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1 You took my uterus?

Becoming a mother was the most important thing.

I made that decision. I couldn't lose you.

We need more full-time nurses.

Didn't a leadership position just open up

in the nurses' union?

Toss your name in the ring.

When it first happens, everyone's there, you know?

But I'm still here, alone.

I didn't mean to do that.

I'm not a victim here.

That still doesn't make it OK for a grown woman

to start a relationship with a minor.

You're not being honest with yourself.

You loved me.

Don't dismiss it like it didn't mean anything.

Dennis, I'm going to be heading out.

- Come join me. - Not a chance.

You're not getting my hair wet.

When you coming home tonight? I'm gonna cook up the rib eye.

Oh, well, not too late, probably about 6:00.

And, remember, don't cook mine...

Too rare.

I got you, baby.

All right, we'll see you later.

See you later.

Hello?

Uh, hi.

Alex.

Goodness, your father didn't mention

that you were coming home.

Oh, it's a surprise.

- Ah. - Is he here by any chance?

Um, he's, uh, in the shower.

He talks about you all the time.

Oh.

It's so nice to finally meet you.

I was ready to brave

that 16-hour flight to Auckland.

I am so sorry.

I don't mean to be rude, but who are you?

Sharon. Sharon Goodwin.

Your father didn't...

No.

Alex?

What are you doing here?

I thought your fellowship doesn't end till next month.

I wanted to surprise you.

It would have been

yours and mom's 50th wedding anniversary on Saturday.

Right, yes, uh...

- Yeah. - So good to see you.

- This is Sharon Goodwin. - We met, Dad.

Well, uh, I'll let the two of you catch up.

Sure.

- Sharon, hold on a second. - We'll talk later.

It was lovely meeting you, Alex.

You too.

We've got a pediatric trauma en route.

Dr. Archer's requesting your assistance.

- Where's Frost? - Late.

Who's that for?

Uh, Sully's son, Nate.

It's his first birthday.

Lynn's having a little party for him tonight.

Oh, that must be bittersweet.

Definitely.

Looking sharp, by the way. What's the occasion?

Union negotiations with the hospital.

Aren't you all getting down to the wire?

Mm-hmm. Current contract expires at midnight.

Give them hell, Maggie. Don't let up.

Yeah.

Go to Trauma 1.

Clarissa Thatcher, 13-year-old female,

peds versus auto.

Victim was riding a skateboard when she was struck.

You're in good hands, Clarissa.

These doctors are going to take care of you.

- Helmet? - Yes, thank goodness.

Heart rate 119, BP 92 over 63.

Obvious deformity of the left forearm, bruising on the belly,

and complaining of abdominal pain.

- Which side was she hit on? - Right side.

- She was airborne about 10 feet. - I know it hurts.

Just try to keep breathing. All right, here we go. Ready?

On my count, one, two, three.

All right, all right, all right, all right.

You OK, man? What happened?

I hit her. We were responding to a call.

She crossed in front of me on a skateboard.

I didn't see her in time.

OK, you need to get that head lac checked out.

Yeah, I will.

We gave her 2 of morphine in the ambo.

All right, let's give her 25 of fentanyl, please.

We would have called for backup,

but we were about ten minutes from Med,

and it was fastest just to bring her ourselves.

All right, we'll take it from here.

Clear breath sounds bilaterally.

- Matt, come on. - We got this, Matt.

Ultrasound, please.

- Courtney? - What is it? What's wrong?

You got this. Let's go.

Matt, the best thing you can do right now

- is to let the doctors focus. - I can't leave her.

- Please, just let me stay. - I understand.

Matt, we'll be right over there.

You'll be able to keep eyes on her the whole time.

Come on, Matt.

She's got free fluid in the belly.

OK, let's open up the hybrid OR,

find out what she's bleeding from.

- Synced and corrected by synk - - www.MY-SUBS.com -

Her drink is on me.

And could I get a coffee, no room, please?

Hi.

OK, I know I don't make cardiothoracic money,

but I'm OK.

I can afford my own coffee.

Oh, relax. It's not a patriarchy thing.

It is a cutting-the-line thing.

Thank you.

Where are you off to?

Uh, the PICU to check on a patient.

Oh, well, as luck would have it, I'm going upstairs, too.

So have you heard from Naomi recently?

