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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:24,274 --> 00:00:25,400 All right. 2 00:00:30,363 --> 00:00:34,659 Are you ready for one more? 3 00:01:12,447 --> 00:01:15,492 ♪ I had a girlfriend ♪ 4 00:01:15,575 --> 00:01:19,120 ♪ She said she loves me ♪ 5 00:01:19,204 --> 00:01:22,665 ♪ She likes to hold me ♪ 6 00:01:22,749 --> 00:01:25,835 ♪ She once told me ♪ 7 00:01:26,544 --> 00:01:29,881 ♪ 'Cause she don't mind♪ 8 00:01:29,964 --> 00:01:33,343 ♪ Nothin', nothin' ♪ 9 00:01:33,426 --> 00:01:39,933 ♪ She don't mind Nothin', nothin'♪ 10 00:01:53,196 --> 00:01:54,614 You with the band? 11 00:01:54,739 --> 00:01:56,616 Yeah. Record label. 12 00:01:56,699 --> 00:01:59,744 -You better put that on. -Yes, sir. 13 00:02:10,380 --> 00:02:11,548 Whoa. 14 00:02:11,673 --> 00:02:14,592 ♪ Nothin', nothin'♪ 15 00:02:16,219 --> 00:02:19,764 Guys, cleanup on aisle seven. What's up, man? 16 00:02:27,021 --> 00:02:30,900 Hi, Leo. Keep playing that thing, you're gonna go blind. 17 00:02:31,025 --> 00:02:33,319 Matt, where are we on that sit-down with Elijah? 18 00:02:33,403 --> 00:02:36,322 -I told you, talk to Zeke. -Zeke said talk to you. 19 00:02:36,406 --> 00:02:37,740 They want the cover. 20 00:02:37,824 --> 00:02:40,243 Jeff won't commit until he sees the article. 21 00:02:40,618 --> 00:02:42,662 But it's a definite possibility. 22 00:02:43,621 --> 00:02:44,747 Gotta go, Leo. 23 00:02:44,831 --> 00:02:47,167 Come on, Matt. Is he gonna do it or not? 24 00:02:47,250 --> 00:02:49,252 It's a "definite possibility." 25 00:02:58,511 --> 00:03:00,305 We love you, New York! 26 00:03:01,181 --> 00:03:04,017 -What's up, man? -Good to see you too! 27 00:03:05,393 --> 00:03:06,936 What's up? 28 00:03:10,648 --> 00:03:12,066 What's up, man? 29 00:03:36,090 --> 00:03:38,343 Elijah. Got a visitor. 30 00:03:40,970 --> 00:03:43,932 -Hey. -Hey. 31 00:03:44,015 --> 00:03:45,850 -Great set, man. -Thank you. 32 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:47,060 Yeah. 33 00:03:47,977 --> 00:03:49,604 -Did you talk to him? -Not yet. 34 00:03:49,687 --> 00:03:52,523 -Would you talk to him? -Talk to me about what? 35 00:03:56,486 --> 00:03:58,279 Talk to me about what? 36 00:04:00,323 --> 00:04:02,492 Elijah just signed with Interscope. 37 00:04:03,868 --> 00:04:04,786 What? 38 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:09,165 Are you fucking joking? What's going on? 39 00:04:10,333 --> 00:04:11,459 You're just slow, man. 40 00:04:12,543 --> 00:04:14,462 "I'm slow"? What do you mean, "I'm slow"? 41 00:04:14,545 --> 00:04:17,340 -He doesn't mean "slow." -He said, "slow." Shut up, okay? -What do you mean? -I haven't had a record out in a year. 42 00:04:20,301 --> 00:04:23,346 So? You're gettin' ready to cut an album. We just booked a studio. 43 00:04:23,471 --> 00:04:25,890 Look, Interscope's got two songs ready to go. 44 00:04:26,599 --> 00:04:28,268 And they're fuckin' good. 45 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:31,354 But they're not yours. I thought you want to do your own stuff. 46 00:04:31,437 --> 00:04:34,774 We've been telling you for a while now that we need a new single, okay? 47 00:04:37,151 --> 00:04:39,237 Jesus. Elijah, come on, man. 48 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:41,906 I got nothing but love for you, man. Really. 49 00:04:42,782 --> 00:04:44,325 It's not personal. 50 00:04:46,953 --> 00:04:48,329 Yeah. 51 00:05:08,766 --> 00:05:10,184 Good morning, Eve. 52 00:05:11,894 --> 00:05:13,688 - Morning, Matt. - Hi. 53 00:05:14,731 --> 00:05:17,108 -Does she know about... -Everyone knows. Can you pull Elijah's sheet when you get a chance? 54 00:05:23,114 --> 00:05:25,450 -Thanks. -Matt Ryder's office. This is Kim. 55 00:05:25,533 --> 00:05:28,244 I'm sorry. Mr. Ryder is in a meeting. Can you return? 56 00:05:28,328 --> 00:05:30,538 -Thank you. -Shit. His numbers were holding. 57 00:05:30,621 --> 00:05:33,207 -Rob Marker's office. This is Kim. -Rob Marker's office? 58 00:05:33,291 --> 00:05:36,544 I'm sorry. I don't have him right now. Can you return? Great. 59 00:05:37,503 --> 00:05:40,465 -What the hell was that? -Marker's been promoted. 60 00:05:40,715 --> 00:05:42,133 Really? 61 00:05:42,216 --> 00:05:45,053 And Mr. Lepselter actually wants to see you right now. 62 00:05:47,722 --> 00:05:48,931 Sit down. 63 00:05:53,144 --> 00:05:54,729 Am I about to get fired? 64 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:56,439 Sit down. 65 00:05:58,649 --> 00:06:02,612 I've been working for you since before you could make payroll. Ten years. 66 00:06:02,695 --> 00:06:04,781 I've kept you on at a loss for the last few. 67 00:06:04,864 --> 00:06:06,991 A loss? Really? Okay. 68 00:06:08,451 --> 00:06:11,662 I brought you a Coldplay demo in '99. You didn't even listen to it. 69 00:06:11,746 --> 00:06:14,248 Arcade Fire in 2003. A bootleg and you were like, 70 00:06:14,332 --> 00:06:16,959 "Great in concert. Won't translate to the airwaves." 71 00:06:17,043 --> 00:06:20,838 Three years ago, I had the Spare Sevens in the room. In the fucking room. 72 00:06:20,922 --> 00:06:24,759 I blew a few good calls for you. So? You been cashin' that chit in for years. 73 00:06:24,842 --> 00:06:27,512 I know music better than anybody in this fuckin' office. 74 00:06:27,595 --> 00:06:31,015 Yeah. You've got a great ear. That made you irreplaceable in 1998. 75 00:06:31,099 --> 00:06:33,601 -Bullshit. It still matters. -Music is a commodity. 76 00:06:33,684 --> 00:06:37,397 And it's airborne. You can't protect it. You can't sell what you can't protect. 77 00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:40,400 You only sell the artist. You haven't been signing any. 78 00:06:40,483 --> 00:06:43,778 Last night, you let your meal ticket walk out that door. 79 00:06:44,904 --> 00:06:46,114 Yeah. 80 00:06:46,489 --> 00:06:48,032 Yeah, well... 81 00:06:48,991 --> 00:06:50,576 I'm still working 'em. 82 00:06:50,868 --> 00:06:53,287 -Working who? -Spare Sevens. 83 00:06:53,413 --> 00:06:55,415 -Spare Sevens? -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 84 00:06:55,581 --> 00:06:56,416 Right. 85 00:06:56,499 --> 00:07:00,628 Hey, I'm not jokin'. No, no, no. They're not happy at Sony. 86 00:07:00,711 --> 00:07:03,005 The label rushed the last album. They're pissed. 87 00:07:03,131 --> 00:07:05,133 The Spare Sevens are about to pop globally. 88 00:07:05,216 --> 00:07:06,759 Sony will make them happy. 89 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:08,553 No. These guys aren't like Elijah. 90 00:07:08,636 --> 00:07:12,765 They actually take the time to make music the way real bands used to make it. 91 00:07:13,307 --> 00:07:16,144 I talked to their manager, Dan, at PMO. 92 00:07:17,019 --> 00:07:19,647 -You have a sit-down? -I will. 93 00:07:24,610 --> 00:07:25,903 I'll give you two weeks. 94 00:07:25,987 --> 00:07:29,657 Not because I owe it to you, but because I want the Spare Sevens. 95 00:07:44,422 --> 00:07:45,298 Hello. 96 00:07:47,675 --> 00:07:49,760 You have no pictures. 97 00:07:50,678 --> 00:07:53,848 Like, on your walls and your desk. You don't have any photos. 98 00:07:53,931 --> 00:07:55,725 Who doesn't hang up a picture? 99 00:07:55,808 --> 00:07:57,977 - Good question. - Who are you? 100 00:07:58,060 --> 00:08:03,024 Most people in the office have photos of their wife, girlfriend, dog. Something. 101 00:08:03,566 --> 00:08:07,570 Well, my wife left me, don't have a girlfriend, and I'm afraid of dogs. 102 00:08:07,653 --> 00:08:09,489 I'm sorry to disappoint. Excuse me. 103 00:08:09,572 --> 00:08:11,491 Yes? 104 00:08:11,574 --> 00:08:14,744 Hi. There is a strange woman standing in my office. 105 00:08:14,869 --> 00:08:16,954 -On my way. -I am not strange. 106 00:08:17,038 --> 00:08:19,207 -You're a little strange. -I work for Ben. 107 00:08:19,874 --> 00:08:22,877 You work for Ben. Okay, that's great. 108 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:26,506 -I don't know who that is. -Benjamin Asher Ryder. 109 00:08:26,589 --> 00:08:28,049 Your father. 110 00:08:30,134 --> 00:08:32,094 Sorry, I'm Zooey Kern. 111 00:08:32,178 --> 00:08:35,139 I'm Ben's nurse/personal assistant. 112 00:08:36,307 --> 00:08:39,393 Listen, Miss Kern. This has already been a monumentally shitty day, 113 00:08:39,477 --> 00:08:41,812 and I haven't started dealing with the West Coast. 114 00:08:41,896 --> 00:08:43,397 Hey, Kim! 115 00:08:43,481 --> 00:08:46,275 Not sure what you're doing here. Honestly, I don't care. 116 00:08:46,359 --> 00:08:48,069 Ben's dying. 117 00:08:54,534 --> 00:08:57,954 Right. See, I thought I covered that with "I don't care." 118 00:08:58,621 --> 00:09:00,957 He has liver cancer. 119 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:04,627 And he's got three months left, maybe four. Sorry, Matt. I was in with Marker. Miss, do you have an appointment? 120 00:09:08,673 --> 00:09:11,425 -Wouldn't you know if she did? -It was rhetorical. 121 00:09:11,509 --> 00:09:14,053 I need you to show this woman out. Okay? 122 00:09:14,136 --> 00:09:16,305 Then get ahold of Dan Summers at PMO Talent. 123 00:09:16,389 --> 00:09:18,474 I want to talk to him about the Spare Sevens. 124 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:20,518 Actually, just say that it's urgent. 125 00:09:20,601 --> 00:09:22,770 -Rob Marker's office. -Are you kidding me? 126 00:09:27,441 --> 00:09:29,360 I'll just call security myself. I don't think you actually have security. 127 00:09:32,446 --> 00:09:33,739 No. No, we don't. 128 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:35,825 Are you familiar with Kodachrome? 129 00:09:37,243 --> 00:09:40,037 Yes. Paul Simon, 1973. What do you want to know? 130 00:09:40,121 --> 00:09:41,622 Not that. Kodachrome film. 131 00:09:41,706 --> 00:09:45,459 Your father shoots on Kodachrome. He prefers his pictures to be projected... 132 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:47,962 ...with light rather than printed. I know his spiel. 133 00:09:48,045 --> 00:09:51,716 There's only one place left in the world that processes Kodachrome, 134 00:09:51,799 --> 00:09:54,010 and that's Dwayne's Photo in Parsons, Kansas. 135 00:09:54,093 --> 00:09:56,345 But Kodak decided to stop manufacturing the dyes, 136 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:59,765 so after next week, it'll be impossible to develop Kodachrome film. 137 00:09:59,849 --> 00:10:01,642 -Amazing. -Your father found four rolls 138 00:10:01,726 --> 00:10:03,060 he shot a long time ago, 139 00:10:03,144 --> 00:10:06,272 and he never got them developed, and it woke something up in him. 140 00:10:06,355 --> 00:10:08,983 He's decided he's going to have one last show. 141 00:10:09,066 --> 00:10:10,651 How about that? Good for him, okay? 142 00:10:10,735 --> 00:10:13,195 This has been very, very... annoying. 143 00:10:13,279 --> 00:10:15,573 -Let me show you out. -Can I just... 144 00:10:16,365 --> 00:10:19,744 Ben needs to get these rolls to Kansas, and he can't fly in his condition. 145 00:10:19,827 --> 00:10:22,330 If only there was a service that delivered overnight. 146 00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:25,082 -Yeah, well, he doesn't trust FedEx. -Of course not. 147 00:10:25,291 --> 00:10:29,545 You're his nurse/assistant/whatever. Don't you have a driver's license? 148 00:10:29,629 --> 00:10:31,380 -Yeah, I do. -There you go. 149 00:10:31,464 --> 00:10:34,634 But Ben wants you to drive him. 150 00:10:38,054 --> 00:10:41,015 I'm gonna try to explain this as clearly as possible for you. 151 00:10:41,515 --> 00:10:44,101 I've not spoken to the man in over a decade. 152 00:10:44,226 --> 00:10:47,730 There's no way in hell I'm going to Kansas with him. Or anywhere. 