 1156 01:24:19,554 --> 01:24:24,684 Excuse me. I wanted to give these rolls to Dwayne personally. 1157 01:24:26,186 --> 01:24:28,897 I'm sorry. We stopped taking Kodachrome yesterday. 1158 01:24:30,148 --> 01:24:33,318 You what? No. I called to confirm. We were told Thursday. 1159 01:24:33,777 --> 01:24:36,863 I know. I'm sorry. We ran out of dye sooner than expected. 1160 01:24:37,864 --> 01:24:42,035 Come on. Look, we just drove 2,000 miles to get here. I just... 1161 01:24:42,118 --> 01:24:44,329 - Where's Dwayne? - Ben Ryder. 1162 01:24:44,412 --> 01:24:46,289 - There he is. - You made it. 1163 01:24:46,414 --> 01:24:48,333 - How you doin'? - Good to see you. 1164 01:24:48,416 --> 01:24:51,961 Your assistant here just told me you're not processing any more Kodachrome. 1165 01:24:52,045 --> 01:24:54,839 - She's fired. You're fired. - Okay, Dad. 1166 01:24:55,256 --> 01:24:58,760 Honey, this is Benjamin Asher Ryder, 1167 01:24:58,885 --> 01:25:01,221 one of the world's greatest living photographers. 1168 01:25:01,304 --> 01:25:03,389 How do you do? This is my son, Matt. 1169 01:25:03,473 --> 01:25:05,391 - Matt, nice to meet you. - You too. 1170 01:25:06,101 --> 01:25:09,562 Well, Ben, I will process these myself. 1171 01:25:09,646 --> 01:25:13,024 I left a little room in the line on the off chance you made it. 1172 01:25:13,108 --> 01:25:15,777 Yeah, I was countin' on it. I appreciate it. 1173 01:25:16,486 --> 01:25:19,030 Can you believe it? The end of an era. 1174 01:25:20,448 --> 01:25:23,910 I will have these ready for you to pick up tomorrow. 1175 01:25:24,285 --> 01:25:26,830 - Okay. Thank you. - You're welcome. 1176 01:25:31,793 --> 01:25:33,253 We could get food. You hungry? 1177 01:25:33,336 --> 01:25:35,505 Yeah, I should put something in my stomach. 1178 01:25:35,588 --> 01:25:36,589 Yeah, same. 1179 01:25:37,715 --> 01:25:40,593 I'm sorry. Aren't you Benjamin Ryder? 1180 01:25:41,177 --> 01:25:43,388 - That's right. - I don't believe it. 1181 01:25:43,555 --> 01:25:47,183 I should have known you'd be here. I was talking about you to Steve McCurry. 1182 01:25:47,267 --> 01:25:48,935 I figured Steve would be here. 1183 01:25:49,561 --> 01:25:52,230 - Ernie Coates from National Geographic. - Ernie. 1184 01:25:52,313 --> 01:25:55,400 You did that piece in Afghanistan, didn't you? Yeah, that was great. 1185 01:25:55,483 --> 01:25:56,401 Wow, you know... 1186 01:25:56,484 --> 01:26:01,239 At the risk of embarrassing you, you're the reason I became a photographer. 1187 01:26:02,448 --> 01:26:04,617 Why would that embarrass me? 1188 01:26:05,118 --> 01:26:06,703 Marie, come here. 1189 01:26:09,956 --> 01:26:13,042 - This is Benjamin Ryder. - No way. 1190 01:26:13,126 --> 01:26:14,377 Yeah, I'm afraid so. 1191 01:26:14,460 --> 01:26:16,838 A bunch of us were talking about your Afghan series. 1192 01:26:16,921 --> 01:26:20,466 Can you believe they're stopping it? You must've been pretty pissed. 1193 01:26:20,592 --> 01:26:23,720 No, not really. A little sentimental, I guess, but... 1194 01:26:24,554 --> 01:26:26,890 just a matter of time, you know. 1195 01:26:26,973 --> 01:26:29,267 You know. Oh, geez. 1196 01:26:29,350 --> 01:26:32,979 We're all so... so frightened by time, 1197 01:26:33,062 --> 01:26:35,481 and the way it moves on, the way things disappear. 