I sent her a few texts. No response. Why?

I picked Naomi to assist on a VATS pleurodesis

- this afternoon. - She must be ecstatic.

Assisting on a VATS as a first-year

is a real feather in her cap.

Yeah, I thought she would see it that way, too,

but she missed our last two simulations.

Emailed that she was going to make them up on her own.

No, that's unacceptable. I'll have a talk with her.

No, no, no, please don't.

The last thing I want to do is embarrass her.

She's probably just overwhelmed, like we all were.

Yeah.

Except you, right?

You just sailed through that first-year residency,

didn't you?

Is this where I'm supposed to feign humility

and say it was really hard?

That would be nice.

Did you book your flight to the conference yet?

Yeah. Why?

Any chance I could get you to change your return flight

and join me for an extra day in Myrtle Beach?

I was going to play hooky and go ride the Swamp Fox.

Swamp Fox... it's a classic wooden roller coaster.

Oh, I don't really like roller coasters.

Oh, I should have known.

You did tell me that one time

that you prefer solid ground under your feet.

Right.

But I could probably be persuaded

if there's funnel cake, cotton candy, you know.

Those are my terms.

Done.

Who knew you had a sweet tooth?

It's one of my few vices.

Can't wait to learn your others.

And whose fault is it we don't have a new contract yet?

Who dragged their feet?

All right, Miss Coleman,

do you want to lecture us for an hour,

or would you like to hear our proposal?

We are prepared to offer the nurses tremendous gains

on the last two remaining issues...

a 4% raise on hourly wages...

Barely keeping up with inflation.

And a mandated one-to-five nurse-to-patient ratio

on med-surg...

We're not budging on nurse-to-patient ratio.

One-to-four, or we're done here.

Look, this is an incredibly generous offer.

OK, then I guess we're done.

Hold on. Please, hold on.

How about we look at this latest proposal

as a new starting place

and we extend negotiations a week?

I am as committed as all of you are

to reaching a deal which reflects

the invaluable contributions of our nurses here at Gaffney.

We'll discuss and get back with you.

Thank you.

Please, just tell me how she's doing.

No, hey, keep still. I'm almost done.

Honey, listen to Dr. Archer.

How is she?

You know HIPAA prohibits me

from sharing any health information.

I'm begging you.

I just need to know how she's doing.

What I can tell you is this.

She made it through surgery.

She's still in critical condition,

and she's up in IR right now.

If I had seen her even five seconds sooner,

I could... I could have stopped in time.

Mr. Sutton?

Yeah.

If you want to wait to have a lawyer present, you can...

- No, I don't need a lawyer. - Matt, I think we should...

I'll answer any questions you have.

All right, and, uh, I'll be back in a bit.

I heard what happened. How's Matt doing?

About as poorly as you'd expect.

How's the kid he ran into doing?

Oh, she's got a grade 3 or 4 liver laceration.

We'll know more once IR embolizes her.

So I got ahold of Clarissa's medical records.

- Anything notable? - Yeah, you could say that.

She has primary sclerosing cholangitis.

Well, that explains why she bled so much from her laceration.

Yeah, but if her liver function

is already compromised...

Clarissa won't survive without a liver transplant.

So how did it go?

- The meeting was OK. - Just OK?

Well, for starters, I can't afford surrogacy.

- Money aside for a second. - No, not money aside, Hannah.

I can't afford it,

and I'm not going to let you bankrupt yourself

trying to help me become a mom.

Besides, it's... it's not just about the money.

The idea of trusting a total stranger

to carry my last embryo...

I mean, it's my own hang-up, I admit it.

I've got trust issues.

Well, maybe because you had a little sister

who lied to you a ton.

Hey, maybe, um...

Maybe it's just... it's a little too soon

to start exploring surrogacy.

I mean, it's only been a month, Lizzy.

You got to give yourself some time to heal.

I don't have time.

I've already lost so many years trying to get pregnant.

This woman I work with...

she just got pregnant for the fourth time...

after her husband had a vasectomy.

Lizzy.

- How nice of you to join us. - I slept through my alarm.

Hand, foot and mouth in one, hot-soup burn in two,

abdominal pain in four.

- I get to choose, or... - You get all of them.

All right, I'm going to put my stuff down...

Uh-uh. Give it to me.

Max, my man.

