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[medical monitor beeping]
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- [sighs]
- [beeping continues]
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♪ slow, melancholy music ♪
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♪
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[Gia] Right before
he left his office,
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right before he got into one
of the worst car accidents
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the New Jersey state troopers
had ever seen,
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my father called me.
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I was at an internship
that I thought was important.
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I watched the phone ring,
his number on the caller ID.
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"Daddy calling."
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Daddy was always calling,
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and he was always there
with gasoline
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and prosciutto slices
at midnight,
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and I'd be fucked up forever
because I'd been loved so well.
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[groans softly]
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I didn't pick it up.
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I let it go to voice mail.
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He didn't leave a long message.
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"Hi, baby. It's your dad,
just calling to say I love you."
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[sighs]
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It took me years
to listen to it, years to wait
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because I was so worried
there would be a clue in it.
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"I'm about to die, little girl.
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Just... just calling to say
I love you one last time."
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And had I just
picked up the phone,
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had I just focused
on the real important thing...
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But how can you ever know?
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It will come to me in a dream?
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I was supposed to write a book
to prove to my father
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that I didn't have to
be a doctor, too.
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I didn't have
to save people his way.
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What was my way, though?
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So far, I'd known two women
who had mostly saved me.
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I couldn't tell at first
if I was saving them back.
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I hadn't yet met the person
who really needed me.
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And the specific joints
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that had broken in me
were the very pieces
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I could use to help her.
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Tell the world her name.
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[crowd]
Not guilty! Not guilty!
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[whooping and cheering]
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[upbeat drumbeat playing]
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[cheering, whistling]
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[cheering continues]
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[marching band playing Bruce
Springsteen's "I'm On Fire"]
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♪
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[cheering]
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[whooping, cheering]
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[cheering continues]
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♪
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[belt snaps]
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[whooping]
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[song ends]
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[breath quivering]
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[panting]
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[crow cawing]
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You already know, I guess.
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I know you like to read about it
in the paper, so...
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♪ soft, gentle music ♪
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Not fricking guilty.
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Reinstated
as Teacher of the Year.
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With back pay.
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♪
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[Gia] I couldn't accept
my dad's death.
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I couldn't throw out
his new slippers.
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I paid psychics money
I didn't have
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to tell me
I would see him again.
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I felt the only reason
to hang around was
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to be there for others
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who'd also lost the unlosable.
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- I got you.
- [sniffles]
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I love you, Mags.
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You're supposed
to hug me back, you dummy.
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[crows cawing]
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Why'd it have to be you? Hmm?
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You know how many fucking
assholes are still alive?
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[crying]
Why did it have to be you?
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[David]
Maggie?
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- Are you okay?
- [panting]
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Yeah. What?
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Nothing. I just...
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Your therapist said, uh,
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we can't leave you alone.
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We're not.
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- [crows cawing]
- [David chuckles]
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Dad hated crows.
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You can't shut them up.
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[laughs softly]
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[David]
Cawin' all the time.
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What?
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They want me
just to shut up and die.
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Take it easy, man.
We're not, like,
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- in The Godfather.
- Hmm.
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[panting]
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- This reporter called me.
- Another one?
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Well, this one wasn't
from around here.
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- She's from New York or--
- Even better.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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- What did she want?
- My story. Hmm.
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Well, fuck her.
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- Well, yeah, but--
- But what?
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What about telling my story?
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Mags...
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remember the way
Dad exploded at stuff?
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It was no good for him.
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We got to be better.
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Maybe it's not the worst thing
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to just put our heads down,
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let this shit go away.
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And what?
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And let that fucker
be the good guy?
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Fricking
Teacher of the fucking Year!
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His name...
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up in fucking lights. No.
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[crow cawing]
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- Where are you going?
- [laughs]
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To caw!
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- [crows caw]
- [David laughs]
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♪ slow, gentle music ♪
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♪
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[crows cawing]
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♪
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[Gia exhales]
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Any pain?
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Always.
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Good.
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Dr. Dewar called me.
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You haven't made an appointment.
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♪
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[Pia] I have to be honest,
mia bambina,
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I don't know if you have it
in you to be a mother.
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You're like me.
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[Gia]
Just before my mom died,
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she asked me to help her google
an old boyfriend.
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- Was he fat?
- [laughs]
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I love googling old boyfriends
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and seeing how fat
they are now.
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He was rich.
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She could have had
a completely different life.
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But was he fat?
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I don't know.
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I didn't help her.
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You... didn't
schedule the scan yet.
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Is that right?
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I'm not ready yet
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to find out for sure
that I'm dying.
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You're going to find out how to
treat whatever it is you have.
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I just have
to finish something first.
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Well, get to it.
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You're the mother now.
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[baby cooing]
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- Stop.
- What?
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[Gia]
That's Jack. What do I do?
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Hope he didn't come here
to kill you.
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- That's-- Are you kidding?
- You asked.
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He would kill himself
before he killed me.
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Oh. Well, in that case,
we should be fine.
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- No, no, wait. Wait, wait.
- What?
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Maybe we should go back
to the hospital.
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- Gia... stop.
- Sloane.
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What the fucking fuck, Gia?
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[Sloane]
Okay, calm down.
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You a new friend?
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- Mm-hmm.
- Well, you got to be careful
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because she goes through
friends quick.
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Oh, I go through 'em
even quicker.
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[sighs]
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- Gia, today's your due date.
- She came a couple days early.
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I had an emergency C-section.
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- Well, is she okay?
- Yeah.
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Sorry that I didn't call you.
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Why would you call me?
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Because my baby was being born?
I mean, no need for that, right?
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She has been going
through a lot.
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- I don't fucking know that?!
- You want to have
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a conversation,
or do you want to scare the shit
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out of your daughter?
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- [cooing]
- Hey, sweetie.
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[sniffles]
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[cooing]
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[Jack]
What's her name?
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[Gia]
She doesn't have one yet.
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She's the most beautiful thing
in the world.
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[laughs]
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[Gia sniffles]
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Yeah. I know.
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[cooing]
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We could, uh... we could
name her after your mom.
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I grew up Pia and Gia,
and I was really hoping
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to avoid passing along
that childhood trauma.
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Well, if you add "Jack"
in the middle, it's less lame.
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Do you want to hold her?
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Mm-hmm.
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[Gia sniffles]
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Be really careful with her head.
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Yeah.
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Ooh. [laughs]
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I was thinking, um...
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Fox.
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[Jack sniffles]
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You know, 'cause
she's a-a wild beast. [laughs]
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I fucking love it.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah.
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[laughs]
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- Little Fox.
- Yeah. Yeah.
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[Gia babbles]
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Hey, Mama Bear,
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you're gonna scare the shit
out of your little Fox.
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[laughs]
Isn't that my job?
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[sighs]
Come on.
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You can't tell me
you don't want this,
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that you don't want a family.
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I don't want to lose a family.
[sniffles]
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Gia, I swear to you,
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I will not die.
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- Oh.
- You will not die.
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Not until she's, like...
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you know, 187 years old.
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[sniffles]
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Do you swear?
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I fucking swear.
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I swear to you.
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You're married to a chef.
This is silly.
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[laughs softly]
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- Well?
- Well?
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When are you gonna
cut the bullshit?
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[laughs]
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This isn't good for Sophie,
the separate homes.
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- I'm right in the barn, Mom.
- Like a horse.
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Excuse me? Like a what?
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Whatever happened between you
and Richard, you need to fix it.
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You want me
to take responsibility?
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Naturally.
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It's all connected, you know.
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- I'm sorry?
- I didn't just
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materialize like this
one day, Mom.
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You made me like this.
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The way I wanted to be a woman
to the outside world.
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The world couldn't care less
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about how you want
your Black woman-ness regarded.
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You want to know why
I flushed the toilet twice
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all those times?
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You.
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Please.
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And you want to know
what I did to my marriage?
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I'm not sure
what you've heard, Mom,
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but it's not
that we fucked other people.
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We've been doing that.
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The night the shit hit the fan,
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I was riding the oyster farmer,
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and the white girl was sitting
on my husband's beautiful face.
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I'm in the barn like a horse
because I lied to my husband
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because I wanted more.
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More even
than what he gives me.
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- And it's all because of you.
- Enough.
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Sorry, Mom.
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♪ slow, dramatic music ♪
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♪
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[sighs]
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[Richard exhales]
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Just needed
to get some makeup, so...