1198 01:26:35,607 --> 01:26:37,192 That's why we're photographers. 1199 01:26:38,359 --> 01:26:40,820 We're preservationists by nature. 1200 01:26:41,487 --> 01:26:43,698 We take pictures to stop time, 1201 01:26:45,116 --> 01:26:47,410 to commit moments to eternity. 1202 01:26:49,913 --> 01:26:52,540 Human nature made tangible. 1203 01:26:54,918 --> 01:26:58,046 About as good a definition of art as any, I guess. 1204 01:26:58,129 --> 01:27:01,758 Ben. Rick Ross. We were in Grenada together. 1205 01:27:01,966 --> 01:27:04,552 - We were shooting for Reuters. - Oh, my God. 1206 01:27:06,095 --> 01:27:08,973 - Good to see you. - Good to see you too. 1207 01:27:09,057 --> 01:27:11,517 Ben, do you mind if I get a picture with you? 1208 01:27:11,643 --> 01:27:14,270 Would it matter if I did? I don't know. 1209 01:27:14,395 --> 01:27:16,397 Sure. That's okay. 1210 01:27:20,026 --> 01:27:21,653 - Aw, that's great. - There you go. 1211 01:27:21,736 --> 01:27:24,239 - Thank you. - You all be well now. 1212 01:27:24,322 --> 01:27:26,282 - You too, Ben. - Good to see you. 1213 01:27:28,743 --> 01:27:32,038 [water running in distance] 1214 01:27:42,966 --> 01:27:44,968 [water stops] 1215 01:28:00,566 --> 01:28:02,193 Do you hear that? 1216 01:28:07,198 --> 01:28:09,158 [Matt] Hmm. All right. 1217 01:28:10,785 --> 01:28:13,371 What should we do this evening? Huh? 1218 01:28:14,664 --> 01:28:18,626 We could go see what Parsons, Kansas has in the way of nightlife. 1219 01:28:20,128 --> 01:28:21,754 I could actually eat again. 1220 01:28:23,256 --> 01:28:26,843 Don't know if they have room service here. Should we get a pizza? 1221 01:28:27,552 --> 01:28:29,679 Go to a restaurant? Order in? 1222 01:28:30,346 --> 01:28:32,640 Hello? Any thoughts on the matter? 1223 01:28:55,621 --> 01:28:56,914 [whispers] Okay, Dad. 1224 01:28:58,708 --> 01:28:59,751 Okay. 1225 01:29:08,801 --> 01:29:13,806 [guitar starts] 1226 01:29:18,895 --> 01:29:24,776 ♪ I've watched you go through changes That no man should face alone ♪ 1227 01:29:25,860 --> 01:29:30,865 ♪ Take to heel or tame the horse The choice is still your own ♪ 1228 01:29:32,200 --> 01:29:37,914 ♪ But arm yourself against the pain A wounded bird can give ♪ 1229 01:29:38,956 --> 01:29:44,796 ♪ And in the end remember It's with you you have to live ♪ 1230 01:29:45,380 --> 01:29:51,052 ♪ And in the end remember It's with you you have to live ♪ 1231 01:29:51,427 --> 01:29:54,389 [shutters clicking] 1232 01:29:56,557 --> 01:30:02,522 ♪ Stand your ground I think you've got The guts it takes to win ♪ 1233 01:30:03,147 --> 01:30:08,903 ♪ But you must learn to turn the key Before she'll let you in ♪ 1234 01:30:10,071 --> 01:30:15,743 ♪ And understand the problems Of the girl you want so near ♪ 1235 01:30:15,993 --> 01:30:22,542 ♪ Or you'll wear the coat of questions `Til the answer hat is here ♪ 1236 01:30:22,959 --> 01:30:28,881 ♪ You'll wear the coat of questions `Til the answer hat is here ♪ 1237 01:30:43,271 --> 01:30:44,814 - Hey. - [Larry] Hey. 1238 01:30:48,734 --> 01:30:50,611 I'm sorry about Ben, Matt. 1239 01:30:54,615 --> 01:30:57,535 I've been on the phone with the medical examiner's office, 1240 01:30:57,618 --> 01:30:59,620 tryin' to get the body released. 