- I'm Dr. Frost. - Hi, Dr. Frost.

- Who's this? - Oh, I haven't named him yet.

My mom just got him for me.

Oh, OK, I thought he looked familiar.

It's from the gift shop, right?

Yeah. She let me pick out anything I wanted.

Lucky you.

Where is your mom exactly?

Oh, she had to go to the bathroom.

OK. All right, well, hey, we can wait

till she gets back to start the exam.

But in the meantime, why don't you tell me

a little bit about this tummy pain, huh?

What are you looking for there, Max?

What's this?

My mom said to give it to you.

- To me? - Well, to the doctor.

I mean, you are the doctor, though, right?

That's what I like to tell myself, yeah.

OK.

I don't see how continuing to negotiate

is going to get us anywhere.

We cannot give in on nurse-to-patient ratios.

And with the hospital reps outweighing us

- on the nursing care committee... - It's not going to happen

unless it's mandated in our contract.

Exactly right.

And if we do end up striking, the last thing we want to do

is give them more time to prepare.

I think the last thing we want to do is go on strike.

Well, of course...

Especially when the other party is willing to negotiate.

I don't think we should be walking away from the table.

They use these extensions to make meaningless,

incremental offers... nothing substantial.

I get it, but Sharon Goodwin wasn't part

of the past negotiations.

She's a former RN of this hospital.

No one is more sympathetic to what we go through

than Sharon Goodwin.

And I challenge you to find anyone in this room

who disagrees.

Surveillance footage shows the mom

leaving the hospital on foot.

Police went to the trailer park where they live.

Trailer's empty, totally cleaned out.

Did they interview the neighbors?

They said she left him alone a lot at night.

Suspected drug use with the boyfriend.

No one thought to report this?

I don't know what to tell you, man.

People just... they don't want to get involved.

Does Max have any family that can take him in?

Supposedly, he would live with his grandma on and off,

but she just got put into a nursing home.

DCFS is working on a placement as we speak.

He been asking about her at all?

Oddly, no.

He seems totally unfazed.

Let's hold off on that conversation

until we know where he's hanging his hat tonight.

So I just got word from Miss Coleman,

that the nurses have agreed to a one-week extension.

- Excellent. - So...

Yes?

Sorry, I... I didn't know you was in a meeting.

Uh, uh, stay.

Uh, Peter and I were just finishing up.

Um, yeah.

OK, I guess that's it for now.

OK.

Sharon...

Why? Why would you...

I knew Alex would have a hard time with me dating

after her mom died.

I know it's been four years, but, still, it's very raw for her.

I fully intended to tell her

when things started to get serious between us.

Then, you know, she and her fiancé split in October.

The timing wasn't right.

So I waited until Christmas.

But then my flight got canceled.

But you could have told her over the phone.

When it comes to big news,

Alex has always taken it better face-to-face.

She's 35 years old.

You don't know Alex like I do.

No, I don't.

I made a horrible mistake.

I hurt the two most important women in my life.

I would never, ever do that intentionally.

OK.

I... I'm sorry.

What can we do to repair this?

OK, how about this?

If you're up for it, maybe the three of us

can have lunch today at the hospital?

If Alex agrees...

OK, sure.

Thank you.

When you all get to know each other,

you'll become fast friends.

I'm sure of it.

You think because you've got the sirens blaring,

- you can drive like a maniac? - I'm so sorry.

Matt, Matt, why don't you go home?

But if you let me, I think I can help Clarissa.

You've done enough. Listen to the doctor. Go home.

I know Clarissa needs a liver transplant.

How do you know that? Did you share...

- Absolutely not. - No, he didn't.

I overheard the doctors talking,

and I know neither of you are a match.

OK, that's it. You need to go.

I'm a universal donor, O-negative.

I'm fit, no history of mental illness.

I don't smoke. I... I hardly drink.

I can donate a portion of my liver to Clarissa.

Matt...

this is a major operation and not without its risks.

I understand. I want to do this.

Please let me.

- Oh, sorry, I didn't realize... - You mind closing the...

Yeah, what are you... what are you doing?

I thought I might be coming down with something.

Oh, really? What are your symptoms?

Some nausea, slight fever.

Yeah, what about vomiting, diarrhea?

OK, can we not?

I mean, it might just be norovirus.