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[sniffles]
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00:15:39,841 --> 00:15:41,843
Nice job on the cake.
265
00:15:43,636 --> 00:15:44,970
Looks like a horse head.
266
00:15:47,014 --> 00:15:50,083
Uh, might look
like a horse head,
267
00:15:50,183 --> 00:15:52,268
but it tastes like horse shit.
[laughs]
268
00:15:54,270 --> 00:15:56,463
Really?
269
00:15:56,563 --> 00:15:59,441
Oh, Richard, I miss you so much.
270
00:16:02,276 --> 00:16:04,570
Can we just...?
271
00:16:05,571 --> 00:16:07,013
Please?
272
00:16:07,113 --> 00:16:08,890
[crying]
Please.
273
00:16:08,990 --> 00:16:10,308
- I am begging you.
- Don't, don't.
274
00:16:10,408 --> 00:16:11,517
- Don't-don't do that--
- Please.
275
00:16:11,617 --> 00:16:13,018
- Don't do that!
- Please, I miss you.
276
00:16:13,118 --> 00:16:15,229
I miss you so much.
I miss everything about you.
277
00:16:15,329 --> 00:16:16,938
Can you please
just let me come home?
278
00:16:17,038 --> 00:16:19,065
- Please, please. [crying]
- Do you know
279
00:16:19,165 --> 00:16:21,775
that over the course
of our life together,
280
00:16:21,875 --> 00:16:24,903
sometimes I'd have to stop
and go, "Now hold up.
281
00:16:25,003 --> 00:16:27,130
Is my wife a slut?"
282
00:16:29,507 --> 00:16:32,593
Is my wife a fucking slut?!
283
00:16:38,014 --> 00:16:40,583
Some nights, you know,
284
00:16:40,683 --> 00:16:42,685
I felt old.
285
00:16:44,936 --> 00:16:47,605
And I watch you
with these young dudes, and...
286
00:16:51,984 --> 00:16:54,552
I'm sorry.
287
00:16:54,652 --> 00:16:56,888
[Richard sighs]
288
00:16:56,988 --> 00:17:00,390
[Ryan] At first, they thought
it was a regular brontosaurus,
289
00:17:00,490 --> 00:17:02,642
but then, the scientists,
the Argentinian scientists...
290
00:17:02,742 --> 00:17:05,227
Mom?
291
00:17:05,327 --> 00:17:07,646
♪ slow, mysterious music ♪
292
00:17:07,746 --> 00:17:09,498
♪
293
00:17:18,547 --> 00:17:20,073
- [mutters]
- [Ryan] Where are we going?
294
00:17:20,173 --> 00:17:22,658
- Mom?!
- Yes, sweetie?
295
00:17:22,758 --> 00:17:24,911
- Are we going to the park?
- Huh? Yeah. No.
296
00:17:25,011 --> 00:17:26,912
- We got to go home.
- You promised me we were going
297
00:17:27,012 --> 00:17:28,955
- to the park.
- I did not promise anything.
298
00:17:29,055 --> 00:17:30,415
- Look.
- Yes, you did!
299
00:17:30,515 --> 00:17:32,083
I said, if there was time,
and there's no time.
300
00:17:32,183 --> 00:17:33,626
Yes, you did! You promised
301
00:17:33,726 --> 00:17:35,252
- we were going to the park.
- I... [sighs]
302
00:17:35,352 --> 00:17:36,962
You just don't remember 'cause
you're looking at your phone
303
00:17:37,062 --> 00:17:38,588
- and not listening to me.
- [laughing]
304
00:17:38,688 --> 00:17:40,465
All you do is look at your dumb
phone all day, all the time!
305
00:17:40,565 --> 00:17:42,258
- All right. Hey.
- You're a bad mom!
306
00:17:42,358 --> 00:17:44,776
Hush up now.
We're gonna go to the park.
307
00:17:47,404 --> 00:17:50,056
Do you know that it costs
an extra 19 buckaroos
308
00:17:50,156 --> 00:17:53,701
to leave Elliott at daycare for
two more hours? So this is...
309
00:17:54,743 --> 00:17:57,020
I mean, right, that's, like,
five Daniel Tiger toys.
310
00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:59,455
Daniel Tiger's for babies.
311
00:18:01,498 --> 00:18:03,275
Well, you're my baby.
312
00:18:03,375 --> 00:18:05,752
Whatever.
313
00:18:10,714 --> 00:18:12,115
Okay.
314
00:18:12,215 --> 00:18:13,742
[indistinct chatter]
315
00:18:13,842 --> 00:18:15,843
Okay.
316
00:18:18,095 --> 00:18:20,540
Checking one thing.
317
00:18:20,640 --> 00:18:22,207
- Mom?
- Yeah?
318
00:18:22,307 --> 00:18:24,476
Can you not look at your phone?
319
00:18:25,602 --> 00:18:27,211
Of course, sweetie.
320
00:18:27,311 --> 00:18:29,438
Can you leave it
in the car, please?
321
00:18:30,898 --> 00:18:32,899
Oh.
322
00:18:34,442 --> 00:18:36,110
Thanks.
323
00:18:39,279 --> 00:18:41,473
[soft music playing]
324
00:18:41,573 --> 00:18:45,518
- What do you think?
- It's great. Thank you.
325
00:18:45,618 --> 00:18:46,978
Cash all right?
326
00:18:47,078 --> 00:18:48,520
Absolutely. Thanks.
327
00:18:48,620 --> 00:18:50,814
♪ Cannot wait till I get home ♪
328
00:18:50,914 --> 00:18:52,899
♪ Almost there... ♪
329
00:18:52,999 --> 00:18:55,526
[doorbell jingles, chimes]
330
00:18:55,626 --> 00:18:58,237
[money shuffling]
331
00:18:58,337 --> 00:18:59,737
[cash register closes]
332
00:18:59,837 --> 00:19:01,739
♪ Think about you every day... ♪
333
00:19:01,839 --> 00:19:03,741
Hey, ma'am, your change?
334
00:19:03,841 --> 00:19:05,826
She doesn't need the change.
She's rich.
335
00:19:05,926 --> 00:19:07,411
- [doorbell jingles]
- Hey!
336
00:19:07,511 --> 00:19:10,746
Stop making me chase you.
I'm fucking pregnant.
337
00:19:10,846 --> 00:19:13,791
I ran six miles a day
when I was pregnant.
338
00:19:13,891 --> 00:19:15,792
What do you want?
339
00:19:15,892 --> 00:19:17,352
You kidding?
340
00:19:19,896 --> 00:19:22,423
[laughs]
341
00:19:22,523 --> 00:19:24,884
I started telling people.
342
00:19:24,984 --> 00:19:28,845
At first, I was ashamed, and
then I was like, "Fuck that."
343
00:19:28,945 --> 00:19:30,638
I'm not the one
who should be ashamed.
344
00:19:30,738 --> 00:19:34,266
You are a fucking slut. [laughs]
345
00:19:34,366 --> 00:19:36,018
What are you gonna do
346
00:19:36,118 --> 00:19:37,894
when Sophie starts asking you
about this?
347
00:19:37,994 --> 00:19:39,395
When she asks
why there are friend's houses
348
00:19:39,495 --> 00:19:40,855
she won't be able to go to?
349
00:19:40,955 --> 00:19:42,856
When my daughter asks me
350
00:19:42,956 --> 00:19:45,066
why she can't go over
to someone's house,
351
00:19:45,166 --> 00:19:48,694
why a grown-ass woman would
hold something against a child,
352
00:19:48,794 --> 00:19:50,237
I'm gonna tell her
353
00:19:50,337 --> 00:19:53,239
it's because that person
is a fucking asshole.
354
00:19:53,339 --> 00:19:57,285
And you can hate me
instead of hating your man.
355
00:19:57,385 --> 00:19:59,912
That's cool. But one thing?
356
00:20:00,012 --> 00:20:04,348
We should probably stop
calling each other sluts.
357
00:20:06,392 --> 00:20:08,936
You don't want that shit
to come back around.
358
00:20:17,318 --> 00:20:18,636
[children shouting]
359
00:20:18,736 --> 00:20:20,887
- Mom?
- Mm-hmm?
360
00:20:20,987 --> 00:20:22,680
Okay, so ready? Watch this.
361
00:20:22,780 --> 00:20:25,225
- Wait. Ready for what, hon?
