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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,232 --> 00:00:08,677 - [birds singing] - [heels clacking] 2 00:00:08,777 --> 00:00:12,139 ♪ "La vita nuova" by Christine and the Queens ♪ 3 00:00:12,239 --> 00:00:14,241 [woman singing in Italian] 4 00:00:23,168 --> 00:00:24,820 [rooster crows] 5 00:00:24,920 --> 00:00:27,757 ♪ 6 00:00:39,853 --> 00:00:41,588 ♪ Hey ♪ 7 00:00:41,688 --> 00:00:43,549 ♪ Oh, yeah, uh ♪ 8 00:00:43,649 --> 00:00:45,510 ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ 9 00:00:45,610 --> 00:00:48,680 ♪ Oh, yeah, uh, oh, yeah... ♪ 10 00:00:48,780 --> 00:00:51,683 ♪ Oh, yeah, uh ♪ 11 00:00:51,783 --> 00:00:53,018 ♪ Oh, yeah... ♪ 12 00:00:53,118 --> 00:00:54,520 [Gia] When my mother was a young woman, 13 00:00:54,620 --> 00:00:56,355 a man used to follow her to work 14 00:00:56,455 --> 00:00:58,983 every morning, 15 00:00:59,083 --> 00:01:01,527 - and masturbate... - [man panting softly] 16 00:01:01,627 --> 00:01:04,072 ...in step behind her. 17 00:01:04,172 --> 00:01:07,075 ♪ Oh, you're a heartbreaker ♪ 18 00:01:07,175 --> 00:01:09,803 ♪ I never take your answer for sure ♪ 19 00:01:11,263 --> 00:01:12,749 [keys clacking] 20 00:01:12,849 --> 00:01:14,976 - [door opens] - [bell tinkles] 21 00:01:19,355 --> 00:01:20,774 Hey, you want to hear something funny? 22 00:01:21,859 --> 00:01:23,344 What... 23 00:01:23,444 --> 00:01:25,971 No. No. 24 00:01:26,071 --> 00:01:27,431 Oh, my God. 25 00:01:27,531 --> 00:01:30,268 You don't seem too... 26 00:01:30,368 --> 00:01:31,937 surprised to see me. 27 00:01:32,037 --> 00:01:33,521 Well, I'm not. 28 00:01:33,621 --> 00:01:35,690 'Cause this is, like, not surprising at all. 29 00:01:35,790 --> 00:01:38,319 You have no fucking boundaries, man. 30 00:01:38,419 --> 00:01:39,737 You know, you're weird. 31 00:01:39,837 --> 00:01:41,280 You're weird and you're creepy, 32 00:01:41,380 --> 00:01:42,281 like this store. 33 00:01:42,381 --> 00:01:43,574 Did I do something to you? 34 00:01:43,674 --> 00:01:44,825 What are you doing here? 35 00:01:44,925 --> 00:01:47,496 You know what I'm doing here. 36 00:01:47,596 --> 00:01:49,081 I came here for an apology. 37 00:01:49,181 --> 00:01:51,224 Oh. All right. 38 00:01:52,225 --> 00:01:53,752 Well, I am 39 00:01:53,852 --> 00:01:55,880 - dialed in on my book... - Yeah. Uh-huh. 40 00:01:55,980 --> 00:01:58,299 ...and I don't need any distractions. 41 00:01:58,399 --> 00:01:59,300 [bell tinkles] 42 00:01:59,400 --> 00:02:01,511 But we're in love! 43 00:02:01,611 --> 00:02:04,556 Dude, don't make me say something stupid 44 00:02:04,656 --> 00:02:07,476 and, like, faux-existential like "I don't believe in love." 45 00:02:07,576 --> 00:02:08,852 You can't write a book on love 46 00:02:08,952 --> 00:02:10,396 if you don't believe in it yourself. 47 00:02:10,496 --> 00:02:12,982 I do. I just don't trust it, okay? 48 00:02:13,082 --> 00:02:14,901 Something bad is gonna happen. Something else. 49 00:02:15,001 --> 00:02:16,820 [groans] Nothing bad is gonna happen! 50 00:02:16,920 --> 00:02:18,321 Nothing bad ever happens to idiots! 51 00:02:18,421 --> 00:02:20,282 You are the idiot! 52 00:02:20,382 --> 00:02:21,909 You are such an idiot. 53 00:02:22,009 --> 00:02:24,036 [sighs] 54 00:02:24,136 --> 00:02:26,956 Come over here, you stupid fucking idiot. 55 00:02:27,056 --> 00:02:28,057 [sighs] 56 00:02:29,892 --> 00:02:30,961 [shouts] 57 00:02:31,061 --> 00:02:32,687 [groans loudly] 58 00:02:36,149 --> 00:02:38,135 [Gia laughs] 59 00:02:38,235 --> 00:02:39,887 [Gia grunts loudly] 60 00:02:39,987 --> 00:02:41,989 [chuckling] 61 00:02:47,078 --> 00:02:49,231 Look, we're gonna try this, okay? 62 00:02:49,331 --> 00:02:50,833 [exhales] 63 00:02:51,834 --> 00:02:53,502 All you got to do is trust me. 64 00:02:58,049 --> 00:02:59,134 So, will you? 65 00:03:01,469 --> 00:03:03,580 I don't... 66 00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:05,682 I don't know. [chuckles] 67 00:03:09,311 --> 00:03:11,313 [birds singing] 68 00:03:16,027 --> 00:03:17,638 [Gia inhales deeply] 69 00:03:17,738 --> 00:03:19,781 [sighs] 70 00:03:24,078 --> 00:03:27,081 I really like our place. It's really nice. 71 00:03:28,124 --> 00:03:29,442 - Shut up. - [chuckles] 72 00:03:29,542 --> 00:03:31,611 You did not move here. 73 00:03:31,711 --> 00:03:33,030 It was time to leave L.A. 74 00:03:33,130 --> 00:03:35,532 - And I can stay at a motel, too. - No. 75 00:03:35,632 --> 00:03:36,951 I already applied for a dead-end job. 76 00:03:37,051 --> 00:03:38,452 [stammers] Look, man... 77 00:03:38,552 --> 00:03:40,554 Don't fucking "look, man" me. 78 00:03:41,598 --> 00:03:43,933 I'm not some random dude you met on eharmony. 79 00:03:44,976 --> 00:03:47,771 We had a fucking baby together. 80 00:03:50,232 --> 00:03:51,717 And the baby's gone. 81 00:03:51,817 --> 00:03:52,969 No. 82 00:03:53,069 --> 00:03:54,695 She's just waiting. 83 00:03:57,615 --> 00:03:59,393 She wanted her parents to be in the same place. 84 00:03:59,493 --> 00:04:01,103 She knew her mom was a little nuts, 85 00:04:01,203 --> 00:04:04,022 and she needed her dad there for emotional support. 86 00:04:04,122 --> 00:04:05,624 Mm. 87 00:04:10,463 --> 00:04:12,256 Why do you like me? 88 00:04:13,299 --> 00:04:14,634 [exhales] 89 00:04:18,097 --> 00:04:19,348 Hmm? 90 00:04:20,391 --> 00:04:22,126 [laughing] 91 00:04:22,226 --> 00:04:23,127 Tell me. 92 00:04:23,227 --> 00:04:24,895 [Jack chuckles] 93 00:04:26,272 --> 00:04:29,275 Clearly, I-I've got some issues of my own. 94 00:04:31,194 --> 00:04:33,888 If I didn't, then I wouldn't be chasing 95 00:04:33,988 --> 00:04:36,367 a sociopath around America. 96 00:04:37,410 --> 00:04:39,061 - [scoffs softly] - When there 97 00:04:39,161 --> 00:04:41,647 are plenty of other girls out there 98 00:04:41,747 --> 00:04:45,610 willing to look the other way over an unsavory text. 99 00:04:45,710 --> 00:04:47,321 - How do you know that? - [chuckles] 100 00:04:47,421 --> 00:04:49,948 That I would, like... I would literally gut you 101 00:04:50,048 --> 00:04:51,826 if you sent a flirty text to someone else. 102 00:04:51,926 --> 00:04:53,161 [clears throat] 103 00:04:53,261 --> 00:04:55,038 Because you're a sociopath. 104 00:04:55,138 --> 00:04:56,998 - Like, I would, I would... - I don't use that term lightly. 105 00:04:57,098 --> 00:04:59,292 ...spatchcock your dick. 106 00:04:59,392 --> 00:05:00,501 [chuckles] 107 00:05:00,601 --> 00:05:01,837 - What? - I would. 108 00:05:01,937 --> 00:05:03,297 Oh, you're scared? 109 00:05:03,397 --> 00:05:04,548 - No. - Yes. 110 00:05:04,648 --> 00:05:06,133 [laughs] No. 111 00:05:06,233 --> 00:05:08,761 I just realized that you're a foodie. 112 00:05:08,861 --> 00:05:10,321 - Spatchcock. - [phone chimes] 113 00:05:12,157 --> 00:05:13,908 [groans] 114 00:05:17,662 --> 00:05:19,331 Hey, Ryan. 115 00:05:20,332 --> 00:05:23,027 What do you think about, um, watching your little brother 116 00:05:23,127 --> 00:05:25,321 by yourself while Mommy runs an errand? 117 00:05:25,421 --> 00:05:26,922 Would you be a big kid and do tha... 118 00:05:27,924 --> 00:05:29,968 - Do I have to? - No, no, no. 119 00:05:31,803 --> 00:05:32,704 Okay. 120 00:05:32,804 --> 00:05:34,539 How 'bout we go to Aunt Missy's? 121 00:05:34,639 --> 00:05:36,459 No, I don't want to. 122 00:05:36,559 --> 00:05:39,295 Well, what if, um... 123 00:05:39,395 --> 00:05:40,964 Hey. Oh! 124 00:05:41,064 --> 00:05:43,691 Um, we c... I, uh... 125 00:05:49,031 --> 00:05:50,432 Easter's early this year. 126 00:05:50,532 --> 00:05:52,142 Be good and you can have all the chocolate you want. 127 00:05:52,242 --> 00:05:53,745 Really? 128 00:05:54,954 --> 00:05:55,939 Okay. 129 00:05:56,039 --> 00:05:58,900 [laughing] Come on, let's go! 130 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,126 [squeals] 131 00:06:01,711 --> 00:06:02,713 [knocking] 132 00:06:07,343 --> 00:06:10,413 Hey, Miss, will you just watch the boys for, like, two hours? 133 00:06:10,513 --> 00:06:11,915 Please, it's an emergency. 134 00:06:12,015 --> 00:06:14,001 I know why you need me to watch these kids, 135 00:06:14,101 --> 00:06:15,877 and it's no durn emergency. 136 00:06:15,977 --> 00:06:17,963 - What? What do you know? - Randy heard from Ed. 137 00:06:18,063 --> 00:06:20,133 You're just talking to Ed now? 138 00:06:20,233 --> 00:06:22,135 What, did you forget I'm your sister? 139 00:06:22,235 --> 00:06:24,237 You made him family when you said "I do." 140 00:06:25,613 --> 00:06:28,599 While you're here, uh, Mom's gift came out to $47 each. 141 00:06:28,699 --> 00:06:32,771 Fine. Each? What the heck kind of bracelet costs that much? 142 00:06:32,871 --> 00:06:34,398 Real diamonds aren't cheap, Lina. 143 00:06:34,498 --> 00:06:36,942 Diamonds? Mom is not gonna wear something that fancy. 