153 00:10:47,813 --> 00:10:49,231 Come to dinner tonight. 154 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:51,150 I know I'm talking. I can hear my voice. 155 00:10:51,233 --> 00:10:52,360 Matt! 156 00:10:53,653 --> 00:10:55,696 He's dying. 157 00:10:57,948 --> 00:11:00,785 You should go see him one last time. 158 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:11,545 There'll be a car waiting for you downstairs. 159 00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:46,330 Hey, Matt. Larry Holdt, Ben's manager. 160 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:47,957 Yeah, I remember you. 161 00:11:48,624 --> 00:11:51,669 The last time I saw you, you were still a teenager. 162 00:11:53,045 --> 00:11:54,422 That's great. 163 00:11:56,215 --> 00:11:58,175 Well, maybe we should get inside. 164 00:12:16,610 --> 00:12:17,820 He's in there. 165 00:12:24,994 --> 00:12:27,455 ♪ You're so good ♪ 166 00:12:29,832 --> 00:12:31,834 ♪ You get me high ♪ 167 00:12:33,294 --> 00:12:36,088 - Hey! - ♪ You're so good for me ♪ 168 00:12:38,382 --> 00:12:40,384 ♪ You're so good for me ♪ 169 00:12:59,820 --> 00:13:01,405 I didn't think you'd come. 170 00:13:06,786 --> 00:13:08,162 Those look familiar. 171 00:13:09,246 --> 00:13:11,207 Well, they should. They're yours. 172 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:13,793 You wanna bang it around a little? 173 00:13:14,627 --> 00:13:17,171 -No, I don't play anymore. -That's too bad. 174 00:13:18,589 --> 00:13:20,633 'Cause you used to be pretty good. 175 00:13:40,945 --> 00:13:42,488 Sorry for the smell. 176 00:13:43,948 --> 00:13:47,284 You know, the meds they give me give me gas. 177 00:14:16,730 --> 00:14:17,690 So, Matt... 178 00:14:18,691 --> 00:14:22,278 Larry tells me things haven't been going so well for you at the record label. 179 00:14:23,028 --> 00:14:28,158 I was telling Ben that record labels can't find a sustainable business model. 180 00:14:28,242 --> 00:14:31,453 You told me that he was gonna be out on his ass any day now. 181 00:14:31,537 --> 00:14:32,663 Jesus, Ben. 182 00:14:32,746 --> 00:14:35,249 -Where'd you hear that? -Larry knows everything. 183 00:14:35,332 --> 00:14:38,085 -Behave. -I'm dyin'. I don't have time to behave. 184 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:42,798 Come on. That's bullshit. You were a prick long before cancer. 185 00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:45,092 That's true enough. 186 00:14:46,468 --> 00:14:48,804 At least you two are talking. 187 00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:50,139 This is good. 188 00:14:53,434 --> 00:14:55,477 So how much time you got left? 189 00:14:57,855 --> 00:15:00,107 Depends on which doctor you talk to. 190 00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:02,443 I'm betting tits up by New Year's. 191 00:15:04,278 --> 00:15:08,616 Why did you get divorced? She catch you in flagrante with some other babe? 192 00:15:10,034 --> 00:15:12,202 -You'd like that, wouldn't you? -You catch her? 193 00:15:12,286 --> 00:15:15,247 Because you fucked around on Mom doesn't mean everyone does. 194 00:15:15,331 --> 00:15:16,624 Pace yourselves. 195 00:15:16,707 --> 00:15:19,084 Your mother and I had a complicated relationship. 196 00:15:19,168 --> 00:15:22,004 Complicated by you putting your dick in every woman you met. 197 00:15:22,129 --> 00:15:23,839 Your mother forgave me. 198 00:15:24,381 --> 00:15:27,426 -Yeah. Well, she died alone, Ben. -So will I. 199 00:15:27,551 --> 00:15:29,511 -Yeah, but you deserve to. -Hey. 200 00:15:34,350 --> 00:15:37,728 It's okay. We're just... just catching up here. 201 00:15:37,811 --> 00:15:39,980 - People change. - No, they don't. 202 00:15:41,398 --> 00:15:43,359 Why don't we talk about the trip? 203 00:15:43,442 --> 00:15:47,404 I can save us all a lot of trouble here. I'm not going on any trip. 204 00:15:51,033 --> 00:15:52,701 You are a desperate old man. 205 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:57,164 Tryin' to what? Manufacture some bullshit redemption? 206 00:15:58,415 --> 00:15:59,583 Why? 207 00:15:59,667 --> 00:16:05,172 So you can pretend your empty, selfish life was anything but meaningless? 208 00:16:07,007 --> 00:16:08,342 Thanks, but no thanks. 209 00:16:09,426 --> 00:16:13,973 Just so you know, when you are dead, no one's gonna care that you're gone. 210 00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:17,351 I mean, maybe these two, but you pay for them. 211 00:16:48,215 --> 00:16:50,676 -Hello? -Matt, Larry Holdt. 212 00:16:50,759 --> 00:16:52,219 -Hey, Larry. -I want to discuss... 213 00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,440 Come on, man. 214 00:17:06,525 --> 00:17:07,735 Matt, don't hang up. 215 00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:09,778 -Not gonna change my mind, Larry. -I know. 216 00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:12,948 - I'm gonna change it for you. - You are? Really? How? 217 00:17:13,032 --> 00:17:15,701 Spare Sevens. I can get you a sit-down. 218 00:17:18,454 --> 00:17:20,998 -Go on. -Their manager used to work for me. 219 00:17:21,915 --> 00:17:24,376 He says you've been calling all day. 220 00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:28,547 They're going to be playing in Chicago in a few days. Some radio station thing. 221 00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:30,549 You can swing by on your way. 222 00:17:30,674 --> 00:17:33,177 Wait. Hold on. What do you mean on my way? 223 00:17:33,552 --> 00:17:35,554 You're talking about Kansas, yeah? 224 00:17:35,929 --> 00:17:38,307 Look. I don't know how to make this any more clear. 225 00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:40,309 That's just not going to happen. 226 00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:43,479 Look. Ben needs the show, and you need that meeting 227 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:47,274 And trust me. This is the only way you'll get it. 228 00:17:50,110 --> 00:17:52,362 I'm not going to go with him, Larry. 229 00:17:53,739 --> 00:17:55,240 It's not happening. 230 00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:57,493 Please, don't call back. 231 00:18:18,180 --> 00:18:19,681 Fuck. 232 00:18:38,408 --> 00:18:40,953 Good morning, Matthew. Glad you reconsidered. 233 00:18:42,329 --> 00:18:44,039 So what's up with the Sevens? 234 00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:45,415 Show's Saturday. 235 00:18:46,542 --> 00:18:48,794 I'll make arrangements for a meeting afterwards. 236 00:18:52,631 --> 00:18:55,384 Still drive that? You fix the roof yet? 237 00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:57,719 I'm sorry. Would you like to take your car? 238 00:18:58,345 --> 00:19:01,014 -I don't have a car. -Then that settles that. 239 00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:03,016 The car runs fine, Matt. 240 00:19:03,851 --> 00:19:07,563 - You're going too? - Unless you want to give me my shots. 241 00:19:07,646 --> 00:19:10,566 -Is that okay with you? -Fine with me. 242 00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:15,779 -All right. -Let's go! We're burning daylight. 243 00:19:17,531 --> 00:19:20,993 In two miles, merge onto I-80 West. 244 00:19:21,076 --> 00:19:22,786 Do not text and drive, please. 245 00:19:22,870 --> 00:19:26,707 I'm not texting. I'm looking at texts. There's a difference. 246 00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:30,210 Hey, this car doesn't have an iPhone jack or anything like that, does it? 247 00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:34,423 We're strictly analog here. Some cassettes in the glove compartment. 248 00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:39,803 In 1.5 miles, stay to the right to merge onto I-80 West. 249 00:19:39,887 --> 00:19:42,347 Zooey, hand me that thing for a second, will you? 250 00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,224 Yeah. 251 00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:52,065 -What the hell are you doing? -Like I said, strictly analog. 252 00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,443 We gotta drive halfway across the country. 253 00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:57,863 That's right. I'm not gonna have some robot bitch whinin' in my ear, 254 00:19:57,946 --> 00:20:00,532 sending me on some sterile interstate. 255 00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:04,578 We have a week to get to Kansas. We're taking the scenic route. 256 00:20:05,245 --> 00:20:07,206 We're going to use this map here. 257 00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:10,834 -Remember what a map is? -Yeah. I know what a map is. 258 00:20:14,087 --> 00:20:15,797 -Turn that up, will you, Zo? -Yeah. 259 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,382 Love this song. 260 00:20:17,466 --> 00:20:23,472 ♪ You've already burned it down ♪ 261 00:20:25,140 --> 00:20:27,392 -What are you doing? -Nothing. 262 00:20:54,211 --> 00:20:55,337 Ben, you're here. 263 00:21:04,554 --> 00:21:08,308 There's a diner across the street. We should meet up later and grab dinner. 264 00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:10,435 That sounds like a plan. 265 00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:12,646 Yeah, you guys go ahead. 266 00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:16,775 I'm just gonna get in a quick workout, make it an early night. 267 00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:28,370 Hey. 268 00:21:29,997 --> 00:21:31,790 Don't give me that look. 269 00:21:31,873 --> 00:21:35,669 Okay. You know what? You need to let your guard down. 270 00:21:37,170 --> 00:21:40,173 -Excuse me? -Yeah. I know you're scared. 271 00:21:40,257 --> 00:21:42,134 Scared? What am I scared of exactly? 272 00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,219 You're scared to open yourself up to him. 273 00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:46,805 You're scared to let yourself love him again. 274 00:21:48,265 --> 00:21:49,683 -Wow. -Don't. 275 00:21:49,766 --> 00:21:52,227 - Wow, that's amazing. - Yeah. 276 00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:55,897 Yeah, I mean forget therapy or the facts of my relationship with him, 277 00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:59,276 you spend six hours in a car with me, and you've cracked the code. 278 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:02,154 -You don't have to be a dick. -No, I don't need to be a dick. 279 00:22:02,237 --> 00:22:05,073 I need to be... less scared to let him in. 280 00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:06,992 Or let him into... 281 00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,870 -I'm just saying... -I'll mull it over. 282 00:22:09,953 --> 00:22:11,621 You made the effort to come. 283 00:22:11,705 --> 00:22:14,958 You may as well try and get to know him a little bit. 284 00:22:15,042 --> 00:22:16,335 Watch your fingers. 285 00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:59,378 ♪ I'd like to hold your hand ♪ 286 00:23:02,464 --> 00:23:06,885 ♪ But your hand isn't here anymore ♪ 287 00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:14,643 ♪ I'd like to see your eyes ♪ 288 00:23:18,146 --> 00:23:23,777 ♪ But your eyes do not see any longer ♪ 289 00:23:26,863 --> 00:23:30,784 ♪ I want to walk with you ♪ 290 00:23:33,578 --> 00:23:38,500 ♪ But our walks do not exist any longer♪ 291 00:23:42,170 --> 00:23:46,133 ♪ No, your eyes do not see anymore ♪ 292 00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:49,052 It was 1998 or so, 293 00:23:49,136 --> 00:23:53,515 and I was in the White House doing a spread on Clinton at Bill's request. 