I am sure you're right. This is probably overkill.

Yeah, uh...

You're not drawing labs to check for a white count,

so what the... what are you doing?

It's not even worth talking about.

It's so preliminary.

I'm doing some initial blood work

to see if I could...

Maybe be Lizzy's surrogate.

"Surrogate"? Uh, what?

As a, what, a decision maker or...

No, surrogate as in to carry her child.

Uh-huh. And she asked you to do this?

No. No, no, no.

We haven't... we haven't even talked about it.

Oh, thank God.

I think I'm going to offer.

Oh, listen, I know you want to help your sister, but, uh...

you know, there's some very serious things to consider.

And you don't think I'm considering them?

It's... it's... it's exceedingly hard

to give up a child.

Well, it's not my child. It's Lizzy's embryo.

Well, even so, pregnancy's a very emotional experience.

And you develop an attachment to a child.

That's... that's primal.

You're really trying to mansplain pregnancy to an OB/GYN?

You don't owe her this level of personal sacrifice.

Look, I get why this might be hard

for you to understand, Dean.

You wouldn't even let your own son

give you his kidney without kicking and screaming

- all the way to the OR. - No...

But this isn't about obligation.

Oh, isn't it? Are you sure?

Because I know that you feel responsible

for what happened to Lizzy, but you're not, Hannah.

Look, I didn't ask for your analysis.

So, if you're not going to be supportive, stay out of it.

It's not just your sacrifice. It's ours, too.

Sam, I know I'm asking a lot of you and the girls.

But that's the thing. You didn't ask first.

- You just made the decision. - I should have. I'm sorry.

Oh, hi, Samantha.

I was going to do the, uh... the psych eval now,

- but I can come back. - You stay.

- I'll go. - Honey, wait.

Everything OK?

Samantha's, uh... has some concerns about me donating.

Oh.

Last couple of years, you know, ever since COVID,

we've had a tough time financially.

Oh, man. Sorry to hear that.

So we're getting by.

You know, my paid leave is only going to cover

about half my recovery time,

and we need extra childcare with me being laid up and...

So she's understandably concerned, yeah.

How about you?

Any of that stuff giving you pause?

I understand I'm putting a tremendous burden on my family.

I feel sick about that.

But if I didn't do everything I could

to save Clarissa's life...

Yeah, I'd... I'd feel a hell of a lot sicker.

- Is that me? - Was it yours or mine?

Oh, you see this message from your father?

"So sorry, but I have to miss lunch.

Dealing with an emergent patient situation."

"Will be in touch as soon as I'm able.

Sorry again."

Well...

I guess it's just us girls, then.

Yep.

Listen, I'd attempt small talk,

but I think we're past that, yes?

- Yeah, I think so. - Yeah.

And I'm sure you have a lot of questions.

I do.

Shoot.

All right, so you and my dad have been living together

- since November? - Yes.

OK. Do you have children?

Three... David, Michael, and Tara,

who made me a grandmother.

- How long were you married? - 32 years.

My ex-husband, Bert, has dementia.

He's in a nursing home.

I'm sorry about that.

Do you see yourself getting married again?

Oof, at this stage of my life,

marriage isn't something I give much thought to.

Look, Alex, um...

I'm not trying to plan out some grand future

with your father.

We... we're taking it day by day.

And as long as it's fun

and we still enjoy each other's company,

we're good.

- Well, we have that in common. - Hmm?

The not giving much thought to marriage.

Ah.

My mom would hate to hear me say this,

but marriage and kids still feel so far off for me.

Yeah, Dennis said that Lorraine couldn't wait

to be a grandmother.

Oh, an understatement.

Maybe that's why I'm putting it off.

I just sort of can't really stomach the thought

of becoming a mother.

Without your mother here to see it.

I get that.

Yeah, I lost my mother the summer after my senior year

in high school.

Oh, my gosh, I'm so sorry.

- Thank you. - What... what did she...

Ovarian cancer, caught late, and it took her fast.

And I remember feeling just like you.

How am I going to get through the milestones

without my mother?

So how did you?

I didn't have to.

The day I got married,

when I had my babies,

even now, when I'm tossing and turning

about a big decision...

I hear her voice.

She is still with me,

guiding me.

And trust...

your mother will be there, too.

So is there any chance they put Mr. Sutton up to this?

