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(baby laughing)

‐ [Coleman] It's so draining,

not really seeing anybody.

It's just like, I hate it.

‐ [Archi] We don't realize how often we crave human touch.

‐ [Ellen] It's been really tough.

It's been really hard.

‐ [Ronald] It made me realize how much I miss that

emotional connection I have with people in real life.

‐ [Poison Oakland] I never knew how much

I needed people around me to feel alive.

‐ [Ronald] I just, I miss my old life.

‐ [Charli] The world that we live in now feels so different.

And it feels like,

with this new climate brings a new way of creating.

(typing sounds)

(pop music)

In 2019, I was kicking off my first headline tour

for my album, "Charli".

Fashion, fashion.

I felt like I was finally in control

of every aspect of my career.

We're day two of rehearsals,

I've got a show tomorrow in Atlanta.

It's all heating up.

Drama, drama, drama.

What will I wear?

What will it look like?

Will I sound good?

Yes.

Auto‐Tune.

♪♪ Boom, clap ♪♪

♪♪ The sound of my heart ♪♪

♪♪ The beat goes on‐ ♪♪

When I started out at the age of 14

I was just sharing my music on Myspace.

‐ Your song is everywhere.

It's in all of our heads.

‐ [Charli] I didn't have a concrete goal.

I was just like, what's next?

What can keep me inspired?

What can keep me excited about what I'm creating?

I want another creative high

and another one and another one.

Woo!

‐ Charli is a singer, songwriter, entrepreneur.

‐ [Charli] I'm never very present or in the moment,

because I'm always thinking about what's next.

It's never enough.

‐ Charli XCX!

Her new album‐

‐ You know, like nothing is good enough.

♪♪ Things that I say when ♪♪ ♪♪ you don't want to listen ♪♪

♪♪ Things that you say when ♪♪ ♪♪ I make bad decisions ♪♪

Even as I found success, I still felt lost and unfulfilled.

I find it really hard to look back at my achievements

and be proud of the things that I've done.

♪♪ These are the things ♪♪ ♪♪ that can make us official ♪♪

‐ [Father] You gonna walk back over to Mummy now?

Brilliant!

‐ [Charli] It all takes a toll on my relationships.

Whether it be my relationship with my family, my friends.

My relationship with my boyfriend

or really, my relationship with myself.

♪♪ So let's ride ♪♪

♪♪ Vroom, vroom ♪♪

♪♪ Bitches know they can't ♪♪ ♪♪ catch me ♪♪

♪♪ Vroom, vroom ♪♪

‐ In 2016, I released "Vroom Vroom" and I found support

from a strong, proud LGBTQ plus audience.

♪♪ Bitches know they can't ♪♪ ♪♪ catch me ♪♪

Their confidence really inspired my own confidence.

And I began to understand who I was as a person

and as an artist.

♪♪ Beep beep, so let's ride ♪♪

(pop rock music)

‐ [Deep Voice] Enter, The Angels.

♪♪ Electric lights ♪♪

♪♪ Blow my mind ♪♪

♪♪ I feel all right ♪♪

♪♪ Never stop, it's how we ride ♪♪

♪♪ Coming up until we die ♪♪

‐ [Man] I'd say the angels are more like a family,

rather than like, just the fan base.

There's a large proportion of LGBT people.

And then the other half are like, allies.

You know, I feel like that's what makes

Charli's fan base quite special.

‐ So, I kind of grew up being very very shy.

Kind of ashamed of my femininity.

‐ I didn't really feel welcome.

‐ There aren't, like, many people that just get me.

‐ When I started to get into her fan base,

I finally felt like I belonged somewhere.

‐ Everybody that's in her community of fans

supports each other.

‐ Charli used to be in one of the old group chats.

And I remember there was a time where she was feeling down

and she decided to like type it all out in a message

and send it to the group chat.

‐ [Charli] The fact that they were able to show me bravery,

even if it was just like through an Instagram post

or through a tweet or a simple comment,

that made me feel like it was okay for me to be vulnerable

because I felt so accepted by them.

♪♪ I just wanna break the rules ♪♪

(typing sounds)

[Charli]

‐ So I got there at like 5AM, to, like, camp out.

Like, as soon as I got there, like, I saw one of my friends

that I'd only known online up to that point,

and she was just so sweet.

She just, like, dropped everything, like gave me a hug,

with like, "Ellen!", and I just, like, immediately felt,

like, felt safe in that environment.

‐ Like, I saw her live in October

and I had a friend from Twitter actually

get tickets to the Philadelphia show

just so they can meet me.

‐ I think a show, and like a Charli show, for example,

is, like, one of the only places where I was able to,

like, meet with these people.

Meet my friends.

Have a space where we can be ourselves.

(crowd cheering)

♪♪ I go hard, I go fast ♪♪

♪♪ And I never look back ♪♪

♪♪ I go speeding on the highway ♪♪

♪♪ Burn rubber, no crash ♪♪

♪♪ Turn the volume up ♪♪ ♪♪ in the party ♪♪

♪♪ Put your hands up and dance ♪♪

♪♪ ♪♪ Bump bump, in the rave ♪♪

♪♪ ♪♪ Go forever and ever ♪♪

♪♪ And bounce, never sleep ♪♪

♪♪ Push it all on repeat ♪♪

♪♪ I go speeding on the highway ♪♪

♪♪ Flame burning, tire screams ♪♪

♪♪ Turn the volume up ♪♪ ♪♪ in your bedroom ♪♪

♪♪ Put your hands up and scream ♪♪

♪♪ Bump bump, lights go out ♪♪

(loud pop music)

(crowd cheering)

♪♪ Bump, bump, in the rave ♪♪

♪♪ Forever and ever ♪♪

‐ Thank you, thank you.

(crowd cheering)

Hey, this is some real cheesy shit right now.

You know, I've been through so many different

phases as an artist.

From, you know, starting out, making an album

that, like, nobody heard but it was really good,

to making songs that are on the radio

that lots of people heard,

but nobody really knew they were by me.

From doing like big TV shows and like, being in the charts,

but realizing that it didn't make me happy.

Um,

and so,

then,

kind of changing my mind

and doing exactly what the fuck I wanted.

(crowd cheering)

And, the fact that...