144 00:06:37,042 --> 00:06:38,695 - Okay, whatever. - It's her 60th. 145 00:06:38,795 --> 00:06:41,031 We're not doing cubic "zachonium." 146 00:06:41,131 --> 00:06:42,866 Fine, fine, fine. 147 00:06:42,966 --> 00:06:44,868 I mean, look, I got to go. Will you or won't you? 148 00:06:44,968 --> 00:06:46,871 No. 149 00:06:46,971 --> 00:06:48,873 I won't enable your sinful behavior. 150 00:06:48,973 --> 00:06:50,291 - Fine. Thanks so much. - What do you suppose 151 00:06:50,391 --> 00:06:51,959 God feels about you? 152 00:06:52,059 --> 00:06:55,480 And I need you to bring your folding chairs to the party! 153 00:06:58,275 --> 00:07:01,678 ♪ smooth, jazzy music ♪ 154 00:07:01,778 --> 00:07:04,072 ♪ 155 00:07:07,660 --> 00:07:10,663 ♪ 156 00:07:13,625 --> 00:07:16,336 All right. All right. 157 00:07:19,339 --> 00:07:20,282 - Oh, gosh! - Oh, my God. 158 00:07:20,382 --> 00:07:21,617 - I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. - Hi. Hi. 159 00:07:21,717 --> 00:07:22,994 - Jesus. - Oh, Gia. Sorry. 160 00:07:23,094 --> 00:07:24,287 - Hi. - Um, can... 161 00:07:24,387 --> 00:07:25,638 Can you watch them? 162 00:07:26,681 --> 00:07:28,458 - [Gia] Oh. - Just... Aidan's waiting for me 163 00:07:28,558 --> 00:07:30,210 in Bardstown. He only has, like, a teeny window. 164 00:07:30,310 --> 00:07:32,046 Um, this... Uh, Lina, this place is, like, 165 00:07:32,146 --> 00:07:33,464 not childproofed at all or anything... 166 00:07:33,564 --> 00:07:35,091 - Oh. Lina! - Oh, gosh! Sorry! Okay. 167 00:07:35,191 --> 00:07:36,842 - Hey. I'm Jack. - Sorry. 168 00:07:36,942 --> 00:07:38,552 This is the guy? The guy? 169 00:07:38,652 --> 00:07:40,806 This is the... the guy. 170 00:07:40,906 --> 00:07:41,932 - That's what I'm told. - Oh, my God. 171 00:07:42,032 --> 00:07:44,685 Hi. You didn't tell me he found you. 172 00:07:44,785 --> 00:07:45,769 He sure did. 173 00:07:45,869 --> 00:07:46,770 Uh, for the record, 174 00:07:46,870 --> 00:07:48,189 it-it was magic, how I found her. 175 00:07:48,289 --> 00:07:50,358 Definitely wasn't Internet stalking 176 00:07:50,458 --> 00:07:52,068 and, you know, Whitepages and shit. 177 00:07:52,168 --> 00:07:53,695 - [laughing] - Whitepages? 178 00:07:53,795 --> 00:07:55,405 - Yeah. - Well, I... 179 00:07:55,505 --> 00:07:56,864 I don't know, I think it's magic. 180 00:07:56,964 --> 00:07:58,092 So do I. 181 00:07:59,093 --> 00:07:59,994 [chuckles] 182 00:08:00,094 --> 00:08:01,286 All right. Um... 183 00:08:01,386 --> 00:08:04,206 Well, I'm so sorry to intrude, but I, uh... 184 00:08:04,306 --> 00:08:05,499 Gosh, I'm kind of desperate, 185 00:08:05,599 --> 00:08:06,918 and I was hoping you guys could watch my kids. 186 00:08:07,018 --> 00:08:09,254 I just... I have an appointment. 187 00:08:09,354 --> 00:08:10,880 You know, actually, we were, uh, 188 00:08:10,980 --> 00:08:13,299 just talking about how we need some babysitting experience, 189 00:08:13,399 --> 00:08:14,844 so you'd actually be doing us the favor. 190 00:08:14,944 --> 00:08:16,762 - Oh, my gosh. Okay. All right. - [chuckles] 191 00:08:16,862 --> 00:08:18,723 - This is Elliott. - What's your name? 192 00:08:18,823 --> 00:08:21,100 All right, Elliott. How's it going, bud? 193 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:22,351 - Hey, hey. - And this is Ryan. 194 00:08:22,451 --> 00:08:23,645 Hey, Ryan. 195 00:08:23,745 --> 00:08:24,855 - Yeah, it is cold. - [chuckles] Um, all right, 196 00:08:24,955 --> 00:08:26,481 I'm gonna be, uh, an hour. 197 00:08:26,581 --> 00:08:28,650 I might be two hours. But I'll be right back, all right? 198 00:08:28,750 --> 00:08:30,110 Love you, love you, love you. 199 00:08:30,210 --> 00:08:31,253 You be good and help take care of your brother, okay? 200 00:08:31,253 --> 00:08:32,338 - Okay. - [chuckles] 201 00:08:34,173 --> 00:08:36,284 [laughs] 202 00:08:36,384 --> 00:08:38,745 ♪ soft, somber music ♪ 203 00:08:38,845 --> 00:08:40,847 ♪ 204 00:09:06,667 --> 00:09:08,670 ♪ 205 00:09:27,775 --> 00:09:28,842 [car door shuts in distance] 206 00:09:28,942 --> 00:09:30,052 [chuckles] 207 00:09:30,152 --> 00:09:32,221 [The Shivers' "Beauty" playing] 208 00:09:32,321 --> 00:09:34,324 [breathing heavily] 209 00:09:37,202 --> 00:09:38,828 [car door opens] 210 00:09:40,997 --> 00:09:42,332 [grunts softly] 211 00:09:44,460 --> 00:09:45,836 [exhales sharply] 212 00:09:47,505 --> 00:09:48,406 Heya. 213 00:09:48,506 --> 00:09:49,740 Hey, Kid. 214 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:52,327 Now, I'm really out of time. 215 00:09:52,427 --> 00:09:54,413 No, well, I only need a little bit of time. 216 00:09:54,513 --> 00:09:56,389 You said you had a surprise? 217 00:09:57,849 --> 00:09:58,809 Is it worth me being late? 218 00:09:59,851 --> 00:10:00,978 Get in the back. 219 00:10:02,230 --> 00:10:03,589 Right now. 220 00:10:03,689 --> 00:10:04,757 ♪ I live off love ♪ 221 00:10:04,857 --> 00:10:06,551 Take off your pants and your shoes. 222 00:10:06,651 --> 00:10:08,344 ♪ I breathe off love ♪ 223 00:10:08,444 --> 00:10:09,805 Go. 224 00:10:09,905 --> 00:10:11,390 ♪ I think of love ♪ 225 00:10:11,490 --> 00:10:12,766 ♪ I drink of love ♪ 226 00:10:12,866 --> 00:10:14,643 ♪ I sink in love ♪ 227 00:10:14,743 --> 00:10:18,940 ♪ And in the middle of the night ♪ 228 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:22,027 ♪ I need my love ♪ 229 00:10:22,127 --> 00:10:24,696 ♪ I need to grieve and need to need ♪ 230 00:10:24,796 --> 00:10:28,367 ♪ And be in love ♪ 231 00:10:28,467 --> 00:10:32,304 ♪ My love is gonna come to me ♪ 232 00:10:34,682 --> 00:10:36,268 ♪ Tonight... ♪ 233 00:10:37,978 --> 00:10:40,814 I got so hungry, I almost ate it. 234 00:10:43,733 --> 00:10:45,194 [Aidan chuckles] 235 00:10:50,908 --> 00:10:53,327 [laughs] 236 00:10:59,418 --> 00:11:03,698 ♪ I give my love and all my love to you, my love ♪ 237 00:11:03,798 --> 00:11:06,159 [chuckles] 238 00:11:06,259 --> 00:11:08,536 - ♪ I feast on love ♪ - Oh... 239 00:11:08,636 --> 00:11:11,832 ♪ A beast for love, release my love ♪ 240 00:11:11,932 --> 00:11:15,336 ♪ You're scared and unprepared for love ♪ 241 00:11:15,436 --> 00:11:18,130 - ♪ Don't care, my love ♪ - Holy shit, woman. 242 00:11:18,230 --> 00:11:21,468 ♪ 'Cause you're the only woman ♪ 243 00:11:21,568 --> 00:11:24,888 ♪ I've been dreaming of ♪ 244 00:11:24,988 --> 00:11:28,810 ♪ I swear to God, I'm loving you for that ♪ 245 00:11:28,910 --> 00:11:31,354 [moaning heavily] 246 00:11:31,454 --> 00:11:35,942 ♪ I swear to God, I'm making you my wife ♪ 247 00:11:36,042 --> 00:11:38,962 [both panting] 248 00:11:43,383 --> 00:11:46,346 Mmm, salty and sweet all together. 249 00:11:48,598 --> 00:11:51,476 ♪ And if you ever leave me... ♪ 250 00:11:54,687 --> 00:11:56,966 - What are you... - ♪ I never will be sore ♪ 251 00:11:57,066 --> 00:11:58,509 - Oh, God. - Take this off. 252 00:11:58,609 --> 00:12:00,886 [laughs] Oh, my God. 253 00:12:00,986 --> 00:12:04,975 ♪ I'll love you till you're lonely... ♪ 254 00:12:05,075 --> 00:12:09,229 Oh, I fucking love eating your goddamn pussy. 255 00:12:09,329 --> 00:12:11,565 [moaning, breathing heavily] 256 00:12:11,665 --> 00:12:13,334 ♪ Oh... ♪ 257 00:12:18,047 --> 00:12:20,967 Wait, wait, wait, wait. I don't want that gunk in me. 258 00:12:30,352 --> 00:12:33,022 [breathing heavily, moaning] 259 00:12:34,107 --> 00:12:36,176 ♪ There's nobody near me ♪ 260 00:12:36,276 --> 00:12:38,820 ♪ There never was ♪ 261 00:13:10,647 --> 00:13:12,816 Oh! 262 00:13:20,617 --> 00:13:23,354 [chuckles] 263 00:13:23,454 --> 00:13:25,815 - Did you come? - Yeah. 264 00:13:25,915 --> 00:13:27,608 [laughs] 265 00:13:27,708 --> 00:13:30,795 - Oh, my gosh. Are you close? - Yeah. 266 00:13:32,004 --> 00:13:33,407 Stop, stop. 267 00:13:33,507 --> 00:13:35,425 I want it in my mouth this time. 268 00:13:40,305 --> 00:13:41,557 Ooh. 269 00:13:42,850 --> 00:13:45,853 Ah... Oh! 270 00:13:46,896 --> 00:13:48,214 Oh, fuck. 271 00:13:48,314 --> 00:13:49,967 [breathing heavily] 272 00:13:50,067 --> 00:13:52,928 Lina. Fuck! Ah! 273 00:13:53,028 --> 00:13:56,448 [moaning] 274 00:14:03,873 --> 00:14:07,193 ♪ I give my love and all my love ♪ 275 00:14:07,293 --> 00:14:10,197 ♪ To you, my love ♪ 276 00:14:10,297 --> 00:14:12,616 - ♪ I feast on love... ♪ - Oh, my God... 277 00:14:12,716 --> 00:14:15,661 I never liked that, you know. 278 00:14:15,761 --> 00:14:17,914 Like, I only like that with you. 279 00:14:18,014 --> 00:14:21,017 Like, I love you in my mouth. 280 00:14:23,145 --> 00:14:25,131 I love me in your mouth, too. 281 00:14:25,231 --> 00:14:26,632 [chuckles] 282 00:14:26,732 --> 00:14:28,609 Aidan. 283 00:14:33,824 --> 00:14:36,827 I missed you these past couple weeks. 