294 00:23:53,890 --> 00:23:57,519 It was right after the whole, you know, bullshit impeachment circus. 295 00:23:57,602 --> 00:23:58,895 Bill was trying to prove... 296 00:23:58,979 --> 00:24:01,064 You're calling the Lewinsky scandal bullshit? 297 00:24:01,148 --> 00:24:04,192 He cheated on his wife and lied to the entire country about it. 298 00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:07,404 They all cheat. They all fuck around. You should know that. 299 00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:10,157 -Ben. -What? After the way your marriage ended? 300 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,325 -You're seriously gonna sit here and... -Stop. 301 00:24:12,409 --> 00:24:16,163 What? Just because Matt's here. Don't be an idiot. 302 00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:20,500 -If anybody knows about fuckin' around... -Hey, you need to stop talking now. 303 00:24:21,334 --> 00:24:23,670 -Leave her alone, okay? -It's fine. 304 00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:27,090 I do believe Matt here's defending you. 305 00:24:27,632 --> 00:24:31,303 Just go back to your bullshit stories about you and your fancy friends. 306 00:24:31,386 --> 00:24:33,805 What we're seeing now is jealousy. 307 00:24:34,431 --> 00:24:39,728 Envy and resentment of a man living in the shadow of his father's accomplishments. 308 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:42,814 Yeah, you've had a great big life. 309 00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:45,484 Yeah. You're damn straight I did. 310 00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:49,237 Where are all those friends while you're dying? 311 00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:50,197 -Matt. -Alone? 312 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:51,323 Stop. 313 00:24:51,406 --> 00:24:56,161 My work will live on long after I'm gone. What have you done? 314 00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:06,880 Holy shit. Look at that, man. She's gotta be 250 pounds or something. 315 00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,798 That outfit's beautiful. 316 00:25:12,260 --> 00:25:14,387 Can you just try and take it easy on him? 317 00:25:14,471 --> 00:25:17,057 Me? Are you kidding me? I was defending you. 318 00:25:17,140 --> 00:25:23,813 You know, a month from now, two months, he's going to be gone forever. 319 00:25:23,897 --> 00:25:26,566 No, I get it, okay? I understand the concept. 320 00:25:26,650 --> 00:25:29,861 It doesn't give him a free pass to be an asshole to people. 321 00:25:32,155 --> 00:25:34,574 'Kay. 322 00:25:35,033 --> 00:25:37,077 I'm going to go back to the motel. 323 00:25:41,957 --> 00:25:43,542 Boy. 324 00:25:44,084 --> 00:25:46,461 - Fucking... - Here's your check, hon. 325 00:25:47,295 --> 00:25:48,713 Yeah. Thanks. 326 00:25:58,473 --> 00:26:02,727 ♪ Yes, I understand That every life must end♪ 327 00:26:07,482 --> 00:26:13,071 ♪ As we sit alone I know someday we must go, ♪ 328 00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:22,080 ♪ I'm a lucky man To count on both hands the ones I love ♪ 329 00:26:25,166 --> 00:26:31,172 ♪ Some folks just have one Yeah, others they got none, ♪ 330 00:26:34,342 --> 00:26:37,637 ♪ Stay with me ♪ 331 00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:42,309 ♪ Let's just breathe ♪ 332 00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:50,775 ♪ Ooh ♪ 333 00:26:52,902 --> 00:26:57,907 ♪ Practiced on our sins Never gonna let me win, ♪ 334 00:27:05,457 --> 00:27:07,292 What? What's funny? 335 00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:16,176 When I was a kid, my mom used to take me up to the Poconos 336 00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:18,136 for a few weeks every summer. 337 00:27:18,219 --> 00:27:22,390 After we'd pass a few of those deer crossing signs that just went by, 338 00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:25,101 I remember I asked her, 339 00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:30,982 "Mom, how do the deers know that's where they're supposed to cross?" 340 00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:34,402 I was being serious. I was a kid. 341 00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:39,949 But she just laughed her ass off like it was the funniest thing she ever heard. 342 00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:42,285 That felt great, 'cause... 343 00:27:43,953 --> 00:27:46,247 I don't remember her laughing much. 344 00:27:50,085 --> 00:27:51,336 When did she die? 345 00:27:54,381 --> 00:27:55,674 I... 346 00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,511 When I was 13. 347 00:28:02,639 --> 00:28:04,724 I'm so sorry. 348 00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:13,692 After that I moved out of New York to live with my aunt and uncle in Cleveland. 349 00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:18,530 Ben was... He was working in Africa at the time. 350 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:23,201 He didn't even make it back for the funeral. 351 00:28:23,326 --> 00:28:25,578 There was a civil war going on. 352 00:28:26,996 --> 00:28:29,499 I'm not making excuses. I'm just... 353 00:28:30,583 --> 00:28:34,796 saying if you think you had it rough, just spend some time and effort. 354 00:28:34,921 --> 00:28:36,756 I'll remember that. 355 00:28:40,593 --> 00:28:42,220 We should go see him. 356 00:28:43,054 --> 00:28:43,888 Go see who? 357 00:28:44,556 --> 00:28:47,767 Your Uncle Dean. Cleveland's only an hour away, 358 00:28:47,851 --> 00:28:51,354 and your "Spare Sister's" thing isn't until tomorrow night. 359 00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:54,357 I wouldn't mind seeing my brother... 360 00:28:55,233 --> 00:28:58,069 one more time before I leave this planet. 361 00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:00,447 Yeah, but... 362 00:29:01,030 --> 00:29:02,741 Dean hates you. 363 00:29:03,950 --> 00:29:06,786 He doesn't hate me. He's just pissed off at me. 364 00:29:10,498 --> 00:29:14,419 ♪ Nothing you would take♪ 365 00:29:14,502 --> 00:29:18,506 ♪ Everything you gave ♪ 366 00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:22,177 ♪ Hold me 'till I die ♪ 367 00:29:22,927 --> 00:29:27,932 ♪ Meet you on the other side ♪ 368 00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:41,279 I'll be damned. 369 00:29:41,946 --> 00:29:42,947 Hi, Dean. 370 00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:46,534 You dyin'? 371 00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:49,412 -What? Is it that obvious? -Well, you're here. 372 00:29:50,830 --> 00:29:51,998 Yes, I am 373 00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,168 It's good to see you 374 00:29:57,128 --> 00:30:00,882 -Matt, what are you doin' here? -Hi. That is a long story. 375 00:30:00,965 --> 00:30:02,091 Yeah, I bet. 376 00:30:02,759 --> 00:30:05,053 -And who's this? -This is Zooey. 377 00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:06,930 -Yep, Zooey. - Is that Matty? 378 00:30:07,013 --> 00:30:08,139 Nice to meet you. 379 00:30:08,223 --> 00:30:09,641 -Hi! -Hey. 380 00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:12,727 Ben. 381 00:30:13,228 --> 00:30:15,855 -Hi, Sarah. -He's dying. 382 00:30:16,105 --> 00:30:19,025 Well, not in our driveway, he isn't. Bring him on in. 383 00:30:19,108 --> 00:30:22,153 And you! Why didn't you tell me you were coming? 384 00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:24,030 Sorry. It was a last-minute thing. 385 00:30:24,113 --> 00:30:26,699 -Hey! Hi! -This is Zooey. 386 00:30:26,783 --> 00:30:29,828 Matty. Well, now she's more like it. 387 00:30:29,911 --> 00:30:32,413 I mean, I told him not to marry the other one. 388 00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:36,084 -No, I, um... -Zooey is Ben's nurse. 389 00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:40,255 Because your auras are conjoined. 390 00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:43,174 -I could see that immediately -Yeah. Yeah. 391 00:30:43,424 --> 00:30:46,511 Aunt Sarah here can see auras. 392 00:30:46,594 --> 00:30:49,013 -And she can hear sarcasm. -Of course she can. 393 00:30:49,097 --> 00:30:51,599 -You guys are gonna spend the night? -If that's okay. 394 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,893 Great. Matty, you and Zooey take your old room. 395 00:30:53,977 --> 00:30:56,062 -But we are... not together. -Nope. 396 00:31:08,449 --> 00:31:09,450 Hi. 397 00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:12,370 -Hey. -This was your room. 398 00:31:12,453 --> 00:31:16,749 Yeah. Basically, seventh, eighth grade through high school. 399 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,210 God, you were really into music. 400 00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:24,465 Yep. They say it's the one thing I inherited from Ben. 401 00:31:26,926 --> 00:31:31,639 Actually, I would say that the only memories, or good ones, 402 00:31:31,723 --> 00:31:35,184 at least, that I have of him were listening to music. 403 00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:39,188 We had this little den and this old Fisher stereo. 404 00:31:39,314 --> 00:31:41,357 I mean, new at the time, but... 405 00:31:41,441 --> 00:31:44,527 He'd let me play records when he was goin' through the slides. 406 00:31:45,695 --> 00:31:49,073 So, while most kids had people singin' 'em lullabies to sleep, 407 00:31:49,157 --> 00:31:52,493 I had Graham Nash singing "Wounded Bird." 408 00:31:53,453 --> 00:31:55,330 Let's see what we have here. 409 00:31:55,622 --> 00:31:59,459 Ooh! Pearl Jam. Radiohead. 410 00:31:59,542 --> 00:32:02,629 -Nirvana. -What can I say? I was a moody kid. 411 00:32:02,712 --> 00:32:06,466 Yeah, you can tell a lot about someone's past from the music they listened to. 412 00:32:07,383 --> 00:32:09,928 Then I guess you know a lot about my past now. 413 00:32:10,845 --> 00:32:12,931 What do you think I listened to? 414 00:32:15,850 --> 00:32:19,938 Very interesting question. Okay, I'll bite. 415 00:32:20,813 --> 00:32:23,358 But in order to do this to the best of my ability, 416 00:32:23,441 --> 00:32:26,569 I have to actually figure out your exact age, so... excuse this. 417 00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:30,073 This might be a little rude. What are you? Twenty-eight? 418 00:32:30,698 --> 00:32:31,866 -I'm 30. -You are? 419 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:32,825 -Yeah. -Hey. 420 00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:34,786 -Thank you. -Dodged a bullet there. 421 00:32:35,995 --> 00:32:39,916 So that means you were a freshman in college, like, in 2000. 422 00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:43,503 So then you were into... Sorry to say, but you're a product of your environment. Top 40. 423 00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:50,510 I'm talking Britney, Christina, boy bands, N'SYNC, Backstreet Boys, 424 00:32:50,593 --> 00:32:52,345 maybe Alanis when you're feeling dark. 425 00:32:52,428 --> 00:32:54,472 -Please give me some credit. -But then... 426 00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:57,892 But then you started to rebel against your middle-class suburban values. 427 00:32:57,976 --> 00:33:00,144 Is that what I was doing? 428 00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:03,189 Or possibly you met a guy into alternative music. 429 00:33:03,272 --> 00:33:07,568 Why do you assume that I changed for a guy? Maybe he changed for me. 430 00:33:07,652 --> 00:33:11,364 No, no. Guys don't change for girls. Not in college at least. 