Oh my god, I'm fucking crying.

(crowd cheering)

The fact that I can stand up here

and sing the songs that I've made

because I wanted to make them,

not even thinking if anybody else would like them

or care about them.

And that you guys care and you fucking showed up.

And you value me for me.

That's really hard to do in the pop industry, you know.

And I would not be here without you.

And I'm really, really, from the bottom of my heart,

I thank you so fucking much, so thank you.

(crowd cheering)

(pop music plays)

Thank you to every single one of you.

(message dings)

(menacing music)

‐ Hello.

(laughing)

‐ Hi.

I'm okay,

I'm okay.

Um, so I've been isolating,

self isolating for, this is my fifth day.

(message dings)

Not feeling like me becoming a chef.

(chorus "oohs")

(message dings)

‐ I don't, in ways, sometimes I'm like, this is so fun.

Like, it feels like a snow day.

We're going to do a live art class.

One, two, three.

(laughing)

‐ So you do as much as you can and ten there,

so you keep your heart rate up really high.

‐ Okay.

‐ Over to the left side.

‐ You're so good at this.

Guys, this shit is really fucking hard.

(message dings)

And then I kind of get a bit existential and I get,

that's when I get kind of sucked into this hole.

My heart is, like, racing.

I feel so anxious.

I feel so anxious.

‐ Everyone being inside all the time.

It's just kind of making the days blur into each other.

‐ I haven't seen any of my friends since March.

‐ It's been horrible.

It's been, like, so lonely.

‐ It's been online all the time, really.

‐ Having so much time to, like, do nothing,

you get depressed, you get sad, you get anxious.

‐ So, I'm a drag queen, so I love to party.

But right now we're home.

And so, I'm losing it.

Because my drag is such a huge part of what I do,

and I haven't been able to express myself fully

the way that I'm used to.

I had events lined up and you know

gigs and all of that was canceled.

You know, I feel like part of me is kind of like missing.

(message dings)

‐ I feel like I really want this lockdown to end.

I'm kind of just, like, flailing around doing nothing.

I need to be preoccupied.

Everything today feels so overwhelming, like,

it's like sensory overload.

I'm sad.

(music intensifies)

(voices speaking over each other)

(deep breathing)

(typing sounds)

(phone ringing)

‐ Hi. ‐ [Cook] Hi.

‐ How's it going?

‐ Are you, like, recording everything

as in recording everything in your life, full stop?

Or like?

‐ Your, this is, I'm recording,

I don't, yeah, there you go.

(laughing)

Well, I had this idea I wanted to talk to you about.

Okay,

so,

I've decided

that during this time

of self isolation I'm going to try and make an album.

Recording myself, sending things back and forth

to producers.

It will be very much what I can do myself, I suppose.

Is that too scary?

‐ [Cook] Uh...

‐ Okay.

(upbeat pop music)

I got a load of equipment today,

so I'm going start trying to test things tomorrow.

Okay. So I open the, I've got the Logic file open.

I can't get it going through the headphones

and I'm probably being really dumb.

Oh, yeah, it's on the side.

Okay.

Input one.

(feedback sounds)

Woo, okay, yeah feedback.

‐ [Cook] Okay that's great.

‐ Yeah.

Oh, I can hear it.

Hello.

Oh my God, I can hear myself.

Sick!

Hello.

La la, la la, la la.

Okay, now I guess that's the beginning.

‐ Masks are a must.

And so is keeping close to home.

‐ We are extending the safer at home order until May 15th.

‐ Please stay home.

(typing sounds)

(upbeat pop music)

(message dings)

‐ Hi, everybody.

Yes.

Everybody spam me in the chat.

Oh my gosh.

Thank you so much for joining me.

I wanted to make this announcement special.

For me, my positivity goes hand in hand with being creative.

I really need to be creative to feel happy

and to feel comfortable

and to make sure that my mental health is staying on track.

And so that's why I've decided

that I am going to make a brand new album

during this quarantine period.

I'm going to basically be making it live.

I want to open up the entire process to all of you.

I'm going to be sharing demos with you,

acapellas with you.

I'm going to ask you guys to help me make videos.

The album is going to be called "How I'm Feeling Now"

and I'm going to set the release date for May 15th.

(dramatic sound effects)

We're starting from nothing.

Hopefully it all works out.

(soft music plays)

‐ Day one.

‐ From all angles.

‐ [Sam] What's happening?

‐ I'm cooking two pieces of bacon.

(laughing)

‐ [Sam] Got to get this from the side.

‐ [Huck] Got to get this.

‐ [Charli] The scoop, it's the scoop.

We've got it.

‐ [Sam] Oh my god, delicious.

How many cameras have you got?

‐ There are three cameras.

We're all going to be filming at all times.

So that maybe we can make something interesting.

(lofi beat)

Listening to last file the agent sent me.

He's in Montana, I'm in L. A.

(humming along to track)

‐ Um, fuck I have to plug all this shit in.

Wait.

Oh my god, this is a mess.

(pop music plays)

I'm listening to a Palmistry beat.

This is the idea that got sent to me.

It's so good.

Sometimes I do feel like it's good to look cute

if you want to sound cute.

But most of the time, I kind of just look like trash.

There is no way I'm comping this shit.

I'm going to send it to A. G.

(pop music)

♪♪ You could watch me ♪♪ ♪♪ pull up on your body ♪♪

♪♪ Like it's summer, ♪♪ ♪♪ take my clothes off ♪♪

♪♪ In the water, splash around ♪♪

♪♪ And get you blessed like ♪♪ ♪♪ holy water ♪♪

And also I feel like I can't really, like,

sing at the moment.

Like, I sound crazy.

So‐

‐ [Cook] I mean, it might also be the set up,

it might all be‐

‐ So, may‐, you‐

‐ [Cook] That's all that is.

‐ Yeah, you keep cutting in and out a little bit, but,

‐ I'm sorry, that was all‐

♪♪ Now I'm all alone ♪♪ ♪♪ at the party ♪♪

♪♪ If you saw my tears, ♪♪ ♪♪ would you‐ ♪♪

♪♪ Now I'm feeling lone ♪♪ ♪♪ and alone ♪♪

♪♪ You got me hanging on ♪♪ ♪♪ at the party ♪♪

♪♪ Got me like that, ♪♪ ♪♪ got me like that ♪♪

Ah, fuck.