284 00:14:38,203 --> 00:14:41,957 Yeah. Yeah, I've been busy. 285 00:14:51,301 --> 00:14:53,554 [both panting] 286 00:14:57,975 --> 00:15:00,670 Oh, I see. You can go now. [dry chuckle] 287 00:15:00,770 --> 00:15:02,714 ♪ I never will be sore... ♪ 288 00:15:02,814 --> 00:15:05,133 Kid... 289 00:15:05,233 --> 00:15:07,094 I missed you, too. 290 00:15:07,194 --> 00:15:09,614 ♪ Till you're lonely ♪ 291 00:15:12,492 --> 00:15:16,437 You know that this is more than just sex for me. 292 00:15:16,537 --> 00:15:20,876 I-I'm not some... I'm not some player. 293 00:15:22,503 --> 00:15:25,364 ♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty... ♪ 294 00:15:25,464 --> 00:15:27,867 But, all the same, Mrs. Parrish, 295 00:15:27,967 --> 00:15:31,429 we got to stop meeting and making out like this. 296 00:15:33,014 --> 00:15:36,711 Uh, Aidan, I'd hardly call what we've been doing "makin' out." 297 00:15:36,811 --> 00:15:39,130 [laughs] 298 00:15:39,230 --> 00:15:42,842 I guess you're right, but I just meant that 299 00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:44,569 - we gotta-- - And, plus, Aidan... 300 00:15:46,571 --> 00:15:49,599 I am not gonna be "Mrs." much longer, 301 00:15:49,699 --> 00:15:51,868 'cause, uh... 302 00:15:53,579 --> 00:15:57,083 I'm separated now. Like, legally. 303 00:16:01,212 --> 00:16:04,033 Aidan? 304 00:16:04,133 --> 00:16:06,969 Yeah. Yeah, Kid. 305 00:16:08,303 --> 00:16:11,374 Look, listen, I don't want to hurt you. 306 00:16:11,474 --> 00:16:13,126 You could not hurt me. 307 00:16:13,226 --> 00:16:15,420 You silly man. [laughs] 308 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:17,047 -"I don't want to hurt you." - Well, I just mean that I... 309 00:16:17,147 --> 00:16:18,773 Shh, buddy. 310 00:16:28,451 --> 00:16:30,662 [sighs] 311 00:16:33,957 --> 00:16:36,001 I got to go, Kid. 312 00:16:47,389 --> 00:16:50,642 - Get your ass back in the car. - [laughs] 313 00:17:04,158 --> 00:17:05,726 - Bye, bud. - All right, bud. 314 00:17:05,826 --> 00:17:07,061 We'll do it again soon. 315 00:17:07,161 --> 00:17:08,771 - Help me get them in the car. - Is she asleep? 316 00:17:08,871 --> 00:17:10,940 - Oh, yeah. - Wow. Chivalry's not dead. 317 00:17:11,040 --> 00:17:12,249 [laughs] 318 00:17:13,251 --> 00:17:16,279 - How was it? - It was real good. 319 00:17:16,379 --> 00:17:18,573 - Good. - [car door slides open] 320 00:17:18,673 --> 00:17:20,325 Why, why is it so easy to say, like, 321 00:17:20,425 --> 00:17:23,329 "I love you inside me," 322 00:17:23,429 --> 00:17:25,331 but so hard to say, like, 323 00:17:25,431 --> 00:17:27,709 "I love you," like, period? 324 00:17:27,809 --> 00:17:29,669 [car door slides shut] 325 00:17:29,769 --> 00:17:32,840 - [Gia] I mean, I... - They're all set. 326 00:17:32,940 --> 00:17:35,359 - Thank you. - Yeah. 327 00:17:39,030 --> 00:17:40,223 - [clears throat] - Uh... 328 00:17:40,323 --> 00:17:41,558 [Lina] Thank you. 329 00:17:41,658 --> 00:17:43,143 - Bye-bye. Night. - Good night. 330 00:17:43,243 --> 00:17:44,853 - Drive safe. - Okay. 331 00:17:44,953 --> 00:17:46,663 - Thank you. - [Jack] Yeah. 332 00:17:51,085 --> 00:17:53,254 [country-rock music playing in background] 333 00:17:55,089 --> 00:17:57,242 Are you, uh... 334 00:17:57,342 --> 00:17:58,994 sure about this? 335 00:17:59,094 --> 00:18:01,455 You know it's not a choice. 336 00:18:01,555 --> 00:18:04,249 ♪ Rain or shine, we walk the line... ♪ 337 00:18:04,349 --> 00:18:06,044 [laughs] 338 00:18:06,144 --> 00:18:07,462 My mother did say to me once 339 00:18:07,562 --> 00:18:09,338 that if I ever sold her jewelry, 340 00:18:09,438 --> 00:18:11,966 she'd come back from the grave and bite my toes. 341 00:18:12,066 --> 00:18:15,220 Hmm. So you're sure. 342 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:16,597 Yeah. 343 00:18:16,697 --> 00:18:19,183 Four seventy-three, cash. 344 00:18:19,283 --> 00:18:22,019 Four hundred and seventy-three dollars? 345 00:18:22,119 --> 00:18:24,455 I can give you 500 on this Visa gift card. 346 00:18:25,874 --> 00:18:28,818 Let's take a look at this. 347 00:18:28,918 --> 00:18:30,904 Oh, this is not for sale. 348 00:18:31,004 --> 00:18:33,282 Looks heavy. 349 00:18:33,382 --> 00:18:35,034 ♪ Nothing but the open highway... ♪ 350 00:18:35,134 --> 00:18:36,160 [phone chimes] 351 00:18:36,260 --> 00:18:38,846 [clears throat] 352 00:18:40,014 --> 00:18:42,225 - Lina. - Oh, you're kidding. 353 00:18:44,060 --> 00:18:46,004 [clerk] So, cash or card for this? 354 00:18:46,104 --> 00:18:47,898 [sighs] 355 00:18:49,609 --> 00:18:53,429 ♪ Wild and free, wild and... ♪ 356 00:18:53,529 --> 00:18:54,847 Whoa, whoa, whoa, what are you doing? 357 00:18:54,947 --> 00:18:57,325 You don't have to do that. 358 00:18:58,535 --> 00:19:00,020 [Gia] I do. 359 00:19:00,120 --> 00:19:02,122 ♪ Wild and free... ♪ 360 00:19:04,458 --> 00:19:07,320 ♪ Nothing but the open highway ♪ 361 00:19:07,420 --> 00:19:09,881 [bubbling] 362 00:19:14,135 --> 00:19:15,970 [plastic rips off] 363 00:19:28,068 --> 00:19:30,470 - Hey. Hi. - Hi. 364 00:19:30,570 --> 00:19:32,013 - Hi. - [both laugh] 365 00:19:32,113 --> 00:19:33,014 Well, well, well. 366 00:19:33,114 --> 00:19:36,436 Oh, I thought you were done 367 00:19:36,536 --> 00:19:37,437 with this coven of witches. 368 00:19:37,537 --> 00:19:39,230 Well, I came to see you. 369 00:19:39,330 --> 00:19:41,023 Oh, God, sorry. I've been so busy. 370 00:19:41,123 --> 00:19:43,986 - Yeah, I... - I'm sure you have, too. 371 00:19:44,086 --> 00:19:45,779 Yeah. 372 00:19:45,879 --> 00:19:46,989 [awkward laughter] 373 00:19:47,089 --> 00:19:49,199 Um, I was thinking what about tonight, 374 00:19:49,299 --> 00:19:52,120 you and me, mai tais, Lennie's. 375 00:19:52,220 --> 00:19:53,329 We pretend we're in Hawaii. 376 00:19:53,429 --> 00:19:55,248 Ooh, that sounds really, 377 00:19:55,348 --> 00:19:56,708 really, really fun. Um... 378 00:19:56,808 --> 00:19:59,169 Oh, come on, come out. 379 00:19:59,269 --> 00:20:00,921 I gotta tell you about the last time with Aidan. 380 00:20:01,021 --> 00:20:03,632 Gia, it's like I don't even under-- 381 00:20:03,732 --> 00:20:05,301 Like, I gave him the best gosh darn blow job 382 00:20:05,401 --> 00:20:06,552 in the history of the world. 383 00:20:06,652 --> 00:20:07,928 Oh, yeah? [chuckles] 384 00:20:08,028 --> 00:20:09,681 I want to know everything. 385 00:20:09,781 --> 00:20:10,974 - Like, I don't even, like... - Hi, ladies. 386 00:20:11,074 --> 00:20:12,768 ...recognize myself at this point. 387 00:20:12,868 --> 00:20:14,227 [laughter] 388 00:20:14,327 --> 00:20:15,812 - You look amazing. - Oh, thank you. 389 00:20:15,912 --> 00:20:17,940 - Hi, gals. - [quietly] We'll talk later. 390 00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:19,067 - Lina. - Hi. 391 00:20:19,167 --> 00:20:21,152 - How you been? - Good. Really good. 392 00:20:21,252 --> 00:20:22,361 Like, crazy good. 393 00:20:22,461 --> 00:20:24,489 How's, uh, Aidan? Are you still seeing him? 394 00:20:24,589 --> 00:20:26,825 Am I still see-- Yeah. Oh, my goodness, yeah. 395 00:20:26,925 --> 00:20:28,994 - In fact-- - In fact what? 396 00:20:29,094 --> 00:20:30,621 Is he leaving his wife for you? 397 00:20:30,721 --> 00:20:33,248 [weak laughter] 398 00:20:33,348 --> 00:20:35,209 Something burns that bright, it's bound to burn out. 399 00:20:35,309 --> 00:20:37,003 - Uh-huh. - No offense. 400 00:20:37,103 --> 00:20:39,506 - Yeah. It's true. - Thank you. Hi. 401 00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:41,591 Oh, can I have one? 402 00:20:41,691 --> 00:20:45,096 Gia, you will not believe the latest. 403 00:20:45,196 --> 00:20:46,514 [Gia] Tell me everything. 404 00:20:46,614 --> 00:20:48,891 Did you like it, what-whatever it was? 405 00:20:48,991 --> 00:20:51,602 [Lizzie] Okay. Have you ever heard of a "butter churner"? 406 00:20:51,702 --> 00:20:53,188 You know, like the sex kind? 407 00:20:53,288 --> 00:20:55,232 [Gia] Butter churner? 408 00:20:55,332 --> 00:20:57,859 Uh, like the... 409 00:20:57,959 --> 00:21:00,045 [voices fade] 410 00:21:02,882 --> 00:21:04,784 ♪ intense music ♪ 411 00:21:04,884 --> 00:21:06,886 ♪ 412 00:21:26,908 --> 00:21:28,911 ♪ 413 00:21:44,594 --> 00:21:46,597 ♪ 414 00:21:52,353 --> 00:21:55,007 ♪ rock music playing ♪ 415 00:21:55,107 --> 00:21:56,633 [Gia] Wow. 416 00:21:56,733 --> 00:21:58,594 What's all this? 417 00:21:58,694 --> 00:22:00,696 ♪ singer singing indistinctly ♪ 418 00:22:02,489 --> 00:22:05,285 Isn't today your mother's birthday? 