- [laughs] Wait. Watch this.
362
00:20:25,325 --> 00:20:27,518
Wait. Watch what?
363
00:20:27,618 --> 00:20:29,186
- Wow!
- [laughing]
364
00:20:29,286 --> 00:20:31,270
- That was so cool. [laughs]
- [laughs]
365
00:20:31,370 --> 00:20:33,189
When did you learn
how to do that?!
366
00:20:33,289 --> 00:20:35,274
- I don't know.
- [laughs] Hey.
367
00:20:35,374 --> 00:20:36,691
[both laughing]
368
00:20:36,791 --> 00:20:38,026
- Hey, Mom?
- Yeah?
369
00:20:38,126 --> 00:20:40,378
- I have to go poop.
- Oh. [laughs]
370
00:20:41,421 --> 00:20:43,364
- [flies buzzing]
- Oh. Oh, God.
371
00:20:43,464 --> 00:20:44,406
It's all right, honey.
372
00:20:44,506 --> 00:20:45,991
- It's just a toilet.
- God. Ew!
373
00:20:46,091 --> 00:20:47,992
Can you stop taking the Lord's
name in vain, please?
374
00:20:48,092 --> 00:20:51,454
- Okay.
- Okay. Look. Gosh.
375
00:20:51,554 --> 00:20:53,413
I never thought
I'd miss diapers.
376
00:20:53,513 --> 00:20:54,581
What?
377
00:20:54,681 --> 00:20:56,375
All right. Um...
378
00:20:56,475 --> 00:20:58,876
Mama's gonna make it
nice and clean.
379
00:20:58,976 --> 00:21:01,087
- [Ryan groans, laughs]
- Okay.
380
00:21:01,187 --> 00:21:02,588
You know what, Ryan?
381
00:21:02,688 --> 00:21:03,797
- I'm gonna be right outside.
- Wait. No.
382
00:21:03,897 --> 00:21:05,215
- Please, Mommy, stay with me.
- Ryan.
383
00:21:05,315 --> 00:21:06,800
- Please.
- It's okay. Ryan, just poop.
384
00:21:06,900 --> 00:21:09,385
It's okay.
385
00:21:09,485 --> 00:21:11,028
I'll be right here.
386
00:21:12,738 --> 00:21:14,222
[Ryan]
Oh, God.
387
00:21:14,322 --> 00:21:17,392
[panting]
388
00:21:17,492 --> 00:21:20,243
[soft creaking]
389
00:21:21,745 --> 00:21:23,647
♪ soft, gentle music ♪
390
00:21:23,747 --> 00:21:25,748
♪
391
00:21:33,255 --> 00:21:34,823
You done?
392
00:21:34,923 --> 00:21:37,199
[Ryan]
Uh, almost. Like, two minutes.
393
00:21:37,299 --> 00:21:39,343
Two minutes?
394
00:21:41,386 --> 00:21:44,289
♪ energetic music ♪
395
00:21:44,389 --> 00:21:48,016
♪
396
00:21:55,815 --> 00:21:57,275
[yelps]
397
00:21:59,693 --> 00:22:01,403
Are you kidding?
398
00:22:03,570 --> 00:22:05,764
[engine starts]
399
00:22:05,864 --> 00:22:08,033
Oh, come on.
400
00:22:15,956 --> 00:22:17,399
Oh, come on.
401
00:22:17,499 --> 00:22:20,151
♪ Rockin' out to that music ♪
402
00:22:20,251 --> 00:22:21,694
♪ Love the way that I'm movin' ♪
403
00:22:21,794 --> 00:22:24,530
♪ All I need is you
and my boyfriend's... ♪
404
00:22:24,630 --> 00:22:27,007
We made it.
405
00:22:28,174 --> 00:22:29,784
♪ Come on, baby, let's do it ♪
406
00:22:29,884 --> 00:22:31,327
♪ All I need is you ♪
407
00:22:31,427 --> 00:22:33,829
♪ And my boyfriend's
you tonight ♪
408
00:22:33,929 --> 00:22:35,455
♪
409
00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:38,333
♪ Hey! Hey! ♪
410
00:22:38,433 --> 00:22:40,335
Mommy!
411
00:22:40,435 --> 00:22:43,587
Hi. [laughs]
412
00:22:43,687 --> 00:22:46,255
Oh!
413
00:22:46,355 --> 00:22:47,673
[gasps]
Ah.
414
00:22:47,773 --> 00:22:49,342
You excited
to get this party started?
415
00:22:49,442 --> 00:22:51,193
Yeah?
416
00:22:53,028 --> 00:22:55,430
What? What's wrong?
417
00:22:55,530 --> 00:22:58,808
Dad just told me Leanna
and Bailey can't come.
418
00:22:58,908 --> 00:23:00,910
Like, all of a sudden.
419
00:23:02,869 --> 00:23:06,022
Did he say why?
420
00:23:06,122 --> 00:23:09,316
Well, that's their loss.
421
00:23:09,416 --> 00:23:11,335
You hear me?
422
00:23:12,920 --> 00:23:15,546
[scoffs]
Come on!
423
00:23:17,048 --> 00:23:19,157
♪ uplifting music ♪
424
00:23:19,257 --> 00:23:21,635
♪
425
00:23:23,929 --> 00:23:25,512
[sighs]
426
00:23:30,433 --> 00:23:32,168
[Ryan]
Mom, help!
427
00:23:32,268 --> 00:23:34,020
[keys jangle]
428
00:23:36,897 --> 00:23:38,482
Ryan?
429
00:23:44,445 --> 00:23:46,263
[high-pitched ringing]
430
00:23:46,363 --> 00:23:48,490
[muffled]
Ryan?
431
00:23:51,784 --> 00:23:53,144
Ryan?!
432
00:23:53,244 --> 00:23:55,521
Ryan?
433
00:23:55,621 --> 00:23:57,564
Excuse me.
Have you seen a little boy?
434
00:23:57,664 --> 00:23:58,606
No.
435
00:23:58,706 --> 00:24:00,483
[indistinct, muffled chatter]
436
00:24:00,583 --> 00:24:02,109
He was just in the bathroom.
437
00:24:02,209 --> 00:24:03,610
He's got to be close by.
438
00:24:03,710 --> 00:24:05,337
- Ryan?
- [Ryan] Mommy!
439
00:24:07,130 --> 00:24:09,615
Over there.
440
00:24:09,715 --> 00:24:12,343
- Ryan?
- [Ryan] Mom!
441
00:24:13,426 --> 00:24:15,637
[panting]
442
00:24:18,139 --> 00:24:19,540
Help!
443
00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:21,167
Oh, my God!
It's okay. It's okay.
444
00:24:21,267 --> 00:24:22,918
It's okay, honey. I got you.
445
00:24:23,018 --> 00:24:25,086
I got you. Grab on to me.
446
00:24:25,186 --> 00:24:27,255
It's okay. It's okay.
447
00:24:27,355 --> 00:24:28,798
[grunts]
It's okay.
448
00:24:28,898 --> 00:24:30,674
- Help.
- It's okay.
449
00:24:30,774 --> 00:24:35,887
[crying] Oh, God!
I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
450
00:24:35,987 --> 00:24:39,490
Oh, God! I'm so sorry.
451
00:24:41,783 --> 00:24:45,478
Thank you, God, for my son.
452
00:24:45,578 --> 00:24:48,606
♪ somber music ♪
453
00:24:48,706 --> 00:24:50,708
[sniffles, sighs]
454
00:25:01,049 --> 00:25:02,950
- Say no to Knodel!
- Say no!
455
00:25:03,050 --> 00:25:05,828
Say no to Knodel!
456
00:25:05,928 --> 00:25:08,246
- Say no to Knodel.
- [man] It's over. You lost.
457
00:25:08,346 --> 00:25:10,207
- Go home, you ugly bitch.
- Hey, fuck you, pussy!
458
00:25:10,307 --> 00:25:11,416
- Fuck you!
- David!
459
00:25:11,516 --> 00:25:13,042
- Stop the car, why don't you?
- David.
460
00:25:13,142 --> 00:25:14,460
- David, David, David, stop.
- Fuck you!
461
00:25:14,560 --> 00:25:15,878
- Stop.
- What? It's fine.
462
00:25:15,978 --> 00:25:18,463
- No.
- He's a fucking asshole, Maggie.