(sighs)

Oh my god.

How do I end this shit?

I need to end this shit.

Hello everybody.

It's me.

Thank you for joining me.

(laughing)

It's only day two, but I'm really enjoying this

whole new album process.

Sharing everything with you guys.

I wanted to tell you about this song idea

that I've been working on.

I feel like this whole album

is going to be about my relationship with my partner.

How do you feel today, Huck?

‐ I feel grateful for this time.

‐ We've been in quarantine together

alongside my two managers,

who I also live with

and we went to school together, so it's kind of intense.

Prior to quarantine, we were kind of, like,

going through more of a difficult time.

He lives in New York.

I live in LA a lot of the time.

And so, obviously, like, distance is a real thing for us.

When did you come to LA,

and where were you before?

‐ I came to LA exactly a month ago.

‐ What date?

‐ Friday the 13th.

‐ Dun, dun, dun!

‐ Yeah, it's bad.

‐ And where were you?

‐ New York city.

‐ Mm hmm.

‐ Yeah.

‐ And where are you now?

‐ Los Angeles.

‐ At whose house?

‐ Charles Emma Aitch‐ton.

Aitchison?

(laughing)

‐ Do you not know how to say it?

‐ No, I just said it weird.

‐ It's crazy.

We've dated for seven years, on and off, but like,

the longest time we've ever spent together is 11 days.

There are a lot of things

that we needed to kind of talk about and,

and kind of rescue in our relationship, I suppose.

I feel like the tone of the album

and a lot of the lyrics on the album

are gonna be about him.

(laughing)

Okay. One, I'm worried that the room is

gonna make everything sound bad.

It's literally just like, a mic, like that.

‐ [Cook] Hopefully it's just like the mic side level.

I think there's a lot we can do with it,

even sounding semi lofi.

‐ Yeah, it should sound lofi.

I mean, it will.

It should.

‐ [Cook] Yeah, okay, no that will be kinda fun.

I was thinking that too anyway, like more, yeah, yeah,

like borderline party tracks.

‐ No, I think we should go‐

I mean, borderline, but also‐ ‐ [Cook] Full party.

‐ I think we should, like, go to the club.

‐ [Cook] Okay, but not though.

‐ But not.

‐ [Cook] Just stay in.

‐ Stay in.

Stay in.

Build your own club.

Um, I'm recording a second verse idea

for this idea that Dylan Brady and Danielle Hall sent me.

And basically the song, currently,

is kind of just about like, missing my friends

and actually just now I like really want to party.

Um, oh. And I posted some of these lyrics online

and people were like these are so shit, (laughing)

which I thought was funny,

'cause fuck everyone.

They'll really like this when it comes out.

Cause it slaps.

♪♪ Uh, uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ I'm bouncing on that uh, ♪♪ ♪♪ uh, uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ That‐ ♪♪

♪♪ I'm living up when I wake up ♪♪

♪♪ Uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ Baby, uh, uh ♪♪

(singing gibberish)

♪♪ Uh, uh, baby don't you ♪♪ ♪♪ lie about the uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ Uh, uh, ♪♪ ♪♪ baby don't you lie about‐ ♪♪

‐ Hello, hello, hello, hello.

Um, I wanted to do this live,

because I'm currently writing a new song

and I need your help on some lyrics and stuff.

Also, I'm struggling a bit today.

Like, my voice is in so much pain.

I also just checked the countdown

and realized I've got 24 days left to make this album.

And I'm kind of having a bit of a fucking freak out,

if I'm honest.

Um, but yeah.

It'll be fine.

Okay. So anyways, I want to play you this new idea.

It's sick.

(pop beat plays)

Can you hear it?

It's a banger.

I love it.

So that is the idea.

That's the beat.

This is the top line

idea that I did.

♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪ ♪♪ New York ♪♪

♪♪ Finally, when it's over ♪♪

♪♪ We could be even closer ♪♪

Someone saying "Vocals are a bit rough though",

yeah?

I'm fucking showing you my process, fool.

(pop song plays)

So, this is what I'm thinking right?

♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ The days are warping ♪♪

♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ Go online shopping ♪♪

(giggles)

Fucking poet.

Mwah.

No, not the days are whopping, like warping,

like, warping.

The days are warping, for my American fans.

♪♪ I'm so uninspired ♪♪

♪♪ I just want to breathe ♪♪

♪♪ Flowers in the trees ♪♪

Like, I want to be outside

and then like break the rhyme, like‐

♪♪ Get some hands ♪♪

Like I want to hold someone's hand.

Someone said "Going".

Morphing.

♪♪ The days are morphing ♪♪

The day‐

Exhausting is good.

These days I'm trolling (laughs).

Oh, feel the heat of the bodies.

Genevieve, I like that.

Okay, so this is the best.

Thank you for helping me write it.

I'm going to sing it one more time,

and then I'm done.

(pop beat plays)

♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ These days exhausting ♪♪

♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

♪♪ Go online shopping ♪♪

♪♪ I'm so uninspired ♪♪

♪♪ I just wanna breathe ♪♪

♪♪ Flowers in the trees ♪♪

♪♪ Go down on my knees ♪♪

♪♪ Got some hands to hold onto ♪♪

♪♪ I got existential and ♪♪ ♪♪ so strange ♪♪

♪♪ I handle sounds when ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm shouting ♪♪

♪♪ I just wanna go to parties ♪♪

♪♪ Up high, want to feel ♪♪ ♪♪ the heat of all the bodies ♪♪

♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

♪♪ Late nights, my friends‐ ♪♪

Okay, well, guys,

this is the first time I've ever done anything like this.

Like, thank you for helping me.

Okay. I'm going to go now.

Um, bye.

Okay. So I just wrote lyrics with my fans online,

which is cool.

They had good ideas.

Now I'm going to record them.

♪♪ I'm so bored ♪♪

‐ It's just so fun to be alone in your room

and like put your headphones in and listen to the new stuff

and just dance and like, forget about it for three minutes.

(message dings)

(man screaming)

♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

‐ The fact that everybody is, as a group, listening to this,

like, online at the same time it's like,

you get to be there with everyone else.