419 00:22:08,204 --> 00:22:10,523 [Jack clears throat] 420 00:22:10,623 --> 00:22:12,526 Oh, my God. 421 00:22:12,626 --> 00:22:15,171 ♪ 422 00:22:18,007 --> 00:22:19,049 What... 423 00:22:20,593 --> 00:22:22,470 [Jack clears throat] 424 00:22:23,763 --> 00:22:26,166 [chuckles] 425 00:22:26,266 --> 00:22:28,085 - Oh, my God. - What? 426 00:22:28,185 --> 00:22:30,421 - Oh, yeah, um-- - What?! 427 00:22:30,521 --> 00:22:32,632 The pawn guy felt bad, so he sold it back at a loss. 428 00:22:32,732 --> 00:22:35,051 How-how did you buy this back? 429 00:22:35,151 --> 00:22:37,136 [exhales sharply] Doesn't really matter. 430 00:22:37,236 --> 00:22:38,722 But, uh, you know, walking to work is 431 00:22:38,822 --> 00:22:40,532 really gonna get me back in shape. 432 00:22:46,872 --> 00:22:49,209 ♪ 433 00:22:55,590 --> 00:22:59,036 You sold your car to buy my mother's necklace back? 434 00:22:59,136 --> 00:23:01,247 [sighs] I did. 435 00:23:01,347 --> 00:23:04,333 Jack, that's, like, the stupidest thing 436 00:23:04,433 --> 00:23:06,795 - in the fucking world. - I know. 437 00:23:06,895 --> 00:23:08,964 No, look, we live in the middle of nowhere, dude. 438 00:23:09,064 --> 00:23:11,508 - We have to have a fucking car. - I know. 439 00:23:11,608 --> 00:23:14,429 It's like the most idiotic thing in the fucking world! 440 00:23:14,529 --> 00:23:16,097 Believe me, I know. 441 00:23:16,197 --> 00:23:17,682 [laughs] 442 00:23:17,782 --> 00:23:19,992 Wha-- 443 00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:27,251 It's also, like... 444 00:23:30,629 --> 00:23:34,284 You're... 445 00:23:34,384 --> 00:23:35,660 great. 446 00:23:35,760 --> 00:23:37,912 - [both chuckle] - You know that? 447 00:23:38,012 --> 00:23:40,248 Look, I just thought that maybe tonight 448 00:23:40,348 --> 00:23:42,601 you could tell me about her. 449 00:23:43,727 --> 00:23:46,338 Stay right there. 450 00:23:46,438 --> 00:23:48,357 Over one of these. 451 00:23:55,615 --> 00:23:58,895 - Her beer. - Her beer. 452 00:23:58,995 --> 00:24:02,331 Oh, you listen so much. 453 00:24:07,087 --> 00:24:08,839 So do you. 454 00:24:16,890 --> 00:24:18,391 Thank you. 455 00:24:20,226 --> 00:24:21,936 Don't do that. 456 00:24:24,982 --> 00:24:26,884 [both chuckle] 457 00:24:26,984 --> 00:24:28,302 [Jack clears throat] 458 00:24:28,402 --> 00:24:29,929 [sniffs] 459 00:24:30,029 --> 00:24:32,389 - Whoa. - Okay, all right, sure, 460 00:24:32,489 --> 00:24:34,810 so it's not up to foodie standards, 461 00:24:34,910 --> 00:24:37,270 but it's, you know, it's not like 462 00:24:37,370 --> 00:24:38,605 sit-on-the-ground bad. 463 00:24:38,705 --> 00:24:40,857 Hey, you all right? 464 00:24:40,957 --> 00:24:43,127 [Jack] Triplets. 465 00:24:48,007 --> 00:24:51,161 - Well, that's her. She's back. - Stop. 466 00:24:51,261 --> 00:24:53,055 I'm not kidding. 467 00:24:55,140 --> 00:24:57,726 I mean, that's what I believe, you know. Like... 468 00:25:00,188 --> 00:25:02,549 Kids that disappear, 469 00:25:02,649 --> 00:25:04,717 miscarriages and stuff, 470 00:25:04,817 --> 00:25:08,196 they're just waiting. 471 00:25:10,241 --> 00:25:12,393 And eventually they come. 472 00:25:12,493 --> 00:25:16,163 That's sweet. 473 00:25:19,793 --> 00:25:21,545 So... 474 00:25:23,922 --> 00:25:25,507 So? 475 00:25:28,302 --> 00:25:30,413 [Gia sighs] 476 00:25:30,513 --> 00:25:33,516 What, you-you really want to do this again? 477 00:25:34,725 --> 00:25:36,795 It's not again. 478 00:25:36,895 --> 00:25:38,755 And yes. 479 00:25:38,855 --> 00:25:40,299 - Really? Because... - Yeah. Yeah, I do. 480 00:25:40,399 --> 00:25:42,217 ...we live in Indiana. 481 00:25:42,317 --> 00:25:45,013 Okay? We have no money. 482 00:25:45,113 --> 00:25:47,056 You work at Kmart, 483 00:25:47,156 --> 00:25:49,392 my book is going fucking nowhere. 484 00:25:49,492 --> 00:25:51,452 We don't even have a fucking car! 485 00:25:56,208 --> 00:26:00,488 I really hope that our baby doesn't inherit your pessimism. 486 00:26:00,588 --> 00:26:02,757 [scoffs] 487 00:26:03,800 --> 00:26:05,410 You know what? I have some good news of my own. 488 00:26:05,510 --> 00:26:07,829 Mm-hmm? 489 00:26:07,929 --> 00:26:10,875 I got a bonus of 28 bucks 490 00:26:10,975 --> 00:26:12,710 for being the top seller of the deluxe 491 00:26:12,810 --> 00:26:16,798 combo photo package at Kmart this month. 492 00:26:16,898 --> 00:26:18,549 That's a sign. 493 00:26:18,649 --> 00:26:20,093 Oh, my God. 494 00:26:20,193 --> 00:26:23,430 It's a fucking sign that everything is gonna be okay. 495 00:26:23,530 --> 00:26:25,265 Look at this. 496 00:26:25,365 --> 00:26:27,392 - Ew. Ew! - Look at this. Come on. 497 00:26:27,492 --> 00:26:30,605 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 498 00:26:30,705 --> 00:26:32,482 ♪ "My Mona Lisa" by Terry Blackwell ♪ 499 00:26:32,582 --> 00:26:35,944 ♪ Come, little darlin' ♪ 500 00:26:36,044 --> 00:26:40,282 ♪ Won't you tell me of your sins ♪ 501 00:26:40,382 --> 00:26:43,536 ♪ Open up your secrets ♪ 502 00:26:43,636 --> 00:26:47,432 ♪ Let me in, let me in... ♪ 503 00:26:48,892 --> 00:26:51,753 [Gia] Where had he first seen her? 504 00:26:51,853 --> 00:26:54,297 Her legs, even in her old age, 505 00:26:54,397 --> 00:26:56,692 were absurdly feminine. 506 00:26:57,735 --> 00:26:59,762 I can imagine being inside this man's head 507 00:26:59,862 --> 00:27:02,156 and seeing my mother's legs and following them. 508 00:27:05,285 --> 00:27:07,604 One inheritance of living under the male gaze for centuries 509 00:27:07,704 --> 00:27:09,898 is that heterosexual women 510 00:27:09,998 --> 00:27:12,610 often look at other women the way a man would. 511 00:27:12,710 --> 00:27:15,129 [gasps] 512 00:27:16,422 --> 00:27:18,408 My mother is dead now, 513 00:27:18,508 --> 00:27:21,579 so I can't ask her why she allowed it, day after day. 514 00:27:21,679 --> 00:27:24,540 She was not the type of woman to take pleasure in this. 515 00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:27,168 But I can't know for sure. 516 00:27:27,268 --> 00:27:31,840 ♪ In my dreams forever ♪ 517 00:27:31,940 --> 00:27:34,676 ♪ My chanteuse... ♪ 518 00:27:34,776 --> 00:27:36,778 [moans softly] 519 00:27:39,991 --> 00:27:42,143 [Gia] My mother never spoke about what she wanted. 520 00:27:42,243 --> 00:27:44,245 ♪ 521 00:27:56,926 --> 00:27:58,578 - ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ - [laughter] 522 00:27:58,678 --> 00:28:01,372 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 523 00:28:01,472 --> 00:28:05,586 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Mom ♪ 524 00:28:05,686 --> 00:28:09,106 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 525 00:28:10,482 --> 00:28:12,818 [cheers and applause] 526 00:28:15,447 --> 00:28:17,599 [phone chiming] 527 00:28:17,699 --> 00:28:19,701 [indistinct chatter] 528 00:28:24,832 --> 00:28:27,235 [sighs] No cake, Lina? 529 00:28:27,335 --> 00:28:29,712 What? I did have some. It was real good. 530 00:28:33,550 --> 00:28:35,594 Hey, um... 531 00:28:36,929 --> 00:28:38,539 Y'all were right about the bracelet. 532 00:28:38,639 --> 00:28:41,501 It was... the right thing to do. 533 00:28:41,601 --> 00:28:43,253 [chuckles] 534 00:28:43,353 --> 00:28:45,922 Uh, can you help and load the dishwasher, Lina? 535 00:28:46,022 --> 00:28:47,590 I'm gonna check that Mom's all set. 536 00:28:47,690 --> 00:28:49,276 Yep. 537 00:28:51,278 --> 00:28:52,638 [exhales sharply] 538 00:28:52,738 --> 00:28:55,266 Okay, this is why I was saying it'd be easier 539 00:28:55,366 --> 00:28:56,767 if y'all used plastic. 540 00:28:56,867 --> 00:28:59,312 This isn't a picnic. She wanted real plates. 541 00:28:59,412 --> 00:29:01,690 - Okay. - [plates clattering] 542 00:29:01,790 --> 00:29:03,817 [phone chiming] 543 00:29:03,917 --> 00:29:04,918 Ooh. 544 00:29:07,588 --> 00:29:09,590 [clears throat] Uh, okay. 545 00:29:12,051 --> 00:29:15,163 - Okay. - [doorbell rings] 546 00:29:15,263 --> 00:29:16,248 [Randy] What are you looking for? 547 00:29:16,348 --> 00:29:18,333 I'm looking for, um, the gloves. 548 00:29:18,433 --> 00:29:19,768 I just got my nails done. 549 00:29:23,522 --> 00:29:25,508 [Rosemary] Ed, you made it. 550 00:29:25,608 --> 00:29:27,177 - Glad you made it. - Daddy! 551 00:29:27,277 --> 00:29:28,761 - Happy birthday. - Oh, thank you. 552 00:29:28,861 --> 00:29:31,097 - Daddy! - Oh, hello... 553 00:29:31,197 --> 00:29:34,977 What is wrong with you? Inviting Ed? 554 00:29:35,077 --> 00:29:37,897 Mom wanted him here, so you can deal with it. 555 00:29:37,997 --> 00:29:39,832 [Randy] It's her day. 556 00:29:44,504 --> 00:29:47,115 Where you going? 557 00:29:47,215 --> 00:29:48,883 - Where are you going? - Lina! 558 00:29:50,093 --> 00:29:53,414 ♪ melancholy music ♪ 559 00:29:53,514 --> 00:29:57,210 You know, having a baby is one thing, but... 560 00:29:57,310 --> 00:29:59,713 [exhales] ...buying furniture together? 