431 00:33:11,614 --> 00:33:13,950 -When do they change then? -Much later. 432 00:33:15,493 --> 00:33:17,120 Usually when it's too late. 433 00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:21,666 You started to listen to bands you thought would make you edgier, 434 00:33:21,749 --> 00:33:24,419 but you're still hopelessly mainstream. 435 00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:27,880 You're sittin' there in your dorm room, and you're listening to... 436 00:33:29,215 --> 00:33:30,174 Live. 437 00:33:32,218 --> 00:33:34,137 Like who live? What live? 438 00:33:34,220 --> 00:33:37,557 -No, the band, "Live." -I don't know of a band called Live. 439 00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:39,058 Live. You know. Like... 440 00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:40,518 ♪ I alone want you ♪ 441 00:33:40,601 --> 00:33:44,063 I actually could not name a single song that the band Live had. 442 00:33:44,147 --> 00:33:46,733 What about "Lightning Crashes"? Everyone knows that. 443 00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,609 ♪ Her placenta falls to the floor♪ 444 00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:50,403 - My God! - What? 445 00:33:50,486 --> 00:33:53,990 People know it because it's the only pop song with the word "placenta" in it. 446 00:33:54,073 --> 00:33:57,869 You're really bad at this. I was a weird, sad punk. 447 00:33:57,952 --> 00:34:00,413 -It was the Smiths, Pixies. -But you loved Live. 448 00:34:00,496 --> 00:34:03,583 -Yeah, I loved Live. -Biggest fan. Live's biggest fan. 449 00:34:03,666 --> 00:34:04,876 No, I'm not wrong. 450 00:34:05,793 --> 00:34:07,670 -This isn't bad. -What? 451 00:34:07,754 --> 00:34:09,756 - Galaxie 500. - Yeah. 452 00:34:09,839 --> 00:34:11,424 -Obscure. -Indeed. 453 00:34:11,507 --> 00:34:14,469 -Does your record player still work? -Fucking better. 454 00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:17,013 Let's take it for a spin. 455 00:34:24,645 --> 00:34:28,983 ♪ My head will turn to yellow♪ 456 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:34,697 ♪ My eyes will turn to green ♪ 457 00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:40,244 ♪ My voice will turn to mellow ♪ 458 00:34:40,328 --> 00:34:46,334 ♪ But still I can't be seen ♪ 459 00:34:47,877 --> 00:34:52,381 ♪ Melt away ♪ 460 00:34:52,465 --> 00:34:57,595 ♪ I want to melt away ♪ 461 00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:03,684 ♪ Melt away ♪ 462 00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:09,148 ♪ I want to melt away ♪ 463 00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:17,031 How is Hank? Is he married? Is Hank married yet? 464 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,158 -Yeah. -Yeah. Couple of years now. 465 00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:21,702 -Have any kids? -Not yet, but... 466 00:35:21,786 --> 00:35:24,705 You know, they're so young. There's no rush. 467 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,709 So what's so special about these photographs 468 00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:32,130 you need to drive halfway across the country to get them developed? 469 00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:34,382 It's some of my early work. 470 00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:35,842 Stuff I shot years ago. 471 00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:39,053 What happens if you get 'em back, and they're garbage? 472 00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:40,805 How do you even know what's on them? 473 00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:43,266 I remember every shot I've ever taken. 474 00:35:44,183 --> 00:35:47,019 That's, like, hundreds of thousands of photos. 475 00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:49,772 -You remember all of them? -Yep. 476 00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:51,983 That's impressive. 477 00:35:53,818 --> 00:35:55,319 When's my birthday? 478 00:36:03,828 --> 00:36:06,539 - February 19. - February 19. 479 00:36:07,165 --> 00:36:09,625 You got it. Yeah. 480 00:36:21,137 --> 00:36:23,055 -Last one. -Thanks. 481 00:36:23,139 --> 00:36:25,683 It's good to see them together again. 482 00:36:27,351 --> 00:36:29,353 It's good to see you with him. 483 00:36:31,814 --> 00:36:34,483 I don't know. He left us. 484 00:36:35,568 --> 00:36:37,445 Hell, he left you guys too. 485 00:36:38,529 --> 00:36:42,617 Now he's dying, so he comes back, and we're just lettin' him back in. 486 00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:46,287 It's like he's getting away with it. 487 00:36:46,412 --> 00:36:47,872 Matty, look at him. 488 00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:52,627 I mean, does that look like a man who's gotten away with anything? 489 00:36:58,966 --> 00:37:00,218 Okay, I'm gonna... 490 00:37:01,552 --> 00:37:02,887 I'm gonna go upstairs. 491 00:37:03,262 --> 00:37:05,723 Try and get a little work done before I pass out. 492 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:11,479 Can I take this, put wine it, and drink it in my room? 493 00:37:11,562 --> 00:37:13,272 -Help yourself. -All right. 494 00:37:13,689 --> 00:37:15,566 -'Night, sweetheart. -'Night. 495 00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:17,443 -I'm so glad you're here. -Me too. 496 00:37:17,526 --> 00:37:19,403 -I love you. -Love you too. 497 00:37:23,616 --> 00:37:26,369 Hey, guys. I'm going to bed. I'll see you in the morning. 498 00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:28,162 -Okay. -All right. 499 00:37:35,127 --> 00:37:37,338 -You good? -Yeah. 500 00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:40,758 Yeah, no, I'm just a little tired. Gonna get some work done. 501 00:37:41,717 --> 00:37:43,719 I'm glad you're making this trip. 502 00:37:44,720 --> 00:37:48,224 A man should know his father, no matter what kind of bastard he is. 503 00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,814 You should come back here more often. 504 00:37:54,897 --> 00:37:58,693 -I know. I'm sorry. -That's okay. End of the lecture. 505 00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:00,486 -It's good to see you. -Thanks. 506 00:38:13,165 --> 00:38:14,292 Yep. 507 00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:16,877 -Hey, I saw... -Hey. 508 00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:20,506 that your light was still on. I got you a glass of water. 509 00:38:20,589 --> 00:38:21,590 -Thanks. -Yeah. 510 00:38:21,674 --> 00:38:23,676 I know those guys can drink, so... 511 00:38:23,759 --> 00:38:26,053 Thought that might help the cause in the morning. 512 00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,930 -How are you? -Good. 513 00:38:28,222 --> 00:38:29,890 Is it hard being here? 514 00:38:31,892 --> 00:38:32,852 Um... 515 00:38:33,185 --> 00:38:35,771 -Sorry. Do you want to come in? -Yeah. 516 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:40,484 No. I mean, me, no. 517 00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:43,487 -Um, can I sit down? -Yeah. 518 00:38:45,031 --> 00:38:48,242 Not weird for me. I guess the weird thing would be... 519 00:38:50,202 --> 00:38:52,580 you know, seein' Ben here. Is a little, you know, odd. 520 00:39:02,089 --> 00:39:03,007 Um... 521 00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:06,510 Sarah... thinks you're beautiful. 522 00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:11,474 Okay. Cool. 523 00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:16,771 You are though. 524 00:39:18,939 --> 00:39:21,734 -I think you're drunk. -No. 525 00:39:23,611 --> 00:39:26,655 Maybe. I might be, actually. 526 00:39:26,739 --> 00:39:29,283 But I'm not saying this 'cause I'm drunk. 527 00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:30,951 And I'm not gonna not say it 528 00:39:31,035 --> 00:39:33,996 'cause I think you'll think I'm only saying it because I'm drunk. 529 00:39:34,497 --> 00:39:36,290 I don't know what we're talking about. 530 00:39:36,374 --> 00:39:38,376 - You didn't follow that? - No. 531 00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:41,754 Then maybe I am drunk. 'Cause I followed it perfectly. 532 00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,759 This is a bad idea. 533 00:39:47,551 --> 00:39:49,720 -What? We're just talking. -Yeah, well. 534 00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:55,309 Then you have to talk about the fact that you're just talking and not just talking. 535 00:39:56,102 --> 00:39:57,061 Right. 536 00:40:02,608 --> 00:40:05,444 - Wait, I'm sorry. I mean... ! Whoa. 537 00:40:05,569 --> 00:40:08,447 My God. I'm so sorry. 538 00:40:09,031 --> 00:40:10,699 Holy shit. 539 00:40:10,783 --> 00:40:12,868 -Are you okay? -Yeah, I'm okay. 540 00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,203 I guess I deserved that. 541 00:40:16,622 --> 00:40:19,792 Thanks. 542 00:40:22,002 --> 00:40:25,631 - Hey, close your eyes. - Are you gonna get weird? 543 00:40:26,507 --> 00:40:29,135 No. No. Just close 'em. 544 00:40:29,802 --> 00:40:31,554 Okay. They're closed. 545 00:40:31,637 --> 00:40:33,347 Hold on a sec. 546 00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:38,769 Okay, you can open 'em now. 547 00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:42,982 Wow. That's really cool. 548 00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:47,653 Yeah, my cousin Hank was really into astronomy. 549 00:40:47,903 --> 00:40:49,989 Yeah, I can tell. 550 00:40:57,121 --> 00:40:59,957 What, um,  Ben was saying... 551 00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:04,170 ...last night at the diner about your... ex-husband? 552 00:41:07,131 --> 00:41:09,884 Is that what happened? He cheated? 553 00:41:13,345 --> 00:41:17,224 Nothing good comes from reliving the past. You know? 554 00:41:19,268 --> 00:41:21,645 You just sound like my ex-wife now. 555 00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:26,233 She used to say that I'd... 556 00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:32,490 I had a tendency to live in the past rather than... embracing the present. 557 00:41:34,825 --> 00:41:36,410 Is that why she left you? 558 00:41:40,247 --> 00:41:42,917 It's never... one thing, now, is it? 559 00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:46,045 What about you? 560 00:41:46,420 --> 00:41:49,423 I don't know. It all just happened so fucking fast. 561 00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:53,636 One moment we're just... we're cruising and then... 562 00:41:55,846 --> 00:41:58,140 the next we're driving off a cliff. 563 00:42:00,142 --> 00:42:02,269 The funny thing is, I actually... 564 00:42:03,437 --> 00:42:07,233 For a moment there, I thought I had it together, you know? 565 00:42:09,318 --> 00:42:11,987 I thought I was someone to be reckoned with. 566 00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:34,343 My God, Ben. Jesus. 567 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:40,057 - Help. God. - Ben, what did you do? Are you okay? 568 00:42:40,140 --> 00:42:45,729 Yeah, yeah. I just... I just got dizzy, and I tripped over... 569 00:42:46,355 --> 00:42:48,857 the corner over here. I was gonna take a shower. 570 00:42:48,941 --> 00:42:52,820 Wait for me before you do that. Can you move your fingers? Toes? 571 00:42:53,153 --> 00:42:54,780 - Yeah. - Any dizziness or nausea? 572 00:42:56,574 --> 00:42:58,742 -Do you have any pain? -No. 573 00:42:59,118 --> 00:43:00,578 Bend your leg for me. 574 00:43:00,661 --> 00:43:06,375 Wait. Stop gropin' me. Jesus Christ. What are you doin'? 575 00:43:06,458 --> 00:43:08,669 I need to make sure you don't have broken bones. 