‐ It's like a unity, almost.

♪♪ Wanna wake up with you ♪♪

♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪ ♪♪ New York ♪♪

♪♪ Finally, when it's over ♪♪

♪♪ We might be even closer ♪♪

‐ So I posted three images online.

I was leaning towards image number two,

which, it seems like you guys also

were kind of leaning towards as well.

‐ [Radio Personality] Charli XCX with a brand new track,

called "Forever".

Charli's on the phone with us right now

to talk us through the song.

(message dings)

‐ [Charli] I need you guys to help me

sending this stuff in to Dan.

He's editing it all together.

♪♪ I just wanna go to parties ♪♪

♪♪ Up high, want to feel ♪♪ ♪♪ the heat from all the bodies ♪♪

♪♪ Now that goes here ♪♪ ♪♪ in my head ♪♪

♪♪ I will always love you ♪♪

♪♪ I love you forever ♪♪

♪♪ Even when we're not together ♪♪

♪♪ I will always love you ♪♪

♪♪ I love you forever ♪♪

♪♪ Said, I love you forever ♪♪

‐ [Charli] I love him.

He so hot.

Even with kind of a chin.

Well, he doesn't really have a double chin at this moment.

I wonder what he's thinking about.

I like his mustache.

Ah!

Shut up, shut up.

(screaming)

No, don't!

Woo!

Careful!

‐ Enough.

‐ I'm feeling a little bit nervous about

the deadline that's approaching‐

(Charli speaks in background)

‐ Um, I just got invited to ask a question,

and I look like shit.

So, this is going to be...

Interesting.

‐ Coleman, what's up Coleman?

How are you?

‐ Hey, how are you Charli?

‐ I'm so good, you look so cute!

Look at your room, it's so adorable.

‐ Oh my god, thank you so much.

I literally just woke up.

‐ So how's your quarantine been going?

‐ You know, just being stuck in my thoughts.

It's hard.

It was really bad for a little,

but like I was very anxious, very depressed.

I don't know, I'm just,

I'm scared for the future.

Like, what if I can't even go to college in the fall?

You know, it's just...

‐ Hi, it's day whatever of quarantine.

Meant to be here with my flatmate,

but just before quarantine, he went home to his family.

I definitely felt lonely.

‐ I make music, like, in my bedroom.

So, I'm trying to do a remix of "claws" right now.

But I'm like, scared, 'cause like,

I don't want to, like, mess it up.

‐ I started making some art works.

It gives me, like, something to do every day.

So it feels like every day has, like, a purpose behind it.

‐ It's like a escape, almost.

‐ Mental health professionals are on alert

for those having a difficult time under these extended

stay at home orders during the pandemic.

‐ 41 Action News reporter, Dan Cohen brings‐

‐ [Sam] Hey guys.

‐ Hello.

‐ Hello Sam.

‐ [Sam] How are you feeling now?

‐ I'm going to start journaling.

‐ [Sam] Oh, writing?

‐ Yeah. I guess you guys call it journaling.

We would call that like, writing a diary.

‐ [Sam] Yeah, that's nice.

You need another creative outlet.

What, with the radio show, the album.

‐ The rock painting.

‐ [Sam] The rock painting documentary.

‐ [Charli] I know. (Sam laughing)

My therapist said I have to do it.

‐ [Sam] Oh, nice.

‐ It's supposed to help me process my thoughts.

‐ [Sam] Yeah, mm.

‐ And she said that because,

you know my dad's adopted, right?

‐ [Sam] Yeah.

‐ [Charli] And my therapist said that, like,

anyone who experiences adoption

experiences, even if it's a very smooth,

experiences this feeling of like unwantedness.

‐ [Sam] Mm.

‐ [Charli] Like, deep within their core,

right from when they're born.

‐ [Sam] Mm.

‐ [Charli] And that, that can be, like, passed on.

It's in their children.

Because there's this continuous feeling of like,

not being good enough to be accepted.

‐ [Sam] Mm.

‐ So that was kind of interesting.

So that's why I have to journal.

That's the long story about that.

‐ [Sam] No, it's super,

it's super interesting. ‐ Very interesting.

‐ [Sam] Thank you for sharing that.

‐ That's okay.

Okay, so, I am going to write a to‐do list.

So that I don't feel unproductive tomorrow.

Like, I've got serious issues with the way I handle my work

and the way I depend on work

to make me feel like I'm a good person.

Palmistry beat.

I don't think I'm pretty enough.

I don't think I'm smart enough.

I don't think I'm interesting enough

or funny enough of a person to function without my work.

(message dings)

I feel like my work and everything around it

is what makes me different and interesting from people.

And without it, I just feel like I'm nothing.

Okay, recording over the outro for "Seven Years".

♪♪ Always, always, always ♪♪

I really have to get over giving a fuck what I sound like.

♪♪ Ooh ♪♪

Okay, I'm going to see if I can comp any of this,

and if not, I'll do a few more takes.

(pop beat plays)

Maybe even the first two bits of take seven.

♪♪ I know that look inside ♪♪ ♪♪ my eyes means deep pain ♪♪

Deep, know that look inside my eyes means deep pain?

♪♪ Look inside my eyes means ♪♪ ♪♪ deep pain ♪♪

Could be kind of interesting.

♪♪ Real strange ♪♪

♪♪ Always, yeah ♪♪

Sick, love that.

♪♪ Ooh, ooh ♪♪

Okay, not done on that.

What happens if we do something mad?

(pop music plays)

♪♪ Hello hello hello ♪♪

♪♪ I see clearly ♪♪

♪♪ So long, been scared ♪♪ ♪♪ to show off my feelings ♪♪

♪♪ Hello, hello, hello, ♪♪ ♪♪ got new meaning ♪♪

♪♪ Now I really see it ♪♪

♪♪ I know that look inside my ♪♪ ♪♪ eyes means‐ ♪♪

Okay, I'm not gonna play the chorus,

but the chorus kind of goes off too.

Yeah. That's it.

That's where I'm at.

I will post some stuff on main feed.

And then in the comments maybe you can just like say,

you know, what you think.

‐ I've got another idea for the video.

A different idea.