561 00:29:59,813 --> 00:30:01,715 There ain't no escape now. 562 00:30:01,815 --> 00:30:04,510 This shit was, like, $35, dude. 563 00:30:04,610 --> 00:30:07,221 I can survive losing this in the breakup. 564 00:30:07,321 --> 00:30:09,933 Ew! We are not gonna break up. 565 00:30:10,033 --> 00:30:11,643 - [phone vibrates, chimes] - You say that now. 566 00:30:11,743 --> 00:30:14,020 I'll say it every day, all day. 567 00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:15,313 Oh, my God, fuckin' Lina. 568 00:30:15,413 --> 00:30:17,483 Again. Jesus. 569 00:30:17,583 --> 00:30:20,861 [sighs] You know, she's a real, uh, sweet lady, 570 00:30:20,961 --> 00:30:23,405 but there are, like, no boundaries there. 571 00:30:23,505 --> 00:30:26,743 Yeah, well, what Lina and I are doing is not, like, 572 00:30:26,843 --> 00:30:28,119 cut and dry. 573 00:30:28,219 --> 00:30:29,830 You know, I'm not the one who gets to say 574 00:30:29,930 --> 00:30:31,706 what the boundaries are. 575 00:30:31,806 --> 00:30:33,959 [knock on door] 576 00:30:34,059 --> 00:30:35,253 No fuckin' way. 577 00:30:35,353 --> 00:30:37,922 - Hey. What's going on? - Hi. 578 00:30:38,022 --> 00:30:39,841 Are you, like, getting my, my texts? 579 00:30:39,941 --> 00:30:43,177 Yeah, but we're-- I-- 580 00:30:43,277 --> 00:30:44,388 Hey, Jack. Sorry. 581 00:30:44,488 --> 00:30:47,683 I'm gonna-- There's something... 582 00:30:47,783 --> 00:30:48,934 Hi. 583 00:30:49,034 --> 00:30:50,978 You can't drop me like this. 584 00:30:51,078 --> 00:30:52,897 Huh? I-I would never-- 585 00:30:52,997 --> 00:30:55,316 It's like Aidan is just totally, he's, like, drifting away, 586 00:30:55,416 --> 00:30:57,652 so you, like, cannot do this, too. 587 00:30:57,752 --> 00:30:59,404 - Like, freezing me out. - I'm not. I promise. 588 00:30:59,504 --> 00:31:00,738 Like, I thought I was more than a subject. 589 00:31:00,838 --> 00:31:01,866 Dude. 590 00:31:01,966 --> 00:31:03,409 Like, what am I supposed to-- 591 00:31:03,509 --> 00:31:05,536 You are, you are. I'm sorry. 592 00:31:05,636 --> 00:31:09,582 It's-- You-- I-I-I'm so sorry, I've just been... 593 00:31:09,682 --> 00:31:11,518 Well, tell me. 594 00:31:13,395 --> 00:31:15,630 Want to make a plan? Tomorrow, maybe? 595 00:31:15,730 --> 00:31:20,553 Yeah, um, I'm tanning tomorrow, and then, um-- 596 00:31:20,653 --> 00:31:23,347 What if-- Will you come, uh, come tan with me? 597 00:31:23,447 --> 00:31:26,726 Yeah, sure. Tan. Yeah. 598 00:31:26,826 --> 00:31:27,685 - Awesome. - Great. 599 00:31:27,785 --> 00:31:29,563 Um, I need a ride. 600 00:31:29,663 --> 00:31:31,398 Okay. I'll pick you up, 1:30. 601 00:31:31,498 --> 00:31:32,900 Yeah. 602 00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:34,943 Okay, okay, I don't want to intrude, so... 603 00:31:35,043 --> 00:31:36,613 - Okay, 1:30, though. - Yeah. 604 00:31:36,713 --> 00:31:37,614 - You promise? - Yes! 605 00:31:37,714 --> 00:31:39,215 Okay. 606 00:31:41,843 --> 00:31:43,845 [thunder rumbling] 607 00:31:45,514 --> 00:31:48,017 [wind whooshing] 608 00:31:52,062 --> 00:31:54,549 [Lina] I don't even think it's me, 609 00:31:54,649 --> 00:31:56,676 'cause, like, he-- It's not-- 610 00:31:56,776 --> 00:31:58,595 He wouldn't even look at me. [scoffs] 611 00:31:58,695 --> 00:32:01,014 [Gia] Well, he's probably just tired from work. 612 00:32:01,114 --> 00:32:02,933 No, that's not-- I'm saying, like, 613 00:32:03,033 --> 00:32:05,144 I feel like I'm losing him even when I'm with him now. 614 00:32:05,244 --> 00:32:07,980 Like, whenever he is not in me, 615 00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:10,041 I have no idea where he is. 616 00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:14,029 I'm sure that's not true. 617 00:32:14,129 --> 00:32:15,781 You're sure, huh? [chuckles] 618 00:32:15,881 --> 00:32:19,743 - [alarm powering up] - What the fuck is that?! 619 00:32:19,843 --> 00:32:22,622 - Oh, my gosh! - What are you doing? 620 00:32:22,722 --> 00:32:24,374 - Nina, what is happening? - [alarm wailing] 621 00:32:24,474 --> 00:32:25,583 Basement, ladies! 622 00:32:25,683 --> 00:32:28,294 It's a tornado warning. Come on. 623 00:32:28,394 --> 00:32:30,397 [thunder rumbling outside] 624 00:32:33,359 --> 00:32:35,010 If you didn't want to come tan with me, 625 00:32:35,110 --> 00:32:37,154 you could have just told me. 626 00:32:38,364 --> 00:32:40,283 Sorry. 627 00:32:43,328 --> 00:32:45,455 You have snacks? [chuckles] 628 00:32:54,715 --> 00:32:57,452 You pregnant? 629 00:32:57,552 --> 00:33:00,038 - How-- - Oh, my gosh. 630 00:33:00,138 --> 00:33:02,082 - How do you know? - Wait. How long have you known? 631 00:33:02,182 --> 00:33:04,794 - Like, five minutes. - Why didn't you tell me? 632 00:33:04,894 --> 00:33:08,882 Because it's, like, like, so early, 633 00:33:08,982 --> 00:33:11,009 and after last time, I'm not telling anyone 634 00:33:11,109 --> 00:33:12,886 - until it loses its first tooth. - No, no. 635 00:33:12,986 --> 00:33:16,182 - It'll be okay. - Oh, will it? 636 00:33:16,282 --> 00:33:19,827 'Cause, um, I'm actually pretty scared. 637 00:33:21,954 --> 00:33:23,623 I just want it to... 638 00:33:25,959 --> 00:33:29,196 I mean, even if this thing sticks, like, 639 00:33:29,296 --> 00:33:31,782 I hardly know Jack, you know. 640 00:33:31,882 --> 00:33:33,117 He could turn out to be a total psychopath. 641 00:33:33,217 --> 00:33:34,160 Oh, yeah, I'm sure 642 00:33:34,260 --> 00:33:37,163 that angel will be a psychopath. 643 00:33:37,263 --> 00:33:39,165 You're crazy. 644 00:33:39,265 --> 00:33:40,459 You're one of the lucky ones. 645 00:33:40,559 --> 00:33:42,252 - Nothing bad is gonna happen. - No, I'm not. 646 00:33:42,352 --> 00:33:44,713 Gia, even when you try to wreck it, it still works out. 647 00:33:44,813 --> 00:33:46,256 You act like a jerk and run away, 648 00:33:46,356 --> 00:33:48,592 and he follows you and wants to have a baby with you. 649 00:33:48,692 --> 00:33:51,304 So. Whereas, I wasn't even trying to make a mistake. 650 00:33:51,404 --> 00:33:52,889 I was doing everything I could to make it work out, 651 00:33:52,989 --> 00:33:55,058 and I still ruined things with Aidan in high school. So... 652 00:33:55,158 --> 00:33:57,853 He blew you off. I mean, what could you have done? 653 00:33:57,953 --> 00:33:59,146 Yeah, well, with the stories going around, 654 00:33:59,246 --> 00:34:01,774 - I could not blame him for that. - Stories? 655 00:34:01,874 --> 00:34:04,318 About the other guys and the whole thing. 656 00:34:04,418 --> 00:34:05,694 What other guys? 657 00:34:05,794 --> 00:34:07,572 At the party. I told you that. 658 00:34:07,672 --> 00:34:10,158 No. Nope. Pretty sure you didn't. 659 00:34:10,258 --> 00:34:11,451 Well, there's not much to tell. 660 00:34:11,551 --> 00:34:13,328 I was very stupid and hurt Aidan, 661 00:34:13,428 --> 00:34:16,040 and that was that. 662 00:34:16,140 --> 00:34:18,292 Okay. So what happened? 663 00:34:18,392 --> 00:34:19,669 [both laugh] 664 00:34:19,769 --> 00:34:21,295 We're really gonna talk about this right now? 665 00:34:21,395 --> 00:34:22,630 Yeah. 666 00:34:22,730 --> 00:34:26,301 Um, so this is sophomore year of high school. 667 00:34:26,401 --> 00:34:29,638 Uh, Aidan and I had been dating for, like, three months. 668 00:34:29,738 --> 00:34:31,723 - Uh-huh. - Eighty-seven days. 669 00:34:31,823 --> 00:34:33,560 I mean, I've always been a counter. 670 00:34:33,660 --> 00:34:35,603 - Oh, my God. - I wasn't cool, like you. 671 00:34:35,703 --> 00:34:39,482 Um, so, um, yeah, we were dating, 672 00:34:39,582 --> 00:34:43,571 and one day, just suddenly, Aidan just started backing off 673 00:34:43,671 --> 00:34:45,656 like he is now. Um... 674 00:34:45,756 --> 00:34:48,200 And just not calling me as much. 675 00:34:48,300 --> 00:34:50,094 And, uh... 676 00:34:51,638 --> 00:34:53,999 He didn't make plans with me one weekend. 677 00:34:54,099 --> 00:34:56,293 - Mm-hmm. - And I-I-- 678 00:34:56,393 --> 00:34:58,920 I mean, you know, back then, one Saturday night 679 00:34:59,020 --> 00:35:01,257 without plans with your guy, it's like the end of the world. 680 00:35:01,357 --> 00:35:02,717 Yeah. 681 00:35:02,817 --> 00:35:04,260 And I just... 682 00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:06,387 I just loved him so much. 683 00:35:06,487 --> 00:35:07,972 - And I didn't know what to do. - Ah. 684 00:35:08,072 --> 00:35:10,225 And um, so, that Friday, 685 00:35:10,325 --> 00:35:12,227 this guy, Jeff, asks me to a party, right? 686 00:35:12,327 --> 00:35:13,770 - Mm-hmm. - I say "yes," 687 00:35:13,870 --> 00:35:16,023 'cause I'm just hoping it'll make Aidan jealous. 688 00:35:16,123 --> 00:35:17,400 But I should've just talked to him first 689 00:35:17,500 --> 00:35:18,818 and trusted he'd come around. 