576 00:43:08,752 --> 00:43:10,671 -Help me up. -I got you. 577 00:43:11,422 --> 00:43:14,717 - Here you go. - God. Jesus Christ. 578 00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:17,011 -You don't feel pain anywhere? -No. 579 00:43:17,094 --> 00:43:18,762 -Are you sure? -Yeah. 580 00:43:18,846 --> 00:43:20,848 - My God. - I'm all right. - 581 00:43:23,100 --> 00:43:27,271 I'm fine. I just need to sit here for a couple minutes. 582 00:43:27,354 --> 00:43:28,897 -Okay. -Yeah. 583 00:43:29,523 --> 00:43:32,901 - Thanks, baby. - My God. Gave me a heart attack. 584 00:43:45,247 --> 00:43:47,458 - Hot coffee? - Yes, please. Thank you. 585 00:43:47,541 --> 00:43:51,920 We should be able to get to Chicago by late afternoon at the latest, yeah? 586 00:43:52,004 --> 00:43:56,133 That'll give us five days to get to Kansas before the lab closes. 587 00:43:57,968 --> 00:44:00,304 So you two are screwing now. 588 00:44:02,848 --> 00:44:06,810 I mean, it makes sense. He's low-hanging fruit sexually speaking. 589 00:44:07,519 --> 00:44:10,356 You haven't been laid in what? Three years? 590 00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:13,776 -How about we shut up now, okay? -You like your women damaged. 591 00:44:13,859 --> 00:44:17,738 -You like to damage yours. -Okay, that's enough. Both of you. 592 00:44:22,951 --> 00:44:25,454 I didn't damage you. Did I, Sarah? 593 00:44:30,084 --> 00:44:32,795 -What's he talkin' about? -Ben. 594 00:44:35,214 --> 00:44:38,133 -Sarah, what's he talking about? -Nothing. 595 00:44:39,134 --> 00:44:43,013 A million years ago before we went on our first date. Nothing. 596 00:44:43,097 --> 00:44:45,474 What? Did Sarah never mention that? 597 00:44:46,183 --> 00:44:50,354 I can understand why. It wasn't really very memorable. 598 00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:55,693 Mostly just a lot of dry humping. Had a couple drinks and couldn't quite get... 599 00:44:55,776 --> 00:44:56,819 Shut your mouth, Ben. 600 00:44:56,902 --> 00:45:00,739 Though God knows she tried every trick in the book. 601 00:45:00,823 --> 00:45:02,199 -Shut up. -Dean! 602 00:45:02,282 --> 00:45:07,329 What are you gonna do, Dean? You gonna come over here and hit me? 603 00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:13,043 There's nothin' left to hit. 604 00:45:20,676 --> 00:45:23,345 Christ. 605 00:45:29,518 --> 00:45:32,187 -What is your fucking problem? -Can we just calm down? 606 00:45:32,271 --> 00:45:35,649 I'm not gonna calm down. Can't watch him shit all over my family. 607 00:45:35,733 --> 00:45:38,944 I'm just bustin' his balls for Christ' sake. He's my kid brother. 608 00:45:40,237 --> 00:45:43,157 He was more of a father to me than you ever were. 609 00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:54,835 I was just busting his balls. 610 00:45:57,254 --> 00:45:58,756 Drama. 611 00:46:43,550 --> 00:46:46,220 Doesn't anyone else see how ridiculous it is? 612 00:46:47,721 --> 00:46:51,850 I mean, don't get me wrong. You're a really good looking girl, Zooey. 613 00:46:51,934 --> 00:46:57,189 You're even sexy in a sloppy kind of way. You got full lips, nice skin, great legs. 614 00:46:58,148 --> 00:47:01,276 And I guess, you know, Matt's in decent enough shape. 615 00:47:01,735 --> 00:47:04,196 He's got no glaringly bad features. 616 00:47:04,279 --> 00:47:08,408 Judging by my own modest dimensions, I doubt he's packing a python in his pants, 617 00:47:08,492 --> 00:47:11,370 but I'm sure it's a perfectly adequate cock in a pinch. 618 00:47:11,453 --> 00:47:13,539 You're thrown together by circumstance. 619 00:47:13,622 --> 00:47:15,874 Neither one of you has demonstrated any ability 620 00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,252 to sustain any kind of meaningful relationship. 621 00:47:18,335 --> 00:47:23,632 To the contrary, you're both especially dysfunctional in that regard. 622 00:47:23,715 --> 00:47:28,554 It's going to become very awkward when this situation... goes south, 623 00:47:29,179 --> 00:47:30,514 and it will. 624 00:47:30,931 --> 00:47:32,975 -I mean, look at you. -Shut up. 625 00:47:34,101 --> 00:47:36,019 Okay? Just shut up. 626 00:47:36,353 --> 00:47:37,896 Nothing happened. 627 00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:41,692 -Nothing happened? -Nothing! 628 00:47:42,276 --> 00:47:43,861 You were alone in a room. 629 00:47:43,944 --> 00:47:45,320 -She's drunk. -I wasn't drunk. 630 00:47:45,404 --> 00:47:47,072 -She's coming on to you. -No. 631 00:47:47,155 --> 00:47:51,493 Every star in the sexual galaxy is lined up. You couldn't seal the deal? 632 00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:54,371 What do you need? Landing lights between her legs? 633 00:47:54,454 --> 00:47:55,914 Thanks for that. 634 00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:59,084 -Thanks for that! -Well, no offense. It's just... 635 00:47:59,877 --> 00:48:02,170 It's just disappointing. That's all. 636 00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:05,340 Well, really sorry to disappoint you. 637 00:48:05,924 --> 00:48:07,801 Are you ever happy, Ben? 638 00:48:07,885 --> 00:48:11,263 Let me tell you something. Happiness is bullshit. 639 00:48:11,346 --> 00:48:13,432 It's the great myth of the late 20th century. 640 00:48:13,515 --> 00:48:15,642 You think Picasso was happy? 641 00:48:15,726 --> 00:48:17,728 You think Hemingway was? 642 00:48:18,103 --> 00:48:20,397 Hendrix? They were miserable shits. 643 00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:24,943 No art worth a damn was ever created out of happiness. I can tell you that. 644 00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:30,073 Ambition, narcissism, sex, rage. 645 00:48:30,157 --> 00:48:34,244 Those are the engines that drive every great artist, every great man. 646 00:48:36,330 --> 00:48:38,373 A hole that can't be filled. 647 00:48:41,501 --> 00:48:43,962 That's why we're all such miserable assholes. 648 00:48:44,671 --> 00:48:47,090 So you know you're a miserable asshole. 649 00:48:47,549 --> 00:48:50,677 What? Do you think I'm an idiot? Of course I know. 650 00:48:53,931 --> 00:48:55,182 'Course I know. 651 00:49:06,068 --> 00:49:07,402 ♪ Come ♪ 652 00:49:08,153 --> 00:49:12,908 ♪ Husk your limbs to my floor ♪ 653 00:49:17,412 --> 00:49:21,541 ♪ Bones sucking stones ♪ 654 00:49:22,459 --> 00:49:24,920 ♪ Her coming storm ♪ 655 00:49:27,965 --> 00:49:34,554 ♪ Under the lights you went Chemical ashes head down ♪ 656 00:49:39,351 --> 00:49:46,274 ♪ Heart on a diamond thread Fennel and lashes wet down ♪ 657 00:49:51,196 --> 00:49:58,161 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ♪ 658 00:50:02,624 --> 00:50:09,506 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ♪ 659 00:50:49,546 --> 00:50:53,425 You would have saved us all a lot of trouble if you shot digital. 660 00:50:55,635 --> 00:50:58,346 You ever hold a pair of fake tits in your hands? 661 00:50:58,430 --> 00:51:02,267 - What? - No matter how good something looks, 662 00:51:03,769 --> 00:51:06,271 you can't beat the real thing. 663 00:51:06,354 --> 00:51:10,192 People are taking more pictures now than ever before. 664 00:51:10,776 --> 00:51:14,613 Billions of 'em. But there's no slides, no prints. 665 00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:16,490 They're just data, 666 00:51:16,990 --> 00:51:18,825 electronic dust. 667 00:51:19,326 --> 00:51:23,622 Years from now, when they dig us up, there won't be any pictures to find. 668 00:51:24,915 --> 00:51:29,086 No record of who we were, how we lived. 669 00:51:29,961 --> 00:51:33,924 What's the point of having an artifact if you never see it with your own eyes? 670 00:51:36,426 --> 00:51:38,386 You still talking about film? 671 00:51:41,681 --> 00:51:43,558 Never mind. Hey, Matt, Matt. 672 00:51:48,438 --> 00:51:52,943 I don't kid myself that I was any kind of husband or father. 673 00:51:54,319 --> 00:51:55,570 It's not about that. 674 00:51:59,407 --> 00:52:01,451 You just never saw me. 675 00:52:04,287 --> 00:52:05,580 Not once, Ben. 676 00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:11,336 I see for a living, Matt. It's what I do. 677 00:52:18,927 --> 00:52:20,846 We better get going. 678 00:52:51,251 --> 00:52:55,463 Hey, we just got to the hotel in Chicago. Thanks for the passes for tonight. 679 00:52:55,547 --> 00:52:59,259 I have you booked in St. Louis tomorrow night, then Kansas City, 680 00:52:59,342 --> 00:53:01,636 -then Parsons for Tuesday. -Okay. 681 00:53:02,220 --> 00:53:05,140 That gives you two extra days before the lab closes. 682 00:53:06,224 --> 00:53:09,728 Hey, look, Larry, I'd rather just go straight from St. Louis to Parsons. 683 00:53:09,811 --> 00:53:12,439 I just want to drop off this film and get back to my life. 684 00:53:12,522 --> 00:53:14,524 -If that's all right. -Suit yourself. 685 00:53:14,608 --> 00:53:16,818 -You ready for tonight? -Yeah, I'm ready. 686 00:53:16,902 --> 00:53:19,905 -Don't worry about me, Larry. -Good luck anyway. 687 00:53:20,572 --> 00:53:21,990 Thanks, I guess. 688 00:53:47,974 --> 00:53:50,936 -Okay. -Go, Zooey. 689 00:53:56,399 --> 00:53:58,235 Hey. 690 00:53:58,944 --> 00:54:02,656 Before I forget. This is your pass for tonight. 691 00:54:03,156 --> 00:54:06,743 -This is the band you're pitchin'? -Yeah. Yeah, that's them. 692 00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:11,081 Why don't you try running your spiel by me? 693 00:54:11,831 --> 00:54:13,875 You know, kick the tires a little bit. 694 00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:16,753 No. No, I'm okay. Thanks though. 695 00:54:16,836 --> 00:54:21,132 Come on. I mean, you're asking a successful band to leave a major label 696 00:54:21,216 --> 00:54:23,218 and trust you at a boutique. 697 00:54:23,718 --> 00:54:24,844 Let's hear it. 698 00:54:26,846 --> 00:54:30,100 Come on. Just give me your pitch. It's good practice. 699 00:54:30,183 --> 00:54:32,852 I mean, your career depends on it, right? 700 00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:36,815 Okay. 701 00:54:38,316 --> 00:54:39,985 We're not corporate. 702 00:54:40,068 --> 00:54:43,571 We're not part of a conglomerate that only worries about the bottom line. 703 00:54:43,655 --> 00:54:47,242 We actually are a company that still believes the artist is visionary, 704 00:54:47,325 --> 00:54:48,994 not just a product. 705 00:54:50,245 --> 00:54:52,956 Yeah, don't say any of that. You sound like a pussy. 706 00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:54,457 Never mind. Bad idea. 707 00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:56,960 You were always a little timid, even as a little kid. 708 00:54:57,043 --> 00:54:59,838 You have any idea how condescending and insulting you can be? 709 00:54:59,921 --> 00:55:02,048 Just listen to me? These guys are surrounded 710 00:55:02,132 --> 00:55:05,093 by people tellin' 'em how great they are all the time. 711 00:55:05,176 --> 00:55:07,512 They need that because they're artists. 712 00:55:07,595 --> 00:55:10,223 We're all just a bunch of insecure bastards. 713 00:55:10,307 --> 00:55:12,475 So you don't tell them how great they are, 714 00:55:12,559 --> 00:55:15,020 you tell 'em what you don't like about 'em. 715 00:55:15,103 --> 00:55:18,606 Speak with authority. Not only will they respect you, 716 00:55:18,690 --> 00:55:21,985 but they'll believe you're the only guy who can fix it. 717 00:55:27,741 --> 00:55:30,660 -Why'd you come on this trip? -What? 718 00:55:30,744 --> 00:55:33,830 Don't tell me  it's about this "Seven Sisters" or whoever. 719 00:55:33,913 --> 00:55:36,708 Spare Sevens. Yeah, no. That's why. 720 00:55:42,255 --> 00:55:44,966 And I guess there's part of me 721 00:55:45,050 --> 00:55:48,178 that figured this was the last chance I'd have to see you 722 00:55:48,261 --> 00:55:52,349 and how you measure up against the bastard I've hated all these years. 