I mean, did they offer him money?

No, no, I was there.

He offered freely and voluntarily.

Does he think this is gonna clear him of any legal charges?

The cops cleared him already. The collision wasn't his fault.

The video showed that he had his lights and siren activated.

Clarissa crossed in front of him illegally.

Legalities aside, uh, even if we're not talking about

money changing hands or direct coercion,

Matt is doing this because he feels guilty, responsible,

which should not be the predominant motivation.

What's your thought, Dr. Charles?

The fundamental question for living donors is,

will they still be OK with their decision in a week,

you know, in a month, in a year?

Or will they regret having done it?

And then sue the hospital.

And based on my evaluation,

I don't think Matt will regret donating.

I mean, on the contrary, I think it's much more likely...

I mean, in my opinion, anyway... that what he would regret

is not donating.

As long as he's willing to put that in writing,

absolve the hospital of any future liability,

I see no reason this transplant can't proceed.

- Long time no see. - Yeah, it's been nonstop.

Sorry I haven't responded to your texts.

Don't worry about it. What are you doing down here?

Just felt like visiting my old stomping ground.

Don't you have surgery with Dr. Hayes?

Not for another hour.

Well, it's always good to get there early,

review the surgical plan.

I know the surgical plan inside out.

- Really? - Yes.

Because I heard that you've missed

multiple sim sessions with Dr. Hayes.

He told you that?

First impressions are everything in residency,

and they're exceedingly hard to change.

Yeah, I-I know that.

If Dr. Hayes doesn't think you're committed,

he will focus his time and mentorship

on other residents in the program.

I am extremely committed.

Then act like it.

I put my name on the line recommending you for cardiothoracic.

Please don't make me regret that.

All right, Matt, ready to move you to the OR.

We should step out.

Thank you so much for doing this.

My wife come back yet?

I checked in at the nurses' station,

and, no, Samantha hasn't returned.

I thought she was just going for a walk.

I didn't think she'd leave.

Do you want to give her a call? I can get your cell phone.

No, I don't want to hold anything up.

Well, we can wait.

No, I'm good. I promise.

- You sure? - Yeah.

Just want you to feel comfortable going into surgery.

Yeah.

Yeah, I'm sure.

OK.

Guys.

Come in.

- Sorry about lunch today. - Oh, hey.

I had a patient that needed an emergent exchange transfusion.

It happens.

It... it was good, though, just the two of us.

It gave us an opportunity to actually talk,

woman-to-woman.

So I heard.

What, did... did Alex not enjoy lunch?

I thought we got on pretty well.

Yeah. No. Alex thinks the world of you.

Well, that's... that's good, right?

Did you say to Alex

that you want to stay together as long as it's fun?

- What? - Did you say to her that...

Wait, wait, I... I was trying to put her at ease,

to reassure her that we weren't moving too quickly.

You made it sound like some college fling.

Sharon, I've always been fine with taking things slow

as long as we're moving in the same direction.

Are we?

OK, now, you met my whole family,

- including my ex-husband. - I know that.

And, meanwhile, your daughter didn't even know I existed.

I messed up, no doubt.

And now you want me to make some big declaration?

I'm not asking you to make any declaration.

I just need to know I'm with someone

who wants to build a future together.

I would not have moved in with you, Dennis,

if I didn't.

Yeah?

Yeah.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make a big thing of this.

It's just...

I love you, Sharon Goodwin.

And now that you've met Alex

and the two of you have gotten on so well, I...

I'm really excited about the future

we're trying to build.

Me too.

So this nice family is on their way here now,

and they're going to take you to their home

for a couple nights, OK?

And the Andersons live on a big farm, Max.

They've got chickens and goats,

and they've got a golden retriever.

No, I can't go. I need to stay here.

Max, your mom...

My mom is coming back after she's done...

Done with what, buddy?

I'm not supposed to say.

It's OK.

OK, I promise you won't get in trouble.

My mom is a superhero,

and she goes out and fights bad guys.

But, well, you can't tell anyone,

- because it's a secret, OK? - Yeah.

No, lips are sealed.

So, if I leave, she won't know how to find me.

Max, I'm afraid

that your mom isn't coming back to the hospital.

Yes, she is. She always comes back.

- Max, honey... - I'm not leaving!