463
00:25:18,563 --> 00:25:20,173
Put that sign down
464
00:25:20,273 --> 00:25:21,691
- before you get your ass kicked!
- Get the fuck out of here.
465
00:25:21,691 --> 00:25:23,301
- Just drive. Just drive.
- [man 2] Nobody cares, douche!
466
00:25:23,401 --> 00:25:24,760
[car approaching]
467
00:25:24,860 --> 00:25:26,553
Haven't you ruined
Mr. Knodel's life enough?
468
00:25:26,653 --> 00:25:28,555
You don't know
what you're talking about.
469
00:25:28,655 --> 00:25:31,182
Well, we know you're a fat liar.
470
00:25:31,282 --> 00:25:32,892
- Uh-huh. Okay.
- Maggie.
471
00:25:32,992 --> 00:25:34,434
No, okay.
What are you gonna do?
472
00:25:34,534 --> 00:25:36,102
- Call the cops?
- Yeah, actually I am.
473
00:25:36,202 --> 00:25:37,979
Smile, you fucking stupid bitch!
474
00:25:38,079 --> 00:25:39,980
- Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
- No, they're fucking stupid,
475
00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:41,440
- David. This is stupid.
- It's not.
476
00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,150
- It is stupid. Let's just go.
- Maggie.
477
00:25:43,250 --> 00:25:45,568
- Have to go to work.
- You can't listen to idiots.
478
00:25:45,668 --> 00:25:47,153
Those girls are dumb and mean.
479
00:25:47,253 --> 00:25:48,822
[Maggie]
No one believes me.
480
00:25:48,922 --> 00:25:50,989
Does that mean
everyone is an idiot?
481
00:25:51,089 --> 00:25:53,158
[panting]
482
00:25:53,258 --> 00:25:55,244
David?
483
00:25:55,344 --> 00:25:57,245
You don't get it, do you?
484
00:25:57,345 --> 00:25:59,497
No one believes me.
485
00:25:59,597 --> 00:26:01,598
Not one single person.
486
00:26:04,017 --> 00:26:06,586
You don't even think Aaron
did anything that wrong, do you?
487
00:26:06,686 --> 00:26:08,838
What?
488
00:26:08,938 --> 00:26:10,714
Do you think
he did anything wrong?
489
00:26:10,814 --> 00:26:13,591
- I am out here with you.
- Yeah, you're out here with me.
490
00:26:13,691 --> 00:26:16,069
But you know what I mean,
David. You know.
491
00:26:18,445 --> 00:26:20,222
Okay, what if
he broke into my house,
492
00:26:20,322 --> 00:26:21,932
put a knife to my throat
and raped me, huh?
493
00:26:22,032 --> 00:26:23,349
What would you do then?
494
00:26:23,449 --> 00:26:25,184
Just hold these fucking signs
with me out here?!
495
00:26:25,284 --> 00:26:26,602
I don't know!
496
00:26:26,702 --> 00:26:28,062
You-you wouldn't do anything
497
00:26:28,162 --> 00:26:29,521
if someone raped
your little sister?
498
00:26:29,621 --> 00:26:31,523
Fine. I-I would kick his
fucking ass. I would kill him.
499
00:26:31,623 --> 00:26:32,941
Is that what you want me to say?
500
00:26:33,041 --> 00:26:34,525
So what is...
what is the difference, then?!
501
00:26:34,625 --> 00:26:36,819
- Huh?!
- He didn't do any of that!
502
00:26:36,919 --> 00:26:38,487
There. Exactly.
503
00:26:38,587 --> 00:26:39,946
You don't believe
he did anything.
504
00:26:40,046 --> 00:26:41,923
[David]
Hey.
505
00:26:43,049 --> 00:26:45,284
- I believe that he hurt you.
- Hmm.
506
00:26:45,384 --> 00:26:48,912
I believe
that you are hurt, okay?
507
00:26:49,012 --> 00:26:52,748
David, I was a kid.
He was my teacher.
508
00:26:52,848 --> 00:26:56,518
Teachers are supposed
to protect the kids.
509
00:26:59,771 --> 00:27:01,922
I-I don't...
510
00:27:02,022 --> 00:27:03,591
You don't know.
511
00:27:03,691 --> 00:27:05,593
I don't know
what the fuck to say, Maggie.
512
00:27:05,693 --> 00:27:07,927
[newsman] Up first
in local news, Aaron Knodel,
513
00:27:08,027 --> 00:27:12,181
North Dakota's Teacher of the
Year, has been found not guilty
514
00:27:12,281 --> 00:27:15,601
after being accused
of having a sexual relationship
515
00:27:15,701 --> 00:27:18,519
with an underage
female student in 2009.
516
00:27:18,619 --> 00:27:21,606
Now, Mr. Knodel
was acquitted on three
517
00:27:21,706 --> 00:27:23,565
of the five charges against him.
518
00:27:23,665 --> 00:27:25,233
Two of the charges
519
00:27:25,333 --> 00:27:27,110
- were dropped...
- [Maggie] Are you kidding me?
520
00:27:27,210 --> 00:27:30,321
...after prosecutors opted
against another trial.
521
00:27:30,421 --> 00:27:32,782
The school board
voted unanimously
522
00:27:32,882 --> 00:27:34,824
to offer Mr. Knodel back pay.
523
00:27:34,924 --> 00:27:36,534
- [TV clicks off]
- All right, back to work.
524
00:27:36,634 --> 00:27:38,661
No, no, please.
Let's keep watching.
525
00:27:38,761 --> 00:27:41,555
Just calm down, okay? Back here.
526
00:27:43,974 --> 00:27:45,166
[man]
She knew what she was doing.
527
00:27:45,266 --> 00:27:46,684
[man 2]
Stop talking, dude.
528
00:27:49,228 --> 00:27:51,922
- You don't like it here?
- I don't like having a job,
529
00:27:52,022 --> 00:27:54,341
and neither do you.
Everyone treats me like
530
00:27:54,441 --> 00:27:57,218
I'm a fricking idiot.
Or a slut!
531
00:27:57,318 --> 00:27:58,636
- [man clears throat]
- Uh...
532
00:27:58,736 --> 00:28:00,512
- Yeah?!
- Maggie, hush. Please.
533
00:28:00,612 --> 00:28:02,305
If you can't keep
your private life at home,
534
00:28:02,405 --> 00:28:04,099
you just can't work here.
535
00:28:04,199 --> 00:28:06,266
My private life? Hmm?
536
00:28:06,366 --> 00:28:09,144
Is all over the fucking TV you
were letting everyone gawk at!
537
00:28:09,244 --> 00:28:11,246
Why don't you take the rest
of the day to cool off?
538
00:28:12,830 --> 00:28:13,998
Fuck you.
539
00:28:15,541 --> 00:28:18,627
Peace out, Perkins!
540
00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:37,434
Hey, bud, Mama's gonna talk
to her friend for a sec.
541
00:28:39,101 --> 00:28:40,461
Want to play with my phone?
542
00:28:40,561 --> 00:28:42,396
[Ryan]
Okay.
543
00:28:43,606 --> 00:28:45,340
[vehicle door opens]
544
00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:46,842
[door closes]
545
00:28:46,942 --> 00:28:49,010
Oh, you brought, uh...
546
00:28:49,110 --> 00:28:51,153
Yeah. But, um...
547
00:28:52,905 --> 00:28:55,490
I only wanted
to talk to you real quick.
548
00:28:57,742 --> 00:28:59,060
Hello.
549
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:01,161
Fresh pack?
550
00:29:02,496 --> 00:29:05,440
Why don't you take
the whole thing?
551
00:29:05,540 --> 00:29:07,291
What?
552
00:29:10,211 --> 00:29:11,862
I just bring 'em for you
553
00:29:11,962 --> 00:29:14,673
so you'll leave these meetings
wanting to meet again.
554
00:29:15,715 --> 00:29:17,716
[Aidan sniffs]
555
00:29:19,718 --> 00:29:22,078
Kid, you kind of
smell like shit.
556
00:29:22,178 --> 00:29:24,330
Do you know I thought
there was a magic formula?
557
00:29:24,430 --> 00:29:26,416
That I could...
558
00:29:26,516 --> 00:29:28,417
I thought, "Okay,
559
00:29:28,517 --> 00:29:31,420
maybe if I wait for 14 minutes
560
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,338
while standing on my fucking
head saying The Lord's Prayer,
561
00:29:34,438 --> 00:29:37,133
then-then this man will
write me back and..."