1241 01:31:00,538 --> 01:31:02,832 Should be good to go shortly. 1242 01:31:04,333 --> 01:31:06,169 - Thanks, Larry. - Mr. Ryder. 1243 01:31:07,336 --> 01:31:09,213 Dwayne from Dwayne's Photo. 1244 01:31:09,297 --> 01:31:11,632 Yes. Hi. I remember you. 1245 01:31:12,091 --> 01:31:14,760 Uh, this is Larry Holdt. 1246 01:31:15,845 --> 01:31:17,221 - Sure. - Ben's manager. 1247 01:31:17,513 --> 01:31:21,726 I was... very saddened to hear about your father. 1248 01:31:22,810 --> 01:31:25,271 I wanted to deliver these personally. 1249 01:31:25,938 --> 01:31:28,816 I know he was very protective of his work. 1250 01:31:30,485 --> 01:31:33,905 Thank you. Yeah. My dad would have appreciated it. 1251 01:31:34,614 --> 01:31:37,116 Outside a roll I shot myself, 1252 01:31:37,200 --> 01:31:41,454 these are the last rolls of Kodachrome film ever to be developed. 1253 01:31:41,954 --> 01:31:45,500 I think he would have liked the symmetry. 1254 01:31:47,752 --> 01:31:48,836 Yeah. 1255 01:31:49,545 --> 01:31:51,130 Take care. 1256 01:31:51,631 --> 01:31:52,924 You too, Dwayne. 1257 01:31:59,931 --> 01:32:01,516 - Here you go. - [Larry] Oh, no. 1258 01:32:02,642 --> 01:32:04,560 Ben was very direct about it. 1259 01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:07,813 He said you'd curate the show. 1260 01:32:10,608 --> 01:32:13,444 I don't know anything about photography. Why would he do that? 1261 01:32:13,569 --> 01:32:17,657 I learned a long time ago never to ask why where Ben was concerned. 1262 01:32:19,867 --> 01:32:21,994 [phone vibrating] 1263 01:32:23,371 --> 01:32:24,664 Hold on. 1264 01:32:27,124 --> 01:32:28,251 Larry Holdt. 1265 01:32:32,672 --> 01:32:38,511 [woman on PA] Now boarding zone three for Flight 164 to LaGuardia Airport. 1266 01:32:39,053 --> 01:32:41,430 [phone ringing] 1267 01:32:41,722 --> 01:32:45,309 Hi. It's Zooey. I'm not here. Please leave me a message. 1268 01:32:45,810 --> 01:32:48,354 [Matt] Hi. It's me again. 1269 01:32:50,439 --> 01:32:52,191 It's hard just talking. 1270 01:32:54,235 --> 01:32:56,779 I've been thinking about you a lot. Um... 1271 01:33:00,324 --> 01:33:03,119 I don't know. I've just been realizing 1272 01:33:03,202 --> 01:33:06,497 I've given up on so much stuff in my life. 1273 01:33:08,416 --> 01:33:09,917 Playin' music and... 1274 01:33:11,002 --> 01:33:12,336 my marriage. 1275 01:33:14,046 --> 01:33:15,131 Ben. 1276 01:33:17,049 --> 01:33:21,262 I'm tired of doing it. I don't want to do it anymore, and I'm not gonna. And... 1277 01:33:22,221 --> 01:33:24,140 Well, I want you to be... 1278 01:33:26,309 --> 01:33:29,186 I'd love for you to be one of the things I don't give up on. 1279 01:33:33,441 --> 01:33:35,151 All right, I'll hang up now. 1280 01:33:38,738 --> 01:33:40,948 Okay. Bye. 1281 01:33:58,799 --> 01:34:01,177 [taps bass pedal, cymbal pedal] 1282 01:34:18,486 --> 01:34:23,616 [rock music starts] 1283 01:34:53,854 --> 01:34:55,856 [music fades] 1284 01:35:25,720 --> 01:35:28,597 Let's see what all the buzz is about, Ben. 1285 01:36:03,132 --> 01:36:04,842 [slide projector clicks] 1286 01:36:12,767 --> 01:36:14,643 [slide projector clicks] 1287 01:37:35,266 --> 01:37:37,977 Hey. Hey. 1288 01:37:41,355 --> 01:37:42,731 Hey. 1289 01:37:46,151 --> 01:37:48,445 How'd you know I'd be here? 1290 01:37:50,239 --> 01:37:51,323 Larry. 