Max, hey...

the thing is, OK, your mom,

she's actually been called away

on a very special crime-fighting mission.

Whoa, really?

Yeah.

Yeah, and, well, since she doesn't know

when it will be over, well, she asked the Andersons

to take care of you for a while.

Hey, Max, I just need to step out

and talk to Dr. Frost for a quick second,

but we'll be right back, OK?

Right back.

We got to help Max process

what's actually happening in his life, right?

Yeah.

Yeah, but, you know, he's just a kid,

and I really don't think he should have to process this.

I couldn't agree more,

but reinforcing this fantasy that his mom's a hero,

I mean, it's just going to confuse the hell out of him in the long run.

I mean, this is part of Max's story now,

and we can't change that, but what we can do is help him face it.

Yeah, I don't think I can, um, do that.

- So... - OK, OK.

Um, look, why don't you let me, uh...

I'll go back in there,

and I'll finish this conversation with Max.

- Take a minute. - Yeah.

- Sam, Sam? - What happened? Is Matt OK?

Dr. Archer should be out of the OR any minute now

to brief you.

He just said there was a complication

and he needed you to return to the hospital.

Oh, my God.

Sam, let's not get ahead of ourselves.

- OK. - OK?

Mrs. Sutton.

What happened?

When we were getting ready to close,

Matt suffered a hypertensive episode

which lasted several minutes.

We don't know the cause or the ramifications yet.

Worst-case scenario?

Could have had a stroke.

We won't know until he's awake.

There you are.

Hey, how's Max doing?

Meeting the Andersons as we speak, yeah.

For what it's worth, they seem like, uh...

- real nice folks. - That's good.

You know, John, you have this, um, extraordinary gift

for communicating with kids.

You know, it's like... and being straight with them.

And I've seen you do it.

So I... I guess I'm just curious, you know,

what... what happened today?

An old friend came back into my life

a few weeks ago,

and it kind of threw me, I guess.

Oh. Ainsley?

I, uh... I met her when she was shadowing Maggie.

She was a real nice lady.

Thinks the world of you.

Yeah. Uh...

we used to be really close.

A TV set isn't exactly a normal environment

to grow up in.

And Ainsley always looked out for me.

She stood up for me with the producers,

always made sure I had a voice in the room.

So kind of like a...

mother figure on-screen and off.

No, no, no, it wasn't like that.

It was, um...

it was more of a...

I don't... I don't even know anymore.

I think...

maybe I've been making up this story all these years

about who Ainsley really was to me.

But, um...

towards the end of our relationship,

it turned into something that...

I don't really know if I was ready for.

- Physical relationship? - She had no idea.

I'm not trying to make it like that.

I-I never voiced that I was uncomfortable.

She wasn't trying to, like...

Maybe you didn't think you could, you know.

Maybe you were... I don't know... afraid that if she knew

that you were uncomfortable that you'd lose her, you know,

lose all those parts of her that...

parts of the relationship that made you feel safe.

Our minds are so good at protecting us,

you know, telling us stories.

It can take a long time to unwind them,

but it also takes real bravery, John, you know...

look a story in the face, stare it down.

Seeing it... see it for what it really is.

- Hey. - Hey.

I know I'm early, but I thought you might need a hand setting up.

Oh, does it look like I need a hand?

Uh, yes, very much so.

Can you hang this above the fireplace?

- Yeah. - Thank you. OK.

Oh, hey, big guy, happy birthday.

How you doing?

Sorry I've been kind of MIA.

Didn't you, like, almost die in a well not that long ago?

I think you're allowed a little me time.

Yeah. Still, I should have checked in after, um...

you know, after what happened last time I came over.

Oh, God.

See if you wanted to talk about it.

"Talk about it"? No. I don't want to talk about it.

- Ew. - "Ew"?

I hadn't slept in over 36 hours,

and I was feeling so horribly alone,

and I was missing Sully like crazy.

And I... I don't know what I was thinking, but...

It was a mistake. It... it didn't mean anything.

No, of course not.

OK.

Sorry, you don't think I've been, like,

secretly harboring feelings for you?

No. No, no, no.

I just... I just wanted to make sure we were on the same page.

Yeah, which is, you know, let's pretend

it never happened, never speak of it again.

Fine by me.

- So we're good? - Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

OK.

I really wish Sully were here.

He loved birthdays.