562
00:29:37,233 --> 00:29:39,609
- [laughs]
- Look.
563
00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:46,432
Uh, ki... kid,
you know I'm not a free man.
564
00:29:46,532 --> 00:29:47,933
That's bullshit, Aidan.
565
00:29:48,033 --> 00:29:50,034
You felt plenty free
when you were cumming inside me.
566
00:29:59,376 --> 00:30:01,544
But it's not your fault.
567
00:30:06,548 --> 00:30:08,200
[inhales sharply]
568
00:30:08,300 --> 00:30:11,260
And anyway, I don't...
That stuff was good for me.
569
00:30:12,261 --> 00:30:14,305
It was fun for me.
570
00:30:16,514 --> 00:30:19,542
Hmm, I mean, it was...
heartbreaking fun,
571
00:30:19,642 --> 00:30:23,504
but it was still fun. Right?
572
00:30:23,604 --> 00:30:25,047
[both laugh]
573
00:30:25,147 --> 00:30:26,672
And I needed fun in my life.
574
00:30:26,772 --> 00:30:28,257
Yeah.
575
00:30:28,357 --> 00:30:30,443
You're the most fun, Kid.
576
00:30:33,445 --> 00:30:35,389
I'm sorry.
577
00:30:35,489 --> 00:30:37,491
Please don't be sorry.
578
00:30:38,657 --> 00:30:40,559
That is something
I want you to know.
579
00:30:40,659 --> 00:30:43,144
I was in control.
580
00:30:43,244 --> 00:30:44,854
Just wanted...
581
00:30:44,954 --> 00:30:48,124
what you could not give me.
582
00:30:52,336 --> 00:30:54,320
My God, I still want that thing.
583
00:30:54,420 --> 00:30:57,490
Well, I still want
that thing, too.
584
00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:59,382
[sniffles]
585
00:31:09,391 --> 00:31:12,127
[exhales softly]
586
00:31:12,227 --> 00:31:14,354
This is over.
587
00:31:17,606 --> 00:31:19,508
♪ soft, melancholy music ♪
588
00:31:19,608 --> 00:31:21,509
♪
589
00:31:21,609 --> 00:31:23,720
You know...
590
00:31:23,820 --> 00:31:25,905
Kid, you know I care.
591
00:31:26,947 --> 00:31:28,949
For you.
592
00:31:30,951 --> 00:31:32,993
No, you don't.
593
00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:42,860
Got to go.
594
00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:45,946
I got the boy.
595
00:31:46,046 --> 00:31:48,114
Got to get my other boy.
596
00:31:48,214 --> 00:31:50,116
I got to...
597
00:31:50,216 --> 00:31:52,260
make dinner.
598
00:31:55,887 --> 00:31:57,789
And I smell like shit
599
00:31:57,889 --> 00:32:01,100
'cause I'm covered in shit.
600
00:32:03,978 --> 00:32:06,212
Hey. Will you just...
601
00:32:06,312 --> 00:32:08,773
Will you just take this
for the smokes then?
602
00:32:10,232 --> 00:32:12,568
Kid, come on.
Will you just take this?
603
00:32:13,986 --> 00:32:14,969
[seat belt clicks]
604
00:32:15,069 --> 00:32:17,113
Kid, come on.
605
00:32:24,244 --> 00:32:26,145
[Ryan]
Mom?
606
00:32:26,245 --> 00:32:30,733
♪ optimistic music ♪
607
00:32:30,833 --> 00:32:33,835
♪
608
00:32:39,214 --> 00:32:41,216
[gasps softly]
609
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:54,251
[birds singing]
610
00:32:54,351 --> 00:32:56,353
[water runs, stops]
611
00:33:01,024 --> 00:33:03,426
[groans]
612
00:33:03,526 --> 00:33:06,178
- [thud]
- Oh! Shit!
613
00:33:06,278 --> 00:33:07,805
What the hell?!
614
00:33:07,905 --> 00:33:09,097
Fuck!
615
00:33:09,197 --> 00:33:11,391
[panting]
616
00:33:11,491 --> 00:33:13,309
You're a crazy bitch.
617
00:33:13,409 --> 00:33:16,311
And I'm tired of not sleeping
618
00:33:16,411 --> 00:33:19,606
next to my goddamn husband!
619
00:33:19,706 --> 00:33:21,399
[grunts]
620
00:33:21,499 --> 00:33:24,402
You don't ever
call your wife a slut.
621
00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:25,652
Do you hear me?
622
00:33:25,752 --> 00:33:28,238
- [scoffs]
- I... am not...
623
00:33:28,338 --> 00:33:30,031
- a slut.
- Mm-hmm.
624
00:33:30,131 --> 00:33:32,032
Nobody is.
625
00:33:32,132 --> 00:33:34,535
That words means
absolutely nothing.
626
00:33:34,635 --> 00:33:39,163
And I may be messy as hell,
but I'm fucking great.
627
00:33:39,263 --> 00:33:40,957
And you don't deserve me.
628
00:33:41,057 --> 00:33:42,499
- Mm-hmm.
- Nobody does.
629
00:33:42,599 --> 00:33:44,810
Mm-hmm.
630
00:33:48,312 --> 00:33:50,339
Mmm.
631
00:33:50,439 --> 00:33:52,341
♪ slow, dramatic music ♪
632
00:33:52,441 --> 00:33:55,468
♪
633
00:33:55,568 --> 00:33:57,178
Hmm.
634
00:33:57,278 --> 00:33:59,279
[Richard chuckles softly]
635
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:05,643
[Richard moans]
636
00:34:05,743 --> 00:34:07,061
[Sloane moans]
637
00:34:07,161 --> 00:34:09,271
[Sloane yelps]
638
00:34:09,371 --> 00:34:12,190
[both laughing]
639
00:34:12,290 --> 00:34:14,775
[both moaning]
640
00:34:14,875 --> 00:34:16,610
Oh! Shit.
641
00:34:16,710 --> 00:34:20,030
♪
642
00:34:20,130 --> 00:34:22,132
[both moaning]
643
00:34:26,510 --> 00:34:27,761
[Richard growls]
644
00:34:30,139 --> 00:34:33,332
[Sloane moaning
and panting loudly]
645
00:34:33,432 --> 00:34:35,434
[both moaning]
646
00:34:37,477 --> 00:34:39,479
[Sloane panting heavily]
647
00:34:42,231 --> 00:34:44,091
[Richard grunting]
648
00:34:44,191 --> 00:34:46,926
[Sloane cries out]
649
00:34:47,026 --> 00:34:51,264
[Sloane gasping]
650
00:34:51,364 --> 00:34:53,307
- [Sloane panting]
- [Richard sighs]
651
00:34:53,407 --> 00:34:55,534
♪
652
00:34:58,369 --> 00:35:00,371
[Sloane panting]
653
00:35:06,877 --> 00:35:10,087
How about we have it be
just you and me for a while?
654
00:35:11,130 --> 00:35:13,115
[Sloane cries quietly]
655
00:35:13,215 --> 00:35:15,241
[crying]
I am so sorry.
656
00:35:15,341 --> 00:35:17,135
No, you're not.
657
00:35:19,386 --> 00:35:21,372
But I am.
658
00:35:21,472 --> 00:35:24,640
[Sloane laughs]
659
00:35:26,142 --> 00:35:28,711
♪
660
00:35:28,811 --> 00:35:30,420
[Richard moans]
661
00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:33,590
[Sloane sniffling]
662
00:35:33,690 --> 00:35:35,691
[energetic drumbeat playing]
663
00:35:44,908 --> 00:35:47,309
[students cheering]
664
00:35:47,409 --> 00:35:49,144
Let's go!
665
00:35:49,244 --> 00:35:51,246
[cheering, clamoring]
666
00:35:53,247 --> 00:35:56,901
[whooping, laughing]
667
00:35:57,001 --> 00:35:59,444
[Mark]
Hey, Mags?
668
00:35:59,544 --> 00:36:01,029
I think I was wrong, kiddo.
669
00:36:01,129 --> 00:36:02,655
Dad?
670
00:36:02,755 --> 00:36:05,866
Sometimes you need more
than a little boost from God.
671
00:36:05,966 --> 00:36:08,618
- [laughs]
- You have the power, Mags.