690 00:35:18,918 --> 00:35:21,112 I don't know why I can't, like, just talk to him. 691 00:35:21,212 --> 00:35:23,198 - [inhales sharply] - But you were a kid. 692 00:35:23,298 --> 00:35:25,533 Yeah, and I was very stupid. 693 00:35:25,633 --> 00:35:29,413 Because... So, basically, Jeff picks me up, it's not a party. 694 00:35:29,513 --> 00:35:31,916 It's four guys drinking in someone's basement. 695 00:35:32,016 --> 00:35:34,210 - Oh. - Yeah. 696 00:35:34,310 --> 00:35:35,837 - [chuckles] See, even you know. - Oh. 697 00:35:35,937 --> 00:35:39,049 I was like, "Hi, guys!" Um, yeah, it was so stupid. 698 00:35:39,149 --> 00:35:40,759 And I should've known better. Should've known better 699 00:35:40,859 --> 00:35:42,928 than to drink what they gave me, and, um-- 700 00:35:43,028 --> 00:35:45,264 These were boys that you knew, boys from your high school? 701 00:35:45,364 --> 00:35:47,600 Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, but still. 702 00:35:47,700 --> 00:35:50,937 Anyway, it's not like it hurt-- your face-- 703 00:35:51,037 --> 00:35:53,357 - even though, um, it was, uh-- - Oh, my God. 704 00:35:53,457 --> 00:35:55,734 'Cause, no, what they gave me, like, really, I mean, it works. 705 00:35:55,834 --> 00:35:57,653 - It knocked me out. - Lina. 706 00:35:57,753 --> 00:35:59,696 You know, I did not feel anything, 707 00:35:59,796 --> 00:36:01,199 and, um, really too out of it 708 00:36:01,299 --> 00:36:03,451 to be scared, and I really only remember, like, 709 00:36:03,551 --> 00:36:05,662 two of them... doing it. 710 00:36:05,762 --> 00:36:07,664 - Um... yeah. - Oh, my God. 711 00:36:07,764 --> 00:36:10,668 Uh, and then, so, afterwards, Jeff drove me home, 712 00:36:10,768 --> 00:36:13,128 and I'm like, silent, like, do not say anything 713 00:36:13,228 --> 00:36:15,172 'cause I don't want to give them a reason 714 00:36:15,272 --> 00:36:16,841 to call me a bitch at school. 715 00:36:16,941 --> 00:36:18,509 I do say, "Please don't tell anyone." 716 00:36:18,609 --> 00:36:20,136 They, of course, do. 717 00:36:20,236 --> 00:36:21,596 It gets back to Aidan. 718 00:36:21,696 --> 00:36:23,181 "Lina went with four guys in one night." 719 00:36:23,281 --> 00:36:24,808 And that was the whole, like... 720 00:36:24,908 --> 00:36:27,352 Just like that, turned his back on me, and... 721 00:36:27,452 --> 00:36:30,398 - I just, I'm... - Like... 722 00:36:30,498 --> 00:36:33,359 - [exhales] I'm so sorry... - Mm-hmm. 723 00:36:33,459 --> 00:36:35,486 - ...that that happened to you. - Yeah. 724 00:36:35,586 --> 00:36:38,365 You have been dealing with that trauma this whole time. 725 00:36:38,465 --> 00:36:41,410 Yeah. Uh, the... Oh, no. 726 00:36:41,510 --> 00:36:44,037 Like, it makes complete sense 727 00:36:44,137 --> 00:36:45,999 why you would marry a guy who wouldn't kiss you. 728 00:36:46,099 --> 00:36:48,668 - Because of the-- - Like, it probably allowed you 729 00:36:48,768 --> 00:36:50,587 to feel some kind of sense of control over what-- 730 00:36:50,687 --> 00:36:53,506 Wait, no. No, no. Um, the, what, the... 731 00:36:53,606 --> 00:36:55,050 Are you talking about what happened with the guys? 732 00:36:55,150 --> 00:36:56,468 - Yes. - That's not... No, no. 733 00:36:56,568 --> 00:36:58,137 That's not why I... The-the problem was 734 00:36:58,237 --> 00:37:00,347 I lost confidence after I lost Aidan. Like, I would've... 735 00:37:00,447 --> 00:37:01,765 Gosh, I would've married someone different 736 00:37:01,865 --> 00:37:03,351 if someone else had been interested. 737 00:37:03,451 --> 00:37:04,895 - Well-- - But I didn't have 738 00:37:04,995 --> 00:37:06,104 the confidence to attract anyone but Ed. 739 00:37:06,204 --> 00:37:07,731 - Yeah, of course. - Because of the-- 740 00:37:07,831 --> 00:37:09,274 Because it, like, ripples through the rest of your life. 741 00:37:09,374 --> 00:37:10,942 Dude, the trauma of assault, that, like, it can affect 742 00:37:11,042 --> 00:37:12,612 - all of your choices-- - Wait. Can you stop saying that? 743 00:37:12,712 --> 00:37:15,364 - Losing Aidan was the trauma. - No, that's not true. 744 00:37:15,464 --> 00:37:17,950 Huh? [scoffs] 745 00:37:18,050 --> 00:37:20,203 It's... I just, I just think, there's, like, there's no way-- 746 00:37:20,303 --> 00:37:22,664 It's my fault that I went with those guys, right? 747 00:37:22,764 --> 00:37:24,833 - If I had trusted Aidan-- - It is not your fault. Lina. 748 00:37:24,933 --> 00:37:26,710 - It... literally is. - Dude. 749 00:37:26,810 --> 00:37:29,254 It is not, and you're sticking 750 00:37:29,354 --> 00:37:31,257 to this story so that he stays blameless, 751 00:37:31,357 --> 00:37:33,426 but Lina, Aidan is a fucking asshole. 752 00:37:33,526 --> 00:37:35,303 Stop! What... 753 00:37:35,403 --> 00:37:37,180 - [chuckles] - You were raped. 754 00:37:37,280 --> 00:37:39,975 - You were, you were raped... - Uh-- 755 00:37:40,075 --> 00:37:41,769 ...and he just, like, turned his back on you? 756 00:37:41,869 --> 00:37:43,187 - Aidan knew me. - Oh, he knew you? 757 00:37:43,287 --> 00:37:44,855 Our connection even then was crazy. 758 00:37:44,955 --> 00:37:46,524 - Lina, he knew you. Really? - Yes. 759 00:37:46,624 --> 00:37:47,943 Because you hadn't had sex with him, right? 760 00:37:48,043 --> 00:37:49,236 - Yeah. - And it was just, like, 761 00:37:49,336 --> 00:37:51,321 kissing and touching, all very PG-13, 762 00:37:51,421 --> 00:37:53,657 and then, like, what? Out of the blue one day, 763 00:37:53,757 --> 00:37:55,952 he hears a rumor that you fucked four guys, 764 00:37:56,052 --> 00:37:58,454 while you're still his girlfriend, in one night, 765 00:37:58,554 --> 00:38:00,122 and he believes that shit? 766 00:38:00,222 --> 00:38:02,124 Like, he thinks that that's true, 767 00:38:02,224 --> 00:38:04,085 that you would just do that willingly? 768 00:38:04,185 --> 00:38:06,296 If he knew you, if he really fucking knew you, 769 00:38:06,396 --> 00:38:08,173 why would he ever, ever believe that? 770 00:38:08,273 --> 00:38:11,176 - I don't know. We were-- - Because he didn't see you. 771 00:38:11,276 --> 00:38:13,972 Like, not as a human, a human being. 772 00:38:14,072 --> 00:38:16,724 Where was his kindness and his, like, compassion 773 00:38:16,824 --> 00:38:18,351 and-and his humanity? 774 00:38:18,451 --> 00:38:21,604 - Quantum of solace, man! - Mm. 775 00:38:21,704 --> 00:38:23,983 Like, you were, you were, like, dying, 776 00:38:24,083 --> 00:38:25,985 - and he turned his back on you. - Oh, my God. I was not dying. 777 00:38:26,085 --> 00:38:27,736 Gia, calm down. I was fine. He-- 778 00:38:27,836 --> 00:38:29,613 - You were not fine! - Aidan was hurt 779 00:38:29,713 --> 00:38:31,032 because he felt cheated on. If you look 780 00:38:31,132 --> 00:38:32,450 at the brass tacks of it, he was! 781 00:38:32,550 --> 00:38:34,035 You have to stop defending him. 782 00:38:34,135 --> 00:38:35,512 You're the one obsessing all the time about your trauma. 783 00:38:35,512 --> 00:38:36,846 You're the one that can't get over what happened to you. 784 00:38:36,846 --> 00:38:38,123 Not me. It's, like, your whole personality! 785 00:38:38,223 --> 00:38:39,749 Whoa. Wow. 786 00:38:39,849 --> 00:38:43,087 - I'm s-- - Wow. 787 00:38:43,187 --> 00:38:45,172 It is not like I chose to lose both 788 00:38:45,272 --> 00:38:47,550 of my fucking parents before I turned 24. 789 00:38:47,650 --> 00:38:48,969 But you choose how you get to live with it. 790 00:38:49,069 --> 00:38:50,387 - Yeah. - I should get to do that, too. 791 00:38:50,487 --> 00:38:53,573 [loud beeping] 792 00:39:07,298 --> 00:39:09,200 ♪ slow, melancholy music ♪ 793 00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:11,302 ♪ 794 00:39:12,886 --> 00:39:16,458 [Gia] We are, each of us, afraid of something dark, 795 00:39:16,558 --> 00:39:19,769 something in the shadows we cannot admit. 796 00:39:21,813 --> 00:39:24,467 A woman tried to tell me she was more broken 797 00:39:24,567 --> 00:39:28,429 over unrequited love than a group rape, 798 00:39:28,529 --> 00:39:30,823 and it was hard for me to believe her. 799 00:39:31,991 --> 00:39:33,602 But why? 800 00:39:33,702 --> 00:39:36,246 Why did I want to read my experience onto hers? 801 00:39:38,498 --> 00:39:41,376 Who the fuck did I think I was to do that? 802 00:39:42,962 --> 00:39:45,073 Who the fuck do any of us think we are, 803 00:39:45,173 --> 00:39:48,384 to understand another woman's whole life? 804 00:39:50,303 --> 00:39:52,248 [keys clacking] 805 00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:54,350 ♪ 806 00:39:57,519 --> 00:39:59,522 [inhales deeply] 807 00:40:10,993 --> 00:40:13,104 [vehicle engine approaching] 808 00:40:13,204 --> 00:40:15,956 [exhales] 809 00:40:33,226 --> 00:40:35,229 - [truck door opens] - [door sensor dinging] 810 00:40:37,439 --> 00:40:40,567 - Hey, Kid. - [laughs] 811 00:40:43,905 --> 00:40:45,682 [Aidan laughs] 812 00:40:45,782 --> 00:40:49,703 Ah, I had to move a mountain, but... I got here. 813 00:41:10,310 --> 00:41:12,879 Hey, Kid, I don't got a lot of time. 814 00:41:12,979 --> 00:41:14,339 [Lina chuckles softly] 815 00:41:14,439 --> 00:41:16,925 Hey, wait. 816 00:41:17,025 --> 00:41:18,526 What's up? 817 00:41:21,113 --> 00:41:23,515 Why... 818 00:41:23,615 --> 00:41:26,685 did you believe that story about me in high school? 