Nate's reminding me more and more of him every day.

- Oh, yeah? - Mm-hmm.

Has he started pummeling kids at day care?

Oh, thank you for that.

I've got 30 people coming over in less than an hour.

I... I can't be a weepy mess.

Honey? Honey?

Hi. Matt.

Matt, can you hear me?

Hey, Matt.

Hey, buddy, I know you're tired.

Stay with me now.

You know where you are?

Honey, try to say something.

Um...

How... how is Clarissa?

Clarissa.

Clarissa's great.

The, um, transplant couldn't have gone better.

How are you feeling?

Mm, sore.

Yeah, well, that's about right.

Can you follow the light, please?

Wiggle your toes for me.

All right, now grab my fingers and squeeze.

Matt, we can get an MRI just to be safe,

but I'm not seeing anything concerning.

- Huh? - All good news, Matt.

Sam, babe, I'm so sorry.

No, it's OK, it's OK.

Hannah, I know I've made you feel

like you owe me this great debt.

No, it isn't about paying back a debt.

This is me wanting to see my big sister become a mom

so I can watch her and learn how.

Wait, Hannah. Do you want kids?

Someday, maybe.

I didn't know that.

Yeah, well, up until a couple months ago, I didn't either.

Um...

this patient of mine, her name was Elise,

she asked me if I wanted kids.

And for the first time, I said...

yes, out loud.

That is great, Hannah.

Oh.

But you shouldn't put off

having a baby of your own to have mine.

OK, well, as you know, I'm not exactly in a relationship.

Well, that could change.

And unlike you, I'm not brave enough to raise a child

on my own and...

nowhere near ready.

But you are, Lizzy.

Let me do this for you.

It'll be the honor of my life.

For the record, this is why I said

we shouldn't extend negotiations.

Wait, what are you talking about?

- Didn't you see the email? - No, what happened?

We got played.

Sharon.

Did you suggest an extension to buy the hospital time

to finish securing housing for the scabs that you hired?

Excuse me.

No, I didn't propose an extension to buy us

more time to prepare.

I did it to hopefully avoid a strike.

But the hospital has already hired scabs?

Well, it would be grossly negligent

not to have replacements secured

should the nurses strike.

Hiring scabs before we even call for a strike vote

shows that the hospital had no plans to negotiate.

Maggie...

The extension was about undercutting our leverage.

You know, I really don't appreciate

your coming at me like this.

And I don't appreciate being played

by one of my best friends, especially when I stood there

in front of the union vouching for you.

This is a negotiation, Maggie.

Both sides make necessary tactical moves.

Please, please, let's not make this personal.

I'm sorry, Sharon. I'm afraid it already is.

Maggie.

Hey.

- Boy, your timing is fortuitous. - What do you mean?

Well, I wrapped shooting today.

I'm flying out tomorrow morning.

Let's go up to my room. We can have a glass of wine.

We could sit on the balcony.

Ainsley, I'm not going up to your room.

Just to talk.

I was thinking a lot about what you said.

OK.

That we... you know, what we had wasn't just a fling,

that... that it meant something.

Yeah. I mean, it did to me.

It did to me, too.

Yeah, see, what it meant was,

I would never be able to carry on a long-term relationship

as an adult.

Yeah.

See, I've never had a relationship

that lasted longer than a year.

Most of my friendships are all surface-level,

because when it inevitably gets to that point

where I'm supposed to open up and reveal more of myself,

I push them away, or I bail.

And you blame me for that.

Because I deserve that. I do. I know.

When I ended things, it was...

it was abrupt, but I needed space...

I'm not talking about how it ended.

It shouldn't have ever started in the first place.

- Why would you say that? - I was too young.

You're making this sound like I forced myself on you.

I'm not trying to say that.

Because I don't remember you having a problem with it.

I actually remember you wanting it just as much as I did.

Yeah, I was scared to lose you.

Yeah.

I felt safe with you, Ainsley.

You were the first person I ever trusted...

until, you know, I didn't.

Don't look back with a lens of judgment

on something that was so...

Something that was really messed up?

You're forgetting how happy you were.

You think because I was smiling in a photograph,

that means I was happy?

We were in love.

I promise you, it was love.

Yeah, that... that's something that I used to believe.

Yeah, it helped me sleep at night.

Does it help you?

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