723 00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:55,226 How am I doing? 724 00:55:56,811 --> 00:55:58,146 You're holding your own. 725 00:56:00,940 --> 00:56:02,859 You wanna know the sad part? 726 00:56:04,819 --> 00:56:06,696 I've actually been trying. 727 00:56:13,078 --> 00:56:18,750 ♪ Say your last hallelujah♪ 728 00:56:18,917 --> 00:56:25,131 ♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪ 729 00:56:25,256 --> 00:56:28,510 ♪ Wake up ♪ 730 00:56:28,593 --> 00:56:33,223 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 731 00:56:34,182 --> 00:56:37,268 -What do you think? -I think they're good. 732 00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:38,853 -What? -I think they're good. 733 00:56:38,937 --> 00:56:41,940 I think they could use a new record label though. 734 00:56:42,315 --> 00:56:43,525 I agree. 735 00:56:47,404 --> 00:56:50,407 ♪ Wake up ♪ 736 00:56:50,490 --> 00:56:54,869 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 737 00:57:02,585 --> 00:57:05,046 So... what I was talkin' about earlier... 738 00:57:05,130 --> 00:57:07,757 Thanks. 739 00:57:07,882 --> 00:57:12,303 -Sorry. Matt, Matt. What were you saying? -We're talking about creative control 740 00:57:12,387 --> 00:57:15,056 and support you're not going to find anywhere else. 741 00:57:15,140 --> 00:57:17,767 I just don't think you should be singin' for your supper. 742 00:57:18,518 --> 00:57:21,479 We want to give you the space to record the album 743 00:57:21,563 --> 00:57:23,773 that the whole world is waiting for. 744 00:57:24,983 --> 00:57:26,818 -Yeah. -Yeah. 745 00:57:26,901 --> 00:57:28,862 But, um... 746 00:57:29,696 --> 00:57:33,616 I'm going to do that no matter where I am, aren't I? 747 00:57:36,244 --> 00:57:40,206 Yes, no, of course, but what we're offering is... 748 00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:44,002 Matt, you've worked with some serious bands. 749 00:57:44,836 --> 00:57:47,422 And some shit bands if I'm being honest. 750 00:57:47,630 --> 00:57:50,091 A bit of this, a bit of that. 751 00:57:50,717 --> 00:57:52,802 We're on a streak now. 752 00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:56,473 Selling out shows, heavy rotation. 753 00:57:58,725 --> 00:58:00,768 If it ain't broke, and all that. 754 00:58:01,644 --> 00:58:03,438 -Right? -Yeah. No. I, um... 755 00:58:04,606 --> 00:58:06,524 I hear what you're saying. 756 00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,571 Matt. 757 00:58:16,034 --> 00:58:17,744 But it is broke, Jasper. 758 00:58:19,245 --> 00:58:20,997 You just don't know it yet. 759 00:58:21,831 --> 00:58:24,626 Or my hunch is... that maybe you do. 760 00:58:25,293 --> 00:58:27,670 You did agree to meet with me tonight, right? 761 00:58:28,546 --> 00:58:29,797 -Yes or no? -Yes. 762 00:58:29,881 --> 00:58:32,383 Yeah, that's right. Yeah. Well done. 763 00:58:32,467 --> 00:58:35,345 So you were honest with me. I'm gonna be honest with you. 764 00:58:36,012 --> 00:58:37,889 I loved your guys' first record. 765 00:58:38,890 --> 00:58:39,849 It was amazing. 766 00:58:40,433 --> 00:58:43,019 Deserves every bit of recognition that it got. 767 00:58:43,102 --> 00:58:45,313 I worked out to it. I fucked to it. 768 00:58:45,396 --> 00:58:47,732 It helped me get through my divorce. 769 00:58:48,441 --> 00:58:50,360 Seriously. It's one of those. 770 00:58:50,652 --> 00:58:52,612 It was incredible. Because it had balls. 771 00:58:52,695 --> 00:58:55,448 It was unique. It was original. It was yours. 772 00:58:56,824 --> 00:58:59,244 Your second album, however, Alibi. 773 00:59:00,453 --> 00:59:03,831 Ironically named, if you ask me, 'cause that thing is anything... 774 00:59:05,250 --> 00:59:06,292 but your first album. 775 00:59:06,376 --> 00:59:08,086 It is at best forgettable. 776 00:59:09,254 --> 00:59:12,298 Teenagers make that music with a fucking laptop. 777 00:59:13,758 --> 00:59:15,176 They do. 778 00:59:15,635 --> 00:59:18,680 I don't know whose idea it was to put that dance track on there, 779 00:59:18,763 --> 00:59:21,849 but I bet it wasn't any of you guys, am I wrong? 780 00:59:22,100 --> 00:59:24,686 You don't look at each other when you play the new songs. 781 00:59:24,769 --> 00:59:28,064 You just look out straight forward, scanning the crowd for girls. 782 00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:32,860 -You're embarrassed. I don't blame you. -What's your point? 783 00:59:32,944 --> 00:59:35,488 I think you're better than that. That's all I'm saying. 784 00:59:35,572 --> 00:59:37,490 'Cause you're an actual fucking rock band. 785 00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:40,702 Drums, guitar, bass, vocals. 786 00:59:41,369 --> 00:59:43,788 Then you add all this other shit you don't need. 787 00:59:44,330 --> 00:59:46,416 You're selling albums, but to who? 788 00:59:46,499 --> 00:59:48,960 People that pay attention to fuckin' commercials. 789 00:59:50,545 --> 00:59:53,798 I want you guys to get back to what you do. 790 00:59:53,881 --> 00:59:57,051 To reclaim what made the Spare Sevens the Spare Sevens. 791 00:59:57,135 --> 01:00:00,430 If you don't, you're just going to be another casualty of the machine. 792 01:00:01,347 --> 01:00:04,767 If I didn't believe this, if I didn't believe in you, I wouldn't be here. 793 01:00:06,144 --> 01:00:09,439 You have no fucking idea what it took me to get here. 794 01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:21,784 Fuck. 795 01:00:21,909 --> 01:00:23,244 Fuck, man. 796 01:00:28,666 --> 01:00:32,003 You've got a massive pair of balls on you, don't you? 797 01:00:32,503 --> 01:00:33,421 Yeah. 798 01:00:33,838 --> 01:00:37,550 They make my dick look really small. 799 01:00:43,264 --> 01:00:46,017 Okay, man. 800 01:00:48,186 --> 01:00:49,312 Okay. 801 01:00:50,521 --> 01:00:52,315 How do you see this working? 802 01:00:52,940 --> 01:00:55,026 Glad you asked. 803 01:00:55,151 --> 01:00:58,279 -I have to take a look at your contract. -This geezer pissed himself. 804 01:00:59,113 --> 01:01:01,074 This geezer pissed his pants! 805 01:01:04,952 --> 01:01:09,248 Get the old codger a nappy. Get him a diaper! 806 01:01:10,625 --> 01:01:11,751 Shit! 807 01:01:11,834 --> 01:01:13,836 Fucking hope not. 808 01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:17,048 Get him out. 809 01:01:18,216 --> 01:01:20,385 I don't even know what happened. 810 01:01:20,718 --> 01:01:23,346 Sorry. Sorry, Matt. 811 01:01:24,013 --> 01:01:25,556 What were you sayin'? 812 01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:28,601 Matt? 813 01:01:29,644 --> 01:01:31,020 Um... 814 01:01:33,731 --> 01:01:38,277 You guys are newly famous, so by default you're going to be assholes. 815 01:01:38,695 --> 01:01:39,612 What? 816 01:01:39,696 --> 01:01:43,908 The sad thing is there's a big part of me that would still love to sign you. 817 01:01:46,536 --> 01:01:50,540 But I can't even pretend to have anywhere... 818 01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:55,128 close to some type of respect for any of you. 819 01:01:56,045 --> 01:01:57,380 Um... 820 01:01:59,424 --> 01:02:03,261 You know what? Thank you for the beer. 821 01:02:03,845 --> 01:02:05,263 And good luck. 822 01:02:06,055 --> 01:02:07,140 Matt. 823 01:02:46,220 --> 01:02:47,096 I got it. 824 01:02:49,140 --> 01:02:51,142 Here. Keep the change. 825 01:02:53,019 --> 01:02:54,479 You're welcome. 826 01:02:57,023 --> 01:02:59,150 I'll see you guys in a little bit, all right? 827 01:02:59,233 --> 01:03:02,695 -Where are you goin'? -Just gonna take a few moments 828 01:03:02,779 --> 01:03:04,280 to collect my thoughts. 829 01:03:04,655 --> 01:03:07,700 By that, I mean I'm gonna get fucked up across the street. 830 01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:14,081 - Well, that was something? - That was stupid. 831 01:03:15,917 --> 01:03:18,419 What? He should have closed the deal. 832 01:03:18,753 --> 01:03:20,755 He was defending you. 833 01:03:20,838 --> 01:03:22,965 Don't put this on me. It wasn't my fault. 834 01:03:23,049 --> 01:03:25,676 -That's not the point. -I'm standing here in my own piss. 835 01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:28,012 Maybe you could try to get to the goddamn point. 836 01:03:28,095 --> 01:03:31,349 The point is, you're gonna thank him tonight, and you're gonna mean it. 837 01:03:32,600 --> 01:03:34,477 Ben. Ben! 838 01:03:38,147 --> 01:03:41,150 I... I can't do this anymore. 839 01:03:44,028 --> 01:03:46,239 I love you, and you know that but... 840 01:03:47,156 --> 01:03:50,034 you don't make it easy. You make it virtually impossible. 841 01:03:50,117 --> 01:03:53,204 But Matt, he's here for you. It doesn't matter what he says. 842 01:03:53,287 --> 01:03:57,041 He... He came on this trip for you. 843 01:03:57,834 --> 01:04:02,421 You have done nothing to earn his love, but tonight he gave it to you anyway. 844 01:04:02,505 --> 01:04:07,468 And he did that for you, and if you can't find it in yourself 845 01:04:07,552 --> 01:04:11,013 to show your son. just, like, an ounce of kindness, 846 01:04:11,097 --> 01:04:15,059 then I... I can't... I'm done defending you. 847 01:04:15,142 --> 01:04:16,477 I can't be your nurse. 848 01:04:18,145 --> 01:04:20,064 I don't know how to help you. 849 01:04:23,734 --> 01:04:25,069 Are you done? 850 01:04:26,946 --> 01:04:27,947 Yeah. Okay. 851 01:04:34,829 --> 01:04:38,249 -What does that mean? "Okay." -You're fired. 852 01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:01,272 Is someone sitting here? 853 01:05:05,526 --> 01:05:06,527 No. How's he doing? 854 01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:16,412 He's overcome with gratitude. 855 01:05:18,497 --> 01:05:21,334 - Really? - No. 856 01:05:21,500 --> 01:05:23,169 Nope. I need a drink. 857 01:05:24,045 --> 01:05:24,879 Hey, 858 01:05:24,962 --> 01:05:31,093 can I please get, like, any semi-decent reposado on ice, please? 859 01:05:31,928 --> 01:05:35,056 Let me ask you something. You were there. 860 01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:38,726 It was happening, right? Like before I had my little freak out? 861 01:05:38,809 --> 01:05:41,979 -I had 'em, yeah? -Yeah. You did. 862 01:05:44,023 --> 01:05:47,568 -So I really screwed myself. Okay. -That's not how I see it. 863 01:05:49,820 --> 01:05:51,697 I appreciate that, but... 864 01:05:52,490 --> 01:05:55,701 I don't know if you realize what kind of opportunities are out there 865 01:05:55,785 --> 01:05:57,328 for a guy like me at this point. 866 01:05:57,411 --> 01:05:59,038 Like, a handful? 867 01:05:59,538 --> 01:06:02,458 Zero... is the right answer. 868 01:06:03,542 --> 01:06:07,046 Then, once word of this gets out, it's gonna be even less. 869 01:06:11,342 --> 01:06:14,053 -The word is officially out. -And are you fired? 870 01:06:14,261 --> 01:06:16,097 No. Not quite. 871 01:06:16,180 --> 01:06:18,516 Apparently I'm "fried." 872 01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:21,894 - Now I'm fired. There we go. - Good. 873 01:06:21,978 --> 01:06:26,482 - Don't laugh. At least you got a job. - No. I was actually just fired too. 874 01:06:27,900 --> 01:06:29,777 -You're joking. -No. I'm not. 875 01:06:29,860 --> 01:06:34,115 -What? Why? -It's fine. He does it a lot actually. 876 01:06:36,492 --> 01:06:38,828 -So, cheers to that. -Cheers. 877 01:06:38,911 --> 01:06:40,538 -Cheers. -Cheers. Here we go. 878 01:06:44,625 --> 01:06:46,085 -Want another one? -No! God! 879 01:06:46,168 --> 01:06:48,254 - If I had any more, I'd get surly. - Yeah? -Yeah. -I'd pay to see that. Are you sure? 880 01:06:50,506 --> 01:06:52,883 Okay, well, that would be your funeral, buddy. 