672
00:36:08,718 --> 00:36:11,037
It's already in you.
673
00:36:11,137 --> 00:36:12,580
I know it won't be easy,
674
00:36:12,680 --> 00:36:14,932
but I want you
to go get those fuckers!
675
00:36:15,974 --> 00:36:17,876
I love you, Mags.
676
00:36:17,976 --> 00:36:19,794
- [panting]
- ♪ slow, gentle music ♪
677
00:36:19,894 --> 00:36:22,213
- [rhythmic clapping]
- [crowd] Not guilty! Not guilty!
678
00:36:22,313 --> 00:36:24,673
- Not guilty!
- [light clacks on]
679
00:36:24,773 --> 00:36:26,299
Not guilty!
680
00:36:26,399 --> 00:36:29,635
[Gia] Why is it easy to say,
"I love you inside of me,"
681
00:36:29,735 --> 00:36:32,471
but not just, "I love you"?
682
00:36:32,571 --> 00:36:35,140
Lina asked me,
"Why is loving someone
683
00:36:35,240 --> 00:36:37,742
who doesn't love you back
a humiliation?"
684
00:36:39,077 --> 00:36:42,354
Because we are condemned
when we take our faces off.
685
00:36:42,454 --> 00:36:45,357
We are condemned
when we break from the script.
686
00:36:45,457 --> 00:36:48,735
A script none of us even wrote.
687
00:36:48,835 --> 00:36:51,278
You got to say your name.
688
00:36:51,378 --> 00:36:53,655
Got to tell
the whole world your name.
689
00:36:53,755 --> 00:36:55,991
- Maggie.
- Maggie.
690
00:36:56,091 --> 00:36:57,408
Maggie.
691
00:36:57,508 --> 00:36:58,993
- Maggie.
- [Gia] Lina knew.
692
00:36:59,093 --> 00:37:00,369
- Maggie.
- Sloane knew.
693
00:37:00,469 --> 00:37:02,370
Maggie.
694
00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:03,955
They realized it was time
to stop pretending
695
00:37:04,055 --> 00:37:06,041
that what they wanted
didn't matter
696
00:37:06,141 --> 00:37:07,875
as much as it fucking should.
697
00:37:07,975 --> 00:37:09,418
[whispering voice] Maggie.
698
00:37:09,518 --> 00:37:10,836
- [voice 2] Maggie.
- [voice 3] Maggie.
699
00:37:10,936 --> 00:37:12,212
- [voice 4] Maggie.
- [voice 5] Maggie.
700
00:37:12,312 --> 00:37:13,921
- [voice 6] Maggie.
- [voice 7] Maggie.
701
00:37:14,021 --> 00:37:16,966
[whispering voices continue]
702
00:37:17,066 --> 00:37:18,550
Maggie!
703
00:37:18,650 --> 00:37:20,318
[gasps]
Maggie.
704
00:37:24,488 --> 00:37:26,615
[sighs]
Maggie.
705
00:37:30,535 --> 00:37:31,911
Maggie.
706
00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:34,913
Maggie.
707
00:37:44,213 --> 00:37:46,365
Hey.
708
00:37:46,465 --> 00:37:48,033
I got to go.
709
00:37:48,133 --> 00:37:49,509
I'm catching the next ferry.
710
00:37:51,552 --> 00:37:53,746
Wait, what?
What-What's going on?
711
00:37:53,846 --> 00:37:56,081
I just wanted
to come and say bye.
712
00:37:56,181 --> 00:37:59,292
You want to calm down
and come in for a second?
713
00:37:59,392 --> 00:38:02,378
- No. I don't have time.
- You have time.
714
00:38:02,478 --> 00:38:05,756
- Sloane, I don't have...
- Gia, I know the ferry schedule.
715
00:38:05,856 --> 00:38:07,398
- She's sleeping.
- I got it.
716
00:38:09,567 --> 00:38:11,469
- [Fox fussing]
- [Sloane sighs]
717
00:38:11,569 --> 00:38:14,471
Where are you going,
and where is Jack?
718
00:38:14,571 --> 00:38:17,723
Oh, Jack's in New York
getting his shit.
719
00:38:17,823 --> 00:38:20,101
- So he's coming back?
- Mm-hmm.
720
00:38:20,201 --> 00:38:22,495
And that's a good thing, yeah?
721
00:38:23,536 --> 00:38:26,856
I'm dying, Sloane.
722
00:38:26,956 --> 00:38:30,526
You have no idea how easy it is
for death to find you,
723
00:38:30,626 --> 00:38:33,445
and unless you experience it,
you don't worry about it.
724
00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:36,447
If I cut it off right now,
then it'll hurt less.
725
00:38:36,547 --> 00:38:38,324
And you're making this decision
for him?
726
00:38:38,424 --> 00:38:42,035
And for me.
And for everyone.
727
00:38:42,135 --> 00:38:44,471
[laughs] If you leave like this,
it's basically kidnapping.
728
00:38:45,513 --> 00:38:48,165
You know,
one thing that I, like,
729
00:38:48,265 --> 00:38:52,293
really dig about you is,
you usually mind your business.
730
00:38:52,393 --> 00:38:55,547
Who's the one running around
asking everyone on Earth
731
00:38:55,647 --> 00:38:59,591
what it feels like
to suck a dick and eat a pussy,
732
00:38:59,691 --> 00:39:01,801
pretending to be a journalist?
733
00:39:01,901 --> 00:39:03,720
I was telling your story.
734
00:39:03,820 --> 00:39:05,805
- Ah.
- That's you.
735
00:39:05,905 --> 00:39:08,015
That is wildly, uh...
736
00:39:08,115 --> 00:39:10,017
altruistic.
737
00:39:10,117 --> 00:39:13,686
Look, you don't want to talk to
me anymore, you don't have to.
738
00:39:13,786 --> 00:39:15,730
You would not be the first
to stop, and I totally get it.
739
00:39:15,830 --> 00:39:17,831
Okay, girl.
740
00:39:19,207 --> 00:39:21,609
I just came to say goodbye.
741
00:39:21,709 --> 00:39:23,419
Then, goodbye.
742
00:39:28,423 --> 00:39:30,842
[Fox babbling]
743
00:39:35,595 --> 00:39:37,639
- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
744
00:39:46,813 --> 00:39:49,174
[car door opens, closes]
745
00:39:49,274 --> 00:39:51,275
[engine starts]
746
00:39:59,991 --> 00:40:02,517
[Gia]
If you're a woman,
747
00:40:02,617 --> 00:40:05,103
they'll find the worst things
they can say about you.
748
00:40:05,203 --> 00:40:07,621
It's cruelest
when other women do it.
749
00:40:08,622 --> 00:40:09,607
See you.
750
00:40:09,707 --> 00:40:11,233
[driver]
Take care now.
751
00:40:11,333 --> 00:40:13,902
[Gia] They'll call you fat,
they'll call you a whore.
752
00:40:14,002 --> 00:40:16,421
A bad mom.
753
00:40:17,629 --> 00:40:19,631
- [knocking]
- Hey.
754
00:40:22,592 --> 00:40:23,993
[Gia]
They'll do it
755
00:40:24,093 --> 00:40:26,220
because it's been done to them.
756
00:40:39,773 --> 00:40:42,133
- [phone ringing]
- It's Gia. Leave a message.
757
00:40:42,233 --> 00:40:43,677
- Bye.
- [beep]
758
00:40:43,777 --> 00:40:45,928
[Jack] I had this feeling,
as I was on the boat
759
00:40:46,028 --> 00:40:49,347
on the way to this elitist
piece of shit island,
760
00:40:49,447 --> 00:40:51,657
that you'd disappear.
761
00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:54,410
I would never do this to you.
762
00:40:58,330 --> 00:41:01,315
And then, uh,
my second thought was, uh,
763
00:41:01,415 --> 00:41:03,317
"No, no, no.
764
00:41:03,417 --> 00:41:06,920
Uh, no one is that much
of a cliché."
765
00:41:09,923 --> 00:41:13,867
"No smart person is
that much of a prisoner
766
00:41:13,967 --> 00:41:16,428
to their own
psych 101 bullshit."
767
00:41:17,428 --> 00:41:19,122
You know,
and the tragedy here is
768
00:41:19,222 --> 00:41:20,957
that you think
this is interesting.