‐ Which video?

‐ The "claws" video.

You know, I envisioned‐ ‐ Oh, the scooter stuff.

‐ Yeah.

(upbeat pop music)

Literally a fucking disaster.

(drone buzzing)

Ah!

(Charli screaming)

(dog barking)

I'm going to fucking die making this.

So, forget about that for a second.

‐ Yeah.

‐ I was thinking it could be a cool idea

to get green screen.

‐ Mm, yeah.

‐ It could just be a shit, a shit one.

And two green suits, like body suits.

‐ I know what you want to do.

‐ And then me and Huck are going to just make out

for like, 2 minutes.

And what could be cool is that fans can send stuff.

‐ Yeah?

‐ To go on the green screen, as well.

And it will just look like our heads are like floating.

‐ Oh, I love that!

(soft pop music)

‐ Sick.

Wanna go show Sam my outfit.

‐ Oh my god! (laughing)

What!

This is, like, incredibly unflattering.

(laughing)

What does it look like if it's up over your head?

‐ That's all the way up.

‐ Obviously, can't help ourselves.

Do you not want to do it?

‐ [Huck] No, I can do it.

‐ If you don't want to do it, just tell me.

And I'll think of a new idea.

[Huck]

‐ Are you worried about wearing your green suit?

[Huck]

‐ It won't be anyone else in the room.

We'll shoot it just you and me together,

on tripods and stuff.

So, neither of us feel weird.

‐ [Huck] Mm.

‐ Okay.

(laughing)

This is our music video set.

We made sure we recreated it exactly how

they normally do, with the E on Charli,

'cause everyone always spelled my name wrong on videos.

Take one.

♪♪ Like your mind, ♪♪ ♪♪ like your smile ♪♪

♪♪ Like your eyes, I could die ♪♪

♪♪ Airplane, you are so fly ♪♪

♪♪ Singin' songs by Jeremih ♪♪

‐ [Huck] Question?

‐ Yeah?

‐ Should these lights be off?

‐ Yes.

(Huck laughs)

‐ Oh my gosh.

‐ Sorry guys.

‐ So yeah, we're shooting this video

and this is the first time me and Huck

have shot a video together.

And I think we're a good team.

What do you think?

‐ [Huck] Yeah.

I carry stuff.

(pop music plays)

‐ How is it if I start like this?

Does it look cool?

‐ [Huck] Yeah.

‐ Cool.

♪♪ Like your mind, ♪♪ ♪♪ like your smile ♪♪

♪♪ Like your eyes, I could die ♪♪

♪♪ Airplane, you are so fly ♪♪

♪♪ Singin' songs by Jeremih ♪♪

Hot

♪♪ I like, I like ♪♪

(pop beat intensifies)

‐ Yeah?

(laughing)

Thanks everybody for being here.

That's a wrap.

Let's make some noise for‐

for number one, for number one and number two.

Thank you.

Thank you goes to the directors.

And, lovely to work with you.

(message dings)

("claws" by Charli XCX plays)

‐ So cool.

There's this dance that Charli does

in the first verse of the "claws" music video,

and I want to see if I can learn it

and like film a video of me dancing to it.

♪♪ Like your mind, ♪♪ ♪♪ like your smile ♪♪

A lot of people don't have supportive parents or family

that they're staying with at the moment,

and that's like a really tough thing for them.

Just having something to feel like they're a part of,

and to like contribute to, and like talk about

has definitely been like a really like, right part of it.

That was not good.

That was attempt number one.

Hi Ronald.

‐ How are you?

Okay. So you're going to call me crazy,

but I have this cool idea.

I don't have that many friends in real life,

here where I live.

People that surround me, they don't like the way I dress,

or the music I listen to.

(message dings)

I feel like they will never understand that.

So, basically I want to throw a Charli XCX virtual party.

‐ Wait, that's such a good idea.

‐ Virtual parties have had, like,

a big impact in my life,

because those places didn't exist for me before.

‐ A bunch of, like, angels do DJ sets,

and they're going to, like,

be playing their own mixes of Charli songs.

‐ I really want people to come.

♪♪ I'm sorry that I missed ♪♪ ♪♪ your party ♪♪

♪♪ I wish I had a better excuse ♪♪

(upbeat pop music)

‐ [Ronald] Guys, we have a special guest.

Charli is in the room.

‐ Charli?

‐ Is she really here? ‐ Is that actual Charli

or just someone joining as Charli?

‐ No, it is Charli!

‐ Oh my god. ‐ Shut up.

(group screaming)

‐ Hello, hello, it's Charli.

Love you.

‐ You guys want to hear a demo?

Big secret, don't tell anyone,

but I made, like, a new version of "Click".

(group gasping and screaming)

‐ What?

Charli is here!

She's fucking here!

(remixed pop music)

♪♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ I'm next level, so legit ♪♪

♪♪ with all my clique, ♪♪ ♪♪ clique, clique, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ I'm next level, so legit ♪♪

♪♪ With all my clique, ♪♪ ♪♪ clique, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ I'm next level, so legit ♪♪

♪♪ with all my clique, ♪♪ ♪♪ clique, clique, clique ♪♪

♪♪ Clique, clique, clique, ♪♪ ♪♪ clique ♪♪

♪♪ Clique, clique, clique, ♪♪ ♪♪ clique ♪♪

♪♪ Clique, clique, clique, ♪♪ ♪♪ clique ♪♪

♪♪ Charli! ♪♪

♪♪ White sheets, you and ♪♪ ♪♪ me used to lay close ♪♪

♪♪ Blue summer, sittin' ♪♪ ♪♪ high in the window ♪♪

♪♪ Phone calls every ♪♪ ♪♪ night, had a new glow ♪♪

♪♪ My clique running through ♪♪ ♪♪ my mind like a rainbow ♪♪

♪♪ We were so in love, ♪♪ ♪♪ so we let go ♪♪

♪♪ Took it in our lungs, ♪♪ ♪♪ then we all choked ♪♪

♪♪ Long drive, so divine ♪♪ ♪♪ when the sun showed ♪♪

♪♪ My clique running through ♪♪ ♪♪ my mind like a rainbow ♪♪

‐ How long do you think you'll wear a mask for?