1291 01:37:52,741 --> 01:37:54,451 - Oh. - Yeah. 1292 01:37:54,535 --> 01:37:56,996 I guess the guy really does know everything, huh? 1293 01:37:57,079 --> 01:37:58,581 Yeah. 1294 01:38:00,416 --> 01:38:02,418 [slide projector clicks] 1295 01:38:04,837 --> 01:38:06,505 Are they all like that? 1296 01:38:11,594 --> 01:38:14,221 Yeah. [soft chuckle] 1297 01:38:19,226 --> 01:38:20,978 Do you want company? 1298 01:38:23,314 --> 01:38:24,440 Yeah. 1299 01:38:33,866 --> 01:38:36,035 [soft chuckle] 1300 01:38:36,201 --> 01:38:37,995 [slide projector clicks] 1301 01:38:41,540 --> 01:38:43,459 [clicking continues] 1302 01:38:46,295 --> 01:38:48,297 [music starts] 1303 01:41:32,628 --> 01:41:35,422 [music fades] 1304 01:41:38,675 --> 01:41:40,677 [light rock starts] 1305 01:41:44,890 --> 01:41:50,479 [vocalizing] 1306 01:42:06,829 --> 01:42:12,209 ♪ I had an idea ♪ 1307 01:42:12,292 --> 01:42:19,216 ♪ I kept my mouth shut I didn't like it at all 1308 01:42:20,884 --> 01:42:25,931 ♪ When I called you sweetheart ♪ 1309 01:42:26,014 --> 01:42:31,812 ♪ I said your name first Over your shoulder ♪ 1310 01:42:31,895 --> 01:42:36,316 [vocalizing] 1311 01:42:36,400 --> 01:42:42,364 ♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪ 1312 01:42:42,739 --> 01:42:48,954 ♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪ 1313 01:42:49,121 --> 01:42:51,874 ♪ Wake up ♪ 1314 01:42:51,957 --> 01:42:57,171 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 1315 01:42:59,131 --> 01:43:04,469 ♪ I don't wanna wait anymore ♪ 1316 01:43:04,761 --> 01:43:09,349 ♪ For you ♪ 1317 01:43:11,852 --> 01:43:16,940 ♪ I don't want to fight anymore ♪ 1318 01:43:17,274 --> 01:43:21,195 ♪ Come on, come on and take me home ♪ 1319 01:43:23,697 --> 01:43:28,827 ♪ I heard time had left you ♪ 1320 01:43:28,911 --> 01:43:31,455 ♪ I was in shadows ♪ 1321 01:43:32,080 --> 01:43:36,418 ♪ I didn't know it at all ♪ 1322 01:43:37,753 --> 01:43:42,799 ♪ Pay your horse and rider ♪ 1323 01:43:42,966 --> 01:43:45,427 ♪ In the white city ♪ 1324 01:43:46,011 --> 01:43:49,723 ♪ Saw it in pictures of you ♪ 1325 01:43:50,140 --> 01:43:53,310 [vocalizing] 1326 01:43:53,435 --> 01:43:59,399 ♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪ 1327 01:43:59,483 --> 01:44:05,739 ♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪ 1328 01:44:05,822 --> 01:44:08,700 ♪ Wake up ♪ 1329 01:44:08,784 --> 01:44:13,622 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 1330 01:44:15,040 --> 01:44:21,129 ♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪ 1331 01:44:21,213 --> 01:44:27,678 ♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪ 1332 01:44:27,761 --> 01:44:30,722 ♪ Wake up ♪ 1333 01:44:30,806 --> 01:44:36,186 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 104428

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