769
00:41:21,057 --> 00:41:23,000
That being an unhinged sociopath
770
00:41:23,100 --> 00:41:25,085
somehow makes you interesting.
771
00:41:25,185 --> 00:41:27,628
That this poor man's
gonzo journalism act
772
00:41:27,728 --> 00:41:29,522
is fucking interesting!
773
00:41:31,982 --> 00:41:35,969
All you are,
all you ever will be,
774
00:41:36,069 --> 00:41:39,822
is a bad... mom.
775
00:41:42,574 --> 00:41:44,559
And you know what else?
776
00:41:44,659 --> 00:41:47,937
Your fucking teeth
are not age-appropriate!
777
00:41:48,037 --> 00:41:50,580
So fuck... you!
778
00:41:51,623 --> 00:41:52,899
Bitch!
779
00:41:52,999 --> 00:41:54,583
God! Aah!
780
00:41:57,294 --> 00:41:59,196
♪ slow, gentle music ♪
781
00:41:59,296 --> 00:42:02,365
[Gia] I think we all do the best
we can, is what I think.
782
00:42:02,465 --> 00:42:04,075
And I think anyone
783
00:42:04,175 --> 00:42:07,161
who has something to say
can go fuck himself.
784
00:42:07,261 --> 00:42:09,371
You got a phone I could use?
785
00:42:09,471 --> 00:42:11,289
[sniffles] I need...
I need to call the police
786
00:42:11,389 --> 00:42:13,541
to report a child kidnapping.
787
00:42:13,641 --> 00:42:15,585
- [panting]
- Huh?
788
00:42:15,685 --> 00:42:17,352
A child's been abducted.
789
00:42:18,395 --> 00:42:19,838
Thank you.
790
00:42:19,938 --> 00:42:21,939
[sighs]
791
00:42:23,733 --> 00:42:25,593
Uh, do-do I...?
792
00:42:25,693 --> 00:42:27,594
Should I dial locally,
or do I just dial 911?
793
00:42:27,694 --> 00:42:29,304
- I don't know.
- [quietly] Fuck...
794
00:42:29,404 --> 00:42:31,806
[Gia] I'd learned so much
from the women.
795
00:42:31,906 --> 00:42:35,309
I'd learned from them what I had
not yet learned from my mother.
796
00:42:35,409 --> 00:42:36,769
[Fox cooing]
797
00:42:36,869 --> 00:42:38,061
But I wasn't done,
798
00:42:38,161 --> 00:42:41,314
and the book could not be
done until her.
799
00:42:41,414 --> 00:42:43,231
Until Maggie.
800
00:42:43,331 --> 00:42:47,027
She was the kind
that left a legacy.
801
00:42:47,127 --> 00:42:48,611
I read it in her story
in the paper,
802
00:42:48,711 --> 00:42:51,447
I could hear her screaming
between the lines,
803
00:42:51,547 --> 00:42:53,407
and I could feel all
the regular people out there
804
00:42:53,507 --> 00:42:56,618
thrusting their hands out
in an attempt to quiet her.
805
00:42:56,718 --> 00:42:58,536
♪ I got a notion to say
what doesn't feel right ♪
806
00:42:58,636 --> 00:43:00,746
But now was not the time
to be quiet.
807
00:43:00,846 --> 00:43:02,748
♪ Got an answer
in your story today ♪
808
00:43:02,848 --> 00:43:04,999
♪ It gave me a sign
that didn't feel right... ♪
809
00:43:05,099 --> 00:43:06,501
Gia?
810
00:43:06,601 --> 00:43:08,628
Hey. Oh, my God.
811
00:43:08,728 --> 00:43:11,463
- Just driving through?
- Yeah, exactly.
812
00:43:11,563 --> 00:43:13,674
♪ You've been here before... ♪
813
00:43:13,774 --> 00:43:15,342
Who is that?
814
00:43:15,442 --> 00:43:18,970
Uh, I was actually gonna
ask you the same question.
815
00:43:19,070 --> 00:43:20,846
I don't know.
I just found it in the booth.
816
00:43:20,946 --> 00:43:24,391
Uh... you don't know
who might have...?
817
00:43:24,491 --> 00:43:25,950
[laughs]
818
00:43:26,992 --> 00:43:28,660
Do you want to sit?
819
00:43:29,703 --> 00:43:30,896
[Maggie sniffles]
820
00:43:30,996 --> 00:43:32,438
I'm sorry I just, like,
showed up like this.
821
00:43:32,538 --> 00:43:33,982
I don't really know
what I'm doing.
822
00:43:34,082 --> 00:43:35,900
I just wanted to meet you.
823
00:43:36,000 --> 00:43:37,484
That's not weird or anything.
824
00:43:37,584 --> 00:43:39,778
- Yeah, I know. Sorry. [laughs]
- [laughs]
825
00:43:39,878 --> 00:43:41,530
You can stop saying "sorry."
826
00:43:41,630 --> 00:43:44,156
♪ Day after day... ♪
827
00:43:44,256 --> 00:43:46,158
- [laughs softly]
- I guess I just wanted
828
00:43:46,258 --> 00:43:48,577
to say to you that,
like, no matter what happens,
829
00:43:48,677 --> 00:43:50,579
even if we never speak again,
830
00:43:50,679 --> 00:43:53,373
I believe you, Maggie.
831
00:43:53,473 --> 00:43:56,000
I believe that everything you
said happened to you is true.
832
00:43:56,100 --> 00:44:00,837
And that what that guy did
to you is so utterly wrong.
833
00:44:00,937 --> 00:44:03,881
He was your teacher.
834
00:44:03,981 --> 00:44:06,300
He was supposed to give a shit
about what happened to you.
835
00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:09,319
But he didn't. He gave a shit
about what happened to him.
836
00:44:18,284 --> 00:44:20,395
You really fucking believe me?
837
00:44:20,495 --> 00:44:21,995
I really fucking believe you.
838
00:44:24,206 --> 00:44:29,210
♪ I wanted to know
if I could go home... ♪
839
00:44:30,378 --> 00:44:33,113
I could never do
what you've done
840
00:44:33,213 --> 00:44:36,383
- and stand there and be okay.
- [sighs]
841
00:44:37,383 --> 00:44:39,493
Like, when my father died,
842
00:44:39,593 --> 00:44:42,454
I-I didn't leave my house
for, like, five years.
843
00:44:42,554 --> 00:44:43,888
[exhales]
844
00:44:46,683 --> 00:44:49,226
Maybe then you...
you should stay.
845
00:44:50,352 --> 00:44:52,004
We could be brave together.
846
00:44:52,104 --> 00:44:53,713
Yeah?
847
00:44:53,813 --> 00:44:55,940
Mm. [laughs]
848
00:44:58,067 --> 00:45:00,986
Maggie, I want
to tell the world your story.
849
00:45:02,404 --> 00:45:05,431
Because there are people
out there who will believe you.
850
00:45:05,531 --> 00:45:08,200
I think, like, lots of people.
851
00:45:09,243 --> 00:45:11,895
♪ So don't knock it,
don't knock it... ♪
852
00:45:11,995 --> 00:45:14,481
[sniffles]
853
00:45:14,581 --> 00:45:18,442
When I told you to pick a place,
I said to myself,
854
00:45:18,542 --> 00:45:20,818
"If she picked Donut Hut,
then I'll meet her."
855
00:45:20,918 --> 00:45:22,403
- [laughs] Really?
- Yeah.
856
00:45:22,503 --> 00:45:24,447
It was my dad's favorite.
857
00:45:24,547 --> 00:45:25,922
[chuckles]
858
00:45:27,299 --> 00:45:28,842
Hmm.
859
00:45:34,388 --> 00:45:36,390
So you'll stay?
860
00:45:37,807 --> 00:45:38,892
Yeah.
861
00:45:42,186 --> 00:45:43,545
Can I hug you?
862
00:45:43,645 --> 00:45:44,922
Yeah.
863
00:45:45,022 --> 00:45:47,840
♪ Don't knock it ♪
864
00:45:47,940 --> 00:45:49,676
I fucking believe you.
865
00:45:49,776 --> 00:45:52,345
♪ So don't knock it,
don't knock it ♪
866
00:45:52,445 --> 00:45:53,804
♪ You've been here before ♪
867
00:45:53,904 --> 00:45:56,723
Thank you so much.