881 01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:57,179 What's this? 882 01:06:59,056 --> 01:07:02,268 ♪ The angel opens her eyes♪ 883 01:07:04,812 --> 01:07:06,814 ♪ Pale blue-colored eyes♪ 884 01:07:06,897 --> 01:07:08,649 -This is Live. -What? 885 01:07:08,733 --> 01:07:12,069 You're singing Live right now. You said you didn't know the band Live. 886 01:07:12,153 --> 01:07:14,280 -This is Live. You're singing it. -No. 887 01:07:14,363 --> 01:07:16,407 I think you're drunk. You're hallucinating. 888 01:07:16,490 --> 01:07:17,700 No, I heard you. 889 01:07:17,783 --> 01:07:22,955 - ♪ Now feel it, comin' back again ♪ 890 01:07:23,039 --> 01:07:26,375 - ♪ Like a rollin' thunder ♪ -You lied to me. 891 01:07:26,459 --> 01:07:28,461 ♪ Chasing the wind♪ 892 01:07:28,544 --> 01:07:33,174 ♪ Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again ♪ 893 01:07:33,257 --> 01:07:37,803 ♪ I can feel it♪ 894 01:07:38,429 --> 01:07:44,101 ♪ I can feel it, ♪ 895 01:07:51,233 --> 01:07:55,029 ♪ I ♪ 896 01:07:55,112 --> 01:07:58,824 ♪ I ♪ 897 01:08:00,034 --> 01:08:04,330 ♪ I ♪ 898 01:08:07,666 --> 01:08:12,630 ♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪ 899 01:08:13,214 --> 01:08:18,052 ♪ Like a rollin' thunder Chasing the wind♪ 900 01:08:18,135 --> 01:08:22,807 ♪ Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again ♪ 901 01:08:23,307 --> 01:08:26,227 -♪ I can feel it ♪ -Well, I should probably... 902 01:08:28,020 --> 01:08:32,733 ♪ I can feel it coming back again♪ 903 01:08:33,109 --> 01:08:37,780 ♪ Like a rollin' thunder Chasing the wind ♪ 904 01:08:37,863 --> 01:08:42,785 ♪ Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again♪ 905 01:08:42,868 --> 01:08:46,122 ♪ I can feel it ♪ 906 01:08:47,832 --> 01:08:52,628 ♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪ 907 01:08:52,711 --> 01:08:57,758 ♪ Like a rolllin' thunder Chasing the wind ♪ 908 01:08:57,842 --> 01:09:02,555 ♪ Forces pulling From the center of the earth again ♪ 909 01:09:02,638 --> 01:09:07,643 ♪ I can feel it♪ 910 01:09:19,822 --> 01:09:20,698 Hey. 911 01:09:21,031 --> 01:09:24,827 -What are you doing? -I'm going to the airport. 912 01:09:25,953 --> 01:09:30,291 -What are you talkin' about? -Yeah. This was a mistake. 913 01:09:31,750 --> 01:09:33,252 No, it wasn't. Hey, slow down. 914 01:09:34,920 --> 01:09:39,216 I've already called a nurse to replace me and... 915 01:09:40,426 --> 01:09:42,887 she should probably be here by breakfast. 916 01:09:43,012 --> 01:09:46,265 Hey, Zooey. Come on. What is this? What's goin' on here? 917 01:09:48,100 --> 01:09:50,561 Hey, come on. You can't just leave. 918 01:09:50,853 --> 01:09:53,147 -What about Ben? -He fired me last night. 919 01:09:53,272 --> 01:09:54,648 He fires you all the time. 920 01:09:54,732 --> 01:09:57,526 -Yeah. Now I'm takin' him up on it. -Okay, but why now? 921 01:09:57,610 --> 01:10:00,112 -Why? What is going on? -I can't do this, okay? 922 01:10:00,196 --> 01:10:02,156 Do what? What are you talking about? 923 01:10:02,239 --> 01:10:05,367 -I'm not going to hurt you. -You don't know that. 924 01:10:05,951 --> 01:10:08,871 Look. I get it, okay? Your husband cheated on you. 925 01:10:08,954 --> 01:10:10,247 I'm not him. 926 01:10:10,331 --> 01:10:14,001 Okay, well, he didn't cheat on me. I cheated on him. 927 01:10:14,126 --> 01:10:18,505 And I couldn't even tell you why. I went and fucked someone. 928 01:10:20,758 --> 01:10:24,011 So what? So what? You made a mistake. 929 01:10:24,094 --> 01:10:26,222 It was three years ago. He was the wrong guy. 930 01:10:26,305 --> 01:10:28,682 No. I am the wrong girl. 931 01:10:29,892 --> 01:10:33,354 Zooey, what about, "Nothing good comes from living in the past." 932 01:10:33,437 --> 01:10:36,398 Yeah, and then you told me I sounded like your ex-wife. 933 01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,106 Ben. Hey. 934 01:11:27,449 --> 01:11:28,617 Hello? 935 01:11:29,827 --> 01:11:33,038 Thanks, man.  I appreciate it. It will just take a second. 936 01:11:33,122 --> 01:11:35,499 He's probably just in here. Hey, Ben? 937 01:11:37,918 --> 01:11:40,629 Shit! Hey! Ben! 938 01:11:41,088 --> 01:11:42,715 Ben! Are you okay? 939 01:11:42,798 --> 01:11:45,509 Sir! Sir! Go get help! Please! 940 01:11:46,260 --> 01:11:48,429 It's okay. You all right? 941 01:11:48,512 --> 01:11:50,306 - This is Beta One, come in. - Go ahead. 942 01:11:50,389 --> 01:11:53,684 -Will you get help? -We have a possible Code Blue in 428. 943 01:11:53,767 --> 01:11:54,893 It's okay. 944 01:12:20,002 --> 01:12:24,673 So I checked in with Ben's oncologist in New York and shared some blood work. 945 01:12:25,758 --> 01:12:30,721 We can keep him comfortable, but at this stage of cancer, that's all we can do. 946 01:12:31,305 --> 01:12:33,766 Now we can arrange for his transfer to hospice, 947 01:12:33,849 --> 01:12:37,686 but I am afraid he will not be able to travel back to New York. 948 01:12:39,605 --> 01:12:42,733 We're actually on our way to... Kansas. 949 01:12:43,692 --> 01:12:45,235 That's off the table. 950 01:12:46,236 --> 01:12:47,946 Matt, your father is very weak, 951 01:12:48,030 --> 01:12:52,910 and while we can keep him comfortable here, he really doesn't have much longer. 952 01:12:53,827 --> 01:12:54,953 I'm sorry. 953 01:12:56,246 --> 01:12:58,374 I'll check back in in a little bit. 954 01:13:00,209 --> 01:13:02,169 -Yeah. Thank you. -You're welcome. 955 01:13:31,073 --> 01:13:32,825 Coffee smells good. 956 01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:36,245 Hey. 957 01:13:37,246 --> 01:13:38,622 You want some? 958 01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:05,691 How are you feeling? 959 01:14:07,734 --> 01:14:10,696 I'm dying. That's how I'm feeling. 960 01:14:13,824 --> 01:14:15,409 How long have I been here? 961 01:14:17,244 --> 01:14:19,496 Like a day and a half... about. 962 01:14:22,833 --> 01:14:24,126 Where's Zooey? 963 01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:29,214 -She left. -Is she gone? 964 01:14:30,215 --> 01:14:35,429 I fired her before. It's the first time she ever actually left. 965 01:14:37,848 --> 01:14:40,684 Do me a favor. Don't tell her I'm here 966 01:14:40,767 --> 01:14:42,895 She might blame herself. 967 01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:44,855 Of course. 968 01:15:55,717 --> 01:15:56,718 Need help? 969 01:16:04,142 --> 01:16:07,646 -Goes in that little slot there. -Yeah, I know. I remember. 970 01:16:08,438 --> 01:16:10,983 Stretch it out. Nice and tight. 971 01:16:12,067 --> 01:16:14,570 Line it up so the teeth will bite. 972 01:16:15,362 --> 01:16:17,447 -Click it twice. -That's right. Yeah. 973 01:16:18,740 --> 01:16:20,033 Yep. 974 01:16:21,368 --> 01:16:22,536 Good job. 975 01:16:30,127 --> 01:16:31,712 I used to feed you. 976 01:16:32,421 --> 01:16:34,506 What? 977 01:16:35,215 --> 01:16:37,593 At night while your mother slept. 978 01:16:39,344 --> 01:16:40,762 Give you the bottle. 979 01:16:44,516 --> 01:16:50,731 We were staying in this crappy little apartment, Lower East Side. 980 01:16:53,317 --> 01:16:57,529 Then afterwards you'd lie... you'd just lie there... 981 01:16:58,447 --> 01:17:00,907 with your head on my chest. 982 01:17:02,576 --> 01:17:04,578 You had this... 983 01:17:05,829 --> 01:17:08,665 smell, you know, the way babies smell. 984 01:17:10,292 --> 01:17:11,627 And I would just... 985 01:17:12,336 --> 01:17:14,212 I'd just hold you. 986 01:17:16,757 --> 01:17:18,383 Feeling you breathe. 987 01:17:24,139 --> 01:17:26,767 I'd make all these promises to you. 988 01:17:30,771 --> 01:17:33,649 Tell you that I'd love you forever, 989 01:17:35,067 --> 01:17:37,069 always keep you safe, 990 01:17:42,032 --> 01:17:44,159 never let you feel alone. 991 01:17:49,122 --> 01:17:51,708 I was just filled with this... 992 01:17:54,378 --> 01:17:56,672 infinite love for you. 993 01:18:08,934 --> 01:18:14,106 I don't know what happened to me, what broke inside of me. 994 01:18:16,942 --> 01:18:19,611 Maybe I was always broken. I don't know. 995 01:18:21,405 --> 01:18:23,865 But those nights with you, if I could... 996 01:18:25,117 --> 01:18:29,413 get to choose what time of my life to live in forever, that would be it. 997 01:18:32,332 --> 01:18:37,629 That would be it. And I'm not asking you to forgive me. I don't deserve.... 998 01:18:44,136 --> 01:18:45,637 I just... 999 01:18:52,144 --> 01:18:53,603 I love you. 1000 01:18:54,855 --> 01:18:56,440 I do. I really do. 1001 01:18:59,818 --> 01:19:01,069 And I'm sorry. 1002 01:19:25,719 --> 01:19:27,679 It's okay. 1003 01:19:27,763 --> 01:19:30,307 Go to sleep. Okay? You're tired. 1004 01:20:32,536 --> 01:20:33,954 Knock, knock. 1005 01:20:34,830 --> 01:20:36,498 What do you got there? 1006 01:20:37,123 --> 01:20:38,291 Your getaway vehicle. 1007 01:20:39,167 --> 01:20:43,046 If we're gonna get that film to Dwayne's, we gotta drive through the night. 1008 01:20:43,129 --> 01:20:45,674 Tomorrow is the last day they're developing Kodachrome. 1009 01:20:46,132 --> 01:20:48,301 Never gonna let you take me out of here. 1010 01:20:48,385 --> 01:20:50,303 That's why I'm not gonna ask. 1011 01:20:56,726 --> 01:20:59,855 It appears I got this tube in my dick. 1012 01:21:00,605 --> 01:21:04,192 -Shit. -It's all right. I can get it. I got it. 1013 01:21:04,276 --> 01:21:07,153 What do you mean you can get it? No. No, no, no, no. Hey! 1014 01:21:07,654 --> 01:21:11,533 You can't pull out your own catheter! Stop it! Stop it! That's crazy! 1015 01:21:11,616 --> 01:21:13,076 God. 1016 01:21:13,159 --> 01:21:15,871 Dad! Don't! 1017 01:21:18,415 --> 01:21:21,918 Fuck you. Get dressed. 1018 01:21:22,002 --> 01:21:24,963 -I got you. -You did get me. Here. 1019 01:21:28,550 --> 01:21:35,223 ♪ Caught in a minute In a dream that I had ♪ 1020 01:21:35,765 --> 01:21:42,314 ♪ Everything is perfect They're letting go of the past ♪ 1021 01:21:43,189 --> 01:21:49,946 ♪ Stop in the middle with a dream in my head ♪ 1022 01:21:50,655 --> 01:21:57,579 ♪ Living the moment up on the edge ♪ 1023 01:21:57,704 --> 01:22:04,044 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1024 01:22:05,462 --> 01:22:11,760 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1025 01:22:12,802 --> 01:22:19,392 ♪ Rocks form the house It is falling apart ♪ 1026 01:22:20,268 --> 01:22:26,650 ♪ Everything feels right right here Right from the start ♪ 1027 01:22:27,484 --> 01:22:32,280 ♪ Floating in the river - holding your hand ♪ 1028 01:22:32,405 --> 01:22:34,741 Parsons? 1029 01:22:36,785 --> 01:22:38,161 Parsons. 1030 01:22:38,703 --> 01:22:41,498 ♪ I am your man ♪ 1031 01:22:42,248 --> 01:22:48,088 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1032 01:22:49,756 --> 01:22:55,845 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1033 01:22:57,097 --> 01:23:03,603 ♪ Somewhere else But you are somewhere else ♪ 1034 01:23:04,354 --> 01:23:06,648 ♪ Somewhere else ♪ 1035 01:23:06,731 --> 01:23:10,193 It has been this way for the last few months or so. 1036 01:23:10,694 --> 01:23:15,573 People coming in from all over the world, all just to develop some film. 1037 01:23:16,741 --> 01:23:20,578 If you ask me, they should stop making film every year. 1038 01:23:22,956 --> 01:23:26,001 All right, I've got you in a single, king. 1039 01:23:26,084 --> 01:23:30,630 No. No, we had... two rooms. Separate rooms reserved. 1040 01:23:30,755 --> 01:23:34,968 -Actually, three, but we only need two. -I'm sorry. It's been insane. 1041 01:23:35,051 --> 01:23:37,762 Just... we don't know who's coming and who's going. 1042 01:23:37,846 --> 01:23:40,056 Right now all I've got is the one room. 1043 01:23:41,975 --> 01:23:43,518 One sec. 1044 01:23:49,524 --> 01:23:51,901 -We'll take it. -Super. 