819 00:41:26,785 --> 00:41:30,357 About the, um... 820 00:41:30,457 --> 00:41:34,486 that I slept with those guys? 821 00:41:34,586 --> 00:41:36,989 Because... you knew how I felt about you, right? 822 00:41:37,089 --> 00:41:39,951 And that I would never, ever have done that 823 00:41:40,051 --> 00:41:43,220 with anyone before you, anyone but you. 824 00:41:45,390 --> 00:41:47,684 Not willingly, anyway. 825 00:41:48,727 --> 00:41:50,854 What story? 826 00:42:00,740 --> 00:42:02,283 You don't remember? 827 00:42:03,911 --> 00:42:05,312 No. 828 00:42:05,412 --> 00:42:07,748 - Wha...? - [groans] 829 00:42:09,291 --> 00:42:11,628 That's so much worse. 830 00:42:15,048 --> 00:42:17,759 That's worse than what happened, that you don't remember. 831 00:42:22,848 --> 00:42:24,959 Well... 832 00:42:25,059 --> 00:42:27,812 we're old as fuck now, Kid. 833 00:42:29,063 --> 00:42:30,883 I-I can't remember what... 834 00:42:30,983 --> 00:42:33,402 what happened back in the Stone Age. 835 00:42:37,197 --> 00:42:38,725 I... 836 00:42:38,825 --> 00:42:40,493 Forgive me? 837 00:42:44,831 --> 00:42:46,834 Uh... 838 00:42:48,252 --> 00:42:50,421 [Aidan] Mmm. 839 00:42:51,880 --> 00:42:52,881 [Lina inhales sharply] 840 00:42:59,764 --> 00:43:01,975 [murmurs] 841 00:43:08,566 --> 00:43:10,609 [unzips] 842 00:43:15,324 --> 00:43:16,850 - [gasps loudly] - [Jack] Hey. 843 00:43:16,950 --> 00:43:18,952 [gasping, groaning] 844 00:43:20,454 --> 00:43:22,649 [muttering] What's happening? What's wrong? 845 00:43:22,749 --> 00:43:24,400 My lungs. 846 00:43:24,500 --> 00:43:26,194 - Huh? - [gasping] 847 00:43:26,294 --> 00:43:27,820 All right, all right, I'm gonna call the doctor, okay? 848 00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:29,405 No, I need a hospital. 849 00:43:29,505 --> 00:43:30,740 - Okay, all right, all right. - Jack! 850 00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:33,202 - All right, hold-hold on. - [hyperventilating] 851 00:43:33,302 --> 00:43:35,304 [sirens wailing in distance] 852 00:43:42,187 --> 00:43:43,922 [doctor] How are you feeling? 853 00:43:44,022 --> 00:43:45,257 Better, yeah. Fine. 854 00:43:45,357 --> 00:43:47,425 Okay, good. 855 00:43:47,525 --> 00:43:50,263 - So... - Yeah? 856 00:43:50,363 --> 00:43:52,640 The issue is that the ultrasound is showing a lesion 857 00:43:52,740 --> 00:43:55,117 in the left lower lung lobe. 858 00:43:56,118 --> 00:43:59,022 Fuck. My bad, sorry. Hey. Hey, Doc. 859 00:43:59,122 --> 00:44:01,149 Uh, what is it? 860 00:44:01,249 --> 00:44:04,111 - I have cancer. - What? 861 00:44:04,211 --> 00:44:05,862 [doctor] Let's... let's hold on a second, that's... 862 00:44:05,962 --> 00:44:07,657 that's not what I'm saying. Uh... 863 00:44:07,757 --> 00:44:10,159 Just say it, for fuck's sake, please. 864 00:44:10,259 --> 00:44:11,619 My mother died of lung cancer, 865 00:44:11,719 --> 00:44:13,955 now I'm gonna fucking die of lung cancer. 866 00:44:14,055 --> 00:44:17,376 [doctor] We need to do a contrast MRI 867 00:44:17,476 --> 00:44:19,211 and ultimately a biopsy, 868 00:44:19,311 --> 00:44:21,005 but there's risk to the baby, 869 00:44:21,105 --> 00:44:23,273 exposure to radiation and chemicals. 870 00:44:27,070 --> 00:44:29,723 S-So... what, I... 871 00:44:29,823 --> 00:44:32,727 You have to wait until after my baby is born 872 00:44:32,827 --> 00:44:34,996 to tell me that I'm dying? 873 00:44:36,205 --> 00:44:37,857 Well, we'll just do it again, right? 874 00:44:37,957 --> 00:44:39,525 - We can do it again? - No, they did it eight times. 875 00:44:39,625 --> 00:44:41,904 Like, 25 fucking angles. 876 00:44:42,004 --> 00:44:43,822 I saw the look on the woman's face the minute 877 00:44:43,922 --> 00:44:45,799 that she put the thing on my chest. 878 00:44:49,678 --> 00:44:51,331 We can do the tests now, if you like. 879 00:44:51,431 --> 00:44:53,625 You just need to know the risk to the baby. 880 00:44:53,725 --> 00:44:55,810 We are waiting. 881 00:44:57,270 --> 00:45:01,133 Don't look at him! Look at me. We're waiting! 882 00:45:01,233 --> 00:45:02,776 [doctor] Understood. 883 00:45:03,777 --> 00:45:06,055 So, if there's no further treatment at this time, 884 00:45:06,155 --> 00:45:08,158 we will get you checked out. 885 00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:15,982 [whispering] I knew that this was gonna happen. 886 00:45:16,082 --> 00:45:17,568 - I knew it. - Hey. 887 00:45:17,668 --> 00:45:19,487 - I fucking knew it. - Hey. 888 00:45:19,587 --> 00:45:20,905 - Don't-don't touch me. - Gia... 889 00:45:21,005 --> 00:45:23,032 - Jack. - Gia. 890 00:45:23,132 --> 00:45:27,220 Don't touch me. I told you. I fucking told you. 891 00:45:28,930 --> 00:45:30,932 [crying] 892 00:45:40,109 --> 00:45:41,944 [sighs] 893 00:45:45,032 --> 00:45:47,034 - [footsteps approaching] - [Jack humming] 894 00:45:48,118 --> 00:45:49,979 - What... - [Jack] Hey, hey. 895 00:45:50,079 --> 00:45:51,664 - You're fucking back early. - [door closes] 896 00:45:52,707 --> 00:45:55,819 What? Oh, yeah, yeah. Uh... 897 00:45:55,919 --> 00:45:58,046 Kmart has this new, um... 898 00:45:59,756 --> 00:46:02,326 ...paternity leave deal. It's pretty sweet. 899 00:46:02,426 --> 00:46:04,220 Uh, what's going on? 900 00:46:05,971 --> 00:46:08,499 Um... uh, 901 00:46:08,599 --> 00:46:11,920 I found a-a maternal fetal health guy. 902 00:46:12,020 --> 00:46:13,797 Oh, okay. 903 00:46:13,897 --> 00:46:17,526 Uh, he's, uh, a specialist in, um... you know. 904 00:46:18,986 --> 00:46:20,471 Where? 905 00:46:20,571 --> 00:46:23,616 It's a-a place. Um... 906 00:46:25,535 --> 00:46:28,272 Yeah, a place. I-I-I want to do some research, 907 00:46:28,372 --> 00:46:30,649 and-and there's a woman that... [clears throat] 908 00:46:30,749 --> 00:46:32,501 that I want to meet there, too, so... 909 00:46:34,795 --> 00:46:36,548 Where? 910 00:46:38,633 --> 00:46:42,454 I will call you when it's... 911 00:46:42,554 --> 00:46:43,663 born. I... 912 00:46:43,763 --> 00:46:45,416 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, uh... 913 00:46:45,516 --> 00:46:47,001 You're not... 914 00:46:47,101 --> 00:46:48,210 you're not gonna say where you're going? 915 00:46:48,310 --> 00:46:49,353 No. 916 00:46:50,688 --> 00:46:54,801 What, you were just gonna leave me a note... 917 00:46:54,901 --> 00:46:57,721 and just not be here when I got back? 918 00:46:57,821 --> 00:47:00,307 Look, I just need to... 919 00:47:00,407 --> 00:47:03,578 I need to, like, leave it. Something. 920 00:47:04,912 --> 00:47:07,690 You know, the-the book. I-I have to finish the book. 921 00:47:07,790 --> 00:47:10,151 I-I get it. I do, 922 00:47:10,251 --> 00:47:12,071 but I-I... what I don't get is what-what 923 00:47:12,171 --> 00:47:15,507 this has to do with you and me. 924 00:47:16,884 --> 00:47:20,080 I don't need to love you any more 925 00:47:20,180 --> 00:47:23,058 than I already do, and you don't need to love me any more. 926 00:47:25,018 --> 00:47:26,419 [scoffs] 927 00:47:26,519 --> 00:47:28,588 So, what are you saying, you want to stop seeing me? 928 00:47:28,688 --> 00:47:30,758 You want to stop seeing me? 929 00:47:30,858 --> 00:47:32,885 'Cause you're not seeing me, Gia. 930 00:47:32,985 --> 00:47:36,013 You know, you're... you're-you're my... 931 00:47:36,113 --> 00:47:38,116 I'll always be your... 932 00:47:39,618 --> 00:47:41,687 [sighs] Oh... 933 00:47:41,787 --> 00:47:45,607 All right. Uh... All right, this is insane. 934 00:47:45,707 --> 00:47:48,903 This is insane, I'm in fucking Indiana, and this is insane. 935 00:47:49,003 --> 00:47:50,238 I know, and I'm sorry, but, like... 936 00:47:50,338 --> 00:47:51,572 What am I supposed to do? 937 00:47:51,672 --> 00:47:53,616 I'm just supposed to let you... 938 00:47:53,716 --> 00:47:54,993 you both go? 939 00:47:55,093 --> 00:47:56,387 Yes. 940 00:47:59,306 --> 00:48:02,209 No. No. No way. 941 00:48:02,309 --> 00:48:04,854 [sighs] Jack. 942 00:48:06,773 --> 00:48:08,300 Fuck. 943 00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:09,693 Like, please. 