868
00:45:56,823 --> 00:45:58,724
♪ So don't knock it,
don't knock it ♪
869
00:45:58,824 --> 00:46:01,143
♪ You've been here before ♪
870
00:46:01,243 --> 00:46:03,562
♪ gentle music ♪
871
00:46:03,662 --> 00:46:05,664
♪
872
00:46:09,708 --> 00:46:11,610
[Gia] The other thing
people always wanted to know
873
00:46:11,710 --> 00:46:13,612
besides,
"Why these three women,"
874
00:46:13,712 --> 00:46:17,382
was, "What did you learn?"
875
00:46:20,842 --> 00:46:22,744
Talking to these women
and to hundreds more
876
00:46:22,844 --> 00:46:25,496
for hours and hours
and living in their towns
877
00:46:25,596 --> 00:46:26,914
and going
to the doctor with them
878
00:46:27,014 --> 00:46:29,809
and going to meet their lovers,
and what did you learn?
879
00:46:39,108 --> 00:46:41,467
What I learned
is somewhat the same answer
880
00:46:41,567 --> 00:46:44,320
to the question of,
"Why these three women?"
881
00:46:47,030 --> 00:46:49,933
Because they are all of us.
882
00:46:50,033 --> 00:46:51,935
Because we are all
in this together.
883
00:46:52,035 --> 00:46:54,520
And everybody counts
the exact same amount.
884
00:46:54,620 --> 00:46:57,456
Even the bitches and the sluts.
885
00:47:05,254 --> 00:47:07,631
[exhales deeply]
886
00:47:10,466 --> 00:47:11,784
We don't want to hear
887
00:47:11,884 --> 00:47:14,369
that other women struggle
with their weight,
888
00:47:14,469 --> 00:47:15,621
with their looks,
889
00:47:15,721 --> 00:47:18,056
with aging, with status.
890
00:47:19,932 --> 00:47:21,876
We want to pretend
those struggles don't exist.
891
00:47:21,976 --> 00:47:24,629
That we don't look for the lost
or broken parts of ourselves
892
00:47:24,729 --> 00:47:26,838
in the shape of other people.
893
00:47:26,938 --> 00:47:28,840
♪
894
00:47:28,940 --> 00:47:31,233
[laughs]
895
00:47:37,405 --> 00:47:38,806
Why Lina?
896
00:47:38,906 --> 00:47:42,159
Why this unhappy housewife?
897
00:47:44,119 --> 00:47:46,829
- ♪
- [dialogue inaudible]
898
00:47:57,005 --> 00:48:00,883
Why Sloane
with her unruly desire?
899
00:48:11,058 --> 00:48:12,709
And Maggie?
900
00:48:12,809 --> 00:48:14,585
Why name her desire at all?
901
00:48:14,685 --> 00:48:17,480
And wasn't hers
actually just trauma?
902
00:48:19,522 --> 00:48:21,550
But people attack nuance.
903
00:48:21,650 --> 00:48:24,552
They attack aberration,
even as they bemoan
904
00:48:24,652 --> 00:48:28,906
the lack of representation
of this group or that one.
905
00:48:31,157 --> 00:48:33,434
What I learned is this.
906
00:48:33,534 --> 00:48:36,478
We don't want to hear
about what another woman wants
907
00:48:36,578 --> 00:48:38,063
if it's something married,
908
00:48:38,163 --> 00:48:39,731
if it's something brutish,
909
00:48:39,831 --> 00:48:41,023
if it's something
we have wanted, too,
910
00:48:41,123 --> 00:48:42,875
and did not get.
911
00:48:44,752 --> 00:48:47,654
We don't want to hear
a young woman feels actualized
912
00:48:47,754 --> 00:48:50,532
by the gaze of a man,
even if hearing that
913
00:48:50,632 --> 00:48:54,451
and witnessing the fallout
it wreaks is the very thing
914
00:48:54,551 --> 00:48:57,762
that helps another woman
not make the same mistakes.
915
00:48:58,805 --> 00:49:01,916
What I learned is
that we all want to be loved.
916
00:49:02,016 --> 00:49:05,294
We all want to be seen and loved
917
00:49:05,394 --> 00:49:07,546
for who we truly are.
918
00:49:07,646 --> 00:49:10,089
But even just saying that
can be the scariest thing
919
00:49:10,189 --> 00:49:11,816
in the whole world.
920
00:49:12,817 --> 00:49:14,050
You know what I learned?
921
00:49:14,150 --> 00:49:17,012
It doesn't matter
what she wants.
922
00:49:17,112 --> 00:49:19,013
Just let her go
and try and get it
923
00:49:19,113 --> 00:49:22,074
because that is what
she fucking deserves.
924
00:49:24,075 --> 00:49:26,202
That's what I learned.
925
00:49:27,912 --> 00:49:29,813
[exhales]
926
00:49:29,913 --> 00:49:31,815
♪ "Fire" by Bruce Springsteen ♪
927
00:49:31,915 --> 00:49:33,917
♪
928
00:49:35,209 --> 00:49:37,111
♪ I'm driving in my car... ♪
929
00:49:37,211 --> 00:49:38,362
Wait. You got to turn on the...
930
00:49:38,462 --> 00:49:39,363
[Maggie]
Oh.
931
00:49:39,463 --> 00:49:40,488
Excuse me.
932
00:49:40,588 --> 00:49:43,408
[sighs]
Thanks.
933
00:49:43,508 --> 00:49:46,827
♪ I'm pulling you close... ♪
934
00:49:46,927 --> 00:49:49,121
You guys going
to New York for vacation?
935
00:49:49,221 --> 00:49:51,539
Uh, yeah, sort of.
936
00:49:51,639 --> 00:49:53,541
[Arlene chuckles]
937
00:49:53,641 --> 00:49:55,084
- She's gonna be on TV.
- Mom.
938
00:49:55,184 --> 00:49:56,919
- What?
- The Today Show.
939
00:49:57,019 --> 00:49:59,087
- Really?
- [sighs] Oh, my gosh.
940
00:49:59,187 --> 00:50:00,923
[Arlene]
She's in a book.
941
00:50:01,023 --> 00:50:02,757
- Yeah. [laughs]
- Mm-hmm.
942
00:50:02,857 --> 00:50:04,842
Holy smokes.
943
00:50:04,942 --> 00:50:07,427
I've never met anyone
on TV before.
944
00:50:07,527 --> 00:50:08,762
That's pretty cool.
945
00:50:08,862 --> 00:50:11,681
♪ Late at night ♪
946
00:50:11,781 --> 00:50:15,351
- [bell dings]
- ♪ I'm taking you home ♪
947
00:50:15,451 --> 00:50:18,853
♪ I say I want to stay ♪
948
00:50:18,953 --> 00:50:22,690
♪ You say you want to be alone ♪
949
00:50:22,790 --> 00:50:26,026
♪ You say you don't love me ♪
950
00:50:26,126 --> 00:50:29,462
♪ But you can't hide
your desire ♪
951
00:50:30,463 --> 00:50:33,074
♪ When we kiss ♪
952
00:50:33,174 --> 00:50:35,075
♪ Oh ♪
953
00:50:35,175 --> 00:50:37,135
♪ Fire ♪
954
00:50:41,180 --> 00:50:45,083
♪ You got a hold on me
right from the start ♪
955
00:50:45,183 --> 00:50:49,087
♪ A grip so tight,
I couldn't tear it apart ♪
956
00:50:49,187 --> 00:50:52,089
♪ My nerves all jumpin',
actin' like a fool ♪
957
00:50:52,189 --> 00:50:56,092
♪ Your kisses, they burn,
but your heart stays cool ♪
958
00:50:56,192 --> 00:50:59,153
♪ Romeo and Juliet ♪
959
00:51:00,196 --> 00:51:03,156
♪ Samson and Delilah ♪
960
00:51:04,199 --> 00:51:07,101
♪ You can bet ♪
961
00:51:07,201 --> 00:51:10,162
♪ Their love
they couldn't deny ♪
962
00:51:11,205 --> 00:51:14,107
♪ Your words say split ♪
963
00:51:14,207 --> 00:51:17,168
♪ But your words, they lie ♪
964
00:51:18,210 --> 00:51:21,029
♪ When we kiss ♪
965
00:51:21,129 --> 00:51:25,616
♪ Oh, fire ♪
966
00:51:25,716 --> 00:51:28,677
♪ Fire ♪
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