1045 01:23:52,819 --> 01:23:56,239 I should have it ready for you in three or four hours. 1046 01:23:57,323 --> 01:23:59,576 -Super... -Fuck you. That's fucking cra... Okay. 1047 01:23:59,743 --> 01:24:01,536 That's great. That's great. 1048 01:24:02,871 --> 01:24:05,832 Sorry. Long drive. That's great. 1049 01:24:08,126 --> 01:24:09,377 Watch your step. 1050 01:24:15,759 --> 01:24:17,385 -Hi. -Hey. 1051 01:24:17,677 --> 01:24:19,471 Um... 1052 01:24:19,554 --> 01:24:24,684 Excuse me. I wanted to give these rolls to Dwayne personally. 1053 01:24:26,186 --> 01:24:28,897 I'm sorry. We stopped taking Kodachrome yesterday. 1054 01:24:30,148 --> 01:24:33,318 You what? No. I called to confirm. We were told Thursday. 1055 01:24:33,777 --> 01:24:36,863 I know. I'm sorry. We ran out of dye sooner than expected. 1056 01:24:37,864 --> 01:24:42,035 Come on. Look, we just drove 2,000 miles to get here. I just... 1057 01:24:42,118 --> 01:24:44,329 -Where's Dwayne? -Ben Ryder. 1058 01:24:44,412 --> 01:24:46,289 -There he is. -You made it. 1059 01:24:46,414 --> 01:24:48,333 -How you doin'? -Good to see you. 1060 01:24:48,416 --> 01:24:51,961 Your assistant here just told me you're not processing any more Kodachrome. 1061 01:24:52,045 --> 01:24:54,839 -She's fired. You're fired. -Okay, Dad. 1062 01:24:55,256 --> 01:24:58,760 Honey, this is Benjamin Asher Ryder, 1063 01:24:58,885 --> 01:25:01,221 one of the world's greatest living photographers. 1064 01:25:01,304 --> 01:25:03,389 How do you do? This is my son, Matt. 1065 01:25:03,473 --> 01:25:05,391 -Matt, nice to meet you. -You too. 1066 01:25:06,101 --> 01:25:09,562 Well, Ben, I will process these myself. 1067 01:25:09,646 --> 01:25:13,024 I left a little room in the line on the off chance you made it. 1068 01:25:13,108 --> 01:25:15,777 Yeah, I was countin' on it. I appreciate it. 1069 01:25:16,486 --> 01:25:19,030 Can you believe it? The end of an era. 1070 01:25:20,448 --> 01:25:23,910 I will have these ready for you to pick up tomorrow. 1071 01:25:24,285 --> 01:25:26,830 -Okay. Thank you. -You're welcome. 1072 01:25:31,793 --> 01:25:33,253 We could get food. You hungry? 1073 01:25:33,336 --> 01:25:35,505 Yeah, I should put something in my stomach. 1074 01:25:35,588 --> 01:25:36,589 Yeah, same. 1075 01:25:37,715 --> 01:25:40,593 I'm sorry. Aren't you Benjamin Ryder? 1076 01:25:41,177 --> 01:25:43,388 -That's right. -I don't believe it. 1077 01:25:43,555 --> 01:25:47,183 I should have known you'd be here. I was talking about you to Steve McCurry. 1078 01:25:47,267 --> 01:25:48,935 I figured Steve would be here. 1079 01:25:49,561 --> 01:25:52,230 -Ernie Coates from National Geographic. -Ernie. 1080 01:25:52,313 --> 01:25:55,400 You did that piece in Afghanistan, didn't you? Yeah, that was great. 1081 01:25:55,483 --> 01:25:56,401 Wow, you know... 1082 01:25:56,484 --> 01:26:01,239 At the risk of embarrassing you, you're the reason I became a photographer. 1083 01:26:02,448 --> 01:26:04,617 Why would that embarrass me? 1084 01:26:05,118 --> 01:26:06,703 Marie, come here. 1085 01:26:09,956 --> 01:26:13,042 -This is Benjamin Ryder. -No way. 1086 01:26:13,126 --> 01:26:14,377 Yeah, I'm afraid so. 1087 01:26:14,460 --> 01:26:16,838 A bunch of us were talking about your Afghan series. 1088 01:26:16,921 --> 01:26:20,466 Can you believe they're stopping it? You must've been pretty pissed. 1089 01:26:20,592 --> 01:26:23,720 No, not really. A little sentimental, I guess, but... 1090 01:26:24,554 --> 01:26:26,890 just a matter of time, you know. 1091 01:26:26,973 --> 01:26:29,267 You know. Geez. 1092 01:26:29,350 --> 01:26:32,979 We're all so... so frightened by time, 1093 01:26:33,062 --> 01:26:35,481 and the way it moves on, the way things disappear. 1094 01:26:35,607 --> 01:26:37,192 That's why we're photographers. 1095 01:26:38,359 --> 01:26:40,820 We're preservationists by nature. 1096 01:26:41,487 --> 01:26:43,698 We take pictures to stop time, 1097 01:26:45,116 --> 01:26:47,410 to commit moments to eternity. 1098 01:26:49,913 --> 01:26:52,540 Human nature made tangible. 1099 01:26:54,918 --> 01:26:58,046 About as good a definition of art as any, I guess. 1100 01:26:58,129 --> 01:27:01,758 Ben. Rick Ross. We were in Grenada together. 1101 01:27:01,966 --> 01:27:04,552 - We were shooting for Reuters. - My God. 1102 01:27:06,095 --> 01:27:08,973 -Good to see you. -Good to see you too. 1103 01:27:09,057 --> 01:27:11,517 Ben, do you mind if I get a picture with you? 1104 01:27:11,643 --> 01:27:14,270 Would it matter if I did? I don't know. 1105 01:27:14,395 --> 01:27:16,397 Sure. That's okay. 1106 01:27:20,026 --> 01:27:21,653 -Aw, that's great. -There you go. 1107 01:27:21,736 --> 01:27:24,239 -Thank you. -You all be well now. 1108 01:27:24,322 --> 01:27:26,282 -You too, Ben. -Good to see you. 1109 01:28:00,566 --> 01:28:02,193 Do you hear that? 1110 01:28:07,198 --> 01:28:09,158 All right. 1111 01:28:10,785 --> 01:28:13,371 What should we do this evening? 1112 01:28:14,664 --> 01:28:18,626 We could go see what Parsons, Kansas has in the way of nightlife. 1113 01:28:20,128 --> 01:28:21,754 I could actually eat again. 1114 01:28:23,256 --> 01:28:26,843 Don't know if they have room service here. Should we get a pizza? 1115 01:28:27,552 --> 01:28:29,679 Go to a restaurant? Order in? 1116 01:28:30,346 --> 01:28:32,640 Hello? Any thoughts on the matter? 1117 01:28:55,621 --> 01:28:56,914 Okay, Dad. 1118 01:28:58,708 --> 01:28:59,751 Okay. 1119 01:29:18,895 --> 01:29:24,776 ♪ I've watched you go through changes That no man should face alone♪ 1120 01:29:25,860 --> 01:29:30,865 ♪ Take to heel or tame the horse The choice is still your own ♪ 1121 01:29:32,200 --> 01:29:37,914 ♪ But arm yourself against the pain A wounded bird can give ♪ 1122 01:29:38,956 --> 01:29:44,796 ♪ And in the end remember It's with you you have to live ♪ 1123 01:29:45,380 --> 01:29:51,052 ♪ And in the end remember It's with you you have to live ♪ 1124 01:29:56,557 --> 01:30:02,522 ♪ Stand your ground  I think you've got The guts it takes to win ♪ 1125 01:30:03,147 --> 01:30:08,903 ♪ But you must learn to turn the key Before she'll let you in♪ 1126 01:30:10,071 --> 01:30:15,743 ♪ And understand the problems Of the girl you want so near ♪ 1127 01:30:15,993 --> 01:30:22,542 ♪ Or you'll wear the coat of questions `Til the answer hat is here ♪ 1128 01:30:22,959 --> 01:30:28,881 ♪ You'll wear the coat of questions `Til the answer hat is here ♪ 1129 01:30:43,271 --> 01:30:44,814 - Hey. - Hey. 1130 01:30:48,734 --> 01:30:50,611 I'm sorry about Ben, Matt. 1131 01:30:54,615 --> 01:30:57,535 I've been on the phone with the medical examiner's office, 1132 01:30:57,618 --> 01:30:59,620 tryin' to get the body released. 1133 01:31:00,538 --> 01:31:02,832 Should be good to go shortly. 1134 01:31:04,333 --> 01:31:06,169 -Thanks, Larry. -Mr. Ryder. 1135 01:31:07,336 --> 01:31:09,213 Dwayne from Dwayne's Photo. 1136 01:31:09,297 --> 01:31:11,632 Yes. Hi. I remember you. 1137 01:31:12,091 --> 01:31:14,760 This is Larry Holdt. 1138 01:31:15,845 --> 01:31:17,221 -Sure. -Ben's manager. 1139 01:31:17,513 --> 01:31:21,726 I was... very saddened to hear about your father. 1140 01:31:22,810 --> 01:31:25,271 I wanted to deliver these personally. 1141 01:31:25,938 --> 01:31:28,816 I know he was very protective of his work. 1142 01:31:30,485 --> 01:31:33,905 Thank you. Yeah. My dad would have appreciated it. 1143 01:31:34,614 --> 01:31:37,116 Outside a roll I shot myself, 1144 01:31:37,200 --> 01:31:41,454 these are the last rolls of Kodachrome film ever to be developed. 1145 01:31:41,954 --> 01:31:45,500 I think he would have liked the symmetry. 1146 01:31:47,752 --> 01:31:48,836 Yeah. 1147 01:31:49,545 --> 01:31:51,130 Take care. 1148 01:31:51,631 --> 01:31:52,924 You too, Dwayne. 1149 01:31:59,931 --> 01:32:01,516 - Here you go. - No. 1150 01:32:02,642 --> 01:32:04,560 Ben was very direct about it. 1151 01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:07,813 He said you'd curate the show. 1152 01:32:10,608 --> 01:32:13,444 I don't know anything about photography. Why would he do that? 1153 01:32:13,569 --> 01:32:17,657 I learned a long time ago never to ask why where Ben was concerned. 1154 01:32:23,371 --> 01:32:24,664 Hold on. 1155 01:32:27,124 --> 01:32:28,251 Larry Holdt. 1156 01:32:32,672 --> 01:32:38,511 Now boarding zone three for Flight 164 to LaGuardia Airport. 1157 01:32:41,722 --> 01:32:45,309 Hi. It's Zooey. I'm not here. Please leave me a message. 1158 01:32:45,810 --> 01:32:48,354 Hi. It's me again. 1159 01:32:50,439 --> 01:32:52,191 It's hard just talking. 1160 01:32:54,235 --> 01:32:56,779 I've been thinking about you a lot. Um... 1161 01:33:00,324 --> 01:33:03,119 I don't know. I've just been realizing 1162 01:33:03,202 --> 01:33:06,497 I've given up on so much stuff in my life. 1163 01:33:08,416 --> 01:33:09,917 Playin' music and... 1164 01:33:11,002 --> 01:33:12,336 my marriage. 1165 01:33:14,046 --> 01:33:15,131 Ben. 1166 01:33:17,049 --> 01:33:21,262 I'm tired of doing it. I don't want to do it anymore, and I'm not gonna. And... 1167 01:33:22,221 --> 01:33:24,140 Well, I want you to be... 1168 01:33:26,309 --> 01:33:29,186 I'd love for you to be one of the things I don't give up on. 1169 01:33:33,441 --> 01:33:35,151 All right, I'll hang up now. 1170 01:33:38,738 --> 01:33:40,948 Okay. Bye. 1171 01:35:25,720 --> 01:35:28,597 Let's see what all the buzz is about, Ben. 1172 01:37:35,266 --> 01:37:37,977 Hey. Hey. 1173 01:37:41,355 --> 01:37:42,731 Hey. 1174 01:37:46,151 --> 01:37:48,445 How'd you know I'd be here? 1175 01:37:50,239 --> 01:37:51,323 Larry. 1176 01:37:52,741 --> 01:37:54,451 Yeah. 1177 01:37:54,535 --> 01:37:56,996 I guess the guy really does know everything? 1178 01:37:57,079 --> 01:37:58,581 Yeah. 1179 01:38:04,837 --> 01:38:06,505 Are they all like that? 1180 01:38:11,594 --> 01:38:14,221 Yeah. 1181 01:38:19,226 --> 01:38:20,978 Do you want company? 1182 01:38:23,314 --> 01:38:24,440 Yeah. 1183 01:42:06,829 --> 01:42:12,209 ♪ i had an idea ♪ 1184 01:42:12,292 --> 01:42:19,216 ♪ I kept my mouth shut I didn't like it at all ♪ 1185 01:42:20,884 --> 01:42:25,931 ♪ When I called you sweetheart ♪ 1186 01:42:26,014 --> 01:42:31,812 ♪ I said your name first Over your shoulder♪ 1187 01:42:36,400 --> 01:42:42,364 ♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪ 1188 01:42:42,739 --> 01:42:48,954 ♪ Fight with the great illusion♪ 1189 01:42:49,121 --> 01:42:51,874 ♪ Wake up ♪ 1190 01:42:51,957 --> 01:42:57,171 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 1191 01:42:59,131 --> 01:43:04,469 ♪ I don't wanna wait anymore ♪ 1192 01:43:04,761 --> 01:43:09,349 ♪ For you ♪ 1193 01:43:11,852 --> 01:43:16,940 ♪ I don't want to fight anymore ♪ 1194 01:43:17,274 --> 01:43:21,195 ♪ Come on, come on and take me home ♪ 1195 01:43:23,697 --> 01:43:28,827 ♪ I heard time had left you ♪ 1196 01:43:28,911 --> 01:43:31,455 ♪ I was in shadows ♪ 1197 01:43:32,080 --> 01:43:36,418 ♪ I didn't know it at all ♪ 1198 01:43:37,753 --> 01:43:42,799 ♪ Pay your horse and rider ♪ 1199 01:43:42,966 --> 01:43:45,427 ♪ In the white city ♪ 1200 01:43:46,011 --> 01:43:49,723 ♪Saw it in pictures of you ♪ 1201 01:43:53,435 --> 01:43:59,399 ♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪ 1202 01:43:59,483 --> 01:44:05,739 ♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪ 1203 01:44:05,822 --> 01:44:08,700 ♪Wake up ♪ 1204 01:44:08,784 --> 01:44:13,622 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 1205 01:44:15,040 --> 01:44:21,129 ♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪ 1206 01:44:21,213 --> 01:44:27,678 ♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪ 1207 01:44:27,761 --> 01:44:30,722 ♪ Wake up ♪ 1208 01:44:30,806 --> 01:44:36,186 ♪ Come on, take me home ♪ 96064

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