‐ Indefinitely.

Especially if I go back to New York.

‐ Have you had any more updates on that?

‐ I think it'll open up again soon, our office,

but they're going to like stagger everyone.

And since I'm like, events,

we're like pretty low on the totem pole.

So I may be stuck with you for a while.

How do you feel about that?

‐ Be weird when you leave,

if you leave.

Even though I know I'm a good person,

I guess, like, deep, like, within me,

(sniffling)

I seem to think that I'm a really bad person

and it's kind of a tough journey to be on

whilst you're around a lot of people.

(phone vibrating)

Oh, why's my Mum ringing me?

Hello?

‐ [Sam] It's quite late.

‐ [Mum] Hi.

‐ Hi. ‐ [Mum] How are you?

‐ I'm good, how are you?

‐ [Mum] Yeah, good thanks.

‐ Oh, are you‐

you're trying to video call me?

‐ [Mum] Yeah.

‐ You okay?

‐ [Mum] Yes, I'm okay.

I just heard your Instagram.

‐ Oh, yeah, yeah, I'm fine.

‐ [Mum] What was all that about?

‐ That was‐

It's just a, uh, audio from like a voice recording.

‐ [Mum] I was just about getting ready for bed

and I just looked on Instagram and saw that,

and I thought, "Oh my God, that sounds very depressing."

‐ Don't be sad.

Aw, don't be sad.

‐ [Mum] Okay, I just heard it and I thought,

what's all this about?

You're not a horrible person.

Okay, no, so long as you're okay.

‐ I'm okay.

‐ [Mum] Okay, that's fine.

‐ Yeah, I think it probably just scared her.

‐ Yeah, I mean, it was hard for me to listen to.

‐ Really?

‐ Yeah, I mean, not that, I know‐

we've been talking about all that sort of stuff, but I mean,

it was sad.

‐ Yeah.

(knocking)

‐ Hello.

‐ [Sam] You all right?

(Charli sighs)

‐ Oh,

I stayed up very late last night,

recording till six in the morning.

(sighs)

and, it's not done.

(upbeat pop music)

♪♪ I just wanna go real hard ♪♪

♪♪ I just wanna go real hard ♪♪

♪♪ Pink diamond in the dark ♪♪

♪♪ I just want to go real hard ♪♪

♪♪ I just want to go real hard ♪♪

(soft sad music)

♪♪ Without the Holy matrimony, ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm wife ♪♪

♪♪ We went from really‐ ♪♪

Fuck off.

Fuck, fuck, read, just fucking read, Charli.

Just read the fucking shit that you wrote.

Okay, again.

♪♪ The walls are all gone d‐ ♪♪

No.

♪♪ He put me in the ground ♪♪

♪♪ The walls are all ♪♪ ♪♪ gone, did we melt them‐ ♪♪

I just feel like I'm not going to finish this album in time.

We've got two songs of a 12 song, of a 10 song album mixed.

‐ Mm.

‐ Like, that's not good.

That's like really really, really,

really, really fucking bad.

Ah, it's so hard to fucking focus,

because I know that you're watching.

This, it's like, I can't, it's actually really difficult.

(pop beat plays)

Shit.

I can't, it's actually driving me crazy.

(rain falling)

Oof, I just had a call with my therapist,

which is a new thing that I've been kind of doing.

I started like a week before quarantine

and I think I've probably done about like,

five or six sessions now over the phone.

We only got to do one in person,

because then the quarantine happened.

But yeah, it's really interesting.

And,

I don't know, I'm just learning a lot of stuff about myself.

She asked me to write this thing down.

Three things down.

One says, just because I believe something

doesn't mean it's true.

Another one says, be gentle on myself.

And the third one says, I'm good enough.

And I find it really hard to read the last one.

I find it really hard to say I'm good enough.

And I find it hard because, when I say it,

when I say it I just immediately like, hear this voice,

and it says, you don't deserve to be good enough.

And I really, I know that I do.

It's like my head and my body feel different things,

like I know, I do deserve to be good enough

but my, like, core inside me,

like, doesn't want me to, like,

doesn't believe it's true or something like that.

(sighs)

I'm supposed to be confident,

and like, inspiring, I hate myself for saying that,

but I'm not and it makes me feel like a liar.

‐ Public health director, Barbara Ferreira,

Dr. Barbara Ferriera suggested that

LA County stay at home order will likely be extended

for the next three months.

‐ [News Reporter] That is very sobering news.

Now, here's what she said.

‐ I just don't know how longer I can take,

like, life being so weird.

And that sounds very selfish,

but it's just like,

it sucks.

Like the thought of like going to a concert

or going to a club or like going to a party,

it's like,

did that ever really exist?

It feels like a dream.

‐ It really is like such a lonely time.

Cause I'm out of work currently, but I'm also transitioning

and my parents aren't supportive of that.

So, I'm like spending every single day in my bedroom

and work kind of gave me that escape.

‐ I just try to hide, like,

pretty much everything that I do.

At least my mom, I mean, she's just very not supportive

and it's just, it's hard.

‐ [Ellen] At this point, I just kind of live

in Charli concerts in my mind

to kind of help me get through my day.

(typing sounds)

‐ I've still been working a little bit here and there

but it has been like a cut to my income.

I can still, you know, do the makeup

and do the outfit and take some photos.

But there's so much of the experience

that is missing from that.

(message dings)

‐ San Franciso's oldest gay bar, The Stud,

is closing its doors.

‐ I miss the club.

I miss outside.

‐ I'm stuck here, like, with my thoughts

and it's challenging at times.

But like, with seeing her just share all this,

it's, it gives a lot of us something to look forward to.

‐ What?

‐ [Charli] What's the best thing about me?

‐ The best thing about you?

Mm.

The best thing about you is...

Probably tits?

Maybe... uh.

‐ [Charli] Oh my gosh.

‐ I'm just kidding.

The best part is just our whole relationship.

Seven years.

You're very fun, you make me laugh

and nice, sometimes.

‐ [Charli] When am I not nice?

‐ When you're tired.

‐ [Charli] What's the worst thing about me?

‐ Um...

I don't like it when you're not enjoying yourself.

To have a little more fun.

‐ [Charli] What do you mean, like, in life?