944 00:48:12,779 --> 00:48:14,056 This has been the most fucked-up 945 00:48:14,156 --> 00:48:16,517 experience of my life. 946 00:48:16,617 --> 00:48:18,185 [groans] 947 00:48:18,285 --> 00:48:20,730 And you're right, you are bad news, 948 00:48:20,830 --> 00:48:24,067 just not in the way you think you are. 949 00:48:24,167 --> 00:48:27,087 I'll call you when... 950 00:48:29,339 --> 00:48:31,509 ...she is born. 951 00:48:43,355 --> 00:48:45,716 Thank you again for driving me. 952 00:48:45,816 --> 00:48:46,842 Yeah. 953 00:48:46,942 --> 00:48:48,553 I would have understood if you didn't, 954 00:48:48,653 --> 00:48:50,680 after how I talked to you. [chuckles] 955 00:48:50,780 --> 00:48:52,182 Yeah. That wasn't great. 956 00:48:52,282 --> 00:48:54,517 - [both chuckle] - No, it wasn't. 957 00:48:54,617 --> 00:48:56,436 - I'm sorry. - Oh. 958 00:48:56,536 --> 00:48:58,330 I am really sorry. 959 00:49:00,499 --> 00:49:02,193 I don't know, I think you said those things 960 00:49:02,293 --> 00:49:03,736 'cause you care about me. 961 00:49:03,836 --> 00:49:05,529 I did. 962 00:49:05,629 --> 00:49:07,866 I do, like so fucking much. 963 00:49:07,966 --> 00:49:08,951 Good. 964 00:49:09,051 --> 00:49:11,053 I'm sorry, too. 965 00:49:14,974 --> 00:49:17,752 Plus, I don't think you have anyone else to call for a ride. 966 00:49:17,852 --> 00:49:19,170 - Wow. - [both laughing] 967 00:49:19,270 --> 00:49:21,172 I had to, sorry. 968 00:49:21,272 --> 00:49:23,258 I mean, you're not wrong. 969 00:49:23,358 --> 00:49:25,235 [both laugh] 970 00:49:27,112 --> 00:49:29,431 [whispering] Gia, what are you doing? 971 00:49:29,531 --> 00:49:31,308 You don't want to give him one more chance? 972 00:49:31,408 --> 00:49:33,645 Just considering the baby? Like, 973 00:49:33,745 --> 00:49:35,563 why do you have to leave town? 974 00:49:35,663 --> 00:49:37,524 Why not see if it can work, you know? 975 00:49:37,624 --> 00:49:39,734 It's just so rare, what you have. 976 00:49:39,834 --> 00:49:41,712 Yeah, I... 977 00:49:43,631 --> 00:49:46,409 We're just not right for each other, yeah. 978 00:49:46,509 --> 00:49:48,577 Time's not gonna change that, 979 00:49:48,677 --> 00:49:50,872 and I have to do some interviews, you know, 980 00:49:50,972 --> 00:49:52,499 to finish the book. [sniffles] 981 00:49:52,599 --> 00:49:55,268 - Oh, right, the book. - Yeah. 982 00:49:56,645 --> 00:49:58,688 - What about Aidan? - Um... 983 00:50:01,442 --> 00:50:03,428 I don't know. Maybe group's right. 984 00:50:03,528 --> 00:50:06,889 Maybe chasing after him's a little pathetic, and... 985 00:50:06,989 --> 00:50:08,767 Eh. 986 00:50:08,867 --> 00:50:10,394 Maybe we're all a little pathetic 987 00:50:10,494 --> 00:50:11,870 and just don't want to admit it. [chuckles] 988 00:50:12,913 --> 00:50:13,981 Yeah. 989 00:50:14,081 --> 00:50:17,669 I don't know, maybe-maybe none of us are. 990 00:50:20,213 --> 00:50:21,948 Yeah. 991 00:50:22,048 --> 00:50:24,075 Just wish it didn't hurt so much. 992 00:50:24,175 --> 00:50:25,218 Yeah. 993 00:50:28,597 --> 00:50:31,267 I wanted to say, um... 994 00:50:32,268 --> 00:50:36,089 I may be in pain, but I am choosing this pain. 995 00:50:36,189 --> 00:50:38,383 - Like, this time it's my choice. - Yeah. 996 00:50:38,483 --> 00:50:39,968 You know? 997 00:50:40,068 --> 00:50:44,390 Because being hurt by him, I know it's crazy, Gia, 998 00:50:44,490 --> 00:50:45,934 but at least it's a feeling. 999 00:50:46,034 --> 00:50:47,310 I know. 1000 00:50:47,410 --> 00:50:48,578 Yeah. 1001 00:50:50,538 --> 00:50:53,375 A lot of times, that feeling makes me happy. 1002 00:50:54,543 --> 00:50:56,695 I promise to honor that, you know. 1003 00:50:56,795 --> 00:50:58,447 To tell your story how you see it. 1004 00:50:58,547 --> 00:50:59,615 Okay. 1005 00:50:59,715 --> 00:51:02,786 You better, or I'm gonna come haunt you 1006 00:51:02,886 --> 00:51:04,704 - like your mom said she would. - [both laugh] 1007 00:51:04,804 --> 00:51:07,165 - Jesus. - [both chuckle] 1008 00:51:07,265 --> 00:51:09,669 ♪ "La vita nuova" by Christine and the Queens ♪ 1009 00:51:09,769 --> 00:51:11,253 No, don't go. 1010 00:51:11,353 --> 00:51:12,813 [both chuckle] 1011 00:51:15,608 --> 00:51:17,443 [groans] 1012 00:51:19,988 --> 00:51:21,890 You're the strongest woman I've ever met. 1013 00:51:21,990 --> 00:51:23,308 - Really? - Yeah. 1014 00:51:23,408 --> 00:51:26,019 I mean, maybe... 1015 00:51:26,119 --> 00:51:30,608 maybe my mother beats you, but... only her. 1016 00:51:30,708 --> 00:51:32,568 ♪ Oh... ♪ 1017 00:51:32,668 --> 00:51:34,112 Bye. 1018 00:51:34,212 --> 00:51:37,825 ♪ Hey, hey ♪ 1019 00:51:37,925 --> 00:51:42,371 - ♪ I don't give a damn ♪ - ♪ Damn ♪ 1020 00:51:42,471 --> 00:51:46,042 ♪ Until you don't give a hand ♪ 1021 00:51:46,142 --> 00:51:47,502 ♪ Ah... ♪ 1022 00:51:47,602 --> 00:51:49,754 Love you. 1023 00:51:49,854 --> 00:51:51,673 [laughs] 1024 00:51:51,773 --> 00:51:54,302 I do. I fucking love you. 1025 00:51:54,402 --> 00:51:58,180 - ♪ I don't give a damn ♪ - ♪ Don't give a damn ♪ 1026 00:51:58,280 --> 00:51:59,932 [chuckles] 1027 00:52:00,032 --> 00:52:01,309 [laughs] 1028 00:52:01,409 --> 00:52:03,312 [Gia] I come from a woman who let a man masturbate 1029 00:52:03,412 --> 00:52:05,439 to her body on her walk to work, 1030 00:52:05,539 --> 00:52:08,442 on her walk home. 1031 00:52:08,542 --> 00:52:12,196 I can no longer ask her why she allowed it, 1032 00:52:12,296 --> 00:52:14,282 but I know that, for her, 1033 00:52:14,382 --> 00:52:16,576 poverty was worse. 1034 00:52:16,676 --> 00:52:18,286 ♪ Give a hand ♪ 1035 00:52:18,386 --> 00:52:20,581 ♪ Ah, you're a heartbreaker... ♪ 1036 00:52:20,681 --> 00:52:22,750 Our particular pains come from wound sites 1037 00:52:22,850 --> 00:52:26,086 we can't see on one another. 1038 00:52:26,186 --> 00:52:28,422 The thing we can do to understand 1039 00:52:28,522 --> 00:52:30,133 is to listen, 1040 00:52:30,233 --> 00:52:33,303 to really fucking listen. 1041 00:52:33,403 --> 00:52:34,679 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1042 00:52:34,779 --> 00:52:37,892 - ♪ Oh, oh ♪ - ♪ Oh, yeah, ah ♪ 1043 00:52:37,992 --> 00:52:41,187 ♪ Oh, yeah, oh, yeah ♪ 1044 00:52:41,287 --> 00:52:43,606 - ♪ Ah, oh, yeah ♪ - ♪ Answer for sure ♪ 1045 00:52:43,706 --> 00:52:45,916 ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ 1046 00:52:47,461 --> 00:52:48,754 Gia? 1047 00:52:49,963 --> 00:52:51,782 - Hi. - Hi. 1048 00:52:51,882 --> 00:52:53,784 Thank you for meeting me, finally. 1049 00:52:53,884 --> 00:52:55,720 [both chuckle] 1050 00:52:56,971 --> 00:52:58,289 [sighs] 1051 00:52:58,389 --> 00:52:59,974 Hmm. 1052 00:53:07,983 --> 00:53:10,678 Are you a bad person? 1053 00:53:10,778 --> 00:53:14,975 Oof. I mean, I don't think so, but... [chuckles] 1054 00:53:15,075 --> 00:53:17,435 - You look like you are. - Oh, okay. 1055 00:53:17,535 --> 00:53:19,020 I mean that as a compliment. 1056 00:53:19,120 --> 00:53:20,705 All right. 1057 00:53:24,418 --> 00:53:26,378 I did a bad thing. 1058 00:53:27,421 --> 00:53:30,424 And I feel absolutely awful about it. 1059 00:53:33,011 --> 00:53:37,224 I betrayed the person I love most in the world. 1060 00:53:40,186 --> 00:53:42,021 But... 1061 00:53:43,981 --> 00:53:47,902 ...it's also the best damn thing ever. 1062 00:53:48,946 --> 00:53:52,182 So, if that makes me a bad person, 1063 00:53:52,282 --> 00:53:57,105 even if it makes me the worst person, 1064 00:53:57,205 --> 00:53:59,107 I still want what I want. 1065 00:53:59,207 --> 00:54:03,862 That same thing 1066 00:54:03,962 --> 00:54:06,407 every single night, 1067 00:54:06,507 --> 00:54:09,427 for the rest of my life. 1068 00:54:15,726 --> 00:54:18,920 And who can I tell such a terrible thing? 1069 00:54:19,020 --> 00:54:20,672 ♪ "Reason or Rhyme" by Bryan Ferry ♪ 1070 00:54:20,772 --> 00:54:22,799 Hmm. 1071 00:54:22,899 --> 00:54:24,902 Tell me. 1072 00:54:33,078 --> 00:54:36,857 ♪ Why must you shed ♪ 1073 00:54:36,957 --> 00:54:39,793 ♪ Such tender tears ♪ 1074 00:54:41,379 --> 00:54:45,133 ♪ In the evening of your years? ♪ 1075 00:54:46,176 --> 00:54:49,371 ♪ Open your heart ♪ 1076 00:54:49,471 --> 00:54:51,640 ♪ And let me live ♪ 1077 00:54:53,267 --> 00:54:56,671 ♪ All the promises ♪ 1078 00:54:56,771 --> 00:54:58,982 ♪ I could give ♪ 1079 00:55:00,984 --> 00:55:02,803 ♪ The sun ♪ 1080 00:55:02,903 --> 00:55:07,265 ♪ And moon and all the stars ♪ 1081 00:55:07,365 --> 00:55:10,561 ♪ They bow down to you ♪ 1082 00:55:10,661 --> 00:55:13,664 ♪ Whenever you pass ♪ 1083 00:55:14,707 --> 00:55:17,211 ♪ No reason or rhyme ♪ 1084 00:55:18,212 --> 00:55:20,172 ♪ No presence of mind ♪ 1085 00:55:22,216 --> 00:55:24,118 ♪ Just a dance ♪ 1086 00:55:24,218 --> 00:55:27,180 ♪ To the music ♪ 1087 00:55:28,223 --> 00:55:30,183 ♪ Of time ♪ 76149

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