‐ Yeah.

‐ [Charli] You don't think I have fun?

‐ You're a workaholic.

‐ [Charli] Do you like living with me in my house?

‐ I love living with you in your house.

‐ [Charli] Are you just saying that cause you're on camera?

‐ No.

Um...

‐ [Charli] Were you nervous about living with me

in my house?

‐ Yeah. I thought that we were gonna, well,

this is the most time we've,

the longest time we'd spent together

before this was like two weeks.

‐ [Charli] Which is crazy,

for people who've been together for seven years.

‐ Yeah.

Given what your life is,

I know that this is, like, very rare time.

So I'm enjoying it.

(shutter sound)

♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you ♪♪

♪♪ Only threw this party ♪♪ ♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪ ♪♪ come through ♪♪

♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪ ♪♪ come through ♪♪

♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

‐ [Charli] Do you think we have it?

Oh yeah, cool.

I like it with the camera too, actually.

‐ [Huck] Yeah.

‐ That, I feel like this can be like an album cover.

That one.

♪♪ Party on you ♪♪

(upbeat beat plays)

Oof, god.

(Charli mumbling softly)

♪♪ Baby, I love you bad ♪♪

♪♪ Baby, I love you bad ♪♪

♪♪ Oh, baby, oh I love you bad ♪♪

♪♪ Baby ♪♪

I finally understand, I finally understand.

My therapist said I hate myself really bad.

She did say that.

Oh, wait, wait, wait.

♪♪ If the walls are all gone, ♪♪ ♪♪ did we melt them down ♪♪

♪♪ Liquid in my hands, ♪♪ ♪♪ liquid in my mouth ♪♪

♪♪ Got footage on my phone, ♪♪ ♪♪ did it with your tongue ♪♪

♪♪ And now we're sticking ♪♪ ♪♪ close, and I understand ♪♪

♪♪ Baby, I love you bad ♪♪

♪♪ 'Cause lately I finally ♪♪ ♪♪ understand ♪♪

♪♪ That maybe this ♪♪ ♪♪ feeling that I've found ♪♪

♪♪ Might kill me, ♪♪ ♪♪ put me in the ground ♪♪

‐ [Zane Louw] You've tapped in from around the world.

Zane Louw, live from Los Angeles.

‐ Charli's on Zane Louw.

‐ I don't want to keep asking all these questions,

but it just screams at me, I have to ask it, like,

what are you finally understand?

‐ [Charli] Basically, me and my boyfriend

have quarantined together.

It's brought us physically close together,

but also emotionally, like, I finally understand that, like,

this person is somebody who I can trust with my life

and just feel very connected

with the people that I'm around.

And I feel more connected than ever.

♪♪ Baby ♪♪

(message dings)

♪♪ I love you bad ♪♪

♪♪ 'Cause lately I finally ♪♪ ♪♪ understand ♪♪

♪♪ That maybe this ♪♪ ♪♪ feeling that I've found ♪♪

♪♪ Might kill me, ♪♪ ♪♪ put me in the ground ♪♪

Five

days,

'til the album comes out.

The fans are really excited.

That makes me feel really happy because,

I guess yeah, this process is for them.

And that feels truly

special.

We're closing in, guys.

It's the final count down.

(Huck and Charli sing "Final Countdown" riff)

Send him the glitch doc, saying that, got to update that.

(message dings)

I'm sending you a list of songs to send to Mitch.

‐ [Sam] Is it one of the performance thing

that I'm forgetting?

‐ Okay. Now I need to fucking finish an album.

(pop music intensifies)

‐ [Sam] If you could do the merch shoot,

that would be a tick. ‐ Big tick.

‐ I thought bin day was Monday.

‐ Bin day is Friday!

‐ Yeah, well, today's Wednesday.

‐ Oh.

(Charli singing)

I think it sounds amazing.

I think we should mix it.

(message dings)

What is that?

‐ Oh, cool.

‐ Hey, what do you think?

‐ I feel good.

‐ Really nice.

(laughing)

‐ Yes!

Yeah!

(Charli singing)

Woo!

Sorry, I was playing it so loud

the camera fell off the thing it was on.

(laughing)

Okay, so that transition was really nice.

(heavy pop beat plays)

(pop beat intensifies)

It's quite intense, but I like it.

I like that track.

(light pop song plays)

(fun pop song plays)

(emotional pop song plays)

(repetitive alarm sound plays)

Sick. That's...

That's the album.

(sighs)

(laughing)

Crazy.

(dramatic string music)

Fuck.

It's crazy.

I can't believe I made 11 songs

and it's going to be out on time.

It takes a lot for me to say this,

but I'm really proud of myself.

‐ [Mum] Dad wants to speak to you as well.

‐ Hi Dad.

Yeah. You're on camera by the way.

‐ All right, okay.

‐ How have you been, what have you been doing?

‐ Mum wants me to convert an en suite now.

Yeah, I'm reluctant to do it, but Mum's keen.

‐ [Mum] No I'm not.

‐ Other way round.

What do you want to make it?

‐ [Dad] So it could be a, a secret room.

‐ Okay.

You're so nuts.

You're nuts.

‐ [Dad] I don't want to do it, but, Mum's not keen,

she wants me to get on with the swimming pool.

‐ [Mum] No!

‐ And the tree house?

What about the tree house you were going to build

with the sauna?

‐ [Mum] You see, he gives me the projects.

‐ [Dad] I remember you once said to me,

you're never happy unless you've got a project.

But I've often reflected on it since,

that you are exactly the same.

‐ Yeah.

‐ And this idea of doing an album during the lockdown

was very crazy and mad, but you've done it.

‐ Yeah, yeah.

‐ It's good.

(typing sounds)

‐ Good morning.

Happy "How I'm Feeling Now" day.

Yeah, I open tonight.

I'm excited.

It's gonna be really, really, really good.

Ah!

‐ I'm moving my studio downstairs,

so that I can DJ at club quarantine tonight,

which is this really, really fun LGBTQ plus party

that happens on Zoom every night.

And tonight, it's my album party.

I'm plugging the microphone,

where the deed was done.

(light pop music)

‐ I went to a listening party a few weeks ago

and it was honestly like one of the most fun times I've had

in quarantine so far.

Everybody just dancing and enjoying all the same music

and, you know, feeling like you're in a room with everybody.

I don't know how to explain it.

It just feels, feels really comforting.

‐ Smile through it.

Dance through it.

Party through it.

It'll be over eventually.

We don't know when, but someday life will be

once like it was.

Let's do it.

(message dings)

(exciting pop music)

(crowd speaking over each other)

(cheering)

♪♪ I'm so bored ♪♪

♪♪ Wake up late and eat ♪♪ ♪♪ some cereal ♪♪

♪♪ Try my best to be physical ♪♪

♪♪ Lose myself in a TV show ♪♪

♪♪ Staring out to oblivion ♪♪

♪♪ All my friends are invisible ♪♪

♪♪ Twenty four‐seven, ♪♪ ♪♪ miss 'em all ♪♪

♪♪ I might cry like a waterfall ♪♪

♪♪ I feel afraid when I ♪♪ ♪♪ feel alone, yeah, uh ♪♪

♪♪ Have sex, me and my Romeo ♪♪

♪♪ He says I'm irresistible ♪♪

♪♪ I'm gassed up like ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm Texaco ♪♪

♪♪ I ride, ride, ride, ♪♪ ♪♪ ride, ride, ♪♪

♪♪ Ride, ride, ride, ♪♪ ♪♪ ride, ride it ♪♪

♪♪ Sometimes I feel okay, ♪♪ ♪♪ some days I'm so frightened ♪♪

♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪ ♪♪ New York ♪♪

♪♪ I sleep, ♪♪ ♪♪ wanna wake up brand new ♪♪

♪♪ I sleep, ♪♪ ♪♪ wanna wake up with you (you) ♪♪

♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪ ♪♪ New York ♪♪

♪♪ Finally, when it's over ♪♪

♪♪ We might be, even closer, ♪♪ ♪♪ uh, uh ♪♪

(cheering)

‐ Put your hands up!

I wanna see where you guys are right now.

Let me see us go global.

Whoa, yes!

And now we're going to have an incredible, incredible

performance from the one and only, Poison Oakland,

so make some noise.

‐ Hi Charli.

‐ [Charli] Thank you so much for being here.

‐ Oh my god, it's Poison.

‐ Girl, I would not miss it.

I was going to be here.

I was so excited for this.

And I'm so glad you're having me here.

‐ [Charli] You look incredible

and everybody is absolutely gagging, so let's go.

(pop music intensifies)

♪♪ I got pictures in my mind ♪♪

♪♪ I can see it so clearly, ♪♪ ♪♪ see it all the time ♪♪

♪♪ Visions comin' every night ♪♪

♪♪ You can call me so crazy ♪♪ ♪♪ following that light ♪♪

♪♪ I see you at night ♪♪

♪♪ I got pictures in my mind ♪♪

(beat drops)

(arpeggiated synth plays)

‐ With this project

and the way she's opened it up for everyone,

she's united a lot of people that were in need.

‐ Listening to music with other people

it kind of makes you feel like a human again.

‐ Because even though you don't know the people,

you know that they care about you.

You know that they're there for you.

There's a community and we're all having a great time.

We don't give a what other people think.

And it's amazing.

‐ We are all, in some ways,

going through exactly the same thing.

And it feels like this new way of connecting.

(pop music intensifies)

We created a world online,

where we could be together.

And we went somewhere

without even having to leave our bedrooms

in a time where we were forced to be apart.

We felt connected in ways that we never had before.

We were alone together.

(soft pop music)

(messages popping)

(beat drops)

‐ [Charli] Oh, here we go.

Coming up on some views, I think.

Yes!

‐ [Huck] What time is it?

‐ 9:29.

And we‐ ‐ Pacific standard?

‐ Yeah, and we are gonna play the new album...

‐ Is it there?

‐ By Charli XCX.

If, oh yeah, there it is.

Woo! ‐ Woo!

‐ It's out.

Let's stream it.

‐ Congrats, baby.

‐ Thank you.

♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪ ♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

♪♪ I was hoping you would ♪♪ ♪♪ come through ♪♪

♪♪ I was hoping you would ♪♪ ♪♪ come through ♪♪

♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪ ♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

‐ I just feel a bit like,

(laughing)

‐ What?

‐ Just a bit like, bored.

(laughing)

‐ Oh, shut the fuck up.

‐ Well, yeah, like what am I going to do now?

The music's done.

‐ Should we do another one?

(laughing)

♪♪ For you, for you ♪♪

♪♪ I'm about to party on you ♪♪

♪♪ Watch me, ♪♪ ♪♪ watch me party on you, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ You could watch me ♪♪ ♪♪ pull up on your body ♪♪

♪♪ Like it's summer, take my ♪♪ ♪♪ clothes off in the water ♪♪

♪♪ Splash around and get you ♪♪ ♪♪ blessed like holy water ♪♪

♪♪ I don't know what you were ♪♪ ♪♪ waiting for ♪♪

♪♪ You know that I've ♪♪ ♪♪ been waiting for you ♪♪

♪♪ (I only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you) ♪♪

♪♪ Yeah, if you saw my ♪♪ ♪♪ tears, would you touch me? ♪♪

♪♪ Kiss me on the mouth, ♪♪ ♪♪ say you love me? ♪♪

♪♪ Leave a message, ♪♪ ♪♪ tell me you're sorry? ♪♪

♪♪ Hit me right back, ♪♪ ♪♪ hit me right back ♪♪

♪♪ Why you treating me ♪♪ ♪♪ like someone ♪♪

♪♪ that you never loved? ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you ♪♪

♪♪ Only threw this party ♪♪ ♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪ ♪♪ come through ♪♪

♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪ come ♪♪ through, ♪♪

♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

♪♪ Only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪ ♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

♪♪ I'm about to party on you ♪♪

♪♪ Watch me, ♪♪ ♪♪ watch me party on you, yeah ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you ♪♪

♪♪ Only threw this party ♪♪ ♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪ ♪♪ come through ♪♪

♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪ ♪♪ come through ♪♪

♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪ ♪♪ party for you ♪♪

♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪ ♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

♪♪ I'm about to party on you ♪♪

♪♪ Watch me, ♪♪ ♪♪ watch me party on you, yeah ♪♪